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munson family mornings over the years
#stranger things#eddie munson#wayne munson#munson family feels#im so sorry#i lost control of the muse#shoutout to and curses upon (curses /pos) to ermyses for getting the idea of morning drinks with little eddie in my head which spiraled#into this#*emryses#typos in tags on mobile my beloathed#it started as just sleepy mornings how did i make it angst#i’ve caused myself pain#angst#major character death
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He's singing his heart out, while he finally, finally, cleans up this fucking radio tower. It looks like the apocalypse hit it twice over. Imagine....records, papers, drinks- empty or varying volumes of liquids, trash....everything everywhere.
This might be.....a two day project.
#station: muse#I have lost control of my life I swear 😭😭#But it's driving me insane I have to get this done#spring cleaning?#Spotify
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there will always b ppl who only follow me for dark hoping to get wooed that's just the nature of having a legendary middleschool sexyman for a muse but amongst my personal fav dynamics for him is a muse that is in fact way older maturity-wise forced to deal with his teenaged audacity
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#how do i put this. hes canonically perpetually 16/17 he deserves to act like it#and people who can recognize it rather than treating him fully outright 'as an adult'#yeag#i say this doubly because so much of him really is just like.... troubled punk???#and any muse who actually digs and manages to get to know him a little#can have the sort of pity you're supposed to have for him as a chara#he might be a misshapen youth(tm) but he's not irredeemable he's just awkward and unfamiliar and thereby uncomfortable#with literally any sort of genuine intimacy or connection#outside of his immediate control. outside of the theatrics(tm)#he hides everything about himself most of the time he removes himself from happy pictures. he is a loud arrogant monster he is just a Boy#dark in particular is always at that awkward point of feeling like he's something stunted like he's too far gone#he's the one who feels like he's lost all his chances that other people deserve happiness but maybe not him#even if he still can't help but want it#but anyways this isn't just about him since i do think the kind of sigh-inducing behavior he gives to other muses#can be endearing in its own way. smth smth teenagers(tm)#older muses who can kind of recognize his behavior as something a little pitiful#as a defense mechanism that developed out of him just being so utterly alone and forced to be independent for his entire life#that's good........
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barton protecting kids, including ones that are not his, will always be one of the things that i am willing to roleplay. because yes... he IS a serial murderer and a cannibal. BUT barton is also someone who would be willing to stand in between an assailant and a child every. single. time. if he saw that they were in trouble, because he just can't depend on anyone else helping them. and barton would quite literally hate it if he didn't try to at least do something to defend them.
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#and this includes occasions where the other rogues (i'm looking at you joker / hj LOL ahh i'm just being partially serious here) -#might pose a threat to a child though i know most of them likely wouldn't besidesss the person who i mentioned before and perhaps-#if they got really angry or sumthin' and lost control? yeah however it's like i said MOST of the rogues wouldn't do it in good conscience-#i'd like to think bc they might be villains but everyone can kind of acknowledge that hurting kids is just one of those thing's you DON'T#do but yeah. just in case they were man's would be running to be putting himself in front of this kid bc there is no WAY that's happening#not while barton is around anyway. and one could say that this is one of the more... possibly redeeming traits that barton has as a result#so yeah! barton is also going to kick the SNOT out of anyone who tries to hurt a kid around him so i'm not saying that anyone would ofc...#but whoever is unwise enough to do so. I hope you like bathing in Epsom Salts because Barton isn't going to stop kicking you#for a while JSJ#tw: mentions of cannibalism.
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Look at me I did 4 whole replies on here AND a post about Brad. We're thriving.
#〈 ✘ ooc ➨ out of control 〉#I have 7 drafts left and that's after I deleted a bunch of stuff that I lost muse for#i even queued up a bunch of gifsets and whatnot#not to jinx myself or anything LOL#i miss jill so much i really do#but i also still need this to stay a hobby and not become a chore
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Thinking about wolfstar and lovebites
#Remus is like a man possessed in the moment#wanting to mark Sirius up and Sirius is all for it#encourages him even#The next day though. Guilt and shame. So worried that he lost control.#Doesn't want to think about the purpling bruises because those must hurt and he never wants to hurt Sirius#But Sirius loves them. Loves looking at them#counting them#caressing them. Loves knowing that they're born from love#not hate#this time#Loves erasing bad memories with good ones#Really really good ones#Hmmmm#I have thoughtsssss#musings and headcanons#wolfstar
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I promise I’m here, my shark week has just drained me of a lot of my energy these past two days. I’ll get to working on drafts after I have a late lunch.
#・ ˖ ✦ ⋄ . AUTHOR OF THE STARS ❝ ooc. ❞#I’ve also been sucked back into hxh so don’t be surprised#if you may or may not see some muses on here from it#self control? Haha I lost that a long time ago
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@apocryphis: "a new outfit...? hm. i suppose miss furina did mention that certain events attended by a head of state do require a different kind of decorum than a judge's official robes..." neuvillette muses thoughtfully, under the gaze of the geo yaksha. "i cannot say i am too keen on too drastic a change, but... there is no harm in giving change a try, from time to time. you said you had ideas, general kapisas?" (yes you get that as bonus to the soft that will come in a second)
The Iudex is subjected to a keen, discerning gaze more suited to the appraisal of antiques than an assessment of the judge's current attire. There is a sharp focus to those golden-yellow eyes as Menogias slowly circles him, taking in every intricate detail, the fine fabrics, the ornate accessories. He says nothing, but upon occasion a sound rumbles in his throat that could, perhaps, be a hum of approval.
Truly, the man has fine taste.
At first, it seems as though the Yaksha hasn't heard the words uttered to the room, so focused is he on his appraisal - but when at last he comes to a stop before the judge, he lifts those golden eyes to meet that primordial gaze, and the corners of his mouth lift into a smile. "No, no. There is no need for any drastic change, Monsieur Neuvillette. You wear a very complimentary colour palette, and it is clear your outfit has been very finely tailored."
He steps back, gaze raking over Neuvillette from head to toe in one final, lingering study. "Hm... yes, I think we'll stick with the same colours, though perhaps in some softer tones, and carry through some more elements of white or silver. Ah, yes, and perhaps a brooch or pin that compliments your eyes. Truly, a fascinating colour. I suspect I shall have to recreate it myself. I doubt any of your boutiques will carry any such item."
There's a snap of gloved fingers, and then the Yaksha is moving in closer, hands deftly plucking and pulling at the Iudex's beautiful attire, inspecting the elements of the outfit in much closer detail. There is no hesitation in the way with which Menogias manhandles this illustrious individual - he adjusts the man's limbs as he pleases, runs his fingertips over the fine stitching and elegant adornments, admiring the talent and the vision that went into the creation of each piece.
Would anyone else dare to lay their hands so freely upon the reigning ruler of Fontaine, the Chief Justice himself? Almost certainly not. But when one has manhandled the likes of Morax upon multiple occasions, one has no qualms when dealing with others of similar standing.
"You have excellent posture," he remarks, hands smoothing across Neuvillette's shoulders once his examination is complete. "I find it a terrible shame when beautiful clothes are ruined by an inelegant form. You carry yourself well, if a little stiff. But you cut an imposing figure - it couldn't hurt to pare that back, soften those hard edges, offer a more welcoming visage, no?" A nod, a flash of a smile. "Yes, yes... I have some ideas that will work beautifully."
#apocryphis#muse; menogias (genpact)#source; g.enshin#v; i am the one who lost control (main)#( i am so sorry neuvi the man has no boundaries when it comes to Fashion )#( if you think this is bad. just wait until he needs to *fit* you for something- )#( god i am so here for this you have no idea. menogias is LIVING rn )#;pretending i'm not here (queue)
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like this for my au hongjoong , captain of byeolsong - the flying pirate ship . essentially a halateez pirate au . 'joong is chaotic and unhinged and not human , though he doesn't know what to call himself . he can wield the stars and command them , and he will use his charms to get what he wants .
#starter call. hongjoong#ooc. out of muses#( i have lost control again yes . )#( also he is very much into men )
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Circe wasn't the first girl Roman kissed. He actually hit it off with another girl at the All Girl's Boarding School his parents sent him off to during his early teens, the two sneaking off for a bit of 'private fun' until the bullying incident occured where he lost his temper and glassed his tormentor's face.
#💀 || musings#💀 || headcanons#It's Sunday!!!!!!!!!#And I'm feeling a little better!#Started taking Feroglobin and my god it feels like it's already made a world of difference#Was so lacking energy but the second half of work kicked in and I actually got stuff done#Don't feel half dead on my feet anymore and have a bit of appetite again#Might have helped having steak for dinner too but have been very low on iron#But yeah here's a fun headcanon for ya'll#Roman still thinks about that girl from time to time#He forgot her name but it was a pretty prominent memory#Probably wouldn't have hated the all girl's school so much if it weren't for the bitches there#That other girl nearly lost an eye#Mr. and Mrs. Sionis had to fork out a LOT of hush money for that little outburst lmao#It was also the beginning of the end for them#Roman had started getting too strong and violent for them to be able to control so easily anymore#He lasted all of 3 days at that school XD
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If there is ever doubt in her own skill, Minthara remembers that her mother wears scars from her own blade. Then all doubts melt away.
#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings#[ I’m playing the game don’t mind my musing ]#[ god I love House Baenre and what’s revealed through minth ]#[ Yvonnel ensures all of her children are just about more skilled than she so they will face the world dauntless ]#[ and I imagine that’s where Minthara gets her emotional approach from ]#[ which is a post I’ll make sometime but I get feelings over Yvonnel ]#[ and also the fact that Minthara in looks is a mini-copy/paste Yvonnel ]#[ a child who was loved and taught by her sisters and brothers ]#[ even to torture - her sister was the house interrogator and that’s where she learned it from ]#[ that’s the hard part because as much as Minth was also a victim of Drow culture she flourished and adored her own culture ]#[ she can see its faults but there is love lost there because she does LOVE her family ]#[ she will poison them and stab them on a moments notice but she will keep their memory close to her ]#[ the sister who taught her how to torture - the sister who taught her how to control her temper ]#[ the sister who taught her the magic behind her name sake ]#[ which if you didn’t know Minthara means ‘lesser rune’ in Drow ]#[ the sister who she thought hated her but she would throw treats at little minth and they weren’t poisoned ]#[ the brother who taught her swordplay and the brother who taught her how to watch and the third ]#[ in all of her resentment toward him? that third brother? would have taught her how to be open minded ]#[ the members of House Baenre walked so their little Minthara could run ]
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@theircurse
He’s forgotten by now if he had an actual task in mind before doing this, or if he just wandered into a secondhand store absentmindedly because he had nothing better to do today. But either way he ended up walking through the small building with various items sitting around, most of them not seeming all that useful to him anyway. Though people he passed apparently must’ve liked them just fine because they kept stopping and ‘ooh’ing over things.
He had his own moment like this however, when he stopped over by a shelf in a far corner with stuffed animals piled onto it. Most sitting out and overflowing off the shelf, but for one of them there was a clear plastic container with three plush cats in it. He doesn’t know why he gets this impulse, but his gaze doesn’t linger on it for long before he’s hit with the idea of freeing them.
The intention behind this setup was likely for someone to take the cats out and leave the container. But Maki decides to take the container with him when he goes to pay for them, the idea of taking them out in the store doesn’t even occur to him. When they’re officially paid for he doesn’t wait up for the cashier either, he takes the box and rushes out despite verbal protest. He’s down the street before he stops at a bench and actually takes the three out, tossing the plastic box into a nearby trash can.
But now that he was holding all three, the impulse is gone and he’s not entirely sure what to do with them. They’re... soft? In a way he finds himself definitely not minding holding them, but it is a bit crowded holding three at once. ... Kids usually like plush toys right? Maybe Yumeno would like one or two of them?
Whatever his initial goal had been, he had no hope of remembering it now. He’s off to find Yumeno.
#theircurse#and who will pay the price; the lost or the damned 💥 bsd verse#I love when my muse just completely loses impulse control over a post from my personal dash and decides to make it a gift#plush cat fam time :D
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MUSES ADDED + REMOVED :
all red dead redemption muses have been removed, may make an appearance in the future, but not at all near by - STILL HAVE RED DEAD VERSES HERE THO.
muses added : mika samuals from the walking dead season 4, an older version and one where lizzie never killed her, exploring the aftermath of the whole ordeal - FC: milly alcock , young verse is optional / - jordi chin from the watch dogs franchise. - on that note, james potter is still going to be added at some point, he’s under ‘coming soon.’ i just gotta work out face claims, the minor shit.
muses still around : pretty much all my ocs.
#im re doing my doc#making headlines and shit#and oh my god i completely understand why i lost my will to live before with my last muse layout#thats why i was switching blogs so much#past me is a fucking MORON#SIDFHPSODFIHSODFHSF#ITS ALL UNDER CONTROL#WE GOT IT FIGURED OUT BOYS#THANK U FOR STICKING WITH ME WITH THE CRISIS SHDFIOSHDFIOSHDFSDF#━━ 𝑊𝐻𝑌 𝐷𝑂𝑁'𝑇 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐹𝑈𝐶𝐾 𝑂𝐹𝐹 𝐵𝐴𝐶𝐾 𝑇𝑂 𝐻𝐸𝐿𝐿 ✗ ooc .
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ᵀʰᵉ ˢᵗᵃᵗⁱᶜ ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉˢ ᵐᵉ ⁱⁿ ᵃ ᶜᵃᵗᵃᵗᵒⁿⁱᶜ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵉ — ᵗᵃᵍ ᵈʳᵒᵖ
#☾ annabelle rose shadows ⧽ you can't just run from sadness when it runs inside your veins ☽#☾ icameasiam : visage ⧽ within the silence of this illusion is there anything more than human? ☽#☾ icameasiam : musing words ⧽ when you think i've said enough tell me and i'll bite my tongue ☽#☾ icameasiam : headcanon ⧽ cutting into my code and erasing everything I know ☽#☾ icameasiam : threads ⧽ you're used to speaking in tongues to feel like you're in control ☽#☾ icameasiam : music ⧽ the voices once so soothing make me feel so fucking dead ☽#☾ icameasiam : aesthetic ⧽ the empty husk of a flawed design ☽#☾ icameasiam : scenery ⧽ i was lost but now i'm found under the lights and in the sounds ☽#☾ icameasiam : connections : words ⧽ when i return i will look for you so listen for your name ☽#☾ icameasiam : connections : visuals ⧽ you'd be a better memory if no one else forgot ☽#☾ icameasiam : desires ⧽ take off all of your clothes and hold me til we're frozen ☽#☾ icameasiam : family : mother ⧽ the sound of my screams are gonna drown you out ☽#☾ icameasiam : family : father ⧽ raised by wolves in sheep's clothes that abandoned me ☽#☾ icameasiam : out of character ⧽ this is a part of me you begged to let you see ☽#☾ icameasiam : announcements ⧽ all i want is something to keep us from the things we are afraid to know ☽#☾ icameasiam : memes ⧽ i love the look on your face when i'm tempting you ☽#☾ icameasiam : messages ⧽ what's left to say that hasn't been already said before?☽#☾ icameasiam : promos ⧽ you may be just like me without a home lost and looking for something ☽#☾ icameasiam : wishlist ⧽ be careful what you wish for ☽#☾ icameasiam : verses ⧽ to tell your tales and fables you couldn't wait ☽#☾ icameasiam : tag drop ☽#tag drop
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single mother oc . . . . maybe she was a teen mom--
#[ im going through hell mentally rn & im currently trying do everything i can to give my brain lil dopamine rushed . ]#[ & oc building is the thing currently im sorry if this is annoying im just feeling so lost rn & have no control over things. ]#[ hmu maybe if u possibly wanna talk affiliated ocs or smthing or muse pairs or smthing im sorry everyone. ]#‧₊˚⋅ ♯ i. ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳ╷abi speaks ♡ ̆̈₊ ‧˚₊‧#‧₊˚⋅ ♯ i. ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳ╷mobile posts ♡ ̆̈₊ ‧˚₊‧
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TAG DROP PART 2
#⟢ fierce but feisty (ooc) ▎【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ ( psa ) ❝Go up❝ ( Out of character ) ❝And Never Stop❝#⟢ ❝What’s your favorite scary movie❝ ( edits )#⟢ Interactions ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ starter call ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ meme ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ answered ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ promo ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ self promo ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ promo ❙ other ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ wishlist ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ open starters ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ specific muse please ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#⟢ reblog from source ❙【FAERYWORLDS】#☆ v: Teen Emma ❙ ❝just a lost little girl who didn’t matter and didn’t think she ever would. ❝#☆ v: Child Emma ❙ ❝all I wanted was to be adopted❝#☆ v: Dark Emma ❙ ❝ you went to Camelot to get the darkness out of me and you failed ❝#‧₊˚ GwenxPeter ❙ ❝I don’t always need saving. ❝#‧₊˚ Dramione ❙ ❝We can’t control what we feel ❝#‧₊˚ Kalijah ❙ ❝True love is not real unless it’s returned ❝#‧₊˚ Captain Swan ❙ ❝My armor’s been on for such a long time that I forget that I don’t need it with you.❝#‧₊˚ HarleyxRick ❙ ❝You were gonna… save me?❝#‧₊˚ Lizzie&Tobi ❙ ❝All I want to do is to keep him safe ❝#‧₊˚ Lizzie&Josie ❙ ❝You’re my other half. I’d be lost without you.❝#‧₊˚ Hizzie ❙ ❝We are in this until the bitter end.❝
*#‧₊˚ Lizzie&Sebastian ❙ ❝I fell in love with the devil.❝#‧₊˚ Kolvina ❙ ❝For the record; I like this face just fine.❝#tag drop
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