#i literally screamed when i read this
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on today's episode of making the grishaverse make sense: trying to come up with somewhat historically plausible title for nikolai
#every time i read about monarchy in YA i want to scream on the author#pick a historical book pls pls i'm begging you#grishaverse#the grisha trilogy#tgt#nikolai lantsov#same goes for the darkling listening to petitioners in the throne room in alina's r&r vision#they are not in the middle ages by xix century the king's job mostly consisted of paperwork#she's far more likely to find him screaming inside buried under tons of reports from literally everyone#and (if we're talking russian monarchs for the sake of admitted inspiration) the tsar's aide-de-camp had special hour when everyone could#give him petition on paper to be delivered to the tsar#also ALSO#now i have an image of nikolai in my head who is listening to the master of ceremonies and muttering under his breath#the scourge of the true sea the most masterful captain the privateer king.....#and him & sasha are literally dany & jon in that scenario#someone: this is nikolai i lantsov etc etc etc#someone: and this is the darkling
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Y’all someone on AO3 commented “you write like you’ve actually had sex before.”
BITCH IM DED
😭😭
DECEASED WJDHAKKSKAKAKAA
HELLO???
Like why yes I am a whore irl too, tysm for noticing 😩
Whew… that’s def going in the comment hall of fame.

#•𐦍 𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉тαℓк#so far out of pocket its actually back in the pocket again cause i LOST IT#like actually screamed when i read it jfhsdifhlkfhasl#no like they literally read a fic and was like “i know this bitch gets dick” UDHFHKFUHlfh I CANNNNNOOOOT LMFAOOO
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Sometimes I feel like people failed US History and this recent election and talks about tariffs really do prove that. I mean did literally everyone collectively forget about the Smoot-Hawley Tariff Act and those major repercussions? Btw that act happened in 1930. There's a reason President Hoover's name was used to refer to Shanty Towns in the Great Depression. Or the fact that almost all tariff acts within the last 80 or so years have either been expanding negotiation for world trade or deliberately decreasing tariffs. And the one time in 2002 where steel had tariffs placed on it, it was repealed in under a year because the cost greatly outweighed any benefits.
Does anyone remember the last time Trump tried to make tariffs in 2018? How many people credit it to be one of the largest tax increases in US history!?
Are people really that stupid? Like it's literally a REQUIRED part of our general education. Why do you think it is!? So people can actually make smart decisions.
#us elections#us politics#economy#tariffs#us history#istg these people must have failed it#“make america great again!” the last time we had tariffs the great depression happened you idiot#ughhhhhh#like genuinely wtf#and people are complaining about no christmas bonus#and im like did you even read your us history textbook#this has literally happened every time#when will you learn!#when will you learn that your actions have consequences!#literally the only time really tariffs worked was when america was first being made#and then we got just regular taxes#like do i need to hit yall over the head with a textboook#screams incoherently#bruh and i hate the electoral college#but this makes me think Hamilton had a point#like why tf are we letting people who didnt know anything about economy and us history vote for the future of our economy#im like do some research#its not that hard
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I still wonder how Percy reacted to finding out Scabbers was Peter Pettigrew
#percy weasley#harry potter#scabbers#peter pettigrew#like I think I would freak out#Scabbers was his for 12 years I think before he gave it to Ron#I did read a funny headcanon that Peter was rooting for perciver and was screaming crying throwing up when he was seperated bc he never got#to see it happen#I reached the character limit for tags#damn#but you can ignore that if you want to get angsty?#like Percy literally took care of that rat#probably gave him a bath too#idk man#id freak the fuck out#actually I’d focus on the fact he probably pissed everywhere#I’d be like you’re a grown ass man and you pissed on my couch#the fuck#I don’t care you’re a rat stop pissing on the couch
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So I read The Sun and the Sea by @stygianheart.
And hooo boy my brain chemistry has been altered
#i read this entire thing in basically one night. and I'm exhausted#literally just. I got one hour of sleep and I feel horrible but we ball 🏀 arts be upon ye#but WOW when I say I would've screamed at most scenes between these two LOVEBIRDS if it wasn't 3am I'm not joking#I am so unwell and not normal about these two istg#kobylu#cobylu#the sun and the sea#one piece koby#koby one piece#one piece coby#coby one piece#monkey d luffy#one piece luffy#luffy one piece#one piece#AudrinArt
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Genuinely tweaking tf out because last chapter dropped and I'm so soul-wrenched pulled apart at the seams and unraveling that I don't even have the energy to cry lmaoo. Tbh i never expected to get this attached to a character/s (all of them, really- Shingen, Somi, Shintaro) and it sounds kind of stupid when I write it down here but still.
My heart breaks for all of them; Shingen, who had to live his life burdened by his clan duties. Shintaro, who had to live his life never being the first choice, of always being tethered to the rules. Somi, who, I think (I hope) loved her child, but just a little too late, and for Gun, poor, sweet Gun, who had to see them all die before his eyes.
They weren't good- they were a terrible family by all means (talking about the adults here obv), but somehow I can't bring myself to hate them for it. It's hard to express what I'm really feeling lol but I just hope. I just hope they're all finally at peace, now. Somehow, somewhere.
I hope Shingen and Shintaro get to be the kids that their childhood never allowed them to be, I hope Somi gets to smile more freely, and I hope that Gun can be happy and unburdened by his past. I hope.
#its kinda pathetic abt how im mourning over literal fictional ppl lmaoo#but like.#im so deeply attached??#idk#i started reading lookism when i was in a really bad place#and it took my mind off things for a while#especially my glorious king shintaro yk 😍😍#ig thats why its kind of a hard pill to swallow lol#but still#STILL#i think im losinh my mind lollll#nvm me#im js rambling atp#i need sleep#and possibl therapy lol#but its okayy#(its not IM SCREAMING CRYING THROWIHG UP I NEED A GOOD NICE HAPPY FIC WHERE NOTH9NG BAD HAPPENED AND THEY'RE ALL SAFE AND HAPPY OK)#also this ended up on a much more sadder note than i intended it to be lolll#SHINTARO MY LOVE MY BABY MY POOR SWEET DARLING COME BACK#I NEED YOU#HHHHHHHHHHHUH#lookism#shintaro yamazaki#gun park#shingen yamazaki#somi park#SHINTARO#SHINTAROOOOOOO
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in my opinion, qphil isolating and exiling himself is only going to make things worse or delay the inevitable: as shown yesterday the enderking wants qphil to isolate, to not tell anyone, and luckily for our evil demigod that is exactly how qphil operates. he holds secrets in hopes of not hurting others, not getting them involved. and we just saw what happens when he has a support network helping him, he broke free from enderking’s grasp even for a moment. but that bit is not the only reason why his isolation is playing straight into enderking’s hands: it’s his insecurities as well. ”i’m a shit dad” ”i need to prove myself worthy of protecting” ”i need to provide better for the family” ”i need to be stronger” - all insecurities that are qphil’s downfall. enderking has already played into his need to provide for the kids as well as the want to be stronger (the buffs in the dungeon), what’s stopping him from digging his claws further to qphil’s core, his insecurities and weaknesses now that he has no one to break him out of his self-deprecating loop? when all he has are his thoughts, the caws of a crow and the voice of him? if no one finds him in exile, i think he will lose himself again, betrayed by his own mind
#historically isolating yourself has always worked and been a great idea /j#literally the only way i can see him making it out of this is if a deity finds him#qsmp#qsmp philza#qsmp phil#philza#shey rambles#literally every piece if mental health advice i’ve ever heard and read started screaming in my head the moment he decided to leave#of*#like you’re doing the exact thing that you’re told NOT TO DO IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCE#my god#when he said in a zombie apocalypse qphil would hide being bitten and just leave quietly to die he was not kidding#also melting point of wax… ’throw caution and myself into the wind’#you sure are!!!!#’i hear the voice of reason screaming after me’ YOU SURE AS HELL DO#THAT’S ME. I’M THE ONE SCREAMING AT YOU#FUCKKKKKK
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ok ok okokokok ok but the part of the read where reece says 'my devil had been long caged and he came out roaring' is maybe the singular sexiest thing i've ever heard heLP
#personal#i'm genuinely going insane#it's at 53:37 if you wanna relive it btw#reece shearsmith#the read#dr jekyll and mr hyde#i dont think ive been this deeply affected by someone narrating one line before holy SHIT#also v glad i decided to not watch this w/ my mum#i dont know if i'd want her to be in the room when i heard that line lol#like me listening alone now and i literally screamed at it at first pfft
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Fics I Enjoyed in January - DC Comics Fic Rec List Part 2
I am still neck-deep in DC fandom this month and the fics have been so so good. Unlike last time, I am too tired to write mini summaries/reviews, so I'm going to feature my favorite quote from each fic instead.
My first DC Comics fic rec list is here!
Floor Plans by @oh-mother-of-darkness (Teen & Up, 1k, 2016) “I really didn’t want to die,” he finished. “I was kind of hoping if I laid here long enough, I would remember what that felt like.”
Losing two brothers in six months takes an emotional toll.
almost right by @bitimdrake (Teen & Up, 3k, 2020) He desperately wishes that he didn’t know what Dick’s cheekbone feels like under a gauntleted fist.
Bruce sucks in a breath, hand raising to fix the cowl. Dick flinches back.
but more with love by @danishsweethearts (Teen & Up, 3k, 2022) Dick wakes up one morning, groggy from a dream that he thinks might’ve been about the circus and also about his favourite car and also about how lonely he is, and realizes that he can’t remember what his mother’s voice sounds like anymore.
O Robin, Robin, wherefore art thou Robin?
The Mechanics of a Hug by @sohotthateveryonedied (General Audiences, 4k, 2017) “You know… that crushing sense of depression? Like,” Dick chews his lip. “It’s. A physical weight. Makes it hard to breathe?” “Yeah,” Tim says, soft. He smiles, wryly. “I sort of hoped you didn’t, though.”
“So,” Tim ventures. “It's… what, a cuddle pollen?” Bruce just shrugs. “Something like that.”
No Pain, All Gain by @sohotthateveryonedied (General Audiences, 1k, 2020) Tim’s eyes go even wider. “You stole my organs?” “Technically,” Jason chimes in, “the doctors stole your organs. We just gave them permission.”
Bruce checks Tim’s IV. “Are you in any pain? Do you need more morphine?” Tim’s pupils are so wide that only the faintest ring of blue can be seen. He watches Bruce the way a five-year-old watches cartoons. “I’m all good, B-dog. All Gucci, like we cool teens say." His words are slurred almost beyond recognition, but Tim doesn’t seem to notice or care. "I could fight Superman right now.”
The Wind Sits in the Shoulder of Your Sail by @birdchildsnest (Teen & Up, 7k, 2020) “Oh my god. Bruce. I can’t even tell if you’re serious. When everybody finally eats the rich—they’re going to eat you first.”
At least, back then, Tim had barely been a teenager. He could almost forgive his own volatility. And he’d been smart enough (scared enough?) not to tell Jack that he didn’t need him. What was his excuse now? Bruce was his dad (at least, in the legal sense), but (surprise, surprise) it turned out that Tim wasn’t any better at being a son. Or Tim and Bruce still have some things to sort through after the adoption.
I Left My Conscience On Your Front Doorstep by @dustorange (Teen & Up, 21k, 2022) He doesn’t want to be loved if being loved is like this.
"I think I'm leaving," Dick whispers. "I think I'm not coming back."
bad boys bad boys (whatcha gonna do) ♫ by @drakefeathers (Teen & Up, 20k, 2014) "They live their lives thinking they can charge through the city with the right to hurt and kill and destroy as many lives as they want. And they do it all without a shred of remorse." “But—” Damian begins, brow furrowed in confusion. “Isn’t that like you?”
a Jason and Damian as Batman and Robin AU!! featuring a bunch of graffiti, a rival dynamic duo, and Cat Jason (a cat named Jason).
The Biggest Mistake by @oh-mother-of-darkness (General Audiences, 1k, 2016) “I could ground him anyway, if it would make you feel better.” “He only said it because I called him ‘a garbage can so ineffective it actually became garbage.’”
"You know what really needs to be addressed? Bruce's truly terrible treatment of Damian." -Me, on a daily basis
been a number and a name by @wynterstars (Teen & Up, 35k, 2023) “Turns out if you just say ‘spacetime’ until people’s eyes glaze over they don’t really question anything you say. Also, somehow nobody expects me to be able to actually do enough math to explain it.”
On a field trip, Robin has a close encounter with the newest super in Metropolis, only to discover the hard way that Superboy secretly works for Lex Luthor. They agree to work together on a plan to free Superboy from Luthor’s hold, but Robin isn’t sure how far he can trust him—and his developing feelings only make things more complicated.
clean it like you mean it by @wynterstars (Teen & Up, 70k, 2024) "Wait, ugh, you're not my dead dad, right? If I'm getting a dying vision of my dead dad I want a do-over because he suuuuucked."
When Gotham's crooks have to scrub down their lairs, who do they call? Jason Todd, Gotham's first and only underworld crime scene cleaning specialist. He's spent his life dodging the Bat, but after a chance encounter he saves Robin's life. Tim Drake finds himself drawn to the conflicted rogue, and soon Jason becomes Robin's street informant. But they can only stay on opposite sides of the law for so long before something breaks.
3:16 by @wufflesvetinari (Teen & Up, 70k (WIP), 2023) “Try to decouple one thing from the other. I’m proud of you, but ice cream isn’t my grand statement about whether you’ve been good or bad today. Good things are good. Happiness is precious. Sometimes you just want caramel chocolate chip.”
The knife pushes thin along Dick’s carotid artery, cupping the indent between neck and jawline—forcing him to angle his chin. The metal is warm, pulled with execution speed from under Damian’s pillow. “Okay,” Dick says quietly, tracking the intricacies of his own heartbeat—counting the space between breaths. “Guess I did need a shave.” (With faltering steps, Dick and Damian become Batman and Robin.)
wolf-king of rome by @mysterycitrus (Not Rated, 25k, 2024) “You go after Joker, but you don’t kill him, because it’s not about the Joker dying, it’s about Bruce breaking his code for you. It’s about Bruce loving you enough to change himself for the worse. It’s about your idea of grieving.”
Jason doesn’t fear Dick Grayson. Fear itself has changed shape for him, since his return from the Pit - it tastes of dirt in his mouth, of drowning, of fire and blood and laughter, more than a tangible face. Still, he’d be stupid not to be cautious. Dick liked playing on an uneven field, and would do anything to keep him off balance, so he just had to stay focused. That’s the nature of the armistice, both waiting for the other to make a move. It’s like balancing on the head of a pin.
Declensions by @dustorange (Teen & Up, 13k, 2018) “Do not tell them your name. Do as I did to survive. I lied. I have always lied. Make one up. Do not let them have you. Say your name is…is…is…Richard Grayson. Or something. They are going to steal you; do not give them anything to steal.”
“My father,” Dick says, “worked the rope. It cut him. His hands were never clean.”
Passiontide by @bigdvmnhero (Teen & Up, 5k, 2025) Despite its faults, the day had tried to be good. He felt young, like someone's son.
On the 96th day Bruce didn't call, Dick remembered their old game. Three things he knew: 1) In three months, it would be Dick's death anniversary; 2) Bruce was still missing his check-ins; 3) Here Dick was, persisting. Imagine the things I'd survive, Dick thought distantly, if I loved Bruce less. Or: Agent 37 and his various crises of faith, on Day 277 at Spyral, Day 150, and Day -0.
the time you won your town the race by @silverwhittlingknife (Teen & Up, 4k (WIP), 2022) Tim. Tim is Dick’s. Death sharpens, clarifies these things. Who will receive the body, decide on the funeral, receive condolences, make all the decisions that matter. No one has questioned it, not even Tim’s friends. There’s a terrible clarity about death. If Dick said, let’s burn everything he owned, Alfred would do it.
He doesn’t know exactly what Tim would say. But he knows what Tim would do. Tim dies. Dick doesn’t take death for an answer. A Red Robin 12 AU.
door, opening by @cowboysorceror (Mature, 70k (WIP), 2024) Dick, with the keys to every locked door Jason has ever tried to open, tucked inside the cradle of his skull; all of that, snuffed out like a candle.
It’s barely audible, but he knows what he heard. A short, four-note whistle, chirping down – E, C#, then jumping up to A, F#, a little trill on the finish. He waits a moment, head turned slightly towards the dim shapes of storage containers between him and the ramp, eyes straining against the blackness. Long, stretching seconds. There it is again. His gloved hand, prickling with cold, closes into a fist. It’s a wood thrush. A small North American songbird that doesn’t sing at night, doesn’t live in the city. He knows what it means. It means hold, steady, not yet. It means wait for me, I’m behind you.
#fic recs#fanfiction#dc comics#batfamily#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#cassandra cain#stephanie brown#kon el#timkon#god i read so many emotionally devastating fics this month my whole soul is a shattered wreck#Floor Plans is my favorite by that author read it back in high school and never forgot will always be haunted by the Tim on the floor fic#almost right hit WAY too close to home uhhhhh maybe i should acquire a therapist#but more with love is 100% how I'd want Dick telling his family about the origins of Robin to go down in canon#(and is also a fic about Bruce fucking up but his relationship with Dick still being repairable which i. desperately needed this month#after reading many MANY other fics where It Will Never Be Okay Between Them (And That's The Point))#I Left My Conscience On Your Front Doorstep aka yet another fic that has made me be like hmmmm maybe i need therapy for my father issues#been a number and a name aka delightful 90s references AND Kon's origin being the Death of Superman animated movies#(my FAV version of his origin ever) AND Tim crossdressing??? rlly what more could u ask for in a Timkon fic chefs kiss#wolf-king of rome literally had me writing an essay to multiple friends explaining how galaxy brained this fic is#the themes of that whole fic series (the body is a haunted house) are once again therapy inducing im rotating them in my mind#Declensions is just straight up literature they just weren't writing Dick fic like this when i was in high school i feel blessed#the time you won your town the race was the only silverwhittlingknife fic I hadn't read yet and oh my god the SCREAMS i SCRAMPT#it was so so hard to pick a favorite quote from door opening that fic has got some spectacular prose#some other quotes I strongly considered for that fic:#“Jason worries sometimes that there’s a piece of him that will be fifteen forever calcified like a little black pearl”#“Gotham is a shade a moon-pale queen withered by the grief of the centuries the crypt of the empire”
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Mini doodle of a scene that made my heart explode

#blind man's bluff#ladyredms#l4d2#bmb spoilers#i may be slightly exaggerating nick's thoughts but whatever lol#also i love how ro and chris were casually holding hands while nick and ellis were combusting from doing the same thing#such a fun and subtle way to contrast their relationship stages#with how comfortable ro and chris are with publicly showing affection at this point#and how nervous and cautious ellis and nick are with initiating pda or physical affection in general right now#i literally screamed when that happened#(which is why i prefer reading new bmb chapters alone in my room LMAOO i can't control my bmb related emotions on a first read)
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Ivan - "I hope you will remember me" (☹️☹️💔)
Till- "ohh you're the one who stole my pencil once I think"
Also can we talk about how the "I hope you'll remember me" text is WAY smaller than everything else like WOW?? way to make me cry
#literally screamed when i read this.#TILL IS SUCH A DUMBASS#this is literally so heartbreaking#ivantill#alnst ivan#alnst till#alien stage till#alien stage#alnst
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im obsessed im never gonna shut up about this oh my god im never fuckign recovering oh shit oh fuck gikjsadkashiouepujksajkHOIHJFA
gojo's legs wrapped around sukuna's waist, the way he pulls sukuna closer, the way he clutches at sukuna's hair and buries his face in his neck. THE FACT THAT GOJO'S ALL SLASHED AND BLOODY. im so NOT normal about this oh my god
#ive fr been starign at this i can't stop looking at it. when i read it i had to stop i couldn't go on it was too much for me#gege said BOTTOM GOJO RIGHTS#his legs are wrapped so perfectly around sukuna literally the exact position for dick#also the second panel kinda kills me bc out of context it looks like they're fucking and mid-fuck gojo's made this super emotional confessi#on (with the way he's pulling at sukuna and his hair and nuzzling his neck) which has sukuna having a Moment#adsadkasjd#BUT THEN HE GOES DOWN AND HE'S SO BLOODY AND HE LOOKS SO HOT AND AJDHDSKFGJASDASD IM GONNA SCREAM#sorry my sukugo heart is in shambles im losing it i cant#jjk#sukugo#f.txt#SUKUNA JUST FUKC HIM COME ON HE ALREADY CAME AT U LIKE THTA#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 226
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Three shots, and we end up in a closet. Of course this would happen.
“Quit shoving!”
“Move then!”
Soon came to a sitting position which could have been better if the walls weren’t so close in, and our sides weren’t so pressed against each other. Only way for any further space is one or both of us laying at our sides, but I rather be facing the door. Pidge had Hunk shoved in here for a reason, and I couldn’t help but get a chuckle out. The irony of it all.
“I can’t believe this—No, actually, I can. Of course my life would be on the line the moment I’m with you. How ironic is that?” I expressed the thought, waving a hand.
Violet eyes glared with a sneer, a total opposite from his princely self that also amused me. “You act as though I’m the one that made it happen.”
“Well, it definitely wasn’t a problem long before I’ve met you, so…”
His eyes rolled, his head knocking at the wall on his side. “You’re ridiculous,” he muttered and my annoyance flared over the humor.
“You were first, you know!”
“What do you mean?!” Keith hissed. I forgot we had to keep quiet. “I’ve never done anything to you do to dislike me. What do you got against me anyway? Considering this grudge has been going on since before the cake incident, it had to be something so big for you to have it going for this long.”
What?
I was the one that went on my side, my eyes widening to show every bit of my disbelief over this guy. “You seriously don’t remember what you did?” I questioned, keeping my voice low this time.
“No, I don’t know!”
“Olympics, 19—"
He blinked, thrown off by the blunt statement but I just kept going. I called him out on the response he gave when we were younger in meeting for the first time. Man, I was so nervous; it wasn’t any day you get your own little (to me) Cuban family involved with political stuff such as having your mother as a mayor, and while the invite with her was a joy, so was the chances of meeting the actual prince himself.
Not your ordinary English prince either, considering the boy was half Korean. And the other half not even human. That came from a race outside from Earth that bore the same kind of monarchy you would have in Europe. Pale skin, violet eyes, black scruffy hair in process of becoming the mullet it was today, he would have been an ordinary child that got to attend the Olympics if not for his bloodline – and the mixed of Galra, the alien blood, and human bodyguards in position.
Their first meeting was simple: I said hi, and Keith… stared, like I was a waste of time. Then turned to his guard, human with a scar across his nose and a white tuff in front of his short black hair, muttering, “I don’t want to be around him.”
The grudge was struck as the realization on Keith’s face. My satisfaction finally came in play when the prince turned away, his annoyance fading.
“I didn’t realize you heard that.”
“Well, I did,” I muttered, looking ahead but not in focus. How could he not remember that? Didn’t he realize how much that hurt so much? ‘Don’t want to be around me’? You barely even knew me outside of politics and the Olympics!
“I could have been nicer.” Glancing back over lead to catching the serenity in his eyes over the disappointment. The prince then took a breath, the only thing I can hear in the room. “I’m sorry,” he continued. “I… I was an asshole then, and frankly… I’ve been an asshole to everyone at the time.
“My dad, my human parent, passed away months before, but everyone else continued parading me for show anyway, regardless of what I felt. I didn’t want to go anywhere, meet new people, be forced to put on a face for the cameras. Just… I just wanted to be alone. And I didn’t say I didn’t want to around you. It was “I didn’t want to be around here”, which is a completely different thing to what you assumed. But still, I’m sorry I made you feel terrible.”
Doesn’t help that I feel like apologizing. I forgot about his dad. The information they sent about his life. His father, Mr. Kogane. Former fireman chief, former King of the Galra colony. Died around both the boys were six from a forest fire, his last act on his famous job in saving various lives of humans and animals only to suffer from the smoke infecting his lungs until his time had to be up without a choice. A good and brave man, the one that was able to convince an alliance between humans and galra publicly before marrying his galra wife, now widower. The first connection of human contact Keith could have outside the galra. The only one before human guards came in that bore a resemblance, making him comfortable in his surroundings.
“I didn’t know,” I had to say, disappointed for not realizing he had it tough before. Hell, I should have remembered but the excitement for the Olympics and being nervous about my own position made it a passing thought until now. “I’m… I’m sorry.”
The silence laid between us, the awkwardness not as bad as we waited. There were no further gunshots—thank God—but no sign of Pidge or Hunk coming in by their footsteps. The top of my hair laid close to the wall behind, resting my skull at the hard texture.
“Alright, what else?”
I blinked. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, what else have I made you mad about? The Olympics can’t be the only reason.”
Suddenly the floor needed a good buffing. Our shoes must have made such scuffs on its surface.
“Oh my god, are you serious?!” Keith blurted, forgetting to be quiet this time. “That was it?! You were mad from over that incident?!”
“Don’t make it seem like a big deal!” I argued.
“How can I not?! You have to be kidding me. You’re seriously telling me that moment alone made you hold such a grudge towards me for years, and I’m supposed to be fine with it?!”
“Well, of course you would make it seem like it’s pointless!” Which it kind of was, but I got too much pride than to say something in agreement with him.
Keith scoffed, his shoulders shaking in growing humor if his grin wasn’t obvious. “You Earthlings are that emotionally attached, huh.”
“Hey, I’m not the only one in here with emotional attachments, Mullet.”
By the confused glare given in return, it took every fiber of my being not to show my amusement. Guess not fond of the new nickname from his “buddy”. “Mullet?”
“Ever heard of a haircut?”
“My hair is fine.”
“Billy Ray Cyrus begs to differ.”
“Who?”
“Wow. And you’re supposed to have be more cultured than me? Please.”
Any continuation from the prince was silenced by the opening door. I’m glad to see Pidge’s glasses being glared by the light as the first thing I see.
“Glad to see you two made yourself comfortable,” she teased. “False alarm. Some idiots brought in fireworks to show their friend. Let’s get going.”
With a relieved smile, the ever loving Hunk got up both on our feet before being surrounded by the guards once more as we left through the building. Outside, Keith got his phone out and I snatched it out his hand.
“What are you doing?”
“Hush.”
Once my contact info was in, I gave it back. He caught on immediately as he should.
“Got to keep it believable, no?”
Keith nodded. “Right.”
It didn’t take long before the two of us went back inside the limo, heading back to the hotel. But inside, now… I feel there’s a little change of understanding between us from the closet.
Just a little.
#red white and royal blue#the closet scene#that moment when Henry realized Alex’s frustration was over one meeting just screams klance#Alex’s obsession was literally Lance’s obsession over Keith!#how i didn’t see that when reading it is a shocker#just as much it is proof that KLANCE SHOULD HAVE BEEN CANON!!#vld#lance mcclain#keith kogane#klance#no editing#just going with it#writing life#fiction writing#fanfiction#voltron fanfic#alex diaz#prince henry of wales
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My chaotic thoughts on Bucky in THAT What If episode because I haven't been able to get it out of my mind since I watched it
The scream I let out when Bucky first appeared though 💀
The intense eye contact with Peggy?? The way his gaze was so icy and emotionless while Peggy stared back in shock and sadness and then after, while talking to Howard, her voice shook.
(the drama is juicyy and i am all here for it)
And how he looks down when Hope says "Peter deserves our help as much as anyone." baby :( oh baby no someone give him a hug :(( and the help he clearly needs :(((
"It's just you and me, pal." "There is no me." BUCKY. BUCKY.
"You don't know me." AKSJKSFGHKS (that growl though)
"Steve Rogers did." THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT-- and the way Bucky's eyes widened. He knew, he recognized that name, he remembered, if only a little bit.
"And the man he knew, the friend he loved, would never take that shot." THE FRIEND HE LOVED IM SCREAMING I CANT DO THIS TODAY
PLUS HIS HESITATION JUST AT HEARING STEVE’S NAME GOD
THE WAY HE THEN BROKE FREE FROM THE PROGRAMMING AND WENT ON THE RUN TO REDISCOVER HIMSELF JUST LIKE AFTER CATWS
"The Winter Soldier may be out there, but I'm pretty sure Bucky Barnes is out there with him." 😭❤️
#im convinced some of these writers definitely read some post-catws fics because wow#that was some good shit#us bucky fanatics just keep on winning dont we?#stucky fans too LMAO this episode was so stucky coded i cannot#STEVE ISNT EVEN IN THIS#steve rogers: saving bucky from hydra's brainwashing in every universe even when he literally isn't there 💀💀#i screamed way too much watching this episode my family must be so very tired of me#bucky barnes#marvel what if#what if season 2#mcu#what if spoilers#marvel mcu#marvel#stucky#the winter soldier#peggy carter#howard stark
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#We've had our yearly secret santa gifts exchange at my dorm and I've been gifted the first volume of Beast 😭😭😭😭😭#I'm crying forever. This december marks three years since I've watched the first b/sd episode#and yet this is the first time I actually own a b/sd manga volume. Like I own it and I can read it whenever I want!!! How cool is that!!!!!#Like there's so many Akutagawa images in it!!!! It's insane!!!!!!!! AND IT'S BEAST AT THAT#I'm deeply moved because I never spoke about it to virtually anyone here (at my dorm)?#Like I suppose a bunch of people vaguely know I like anime but only a couple of close friends know I like. Like-like reading manga lol.#And the person who gifted it DEFINITELY didn't know I like anime in general much less b/sd specifically much less Beast in particular!!!!!#I'm 100% sure (they just arrived this year and we hadn't even had that much occasions to talk to each other).#Which means they went through the trouble of gathering intel from my close friends about what I like and actually follow through‚#seek for the specific manga in a comic store etc... It's such a nice gesture I'm so heartwarmed.#And of course I'm glad for every gift I've received in the last years (genuinely)‚ but the fact that this was the most *specific* to what–#I like. It makes it so special! They were so kind.#There must be one (1) person in this whole 60 people dorm who knows I like Beast–#(that would be the girl who introduced b/sd to me in the first place) and the fact that they asked them for it...#I feel both very grateful and lucky lol#When I unwrapped it!!! Like I thought it was just a random book which would have been nice but like!!!!!#When I actually saw through the thin paper the cover!!!! The scream I screamed in my head#Anyways!!!! I own a b/sd manga now!!!!! I've only got time to go through the first chapter so far but it's suchhhh an experience.#It's like reading it for the first time again 😭😭😭 Half because the translation is so much different than the English one lol.#And I basically know the English version by heart. Half because I never saw this kind of high quality!!!!! It's!!!!! Insane!!!!! Like!!!!!!#I'm crying 😭😭😭 The drawings are so sharp and crisp (in the good way). The lines are so clean there's no disturbance at all#I literally never saw anything so good in my life I'm crying a little. I'm so so glad they blessed me with Beast specifically#The takebon edition is pretty cheap (it's just planet manga so there's no color illustrations or dust cover or anything unfortunatelly.#But to make up for it the volumes are significantly cheaper then let's say J-Pop)#There's also some unique typesetting choices? The text from the book-like boxes is in lowercase which is interesting!#Initially I thought I wouldn't have liked the translation (opening it randomly there was Akutagawa saying “crepa!” (“die!”) to Dazai in ch1#Which was kinda jarring since it's very low register and everyone knows Akutagawa has very complex speech patterns.)#But actually reading it I'm really enjoying the translation so far!!!!#There's so many choices that made me grasp details I actually missed all the times I've read the English translation.#That is to say! Very excited to read it!!!! Will probably make a review / translation commentary if I can find the time!!!!!
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So my hyperfixations become official hyperfixations when I begin hoarding/collecting. Accordingly…

The latest hoard is coming along well. 😅
#bibles take up WAY more space than games and I barely have enough space for my mario games send help#some background! I got the japanese bible at a library sale years ago and have held onto it all this time#the really pretty nkjv bible was a gift from my dad when I moved home after flunking out of college#he turned me loose in a lifeway store and said he’d get me any bible I wanted so long as I promised to read it faithfully#it’s a cultural context study bible and it introduced me to the concept that not everything in the bible is meant to be 100% literal#I walk up to him all excited and tell him ‘did you know the story of Adam and Eve was likely never meant to be taken as a true story?#it bears a lot of similarities to creation stories from other near-east ancient religions and likely intentionally mimics them!’#that unnerved my evangelical fundamentalist father so much he briefly confiscated that bible to make sure it wasn’t ‘untruthful’ 😂#the rest are all recent purchases#the nrsv is a wesley study bible! it was my black friday present to myself this past year#the nrsvue just got here tonight! it’ll be my living room bible (the wesley bible is my bedroom bible)#the rest are just… for fascination’s sake 😅#peaches screams into the void
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