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should i post the pajamas pic or the pic i took when i woke up
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edit (10/23/2024) now that the poll is over: Original version, with 10 questions, from April 2023 here
And, given that the original is from April 2023, that means I can very easily say:
No, this was not an ISAT reference!
Just because I use parentheses and 2nd person pov and love the same concepts of what a time loop can do to a person doesn't mean it's ISAT
(Yes, I like ISAT, the original poll is why I was recommended the game! But if you look at the original, you can see all the origins of the options to choose from, including what spurred me on with the moss option from the replies)
If I were going to make something for ISAT, I would never be so vague, you can simply look at my ao3 for proof of that
#egg speaks#writing#polls#my writing#egg writes#my polls#poetry#time loops#listen I want to run this again#time loop poll#<- check that tag on my blog for the original 10 option version lmao#unreality#you know I didn't think I'd get fed up with people making isat jokes about this#I thought it'd be like oh hey neat same hat#we both like the same game#but people keep going “oh this is JUST an ISAT reference”#as if it's not a genuine work of creativity I did myself. it feels a bit devaluing#“op you played isat” yes but that came after the original!!!!!#I KNOW it's not meant like that but I want people to engage in my work as its own thing. you can make jokes about similar media!!!#but this is it's own thing!!!!#I want people to like it for what it is. I want people to enjoy it outside of other media. I want it to stand on its own#I'm flattered someone said it was good enough that they think it could be narration from the game and read just as well!!!!#but like. idk. all the other medias popping up (pmmm. orv. higurashi. etc) aren't people calling it a /reference/#if I wanted it to be an ISAT reference I would have tagged it originally. I would have targeted it toward ISAT fans more intentionally.#I love fanworks but this was an ode to time loops alone. I wanted people to think. to have to CHOOSE. I wanted PARTICIPATION#time loops as a narrative and as horror and as a group activity via polls on tumblr. also s/o to the person who said 40 hr work week so tru
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okay no see the thing that made me really, really sad about hinata and the thing that made me really, really root for him and love him and want to see him win it all was how, like, people kept DENYING him. and i'm not talking about spectators in the stands going "omg he's so short haha, can he really do anything?" i'm talking about how his own team and how everyone who knew them in some way - as much as i love them - could never really separate him from kageyama. they were the freak quick duo, karasuno's number nine and number ten. they were amazing! so brilliant, the two of them. and hinata thought it was a way out, at first. he thought it was a way over the summit. he thought it was the key to being someone better.
but a key goes both ways, you know. it can lock you up just as much as it can set you free.
and hinata had to be so, so frustrated. everyone was finding ways to move forward except him. everyone expected him to stay stuck. and you could argue that that's not entirely true, sure, that he was always training, always trying to catch up, and they encouraged that. but nobody ever expected him to be more. nobody ever expected him to go beyond what he had with kageyama - they all thought that was enough for hinata. they thought he was fine like that because it worked for the rest of them. they underestimated how much he wanted to be capable. they didn't get how much he wanted to stand on his own two feet.
and that wasn't fair to hinata! it wasn't fair that hinata, who loved to play and loved the game and loved volleyball so so much, was the only one being left behind! he wanted to change that but nobody was trying with him!!! so of course he got impatient!! of course he was reckless!!! of course he was carving his own opportunities!!! there was no way forward otherwise!!! because if we take a minute to think about how training would have gone while kageyama was at tokyo, let's be honest — it probably wouldn't have gone well. nobody else can do with hinata what kageyama could do with him. hinata would have been held back. he would have felt useless. practicing serves and receives was stuff he was already doing constantly before that, and it wasn't teaching him anything. yeah hinata was a little bit selfish and a little bit shameless but being so finally got him somewhere!!
all hinata ever wanted to do was fly, even if it meant straying from the flock to do so
#anyways lesson learned: when you've exhausted all other options then just fucking go for it#what's the worst that could happen#you either get shit done or you don't#ball boy arc is sooooo important and i hate when ppl treat it like hinata was just being stupid#he was FED UP!!!#washijo sure as hell wasn't going to let him prove anything so he had to do it himself#and hinata actually showed a LOT of restraint for how he actually is imo#he accepted washijo's decision so easily. i think he knew in a way. that he wouldn't have been accepted#but he had to try SOMETHING bc he wasn't getting anywhere with everyone else!!!!#and my heart breaks whenever i think about taking suga taking kageyama's part in the early part of the story#about them not needing to try anything new or do anything risky so close to the tournament#hinata was so fucking shackled and that's why brazil was so good for him#it gave him a chance to grow into himself#ALSO EVERYONE KEEPS ACTING SURPRISED WHEN HE GETS BETTER AND BETTER WHEN THAT'S ALL HE EVER WANTED HELLO#hinata shouyou#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#haikyuu meta#sou says stuff
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i will never hate aphmau (the character) because we self-sacrificial girlies gotta stick together in these trying times.
#i joke about cannibalism but if it came down to it i would slaughter myself like a lamb in order to keep you all fed.#that was dark im so sorry jesus christ#aphmau#aphverse#aphblr
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Late Night Talking
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#MDZS#wei wuxian#lan wangji#This scene had massive 'we are the only two people still up at the sleepover' energy#thought let me set the record straight; wwx doesn't open up in the scene. He fully deflects#Nor does LWJ play with ants B*(#I wanted to merge the two scenes a bit that's all#My OG script was a bit funnier but it broke continuity so rip (i.e: wwx outright stated 'remember when YOU...' in reference to the ants)#also rip to lwj saying 'hey U up?' like he's texting his crush. I hope the spirit is still there#We all know lwj sticks to his 9pm bedtime no matter what#and wouldn't be traditionally texting on a cellphone#He wakes up at 4:30 am to go for a run#gets home at 5:30 to use the lan household computer to go on his shared google doc with wwx and comments 'are you still awake?'#cause lets me real. wwx might also keep a steady sleep schedule but at least he *can* pull an all-nighter#Can you imagine lwj at a sleepover? I admit to being the kid who went to bed and woke up 3-4 hours before the others#you either get fed up and wake someone else up for enrichment - or plan ahead to bring a book - or Walk Home#I fully missed out on all that deep heart to heart stuff. I usually was the one to go 'guysssss we are gonna get in troubleeee go to sleep'#wait this is too much sleepover talk I need to talk about wwx in the last panel. It's a mix of panic and pride.#He's just at the beginning of realizing this guy has changed a lot in 13 years#gonna be a while before more comic pages get posted but they're ready to go in the queue!#(I'm still posting other stuff daily though!)
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It's just, I only just got here again, and I'm--
I'm starving, too, like...
#greg hirsch#i went to market#all the bells say#tomgreg#this is clearly something greg says bc he's actively trying to show more self worth - but also as a beg for love#like 'give me a REASON'#tell me you don't just need me but WANT me#and what's interesting is that while these scenes basically yell to the audience Greg Is Important To The Plot#both scenes also make it clear that greg is not in fact important in the way he's claiming to be#kendall makes a point of getting ewan a ride but NOT for greg's sake - it's entirely for his own benefit#bc of a larger plan that greg has nothing to do with#and in all the bells say greg wants to assert that tom has competition wrt keeping him#and tom shoots down that competition#but the truth is there really wasn't any. greg is important - a big deal - ONLY to tom#tom's the one who will choose him and keep him fed and treat him as someone important#mine
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he's so important to me
#i guess i need to watch the anime but super's manga has just been a self-indulgent fever dream for me from start to finish#100000/10 absolutely perfect so validating so extremely catered to my tastes and headcanons and analyses and humor#so fucking funny and emotional and intense and goofy and beautifully drawn#my beautiful son getting to finally fucking see his HARD won character growth fucking shine and choose love and choose to be loved!!!!!!#Goku just being Goku Vegeta being Team Dad Piccolo being Team Grandpa Bulma being a fucking superstar keeping everybody organized and fed#god i love this squad i love this series i love these dumbasses and their struggles and their triumphs and their stupid childish bonding#I love that Toriyama just spent the last several years reminding the class that DB as a whole has always been an ACTION-COMEDY about LOVE#and I'm SO sad that the z anime really never did it justice in that sense because of having to fill time with dramatic tension but god. GOD#THE MANGA HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO CLEAR ON THAT THESIS.#Just all about Restorative Justice and Community and CARING even when you wish SO MUCH that you didn't care but yoU DO GODDAMMIT!!!#SUCH a great series I'm so sad it took losing mr t for me to finally read it but my god I needed to read it now and I'm so glad he wrote it#and i'm SO glad he wrote it Exactly Like This#once again rip to a legend i'm caught up and crying it's so perfect it's SO everything I've wanted to see onscreen and embedded in canon#and canon isn't everything but it still feels gREAT to be SO 1:1 on the same page with an author re: how you interpret your blorbo yknow???#been rotating this man in my head for 25 years and Mr Toriyama just mWAH kissed me on the forehead about it#anyway enough tag rambles I'm off again aklsjla#bonus for that kenpachi shit and letting him say 'sorry dude I can't be cold and numb anymore but this is still cathartic as fuck lol' like#mr t i hope you see the HIGHEST tier of heaven for that (and obviously for like everything all of it the whole life you led)#dbtag
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I still love you (Song: Still in Love with You by Deeps)
#scum villian self saving system#svsss#shen qingqiu#yue qingyuan#qijiu#79#Wow I have not posted on the webstie in a hot minute#I also keep forgetting this acc is the one with the kira theme#I haven't drawn a jojo in a long time#but yknow I still love him quite a bit#In any case I finally finished this animation! wow! I'm very happy hehe I hope you all enjoy#I really gotta feed myself when it comes to Qi ge#I just don't really like how he's always the background character or a yandere if he's in the main light#can't I just have a sad and pathetic little guy? can't I just enjoy his guilt complex? I understand he has potential for yandere-isms#but you cannot deny that he is truly a coward and so so so mired in his own guilt I don't think he'd really be a good yandere due to that#but also because he's just a guy alsgkhal I said he has potential but honestly? I think its the kind to stay theoretical yknow#Anyways I just really like him and I need to feed myself so here I am#I'm really bad at searching for fandom content I usually just... have it fed to me cause the internet stalks me yknow? so Idk how to find#the qi ge content I want ah... unless its fics ha I'm scouring the ao3s I'm on page 134 on the scum villain fic search results I'm lookin'#anyways enjoy I'm gonna spend another 84 years making a new animation peace!
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i'm imagining andreil during sophomore year with neil peeking over the side of andrew's bunk bed and asking "yes or no?" because he wants permission to sleep there for the night and kevin across the room ten seconds away from losing it bc he's been hearing that damn question almost every night since the semester started and he loves his roommates, he does, but he wants to scream at them to stfu and just go to sleep already
#i think kevin likes that andrew and neil have each other despite him worrying about how it could ruin the couple's professional career#BUT#he lives with them and lets be honest theyre probably his closest friend so therefore hes had to witness neil staring at andrew /like that/#and them asking each other yes or no a billion times#and andrew threatening to stab him with a knife if he tries to push neil too hard in exy or brings up their past#and kevin is tired of having the dietary conversation with andrew who eats more ice cream than a 2 year old#and neil keeps skipping watching old games with him bc andrew wants to stay in bed and neil never says no to cuddling or whatever they do#basically. kevin is fed up with them#does this make sense to yall? like do you see the vision?#aftg#andreil#the foxhole court#all for the game#nora sakavic#tfc
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RTP, please rec me taiwanese bls 👐 Thanks a lot!!
Anon,
I do not recommend shows.
I like shows for trashy reasons, and I'm trash for Taiwanese BLs, so I like every single one of them.
HIStory 4: Close to You is my all-time favorite BL. This show is heaven to me and no other show has done better than it. I thought Thailand's Dead Friend Forever would beat it, but there is no way I could rewatch Dead Friend Forever the way I rewatch HIStory 4: Close to You. This show owns me.
So since HIStory 4: Close to You is my heaven, you don't want a recommendation from me. Someone did ask what my top five Taiwanese BLs were, and I shared them:
However the list has changed a bit because more shows have aired.
Bonus:
Anti Reset
Stay by My Side
Oh No! Here Comes Trouble (a favorite but not a BL)
Red Balloon
DNA Says Love You
See You After Quarantine?
About Youth
Plus & Minus
Top 5: (excluding HIStory 4: Close to You)
HIStory 3: Trapped
My Tooth, Your Love
We Best Love
Be Loved in House: I Do
Kiseki: Dear to Me
Seriously, I love ALL Taiwanese BLs and can make a case for even those not included on my list. I love Taiwanese queer films (Light, The Wedding Banquet, Dear Tenant, Your Name Engraved Herein, Who'll Stop the Rain) even when it's sad which is a huge deal for me since I only like happy endings *wink*, and I'm more inclined to watch Taiwanese media in general regardless of the queer plot because I think they blend realism and fiction well.
But I do not recommend watching any of these because I like them for completely different reasons than you might. However, I do recommend watching Taiwanese BLs because they have something for everyone's taste.
And they are delicious.
#Li Cheng is my boy#Nobody has ever done it like him#HIStory 4: Close to You is my heaven#Taiwanese BLs are my jam and butter#they keep me well fed#they give me life#but I cannot recommend one of them#I love them all
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I have so many Thoughts I wanna say before I move on from the Public Safety Arc. There'll be manga spoilers by the way.
To be honest, I put off watching Chainsaw Man when I heard the protagonist's sole aim in life is to... touch boobs. I thought Denji was just like any other shonen MCs with perverted tendencies. I tried watching because it was animated by Mappa, but I stayed because of Aki, Denji, and Power (and Meowy). But as I reached the ending of Public Safety Arc, I realized Denji's more complex than that.
All his life Denji was deprived of basic needs; he couldn't even afford the bare minimum. He didn't get to experience love from a parent or admiration from his peers. Denji craved so much for love and affection, but the only way he knew how to get that was through sexual intimacy with a woman. Receiving affection from friends is completely foreign to him. That's why when he and Power did that in the bathroom, Denji's like, "Wait a minute... that's it?" Deep down Denji knew there's more to love than that—there's more to affection than just touching breasts. The moment he started to realize that, Makima just had to twist his mind and turn him back to his sexual urges (screw u for that makima btw).
Throughout the whole arc, Denji continued to believe in his idea that love is just about touch and sex. He ran after women after women who fulfilled that but left him feeling hollowed because, well, they tried to kill him afterwards. It's actually entertaining to watch Denji finally gets his first kiss only to get barfed on the mouth and his second got his tongue cut off. And Makima, the woman he truly loved, not only used him but also discarded him when she got what she wanted. Most of those women don't see Denji as more than a dog. Denji is just some dumb boy who doesn't deserve the normal life he's having.
But Denji really is just some boy. But he's Aki and Power's boy. There's nothing special about him. Aki and Power know that because they looked beyond the Chainsaw—they saw Denji as he is, and accepted him. People treated Denji like a dog and no one saw his worth as a person. But not Aki and Power. Aki gave him a house, taught him and Power manners, cooked for them, and taught him how to cook. Aki treated Denji and Power as his own. And Power, as unhinged and selfish as she is (affectionate), relied so much on Denji. I think that trust taught him to be a better person. To have someone rely on you can make you feel loved and respected. That's why helping Power overcome the fear of the Darkness Devil felt so natural to him. Sleeping with her on the same bed, taking a bath together, and Power walking in on him while he's on the toilet didn't feel naughty (as Denji said). The love Denji's searching for everywhere has always been in front of him: Aki and Power.
Makima can tell Denji she fabricated everything for all I care, saying everything has been a lie and that she set it all up to destroy Denji's mind and heart. But what Aki and Power felt toward Denji was real because they were the only ones who truly loved Denji without asking for anything in return. They saw him as he is, and loved him.
My precious children 🥺🥺🥺 I'm going to miss them
#the first Thoughts I had the moment I woke up#I'm a sucker for found family especially strangers turning into siblings#i really like how the love denji's looking for is just right there in front of him cooking him dinner and playing video games with him#he doesn't need to look further and compared with makima who'd only give “affection” to denji if he does what she orders#aki and power willingly give it all for denji without asking for anything in return. their love for him isn't transactional#that's why it hits so different when power's contract is “come find me” that really made me cry fr#she's asking denji “let's be together again. let's have fun again so come find me”#and aki was willing to give up his life long goal of taking down the gun devil if it meant saving denji and power#he knew denji and power are stronger than him but he joined the mission to protect them. not to get revenge on the gun devil#aki was planning to live his remaining weeks with denji and power. if he had spoken up about that maybe the two would understand#but aki got this Older Sibling Trying Not To Burden the Younger Ones. bro if you had told them you only have weeks to live#they'd do something to help you. you're their personal chef you keep them well fed ofc they'll help you#but alas tragedy makes character develop#chainsaw man#csm spoilers
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I think Bram and Lovecraft should find a (probably haunted) ship that just drifts out in an anomalous and liminal, to put it frankly, odd, bit of sea, forever a drift, surrounded by nothing but fog, no wind, no rain, no waves, no storms, just quiet. I think they should hole up there and sleep for a couple hundred years. yeah. I think that would be nice.
#bramcraft#I need them to be the new Bermuda Triangle#like#sailors are scared shitless when the waves disappear all of the sudden and a still fog rolls in and there's no wind#sightings of mysterious beings and retellings Eldritch cries and songs are all that return to land#no one ever sees the ship and survives#there's no wind. you're stuck in irons. once your stuck you don't get out.#I think that'd be cool for them#meanwhile they're just napping and Lovecraft is doing the bear minimum to keep them undisturbed and his husband fed#they're surrounded by gold and antiques and valuables but they just don't care#bram stoker#bram bsd#bsd bram#hp lovecraft#bsd lovecraft#lovecraft bsd#bsd#bungo stray dogs#they'd kiss messy and with tongue#those cries and songs is just them having old gay sex#they're living their best lives
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god bless i’m introverted and stay inside as much as possible because the few times i do go out there’s some major side quests going on
#and don’t even get me started on the summers i have spent in morocco#did i really go on vacation to morocco if i didnt almost die??#i genuinely think this all started when i was a few hours old#i’m my mom’s first child and she believed babies couldn’t be fed on their first day on earth????#i almost died and my aunt had to give my mom a reality check 😭😭😭#from there on the side quests and near death experiences just keep finding me#jk its not THAT bad#but even my friends are like how do u barely go out and have a more eventful life than us#ntm i had my oral exam today w 2 teachers and one of them tried to set me up with the other?????#BROOO ??? do not make me kms in front of you now
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okay but like is it too spicy to say tashi duncan is such a clear aroallo in my mind or will my others aros boo me off the stage
#aromantic#aromance#aroallo#challengers#tashi duncan#aromantism#mod caden#her relationship to patrick is rivalry /sx situation#along with psycho connections with their emotional similarities and differences and how she likes and dislikes him for that#and art that’s her lapdog of a man to help fulfill her complex (no one will love her fuller than him#no one is better to live this life with)#and that helps her keep busy and live her dreams#but she literally takes the romance out of her relationships via becoming their coach#she did that to push patrick away and patrick fed in to it#and yet art comes to her asking to be in the place patrick refused to be (under her) (literally and metaphorically. points at patrick#on top of her in their dorms while they talk about art. and the hotel scene where art’s head is in tashi’s lap#patrick didn’t want a coach#art asked her to coach him and after that they got together#i think they r all in love and all toxic thank you goodnight
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actual images of tumblr user politemagic upon opening her email and seeing your comments on ch. 4 and your tags on my long winded infodump
i am sending a comically oversized bouquet of flowers to your house as we speak
^me taking a little nap in your flower bouquet 𓆏🌷💖
#if no one got my i know the Haunting of Sleep Manor got me ✊#(and this is valid for all of my fic writing babes out there. you know who you are 🫵)#psa for all fic readers out there - please take care of your writers and comment on fics#no one is more insane about your fav stories than the people who wrote them so go ahead and be (respectfully) weird#gotta keep the writers well fed if you want more cool stories. also sometimes you get the bonus of having very sweet feedback like this ☝️☺️#darya answers
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not to be a boomer on main… but i think children should adequate to the online experience instead of every site having to shift and model themselves to whatever the fuck children consume the most
im sick and tired of everything nowadays being made “with kids in mind” because CEOs have figure out thats the demographic they can exploit and get the most money out of
today is the tiktokification of every social media site, tomorrow who fucking knows, we should fucking stop this
#just to make it clear its not the children’s fault#its greedy capitalism figuring that kids are easier to trick and exploit#im fucking tired of how we let them keep doing that shit#for one kids shouldnt be with unrestricted web access#on two they should have places for kids instead of forcing all the internet to be ‘kid friendly’#for three if they want to use the internet they should learn to use it instead of making it just scrolling for convenience#teens and kids don’t understand tumblr because they are used to be spoon fed and i think we should keep it like that#learn how a site works#learn social protocol#adapt overcome all that shit#seriously#i have to learn to adapt to new social sites why cant you adapt to learn mine#why do i have to give up a fun site just to make it as automatic and souless for your consumption???#tired im sick and tired
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