#i like it bc its dark and quieter tbh

[callilouv]

i love going outside when its night time, going to stores and buying random shi with my brother

[stealingpotatoes]

Skywalkers apart au! It's so precious that Anakin gets to be a dad, a rebellion general Dad but he gets to be there for at least one of them and Padme survives and gets to be a mom and maybe someday they get to meet and it's so good.

Also the concept of General Skywalker of the Rebellion feels like it has so much potential cause he was such a big figure in the Clone Wars, he was the Hero, the General, he could probably get the various splinter rebel cells (they were very divided in the early Rebellion) to follow him by sheer reputation and charisma. Imagine Anakin being at Hoth, like the attack is going along the usual Imperial imminent victory and suddenly an AT-AT has been thrown clear across the landscape and an announcement sounds out "General Skywalker has entered the field" cue Rebel Counterattack due to morale boost and Imperial Panic.

What happened to the 501st here? Did he go to the Venator's crash site where Ahsoka was during Order 66 what did he think when he saw all the dead folks?

Fun thought, Starkiller being the apprentice in this AU, means that Sidious has probably been comparing him to Anakin (in part because he's bitter he didn't fall, in other part cause it's great for fueling the darkside) for years so the first time they face off he's gonna be full of spiteful hatred (all going according to plan) before Starkiller gets styled on by the Skywalker, cause Anakin isn't crippled by the suit and that means he's still massively powerful in the force and skilled in the blade (Vader was too, but less than a whole Anakin), I could see Anakin pulling a Lightside version of the Rogue One Hallway scene against Stormtroopers (or even inquisitors).

Rebel General Anakin Skywalker would be an Imperial Boogeyman.

Leia would probably appreciate it for a while but also she'd get a bit annoyed about her dad's reputation and "Legend" and the fact that she's probably got that entire thing to measure up to, making her more reckless or foolhardy. That's a big shadow to live under.

Padme on the other hand is probably in a very different situation reputation wise, she was the senator for the new Emperor's home planet, she's the old queen of naboo from the Trade Federation attack, she's a founding member of one of the oldest discrete rebellion cells but that still leaves some stigma. She's probably so very worried about Imperial surveilance on her or Luke or the rest of her family, and it doesn't help that the Inquistorious has probably been sniffing around for a while.

ok this is a veeeeery long ask so i'm gonna have a veeeery long answer which is gonna go under this readmore:

YES!! yes absolutely! tbh i decided a while back he never gets an official promotion to general, everyone just calls him General Skywalker for so long that it sticks loll. BUT YEAH I mean working with a Jedi is rare and awe-inspiring enough for any rebellion cell but working with the hero with no fear??? half the rebels are wondering if they can interrupt this mission to ask for his autograph

its extra funny bc for the first few years of the empire he's lowkey depressed and like agh i failed the order republic AND my family i'm a terrible horrible no good jedi who nearly turned to the dark side and while he's having this spiral there's some rebel standing next to him pointing and pogging

and yeah he's SO useful in big battles like that!! he's half a legend, half a ghost story, given most ppl think he died in the Purge but here he is, enacting justice on the empire!! tho he does struggle on quieter missions (which happen a lot more at first bc gotta hide from the empire) that you cant just blaze into. its a difficult shift to go from clone wars general skywalker to rebel general skywalker

yeah 501st same as canon ): but OHHH MY GOD yes thats SUCH A PERFECT IDEA, Anakin going with Rex and Ahsoka to the site and mourning them all (and probably going into another depression spiral lbr)

youre so right lollll obvs leia loves the one up she has in an argument of "well my dad's general skywalker, beat that" but as u say she absolutely wants to live up to that (+ is a very independent/stubborn person and would like Leia Skywalker, not just "General Skywalker's daughter" lol)

AND YEAH ABSOLUTELY Padmé and Anakin's roles in this au are both so interesting (is that egotistical to say) bc they're these upside down versions of their clone wars roles, both very loud people forced to quieten down and be Discreet about how they go abt helping ppl. Padmé is really struggling hiding so much (luke's force sensitivity, her rebel activities, all relations to anakin) and trying to protect Luke while helping the Rebellion WHILE trying not to seem suspicious. a lot on her plate -- only made worse by palpatine keeping a close-ish eye on her, and she can't tell why (is it bc of luke? the rebellion? anakin? or is it just his old favouritism or patriotism being VERY inconvenient??)

on the inquisitors, obvs you don't see a lot of them on coruscant -- but padmé's SO scared abt ppl (MAINLY SIDIOUS WHO, YA KNOW, TRIED TO TURN LUKE'S DAD SITH) finding out abt him and she hates that she's making him repress this part of himself but what choice does she have???

[dracwife]

PLS TALK ABOUT YOUR BABIES WHAT ARE THEIR NAMES WHAT ARE THEY LIKE

WAA ok. so. theres two of them unfortunately. the older of them is harley and shes a little troublemaker. like shes literally like a smaller mickey. she def looks like him, and one of the stuff they like to do is go get their hair done together [ sobs ] they both get it dyed dark even tho mickey can do it himself at home he makes a whole day of it for them just to spend time w/ her ?? tony is lowkey biased and spoils her too smh he calls himself her uncle and takes her to see movies like constantly and tells her all kinds of dumb trivia "so shes cultured unlike her parents" LMAO. he also calls her wednesday a lot bc shes into like horror and stuff and the dark hair and all that -- abby adopts that one too tbh .. mickey calls her lee lowkey after gibbs and tim calls her harls !! dont tell anyone but tim reeeeeally pushed for harley as a name and its definitely not because of harley quinn. why would you think that, ever. shes kind of quiet but is super friendly, she just doesnt talk much unless someone else says something first, so she's usually just 👁️👄👁️ in the corner which is why tony is so "you really are just an addams family character arent you" but when she does talk shes such a charismatic sweetheart

shes three years older than her brother as well which. brings me to the other little shit

their son is named mikah! hes honest to god physically a smaller tim. like literally looks the same. hes also generally much much quieter than his sister ?? but definitely just as smart, its just a little harder for him to apply it yknow. for a while they thought he was just nonverbal but he just really doesnt like to talk at all unless its to his parents or a select few ppl (read: the team)

he loves loves loves abby! when she found out how little he talks she was like "oh no problem i got it" and honestly she was probably one of the best things to happen to him just bc of how well she was able to handle the whole situation; she teaches him sign language and it rlly helps him get more comfortable with communication in general its very very sweet all around. otherwise hes like. glued to tims leg or mickeys shoulders. one of his favorite hobbies is ofc playing video games w his dads smh (they let him win but dont tell him that)

[beaversatemygrandma]

*sarcastic applause towards the local energy company whose property nearly totaled my car and they refused to do anything* 

We got through that entire tropical storm with power only to lose it for an estimated five hours while the sky is CLEAR.

But tbh, this city isn’t so bad without all that light pollution and loud noises. Sounds like I’m back in a small town out here.

[fceriestcrdst]

My love please tell me about your love for Cassian but also Sephicaptain

*mwuah love you bye*

YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!!! YOU JUST WANT ME TO GO BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! HOW DARE!!!!

Anyways; this is selfshippy, Sephicaptain is a ship with my oc x Cassian, this is nonrebloggable on purpose, let me has Autistic joy in peace--

Talks of Cassian, very selfshippy, talks of R1, my hopes for Andor, discussions of his ASD (if you don't agree just block me.), this--admittedly--gets a little sad sksks, I blame my cycle!

Before I start; I have this post that's got some good information if you wanna start there!

This is either going to be a very long portion of this post or a very short portion of it, only time will tell. Firstly, I think he's Autistic & I go into it some in the post linked above, however, I have other reasons as to why.

He is in active crisis mode (nearly shutdown) during everything with Galen. It's why he has such a hard time processing & arguing with Jyn, he's struggling because he went against direct orders--thus going against right & wrong. Granted, in his mind, he did what was right.

His best friend is a droid, he mostly stays around him & Jyn, etc. A part of me thing the gloves he wears & jackets may be sensory related but they could also be spy related so,,,I have no idea truly. He also is super mission-oriented even if the mission is going wrong---he will see it through to the end which is something I, an autistic, have a bad habit of doing. There are probably more instances but I don't want to dive into those rn (tbh, the prospect scares me a little bc the sw fandom scares me a little).

I think Cassian is really brave, a little headstrong & reckless, but brave. I think he cares deeply & that he thinks he cares too much---which is why going against direct orders hit him so hard. He went against the grain to do what he thought was right & was attacked for it anyway. He goes against the grain again & not only helps to save the galaxy but dies in the process--he truly never wins.

I wonder if Andor is going to show us more of that. More of Cassian going "Y'know what? No. fuck you." & rebelling against whatever he's been told to do. I wonder if we'll ever get to see him all wide-eyed & free before the jadedness sets in, before the frown takes over before his voice gets quieter because he doesn't talk out of fear or being ignored of being--

This section is the selfship section:

He's sad most days--over everything. Over R1's narrow escape (which I will get to in a bit), over Jedha, over the things he's done. He feels like his hands are so caked in blood that he will never truly be free of things he's done for the rebellion. He fears he will never be seen as anything other than a spy, a thief, a murderer-

all the while forgetting that he's a hero...that he saved the galaxy...that he looked death in the face & told her t get fucked. He spat in the eyes of the maker & narrowly escaped R1 in toe only to forget that he did that....he saved everyone--aided this.

He's so used to being told he's wrong, to being ignored, to being cast out because he's different----enlightened--jaded. He doesn't see through rose-tinted glasses--no--he sees the galaxy & all its dark colors. He sees it & all its dirt, its blood, its death, the decay under the surface--he sees it & he fucking lives within it. He knows how the galaxy truly is, how the empire truly is, how the rebellion is not as holy as it fucking seems-

Some nights he still smells blood in his nose & he tastes it on his tongue. He feels haunted by it, but he's getting better--getting better at handling it. He's gotten better at just laying with me & realizing he isn't some horrible man just because the rebellion tells me to do this or to do that.

He's kind, he's smart, he's witty, he's caring, he's protective, he's everything good. I just wish he'd see it like I do & maybe one day he will...

For now, I'll remind him while I kiss his face & sway with him in the quietness of our room.

Talks of Cassian, talks of R!, talks of my rewrite of the ending or R1, my OC is a transmasc Sephi, I will discuss him in detail & obviously he is only loosely connected to the original lore, In DnD terms I'm homebrewed the fuck outta him, talks of a 2 year pining period, my OC & Cassian & R1 are all ASD (Autistic) & if that freaks you out just block me & move on.

First, let's get my very simplified version of how R1 survived: K2 wasn't fully shut down & managed to find a new droid to imprint into, the ship they rode in on was ignored & Bodhi did not get blown up, Chirrut is force sensitive & the force protected him, Baze did not die because Chirrut did not, K2 makes it to the ship, Bodhi picks him up & whoever else is still alive on the beach, they fly up & pick up Jyn & Cassian after the message is sent---they then Jedha their way outta there & show back up at the rebel base a bit later.

If you don't agree that's cool but don't argue with me--I do not care. This is my headcanon for my OC. Let me exist in peace & we will all my aces (as Steven would say).

I selfship via my OC Kit Arendale. He's a Transmasc!Nonbinary Sephi!!! There's some lore on them but I treat him more like a Gelfling & more like an elf from LOTR! He's roughly 60 but looks 24/25, pastel purple skin (lilac in color!), blue eyes (the color is a lil more complicated but hard to explain), jet black hair, his ears are also uh--huge (See art of him here!).

He wears an ungodly amount of jewelry (rings, necklaces, bracelets, earrings) some of which are his own & a lot of which have been gifted by Cassian!

Now that, that's out of the way---

Kit's from a different sector & was a commander there, but was moved essentially for questioning too much. He meddled a little too deep & got dropped at Cassian's feet two years ago. His rank has remained but only because the resistance needs leadership & Kit (aka Pointy) can't really wiggle his way out of it.

Originally he lead a flight squadron, but after too many close calls he joined R1 upon Jyn & Cassian's repeated request. He's not just a commander when he needs to be/if he needs something, because he will be listened to slightly more than Cass will.

I'd like to think the Autism is what links them first & that everything else is secondary. They all flocked to each other, y'know? They all became friends in a matter of hours & which sealed the deal for Cass & Pointy (Sephicaptain).

I'm like lowkey hitting a wall due to my cycle fucking me up, but I'll be as articulate as I possibly can be!

Their 2 years (yes, 2 years) yearning started not long after that. It was a lot of shared glances, unspoken words, and lots of doing things that went beyond friends. They did this for two whole entire goddamned years & R1 had to witness it & suffer because they really should've kissed sooner than this.

Ugh...my brain has fully stalled on me, but when I'm not actively suffering ask me about Sephicaptain again. I've just kinda hit a wall where if I keep writing I'm gonna drive myself up said wall--

We both know I have so many Sephicaptain thoughts, I truly do, I just cannot articulate them presently.

[bloody-wonder]

end of the year reading survey

me? talking about books again?? it’s more likely than you think

How many books did you read? Did you meet your goal? My goal was 100 books, I’ve read 121 so far but the year isn’t over yet and I’m still in the middle of a couple :D

Most read genre? probably definitely fantasy

Longest and shortest books you read. According to Goodreads, the longest one was Thousand Autumns by Meng Xi Shi (2175 pages), but it’s hard to tell with danmei bc it’s published online so tbh Heaven Official’s Blessings by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu felt much longer to me. The shortest one was Heracles’ Bow by Madeline Miller - only 10 pages.

Favorite book published in 2021? The Gentle Art of Fortune Hunting by KJ Charles.

Favorite debut book in 2021? I don’t think I’ve read a debut from 2021 but if it’s a general question than my answer would be The Game of Kings by Dorothy Dunnett and Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell by Susanna Clarke. They are the kind of books that you would never think were debuts if you didn’t know and that make you certain you’ll never be good at anything you might ever attempt.

Favorite book not published this year? oh i don’t know there are so many to choose from THE LYMOND CHRONICLES

A book that lived up to the hype. Spinning Silver by Naomi Novik and The Bear and the Nightingale by Katherine Arden. These are objectively good and well written and entertaining compared to some other hyped books which I personally didn’t like😐

A book that did NOT live up to the hype. Dark Rise, regrettably :( Also Gideon the Ninth but this one I actually wanna re-read to see if it’s a me problem.

Book that felt like the biggest accomplishment. lol idk? reading capri in french maybe

Favorite character. My brilliant devil, my imitation king; my past, my future, my hope of heaven and my knowledge of hell... Francis Crawford of Lymond❤

Least favorite character. Probably Sabetha. It’s not her fault tho, she just suffers from the *written by a man* disease😬

Most shocking book/moment. That character death in The Disorderly Knights hit me like a truck😞 Also there’s a shocking moment at the end of My Dark Vanessa, it’s of a quieter sort but still makes you think wow,, she really went there didn’t she😕

Favorite couple/OTP. Technically I read The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation last December but I’m still gonna say Wangxian bc given all the MDZS adaptations that I consumed afterwards they’ve really dominated my year ship-wise.

The best written book you read this year. All the books that I’ve mentioned are the best. none as well written as aftg tho lol

Book that you pushed the most people to read in 2021. You might remember that when I finished The Lymond Chronicles I posted about it non-stop for a while and so I actually got a couple of people, both online and irl, to pick up The Game of Kings. The results were,, poor :( I can’t fathom why, it’s a very accessible, easy to follow adventure story with a manageable amount of likable characters whose motivation is as clear as day at all times.

Favorite book cover of the year. I really like the minimalist covers of both Susanna Clarke books.

Favorite book adaptation. I just watched Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell the mini-series and, barring some of the more glaring adaptational attractiveness issues, I would say it’s a pretty faithful adaptation of the book and a perfect way to experience this wonderful story for someone who isn’t prepared to commit to reading over 1000 pages.

What book made you cry the most? twas The Disorderly Knights & other lymond books but The Bear and the Nightingale, Killing Stalking, Convenience Store Woman and Arrête avec tes mensonges made me shed some tears as well. some of this could’ve been pms tho

What book made you laugh the most? I’ve already talked about some very amusing books in my mid-year book freak-out tag, but among the ones that I’ve read since then Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell stands out with its dry british humor. I’m currently reading The Nobleman's Guide to Scandal and Shipwrecks and it’s quite hilarious too, just like the previous books in the series.

A new favorite author you discovered this year. Mo Xiang Tong Xiu, Naomi Novik and Susanna Clarke. And Dorothy Dunnett, I suppose. (Normally I don’t consider someone my favorite author until I read and like two or more of their books which don’t belong to the same series BUT her mind birthed Lymond so there’s that).

Favorite book you re-read this year. Gentlemen and Players by Joanne Harris and Confusion by Stefan Zweig - some of my all time favorites and very underrated books too and all of you should read them right now. or like,, tomorrow. or next week.

What is the best non-fiction book you read this year? Male Trouble by Abigail Solomon-Godeau. It’s a very insightful book about the representation of masculinity in the french academic painting at the turn of the 19th century. I read it bc I study art history and my master thesis is gonna be about how observing nude men for hours in order to paint their likeness over and over again is gay actually :)

i’m gonna tag @starlingshrike @moonsandstarsaregay @oliviermiraarmstrongs @fandomreferencepending @pemberlaey @jimscoffee @counterwiddershins @raelis1 @remicatscratch @figuringthengsout @fugitoidkry @bibliophilic-vacillator @thehalcyonharbinger @bellaroles if you guys wanna do this

if i didn’t tag you bc i don’t know you or that you’re a bookworm and you wanna do this survey DO IT AND TAG MOI. i’ve been harassing people like this all year long and now i actually have someone to talk to about books, it works i swear😁

[mizugucci]

🎵 please! (sorry for sending you double ask games!)

lol dont worry about it! i love doing these hehe

position: rapper would probably be your main position, but you'd be sufficient at both singing and dancing as well. your other 'position' is leader, though you're a relatively relaxed & quiet leader, more like you watch over your members quietly, only stepping in when you need to -- which is not often. your members are all fantastic at communication, which is nice!

group name: i knew i wanted to do something w space bc thats what your blog vibe gives (also cuz of your prev url) so ill go with COSMOLOGIA (in all caps!) which is the latin ver. of cosmology -- a branch of science studying the nature of the universe. there are 12 of you, which are split up into 2 subunits of 6. one subunit is 'physical cosmology' (psych for short) which deals with the physics of the study (i.e. the big bang, speed of light -- things that can be denoted in numbers or discussed on a physical scale) and the second subunit is 'philosophical cosmology' (philo for short) which deals with the totality and explanation of the universe (whats the meaning of life? what truly happened at the beginning of the universe? etc)

concept: so the two subunits and the idea of cosmology in general is the concept, but each subunit switches off as the 'main' group -- the other is usually just backup dancers. for psych comebacks, its usually a darker concept, or exploring what terrible things could happen in space, while the philo comebacks are more lighthearted, like the meaning of life is love <3 or we exist bc everything else exists <3 yknow, that kind of thing. your debut has both subunits though, as to introduce both of you and tbh the debut mv gives off onf we must love vibes bc of the switches between dark/light and trying to find the past...

debut song: not to literally copy onf but it would have the same dark but epic sound of we must love, and its going to be WELL written. its objectively a good song. i think it would also at times sound somewhat empty, kind of like svt's home. if u mixed those two, basically you'd get your debut (song wise AND mv wise!)

fun fact: your greeting is pretty unique! its 'cosmo' aka short for your group name, except you say it 3+ times in a row, like an echo. the first is the loudest and gets progresssively quieter, its rly cute bc the meaning behind it is from the quote from astrophysicist david spergel: "when we look out in space, we look back in time" because of how fast the speed of light moves! its kind a homage to your group itself, saying that you'll grow so fast no one will be able to keep up w you.

send me a 🎵 and ill create a kpop group with you in it, based on you and/or your blog!

[silvermahogany]

Talking about a few songs I associate with my favourite aonoex characters bc i enjoy shoving my music taste in people's faces and analysing the shit out of nothing <3

Recent chapter spoiler warning lessgo, also mentions of suicide tw

THE MAIN MANS HIMSELF

Still feel - Half•Alive

"I am not a slave, so pick me from the dark and pull me from the grave"

In my mind, this is his themesong without a doubt. Its reached the point where wherever i hear it it makes me really happy because I associate it with him so strongly :,D might just be because I found it while getting back into the fandom when Ren was kinda transitioning to my favourite so they came up together but either way, absolute banger. The bit at the end when everything drops and the lead singer belts his heart out, I always love to picture Ren doing the same in the illuminati uniform with Yamatanka building around him and I've never wanted to learn how to animate more in my life cause my GOD he's so cool.

My favourite song for my favourite character <3

Preach - Saint Motel

"Oh im down on my knees, mercy"

Its so happy and bouncy?? And the vibes are immaculate?? Matches well with the themes of religion as well, this one definitely shows his flirty loverboy side more, it gives the impression of some lovestruck idiot stumbling over himself every time his crush does anything and honestly, sounds like something he'd do. Good song makes me go :))))

Your Love (Deja Vu) - Glass Animals

"You eat us up, you live like you're on camera"

I feel like this one captures his spy side a little more than the others. The lower notes in the main verses give a secretive feel, like he's halfway through a mission and trying trying stay silent. But it's also flirty in a more smooth way than wholesome crushes like the rest. The lead singer has such a gorgeous voice too i'll praise glass animals until the day i die 🥺🥺 God tier song god tier vibe 1000000/10

Do It All The Time - IDKHOWBUTTHEYFOUNDME

"Now we're so young but we're probably gonna die, it's so fun we're so good at selling lies"

Now THIS is a song for a spy working for a secret deadly organisation, all about world domination and having a great time doing it. Renzou is a free spirit and loves the freedom of his job, and this song really captures that for me. He knows he's in danger, but he's living his best life and he's having a great time doing it baybeeee B)))

Sweet Talk - Saint Motel

"You could yell 'piss off won't you stay away!' And still be sweet talk to my ears"

Ren is a persistent little shit when it comes comes crushes and this song shows it, a song about a guy who's so infatuated he doesn't care if he's hated or laughed at, he just loves hearing their voice. I see this as a bit of a yukishima anthem tbh, I feel like in the early stages of their relationship it would be pretty one sided with Shima trying to win him over and Yukio shutting him down so this matches that pretty well :>

Cant go five minutes without talking about them can i-

Honourable mentions-

Talk too much - COIN - very flirty and cheesy considered it as his themesong for a while

Toxic - Britney Spears - self explanatory :)

Razzmatazz - IDKHBTFM - everything they make shows his spy side imo, good for daydreaming

Van horn - Saint Motel -honestly anything by Saint Motel or Half•Alive reminds me of him, great bands :D

YUKIO MY BELOVED

Yukio was weirdly a lot harder for me to find songs for. For Renzou i have a giant playlist I add to over time, supreme comfort playlist egegegeheh, but Yukio's is a lot shorter for some reason. I guess his vibe is a little difficult to get down but a while scrolling through my main playlist and I think I have a decent few that at least match his character development and plotline.

Stressed Out - Twenty one Pilots

"Out of student loans and treehouse homes we all would take the latter"

Pretty self explanatory really, mans was forced to grow up and mature way faster than he shouldve had to, having a high stress job by the age of 13 studying for two meister all while studying to be a normal doctor as well. Not much of a surprise he has so many mental issues by the beginning of the story. I dont listen to much TOP but the few songs I know seem to fit Yukio pretty nicely :)

Oh Klahoma - Jack Stauber

"Those aren't meant to bend, no those arent meant to bend"

Another song based on depression, but with a much quieter feel, much lower energy. I feel like this one more links to his tendencies of delf destruction, and how alone he feels as he faces his battle. Like he's singing into the void hoping for something to reply, but nothing will. Man :(

The Fall - Half•Alive

"I'd jump off and into your arms but i cant trust the fall"

I feel like this one highlight his story to Rin in a really realistic way. Yukio has a good heart, he's kind and wants to love his brother and open up to him he wants to get better. But he's so deep in his pit of depression and conflicting feelings over his brother that he can't bring himself to, he sees no way out. God I wanna write an analysis on his character so bAD-

Baby Hotline - Jack Stauber

"Numb, I've been burning with haste and I'm realising now it's a terrible waste"

We just keep getting darker huh, didn't pick very pleasant tunes for this boy did I. A bouncy, happy song about a girl calling a suicide hotline, lovely. But i feel like it describes his mental state pretty well, outside he seems ok. Sure Rin picks up that somethings off, but once Yukio assures him he doesnt really persist above asking him a couple times. But below the facade he's really reaching his breaking point, and I love how this song contrasts those two tones in a scarily natural way. Absolute banger

Fireflies - Gorillaz

"And if you say goodbye too many times, the sentinels will find me and switch me off this time"

One of my absolute favourite Gorillaz songs by far. The melody is so gorgeous, melancholic in the best kind of way. For Yukio I feel like it signifies how trapped he feels as Satan's son, he's hit his lowest point and he doesnt know how to start moving back up. But the song also has a hopeful feel to it, as if even though he feels lost, he will get better. In the recent chapters we see a moment of reconciliation between Yukio and the people around him, with Suguro forgiving him and tye two brothers finally getting a chance to to things out. Before everything went to shit lmaoo. But with that i really hope that after all the fighting is done, Yukio will finally get the chance to see how bad things have gotten, and reach out to get better. And this song shows that for me :D

Honourable mentions!!

Creature - Half•Alive - the first song I ever added to his playlist, there for sentimentality tbh

Cane shuga - Glass Animals - the plonky noises make the happy chemical go buckwild, not sure why it reminds me of him it just kinda does really

I Earn My Life - Lemon Demon - mans is overworked give him a break :( ngl i don't associate it with him much but i wanted to edge a lemon demon song in somewhere-

Dead inside - Younger Hunger - whenever I hear this I always imagine a really cool animation of him and it always plays out the same way and MAN I wanna animate so baDD

Absolute wordvomit woohoo, hypervocused on this instead if doing the assignment due this evening I'm a fantastic student. This was kinda fun tho!!! I might do other characters at somepoint, these guys are my favourites but i have a bunch of playlists for other characters like Amaimon and Shura, recommendations are welcome too!!

[elliotfm]

hey guys ! i’m jules and i’m super excited to open; i have two super clingy cats in case any of you ever need a visual pick-me-up, i’m a uni student in canada and a Big skincare and dark chocolate junkie, more than likely gonna be typing replies while indulging in either jsyk ! i tried to keep it short since i’m a rambly bitch, but links to elliot’s basic stats and her wc page will be up soon — though i have some under the read more — as well as a playlist whenever i find the energy to set it up here FLDKSJGSD also pardon the lack of theme, i forgot the url for the preview and code link for the one i wanted to use but i’ll have it figured out shortly ! anyways, without further ado:

◤  *  kim doyeon  ;  twenty-one  ;  cis female  ;  she/her  —  is  that  who  i  think  it  is  over  there  ?  outer  banks  very  own  kook  ,  elliot hong  .  makes  sense  ‘cause  i  can  practically  hear  into it  by  chase atlantic  blasting  through  their  headphones  .  plus  who  else  would  you  find  out  at  the boneyard  right  now  ?  some  say  they're  pretty  astute  ,  but  it's  the  imperious  reputation  i'd  watch  out  for  .  i  wonder  if  they're  still  a student / heiress  and  obsessing  about  keeping  up  with  their  bongs, random shoes and empty bottles of dom on the living room floor  &  a bite as big as her bark  vibe  .  [  ooc  ;  jules/21+/nt/she/her  ]

tw: drug and alcohol mention

the middle child of her parents, elliot is the fourth of her father’s five children

her mother is his second ( now ex — ) wife, though they remain cordial and have since moved on

grew up with a silver spoon, her dad being a wall street giant who would split his time between nyc and, once upon a time, connecticut — though it ultimately became a back-and-forth from nyc and the outer banks when elle was about four

her mother was adopted into an old money family ( on the lower end of that group ) in charlotte when she was a baby and had become something of a socialite when young, but shifted to becoming an entrepreneur. of what ?? i still haven’t figured that out LFJDGS

has a half-sister and half-brother from her dad’s first marriage, tallulah ( aka tally, a pain in my ass over on my indie fdlkjgs ) and bennett, and is basically a mini tally as all she really had were brothers and was Attached to her big sis whenever she’d visit

and as for her older and younger brother..... they might be wcs soon enough so we’ll leave that be for now DFLSGKJ

now onto ELLE ! she was the princess of the younger three hong kids, like the apple of her mother’s eye and her father’s Biggest tormentor

aka would hog the phone whenever he couldn’t come home for the night to tell him good night, hounded him to read her bedtime stories, pretty much always got her way in the most wholesome way when she was a kid

like i said before, moved to the obx when she was four because her mom used to visit when she was a kid and loved it; it was also due to its convenience in seeing her maternal grandparents regularly, its quieter nature in comparison to the affluent hubs for businessmen outside of manhattan and just in general

her dad just went along because it’s what his wife wanted and fuck it, at least the kids wouldn’t hound them to take them to places beyond their urban surroundings as often DLSFJDS

growing up, she wasn’t Too much of a brat but liked having the spotlight on her — she’d accredit it to tally’s influence AND her parents caving to her whims more often than not — and was very sociable and respectful even back in primary school

LOVED to explore, and, while not a tomboy per se, would take part in some activities her brothers or other boys in her grade participated in; be it to bond, trail along her siblings’ every move because she didn’t wanna stray far from action, or to prove that she can hold her own, she’d do it

uhhh overall a cute, if not high-maintenance, kid, but her teen years ?? yikes, people would be in for a ride bc this is when she REALLY started to emulate tally and shift her boldness towards riskier shit

basically could’ve been a main character on outer banks itself with her reckless antics and partying as a teenager…. and now, even SGDLKF

could’ve been considered a typical kook, save for her wild streak; she could hang with the pogues and wouldn’t let her slight superiority complex come into play unless she was challenged or something, otherwise she’d chase the party and the fun wherever she could find it

loves fashion and being the hottest in the room, didn’t need to step on toes to get further but would do so at times Solely to make a point/to call someone out on their shit

is now attending columbia u, rather she’s taking a Break as she makes sure she’s content with the path she’s taking ( aka being the trashy 21 year old she wants to be, chilling at the family home with just her siblings and daddy’s money with no Major worries involving the near future )

isn’t the most studious person, but she’d gotten far enough to begin wrapping up her major whenever she decides to head back

though.. the entire time has been mostly spent sleeping with some of her rich friends, drinking and smoking pot, with the occasional hit of whatever clean enough drug that one of her friends had on them

also spent a lot of her time meeting up with her socialite big sis as a plus one to some cooler events, so while she’s not famous, her name has made the rounds where it matters given her surname’s already established relevance in nyc

when she’s not getting an education and is homebound instead, she’s pissing off her neighbours with her house parties at the family home on the beach, doing dumb shit the second she’s inside of a gala or club — albeit with partial discretion that’s completely ignored whenever around other young adults — and just chilling poolside and staying hydrated fgkldjsg

personality and shit

if i were to use a label to describe her, she'd be a mix between the princess/baby doll, the hedonist and the reveller i think ?? i don’t even know where to place her LKSDFGJLK

self-confidence is through the roof, KNOWS she’s pretty and doesn’t really let rumours or negativity get her down — aside from wanting to unleash hell if someone keeps irritating her for whatever reason

she’s messy as hell, but around the uptight, live-through-your-kids parents of kooklandia she puts on the façade of a poised young woman who has Some fun because she knows it bodes well.. only even then, she doesn’t maintain it bc honestly, who cares —

she’s not a complete dick per se, but she can be snide and boastful when provoked

has something of a superiority complex, independent and lives lavishly with reckless abandon

non-committal yet sensible when it comes to who she sleeps with; typically has a couple of stable fuck buddies but has had some one night stands if she’s feeling it

keeps her true inner circle small, but gets off on attention and likes to stay cordial with some people, so she’s got quite a few friends all the same

like i said earlier, will hang with the pogues and thinks the whole class rivalry thing is kind of stupid when it means sticking with her own would mean dealing with parent pleasers, polo shirt enthusiasts and either being too straight-laced or too destructive for her liking

.. so she’s a far cry from her sister in that regard, otherwise rip GLSKJ

though that doesn’t stop her from unleashing her pompous attitude onto a pogue when it seems appropriate, aka doing anything to piss her off

there really isn’t much to expand on tbh, though i will say that her emboldened nature and need for a good time however she can get it comes out more than her uglier side ( except her vanity. that’ll never go away KSFDG )

some quick plot ideas

a childhood friend or two, pretty standard idea there

could carry over into a trio type of thing depending on where she stands with either of them, or they’re a different couple of pals she’s made over the years

family friends, aka nyc kids or people who’ve rubbed elbows with either of elle’s parents, though they don’t Actually have to be friends of course JGDSFKL

her best friend and confidante, someone she can have cute moments with between the chaos and one of the few people that elle would probably accost someone for if they hurt the other in any way

enemies are always fun ! probably rooted in a competitive streak more than anything else but i’m all ears for a more complex reason

ex-hookup(s), current hookup(s), throw it all at me klgfjd

a hateship/ewb would be fun with her too, oh my god sfdgklj

FAKE FRIENDS !! either in the past or currently, probably stayed friends for the sake of their appearances but have a lot of quiet disdain for each other — though elliot wouldn’t be too bothered by that situation beyond being around someone she deems soul-sucking, face value hype and knowing they probably need her more than she needs them gives her too much satisfaction fkskgls

an ex-something, open to anyone. either someone her parents forced on her to straighten her out a tad that she wound up liking…. after a good period of her telling them to fuck off sdglk or someone she’d been seeing for a while at her own accord, likely someone her parents wouldn’t approve of so readily. would’ve ended the same way: with her calling it off because she didn’t want to settle down, not even for a relationship ( and perhaps bc she’s scared of commitment with her cracked family dynamic that’s been a thing since birth, but that’s another story jsdfkg )

or we can just as easily do high school exes who only really stayed together until graduation bc their parents were being Some level of overbearing with how they’d be such a good couple — not that there was nothing there, just nothing beyond sex and being some kind of status symbol to each other, idk lfkgsd

her designated event pals would be super fun ?? sdgkflj like they go to all of these big parties and galas with their families, break off to do their own thing bc those events are boring as fuck, and head back to her place before she throws an after-party of sorts. they’d be decent friends beyond this though, them being someone she trusts a good bit compared to others in her circle

[anxiously-awaiting]

@brian-david-spillbert I owe u my life for showing interest

also i tried to make them look less same-facey and im actually really liking it tbh

more hcs but with Other Stuff under the cut!

None of them are neurotypical. none of them.

They all have Autism and ADHD, with Lalna also having bipolar bc hey, im already projecting, why not a little more. 

Lalna’s headphones are noise cancelling because he has sensitive hearing, they help him lots when he’s having meltdowns. 

Lalnable is photophobic, or has light sensitivity. He tends to get migraines from sunlight and other bright lights, and the specific tint in his glasses help block out certain wavelengths of light to make it easier on him.

Stimming And Infodumping Is Allowed And Encouraged. 

Lalnable has lots of stim jewelry, mostly rings and bracelets.

Lalna has a chewy necklace, though he doesn’t usually wear it. It’s shaped like a flask!

Five has a collection of those cute squishy animals 

Nano and Lalna are more uh physical stimmers i suppose? They do happy flappies and tap and bounce around and stuff. 

Lalnable avoids eye contact almost entirely, and being forced to make eye contact makes him panicky, especially considering his upbringing. 

Five has echolalia, or will repeat words, both stuff she says or stuff others say. 

Five and Lalnable also vocally stim, Lalnable makes ticking sounds which becomes painfully ironic when he gets his miraculous.

Lalna HATES having tight things around his neck, hence his collar on his supersuit being unzipped slightly. 

Lalnable tends to scratch at himself when he’s having a panic attack or meltdown, and Lalna tends to help him calm down and hold his hands so he doesn’t hurt himself.

yes, thats where his scars come from

Lalnable and Nano have bad fears of the dark

Lalna is very physically affectionate to the other three! 

Five tends to steal the boys’ jackets and hoodies because they’re big on her and Very Comfy

Five toe walks!!! 

They all work at a bakery that Nano owns!! If you ask her, she’ll say its “family run”

Lalnable owns a motorcycle, and he’s actually modified it to be quieter

Nano helps paint the others nails, and she and Lalnable use that time to vent about shitty customers

Lalnable tends to get really bad intrusive thoughts, and he’s not very vocal about it, but it tends to affect his self-confidence a lot and make him feel like a shitty person. Lalna can usually tell when they get bad and he does what he can to help distract him and subtly remind him just because he has Bad Thoughts doesn’t mean he’s a Bad Person

Lalna genuanly HATES brushing his hair, he’s not sure why, its just Bad Feeling

Lalnable tends to get really sleepy when its cold, so when he’s stayed up for three days with no sleep, the others will convince him to watch a movie with them and they’ll sneakily turn the thermostat down and he’s passed tf out in 30 minutes or less. 

[losangelesvalorant]

final thoughts on games today:

Tl;dr: london is going to have Issues with a capital I, paris is fine and will be better w hanbin, boston were okay and them losing just solidifies how fucking scary and well-oiled nyxl is rather than boston being terrible. Titans, like usual, have no respect for their opponents and could be even scarier /if/ they wanted to be, valiant pops off sometimes but cant do it consistently, shock looks rusty and dallas needs to pocket decay even harder than they already are to win games.

london: i see a lot of potential in them, but until they gain confidence they’re c tier for me. They seem overcoached and lost when they aren’t unable to go through with their set plays, of which they way too many for each map. When they were able to play their game, they cycled their ults well, but were easily forced out of their comfort zone. Bernar tried his best to carry, but jmac looked lost and wasn’t able to bait nicodgh’s walls at all, that might be a problem w coordination w sanguinar for speedboost tho. babel wasn’t quick enough to get his walls out in time, though they were great when he did. Glister and highly tried their best, sanguinar seems to play very individualistically which gave london chances, but fdgod just outplayed him mostly. Once teams figure out how to play vs them they’re fucked unless the coaches move away from set plays and unless the team builds more confidence. This team is going to suffer with hero pools if they don’t fix something quick. London honestly and truly has a TON of potential, but not the coordination or confidence or coaching to utilize it.

paris: they’re gonna be scary as they get more coordinated! Can’t wait til they can run at full strength w better tanks. They made good adaptations and looked good doing it. Nicodgh’s walls were sick, nosmite looked great, fdgod is a fragger, xzi clicked heads and greyy and hyp did good too. Benbest i didnt watch. I really like what i see with this team, but we haven’t seen them at full strength so i dont feel like i have much to say about them. Definitely a dark horse for me. They should thrive with hero pools. 

nyxl: nyxl looks as dominant as ever. They’re coordinated, smart, aware, turn impossible situations around, and quickly shut down every win condition boston had before they could even execute it. Though whoru’s mei is def the weak link for me (his walls kinda suck. I think theyre just giving him stage experience here tbh. His genji slaps tho), him and sbb/nenne are a scary duo, everything that can be said abt jjonak and anamo has been said already (They are the best. They are the best. They are the best.), and mano and hotba are both doing excellently. I dont feel that this is their optimal meta, but nyxl has showed a lot of willingness to adapt to their opponents and make swaps, which i like. I’m not worried for them in hero pools, though they might stumble a bit. They’re solidly in S tier for me now

boston: This is gonna be controversial (and take this w a grain of salt cuz im plat.) but boston played better than i expected cuz im a pessimist and was expecting them to get completely rolled, and they at least showed some signs of life. They’ve clearly scrimmed a lot of different comps and looked at least vaguely competent in them, which is more than dallas valiant and london can say. They tried to go for a lot of clutches which never rly worked. they tried to adapt, but nyxl outmatched them and kinda drove them away. Axxiom and fusions were coordinated and i liked their dive, their double shield not so much. boston dps were holding their own, swimmer and myunbong were too, there’s not rly a carry on this team. axxiom i think is being slept on tho. They could definitely kite better and coordinate more, and make faster/smarter swaps, but they at least looked pretty synergized. They were clearly outmatched but they def looked better throughout the whole series than london did vs nyxl after the first 2 maps. Boston seems like a B- tier team to me, but they could be better and i do want to see them play more before im certain abt this. I’d call this a quality loss despite the scoreline

vancouver: Titans clearly didn’t prep much for this match and didn’t respect valiant as much as they should have. There’s no weak points on this team, just that all of them went for clutches they shouldn’t have and got punished for it bc they assumed valiant would be weaker than they were. Titans hate being methodical but are great when they are. When they subbed stitch in, they went for more dumb plays it seemed like, so i bet sms is the one keeping them chill. Fissure’s playing bumper style (taking space and dying for it) but quieter, which I like, bc it means they can pocket haksal harder and let twilight go for more plays. Good adaptations, great plays, great synergy, once titans got their feet under them and downloaded valiant it was over. Their dive was soooo clean. Nothing to be said about this roster that hasnt been said already (theyre the best). This is classic titans and im glad to see losing bumper hasnt completely stopped them from doing dumb shit, cuz even if it hurts me to watch its fun. They should be absolutely fine with hero pools, S tier.

valiant: Valiant only have one comp and theyre Very good at it, especially in the mirror, but theyre having trouble adapting to titans. They have very high highs and very low lows, they also try to clutch sometimes and fuck up. When the team pops off theyre sick, when they dont they… dont. Gig is a madlad. I do like that they prepped for the titan’s bap strat on lijiang and shut it down entirely, that was very good coaching, but they weren’t able to adapt to non-mirror matches after that. They might get fucked by hero pools bc they didn’t show anything successfully other than rein/dva variations, but we’ll see. I'm finding them fun to watch and I'm interested to see if they can consistently maintain their peak play. B tier, i think their weaknesses are more exploitable than boston’s but that boston would lose to them. Id compare them to hunters last year but if hunters played meta

shock: I didnt watch this match super close tbh. Shock looks strong as usual, but they stumbled far too much for my liking when they let doha and decay get value but otherwise incredibly dominant. Architect’s ana got sooooo much value as the series went on, beautiful sleeps beautiful nades beautiful nanos etc *chefs kiss.* i dont think shock prepped super hard for them, and they rly couldve adapted better on horizon and won that map, but it was overall dominant. They seemed pretty rusty honestly but theyre still good, but they should be pissed they got fullheld on horizon. I’m not going to draw any conclusions from this game when it comes to shock bc its one game and its their first game back. S tier, they’ll be fine with hero pools.

Dallas: Dallas looked way better than yesterday, when decay and doha were unleashed and it was less about taking space they were monsters. Tank play was better but not great, glad theyre not making note play rein anymore. Decay is a god and doha played around him really well and his walls were sick. When decay couldn’t play mccree and couldnt get support, there was nothing dallas could do. Gamsu… seemed a bit tilted and used ults he shouldnt have. There were also communication issues, it didnt seem like trill called some of his shatters which meant the team couldnt follow up. They weren’t able to adapt that well without set strats, and other teams will use that to their advantage. Once a team figures out how to shut down doha and decay the game is over. C tier, will struggle in hero pools

right now rankings for me go titans, nyxl shock in S tier, glads in A tier, toronto, paris, valiant, boston in B tier, dallas, london in C tier

[nekomasmissingmanagers]

hi, i’m here for a matchup please!! i use she/her pronouns and i am a straight asexual. i’m a scorpio sun, virgo moon, sag rising, and a libra venus! my mbti is isfp and my top love languages are physical touch and quality time. i’m somewhere between a slytherin and a ravenclaw (pottermore is weird) but i think i’m more of a slytherin tbh. i’m 5’3-5’4 ish, i might have grown or something. i have a slim ish athletic figure since i do ballet and i’m pretty active in general. i have wavy dark-brown-almost-black hair that reaches the middle of my back but im chopping it to my shoulders soon, might fuck around and dye it white or lilac too. when i’m not doing ballet or homework i’m probably experimenting with different outfits (my style is mostly black + white + earth tones and a mix of streetwear and dark and chaotic academia) or i’m sleeping. i’m a busy person so i don’t have a lot of freetime to myself but i try to make the most of what i have. i have a major rbf and it doesn’t help that i’ve been wearing more sharp winged eyeliner, but at least i feel pretty and badass (,: personality wise i’m a quiet person overall, i’m reserved and i don’t have a lot to say but my thoughts are very abundant and diverse. i trip over my words most of the time too if i don’t take the time to calculate and rehearse in my head, but i usually still trip over a word or two anyway, hence the physical touch love language. even if i am quiet that doesn’t mean that i don’t have a sense of humor! you can expect a lot of memes, sarcastic quips, roasts that are coated with love, etc., ESPECIALLY when texting or if im comfortable around whoever im with !! however i do match energies, whatever energy you give off is what ur getting back. i’m a very perceptive and intuitive person, i can read the room and read people easily so i always somehow know what to say. i’m adaptive to everything, however i do adapt to people’s personalities a lot so that has made me a social chameleon. i can fit into any group but i’ve never felt like i belonged, yknow?? still tho its made me well known among my peers. anywho when you get to know me you’ll see just how chaotic i can be, but not the super loud chaotic, more like the “how bad of an idea can it be to give me a knife??” chaotic. i’m resourceful and i do my best to be calculating, but yknow sometimes i act with my heart instead of my head. also im not like.. big on pda, just hand holding or an arm around my shoulder or a kiss on the cheek is fine for me. even then im not like, big on makeout sessions in private either (no sex at all either pls! just tryna be a happy ace), im just here for cuddles and cute domestic shit but also spontaneous 3am adventures and travelling a lot and just all that dumb kids in love thing. i love art history, history, literature, and psychology and other humanitary subjects since im good at them but i have to try significantly hard in maths and sciences (still a top student tho). i’m an absolute night owl bc of this, i’m very sleepy and can fall asleep anywhere but i can also stay awake for a while too. last tidbit i can think of is that there are days where i need to shut myself in my room and not socialize or interact while i recharge. im unfortunately hyperaware of myself and how i spend all my energy on others, so being by myself helps me keep my sanity. i guess i wouldnt mind having my boy there with me for cuddles and being together in comfortable silence + whatever music is playing, i just want him to understand that i cant change this about myself and that i need to recharge. its okay if he tries to get me out of my comfort zone but if he ignores me giving signs that its too much, i dont think we could work. just know that im very loving, even if im not the best at being verbal about it. UHHH thats all i have, thank you soso much!! sorry for it being super long ahhh

thank you so much for your request!

we match you with: yahaba shigeru

→  like you, yahaba isn’t very big on pda and will hold your hand when the two of you are out on dates together. if there’s a lot of people he’ll but his arm around you to make sure you don’t get lost in the crowd.

→ yahaba loves the duality between your quieter personality and your sense of humor. he appreciates the memes you send him, and he loves your sporadic quips especially over text.

→ aoba johsai is a team that uses physical affection as a way to tell each other that they are there so you can expect a lot of small soft touches from yahaba. they’ll usually come in the form of a head pat or giving your a slight squeeze while he’s holding it.

→ if you’re ever struggling in math or science, yahaba is more than happy to have a study date with you. whether he’s helping you with math or you’re explaining art history or psychology concepts to him, he enjoys the more intellectual sides of your dates as most people usually acknowledge him as shallow despite him being in an advanced class.

→ when you need time to yourself, yahaba is very understanding of that and unless you say it’s alright for him to be there with you, he’ll send texts to check in to see how you’re doing. He’ll also pick up your favorite snacks for you and ask if he can swing by to give them to you.

→ if you’re up too late and yahaba catches you, he’ll either try to get you to sleep or he’ll stay up with you for late night warm drinks and talking. when he tries to get you to go to sleep, he’ll cuddle with you and doesn’t mind being the big or little spoon. if he’s staying up with you, he’ll either make tea or hot chocolate for the two of you to talk over.

→ a common date for you and yahaba is going on walks together, sharing earbuds, hand in hand, and just enjoying each other’s company. more often than not you and yahaba will be out late into the night since you both lost track of time.

admin rose’s second choice: nobuyuki kai

admin camellia’s second choice: yaku morisuke

[phantom-bleu]

For the ask meme, can I get an Avocado?

YESSSS U CAN

Sexuality Headcanon: Bisexual 🥳

A ship I have with said character: i loveeeeee avodark tbh🥺 darks relationship w her in the game got me into it ngl i think its really sweet that they have a LOT of respect 4 her as a weaponsmith.... I like 2 think that she was their blacksmith as a prince b4 they took the strawberry jam sword and they kind of um had.... feelings 4 her and maybe she did too👉👈 but they sadly didnt talk 2 her abt it before they left BUT thankfully when they met avo again she recognized them very quickly and she trusts them 100% 2 not fall to their curse, she sees the whole ordeal as just an unfortunate mistake they made thats affected them terribly but hasnt change who they are inside so she chats w them like she always did and they r Very grateful for that. but theyre a lot quieter n reclusive now so theyre even more shy abt opening up to avo romantically but she is happy 2 give them some time :] and um..... also i like avo/blackberry i forgot abt this one too in my ship chart but its veryyyyyyy cute 2 imagine abt avo trying 2 make her laugh..... ik in her jelly description it talks abt there being a cookie who writes down all her jokes and its fun to think abt blackberry doing that <3

A BROTP I have with said character: HER AND YAM. HER AND YAM. HER AND YAM!!!!! The way they spent the whole night chatting in the detective event was SO adorable i didnt expect it at all but i think its really really cute to think abt yam laughing at all her jokes not cuz theyre funny but just cuz theyre cleverly thought out and avocado Immediately being like oh you think im funny? We are besties now :-) and shes a blacksmith but she will do her best 2 fix their mace anytime. fun idea maybe she helped make his mace in his champion of valour costume....

A NOTP I have with said character: tbh i. dont know of many avo ships at all so really there are none i dislike😭😭😭

A random headcanon: its p fun to think about her being an ex warrior who settled down and became a blacksmith... maybe she had some kind of injury that put her out of commission 4 a Long time and in that time she figured smithing was her true calling?

General Opinion over said character: I love avocado🥺🥺🥺🥺 i dont talk abt her much either but i totally should bc her character is so fun to think about!!! she was in one of my first combis when i started playing too.... good times😌

[alchemyassist]

okay pls forgive me for the amount, you don't have to answer them all, i am just v curious and i may know a few answers but its worth asking again ^^ strawberry, raspberry, cranberry, tangelo, and star fruit 💖💖

Hi my looooove! Ofc I shall answer them all! ^^ sorry I havent done this yet but here ya are!

Strawberry-favorite desserts: Haha baklava of course, and ice cream, turnovers, and cookies

Raspberry-favorite flower: carnations might be my favorite, but I love all flowers tbh ^^ sunflowers and roses are also up there. But honestly I really love all flowers bc I just love flowers in general ^^ (I have some carnations in my room rn in fact! ^^)

Cranberry-favorite time of day: I like nighttime because the world feels much quieter and closer and safer. Not to mention the cooler, fresher air, and the stars. And the dark is more comforting, don't you think? I do love early morning too though, for similar reasons, and I love watching the sun rise and how the world is still asleep before it comes up. But I'm too much of a night owl to ever get to see it much x3

Tangelo-which mythical creature would you be: ooh theres so many!! Probably a hippogriff though x3 harry potter introduced me to them and I immediately fell in love with buckbeak x3 and his scene in he movie is just magical. But like, you're a horse and an eagle and you can fly, how cool is that?!?!  hmmm...a dragon would probably be a close second..

Star fruit-favorite sea creature: that one is actually easy for me to answer for once x3 a resounding BELUGA WHALE is my answer!!! ^^ I've loved them ever since I first saw them as a wee one. They're so soft and chubby and sweet, how could you not love them? 😭💙 honestly I love all things arctic, the arctic and northern animals have always enchanted me ^^ but beluga whales are my fave and I have a plush one i love with my whole heart ^^  also penguins (if they count) and dolphins!! Such happy little fellows ^^

[favvnsongs]

The first and last time she lets him sleep over at her flat, he actually makes her breakfast. It's terrible enough that he certainly did it without magic and she's almost tempted to ask him to spend the day with her. On his way out the door, she almost says something other than "No spending the night next time." She imagines a hurt look, before that sneer takes its place. "No fear, Granger. If I lived like this, company would be the last thing I'd want." People call her clever, if they only knew

(I'm just gonna copy and paste what I word vomited to the group chat after telling them about this ask lol, so its just a little bit stream of consciousness-esque?)

I'm just. having feels over them being like. semi-close work friends/friends with benefits? over the course of like two years? working lunches at cafes and bistros? gossiping together on the sidelines at ministry functions? backing each other up at cross-department meetings?

fucking in his office and in her office and in empty boardrooms after most people have gone home for the day, in supply closets? fond of one another despite their history and that tbh the sass and snark and all those things is still there? but endeared to it now that it isnt malicious or cutting? On a first name basis when they arent around other people?

she'd hooked up with him purely as a spite-fuck after breaking up with Ron? impulsive and reckless and maybe a little drunk? irritated with herself bc the sex was good??? wanting more?

somehow the two of them ending up at her flat on a friday night? research and paperwork for some ministry project spread over her kitchen island? hermione making a light dinner? doesn't use magic bc of course she doesnt? uses magic for lots of things but her mother taught her how to cook and she's determined to stay sharp with it? especially since she works so often she doesnt get to really make her own meals anyways?

and he's supposed to be going over her notes and cross referencing them but everytime she turns around to look at him, he's looking at her? soft thoughtful expression on his frustratingly pretty face? drinking wine and having dinner together? drinking more wine? both kinda tense bc it feels understandably like newfound territory?

they could have fucked on her kitchen counter or on the couch or with him having shoved her up against the wall but she finds herself catching him by the wrist and hauling him into her bedroom? unquestionably newfound territory? never seen each other properly unclothed before? never taken their time before?? and she doesn't want to think about her motivations for it or her feelings but she wants that to change?

they've always had frantic rushed sex? all about getting off and trying to relieve work stress? so when she goes to pull off her clothes and he catches her hands? all up in her space and nose brushing under her ear and telling her to let him do it instead? intimate and tender? looking at her?? and no one has ever looked at her like that before? no one's ever touched her so earnestly? no one's ever called her perfect in that breathless awestruck way? beautiful and brilliant and infuriatingly addictive?

needy girl? fussy and whining because it seems as though he's taking his time just to fluster her? calls her bossy? but it's murmured against her inner thigh and she can feel and hear his smile even if she cant see it?

And of course the sex is different - intense and perfect but also overwhelmingly tender? he knows what she likes by now but now he's got the time to do it? until she's flushed and breathless and shamelessly desperately begging? when he comes he chokes out her name into the crook of her neck? and it feels so raw and fragile and vulnerable? precious?

she doesnt remember falling asleep but when she wakes up she's warm and held and feeling. - safe?? head tucked under his chin and he's already awake? Absently trailing his fingers over the back of her neck? still sleepy enough that there's a noise from beyond her window that she cant place? but when she asks, groggy and mumbled against his collarbone, he tells her it's rain? the room dark blue and she usually gets up early even on days she doesnt have to get ready for work but she just. wants to stay?

draco getting up to go feed crookshanks for her? sitting on the edge of her bed to pull his underwear on and there's fading red scratch marks down his back? feeling so pleased with herself? and he twists to look at her? tucks a strand of hair behind her ear? tells her not to look so smug about it? she wants to take his wrist and have his fingers in her mouth again? and it's as if he knows exactly what she's up to? clucks at her and leans over to kiss her head and tells her to go back to sleep?

drifting back off to sleep hearing him talk to her cat?? she was honestly kinda worried that crookshanks wouldnt like him?

but when she wakes up again she's alone in bed still? heart sinking? she can smell him on her pillow and gosh just so... sad? for a moment? but then smelling eggs and potatoes? blinking the sleep from her eyes and the rain is quieter? she can hear something frying on the stove?

he'd watched her while she'd cooked last night. privledged spoiled boy growing up with house elves to do everything for him? curious and attentive? she knows he's got his own flat and a house elf passed over by his mother from the manor, but the interest had been nice?

maybe he doesnt ruin breakfast? nearly does, but she shuffles in with her hair a mess and wearing nothing but her panties and his shirt just in time?

"you've got it up too high, you'll burn them" she says?

he looks so - caught?? the slightest blush across his cheeks? and she hates how attractive he is? she isnt supposed to like him. she definitely isnt supposed to like him, but she does. despite everything, she really really does. and it's just a little tiny bit really fucking terrifying?

his immaculate hair is ruffled into next week and he's got a hickey on his neck that she cant help but feel guilty for not feeling guilty about? barefoot in her kitchen trying to make her breakfast and her heart flops in her chest right before her stomach goes sour?

she isnt supposed to like him. this wasnt supposed to happen. she isnt supposed to be so tempted to tell him to stay? to ask if he wants to ignore all the work nonsense they didnt get through last night and instead go out and do something later? isnt supposed to want him to feel her up in the shower? or settle next to him on her loveseat and drink tea and read the prophet?

it wasnt even supposed to be about convenient cathartic work quickies, but it definitely wasn't supposed to be more than that.

overthinking and panicking while she takes over breakfast? trying to stay calm and watch the stove while he stands behind her with his arms around her waist? trying so so hard to not have a crisis over the pretty god damn sure probability that she just might maybe definitely be in love with him?

it hurts, somewhere deep in her chest, to tell him that this is the last time? the words get stuck in her throat and it's so hard not to reach out and try to snatch them back the moment she's said it?

it's not that she imagines the hurt. she's gotten pretty good at reading him. it is hurt. hurt and regret and disappointment and bitterness? just for a moment?

he calls her granger for the first time in weeks it seems? and there's so much ice to it? that boy from school pulled from the wings? walls up? shutting her out?

the door closes but she doesnt hear footsteps on the landing? nearly half a minute before the tell tale pop of disapparition?

her shudder sigh? feeling her eyes sting?

"fuck" and when she turns crookshanks is sitting on one of the chairs at the island? staring at her?

On the verge of snapping at him? she can feel the judgement and she doesnt need it on top of her own? but behind him? draped over the back? draco's scarf?

"fuck"

[carrieway]

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