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abarbaricyalp · 2 months ago

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⚔️: Hidden weapons Omg I've been meaning to write a fic like this for ages. Thank you for the prompt and nudge! I'm very sorry too. I don't know what this is lol

The first time Sam kissed another boy, he was eighteen years old and it was mid-October his senior year of high school and he'd just scored four unanswered shots around Jay in a one-on-one pickup game after school. He and Jay weren't friends, exactly. They were too competitive for that. Competitive in the classroom. Competitive on the court or the track or the field. Competitive in extra-curricular debate competitions from the Civics class they all had to participate in.

That fourth layup, while Sam was bouncing backwards to get the ball while taunting Jay at the same time, had broken something between them in the silent gym. Jay had hauled him up against the padding on the wall and kissed the daylights out of Sam.

Sam had had a lot of good kisses since then. He'd had hundreds with the love of his life and every one of those was special. But, still, there was something about that first kiss that had never been replicated.

Not until Sam was 36 years old (well, hell, that was a whole nother lifetime wasn't it?) and he was the one hauling a smug asshole up against a wall.

Bucky Barnes kissed like he knew he was good at it and like he never wanted to stop getting better. And, Jesus, had his hands always been that big? They felt like they covered Sam's entire waist, up and down and front to back.

"That a knife in your pocket, or are you just happy to see me, Wilson?" Barnes leered, head leaned back against the wall of a shitty little hotel room that Sam had tracked him down to. Based on the way Barnes was grinning, Sam was beginning to suspect it was less that he'd tracked Bucky and more that he'd been lured here.

Sam reached beneath his waistband and watched Bucky's pupils blow wide with desire. He pulled out a large Bowie type knife and stabbed it into the wall beside Barnes's head. "It's a knife," he said. "Don't flatter yourself."

Bucky had turned his head to watch the knife and now trailed his eyes along the shaft of it, the line of the handle, back to Sam's face. Impossibly, his eyes were even darker now. "That was so fucking hot, I almost came without you even touching me."

"That'd be a shame," Sam pointed out.

"Nah," Barnes said with a shrug. "I'd come right back, what with you in front of me? I've been waiting for this a long time."

"You didn't even know your name six months ago."

"Nah, but I knew what you looked like."

Sam narrowed his eyes at the assassin in front of him. "How is this the first part of your personality that you remember?"

"Good inspiration. Now, come on, take your clothes off."

In an instant, he had them flipped, Sam against the wall and Bucky with all the free space of the shitty room to his back. He sank down to his knees and, yeah, alright, Sam's brain fuzzed out for a second. When he came back online, Bucky was pulling a knife from an ankle holster.

"You wear this all the time, or do you just get dressed up for me?" Bucky asked, looking up at Sam with bright eyes beneath dark lashes and dark hair he kept flipping out of his face.

"You're not that special," Sam lied. "Just like all the other assholes I've been having to deal with recently."

Bucky grinned. "Now, don't go mentioning all your other guys. Gonna make me jealous, Sammy."

He sat up a little, undoing Sam's jeans the rest of the way and pulling them down. His tac belt fell against his hips heavily. Bucky genuinely licked his lips as he examined it.

"This one I know is for me," he said, then put his mouth right above the holster wrapped around Sam's thigh, the one the bigger knife had been in. Sam's hips jerked forward into Bucky's face. It just made Bucky flatten his tongue against the inside of Sam's thigh and drag his tongue up until he hit the edge of Sam's jockstrap. "And this one too. You're a boxers guy normally, aren't you?"

"You go commando?" Sam taunted. Taunted? Was that really taunting? Unfortunately, Sam's brain was slow to come back to its sharp edges while Bucky kept putting his tongue to Sam's thigh.

"I like a breeze. The leather gets oppressive, y'know."

"You're so stupid," Sam breathed, dropping his head against the wall. He pushed his fingers through Bucky's hair, down his neck, and to the collar of his shirt. "Wait, do you have..." He slipped his hand beneath the shoulder of Bucky's shirt and pulled free a gun from one side, then the other. "You were going to a farmer's market!"

"You were following me to a farmer's market," Bucky pointed out, and then reached down for the gun on the other side of Sam's ankle holster without looking.

Sam moved his hand to the middle of the shoulder harness and pulled a long blade free from a sheath that ran down Bucky's back. Bucky shivered and pressed his face to the taut expanse of skin between Sam's hips, mouthing over his tac belt.

He methodically disarmed Sam, sliding cartridges and knives and mace from each pouch and hook and elastic slot. Normally, Sam wouldn't wear so much. However, chasing an assassin who had been toying with him for months had made a man paranoid and irritated.

And now incredibly horny.

"Barnes," he said lowly, as Bucky trailed the tip of a long bullet along Sam's abdomen in nonsense patterns that made everything in Sam spark white hot. When the tip of Bucky's tongue moved to follow the trail, he forgot what he was warning about. His fingers tightened in Bucky's hair and he yanked on it once, sharply.

And then Bucky really got to work.

. . .

Sam didn't have any illusions about working so quietly that he hadn't alerted the super soldier in the bed. He'd accepted that Bucky was just ignoring him as he got dressed. Fair enough. This was Bucky's shitty room, not Sam's. Bucky could pretend to sleep all day if he wanted to.

He'd already finished getting into his jeans and kicking his shoes on when he realized his belt was missing. Bucky had taken it off with his teeth, so it's not like it exactly got thrown across the room.

"Come here," Bucky said, voice all rumbled and grouchy.

Sam turned, found him sitting on the side of the bed with hair that was half controlled, and Sam's tac belt in his hands. Sam's eyes narrowed, but he cautiously closed the distance between them again, stepping between Bucky's broad thighs and willing himself not to get distracted. It didn't work.

"Why don't you put it through your belt loops?" Bucky asked.

He had to lean forward, cheek coming to rest against Sam's ribs briefly as he passed one edge of the belt to his other hand behind Sam. He didn't get much further away as he hooked the inner belt against Sam's skin. His knuckles kept brushing over Sam's stomach, over a hickey Bucky had put there half an hour before, as he worked the hook through the right holes.

Sam shrugged. "I dunno. Easier to get off when I need to this way," he supposed. He missed it when Bucky's touch left him.

Bucky continued on to fasten the outer belt, keeping it tight enough to hold everything in place. "Easier to disarm you too," he pointed out.

"It's double layered. Someone would have to be tryin' real hard to get it off of me from real close."

"I did it," Bucky pointed out. Sam wasn't sure how to take it until Bucky flashed those baby blues and a grin up at him.

"I let you," Sam corrected. He stepped away from Bucky so he could collected his weapons instead.

But Bucky was there as soon as he tried to reinstall everything. He took the cartridges from Sam and slid them back into place, then the mace, then the handful of knives Sam kept on him. He even passed over the knife and gun from Sam's ankle holster.

"Did I miss any?" he asked. "I mean, I got you naked, so I assume not."

Sam raised an eyebrow. "Well, you know what they say about assuming." He reached into his pocket and pulled out the pocket knife. "I literally used this one in a fight with you already."

"Not with me," Bucky objected. "Handlers are morons. Don't pin that on me."

"You took my pants off and didn't notice."

Bucky shrugged. "I might've been a little distracted. Not every day a hot guy bursts into your room and slams you against the wall, y'know?"

Sam flipped the closed knife between his fingers and walked Bucky back against the nearest wall. Bucky lit up like a sunrise and opened right up to Sam, going pliant and easy. "I might come around and do it again," he threatened/promised.

"Please do," Bucky agreed. "The new age was starting to get boring."

Sam trailed his fingers, and the cool shell of his knife, along Bucky's side, from his hip up to his ribs, and then reached past him to drop his knife into the pocket of Bucky's coat tossed over the dresser.

"Give me a good reason," he tempted.

Bucky hauled him back to the bed.

#sambucky #sam wilson #bucky barnes #captain america #the falcon and the winter soldier #writing #i answer things

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a-d-nox · 1 year ago

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pac/pap (creature feature: mermaid): what are you clinging to that must run free? are you fighting the tide or moving with it?

welcome to my october pac/pap creature feature series - instead of having a single pac/ pap this month, there will be five! every monday (at 5p / 17:00 EST) this october, a new creature will be coming out to play as the sun begins to set earlier and earlier... keep an out; you never know what is lurking in the darkness..

today's creature is the mermaid: song queued: "rock lobster" by the b-52's! do you live near the water? with the upper body of a human and the lower body of a fish, merfolk are known for their playfulness that borders on mischief. they inhabit the water ways and will seek entertainment in any form that they can get it...

take what resonates leave what doesn't - nothing is 100% for you because these aren't personalized so please no angry comments or dms about what i am saying not being a good fit for you or that you "don't claim" just keep scrolling if that is the case. be kind, self reflect, and have fun.

last pac/pap: succubus: what do you desire but can't express?

masterlist of pap/pac posts

want a personal reading? click here to check out my reading. options and prices!

pile one

it is likely that you are clinging to the idea that your thoughts, plans, and dreams are not good enough. you need to have some confidence in yourself because you are good enough - you don't need others validation to move forward. do what makes you feel happy, free, and alive. i have the feeling that right now you are doing the exact opposite. trust that your work won't be liked by everyone but that someone will love and appreciate it as much as you do. you can't level up if you are still clinging to others to accept you and tell you that your thoughts, plans, and dreams are worthwhile. you have what it takes - so go on and dive in.

you are definitely fighting the tide. i feel like you are tired - hell my eyes feel tired as i look at my screen and type this. i feel like you might be forcing yourself and your ideas, thoughts, and plans on to someone whose mind is already made up. while i praise you for being forward and aggressive with what you want, i do think it is time to let the waves take you in another direction - to another person/situation.

pile two

i don't feel like you are necessarily clinging to anything - more like "holding". you seem sure of yourself and your situation. but there lies what you might be clinging to subconsciously - control. be generous with others as well as with yourself right now. not everything is set in stone. worry less about what you gain and more about what you are doing.

lol who knows what you are doing - it feels like you are going in multiple directions - or perhaps you are just treading the water. treading water is fine to do BUT do remember the waves of an ocean are going to flow no matter what - you can't stay in this moment. things are bound to change and you will be washed to shore at some point. i vote to let the chips fall where they may - i feel like there is some sort of conflict going on around you at this moment. maybe someone is trying to take your place in a group or at work - don't be afraid to speak up but know that something is bound to change whether you want it to or not.

pile three

i feel like you are clinging to the past, you don't want things to change. but you are going to. change is scary and i do feel like you are stressed or worried about something that is coming up that is bound to change things for you - i am telling you this change is a good thing. you are going to be just fine. have some faith - trust the universe because it has your back. don't be afraid to be your true self right now - express yourself.

you are the only one that i feel is going to swim with the current after reading this post - in fact, it feels like you are a natural swimmer; you aren't even going to try that hard to swim. you're just going with the flow. my only advice to you is not to isolate yourself from other - reach out!

want a personal mermaid reading? tip 2.99 USD with the comment "mermaid" and i will privately get back to you with what you are clinging to but can't express and whether or not you are fighting the tide!

other then that, thank you for reading! don't forget to comment down below which monster you believe is coming to join us next monday?

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chikkou · 8 months ago

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ok i was waiting until my laptop got here to finally tell all the bullshit thats happened in the last like. 5 months lol. cause its a lot to type

im gonna put it all under the cut so no one has to read if they dont want. its a LONG fucking story.

tl;dr:

ok so for basic background, for the last two years or so, i was living with a roommate in connecticut. the roommate was my (now former) best friend since middle school. in july of this year his behavior totally shifted, and he started picking fights with me out of nowhere, told our high school friends a bunch of straight up lies abt me to make me look like a horrible roommate & person, and just generally became a two-faced dickhead. in the end, it turned out to all be excuses to justify his decision to move out (unofficially, name was still on the lease) so that he could live with his boyfriends and not pay any bills. at the time i was really devastated by this bc i felt totally betrayed by this person i had been close to since i was 12/13, but frankly after everything else that happened i barely fucking think about it now LMAO. this is set dressing more than anything else

so anyway, i had been living alone since about august, that was the last time i saw him in person. i wasnt handling the situation well because i had spoken to my high school friend and found out the extent to which hed tried to paint me as a slovenly, horrible roommate, to the point of telling actual lies about really dumb stuff (which didnt work btw - my friends, god bless them, were more concerned about my mental health than anything and thought i was going down a depression spiral, which my former friend told them he was helping me through. they believed me right away once we finally did talk). all that is to say, i was going kind of crazy lol, and i decided to go back home in october just for a short while, to recharge my batteries and all.

i was gone for a couple of weeks, not very long. i felt MUCH better after being with my family & friends in person, as i felt pretty isolated from everyone (my hometown is in new york, i was only 2 hours away by train but scheduling times to visit was sort of a hassle, so i only did it once every couple months). my grandfather and mom dropped me off at my apartment in early november, we were very lighthearted and discussing my next steps, since my shithead friend had been behind on rent more than 5 times (i always paid my half on time) and i was facing eviction because of it. we get to my apartment, i go to open the door, and it wont open. not that its locked, it just straight up WONT open. my grandpa tried to ram the door with his shoulder, and nothing. hes a strong ass dude, and this door wouldnt budge for anything.

my mom managed to get the kitchen window open and climb in that way, and it took both her and my grandpa pulling/pushing at the same time to force the door open. i wont even dress this up: there was mold. fucking. everywhere. on the floor, on the walls, all over everything i owned. i have pictures (had to take them for insurance) and im not even going to show them because they are beyond fucking disgusting. everything i owned was soaked in water and mold, and i do literally mean EVERYTHING. it was very warm in there too, like the temperature of a swamp. i was in a haze after that. i just remember sobbing, like genuinely heartbroken sobbing, as i wandered around looking at everything that was ruined. my mom & grandpa had to go and get maintenance because i was just utterly useless, and they were equally horrified & said they'd never seen anything like it.

i managed to save some items that were irreplaceable (journals, notebooks, etc) and whatever clothes werent utterly soaked in mold. all of my cookware, my books, my laptop & desktop (i cried the hardest when i saw the desktop) - it was all ruined. we found out later that the water boiler in my apartment had a catastrophic failure while i was gone, which caused it to constantly send water back through the pipes, empty, and refill itself. my bedroom was directly above the boiler downstairs, so it got the most significant amount of damage. all told, i lost like 95% of the things i owned. it is possible that i could have saved more, but the amount of mold in that apartment made it a genuine safety hazard for me to even be in there, so i had very limited time to grab what i could. the cruelest irony of all that? my shithead ex-friend's room, which was on the other side of the hallway, was pretty much untouched. he lost absolutely nothing lol.

so immediately, i had to leave the state. i moved back to ny with my family. my mother - who had a stroke last year following a diagnosis of an exceedingly rare neurological disorder, AND had two separate brain surgeries to improve her quality of life - was in the process of getting evicted. the landlord didnt give a fuck about any of my moms situation, not her being disabled, not her being widowed, not her having 3 kids under the age of 18 to care for - he just wanted her out so he could increase the cost of rent on our house. at the same time as all this was going on, i got saddled with a $600 electric bill (likely caused by the water heater's malfunction), which neither insurance nor the apartment would pay, so it came out of my pocket. in addition, i found out in december that i was also getting laid off.

we had nowhere to go and couldnt afford to live anywhere in the tri-state area. we had no choice but to move somewhere much cheaper, and since my mom already had a friend living in a mid-atlantic state, we chose to move there. the eviction went through in january and we had less than 2 weeks to pack all our shit, find a place to live, and get the fuck out. needless to say, we were not successful lol.

we stayed in my grandparents 1 bedroom apartment for about a week, then all of us drove down together to stay with my moms friend in her 3 bedroom apartment (she has 5 kids, 3 of whom live in the apartment). my moms apartment, which was supposed to have been ready by january 31st, still had people actively living there. the property manager kept promising us it would be next week for the entire month of february, to the point that my mom got fed up and chose to rent a small house instead. the reality of being essentially homeless for that time was beyond horrifying, and having anywhere between 8-10 people in that house (my cousin also moved with us, but he stayed in a hotel for the first week) was more taxing than i can express.

but things have gotten a lot better since then. i also found a cute little house to rent just up the road from my moms, and its very cheap for its size. i still havent found a job yet, but thanks to what was essentially the liquidation of everything i owned, ill be ok for a couple months more. im slowly but surely repurchasing all the things i lost and trying to acclimate to the new environment. things are still not totally stable right now, but they are slowing down, and at this point thats all i can really ask for lol.

so yeah. if u were wondering why i suddenly stopped posting after literal years of posting every day, thats why LMAO

#dark lord saltine #ik this is a massive overshare but fuck it #lifes been fucking hard lol #i have legit been saying ''everything happens so much'' since this all kicked off lmao #its sort of the family motto at this point

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celestialseph · 2 years ago

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november fic rec list (a few days late!)

my blog is 18+, and so are most of these stories. minors are not welcome.

welcome to my (stranger things, you can find the call of duty one here!) november fic rec list! this'll be a combo of october and november. here's all of my favorites from the last two months! enjoy :)

eddie munson

death of me (masterlist) by @munson-trashcan - a sequel to days of the week, which can be found here!

crybaby by @indouloureux - on my top five eddie fics list, seriously. i cannot tell you how often i think of this fic! i've had full-on dreams about it, a round of applause for this one (for all their works, but this one in particular gets a whole ass standing ovation from me).

masterlist from @upsidedownwithsteve - i am still going to link some of my favorite stories from her in their respective sections, but seriously, all her works are fantastic!

masterlist from @sunflowergirl522 - also one with so many amazing stories! (if you didn't see my last rec list, i literally call my cat angel face because of this fic!)

masterlist from @carolmunson - the sadist!eddie stories..... whewwwwwwww

baby, slow it down and baby, kiss me quick by @upsidedownwithsteve

kiss of the knife by @indouloureux

i want your video by @thefreak-thebanished - (i just want it known that as soon as i started typing the title for this, this song came on lol)

trapped heat inside a small, tin box by @chaseadrian

get your fix by @munsonquinns

forget the broom, ride me instead by @laheymaze

breakup sex and part two by @munsonquinns

scream my name by @munsonquinns

scandals & handcuffs; burning altars by @indouloureux

eddie kink series by @corrodedhawkins

right here by @upsidedownwithsteve

kinktober day three: anal by @prettyboyeddiemunson

black dahlia by @munsons-curls

drunk on you by @wndalovebot

life's no fun without a good scare by @nyxoz

making deals by @munsonslove

easily by @roanniom

bad things by @goldenbuckyyy

living dead girl by @usedtobecooler

eddie loves when people hear you fuck by @icyharrington

rocket queen by @sgrantsgf

steve harrington

a little mean for me and a little nice for me by @upsidedownwithsteve

breeding with steve by @forourmoons

take care of me by @fettuccin-e

filthy whispers by @fettuccin-e

sick like summer by @upsidedownwithsteve

keep my hand in yours by @harringtown

hot for teacher by @handful0fteeth

a cozy day with steve by @joellkeeny

lover's lake by @stvharrngton

tricks and treats by @sailor-steve

call it what you want by @sunshinehollandd

missed you by @pillow-titties

steddie

out of touch by @lilacletter

somethin' unholy and dirty, dirty boys by @upsidedownwithsteve

getting high with the boys by @munsonquinns

kinktober day twenty seven: cuckholding by @mcplestreet

boys on film and part two by @corrodedcorpses

steve teaches virgin!reader how to blow virgin!eddie by @usedtobecooler

what best friends are for by @hard-candy-writing

you, me, and steve by @lis-likes-fics

robin buckley

once in twenty lifetimes by @harringtown - this one made me cry, it's so cute and sweet and soft and just all around beautiful. i love it, so much. here's her masterlist because all her robin (and all the rest of them, some of my favorites are scattered in here too!) fics are so, so wonderful.

yours is the first face i saw (ao3) - THE GLASSES FIC! this shit broke me in ways i didn't know a fic could break me. seriously, i couldn't stop sobbing for over an hour. highly, highly, recommend.

absolutely smitten by @sunshinehollandd

blurbs

THE TIKTOK SERIES by @morganbritton132 - literally just scroll the whole account and you'll see why it's my new favorite obsession

robin coming out to the party, chaos ensues by @simpforsauron

sub eddie by @corrodedhawkins

blurb masterlist by @eddies-ashtray

missionary with eddie by @indouloureux

seeing steve for the first time in a while by @joellkeeny

the fruity four living together by @steddiealltheway

not the same steve by @metal-dads

perv!eddie teaching you how to suck his dick by @chainsawmunson

cockwarming with eddie by @mantorokk-writes

modern fruity four living together by @werewolf-stevie

chapstick by @corrodedcoughin

#stranger things #stranger things 4 #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x you #eddie munson x steve harrington #steve harrington #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington x you #robin buckley #robin buckley x reader #robin buckley x you #robin buckley and steve harrington #fruity four #fic recs

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rainbowroachies · 4 months ago

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Yip! :P I have a question! :3 How did you find out you were a Therian? :3★

I'll explain a decent amount of the story.

So, I had learned about therians in I think February 2023. At first, I didn't know much so I "faked" being one, because I thought it was cool. I faked as a cat I'm pretty sure. Also, at that time, I was really emotionally connected with Australian Shepherds. Even making my fursona an Australian Shepherd because I thought I was very similar to them.

In March was the worst point, because I sent mass hate to therians and lied that I had trauma with them so that they stop messing with me. This had got me canceled, fortunately. And banned on TikTok.

I then looked more into them in around June-July 2023. I found out about different types of shifts, and the real meaning to therianthropy and otherkinity.

Unfortunately by August, I went into a large crisis. I really "hated" therians and I didn't want to be one. I kept using many excuses to say I wasn't one, it wasn't helping.

In September, I started to question people on my therianthropy while being really confusing. I felt really guilty.

In October, I finally decided that I'm gonna do tons of research. I kept doubting myself. It really was because I didn't want to be a fake therian. I realized that I never hated therians.

On November 7th, 2023, I was in my last period while we had some free computer time. I was researching therians like my life depended on it. My main excuse was that I believe I'm physically an animal. A few minutes before class ended, I realized. I realized that not therianthropy experiences are the same. After class, I accepted it. I accepted that I am an animal.

Throughout November 2023 to January 2024, I lied saying that I'm not physically an animal. Buttt then I knew that there will be haters and supportive people.

Now, I have many furry, therian, otherkin, alterhuman, and nonhuman friends!

Thanks for asking, my good friend and sibling-in-law! (Not really lol it's because you and Xalie and together. XDD)

#therian #alterhuman #australian shepherd therian #therianthropy #australian shepherd #theriotypes #dog therian #therians

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wonuhui · 1 year ago

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hi guys, i’m kind of embarrassed to even post this tbh but 🫠 there’s someone going around saying some really inflammatory things about me to my mutuals, i imagine the goal is to get people to unfollow me as ‘punishment’ honestly. i just wanna break it down bc it’s jarring to see all those claims if you haven’t been following me closely, so i want to make it clear that none of them are true

they’re angry about this post i created yesterday, my intention here was to remember the stories of the palestinians who have been forgotten, or who some people never even heard about, and to spread awareness that this isn’t some new, ‘since october 7th’ issue.

in their asks they accuse me of spreading propaganda, but i want to make it clear that everything i said & everything i will say is true and substantiated. i do not post any unsubstantiated or poorly documented information.

they’ve implied that i ‘accuse jewish people of lying about casualties’ and firstly, israelis ≠ jewish people, i believe their intent when using this specific wording was to make me seem like i just hate jewish people when in fact i was speaking specifically on israelis.

it was confirmed that select israelis lied about babies dying, specifically being beheaded, and this was particularly harmful because people are still using this claim to justify what happens to palestinians. even the us president spoke on the ‘beheaded babies’ before his subordinates clarified they have no confirmation, and the israeli government admitted that fact themselves. thus my anger is at the fact that people are still spreading this story while children are actually being brutally killed in palestine. this post details it better :)

they accused me of using derogatory language towards jews, and they were speaking about the phrase ‘from the river to the sea (palestine will be free)’. this phrase is not hateful unless you believe that wanting a free palestine is anti semitic, which they seemingly do. they sent me an anonymous ask with a link from adl ‘educating’ me on the ‘hateful nature’ of the phrase and i did, in fact, call it dumb lol

basically they’re asking people to ‘hold me accountable’ because i disagree with their zionist agenda. this does not mean i hate jewish people. i hate and i condemn zionism. jewish people are not inherently zionists, and i will never sit here and use this as an excuse to be antisemitic. i am anti israel, i am anti zionist. i am not anti religion, i am not antisemitic, i am not anti anyone’s right to practice their religion peacefully because that would make me a hypocrite.

i hope that this concisely gets my point across. i will never stop talking about my brothers and sisters in palestine — but i hope you all know that i do so with no hate in my heart towards jewish people. they are not to blame for this, and they have been some of the biggest supporters of palestine which i so sincerely appreciate

if you see these asks going around and despite this clarification, you are still uncomfortable following me, i understand. but i hope it’s known that i am not that type of person, and nothing you find on my blog will reflect such horrible and harmful views.

#n.txt

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thelonesomequeen · 2 years ago

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Anons thoughts and opinions:

Sharing the asks we got about relationship status from yesterday. Please note these are the opinions and comments of our anons, and not necessarily ours. Some things we agree with, some things we don’t. We wanted to give a space to share those

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🌷🌷🌷Anon 1

There’s not an ounce of doubt in my head that this is a real relationship, you can argue what type of relationship; or how much it’s lasted and in what terms, but not that’s only PR

People around here love running around like “oh nothing makes sense, no theory fits all this” yes yes it does make sense, it’s a real thing going on with them and they’ve told a few lies maybe or maybe not, it changes absolutely nothing.

The answers to the questions:

1. Does Chris have something to gain from this?

2. Is this strictly PR?

It’s the same answer. No.

Whatever you answer to the first question answers the second one and viceversa. Simple math.

If you answer the first question with a YES and give a concise firm IMPORTANT answer of what he has to gain, then the its strictly pr answer is a yes too BUT SO FAR no one has been able to answer that question with a logical yes; the most people have come up with is that the SMA title requires for the man to not be single; which sounds dumb he’s doing ALL OF THIS for a title he looked blatantly uninterested in and that no one is talking about anymore. The other thing they’ve been saying is YES but we don’t know yet what he’s gaining, THATS NOT A VALID ANSWER.

Let’s not be in denial and accept we just don’t like this girl at all. I DO NOT LIKE HER and I hope they break up soon.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 2

This is clear PR. I don’t understand how others don’t see it.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 3

Whilst I agree with everything you said. I do think Chris would’ve been a little peeved at that shower video considering she’s linked to him and ‘supposedly’ his girlfriend of over a year and it really doesn’t look good because of the fact people are aware she leaked that video herself lol. Like I don’t think he was like ‘oooo yeah a white vest and it’s all wet yeahhh’ hahaha do you know what i mean?

🌷🌷🌷Anon 4

Love your last post!

Even though I think this is a real relationship (not sure how serious) used for PR so many things surrounding this situation are so odd. But the PR angle makes no sense to me. Like you said this type of PR relationship has done him ZERO favors and anyone can tell that. And I also think it is not favoring her at all. Yes she gained more followers but she hasn’t done anything with this newfound recognition. She hasn’t booked any interviews, barely promoted her show. She even ended up deleting her account. The whole point of a PR relationship is to be constantly in the public and have people talking (think Pete Davidson and his relationships). This is not like that at all. If he wanted to promote her show, there was no need to confirm a relationship. He could’ve just posted a friendly message did a puff piece with People about how he’s supporting his friend. Honestly, I think at this point we just need to wait and see

🌷🌷🌷Anon 5

What does Chris stand to gain from this relationship if it’s actually PR? A new image. The fandom knew something was up between them at the beginning of the year and nothing came from it except a few interactions on IG. Nothing really happened until October. The fans were prepared for something, the GP weren’t. Creators on the internet who never spoke about him went on long rants about how he’s another Hollywood cliche going through a midlife crisis. Maybe he really wanted to shed the internets boyfriend, dog dad, Disney loving image in hopes of reinventing himself and the way the public sees him. He’s had that good press for years. My mom watched TGM over the summer and she said she didn’t like Lloyd or Chris playing a character like that. He’s Cap and should stick to roles along those lines. Maybe this is him entering his villain era in hopes of getting more drama heavy roles. Maybe he doesn’t want to be known as Prince Charming anymore.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 6

I’m going to play devils advocate here and say that CE knows that his appeal and “sell” to his fans and public is the sweet, handsome bachelor in Hollywood who can’t find love. And that’s why it’s been crickets from him regarding her show (not even a mention), any photos of them or even him talking about her in SMA. Nope, nothing. I believe after it was made known they are an item, to quickly bury it and get back to “look at handsome Chris” mode. And I think he likes being viewed that way too.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 7

I’ve seen y’all and a few other people question “Why Alba?” if it’s just for PR and I have some thoughts.. Why not go with someone you already know? Why out another hookup when you have one that people have already been speculating about for a year? It gives them a built in timeline with NYE as proof and a LDR also gives an excuse for why there are no photos of them and no one has seen them out together. It also lets them do the bare minimum for PR since they’re not really expected to be in the same place. Why wasn’t she at any big events like family and friends’ weddings, or premieres? Well they’re both busy working and LDRs are tough. Plus a long distance relationship where he’s traveling to go see her kind of lines up with his character in Ghosted, just more realistically. No one outside of the fandom is really going to question the relationship or timeline. We’re in a bubble. People don’t care about Chris Evans as much as we think they do. His career will be fine. I promise.

Whether it’s PR for Ghosted, a PR cleanup from the pumpkin photo leaking their situationship, or an actual relationship, it will eventually end, and people will eventually stop talking about it. It’ll just become a messy, chaotic blip in his history. I know that sounds bleak if it is real, but honestly just don’t see this working out for them in the long run.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 8 (@andnowwedance)

The no pictures thing is just the weird part for me.// for me the no pictures thing just shows hes learning from his past. They way this fandom has treated the women is his life is shameful. If i was famous and someone treated the people i dated like that i would def try and keep it as secret as possible for as long as possible. I would have a rule about not putting putting pics on the internet. People would not have known they we’re together if his fans weren’t super stalkers looking up real estate listings and property taxes and tracking tail numbers. If they we’re together for over a year (which I absolutely DO believe) I think they did the best that could be expected in keeping it private.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 9

The problem with CE and BA “Relationship” os there isn’t any old pictures of them // yall do realize it is possible for people to live a life off the internet and out of public view right? It’s privacy. We rarely see chris doing anything anywhere, especially since he no longer lives in la most of the time

🌷🌷🌷Anon 10

i think i’m of the mindset that they’re totally legit and he’s probably really into her just because why else would you add that stereotype onto yourself? of being a man with a midlife crisis, soothing his ego with a girl in her early 20s.

OR he really just is a man in a midlife crisis soothing his ego with a girl in her early 20s. (but surely he must know how desirable he is to the general public?) idk. i’m really not totally invested either way i just like checking your page! love the way you approach these topics.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 11

Chris hasn’t publicly dated anyone for almost 5 years now, right? Perhaps it was just time to reup the desirability with a relationship. He can back up his standard “wife and kids” talking points with something recent

🌷🌷🌷Anon 12

But how many “in the wild” SOLO pics of Chris did we get in 2022? Just out to eat, at the store, walking down the street style pics? If we don’t think the relationship is real because they haven’t been snapped by random people while out, well, by that logic Chris himself ceases to exist when he isn’t being photographed or spotted by the public. Honestly, with a baseball cap and a sweatshirt he’s just too average to stand out in public. And no one knows who she is.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 13

I have a theory was the “relationship” isn’t thrilling the tabloids, it’s the wrong timing. Had this happened around Endgame or even Knives Out it would have been everywhere. The things he’s done since haven’t exactly been world wide phenomena. She’s gaining a little visibility but only though people who already keep close watches on Chris, the general public.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 14

The PR rs is done. There are more important things to worry about. Tara's mother in law passed away a few days after Thanksgiving. Condolences to the Bidwell family & friends. Death has a way in reminding people what matters most, the relationships you make with the people you love the most.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 15

Yep. That’s the part that’s remained weird to me too 🦎// I mean if they spent the nye party together which is 99% (minus 1% because I’m eyewitness) probable I can’t believe there’s no the whole group together type of photo. And we know he and his friends pose for these type of photo on these parties and they post. Also, remember that DM post of him being “spotted” in Martha’sV in those same days for a nye trip with friends. Imo, at this point everything is possible regarding this whole thing🤡

🌷🌷🌷Anon 16

I know more than likely it's a real relationship, but there's still just this little part of me that wonders if Chris and Alba are just a casual hookup turned long PR play for whenever Ghosted comes out. If he's playing a hopeless romantic chasing after Ana's character, a LRD could make it more relatable.

🌷🌷🌷Anon 17

These two will be done by the new year. Her show was just canned. It's not gonna last beyond next year. But LOL at people thinking they're getting engaged.😂

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limmastyles · 2 years ago

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If she had listened to our words while watching our blogs, she would have been able to do something right and save herself. But she's too narcissistic and selfish to listen to anyone. (it's funny that a bunch of PR blogs know more about PR, promotion and advertising than she and her team lol) Anyway, it's all her fault, she ruined everything by herself, although I'm sure she was warned

By the timeline of how everything has worked out it’s is very easy to see that Olivia didn’t plan this very well. You can tell that the stunt was a last minute thing that was thought up. After she left and after they got hairy they knew the movie was going to do well but they needed to make sure it was going to do well. Having hairy as an investor in the film made him invested in it. He wanted to do well so he could get his money back and more. Also this is the first time he was a lead role. He wanted this movie to do well. But Olivia and her team were shit at planning it. I feel like they started it to premature. Announcing your relationship is over in November to you dating a new guy starting in January and people are seeing a relationship starting sometime in October doesn’t help you. It shows that either you cheated or you left your man of nine years for a guy that dropped you after two. So it was alreadyA bad start. Then you have people on your exes side talking about how you actually did cheat and how he caught you, then you have your time in London we’re just looks like your relationship is fake, then the Italy situation on a yacht which just looked so fake and for PR, then your ex fiancé confirms that you guys actually broke up in November 2020 and not like an early of 2020 the narrative that you and your team were trying to put out. Then you just look bad, then you go into hiding, then you follow your fake boyfriend around on tour, then you continue on in the UK going out every other week looking like a fake couple. Then you have his press tour for his album work he had the perfect opportunity to claim you and he never did, then you have Your dad said he to go and lie about a situation then have Shia LaBeouf come in with the receipts of how you lied, then the shit show of Venice where your movie tanked and you looked like a big fucking idiot, then you have a new movie coming out where it wasn’t doing well and nobody in your cast wanted to be around you nor did they want to depressed, then you have the situation of the nanny where she came and spilled all the tea and you look awful, then you have your boyfriend younger, more relevant, and prettier girlfriend at his show, then you go to try to get the story back on you with your kids, then The break up is announced, then his ex who was at his concert her break up was also announced as well. They didn’t plan this well and they didn’t do what they could’ve done. I think Olivia could have been the most likeable girlfriend Harry has ever had if she just kept her mouth shut. Her and her team should’ve went on her social media and wiped every problematic thing that she has ever said, then they should have gone on the Internet and unsubscribing of all the stupid and offensive and racist shit that she has ever said. Then when people are calling you out for an apology you apologize and MoveOn. You stop trying to feed the narrative of your relationship and just let it flow naturally like Harry’s real relationship to do. If they follow the same type of outline of Harry’s relationship with Camille nobody would have said anything. But instead Olivia tried to get to the head of things and try to make herself a bigger deal and more relevant and try to use this PR stunt to promote herself instead of her movie. She used the stunt to have a come back in her career. And it failed. They haven’t even been broken up for a week, the break up article came out less than a week ago and we already stop talking about her and Harry and people are more invested about the fake and delusional idea of Harry and Kendall getting back together. We know that’s not ever going to happen but that’s what people are more invested in. Her going to his concert made more noise than Olivia going to the concert at any point. Olivia has been to what it was said like 30 something shows of his and that didn’t do anything but Kendall going to one show made all this noise. Olivia did this to herself. She fucked up her own career, went into this stunt with a relatively good reputation and left it with a tainted

#fauxlivia #holivia pr stunt #holivia stunt #holivia is fake #holivia #pr relationships #publicitystunt #pr stunt #publicity stunt

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djretarded · 5 months ago

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erm. if anyone is interested. I have an instagram for the story, I only use it to organize music-based stuff, and I have highlights. I plan on making highlights one for each character, but as of now I have

1.) two "character songs" highlights which are basically songs I have either full or partial scripts to in regards to a character, whose name(s) I list. it's a whole lot of the same 5 people but there are some surprises in there.

2.) a TIME ACCURATE highlight where I show their canon fav songs, so anything that came out prior to October 1st, 1992.

3.) a highlight that consists of the main playlist (which I keep private on Spotify), as well as other important songs, and an interlude for voice claims.

DISCLAIMER read this paragraph ⬇️

there are some inconsistencies. firstly, the main playlist highlight was originally made specifically for my mother, so throughout most of it I'm typing weird and that's bc I was talking to her. and bc it was meant for her there are a few lies. firstly, she doesn't understand animation memes and they are relevant to a song so I said it was in a movie... lol. secondly, in the voice claim section I lied and said steven was a boy bc my mom doesn't understand nb/trans people and I didn't want to get into it so I had to say something since the voice in that song belongs to a woman. and ummmm yeah I think that's it.

ik it doesn't mean much if you don't know the characters that well but............. maybe it can give a glimpse into them anyways. also some songs appear more than once that's because I'm retarded and crazy

this is the account... if you even have an instagram. if not make one I'm just kidding I love you ⬇️

link here ⬅️⬅️⬅️⬅️

#canon url baby 💪

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partnersatfazbear · 3 years ago

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Japan Package

Yeah, another off topic post... I don’t really have anywhere else to put this, though! Maybe you guys can learn more about me. =:3

I’ve always been a collector, especially of things from Japan... COVID has basically killed that for me with EMS taking almost 2 years to return and the skyrocketing prices of goods and shipping. So, with that said, this will be my last big collection post for a very, very long time [in regards to Japanese merch, I am still collecting FNAF!]

Anyone whose read my blog knows I’ve been hyped for Legend of Mana HD Remaster... and I nabbed a few things last minute when it was announced:

A large rabbite plush! This kinda goes with my collection of yellow bunnies, so I splurged since it served more than one interest for me.

Elazul and Pearl from the Square Millennium Collection.I already had these at one point but lost Pearl along the way, so I replaced them.

Some Legend of Mana trading cards (they’re sealed) and Pokemon Gold playing card deck. This will Segway me into my Gold/HeartGold stuff...

Moo-moo milks! The top one holds cold/hot drinks and the bottom one is a metal thermos.

Lyra and co. I waited so long to complete my set for Johto... she was a pretty penny unfortunately.

A bunch of various Gold related items. I don’t know much about them. A keychain, a small toy, and a postcard book. I should probably mention I got these items before the Pokemon Scalping Craze of 2021 took effect...

Pokemon Stadium 2 CIB, Pokemon Gold CIB, some kind of physical Pokemon Heartgold thing (I believe it’s just the download card. I know it isn’t the normal game.) and finally, one of my grails-- a lightly used Johto Gameboy Color w/a cartidge of Gold.

Pokemon Johto themed Pokeballs! This was a premium Bandai exclusive. I got it for the GS ball, NGL. While taking photos, my wife noticed that all of them open... except the GS ball of course! I did get this used so it was missing the dispenser parts and candy, but I didn’t care. I have the stands and belt attatchments--so looking forward to having these when I eventually cosplay Gold/Hibiki/Ethan.

Another grail. I already had the Gold Pokedex and Pokegear. I decided to get the HeartGold Pokedex/Gear. I haven’t tried it out yet!

Since Pokemon relates to Digimon, I’ll post the tiny amount of items I got. I no longer actively collect in this community outside a few unique items that I may want, so this is the end of my Digimon collection for the most part.

Not much to say regarding these. I had an atrocious time getting the shot glass the first time around, so I finally buckled and got it via a proper proxy. Weregarurumon, although a plush I don’t particularly like, was one of the last I needed to complete the line of plushes for the Gabumon line.

I’ve been after the Tsukuda Hobby Misato Vinyl figure for years. I finally snagged her. I’ve always loved this line, but sold most of it a long time ago. I don’t really have a huge collection for Misato, but she was always my favorite and I like this piece to represent her in my collectibles.

Jack from Radiata Stories. This was to complete my Star Ocean Trading Arts set. I also got the remainder of the Valkyrie Profile Trading Arts I was missing, but I didn’t picture them because they were thoroughly wrapped and I don’t want to lose pieces when I move.

My MAIN collection is Star Ocean: the Second Story (and all of it’s iterations). If I ever make an exception to my no major packages importing rule, this would be why. An Amanesis keychain, a calendar and a small pocket book.

Okay, maybe I lied... my MAIN collection is Aerith Gainsborough... I love and adore her; always have!

Aerith photo cards! I guess they were from Skytree? I don’t remember... Also some cards for Star Ocean EX, Pokemon Gold / Silver, and Ayumi Hamasaki.

More Skytree items! These are edible. One is a bottle with hard sugar candy and the others are various suckers w/edible flowers!

It took all I had not to cry when opening the music box... lol

Lastly... I was going through some bad times last October and I really rediscovered my love for Ayumi Hamasaki circa 1999-2001. I really wanted to embrace it and went a little nuts =:p If you haven’t heard her work, I highly recommend it. In fact I think A*BEST is probably my second favorite music album of all time. It’s in my top 3 for sure!

A photobook. Some CDs! Remember how much I love A*BEST? I got the anniversary edition. Included a book, CD/DVD/BluRay combo, a shirt, and a special collectors box. AyuMiX and M~ were replacements because mine are worse for wear nowadays. LoveAPPEARS and the blue CD are new. The blue CD is actually a release BEFORE Ayumi Hamasaki’s first single--it’s pretty rare! I’m excited to hear it!

A keychain, flipflops, and a stationary type set w/a binder, clear file, stickers, ect.

An uncommon Ayu-pan! She is proportional.. as opposed to the chibi design they normally have. And a mousepad! Sold at one of her early concerts!

Vinyl records of her singles: M~ and Endless Sorrow.

A CD single style keychain and a card for Endless Sorrow rounds out the lot.

It’s been an adventure... and I’m really sad to see it end until things settle down again, IF they do...

I wanted to say I have almost all the non essentials packed for my move, so I may be able to post some actual FNAF content in a week or so! =:3 Thank you for checking out the fun with me!

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crescencestudio · 3 years ago

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Devlog #6 | 9.30.21

Hi everyone!

I’m back again with another devlog update. This one is going to be a bit short, to be honest, because there’s not a LOT for me to talk about like in past devlogs. As I mentioned in the last devlog, I’ve been getting to work on Chapter 2, specifically on scripting. I had said I would like to have most if not all of it finished by the next update, and I’ve made quite a bit of progress on it, if I do say so myself!!

There’s a lot of updates regarding features that will be coming out and gameplay mechanics that will be introduced in Chapter 2, so read below the cut if you’re interested!

Regarding scripting, I only have one scene to complete and then the free time component, which I’m super excited to bring to life. Right now, I’m working on getting the scene completed, and once I finish that, I’ll start to also work on things like art (i.e., sprite expression, backgrounds, CGs, etc.). So we’re pretty close to starting to see some visual progress, which I’ll be excited to share :D I’m also going to start to code the script into the game!! Right now, the script is... quite large for Chapter 2 lol aka it’s currently sitting at over 18,000 aha...

BUT - and this is a big but - you will not be reading all 18,000 of these words. As I mentioned before, I want this game to be quite immersive and I want people to feel like their choices (things like who to romance, personality, etc.) actually impact the game. So when people play through this upcoming chapter, it will most likely feel closer to 10,000-15,000 words because you will only be accessing certain scenes at one time. The “routes” haven’t been incorporated yet in that you are still open to romance whoever you want, but you will be getting choices that determine which LIs you’ll be interacting with in this chapter! I’ve written it in a way so that you won’t be missing any plot content regardless of the way you play the chapter, it will moreso be a different experience because you’ll be interacting with different LI’s. Some of them you will have a choice and some of them will be based on choices you make in Chapter 1.

If you’re worried about not being able to interact with your top LIs, that’s where free time will come in! So even if you interact with specific LIs in this chapter, you can still romance whoever you want through free time. And it’s also important to remember that your personality choices also give you affection points, so even if you don’t see a specific scene with an LI, you can still gain affection points with them in indirect ways!

If this is all confusing, that’s alright. I think once I code the Stats Meter into the game that shows affection and personality points, it will be much easier to follow :) But I’m excited that the personality feature will already start to impact the game, even in small ways, and you’ll all be getting a free time component as well!

Regarding the free time component, I’m still working out the kinks of how I want it to integrated into the game, but if anyone has ever played games like Danganronpa, Nameless or even Tokimeki Memorial Girls Side: 3rd Story, I want it to be something like that. You’ll have a certain part in each chapter where you get “Free Time” and you can choose how you want to spend it! This will allow people to choose which LIs to romance as well as “date places” to go to. Right now, I’m going to keep it simple so it’ll be most similar to Nameless and Danganronpa where a location will be tied to a specific LI, but I am playing with the idea of doing something like Tokimeki where you can choose a location AND the LI you want to ask out. If I decide to go this route, it’ll be something that won’t happen until either the full completed demo or the finalized version of the full game since it would require a lot more work. But I think if I have the time and resources to pull it off, it would be super fun!

Anyways, as I said, a lot of this is groundwork type of stuff right now with Chapter 2 - mainly conceptualizing things and doing the script so I know what I need to create visuall for the game. But we are almost past this stage and will be moving into the more concrete parts soon! Hope you’re all excited <3

As always, if you’d like to support the game, feel free to donate at ko-fi, follow on either itch.io or Twitter, or download the Chapter 1 Sample if you haven’t done so yet! On my Twitter, I’ll be posting daily updates throughout the month of October in honor of #devtober so if that’s something you’d be interested in, feel free to follow c:

#devlog #developer #game development #gamedev #indie game #otome #otome game #english otome #amare #amaregame #indie #visual novel #romance visual novel #fantasy visual novel

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raplinesmoon · 3 years ago

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Content Tag Game ✨

tagged by @augustbutwinter and @lcksndkys (thank you for the tag fellow Day6 enthusiasts)

1. what fandoms have you written for (but do not currently)?

i've been in many fandoms, but never written for any of them. i usually just write poetry lol

2. what fandoms are you currently writing for? only bts! i have considered maybe branching out into got7 fic 👀

3. how long have you been writing? The Library of Our Love was my first finished piece, and it was published in March!

4. on which platforms do you post your stories? just Tumblr! i have an AO3 (@triviafics) but there's nothing on there rn.

5. what is your favourite genre to write? i like angst lol... don't ask why i think i just like to make myself and readers sad.

6. are you a pantser or a planner? every single thing i've written has been 100% fly by the seat of my pants style.

7. one shot or multi-chapter? both! i tend to like to read long oneshots and then drabble series, so they both have their benefits for the type of story that needs to be told.

8. what is the perfect chapter length in your opinion? when the story for that chapter has been told.

9. what is your longest published story? is it complete?

series: burn after reading (7.6k and counting)

one shot: october (8.3k)

10. which story did you enjoy working on the most? i have a soft spot for everything that i've written, mainly because of how much i treasure the way readers react to it. you guys are the best! personally though, TLOL was really cathartic for me to write because it was based on my first real heartbreak and it helped me come to peace with the situation.

11. favourite request you’ve have written and why (if any?) i haven't written requests yet (i don't like feeling pressured to come up with things on the spot), but Sophie (@sunshinekims) gave me an idea for a lil something that i think I'll write once I'm done with boards.

12. are there reoccurring themes in your stories? i like to write stories about love that aren't love stories, angst with happy endings (there's always a silver lining, even if it's not what you may think), pining... masive amounts of pining.

13. current number of wips? literally, 0 bc i don't consider something a wip unless i have it down on paper. but 1284843929568 ideas live in my head constantly.

14. three things you have noticed about your own writing? 1) i like to focus on the member's development as much as the OC's 2) writing long stories is hard... i greatly admire anyone who can write above 10k words. 3) i write very spontaneously and jump around from story to story a lot.

15. a quote you like from a published story. i'm gonna pick one from each of my stories thus far.

the library of our love: maybe this library will no longer be an archive of your longings, but an incunabulum of a fresh start.

burn after reading: [we were] fools to think that love could have blossomed, could have thrived in these shades of grey. Love needs light to grow, to develop, it needs happy memories. It doesn’t need secrets, lies, and death.

scintilla: the cacophony of voices grows louder, building to a climax with the additions of cans of beer being slammed onto counters, and a hockey game coming from somewhere in the background, composing a grating, lilting rhapsody that draws you in like the song of a siren.

love is the true art: a vibrant rainbow of hues thrums underneath his skin. straight lines. curved ones. a flower here. a bold font there.

october: how both of you were two ships in the night, navigating the same murky waters yet never crossing paths. And now you’d become his anchor, and he was your lighthouse, guiding you to safety and security every hour of the day.

khwabon ke parindey: the two lifelong friends reflecting silently on all the memories they’d shared through the years, the empty chair at the end of the table representing the space left in their hearts during this joyous occasion.

16. a quote from an unpublished story

ok hehe since i literally have nothing down on paper at this moment, let me direct you to a story i want to write based on this moodboard i made just so i can put this one line in it:

“Sometimes I feel like strangling you, I hate you so much. But I don’t have the strength anymore.”

17. space for you to say something to your readers i'm so constantly touched by anyone who gives me and my little corner of this site the time of day. thank you, i appreciate you.

tagging: @jinpanman @btsarmy9593 @joonscore @dinamitae @sunshinekims @imyourhobiii @bangtanhome @monvante + whoever wants to!!

#tag games #augustbutwinter #lcksndkys #about me

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wellthatwasaletdown · 4 years ago

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I’m the anon that made the list of times Harry’s cheated or homewreaked lol. I sent it to a Harry blog that’s half way realizing he’s a horrible person but are instead getting that he’s a bit off so a lot of the people got pissed that my list confirmed he’s a dick.

Here’s the lovely list;

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Harry’s cheating antics

(This is I believe every time he cheated on someone or was the home wrecker)

Plz let me know if I miss something feel free to copy and paste and add it in! <3

- October of 2012 Harry did his first home wrecking with Lucy Horobin.

- Harry was mentioned in the divorce hearing between Lucy and her now divorced husband. These are quotes from her husband Oliver;

- Choking back tears, Oliver, 31, said: “The moment I discovered Harry had slept with my wife still haunts me.“Knowing they slept together and then Lucy came back home and climbed into bed with me hurts the most.

- “Realising my wife had decided to leave me because she had fallen for a 17-year-old boy, that’s the most embarrassing thing.

- “I’m a man in my thirties and she left me for him, a young lad. That’s what has ripped me of my dignity.”

- He said: “I know how stupid it sounds but I blame Harry 100 per cent for this.

- 2013 Taylor Swift Harry cheated on her while on tour in Australia and it’s said that it happened multiple other times;

- They were also on and off and major PR. But he cheated on her and tried to brush it off to her as he was just kissing a friend goodbye

- Kendall and Harry first time around

- It didn’t last to long the first time around but it was said that during Kendall’s fashion week people saw Harry going home with a blonde girl at the box in London.

- Flight attendant and Harry

- She was the flight attendant on one directions tour in 2014/2015 I believe. Her and Harry got close on flights and he comforted her because of her mother that had a stroke. They were a bit on and off but a few weeks before the yacht pics Harry started calling her his girlfriend.

- Georgia and him was a fling while he was in New York in October. Maybe him and flight attendant were off at that point maybe not. Wouldn’t surprise me.

- Right before the holidays Harry told his girlfriend that he was going home to spend it with his family. Obviously not as she saw him cheating on her on a yacht with Kendall.

- Claims Megan’s friends made to the public: (Megan is the flight attendants name sorry for not mentioning it sooner)

- Megan was 'gutted' to have found out about his New Year's plans after Harry told her he had spent the holidays with friends and family.

- Speaking to the newspaper, the friend claimed Megan said: 'He blatantly lied to me about it.'

- The turning point in their relationship came when the stewardess' mum suffered from a stroke and the History hitmaker became a shoulder to cry on.

- he started referring to her as his girlfriend.'

- 'Megan never asked him about other women because she accepted he was a rock star but she was madly in love and believed Harry felt the same.'

- Hh

- Hendall returns in 2016

- Doesn’t last long because yet again Harry cheats on her with a stylist

- Pandora Lennard, seen leaving his house in London in the morning waiting for a cab.

- There was apparently pressure from Kris Jenner to have Harry appear on kuwtk as Kendall’s boyfriend and Harry flaked.

- Hh

- Tess ward/Camille

- Left Tess for Camille.

- Camille was in a long relationship with her boyfriend Devon. Harry was with Tess and wanted to date Camille and he finally snuck in and got Camille from her boyfriend dev. Harry left Tess and Camille cheated on dev with Harry then a month later they started dating

- Early in the Hamille relationship Harry cheated on Camille with a girl in LA, who said that he told her he was dating someone after they hooked up and she stormed out and was disgusted.

- April of 2018 Harry was seen in Australia with out Camille but he was with Delta Goldman at dinner. Paps caught them leaving in a car together and Harry covered himself with a black jacket. Why would you do that if it was just a friendly dinner. Also if you look up Delta Goodman, exactly his type. Harry even says he’s cheated on Camille in falling.

- There’s a lot more to Camille and some say she cheated too, she obviously cheated on dev to be with Harry but some say there’s more.

- 2020/2021 Harry and Olivias cheating gross thing that we all know about

So yeah who knows when this man will finally get a grip and mature?

Camilles Ex was Devendra Banhart, not Devon. Just as a correction.

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milky-maid-library · 4 years ago

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I Am Sorry, Here is why:

Hello to smut writers on Tumblr,

My name is Milky and in the past others have known me as Miss Hush…and before that I was Shellberry. I intend on keeping Milky longest.

It’s something I really want to get off my page since I’m a desperate believe that kink is not a safe place for minors and minors need to stick to school and real world problems or pg+ 13 fanfiction.

I first signed up to AO3 in 2014. Let that sink in. My birthday is 3rd October 2001 (I’m a libra bishes). It was just after my 13th birthday I signed up to AO3 and began writing my first romance fanficitons under the name Shellberry WITH THE ABSOLUTE WORST PUNCTUATION AND GRAMMAR.

I began watching porn out of curiosity and discovered hardcore bdsm straight away. (Id like you all to note that I had never really used laptops until this point and time, I had started living with my grandparents at the start of 2013 after I ran away from my abusive household.) I was prone to this shit without guidance or anyone to tell me what I was doing was wrong. I also was told most of my life that I was “mature for my age” and believed that gave me a right to be viewing ‘adult content’. I then realised I loved reading and writing more and more than watching porn.

I came across my first Kidnapping/non-con fic and was blown away by the scariness and creativity in the plot. And I saw that smutty fics were getting a lot of attention in views and comments. As a victim of abuse I YEARNED for praise and attention… I then began a naughty habit of copyright in which I would steal and reword smut stories. One day I copied from a book called Mackenzie’s Mountain (still one of my favourite smutty books hehehe) and yea…. I was called out. It wasn’t long before I deleted my account. By this point it was 2016, I was now calling myself Miss Hush. And the habit vaguely continued, I tried writing the spy type genre with a fanfiction (still in my files) called A Game of Love.

Take note 2016, the presidential election was on. And I come from a incredibly conservative household and even though I lived in Australia….I cringe incredibly hard now….I was happy to call myself a trump supporter (but his propaganda is very convincing for young 14-15 year old me). I am no longer a trump supporter as of early 2020. I really started to talking to other people and realising that oh my god I’m a sheltered country mouse without realising it. Where does this play? Well I have been a Christian by choice since I was nine years old….and in 2016 I felt that writing fanfictions were dirty and wrong and if I continued to watch porn or think too sexually before marriage, I would be going to hell…. SO my writing floundered a lot and I couldn’t keep up with my updating promises. It continued to be like this until I gave up in 2018, I stopped writing for a very very, very long time…and then I confessed to a adult smut writer my true age and they were quick to explain to me what I was doing was wrong and needed to be rethought out. SO I deleted my account again.

2019 I came back but organised and under the name Milky Maid no more editing and claiming peoples fanfictions. I was still a minor, aged 17. I vaguely held that “Im told im mature its ok” mentality in my head. I started Yo hoe ho and A Lesson In service, both with girls around 16-19 (I need to recheck their ages).

I’m taking those fics down btw because they need editing and I just don’t feel comfortable with the way I left hem uncompleted.

The year is 2021, I am now 19 and I have upbranded myself to Milky Maid Library. So why am I confessing all of this?

Because of shame. I feel terrible that for so long I’ve lied or made myself appear innocent? I think a apology is due to every adult that I lied to back in the day (what’s ironic is I would say “I’m 19” but now I am actually 19 which is crazy and makes me feel old and embarrassed of kid me). I am sorry to you all, I am sorry to those who I stole from…not that I actually remember the names which could be seen as worse. I am sorry that I attempt to be a high and mighty wise woman when I have coincidentally been in the spot of those I disapprove of. I am ashamed I didn’t stop and live my life appropriately. I am sorry that I gave false hope to readers that didn’t realise I was writing porn and essays at the same time.

I need to make this clear, I don’t believe minors should interact with adults. I wish I could go back in time and stop myself from entering this realm too early. I am sorry I did this. I hope I didn’t hurt anyone, but I could have possibly.

I will be sending this post to those who I remember talking too. This needs to be confronted, I want to make amends….lol look at me being Bucky…

Thankyou to all that have read this post, I will not be surprised of have any ill feelings to those who want to unfollow, comment/reply critiquing my choices.

#discourse #writing #archive of our own #ao3 #Fanfiction #writing Fanfiction #tw mentions of abuse #minors in kink #mik

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kayliemusing · 3 years ago

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42: top 3s

1: Top 3 ice cream flavors - classic vanilla, birthday cake/birthday batter, bubblegum

2: Top 3 Disney Movies - Mulan, Onward, Soul (but this changes frequently lol)

3: Top 3 vacation destinations - I've never been outside of my home country so I'll say my top 3 DREAM destinations: NYC, Hawaii, a random countryside in either France or the UK

4: Top 3 places to shop - Dynamite, Sephora, Winners/Homesense

5: Top 3 subjects of study/classes to take - English/anything creative writing related, Interior Decorating/Design, Communications?

6: Top 3 make up products - YSL Touche Eclat Foundation, literally any Mac Lipstick but it has to be matte, & Fenty Beauty contour stick

7: Top 3 music artists - Taylor Swift - Of Monsters and Men - The Lumineers

8: Top 3 spices/herbs - Cinnamon - Nutmeg (literally tastes like autumn) - Paprika

9: Top 3 drinks - Diet Coke - Hot Chocolate - Vanilla Bean Frappe

10: Top 3 apps to use - Instagram - Pinterest -iBooks

11: Top 3 months of the year - May, October, December

12: Top 3 clothing items - My black/white turtle neck, high waisted jeans, plaid blazer

13: Top 3 binge perfect tv shows - Bones, Supernatural, Brooklyn Nine Nine

14: Top 3 romantic dates - (I've never been on a date but if I had, it would be this) Evening walk, late night drive, late night coffee date (tbh anything at night feels romantic)

15: Top 3 kinds of flower - Water lilies, cherry blossoms, roses

16: Top 3 christmas movies - A Christmas Carol (2009), Home Alone, The Polar Express

17: Top 3 OTPs - Nesta and Cassian from ACOTAR series by SJM, Manon and Dorian from Throne of Glass series by SJM, Casteel and Poppy from From Blood and Ash series by JLM.

18: Top 3 quotes to describe your life - "I write not to find, but to leave" by Scherezade Siobhan - "I want to be myself again. I want to be six. I want to stop knowing everything I know" by Catherynne M. Valente - "The truth is, I pretend to be a cynic, but I am really a dreamer who is terrified of wanting something she may never get" by Joanna Hoffman.

19: Top 3 characteristics you love about yourself - my kindness bc it's not surface level kindness, but actually something deeply rooted within me - my resilience even tho sometimes it doesn't feel like resilience - my loyalty bc it is a hard as steel kind of loyalty

20: Top 3 kinds of candy - Maltesers, Kit kats, smarties

21: Top 3 ways to exercise/ be active - Walking, dancing, mowing the lawn/shoveling the sidewalk

22: Top 3 spirit animals - wolf, hummingbird, tiger (i googled it bc i didn't know and i was scared it was a joke but)

23: Top 3 petnames - I like 'lovebug', 'love', 'sweetheart'

24: Top 3 books read outside of school - The Hating Game by Sally Thorne, A Court of Silver Flames by Sarah J Maas but viewers discretion is advised, Crush by Richard Siken

25: Top 3 most used websites - Youtube, Tumblr, Pinterest

26: Top 3 people you last texted - my mom, my bestie megan, and my sister bc they're the only people i text...

27: Top 3 hashtags you use - the only time i use hashtags is if i'm trying to promote some of my writing so I'll usually use writingcommunity, writersonig, poetryonig lol

28: Top 3 instagram accounts you follow - Trista Mateer, Griefmother, obviously taylor swift

29: Top 3 guilty pleasures - buzzfeed quizzes, early 2000s music, romance novels

30: Top 3 summer activities - Going to the zoo, long evening walks, campfires and s'mores

31: Top 3 things to draw/doodle - hearts, flowers, random swirls bc it's the only thing i can doodle...

32: Top 3 aesthetics - cityscape aesthetic, autumn aesthetic, rustic aesthetic

33: Top 3 things you'd buy if you gained three million dollars - a new car, a condo, another cat

34: Top 3 ways to treat yourself - facial, a large bag of maltesers, buying the makeup i really want but have been putting off

35: Top 3 celebrity crushes - Evan Peters, Matthew Daddario, henry cavill

36: Top 3 books from your childhood - Love You Forever by Robert Munsch, The Big Friendly Giant by Roald Dahl, and Madeline by Ludwig Bemelmens

37: Top 3 accents to hear - Australian, super poshy british accent, new zealand accent

38: Top 3 scents - Fresh rain, vanilla, sweet cinnamon pumpkin from bath and body works

39: Top 3 "Friends" quotes - "WE WERE ON A BREAK" -Ross, "Guess things were just going too well for me" -also ross, and "it's so exhausting waiting for death" - phoebe

40: Top 3 cupcake flavors - tbh I haven't tried that many cupcakes so your typical vanilla, chocolate, and Pink Lady Cupcake from Babycakes Cupcakery

41: Top 3 fruits - Pomegranates, Strawberries, Raspberries

42: Top 3 places you've had amazing pizza from - Pizzahut, Dominos, Pizza73

43: Top 3 sports teams to watch - i don't

44: Top 3 crayola colors - uh, i guess red, purple, and pink??

45: Top 3 things you hope to accomplish in college - Certificates/Degrees in Copyediting and Creative Writing, and I think simply just deeper critical thinking skills when it comes to writing and books

46: Top 3 fanfictions you've read - I read more books than fanfics, I've read a couple on tumblr but don't remember the names sorry :/

47: Top 3 people you miss right now - my dad, my best friend bc she's in vancouver, taylor swift bc she's not on tumblr anymore rip

48: Top 3 fears - Failure, Loss, not achieving anything in life/not reaching my full potential

49: Top 3 favorite literary devices - Foreshadowing is always god tier, cliffhangers although evil i love those too, symbolism

50: Top 3 pet peeves - People dragging their shoes on the floor when they walk, when you tell someone your fav hobby/music artist/interest and they immediately go 'oh I hate X!', and people who go 'you're so quiet!!!' but in a way that draws in more attention and/or makes me feel more uncomfortable like i would literally rather die

51: Top 3 physical things you find attractive - Hands, nice hair, defined jawlines

52: Top 3 bad habits - Nailbiting, picking at my blemishes oops, lip biting

53: Top 3 pets you've had/wish to have - Cats bc they complete me, I've always wanted a Samoyed, and I've always wanted a turtle

54: Top 3 types of foreign food - Chicken Chow Mein, deep fried shrimp, japanese chicken wings

55: Top 3 things you want to say to someone in your lifetime - 'I quit', 'I love you', 'you changed my life'

56: Top 3 dog breeds - Samoyed, german shepherds, collies

57: Top 3 cheesy romance movies - You've Got Mail, How To Lose a Guy In 10 Days, 10 Things I Hate About You

58: Top 3 languages you speak/wish to speak - French, Sign, and maybe Japanese?

59: Top 3 series (book, movie, television) - The Cruel Prince series by Holly Black, A Court of Thorns and Roses by Sarah J Maas (but literally only for Cassian and Nesta), From Blood and Ash by Jennifer L Armentrout

60: Top 3 pizza toppings - Mushrooms, alfredo sauce, pineapple

61: Top 3 youtubers you're subscribed to - Game Grumps, Charlotte Dobre, Megan Batoon

62: Top 3 tattoo / piercing ideas - I want to get a tattoo on my wrist of the last thing my dad ever wrote me, a hummingbird tattoo right next to it, and then a cross on my index finger

63: Top 3 awards you want to win - National Book Awards, Nobel Prize, and maybe even Goodreads Choice Awards lol

64: Top 3 emojis - Laugh/Crying emoji, the please sir emoji that kinda gives off those puss n boots eyes, and the stars emoji

65: Top 3 cars you dream of owning - 1970s Chev Impala, tbh a cute little Hyundai Venue, and maaaaybe the 1964 ferarri 250 gt luso (idk if that name was totally right but i had to do tons of googling to find it. i don't know a lot about cars and i don't really have a top 3 lol)

66: Top 3 authors - Right now I'm really into Sarah J Maas, Sally Thorne, and Holly Black maybe?

67: Top 3 historical figures - Jesus, Anne Frank, Vincent Van Gogh

68: Top 3 baby names - Ryder, Leila, Gracie

69: Top 3 DIYs - Candles, refurnishing old furniture (i.e. my mom and i painted our wooden garbage can), and really just any type of autumn diy

70: Top 3 smoothie combos/flavors - Strawberry/Banana, Mango, Strawberry-Mango

71: Top 3 songs of this month - Happier Than Ever by Billie Eilish, Biblical by Calum Scott, and Visiting Hours by Ed Sheeran

72: Top 3 questions of this post you want to be asked - I did them all bc I made it a survey instead of an ask meme ;)

73: Top 3 villains - Regina/The Evil Queen from Once Upon a Time, Cruella De Vil, and Moriarty from Sherlock

74: Top 3 Cities you want to see - Montreal, NYC, Vancouver (honorable mention: LA)

75: Top 3 recipes you want to try - different kind of salad and/or burger bowls, Stuffed bell peppers, and homemade lemon loaf

76: Top 3 dream jobs - Bestselling author, the person who runs a companies social media accounts, youtuber/blogger

77: Top 3 lucky items - tbh don't have one

78: Top 3 traditions you have - Christmas Eve Service and if I don't go to that at least incorporating reading the christmas story on christmas day or eve, idk if this counts as tradition but going to the corn maze every fall, and whenever it's easter/christmas/thanksgiving we always have a big meal w/ family

79: Top 3 things you miss about being a kid - reckless abandon, dreaming about growing up with hopefulness and no dashed hopes, experiencing holidays like halloween and christmas as a kid

80: Top 3 harry potter characters - I've never read or watched Harry Potter rip (ok well i saw the first and second (and maybe third?) movie in the sixth grade I think) but I think I really liked Hermoine, Harry obviously and Dobby

81: Top 3 lies you were told - i don't have 3, but this one has a story but basically when my sister and i were in elementary school my sister got hit by a car and so the insurance thing was that she would recieve 10k when she was 18 and as a child i thought that was unfair so my dad told me that my sister had to split it with me when we were 18 lmao obviously that didn't happen (i think i realized that wasn't true in middle school)

82: Top 3 pictures in your camera roll right now - Pictures of my cat, one of my sister in a hilarious filter, and a picture of my rocking my TS merch

83: Top 3 turn ons - Kindness, defined jawline, easy going

84: Top 3 turn offs - arrogance, unkempt, super loud and obnoxious

85: Top 3 magazines/news papers/ journals to read - I don't read much of those so I'll tell you some sites I love for writing purpose's: there's Wellstoried, justwriterlythings, springhole.net (which is filled with generators if you're stuck and also tons of infomation and advice)

86: Top 3 things you wish you had known earlier - that toad in Mario Party was wearing a mushroom hat and that it is actually not his head, that immaculate means 'clean' before i misused that word like several times over the years, and that the one turn i always take on my way to work where i thought everyone didn't know how to drive was actually bc i didn't have the right of way rip me

87: Top 3 spongebob episodes - the one episode where spongebob and patrick find a ghost ship, that one episode where they form a bikini bottom band and perform it at a football game in a little fish tank, and the one episode where squidward has his first snowball fight

88: Top 3 places to be in the world - I'd love to be in NYC, Montreal, or Hawaii

89: Top 3 things you'd do differently - I would not have applied for RDC, similarly I should have just paid the 500 dollars to the one certificate program I wanted to do instead of overthinking it, and I wish I wouldn't have ended a friendship the way I did

90: Top 3 TV shows from your childhood - Spongebob Squarepants, That's So Raven, and Hannah Montana

91: Top 3 meals you love - Turkey Burgers, Chilli, and Instant Pot Chicken Tortilla Soup

92: Top 3 kinds of tea - i don't drink tea

93: Top 3 embarrassing moments - one time in sixth grade I tripped and fell right on my face in front of my crush, this other time like a couple years ago i opened the door to my car and only realized much too late while i was staring at this random family that it was not my car, and when i went to the gas station to get gas and couldn't get my gas lid on my car opened and this guy had to help me which was already embarrassing enough but then the gas pump wouldn't work so i had to go inside to pay just to realize i forgot my wallet and had to shamefully walk back to my car and then run back inside the convenience store and then pay and then walk back to my car and finally fill my tank.

94: Top 3 holidays to celebrate - Christmas, Halloween, Thanksgiving

95: Top 3 things to do in the rain - have an existential crisis, pretend you're in a music video, walk through puddles like you're six again

96: Top 3 things to do in the snow - Sledding, Build a snowman, shovel it even tho you don't want to

97: Top 3 items you can't leave the house w/o - phone, keys, wallet

98: Top 3 movies you'd like to see - Jurassic World 3, Hotel Transylvania: Transformania bc i'm a child, and the animation of the addams family

99: Top 3 art mediums - Writing fiction/poetry, painting, music

100: Top 3 museums you've been to - Royal Tyrell Museum, Canadian History one in edmonton lol, and heritage park in calgary

101: Top 3 school memories - Middle school dances when the popular kids would grind to the song "Low" which was always an interesting experience, in the twelfth grade at winter formal when we all shouted "SHUT UP AND DANCE!" at the same time when they played Shut Up and Dance, and the day i left

102: Top 3 things you don't/Won't miss - School, my sisters ex, 2016 bc she was a rough year yikes

103: Top 3 pick up lines - "My name is Will. God's Will.", "I'd like to take you to the movies but they don't like you bring your own snacks", "are you from tennessee bc you're the only 10 i see"

104: Top 3 sports to watch - none of them

105: Top 3 taylor swift songs - all too well - exile - coney island

#survey

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