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POV: you killed the death gods babygirl (rookie mistake)
#good thing babygirl invented resurrection ig#i wanted to draw eldritch lamb#just a quick concept doodle#but it turned into this#have at it#i leave it in ur care now#cw blood#cult of the lamb#narinder#the lamb#narilamb#my art
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didn’t want to rb this post directly partially bc i see/get the overall point and partially bc i don’t want ppl to be a dick to me if i say shit (n i def do not intend any ire/ill will to op; i am just adding my thoughts)
but anyway. while i again do see the point of the post (not all queer ppl are harmed the same way/amount by the govt & more specifically by the recent Executive Orders), i also with respect think that the assumption that they are only specifically about targeting trans women or protecting cis women from trans women is just untrue (smthn some ppl in the notes are also claiming).
the eo’s have language that is explicitly targeting / inciting violence towards trans women & this is undeniable. everything that mentions “protecting women from men” and keeping “males” out of “women’s spaces” is very deliberately about targeting and harming trans women. there is an entire section of one of the EO’s dedicated specifically to removing “males” (trans women) from women’s prisons, and this is horrific and violent. transfems also suffer from the effects of hypervisbility, making them very easy targets for enforcement of these laws and the language within them. all of that is true.
& also, it’s very untrue that these eo’s aren’t designed to harm other trans ppl and intersex ppl. i’m not even talking generally “oh these orders are about transphobia and so will harm all trans ppl”; there is specific language in them that is violent specifically towards intersex and transmasc ppl (in addition to the language that directly violently targets transfems) (none of which (transfem, transmasc, intersex) are mutually exclusive categories!).
the multiple eo’s concerning trans folks are rife with defining sex strictly as an immutable binary — the “immutable biological reality of sex” —“protecting sex-based distinctions,” (both quotes from the “defending women from gender ideology…” executive order) and deliberately codifying the erasure of any and all acknowledgment of sex outside of male/female is intentional, specific violence towards intersex people. this is deliberate targeting intersex people for violence and oppression (just as other parts of the same EO are deliberately targeting transfems).
there is also the entire EO for “protecting children from chemical and surgical mutilation”, which obviously is directed largely at any gender-affirming trans healthcare as a whole, but also very specifically names protecting against “female genital mutilation” — directly targeting transmascs, and ‘protecting’ cis women and girls from transmascs.
transmascs are very much also viewed as a threat to cis women and cis girls, painted as “corrupting,” “stealing,” and “mutilating” poor innocent young cis girls (or poor innocent cis lesbians, depending on the person wielding this rhetoric). transphobic rhetoric and anti trans laws are rife with this belief, deriding the “mutilation” of their idea of the “pure ideal female body,” the “hacking off healthy tissue” (re: top surgery), “testosterone poisoning” of girls, and the idea that trans men want to turn all young girls trans, want to turn all young lesbians trans — “i was a tomboy and if i were a kid today i would’ve been turned trans! they would’ve made me transition!” (this is also part of the driver of the incredibly high SA rates among transmasc ppl)
this EO is simply a codification of that view of transmascs as a threat to cis womanhood. this EO targets all trans people’s right to our own bodies and bodily autonomy, and this language specifically directly targets transmasc’s rights to their own bodies.
i do think it’s important to discuss that not all queer people are immediately impacted the same way by trump’s bigotry. i also think it’s incredibly disingenuous to ignore the parts of these laws which are deliberately targeting specific subsets of the trans and intersex community (including ignoring the parts that explicitly are about transfems!). all trans and intersex people are intentionally, directly, and explicitly targeted by the government’s bigotry and violence in different ways; none of it is incidental or unintentional. they are “protecting” cis women, or, the white supremacist status quo, from trans & intersex people — most especially nonwhite trans and intersex ppl.
anyway. those are my thoughts.
#quasartalks#trans#lgbtq#queer#transphobia#intersexism#transmisogyny#anti transmasculinity#us politics#politics#donald trump#undescribed#again this is no ire intended towards op#just my own thoughts.#but yeah like. there is also just the general fact that each of these EOs IS intended to target all trans & intersex ppl#some of the way some ppl talk abt this shit it’s like. u think transmascs and intersex ppl only get hurt by transphobic laws incidentally &#aren’t actually the ‘real’ targets of it. which is kind of a way of viewing transmascs as Less Trans.#also also i feel like the. ‘we’re all faggots in the eyes of the state’ is not supposed to mean ‘we’re all treated equally’? i’m sure some#ppl use it that way but that’s not. the point of it?the point Is that they’re coming for some of us (trans & intersex ppl particularly TPOC#) first and harder/worse than they r the rest of us and that that shouldnt let other queer ppl (namely cis yt queer ppl) assume they’re saf#that they (cis yt queers) should have solidarity w us Because we’re going to be hurt the most (&they should care abt other ppl being hurt)#and Also bc it means they r going to be next. there is no respectable way to be a faggot. even if ur quiet and unobtrusive and let the#rest of us suffer and throw the rest of us under the bus bc ur not affected: they’re going to come for u next. turning on ur more#marginalized queer family to gain the approval of the boot isn’t going to save you from your own oppression /because/ you are also a faggot#in the eyes of the state and they will come for u next.#anywya.#like many things i will leave rbs on for now but if ppl start being mean i will turn off
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ORV is about enduring the horrors in real time.
(for @everyonesfavoritebastard)
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#I read a few arcs of ORV a few years back so I am at least loosely familiar with the characters and premise.#ORV dares ask the question: “what if you finally met your beloved blorbo who helped you cope through the horrors - and he *hates you*”#The reversal of what most people feel about some of their blorbos (love them but would never want to meet someone like that in person)#I would love to keep reading orv but it is very long and I already promised to finished like...3 other shows and several books.#my gesture of affection is consuming the media my friends care about. Alas I have none who are into orv to motivate me.#Also hey there raffle winner everyonesfavouritebastard - you gave no prompt at all so I took a random swing based on ur pfp and blog#I hope you like kim dokja! I am terribly sorry if you meant to leave a prompt and something glitched#EDIT: Found out raffle winner everyonesfavouritbastard didn't know it was a raffle. Homie...I'm So Sorry.#Now I *really* hope you like Kim Dokja.#You're so valid; I too would be mesmerized by the beauty of stackedbird's lovely little apple art.
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pls no one give me shit for literally having a million unfinished fics… sometimes when i write i get side tracked w my drafts and then i have to SCRATCH THAT MFKING ITCH ,, supernova is that itch .
the original plotline (i will never write cos it takes too much brain power) goes like this;
- oc and her roommate get along but roommate has this toxic on and off again relationship w jungkook ,, roommate is obsessed with jk ,, constantly looking at his location and hating every girl he interacts with
- every time jk and roommate break up ,, oc and jk somehow hook up. it became a routine at some point and it’s so fucking bad and toxic that jk will pick fights jus so he fuck oc again
- usually the routine is every time they break up ,, roommate parties and sleeps over at her best friends house ,, leaving the apartment jus for oc ….. (and jk)
- this was all context ^ the fic would have started w roommate crying abt the break up to oc and oc getting a text from jk asking when he should come over
- it would’ve been smutty obviously but with this layer of angst and towards the end ,, more of a questioning of morale as oc wakes up to jk and roommate getting back together in the living room
….. anyways …. supernova is the lazy version of this mess 😁👍🏼
goodnight. its 4am and i have a laser app in a bit #prettypussies
#ask kimi#i don’t have adhd#i am jus passionate and sleep deprived#and easily distracted#… anyways#do we fuck w messy plotlines or do we miss#my silly goofy fics like ur universe and left on read#or am i a jungkooker now and ppl only care abt bbydaddy series#LMFAOOOO#idk what to tell u but#these pics i am leaving u with#are jus my entire mood rn#YAP CITY GIRL KIMI GAWD DAYUMM
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guys all she gets is hate and 13 grammys and near constant news coverage and billions of dollars and a private jet :(
#LEAVE ME ALONEEEEE#all i get is annoying people in my notes and people telling me smugly that a woman i barely cared enough about to make a singular post#about bc she’s literally inescapable ‘lives rent free in my head’ and where’s my pity .#okay boycott starting NOW!!!!! i deeply regret this post already god i really don’t care#but clearly i do care bc ur being annoying enough to make me care and i always rise to the bait which i why i regret saying anything like w#just need to do a total shut down#and from now on i’m doing my part o7 no matter what stupid shit i’m forced to read
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Since we’re on the topic of video games, im tired of these fucking remakes. Ive said it before but i’ll say it again each time. These companies dont wanna invest in an actually good remaster or port and would rather waste their time with these remakes bcuz “ooh look how shiny and better the graphics look!!1!1!1” often times it has an empty feeling because everything has to be ultra realism super 6000. Its gotten so bad that now regular gamers are starting to gaslight you into playing or enjoying them. So much has been lost artistically, (like the cool UI designs) that it’s now considered “juvenile” and that i need to “grow up” and “accept it” 😂
#Being genuine and having atmosphere/lore/small details surrounding the game does a lot more.#And can we pls have built in emulators or#backwards combatibility on these newer consoles? if ur able to do all this other shit you can give us an official emulator#And ik that sometimes the developers have actually lost certain files data assets etc within the OG games that cannot be regained#But you can make an entire remake no problem🙄 it be feeling like they are getting told by higher ups “do it or else”#Im gen z and idk if its my gen or a combination of everyone regardless of age wanting these remakes all of a sudden#Bcuz i swear i remember most ppl disliked or didnt care abt them now everyone is on board with it???#No game after the year 1999 should have a remake. A rerelease or remaster is fine. But a remake? Do we really need that…#Also game design used to be cute and fun. Whatever happened to that? Wheres my clever save spots and menu screens?#Theres only a tad bit of remakes i have no problem with and even then its not “needed”#i also understand not liking smth due to its art style. But to act like majority of old games looks terrible is crazy come on now.#Why does h0rizon need a remaster and why are u not allowed to buy or download the OG version of it anymore 😐#feels like ppl think OG games are nothing when they are the entire reason#The amplified hyperrealistic my-26k-ultra-supercomputer-made-this remake exists in the first fucking place#regarding limitations of old games and consoles i could understand a rerelease port but they could just add on stuff and leave it alone lol#Emulators also exists guys….#Rant#Other
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it was only real when he did it to you
#mouthwashing#captain curly#curly mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#body horror#fanart#something something men protecting men#anyway i like to think that while anya does genuinely care for curly deep inside of her theres also a sense of betrayal and anger#that she mostly rejects but which comes up in little ways.#like — say — dying in a way that deprives ur badly injured captain of the painkillers keeping him halfway sane#freeing urself from the hell he helped to put you in while leaving him to either die too or suffer even worse#suicide /#you think about curly having to watch her die....he could have protect her before and he didnt#and now that he really truly wants to he cant#he would say sorry if he could#but it wouldn't do either of them any good anyway
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head#hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got#blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well#these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol#hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!!#its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed#u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell#hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best#if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand#I'll be normal now I prommy (lying)#well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again#eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife#hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart#have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative
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people who are like. there's can't be an spn w/o sam....um. i think we just saw that there actually can be an spn without sam. and in fact, canonically, now there very much is a part of spn without sam, and a part of dean's story without sam. like whether you watched it or not, it's there now. it's part of dean's canon. dean, canonically, was not driving aimlessly for 40 yrs waiting for sam, he was doing his own thing and finding his own purpose and processing his own grief and trauma, and figuring out what he wants for *himself*. like whether you like it or not, whether you watch the prequel or not, the dean parts of this story are canon now and any future spn continuation / spinoff / mini series reboot (with or without sam) is going to acknowledge those new parts of canon
#and i love that for us<3#whether ur a fan of the prequel or not dean's journey throughout it completely recontextualized his ending and that 40 yr drive in heaven#we are now looking at a canon where dean was not aimlessly wandering heaven waiting for his brother !!#he has his agency back. he is his own person.#leaving rbs on for now but if this gets to annoying ppl i'm turning them off sjkfdsk like shush. this is canon now#for all those purists who only care abt what's 'explicitly canon' you Have to deal with this lol#vic.txt
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uh oh ! half my mutuals probably disagree with something i think is a-okay because their mutuals don‘t like it !
#felix babbles#Not what this is about but here‘s your reminder to leave now if you dont like mspec lesbians and gays#and for the record im not just a supporter im gaybian and bigay#hey you know if you block me i do not care. that’s completely ur choice. i still will think this forever#if you unfollow pls soft böock tho :3
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Hey sorry to ask, but am I tripping or is some of your Redbubble stuff removed?
(Also can I be wheat anon? )
i did private my tma stuff on redbubble! i dont use twitter or many other social media so i was unaware that they are apparently vehemently against people selling fanart for tma, i was just naively thinking well if they had an issue with an art piece theyd ask me to take it down (& i 100% would, of course) but if its something theyr outspoken about then I cant in good conscience continue selling it, even if it was my main seller on there 😔
(you absolutely can🌾)
#once again being a grandpa thats bad at social media has come to bite me in the ass 😭😭#i saw many other people listing tma art for sale & just naively assumed that meant it wasnt something they really cared abt ya know?#talked with several people lately abt the ethics of selling fanart & this came up#in regards to mech fanart#i will leave it up for now since coming from a bandmember we have a tacit ‘we just look the other way’ sort of approval#but knowing that i was going against something they care about so strongly didnt sit right so 😔#RIP to my paycheck but you gotta put ur money where your mouth is#selling fanart is always such a grey area it’s complicated to navigate#asks#sorry if i articulated this poorly
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i think im just gonna start blocking people that engage in flowey age discourse <3 im not in the fandom for petty drama about nothing im here for analysis and art and its really irritating to be looking for art and all there is is arguments. i love uty dearly but the sudden uptick in pointless arguments regarding floweys character is infuriating. why can't we talk about how well hes written and that hes an extremely good example of ptsd why must we argue. if u disagree with something block and move on dont act like children
#im just really annoyed#this is part of the reason im taking a break from twitter its really annoying to want to see my favorite character#and instead the only 'content' is people fighting#its a shame to see it being dragged here too. every day i get a little closer to leaving social media Forever#'umm reading comprehension' hey if u have a point to make. make it. without being ableist and rude.#this goes for both 'sides' of the argument. also yes its ableist if u say that because he acts like 'that' he must be a child#hey!!! maybe dont call symptoms of ptsd something only a child can experience!!!! its incredibly demeaning!!!!#ive said this plenty times before but i absolutely do not at all care what age u view him as#do whatever u want im not ur mom. i personally dont wanna see anything suggestive or mean so i think from now on ill be blocking freely#can we maybe communicate with understanding and kindness and agree to disagree#riel
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why is tumblr actively trying to shove percy jackson down my throat? like, I have never liked a PJ post. never read the book. never followed a blog. never looked it up on the internet. never interacted with it at all. ever. but it's like "based on your likes!" no matter what blog I'm on every few scrolls. i have no idea what these people are on about, mate. bruh i dunno anything about percy jackson but this ain't makin' me want to learn.
#im an elder scrolls blog#i reblog 8 dagoth urs and disappear for a month#its that and like female celebrities#Ive never liked Jlaw ever but for some reason it thinks thats all I wanna see#please leave me tf alone with that#if it ain't a dunmer I don't care#they're just swingin wildly now#'hey ur bisexual so heres a bunch of rich white girls!'#like ok no thank you#I like cats and elder scrolls and an occasional shitpost
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God but ngl it took me. WAY too long to rememebr that Kakeru doesnt like Tohru for some complicated backstory reason I don't even slightly remember anymore hahaha
Like cmon dude. You're both Sohma in-laws!!!!! How can you be having beef with the 1 person who a) is inevitably going to break the curse FOREVER, and b) is like the one person EVER to treat your borfriend with unconditional kindness. Absolute madness I truly cannot remember his reasoning at all.
#iirc (and I probably Do Not)#didnt he like. walk up 2 her at her granddad's funeral#say something Ridiculously Awful like that she was jst pretending to be sad or smthng#and then fuckin. leave#literally the 'refuses to elaborate meme'!!!!??????????#why..............#kakeru ur so lucky yuki is probably never finding out or he'd divorce u just on principle#LIKE it's so AWFUL and im so sorry tohru but it's also. hysterical.#how INCRRDIBLY surreal must this all have been for her#she just loses the last person who cares abt her and is now probably homeless#and this dude she DOESNT EVEN KNOW just shows up and. does THAT.#and then 4 years later he's for all intents and purposes her brother in law#do they ever make up????? in canon???????#i know I should just be looking this all up on tv tropes but on the other hand my patchy memories are more fun. to me.#kakeru u do deserve at least one ass kicking for this tho (if this is even Vaguely accurate)#fruits basket
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rika kim's character is all "i have been raised to believe im inherently evil and to make up for it i give my everything to others in hopes of being a kind person deserving of love. im convinced everyone will hate me if they get too close to me and seeing other people in pain causes me such extreme pain i cant handle it. i will do anything i can to make this world a kinder place" and then people who make those textpost memes will find a tweet that says something like "ive never cared about anyone i hope everyone suffers and i couldn't care less if the people who love me die 😈" and they'll plaster her face all over it
#chernikocore#its been like this for years. youd think after so long ppl would atleast try to engage with her properly. and yet#ik she did bad things but her motivations are so obvious. she says them practically every sentence#one day ppl will think about her for more than one millisecond.... and try to understand her even slightly. a boy can dream....#saw one that was basically saying she wouldn't care if v died. and like. did you play the game#it was quite a big part of the story actually. he died and it traumatised her so badly she became practically catatonic#she abandoned everything and everyone she knew. and a large part of her character is how determined she is to never abandon other people#bc she herself is terrified of abandonment#she lost the person most important to her and it broke her completely#i care abt her greatly but the fandom at large does not. im used to it now but its annoying >:/#u clearly dont care abt her character so itd be great if u used that uncaring attitude to leave her out of ur posts#im normal its whatever
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