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have you done rogue of void and prince of heart? dick and roxy...
u can't. u can't just say that and expect me NOT to sprite them
#the way i RAN to create dirxysprite#it was only supposed to be a doodle but...#i lack self control#homestuck combined classes#homestuck#my art#homestuck art#art#artists on tumblr#fanart#homestuck fanart#digital art#classpect#classpecting#homestuck rogue#homestuck prince#roxy lalonde fanart#roxy lalonde#dirk strider#homestuck dirk#hs roxy#homestuck roxy#sprite#homestuck sprite#starzz art#vandal#apathy
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maybe we could be the start of something part ii
a fexi masterchef au
hbo euphoria // rated m // chapter 2/5
“Yeah, I just didn’t expect to see you here of all places,” she replies quietly as the PA adjusts one of their competitors' mic packs. “It’s been a long time, Fezco.”
He sighs apologetically as they are directed to head into the MasterChef kitchen set for the first time. “I know. We can talk after this, aight?”
It’s as if no time has passed at all, because instinctually Fezco places a hand on Lexi’s lower back to guide her through the doors where the three judges await. She can feel the heat of his hand through the material of her dress, and she’s pretty sure if she looked up at him that little smirk he used to wear when he was flirting with her back in the day would be firmly on his lips. She wants to roll her eyes at him, show him he doesn’t have the same effect over her at twenty-two that he did when she was seventeen, but that would be a lie.
#i lack self control#fic: maybe we could be the start of something#fexi fanfic#fexi hive#fezco x lexi
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Vriska’ed too close to the sun 😔
#pmdd#i lack self control#self destruction#what the fuck do I do now#only choice is to get gud#time to train my mental immune system against all this illness
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#🐉#personally im option 1 because at least if its the second one at least some of the fault isnt mine#i can live with being unable to control or predict other people#whereas if i cant articulate myself in the first place i feel a lack of self control. which i cant stand.
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Phoenix Wright is So Stupid Funny as a player POV character because you start off playing ace attorney thinking he's just your self insert Relatable Protag Man with an illogical haircut in a world full of crazy then as the games go on and/or you switch perspectives you slowly begin to realise he's always been just as buck wild if not a complete lunatic since day one. But in his own mind he's always just so convinced he's a Completely Regular Lawyerdude surrounded by a bunch of freaks. And I love him all the more for it. What is wrong with this man.
#with apollo athena and ryuunosuke the games immediately let you know They Are Weirdos.#given Polly’s volume control Thena somehow tripping up stairs and Runo’s wide eyed panic animation.#and we already knew edgy was a unique species of creature before even glancing in the general direction of investigations.#but with nick they drip feed you his weirdness so it takes a while to let it sink in that this guy's completely out of his mind#and before you know it you've overthrown the chief of police like it's Just Another Tuesday.#Then you replay the game and realise that he's always been Like That and just lacks any self awareness towards the fact That's Not Normal.#Honestly if anything that makes him even more relatable.#I need you all to know I’m saying this as lovingly as humanly possible.#I am not immune to the Average Guy -> Neurodivergent Weirdo (affectionate) character perception pipeline.#phoenix wright#pwaa#phoenix wright trilogy#ace attorney trilogy#ace attorney shitpost#phoenix wright ace attorney#ace attorney#ace attorney series#ace attorney posting
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since I was a child I have always liked the Hulk due to his sadness
#the mcu will never do him right#i actually did get into the hulk around the time as a kid i started struggling w depression and panic attacks#so i related to him struggling to be understood and with his lack of control over his emotions#and the sort of 'double self' where the hulk is all uncontrolled emotion
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How about i explode. They are brothers, your honor.
Actually, i can see Oswald getting enviousness of Butch since he had the proper time over the years to bond with Mickey like a brother, while Oswald might regret being so hostile to him initially.
Because even with epic mickey two, Butch had more experiences with Mickey, and that might get Oswald's skin, and he might feel like once again he's being replaced.
But also i think it would be funny the rivalry one-sided at first, with Butch seeing Oswald as another guy to take under his wing like he did with Mick.
#butch#mickey mouse#oswald the lucky rabbit#oswald and mickey#mickey mouse comics#epic mickey#i say at frsit because Oswald's lack of self-control cominded with Butch's hot headness is ticking time bomb waiting to blow up#im not sorry for another butch and Oswald post#i want mickey comic bro and bro to meet so bad#insert lesson about how both bio and found family can be in your life if you wwnt them to be
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@openphrase123 your fanfic(s but i mainly made art of the mira and siffrin one because i cant remember words for the life of me for i do not speak french) IS???? ? SO GOOD. SO GOOD IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH finally something to look forward to in the week fr
Mild spoilers for it ig!! But nothing too explicitly groundbreaking i dont think it'll kill your mom to look at these without having read the ff first
Don't mind the shit quality i??? I drew all these so fast theyre kinda shit and i have yet to fully acclamate isat to my artstyle so it's mid
Teehee me when i make shitty rushed fanart to show my appreciation that i cannot put into words for my faovorite games and also authors
peep the rant in the tags
#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#god ive been obsessing over isat lately#its terrible how ive been feeding into it#ffs of it be having me giggling running around because siffrin is healing#not in this particular one though#at least not at the part thats written rn#i do love seeing them suffer in equal parts#siffrin my scrimblo i will microwave you#a mosquito is in my room as im typing this girl gtfo#slight spoilers for this fanfic i suppose#okay so THE FANFIC BROO that part where sif lets mira pick his name?! makes me think that sponsors always pick the names#hence why sif never got a new name and spica feels outdated#also i love LOVE seeing mirabelle get better and better at yk... remembering#needing sif to reintroduce themselves every time is such a creative way to do like a pseudo timeloop#everything was so neat#upset that i cant do them justice in drawinng though i have very little experience drawing black hairstyles#or like being around black people with such hairstyles which is a shame!! i would wanna get a better look at the texture and the variation#BACK TO THE FF i literally read this to my older brother out loud (thank god i managed to pester him to play Isat)#and my throat got so raw from speaking that i had to stop but then itd get to another cool detail and i HAD to tell him#so my throat pain? your fault not mine nuh uh not the lack of self control#case in point thanks a bunch for writing!! i wanna get as good at that as you at some point
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they are robot dreaming
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more doodles under
#robot dreams#robot x tin#robotin#hehe#lacking self control#they are so cute#i love them so much#gayposting
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Hi, I adore your analysis posts! I do have to say something I do really love about Clover is the huge emphasis on how Clovers' choices are their OWN. This isn't like Frisk or Kris where they're controlled by some outside force, and they make many huge choices that you can't control as a result
Like off the top of my head there's the fact that Clover refuses to go over the velvet rope, stopping you from going to Asgore, the fact that you can't kill Martlet until the Vengeance final boss (Even the way that Clover lets her go free TWICE before then), the way you can't kill Moe, just rob him, or the fact that they will ALWAYS accept Martlet's offer if you take a Neutral route
Just...the way that they're doomed by the narrative but they have such strong conviction in their beliefs that they can at least steer the narrative how they want (even if that ending is either bad for them or everyone else) is so cool
Also just the fact that Clover is doomed by the narrative except for when they forcibly take control in the Vengeance Route, but that's a ramble for another day I think
This!
I agree so much! Clover has always been their own person. This is first illustrated by the fact that when you first start up the game, you don't get the option to name them. When opening the status tab, it says point blank that their name is Clover and there is no way of changing that.
They've always done what they want with no input from the player. This could also be seen with the very little dialogue options we have. Unlike Frisk or Kris where your dialogue options could dictate their personality from true to their actual personality to complete asshole, Clover gives you very little options. Most of the time none at all! The options are either something rather short and blunt or silence, doesn't leave much to the imagination I must say. The only dialogue choice I could think of that doesn't follow this is the option of correcting Flowey or playing along with the name "GunHat". Either way, both dialogue options do align with how other characters describe Clover without the player's influence, especially in the team talk dialogues.
While I don't deny that Clover is doomed by the narrative (they very much are), I have to point out how their last act of agency was choosing how they will go. It's such a fantastic display of control. We know that Clover will inevitably die but the way they took that and made it their own is just fantastic. They could've lived with one of UTY adults and waited for the day it would end but no, they've made their choice and they're going to stick to it. The player doesn't get to choose, that is Clover's right and only Clover's alone.
Clover has always had agency over themself and I think that's why they're such a good silent protagonist. A lot of games struggle with writing a compelling silent protagonist and this game just hits it out of the park. Props to the game devs for writing such a good and beloved protagonist!
#This is also the reason why I don't trust people who say that Clover is being completely manipulated by Flowey and have no control#Yes Flowey does manipulate Clover but that doesn't negate the fact that Clover is very much in control of themself#But alas! This completely flies over their heads because they view Clover as a self-insert like Frisk 😔#Though if we do consider the Meta Flowey 4th wall break as canon and that the player does influence Clover#I see the player to be more of a guide who helps Clover along rather than someone who directly controls them like with Kris#If I got anything wrong I apologize. I'm rather tired today hence the lack of posts or analysis#undertale yellow#uty#uty clover#clover#clover uty#🍀🌼 ramblings#undertale yellow clover
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Psst want some some angst?
Odysseus with flowers woven into his hair, around his wrist, his ankles/ his neck/. Odysseus with his hair oiled and his skin scrubbed clean.
Calypso forces him into the bath. Forces him into clean clothes makes it so that he cannot move protest or breath while she brushes his hair. The flowers won't come off, even when he claws at his skin making himself bleed, even when he yanks chunks of his hair out trying to dislodge the pretty blossoms. Calypso heals him anyway makes his skin flawless, regrows his hair. She likes him looking pretty, likes him looking like he's loving life. Won't allow anything from the outside world to touch them, even if that's odysseus himself.
After all, she can't have anyone thinking she doesn't look after her beloved mortal. She's heard how the other gods treats their pets, how rough they are. But she's different. See how well odysseus is taken care of? And why would he even want to think about anything else when /shes/ right here. So what if he's a little resistant to the idea right now? Odysseus, the poor thing, is battered and traumatized it's natural that he'd be a little confused. One day he'll snap out of it and thank her. She just knows it.
#The odyssey#epic the musical#Odysseus#Calypso#Tw: self harm#Tw: rape#Tw: that time Calypso kept odysseus as a sex slave for seven years#Saw the idea from a different Tumblr user of odysseus looking healthy and clean on Calypso's island and that stuck with me#Bc historically sex slaves were kept as pretty as possible and I don't think odysseus would be an exception to that#And Calypso strikes me as someone who wants things to be pretty and prefect at all times (this is paradise afterall)#And this fits well with Calypsos whole oh but I'm /helping him/ I'm not the issue it's all the other trauma#That I'm so bravely helping him through even though it's so hard yes I am good for him see how much better he looks now shtick#And this really drives home odysseus's lack of agency here#Ohh odysseus developing an eating disorder because the only thing he can control (sometimes) is his refusals to take meals with his abuser#Tw: eating disorders
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#the world ends with you#Higashizawa Yodai#holey art tag#I like Yodai a lot and I thought I would throw together a few sketches I have of him that aren't so spectacular individually#Yodai is so awesome with his lack of control over his Noise form reflecting on his design and#is that why he's constantly hungry? Because Noise is hungry for Soul?#I don't know if that will come as a surprise but I don't really like the idea that his ambitions end with him being K!itaniji's lackey#I like to think his loyalty is rather self-serving (as H nicely put in the Secret Reports: he has ''bottomless career ambitions'')#He should aim for Composer (given the time to marinate and become stronger ofc) lol
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I fucked up
#Is it socially acceptable to write a comment to a fic that is longer than the fic 😭😭😭#Is it socially acceptable to write a comment that is longer than the 10000 ao3 character limit 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I'm so so embarrassed right now. This is why I've been struggling to write comments for a year now.#It's because every time I really like a fic I end up with an essay that takes hours to days to make#I'm so sorry to all the authors I've neglected commenting because of this I swear I'll try to do better in the future.#But right now I'm miserably failing. Man I put myself in a mess#Can someone please reassure me on this I'm feeling really insecure and I don't want to make the author uncomfortable.#Or genuinely tell me it's too much if it's too much#Fun fact the first comment I've ever written I was 16 and never ended up commenting because it breached the character limit too.#And 16 me was too much of an anxious mess to post it. And I probably still am#I'm so sorry ray/emma actors au fic I loved you so much.#Please don't ask what the fic is it's a relatively old one and this is already wholly embarrassing by its own for me#But to give you an idea of the proportions I'm talking about a 3k+ comment for a 2k fic ಥ_ಥ#random rambles#To all the authors my lack of self control has kept me from commenting to their fics: I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm
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“Hey you! There you are! I’ve been looking everywhere for you!! Know that?”
He runs over as fast as his legs can take it. He immediately smiles though there is a glint of mischief in his eyes. “I got something super important to tell you!��
#open starter#test muse#🎲Kokichi Ouma🎲#//wow mod is testing a muse again what else is new#//I fell victim to my own lack of self control
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ACOK Theon + Being Very Angry and A Bit Tiny
#theon greyjoy#valyrianscrolls#i mean i love many tall theons HCs but the image of his tiny self being constantly angry or terrified in acok is too good#*asoiaf#there are many examples of his lack of self control but i put my two favourites lol#(unless asha is really tall if they are close in height then he cannot be that tall idk)
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i have so many thoughts about his gender and how he's kind of textually a woman and/or abinary (read tags if interested)
#i dont stand for cis rust cohle. that's not real. come on...#like... super dissociated from his body and his desires. and he has to keep a tenuous hold on his identity via various forms of self control#('contemplating the idea of allowing his own crucifixion'#being sexless#being able to compartmentalize his identity to fit a need)#says himself that relationships between men and women don't work and are only fit to procreate#says his daughter's death spared him from the sin of being a father#the act of being a man or being a woman are two extremes that are too harshly defined for him#edges drawn too sharply and not allowing for any flexibility which he needs#to be a man is to be the executioner and to be a woman is to be predestined to be the martyr that is what he believes#these are choices too difficult for him to make so he leaves them unmade vague up in the air for other people to stare sneer and interrogate#and it's worse yet when his body is equal parts weapon and a stress relief mechanism to others#gets his bodily autonomy stripped so often it's second nature to him. uses barbiturates like a 50's housewife#he cleans up real fuckin' pretty— hisself and the messes he's roughly shoved into#he's tired of talking to other people like a human being— he speaks another language entirely. one more visceral and raw#one that says the truth and nothing but.#if i think about the scene in episode six with maggie and what it means—#if the two of them are women#or if one of them is something that isn't exactly a man—#i think i will lose it#rust's looser swagger (or lack thereof) in contrast to marty's prevalent machismo btw... fascinating#his kind of deer-like charm. he Looks vulnerable only he's protected by an impermeable barrier#like don't fucking touch him. you can't#rambled so MUCH. sorry. but if you understand you understand#rust cohle#true detective#disasterpiece.png
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