#i know what im gonna be choosing 😬😬😬

[magistralucis]

Fucked up by how no life in The Twice-Dead King is insignificant. No one is only an obstacle, only useless, or evil for the pure sake of evil; it's a statistics gamble just to get the simplest soldier replaced, and defeating an antagonist doesn't necessarily improve the situation, since the void they leave continues to haunt the remainder of the text.

Neth isn't just broken and useless, Denet didn't forget the monoliths for nothing. Oltyx would never have returned to his authentic life without Hemiun, the duel with Duamehht was fated and deserved, in terms of Oltyx's pain as much as hers. Lysikor's probably the individual closest to a true villain, in that he's self-concerned, murderous, treacherous, and ultimately aims to harm Oltyx; yet it's all softened by the fact that he appears to have a metafictional awareness of his archetype, rendering his actions more of a stage role than an existential threat. The only true evil in TDK's narrative is ideology (fascism) - and the few times individuals break off from it to clash with the main characters, those encounters have serious consequences for Oltyx and his court. No life, acknowledged as a life, has no effect on the fabric of this duology.

And that's ironic as all hell, given that necrons willingly live in a Hobbesian nightmare of a world where life is nasty and brutish, if not particularly short. Even before biotransference, their militaristic ventures and a strict hierarchy ensured that lives were poor and expendable, and not much has changed on that front. Any level of compassion for a living being is unusual for a necron noble to have, let alone prove true - in fact, most of the tragedy in TDK occurs because the world around Oltyx did its best to beat his compassion out of him, when he was blessed enough to have it from the very beginning. Ever more the twist of the knife, then, that Oltyx and his court ultimately accept the celebration of life-as-they-are (the Flayers) and life-as-it-used-to-be (their lived experiences and desires as necrontyr) through partaking in the lives-that-they-took (flesh from various sources). It needs to be flesh, presumably, because flesh is material proof of something that was organic and living and deserving of that life. If they didn't care about the life part they would just be Destroyers. Sorry I'm just rambling now. This novel has taken over my brain

[danielnelsen]

so if you romance and ascend astarion you can kick him in the balls when he tries to turn you and it’s just very funny, he’s so pissy about it. so much for the most powerful vampire of all time or whatever, he stamps around like a toddler and then leaves forever

[luffyvace]

I need.....I NEED MORE SAIKI K X READER SHEWAS SCSKSB

I have been feed well by your small serie of saiki kusos x write reader 🤤

But may I request as saiki kusos w f!s/o who suddenly have makoto as a stalker?

(sorry if you don't understand this my first time requesting 😭😭)

AHHH IM GLAD YOU ENJOYED THE SERIES!!

that’s actually a great idea!! I’m super pumped to do this request! :)

Don’t worry I know just what ya mean!

⚠️stalking warning,⚠️ before I start, if I may 😵‍💫

💛

Saiki will know right away when he starts stalking you-

And ngl this is the perfect chance to get rid of him 😈🙏

just kidding! But seriously, he let go of all the times makoto’s annoyed him in the past, but now that’s he’s an issue with you? His girlfriend? The one girl he can actually tolerate, scratch that, loves??

yeah no buddy this one’s not gonna slide

unfortunately he cant punch him bc 1) Saiki’s too strong and 2) that’d draw a lot of attention to himself since Makoto is a celebrity

but what he can do?? Well, Plan A) pinch his cheeks till they hurt and threaten him, Upgraded Plan A) disguise himself then pinch his cheeks, Plan B) keep scaring the crap out of him every time he tries to follow you, Plan C) calmly talk it out with him that you two are an item, Plan D) tell Teruhashi and use her love for Saiki to his advantage, getting her to tell her parents and stop her brother, Plan E) Publicly expose that freak or Plan F) tell you you have a stalker if you haven’t noticed, and if you have, go to the police

wow! what well thought out plans! :) most of them won’t work

heres why!

upgraded plan A is better than just plan A but it will ultimately still draw attention

plan c is unlikely to work seeing as though how creepy that guy is, plus he doesn’t like Saiki

As of plan d Teruhashi can hardly stop him from being a creep to HER (😭⁉️) and i don’t know how well the parents will care, especially if he’s making them money..😟

plan e….seems like it would be successful..buuut i feel he would just use his celebrity status to will the evidence away, like speaking out about how he would “never” do that and doing charity 🙄 plus the fan girls probably won’t believe some rando who uploads that on the internet over they’re fav 😒

ngl plan F is really reasonable and has one of the highest chance of working, but yet again, the celebrity card will strike and he could pay off the police so they don’t do crap abt it 🤦‍♀️😑

therefore! Plan B it is! Seems the most likely to work + Saiki can get his revenge in a practically harmless way! :3

Thanks to his powers (for once 😭) no one is likely to believe even the Makoto when he says a flying guy dropped a pile of dog crap on him 😏🤷‍♀️

and even if they did when he tries to explain the full story he’ll have to keep lying to keep the lie of him not stalking you alive 👎

but he still will tell you if your unaware tho!

he’s likely gonna be hesitant if he knows you’ll freak about abt it but you deserve to know. And ofc he can always keep you safe (thanks magic powers, for being useful for once!) but he also would want your parents to know so if Makoto tries something they can have a lead.

so yes ultimately he tells you, likely at his house, in his room, and he tries to break it to you as gently as possible but…there’s no easy way to take that kind of info 😬😟

if you get scared or cry he’ll tell you his plan to make him leave you alone, and he tells you to tell your parents too. Essentially trying to console you

if you choose to trust him and react a bit calmer, maybe still worried, he’d ask if you still wanna go out in public knowing this, and if yes he’ll accompany whenever and wherever he can, especially since Makoto won’t wanna come up to you while he’s there, thinking Saiki’s your boyfriend

he is

Also If Makoto does anything perverted as far as taking sus pictures of you or imagining weird things with those photos he’ll rip them up and make the paper and random things fly around in his room, every time

He probably breaks his phones/cameras too, even if he buys knew ones, as punishment

onto the final battle!

let’s say your walking home from school and Makoto is following you, your boyfriend is close behind you both, monitoring the situation for a good chance to strike. First, you cross the railroad to get home, but Makoto has to fall back so you don’t see him, but when it’s his turn to go? Oh no! The trains coming! Where’d that even come from? there was no train?! CRAP!- huh? Wait..the trains gone..thank goodness?! 😭

oh wait! He needs to catch up to you! Well at least he knows where you live and what route you take through research! He needs to catch up! HOLY CRAP! What’s a mob doing here?! Did a fan see him?? How’d they find him..no way, don’t tell me they’re gonna find out what he’s doing..NO DONT COME ANY CLOSer…? They’re running past him? Well I guess he is in disguise..wait, they were running to this arch nemesis and top competition?! 😠 seriously?! That guy over him??

he proceeds to head over there to show the ladies who they should really be drooling over 😏 WAIT- HE CANT REVEAL HIMSELF RIGHT NOW?!- what?…where’d his wig go? THE WIND BLEW IT OFF?! HOLY- HE’S ABOUT TO GET FOUND OUT🫨 RUN 😭 🏃

aw man he’s outta breath, what are the odds the wind would blow his wig off near a mob of fans?! Now he’s gotta be extra careful following you! And it’s already late! Actually..it’s pretty darn dark….dang it! You’re probably in your house by now! Oh well…maybe you still have your window open and he can get some pictures that way! 👍

uh..is he starting to hear a second pair of footsteps..? But..no one’s around..why’s it getting louder..?! UH, it’s getting more aggressive now 😥….okay that’s it! he’s running..!

dang it! It’s chasing him! No way he can lead this creep to your house! (Ironic huh) he’s gotta take a wrong turn!

man! What time is it?! Midnight?! Has he really been running that long??? Why’s this freak still chasing him? And who is it?!?

alright! He’ll take a turn into that alley and lose ‘em! Then he’ll make a ‘U’ back to your house! Although there’s no way to be sure if your still up or not :/

hey! The footsteps are gone! Maybe think he lost him! Alright! He’ll take another turn and go back to your place!

🏃🏃

right as he turns the corner?

Saiki:👹

Jump scare!

he immediately calls his manager while running away, thinking he’s either a mass muderer, a demon or a stalker! 😱

and the best part is? Nobody will believe him 😊

ngl Saiki probably won’t let this slide even a couple days after he finds out Makoto’s stalking you, he’s quick to act and stop him bc no.

Super Saiki to your rescue! 🦸🤩😎

Ngl you’re beautiful so I see what Makoto sees in you but…..dude. Don’t stalk your crush.

🌸💐🌺

hope you enjoyed your hcs! -Brook

[smicksstuff]

summary: yngasly has become a fan favourite on the track. As the proud baby sister of Pierre Gasly she never fails to show her unwavering support for him. But, is he the only driver she is rooting for in the paddock ?

The PitBox Crew Series

read Part 1 here

The Enstone Life

f1drivers x yngasly

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a/n: im so sorry for the google translate french! i tried my best 😬

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1 February 2023

yngasly

England

liked by isahernaez, carmenmmundt and 798, 673 others

yngasly just dropped by to say hi to my new bestie Big Ben ! gonna see you around often 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿☕️

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carmenmmundt cant believe you would ditch me for Big Ben ☹️ but im still happy you are here !!! we are gonna have loads of fun together 😍

yngasly OH YES!! finally staying 1 hour away from you !! 🥰

pedrogaseoso OMG she moved to England with her brother!! 🤩

landonorris need a tour guide? you know who to call 👀

yngasly ghostbusters? 👻

landonorris 🙄

norris4life omgg her humour reminds me of danny 😂

yngasly i was kidding 😂 i might actually take you up on it !!

f1fan OMG i love her ! is she gonna be at every race now ?

gaslyyyyy i hope so ! pierre and her are an unbreakable duo

paulgasly Reste en sécurité là-bas ! Tu connais l'affaire and please please listen to pierre 🙏🏽

translated: stay safe down there! you know the deal

yngasly Bien sûr, je le ferai grand frère!

translated: ofcourse i will big brother!

yukitsunoda0511 why didnt anyone tell me that if pierre went to alpine you would go there too ☹️😭

yngasly @yukitsunoda0511 awww yukisan, im still gonna be around !! but im gonna miss you lots 🥺

yukierre poor yuki !! he lost his boyfriend and bestfriend !! double divorce 😭😭

yuki22 OMG i never thought this would happened 😭 no more late night cooking vlogs from these two 😭😭

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pierregasly

Enstone, England

liked by charles_leclerc, alpinef1team and 1, 673, 378 others

pierregasly when they said you have to move to England, i didnt think that meant “bring your sister along” 😂 lets see what happens 👀

charles_leclerc can’t believe i have to take a plane to see the two of you now 😡

maxverstappen1 you are upset as though you would not see them in the paddock at all

maximilianverstappen MAX DID NOT HOLD BACK 😂

supermax Max out here to remind charles that he is still here

alpinef1team two Gaslys in England we hit the jackpot 😄 Welcome to Enstone Pierre and Yn!

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paulgasly why do i suddenly feel that maybe this was not a good idea 🤔

yngasly it was the best idea ever!! thank you for convincing Papa and Maman ❤️

lorenzotl pierre and yn in England what could go wrong ?

paulgasly this isnt helping enzo 😑

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16 February 2023

yngasly

London, England

liked by charles_leclerc, itselenaberri and 568, 801 others

yngasly back in london with Pedro ! My Alpine era has begun 💙

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alpinef1team 💙💙💙

yngaslyfans blue always looks good on you 😍

pierregasly you have got to stop with the Pedro

yngasly no never !!

lissiemackintosh looking stunning as ever 🤩

yngasly thank you queen 👑

charles_leclerc just saying red has always been your colour 💃🏼

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pierregasly no it has not ! its always been blue

sharll What is going on in the house of commons 👀

leclerc16 not yn liking charles comment 😳

landonorris why choose red or blue when you know you orange is so much better 🧡

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pierregasly NO Lando!! blue has always been her colour

landonorris has it ? 👀

norris4life not yn liking lando’s comment too

sharll wait im confused i thought charles and her had a thing ?

landino you’re confused ? im flipping confused 😐

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28 February 2023

yngasly posted on their story

charles_leclerc posted on their story

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5 March 2023

yngasly

Bahrain

liked by charles_leclerc, francisca.cgomes and 792, 628 others

yngasly its lights out and away we go in Bahrain !! New Year, New Team and finally NOT penalty points for Pierre ! 🤩

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pierregasly it was going great till it wasnt 🤦🏼 i hate you 😠

yngasly you love me and what are little sisters for ❤️

charles_leclerc i was having a pretty shit day but this just made it better ❤️🤩 (you should wear the hat all the time) 😉

yngasly anytime charlie boy 😄 we will see about the hat 🤔

alpinef1team 💙

f1fans Yn is brutal!! I love her 😍

pedrogaseoso Falling for Yn was not on my 2023 Bingo Card!

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isahernaez so happy to be back in the paddock with you !! ❤️

yngasly its been too long bestie !! missed you too much 🥺

pierregasly its only been 1 month 🤔

yngasly you don’t understand 1 month is too long 😭

yukitsunoda0511 YAY IM STILL HERE

yngasly i follow the rules!! without you photo dumps are incomplete 😃

landonorris THAT JACKET!!! love it ! wear it all the time 🧡

yngasly maybe i should get a hat to match it *hint hint* 🤭

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sharll she knows what she is doing!! we love a smart girl 😍

landino tbf i dont even think the boys know what is going on

f1fans i have got the popcorn ready !! im so ready for this 🍿

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f1fans NO WAY she just liked my comment !! bestie please tell us what is happening we are dying in suspense 🧐

pedrogaseoso id pay money rn to see the look on pierre’s face when he finds both lando and charles flirting with his baby sister💰

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smoothoperatorrr not carlos and isa joining the drama

f1fans buckle up boys and girls! its gonna be one hella amazing season !! 😍

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credits: all pictures are found from pinterest and instagram

a/n: thank you for reading this far !! i didnt expect the first part of The Pitbox Crew to do so well! If you have any suggestions send them to me!! I would love to hear them ◡̈

[luckyqueenreign]

did you see that apparently 83% of people trust amelia??? How?? lmao

she’s so sus!

OK OK...so I was talking about this with a mutual earlier. I feel like when we play, since we're all playing together if someone's opinion is loud a lot of people start to follow and agree especially if they have some shady things to back it up. Like for me it was BIZARRE that TWINS didnt know they were going to be on the show together so immediately im like WAIT WHATS THE DRAMS??! BUT after I replayed it I actually DO trust Amelia 😬 and maybe im so naive for this and this post is going to age terribly tomorrow but im going to tell you why...

Although the twins not even knowing the other was going on LI is super shady to me, Amelia does say BEST. SURPRISE. EVER. (which I think I missed my first playthrough) so she was actually excited to see her sister. If anything it actually seems like MC is lowkey the one not super thrilled to see her sister. Then when the islanders all go to greet her she says that she hopes her and MC will both find someone special. When Ivy starts to cause drama saying Lewie (my current LI so ill use him as the example but insert ur LI here) is Amelia's type if you choose the first option and say he's ur LI, Amelia says she didnt know and is officially backing off. if anything it seems like Amelia is actually super accommodating to her sister. and again when Ivy is being a twat asking if Amelia is gonna step on her sister's toes she backs her sister by saying she actually likes the look of Ryan (ivys LI) and winks at MC. Then when theyre in the room alone together and Amelia again says how happy she is to see MC even if you choose that you wished u were doing this alone she says she wont step on your toes. When Amelia says im sorry for being away a lot if u say you missed her shes super gushy and all they talk about is spending quality twin time together. I think this next line is what also triggered so many of us "Anyway, I’m looking to the future now, the past is the past. Hopefully this can be a fresh start. For both of us." AGAIN WHAT HAPPENED HERE??? ill say this, from the way Amelia and MC are acting I dont think Amelia was the villain...it seems more like MC was 😬 ESPECIALLY if u choose that Amelia is here for the drama and she says MC is the drama queen and shes not here to stir any pots. There's obviously so much to this story we don't know about yet but im not ready to cast Amelia off as the villain just yet. (PS maybe im biased bc I would DIE for a villain MC)

Sorry this was so long but had to share my thoughts!

[wikiangela]

the boys 4x04 thoughts

oooh Homelander is gonna kill them all isn't he

god, ill never stop being in awe of Antony Star 🤩 he's just so good

oh Butcher 😪 how are they gonna save him, if at all??? I mean, I heard s5 will be last so I wouldn't be surprised if they killed him but not just yet??

I feel so bad for Hughie - but ngl, I don't see how this connects to literally anything else going on, idk, im not that invested lol

ooooohhhh godolkin four mention!!!! I miss them 😭 (rip chance perdomo 💔😭)

so they're all stuck wherever they are, vanished, yeah, but cate and sam are still out there, right? or did they get locked up too?? 👀👀

I feel so bad for colin and im dreading him finding out, its gonna be so bad 😭

it feels so shitty that frenchie is just dating this guy and now asking about his family, while he's responsible for their death

omg his mom went after little nina while frenchie worked for her??? oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck

he's never seen frenchie's ankle when they were hooking up? come on lol

firecracker is so annoying - jfc bringing this shitshow at the starlight house front door smh - I mean, I get why, theyre all horrible, but its just so awful

and Butcher's back in? lol okay I like that

omg I almost forgot about Homelander's thing lol its so ominous and tense 😬

god, I feel for young John - honestly its no wonder he is how he is now 💁‍♀️

this time im all for homelander killing them all sns

the way kimiko has to text hughie bc only frenchie knows how to communicate with her smh - did any of them make any effort to learn even the basis 😫 it bothers me too much this season 🤣

Hughie wants to give V to his dad.... so that's how it connects lol Im not sure its a good idea hughie 😬😬😬 "haven't you learned anything" is a valid question 🤣

who tf is watching them 😬

is that the girl who knew kimiko??? oooh that makes sense, i forgot she did that 🤣

ngl im loving kimiko and hughie team up, we dont see enough of the two of them lol

aw, Butcher being honest for once 🥹

"he's up there with God" is soooo funny bc he played God 🤣🤣🤣

ewww firecracker wtf??? 🤢🤢 WOW she's gonna spin in to her favor isnt she 🙄🙄

ah, catholicism, when you confess you fucked a minor and they still praise you 👏🙄

why are they looking at her like that wtf, clearly she was a child who couldn't control her powers yet wtf

I really hope A-Train doesn't get caught 😬

why the fuck is Ashley there oh no - they're gonna keep each others secret tho right???

omg homelander is such a psycho 😳😳😳

choosing to watch the boys while eating is not a good idea, and yet i never seem to learn lol

oh my god??? annie had an abortion and they're broadcasting it to the public???? fuck you firecracker 😤 yesss kick her ass!

this won't be good for her public image but i bet it was satisfying in the moment lmao

wait, what the hell happened with Butcher and ezekiel??

I hope Homelander kills Barbara ngl

ooooooh frenchie told colin!!! oh my god 😳😭 valid reaction tho lol - killing his family is one thing, but dating him all this time without telling him??? yeah, thats psychotic and so bad and shitty, and frenchie deserved this - still feel so bad for him

uhhhh, why are we trusting deep to give you a lobotomy?? ew ew ew i cant look 🙈🙈🙈

oh Annie 😭😭😭 i feel so bad for her, hughie is right, thats such a violation 😤

things just got sooo much more messy 🤩

omg Butcher took some V! is that why whatever happened to ezekiel happened???

she gave him V.... what the hell

[sugar-omi]

as a 21 yr old licensed driver, I STILL choose to passenger princess everywhere if I can’t walk or take the bus 💀

like ofc I’ll drive if I have to i.e. getting my mom home from a surgery but likeeeeee I’m always gonna be the friend who needs to get scooped 🤭🤭🤭

for the most part the ppl in my life r fine w it since I give gas money and we all agree it’s safer for everyone that im not behind the wheel since I have poor awareness (😭)

except for my parents who think im just being immature (not that that’s stopped them from driving me places so 🤷)

-🗑️

LOLL I KNOW THATS RIGHT!!!

honestly ion think imma mind being the driver, like as long as i have some stimulation to not zone out!!!! bc me n my gma usually jus sit in silence at this point, n ive fuckin tuned out the country Christian music. so imma need some chat, or someone put on the playlist!!!

otherwise i like, zone out, and i wont even know how tf we got here 💀

I WILL FOREVER LOVE BEING A PASSANGER PRINCESS THO although since i started driving, ive also become a bad passenger?! dont put me in the back. bc then im stretching over the seat tryna see out the front and im CLUTCHING onto the handle when you turn.

pls i rode w my brother, n he's a bit crazy on the road right. got that speed bug. and i was clutchinggg the handle

ALTHOUGH I HAD A FUCKIN REASON TO BE SO TIGHTASSED BC WHEN WE WAS DRIVING HOME, HE WAS TRYNA HANG UP OR PICK UP HIS GF'S CALL AND WAS PRESSING THE GAS N I HAD TO FUCKING YELL AT HIM TO BREAK OTHERWISE WE WOULDA HIT THE BACK OF SOMEONE ELSE.

anyway... my lifespan is that of a rodent now 🥲 love u big bro🫶😬😬😬

ALSO I SO GET THE IMMATURE THING. LIKE MY MOM WAS LIKE "you WILL learn to drive" n even when i joked (""joked"") abt it she got mad!!! n my cousin was tryna defend me like 😭😭 please. SHE DOES AGREE THAT THAT DRIVING COURSE WAS A WASTE OF MONEY BC I DIDNT REALLY LEARN SHIT. AND THEY WANTED MORE MONEY. LIKE ANOTHER 100 FOR THE 2ND COURSE ON TOP OF THE $475?? EVEN THOUGH WE PAID THE PRICE FOR COURSE 1 AND TWO?? LIKE WHAT WAS THE POINT OF GIVING HER 100 TO HOLD MY SPOT N THE 375 FOR THE PACKAGE IF.. IT WASNT GONNA FUCKIN TRANSFER. COST LESS???

anyway. that was the biggest money grab ever

[ellecdc]

ik my last ask was a lil more serious (and suuuper long, although this one probably wont be much better, sorry 😬) but now i'm here for the goofs n catching up. sorry its been another bit of time again, i had to recover from the fact that YOU! missed little old me?!?! immidiate bedrest as i come to terms with that fact. i figured id answer the questions i asked you (and respond to ur responses) bc i can't help myself!

34) i get not being up to people watching anymore, i'm there too, although i used to be quite the people watcher. there are definitely an influx of people in cities where just having to be in their presence without observing them is tiring (i live by a famous one, boy do i know this fact. one time a guy came up to me on the transit and just started telling me jokes. i didn't even respond, but that didn't matter to him lol. honestly some of the jokes were pretty good.) it's like they do all the people watching work for you.

69) as someone who has unfortunately had to both wash my hair with soap and body with shampoo (don't ask, they were both emergency instances lol) i can confirm that the shampoo option is indeed better by a long shot.

83) oh no sorry for putting you into a tough spot! your song choices are so fun tho, like i just feel happier listening to them, makes me wanna dance (also completely forgot how much chumbawumba's album art fucks me up lol). i got this answer mostly down pat and its like the complete opposite vibe to ur choices lol. my all time favorite song is going to california by led zeppelin so that's my choice, i am forever a slut for it's layered guitar parts and finger picking (and zeppelin in general). a close second is lover, you should've come over by jeff buckley. "broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it"?! "my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder"?! "all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter"?! like stfu jeff this is too good for us mortals.

lastly, in my like 10 years of reading fanfic i have never once been inclined to write my own until now, and that's all thanks to you! idk if they will ever get done -one's a honker and it's maybe halfway written, the other is a smut fic which,,, idk man we'll see- much less posted, but you never know 🤷 maybe one day i'll be off anon and have a writing blog. but i want to say thanks for the inspiration to rediscover my love for writing!

hope ur having a wonderful day lovebug 🩷🩷🩷

-ʕ⁠·⁠ᴥ⁠·⁠ʔ

OMG SOMEONE ANSWERED THR WURSTIONS BACK IM SO EXCITED

People watching -> okay you’re so right though, people watching IS tiring. I don’t want to be perceived OR perceive!!

Body wash/shampoo -> Nooooo omg okay well I’m glad to know my answer was sound and should I ever find myself in a debacle I will choose wisely [thoughts and prayers to your hair]

Fave songs -> shut up did you actually look up the songs I listed?? That is so cool you’re so cool, what a cutie. Oof but your second song would be such good fic titles or prompts (hint hint you should do it)

And congratulations on your writing! I dont want to take credit at all though, I think you’re just a cool kid(tm) and are gonna do cool kid shit (i.e., writing fanfics) [no but fr, i think writing is so cathartic and good for the soul, it’s self care! I wrote for yeeeaaarrrrrssss before i ever thought to post anything, so even just writing for yourself is fucking tops, you rock it babes]

[spacedlexi]

hbo tlou spoilers (and the game too) just rambling to myself bc i gotta get these thoughts out of my head

feeling.. conflicted about that episode still. wasnt gonna say anything but im a little bit nervous about how joel and ellie are being handled at this point just like overall

ellie to a lesser extent i just feel like shes a little.. one note almost (they gave her the joke book and she had some nice moments with sam at least). theyre just playing so hard into the spitfire side of her but game ellie was way sweeter and kinder than i think people remember? when i started my re-playthrough even i forgot how like.. chill she was honestly. a lot of her anger was reactionary/in defense and not always just immediately antagonistic. hbo ellie needs more softness to her its starting to annoy me a bit how just outright hostile she is to literally everyone

but in joels case.. the changes they made this episode honestly i feel were detrimental to his character development. they make it seem like joel asking tommy to take ellie is more about the fact that hes aging and hes afraid hes going to get ellie killed, so he needs tommy to take her because he has a greater chance of making it back. and they side step a bit the selfishness of joels request. when in the game it was SOLEY about joels selfishness and how he could tell he was starting to feel protective of/close to ellie and wanted to stop that shit immediately by passing her off to tommy so he could just wash his hands of the whole thing (which would also put tommy at risk and maria chews him out for it (which i wouldve liked to have seen in the show but alas...)). and the argument he and ellie get into (after she runs away!!) is supposed to be the culmination of those feelings and how hes pushing her away and hes afraid of being a dad again (im NOT your dad. and we are going our separate ways). but ultimately chooses to stay with ellie and that choice is SO IMPORTANT!! and now in the show its like... ok so... now youre Not afraid of.. getting her killed? because you STILL have a bad ear and ptsd? (that he wouldve had for a while anyway so honestly its a little funny theyre playing it up so hard all of a sudden him clutching at his chest all the time is just kinda funny to me again where is the subtlety i dont see it). and like with this change it makes their argument (and their reconciliation) less powerful honestly to me at least. that argument they have is seared into my brain its still one of my favorite scenes but i just wasnt feeling it as much with this different set up of events (and also imo the game still has the better actor performances PLEASE watch those scenes if you havent)

and this side stepping of joels selfishness as a character is honestly a problem for me. and im afraid what it might mean for future episodes. because joels selfishness is very integral to his character. knowing what i do about whats coming down the line, and how theyve been talking about the “cure” so far, im so 😬 just clenching my teeth so hard. because they just... keep saying every once in a while that “there can never be a cure making a cure would be hard how would you even manufacture and distribute it?” (squinting REAL HARD AT THAT LAST ONE!!) and im soooo nervous that they might downplay just how much of a selfish asshole joel is and how they might try to make his future actions less terrible.... or justify them in some way..... or something equivalent to downplaying what happens..... 

i mentioned it a while ago but these are arguments the fans have been having since summer 2013 but what annoys me about it is that none of it even matters!!! because the Only thing that matters is joels selfish choice. not whether hes right or wrong. the ambiguity is the whole point!! the selfishness is the whole point!! joel doesnt care and hes gonna do whatever he thinks is necessary regardless of the repercussions. and i am just so afraid theyre gonna undercut that. I HOPE THEY DONT IM CROSSING MY FINGERS SO HARD THAT THEY DONT WE CAN CELEBRATE IF THEY DONT but sometimes people are afraid to let their characters be shitty and have flaws and act selfishly and joel is a bit of a controversial character already. i hope they dont try to make him/his actions more “acceptable” somehow. i LIKE that hes like this it makes him INTERESTING

but yeah the rest of the episode was fine i guess. loved seeing jackson. oh but i will say that the end of the episode felt so uneventful to me which is hilarious based off of what happens, but the way things play out in the game is SO TENSE and drawn out that in comparison was just really weak in the show unfortunately. im sure it was a “for time” reason and like it still gets the idea across but again just more reason for me to stand by the game still being The True Last of Us Experience. looking forward to the left behind episode tho i am so excited to see my girl riley again 💔

[arillusionist]

s&b s1e2 live reaction!!

the episode title omg... nina and matthias better show up in this

young mal and alina are so cute

KAZ AND INEJ ALREADY?? IM BEING FED HELL YEAH

but i can tell this is not gonna be a cute scene

i mean their scenes are never "cute" but shes already yelling 😬😬

OH THAT WAS PAINFUL TO WATCH

inej is so valid tho i love how she knows what she wants and she doesnt let herself get pushed around 💪💪

even by kaz

the darkling isnt even that hot what do people see in him??? the crows on the other hand.............. bangers all of them

ah this is the scene from the trailer

oh thank god we're in ketterdam again i like alina's plot but its very predictable and crow's plot is not

and thats funny considering i've read soc but not s&b 💀

inej is gonna save kaz im calling ittt

oh nvm!! see what i mean abt it being unpredictable

Ahh inej and jesper time 😍😍

STOPPP NOT INEJ DRINKING JESPER'S SHOT

wait huh?? why is inej going to the menagarie????

KAZ DRINKING JESPERS SHOT TOO IM CRYINF

indirect kiss 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 (not really)

KAZ HAS BLUE EYES?? I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THIS HES SUPPOSED TO HAVE BROWN EYES INEJ LITERALLY DESCRIBES THAT A MILLION TIMES

damn kaz is smart

alina girl theyre not tryna kill you

what tf does mal have against grisha 💀💀💀

happy to see inej but why the Fuck is she still in the menagerie i dont like this

WHEN SHE LETS HER HAIR DOWN >>>>>>>

"would you like to see how it works" HDHFLKJFKLJFL

okok thank god shes just gonna kill someone i thought that heleen bitch was gonna make her do what she did before

jesper being in awe of inej is so funny to me 😭😭

i feel like everybody is being way to chill abt alina being a fucking Sun Summoner. like theyre all like ohh yeah ur special ur the chosen one but thats it?? why arent their reactions more extreme?? this girl is literally a legend?????

every time a fjerdan appears i go a little delulu and think its matthias

look i js wanna see all the crows ok?? 💔💔 ik wylan isnt in this season but stilllll

i can definitely see how harsh the fjerdans are towards grisha now.. like it was obvious in soc but this rlly Shows it

oh OH damn

JESPER ASKING FOR AN EXPLOSIVES EXPERT LMAO 😭😭

i love jesper

OH SHE DID IT!!!

aww i feel bad for alina ☹️💔

GET AWAY FROM HER GET A JOB 🗣️🗣️

"you would turn your back on her so quickly?" dawg.....

the person saying "eh whatever" in the background when jesper fired 💀

jesper is so bad at lying

KILL HIM INEJ

…she has a brother??

"you choose him over my freedom" "you assume its one or the other" hdhfjk the angstttt

ok i know inej is mad at kaz but the shot where they were looking over the conductor guy... THE power couple omg 🔥🔥🔥

aww alina 💔💔 jessie is a hella good actor tho

what is she doing!?!?!?

OH MY GOD THE SCENE CUTTING TO KAZ AFTER THE GUYS TALK ABOUT DOING FOOLISH THINGS FOR YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS

HE SOLD THE FUCKING CROW CLUB ?????

HE DID IT FOR HER~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KAZ

KAZ OH MY GODDDD

KANEJ IS REAL

THEY ARE REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

AUGHHHH H💗💖💖💖💖💖💖

ITS NOT ALL ANGST AHDFJKFLJGKJGLKJGLKJFKLJLKFJ

i could not care less about mal pining for alina KANEJ. IS. REAL. AHHH!!!!!

ok i care abt alina tho!! ☹️☹️ feel so bad for her

aww its overrr 💔💔 if the show wasnt on the verge of cancelation i would watch another one but im tryna stretch this out

[life-through-my-eyess]

Hello there, hope you’ve been well

To be honest it’s been difficult to find the right words to write you back. People do leave and people are afraid of getting hurt. I find myself in the middle of this road. I’m afraid of getting hurt and that’s why I show myself in pieces to those around me. Everything that really matters I tend to hold close to my heart, protecting it from the outside. I also know that I do have an urge in me to runaway, to run when I get scare, to run when I’m not ready, my brain just screams “GO GO GO”. So I do get it.

I also believe that life has beauty and there are wonderful things in us humans and our relationships. What bothers me about life is that for the most of it, it looks like we are living through society’s wishes, what is expected of us, what we need to do to survive these “rules”. And I’m not saying that’s some of them needs to be abolish ahah, that’s the thing I can see both sides, I can understand that it needs to be order for the world to work, we need to work in different areas, we need to work more years because life expectancy is increasing and bla bla bla im rambling now ahah. The point is that it’s difficult sometimes to navigate in this world, sometimes the beauty it’s mostly in our dreams and sometimes the beauty it’s just an hour of the day or the week.

Yeah humans are masters in destroying look at our planet. Also our default must be the incapacity to be fully content, we’re always chasing the next thing. We take the present for granted and we only realize something is important the second is missing.

What you said regarding our life being ours to decide and that we can choose our destiny, sounds so freeing for people that felt that was taken away from them. For me however, it sounds a little scary because I’m at that point in life where it feels like whatever path I’m going to choose, it’s gonna determinate the rest of my life, and I’m not sure what I want and I’m not ready for what comes next. Yeah I know, little human me worried about what’s next, like I mention.

Ahahah we’re both gonna fall off your bicycle, we can try tho, but I hope your plan it’s to go to a train station or something or else we ain’t going far away. Well I hope you’re a good cook in this world and another, because at least you made me curious about your food. Your place sounds like the perfect spot for these autumn days to come, a hot drink and a breathtaking peaceful view, please take there. Also love that there’s a spa so that people can casually go for a quick massage haha! Your mind is usually concerned about the well being of others, that’s very selfless and it’s so pure that you want to make other’s lives lighter. But darling, what about you, who’s gonna illuminate your night when you don’t see the stars? I hope there are sparkles surrounding you. I hope there are people who make you smile and make you feel important.

Thank you so much, most of it was ignited by your light and kindness 💕

Not gonna lie, on my rainy run I mostly felt wet ahah, I’m sure next time I will feel it more ☺️

I’m glad you’re sane and enjoy chocolate ahah, I get that you have to control yourself from eating too much because I for instance have no self control 😬

The leaves falling are still amazing, so I hope you see different vibrant ones and I hope that delivers colorfulness in your life 🍁

Hey, I’m good thank you. How have you been?

I think most of us are afraid of getting hurt. We are afraid to move forward, taking that step but if we don’t do it, I’d we don’t let our guards down we most probably will regret it later on in life. You can miss a really good opportunity, a really good person because we didn’t let our guard down. It’s a little easier to runaway but it’s hard to stay and get on with it. And it’s okay to pick either one. But I’d rather take that step instead of saying, “what if”.

You can ramble all you like about anything and everything. Random as heck whatever it’s all good because it’s interesting to know how peoples minds work. I agree with what you have said. Never stop dreaming as dreaming helps us feel young, with it, hope and a coping mechanism.

Yeah I get that, I understand what you are trying to say. You know, my inbox is open and you can message me. We can discuss this next step in your life privately. I am here if you wanted to talk.

Hahaha we won’t fall, we wooooont. Gotta trust the process 🙈😂. Well, my cooking is different and I can cater to your needs if you dislike something so on… I’m glad I made you curious about something though. Yeah that’s the thing about me, I’m always concerned about others well-being. I always want to do a lot more to help, it’s who I am. I give a lot of myself out and takes me a while to restore that energy. Awwww that’s so sweet, I have really good people around me who are not toxic or cause me unnecessary stress. The light on my dark days is making someone smile. I also have a new friend and that’s you, write so beautifully and passionately 💕.

I guess sometimes we just feel wet instead of feel the rain. That’s okay too. I hope you managed to go for a run?

Thank you, that’s such a nice way to view it. A nice positive way.

I hope your week has been good and that you start next week with a positive mind so you have a positive outcome. Know that you got this and whatever comes next… is nothing you can’t handle and that you will be okay 💕.

[j-sanarih]

hi im back and not as sleep deprived (it’s mid term week 🧎🏽‍♀️)

but i have new prompt up for adoption!

haikyuu omegaverse and art theft/conman au!

now ik what you might be think “oh it’s just gonna be the same people being omega/alpha/beta” but don’t fret my dear summer child, over here we do things a bit differently but let’s talk about the prompt first before get into the knitty gritty 😗

so here's what i was thinking:

-there are two groups, one with omegas/betas and one with alphas/betas, and both groups deal with jewelry/art/money (ill leave that up to you) heists.

-both groups have the same main focus, so they have a friendly rivalry when they first start (around high school/early college age).

-but after feelings are hurt and heists go wrong, both groups split up. years have passed, and the ob (omega/beta) group went off the grid, but the ab (alpha/beta) group remained in the heist scene. but they haven't had much luck financially, but they are fortunate enough to score a heist that will set them up for the rest of their lives; however, there is one problem.

-you can choose the problem, but i was personally thinking that the plan that created required more people then they had. so as a way to fill in the gap, they decide to go and find (with much difficulty) the ob group and beg for help, knowing that with their assistance, they will be able to do the job no problem.

-but the ob group have one main condition: this would be the only and final heist (you can choose why they ask for this)

-with the now-combined squad, they attempted to execute the heist; but there was a little roadblock in the way .…what was it? you ask, well it was only the murder of the person they were supposed to steal from …😬

-it was supposed to be simple, right? well, not anymore with the police on their asses they wouldn’t need anymore trouble right? .…well tell that to their old buddies who are looking for a…bit of revenge.

-will they be able to find love and hope in between, the blazing guns, car chases, and death? …that’s up to you to choose their fate 🤩

…

now that i scared you, we finally get to the fun part the a/b/o dynamics *laughing maniacally 😈*

drum roll pls….

for omegas we have:

sawamura daichi ☠️

iwaizumi haijime 🦔

kuroo testurou 🐈‍⬛

bokuto koutarou 🦉

(you can add more, it just too many characters to think about 🥲)

betas:

akaashi keiji 🦉

kozume kenma 🐈

(again…ADD MORE IDC)

alphas:

oikawa tooru 👑

sugawara koushi 🍬

now ships

-the usual daisuga, kuroken, bouaka, iwaoi (again add onto it) but i would love to see other ships and some love triangles and couple angst 😏

extra notes:

-i was thinking of a oc! kid (5-6) you can choose the gender, name and parents but i was personally thinking daisuga as the parents to a little boy (idk what to name him) but suga doesn’t know that’s his kid (he’s a bit dumb alright 🙂‍↕️) and its like super angsty between the two of them.

but that’s all for today, again if you do decide to write this fic, please tag me so i can read it pls🥹🙏

-sana ✨

[jentlemahae]

the fact all of the pinks brands are never really great at the met gala and the pinks have to wear those brands in order to go in the first place means the stylists will have to work extra hard and ummm... idk if they can do that you guys 😬

jennie - sadly she will have to wear chanel but she makes it look good so i'm not too worried tbh. last year's look was very cute however her stylist played it extremely safe so we need to step it up this year please <3

rosé - both her stylists are hit or miss and one of them styled someone for the met gala before and missed so bad omg 😖 ysl is always boring at the met gala too and they are never ever ever on theme so i have to keep my expectations extremely low for my wife. if she wears another mini dress i'll cry.

jisoo - despite dior being ugly asf, they actually do ok at the met but they're rarely on theme either. no shade but i have no faith in jisoo's stylist to choose something sickening or on theme bcs she styles all her clients in very simple and elegant dresses, which is fine but not very met gala.

lisa - i'm obsessed with her new stylist and there's potential for her to devour. she's also the member that's most likely to wear something a little more adventurous and interesting. however she will probably wear louis vuitton and lv SUCKS at the met gala 😭😭

oh i have ZERO hope that they will be on theme fshsh i just read up about this year’s theme and i guess they could just put them in some archive piece and we could make it work, but honestly this time i just want them to all look great and memorable 🥲 i am also not that worried for jennie bcs we’ve learned she can pull off whatever chanel gives her so it’s gonna be fine, and so far it seems lisa can pull off lv too despite their clothes being what they are so im also not worried about her 🤷🏻‍♀️ rosie tho……if they have looking like a cocktail waitress agin i will be SEETHING! i know ysl doesn’t shine at the met gala but there must be something they could do to have her look a little interesting! i agree for jisoo — her problem this time isn’t really the brand, it’s her stylist 🫥 out of these four brands, i gotta say i have more faith in dior this time (and only this time) but ooooh i have many doubts in her stylist, she reeeeally likes to play it safe which is not the vibe for this event 🙃😕 i just hope they look good idk

[kits-ships]

Circus Baby, Ballora, and Afton! (The whole family 😬)

NOOOOOOOO (but also ty :3)

Circus Baby- What’re you and your f/os favorite desserts?

The Doctor likes pie and cake, but he'll eat mostly anything; especially if it's sweet. Olive likes pound cake with strawberries and whipped cream <3

Ballora- How good at dancing is your f/o?

This bitch loves to dance........ And don't insult his ability to dance, either. The Doctor knows a whole lot of moves, he just needs some time to recall them. Swing dancing is the most fun btw.

Afton- What’s your f/os favorite color?

this is. an interesting question. like, what if time lords see more colors than humans? would he pick favorites between colors?? does it change with each incarnation???

uhm. im gonna choose three. blue, red, and brown. i feel like that covers most of my bases

[luckyqueenreign]

LITG: Double Trouble EP 12 Recap

last one for this week...

*spoilers under the cut*

Ryan announcing he's leaving.....

"now this is a bombshell" Roberto PLEASE!! NOT RYAN SAYING MAYBE HE PICKED THE WRONG TWIN. SIR PLS LEAVE!

Ryan *diamond scene* honestly if youre on Ozzy's route dont do it. Ryan basically tells u what we already know that Ozzy regrets being picked by her day one and that he wouldve rather have been picked by MC. and that he wouldve def have stepped forward for MC. KEEP THAT SAME ENERGY AT A BOYS RECOUPLING OZZY!! Ryan does tell you that Ozzy is planning on breaking things off with Grace at some point which is I guess "new information" but also not really. "theres a certain look in his eyes when he talks about you...It's a similar look to when he talks about his dancing. I'd call it passion" 🥹🥹🥹🥹 ohhhhh we do get an option to tell Ryan we kissed Ozzy 😬 I did it bc he's leaving anyway anddd he tells us he caught some islanders in a private moment..🙄

SCREAMING!!! NOT FB GIVING US A DIAMOND CHOICE TO TELL GRACE NOT TO COUPLE UP WITH HIM!!!!

"DONT COUPLE UP WITH HIM THEN...IF U'VE GOT DOUBTS THEN STEP ON"....MC. IS. A. MENACE. this option is V tense. it's clear theres animosity here and MC def fueled the flames.

recoupling time obvi Grace is going first 🙄🙄 "im not the type of girl to give up easily" and looks directly at MC. SCREAMING!!! im so sad Grace isnt gonna wanna be friends anymore after this 😭😭 OZZY SHOOTING MC A LONGING GLANCE FOR HER TO WINK BACK AT HIM.

I picked Lewie 😐 think I might just stick with him until we can choose Ozzy. LOLs Roberto and Amelia kissed last night??? Amelia is soooooo wrong for not telling MC that. Likeeeee this boy has been up our asses all day. first she was clearly going to kiss Lewie back and now we find out she had already kissed a guy last night AND dint tell us when we've been trying to decide which one to choose. BOO!!

I think im gonna move into my PG phase with Lewie 😬 which sucks bc total waste of the hideaway lol...in my mind MC is now super conflicted about her feelings for Ozzy so she's gonna pause on getting any closer to Lewie.

OOP TWO NEW ISLANDERS COMING NEXT WEEK!! Also thank you for a chill cliffhanger fb! im thinking its Elliot and Flo since they were in the casa postcards? or actually maybe Chloe since the postcard could also be Flo's debut. I guess we will see next week!

[primalspice]

Ivy (places a flower on her grave) 1, 6, 13, 22, 25, 34, 42, 50, 60

iv

1: What is your character’s biggest fear?

i think her biggest fear is dying without having made a notable impact on the world (through her work, ideally). its partially an ego thing despite it being thankless work but she really does also want to help people. we see how that went :/

6: What is your character’s sexual orientation?

i think shes a lesbian but im not gonna stop drawing the doctor throuple im sorry

13: What would your character die for?

clearly very little 😒 i think she was willing to die for her work even before moving to region zero, maybe just not exactly the way it actually happened. she’d be happy dying for it if it meant making a difference in the world, but whether or not that happened is debatable. i think that’s something selma is more in denial about as the Survivor of the incident tho. i think it’s hard to say she even necessarily died for her work; maybe it’d be more accurate to say she died for her comrades or for her own pride/lack of ability to choose battles wisely. sounds a lot less noble when you put it that way, thought.

22: What is the worst thing your character has ever done?

the worst thing for herself or to others? moving to region zero, generally, was a fucking awful decision LOL and i guess unintentionally so was agreeing to help Faust get in too, considering the immediately-harmful things he’d plot to do 10 or so years later LOL. it really just set off a horrible horrible chain of events. 

25: Would you want to hang out with your character?

i mean i don’t know what we’d talk about and i’d be kinda intimidated by her so idrk but. i suppose i’d trust her to be my doctor.................Maybe 😬

34: What is cliche about your character?

shes The Good Twin. also woman who dies before the plot even starts just to create baggage for other characters, if we wanna go there. i promise its deep tho. 

42: What would be your character’s dream career?

as insane as it sounds i think this IS her dream career, at least on paper. i think if she’d not been selected for this project she definitely would’ve been doing something else humanitarian and/or research medicine related.

50: What is your favorite thing about your character?

my favorite thing about ivy is that shes kinda casually really unhinged LOL none of her peers really question her due to her not being From Here or due to her kinda just having a calm demeanor about it all but she.... indeed has a lot wrong with her LOL i mean i dont think someone who’s normal about their life or job or self would choose to live and die for some secret research territory that isn’t even in their home country. 

60: If you could title your character’s life, what would you title it?

how to completely derail the lives of everyone you love with one secret trick 😳