#i know this sounds corny but like

[uncanny-tranny]

It actually does bother me that eating is treated like spending money - that you have an allotted allowance in the form of calories that you are supposed to budget.

"How are you spending your calories?" I'm spending them on experiences. I'm spending them on time with my community, my people, those who matter to me. I'm spending them on satiating a human need. I'm spending them on the feeling of being alive and not just living.

If there is one experience that I don't want to "pay" for, it's the basic human right of comfort, security, community, and care.

[dangeroustaintedflawed]

things haven’t been great lately, everything came crashin down on me thursday evening. i was at work n ended up breaking down cryin in front of a customer… not my finest moment lol. but there’s smthin different now, idk why but i feel a real tiny bit of hope that things will change 4 me n it wont always be like this. idk how long it’ll take but i think i wanna stick around n find out. i know it’s not my time, n i believe that 4 all of us. i hope u all know it doesn’t have 2 be ur end. despite the dark shit that’s always lingering somehow i feel this little like warmness in my heart that i’ve never had n idk why i have it but i wanna share it ..nothing lasts 4ever, ur pain won’t last 4ever. don’t leave b4 u reach the beautiful things that r waitin 4 u

[marblerose-rue]

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the planes of existence

[threadsoflacee]

anytime i read a fic where will calls hannibal "han" i like genuinely grip my chest in heart wrenching pain and scratch off my skin and i fall to my knees and screams like ive been shot

[evilbubu]

nobody cares but i just want to say thank you to twenty one pilots song; next semester for giving me the strength to drop out of University after it absolutely crushed me mentally, emotionally and physically. So, thank you. I'll try again, next semester.

[oh-katsuki]

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hello :)) okay so i mentioned this a little bit ago, but i will be moving blogs in the coming days and will be shifting entirely onto the blog @woahjo. i've decided to go by the same pseud i currently use, (because i feel like i'm lying if i don't and i hate that LMFAO) though i considered going by a new one, and my ao3 will be staying the same. i also won't be reposting anything to the new blog just yet (maybe a few of my favorites eventually), but i'll be leaving this blog up! the new blog (ofc) is a writing blog and will function essentially the same way this one does. please come join me over there if you like. i'd feel very honored <3

i'm not sure how many people really care all that much about what i have to say about this, but i'll say a little bit anyway bc i feel a lot of responsibility and big feelings towards this blog.

tldr; i'm switching blogs. it's silly to get emotional but i love it here, i love you, please come say hello over on the new one if you'd like.

i've been feeling this way for a while, and while the recent discourse had an effect, it's mostly a result of my own feelings. i just think it may be time to get a bit of a fresh start. i've had this space for nearly three years now and the community that's been built on this blog is beyond what i ever could have imagined when i first started writing. i know i'm getting a little sappy, but frankly, im shocked people wanted to be here and follow my writing at all. (i never know what to say when people tell me they do) it really humbles me and i hope to continue writing for many many years to come.

i recently took a long look at the way i view fandom culture and space, as well as how it affects me, and i sort of came out on the other side realizing that it might be time for a change of scene. i love this space. i love this community. it's something that i am deeply proud of to a point that i feel very emotional over leaving (clearly lol). in fact, i'm incredibly nervous about posting this. there's a lot of anxiety in posting your art for people to see and it makes me feel vulnerable to type a post like this telling y'all just how much i appreciate you and the part you've all played in this lovely little spot. i'm very emotionally attached to this place.

but!!! i'm excited for the type of creative refresh effect a new blog might have, as well as the ability to get to chat with you guys a little more and make friends. things get lost on here (both because tumblr sucks and because my blog is so messy that it makes me physically nervous to think about) and im hoping to be able to keep my new blog clean and tidy so that everything is easier to find. i've been feeling writer's block for a while now and i feel like having "more space to roam" (for lack of a better phrase) might have a really nice effect.

anyway, all this to say that i love it here. for those of you that choose to follow me to my new blog, please come say hello. and of course the group of old mutuals who are no longer active, i love y'all. if you ever come back to tumblr when ur old and gray, come say hi since i'll probably be writing x reader anime fic still. lol

[marlboromiles]

i completely forgot about the ice nine kills song for the devils rejects its so bad oh my god its so bad. they should be ashamed of themselves for that especially considering rob has that shit covered 10x over

[shadystranger]

coming out to say I think the ending was evil as balls and horrible to sam why'd you force him to live intrinsically broken inside and hollow living for the longest soul-decaying while without the person he loves most waking up every day and going goddammit not again while becoming a shell of a human it's almost sadistic why'd you do this to him

[qreepystuff]

thought about thalita lyra again

[stoertebeker]

What do you even say to someone who has anxiety about turning 30 like sorry you don't see the beauty of getting older & growing into yourself? Sorry you haven't realized yet that it's literally irrelevant for your ability to enjoy life whether you're 25 30 35 etc?

[just-spacetrash]

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[thesauce8]

My appreciation of a character’s appearance drastically increases when I find them interesting. Like I will literally go from not really caring about their appearance to finding them gorgeous simply because I love their character. You can present to me an ethereal character and I won’t really care because they don’t interest me, but give me a raggedy one who I just love for some unexplainable reason and there’s no one more beautiful.

[lqcb97]

[gothsuguru]

writing fluff is so hard esp for a character you haven’t written for before + other characters in the fic 😭

[s4pphoiduser]

maybe a little corny but idrc i guess. so: maybe i'm just getting older or maybe my age/aging is totally unrelated to all this but i find that these days, now that i've grown out of being an angsty teen looking for anger and hate in every corner of the world, i find that now i am more struck by kindness, especially in fictional worlds that are harsh and demand a character let go of their kindness and inherent goodness to survive and never be taken advantage of or things like that. i like when characters are so kind that it's truly truly one of their core traits. i know it's not exactly rare, but these days... kinda feels like it. i'm always struck by characters who fight to be good and kind and still believe in fickle things like love and other people. characters whose kindness make others wary of them and draw them closer simultaneously. characters whose goodness and insanely strong (fought-for) sense of love and humanity (and i don't mean humanity like humankind as a whole; i mean a person's sense of humanity, i mean people. i mean people need people. i mean people need closeness and love and things that like that) makes others around them more likable and ... human. characters whose kindness/goodness/big big big hearts humanize everyone who gets the chance to be basked in the glow of that beauty.

[nat-20s]

2022 was an absolute shit year but it was the Start of me feeling less awful all the time. 2023 I doubled down on that and I do think I've made some progress. 2024 might reap (find a lot of joy in life) what I sow (actually work on my mental health and building the kind of life I want)