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[sleepystarryskies]

hiii!!!

I saw your post about asks being open and wondered if I could request something with caregiver Finnick?

I honestly don't mind what I just love him an would luv to see more content lol :3

completely understand if not tho!!! hope you having a nice day/evening/night!!! <333

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ cg!finnick odair headcanons

{ notes- i lovelovelove finnick so much and got so excited at your request, decided to do some headcanons!! }

credits for layout to - @half-eclipse

🌊 . . . is the most protective caregiver ever :(

🐢 . . . would love for him and his little to live in district four after the war, and would be willing to do trips to their district if they wanted

🐟 . . . nicknames for his little include - seashell, baby, if his baby’s feeling grumpy he definitely calls them ‘crabby’ affectionately, and any other nicknames his little shows a liking towards!!

⚓️ . . . is the clingiest caregiver ever, because of his trauma he always wants them in view.

🐚 . . . always has a hand on their shoulder/back, holding their hand, or ruffling his baby’s hair.

🌅 . . . would be more than happy to carry his little, holding them on his hip or piggybacking them around!!

🌊 . . . ties his little’s shoelaces for them, even if they know how to do it, his never randomly come undone like magic :0

🐢 . . . most days are spent at the beach/in the sea, but he always makes sure his little one has plenty of sunscreen!!

🐟 . . . would love to teach his little how to swim, and if they already know how to then he would race them around (he definitely always lets them win) !!

⚓️ . . . always makes sure his little’s comfortable with it, but would adore helping them with bathtime, would give them lots of toys and crayons!!

🐚 . . . has a bedtime for his little, but its moreso a ‘get into bed and calm down’ more than a strict sleeping time, because he knows some babies struggle with sleeping.

🌅 . . . is the softest carer ever :(

[dreadpirateella]

I promise we will get back to our regularly scheduled turtle posting soon but guys I have to yell about Sonic 3 bc ohhhh my gosh

Sonic 3 spoilers below!!!

this movie, y'all. I should preface this with the fact that I know next to nothing about Sonic outside of the live action universe, so a lot of my excitement comes from my limited knowledge of this franchise

Shadow is so much different than I thought he would be! Keanu did a phenomenal job voicing him imo. He made him seem a lot more like a person with actual feelings than I thought he was before I watched this. I kinda had an idea in my head that Shadow was this emo angry kid and didn't know why but this was an incredible subversion of those expectations and I'm so glad his character is the way he is!! He's so interesting to watch. His realization at the end that this definitely isn't what Maria wanted (or what he wants) was just so incredible. I loved his team up with Sonic!

Honestly the entire story of Shadow and Maria was just so devastating to watch. It's so important for how the audience views Shadow for us to see that past and how happy he was so that we can understand why he wants revenge so bad. It's so so so good and his sacrifice at the end of the movie was incredible. The fact that he was willing to give up his life to fix his mistake just says so much about who he is.

and Maria's line of how the light still shines even after the star has died was beautiful. That sentiment is just so heartwarming <3

Also I'm an "always watches the credits" girlie so YES I SAW THAT SCENE AT THE VERY END MY BOY IS ALIVEEEEEEE

and SPEAKING of credits scenes, THEY'RE MAKING ANOTHER MOVIE???? WITH AMY???? HELLO????? let's freaking go I'm so pumped

Knuckles and Tails were more of sidekicks in this movie than in the ones before, which was a tad bit disappointing. I know that with as many characters that are in this universe it can be hard to balance screen time between them all, but still. I think watching an entire show focused on Knuckles skewed my view a bit too, so that could just be my like weird warped perception throwing me off idk (and my love for Knuckles is definitely throwing me off haha)

I loooove the way Robotnik's story ended!!! He died doing something good, and I just rly like that. The closure of the plot line between him and Agent Stone was wonderful too!!

Maddie and Tom were (as always) absolute MVP's here! I love that they give the boys freedom to go do what needs to be done, but they're also always willing to get involved and help. It's wonderful I love them a lot <333

SPEAKING OF TOM????? dude I was PANICKED OHHH MY GOSH and Shadow's immediate regret at seeing how upset Sonic was GAHHHHH :(((((( SO glad Tom's okay bc omg I woulda lost it. I loved how Sonic was fueled by his grief and OH the part where Knuckles was gonna fight him over the master emerald but backed down bc he wanted to keep his oath???? that stabbed me in the heart I love him

Ok I'm done yapping thanks for reading my nonsense <3333 I actually can't express my excitement over these goobers I just love them so so so much

[anthony-crowleys]

Fans of both BSD and JJK, I'm calling you!!

I guess I like this idea a lot... I'm officially making a series of these, so if you are interested, stay tuned for the rest. I'l try to post one each day for the next week or so.

Copy/pasting the explanation from the first poll for convenience sake:

I'm genuinely curious to know who is the fan favourite, so please, vote only if you have a pretty good idea of who both these characters are... To try and avoid messy results, I'm including two options for fans of only one of the two shows/mangas that may come across this and want to smash a button to show support for their kin fave (understandable, really). Please refrain from voting the genuine option if that's the case, pretty please. Also, I know that technically we are not finished with Dazai's story and development while we have a pretty clear idea of Gojo's, but I'm more interested in the vibes, which is your favourite character, not the best written/developed one.

✨Please reblog for sample size and because I'd love to read your comments! <333

Atsushi/Yuji poll

Credits x : x

[eggzeroni]

hey it's your favouriteeeee >:333

since i wanted to give you a break from the art fight you're having (hope you win!!!!!), i wanted to ask:

how did you layout your intro post?

now i know how to format and stuff, but the pictures and the under the cut thing (how do people do it??) and the dividers... it's all so much huhuuuu (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

oh! and one last thing. I'm kinda lost on what to add to this intro post lol.... so any tips, maybe ?? 🤧🤧🫣🫣

so, taking advice from a dear friend (you!!!), i wanted to ask.

thank u sm!!!!💞💞

w/ pizazz,

elis

Ooh! Hi there Elis! Thanks for the question (and the break, lol)

Well, it really depends on the style you want, and what you post.

For example, because I'm a writer, I have a section dedicated to my fanfics. I have a section dedicated to the pieces of art I've done which I think are particularly good. I also have a section dedicated to nice things people have done for me, and little tid bits that don't fit into other sections.

Your intro is all about who you are. You want it to display your aesthetic and vibe. I grabbed some pics off of Pinterest that I liked and positioned them at the top and bottom.

Since I like astronomy, I took some dividers made by others and used those where I felt they were needed: e.g section changes. Make sure you credit the artist who made the divider, of course.

It can also be a bit of a master list, it's a bit like a strawpage, but more detailed. It helps the reader understand what you post and what they may find.

For you, you could start with your fandoms, e.g COD and Sherlock BBC.

Tumblr is all fun, it's important not to take the intro seriously, but it's about organising your blog into neat little sections.

Since you like reblogging, maybe you could have a section dedicated to your favourite pieces, drabbles, etc.

Some people like to have a section that includes things like "Go follow" whoever it may be, a list of people, or one person "or I'll show up at your doorstep" or whatever. Which is something I've considered. It's just showing people who you interact with, and lets them explore new blogs.

It's also about showing people who you are as a person, so it's important to make it as you as possible. Don't overthink it, trust me 🤣

As for the under the cut thing,

I assume you're talking about that? To do that, look to the bottom bar with all of the add GIFs, add photos, audios, all that jazz. It should be the last one.

Click that, and boom, read more.

People usually use this feature when writing fics so that when people go to their blog, they aren't scrolling for hours. It kind of contains it. It also helps rebloggers for the same reason. But you can also use it for rambling, yapping or vents. Whatever floats your boat.

Hope this helps, thanks so much for the ask, Elis, love ya 😆💖

[tomb-the-mod]

INTRO POST

GOD. DAMN. IT FEELS GOOD TO GET OUT OF THOSE BRACKETS, They've been holding me down but NOT ANYMORE. FINALLY.

Greetings! I'm Tomb, you know me from Bob, Hammer, Icee, and a few others.

A couple of things about me

drunk mode

I'm stupid, not like bad stupid, good stupid. I have adhd and a bit of autism since I hit my head on rocks alot in elementary school, yknow, like a norm. So I tend to not really understand what's going on if too much is happening at once, going to fast, or I'm just not very caught up from doing something so expect me to ask alot of questions

I have ADHD and Tourrettes Syndrome, basically meaning I twitch alot make noise which isn't really a problem here on Tumblr, but in case you find me irl somehow then I will do random stuff, also also it causes me to get random bursts of energy out of nowhere so some days I'll be out of and other days I'll be super affectionate and whatever, you'll see it when it happens :3

I am VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY (You get the point) GAY which also means I SIMP ALOT , so I'm VERY open talking about silly goobers with you :333 (BUT DO NOTE THIS, Like yee ol fashioned "people", I DO NOT LIKE IRL STUFF/S-X/PEOPLE WHATEVER, If its FICTIONAL and its ART and its FANFICS then im okay with that, voice actors I'm kinda alright with its just kinda, not really like, a big fan. Straight up actors or people, I just kinda know them and thats about it.

I. CRAVE. ART.

Nothing more needs to be said here /silly

I think that's all I can really think of here, check this a bit often to make sure I added things because I will think about them later and add them here.

PLAY WITH ME!! I NEED GAMER FRIENDS!!

(Yes I know these are all the same so what)

Steam: Blademaster1407

Roblox: Blade_I8 (Display: Blade)

VR: Blademaster_1407

Minecraft (This is the main one): OnlyBlade_

Discord (also main): Bob da ghost

I mainly play games like Csgo, minecraft, dayZ, pz, Roblox, and some more :33

Credits to @/mod-autumn for the art of my mod sona (litterly just my roblox avatar lmfao) and @/yunfox00 for the pfp :3333

IMPORTANT TAG: #Tomby

This tag is things that AREN'T reblogs of random stuff I find on my dashboard, if you want actual conversations, use this tag on my blog :33

[cruesuffix]

i wonder if mick was open about his condition to the people close to him… like i wonder if he told his kids about it or maybe his girlfriends/wives. maybe someone in whitehorse like jack? because wasn’t it around that time he got diagnosed? maybe not. the fact that it was a secret for such a long time is very surprising to me

what do you think?

this is actually a question i wonder a lot about myself anon!!

i do know his kids know, in fact stormy has it too. as we know, the disease is genetic so he passed it down to her. besides that, i know he didn’t tell the crue until much later in their career, and im sure his current wife knows too. but past girlfriends and wives… thats a tougher question. back in the day he was already pretty insecure about his age, so im not sure he wanted to add in the fact that he had a crippling disease as well. i don’t even know much about his past wives and girlfriends either so i really can’t say i know if they knew about it before. if i had to guess… with the way some of them treated him, probably not. (well, with the exception of sharon, i think she knew about it.) also you’re right, he got diagnosed a little before he joined whitehorse, but from the interviews i’ve heard from jack and harry i don’t think they knew about it during that time either. i think they found out with the rest of the public when he came out and talked about it.

i know it does seem surprising that it’s only come out like… i don’t want to say recently because it was like what, two decades ago when he came out with it?? but, mick has always been an extremely private person and it does seem like he doesn’t like talking about his personal life for the most part. plus if you look at the history within the band and the countless of times those guys tried to kick mick out (rhyme), you can kinda understand why he never said anything for as long as he did. he was probably scared they’d kick him out (and have a good reason to do so) if they knew. it just kinda sucks he had to suffer by himself for so long. not saying the Crüe would have helped him cause… they sure aren’t now, but if he never told any of his wives/girlfriends about it… he didn’t really have any to really talk to about it.

im glad you asked this anon cause now i get the excuse to ponder about it aloud! it kinda sucks that he felt he had to hide it though, especially during that ‘05 doc when he said he reservations about the reunion cause he had no clue how the fans would see him… ok ok enough before i depress the hell outta everyone. thanks for the ask anon!! <333

(post credits addition: maybe robbie knew about it since she was the one around him before the reunion and that was when he was like… kinda deteriorating health wise… not sure though, don’t quote me on this one!)

[twistmusings]

Hi Mod Azul! I was wondering if I could request some parenting headcanons for Riddle x Floyd? :) (With them probably adopting lmfao).

Kinda random, but this was actually sparked by your "Riddle's Conversation with his Mother" post lol. I also just wanted to compliment you on it and how well executed it was. I appreciated the honesty that went into it. How some people will always think they're in the right; they won't listen to you, nor will they change, and sometimes you just have to move away from that. (Also Riddle wanting to cry and go to Trey, but him also knowing that doing so will make things worse??? Him seeing Trey's family, their relationship helping him learn how his own mother's treatment of him isn't right????😭😭😭) Riddle's sorrow was palpable, but so was his determination and hope. The line about Riddle wanting to break the cycle particularly struck me! Ofc, this comes with Riddle growing apart from his mother and into a healthier lifestyle, along with a lot of reflection and struggle and! Betterment!! :) It got me wondering how would Riddle be like as a parent growing out of that kind of cycle? And on a much less serious/more random note, how Floyd's spontaneity may agitate or encourage that growth. I just thought it was interesting :) but i also totally understand if this request is too random/specific🤣🤣🤣 and being able to communicate my appreciation for Riddle's Conversation is enough:)

Thank you for everything you write :) i hope moving is going well!! take care Mod Azul <333

This message is so incredibly sweet. I am so genuinely touched that you liked my Riddle post because I know that the subject of dysfunctional families isn't always something fun to read about. And on top of it all you ask me for florid, which, if I may be biased for a moment, is one of my favorite ships. 😭

Floyd and Riddle as parents.

CW: Mentions of unhealthy parent-child relationship (Riddle and his mother), fluffy as fuck and long as fuck.

Note: This is set with both characters being in their late twenties.

I feel like becoming parents was a very long process for the two of them. Not in a bad way, actually, it was just very well thought out.

Floyd was the one to prompt the discussion: I've mentioned in the past how his biology gives him bad baby fever when he feels comfortable and safe in his life, so that was what prompted it. Riddle, on the other hand, had never really thought about kids. (Nor had he really thought about being in a relationship, either, but here he was, in a committed relationship with Floyd.)

To his credit, Floyd thought out his approach very carefully. He had only heard bits and pieces about Riddle's mother and had met her a grand total of once before the both of them were kicked out of her house. (Sometimes Floyd still remembers how worried he'd been that Riddle would be devastated only to look over and see him with a very smug and self satisfied smile on his face at her reaction. It turned out that Riddle had done it intentionally to piss her off so she'd kick him out 'to think about his choices' so he didn't have to deal with her for the holidays. Its disgustingly sappy, but he's pretty sure that was the day he well and truly fell head over heels for Riddle.) He knows that there's not a good history with his mom, so Floyd had thought it would be best to test the waters before actually asking outright if he wanted kids.

He tried to be subtle about it, just pointing out children when he saw them, hoping to get a temperature read on how Riddle felt about kids in general. "There's a whole line of kids dressed up for halloween! The one with a crown on reminds me of you." or "Hee hee, they have mini-sized boots for baby feet." Riddle would always acknowledge it but was surprisingly quiet about his thoughts.

"Oh, Riddle, look! There's a school trip!"

Riddle looks up from the case of desserts he's looking at in the direction that Floyd is watching, and sure enough a line of children is waddling by behind a guide and their teacher on a field trip, he assumed.

He glanced back to Floyd, wondering why he'd been mentioning baby stuff so much recently. Floyd had already told him before that he tended to get a little baby-crazy at times, and he was about to ask if it was starting up again when a slight movement caught his eye.

His eyes dropped to where he hand that wasn't holding his own had come to rest on Floyd's shirt. It flexed a little, fabric gripped between it, and when Riddle glanced at his face, he noticed that the others eyes were glittering and crinkled at the corners as he smiles.

He follows his gaze back to the group of children who are excitedly pointing at the sweets on display, and that's what makes it click.

"Floyd..." The other perks up, fingers still tangled in his shirt and smile still gracing his lips. "You want kids, don't you?"

It's not a question-- more of an accusation, really.

Floyd's face drops and he opens his mouth and makes a couple of aborted noises. Riddle recognizes it as what he does when he back-pedals-- what he does when he thinks he's done something that actually makes Riddle mad.

"I dunno what you're talkin' 'bout, goldfishie~." He settles on, trying for his normal sing-song tone but sounding a little strained. Riddle shakes his head with a sigh-- while he was glad that Floyd had learned to be a bit more tactful with showing his affection, sometimes he wished he would just drop it and be blunt with him.

Riddle squeezes the hand that's still linked with his own, falling silent and looking back toward the desert case. He sorted his thoughts in the time it took for the waitress to take the order for what he wanted.

As she took the tarts aside to put them in a box, Riddle squeezed Floyd's hand again.

"You could have just asked me outright, you know I wouldn't have been upset with you. So why didn't you?"

Floyd huffs, clearly not wanting to answer this line of inquiry. He tries to pull his hand away from Riddle's, trying to close himself off. Riddle doesn't let him, already familiar with this little trick of his.

"Jus' thought it might be a sensitive subject." Floyd sighs brusquely, and when Riddle looks over at him in confusion he realizes that Floyd is resolutely not looking in his direction. Instead he's watching the children playing again and rubbing at the back of his neck.

"Why would it be?"

"... Cause of your Ma."

Ah. No, that tracks. Truly, sometimes Floyd was too smart for his own good. He seemed to be better at reading Riddle's feelings before he was, sometimes.

"I see." Riddle hums. His mom... he hadn't really thought about that. In fairness, he'd never thought of kids in general, though, either. He doesn't think he would be like his mother but... well, he's never really been in a parental role either. Sometimes he does catch himself saying something and hearing her voice coming out in place of his own. It makes him shudder a little every time, but surely that was a sign that he was trying to be better, right?

It's not exactly a comfortable silence between them, for the next few minutes as they take a seat at the table in the bakery and pull out their desserts. Floyd has barely picked at his tart, Riddle notes, as he chews his own slowly and considers what's on his mind. He glances back over at the field trip group as they finish getting their own treats and go trotting out the door chipperly.

"...Do you think I'm like her?"

Floyd snaps to attention, looking at Riddle like he'd grown a second head.

"What? No." Floyd frowns, gesturing with his hands and glaring at him as if he's personally offended that Riddle would compare himself to his own mother. "No."

"You think so?"

"This is a joke, right, Riddle?" Riddle can't help the slight quirk of his lips at the use of his real name, it's how he knew Floyd was being serious. "She would be too busy counting the calories in that tart to think about anything else."

"Mhm. And she would be arguing with the waitress right now and demanding the nutritional information." Riddle places the last bite of his tart into his mouth to hide his smile.

"And then she would ask if they could substitute the flour for oats or sawdust or somethin' because it would be healthier."

"She would."

"And then she'd tell the whole school group off for letting those kids have that much sugar and how it's 'bad for their growing brains'."

"Yes. And she wouldn't try to do this." Riddle says, jabbing his fork toward Floyd's own tart, which Floyd preempts and slides it far enough across the table that it's out of his reach. Drat.

"Ooh, devious goldfishie~! Too slow." Floyd laughs, mood already improved noticeably, hand propping his head up against the table. Despite not letting him steal it, Floyd cuts a chunk off his own tart and holds it up for Riddle to eat. "You know, she would be screamin' her head off even seeing you eat one of these. Like food can be 'bad' even if it tastes good. You're nothin' like her."

Riddle accepts the offered bite, carefully tucking his hair behind his ear as he leans forward to eat it off the other's fork. He also, rather insistently, threads his fingers between Floyd's, trapping the fork between their hands. Floyd laughs at that, too.

"You make it hard to eat when you do that." Riddle merely smiles back impishly, daring Floyd to figure it out. He truly brings out the playful side of him.

He hums thoughtfully, wiping his mouth with his napkin politely as Floyd unwedges the fork from between their hands so he can eat with his opposite hand. Riddle watches him finally take a large bite of his tart, thumb absentmindedly stroking along the back of Floyd's thumb.

"You know what else she wouldn't do?"

"Mm?"

"She wouldn't be considering having a discussion with Floyd Leech when we get home about if he would like to have kids together." Riddle's nerves get the best of him, as he speaks it, so he hears rather than sees the fork clatter to the table and him start coughing as he inhales the mouthful of food.

"Floyd!?" Riddle panics, reaching for the other. As if sensing the rising panic, Floyd squeezes their linked fingers and manages to clear his throat.

"For real?" Floyd manages, voice rough and croaky but not matching the way his eyes look at him so adoringly. Riddle sighs, smiling fondly at Floyd and shaking his head.

"Yes, for real. I wouldn't tease you like that."

Floyd barely manages to push his tart out of the way of his body as he leans across the table with ease and loops his arms around Riddle with an emotive, disbelieving cry of 'goldfishie!'

Flustered at the public affection, Riddle pats his arm gently.

"Floyd, eat your tart before I eat it for you."

"You can have the tart, I've got all I need right here~."

"Disgusting." Riddle rolls his eyes, but that doesn't stop him from reaching over and stealing the tart.

It takes some discussion, but they do decide that they're ready. They're not married, but close enough given how long they've been together. (Besides, marriage isn't really all that common for people from the Coral Sea and Riddle has never really had much need for there to be a wedding to know that there is a commitment.) They're both financially stable and are in stable living conditions. They are in the best place mentally that they've ever been in their lives... if there was a time, they felt like the best time would be now.

As for the child... They actually have some pretty similar ideas of what they'd be looking for. They both agree that they would like to adopt a child that's a little older (think between 4-12ish) and if possible they would like to have a girl. Floyd wants a girl because he likes girls fashion and he wants to help her find her own sense of fashion and... Riddle because teenage boys are insufferable. He should know. He went to a school literally just for teenage boys.

It takes some talking, but they decide it's for the best to adopt a human. Despite their outward appearances, they are an interspecies couple, and Floyd knowing the difficulties with coming on land as a teen he explains that he just simply can't expect that of a child. The first time shifting from a merperson to a human is deeply uncomfortable and can sometimes even be painful depending on how big of an anatomy change you have to go through. (He distinctly remembers Azul's transformation being worse than his own.) It might get a bit easier after you have time to adjust for that, but he knows it would be terrifying and traumatic for someone anyone that young. Besides, they already live on land, so it works out to be easier than moving to the sea. (Riddle would be willing, but Floyd doesn't want to do that to him either. Besides, he likes shoes, damn it, he's not giving it up to go back to the sea.)

The caveat is, of course, that Floyd's own parents would have to transform to see their grandchild, but somehow Floyd imagines that they would be more than willing. (They already love Riddle even if they accidentally scare the shit out of him sometimes, so Floyd can only imagine how much they will want to spoil their child. And that isn't counting Jade or Azul or any of their other friends.)

The adoption process is slow, but not as slow as it could be because they are considered common law married by the Queendom of Roses.

Once they do eventually get through the adoption process and get their child home, Floyd and Riddle definitely have some things that they have to teach themselves pretty fast that don't come intuitively. Things like how to deal with a child's irrational fears, how to deal with tantrums, how to talk to them about hard questions, that sort of things.

Floyd is really good at the emotional side of things-- he's had years of dealing with his own fluctuating mood so he's good at teaching his kid ways to help talk themselves down when they're getting angry and how to talk themselves up when they're feeling low. He surprises Riddle with how unconditionally supportive he is (though Riddle supposes he's always been the same for him, so he shouldn't be too surprised). He's excellent at finding the right things to say when he needs to say them.

Riddle is great at the academic side of things. With him, it's not anything like his mother was-- his teaching is based on education and helping her to find what works for her. If she has a hard time learning something, he's great at finding a different method to teach her that clicks for her. He's also really good at teaching her how to be responsible and how to think critically and for herself. He never got that as a child, and he never wants her to enter a situation that she can't think through herself. God forbid she should ever feel that kind of pressure, but he thinks about his own overblot and feels like it's necessary for her to know how to step back and and look at a situation logically. He trusts Floyd to teach her how to handle the emotional part of it.

She loves them both, but she's definitely Floyd's little princess. Floyd adores her and spoils her rotten. Riddle has no objections because it's really sweet to watch how well he handles her and matches her energy.

She also loves uncle Jade and Azul. However, uncle Azul is never allowed to babysit because the last time he did, she tried to scam her schoolmates out of money.

Uncle Trey is fun too, and brings her a bunch of sugar and then bails. Riddle threatens to never let him over again, but Floyd had a lot of fun with it and ends up convincing Riddle to stop threatening to cut Trey out of his life over a goofy prank.

Probably the most difficult conversation that they have ever had to have with her was to explain why Grandma and Grandpa Leech visit but why grandma Rosehearts doesn't. Riddle and Floyd tackle that one together, Riddle explaining how his childhood was and Floyd stepping in to take over when he noticed Riddle was getting emotional. Of course there were questions about why and what kinds of things she did, and of course they didn't give her the nitty gritty, but it was enough for her to grasp it. She and Floyd wanted to snuggle Riddle that evening, so it ended up in Floyd and her falling asleep halfway through a movie, one on either side of Riddle.

[tonberry-yoda]

Hello! Your fluff alphabets are so cute! Would you do one for Nishinoya? YOU ARE THE CUTEST

ignore double letters ofc 😅 love you!

hello!!! thank you so much! i love writing the fluff alphabets so im super glad that you like them just as much as i do! i absolutely love this idea and love nishinoya, so i was so excited to get this request in! thank you so much and please enjoy!! AND I LOVE YOU TOO <333

Fluff Alphabet with Nishinoya (Y O U A R E T H E C U T E S T)

Pairing - Nishinoya x reader

Warnings - none!

Notes - i keep forgetting to mention in my other posts that my credit from the fluff alphabet goes to this post, sorry for not mentioning that guys, ill remember from now on lol. thank you so so so so much anon! i loved this request and i hope you love it as much as me! enjoy and have a great day/night!!

And don’t forget REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!! So, if you want to request any writing, don’t hesitate to ask. Please read my pinned post before requesting though. Have a good day/night and please stay hydrated!! <333

Y earning - How will they cope when they're missing their partner?

he is such a pouty little baby

bro would be upset even if yall were just in separate classes for like an hour

and if you were gone for a vacation or something... you are in for it

i think that would be at first

he would be super good with long distance, still trying to make sure that you love him, so if that were the case, you wouldnt have to worry about the guilt you would feel for being gone because he would only make you feel that way for the first like day lol

but yeah, if you're apart for like 35 minutes, he would be all pouty and when you come back, he would jump into your arms talking about how much he missed you

to cope, he would definitely just send you memes or hang out with his buddies to keep his mind off of it

O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

this man is over the moon for you

when he had a crush on you, the whole flippin volleyball team knew

it was so obvious

i mean, look at how he is around Kiyoko in the show lmao

he would treat you like a god/goddess/deity he loves you so much

he would bring you food to show his love, idk why, but it just feels like he would

he will not hesitate to tell you/show you how much he loves you and will not hesitate to tell other people that you are taken

U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?

he knows you so well. even if you havent been in the relationship long, he knew you as a friend first, so he knows you super duper well

he knows what can tick you off and what makes you happy

he knows your favorite foods and drinks and your least favorite

you two gossip together all the time, so he also knows what people you like and dislike

in a disagreement, he is super empathetic. he loves you and wants whats best for you and wants you to have everything in the whole wide world, so he knows that understanding you is top priority

A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?

if you dont already know how to play volleyball, he would absolutely love to teach you!

anything outdoors is a yes for him

hiking, frisbee, picnics, long walks, all an A+ date idea for him

he also loves goofy things

just like getting giant pretzels or going bowling a sucker for it

loves when you go to his games and practices and loves going to support you at whatever you're good at!

R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?

as said before, this man is creative!

i mean, i would think he's romantic (back to kiyoko lol) but at the same time, i dont think he's a sucker for lovey dovey stuff, y'know?? like romantic dinners and giving flowers sound like a bore to him

he would take you skydiving dude!

like he is super creative

loves planning coo coo crazy stuff with you

definitely not just a regular date fella

E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?

you make fun of him for being short

you're the dominant one

i mean, he can be, he's good at it, but tbh, you probably have all the power over this little dude

like he worships you, would do anything for you, so like... yeah

you wear the biggest pants in this relationship

but it's pretty equal overall, there just so happen to be Noya goo goo eyes involved

T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?

I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH

YES YES YES HE NEEDS TO SPICE IT UP

its not like he would leave you if you did have a routine, but he would definitely need some fun in the relationship

as long as you're down ofc

like he would take you to some crazy fun stuff

literally cannot stress this enough

H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?

the only secret i think he would hide is his insecurity

he wants to be this happy guy who never has any problems, but really, he has some deep insecurity that you dont know about

other than that, he shares everything

maybe even overshares lmao

lots of 12 year old boy humor

C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?

HE IS SUCH A SWEETHEART OMG

okay tbh, he could make it worse by panicking, but it's because he loves you and wants to help you in any way possible

would ask too many questions

once he does take the hint that he may not be helping, he drops everything and sits next to you as you fall into his arms, just getting through it

just having him there is enough

he wouldnt realize it, but his breathing would help you get back on track

you would thank him with a kiss and he would get you any food that you want

S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?

HECK YEAH HE IS! AND HE DOES

since you support him by coming to volleyball games and practices, he is right behind you supporting you in whatever you do

as long as you support each other, he is happy!

[maddsmallow]

due to popular demand, i have made them (yes, them! not just connor!) into emote-able images for your pleasure

our fav boyos connor, sixty, and nines as creechures. the RK Creature Collection is Complete. you're welcome uwu

anyways, to any dbh homies that see this, feel free to use these in your discord servers or what have you! i just ask that you let me know (both asks or dm's are fine!), and that you also make a post in your server with the link to at least my original post, if not this reblog, because it has the link to the original image these lil guys were based off of (with permission) and i want to make sure they get the credit they deserve. thanks so much for understanding! <333

now go, be free my little mechanical creechures, and wreak havoc

this is exactly how it happened, right

inspired by the fact that i think connor’s posture is really funny throughout the game

i used this pic by @the-1-bigshot as a template, please show them some love!

[ruershrimo]

hello!! I've been reading your blogs recently, because I'm addicted to it. And a fic caught my heart and eye. And it is the Ayato fic, I think the title was goodbye/farewell to childhood? I don't know. I'm addicted at re-reading it because of how good your writings are! My favorite part of the fic is the letter. So may I ask, can I post it in Facebook? It'll only be viewed in friends only, since I'm not comfortable making posts in public. I'll credit you afterwards!!! It's okay if you don't want me to repost it in other platforms, I understand. Thank you for your time reading this :)

of course! and thank you so much, that’s really sweet of you to say ╰(*´���`*)╯♡, when I write I often lay my feelings down to add more emotion into it, so the letter was actually meant to be what I wished I could have heard from all the people who never loved me back, or loved me but only for a while. ;v; (got a bit too personal there, sorry)

I don’t have facebook though :o, but either way, if you’d like to post my work on other platforms I’d be alright as long as you were to tell me! and thank you for crediting and notifying me 💗 ; have a good day or night! once again, thank you <333

[tobesolonely]

love languages

a/n: hi everyone!! ‘love languages’ is based on a prompt i got from @bfharry​ as a part of #boyfriendathon ! i know its over, but i got this prompt from her so i didnt want to post this story without crediting her. also big thank you to @gohometoacactus​ for reading this first and giving me their opinion on it <333 here goes my first attempt at writing anything with smut in it :’)

warnings: fluff, smut (unprotected sex), dirty talk, praise kink

word count: ~900

my ko-fi! thank you :)

Your Love Language was Acts of Service, and Harry picked up on that immediately.

Whenever you spent the night at his, he was always up before you no matter how early you thought you were getting up and had breakfast and coffee ready for you by the time you went downstairs. Whenever you were running low on the shampoo and conditioner that you kept in his bathroom, it was always replaced the next time you spent the night. He had a warm towel ready for you whenever you got out of the shower, and he’d give you back and foot massages after a long day. If you happened to let your day get away from you and didn’t have time to complete your errands, such as the grocery shopping you’d been putting off for almost a week, Harry would get enough groceries delivered to you for a household of 6 people-- even though it was just you and your roommate. When you would complain about how all the produce he got you would go bad before the two of you could eat all of it, he’d tell you he couldn’t bear the thought of you at your place hungry, even though you were content with ordering take-out until you got around to it.

Harry’s Love Language on the other hand, was Words of Affirmation.

At first, you felt you were being disingenuous. Did he really need to hear you tell him how much you appreciate him multiple times a day? Doesn’t that go without saying? Still, you’d shower Harry with sweet compliments almost to the point where it was gross, but he loved it.

“I love it when you cook for me, baby.”

“Did I tell you how grateful I am for you today?”

“I’m so proud of you, Harry.”

“Thank you for loving me the way you do.”

Whenever you’d tell these affirmations to Harry, the tips of his ears would turn red, dimples poking out. Even though he acted all shy, you knew there was nothing he loved more. He told you before that he felt that his previous partners didn’t understand his love language, and it made him feel like a certain level of intimacy was always missing in their relationship. Your heart broke when he told you one night while cuddled up next to him, “S’just, I always felt like I was puttin’ in so much work to make ‘em happy. But I felt like it wasn’t reciprocated, y’know? So thank yeh for makin’ me feel like the luckiest guy on earth every day. Don’ know how I got so lucky.”

Harry’s Love Language also transferred over into the bedroom. He had a praise kink that was something fierce, loving it when you would tell him how good he made you feel, how no one else could make you come the way he did, how there was no one else you’d rather have fuck you. The words of praise rolled off your tongue so easy whenever you and Harry made love-- how could they not? You’ve never been with anyone that took the time to get to know your body better, to learn all the things that put you in a complete state of bliss and come undone so quickly.

“Feels s’good,” you’d moan in his ear, fingernails grazing along his back, legs wrapped around his hips. “Always feel so good inside me, Harry. No one’s better than you.”

This causes Harry’s pace to quicken slightly, seeking his release that you both knew was coming. “Yeh gonna come around m’cock, love? Gonna give me a good one? Tell me again how good I- shit,” Harry stops speaking abruptly as you squeeze tightly around his length. You look at him through hooded eyes and see him staring back at you with a concentrated look on his face. “Know yeh nearly there, love. Can feel ya. So wet f’me. Tell me how close I got ya.”

“So close, H,” you pull his head towards yours, peppering kisses along his jawline. “Your cock feels s’good inside me.”

Harry sticks his thumb in his mouth, wetting it before bringing it down to your clit. “Come f’me, love. Know ya got it in yeh. Let everyone on tha block know how good I make ya feel, yeh? C’mon, pet.”

Your hands move from Harry’s back, down to his waist, even lower to his ass, and finally to the sheets, clutching them so hard your fingers start to cramp up. “I’m coming, Harry.” You feel like you’re floating, making your voice come out a mere whisper.

“S’all right angel, come for me. I’m right behind yeh,” Harry promises. “Come for me, Y/N.”

Your eyes roll into the back of your head as your orgasm washes over you in waves, causing your entire body to tense up. You clench around Harry’s cock, biting down on his shoulder as you ride out your high. Harry thrusts into you a few more times before quickly pulling out and pumping his length in his hands, chasing his own release.

“Where d’ya wan’ it?” He questions, his movements around his cock getting sloppy. “Gotta let me know quickly love, gonna come right now.”

You point to your chest too tired to speak and Harry lets out a deep groan before releasing onto your body. With a dreamy smile on his face, his head falls back in ecstasy before collapsing beside you, completely enerverated. “Tha’ was really good, love. Thanks for that.” You laugh and smack him on the shoulder as he swings his legs over the side of the bed and stands up.

“Let’s get yeh cleaned up, yeah? Then I’ll make some breakfast for ya. How’s tha’ sound?”

[sasarahsunshine]

To the person who send the vent about moving in with your autistic friend: you literally don't deserve any credit for not getting angry at her. It's the bare minimum:)))

Also the fact that you are relived now that you know that no one got frustrated or angry with her? Why moving her in a place where you weren't sure about that?

And lastly why would you share her struggles like that? She probably went through enough why would someone post that ?

(This is absolutely no hate to you,Sarah!! Much love to you and I don't see anything wrong with you being happy about that ask. These are just little things people do so often that annoy the shit out of me. Yes, the whole story, that they moved in together and everything is really wholesome and I wish them the best. 💙)

Anon, you're totally right about the first thing. As someone with autism, PTSD, etc., I'm so used to people getting upset with me and not being patient or understanding. I'm used to my own family and friends getting frustrated when I talk too much or too fast, or when I do the opposite and shut down completely.

So when I see people talking about or explaining how they were patient and kind, I tend to get overly excited/happy about it. Especially because all I can think about is how happy I feel when someone lets me stim, or when my brother texts me from across the room because he noticed I got quiet and I'm humming to myself to drown out noise (and he knows I can't talk so we message each other instead).

So, in the grand scheme of things, you technically shouldn't get a pat on the back or a gold star for being kind, because yes, it is the bare minimum. But then again, they don't really teach you how to handle when someone goes non-verbal in school, you know? My mom knew my brother was autistic and still had no clue on how to handle his outbursts or help when he was overstimulated. I learned how to help him on my own, just by observing and sitting with him (plus living with him for 15 years of his life probably helped, so I got to know him pretty well).

It's completely possible that the first Anon has never experienced seeing their ASD friend act like this before. And when someone locks themselves away, refuses to eat, refuses to speak—well, that can be scary and overwhelming when you don't know how to make it better. You can't just go into their space and make them come out, you know? So being patient, while being worried, and waiting for their friend to come out on their own was all they could really do.

To the second point: everyone with ASD is different (like every disorder, mental illness, disability, sexuality, etc), so I don't know how their friend handles change on a day-to-day basis, but for myself, I always hope that I will like the change and that I will have fun. Moving in with your friends is supposed to be fun! Going to college is fun! Picking out your room and decorations, making schedules, and getting to be an adult for the first time are fun and exciting! AND she was going it all with her friends! So, it's totally possible even she didn't know she was going to shut down as badly as she did until she was already moved in, when reality hit. I always want to go do big fun things, like go to the fair or the mall, but then once I'm there I get overwhelmed and need a break (sometimes before we even get started).

So, although I don't know their story, I can see how they didn't know they would have such a bad reaction to all that change at once until it was too late. And then Anon being relieved that nobody else was upset with her, in my opinion, is a good reaction and feeling to have, since they clearly care about their friend enough to hope that nobody saw her as a burden or was upset with her actions.

And the final point, this is the internet and it's anonymous. The chance that this anon's roommate is on Tumblr, follows my blog, and realizes this post is about them is slim. If that were the case, the only people who would know would be the original Anon and said roommate. That Anon wanted to share something that made them smile and feel good/happy, but clearly, they needed an anonymous way to do so, so they came to me. And I don't mind when people come to me with stuff like that! I love getting messages from people about whatever they're going through, good or bad.

Since they're going to college, I will go with the assumption that everyone in the household is young. 18-20-year-olds most likely, with no real-world experience just yet. They're learning new things every single day, and that includes how to understand their friend who happens to have autism.

So, Anon, I totally understand where you're coming from with this follow-up message to them. I get it! I see why you get annoyed and upset when it feels like people are only doing the bare minimum and expecting a reward. But I also like to hope that, maybe, this person is just starting out on their path to learning more about neurodivergent people (ASD, ADHD, OCD, ADD, etc), and mental health as a whole. And I want to encourage them to keep learning, to keep being patient, and to keep trying to understand those of us who don't quite think the same as everyone else.

Thank you for messaging me, really! /gen. I love that you're passionate about your feelings for this, and I love that you messaged me so you would be heard. I also love being able to talk about this stuff, even though I doubt anyone really reads it, lol.

We all wish the other Anon the best with their new move, their friend, and their college semester! And I love you both!! I hope you're having a wonderful day/night wherever you are!! <333

[rayofsunas]

[IMPORTANT] hi guys. there’s a lot of important things i’d like to touch on here. if you don’t want to read this long post, you don’t have to, but if you would look over this, it would be beneficial for you. 

dm/ask me if you don’t understand, I will try to elaborate. 

survey (results)

the survey/poll will now be closed, as I said either sunday or monday I would not be taking any more votes on those two questions. thank you to the 38 people who took the survey, you’ve helped out a lot! <3 

here were the results/winning mini series and 10 characters.

(Q) choose your two (2) favorite themes/au's!

baby daddy mini series (13 votes)

valentines (13 votes)

(Q) rank 10/13 genshin boys 

xiao (30 votes)

diluc (29 votes)

albedo (28 votes)

zhongli (26 votes)

childe (26 votes)

kaeya (24 votes)

scaramouche (23 votes)

chongyun (21 votes)

aether (20 votes)

xingqiu (17 votes)

note: xingqiu tied with venti for 17 votes; I choose who I felt most comfortable writing.

thank you all for taking the survey and sharing you thoughts! I’m so excited to write these mini series for you guys!! <333 

mini-series (click this link to see the descriptions of each mini series)

requests (info)

requests are closed 

as of 2.1.21, requests will be closed. I still have 5 requests from last week and I will be writing those out still. this time, I will be posting every day this week monday through friday. that way, I can dedicate next week to the mini-series! 

you can still send requests, just know, I won’t be writing any of them until after the first mini-series is out! I will still respond to them, but they wouldn’t be posted for a while. my blog will still say requests open in the bio because I want to encourage you guys to still request and share your ideas. they just wouldn’t be written for a week and would stick to the regular monday, wednesday and friday posts. 

     2. anon emojis 

from now on, when anon’s request, please send an emoji (only use one (1) please) at the beginning or end of your post, so I know it’s something to identify you by. 

example; 🥕headcanons for _ and _ or headcanons for _ and _ 🥕

here’s another example. 

I feel like it’s a better way to know who’s requesting and know you better, still keeping the benefit of being anonymous. this is not my idea, and I do not claim it, lol. I’ve seen two people do this before and I thought I’d try it and see how it goes. credits to whoever started this, you’re big brain. so from now on, send one (1) emoji. 

this post here is basically all I said here, but there as well for those who do not see this post and it’s going to show which emojis are taken. 

I will post an update schedule when I finish writing plots out for the 10 characters chosen. also, if you made it this far, thank you for reading lol. this was supposed to be informative, not an essay-

2.1.21, rayofsunas

[evilmortys]

Hey,Thanks for creating such amaizng storiess and characters.I mean it form the bottom of my heart.Without you this little community wouldn't exist,You're the glue keeping us together. You may deny your talent but know that everyone REALLY loves it so much!! It's incredible what you've done with c136,Think about it. He didn't EXIST 'till you poured life into him and made him feel real,so real that other creators and writers were inspired to create their own characters.We love you Alex

GHOST ...  🥺🥺🥺 ...

first  of  all  i  care  you  so  much  and  you’re  genuinely  one  of  the  sweetest  and  most  talented  people  i’ve  talked  to  in  this  nice  little  corner  of  the  r&m  fandom.  

i  worry  tons  that  maybe  my  sentiments  lose  their  impact  over  time  just  because  of  how  overtly  and  possibly  overly  excitable  i  come  across  over  the  content  and  creativity  you  and  our  other  friends  put  out,  but  all  i  can  do  is  promise  i  mean  every  compliment  more  each  time  i  say  it.  you’re  an  angel  and  while  i  TOTALLY  understand  being  critical  of  yourself  and  maybe  getting  a  little  preoccupied  with  little  discrepancies  or  flaws  you  think  your  work  might  have,  i’m  just  saying  that  you’re  such  a  gifted  artist  and  a  sweet  friend  and  just,  like,  a  complete  ray  of  sunshine,  and  i  wish  you  didn’t  worry  so  much,  because.  everything  you  do  is  perfect  and  your  next  pieces  only  somehow  ascend  to  BEYOND  perfection!!  okay?  i  only  spit  facts!  i  tell  you  this!

i  don’t  want  to  take  too  much  credit  for  the  little  increase  in  this  super  great  side  of  the  community  lately!  it’s  so  refreshing  and  good  to  see  it,  but,  like.  it  feels  a  little  bigheaded  to  agree  that  it’s  because  of  my  presence  here  :’ )  i’m  just  happy  to  be  a  part  of  it!  

i’ve  made  a  ton  of  friends  here  and  it  means  the  world.  they’re  all  so  incredible  and  kind;  it’s  a  delight  to  see  them  writing,  and  talking,  and  kidding  around,  and  making  all  this  AMAZING  art  for  their  characters  and  others’  characters.  talking  to  everyone  in  server  and  yelling  on  the  dash  is  so  comfortable  AJHSAJKDHASJKF.  NOBODY  TELLS  ME  TO  STFU  EVEN  WHEN  I  DESERVE  IT  😭

it’s  also  given  me  more  confidence  to  talk  about  c-136  at  all,  and  take  some  small  pride  in  him?  if  people  as  great  as  my  followers  and  mutuals  think  he’s  okay,  and  enjoy  my  dumbass  posts  and.  questionable  quality  writing.  i  must  be  doing  something  right!  so  i  just.  if  anything,  i  owe  so  much  to  you  guys??  i’m  just  so  appreciative  of  everything  people  make  for  me  of  him  and  questions  about  him  and  even  just,  idle  interest??  I  LOVE  HIM  A  LOT  AND...  i  feel  my  heart...  crack...  when  people  say  they  enjoy  him.  i  love  all  your  mortys,  too.  they’re  all  so  thought  out  and  developed  and  you  all  clearly  have  so  much  care  and  passion  for  them.  i  love  to  see  it  ;-;

i  swear  to  you  i  care  you  all  just  as  much.  more,  actually.  i  make  the  rules  just  decided  and  you’re  all  the  coolest.  ty  for  putting  up  with  me  and  blessing  me  with  your  talents  and  acknowledgement  <333

[tatschu]

All about TOU’s

Hi Guys!

A friend of mine in our bloomingrosysims-Forum posted this today, and I want to share this with all of you! Because I think she is totally right! Thank you, Brigitte!

Here it is:

“I downloaded this cute little beach house. And the creator put all the links for the cc used underneath. So I went and clicked on every link.

Some worked, some did not. Some, you had to download the mesh somewhere else, sometimes I got lucky, sometimes I did not. I had a gazillion pages open on my screen, a lot flashing with advertisement, only to get to a mesh or an object. Some blogs had been removed, or moved somewhere else, or the links did not work.

I came across angry bloggers that took down all of their download links because of the "greed and disrespect" of people. Greed? What? Greed? I am downloading, I am not using a ton of advertisement links to get to my downloads. But flashing the blog at people "nananana....look what I have, but you can't have it, because you've been greedy and disrespectful". And people uuuhhhing and ahhhhing in the comments.

I have never been disrespectful, although my mother might disagree. I do want to say Thank You so many times. I love some of the cc I have collected so much, that I would take it out of my computer to hug it to pieces, if that were possible. But I am not going to register to a gazillion sites, tumblr and what not. On most pages you can not comment without registration.

TSR does not let me comment. I need to register. I do not want to register. I have a big screen. And my entire screen is full of advertisement if I download something for TSR. You are not getting my data. Period. Although they are probably collecting it anyways.

I don't even know what is being advertised, except on adfly when they sometimes show me naked women doing rumpy pumpy. That alone did not bother me, but they do not know who I am. I could be 14 years old. I could be seriously offended by seing such content.

I came across the following comment: " #im sry that im probably pissing some ppl off by putting all the cc in a folder #but im really so over all these sims 4 community rules #i love all of you creators tho you make the best job <333 "

And seriously: you can do this, but you can not do that. The next Creator: well you can do this, but you can not do that. The next one: do whatever you like. The next one: don't do anything.

Simsrocouted TOU: "Don't be a dick" Yes well......short and on point.

I do understand that creators want credit for their work. I am so happy when I come here and share a photo, just a simple photo, and I get such nice comments. And that must even be more true for creators that use their free time to create such beautiful things. Without them I would not love the game as much as I do.

I never change the file names. Most files contain the name of the creator. And I often go and search for their pages, by the name of the file. I avoid using my Patreon files. I haven been thinking about my garage appartment, because if I upload it, I need to take out the kitchen since it is a donation set from Simcredible.

If you wanted to honor every single TOU out there, it would take forever to sort out what can be uploaded and what can't. You would need separate mods folders. Or you would have to put links to all of the items. Or, if you do not want to go through all of that work, you can not upload houses. Or, while decorating, you would need to check if it is ok to use this one piece in a house intended for upload.

When I search for something I sometimes keep only one or two items out of sets. I rarely keep entire sets. I download things, I take my mods out of my game, put in the new ones, and I look at every piece and decide what I want to keep. I delete the rest.

The truth is probably somewhere in the middle.

I admire each and every creator. I don't mind wading through their thousand windows and advertisement if I want something. I don't mind paying for something if I really want it. They have my highest respect. They give me something, that makes me love my game.

That being said, I am going to work on the credits for the houses I've uploade. I need to stay in the middle somewhere, sind neiter i.e. Simcredible nor Severinka want their cc to be reuploaded. Not sure what to do with all of these little pieces that I have no idea where I got them from.

I just typed down my thoughts, as they went through my head while downloading stuff for this little house. Now I am going to wade through a ton of cc :-D which is actually something I love doing.”

End of her posting!

I agree with her. Thats one of the reasons I don’t build houses for download. I would going crazy with all of this. Maybe...just maybe she can reach a few people with her posting!

[consistent-self-destruction]

i never really post positive things on here so here's something!

i'm finally feeling really hopeful, excited, and motivated for my second semester of college :)

i don't even wanna talk about my academic performance last sem.. but this sem i have a lot of renewed hope and i think it's because falling so far away from myself allowed me to understand my needs better and identify what things do and do not work for my success and wellbeing. so for a moment, i'm just gonna talk about all the things i'm looking forward to!

first, i'm looking forward to just the new opportunity for success in general. where i failed last sem is that as hard as i tried to stay organized - time felt constantly beyond my control. so i'm looking forward to try and take hold of my own time this semester. i'll make a master list of important dates, deadlines, and assignments and learn to plot out times for certain assignments and projects so that i'm not overwhelmed. it'll help with diminishing my procrastination to not only remind myself of deadlines, but specifically outline how much work to do each day. i'll a lot study days and times instead of just winging it and taking it day by day which i've learned only makes me feel lost and like i'm constantly running to catch up. i'm excited to prepare myself better to manage my time most efficiently so that i can excel in my classes :) and knowing that i'll feel more prepared makes me excited for study days because i know that i'll feel productive and on top of my priorities! i'm excited to better learn and study spanish and feel confident in my progress. im not so excited about math, but i'm excited for the productivity it'll make me feel. i'm very excited for my pilates class! something about the health aesthetic surrounding the concept of pilates feels very motivating :) i'm excited for the productivity of studying human anatomy and im especially excited for my soul voices class! not only does it cover a core credit but i've vsited that class before and the choir is INCREDIBLE and the energy that the director curates is absolutely magical and so safe and comforting. it's going to be a great class to reground myself when i need it. plus i already have friends in there! i'm so excited eeek. and also just excited to SING AGAIN !!! <333

continuing onnnn, im excited about the layout of my schedule (fingers crossed it gets approved!) because everything is spaced out so it wont be super overwhelming or overstimulating. there's a lot of room to time manage and i'm excited for that opportunity to build good time efficiency habits. i'm excited to spend my time focusing on school, and the focusing on myself when i need to - taking care of myself physically, pursuing creative endeavors, but also playing games and sleeping when i need a mental break. i'm also happy because being prepared and staying on top of priorities will also make me feel less guilt for going to school clubs and events :)

what else what else what else. i'm excited to make money by helping my mom with her business and also selling my own art! and that'll be for the rest of winter mostly. the rest of winter is for focusing on school work, myself, and my money. then the weather is gonna get warmer! and i'm SUPER excited for that because i'm already imagining the beach days, and days where i just chill with friends on the big lawn, studying outside, CYPHS!, and just so much sun <3 i cant wait to bloom with spring and feel alive again. i cant wait to build better habits and become a better student and be better to myself and my dreams. i cant wait for how rewarding it will feel once sun and skirts season rolls around and i can bask in it with pride for how far ive come.

2023: i beg. please please please bring me nothing but focus focus focus, motivation, money, energy, peace, and ease. let me try again and please let me succeed. i'm doing my best. don't let my hope go to vain. i want to be a better student and i will be. i want to have financial independence and i will. i want to overcome old habits, evolve, grow, and enjoy the fruit i bore. i want to feel pride. i will, with my gall and your grace.

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