#i know she has a tumblr account!!!

[theladydi]

ARIANA HAS SEEN GELPHIE FANART!!!

[sidebaxolotl]

I understand you have an ex girlfriend. I was just wondering more about that, and whatever much you're willing to tell (again...without sharing too much you're not comfortable enough). Obviously I'm not asking for details of a certain particular nature, if you catch my drift. I guess I'm just wondering how you fell into that in the first place?

I'm really sorry to even ask, and I want you to know I'm genuinely not judging whatsoever. We can ALL be forgiven, and that includes you and your ex. If anything, I'm curious because you seem SO strong in your side b stance and your faith in ways I really admire and ways I wish I could be! I truly mean nothing more or less than curiosity, and I know that even from a {...secular? Nonreligious? For not knowing the term?} Standpoint, talking about exes is ALWAYS hard so I'm not asking for it from a "personal" point of view completely divorced from faith either. Like I know I keep emphasizing that I don't want you to rehash ANY unnecessary pain or sin or anything, which is ironic of me to say considering I'm the one asking about the ex in the first place...but I really do mean it! I'm not asking it in a confessional way nor in a gossip way. I'm just curious how that relationship happened and how it ended and what you do now to avoid such things happening again.

^but once more, once more, once more, PLEASE no pressure to answer WHATSOEVER if you feel like it would be bad for you or your followers. I know it sounds like I'm prying, but I hope you can believe or at least humor me when I say that's not my intent!

I don't mind talking about it actually! Its not nearly as painful as it used to me, I'm mostly over it.

As to how it started: I genuinely didn't mean for it to--she was the first time I realized I was attracted to women. We became really good friends when we met irl and I didn't realize the feelings I had for her weren't platonic. The one official relationship I had before her was an ldr so I had no idea how people acted in relationships irl or what that was like.

I remember there being a point where I would get really shy and jittery around her and I kept doodling our fursonas cuddling (and kissing though I'd erase it immediately after). I also kinda asked her out without knowing it--that shiz was cringe--i wrote her a letter gushing about our "friendship" while i listened to love songs on repeat.

It took my mentor and my therapist (and mortifyingly enough my parents who are not emotionally perceptive at all) pointing out way after the fact that our dynamic and our feelings resembled more of a relationship than a friendship before I understood.

How it ended: equally as confusing--she became really distant (i suspect she realized what was going on before I did but didn't tell me. Maybe out of shame? fear? Dunno) and I just wanted to know what was wrong and how to fix it. She insisted we become casual friends (which is very weird to say for a FRIENDship) and that hurt me so much after everything we'd been through and how close we were so I told her that we should just stop talking altogether. I only saw her a couple more times irl after that. and I didn't know what to do or what to say so i just avoided her entirely. I legitimately thought she didn't care about me at all so it didn't matter. I found out from a mutual friend that she'd been upset enough to be crying about it--and I regret doing that.

iirc we were a bit off an on after that--we'd reconnect for a bit and then stop talking. I think the last time i talked to her was years ago--she had wanted to be friends again and I refused to let anything happen without us actually talking about everything that transpired between us. She was very flighty when I put my foot down and refused to admit anything and I told her off about all the pain she had caused me. The depression, the meds, etc. She blocked me after that.

Last time I saw her irl was at a mutual friend's wedding and it was very awkward because i was hanging with our mutual friends and she was avoiding me and pretending I didn't exist which sucked. I didn't wanna ruin my friend's wedding by confronting her so i was just kinda really sad and angry. My friends were very understanding and accommodating of my pain tho which was very cool of them.

I didn't come out until like way after that tho because im stupid. I suspect she was trying to protect both of our faiths by doing what she did, so in that sense I don't fault her. It was probably as painful for her as it was for me. But the way she did it was fucking terrible and messed me up for a long time.

She shattered my heart so completely that even in its mostly mended state I don't think I have the capacity to feel that way about someone ever again, I will be completely honest with you. So that's how I unintentionally am able to avoid more situations like that lmao.

Shoutout to like everyone on here that was there for me during that time and tried to help me tho y'all are real ones and I love you <3

[milkflavouredpoptart]

Rosalina redesign (finally)

Ty Keegs for forcing me to post finally, love you pookie

Anyway I had her done for a while, and I'm hopefully going to post a full outfit because I think her design is cool.

[silent-sentinels]

we have gotta actually finish the other account, it has been months and we want to tell revi that we're also plural hgkjgk

[cuteniaarts]

The weight of the world is a heavy burden

Especially for a child

(Or, in slightly less dramatic terms – I imagine that the first of her past lives that Avatar Suiren [who is the Avatar after Aang instead of Korra in my AU, and also Ghazan and Ming-Hua’s daughter] gets to talk to is Yangchen, because she is too plagued by memories not her own [including Jetsun’s death, fun fact]. And Yangchen wouldn’t want another child to go through what she did on their own)

(Or maybe someone just needed an excuse to draw @katkastrofa’s latest obsession in a context that interests them as well, just in time to maybe cheer her up a little? You can’t prove anything)

[13eyond13]

the funniest thing about having to report fraud on my credit card today was the girl on the phone listing all my transactions to me to see if i recognized them and literally 100% of them were all media purchases liiiiike wow I really have 1 hobby and 1 hobby only don't I

[graveyardoftinyhens]

a Sticks tumblr rp blog that’s just her interacting with her friends while also trying to rally people against machines and the government. except at some point the blog gets deactivated due to her either leaking too many government secrets or spreading misinformation or some combination of those two, and she keeps setting up new blogs and they keep getting deactivated

[ajaxgirlfriend]

i saw this meme with american psycho and thought i had to make one with fight club

[nico-the-overlord]

sometimes I wonder just how many people around me irl have a tumblr blog...

[ghostcreaturetypething]

I am going to have to be veryyy careful not to turn more into Dean Winchester than I already am, because Sam, angel that he is, tolerates Dean’s bullshit endlessly — but I’ll be damned if my little sister would tolerate mine.

[spicedginger]

prongsy!

[thewhizzyhead]

in other news that I can't really talk about on the personal twt page because politics: I am now one of the founding members of the rebirth of an activist-student-journalist organization here where I live In the ph! and I love it! I just fucking hate the fact that the said rebirth all started because someone asked an ex-kinda-situationship to fucking talk to me about it after months of silence-

[sometimesanalice]

ALEXA EZHY CAN I NOT SEND YOUR SIDEBLOG AN ASK I FEEL ROBBED

I ALSO FEEL ROBBED THAT @bradshawburner CAN’T GET ASKS! (a fact I was unaware of until just now 😭)

I was Tumblr dumb when I made that account, thinking that side accounts had all the same functions that a main account does (spoilers: they do not). And I was so attached to the name (aka my Bradley Bradshaw burner account) that I didn’t want to delete it and start new just in case I couldn’t secure the name again.

I originally wanted a separate TGM only account, but I played myself and here we are 😂

‘Tis a TRAGEDY I tell you!

[cuteniaarts]

What if… Suiren in Vaatu’s colours 😳👀

[twomanyfandomshelp]

Send this to my friend because I got her hooked on Percy Jackson, and so I then proceeded to ask her where she is (she’s currently reading The Sea of Monsters). This was the following text conversation.

SPOILERS FOR THE SEA OF MONSTERS

Okay, you’ve been warned

She also sent me this TikTok:

She’s clearly on the right path, considering it’s book two and she’s already shipping Percabeth (I’m gonna ignore that she spelled it wrong). I had to hold myself back from spoiling that Tyson didn’t really die, I’m gonna let her enjoy that twist. When she first started the book we had a whole conversation about how much she LOVED Tyson and I had to resist the urge to say “Oh sweetie, this is gonna be an emotional roller coaster for you”. Also, I’m incredibly excited to see her reaction to Grover in a wedding dress tricking Polyphemus. She really loves Grover too, so she was super stressed that he was in trouble. Also, she’s basically my Grover. Super duper close friend, super sweet, will cry if insulted, but also incredibly brave and smart and understanding and comforting and constantly underestimated because she’s small and sweet. I love her so much. How has this just turned into me ranting about how much I love my friend? I’m gonna stop now.

Anyways, enjoy my pure delight at discovering that there is in fact a Guinea pig emoji 🐹 He kinda looks like a mouse but he’s cute and I love him. I have dubbed him Perseus Jackson Junior or PJ squared for short (for obvious reasons).

Have a fantastic day and, as this friend likes to say, be silly! 🙃

[thxrgism]

im in a weird spot where i don’t have many followers but also somehow get popular posts because a mutual of a mutual is popular or something which is kinda funny sometimes