#i know it could sound like confirmation bias i'm looking for but i cannot stress enough how much i've tried to convince myself i don't have | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

eclaire-went-bam · 8 months ago

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cluster b tumblr how do i bring up to a therapist or anyone really looking into personality disorders

i've been working with people for the past 11 years and nothing has been working and nobody knows what's wrong with me or how to treat/support me. not to mention i have such a problem with continuing to mask in therapy and such to the point where it's liiike highkey comical ??

i've bought it up to my therapist before but she really quickly shut it down, saying she doesn't like labels like that, but i'm getting a new therapist soon and i want this to be a priority just upfront. i'm really sick of the cycles i find myself in

#not art #cluster b #npd #hpd #bpd #aspd #narcissistic personality disorder #histrionic personality disorder #borderline personality disorder #antisocial personality disorder #i know it could sound like confirmation bias i'm looking for but i cannot stress enough how much i've tried to convince myself i don't have #these issues #sometimes i think about it & it's like. jesus christ if this is real I'm Stuck With This. or it's like. oh wow i'm not perfect ok #but on that same note it's like. if i can get proper treatment then maybe i can be as good as i possibly can be #reading other people's advice from these communities has somehow seemed to help more than the doctors i've worked with #its a very similar experience to when nobody knew why i had certain issues until a behavioural specialist said it might be autism #& then i looked into it more and was like “wow this is the first time people have Got It” and then was diagnosed with autism

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