#i know i have works in progress list

[shrubdaddy]

i may or may not be writing something that's definitely not on my works in progress 👀

[achingly-shy]

since i've been getting a lot of asks and i want to make sure everyone's donation link is shared, here are the fundraisers that have reached out to me

(part 2)

— vetted

@mohammed--shehab / @hyamshehab222 / @mohammed11shehab (vetted here)

@asmaamajed2 (vetted here)

@save-amal-family (vetted here)

@faten-lolo12 / @fatensama12 (vetted here)

@besanalbalawi11 (vetted here)

@majedgaza1 (vetted here)

@emanabosedo (vetted by association here)

@dutifullymykid (vetted by association here)

@nevinalser (vetted here)

@fatma-anqer (vetted here)

@hassanmadi2 (vetted here)

@maria-gaza1 (vetted by association here)

@lina-gaza (vetted by association here)

@haneenmohamaad (vetted here)

@anasfamilys (vetted #25 here)

@basharal-habil / @basharbfamily (vetted by association here)

@mohamadsmeer35 (vetted here)

@yasermohammad (vetted here)

@abdallahblog0 / @abdallah-gaza (vetted here)

@sameh-mostafa20 / @rodainaayyad83 (vetted here)

@motaz-gaza / @huda-gaza (vetted by association here)

@mohammed-665 (vetted here)

@save-amal-family (vetted by association here)

@a-ss-123 (vetted by association here)

@atalah-mohammed (vetted here)

— unvetted

@mohammednasers-blog (clean reverse image search)

@aboodalqedra-2

@familygazaamal

@hebamatar

@scentedtyrantmusic

@ahmadallouh32

@ameerakhaled

@fatimaalbalawi2

@moatasemgaza

@helpamalm (clean reverse image search; gfm protected)

@a6h16

@salmagaza

@jomana-ha (gfm protected)

@acertainfadi

@em-omer

@tarbeen-family-2 (clean reverse image search)

@ayuwbfamily

@ehabayyad23

@osama-family (clean reverse image search; gfm protected)

last updated: september 7th

[hballegro]

update time

WE'RE IN THE HOME STRETCH NOW GAMERS

incase its not clear, anything with the blue shit on it is not yet painted at all yet. margaret's hair will be easier than the other two's because its blurry and its mostly shapes instead of individual hairs. my entire day was spent just painting these idiots' clothes.

also worked on bjs mouth and moustache more. still wanna fix up hawkeye's mouth and eyes a little but thats tomorrows issue, i need rest.

I am very sleepy. i will go to bed at 1 instead of 2 am tonight [no i wont, but i WILL lie down at 1 instead of 2]

tomorrow, we finish. i realize it looks like theres a lot of blue on the screen but you must understand. doing blurry un-detailed things takes less than half of the time it takes to do a small portion of a face. i will persevere

[mishy-mashy]

Kudo makes funny facial expressions

[spacemothes]

I genuinely need someone to bully me into doing my wips

or else they're never getting done and never seeing the light of day

[carcarrot]

wonderful news: im crafting things

[milo-is-rambling]

I can’t even imagine living without anxiety. Like. How. What?

[face-breaker]

OH — i got the verse / connection pages up btw...they're not all...completed, but they exist. AND they also have all of my tags listed on them, so if y'all wanted to filter anything for specific muses / fandoms you'll find that info there !!

[cuteniarose]

thoughts on ming-hua x p'li??

Unfairly attractive OTP rare pair that deserve a lot more love than they get, what else can I say?

[v-arbellanaris]

so fuckin late i just found out abt the matt healy nonsense and im fuckin disassociating bro x

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

why is it so much worse knowing how many people out there want me (& everyone in this body) dead cause we don't feel empathy than knowing about the ones who want the same cause we're trans

[quicksilversquared]

now that I’ve finished my quilt project, I can get all of the other things on my to-do list done..or at least that was what I thought, before I started compiling my list of things that need doing.

Turns out that I have put off doing a lot of stuff while trying to finish the quilt and the resulting list is kind of overwhelming. Also it is giving me a lot of ways to put off working on my grad school application (why they aren’t just letting me submit my CV instead of typing stuff out in a little box, I don’t know), which is both very frustrating but also a tiny bit rewarding to be able to check stuff off. But mostly frustrating, because it’s not the important stuff that I’m getting off of the list.

[crossbackpoke-check]

Oh these all look so lovely. May i ask about good dog bad dream for WIP files?

of course!!! 🥰💕 i answered a little bit about it here, but this is one of the tag stories i really, REALLY want to actually become a fic so i did promise a little snippet of the 2K that is done:

Things that Dylan should do: turn off the light, shut the door, walk back inside to the rumpled sheets still warm from when he left them to grab a glass of water. Leave the creature outside to the lightning bugs and the quarter moon and the shifting shadows of the woods along the gap-toothed fenceline of his yard, and then come out in the morning to nothing more than a paw print and the clean reassurance of sunlight to tell him nobody’s there, to ignore the prickle of discomfort that shivers its way across his body as goosebumps and raised hairs when he thinks about turning his back on the memory of those red eyes.

Things that Dylan does instead: whistle.

[xoshepard]

so me and the man formerly known as Good Morning Hoe are going to have a talk about dealbreakers and expectations next time we see each other (tuesday) but i’m so worried bc i like him a lot and i think he would make a great partner but obviously the crux of the conversation is that if we bring up things that we can’t see eye to eye on that we will walk away and im like :((( obviously it’s better to know now and call it quits if he’s like, to use an example that i already know is not true, a guy who just Fuckin Loves Guns or whatever, but also i will be rly sad for a little while if it doesn’t work out

[icewindandboringhorror]

Daily Log 2

Trying out (probably just temporarily) making short daily-ish notes about things, in an attempt to see if it helps me be more reflective or productive lol.

Activities: Much less than yesterday, felt sick and sleepy so barely got anything done. It was also warmer inside today.. Very much dreading summer. I still feel like the people who ~~ love warm weather sooo much~~ must also have central heating and air and are able to escape the warmth, or at least have cool airy houses where they can get cross breezes or something.. I just fail to see how ANYONE could enjoy sweating all day because it's like 75F indoors, etc. grrbb,,, the headaches, sleepless sweaty nights, constant physical discomfort, etc. The next few days look cloudy and rainy though so.. yEs.. haha HA

Got a new charger for my old 2004 nokia phone so it actually turns on now, and recorded myself going through the ringtones and games. I might add the footage to a currently not fully edited video of me also looking through other electronics (old phones, turbo twist math, etc.). I love old ringtones actually and if I were rich, I would love to collect old phones specifically just to have a catalogue of what they're like and all of the sounds they contain.

Managed to have a tiny burst of energy and take photos of 3 outfits before my arms and shoulder started hurting and I got too warm.

Sent email to one doctor.

Translated like 3 words for the Avirrekava poem thing I mentioned yesterday. My language document is not organized very well at all so I've kind of lost my flow of working on it. I've heard about people making searchable dictionary type things for their conlangs, so I'd like to look more into that maybe. As well as making a custom font, though I don't know if that's more difficult for syllabaries (so wouldn't be directly linkable to a plain english alphabet keyboard?? eh?). Anyway, I need to finish the tapestry/painting thing/etc. soon though since I have no good place to put it. The canvas is warping a little just laying haphazardly on my closet floor lol.

Made one quick mspaint background image for the next batch of song snippet things for my jokey music youtube.

Edited like 10 minutes of the Giant Worldbuilding Slideshow Project.. couldn't focus on that either since being at the computer today irritated my shoulders and arms.

Notable sights: Saw 6 baby ducks and their parents swimming in a nearby pond!! It's interesting how their colors seem to change so much, and the young ones have the little spots on their back. Not much else, I was not very active lol..

Goals moving forward: Still working on consistent sleep schedule. Focus on social activities, finding new friends in the places I want to move, communicating with ones I have. Physical therapy exercises. Plant nasturtiums. Finish and upload videos, edit pictures, post the poll adventure thing that has been sitting in a draft for weeks (I thought I would get it done today, but alas.. I don't even have to do much, just proofread and post it, I just keep having no energy/being preoccupied with other things/hurts to be on computer.. grrr.. I want to continue the story lol >:T).

Notable foods: HAD ASPARAGUS YEaaaaaghhhHHHH!!!!!!!!! Asparagus SQUAD!!!!!!!!!! ... Also a few pieces of smoked gouda with lunch, one of my favorite cheeses.

[unnonexistence]

using Trespasser's page on the pacific rim wiki as the first thing i practice web scraping on seems really appropriate. like... yeah there's this weird thing that just arrived from another dimension and no one knows how to deal with it now that it's here. we're just throwing things at it at this point.