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Micheal Sheen is our strongest soldier. Imagine kissing David Tennant but you have to pretend you don't like it. Oscar worthy performance if you ask me
#michael sheen#david tennant#aziraphale and crowley#aziraphale x crowley#ineffable husbands#good omens#good omens 2#anthony j crowley#aziracrow#go2#micheal sheen is as miserable as us#i know he's crying in his bed#neil gaiman
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Unecessary Feelings
#ace attorney#ace attorney shitpost#miles edgeworth#mitsurugi reiji#wrightworth#nrmt#narumitsu#also yes he's wearing his suit in bed#was he getting dressed for work? did he wore it in his sleep? who knows#this is a cry for help#aa#can we consider this as... art?#HAS ANYONE DONE THIS BEFORE PLS TELL ME#ok i wont delet LMFAO I LOVE EVERYBODY#the amount of gay lawyer simulator hashtags i saw under this is so fckgifnh funnymgood LAWD
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he's not mad, just disappointed
#tales of the abyss#dist the reaper#saphir ortion gneiss#jade curtiss#dist the rose#bits art#i just know in my heart that that poor boy had some fuckass bangs back in the day#which probably has everything to do with the dist fics that live in my head rent free#do you think dist would cry a single manly tear he would NOT he's the crying cat meme#he's throwing up on the floor and crying in his bed for the rest of the day
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today is an absolutely horrible day to be a taco fictive.
#inanimate insanity#ii osc#osc ii#osc#object show community#ii taco#inanimate insanity taco#taco ii#taco inanimate insanity#udd system#fictive heavy system#endos dni#anyone taco identifying how are we feeling#because im feeling like im about to have another mental breakdown#vent tags + big tw ->#he just went limp. his eyes dead and gray#i couldnt do anything to save him#i didnt even get to say i was sorry#i was so fucking scared and confused when it happened#the only thing i could do was scream#i dont even know how long i was holding his body and crying before mepad convinced me to sit on the bed#he was so cold and lifeless and the color in his face drained so fast#every time i think about what happened i start crying#worst part is that im directly sourced from that episode!#because watching it caused immense stress and were still having a trauma response to it#being a taco fictive is awesome (lying)
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claus mother 3 the most doomed character ever it has never been so over than when you play as him for 5 seconds and his hp number means death in japan
#i watched the characters analysis video on him again im not ok#i didn’t know they foreshadowed his involvement as the mm all the way back in eb64#its never been more over#he was gone before the game was even finished#crying and screaming#i think i need to go to bed#goobnight#memos
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Sometimes I think how Fang Duobing was hurt how little SGD thought of him but it did not allow him to spiral downwards cause he had a whole family and Li Lianhua and friends he made on the journey.
Then I think about Li Xiangyi, who had made a lot of friends along the way, made a family for himself and then when he found his trust "broken" by Di Feisheng, he one by one lost each and everything.
Then by the time he found the truth he had already given up on too much and the only ones who didn't give up on him were Di Feisheng and Fang Duobing.
And then I think about if this was the reason Li Lianhua left Fang Duobing to Di Feisheng.
Guilt and trust.
Trust because they never stopped believing in him, maybe a doubt here and there but it never stopped them from trusting him and how could he not return it when he first handedly sees it in them.
Guilt because he could not stay longer and had to betray the trust they had in him by giving up on his own life even if this time it was because he had no other choice rather than him wanting to run away from them.
So he left them to each other, cause he wished they knew what he felt, how they made him feel. He wanted them to do for each other what they did for him cause he couldn't do it for them.
But after all that, I just wish that in the end Li Lianhua knew he was loved, as Li Xiangyi and as Li Lianhua because there's two stubborn men who would never stop so he has to know, he wouldn't want to hurt them by not knowing.
He knew right?
#mysterious lotus casebook#difanghua#li lianhua#fang duobing#di feisheng#i am just in my bed crying#because li Lianhua better know he was loved#if he didnt i would fight everyone on this planet#to make sure he knew#i need him to feel his body fill with warmth from the love#give him all the love please.
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my scene queens<3
#girl the amount of which i was struggling to color this is not even funny. o_o.#so we get this. it's ugly and i. don't caare#ALSO 👆 they are ALL TRANSGENDER!!!!!!!!!!#cloud reads so. cloud is the scene boy crying on his bed. you know the picture. that is cloud strife#aerith is like. horse girl to her core with a fun scene kick. fluttershy gir hoodie type shit yknow#zack enjoys the fashions and the music 👍#based on the cc soundtrack he's definitely more into Rock Music but i think he'd find the chipmunk voices funny <3#but yea. 👍#hh art#aerith gainsborough#zack fair#cloud strife#zerith#clerith#zakkura#zaclerith#aerith#zack#ff#ffvii#ff7
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the first touch that pete initiates with vegas in the entire show is this:
don't mind me. i'll just be in the corner losing it
#I didn't fact check this but i'm citing my sources aka my own encyclopedic knowledge of every vegaspete scene#let me know if i'm wrong tho#anyways. PETE#this is the first way you choose to give him comfort? the first time he feels your warmth on his skin????#no wonder vegas is grabbing his knee in the rice crying scene later#of course this touch means so much to him. it's the first sign that pete cares about him#i need to go to bed#kinnporsche#vegaspete
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silly little details i suppose but i love how diana’s room is a mixture of so many things like i’m truly obsessed with the way it didn’t end up just being a generic pink princess sort of bedroom with bare walls and no clutter and instead she’s got some castle-y snowglobe and a picture with an extra funky frame on her bedside table, a massive snake toy across her headboard and teddies and dolls and a fancy little vanity, tons of horse riding awards and pictures she’s drawn hung on the walls and i just love how real it is to be honest
#space on that unit thing for adam to win her a big fuckoff animal teddy at the fair nd lawrence to put it on there at dianas request. just a#little thought whatever#say what you want about her parents but they love her#scratch that say what you want about lawrence any tongue that rises against alison will fall. btw#maybe its because i had to have a pretty pink bedroom as a kid nd hated it but it’s just fun to me that shes so fleshed out like its kinda#insane when you think about it#same way you see adams whole apartment nd the details go crazy#lawrences study office whatever w that massive picture of him holding diana makes me want to cry. shitty husband but he really does love his#kid it has to be said#thinking now about all the rooms we see#or dont see#i just know the alison lawrence bedroom was in shambles. this 🤏 far away from separate beds#not that theres anything wrong w that but in their case. well you know#📹
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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This song forever reminds me of Valgrace
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#valgrace#its has that baby gurl leo vibes#and is so sweet#and not too get angsty#but I keep thinking about Leo finding out what happened to Jason (if you know you know)#and he just curls up in a ball on his bed listening to this song while clutching Jasons old shirts and crying his eyes out#I think thats because thats what happend irl w the singer of this song when she died her husband did that same thing#and yah#angst man#☹️
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Sacrificial lamb and all that
#baby baby baby#He said :(#and#he said ☹️#The way Kreese stared at him and hovered like a hungry wolf ready to pounce the whole time#the way Johnny tried not to cry and sweat and went straight into the arms of his predator like he has for YEARS#because he’d been literally in Kreese’s hands. Given to him and left with him. for YEARS.#And the way he stared up at him so desperate and melted into his grasp#let him swipe his hurting nose and obeyed when he made him do something he didn’t want to#because who else does he have. And his mom wasn’t there. and he had to go home with bruises all over him and no one#to Sid. to be mocked and laughed at some more. to cry all alone in his bed thinking about how the man he trusted and loved hurt him#And I think Kreese was more jealous. murderously so. that Johnny clearly wanted to be on good terms with LaRusso rather than so mad he lost#and by the time he realized he went too far and he lost his little champion—whom he ‘loves most besides CK’—he decided to get revenge on#Miyagi and Daniel. because it’s THEIR fault he did that to johnny in the first place. he hates them both with a passion. HE was humiliated#in front of his boy and the rest of the cobras by Miyagi. and Daniel…he changed Johnny. he practically took him away from Kreese.#Man is delusional cause that’s 10000% how he sees things#and GOD the way he begs Johnny to come back in ck. and then hurt him more because ‘thats what was best for him’#and Johnny moves away from his touch and stares at him like an abused animal but still lets him stay#because he still loves him despite everything#he knows Kreese is in his own reality and does love him. but he realized his worth to an extent#realized its not okay for Kreese to have done all those things to him#and brainwashed him#and he was being victim blamed the whole time Kreese came back to cobra kai#I cant.#I’m SCREAMING. everything was taken from him but it was his fault because he ‘shouldnt have let Kreese come back’#Only unobservant idiots ignore the fact that he was abused his whole life just so they can hate on him constantly.#johnny lawrence#cobra kai#karate kid#Still love Kreese though
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writing who did this to you pt. 2 and i wanna cry about how much season 4 will take from eddie, like. god he’s. he’s just a boy.
#who did this to you#iykyk#i also wanna cry about wayne and how gentle he is#This was always a safe space. Always void of everything terrible. And now there’s a broken boy on his doorstep who’s not Eddie.#<- don’t think about eddie watching chrissy die in his own home in his own safe space in this town who hates him challenge#“But I don’t want a hospital.” Again with that tiny fucking voice. Like there are Monsters hiding under hospital beds.#<- clawing at my own skin actually like. i’m loving this outsider pov dancing a tango on this blurry lines of a reality he’s not part of#okay i won’t keep annoying you with things i just wrote but know im going insane over the subtlety of this POV
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#his happy handsome smile :)#james spader#alan shore#boston legal#*#going to bed early tonight bc this week is so busy love u <3#i'm going to a concert and one of the band's songs is such an alan song to me. do you think they'll play the alan song for me... 👉👈#do you think alan likes concerts. in that one ep he mentioned radiohead which was so crazy I can't believe he knows what music is#I think he sort of implied he'd BEEN to a radiohead show wtf...#so much of alan we don't get to see... like when he said he has season tickets to bruins games. wtf you love hockey? who are you#and james loves live music SO much I think alan would have to too. I just realized this scene he's watching a band play LMAO#for once my tags are relevant to the actual post... in a roundabout way...#anyway. i'd go to concerts with him i actually can't even imagine what he'd be like but the thought makes me wanna cry. allie bear#and hockey games. hold his hand when i'm cold sharing popcorn and soft pretzels. he probably has a jersey... he gets so into it silly guy
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have spent all week talking about duck in excruciating detail and this is an accurate summation of how i feel
#i just. i have so much to say abt him always.#hes so nuts hes so nuts hes so nuts#HE REALLY IS THE SILLIEST SADDEST DUCK#OUGHHH OUGHH OUGHH I JUST. I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT AND DOUBLING OVER CRYING#last night as i was going to bed legit. i was remembering that 'and I'll never get lonely' was a REAL FUCKING LINE HE HAS IN HIS SOLO SONG#AND I CLUTCHED MY CHEST IN PAIN#got so sad i immidiately knocked out#anyways i could write a 3 hour essay on him easily#LIKE. SORRY! im just so right about him always i know him so well i know everything about him actually
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We are once more reading JSTOR for fanfiction purposes: I gotta know how long a medical degree took at Trinity in the 1790s For Reasons
#this trans stephen maturin AU has grown Backstory bc i cannot just Write it has to Make Sense#ive gotten attached to mona. a character without a last name and who is referenced like. twice#i have 6 pages of backstory notes#and much more in my brain. but i cant write them down until i know how long getting his MD took#aubreyad#aubreyad fanfic#aubrey maturin#aubrey maturin fanfic#jack aubrey#stephen maturin#its really helpful that he went to trinity tho. bc i went to trinity. i know Places.#i dated an enviromental biologist there too. which is funny. my mother commented on their similarity tbh. bc Z is also v autistic#but i know The Places. ive been in the Old Bits where he would have had classes(they dripped water on my head while i was Learning)#and i know how the city Feels. like. the roads.#fuck i miss dublin. i should go to bed befoelre The Crying starts#or find an article thatll let me read it#need to remember to beg my mothers JSTOR access this weekend
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