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hcmf IS a new wip! itâs my first ever historical fiction project surrounding the canadian allied effort during ww2 and the british commonwealth air training program leading up to the dambuster raids of 1943.
but the story isnât really about that. the story is about finley âfinchâ and his best friend andrew as they grow up in southwest canada on the prairies. itâs about building a childhood, graduating together, going to flight school and eventually to war. itâs a little bit about canadian history. itâs a lot about falling in love with your best friend.
iâll be posting a wip intro of some kind in the next few weeks since iâm working on this one in tandem with the drowned woman walks this fall. iâll include a title reveal then too (itâs exceptionally cruel)
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Better Than Anyone Else - Castiel Imagine (Supernatural)
Title: Better Than Anyone Else
Pairing: Castiel X Reader
Requested: by @zizzlekwum
Word Count: 1,306 words
Warning(s): cussing, kidnapping, insults, Dean can't really keep his mouth shut
Summary: (Season 5) (Y/n) and Castiel are taken hostage by angels in the hopes of getting information on how the Winchesters plan on stopping the apocalypse. (Y/n) finally reaches their boiling point with the angels that try to make Cas feel like shit.
Author's Note: I swear, Cas is one of my favorite characters to write for.
Hey! I did a rewrite of the ending of Supernatural. It took a really long time to complete, so it would mean a lot to me if you check it out. Hereâs a link! (itâs on my personal account)
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I was seething.
I watched as the angels strutted around Cas and me. We were tied across from each other. Cas with some weird kind of chain and me with just rope.
They just kept poking at him.
Mocking him for his humanity. His caring nature.
It pissed me off.
"Isn't it pathetic," one of them asked. "Knowing that your choice to help the humans is pointless? You trusted them... cared about them... all for it to go to waste. They don't care about you, you're just a tool to them."
"Leave him alone," I snapped, tugging at the ropes harshly. I didn't even wince at the feeling of the material burning my skin.
"Shut up, you gnat," the 'head angel' of the group said. "You are one of the biggest reasons Castiel forgot his purpose."
"He didn't forget his purpose," I hissed. "He found it."
She held her blade to my neck, grabbing my hair so I couldn't wiggle away.
"He's one of the most caring creatures I've ever met," I continued, ignoring my fear. "He's a hero. Not just to me but to so many others. You are just trying to make him hate all he's done so he can be guilt-tripped into helping you. If you were worth helping, you wouldn't have to do that."
The angel nearly growled at me before stepping away.
I started combatting words with words.
"You mean nothing to them" was met with my response of "You're amazing and I'm honored to even know you."
"If you didn't have powers, they'd drop you like dead weight," was met with, "Don't listen to them. The boys and I think you're brilliant. You're amazing... a hero."
"They obviously don't need you... they would've saved you by now," was met with, "Sam and Dean will be here soon, they just can't teleport."
This continued until the doors were slammed open. I smiled to myself. Sam and Dean stormed in and started fighting. Sam quickly cut the ropes from my wrist and ankles and grabbed the blade the had rolled from one of the angels.
"One second," I said to Cas quickly, going after the main angel.
I sunk the blade into her stomach, ripping a key from around her vessel's neck.
"Didn't know angels used such basic locks on shit," I muttered, undoing the lock. Cas stood up instantly, moving me out of the way so he could smite an angel that was behind me.
The action died down and we all looked around to check on each other.
"All of us alright," Dean asked. I nodded. "Let's go, Bobby's waiting for us."
We went to walk out but Cas called my name. I turned back to him. He gently grabbed my hands. I blushed as I watched how careful he was as he healed the rope burns.
"Thank you," I mumbled, looking up at him.
I noticed how close we were. I took a deep breath in before turning around and following Sam and Dean. Cas teleported out.
"How are you feeling," Sam asked as Dean started driving.
"I've been better," I muttered. "They just kept insulting him. Like they knew it would hurt more than hitting him."
"What did you do," Sam asked.
"Defended him," I replied. "He deserved that. Even after they held a blade to my throat, I just wanted him to know that we cared."
There was a moment of silence.
"(Y/n)," Dean said carefully. "Do you promise not to hit me after I ask my next question?"
"I can't promise something like that, I've heard some dumb questions come out of your mouth," I replied, crossing my arms over my chest.
"Do you... love Cas," he asked.
My breath stopped in my throat for a moment.
I looked down. Was love the right word? Was that too far? I definitely liked him. He was sweet and brave but... love? He'd be uncomfortable if I said love. I sighed... maybe I did love him.
"I don't know if 'love' is too far or not," I finally admitted.
"Holy shit," Dean sounded so excited. I chuckled. "I fricking knew it! Sam, you owe me twenty bucks!"
"You bet on me?"
"...No," Dean suddenly turned guilty when he realized that I was unhappy with his choice.
"Sam."
"It was Dean's idea," he said, throwing his brother under the bus immediately. I looked at Dean.
"(Y/n)... listen..."
--time skip--
I was looking through Bobby's basement for him. He was working on some project and just needed me to help him grab some things. I was happy too. Working with Bobby was not as scary as some would assume.
I was heading back up the stairs when I heard Cas and Dean in the kitchen.
"I just want to know why (Y/n) defended me so adamantly," I froze, realizing neither one had noticed me.
"I can't tell you that, Cas, you need to ask them," he replied.
"You know and won't tell me," Cas said it as a statement, not a question.
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because I can't."
"Dean, I don't understand-"
"I'm sorry, Cas, but this is (Y/n)'s business."
I guess I didn't know how long they had been going around in a circle. Still, what happened next made me want to throw what I was holding at Dean's head.
"Is there something wrong with (Y/n)? Are you worried about them? What do I not know-"
"Guys," I heard Sam try to intervene.
"(Y/n) loves you, Cas," Dean finally snapped. "There! You know why now!"
My heart just sank, "How fucking dare you?"
Dean looked at me with a panicked look.
"(Y/n)-"
I held up a hand. I walked to the living, placed what Bobby asked for on the table, and then walked out of the house.
"Where are you going," Sam asked, going to stop me.
"On a walk," I snapped, slamming the front door shut behind me.
I don't even know how far into Bobby's yard I had walked. I just kept going. I was angry and stressed and embarrassed. I was ready to fight Dean and leave him tied up in the trunk of his own car.
"(Y/n)," I heard the deep voice from behind me. I ignored it. "(Y/n)."
"Cas, I really don't wanna-"
I ended up walking straight into his chest. I took a step back and looked up at his face.
"Cas... we can just forget that," I motioned toward the house. "We don't have to worry about it."
"No."
"No?"
"I don't want to forget about it," he muttered. "It made me very happy when I heard you loved me."
"Oh," I mumbled.
"I... I love you too," he had a small grin on his face, seeming nervous. Angel of the Lord... nervous.
"You do?"
"Yes," Cas nodded.
"Oh," I mumbled again.
He stepped closer to me. I felt my entire base heat up at the motion. Being this close to Cas... or anyone really... was kind of new to me. I watched him closely and saw him furrow his eyebrows.
"This is where I'm supposed to kiss you, right," he asked softly.
"If you want to."
"I want to," he replied. I smiled widely at him.
I leaned in and pressed my lips to his lightly. I grabbed the lapels of his jacket. It felt like I was going to lose him if I did. He slowly reached out to touch my sides as he relaxed into the kiss. It was a perfect moment.
I slowly pulled away, trying to hold back a laugh as he tried to lean forward and kiss me again.
"I love you," I whispered, my forehead touching him.
"I love you too," he mumbled back. "And I'd like to kiss you again."
"Be my guest," I chuckled, pulling him back into a kiss.
What a perfect moment?
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speak now - rafe cameron
itâs the day of your wedding and, even though itâs been two years, you canât stop thinking about the one who got away. little do you know heâs also consumed with thoughts of you and heâs not ready to give up just yet
warnings: angst with a happy ending
pairing: rafe cameron x reader
word count: 2.9k
a/n: this is the fic i wrote for pen on imessage, everyone say thank you to @girlsru1eboysdroo1 for the fact that this isnât totally depressing!! i emphasized her favorite lines just for fun, i always wanted to write a fic with this trope so here it is, enjoy!!
You had loved Rafe Cameron your whole life, and truth be told you probably always would. But, he wasnât yours to want anymore and you werenât his. In fact, you were silently freaking out in a small room of a church, thinking about the one who got away as your fiancĂŠ stood at the end of the aisle.
It wasnât fair to Chris. Chris, who was so sweet, so kind. Who supported you through thick and thin. Who uprooted his whole life to follow you to the grad school of your dreams. Who held you and loved you and treated you right. Chris, who would probably do anything for you if you only asked.
That was the thing though, with Rafe you never had to ask. He had known you better than you had known yourself, could predict when you needed him and what exactly you needed. He could feel the shift in your energy after a bad day at school or work, and was always ready to cheer you up, whether it was shitty fast food and shittier reality television or his sometimes gentle touch.
Rafe had known you and loved you, all the parts of you. Not just the good that Chris so often praised you over, your kind heart and selfless attitude. But also, the parts of you that you felt you had to hide, your petty jealousy, your quick temper. He loved not only your beautiful parts, but every scar and every flaw too.
But Rafe had let you down, too. His own temper and irrationality got him into trouble on more than one occasion, and all you had wanted was for him to let go of old hurts. You understood his insecurity stemmed from years of never being good enough for his father, Ward Cameron was a son of a bitch who had ruined the self-esteem of the boy you loved. Ultimately it was a combination of both that spelled the end of your relationship. A screaming match where he had projected his own inner turmoil onto you, certain that you could never truly love someone like him. He had said things he couldnât take back, and you had packed your bags that night, never to step foot in his apartment again.
So here you were, two years later, about to marry another man. You looked at yourself in the mirror, saw the fresh tears pooling, threatening to spill and ruin your expensive makeup. If anyone were to see you, they would probably assume they were happy tears, brought on by the overwhelming joy of linking yourself to Chris forever. That couldnât be further from the truth. Your tears stemmed from the knowledge that going through with this truly meant the end of a future with Rafe. It was stupid, Rafe hadnât contacted you in the years since your break up, and the only information you received on his wellbeing you got through his sister Sarah who you still thought of as a friend. Rafe didnât know that you kept tabs on him, but you wouldnât be surprised if Sarah told him about you, too. You briefly wondered what it would have felt like to receive the news of your engagement, if he ever saw the invitation hung on Sarahâs fridge. If he was sad, or jealous, or if he even cared.
For a moment, you thought about running, pulling a runaway bride, but Chris didnât deserve that. His only flaw was that he wasnât Rafe Cameron, and it wasnât fair to resent him for that fact. Besides, your mother would throw a fit. She had been mad enough when you had arrived home, 21 and single and in need of a place to stay as you got back on your feet. You were pretty sure she might actually disown you if you left another âeligible bachelorâ, especially this close to commitment. You would likely never hear the end of how you had ruined a perfectly good (and extravagantly expensive) wedding. Not only that, there was no guarantee the next guy you found would hold a candle to Rafe, and you were certain by his two year long radio silence, that Rafe was over you. So, you got up, smoothed down the crinkle in your off-white wedding dress, dabbed at your eyes with a tissue and grabbed your bouquet, resigned to going through with the wedding.
The truth is, when Rafe walked into Sarahâs apartment to pick her up for a lunch with Ward and Rose, she all but threw herself at Rafe to prevent him from seeing the invitation on the fridge. Her plan had been to meet him in the car, but Rafe had walked right in using his key. Suspicious of his little sisterâs actions, he gently moved her aside and entered the kitchen to grab a glass of water. He paused, hand hovering near the water dispenser on the fridge as his eyes landed on the photo of you and Chris with âsave the dateâ written in bold block letters. In his shock, the glass slipped from his grasp, shattering on the floor. The sound shook him from his thoughts, and he grimaced at the broken pieces of glass that lay at his feet alongside his shattered heart. He looked at Sarah with a look of pure devastation as she offered him a soft smile and quickly swept up the glass. Unfortunately, the pieces of his heart couldnât be cleaned up so easily. âIâm sorry,â she had offered quietly and all he could do was shrug and say, âme too.â
The green eyed monster of jealousy lingered on his shoulder in the weeks that follow, causing him to lash out more and more. His coworkers avoided him, his friends wanted nothing to do with him, and the only people who he could stand to be around were his little sisters of all people. Despite Sarah keeping your engagement a secret, she had tried to save him from heartbreak, but it was always going to hurt no matter when or where he found out. Since finding out, thoughts of you consumed him, they always had. He had given you the space you had so desperately asked for that night you left, always thinking that you would come back to him, that the two of you would work it out and move on together. He never stopped thinking about you and wondering where you were and what you were doing. Heâd heard youâd gone through a few relationships, and he wouldnât lie about the way his heart would leap a little every time your relationships failed.
Now, it was serious. Youâd found someone youâd deemed worthy enough to spend your life with. Rafe always thought that person was him, but he didnât blame you for not thinking that, too. He had his issues, he was quick to anger, projected his insecurities on others, heâd struggled with addiction and alcoholism although heâd been clean for almost three years at the point. Rafe couldnât help but admit he was jealous. Jealous of the nights he didnât get to spend with you, jealous of the love you were giving some other guy that you had once reserved for him, jealous of the life you were going to spend with someone else. Above all else, he was jealous that you were happy without him. He thought you hung the moon, and he was once happy to live among the stars. He would still rearrange the entire night sky for you, but now you saw stars in anotherâs eyes.
As your wedding date approached, he only felt worse. He couldnât help but wonder what it would be like to have been the one in the wedding invite picture, to have his name written in an elegant script alongside yours on a piece of thick cardstock paper inviting your family and friends to celebrate your love. The daydream overtook his brain. Thoughts of wedding cake tastings and searching for a venue and fighting over seating charts invaded his every waking hour. And at night, he dreamt of being the one at the end of the aisle as you slowly walked towards him, a vision in white with your hair framing your face like the prettiest painting he had ever seen. Saw you approach him, place your hand in his and vow to be his forever. Felt your lips on his as you kissed for the first time as man and wife, dipping you unexpectedly and feeling your delicate fingertips wrap around his lapels to keep you steady. Dreamt of the first dance, twirling you around in his arms, and speeches and kissing every time cutlery tapped a wine glass. Dreamt of a hotel suite with rose petals on the floor, of slowly unzipping your dress and kissing every inch revealed, of a lacy white lingerie set and making love to you as your husband for the first time. But every morning he awoke in a too-large and too-empty king size bed with nothing but the faint memory of a dream.
On the morning of your wedding he awoke from such a dream, and realized he was going to wake up like that every morning for the rest of his life - sad, alone and wanting you. It was then he understood that he had to do something, had to tell you how he felt. He knew it was selfish and impetuous and rash, but he wouldnât be able to live with himself if he didnât at least try. He couldnât let you marry some hedge fund manager from Raleigh who dressed like a douche in your engagement photo shoot. And so Rafe pulled himself out of his depression and his silk sheets, dressing himself in a suit and tie to hopefully blend in the back church pew. He didnât tell Sarah, didnât tell anyone about his plans lest they convince him not to try.
âBride,â he told the usher when asked whoâs side he was with, before slipping into the last pew on the left. His eyes glanced around the church and he shook his head, even the venue was wrong. You had always told Rafe that you wanted to be married on the beach, barefoot in the sand of the OBX, a soft breeze against your skin. He would always tease you about the breeze, lying in bed together with your hands intertwined dreaming about the future. But, in your dreams, you had always giggled, you could control the weather and you wanted a slight breeze like a scene from a movie. He pulled at his tie a little, the atmosphere stuffy and stifling, and he thought that, if you would have him, he would give you your dream beach wedding, even if he had to buy a large fan to give you your slight breeze.
You stood at the back of the church, nervously picking at the bouquet in your hands as your bridesmaids made their way down the aisle. Your arms were shaking with anxiety, but to the casual outside observer you likely seemed to be jittery with excitement. âYou ready, sweetheart?â your father asked, offering you his bent elbow. Swallowing hard, you placed your hand in the crook of his arm and entered the chapel. Chris stood at the end of the aisle, a vision in a dark grey tux with a light pink tie to match the color of your bridesmaidsâ dresses. You felt tears prick at your eyes as you felt nothing for the man standing there waiting for you. His eyes filled with matching tears and you felt nothing. Scanning the pews for reassurance from your family and friends, you spotted him. There, in the back pew on the left side, your side, sat Rafe Cameron.
You froze, eyes wide as you laid eyes on Rafe Cameron for the first time since you walked out of his apartment two years ago. Of course, you had unhealthily stalked his social media for months after the break up, and every now and then when you felt like torturing yourself, but this was the first time you saw him in person, close enough to run to, close enough to touch. Tearing your eyes from his, you scanned the church again, gulping as you met the furious stare of your mother in the first row, cringing at the almost devastated look on Chrisâs face. Lastly, you looked up at your father who gave you a knowing stare, before inclining his head slightly at you. It was that small confirmation that sold it for you. You handed the bouquet to your father, quietly said, âIâm sorry,â before you turned and ran out of the church.
It was difficult to run in your expensive red bottom shoes, but you made an admirable effort for the first few feet before stopping long enough to slip them off. You held both shoes by the heel in one hand, the other hand grasping the bottom of your dress to keep it from dragging on the ground slowing you down. Thereâs a small park across the street from the church, and itâs here that you realize youâre being followed. Your chest restricts as you recognize the voice calling your name doesnât belong to your mother or Chris or your bridesmaids. Stopping and turning around, you spot Rafe hot on your heels. You canât do anything but stand there and stare at him as comes to a stop in front of you, slightly out of breath despite his trim figure. You take him in, eyes roaming every inch of his tall frame. Youâre a little dizzy, unsure if itâs the rush of your fight or flight instinct, or the rush youâve always felt in Rafeâs presence.
âIâm sorry,â is the first phrase that leave his lips and you look at him in confusion. He loves the way your nose scrunches up, and the little crinkle that appears between your eyebrows, has dreamed of seeing it again.
âFor what?â you asked, unsure of what he was apologizing for. You werenât upset that youâd ran off, you knew that you didnât really want to marry Chris, that you had only said yes because of the pressure from your mom and the knowledge that Rafe hadnât spoken to you in two years.
âEverything,â he admits, flexing his hands nervously. âGod, y/n, I fucked up so bad.â Your eyes are staring at his fidgeting hands, and in a split second youâve dropped your shoes onto the grass and grasped his hands in yours, linking your fingers.
He looks between your now linked hands and your face, and you take the opportunity to take a step closer to him. âIâm sorry too,â you speak softly, âI shouldnât have ran like that. I should have stayed, and I should have fought for you.â
âYouâre not-â he swallows, âyouâre not mad I ruined your wedding?â Despite your hands in his, despite the look in your eye as you stare up at him, despite the fact that you havenât run from him, he has to ask. Has to make sure that youâre still as in love with him as he is you. That youâve spent the past two years thinking about where you both went wrong and how you could fix it. That you had thought and dreamt of this moment, where you were close enough to press your lips together.
âI think we both know that wasnât my wedding, not really. Wrong color scheme, wrong venue...â you pause thoughtfully, squeezing his hands as a smile makes its way onto your face. He catches on quickly, his lips upturning with a small smirk as he finishes your thought, âWrong groom?â
You giggle, dropping his hands in favour of gripping his face with your palms, smiling widely up at him. Thereâs something about the intimacy of the moment, of feeling his skin beneath your fingertips, that has you emotional. Rafe feels it too, staring into your eyes, in full disbelief that this is how today has gone. He had hoped, of course. He wouldnât have shown up at the church if he thought there was no chance of stopping your wedding. But to have you here... Your thumb strokes his cheek as his eyes fill with tears. âYeah, baby, wrong groom.â
At your confirmation, he ducks his head down and presses his lips to yours. Your hands slide from his cheeks to wrap around his neck, pulling him closer. He wraps an arm around your waist, the other wrapping around the back of your neck holding you in place as the kiss deepens. You have to pull back to breathe, but he doesnât let you go far, holding you in place as you rest your foreheads together.
âIâm so in love with you,â he whispers against your lips and you grin before pecking his lips once. âIâm still in love with you, too,â you whisper back. Suddenly, youâre kissing again, two years of absence melting away with each brush of your lips.
You pull away for a second time, smiling as his lips attempt to chase yours. âWeâre going to have to work at this you know, our issues didnât just go away,â you tell him seriously.
He nods, grabbing one of your hands to kiss the inside of your palm, âI know baby, but Iâm ready to work on it, on us, this time.â
You grin widely at him once more, before grabbing your shoes and linking your hands together, âthen letâs get me out of this stupid dress.â
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fear | paige dineen x fem!teen!reader
a/n: iâve been rewatching Scorpion lately and couldnât get this idea out of my head. this is based around 3x17. itâs a criminally underrated show and so original. also this is the first fic iâve written in months so, sorry if itâs shit /lh
warnings: mentions of death/coma
word count: 3.1k
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reader is paigeâs 18 year old daughter and sometimes helps out team scorpion but when she inadvertently inhales poisonous fumes, she soon finds herself on the brink of death, hallucinating her deepest darkest fear
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âHere.â
You said, placing a George Washington style hat on your younger brotherâs head.
âDid you know that these are called tricorns and were referred to as-â
âCocked hats? Yes, and they were worn not only by the aristocracy, but also as common civilian dress, and as part of military uniforms.â
You explained, interrupting Ralph as he stopped adjusting the hat and looked up at you with surprise.
âI was a history major, remember? Youâre not the only one who knows things.â You joked, smiling when he did.
âSo why am I wearing this tricorn?â Your genius brother asked.
âWell, youâve got a history project due about Washington and what better way to understand his actions than by getting into his persona and pretending to be him?â
âYouâve been spending too much time around Toby.â Ralph smirked.
âHey!â
You and your brother turned to face Happy and Toby who had just entered the garage.
âIâll have you know that Iâm a world-class behaviourist.â
âShut it, doc.â Happy said, but there was no malice in her words.
âWhereâs everyone?â
âMum and Walter went out somewhere and Cabeâs with Allie at Slyâs desk because Slyâs asleep and drooling over himself.â
âEw.â You said, replying to your brother.
As Happy and Toby left to find Cabe, you and Ralph continued discussing George Washington. You were both interrupted when you heard your motherâs voice.
âMorning!â
Yours and Ralphâs faces lit up when you saw she was holding a bag from Fro-Yo-Ma. Ever since Walter had got himself banned after a petty argument with the manager about a loyalty card which resulted in him having a black eye, you had all been unable to attend the establishment.
You smiled when an idea formed in your head and faced your brother once more,
âHey, how about we sneak up to Mum whilst sheâs distracted and grab our fro-yos?â
Ralph nodded in agreement and you both cautiously approached your mum who was busy telling the team that the frozen treats were for after lunch. As you both flanked your mother, you glanced over at Ralph and gave him a slight nod. Then you grabbed a tub each and began to sneak away as quietly as you came but your Mum looked at you both in confusion.
âQuick. Run, Ralph.â
Ignoring your motherâs laugh, you took a hold of Ralphâs free hand and ran back to the corner of garage you were studying in.
âI got to stop leaving them with you people.â Paige said.
Halfway through eating the frozen yogurt, you heard Cabe announce that Scorpion had a case.
Like your Mum, you werenât a genius but you did help Scorpion anytime they were down a member, especially now since Toby had said heâd stay back to help Ralph with his project.
You were a little hurt that Ralph welcomed his help more-so than yours, despite you being the History expert, but nonetheless, you brushed it off and gathered your things to join the teamâs trip to Greenland.
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Arriving at the Granse World Seed Vault, you tugged at the lapels of your winter coat, trying to keep some of the warmth in you which was a large feat considering you were stuck in a blizzard in the middle of nowhere.
The winds, that could only be described as gusting, blew through your hair, further obstructing your view as you entered the building.
Moving the hair from your face, you shivered and looked up to see that the vault was desolate.
âWell, now we know why nobody ever comes out here.â Sly stated.
You all watched as Walter failed to use the key card resulting in Happy jump starting the generator using the battery from the snowcat you travelled in.
Then you all split up to go and complete your tasks.
Your Mum and Walter remained at the entrance whilst Happy started to repair the generator, Cabe went to the breakroom, Sly went to the server room and you went to find the operations centre to locate the power conduit which you needed to switch off and on again.
The dark hallway you were in suddenly brightened meaning Happy had managed to fix one of the power sources. You let out a breath of relief; you didnât exactly welcome the idea of wandering around a pitch black vault alone where no one had been for almost a year.
You then began to cough as the vents let out some sort of yellow dust. The smell was putrid, almost making you heave.
âGod, that smell is awful. So much for this being an antiseptic facility.â You groaned.
âWell, this facility self-purifies its air, but the system's been down for days, so the seeds have decayed a bit, the vents are just stirring up seed dust.â Walter said through your comms.
âSpeaking of stirring up, I can only imagine what kind of trouble is being stirred up in the garage. I worry about his maturity level.â
âMum, donât worry. Ralphâs the most mature person I know.â
âOh honey, I know. I was talking about Toby.â
You snickered to yourself and then stopped when you realised youâd found the Ops Centre.
âGuys, I figured out what caused the surge.â
You listened as Slyâs voice crackled through your comms.
After he had finished explaining, you spoke, âSo the whole place went dark because the programmers forgot to synchronize their watches?â
âRight! But if I can get the operating system's clock lined up with Finland's, then I'll have this fixed.â
Sylvester paused for a brief moment and when he spoke again, his voice came out in a panicked whisper.
âIs anyone else getting a weird vibe? Like...like we're not alone?â
âHey, Sly. Itâs okay. Just breathe.â You said calmly before telling him to follow your breathing pattern to regulate his own.
âGood job, y/n. Sly, everythingâs going to be fine. Fix the serverâs clock and weâll be out of here soon.â
You smiled at your motherâs praise and went to find the panel switch.
You enjoyed working with your Mum, loving the fact that you got to spend more time with her since starting University. But sometimes, you found yourself feeling...lonely because most of your Mumâs attention was focused on Ralph and the rest of the team.
You understood Ralph, in the broadest of terms, that was. You loved him as much as your mum and you knew her looking after Scorpion was her job but it still hurt you because you didnât have anything in common with the rest of them.
THUD
You jumped when the door behind you slammed shut.
âMum? Iâm locked in.â You shouted out worryingly.
âItâs okay, sweetie. Our blast doors are locked too.â Your Mum said, her voice calming you with every word.
âThe vault prioritizes keeping seeds safe so it must go into lockdown when it's most vulnerable, i.e. a reboot. So the doors will open in 40 minutes when the reboot is done. Everything is fine.â
Walter explained before you winced at the shriek that came through on your comms.
âSly, what the hell?â You yelled, rubbing your ear, as if trying to sooth the pain.
âTheyâre in here. Theyâre in here.â The genius repeated as your brows furrowed in confusion.
âSly, whatâs going on?â
âSylvester, do you copy?â
âSly!â
You all started to shout in concern, scared for Slyâs safety, before stilling when the latterâs screams fell quiet.
âI was right. Iâm not alone. Itâs chickens!â
How the hell had chickens got into the seed vault? You thought to yourself.
âHey guys. I didnât want Sly to hear us.â Toby said.
You figured your Mum must have called him and patched him through to your comms.
You all listened as Toby explained how Sly was suffering from a psychotic break but when he commented on some yellow dust, he realised that you had all breathed in seed fungus that affected the fear centre in your brain.
You started to get even more concerned when it became apparent that Happy and Cabe were hallucinating but you were shamefully relieved that the ergot spores hadnât affected you. You werenât sure you wanted to experience your darkest fear, especially when you were surrounded by your Mum and the team.
âAre you sure youâre okay?â
âYes, Mum. Iâm not seeing or hearing anything.â You reassured her, hearing her sigh of relief.
âOkay, thank god. Weâll get you out soon enough, okay, sweetie?â
You blinked, turning around when you heard your motherâs voice behind you.
âY/N?â Paige said through your comms.
But you just blinked again, because you could see your Mum in front of you and you couldnât distinguish the look on her face.
âMum, whatâs wrong?â You said.
âWhat? Nothingâs wrong. Toby. Walt. Whatâs happening?â Paige said frantically.
âY/N must have inhaled the ergot too and sheâs now trapped in her false reality.â Toby explained.
âWe got to get her out of there, Walter.â
Paige said, near tears, before falling silent as she watched you on the security camera. She saw you sit on a chair and converse with an imaginary Paige.
âMum, what did I do? Iâm sorry.â You said, tears forming in your eyes at your motherâs words.
âI told you, I donât love you. Scorpion is my family. Theyâre geniuses and youâre not.â
âMum, please.â Your voice broke, as you started to plead with her.
âI-I canât watch this. I need to get her out of there. Y/N, listen to me. I am here!â
Paige ran up to the blast doors and started to bang on the reinforced steel. Her attempts, however, were futile, because she knew that the doors wouldnât open until you, Cabe, Happy and Sly had completed your tasks.
âPaige, you have to keep it together.â Toby said.
âNo, my daughter is living her worst fear and I canât do anything to stop it.â
âI know. I want to help Happy too. But we canât until we figure out what psychological baggage the fungus is unpacking.â
âAnd we might need to hurry because Sly is getting unsure of foot.â
Walter said as Paige returned to his side to see Sly having trouble keeping his balance.
âGod, we need to get them out of there. The exposure seems extensive which means their blood vessels are being constricted, especially in the brain meaning-â
âLess blood flow. And less blood flow means less oxygen. And less oxygen means...coma.â Walter finished solemnly.
âWe have to talk them lucid so they can finish their tasks. Iâll take Happy. Walt, you take Cabe. Ralph, you have your work cut out for you with Sly. And Paige-â
âIâll help y/n. Y/N? Y/N, honey, if you can hear me, I need you to flip the switch on the panel next to you. Y/N?â
âY/N!â
âIâm sorry, Mum. Please donât yell. What did I do wrong?â
âI told you, youâre just not special so why should I waste my time with you?â
âPlease, Mum. Iâm sorry Iâm not special enough. Iâm sorry Iâm not smart like everyone else. Please donât send me away.â
Paigeâs heart broke as she watched you cry on her screen.
âY/N, I love you so much. You are special. I love you.â Paige cried, tears dropping down her face.
âToby, itâs not working. I canât get through to y/n!â
âRalph and I may have come up with another idea. You need to go back to the point when these fears started and attack that seminal moment.â
âOkay, so sheâs talking about not being smart enough. I can only guess that this started when I joined the team. Y/N? Baby, can you hear me?â
Paigeâs voice softened as she spoke to you once more.
âYes, Mum?â You replied, sniffling as your tears continued to fall down your face.
âOh, honey. Just because youâre not a genius like the rest of these guys, doesnât mean youâre not special.â
âBut Iâm not.â
âY/N, yes, you are. Youâve been special since the moment you were born. Since the moment I first held you in my arms. Youâre my baby, y/n. You are special in your own way.â
Your Mum grabbed your hand and held them to her heart.
âYou feel that?â
âY-Your heartbeat?â You asked, feeling the light repetitive beating under your palm.
âYes. My heartbeat. More importantly, my heart. You are my heart, y/n. You have been for 18 years. I grew up with you. You made me into the person I am today. The person I am now. I love you so much.â
âYes, youâre not as smart as Ralph or Walter or the rest of the team but neither am I. Y/N, you are bright, intelligent. You are twice the person I am. You care so much about everyone. Your heart is beautiful.â
Your mother gently dropped your hand in her lap and lifted her own to cradle your face.
âThatâs what makes you special.â She moved to place a soft kiss on your forehead.
âNow, y/n. Iâm already so proud of you but I need you to do one thing for me. I need you to turn the switch in front of you off and on again.â
Paige held her breath as she and Walter watched you slowly stand up on your shaky legs and walk over to the panel that had the power conduit switch attached to it.
âDone.â Your voice echoed on the security monitor.
âGood girl.â
âIâm kinda sleepy, Mum. Iâm just going to take a quick nap.â Your voice quietened as you lay down on the floor.
âUh, Toby. Y/N flipped the switch but sheâs really sleepy and I canât get her to wake up.â
âOh god, Happy, Sly and Cabe are out too. Theyâre in comas. They need medical assistance stat or they will die.â
âWalter.â Paige whispered, unable to speak any louder due to fear of losing you.
âWe can synthesize a treatment!â
Toby then explained the different seeds they needed to mix together to make the medicine whilst Ralph hacked the vaultâs database to locate them.
Once Paige and Walter had manufactured oxygen tubes out of PVC pipes, they hastily made their way to the vault before stopping when they saw you unconscious on the ground.
Paige ran to your side, still holding her breath, and quickly checked for a pulse, relaxing slightly when she felt it, albeit it was weak, but it was still there. She ran her thumb against your cheek in a gentle caress and then followed Walter to the vault, passing the others, also unconscious, on their way.
Easily finding the required seeds, the duo made the medicine oil but when a chemical fire broke out, Walter stayed to put it out whilst Paige ran to give the oil to the rest of you.
She found Cabe first, then Happy and Sly. Once she had rendered them conscious, she ran off in pursuit of the Operations Centre where you were.
Carefully but quickly, she lifted your head to rest against her leg as she poured the oil beneath your tongue.
âCome on, sweetie. Wake up. Open your eyes. Please, God.â She murmured to herself.
You opened your eyes with some difficulty, wincing at the light above you.
âMum? What happened?â You groaned, sitting up.
âThank God, youâre okay. I thought Iâd lost you.â
Ignoring your question, your Mum gathered you in her arms and hugged you tight against her.
âI love you so much, y/n.â
Hugging her back, you rested your head against the crook of her neck, âI love you too.â
âGuys, come on, we gotta go.â
You both looked up to see Happy standing at the door. With the help of your Mum, you stood up and she then grabbed your hand and you all ran back to the entrance.
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You had all safely arrived back home and managed to make it in time for Slyâs debate.
You sat in the chair next to Happy, slowly falling asleep, exhausted from the ordeals of the day.
Soon after youâd left the Vault and were on your way home, the grogginess of the poisonous fungus had fully left your system, allowing you to remember your hallucination. Youâd barely said more than two words on the plane ride home, unsure of the right words to say to your Mum who had undoubtedly heard your fear.
âHey, sweetie. Stay awake for a little while longer. Weâre going home. Slyâs going to look after Ralph tonight.â
Your mother said, resting her hand on your shoulder to rouse you. You nodded in response and got up, following her to her car.
Similar to the plane, the car ride was silent. Not necessarily an awkward silence, but it was far from comfortable. You felt the constant glances your Mum gave you as she drove on the quiet roads. You noticed her lips part a few times too, as if she was about to say something but then stopped herself at the last moment.
Arriving home, your Mum unlocked the door and you made a beeline to your bedroom to get changed into your nightie. As you laid in your bed, you heard a soft knock on your door.
Inviting your Mum in, you saw she had changed too. She sat on your bed, the lamp providing some light in the room.
âHoney, can we talk?â
Not waiting for an answer, she got into the bed beside you and rested against the headboard.
âI want to talk about what happened earlier.â
There was no need for her to clarify what she meant.
âDo we have to?â
âYes, y/n, we do. It broke my heart to see you cry today. And it hurt even more to hear that I was the reason why. Iâve never ever wanted to cause you any pain and the fact that I was a part of your deepest fear just-â
When her voice faltered, you looked up to see quiet tears streaming down her cheeks.
âMum, Iâm sorry.â
âBaby, you have nothing to apologise for. Iâm sorry that you felt like you werenât special. But I meant what I said back there. You are special in your own way. Yes, I love you and Ralph in different ways but you mean so much to me. Iâm surrounded by geniuses all the time, and frankly, it gets tiring. So Iâm glad I have you. You bring me back down to Earth. Youâre my heart and soul, y/n.â
Not knowing the right words to say, you simply lay your head against your motherâs chest and hugged her close.
âI love you, Mum.â
âI love you too, baby. I always have and I always will.â
Soon enough, both of your tears stopped and you fell asleep in her arms, her hands gently stroking your hair as she cradled you against her.
You may not have been a genius but you were smart enough to realise that no matter what, your Mum would always love you.
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today i astral project giant, curious merboy w/ frightened researcher into your mind. tomorrow? who knows
Tomorrow is when you get your request filled you babey boi
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âE-easy now, l-letâs ju-woah! Hey!â
It was too late for Stellaâs squirming to do her any good as long, clammy fingers tightened themselves around her already battered body to lift her much higher than she would have appreciated. She couldnât help a small wince when she felt her arms be uncomfortably squeezed against her ribs, the left side of which was undoubtably bruised from her topple earlier. The grip only pressed more at her pathetic struggles, forcing out her exhale much rougher than intended.
âPl-lease,â she gasped, practically immobile in the creatureâs hold which seemed to be the desired affect, ây-youâre hur-hurting me...!â
And just like that, the pressure that had once been constricting her disappeared. Even more wonderfully, solid ground seemed to return under her shaky legs which she was grateful to collapse. Or so she thought. A couple inhales sucked in to clear the splotches that pulsed in the corner of her vision revealed she had merely been traded from one hand to the other, trapped high above in an open palm as opposed to a clenched fist. Best not to look a gift horse in the mouth, she supposed.
Or fish, she supposed again.
With a shaky sigh, Stella forced her eyes up (and up and up) until they met with wide ones, blinking down at its tiny capture. She couldnât keep up the staring contest very long, however, not with how unnerving those black scleras were. Instead, she found her gaze shifting towards its mouth that could certainly fit her inside in one bite, perhaps even a rowboat if it tried. At that moment, it chirped at her, something loud and grating and immediately making her cover her ears for protection, but not without getting a glimpse of those jagged fangs.
From a scientific standpoint, this was one of the most stunning discoveries in her career, hell, in anyoneâs career in the history of marine biology. A genuine mermaid...er, man, if she were to assume based purely on physical observation. A dozen questions ran through her mind focused on understand how on earth each component of his body functioned. Respiratory, circulatory, vision, hearing, homeostasis, smell, bone structure and density, muscle to fat ratio, everything and more!
Unfortunately, she doubted those inquiries would be answered anytime soon, if ever.Â
The monster chittered again much more quietly, practically a rumble in his throat as his other hand hovered closer. Try as she might to flinch away, there was really no where else to go besides down into the icy waters below. She watched the thick claws adorning each finger inch closer, bracing for the sensation of being flayed like some sort of sick vengeance for all his seafood brethren she had ever eaten. Actually, given his size and muscular build alone, there was no way this thing was a vegetarian, so there better not be any judgement on that front!
Surprisingly enough, the claws just missed nicking any part of her skin in favor for the pad of his finger to rub against the top of her head, slowly, hesitantly even. Stella grimaced at the action but let it be, holding still as best her trembling form was able to while his petting built up more confidence, now sliding from her crown to where the coils ended at her shoulders. She let out a yip when he yanked her hair in an attempt to rub the foreign texture between his thumb and forefinger, immediately releasing the frizzy locks at the sound of her distress.Â
His curiosity didnât stop there, however. She was well aware of the irony of the situation--the researcher being studied by the subject and all that (at least, she hoped thatâs what he was doing rather than sizing her up for a meal). Considering this was her first time ever encountering a merperson during one of her weekend escapades along the coastline, it wouldnât be too hard to imagine this was his first time meeting a strangely sized hybrid species as well. Maybe those local legends about sea monsters and sirens held a little bit of truth after all, he was certainly as destructive as the stories foretold of these deadly creatures.
And, the scientist side of her couldnât help but reason with the merman. She was, after all, encroaching on his natural territory in a foreign vessel, was it truly so unexpected for it to attack? âAttackâ was perhaps too strong of a word. Investigate was more like it, the way it grabbed and shook her tiny boat in an effort to see what was inside this weird, floating habitat until she came tumbling out on deck. On the bright side, at least Lorelei coming down with strep the night before saved her research partner from meeting the same fate as her right now. On the downside, she was going to meet said fate alone, her true ending forever a mystery outside of these waters.
The question was: what the hell was her fate meant to be? The way his fingers and touches roamed her body continued to reassure her that she probably wasnât going to be a menu speciality for another few moments, but beyond eating her, what other uses could he have for her? He pinched her legs and arms to bend at the joints, especially fascinated at how articulate her lower half was in comparison to his own. It was almost like he was looking for a tail where one should obviously be, trying to piece together how these two split fins could work together as one. His fingers brushed against her waist and trailing up to her neck. Gill placement, maybe? From just how close his nails were coming to her jugular, Stella feared she might just get a few extra breathing slits if she so much as hiccuped.
It was all well and good until the fingers glided back down over her chest, pushing past the soaked lapels of her coat to the swell of her cleavage, his claw eagerly slipping under the buttons of her blouse to pop a few off. Stella turned bright red, her body heating up so much that she was sure he could feel it against the cool flesh of his palm where she sat. With an indignant shriek, she slapped the digit away from her body, quickly covering herself with her lab coat as best she could.
âNo, thank you!â She scolded, leveling a glare with the creature. âDonât do that!â
She didnât even have time to register what consequences might befall her actions of threat displaying a massive sea predator, not with how his ear fins flattened against his head and he jerked his hand away as if she had burned him with her touch. In his defense, he did look rather guilty, rumbling again in his throat like he was offering an apology. He tilted his head at her, repeating the noise and it was then she realized he probably didnât actually know what was wrong, rather he was asking why it was wrong. Oh, yeah. Different species, different cultures, different takes on reproductive accessories.
âYou just, y-you donât touch people like that, okay?â He grumbled something at her and though she didnât understand it, she knew that tone well enough to roll her eyes. âBecause I said so. Why d-â
Stella froze. The monster was still pouting at her reply, but her lengthy pause paired with her suddenly shocked expression made him chirp again in question. She searched his eyes, now well aware of the deep blue iris hidden within the inky abyss around it.Â
âYou...c-can you understand me...?â
He furrowed his eyebrows before giving a single nod. Uh, yeah, duh? Iâve been responding to you this entire time, havenât I? is what the expression conveyed.
âHoly shit...â she whispered. A smile was quick to tug at her cheeks, looking back at him with twinkling brown eyes. âHoly shit! You can understand me! Y-youâre...youâre intelligent!â
The creature narrowed his gaze and she quickly held up her hands in a placating motion. âI-I mean, obviously, you were always intelligent, just i-in terms of, like...you know, whatever, letâs just start over, um...â She ran a hand through her newly tangled mess of curls, shaking her head in disbelief. âOh my god, I donât even know where to begin!â
A quick look down at her capsized boat had her reconsider. Stella wondered how much of her research and equipment inside was totally trashed as a result of being broken or waterlogged. Oh well. Literally none of that mattered right now, not when filters could be replaced and notes reprinted and one of the greatest specimens of her lifetime was three inches in front of her.
Biting her lip, she glanced between the boat and the merman. âActually, do you, um, think m-maybe you could fix...that? And maybe put m-me down while youâre at it...?â
For a moment, he only blinked at her, silently debating her request. It was long enough to make her start to shift nervously, wondering if she had managed to misread the entire situation and was foolish to make such demands when she was still considered a food source. Thankfully, he complied and righted her boat with ease, gently depositing her on the slick deck. The rocking of the sea still caused her to slip and fall ass first on the ground, though it mattered little to her with the way her legs still felt like jelly.
A shadow engulfed her, trilling ringing in her ears from above which made her groan. âIâm fine, just...give me a minute here.â Slowly, Stella sat back up and pulled her legs towards herself until she could sit criss-cross, digging her (thankfully) waterproof handheld from her pocket to pop out the stylus, tapping and scribbling on the screen. The creature lowered himself deeper into the water until only his shoulders and above were visible, swimming around to the edge of the boat to try and see what she was doing on the tiny device. He braced his hands on the side of the hull, nearly capsizing it again, which was probably what he did the first time when she had been down in the cabin, and only letting go when Stella cried out at being toppled for the umpteenth time.
When the boat ceased most of its swaying, she fixed another sharp glare at the creature who hunched a little further into the salty waters. âOkay, rule number one, no more touching this boat. Got it?â She was half tempted to add or me in there, but...well, they could cross that bridge if something came up about that later. Regardless, he nodded at her and she sighed, repositioning herself to lean against the cabin door for a little extra stability.
âSo, ever play twenty questions?â
#g/t#g/t writing#g/t fluff#my writing#giant/tiny#gianttiny#macro/micro#ask#ratpaps#mermen babyyyyyyyyy#another story in which i name my characters after my favorite students lmaooooo#send more prompts this is fun :D#yes i specifcally called you baby to piss you off nerd#also yes i spelt specifically wrong but i dont feel like deleting and rewriting the tag
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Never too late - 8
An eternity later and it is here! Part 8 of 'Never too Late'. How much of this is me projecting? You'll never know.
CW: Food, alcohol, feelings of queer exclusion at prom, coming out, [very minor and it is shut down] compulsory sexuality.
Please message me if you feel I missed anything out.
Just a note, that due to the POV of this fic, there is a lot of linking between relationships and romance to prom. I just want to reiterate that prom absolutely does not have to be a romantic event if you do not want it to. The beef is more that queer kids do not always have the choice to go with their partners safely, and the stress of not knowing whether it would have been okay or not.
I hope that all of you that wanted to were able to have the prom you wanted and if you weren't able to, please know it is just ONE day. Throw your own if you want to. Don't if you don't want to. I know for myself, I have a lot of feelings about it, so please don't read this if it going to upset you.
Rating: T
Previous and future chapters can be found on my masterlist.
All credit for Sweater Weather and these characters go to @lumosinlove
8. Go to a dance. Kiss your first love. Well, at least you think they are anyway. But remember kids, consent always.
Leo was excited, to say the least. Sprawled on his bed, laptop in front of him and his cell to the right, he knew it was getting late, but he wanted to research a little longer. He had a venue and a catering team locked down; the latter he had done reluctantly, after yet another person had told him that he absolutely could not cater the event himself.
His phone buzzed insistently, and Leo grunted. Why would anybody call when you could just text? He grunted again when he read the caller id.
Regulus. What a traitor.
âHello?â Leo answered, rolling onto his back. He felt a tightness in his lumbar region, and made a mental note to mention it to Hestia in the morning if the sensation was still there when he woke up.
âGo to sleep.â
â I will soon,â Leo hummed. âDid you look at my text?â
âLeo. Itâs 2am.â
âYes, I worked very hard to learn to tell the time, thank you.â In truth, the last time Leo remembered checking the time, it had still been the previous day. Logan had a popped his head around the door to tell Leo that he and Finn were going to crash in one of the other rooms, and that Leo should get some sleep soon. Leo had nodded and assured Logan he wouldnât be too long.
Regulusâ sigh on the other end of the phone interrupted his memory.
âAnd youâre getting cranky,â Regulus said. Leo could imagine the smooth raised eyebrow that accompanied the words. âIf I tell you which theme I like, will you go to sleep?â
Leo shifted, pushing himself up against the stack of pillows. He nodded eagerly, before remembering Regulus couldnât see him. âYes. I promise.â
âI like both -â
âThat is not helpful!â
âWait a second. Merde. You should combine them.â
âThatâs,â Leo wrinkled his nose, contemplating the idea. âThatâs actually kind of genius.â
âYou can thank me later,â Regulus offered smugly. âAfter youâve got some sleep.â
***
âSo Reg, whoâs the lucky person who gets to be your date to this thing?â Finn asked, plucking a brownie from the plate in the middle of the table, before settling into the seat opposite Leo.
âItâs not a thing!â Leo protested.
âSorry, babe. This prom,â Finn grinned.
Regulus worried his lip between his teeth, looking first at Leo and then turning his gaze back to Finn. âDo I have to go with someone?â
âYes,â Finn said resolutely, at the same time as Leo shook his head, giving the opposite answer.
âNo,â Leo repeated, narrowing his eyes at Finn. âPeople go to prom with friends all the time.â
âOkay, yeah, fine. You donât have to,â Finn agreed, giving a placating smile. Leo hated that it worked. If he were being honest, they should probably utilise the OâHara smile in diplomatic relations. âBut donât you want to have the quintessential prom kiss?â
âFinn -â
âI was actually thinking I could borrow Leo,â Regulus rolled his eyes, voice dripping with sarcasm.
Apparently Finn didn't catch it though. His face contorted into a thousand different expressions in the space of a second. Conflicted. Contemplative. Accepting. âWell...I guess Iâd be okay with it, if Leo is, but Lo-â
âThat was a joke, Finn,â Regulus laughed.
âOh, right,â Finn laughed as well, the tips of his cheeks tinged pink. âWell. Yeah. Prom kisses are nice. I had sex for the first time on my prom. Although, she did cheat on my two months later, so maybe Iâm not the best example to follow,â he rambled.
âThat was a lot to learn about somebody in a very short amount of time," Regulus commented, clutching his mug between his hands.
Finn shrugged, leaning forward to grab another brownie, seemingly uncaring about the wealth of information he had just offered.
***
âHey, Le?â
Leo looked up from his phone, finding Regulus hovering next to him, shifting his weight from foot to foot. He cocked his head slightly in question.
âCan we talk?â
Leo frowned, setting his phone down on the coffee table and patted the seat next to him on the sofa. âYou donât usually ask,â he smirked.
Regulusâ smile back seemed strained, but Leo didnât comment on it. âEarlier,â Regulus started as he took a seat, playing with the tips of his fingers before he stopped abruptly, placing them in his lap. âIn the kitchen? What Finn said?â
Leo sighed gently, âIgnore him. Finnâs mouth and his feet are well acquainted. You know Finn. He just doesn't always think before he speaks. Iâm sorry if he upset you.â
âYou shouldnât apologise for your boyfriend. If I wanted an apology I would have gone to him.â â Regulus chided. His expression softened, his next intake of breath larger than usual. âCan you just listen?â
âSorry,â Leo turned to look at Regulus properly. âYou were saying?â
Regulus gave a small nod. âI donât think I want that.â
Leo opened his mouth to speak, remembered Regulusâ request and snapped it shut again.
âNot the kisses. Not the sex. None of it. I think Iâm asexualâ The words came out in a single, hurried burst, but Regulus seemed to stumble over the last one, as if it was unfamiliar to him, unpractised. Leo could picture his friend frantically asking google questions, refining each search as he learned new information. Heâd been there himself once.
A silence hung in the air, the two of them staring at one another, with an intensity that was making Leo feel uncomfortable, but he didn't want to be the first to break eye contact.
âDĂŠsolĂŠ," Regulus blinked. "Say something. Please."
Leo shuffled forward, his arms outstretched. âIâm going to hug you now.â He waited a beat to allow Regulus to protest, before pulling him close. Regulus sat stiffly, taking a moment to relax into the embrace and when he did, Leo squeezed him a little tighter. âThank you for telling me.â
âI knew youâd be okay with it,â Regulus grumbled. Leo was sure he heard a hint of relief despite the attempt to appear ambivalent. He let Regulus go, putting some space between them again, knowing his friend had more personal space boundaries than Leo was used to dealing with.
âItâs still scary. Even if youâre almost certain itâs going to be alright. And just in case you need to hear it, I love you, youâre valid and even if you decide thatâs not the right label for you thatâs okay too.â
âWhat are you? Like, gay Yoda?â Regulus gave a small laugh, but he sniffed wetly. âThanks.â
âA Jedi uses the Force for knowledge and defence, never for attack,â Leo made a fist, wrapped his other hand over the top and bowed his head.
âNerd.â
âWait, can I ask you a question?â Regulusâ consenting nod was slow and tentative. âDoes this mean youâd prefer if I stop sending you half naked photos every other day?â Leo let the corner of his mouth curl into a smirk.
Regulus barked a very uncharacteristic laugh, deep and loud. âWhile I can appreciate the aesthetic appeal of Chris Evans, yes, Iâve seen enough of that man to last me many lifetimes .â He punched Leo lightly in the knee. Leo raised an eyebrow at the very frat - boy inspired action, and Regulus made a face that suggested he wasnât quite sure where it had come from either. âIâm sure company is not an issue for you in this household, but donât worry Iâll still watch The Avengers with you.â
âA real hero,â Leo drawled. âHey.â He met Regulusâ eyes, his tone taking on a more serious note again. âYou know you can tell Finn. And Logan, right? If thatâs what you want. Whenever youâre ready. Theyâll be cool.â
âYeah,â Regulus breathed. âI donât doubt it.â
âAnd if theyâre not. Iâll personally kick them in the balls for you.â
***
Leo fussed with his bowtie in the mirror, tilting his head this way and that, trying to decide if it was straight.
âStop. You look great. Theyâre going to die,â Regulus declared, making Leo jump slightly. Heâd known the man was in the room, but his best friend had a habit of just appearing beside him unannounced.
Leo took another look in the mirror, running his fingers over the slightly raised texture of his initials monogrammed into the teal suspenders. âYeah, I guess Iâll do,â he hummed, turning to face Regulus, scanning his eyes over him. Even Leo had been surprised by Regulusâ choice of attire, knowing now why he had kept the outfit such a secret. âBold choice,â he remarked.
âToo much?â
âNo,â Leo shook his head. Maybe it would have been on somebody else, but Regulus wore the mustard yellow three - piece effortlessly. He reached out to touch the blue sapphire that embellished the lapel, a gold chain linking it to the breast pocket. âNot at all. Iâm just jealous.â
âAlright boys, are we ready?â Alex asked, clapping his hands together.
âYeah.â
âAs weâll ever be.â
âReady!â Kuny boomed, making a show of checking his pocket watch, the gold chain attaching it to his vest was somehow, even more ornate than Regulusâ.
The four of them turned to glance at Remus, the only one in the room left to reply. Shrugging his jacket over his shoulders, Remus smiled. âI guess I canât play with this tie any longer.â
âAlright then. I donât know a lot about you guys, but I want to see my boyfriend,â Alex rocked on his feet, Leo chuckled, the man pretended he was so much more chill than his younger brother, but excitement seemed to bubble under his skin all the same. Leo didnât blame Alex though, separating the partners into different rooms had seemed like a good idea earlier in the evening, but now he just wanted to see Finn and Logan, ideally before he exploded with anticipation. He couldnât help but feel a little sorry for those of them that had to wait for their partners to arrive from the Potterâs house, where the ladies had opted to get ready.
âYes. I want see Jackson,â Kuny nodded resolutely.
âLord, help me,â Regulus whined. Leo just laughed, wrapping an arm around his friendâs shoulders.
***
âCap! Stop undressing Loops with your eyes, he put a lot of effort into finding that suit.â
âKuny. Put Nado down. There are people here.â
âHarzy. Are you crying?â
âYou can close your mouth now, Leo.â Regulus tapped a finger lightly against Leoâs jaw. He would have tried to defend himself from the accusation, but he couldnât deny the quiet clink of his teeth snapping back together.
âIâm just going to need a minute,â Leo mumbled, dragging his eyes over Finn and Loganâs bodies.
âTake your time,â Regulus chuckled. âIs-â Regulus leaned forward, squinting slightly. âDoes Finnâs jacket match the invites.â
âI think theyâre flowers.â Although, from afar, the swirls of blue and silver painted over the jacket did resemble the night sky artwork the two of them had settled on for the invites. Leo had insisted they needed them despite Regulusâ very valid point that saw all of the attendees at least once a week. âIâm going to go and check,â Leo waved a hand towards his boyfriends. He could see Loganâs lips moving, Finnâs grin widening with each word and Leo wanted in on that conversation.
âSure,â Regulus hummed. âYou go and do that.â
Leo stole a glance behind him as he crossed the short distance of their lounge, feeling a pang of guilt about leaving Regulus so easily on what was supposed to be his night. He needn't have worried though, he had barely taken a few paces before Regulus was swarmed by Thomas and James. Leo huffed a laugh at Regulus' disgruntled expression as they fawned at his suit.
***
âLeo. Regulus. Welcome! These must be your guests.â Estella, the only one of fifteen event planners that he and Regulus could agree on, smiled wide. âIs everybody here? I can always have somebody come and meet any stragglers?â
âNo, this is all of us,â Leo confirmed. Corralling everybody into the two limos had been a task, but somehow they had all managed to make it to the museum without anybody being left behind.
âAlright then. Follow me. I think youâre going to love what weâve settled on.â Estella turned on her heel, tight curls bouncing behind her as she led them up the grand staircase. Leo had been to The Natural History museum many times during the day, but the place had a strange sense of awe without the usual bustle of visitors, and he couldnât wait to see what the events hall had been transformed into.
Estella pushed the ornate double doors open, blocking the entrance with her body. She must have noticed how Leoâs feet itched with anticipation because she gave a small smirk as she stepped aside. âEnjoy your evening, gentlemen. Iâll be around should you need anything."
Leo looked back at the group behind him; his team, his friends, his family, and felt the pool of anxiety that had been bubbling in his stomach all day, churn again. This evening had started off as being for Regulus, but it had quickly grown beyond that. While prom wasnât inherently romantic, the traditions that came alongside it were embroiled with ideas that had marginalised so many of them, even if they hadnât realised it at the time. A part of him hated that a high school event that was truly insignificant in the grand scheme of things could hold so much weight. He wanted to rebel, to not let it be important at all. Another just wanted to be able to give them all the night they had wished for back then.
âWhatâs the delay?â Natalieâs voice shook Leo from his head, and he glanced to his left at Regulus before moving into the room.
Estella and her team had really come through. They had weaved Leo and Regulusâ ideas on decoration into something spectacular. He had to force himself not to pause again, waiting until he was less of an obstruction to the rest of them, to stop and look up at the ceiling. There were hundreds, maybe thousands, of tiny lights strung to look exactly like the night sky. Right in the centre, Leo recognised the pattern to be that of his namesake, one light slightly brighter than all the rest.
âHey,â Sirius clapped a hand on Regulusâs shoulder. âHow come you get to be up there and I donât.â
âCanât stand not to be the centre of attention can you, big brother?â Regulus shot back and Sirius just shook his head with a laugh, hurrying after Remus.
***
âThis one is for all you loved up folk out there,â the DJâs voice rang through the room, the music slowly fading from a thuddy beat into the tender piano notes of the next song.
Leo winced as Marlene squealed, tugging Dorcas from her chair, the latter almost tripping over her train in the rush, although she regained her composure quickly. She moved just as swiftly in her heels as Marlene did in her black and white oxfords. He watched the two of them leave, Dorcasâ emerald green dress almost sparkling as it caught the light.
âGo on,â Regulus nudged Leo, tilting his head in the direction of where Finn and Logan had already procured a spot on the dance floor. âGo dance with your boys.â
Leo glanced at Regulus, before turning his gaze to meet his boyfriendâs eyes. He contorted his features into a series of faces that to anybody else probably seemed nonsensical, but they caught on perfectly, answering his silent question with simultaneous nods of their heads.
âOr,â Leo placed his hand, palm upright, on the table. âYou could do me the honour?â
âIâm not,â Regulus wrinkled his nose. âYou donât need to -â
âIndulge me, Reggie.â
âOnly if you stop calling me that,â Regulus sighed, grasping Leoâs hand. âIâm leading.â
Regulus, it turned out, could dance. Leo was passable. He let himself be led around the floor, laughing with his friend at all the couples that werenât quite as accomplished, his boyfriendâs included.
The music flowed seamlessly from the deep tones of John Legend into the lighter ones of Taylor Swift.
âYes! My girl, Tay Tay. Now weâre talking.â
Regulus rolled his eyes playfully, âCalm down, Le. I think your gay is showing.â
âOkay, Karen.â
âI am wounded,â Regulus clutched his hand to chest, placing it back on Leoâs hip without missing a beat. He looked up, smiling at Leo softly. âYou should go and dance with them now. I think they could do with your help.â
âNon!â Logan argued, stumbling over Finnâs feet once again. âI know how to dance. It is Finn who is a liability,â he added, as they came to a halt beside Leo and Regulus.
***
Reg! Did you see Kam sent the link for the photos?
I did. You want to look at them together, non?
Oui, Oui! Come over now?
Leo waited to receive the confirmation text, before he hurried into the kitchen to compile a selection of snacks, as well as a jug of lemon water for Finn. On his final trip, he added the ever-present jug of sweet tea from the fridge to the tray, setting it all up on the table in front of the TV in the lounge.
âBaby Black is coming over then?â Logan teased, sprawling onto the sofa next to Leo.
âSssh,â Leo whined, pressing a finger to Loganâs lips. âOtherwise no doughnuts for you.â
Logan gasped, launching himself at Leo, his hands finding the spot below Leoâs ribs where he was most ticklish. âHow dare you threaten me with such things?â
âStop it,â Leo spluttered between laughs, squirming away from the assault. Thankfully the doorbell rang just as Leo thought he was going to have to tap out, Logan letting him up to go and answer it.
It took a few minutes to get all four of them settled on the couch and the photos casting from his cell to the TV, but eventually they managed it.
Kam, and their assistant, had done a great job of capturing the entire night, from everybody getting ready to a very drunk James and Evgeni snoring softly against the giant moon structure. James was swamped by Evgeniâs checked suit jacket and Jamesâ pinstripe one hung from Evgeniâs arm.
âDid you three plan this?â Regulus laughed as a photo of Sirius, Logan and Pascal appeared on the screen. The three of them had chosen to go with a classic tuxedo, albeit with slight variations.
âWe did not. We just all have impeccable taste,â Logan retorted.
âOh my God!â Finn sat forward, squinting at the screen. âThey definitely planned that though.â He waved at the image of Alex and Kasey, their suits the same but in reverse; Alexâs jacket a navy blue with a checked grey vest and Kasey the opposite.
âFinn babe,â Leo frowned, sliding Finnâs glasses onto his face. âHow did you go the entire night without noticing that. Arenât you supposed to be the fashion connoisseur, here?â
âI was distracted!â Finn protested. âByâŚâ he beamed as a photo of him, Leo and Logan replaced the previous image. âThat.â
Regulus faked a gag, swiping at the phone to get a new photo. Any argument that was about to ensue was abruptly ended as they all burst into laughter. On the screen, a sheepish looking Pascal was being berated by Estella, her finger pointing to the sign to the left of the vine covered swing that Pascal was sitting on that read, âFor decorative purposes onlyâ.
They went through hundreds of photos. Some of them were sweet; Natalie with her arms wrapped around Regulusâs waist pressing a kiss to his cheek. Some of them were silly; everybody sat in rows on the dancefloor, their arms out to side. Some of them staged; Regulus and Leo sat on the big arm chairs beneath the origami stars. All of them captured tiny moments that none of them wanted to forget.
Leo tucked his head against Regulus' shoulder, trying to stifle his tears. He wasn't upset, not at all. It was just a lot. Seeing it all again. And then he remembered that all the decorations had been donated. Most of the woodland pieces, including the huge faux tree that had stood in the middle of one of the tables had gone to a local young theatre troupe that were struggling to finance their show, and the starry night pieces had gone to a group that were organising a Queer prom for the region's high schoolers that maybe didn't feel accepted at their own. For Leo, knowing that young kids like himself could take their prom photos with whomever they wanted, could truly decide whether they wanted to go with friends or their partners without fear, was the best part of all. Regulus wrapped his arm around Leo, pulling him closer.
"Thank you, I had the best prom ever."
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Cultural Relics Are Not To Be Messed With â Chapter 3
Chapter 3: How can this person be so childish!
âWhat happened?â The little man muttered.
âSomething doesnât feel quite right...â Before Qi Chen could even finish speaking, he was already being dragged by the little man to take a look at the commotion.
They stood amongst the crowd and tried to look in. A private car had been parked on the side of the road, and the owner seemed to have gotten off. He stood in front of the car, and it was evident that he felt rather exasperated, helplessly yelling at the middle-aged woman: âDo you just cross roads without looking at the traffic lights? Are the pedestrian lanes here painted for fun?! You really just went ahead and walked straight to the middle of the road, it was a good thing I reacted quickly without getting a heart attack, ah, otherwise youâd be hit in the head now! Is your luck bad or is my luck bad today? Can you really stand on your legs with no problem? Just a little wound? Good, good, I wonât be detained for this...â
âNo... I didnât mean to... Iâ... I donât know how I got to the middle of the road.â The woman was obviously in shock as well, both of her hands clutching the strap of her shoulder bag, and her explanation almost sounded incoherent from how much she was stuttering.
The fabric of her tweed coat had been scraped, the lapels on the lower part of her knitwear around her legs were stained, and her socks that reached up to her knees were torn as well, but she was frozen, as though a wooden statue, not caring one bit about her appearance, continuously repeating those words over and over again.
A young woman helped support her, slowly leading her to the side of the road, and said: âDajie, do you have a fellow family memberâs phone number? Would you like to contact them so they can come and pick you up?â
(t/n: dajie = elder sister)
âMyâ my family? Yes, my family! I came here to eat, and I just planned to go down to this area to buy something, I had no intentions of crossing the road... I, I just felt a little nauseous, and then someone called by name, and then... then, it seemed like someone was pulling me along, and when I realized where I was, Iâ Iâve already been... I almost got hit, by then,â The woman was still frantically explaining.
Her face was pale and full of fear. After the young woman reminded her of her family, she hurriedly looked down and rummaged through her bag anxiously. Her hands were still shaking when she pulled out her phone, and because her hold wasnât firm, the phone fell to the ground. Clack!
âHeyâ you...â The owner of the car heard her explanation, and he looked at her with an odd expression, thinking that the woman was probably... not in her right mind. He picked up the phone and gave it to her, shaking his head. âI still have an urgent business to attend to. Are you sure your legs are okay? Then, Iâll go now. Donât just stand here on the road, please call your family to come pick you up.â After saying that, he returned to his seat and drove away in his car.
As soon as the owner of the car left, a man, who they soon discovered was the womanâs husband, suddenly sprang through the scene in a hurry. He crossed the road, passed through the crowd, and went straight to the place where the woman was standing. He held her close as he took her bag, and he nodded to the young woman who had been assisting her. âWeâre so sorry for the trouble... please, let me take care of this.â
âEh?â The young woman looked a little surprised. âBut we havenât contacted anyone yet...â
âWe were just eating in that restaurant, on the second floor.â The man turned around and pointed at the building across the road. âShe told me that she would just go for a quick trip to the supermarket to buy something. After she left, I went to the bathroom for some time, and when I came out and saw that she hasnât returned yet, I looked out of the window and saw all these people crowded around this area, so I went out in a hurry.â
The woman looked at her husband, who had just arrived, in a daze. Immediately, she grabbed the manâs sleeve and went into a fit, looking as though she was on the verge of crying as she told him in panic: âI, I did it again, what should I do? She, she called out to me again! Itâs that voice! Really, I didnât cross the road on my own accord! What should we do... what about Ah-Ming...â
(t/n: ah-, a prefix used as a term of endearment )
âItâll be fine, itâll be fine... letâs just go back and get a good amount of sleep. You must be tired after being occupied with the museum for the past two days.â The man comforted her with his words and then told the young woman: âThank you. Iâll take care of her now.â
...
Qi Chen and the little man saw that there was no need for any more help from outsiders like them, so they turned back and went to find a place to eat.
âEh, by the way...â When Qi Chen arrived at the food court, he suddenly remembered something, so he faced the little man and patted him, asking, âWhat did you say to me back then?â
Xiao Hei Pi asked with an innocent face: âWhat I said back then?â
(t/n: xiao hei pi: little black-skinned guy)
Qi Chen: âJust before the woman cried out, I mean. What were you about to ask me? I was distracted and I didnât clearly hear it.â
Xiao Hei Pi glanced at Qi Chen and innocently replied: âThe interruption was so sudden, I canât remember what I asked anymore.â
Qi Chen: â...â Are you a goldfish?
In turn, what happened that noon was considered no more than a small incident. It soon dissipated into obscurity, and no one took it to heart.
Qi Chen thought that he was about to spend the rest of his afternoon being in the same room as that bad-tempered Executive Team Leader Long, but upon arriving at the office, he didnât see him at all. His desk was still relatively empty, with the rebooted computer and the empty coffee cup being the only signs that showed any indications of the desk ownerâs earlier presence.
Before he joined the company, the company had just finished working on a rather major project, and these past two days had been that projectâs closing phase. Compared to the team members, the team leaders were much busier. Most of the time, aside from Qi Chen, there werenât even that many people who stayed inside the office room.
âLongâ Eh?â Logistics Team Leader Hong Ming stomped inside the room with her dozen-centimeter high heels. âAre you alone here, Xiao Chen? Shouldnât Team Leader Long be back by now? Have you seen him?â
âMing-jie,â Qi Chen greeted her. âWhen I came out to eat, I saw Team Leader Long come in the office with some coffee, but when I returned, I didnât see anyone at all.â
âWell, what about you guys? Did you see where Team Leader Long headed to?â Hong Ming asked, turning her head and asking the other group members who were sitting outside.
One person said: âI saw him and Team Leader Hu go to Building B. They probably went to the supervision office.â
âHe just returned and heâs already gone to the supervision room?â Hong Ming was surprised. âAiyou, so now heâs consuming his rat poison at noon? Just when did he become so disciplined!â
(t/n: aiyou = an interjection of surprise, usually like oh!)
Qi Chen: â...â
âXiao Chen, are you busy?â Hong Ming patted on the stack of documents she had in her hand. âI still have to go somewhere, so would you mind helping me deliver something to Building B? Do you know where the supervision office is? Itâs in the corridor past the second room to the west.â
Qi Chenâs innocent face asked: âWest is... left or right?â
Hong Ming gave him a face that looked as though she had just been taken for granted. âUp is north, down is south, left is west, and right is east. West is obviously left.â
t/n:Â
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Qi Chen: â...â Youâre making so much sense right now.Â
âAsk Team Leader Long to sign these documents. You can just put them on my desk once heâs done.â Hong Ming explained, and after a few more words, she gave the documents to Qi Chen and then turned around to walk away, her high heels clicking on the floor and her long, curly hair almost hitting Qi Chenâs face.
After finishing the remaining tasks that he had on hand, Qi Chen took the small stack of documents and left the office.
The offices, meeting rooms, reception rooms, and such were all located in Guanghe Companyâs Building A, whereas the archive rooms, supervision rooms, and everything involving the companyâs internal affairs were located in Building B. The two buildings were connected by an indoor walkway located on their second floors.
As Qi Chen was walking along the corridor going to the other side, he looked down and casually flipped through the papers that had to be signed by Team Leader Longâ
âOnly to see that the first few sheets that had been stapled together were just normal A4 printing paper. The front page contained the company letterhead, and the bottom right corner of the paper had the company seal stamped on it. However, despite the text content in the last few pages being the same as that in the previous pages, the papers that were used here were slightly different. They were a light yellow color, almost slightly astringent to touch, and they were also thin and transparent.
To say that the text content in the last few pages and the first pages were the same would have to be an overstatement. It contained a seal that didnât look like Guanghe Companyâs at all; it was more like a seal you often found in totem patterns. It wasnât an ordinary round seal â it was square, and the text on the paper had been written in Zhuan Ti.Â
t/n:
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He was about to try to understand what the characters that were written there meant when he heard the low voice of a man from in front of him. âWhat are you standing there for? Blocking the path, are you a crab?â
(t/n: you know how crabs walk sideways/horizontally? and because they walk/stand sideways they also block vertical paths)
The sound of that personâs voice was very elegant, but coupled with the speakerâs tone...
Haha.
Qi Chen didnât have to look up to know who this person was, but how could this person walk so silently? Did he have paws for shoes? The boss is such an expert at pretending to be a ghost!
He flipped the documents back to their proper arrangement in his hands and handed it in front of the person who was supposed to receive them: âTeam Leader Long, I was looking for you. These documents need your signature.â
Team Leader Long, who didnât even look at the document, but glared only at Qi Chen who was carrying them: âNo time for it!â
Qi Chen: â...â How can this person be so childish!
Seeing him look away with an expression that made him seem like he had no plans of taking the documents, Qi Chen said in a deadpanned voice: âOh.â Without changing his tone, he said, âMing-jie said that this contained all the subsidies declared in your name for your recent business trip. If you donât sign it, you wonât be able to submit it. Ah, she also said that your suggestions had been included in it. Are you sure you donât want to sign? Are you sure? Then, Iâll take it back and Iâll tell Ming-jie thatââ
âWait a minute!â Team Leader Long finally turned his head and snatched the pile of documents from Qi Chen, still glaring at him in the process. He turned around, took two steps away so he could place the documents against the wall to sign them. Feeling around for a pen and a stamp, he first planned to sign the last page at the end that had those ghost-like symbols, reading through them, and then roughly tapped on the seal at the second-to-the-last page of the documents.
Qi Chen respectfully reached out his hand, waiting for the documents to be signed to be returned to his hands, feeling very much like a small eunuch serving his lord.
Because of this, after Team Leader Long accepted the documents, he glanced at him twice and soon walked around him to go back to the office with the papers. He might as well have told him, âYou kneel there and wait,â it couldnât have made a difference.
Qi Chen: â...â
Just yesterday, he felt that he and Team Leader Long wouldnât bump too much into each other, being in different teams in the company, so there shouldnât have been a situation where Qi Chen may provoke him. Thinking about it now, it really... these past few events... it really becomes more and more of wishful thinking than the truth...
Guanghe Company goes by the standard clock-in-at-nine (morning), clock-out-at-five (late afternoon) work schedule. According to Xiao Hei Pi, it was common to work overtime, and it was also not unusual for business trips to depart at night. No one was left to idle about in their work â once they were done, not a minute will be delayed spent getting off work.
When it was five oâclock, everyone in the office packed up their things, turned off their computers, and was ready to leave work.
Qi Chen wasnât in a hurry, so he first sent his friend a quick WeChat message. He put on his coat, took the navy blue scarf he was wearing earlier in his hands, and walked out. The little man he ate with earlier walked next to him with his shoulder bag and invited him out for dinner.
âI already made plans with my roommate back in university. He accompanied me in two trips to help move my luggage and tidy up my dorm here at work, so Iâll be treating him to dinner today.â Qi Chen apologetically declined the little manâs invitation.
The other man nodded understandingly. âOh, of course, of course, you can go ahead. Iâll head to the cafeteria to eat now, then.â After he said this, he then went on to the crowd of people on their way to the basement floor of the building.
Qi Chen thought at first that the workplace canteen must have an employee discount, so even if the food there was a monstrosity, many people would still go here to eat. However, Xiao Hei Pi, the little man, said that there werenât any discounts at all, and the meals here were much pricier than those outside. Qi Chen doesnât know why his colleagues still choose to eat in this cafeteria every day, and thought, maybe theyâre all masochists?
Ceylon Square in the east of Jiayang District has opened a brand new self-service barbeque restaurant. Rumor has it that the meat and vegetables there were fresh, and the sauces were full of fragrance and flavor. Qi Chen and his college roommate, Xu Liang, decided to eat out here, since it was close to Xu Liangâs workplace, and was only one bus stop away from Guanghe Company.
Qi Chen didnât have to wait for a while before Xu Liang arrived.
âItâs a good thing you got off work early today. I saw that everyone outside had started lining up for a table here.â Xu Liang said as he set his coat and scarf aside. He rolled up his sleeves, pouring himself some warm water, and wiped his cups and plates.
âYouâre pretty early yourself, too. Why is that? That new batch in your museumâs all sorted out now?â Qi Chen had already ordered a few plates of meat, and after the waiter brought over the oil for the grill, he began to grill them piece by piece.
Xu Liang works at the museum across Ceylon Square, just around the corner, and was the only one in their dormitory aside from Qi Chen to stay in Jiangshi. The two of them had originally gotten along well with each other, so after this, they naturally got closer, texting on WeChat almost every day.
Qi Chen previously heard that a tomb had been dug up in a village called Baihe River, located on the western outskirts of Jiangshi, and a small batch of the objects buried with it was sent to the museum that Xu Liang worked at. The previous two days had been their finalization period for finishing the arrangement of these funerary relics in their exhibition area.
âEn. Itâs all done now, and the exhibition will open this week. A few of them were really beautiful. I took some photos when we were setting them up, Iâll send them to you later. Iâll just go pick out some sauce first, Iâm starving to death.â Xu Liang said, and he got up to go to the sauce station.
The thin slices of meat that Qi Chen had been cooking were now ready to be eaten, sizzling on the grill. The aroma of the barbeque was enticing him to just eat in.
Qi Chen crinkled his nose, convincing himself that Xu Liang was Xu Liang, he was himself, and Xu Liang would understand, being friends Additionally, he thought that, with being friends, there was no need for politeness between them, so the sneaky Qi Chen stretched out his paws and moved his chopsticks to pick up the slices of meat.Â
Xu Liang picked his sauces according to his preferences and took a few more dishes of meat and vegetables. When he returned to his seat, he saw Qi Chen sandwiching the meat slices coated with a thick layer of sauce in the crisp lettuce leaves, taking a big bite, and then looked at Xu Liang with his puffed cheeks and a face that said he was innocent.
The plate of meat slices on the table was empty, and a new batch of meat slices had already been placed again on the grill.
Xu Liang: â...â
Seeing him eat made Xu Liangâs stomach rumble even more... so he took out his phone, scrolled through his photo album, clicked on the latest photos he took, and then placed it in front of Qi Chen. âYou glutton! Go look at the photos first, this batch of meat belongs to me!â
Since bright light can damage the relics, the lights in the museum were always very dim, and turning on your cameraâs flash wasnât allowed, so the photos that Xu Liang took werenât very good. Although the main focus in the photos could obviously be identified as the relics in the display case, they werenât very close to the camera, and the occasional staff members entering and exiting could also be seen in the background.
âCheck out that bronze mirror, and that jade bracelet...â Xu Lian pointed out as he ate.
Qi Chen let out an âen,â his slender fingers sliding through the photos in the phoneâs gallery. âBracelet with gold and jade engraved on it? But I remember that these burial goods that were found werenât from a distinguished nobleman... this craft style looks a lot like those relics made in the earlier times that were unearthed in Hejia Villageâ Eh?â
His sentence was interrupted when he slid to the next photo, and he froze the moment he saw what was in it. âThis woman works in your museum?â
âWhich one?â Xu Liang looked at the phone handed over by Qi Chen with a puzzled expression. Qi Chen pointed at the woman in an elegant red knitted outfit behind the relics display case.
âAhâyou mean Qin-jie? Sheâs from one of our office branches. Why? Do you know her?â
Qi Chen shook his head. âNot really. At noon today, around lunchtime, I happened to see her on the roadside. She was almost hit by a car while standing in the middle of the road and got a bit scratched in the process, but she kept saying that she had no idea how she ended up there. She felt like... sheâs not in the healthiest state of mind right now, and was later picked up by her husband.â
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hereâs a scene i wrote for an idea i had, but i didnât use it because it didnât fit the story i had in mind.
Technoblade lives to the tune of a simple rule: never make a spectacle of yourself. He excels at this, the naturally reserved personality being his defining feature (though his other was not unknown- although those who saw his true expertise became a name etched in stone). The only exception was Phil, who he held utmost respect for and helped him improve his techniques when he was...incapable.
Said Phil was the reason he was out in the middle of the night, with Wilbur directing him to an abandoned warehouse through his earpiece. According to Phil, someone anonymously sent a letter about a package for their little group (read: gang), and after much deliberation, he decided to send someone to pick it up. Luckily for Techno, he was the âspecial errand boyâ chosen to go. Phil did rationalize that Tommy and Ranboo werenât as experienced as Techno, and heâs the most adept to get away alive if things went south.
âThereâs a ladder to the left of the emergency exit. Climb it, and you can enter the building through the roof,â Wilbur  instructs. Technoâs already half-way up the ladder by the time heâs done speaking, and he smiles when Wilbur mutters âshow-offâ. He quietly lowers himself into a gaping hole on the roof. Thereâs a barely-audible thump as his boot heels meet the metal floor.
âThere aren't many cameras that can see into the building, so itâs on you now.â Techno grunts, pressing himself to the walls of the top balcony area. From his position, he can see two chairs set up on the ground floor, where debris has evidently been cleared. One chair is occupied with what he assumes is a package, while the other is taken by a red rose. Techno didnât know what to expect when Phil sent him, but definitely not this shit.
âWilbur,â he whispers urgently, âsomethingâs not right. The package is definitely here, but so is someone else.â
âHm, Phil didnât mention anything about another person,â Wilbur replies, âbut Iâll do a check of the surrounding area, just keep a lookout.â
Techno hums in acknowledgment, and crept closer to the edge of the railed platform. Faintly, he sees movement by the stairwell of the opposite wall. A figure emerges from the shadows, and Technoâs eyes trace their outline until he spots a signature handaxe swinging at their hip.
âGood evening, Blade.â
He can hear Wilbur choke on whatever heâs drinking, âDream?!â
Techno grimaces, and he definitely agrees with Phil sending him instead of the kids.
âDream,â he greets, hesitantly rising. Dreamâs looking up at the railing, hands tucked into the sleek pockets of his dress pants. The glint of the lapel pin is visible from in the moonlight.
Techno climbs as gracefully as he can down the rusty support beam nearby. âI think you forgot the table for our date.â He can hear Wilbur stifle a laugh.
Dream tsks, âitâs not a date, though a lonely man like you would hope for anything.â
âHow else am I to interpret the rose?â Technoâs standing behind the chair, Dream mirroring him, âor perhaps you were expecting someone else?â
âItâs not a romantic gesture, for you, Techno, or for anyone. Donât read into it. But before you can leave with your packageâŚâ Dream holds out an empty hand.
Techno huffs, crossing his arms, âthat wonât be necessary. Iâm here for the package, not an interrogation.â
Dream keeps his hand out, âyour receiver, unless Wilbur would like to send a clean-up crew for someone elseâs business.â The threat doesnât hold much weight, but Wilbur and Techno know Dream is capable of making punches count and holds no hesitation to fight.
âThat bitch,â Wilbur hisses. He adds, more reluctantly, âI sent a car. Be out in five minutes, right side.â âFine,â Techno mutters, slipping his hand to his ear. He promptly crushes it with his boot heel, not letting Dream touch it. All he does in response is shrug, and takes a seat with the package in lap. Techno follows suit, twirling the rose with his fingers.
âSo, Techno, I hear you were responsible for the casino fiasco last week. Police have yet to put together a secure suspect list, sounds a little bit out of your usual style,â Dream starts, ânot a body found dead. Not feeling up to it?â
âIt wasnât necessary for the job,â he shortly answers.
âBut you could have got away with it with a flick of a wrist. Iâm sure Wilbur wouldâve cleaned it up quickly for you-- I know how he is. Anyways, I think itâs a shame what you stole went mostly to your group and not to your pocket. Especially for someone of your caliber.â
âYour point is?â Technoâs getting annoyed at the attempts to flatter him and Dreamâs interest with his economic status. There isnât much Techno needs besides his private room at base, with the âbaseâ is a dingy four-floor apartment building in the shady part of town. Considering their group was only eight people, it was more than enough space.
As for the money he stole, that was to fund Tubboâs newest project.
Dream leans forward in his chair. The axe swings at the movement, a pendulum of death. âCome join me instead,â Dream tells him. Itâs not a question.
âNo.â Technoâs heard enough, and he gets up to leave. Screw the package, Phil can tell his contacts to send mail to the goddamn post-office like normal people.
A knife whizzes past, inches from his ear. Dream lowers his arm, clasping his hands together. âSit.â
Techno stares into the devilâs piercing green eyes, âyou missed.â
Dream sighs, âI donât understand why you stick with those amateurs. This city is meant for one group to rule, and you will fall with the stragglers. What made you take up allies? Youâve conducted solo business for so long.â
Truthfully, Techno would never admit his reasons for joining, to Dream or to anyone else. Phil took him in without question, welcoming him in as a free agent and letting Wilbur become his communicator. All Phil asked is to help train others in combat.
âNone of your concern,â Techno grumbles, âcan I go now?â
The unsettling chuckle Dream lets out makes Techno want to grab at his hip, the gun Phil insists he carries resting beneath his jacket. He doesnât. Dream has more knives tucked who-knows-where.
âWithout your package?â Dream shakes the box, a small thud resounding as the contents hit the side. He tosses it, Techno catching it with ease. Looking closer, he can see Blade written messily across the top.
âOpen it.â Again, not a question.
Tentatively, he opens the box. Itâs a key. The key to his-
âConsider it,â the serious tone is heavy in Dreamâs voice, âand swing by the flower shop if you decide to be on the winning side. Youâll know what to order.â
Techno leaves without a word, shoving the key deep into his pocket.
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You need to back up your ON break up theory with more than just fake subs and vague statements about 'claiming behavior'.
During the period you allege they were broken up, Jimin pulled Jungkook in a hug on run behind, Jungkook called Jimin sexy at a press conference, Jimin and jungkook did that whole 'how does it feel to be in the same unit'/'time to change' flirty thing, Jimin grabbed Jungkook by the lapels... and more. Begging pardon but if they were grieving the loss of their romantic relationship while trying to be professional colleagues and pals.... isnt that sort of insensitive? Like I know you admitting you might have read it wrong and have changed your view in light of new footage might be a blow to your ego, but I don't think you are thinking rationally when you insist on this break up theory. It's sad because I found so much meaning and connection in some of the stuff you have written, particularly pertaining to internalized homophobia, racism, mysogynoir and bts changing over time to become more enlightened, but your devotion to this ONE theory, and defensiveness whenever it is (rightly imo) challenged makes me wary of your theories in general, which might be extremely unfair to you, as a thinker. Your log is really funny and great in a lot of ways so i cant really quit you.
Ahhhh it's been a while I got one of these...
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Hello, how you doing! Lol. Silver is that you?
Chilee, it's the name calling for me.
Ego, irrational, charlatan, Tuktukker- I'm desensitized to such ad hominems at this point. You don't throw words like these around and expect me to sit at the table and talk. Imma yeet myself out real fast. Lol.
There's just something different, wholesome almost, about this post though. Sounds constructive I think. Or maybe it's because I just woke. Chilee. Lol.
It doesn't feel at all like you are attacking me. It's strange...
You're gaslighting though but it's fine. I've built a resistance to that from years and years of dealing with my abductors or family. Potato potahto.
I often put my sanity before other's insanity which is why I don't indulge posts such as these and I'm not sorry about that. I mean is this an Ask or Submission? I don't- what am I supposed to say? What is the call to action?
Sigh.
If I come across as defensive sometimes, 10 out of 10, it's probably because the person on the other end is being offensive. Straight up. Cause and effect, the science don't lie.
You don't expect me to not defend when I'm being attacked. That's just tacky.
I don't think there's anything wrong with challenging views and notions because at the very least, that's about the exchange of ideas and I welcome it.
I set the limits at the racial slurs, the mocking tones, the emotionally charged rants meant to disparage me and my entire ancestry rather than argue a point, the interference with my personal life and business all because I hold a different view on a topic, the doxing, gaslighting, the bad mouthing, spreading lies about me, turning my friends against me, stripping away my rights and copyrights, harassing people who enjoy my work among- other things.
I usually exercise my right to self preservation in these instances- imma block, delete, ignore, forward or clap back. Word. Lol.
I'm sorry, but if you have to attack the individuality of a person to argue your point, you've lost the argument and you never had one to begin with.
Take for instance, the bit you wrote about me taking a blow to 'my ego' - do you see the problem with that?
What has holding a view different from yours on a particular subject got to do with the ego?
Do you mean to say the only way I can hold an opinion different from yours on a matter is if I were hubristic?
Are you projecting? What's happening? Lol
And if I call you out for this, I'm defensive? Way to add gaslighting to your bigotry and intolerance of opinions that don't align with yours. No offense.
I give myself permission to hold unpopular views. I give myself permission to think differently from others. I give myself permission to see what I see and believe what I believe and form an opinion on what I see and believe divorced from others' views and based on my own understanding of the workings of this world or in this case Jikook.
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No amount of name calling will change this fact. We see things from different perspectives after all.
You need to back your ON break up theory with more than just fake subs and vague claims about claiming behavior.
Lol. Fake subs? You mean the Hajima bit from the On comeback special I put in my video? Interesting.
I think I see what you mean about my break up theory and I agree to some extent. Like, come up here with charts and paragraphs and excel spreadsheets on why I think Jikook were broken up?
I would be happy to do that kind of analysis.
I think the problem for me here is, I feel tasked to convince rather than to share my opinion on the matter or even expand on my theories for discourse sakes and that makes me really uncomfortable.
Not to psychoanalyze you, but I feel when you ask this of me you are not just asking me to divulge my thoughts on a topic but to disabuse you of your own biases surrounding the topic.
I don't think this is about my opinion at all. I think it's about your own beliefs about Jikook. And there's nothing wrong with that. If you believe in something you need to stand for it. Just don't mind if others do same and don't call them names for doing so. Because if you do mind, then that's bigotry.
The fact is my opinion contradicts your beliefs about Jikook and you either want to punish me for it hence the slurs, are in denial, or you want to believe my point of view- can't really tell.
I think there is a limit in general to how far I can prove Jikook in anyway and that has nothing to do with lack of evidence, my ego or my rationality. And yes, I often shroud my beliefs in vague expressions because I don't want to set myself up or open myself up to legal suits. I can only prove Jikook to a point and nothing beyond my belief. Beyond that, I would be skating on thin ice and making bighit a tad richer.
During the period you allege they were broken up, Jimin pulled JK in a hug, grabbed Jungkook by his lapel, JK called Jimin sexy, they did the flirty challenge...
So if I understand you correctly, all these is what makes Jikook a couple to you and indicate they are dating?
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Alright then.
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Hobi calls Jimin sexy all the time. BTS calls eachother sexy all the time. I don't think that's a sign they are in a polyamory.
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Jungkook plays with his hyungs' dick and ass and talks about falling for them most times. I don't think that makes him gay or in a relationship with any of them.
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Lemme just cut to the chase. I've reached my photo limits. I have said a countless times now, that I don't view skinship and all these interactions you've pointed out as indication two people are dating- especially not two Koreans working within the homoerotically charged space of Kpop.
And I have given out a few of the metrics I use in considering whether any ship in BTS is real over the course of my blogs- intimacy, exclusive behaviors such as and not limited to claiming eachother and exercising certain rights and authorities over eachother and against the group, stress trails as a result of keeping their relationship a secret, the microaggressions, breaching the fourth wall and others.
I think what this comes down to is differences in perspectives on a fundamental level. Not egos.
I don't see the things you see as the signs Jikook are real and dating, as signs Jikook are real and dating. If I did, I would be seeing every ship in BTS as real but I don't.
And you consider the metrics I use in ascertaining Jikook as vague something something. I think we are at an impasse.
But explain the bit about 'insensitive' to me please. I would love to engage in that discourse. Why would it be insensitive for two exes to act cordially with eachother within a workplace in the aftermath of a breakup?
Then the bit about grieving...
So grieving is one of your metrics for accessing whether or not two people are broken up?
That's interesting. I mean I don't disagree but I also don't think Jikook are gonna come to work with oversized pajamas, dark shades, boxes of tissues and a blanket slung over their shoulders because of a broken heart... it's 2020 not Manila. They've grown, are learning and getting better at dealing with their emotions on camera because, as Suga pointed out, they are aware the least bit of tension translates to the screens.
I mean Jimin said it himself in his 2020 interview, he's learned to react less intensely to certain things. And sometimes, he tries to downplay certain things. He tries to perform Jikook when Jikook are not in a great place. It's only in recent times, On era, where JK has opted out and not gone along with it.
I think he does that and uses their shared 'Jikook agenda' and performances of Jikook as a means to fix things or break the ice between them at least.
But clearly Jk wasn't having it that day as he kept putting up boundaries with Jimin throughout that Run episode- unless of course you are disputing this as well on the grounds Jimin dragged his ass into a hug. Chilee.
I think most people wouldn't have felt there was something off with Jikook in that On period at all had it not been for Run 116. It's similar to how, had it not been for Jimin's birthday saga, the Esquire shoot behind scenes and Grammy reaction video, no one would have felt there was something going on between Jikook in the October timeline.
I think we would have seen and felt the less interactions and professionalism between them in the aftermath of it but for the most parts, moments like the couch scene in the Grammy reaction video wouldn't have made sense to any of us especially as we had just witnessed JK in the ON:E concert rushing to comfort and console JM when he was tearing up at the end of the concert.
At least when he pushed JM into a ditch somewhere in the dark in Soop we know he had been drinking and they were playing competitive sports. Even with that he still showed some concern when Jimin fell and injured himself afterwards.
I think we would all be wondering if Jikook were fanservice at that point, a fanservice relationship where JK only consoled Jimin when he cried infront of thousands of people at concerts and nibbled his ear while he was at it.
And I think we would be on opposite sides of the argument: me, arguing Jikook were experiencing a hiccup in their relationship and you, rationalizing that moment with anything from 'JK don't have to be at JM's beck and call' 'he is an introvert who is shy to show affections publicly' to even something about the weather.
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But I would have looked at this moment from the October pop up video behind scenes and assumed JK was mad at Jimin for something JM had done and had done something in retaliation and was now feeling sorry he did.
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And I would have based it off of this moment, or a countless similar ones from around On era or the previous eras where JK had done this exact same thing- frozen in place and staring at Jimin in the middle of a shoot or interview after sliding his hands down Tae's chest, clung on to the others unnecessarily to get a reaction out of JM.
Would I have been right? It really doesn't matter to me as long as it makes sense to me. I ship Jikook in a way that makes sense to me. Jikook are gay, in a gay relationship with each other and are human like anyone of us- that makes sense to me. Whether I am right or wrong.... who cares and why does it matter?
Personally, I think the only person grieving in that period was JK not JM and I don't think he grieved for long before he switched off his humanity and went stone cold tit for tat terminator on JM and BTS's ass. Lol. He had JM looking all kinds of subdued in that era. Lmho.
People grieve in various ways. In my opinion. For Jimin, I feel he puts on a strong facade most times when he has to film during such times and lately I feel he masks his emotions with anger.
Jk masks his pain with anger too sometimes but I feel in recent times, he is leaning more towards indifference. I think he tries not to be as affected by certain things as compared to the early half of 2020...
But I understand what you mean when you talk about grieve. I think for me rather than look for physical evidence of grief like a sad face, a tear drop dripping down a face, I love for vulnerability in them.
JK's is easy to tell because he tends to open himself up to others such as Tae or Jin or Hobi- and I don't mean like his interactions with them. I mean he leans on them for moral or emotional support.
In the Holiday remix video where he was hiding behind Jin, I felt he was feeling very vulnerable and exposed after that intense moment with Jimin.
It's what he does when he is feeling vulnerable. He turns to others especially Jimin and if Jimin is the cause of his vulnerability he turns away from him like he did within On era or even in Run 116.
When he is in a good place with Jimin, often he is closed off to the others. Jimin does the opposite. He shuts himself up entirely from the group. I don't think he likes to go through his pain by himself.
I've always found that bit fascinating about them. Jk opens himself to people when he is at his lowest while JM closes himself off when he is at his worst.
It played out in their rainy day fight as well. In JK's vulnerability, that's when he let Jimin in, lowering his walls while JM on the other hand closed himself off to him.
Can you give me more than they were together in that period because they played with eachother's lapels?
You don't think I'm thinking rationally when I insist on my theory? Uhmmm... okay? What is rational in this case?
Listen, I recieve a lot of hate for my 'irrational thoughts and opinions' out in these streets. I've lost potentially great friendship on this platform because of it. As I type this, there is someone in someone else's DMs persuading them not to read and engage with my posts because I'm extremely evil I think Jikook break up from time to time in their relationship.
If I genuinely believed in the slightest least or had the least doubt that Jikook were together in that period I would change my mind on the topic- damn my pride and ego. It simply isn't worth the hustle.
If it helps your sanity, please stop reading my blogs. My blogs are not for everyone. It makes some people happy, it makes some people mad and some people experience both.
My gratification is in sharing my thoughts and chronicling Jikook's journey for my own appeasement and support of Jikook. I owe it to them as a believer and a supporter to humanize them as much as possible.
I do not seek to convert others, change minds, or convince anyone of my opinions or to disabuse anyone of theirs.
Let's just agree to disagree on the matter please. Or if you can drop the ad hominems, I would be more than happy to go back and forth with you on this very topic. It's actually shaping out to be one of my favorite Jikook eras. I love me some terminator JK. Lol.
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GOLDY
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Tomura Shigaraki x AllMight!Daughter! Reader
Prologue
Premis:
When The League of Villians discovers that AllMight has a daughter, they are quick to snatch you up and hold you hostage. Shigaraki had a careful and thought out plan, but that was before you got there. Now you're in the mood for some not-so-healthy rebellion.
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A/N: Welcome to the dumpster fire!
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Chapter 1
This was your mother's idea.
It was your mother's idea and your father played along. So shortly after graduation, you caught a plane to Japan to spend the summer with your father. After his early retirement, he had a lot more free time and your mother intended to exploit that.
You've been to Japan a handful of times to visit, but you spent the majority of your life with your mom in America. You've never been excited to go to Japan. The trips were usually filled with an unspoken sense of obligation and tension. Your father was always distant, even when you came to visit. He was always busy and even when he wasn't, there was a rift between the two of you. He just wasn't around enough to really be a father to you.
But you hoped that this time things would be better. Maybe now that it was just you and him, you could patch things up. Get to know AllMight a little better. Thatâs how you knew him. Not as your father, not even as Toshinori Yagi, but as AllMight.
The pressure in your ears began to subside and eventually pop as the plane landed. Soon you shuffled onto the ramp and into the bustling airport. You looked up at the signs for directions. Good thing a lot is in English, your Japanese is getting sloppy. What was that character again??
Eventually, you found him. You almost missed him. When you were a kid, he always put on a big show. He always had a driver pick you and your mom up from the airport to take you back to his luxury apartment, which he rarely used. But no, this time he was here in the flesh and what was even weirder was how he looked.
You had seen the fight on the news. The resurgence of All for One had gone viral and everyone knew. You would have taken the time to be more concerned about AllMight, if it wasn't for your mid-terms that week. Now he stood there, a shadow of the man he once was. Maybe things would be different this time.
"Hey! Over here!" He called out as he stretched a scrawny arm out and waved.
"Hey!" You called back with a smile. You let go of your luggage to greet him with a hug.
"I'm so glad you made it. How was the flight?" He spoke softly. You had heard the change over the phone, but in person, it was worse.
"Long."
"Heh, I bet. You hungry? Let's grab lunch." He took your luggage and began rolling it behind him as you walked. When you finally sat down for lunch, he suddenly perked up. "I almost forgot! I got you something, for graduation." He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small wooden box. Inside sat a black and gold pin in the shape of a graduation cap. For a second you didn't know what to say. Clearly, it was expensive. But you didn't know what the hell to do with it. Put it on your jacket? You would have much rather preferred the money it cost than the little shiny thing in front of you.
"It's beautiful. Thank you." You smiled in an attempt to appear grateful. You took the pin out and stuck it to the lapel of your denim jacket.
"I'm sorry I couldn't be there on the big day. Itâs just that UA has had me pretty busy since security got tighter."
"Don't worry about it. I get it. How are things at the UA?" You asked. Anything to get him to talk, anything but silence. He went on and before you knew it lunch was over and you made your way back to his apartment.
"When did you move?" You asked as you kicked your shoes off at the door. The place was nice but much smaller. Nothing like the flashy penthouse from when you were a kid. It was quaint and homey. He even had a few house plants sitting around.
"Oh, a while back. The guest bed's over here." He showed you to your room which sat cold and alone in the dark. "You must be tired. I'll let you get settled before dinner."
"Hey, uh...is there a gym nearby by any chance?" You asked before he shut the door.
"Uh yeah, there's one in the building downstairs. You work out?" He asked awkwardly. You shrugged.
"I like to in my spare time. Its good to stay active."
"Yeah it is...it is...Well, I'll leave you to it." He said before closing the bedroom door. Damn, he was awkward. Itâs like even as an adult he didn't know what to do with you. You were starting to regret coming here after all. But apart of you was determined to give the old man one last chance to be a father.
One. Last. Chance.
You couldn't sleep that night. Jet lag was getting to you, and despite being incredibly exhausted, you didn't sleep a wink. You decided to make yourself a cup of coffee, only to find he didn't keep any in the house. Thatâs right, he always preferred tea. So when he shuffled into the living room at 5 am and found you watching tv, wide awake, he offered to take you out for a cup before work.
"You have work today?" You asked as you watched him shuffle back to his room.
"I know, I'm sorry. Hey, why don't you come with me! I'm sure they'd let you follow your old man around for a day! What'd'ya say? It'll be fun." There he goes, talking to you like your a little kid. You'd think after graduating college he'd at least stop that.
"Didn't you say security is tight now? You said students were even living in dorms now last we spoke on the phone. You sure they'd let me in to just...observe all day." AllMight paused.
"Sure! You're my daughter after all." The idea embarrassed you just a little bit, but it sounded better than sitting around his apartment all day. You agreed.
You regretted it almost as soon as you got there. Most people, even his coworkers, had no idea you even existed. He never talked about you and every shocked face reminded you that. You fought the day with a horribly forced smile on your face. You stayed in the teacher's office when he taught classes. You sat there, reading on your phone for hours on end.
"You just graduated, right?" A deep voice asked from behind a computer. You looked up and turned to look over at Mr. Aizawa who sat at his desk. Looking outrageously bored and just as tired as you.
"Sorry?"
"What was your major?" He asked, looking back at the computer screen and going back to work.
"Forensic psychology and law."
"You wanna be a hero, like your old man?" He droned on.
"God, no. Hero work isn't for me."
"Yeah? What are you gonna do with your degree?" He seemed amused by your distaste for hero work. As far as you were concerned, heros were just cops with superpowers. And where you came from, that had its own set of issues.
"I have a job lined up with an office as a junior detective in New York."
"You want to be a detective?" He raised a brow and looked up at you.
"Something like that. I just want to actually help people."
"You don't think heros help people?"
"Not where I'm from." The conversation fizzled out from there. Occasionally teachers would leave and come back, starting small talk and then excusing themselves again. They were all nice enough, though, you tended to favor Aizawa's company. He often worked as a detective in many cases to catch criminals. So you could talk true crime with him easily. He also brought you a cup of coffee.
Soon the day came to an end and you walked with AllMight back to his car. Unfortunately, you weren't alone. Across the street, a pair of binoculars peered at you through a bush.
"Going home already, AllMight-I'm tired!"
"Wait, who's that girl?"
"Girl? Where? In the car!?"
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Ransom, vibrating panties, in a business meeting or some sort of public setting. Details are up to you. đ§¸
+ ransom putting you on stockade while overstimulating you with a vibrator as a punishment for being a brat please? đ
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Know Your Place
Warning: non-consent, vibrating panties, edging, public stimulation
Ransom sat at the table with a knowing smirk. His eyes met yours every now and then, cloying as he would reach into his jacket pocket for just a moment. The subtle action would cause you to squirm and squeeze your legs together even tighter.
Ever since Harlan had brought him on as senior editor, your work life had been turned upside down. As a junior editor, Ransom was now effectively your boss and you found it hard to hide your resent that he had gone from intern to just above yourself. And it turned out, he hadnât failed to notice.
That morning, he called you into his office. You hid the roll of your eyes but went in. He closed the door as you sat an expected another cooked up task to put you in your place. You didnât expect what he really had in mind. You stared speechlessly at the ridiculous bright pink panties he laid out before you. You scoffed and stood. He stopped you before you could turn away.
âIâm tired of the attitude,â He blocked you from rounding the chair. âAs your superior, I cannot and will not have it.â
You chuckled and made to go the other way. He caught your arm and held you there.
âI can and will have your job if you continue like this,â He drew you back to him. âSo remember your place and I wonât have to put you out of it.â
âSir,â You said dryly.
âPut them on,â He reached back and grabbed the panties.
âYouâre kidding. Iâll go down to HR right now andââ
âYou think my grandfather will really fire me over you,â He snickered. âI have an email ready right now ready to send. It seems your last manuscript was riddled with mistakes you failed to catch.â
âWhat are youââ
âAt least, he will see it as such and you know how my grandfather is about errors.â Ransom squeezed your arm. âTake your punishment like a good girl⌠or you can swallow a much worse pill.â
Even sitting in the meeting with the buzz between your legs, you couldnât quite believe youâd succumbed to his little ploy. That heâd watched you slip of your own cotton panties for the bright pink contraption. You didnât realise that they were more than just fabric until you had them in place.
He hit the button as he leaned back and didnât look away from Harlan who was discussing his latest novel. Every editor was eagerly hoping to claim the title as their latest project. You hooked your ankle over the other and held you breath as you arousal soaked through and slicked your thighs.
You gripped your pen as you tried to hide your discomfort. As you tried to gulp down the rising swell. You glanced over at Ransom and he smiled as he smooth his lapel and you let out a careful breath. You were about to cum in a room full of people. Then your name kept you from doing just that.
You gave a startled harrumph as you glanced at the head of the table. Harlan smiled at you and you got closer to the edge of the chair.
âM-me?â You asked.
âOh, yes, I think youâve had your fill of harlequins,â Harlan chuckled. âYouâve impressed me and I think it's about time you get something real to sink your teeth into."
"Th-thank you," You smiled and heard the disappointed grumbles of your fellow editors.
All but Ransom who was barely bothered as he swiveled casually back and forth in his chair. The buzzing stopped and your clit was left raw and your core unsated. You struggled to hold onto your smile and thank Harlan again before he moved onto other projects.
You took another look around then glared over at Ransom. He winked and patted his pocket.
-
When the meeting ended, you stormed into Ransomâs office. He wasnât there. You swore youâd seen him head that way as you struggled to gather your things up.
You went back to your desk and your phone vibed on top of it. You grabbed it and read the single text.
"Lunch at 12. Lobby."
You didn't reply to Ransom and headed for the bathroom. You passed Harlan's office and spied him through the glass with his grandfather. As you ducked into the toilets your phone shook again.
"Keep the panties on or I hit send."
You wondered how he would know but thought better of testing his wherewithal. So you left the bathroom and stomped to your desk. Whatever, you had an important book to start on and no room for error.
Noon came too quickly and you reluctantly headed out for your assignation. Ransom startled you as he walked up beside you and didn't stop as he expected you to follow him. You barely kept up with him as he stayed silent, only a grin on his lips.
"What's going on?" You asked as you caught the door behind him and followed him down his steps.
"As far as Harlan knows I'm on my way to meet with a prospective author and you... are working from home for the rest of the day." He strutted down the sidewalk.
"What--"
"Richie in IT likes craft beer. Especially the pricey stuff." Ransom smiled. He stopped before a sleek sportscar. "Get in. No more questions. You're starting to really annoy me."
You were quiet as you listened; confused. You sat beside him as he drove. He whistled and tapped his fingers on the ridge steering wheel. His excitement was foreboding.
He pulled up to a house manufactured for the ostentatious. You were more repulsed than impressed by the extravagance. He got out, wordless, and you could only follow.
"Can I take these damn things off?" You asked as you caught up to him. "What the fuck is going on?"
"You think you're done?" He waved you inside. "We both know you didn't cum."
"Why are you doing this?" You huffed as you walked ahead of him.
"Because I hate that sour little look you get when you look at me." He sneered. "Like you're better than me. So much better you could barely keep from moaning in front of everyone today."
"I don't--"
"I know you think it so don't try to lie. Get upstairs."
He pointed you up the floating staircase and you bit down as you made yourself listen. He followed a few steps behind and directed you down the hall.
He had you enter a room with black walls and shrouded windows. You almost laughed aloud but the click of the lock behind you stifled your voice. He was almost flush to your back as he turned back to you. The room was a dungeon; a sex dungeon. Well, it wouldn't surprise you if he'd read Fifty Shades, but it would surprise you if he'd read anything.
"Naked," He tugged at the back of your blazer. "Ah--" He raised his hand before you could talk. "Silence."
You stiffened and slowly slipped your jacket off. Your fingers fumbled with the buttons of your blouse and then the zipper of your skirt. You were shivering by the time you kicked your heels off and stood above the heap of your crumpled clothing. All but the panties.
You flinched as they began to buzz. You looked to Ransom but were nearly bowled over as he seized the back of your neck. You fought with him as he dragged you across the room. He forced you over so that your neck was cradled in the open leather clothed stockade.
"I might just lock you up and send the email anyway if you don't stop."
You stilled and let him place your wrists. He closed the stockade and locked it. He pulled back and slapped your ass. He rounded you as he fished around in his pocket and pulled forth the remote. He clicked it so that the panties vibed faster. Enough to stimulate but not enough to push you over the edge. You saw the twitch in his pants and he purred.
He grabbed a chair and pulled it close as he sat and rested the remote on his knee. He tilted his head and smiled.
"So you know now, who's in charge," He said. "Right?"
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WIP WEDNESDAY!
I never once did this since I don't work on more than two projects at once but as I go through my wip list, I see I have been working on a few projects together now.
First up we have -
1) Two Jensen Smutty Oneshots -
⢠Tease -
âEnjoying the show, sweetheart?â He asked, smirking. His tongue peeked out, swiping over this lower lip as he picked up the towel. A whimper got caught in her throat as her eyes traced the way his biceps flexed with every little movement of his hand. âI bet Amell didn't put up such a show.â Jensen slowly rose to his feet. âI know how you look at me, must be the only reason why you chose to work out with this old man.â
Her eyes darted over to the closed door as he strolled his way towards her. She let her eyes fall, staring at the perfect way his sweatpants clung to his hips.
âEyes up here, sweetheart.â When she looked up Jensen was standing right in front of her. âBabygirl, these few days have been insufferable. Working out in those tight slacks. Were you teasing me, honey? Were you testing my patience and tryinâ to see when I'd break?â
⢠Suit Up
âJensâŚ.â Y/N panted as they separated when their lungs started to scream for air. She was desperate to feel his touch. She started to mess with the lapel of his suit before they travelled south. The soft fabric of the clothing enabled her to feel his hard chest through it before he grabbed her hands, pushing them to her sides. Pouting she looked up at his dark eyes, the glimmer in them not going unnoticed.
âYou've lyinâ to me about your whereabouts for two weeks, huh?â He rasped, gradually unbuttoning her blouse. She could only nod in response as he tilted his head, kissing her jaw and then down her neck. âYou know I hate it when you lie to me.â He breathed against the skin, making her whimper. âWhat am I supposed to do with you, now? Want me to punish you?â She shuddered as the words left his lips, her thigh clenching at the thoughts. Her blouse was lying on the floor and his hands already worked their way down her skirt.
Then,
2) One Request Fill
⢠Et Vertit In Felem -
âEgo convertam ad maledicendum in felem!â The words were cried out by a woman as a loud gunshot reverberated around the old house which was soon filled by sparkling, golden fairy dust. Y/N fell into a coughing fit as the dust settled on the greasy basement floor.
Whatever spell the witch had casted over the hunters was so powerful, it had effectively blown out all the candles in the basement. She visibly tensed when an arm wrapped around her shoulder. In the pitch-black darkness of the place, Y/N heard someone gasp loudly as she recovered from her own misery. âYou alright over there, brother?â
And lastly, my series update -
⢠King of My Heart (the first chapter of this is yet to be posted but here's a sneak peek of Prince!Dean Winchester x Reader)
âCome on. Marrying The Duchess may not exactly be a bad idea. I'm sure she is going to be a lovely person and it's not like youâre gonna marry her tomorrow. Get to know, I'm sure you'll be delighted.â Y/N smiled, trying to cheer up the grumpy man in front and went to stand behind his chair.
âI hope so. How long are you staying?â Dean said, glancing up to meet her eyes, before removing his legs from the table top.
âLong enough to make sure you both are smitten with each other before the Jubilee Ball. Trust me, I'm a good wingwoman.â She winked, as Dean rose to his feet. He spinned around to look at her and stood against the edge of the table, with his leg crossed over the other. âYour Majesty may then become a bit more affectionate with me.â
âY/N-â He cocked his head to the side and moved closer to her. Brushing her hair to the side, he pressed his lips to her forehead, âYou know that we all love you.â
⢠Irresistibly Yours - Chapter 6
Chapter 5 is dropping today, so watch out for it!
Otherwise there are a few fics which are still in the planning/plotting phase.
I got one Coffeeshop AU oneshot with Dean Winchester and a request fill for Sam Winchester with the song Only You and another Dean Winchester AU series.
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~ 2021 start-of-the-year event ~
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@ladylamrianâ requested:Â No. 75 - Nik Ryder (Choices fandom) I wish you good luck, @musicallisto đ song: 5 seconds of summer - babylon | đ
summary: Each time they crossed paths, sheâd curse herself right afterward, and device some plan to disdainfully walk away next time she saw him. Each time they crossed paths, she forgot everything.
author notes: IÂ liked this a whole lot when I started writing it and now Iâm not so sure of it - I feel like itâs rushed in a way I canât explain, and Iâm just crap at writing arguments, and thatâs on me being a libra. also, if you think i projected and the first part is just me rambling about my crush haha!! shut up word count: 1.9k words warnings:Â language, angst, lowkey obsessive infatuation/relationship but thatâs just because I feel everything 100% and know no balance. I do not recommend loving someone with this much intensity, kids.
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đđđđđđ đđđđ đđ Nik Ryderâs charm had been like fighting a fire kindling in her chest. If she closed her eyes long enough, she could maybe take a deep breath, fill her lungs with air and hopes, and naively believe it would soon die down, the embers a mere reminder of what a long-forgotten stranger had once ignited in her.
Funnily enough, she didnât close her eyes too often. It made her miss out on all the flames around her, she said.
Each time they crossed paths, sheâd curse herself right afterward, reprimand herself for being so lovestruck and him for being so infuriatingly magnetic, and device some plan to lift her chin, eye him through half-opened eyes, and disdainfully walk away next time she saw him.
Each time they crossed paths, she forgot everything except for what her gut could yell and her eyes could see - him, nothing but him, everywhere and every time, even when she wasnât looking. So she trailed after him, bit her lip when she caught him staring, soared when they bickered and he smiled, that devilishly crooked grin of his.
And inexorably, over the weeks and months, without him even realizing at first, he found himself pulled closer and closer to her, opening little cracks in his walls for her to see all the ruggedness beneath.
The first time they sat next to each other on the steps of the Graveyard Shift, shoulder to shoulder to fight the chill of the night, was the first time she caught a glimpse of Nikâs beating heart. When he absent-mindedly took her hand in his, not even commenting on how cold they were, her breath caught in her chest. Sheâd been infatuated before - but they always appeared to her as angels bathed in light, unstained and crowned in gold. But Nikâs heart was charred and his eyes glimmered with the gentle, albeit a little worn spark of disillusionment.
So much pain, solitude, and yet so much vulnerable softness all in one man, all in the man holding her trembling hand and not saying anything, enraptured her as nothing had before.
Maybe it was the New Orleans night, maybe it was all the supernatural chaos rushing to her head, maybe it was just that sheâd had a charred heart too. But from then on, she wanted all but one thing. Him.
âIâm real glad I found you,â he had whispered into the cold, damp air, and involuntarily pressed her hand. âYou make it seem like all this is worth fighting for.â
âIt is.â
You are, she meant with all her heart. We are, sheâd murmur later to the secret nooks of her ribcage.
How long will we be, she forgot to ask.
Falling in love with Nik Ryder was like letting the fire rage uncontrolled in her chest and savoring the warmth and the burns as they came.
After that night at the Graveyard Shift, and all those that followed where he would just hold her and talk of anything and everything, sheâd only breathed in the same air as he, warm with an aftertaste of smoke like an embrace before an adieu. Sheâd seen the corners of his chest, the scars on his back, the hints of his life before her, but she wanted it all. She wanted to know his soul completely bare, to drown entirely into him, into his familiar, strong, and acidic smell of firewood and naphthalene. Sheâd seen his highs and his triumphs; she had loved them all like the rivers love the ocean; now she wanted the dust, the dirt, the grime, the tears, and the blood.
Her heart had once roared like a fury when she caught his gaze, when their hands accidentally brushed against each other or when he stepped between her and every danger; now it wasnât quieter, but she had gotten accustomed to the rumbling like that of a waterfall. Her pulse didnât skip anymore when he grabbed her hand as a reflex, because it had long before settled in tune with his. Her dreams were not haphazard flashes of him anymore, but vast expanses of sea. A brazen brown sea, exactly like the shade of his eyes...
And the more he talked, the more she listened; the more she unveiled about herself, the more he leaned over; until she knew him better than she knew herself; until heâd rested his head on her shoulder, and let go of years worth of troubles and worries and fears. There, on a quiet balcony overlooking Lamrian at night, she had uttered the word for the first time.
âI love you, Nik.â
She was certain of it. What else could be this fluttering in her chest at the sight of his face, so pure and tranquil and handsome, slightly tilted toward her own? How else could she call the fever that had taken over her, delectable and dizzying all at once, that threatened to consume her whole - what else, other than love?
He had looked up at her, opening earnest and profound eyes. He hadnât seemed taken aback by the confession in the slightest, perhaps a consequence of his smug radiance. A silent mist, hovering beneath the moon and around them both, encapsulated their heartbeats until he spoke.
âHell, MC, I think I love you too,â barely a murmur, an inch away from her face. âThis is stupid, but I want to say it... I think-- I think I want to love you till I die.â
âIâm not stopping you.â
Please do.
A gasp escaped him, neither entirely relief nor laughter, when she took his hand in hers, warm for the first time. It was a mere second of her wondering at his eyes where stirred a few glimmers of the night before heâd kissed her deeply. She clung onto the lapels of his cloak, closed her eyes, and let herself be devoured. Soon enough his sighs had dissolved in the dark.
Oh! How naive had they been, to talk of life and death and love, with a Fate thundering overhead like a sword over their necks!
Having her heart broken by Nik Ryder was like the fire erupting into a blaze, like its tendrils of smoke clutching her throat, like a famished inferno devastating everything around her. It wasnât losing him per se; it was losing them both, him and herself, all at once, as though the dormant mountain between them had exploded with no grunt to augur the outburst.
They had seen everything, they had fought everything, they had survived everything. But they both died the night they shattered.
âGoddamit, MC, how can you be so stubborn? Youâre not listening to a goddamn thing Iâm saying -- you never fucking listen!â
âOh, Iâm listening alright -- listening to you insult me and belittle me and ignore what I say and want because Iâm a Rookie and an imbecile and--â
âWhen have I ever belittled you, MC? When?â
âEvery damn time youâve looked at me, Nik!â she exploded, making the walls and windows rumble. âEvery damn time youâve looked at me and treated me as if you saw nothing but a defenseless, spineless idiot!â
A deafening silence fell on the living room, as she breathlessly took notice, for the first time, of the unrest that had taken over Nikâs apartment. None of it was tangible; the cushions were in their usual place, the coffee table lined up with the sofa as it always was; but a troubling stillness lingered in the air as if the world were quietly frothing before a blast. None of them had noticed the lights outside dimming with the day, nor the slight breeze blowing in the room; and it all appeared suddenly to her, as she was staring up at Nik before her, her eyes neither cotton nor steel. Nik, who always had to have the last word, especially when it came to you, always so sure and full of himself...
âYou were defenseless when I met you. All I ever did was to protect you.â
His tone, metal and ice, and his eyes, stone and darkness, and his abject self-sufficiency... always having to be the indispensable one... a bout of pure fury rose in her throat once more. He had been indispensable to her once, so very much, like the sun and air. He probably still was, too. Yet she realized with horror that sheâd been engulfed in him for so long that she didnât know what remained of her, purely her, and it suddenly made her sick beyond reason.
âMaybe I never wanted your protection! Maybe Iâve had enough! Maybe I never wanted to meet you!â she raised her voice again.
âHell, if this is how itâs gonna be, maybe I was better off without you!â he spat back, throwing his arms in the air.
âMaybe, Nik! Maybe I donât want the constant fear and pressure that being with you entails!â
âIf youâre so scared of being with me, then leave! Leave, MC! Iâm not stopping you!â he roared, as a first teary tremor troubled his voice. âBut donât come back crawlinâ when you miss me, MC, or when you find out I was right. Iâve had enough heartbreak and anger for a lifetime.â
âYou always made everything about you,â she spat, resorting to bitterness just like he had.
Maybe it was all my doing, indirectly. Maybe I loved you too much for my own good. Maybe I wanted to forget myself into you. Maybe all we could both see was you...
No match ignited like theirs had been could have burnt for any longer.
No soul whoâd been so utterly and desperately entangled with another could sit face to face with itself, bare and rotten, and escape unscathed.
âIf you leave now, MC,â he hammered with a composure you loathed without really knowing why, âitâs forever. I ainât choosinâ for you, for once.â
The weight of his words dawned on her suddenly, like a vice constricting her throat. She raised her eyes at him, meeting and holding his gaze, swallowing hard. Such a beautiful face, one she had loved so tenderly, all she could see, imagine, and sing for months. A face she had covered with kisses and touches and sleepy words. A face she had started at for so long, in hopes she would eventually forget hers...
âI need some space.â
Nikâs shoulders deflated, and he rubbed a hand behind his neck as she took a laborious breath. Something was twitching and yelling in her insides, begging to break free; perhaps one last sense of self she had unknowingly preserved... All she needed was space. An immensity. A wide, open field, where she could yell and cry and jump and sing... stare at her reflection in puddles and find herself again.
She grabbed her coat from the back of a chair. On her way to the door, she thought she heard an agitated but above all immensely pained whisper.
âYou were all I cared about, MC, hand to God. I wouldâve died for you.â
I would have too. Maybe thatâs why we couldnât both live.
More violently than she had intended, she closed the door behind her.
Breaking both her and Nik Ryderâs heart was like wrecking a tower, sky-high, unsinkable, unshakeable. Neither of them remained long enough to salvage anything among the rumble; specks of dust jammed their mouths and chests already.
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An Unexpected Visitor (The Good Place) - Pt. 1
Title: An Unexpected Visitor
Pairing: Shawn x Michael (The Good Place, post s4 finale)
Word Count: 2392
Warnings: None
Summary: While becoming accustomed to being human, a task he has been failing miserably, Michael is met by an unexpected visitor right outside the door of the apartment he occupies by himself. An acquaintance from his not-so-distant past that he wasnât expecting to see again for quite some time.
A/N: Hey, yâall! This is the first time Iâve posted some of my own writing in a while. Please ignore any typos, I donât really proofread my fanfics anymore. I just do them for fun while I work on bigger writing projects. I hope yâall enjoy this one (hopefully my writing has improved since last time)! I think Tumblr is in need of more Michael x Shawn content! Also, Iâm not exactly calling them chapters, but this is a little story that will have more than one part!
It wasnât often that Michael had visitors. Although he had already spent several months on earth among his fellow humans, which is something he still hadnât gotten used to saying, he had yet to make very many friends. Unfortunately, the tips that Eleanor had given him on being human were far from helpful. It wasnât, in fact, normal to ask your twenty-something-year-old neighbor if she wanted to come into your apartment for dinner after only knowing her for five minutes. Due to the process of trial and error, it took him a few tries before he realized that he was scaring his acquaintances. It didnât help that he looked like he was in his 70s and on the brink of death. He mentally cursed Eleanorâs essence, wherever it was now.Â
All that being said, the point was that Michael had little to no friends, which is exactly why it came as such a surprise when he heard the doorbell at the front door of his apartment ring several times. There wasnât exactly anyone who WOULD come ringing his doorbell. Initially, he had ignored the noise because he didnât realize what it was. Still becoming used to humansâ technology, he didnât know that the small tune was meant to grab his attention and inform him that someone was waiting for him at the door. While skimming through a book on quantum physics, a subject he never thought to be especially useful, it struck him that maybe, just maybe, he should check the front door. Part of him hoped that it would be his neighbor who he had accidentally scared away.Â
Dropping the heavy textbook to the ground, Michael pulled himself off of his brown, velvet couch and made his way to the door. After he managed the dozens of locks, because he learned that safety was key, he swung the door open. His cheerful smile was soon replaced with a look of confusion, his eyebrows furrowed and his head cocking to the side ever so slightly.Â
âOh, donât act surprised to see me, Michael.â
âShawn?â Michael said in disbelief. âI- What are you doing here?âÂ
âAre you going to let me in?â Shawn asked expectantly, his arms crossed and his whole body being very stiff in general.Â
âIâm not sure,â Michael hesitated, narrowing his eyes and giving his ex-coworker a look of distrust. With a soft gasp, he suddenly slammed the door on Shawnâs face, proceeding to then peek at him through the peephole of the door. âIâm dead, arenât I? Iâm dead and youâre my architect, darn it. I knew I shouldnât have eaten all of those boxes of Kraft shells and cheese,â he said miserably. âOh, all of the damn cholesterol. I just really liked the little shapes of the pasta-â
âWhat are you going on about?â Shawn snapped, cutting him off (which was something he shouldâve done sooner). âYou arenât dead, you idiot,â he continued. âIâm not your architect. I would rather have my head flattened under a steamroller than have to endure the excruciating task of being your architect. Would you open the door?â
âTell me why youâre here and maybe Iâll let you in,â Michael decided, still wary of Shawnâs appearance.Â
âMichael, open the door,â Shawn insisted.
âNo.â
âMichael-â
âNo,â Michael stated stubbornly, leaning against his wooden door to keep it shut.Â
âOh, I get it. Youâre afraid of me,â Shawn taunted. âBecoming human has made you go soft, huh? Thatâs fine, you could never quite match my superiority. This is probably for the best.â
Soon after, the door went flying open. In its place stood a very disgruntled Michael, arms crossed and nostrils flared. The amused smile of Shawnâs face proved that, whatever game they were playing, he had just won.
âFor the record, Iâm not afraid of you,â Michael scoffed. âNever have I ever been afraid of you, in fact. I mean, youâre true form isnât even that intimidating. Youâre only a 896 foot-â
âI wish you would stop wasting time with all of that talking. You look better when youâre quiet,â Shawn interrupted with a sarcastic smile on his face. He quickly pushed Michael out of his way and brushed past him to enter the apartment. He immediately began to scan the short hallway and the room surrounding him. With his nose wrinkled, he turned back to look at Michael, who had already shut the door and locked it, with disgust.Â
âYou live like this?â He asked.Â
âWhat?â Michael responded defensively. âItâs nice.â
âThatâs exactly the problem,â Shawn retorted. He turned his back to the other man once more and reached over to displace a straight picture frame that sat on the wall and make it crooked. âYou like it like this? Whereâs the mess, whereâs the chaos?â He questioned. âBeing human really has made you soft, huh?â He stepped further into the apartment to continue looking around.Â
âItâs called basic human expectations,â Michael explained, âand, believe it or not, I prefer this over guts thrown all around and blood staining the floor. Here, you donât have to worry about stepping in puddles of blood and it soaking through your shoes.â He shuddered at the thought as if remembering how disgusting it felt.Â
âHmm,â Shawn replied thoughtfully, knocking over a small glass figurine that was set up on the bookshelf. When it didnât break, he swiped it off of the shelf entirely so that it fell on the ground and shattered.Â
âIf you could please refrain from breaking my things,â Michael said with a long sigh. âAlright, I let you in. Now, what do you want? Itâs not my time yet, Iâm not that old. You canât legally kill me, that has to be against something in the judgeâs rulebook.â
âAs tempting as youâre making it, Iâm not here to kill you,â Shawn replied, flicking over another small figurine. Reaching out, he slipped a book out of the bookshelf, opened it up, briefly skimmed through it, then ripped it clean in half.
Michael opened his mouth to speak but defaulted to sighing in defeat instead. Whatever Shawn was going to do, he was going to do whether Michael liked it or not. In fact, if Michael didnât want him to do it, it was just more likely that he would do it.Â
âAre you going to tell me what youâre here for?âÂ
Shawn said nothing, still doing the exact opposite of minding his business and going around the apartment. While he truly was fascinated by all the different trinkets, objects, and works of art that adorned the apartment, he was more interested in getting his hands on things to break beyond repair. Plus, he found joy in hearing Michael sigh with annoyance and aggravation. As he looked around, an item that caught his attention was one sitting on the coffee table right in front of the couch. As far as he could tell, it was a glass statuette of⌠a shrimp.
âA shrimp?â Shawn questioned, picking up the weighted figurine.Â
âPut that down,â Michael said immediately, lunging forward in attempts to get the shrimp back from his former coworker.Â
âWhy?â Shawn asked, backing away. He childishly extended his arm in front of him to keep the distance between him and Michael while he held the figurine close to his chest. âIâve broken so many of your things. Why is this any different? Honestly, the way you reacted just makes me want to break it even more,â he said with an amused hum. âTell me and maybe Iâll spare it.â
âNot that itâs any of your business, but I do it to remind me ofâŚâ Michael trailed off, not too eager to share his feelings with his arch nemesis for the past eternity. With a sigh, he continued, âI do it to remind me of my friends. Like, I have some of the boring, senseless books that Chidi would always read.â
Shawn glanced his peer up and down with a look of disgust on his face. He wasn't exactly gentle when he set it back down on the coffee table but at least he didnât try to break it. Adjusting the lapel of his suit, he looked around even further, no doubt trying to find something that he could destroy. Â
âAre you done being chaotic?â Michael asked.Â
âNever,â Shawn retorted, finally giving his, hopefully, undivided attention to Michael.Â
âShawn, just tell me why youâre here,â Michael said. âNo more games. I wasnât expecting to see you at least for another twenty years. Why do you show up all of a sudden while Iâm trying to live my life peacefully as a human..?â He stopped and let out a gasp. âOh no, everythingâs gone wrong again, hasnât it?â
âWhat?â Shawn said, eyebrows knit together in confusion.Â
âItâs all a big mess again!â Michael walked over to his couch and sat down, feeling defeated. âYouâre coming to get me because something went wrong with the experiment and I need to be a demon again. I donât get to be human Michael anymore.â He planted his palm on his forehead dramatically. âOh, it was fun while it lasted! Iâll miss Fergie. Iâll miss Kraft singles even though we all know it isnât real cheese. Iâll miss seeing children fall down a flight of stairs and get up completely unscathed.â
âWould you stop talking?â Shawn groaned as he rolled his eyes. âNo. No, the experiment is going along just fine. Itâs⌠perfect, actually, I must admit.â He glanced over to Michael and offered a mild scowl. âDonât let it get to your head though. I was fine with the old way of doing things, too.â
âDidnât you tell me that being with me is the most fun you had?â Michael asked, confused.
âThat isnât how I worded it,â Shawn snapped, raising his head a little higher. âI said that fighting with you has been the most fun Iâve had.âÂ
âOkay, and..?â Michael waited for the other to continue.Â
âAnd that statement still stands,â Shawn said with a quiet huff. He glanced Michael up and down with a distasteful look on his face. âTraitor. First you left me when you started getting all warm and fuzzy with the humans, then you left me to become one of those warm and fuzzy humans!â He finished with a mock gag. Â
âSo, did you just come here to remind me that I was a traitor? That couldnât have waited until I died and you saw me again?â Michael glanced around, still not catching on and picking up what Shawn was putting down. âThat doesnât explain why youâre here.â
âYou know, if thereâs an award for having the thickest skull, you are the one and only nominee,â Shawn commented offhandedly. âThatâs not the point Iâm trying to make right now.â
Michael cocked his head slightly and raised his eyebrows, still terribly confused by what on earth the other man was trying to tell him. âSo what is the point?â he asked.Â
âMy point is that you were- are my arch nemesis and suddenly you think you can just up and leave?â Shawn scoffed, crossing his arms and leaning against the wall opposite to Michael. âYou think Iâd be okay with that? You think I would just let you go?â
âSo, you ARE taking me back to become a demon again?â Michael questioned.Â
âNo- Iâm- I donât have the power to do that,â Shawn hesitated. âYou really donât get it, do you?â
âI donât know what there is to get!â Michael exclaimed. Suddenly, a thought struck him and, following a gasp, he put his hand over his mouth and stared at Shawn with wide eyes. âYou missed me!â he shouted, jumping up from the couch. âYou just canât bring yourself to admit it, can you?â
âI didnât say I missed you!â Shawn argued. âIâm just not used to having no one to fight.â
âSo, what, you decided to become human just so you can keep fighting me?â Michael wondered aloud. âThatâs stupid. Youâre actually a good architect, why would you leave that position?â He paused for a moment, raising an eyebrow. âThat is unless you do really miss me.â
âI never said that, and I never said I became human!â Shawn replied.Â
âYou had to have become human, thereâs no way they let you come down here otherwise,â Michael pointed out. âUnless you snuck down here to see me,â he suggested.Â
âStop making assumptions,â Shawn shot back.Â
âYou missed me, just admit it!â Michael said cheerfully, doing a small victory dance around the coffee table. âOh, boy, my first friend since becoming human!â
âWho said I was your friend?â Shawn tried to say although his protests were completely ignored by the other man as he celebrated. âDid you miss the whole part where I called you my arch nemesis.â
âYes,â Michael stopped his little dance, âbut you coming here means that you care⌠And it means that you missed me!â
Shawn opened his mouth and tried to think of something to say, but all that came out was a series of unintelligible noises. He had no rebuttal, especially since Michael was spot on with his assumptions. Frustrated and unsure what to do with himself, Shawn reacted in the only way he knew how, by expressing anger by shouting and slamming doors.Â
âShut up, Michael. You donât know if any of that is true,â Shawn said, upset. Before Michael had a chance to respond, he stormed out of the apartment and slammed the door shut behind him, leaving Michael alone in his apartment once again.Â
Michael felt disappointed, he couldnât deny that. It was nice to see a familiar face, although not a very nice one, after being surrounded by strangers and failing to make friends for months. He wondered if maybe he was out of line for the things he said and that the assumptions he made were wrong. Moments later, however, there was a knocking at his door in which he got up to answer it once again.
Surprised once more he was to find himself face to face with Shawn again.Â
Shawn slumped over slightly and let out a defeated sigh.
âNot- Not because Iâm human or anything⌠because I would never do that for YOU⌠but I canât go back to The Good Place right now⌠and I need a place to stay.â
#the good place#nbc the good place#michael the good place#shawn the good place#michael x shawn#fanfiction#the good place fanfiction#writing#author#eli scribbles#reformed demon boyfriends
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Spies and Secrets
Bucky buys a new jacket that is... uncharacteristically bright. Sam ribs him for it, and you- you don't know what to do with yourself.
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Warnings: Language. Heavy makeout session.
A/N: Inspired by Sebastian Stanâs 2016 photoshoot - more specifically that yellow jacket - for August Man Malaysia. Written for @redgillan . Hope you like it, Maisie! It was so much fun to write lmao.Â
âHey, hey, hey! Look at you!â Sam exclaims, jumping to his feet. Steve and Bucky stand in the kitchen, arms laden down with shopping bags. The object of Sam's attention, however, is the mustard-yellow jacket Bucky is wearing. "What, were they all out of decent, normal outerwear at the mall?"
âHe looks good, Sam.â Steve defends, putting his bags down by the door, and heads over to the fridge. Finding what he was after - a beer - he sits down at the kitchen table, and looks back at his teammates. Sam splutters indignantly, hands on his hips. Bucky looks like he's ready to high-tail it back to his room.
âReally? You, Mr. I-only-wear-plaid-shirts-and-vintage-jackets, are giving out fashion advice. No wonder he bought that monstrosity.â Sam gestures to Bucky, who has thus far remained silent, but is now struggling to rein it in. He was hesitant about buying it - not his usual color - but he thought he looked good in it. He knows Sam's joking - it's just banter, Nat calls them an old married couple - but he's so out of his depth when it comes to the new millennium, and everything that is associated with. Everything except making women swoon. Thatâs stayed the same since he fell off that train in Austria.
âShut up, Sam.â He says gruffly, shuffling to grab his own beer and return to his spot in the doorway, ready to leave. Sam ruffles Bucky's hair, flings his arm around his shoulder, grinning madly.
âI'm only messing with you, Bumblebee. Lookin' like a real lady-killer in that thing. Bet the chicks dig it. Matches their fur and all.â He laughs.Â
âIgnore him, Buck. You look great, trust me.â Steve says earnestly, beer bottle resting on his thigh.Â
âSure, sure, trust the centenarian when it comes to 21st century fashion.â Sam waves his hand dismissively, biting into an apple from the fruit bowl on the kitchen island. Bucky picks his bags back up, and heads for the elevator.
âWhatever, Wilson.â He throws over his shoulder.
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âIs Sergeant Barnes going to be here?â You ask, eyes flitting around to see if heâs here yet.
âHe said he was coming. Why? You can barely speak when he's around. And now you're eager to see him?â Nat says, leaning her elbows against the standing table they're at. She looks at you intently, fiddling with the umbrella from her cocktail.Â
âNot eager, Nat. Just curious.â You answer, turning away from her sharp gaze to survey the room. She does the same.
âSpeak of the devil.â Nat says, jerking her head towards the entrance, where Bucky has just arrived.
âDear Lord.â You whisper under your breath, grateful for the hubbub of the crowd. It disguises the words, but not the sound and Nat turns to you.
âDid you say something?â She wonders.
âNo, I- nothing, nothing.â You excuse, coughing as the man in question approaches. He looks good. So good that it takes all of your willpower not to physically drop your jaw. All black - his jeans, his t-shirt, his shoes - with the exception of a delicious mustard yellow jacket. Out of character, possibly. Hot as hell, definitely.
âHello, Barnes. New jacket?â Nat greets cheerfully, taking a sip from her drink. Bucky swallows, Adam's apple bobbing, and puts his hands in his pockets, drawing attention to those muscular thighs that have fueled your thirstiest dreams for weeks now. He nods, and a strand of hair falls in front of his eyes. You resist the urge to tuck it behind his ear.
âYeah. Went shopping a few days ago. How are you lovely ladies doing?â He asks, running his hands through those chestnut brown locks you want to use to tug him down till your mouths meet. You touch your lips subconsciously. Is your mouth watering?
âI'm good. I think our resident IT genius could use some help, though.â Nat says delicately, glancing at you from her peripherals. You cough again.
âNo! Help with what? I'm fine. Totally fine.â You say, hands flailing. Broken-record repetition must worry them further instead of alleviate their concerns. Behind Natâs cocktail glass, you can see a thinly veiled smile. "It's good to see you, Sergeant Barnes."Â
âBucky, please, doll.â He smiles at you, and your heart skips a beat. Another one. Butterflies turn to elephants in your stomach, and you shift your weight.
âRight. Uh, you- um, you don't normally come to these things.â Itâs a statement, but you trail off at the end, leaving room for a question he could answer. You rest your chin on your fist, trying desperately to look casual.Â
âDidn't have anything better to do tonight. Why, you wishing I stayed home?â He jokes.
âNo, no! I mean yes. I mean, I'm-â
âIt's okay, I get it.â Bucky reassures you. He looks around, and seems to spot somewhere else he needs to be. âIt was nice talkin' to you, I'll see you 'round.â Saying this, he pecks your and Natâs cheeks, leaving you blinking and dazed.
âBye, Barnes.â Nat is unfazed. Your shoulders drop automatically, releasing the tension - and the breath - you werenât aware you were carrying.Â
âWhat the hell was that?âÂ
âWhat was what?â You say innocently, praying she drops the subject. Youâre a terrible liar, and Natâs an excellent spy. The two factors combine to make for the fact that it is damn near impossible to hide something from Natasha Romanoff if she doesnât want you to. Youâre proud that youâve managed to for as long as you have.
âYou, all stutter-y and flustered. Do you have a crush?â She says conspiratorially. That glint in her eye is back, and thatâs bad news for any and all of your secrets regarding Bucky Barnes.
âYou're crazy, Nat. Bat-shit insane.â You dismiss, finishing off your drink. She doesnât let up.
âYou have all the symptoms, you know.â
âNo, I don't know. All I know is that you're crazy, and I need another drink.â You push away from the table and head for the bar, hoping you donât run into Bucky again. Heart attack sounds preferable to dealing with him in that outfit.
Two hours later, and youâre sitting with a group of Avengers who have just started a round of poker. The company party is in full swing, S.H.I.E.L.D. employees taking full advantage of the bar, both for alcohol and karaoke. Thank goodness that the latter is in a faraway corner of the room, because while most of these people know more ways to kill a man than there are grains of sand on a beach, none of them can stay on key to save their lives.
âWhere did Barnes run off to?â He asks. Maria Hill snorts.
âWhy, you miss your boyfriend?âÂ
âHa. Ha. Ha.â Sam responds mockingly. He has an excellent hand of cards, though, so the joke is on Maria really.
âSaid he needed a break.â Steve pipes up, preparing to lose, good and righteous as he is. Canât lie to save his life. Sam is gleeful, unaware that Nat has the best hand out of the lot of them. Youâre not playing. S.H.I.E.L.D. pays well, even to non-superheroes, but youâve never been much of a gambler. And itâs far more entertaining observing everyone, occasionally whispering suggestions to Nat - not that she needs them - hands on her legs draped over your lap. But your attention has been diverted to a certain ex-assassin, who plays your heartstrings like a guitar. You wait five minutes - five excruciating, torturous minutes - before yawning and pushing Natâs legs off you.
âI- uh, I think I should head back. I'll see you guys on Monday.â You say, waving feebly to the group, and leave the room to echoes of goodnight and requests to drive safely. Little do they know youâre not leaving yet. You consider the floorplan, and try to figure out where he might be. Eventually, you recall Buckyâs preference for the stairwell designed as an exit in case of emergencies. He mentioned briefly how it was the quietest place in the Compound. Peaceful. Serene. Not to mention the open top means he can smoke.
âHey, Sarge.â You smile shyly as you lean against the door, hands behind your back. As expected, heâs sitting on the stairs, jacket falling open to reveal a shirt stretched taut over those pectorals you long to touch. You havenât had an opportunity to rendezvous in weeks, between his missions and your new research project. Itâs not like youâve gone all the way physically even when you do have the opportunity to see each other like this, but the way heâs looking tonight makes you want to change that.
âWas wonderin' when you'd show up.â He says around the cigarette between his lips. The serum stops it from affecting him, so he feels comfortable maintaining this particular habit. Gives him something to do with his hands. Avoids it around you, though. Tonight is no exception. Removing it from his mouth, he exhales one last time, and stomps out the half-burnt blunt under his leather boot. Passive smoking isnât fun.
âHow did you know I'd find you?â You ask, standing between his bent legs, carding your fingers through his hair. He nuzzles your stomach, nips at your dress.
âI'm magnetic, baby.â He smiles up at you, then stops when he sees your facial expression. Youâre torn. âWhy're you lookin' at me like that?â He asks, holding your hands, rubbing your knuckles gently with his thumb.
âLike- like what?âÂ
âLike you don't know whether to eat me alive or run for the hills.â Bucky is apprehensive now, worried heâs done something wrong.Â
Your gaze moves from his concerned eyes, to that damn jacket, and back up to his lips. Something shifts inside you, and you tug him to stand upright, fists clutching the lapels of his jacket. You pull him down to meet your lips.
âShut the fuck up, Barnes.â You murmur, mouths grazing against one another before they press together fully. He gasps at the pressure and passion behind your movement, and you take the liberty to engage his tongue in a dance with yours. His arms wrap around your waist, bending you backwards a little, but youâre too occupied by the taste of chocolate and whiskey on his breath. Too surrounded by everything Bucky. The feel of his hair between your fingers, the scent of his cologne enveloping you like his embrace. Panting, you pull away, moving to his neck.
âHey, woah, what's gotten into you?â Buckyâs gasping for air, hands moving up and down your sides, like he doesnât know what to do with them. He settles for resting them over your ass, and nips at your earlobe.Â
âYou complaining?â You ask, hands on his chest. He shakes his head, and thatâs all the confirmation you need as you resume your task, sucking a hickey onto his collarbone, fingers curling in the loops of his belt. He tries to continue speaking, muttering in your ear.
âHell no. But you're always so shy, and - oh, jeez, sugar.â His sentence falls apart as you rake your nails gently down his abs. You stop at the exclamation, also intrigued by the new pet name.Â
âThis stupid fucking jacket.â You say, pecking his lips chastely. You lean your forehead on his shoulder, unable to look him in the eyes after your outburst. Everything is hot. The air, filled with palpable electricity between your bodies. Your body itself, on fire from head to toe, concentrated on a spot between your legs. Legs that are shaking as you strive to stay upright.
âYou don't like it?â He asks, holding you to him. All shyness or shame dissipates into thin air, as your head snaps up to meet his insecure expression incredulously.
âAre you shitting me? It's the hottest thing I've seen all week.â You tell him, pushing up on your toes to kiss him again. And again. And again.Â
âI think I can top that.â Bucky says between kisses, cradling your face in his hands, yours clutching his sides.
âI'm sure you can.â You answer, smiling wolfishly at the double entendre.Â
âYou know what, I have a better idea.â He pauses, waiting for your signal. You give it.
âYeah?â
âWhy don't we go up to my room, and you try on my jacket. Just my jacket.â
Taglist: @buckyreaderrecs @corneliabarnes @mermaidxatxheart
#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky barnes x reader#bucky x reader#bucky fanfic#bucky x you#sebastian stan#ayesha writes
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Shattered Reality - Year 1, Part 1
A/N: Finally got around to finish editing this. I know I said I'd work on the Pokemon Crossover project (and I am, concept drawings and the outline are a WIP) but I think it's better I have at least a few different projects to focus on at a time.
That being said, I hope you guys enjoy my story.
TW: brief references to PTSD and grief, I think that's it?
Her eyes snapped open.
Heavy breaths echoed in the room as a scream died in her throat. Soft ticking penetrated the haze first. Moonlight glinted off of the four-star ball. Its familiar energy caressed her aura. Avoca focused on that feeling. Took a deep breath and slowly let it out. She absorbed the soothing blues of her bedroom walls as she kept breathing. Training clothes folded on the nightstand. A picture of her family hanging by the clock. Its glowing hands reading three fifty-seven.
She sighed. No point trying to sleep now. Tossed her covers off and swung her feet around. Avoca grabbed her training clothes as she stood. Started changing, completely dressed when her door opened. She glanced one way. Then the other. No one but her was up. Thankfully.
Trudged her way down the hall and out the front door, steps carefully soft. The deep violets of early morning kept her hidden as she walked across the field. She stopped in front of a rounded door.
âOpen, please.â Air hissed out as it unlocked. Slowly, it fell open, turning into a ramp. She tapped the close button as she passed the frame. The second the door resealed, Avoca called out to the system. âGravity on, level 275.â
She moved into stretches as the weight settled on her body. Deep breath in, an arm raised into an overhead block. Deep breath out, it was slowly switched with a punch from her other hand. She glided through every new movement, aura swirling around her like a gentle tide.
âIncrease the gravity to level 290. Training bot level 3,â she called out to the room's control system.
[CommencingâŚ]
Her body became heavier and she tensed all her muscles before relaxing again. One foot slid back and the other moved to the side. Her brotherâs feet wavered as she stepped next to him. Set a shaky hand on his shoulder. Her arms rose into a loose block as small orbs floated in. Light swirled through their seams alerting her to their activation. Together they fell into a familiar stance. They could do this. They could end it. She formed a ball of red energy in her hand and smirked. Avoca sent her energy at the nearest bot.
âGive me what your daddy couldnât.â His aura expanded as the blast grew. âBefore I send you home to him.*â
She snarled at the creature. âYouâre reign ends now.â
Her blast ricocheted from it onto the others, passing her every chance they could. She let her body take over and forced her mind to fall silent. Years of honed instinct kept her movements fluid as she danced around the blast. The snickering monster was distracted with a blast to his back. Avoca noticed. âNow, brother!â She added another ball to the fray. They gritted their teeth, planted their feet, and forced out everything they had. Another command to the system had the gravity strengthening to 310.
As she created a third energy ball, the door opened. âAvoca-nee?â
She jumped and released the ball as she turned, but the bots took advantage and aimed all three blasts at her. Growling, Avoca twirled, tail unwrapping from her waist to bat them into the walls. She commanded the system to shut off and whirled back to her brother.
âGohan, you know better than to come in here when Iâm in the middle of my routine!â The younger Saiyan chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck. Avoca sighed. âJust be careful next time, okay?â
He glanced away and scratched his cheek. Her heart lurched. Gohan looked just like their father doing that. She sighed and asked him why heâd come to get her. âI wanted to make sure you'd have time to get ready for your first day.â
Shit. Had she gotten too caught up in training? It wouldnât be the first time. âWhat time is it?â
[The current time is six, twenty-twoâŚ] echoed through the room.
âOh, good. I have time to shower.â The Saiyan girl thanked her brother as she rushed down the hall. Maybe school could keep her memories away for a while.
~oOo~
A week earlier, on the other side of town, a team of teachers were chatting as they waited for the principal. Heâd called an impromptu meeting so early some of them were still yawning. One person, in particular, was curious why Nedzu would call him in. He wasnât even done with his teacher certification yet.
The tired heroes perked up as the being in question finally joined them. In his paws was a red USB that arrested everyone's attention. Its implications sobered them immediately.
Nedzu maneuvered into his seat at the head of the table and smiled. "Good morning everyone! I'm sorry to call a meeting like this on such short notice, but I've been informed that one of our new admittees is⌠quite powerful."
He paused to plug the drive into the table's display input. The places in front of the staff members lit up with the school logo before showed a fierce young brunette with determined amber eyes. There was a hardened light in her gaze that told of her experience in battle. Her hair was noticeably thick and spiky, much like the furry tail around her waist.
"This is Son Avoca, publicly registered as Midoriya Izumi." The lightness in Nedzu's tone vanished. A conflicted look took over his face. "She is one of the two children responsible for ending Perfect Cell."
Toshinori's heart dropped. She was so young and had already been exposed to such horrors. He'd known the two who'd stopped the creature were a bit young, but he wasn't expecting children. She was barely fourteen.
"From what I understand, young Gohan will also be attending UA in a couple of years." The screen changed to show an even younger boy with black hair just as spiky as his sister's. Though his expression was a bit softer, the same determination reflected in his eyes. "He'll be going to a nearby middle school until then."
Toshinori frowned. If these kids were so powerful⌠"How come we hadn't heard of them before the Cell Games?" The abilities they displayed both with and without the aid of their quirks was unbelievable. Most kids their age had nowhere near the amount of training they surely must've had.
"They were living out in the mountains in the southern district. But they have been mentioned in the news before." At this, Nedzu's nose twitched. "Had Miss Son- Miss Midoriya - not mentioned it herself, I doubt even I would've noticed the connection."
The principal pulled up an infamous headline from eight years ago.
Throat dry, Toshinori glanced around at the other teachers and found them just as pale as he felt. He returned his focus to the files. The more he read, the more questions he had, a pit growing in his stomach with each one. The hows and whys swirled in his mind until Nezu spoke again.
âI know you all have questions. I do too.â His smile returned. âI've organized an interview so we may learn more about Miss Midoriya and perhaps find some answers.â
âWait.â Present Mic frowned and leaned back in his chair. âI don't recognize her. Did she not take the entrance exam?â
Nezu's smile became strained. âThe Hero Commission was quite insistent about her attending our school.â
Oh. That explained a lot. It also brought more questions Toshinori wasnât sure he wanted answers to.
~oOo~
Looking at her reflection, Avoca turned. The skirt was a little short on her with how curvy she was starting to get. At least they were allowed to wear leggings underneath it. The blazer was a nice neutral grey to compliment the greens of the skirt and lapel stripes.
Her gaze caught the papers sitting on her desk and the brunette frowned. All the important papers she needed to verify her "new identity." Any reference to their father or their role in the Cell Games was conveniently left out. But they'd made note that Principal Nezu and her teachers would be aware of who she was.
Ugh, the regulation and hidden identity were like some twisted witness protection program. More like monitoring persons of interest. She shook her head to force those thoughts from her mind.
A knock on the door interrupted her thoughts. She turned to see her brother in the doorway. His pink checks and twitching tail made her smile reassuringly at him.
He rubbed the back of his neck. "I, uh, couldn't tuck it in comfortablyâŚ"
Avoca giggled. "I had the same problem when we were younger. Here," pulled the band of skirt down. Lifted and resettled her tail. "Wrap it just under the waistband and don't wear a belt." Watched her brother do as told. Gave him a small smile when he didn't look back up. Patted his shoulder. "It'll be fine, brother. We just have to play by their rules a bit." Gohan merely sighed.
He was dressed in his own uniform. The black slacks and blazer looked good on him. She ruffled his hair and laughed at his protest. He'll make friends easily.
Which reminded her⌠"You remember the names we've been registered under, right?"
The boy nodded. He didn't like having to hide their identities. She didn't either. They were children of Earth's former protector. Maybe they wouldn't shout it from the rooftops, but it's not like anyone would think to look into their fatherâs past. It wasn't out of shame, but it felt like they were hiding their father.
"Well, let's get going." Avoca sighed and grabbed her backpack. "We don't wanna be late on our first day."
"Yeah."
She nudged his shoulder. He nudged her back. They joked and played as they walked out. She laughed.
Avoca had hope that whatever adventure lay before them, it would be one full of memories.
~oOo~
*TeamFourStar reference. I believe this is from Episode 60 Part 3?
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