#i kinda miss them even if i don't want to swim!!! also i walk on an urchin once at Manapany now i'm so scared of swimming there again
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keeps-ache Ā· 8 months ago
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mm i Neeed to go the beach
#just me hi#wauhuhh !#something about just drifting around in water that i am slightly scared of that really makes my brain whir happily lol :>#i am slightly scared of it for two major reasons: 1) fish. lord the fish why are they so scary 2) sometimes i think i'll drown and they jus#won't find the body. which is less rational than the fish so that's why fish is my number 1 fear at all times lmao#/i think out of all the animals on the planet i am the most scared of ordinary fish. not even the deep sea stuff hfbshv#cuz look they're so far down there you Have to assume they look funked. and also they prolly don't like human meat. so it's cool#but regular fish?? some of them eat birds. they eat birds dude. what would they do to me if they knew how to use harpoons??#also they for SURE eat corpses so we loop back to fear no. 2 really just being fear no. 1 hbfhs#/see i'm not even that scared of the animals my parents are determined on exploding. like man if i get eaten that was prolly bound#to happen anyway. i Know how that goes. i know what mauling is lol#i am the only person in this house who will walk around outside on a moonless light w/ no flashlight because if i was sposed to be dead i#can guaranteE there are much better opportunities. funnier onesā€š too#/just looked it up bobcats are SHY little guys. they are just shy babies. except for when they have rabies :)#shy rabies babies <3#/anyway back to the fish. i don't like how there are some that specifically like to eat human skin. mmm no i have never liked that ever not#one little bit. makes my skin crawl hghfsh#i don't care what it does or can do that is NOT cool lil dude ;w;#/hang on i'm googling 'weirdest things fish eat' because i want to scare myself i guess hbfhvbsf :'3#they're only showing me weird fish!!! no !! tell me about a fish that's living exclusively off of plastics!! or car tires !! come on !!!#these guys are just funky looking. and just Kinda funky looking. though this humphead guy is funny lol :)#he looks scary but with a charm that i can't deny#his forehead. and mouf. this guy is awesome#and of course he's endangered because the world is exploding. but it's so cool he exists :D#//anyway fish are scary. and miss humphead is Huge so goofiness aside he's also scary hhfbvs#also why do some of those motherfunkers swim close to shore and bite at you. those guys suck so bad#that's only happened to me so many times but enough for me to have a fear that has lasted for over half a decade lmao#//and anywho i'm running out of tag space lol :)#we're going ot the park!! i'm going to skate :DD !!#i wanna get good at my old stuff again hfsh - so bye! bye !! toodles !!!
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homosexualcitron Ā· 7 months ago
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IM SO GLAD SOME PEOPLE NOTICED THEM IN MY LAST UPDATES :33 oc cameo yeay
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themissingnumbers Ā· 2 months ago
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[ @pkmn-monochrome - interaction thing i can't send as an ask bc long and images]
The dark of the Pokemon tower is never something that has bothered Red. Never something that would, certainly not after seeing much worse and being much older.
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At this point, really, it's a kind of eeriness he'd come to miss. It reminds him of simpler times- days when a young boy only had to fear things like ghost stories, and shadows that lurked in the dark.
He knows very well that this place is not the Pokemon Tower he knew, of course. He's not stupid. This place was only built in its image, the miserable ending of a game dyed in grey and built out of spite.
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He runs a hand along the wall of the staircase he descends, feeling the cold stone, yet also the intangible data, dull static and code under the fingertips. Watches in quiet fascination as the textures distort and corrupt under deliberate contact, the broken foundations of Generation 1 reacting to him, (same as always,) but a touch more stable from the fusion of the bastard remakes keeping it grounded.
Any damage caused is meaningless, the existence of it debatable as a whole, as he passes through a loading zone. Half of him watches everything fade to black, the other half just continues down the steps that are as tangible as anything else here is to someone within the game. Everything is right- just as it should be.
Either way, it's not like it's his game to break. That would be plain rude, especially with the risk of killing someone!
Intrigue in this world, curious as it may be, isn't why he's here.
Nah. He's more interested in something else.
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Or, someone, to be more precise.
Having finally found who he'd looking for, Red steps off the stairs and into another layer of this endless graveyard, whistling as he finally lays eyes on a certain monochromatic individual.
"Y'know..." he chides from across the room, "A graveyard's a pretty cliche place to spend eternity, don't you think?"
He snorts at his own remark. "Course, I guess it's not like you had a choice. The sadsack that made this game could've picked something a little more outside the box, is all I'm saying. Do you think they'd bury bodies in the Viridian Forest, maybe? Or swimming offa Route 20, try a little watery grave... Oh, Champion's Road could be pretty morbid!"
He sighs and folds his arms, shaking his head at himself.
"... Nah, I'm joking. I can see the vision. I could give less of a shit about this place, anyways..."
His eyes gleam, and a menacing smile spreads across his face.
"I'm more interested in you. A glorified reskin of Pokemon Tower ain't shit compared to you. A little bug told me about some sentient Red-Leaf kinda amalgamation with the memories of a real person, and I just had to look into it and come to see for myself. Lo and behold..."
He spreads his arms out in some kind of almost-mocking grand gesture.
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"Here you are! Cody, right? In the flesh, or... I suppose your problem is the lack thereof, heh."
He begins to approach, moving slowly and never once looking away. He stalks forward, every step careful and deliberate, teeth bared in a grin that holds no happiness but oozes with amusement.
"I've got so many questions, I don't even know where to begin. You're really something special... One of a kind, fully aware of everything. Knowing what life both here, and out there, is really like. I've seen players that would kill to even get a chance to stand where we do, but... You want out more than anything."
Scratching his chin, the man walks around them at a slight distance. Red gets the thought that Cody wouldn't want something like him anywhere near them. At least he can respect that.
"Suppose the courteous thing would be to ask a question- that's the tradition around these parts, right? Constantly interrogating you so you don't have to sit here, alone with your..."
His eyes flicker to the two GHOSTs at Cody's side.
"... Thoughts. And the like."
He hops onto a grave nearby, sitting with his ankles crossed. Respect towards the dead be damned, every tomb in places like this were about as sacred as Halloween decorations.
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"Here's what I'd like to know, Cody."
His smile widens further- for a brief moment, the glitches on his body seem to spread to the air around him, cutting through the gray with burning streaks of red, white, and yellow.
"You have your hacker's memories. Some of them. ANY of them. It's enough. You'd know what it was like to be them. You know what it was like to be human. You know both worlds."
"What is it like? To be real? To be something more than code. How different is it from this?"
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"What was it like to be HUMAN?"
He jabs a finger forward, pointing at them as the static that flared up around him quickly subsides, clearing the air back into the typical oppressive atmosphere of the endless graveyard.
"I want to hear it from you," he finishes cooly, "someone who has been on both sides of the screen. You could tell me better than anyone."
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pumpkinsy0 Ā· 3 months ago
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outsiders characters as events from my silly ahh summer camp. i don't know how i survived for a month at a time there tbh
ponyboy: me going gollum mode over the hunger games book. it wasnt even a joke at that point i was struggling. also the pivotal turn my life took when i read hatchet. like i was reflecting and allat
darry: the DELECTABLE ahh lunches. idk what they did but they were so tasty. like i would have the best nap of my life after muching down on that
johnny: me crying myself to sleep that one time, some girl was like "erm miss counselor!!! i think insert name here is crying under her sleeping bag!!" and my bitch ass counselor who i HATED like she was my arch nemesis started trying to calm me down which made me even more upset. and earlier that day i was trying to feel included in a conversation w a semi friend and some cunt went like "no ones talking to u" when i was Literally just sitting there.
dally: that horse they assigned me that would not do anything asked of him. also one time he like broke out of his stall and was just walking around?? he was an interesting fellow. he was silly tho
soda: me getting sick from eating 2 much cereal. i was writhing around bc tummy ache 2 much later in the day. to be fair i did eat more than 10 servings of cereal.
steve: us having no air conditioning in the cabins. we had to bring our own fans. i had to shower multiple times a day bc I was sweating so much.
twobit: some girl mixing chicken and jello together. also me falling out of a bunk.
cherry: that time during horse and tack when we watched a movie bc it was too hot outside so we went in. but the movie was rlly sad and I cried
that was thenā€¦ this nowā€¦ ones
bryon: me almost drowning during one of the swimming performances. like I was lowk choking on water while under the sea was playing in the background.
mark: again that one damn counselor i hated so so much. like i was planning her downfall. why on God's green earth was she singing riptide while we were trying to sleep stfu
m&m: i would start randomly crying so often. i would miss lots of classes bc i would just be in the bathroom bawling for various reasons
angela: girls being so so mean to me. like it was a problem.
curly: me throwing hiking boots at a girl I didn't like
tim: them having to ban making slip n slides in the bathrooms. i didn't ask and i didn't want to know
most of these things aren't too relevant anymor but they kinda funny so here. i mean expand on these if u want. i can't put them on my blog bc it's not a TO blog but they need to be put somewhere
u made me remember this time where i just woke up weak as hell and my aunt had to literally spoonfeed me multiple bowls of cereal, to this day idk exactly HOW i got that weak, that has never happened to me before and it hasnt happened since
BUT ALSO i remember going to this summer camp and somehow someway we got into this gender prank war and im just pushing that onto all of em
and THEN there was this other time i was in this summer?????christian????school camp thing????? and look im an atheist idk what i was doing there i showed zero interest but my cousins and sister was also there, and for lunch we were going out which i dont think anyone else was doing bc my teacher asked ā€œr u SURE u wanna go???ā€ and i rhink she was pushing me to stay but i said yea and left immediately and i giggle at that and i think pony wluldve done the same, i wanted OUTšŸ—£ļø
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purrplegyuu Ā· 1 year ago
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Cold | Choi Beomgyu
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Chapter three
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Warnings: unhappiness, slightly angst, soft beomgyu, abusive mother, swearing. omg the softest chapter eveeer
Word count: 1.4k
Taglist: @arianap23e, @haatohwa
I don't know why is it soooo soft, I don't like it ughhh. Like this is a dark story. Anyways, the following chapters are gonna be waaaay darker (i mean i hope). I kinda like soft Beommie tho...
Let me know if you find any kind of mistake, i'm not a native speaker and this helps me so so so much ^_^
Also let me know if you want to be added to the tag list, if you want to suggest an event to happen on next chapters or if you have any question about any detail. Luv yaa (ā—'ā—”'ā—)
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Iā€™m not happy. I know that. I know I will never go to school with a bright smile on my face like Jiwoo, because unlike her, I donā€™t have anything that makes me enjoy sitting on an uncomfortable chair for hours, looking at the professors as if I am paying attention, and talk kindly to my classmates as if I donā€™t hate them so much.
I even started to believe happiness is a vile lie American series have shown to us.
However, lately, these bad feelings have been increasing. And dad knows that.
Thatā€™s why he came home early on a saturday night and announced that we were going on vacation to that pretty house on a lake that his mother left him as an inheritance.Ā 
ā€œYou okay guys?ā€ He asks while driving, looking at me through the mirror. I smile slightly at him, nodding. ā€œGyu, I heard you got really good grades again. Bet your mother is really really proudā€ Beomgyu looks at him back, quiet, and totally ignores him.Ā 
The awkward aura all over the car now, as dad looks at Beomgyuā€™s mother, scared of making his relationship even worse. He has tried thousands of ways to get along with Beomgyu, but the boy sitting by my side never really cared.
Once we arrive, dad gets out of his car, stretching his back. I look at Beomgyu. He really hates my father. At least thatā€™s what it looks likeā€”he gets even darker when our parents are close to him, doesnā€™t even smirk at any kind of jokes and doesnā€™t say a single word until they are far away again.Ā 
But today, he looks even more dark than usual, which makes me feel a bit scared.
I get out of the car when he does. I see his mother running towards my dad in order to enter the house with him.Ā 
We both stand in front of the house quietly, looking at the way our parents play like kids with their luggage as they take it in the house. They really look like a young couple. However, I find it a bit weird, but I guess it is just because I never liked her.
I look around. There are so many memories from my childhoodā€”the garden full of flowers I planted when I was five, the rustic oven I used to make pizza in when I was eight, the lake where I learned how to swim when I was nine. But everything looks just too old and dirtyā€”itā€™s been seven years since the last time we came here, itā€™s been seven years since the last time I enjoyed being in such a placeā€¦ itā€™s been seven years since I last saw her.
I walk through the trees until I have reached a certain place. A small dock made of old wood, mouldy and poorly stable. Hundreds of drawings all over one of the wood tilesā€”ā€™Jeongseoā€™ on top of everything, followed by ā€˜Namhyukā€™ and ā€˜Damiā€™.
I really miss those times.
By 6 p. m., dad calls me to the big dock in front of our house.Ā 
ā€œGaeum, honey, could you please go get the meat?ā€ Beomgyuā€™s mom smiles at him, and makes a disgusted face when she turns around. Dadā€™s on the white boat his father used to drive right before dying three years ago. Everything I can think about when I see it, is him swearing he will never use it again because it was his dadā€™s, not his.
ā€œWeā€™re taking Luna on an expeditionā€ he says. I can see the happiness on his face. Luna is the name grandpa gave his boat. ā€œRemember when we used to go to the other side of the lake?ā€ I nod. ā€œWell, we are going to go there to take the dinner tonightā€ a big smile on his face makes me force myself to smile although Iā€™m not happy or excited.Ā 
ā€œI will go get a sweaterā€
When I get in the house, I donā€™t see Gaeum in the kitchen, which I found a bit weird, but donā€™t really pay attention to it. I go to my room, take a pink sweater and try it on in front of the mirror. Iā€™m wearing a long-sleeved dark shirt which is supposed to cover me up enough to make me feel warm, however, the short jean skirt makes it hard for me to get warm. Even with a big coat, and in the house, Iā€™m trembling.
However, I get out of my room, holding a white blanket, and stop walking when I hear some noises in Beomgyuā€™s room. The door is closed, so I cannot see anything, but I donā€™t also see any light under the door, even though itā€™s 6:30 p. m., and itā€™s very dark already.Ā 
ā€œDonā€™t be fucking dumbā€ Gaeumā€™s voice sounding so differentā€”meaner, unlike her usual fake sweet voice tone. ā€œCould you please think a bit? Ha, youā€™re almost an adult, why would I have to ask you to not be so dumb?ā€ The door of my room closes strongly due to the air running through my open window, which makes me jump, touching my chest. No more sounds in the room makes me feel scared someone can catch me, so I walk back to the door.
Gaeum gets out of Beomgyuā€™s room, and I look at her, trying to look as natural as possible, holding tightly my blanket, faking a blank face to her like I didnā€™t hear anything.Ā 
ā€œWhat?ā€ I ask when she keeps looking at me. I even impress myself with my almost perfect acting.Ā 
ā€œAre you ready? Iā€™m asking Beomgyu if he is also readyā€ I look in his room. Heā€™s not visible from outside, so I just nod to her, going down once again.
Some minutes after that, Gaeum gets on the boat, giving dad the things he asked for and his coat. Beomgyu walks behind her, blank face as always, and doesnā€™t look at dad, just gets in the boat and sits by my side.Ā 
Dad knows perfectly how to drive the boat, so he does it while we all try to warm ourselves with our coats.
The place we and Beomgyu are sitting is lower than the place our parents are at, so they canā€™t see us unless they go down.
Thatā€™s why he puts his hand on my thigh, caressing it as weā€™re alone over there. I look at him, looking at the lake deeply. His soft hair moving with the air, his face even prettier than ever, flawless skin, and some red marks on his cheeks like he has just cried.Ā 
ā€œYou donā€™t seem that happyā€ he says, still looking at the lake.Ā 
ā€œI never look happyā€ I say, jokingly. Spending so much time with Jiwoo has started to affect me. But he doesnā€™t laugh. The silence makes me want to be sincere with him. Guess he has this effect on me. ā€œI donā€™t really like hereā€ He turns around to look at me, almost surprised at my words. Itā€™s a pretty and almost paradisiacal place. Why wouldnā€™t I like it? ā€œEverything I can think about when Iā€™m here is herā€¦ the last time I saw momā€Ā 
We stay silent for a few minutes, weirdly enjoying each otherā€™s company.Ā 
Then, he talks once again. ā€œI know you listenedā€ his husky voice should make me feel scared, however, his hands touching me so softly, his head against mine, his arm around me, his body warming me upā€¦ I canā€™t be scared even if he says he will kill me after that.Ā  And I wonder if that kind of scenes are the reason I love him so much even when he treats me so wrong most of the time. Maybe I donā€™t love him, maybe I just love the way he treats me so wrong, but sometimes, he acts like he loves me back.
I donā€™t try to deny it. He knows me well. The voice tone he used isnā€™t even doubtful. He knows I listened.
ā€œDonā€™t want to know why was she so mad?ā€ Weirdly, everytime he doesnā€™t use pet names, itā€™s just because heā€™s treating me well.Ā 
I look at him quietly. I find it a bit acted the way he fakes peace, like it doesnā€™t really bother him. His eyes a bit red, like his nose and cheeks.Ā 
ā€œShe found out Iā€™m fucking someoneā€ He flashes a bit more than usual. ā€œ, and scolded me for not using condomā€ His eyes shiny, and can feel like heā€™s being forced or something like that. However, I donā€™t say anything.
I never say anything.Ā 
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lolashifts Ā· 22 days ago
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DAY 4 OF SHIFTMAS 2024 ā† ā‹†āŗā‚Šā… .
āŒ— šŸ’. sledding ; what does a hang out with your friend group look like? where do you go? who is your friend group?
(answering for my teen fame dr)
psa: not using pictures here bc i couldnā€™t for the life of me find anyone who resembled them on pinterest and it got me frustrated lol
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for this dr specifically i scripted i'd be friends with the pjo cast (obviously) but i also scripted in my own friend group from school whom i adore very very much so i'm gonna write about them <3
note: i am currently doing online school because of the busy schedule i have. besides the percy jackson tv show premiere, i'd miss basically an entire semester since i'm filming the "how to train your dragon" live-action in ireland in a couple of months, therefore there are no other options for me. all this to say that i don't see my friends in school anymore but we all live in the same city so we still meet up very often!
i won't go into too much detail: my friend group consists of sadie, laurie, felix and will and this is what i can share - coming from my own script:
sadie ; incredibly taylor swift coded in the way she talks and expresses herself, she's a rep stan and a concert girlie! also loves drama, but likes to not be involved in it more and is obsessed with horror books and movies (her favorite is "us")
laurie ; that sweet, cottage core and hopeless romantic cutiepie who you'd want to hug and protect with your LIFE. she's an evemore girlie, adores palette colors and autumn and wants to study law in college + our friends say me and her are the pure souls of the group (itā€™s kinda cute iā€™ll give them that)
felix ; literally THEEE farkle minkus of our clique five !! he's on the robotics team, looks a little too much like james potter for his liking while being a remus kinnie and, in fact, despises candy but loves chocolate! also he's so chronically offline the only reason he even has social media is to keep up with us (lmao i promise he loves us)
will ; the greenest green flag to ever walk on the face of the earth + clueless adhd softie boy from the swim team everyone loves (he's such a sweetheart it's impossible not to really) and he's a reki from sk8 the infinity kinnie !!
we all usually meet at cafƩs to study all together or in parks to catch up. they always tell me the ultimate gossip from school and i in return share my experiences, stories from set and things that have been happening in my life. to be honest, though, i mostly try to avoid talking about my career to keep things as normal as possible. they all support me a lot and i love them for it but i don't want to make them feel weird around me because of it, if that makes sense?
anyway, i love all four of them so sm theyā€™re great people and i actually will get them to meet the cast at the pjo premiere !! thatā€™s gonna be fun, i canā€™t wait to see how the dynamic goes there šŸ˜­
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noowayybroo Ā· 2 years ago
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Bite shift (Part 3) (You people are insane + Ily)
I was so surprised that anyone enjoyed the first two parts of this fic! And it's with a heavy heart that I apologise to you for not knowing where to go with this AT ALL. I'll briefly summarise here and if it doesn't sound like what you want, ignore the post!
In this part, Leon is absolutely obsessed with the reader and CANNOT get the reader out of his head. He, unexpectedly, goes to find you in your home! You try threaten him, and get him to leave, but he kinda doesn't know what he wants n' refuses to leave.
Characters: GN!Vampire!Reader, (not so) Corrupt Cop!Leon Kennedy
Warnings: NSFW CUZ SEXUAL THEMES N BITING N BLOOD LOVELIES BE CAREFUL!!!, Blood, GN!Vampire!Reader, (He's not so corrupt cop anymore, he's kinda soft n good boy now) Kennedy . Vampires, biting, everything that goes with them, Reader is AGAIN GN for purpose of inclusivity! None of the reader's age, job title, gender or appearances described also. Brief seduction, Copy n pasted warnings etc (am lazy monke) There's a bit of hurt n comfort?? Like Leon goes insane and initially reader is scared of him but this is a super comfort fic they talk it out, cuddle, n reader gets another bite to eat :)
REALLY slow burn I think?? ++ You have the brief choice at the end to spare or kill Leon for good :flushed: it might be disturbing so if you see red and don't want to see him die, don't read on!!!
A day or two later, Officer Kennedy was discharged. A thorough examination having displayed no further symptoms. It was a concern that he'd contracted some kind of virus or infection, due to his 'hallucinations'.
I mean - who was going to listen to this man babble and rant about having been 'ambushed' and bitten by a vampire?
Nobody.
Nobody at all.
Anyway, he was ready and rearing to go.
Rearing to go and... avoid you... At all costs.
He continued his policing duties: driving down and monitoring highways, detaining criminals and traffic violators and helping rescue cats from trees. You know, rookie stuff (..as written by someone who has no knowledge on the matter.)
For the next few weeks, his life was as back to normal as it could be. The bite you'd left him had since scabbed and was healing, but the mental wound you'd dealt remained painfully fresh.
Everywhere he went, he saw you. Except he didn't, but he could have sworn he had. Or maybe, just maybe he had. He didn't know, and the more he thought about you, the worse and the weaker he felt. He wasn't trying to seek you out or anything. In fact, a large part of him wished he couldn't see you, ever again.
But he could. As he passed by streets of people, he saw your silhouette. He knew your figure, your shape. He knew perfectly the colours that painted your eyes, the style you chose to adorn yourself with - he vividly remembered the sound of your voice, the shade of your lips.
The shade of your lips, drenched in his blood.
Leon cringed at the thought. It was monstrous, disgusting, it was terrifying, but in a way it was right: He'd gotten himself 'entangled' with you when he tried to attack you, and you, quite frankly, showed him who was boss. And now, no matter how Leon twisted or turned it, no matter how he looked at the world around him, he kept seeing you.
He almost missed you. No, he couldn't, he wouldn't. You tried to kill him! But you didn't... You saved him.
Focus. Keep walking, Leon. You know what you saw, you're not insane, but now's not the time to think about-
Leon freezes. There you were, again, swimming in the sea of heads before him. He was on his way home from work, it being quite late in the evening, and among the vivid street-lights and shop-window haze, he could have sworn he'd seen you. Your height, your clothing. Your size, your figure. It all added up. This was wrong, this was terrifying. Kennedy's heart pounds in his chest, as if he hadn't seen 'you' four times already, in that same week.
Despite how foolish he was being, despite how dangerous it could be, he couldn't help but remain entranced as his legs brushed him swiftly through the hustle and bustle of rush-hour. His eyes were glued to his target as his body moved on instinct, using his hands to push through the crowd. He operated like some large predator, hunting unknowing prey, yet in this situation, you were the flame, and he was the moth.
Closer and closer he came to your form. Further, deeper into danger.
And then 'you' turn to almost face him.
He stumbles. He comes to a halt. Again, it was not you. Only a meter or so away from his mirage, he quickly turns back in the direction of his home, frustrated and humiliated. You were really intervening in his life like this. 'Showing up' at his place of work. Even during his free time, you hounded him. You'd stolen the keys to a room within his head, and he feared you'd never leave.
It wasn't just you now, though. Oh no. He trod with a newfound care through the swarms of commuters. He was even extra careful with his co-workers and the criminals he dealt with. Why? Well, no matter how they looked, be it the shade of their skin or the colour of their eyes. Nothing about their appearance or personality, or their voice or mannerisms could convince him that they weren't like you - a vengeful, blood-sucking creature. What if they were out to get him too? Had you sent them news of him?
Leon drowned in his thoughts as he stumbled home in the freshly falling rain. He felt sluggish, as though his flesh and muscle wore away beneath the falling tears, and promptly disappeared into the puddles which splashed beneath his feet. As he turned the corner to his street, he left the flow of people going about their lives, and made his way home to sulk over his own.
He felt miserable as he walked. Thinking of you seemed to draw this certain energy from him. It was as though each time, he felt this particular sense of fear or dread-filled adrenaline. He felt as though scraps of himself, of his confidence and of his willpower, were being washed down the drains beside him. He felt hopeless.
He also felt angry. He was angry that he'd tried what he had, but angry that you'd overpowered him so easily. He was angry that you'd gotten away, and that he'd lost you. He was slightly angry that you hadn't just finished the job.
But he was also pleased. He was pleased to be alive, pleased to have been taught an efficient lesson. He was pleased to have been saved from what could have been a horrible life.
He was stuck in a cycle of bittersweet emotions. He hated how grateful he was to you. And yet, he didn't even know you.
What he did know, he thought suddenly as he neared his home, was where you lived. And just like that, his feet stopped just by the walkway to your home.
You watch from the comfort of your sofa as a familiar figure comes to a halt on the pavement right outside your home. He's drenched, mind and body and he stands so, so still. He remains there against the barrage of the rain and winds, until his head rises to stare at your front door, bug-eyed.
To sum up your brain's patterns at this particular moment:
'Who is... oh my God, no-' You mouth to yourself in shock as you recognise the man outside your home. He was the officer who had violated you only a week or so ago, and now, he was outside your home.
You had a nasty feeling that how 'outside' he was was about to change as he slowly began to trail along the path towards your house. Racking your brains as to why he may be back, only one answer seemed to fit: revenge. That was it, he wanted revenge on you. He was going to attack you, and he knew what you were and how to do it. He didn't strike you as an idiot. He'd probably brought backup.
Hide. You had to hide.
You slid from your couch to the floor, hoping he wouldn't notice any movement through your blinds, before stalking off to hide within your own home, as if you were the trespasser. You take a position in one of the rooms within your main hallway, somewhere you can see the door, but where it's not easy to see you. You might have to ambush him, and anybody else he's brought.
In a way, it was like dealing with a bug or spider, and many of you may relate to this. Of course, there are some of you out there who just kill the bug, no big deal, no second thoughts. But for some, you're in a difficult position where you'd like to get rid of the bug and get it away from you... without hurting or interacting with it at all, really. And that's where you stood with Officer Kennedy. You had no intention of killing him, and feared this interaction may force your hand. So, how would you get rid of him... without either of you getting hurt?
'Knock. Knock.'
Bony knuckles tap your door. The sound seems timid, yet pronounced. He wants to be heard. You watch the dark shadow of his tall figure as it towers over the window on your door. You weren't scared of him, you just wanted to avoid conflict, right? And how better to do that, you thought, than just pretending you're not home.
You're not there.
"...Hello?" Leon's shadow grows larger as he leans into your door, seemingly trying to look or listen through the glass to see if anybody's in. He bends down to open your letter-flap, and peers in nosily before continuing "...Anyone home?"
You. You were home, but you didn't want him to know that. You remain silent, staring at the wall in front of you as you listened to his words. He sounded hesitant and shy, but also hopeful. He seemed to really want to see you.
You wonder if it would be so bad to invite him in, maybe to have a word with him. He seemed nervous and weak, and now you'd thought about it, you didn't even see him arrive in a car. He probably hadn't brought anybody. You hear the noises from outside quickly silence as he allows your door flap to close once more, entirely dejected. You share a sigh with him as he steps away from the door, disgruntled at his own foolishness. You, on the other hand, are relieved. You're glad he's given up-
"I just wanted to talk", his muffled voice sounds through your door, apprehensive. Some feeling of shame gnaws at you. You barely have any impression of him, and despite it possibly being an act, he seemed so much more respectful and destitute than the last time you'd spoken. You slowly approach the door, feeling heavy and sluggish, as though you'd regret it.
"Are you alone?" You probe, cautious yet firm. His shadow freezes mid-back-away, and you can just about see his wide eyes through the rippled glass.
"I... am... I'm alone..." He seems unsure if he could even hear you, or if he was truly insane. There's a long silence as he stands outside obediently, patiently, whilst his clothes are soaked through amidst the downpour. Well. The jig was up now, he knew you were home. You padded slowly to the door, latching the chain on the door so it could only open a little. That little was enough to take in his appearance.
The officer was disheartened, and innocent looking, like a lost puppy. His soft blues occasionally made contact with your own, glancing up at you, down at the ground and then back up at you. He appeared tired, physically and mentally, silver mane glued to his face by the rain that dripped from each tussle and lock. He was timid, fiddling with the button on his flashlight, and something in the twitch of his lips indicated that he felt as sorry as you did.
"Promise you're alone?" As soon as Kennedy nods, you close the door to unhook the latch and let him in. He's bashful, looking at you to make sure it's ok, and once he's inside and the door is shut behind him, he just stands there, watching you. He looks fearful, but also vacant. He seems to have no idea what to do or say. Meanwhile, you knew what to do with him.
First things first, as it were. You gently reach forward and remove his sopping coat, hanging it on your door to drip dry. He remains still, unmoving as you remove his hat, his new, replacement hand cuffs, his gun and his radio, placing them behind you, just out of his reach. He seems entirely tranquil as his view follows each of your movements, voiding him of the instruments he'd need to survive you.
He doesn't speak, he barely moves. Mostly, he sways back and forth a little, weakly, lost in either deep or no thought as his eyes flicker and his lips twitch.
To put it lightly, Leon looked as though he'd lost a water-gun fight, badly, to about a hundred kids. His clothes and shoes were soaked right through, and he continued to drip.
"Why are you here?" You break the silence, dragging Leon's eyes to your face at speed. He blinks a few times, as if he'd just been dazed by some bright light, before opening his mouth to speak.
"I... don't know." His voice is soft, timid, as though he feared speaking might prompt you to attack him.
"You don't know??" You almost feel annoyed. Could he be lying now? Instead of admitting that he'd come to kill you or get revenge? You eye him, watching him shiver under your glare. He flinches at your words, and swallows hard. "What do you mean: you 'don't know'?" You pry further, before regretting your words as his eyes narrow and he shies further away.
"I just... I just wanted to see you again", his voice cuts through a particularly bitter silence, just as you were thinking of apologising. He seems to be thinking hard about his next words, about his next move. He's planning carefully. He can't attack you, but he's ready to try and run if need be. "If you want me to leave, I can do that." His voice, a gentle whisper, lulls you into a sense of pity.
You can't help but feel bad for him. It was clear he was scared, intimidated. Was he being truthful? Had you charmed him in some way, and he just couldn't resist you? You knew it was possible, it's a feeding instinct to charm your prey so that they'll return for you to finish the job, but you didn't remember doing that to Leon.
"No. Look - just wait there." You ease him, watching him to get a sense for whether he'll obey. You rush to your room to find him something warm and cosy. A hoodie? some sweatpants? They'll do nicely.
You head back to him, realising that he hasn't moved an inch, not to retrieve his gun, not to do anything. Still squinting, he turns to face you. That's when you realise he's not only squinting out of fear. As a nocturnal creature, you can see in the dark. He, however, can not. You get used to living in the dark, saves on the bills, and it hadn't crossed your mind at all that he had not gotten used to that.
You quickly go to turn the hallway light on, causing him to screw his eyes shut momentarily. When he opens them again, they focus on you, and then flutter down to the clothing you hold out to him. Hesitantly, he takes them. You offer him an empathetic smile, "Leon, you're going to have to use your words... It's alright, I won't bite." Your eyes meet and he smiles, grateful. You can't resist teasing him as he lets out a small relieved sigh "...yet." He tenses in response.
You turn, hiding your mischievous smile as you lead him to your bathroom. You tell him he can get changed there, and that he can just leave his clothes in the shower where it's alright if they drip for now. He nods gratefully, and, a while later, joins you on your couch, wearing your clothes. His hair is still damp and you have to tell him he can sit before he does so, but overall, he looks more ready to speak. In fact, he looks as though he's about to speak, and as though you can't stop him.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I did to you." He admits quickly, his voice hoarse and weak, "It was wrong. it was so wrong. Since then I- I can't get you out of my head. You're everywhere I look. Even now, I..." He trails off, voice wavering in desperation as his hands raise slowly towards you. "I can't believe-" he breathes, cut short as you gently take his hands in yours. He stares, eyes and mouth wide, petrified.
That was it, you'd been right. You must have charmed him in some way- of course he'd run right back to you. He might even be obsessed with you.
You could tell it wasn't just you he was afraid of. He must have felt like a prisoner in his own mind, he must have been suffering. You watch him, pitying as you slowly lower his hands to rest between the two of you, squeezing them reassuringly. His mouth closes and he swallows hard again. He nips his bottom lip once, anxiously.
"It's ok", you soothe, drawing his attention back to your words as he begins to breathe more slowly again "I understand, and you've learnt your lesson, right?" You ask, ducking your head slightly to look into his eyes. He nods eagerly in response before listening carefully to your next words, "I know you didn't have much of a reason, for coming back... you just wanted to. In all honesty, I think I charmed you. It's... something we do-" You're surprised to be cut off as Leon shakes his head quickly, protesting.
"No.. I don't think you did." he rasps.
"Sure I did, otherwise you wouldn't have come back, or kept seeing me"
"No. I had reasons to see you again. There was just a lot of them, and some of them didn't go together and I got confused, but I think I know now why I'm here." Words spilled from the officer's mouth as he tried his best to explain everything. Struggling, he didn't even know what he was trying to explain. Feeling sorry, again, you try and calm him. You give his hands another squeeze, and obediently, he falls silent. He watches, expectant.
"It's ok. You're not gonna die anytime soon or anything. We've got ages, just tell me what's on your mind, and we'll figure it out." You try and sound as genuine and sympathetic as possible, calming him. He takes a few shuddery breathes before continuing:
"I was really scared, at first. I thought I was gonna die..." He stares past you, deep in thought "And then I was angry." You flinch at his words, did that mean he wanted revenge now, after all? "But wait, I'm not angry anymore." He continues, seeing your change of face, "Really, I'm grateful. You could have killed me but you didn't... It's just like... I must have been.. about as scared as you were." He looks away for a bit, "Or as scared as you would have been, if you were human..."
There's a long quiet. All you can hear is the anxious shaking of Leon's leg, and his soft, quick breathing. He seems to be still piecing things together in his head. All you can do for now is listen- listen and wonder if he were actually under some kind of spell or not.
"This might sound crazy... But I think I believe in Karma now. I think you just... gave me what I deserved", his blue eyes meet yours, gleaming with some sort of hope, or excitement, "You stopped me from doing something... well, you stopped me going further and you taught me to never ever do it again. I'm not mad at you, I'm grateful, I wanted to find you to thank you-"
"I was gonna kill you, you know..." you cut him off unceremoniously, feeling the need to come clean before he continued worshipping you as some kind of saint. He stares forward, listening as you continue, "But I couldn't. I didn't want to."
"I thought so-", he surprises you, "You probably should have. That's why I came back!" He declares proudly, looking at you like a dog that's retrieved a stick.
"What?"
"Well.. I kept wondering why you didn't finish me off, and like, I kept seeing you, I felt like I was going insane, so not only did I want to thank you but I wanted to say... you know... if you wanna... finish me off, make sure I don't tell anybody, that kinda thing..."
If you squinted, really really hard, you could see a faint reddening on his cheeks and nose. The offer was certainly tempting, but you still really didn't want to kill him. You didn't want to let him make you hungry, but the subject was just too enticing.
"You want me... to bite you again?" Your eyebrow raises and your mouth hangs open in shock.
"Well look, here's the thing", he interjects, "I also wanted to ask if I was hallucinating.. Are you real?? Did you actually like, change and bite me?" his expression morphs into one of wonder. It seems as though he's decided he's probably going to die today, and having made perfect peace with that, he's decided to tick off his bucket list of admissions and and curiosities.
"It's true... You saw what you saw. Don't worry, we're kinda rare." His eyes widen in amazement as you speak, even more so as you mention being scarce. Maybe he's relieved that the world isn't as dangerous as he thought? No.
"I got lucky then..." he breathes, "Running into you..." Really, you're amazed by his positivity. He did seem so grateful that you, in a way, saved his soul. He would never be a perfect man, sure, but he was much closer to it now. Besides, who were you to judge?
You sit and speak with the officer for a while, comparing your lives, your jobs. You couldn't help but feel for him. Deep down below that one questionable choice he'd made, he was inquisitive and kind. He was also cute, and charming. The longer you spoke, the more you remembered that night. Your mind skimmed over the way he felt in your arms, the way he held you as you drunk from him. You thought again about how he tasted, how obedient he was...
You shake your head franticly having zoned out half way through a conversation about something or other, you didn't know anymore. He seemed confused, looking at you, wondering what it was you disagreed with.
He had no idea that what you were trying to disagree with was how much you wanted to sink your teeth into his flesh again. You wanted to taste him again. That offer of 'finishing him off' was starting to sound formidably good-
Suddenly, you stand. "It's been lovely speaking with you, but I think you should leave", you say firmly, looking at him. His expression instantly shifts to one of fear and sorrow, worried he'd upset you somehow. He stands too, to be polite.
"Why? What's wrong?" his voice is whiny and cautious again, shamefully, it catered perfectly to your predatory instincts. You stumble over a reason to give him, becoming more desperate as his change of manner has you falling more for him.
"I just think it's getting late... and you need to get home."
"Wh- I'm a grown man! I'm an officer! I can look after myself!" he pleads, pouting cutely. Not good, not good at all. Becoming a little more desperate, you argue back, hissing at him.
"We both know that's not true! Go on! Get home, it's late!" You repeat, striding towards him, flailing your arms in an attempt to spook him as you back him towards the door. You're not sure what physical changes occur unknowingly in your hungry stupor, but something seems to indeed freak him. He presses himself up against the door, too afraid to take his eyes off of you to open it and run.
"P-Please calm down!" He begs, "What did I do? Wh-" he doesn't even look at his weapons which are once again out of reach, but his sudden reluctance to be attacked by you confirms one thing: So much for 'finish me off, I want to die, I've come to say sorry' you sulk in your head. Really, you were grateful - it'd help you NOT eat him, and once you'd let him run away, he surely wouldn't come back... and that's what you wanted, right?
So why now, were you pressed against him, baring your fangs and staring into his frightened eyes? You were going crazy. You could feel his flustered heat on you. In truth, you'd missed him so much too: his scent, his taste. You missed his whimpers, his voice, his little breaths. And now, now, you were just going to let him get away???
Part of you certainly didn't think so.
You tried desperately to rationalise this. It was bad. He was scared. You should let him go before it's too late -
He grips your arms gently, stirring your thoughts. He's neither pushing you away, nor pulling you somehow closer to him. He's just holding onto you. It was too late. Your attention is drawn entirely to his earlier words: 'how he said you could have him. He'd missed you, he wanted you to have him. You were doing the right thing.'
You couldn't help yourself as you watched him. You could almost hear the apprehension and panic flowing through him. You could see the twitch in his veins. You saw how the lump in his throat bobbed as he swallowed hard, dread devouring him. And yet, why didn't he run? Why wasn't he gone? Why hadn't he shot you?
You freeze, remembering, ironically, just how mortal you were.
"...Why aren't you running?" You mumble, barely able to get the words out for fear that as soon as your mouth opens, your fangs will find resort in his neck.
You step back and close your eyes as he lets go of you. Taking a deep breath, you do your best to sooth any murderous tendencies infecting you. It's difficult, but eventually, you feel a little more tranquil. A little less hungry. It helped not being able to see his sweet face, his scared eyes. So innocent, so-
Stop thinking about it.
Stop.
Opening your eyes, your first move is to lean right past him and open the door, pulling him out of the way so you can leave it wide open. Your eyes meet his, which hadn't left you at all the whole time. "Go on. Get out." You say, weakly. He looked hurt, and you started to feel bad. He probably had no idea what you were thinking, why you were so desperate for him to leave "I'm sorry- I just think it's best if you go now..."
You're a wolf, watching a sheep, doing your best to not leap and devour. He's a small, foolish sheep who does nothing but stand in front of you... And stare at you, with large doe-eyes. He might as well have been serving himself up on a platter as he stood there, timid, swallowing again. His fists were clenched by his side, and his face unreadable. You swore to yourself that if he didn't get out of that door in 5 seconds-
Gradually, he reaches backward, placing one hand on the door. Eyes locked in yours, he pushes it closed.
He's sealed his own fate.
You can't help yourself. This was the final straw, he had to want it. He had to want you to bite him. You'd given him plenty chance to get away. The look in his heavy-lidded eyes shows he knows exactly what's coming as you launch towards him. You wrap one arm around his waist, the other cups the back of his head to hold him still as you dig your fangs into him again.
He lets out a hiss of pain, which slowly melts into one of satisfaction as his strong arms rise to hug your torso, pulling you close to him. You're lost in the taste of thick iron as it spills from his throat. Unable to waste a drop, you're licking, slurping and sucking with animosity as he gently picks you up, slowly walking you back to your couch. You're in such a greedy daze that you barely notice his soft groan as he topples down onto the sofa with you on his lap, hugging you tightly as you drink.
"Thank you... for this" he grunts, burying his face into your neck lovingly, letting out a whine each time you suck particularly hard. He seemed to taste even better than last time, so fresh, so sweet. Maybe because he was willing. That was right, you couldn't believe that he'd given himself to you. The thought makes you feel warm inside, tingly and soft as you pull away for a while to trail messy kisses up his neck and jaw, licking him, teasing with your fangs softly before continuing to drink. He shivers, he groans and he tightens his grip on you.
You stay like that for a while, getting comfortable enough to straddle his lap as you drink from him. You ruffle his hair appreciatively and run your hands up and down him as you drink, overcome with giddiness and joy. This could get addictive, you think, but was it addictive enough to keep him around?
Listen, this fic is going so badly, but I think you, for reading it and putting up with it, have a right to decide just how evil you want to be, and so, are you going to kill Leon? Or are you gonna keep him around? :)
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He was just too sweet to lose. Besides, you thought, trying to stay just a bit evil, think of the power couple you could be! Think of the criminals he could bring you to eat! You giggle a little at the thought, causing the officer to pull away slightly. He stares into your eyes, displaying nothing but curious enamour. You shake your head at him and nuzzle back into his neck, and he relaxes back into you. He lazily tilts his head to the side, giving you easier access to him.
Each time your mouth or tongue connects with his neck, he lets out a soft sigh or shudder, and relaxes further into you. After while, he lifts and props up his legs, prompting you to fall into him and lay there. He's flirty and sweet even when you're feeding on him, killing him, and you can't help but be overcome by giddiness and affection as you near your fill.
You begin to lick at his neck, firmly, applying pressure until his wound finally closes a long while later. The whole time, he still embraces you tightly, snuggling into you affectionately. He probably has no idea whether he's about to live or die still, and yet, he remains loyal and caring, comforting you as if you're the intimidated one here.
You're drunk on his blood, shrouded in his scent and warmth, and quite frankly, you don't feel like moving at all. Instead, you curl up to him, lazily kissing his neck a few more times before balling yourself. His arms envelop you completely. He places a long, chaste kiss on the crown of your head, and like that, you fall asleep.
You wake up the next morning to your alarm.
Ughhh...
Time for work, again.
And like that, Leon was gone, again.
He desperately longed to see you again.
...Again.
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Leon wasn't a good man, and he certainly didn't deserve to be saved as such. Charm or no charm, he'd sealed his fate by coming back, and he'd further sealed it by staying. You bore your sharpened teeth further into his neck, delighting as his life flows faster and faster from him, bubbling and oozing down his neck and shoulder, faster than you can keep up. Maybe you'd been a bit greedy, admittedly.
He groans again in pain, and a glance at his face shows an expression of empty fear as he meekly comes to terms with his fate. He knows the end is near, for good this time. He's finally been saved, cleansed. All of the bad he's done is sure to be gone now, put to rest alongside him. Leon feels himself becoming weak, reaching upwards, he delicately hooks his hands onto your shoulders so he can keep you within his embrace in his last moments.
His breath becomes raspy as he wheezes into your ear, doing his best to remain quiet and patient. Silent tears fall from his eyes, and in his last moments of consciousness, he mumbles over and over "thank you... thank... thank you..."
What a way to go, you ponder darkly, as the flow of blood beings to slow down, bemusing you. A rookie, new on the job, full of life. He had the whole world ahead of him: money to make, lives to save, places to see, people to meet... Walked home one day in the rain, never to be seen again.
The clean up was... mundane, but it was well worth it.
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Hi!!! I want to apologise for this fic! It took a long time to get out, I suffered severe writer's block! Honestly I spent days on this puppy, and maybe it isn't even that good of a fic, I feel like I'm losing my knack for writing already! Thanks for the support and I'm sorry if it didn't go the way you wanted it to go! I added two choices, just incase! But I'm sorry again that the choice where you uhmmm send Leon on a one way trip to the afterlife is pretty short, it's not something I love writing about!!!! Also I don't really know how it works???
So sorry this fic sucked but PLEASE if you want something my asks and dms are SO open (I think>???) n we can talk properly about what you want there!!
again i'm so sorry about this I can't :skull:
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director-yomi-hellsmile Ā· 17 days ago
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what r u most excited to see out of the next warriors book question mark emoji
Heh, well, (this also extends towards what I want to see in the arc as a whole, as TEQ is the first book of arc 9 and for the love of god can there please be some meaningful change ever after an arc ends that'd be great)
1. That one territory change tease everyone's talking about
I. Don't like the lake territories. If they're gonna move (and it's. Heavily implied they will (then again the books do have a track record in underwhelming and dissapointing everyone in increasingly ridiculous ways)) because the uhhhh I dunno moonpool is dying or whatever I honestly don't care for the reason as long as they can fucking move already
Originally, the Clans resided in the so-called forest territories, during the first arc, half of the second arc, and every single prequel. The second arc involved it getting destroyed, and the Clans had to Move and that's how they arrived at the lake territories. "Wait but doesn't that mean they're gonna reuse this same plot the second time why does anyone want this" because the lake territories kinda suck lol
Like. I liked the forest territories they worked well. Ok hold on look at this thing
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Color coded all Clan territories, everything else is either a communal/sacred/unclaimed ground. Can you notice something about it. All the Clan's borders touch somewhat, they all are next to and have access to each other and can just walk anywhere.
RiverClan's and WindClan's borders touch even if they are separated by a river, RiverClan can always just swim through it so they can attack them like they did many times then. WindClan and ShadowClan are separated by a road but can just pass it and duke it out on either side, they are explicitly said to be enemies for an extremely long time. ShadowClan and ThunderClan, again, are separated by a road, but ThunderClan can literally walk over it and ShadowClan has a whole secret passage below it which is how they've been assaulting each other so efficiently. ThunderClan and RiverClan have history going to war with each other over those rocks which they both can easily access just like the rest of their borders, TC cats don't even have to swim through the river they even got a convenient little bridge nearby. ThunderClan also shares a border with WindClan, they can easily just step over it to either aid or fight them. ShadowClan and RiverClan look like they might not be able to access each other, which yeah it is a bit harder which is why I think it's been noted they aren't as hostile with each other, however, again, all they have to do in order to be able to access them is to 1) walk over the road 2) walk through fourtrees in either order and that's literally what happens. First ShadowClan hunted in their river that way, and then they literally united to form TigerClan.
Like. All of them can interact with minimal problem. There is no physical barrier that's actually separating them aside from the law.
Not to mention that it just. Feels like a place that exists and has history. Biggest example being the sunningrocks, which ThunderClan and RiverClan both fought over, it's so disputed even the fandom is arguing over who it actually belongs to. There's the owl tree, the great sycamore, snakerocks, sandy hollow, tallpines, that are distinct pieces of TC territory even without any fights happening there. (I. Actually got no idea whether the books say the treecut place is TC territory or part of the twolegplace). ShadowClan has the carrionplace and the burnt sycamore, WindClan has the outlook rock and the gorge on the border with RiverClan, which has an island, a barn nearby, stepping stones, probably something else I forgot. Red marker is like, notable areas where battles took place I kinda forgor for this one also there were some missing from the wiki I feel like there's not enough of them there sowwy
Basically there are Places. I know, that's fucking huge right,
Ok now let's see. The lake territories.
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(i hate this new map artstyle i cant fuckibg see anything)
Did you notice anything. Is it perhaps. The huge fucking lake in the middle .
Okay I will refrain from talking about the Huge Fucking Lake In The Middle yet. First, the borders are fucking confusing and literally change and switch around in supplementary material set inbetween the arcs. I do not know how much territory SkyClan has the only thing we know about it is that their camp is inbetween ShC and TC borders. It used to be more comprehensible to me because actually at first they were positioned directly in-between ShC and TC however one arc they just randomly fucking changed locations with no explanation aside from a paragraph saying FIND OUT WHY SKYCLAN MOVED THE FUCKING CAMP IN OUR NEW SUPPLEMENTARY MATERIAL SUPER EDITION COMING OUT NEXT YEAR I fucking hate it here also that book sucked balls
The borders are hardly defined and RiverClan cats randomly teleport in ThunderClan territory despite the fact that in order to access it, the shortest possible path - which STILL would be ridiculously long for these cats to just walk continuously - they could take is to walk the whole way across ShadowClan territory first, because of THE HUGE FUCKING LAKE IN THE MIDDLE
Fuck the lake I am the lake's biggest hater. I hate that fuckass body of water. So you know how all of the Clans could easily interact back at the forest territories??? Well too bad because now that's been thrown out the window thanks to the Huge Fucking Lake In The Middle blocking off literally all of them .
Prior to the arrival of SkyClan, the Clans now only had two neighbors whose territory they could access as opposed to back in the forest territories they had three, aka all of the remaining ones. ThunderClan and RiverClan literally cannot interact anymore. ShadowClan and WindClan are blocked off from each other completely. Because of the Huge Fucking Lake In The Middle that makes it impossible now.
It also doesn't fucking make sense for convenience's sake regarding the main two communal grounds, the holy place aka moonpool, and the gathering area aka the island. In order to access the island and go to the gathering every month, literally every single Clan besides RiverClan has to go through a whole fucking life-changing journey that also requires them to walk directly through RiverClan in order to get to the fucking island, rip to ThunderClan I guess but they just have to walk over the entire half of This Huge Fucking Lake In The Middle every time they want to go to a gathering that's just never overly elaborated on. Oh and the moonpool. Only ThunderClan and WindClan have easy access to it, if you are from literally any other Clan you're gonna have to walk through BOTH TC's/WC's entire fucking territory and half of the entire Huge Fucking Lake That's In The Middle. And the medcats have to do this shit TWICE a month. It's also never elaborated on much either because why the fuck
Of course, the Huge Fucking Lake In The Middle massively limits the amount of fights that these "warrior" cats can get into because now they can apparently only have conflict with two Clans at a time. So, where are the current lake territory then? Nowhere apparently.
There are.... No disputed areas like sunningrocks anymore. I mean, the clearing could be kind of considered one, but also not really, because they fought over it literally Once and then never again also it was originally just gifted to ShC by TC. ThunderClan and WindClan used to fight a lot at first, but it's mostly because Onestar was mad at them, and not because they wanted any particular land from each other.
There were some notable fights though! And literally all of them except for one involved ThunderClan. Well there was the aforementioned one (1) ShadowClan-ThunderClan battle at the clearing. There was also a ThunderClan-WindClan by the tunnels on TC territory. There was also a....... *squints* an all four-Clan wide battle on ThunderClan territory? What the fuck did Onestar pay RiverClan in to make them walk all the. Nevermind. Whatever I'm fine I'm fine.
Warrior cats from the books called "Warriors" known as the books where cats fucking fight, don't even fight each other like they used to. Back in my time they were all dying in wars every week now they think that war is "bad" now apparently and will not do it anymore. Because of woke
The lake territories are also just............ Boring. Like, in the original forest territories I could list so many of their landmarks meanwhile the lake is just completely devoid of any of that. The only thing that belongs to any Clan that I remember being even remotely interesting and relevant at all were the tunnels under ThunderClan and WindClan, and we don't see them any more since the fourth arc ended. Oh and there's also the abandoned twoleg den in TC that Jayfeather uses as a garden to grow his little weed in. And uhhh.... That's it that's literally it nothing else matters I can't fucking rember
It's legitimately such a downgrade from the forest territories. Everyone in the fandom pretty much prefers the forest territories because shit fucking happened in them. So yeah I'm fine if they reuse the moving plot in this one. I want them to go settle in some new hopefully more interesting and easily accessible by all Clans place please can we do that. Can we just start over. Throw out the whole lake please . Also the whole moving plot would also be good because then during the journey all the Clans would be forced to interact with each other more lmao
2. Possible mass death event that's kinda teased by the Mystery Sickness
These cats need to die and if not in war then during the PLAGUES
I cheered and clapped when the SkyClan cats started getting terribly sick and it was revealed that shit was contagious when I was reading the preview. Yessss babes go spread that shit around!!!! Especially to ThunderClan!!!!!! Kill everybody!!!!
The Clans (ESPECIALLY THUNDERCLAN) are fucking overpopulated with background nobodies that just take up space in the allegiances. Hold on let me bring out the numbers.
In the first book of the first arc, and the first one in the series, ThunderClan had 31 cats, counting Rosetail and the unnamed kits. Pretty reasonable size for a Clan I'd say.
In the first book of the third arc, ThunderClan now had 34 cats. Most of them got some reasonable amounts of focus during the story so at no point did I feel like anyone was really "taking up space". The Clans in total then, all had 79 cats combined, going off of the allegiances list.
Currently? ThunderClan has 52 cats. That's a fucking LOT. And half of them have no relevance whatsoever and only exist to just Be there in the background.
RiverClan has 24 cats. WindClan has 30 cats. ShadowClan has 36 cats. SkyClan has 38 cats.
Combined? That's 180 motherfucking cats.
Please literally kill of at LEAST a half of them I'm begging yall. The cast is too fucking big and literally no one is getting any development or relevance or relationships because of that unless they're the main character. Warrior cats don't die like they used to anymore .
3. Ok now besides really wanting people to fight and die I also uhhh. Moonpaw [ominous sound cue]
I think everyone has been made aware of my month long Moonpawposting by now lmao
I want to see what they'll do with her and her funky headmate even if I know it probably won't be pretty if we're going off of the blurb and their track record, I'm just sitting there by the highway with my popcorn ready waiting for a car crash to happen. She's become somewhat of a blorbo to me even if I knew her for one chapter from the preview
Like. So much can go wrong. They're probably gonna fuck her up real hard and also I kinda care more about The Voice than her. Sorry I think her headmate is just so silly and has like, 2x more personality than her. Sorry Moonpaw. And while I don't trust the writers on this one I gotta say that the fandom so far has been WAY nastier about her + her chimerism than the actual books themselves. Like I'm passionate about Moonpaw like. I did write all these posts in my Moonpaw fueled rage
But yeah I. Wanna witness the the Moonpaw :3
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look-mom-percys-on-the-tv Ā· 1 year ago
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Ep 5 reactions
spoilers beneath the cut for s1e5 and minor spoilers for most of the books, but I censored the traitor's name. mostly positive tone.
ANNABETH SAW THE FUCKING FATES
"Im the last one to realize this aren't I" A LITTLE BIT
I love Percy admitting there he was really ONLY in it for Sally. Poseidon does ONE good thing and all of a sudden it's "wait I think the conspiracy to start war betten the gods is... important?" SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU MEET REASONABLE PARENTING EXPECTATIONS? A certain god could be taking notes, specifically the patent of [REDACTED]
go off Percy with the emotional intelligence. A for effort
and an A PLUS to Annabeth for the sharing important info and being vulnerable.
I see that coat covering the bike seat. there's human skin on that thing, isn't there?
LIVING the portrayal of Ares as man-baby who starts twitter fights. average maturity level of anyone who likes war.
"there's no fear in you, is there?" STAWPPP
THEY KEPT THE MANHUNT PLOTšŸŽ‰šŸŽ‰šŸŽ‰šŸŽ‰ also the Gabe is Gabe-ing. Manipulate mansplain manwhore on the most literal level. except disney probably cut the womanizer bit.
the whole "Im immature as shit but my threats are real, I hold all the cards" THE GOD OF WAR IS GODOFWAR-ING
"can I walk them to the door" IS HE GONNA RUN FOR IT? they're really letting Grover miss out on this quest, huh? I mean I guess it makes sense. PLUS it means more Grover-exclusive scenes! MY BOYY
that's a lie. there HAVE to be corny movie nights at camp, right?
ALSO botl movie date, anyone?šŸ‘€šŸ‘€šŸ‘€šŸ‘€
is that? a JOKE I HEAR??? poking fun at Percy? a little. Genuine? ALSO TRUE. If you told me that "amusing" line was Liften from the book and I've just forgotten about it all five million times I read it, I WOULD BELIEVE YOU
Annabeth who complimented Circe's loom when Percy got cursedšŸ¤ Annabeth who complimented Hepheastus when Percy got trapped
the way she says push before telling him what it isšŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
WE'VE MET BEFORE. I'M 24. A FAN!? GROVER WHAT ARE YOU PLAYING AT
songs about feelings that was PERSONAL
*insert Coach Hedge talking about nature*
Annabeth asking what Ares need the kids for if he wants the bolt/thinks their quest means nothingšŸ¤ Grover gaslight girlbossing : doing detective work under Percy's nose
OOOH good detail with Percy being caught up with all the "3000 year-old goss" because HIS MOTHER TOLD HIM hi sally i fuckign love u
"don't even try to tell me not to be weird about this" we love an honest queen. While I kinda miss book Annabeth being a bit stompy and whiny at this part, I do think that the show version suits its own characterization of Annabeth, saying whatever she thinks needs to be said.
this whole show, I've been able to see everything. episode five DO NOT be the one to let me down! PLEASE!
THE SONG omg i wasnt expecting that. miraculous movie flashbacks fr.
W CONVO. DOUBLEYOU CONVO. nothing to add. perfection.
Also. don't shoot but the song choice unironically fits Hephaestus's story.
SWIMMING
is that a giant gold naked statue of Hera? to taunt them for cheating on him? hypocrite.
"they like to ignore what doesn't fit their narrative" [REDACTED] APOLOGISTS TAKE NOTES.
also, SMOOTH AF
okay there's no way Annabeth doesn't know that story. there's ONE way to take a god's power and she doesn't know it? at least let them tell it in tandem! a little "Yeah I recognize the chair, what of it?" THEN let the touchy-feely boy present the bargain. AT LEAST.
SHE'S NOT LEAVING WITHOUT HIM
"do you need some help?" "FUCK OFF" that's Annabeth
in the one hand, I am not a fan of depriving Annabeth of her super wisdom hero moment. on the other hand, placing responsibility to fix things on the perpetrators instead of those kids from Season ONE queen shit, and showing people can change. slay, but PLEASE let Annabeth do some more puzzle shit!
THE SHIELD LOOKS SO BIG IN HER HANDS
THESE FUCKIGN TWELMVE YEAR OLDS
OH so [REDACTED] and Ares conspired to make sure the trio never makes it there, not just using the magic things that activate at a certain place, but also by DIRECTING THEM TO THE TIME FREEZE ON PURPOSE
TO SUMMON WHAT
that interaction. SO THEM
YOU KNOW WHO WHATTED THE WHAT
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blondchameleon Ā· 7 months ago
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šŸŽµ Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby and I'm a monster on the hill. Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city. Pierced through the heart, but never killed šŸŽ¶ (anti-hero by taylor swift plays automatically when you go on sam's blog)
LIMA LOSER? OR IS THAT SAM EVANS? THEY MIGHT EVEN PASS FOR NICHOLASĀ  GALITZINE IN THE RIGHT LIGHT. THEY'RE TWENTY-ONE, BUT STILL STUCK IN LIMA AT MCKINLEY. THEY'VE BEEN CALLED THE CROWD PLEASURE, BUT PREFER TO BE THE NEXT BIG THING. MAYBE IF THEY FIX THEIR AESTHETIC AKA LONG NIGHTS SPENT UNDER THE STARS ON A BLANKET IN THE BACK OF A PICK UP, UNDER THE BRIGHT NEON LIGHTS WITH A CAMERA ROLLING TO A SLOW SMOOTH SOUNDTRACK, AND LONG DISTANT CALLS HOME TO A DEEPLY MISSED FAMILY THEY'LL GET THEIR WAY. WORD ON THE SHOW CHOIR BLOGS ARE THEY'RE IN NEW DIRECTIONS. SO GOOD LUCK TO THEM!
THE BASICS:
name: samuel jessica evans.Ā 
nicknames: sammy, white chocolate, trouty mouth, blond chameleon or captain trouty.Ā 
pronouns: he/him.
gender: cismale.
birthday/zodiac: may 21, gemini.
birthplace: knoxville, tn!
relationship status: single.
sexuality: pansexual, like deadpool.
occupation: ā€œaccountantā€ and part time exotic dancer, also an ex-model. you might've seen my junk looking as big as a car on the side of a bus in new york a couple of years ago.
sports/clubs: art club, astronomy club, digital media club, drama club, fight club, film club, gay-straight alliance, god squad, improv club,Ā painting club, photography club. i'm also on the football team, go titans! and the swim and synchronized swim teams.
major/minor:Ā digital media and visual communications!
languages: english, ASL, na'vi, very poor spanish.
social media handles: blondchameleon everywhere and uh, ifykyk about my other ones.
PHYSICAL APPEARANCE:
height:Ā 6'0''.
build:Ā athletic??? and my abs can cut glass, absolutely ab-ulous!
eye color:Ā Ā hazel.
hair color:Ā blond and i don't dye it.
piercings:Ā oh man, i got my nipples, tongue and ears pierced... but like, think teddy altman from marvel not grey's anatomy. but also specifically in his earth-616 era.
tattoos:Ā Ā i have a firefly quote on my forearm, i'm fine on my inner elbow, i'm just starting a sleeve of comics and anime panels on my right arm and left leg, respectively.
other distinguishing features:Ā  i got some birthmarks on my face?
style:Ā homeless man, 12 year old boy, and a hooker!
PERSONALITY/INTERESTS:
traits: pretty much anything that fits a hufflepuff, so like loyal and creative, optimistic and i think i'm pretty funny and charming! i uh, might also be kinda stubborn and impulsive, according to my therapist.
likes: space, comic books, anime, chapstick, mountain dew and cool ranch doritos, avatar, star wars, lord of the rings, you know that kinda stuff.
dislikes: rude people (but i ain't hannibal okay), onions, pickles, losing, politics, math.
fears: being homless again or losing my friends and family.
skills: i can play the guitar and i can hold my breath for like five minutes underwater. i can fit my whole fist in my mouth too! i'm also pretty good at tying knots.
quirks: i bite my nails and talk in my sleep??? if i'm stressed out i also sleep walk?? i also do that thing people hate where i jiggle my leg when i'm nervous.
hobbies: doing impressions, playing sports and video games, i used to model a lot more than i do, but i think i like taking pictures more, playing the guitar and bass, especially for high road. i also dabble in paint and i love stargazing.
music tastes:Ā ā™Ŗā™«ā™¬ listen... i like a lot of different stuff and some was just for work, but you can't hear something for so long and not enjoy it too. ā™Ŗā™«ā™¬
myers-briggs: it started with an e and ended with t? i think?
kinsey scale: it's a solid three, i know 'cause they taught me at pride a couple of years ago.
strengths: if you've seen me in the gym, you know. also i'm really working on my singing 'cause if i want to voice something on disney, i know i'm going to have to sing.
weaknesses: math. fuck math, fr.
My personality is like a radioactive asteroid, spend too much time with it and it could kill you.
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nervouscloudtheorist Ā· 8 months ago
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April 27th 2024
Dear Diary,
I MISSED IT. I MISSED WEEDING DAY. I AM SO UPSET WITH MYSELF.
Okay so I was feeling extra sleepy and not too well yesterday so I kinda slept in...for the entire day. I know I know, because when I woke up it was 6:00am TODAY. Uggghhhhhhh I am so upset. I wish there was a way for me to turn back time so that I didn't miss it. I couldn't even go into Leif shop today because I don't want to even talk about it. I was hyping it up to you, to Clay, to Chrissy, to Dierdre, to everyone really and when the day came I was the only one not there. So disappointing,
I don't even really have a good reason for it either. I was practicing my art skills so that I could better design clothes for Sable's sewing machine... I didn't even get far in it. I have nothing to show for missing Weeding day except my tears.
Back to my daily stuff before I continue with the self loathing....
Dierdre invited me to her birthday party on May4th which is awesome because mine is the very next day! Also it's the only birthday party I've been invited to so it's gonna be extra fun. I have to make sure I get her a really good gift. Probably something mermaid related?
Also T-Bone is leaving. I have a hard time being sad about it since I didn't really talk to him all that much but I hope that he finds a place where he can try all the food he wants like he was talking about.
I can't help but feel like a bad mayor...not just because I missed weeding day but because everyone keeps wanting to leave it feels like. I know I may sound super confident in my skills but deep down I'm worried I'm not doing great. I try to visit and talk to everyone but there are just some people I don't click with and I feel like as Mayor that should be kept to a minimal as possible. But much like how I can't go back in time, I can't change what has already happened. I guess like mom says, I can only move forward.
I checked on my turnip prices today and they were 111 bells. I remembered what Joan said about how they only last a week so I made sure to sell them and I want to believe that I made a profit but I cannot remember how much I bought them for. I will need to make sure that I keep a note of that tomorrow when I buy some more turnips cause you know me, I am all about making that bread. Not today though, I am pretty sad.
I spent a lot of time in the museum looking at the fish and realized, I still don't have that many fish here. I should really work on that if I want a place to sit when I am sad. I mean I have outside on the beach but that's not the same as watching fish swim by...
ALSO where is the club that Shrunk promised? It still hasn't been built. I wonder if he told me that it would take longer than normal projects and I just tuned it out because I was thinking about capturing that golden stag beetle. I was also thinking about buying a diving suit but that really doesn't help me when the ocean is still cold on the mainland.
I aldo found a few more Gyroids today. I think I'm on a roll with finding them now. I don't know why it took so long but it seems pretty fantastic to me. However, when I was going around looking for them, I fell into a pitfall. Sly was right there when I fell in so I feel like my suspicions that it is him are completely justified. It may have also been one that I personally planted but I'm not sure because I planted a few. He then asked me to get a cherry for him to eat after he didn't even help me get out of the hole. It is because of these things, I am confident the pitfall seed planter is Sly. Granted Ribbot walked by with a shovel...but that's not important. I am sure he was looking for Gyroids to give to Clay as well...
Regardless, I am going to run a full fledged investigation on Sly starting tomorrow. He can't keep getting away with this!
We will see what evidence I ā€œdigā€ up.
-Finn
P.S. You know that was funny.
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practically-an-x-man Ā· 9 months ago
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I know it's not the point of the story, but idk... I kinda hope that Madison's parents know she's okay. I'm not saying they should see her again, just knowing that she's out there thriving. I just can't imagine losing both of your kids, so maybe the knowledge that she's somewhere out there would comfort them? Maybe not... maybe I'm reading into it too much.
Yeah, it's definitely something I've thought about before. A lot, actually. I keep going back and forth about how I want to approach it in the story.
The initial idea for the story eventually had Madison going back to her hometown, either as part of a mission that then gets sidetracked or as a genuine, intentional trip for her sake. I imagined her meeting back up with her parents, just to assure them that she's alright and has a home that makes her happy and everything. And maybe introducing them to Alex and the triplets too.
I kinda ditched that idea because it brought up too many loose threads. Would Madison want to go back, and would she even be able to look her parents in the face when she's still so guilty about Johnny? And what would happen next? They'd want her to stick around and catch up, even to come back home, and she would want to go back to the X-Mansion. I really don't see her having extended contact with her family, I think that would be really hard for her with how much everything's changed, but I don't think she could meet them in person without also getting into some larger contact if that makes sense.
I think the way I want to do it now is that instead of meeting them in person, she finally gets curious enough to call their home phone (this is the 60's so the number hasn't changed, and they still live in the same house). She tries a few times, and always either loses her courage and hangs up or nobody picks up on their end, but finally someone answers the call. And basically she just talks to her parents and assures them that she's alive and alright, she's happy, and not to worry about her. She kinda hangs up before they can respond, since she's afraid of what they would say, but at least she tells them.
(and if I do implement someone meeting with them in person, I kinda see it happening more subtly. Like they're in her hometown for a mission but instead of reaching out herself, Madison goes the opposite direction and throws herself headfirst into the mission because she doesn't want to let herself think about her family being just a few streets down.
And then Alex is like, standing in line to pick up coffee for an early morning mission, and he hears this older woman talking about her daughter that went missing. The conversation goes on and he realizes that they're definitely talking about Madison, it all lines up from the swim team to her brother to the fact that she's a mutant, so after he picks up the coffee he decides to walk over. He doesn't say a whole lot, but he assures her that Madison's alive and happy, and that he's looking out for her. Madison never actually has contact with them directly, but they do know she's alive.)
Sorry this answer got a lot longer than I expected
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zoroara Ā· 9 months ago
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You know a lot about animals, so what would you choose?
Okay well very clearly arco animals work differently than real animals. Some of them have abilities to them but others don't really appear to at all and though we do have one arco with an aquatic animal, Octopi are able to be on land for brief periods but not as long as Tako, so obviously that's also enhanced.
At this point, I think it would be wrong of me to not choose a type of shark. However let it be known I have several options under the table because in reality knowing a lot about animals will prevent you from ever choosing just one. So I'll leave the options under a read more here. But the Shark is just the default option because I assume you guys associate me with them a lot by now.
Now! For the moment we've all been waiting for! No it's not actually a big intimidating shark though maybe if he was uncursed he'd become a different species, Looks at leon not even looking like a chameleon: if it was uncursed i'd go with a shortfin mako shark with the same colouration as the cursed form for fun because lord knows amano never chose specific species for much.
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These guys are so fun, being the fastest shark species and the 8th fastest sea animal. Their hunting method is to swim waaaay below their prey and then rocket upwards, targeting the tail so that even if they miss holding onto their prey the first time their means of escape are damages and make them easier to catch.
But for cursed form?
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My beautiful baby boy the Epaulette Shark! these guys can not only walk with their fins but they can survive over three hours with only 5% oxygen with no ill effects even starting to begin. This is how they survive if they get trapped in tidal pools close to their homes. Also they're just real cute look at him.
As for the other options, If i was going for a bird i'd choose a Cinereous vulture.
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Very large and excellent fliers most species of Vultures are made for long distance travel, Excellent for transporting my now tiny body. Additionally since I'd most likely be some sort of trained killer for Kawahira to have taken notice, very easy to dispose of bodies and feed my pet! Also just because I find it cute:
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Many Vulture babies kinda look like they're wearing jammies cause they don't have many feathers on their heads.
If we're going more reptilian here, that's also really easy. A Komodo Dragon.
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Not just because they're my favourite animal of all time, but also because of their strength endurance and Venom. They're very dangerous animals and you shouldn't mess with them. However they tend to be more ambush hunters. Additionally they also eat a lot of carrion so has the bonus that the vultures do.
Finally a mammal, after some consideration? A West African wild dog.
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Now you may wonder why? This is an ouppy. You are correct, they're also incredibly efficient hunters within their pack an extremely violent to their prey to take down. Quick and effective guys targeting the throat and the soft underbelly of much larger prey they're even known to eat them while they're still alive, So you know! Extremely fucked up! But also sometimes you just want a violent ouppy.
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wolfsbanemanor Ā· 4 months ago
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[ šŸ‰ ] would you say they live up to their potential? are they trying to, or could they care less? When they were young, their father put a lot of pressure on them to do well in school. Especially Caleb, because Edward wanted Caleb to follow him into medicine someday. Edward wanted his family's Thing to be medicine, for generations to come. Lilith didn't want to be a doctor, she wanted to become a pro-athlete who was also a painter like her mother, and also to have at least 5 kids. She didn't care about getting straight A's, but she did want to become famous. The school psychologist called Caleb and Lilith "gifted," and said they had a lot of potential. It was important, she said, for Edward and Artesia to nurture that potential any way they could. If they did, there was no telling what Caleb and Lilith could achieve later on down the line. They were also under pressure from their father, and from his religious group, to be the best Watcherians they could be. To be "in the world, but not of the world." To honor the Watcher by memorizing their sacred tome, giving as much free time as they could to activities at their church/temple/whatever, making things, and staying on the straight and narrow. Edward would warn them a lot about things that angered the Watcher; he didn't want them to drown in a pool like his own father did. (I don't know whether Edward had been raised in the faith, or whether he became part of it later in life, but either way, that was a turning point that caused him to "lean in" to the idea of a Watcher that needed to be appeased, lest they meet the same fate.) He would drill them on passages from their Scripture, and lead them in prayer at dinner. He signed them up for youth group, and made sure the family attended worship service, always sitting in the front row, alongside the pastor's family. He was good friends with the pastor, and invited him and his wife over for dinner a lot. (Caleb noted that the pastor's wife never really seemed like she was happy.) In youth group, they were pressured to accept everything they were taught, without asking too many questions, and to live their life in the way they were taught was pleasing to the Watcher. When a girl in their class turned into a mermaid on a trip to Sulani, because she ate some strange kelp she found in a cave and then went swimming, they were pressured to stop talking to her. They were pressured to save woohoo for (heterosexual, monogamous) marriage, and not even think about woohoo until then. They were pressured to make a public declaration of faith, after walking through fire. If they did this, they were told, the Watcher would be happy, and would rain countless blessings down on them and their family. When they became vampires, Vlad went on and on about how they had the potential to be his successors. If only they'd follow his teachings. Lilith soaked it in, eagerly. She wanted to be stronger, and to live the glamorous vampire life she'd read about even though her father told her not to. For his part, Caleb tried to make it work following Vlad's teachings, just as he'd tried to make it work as a Worshipper of the Watcher. But there were things he was expected to do that he didn't want to, like biting other Sims whether they liked it or not. He also trained up his sun immunity, because he missed walking around in daylight (and also being a creature of the night made living a "normal" life a lot harder.) He was at odds with Vlad a lot. Vlad heaped praise on him when he turned Inna Cents (he'd lost control of his Thirst, and turning her was the only way to kinda sorta save her), but he didn't feel like he deserved it, at all. He knew he had the potential to be like Vlad, and worse, Miss Hell, and that troubled him greatly. Every time he bit someone, he'd picture Inna Cents nearly dying in his arms, or Miss Hell laughing as she walked out of that bathroom, leaving him bleeding out on cold, dirty tile to be found by a mixologist after closing. He couldn't keep (un)living like this.
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sonianvmd Ā· 4 years ago
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thh characters with a crush on you
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warnings: none, maybe some swearing but otherwise nothing major
oH and mentions of murder and death but this is danganronpa so im going to assume u expected as much
a/n: so we kickin this blog off with a bang, writing for LITERALLY THE ENTIRE TRIGGER HAPPY HAVOC CAST LMFAOAOAOAO (excluding hifumi, yasuhiro, and the two despairs doe bc iā€™ve already made that clear)
also some characterā€™s sections are shorter than others im sorry i just couldnt think of as many bullet points for them *tiktok cry emoji*
edit: I FORGOT CELSESTE FU K SORRY
spoilers under the cut!!
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makoto naegi
when he realizes he likes you, he doesnā€™t necessarily panic or anything, but he does get nervous
nervous around you, that is
yā€™all saw how he was with sayaka
if he says anything that might sound intimate then heā€™ll immediately rephrase it or reassure he didnā€™t mean anything by it
he really only does have good intentions but his wording just kinda flops sometimes
he appreciates how you listen to him and value what he says
you don't make him feel dumb or inferior compared to a bunch of ultimates with actual talents
heā€™ll muster up the courage to tell you eventually
letā€™s hope his luck comes through šŸ˜
byakuya togami
now when THIS man realizes he likes you, he a bitch nigga bout it šŸ˜
he can't believe he fell for a common plebeianļæ¼ such as you
but it was hard not to
the way you preferred to get to the point
the way you were aware of your situation and didn't sugarcoat how you felt about it, although you certainly were nicer with it than him
he's ruthless
anyways
you knew your priorities and spent no time trying to use your resources
he noticed how much you had in common; in you, he saw himself
and we all know how this mf feels about himself šŸ˜
heā€™ll be quick to defend you in class trials
he wonā€™t realize heā€™s doing it but he just subconsciously protects you
but just because he doesn't notice it, don't mean the rest of the class brushes past it as well
yeah they on his ass LMFAOO
kyoko kirigiri
kyoko is very good at keeping her composure so she wonā€™t be very obvious
sheā€™ll probably just hang around you more
sheā€™ll also defend you in class trials, calmly
ā€œoh, it couldnā€™t have been [name]. i remember seeing them in their dorm around the time the murder took place.ā€
hifumi probably finna say some dumb shit like ā€œaye what was you doin in their dorm doeā€ but anyways
she finds you respectable
if you have anything to contribute, sheā€™ll let you take the floor
when she tells you, sheā€™s very composed, but also very indirect LMFAO
sheā€™s not too sure on how to express her interest in you but maybe sheā€™ll go about it like ā€œwell, [name], now weā€™ve made it here, would you like to step back into the world with me?ā€ or somethin else along those lines idk
take her hand
pls
toko fukawa
yā€™all know her whole ā€œmaster togamiā€ shtick
yeah so šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜
no but fr, toko ofc still has her borderline stalkerish šŸ§šŸ¾ā€ā™€ļø tendencies
sheā€™ll often find herself staring at you, either in the library or in the morning meetings everyday at breakfast
but she isnā€™t as straight forward as she is with byakuya
i actually think sheā€™d be mad shy and non confrontational
the whole thing she kept up with him ? yeah, never again
if you approach her first then sheā€™ll be able to get a few words out but for most of the conversation, sheā€™ll just nervously play with her braids
youā€™ll most likely put two and two together
unless ur a makoto kinnie bc then youā€™ll have to wait till someone else puts it in place for u but anyways
if you decide to approach her about it, youā€™ll kinda be backing her into a corner bc sheā€™s just bad at deflecting things lmao
sheā€™ll eventually confess (begrudgingly but hey i mean its better than nothing)
expect much stuttering and a gesture like giving you a small gift
and not to be that writer that uses japanese terms in english writing but toko seems like a tsundere but not really if that makes sense?? so sheā€™d probably shove it in your hands and if you try to say something then sheā€™ll just try to play it off as not a big deal lol
calls u a baka šŸ˜šŸ˜
aoi asahina
i know yā€™all all see how she is with sakura
yeah.
aoi is the kind of person whoā€™d like to spend time with their crush rather than shy away from them
she values you and your friendship very much
bring her donuts
just trust me bring her donuts
she doesnā€™t really realize sheā€™s into you like that for a while but believe me, she is, the whole time
and yeah i think sheā€™d be nervous to tell you bc thatā€™s just natural but ultimately sheā€™d be cool about it
uh oh looks like we goin for a swim
sakura ogami
similar to kyoko, sheā€™s very calm
despite her big and bad appearance, she really is a sweet girl
she cares for you and your well-being very much
will indeed go on x games mode for you
the way she tells you is very sincere and well spoken
kith her
naow
im sorry this is like the shortest one i couldnā€™t think of much for her šŸ˜”šŸ˜”
leon kuwata
flirtatious ass mf
and heā€™s lightskin
so this just cannot go well
yā€™all know that bit where itā€™s like the guy yawns and stretches his arms up and then wraps one around your shoulder
yeah thatā€™s literally him LMFAOO
heā€™s very confident
he was fairly well known with the ladies at his old school so you know heā€™s rhockin wit it ā€¼ļø
but
you feel.. different than usual ??
those girls were just lil flings n dates bc he was nice enough to accept their confessions and it boosted his ego anyway so it was a win win
but you
he was genuinely interested in you since he had saw you the first time
he didnā€™t just acknowledge your appearance
he learnt about your personality and your hobbies and what you liked and such, and he really cared and wanted to hear you talk about it all
he felt the need to really make an effort to show you how much he respected and had affections for you
he doesn't tell you in a grand way
probably just asks you out to a movie or somethin
he's chillin
mondo owada
you know
for being the biggest, baddest, most respected biker gang leader
or just for being in a biker gang period
mondoā€™s a huge softie lol
yeah he gets violent but heā€™s a sweet guy who cares about and is loyal to his friends
so mfs need to be nice to you
or they gettin whooped
when he decides itā€™s time to tell you how he feels, he thinks over his words and heā€™s all confident thereā€™s no way youā€™d reject him but then he sees you in the halls and goes šŸ§šŸ¾ LMFAOOO
heā€™ll push through but itā€™s like heā€™ll walk up to you and look away from you because he refuses eye contact and just go
ā€œso y/n, would you wanna.. tch.. come to a drive-in movie with me or somethinā€™?... dumbass.ā€
real smooth mondo i think you got em good job
please tease him LMFAOO itā€™d be so funny
heā€™d probably yell but you can tell heā€™s not mad so you just keep going with it
but once youā€™re done tormenting him, you do agree to the movie, donā€™t worry šŸ™šŸ¾
also mondo would call his s/o doll
that is all
chihiro fujisaki
my fav dude in a dress <3
chihiro would be quite shy, but thatā€™s just how he is tbh so no surprise there
heā€™s very kind so heā€™d check up on you often just to see how you are
he cares about you v much
the way he confesses is one that consists of a red face as he offers you a box of candy or something similar
and heā€™d feel honored that you reciprocate his feelings
heā€™d be very scared to tell you his secret but once he does, heā€™s delighted to hear it doesnā€™t make any difference to you
he doesnā€™t know how he got so lucky with you
not only because woooo they like me back but also because you like him despite,, well everything about him LMFAOO
sweet lil boy
iā€™d feel like heā€™d talk about you to alter ego a lot
and when u meet the program for the first time, heā€™s like ā€œoh! you must be [name]! masterā€™s told me all about you :)ā€
sobbing i miss him
kiyotaka ishimaru
okay hereā€™s the thing
if taka were to like someone
i canā€™t tell whether heā€™d be more strict because he doesnā€™t want them to get in trouble (and also so it would hopefully divert any suspicion that he DOES like you since he treats you the same as everyone else, only more)
or if heā€™d hold back more because he favors them LMFAOO
so imma write a lil bit for both
in the case that he was even stricter:
heā€™d prefer to be around you because he believes the best way he can make sure you stay out of trouble is to make sure you donā€™t get into any in the first place
of course itā€™s impossible to monitor you every second of every day but he does his best to make sure youā€™re doing well
if he sees you do anything out of line, heā€™s shutting that shit down IMMEDIATELY
but in the case he let up:
heā€™d still lecture you but noticeably less than the other students
if your feet were resting on top of a desk, heā€™d ask you to move them and then leave you alone rather than yell at you and forcibly move them himself
if you notice his behavior towards you in comparison to the other students do not tease him about it he will go as red as his eyes /hj
either way heā€™s confessing to you with a polite but exaggerated bow while holding out a well thought out letter with both hands
sayaka maizono
she will tell you
idk why but i feel like sheā€™d be straight up lol
sheā€™d make sure sheā€™s sincere
she is the ultimate pop idol and all so she wants to make sure you know that she really does like you and isnā€™t playing a sick joke on you or anything
ok bc
while i do think sheā€™d tell you
iā€™d feel like sheā€™d be a little indirect just to see how you feel
like sheā€™d give you a free ticket to one of her upcoming concerts with a kind smile
and naturally, you're like :o
and of course you come to support her
and seeing you smile at her from the crowd and cheer her on was the encouragement she needed to push her to ask you out
for real this time
she asks if you wanna come to a concert with her and ur like ā€œoh yeah i love ur shows!!ā€ bc ur dumb and then sheā€™s like ā€œno i mean.. for another artistā€ and eventually it hits you that sheā€™s asking you out and ur like ā€œoH YEAH YEAH SURE THAT SOUNDS GREAT YEAH OKā€ LMFAOO
ā€”ā€”ā€”
i really hope that this is good LMFAOO this is my first time writing for dr so šŸ˜ƒšŸ‘šŸ¾
fun fact i finished tokoā€™s section first and takaā€™s last šŸ˜šŸ˜
and iā€™d like to thank @mius-imagination @bloodygir n the rest of the discord for helping me figure some of these characters out *simultaneously whips and nae naes*
bye ive been working on this for like weeks this took forever
ā€”ā€”ā€”
edit: hereā€™s a deleted section bc i kept blanking for this character šŸ˜
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Happy Halloween you lovely duo! :) May I request headcanons for the Seduce Me incubi going on a cruise with their S/O who's a cop?
Seduce Me Boys With their S/o on a Cruise!
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James
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If his S/o didn't have a schedule or plan going into this, he most certainly does. he'll even print out and laminate the schedule if ya want him to-
definitely a "we have to finish this up or we'll be late for the dinner and show" etc etc. never a moment's break. at least I can say all the things planned are fun and enjoyable!
no, you can't talk him out of doing everything he's planned, I'm sorry, he's put a lot of thought and love into this, and he's made sure there are things you both like to do. don't hurt him by throwing out the schedule, please.
I promise at the end of this busy hectic time, there is more than enough time for cuddles and relaxation <3
Erik
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Also a man with the plan, but you can at least talk him out of it this time. because he just wants to hang out and have fun with his S/o.
and if that means spending most of the time at the pool and hot tub then who is he to complain, am I right?
though if there is a dance hall or anything you are obligated to one dance with him, no if's and's or but's about it.
this was just yet another elaborate way to allow himself to spoil his S/o and shower them in affection. teehee
Sam
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just kinda wants to vibe, I imagine it's you guys walking around a lot and going oooo thing let's do thing, they have blank? omg! fantastic!
wants to eat all of the food, just like wow this is bad or wow they managed to impress me. him and his S/o become food critics the whole trip
definitely would be okay if plans get thrown out the window and you two end up staying in your room hanging out or something.
anything to just sit down and relax for a moment's rest. shared peace between too people is always been nice for him.
Matthew
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You guys are here for the arcade hall, any and all of the cool gaming systems they have. you can't forget the laser tag. there is just so much to do but not enough time!
you can't even fit in some time to go for a swim or sleep - there are games to be played before they're never seen again but the light of day!
you guys almost forget time passes when your having fun and have to pull away from the games to take a nap. just a little one, to get in those nice soft cuddles.
once it's over you spend some time together and cry over the very missed arcade games, gone but not forgotten <3 all in all a good time well spent having fun.
Damien
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the best time with this dude because he's just here for a good time! always knows what you guys should do next to enjoy yourselves.
Always knows when to stop to go to eat something so you don't have to worry about having too much fun and then being hungry.
doesn't want to stay up all night doing all the things, will probably try to get you to go to bed at a reasonable time.
all in all a 10/10 experience because he knows how to balance fun and basic needs really well.
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I feel so bad, because this was sent around Halloween, and I get to write this a week into November or so, knowing that it won't be coming out till the first Monday of December because I already have stuff qued for the rest of November. . .
anyways, I myself Had a delightful Halloween, I hope you did as well. I shall now also take the time to say Happy whatever winter holidays to everyone!
Signed,
Admin Tea
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P.S. Maybe. . . I should start posting twice a week. . .
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