#i kinda hate this I’m ngl 😫

[pupkashi]

satoru will always make sure your lips are well kissed

a/n: hi friends ! i hope you all still remember me o.o ,, please enjoy this small fluffy piece as i ease back into the groove of things, let me know what you all think !! I’ve missed you all so much <3

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satoru will always give you kisses, it was almost an obligation he felt to pepper your face over with kisses.

he’s waking up in the morning, still half asleep and dazed but he’s pressing his soft lips over your face, waking you up with the feathery sign of affection.

“g’morning angel boy” you whisper, smiling as he finally lands on your lips, pressing two quick pecks before smiling and whispering back, “good morning sweets.”

satoru’s hair is always a mess in the morning, and your fingers gravitate to smooth down the strands of hair sticking up. “you gonna be late again?” you ask, watching as his smile turns to a pout, blue eyes staring at the clock with disdain.

“don’t you want your lover to stay in bed with you five more minutes?” he whines, you smile at him.

“well yes,” you agree, “but I’m sure the kids want their teacher there so they don’t die on the field” you tease, pushing his bangs up and kissing his forehead.

“just say you hate me,” satoru sighs dramatically, laughing when you smack his arm as he gets up.

“i hate you so much pretty boy,” you smile, giggling when rolls his eyes at you, walking into the restroom to start his day. you follow him in, washing your face and brushing your teeth before sitting back in the bed.

minutes later he’s emerging out, slipping into his uniform and saying goodbye to you.

“I’ll see you later, right?” he asks, blindfold hanging loosely around his neck as you toy with it, pulling him down and pressing a kiss to his lips.

“I’ll see you later toru” you grin, satoru smiles widely, pressing kisses all over your face before reaching your lips, two soft pecks before standing upright.

“I love you!” he calls out from the front door, a smile on his face when he hears you call out an ‘i love you too!’ closing the door and heading to Jujutsu tech.

when you arrive for lunchtime satoru perks up at the sound of you voice, immediately telling the kids it was time for lunch and leaving them in the field.

“y/n!” he calls out, a wide smile on his face as you wrap your arms around him. he wastes no time in picking you up in a hug and twirling you around, setting you gently down before kissing your cheeks and finally your lips, twice.

“missed me already?” you tease, satoru can’t help but giggle.

“as if you weren’t yearning for lunchtime to come sooner?” he retorts quickly, laughing when you roll your eyes at him.

“i made you guys some lunch in case you wanted some!” you call out to megumi, yuji and nobara, the three of them smiling and thanking you.

by the time satoru comes home most days he’s beyond exhausted, it’s almost 10 o’clock but all he wants to do is curl up next to you and sleep.

“hi toru!” you smile from the couch, watching as your lover throws his uniform off his body, left only in a white t shirt and his boxers as he curls up to your side, messy white hair tickling your neck.

“long day?” you ask, he nods silently. you let him lay there for thirty minutes, finishing off the episode you were watching before sauntering into the restroom, knowing he would follow.

“you’re just gonna leave your exhausted, love sick boyfriend to die in the couch?” he frowns, turning the corner and watching as you turn the hot water on.

“no i was going to come back and get you to shower” you state, grabbing his wrist and tugging him into the bathroom gently, “stinky.” satoru can’t help but smile as you scrunch your nose.

he undresses and gets in the shower, sighing in relief when the hot water hits his skin. you bring in a clean towel and set it on the towel rack, “you can use my body wash if you want,” watching as he stands up straighter, eyes brighter as he cheers.

he’s in bed with you twenty minutes later, snowy hair still damp as he play with it. satoru’s halfway asleep as you two talk, a soft snore coming from his lips as you continue talking.

you try your best to not wake him as you turn the lamp off on the nightstand, snuggling up to your lover and whispering a ‘goodnight’ before closing your eyes.

“goodnight kisses,” satoru mumbles, lazily pressing kisses over your face, lips landing on your twice.

“how come you always kiss my lips twice?” you whisper, even after dating for two years you’d never asked.

“one kiss isn’t enough,” he replies softly, “plus if i only gave you one kiss i wouldn’t get an extra couple seconds with you.”

your face burns as his sleepy eyes flutter open, smiling as he places two more kisses onto your lips, “goodnight sweetheart,” his voice is raspy as he softly lulls back to sleep, this time with his head burning in the crook of your neck, breathing in the scent of your body wash and his laundry detergent.

“goodnight angel boy,” you smile, pressing a soft kiss to the top of his head.

satoru would always kiss your lips twice.

on groggy or rushed mornings, exhausted or late nights, before or after dinner, sitting on the couch, getting in or out of the car, he would never miss an opportunity, he would never give up those couple seconds loving you for anything else in the world.

[httpsserene]

𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐚𝐥 - 𝐥𝐬. 𝟏𝟖 | 𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫 𝟒𝟎𝟒: 𝐏𝐍𝐅 |

𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫 𝟒𝟎𝟒: 𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 - 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐰𝐨

summary: if you love her, you have to let her go. who the hell came up with that? content warning: vacation romance. profanity. a couple of suggestive lines. one line of dark humor (toaster bath). fluff and angst. sibling dynamics (bullying). friendship. hard launch (but sad). emotional support esteban ocon (shrugs). heartbreak. this might count as getting together/breaking up. pairing: lance stroll x fem!black!reader

from serene: i feel like i have to reiterate that this does have a happy ending (in the next part). i think my tags are over dramatic asl but, i’m not trying to getting jumped in my inbox for miss tagging anything. also, i know lance isn’t a “popular driver” (whatever that fuckin means) but i’m in love with this smau, and i will not be accepting any judgement xxx

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instagram • ynplays • december 14th • cozy in a cabin ⚑

liked by valkyrae, yourbestie, segagenesisthedawg, and 43,879 others

ynplays: falling love with canada🇨🇦🍁🏒⛸️🌨️

tagged yourbestie, segagenesisthedawg, nhl

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ynplays: sega cries after he walks us back to our room at night and leaves 😫

➥ user1: she’s just a liddol girl 🥹

➥ user2: the puppy has spoken u have to keep him i don’t make the rules 🤷🏿‍♀️

➥ user3: so...you have no choice but to run away with him into the sunset.

yoursister: booooo we get it you've been brainwashed by a canadian man 🙄🙄🙄

➥ ynplays: when was the last time you smiled today

➥ yoursister: it's difficult when ALL you do is yap about your crush on this hockey-core man 🤢

➥ ynplays: he gives himbo hockey player IM TELLNG YOU !!!

➥ user4: so he's canadian 😶

user5: his name starts with an L, he's approx 6'0, is brunette with brown eyes, and he's canadian with hockey player vibes👐🏻

➥ user6: i could walk two (2) steps outside of my house in ottawa and i'd run into a man who fits this description 😭😭

➥ user7: he sounds like every other bitch???

➥ user8: let's go through every minor and major hockey league roster again

➥ yourfriend1: "again?" who TF has time for that

user9: tagging THE nhl is crazy 💀

➥ user8: i'm telling you he's a hockey player

➥ user10: idk man he doesn't look like a hockey build in either of these photos🤔

igstory • yoursister uploaded!

[caption1; me and sis] [caption2; fuck. i guess they're kinda cute together 😒]

yourfriend2: did you see them doing snow angels together 🥺🥺☹️ yourfriend2: that had me smiling ngl...they're adorable yoursister: yeah, i'm just happy there's no red flags she's ignoring, he seems like a genuine dude

user11: do you improve of this lance? 6'0, brown eyes, brunette, canadian hockey player 🙂 yoursister: uhh i fear for his life,,are u gonna put a hit on him or smth yoursister: also he is not a hockey player lol user11: oh🫣 yoursister: i'm pretty sure he's like a car engineer or smth? i think i heard him say that

twitter • december 16th

instagram • ynplays • december 16th • sanctuary ⚑

liked by nhl, yoursister, yourbestie, yourmom, and 42,313 others

ynplays: i don't want to leave.

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nhl: not me crying 😩 - admin

➥ user12: huh

➥ user13: nhl admin relatable

yourbestie: aw babe. enjoy your last five days here :)

➥ ynplays: i only have five days left 😟

➥ yourfriend1: oh girlie...it'll be alright

➥ yourfriend2: i always hate this part of the vacation

yoursister: please ask lance if he's willing to take you off my hands. permanently preferably.

➥ ynplays: are you familiar with the term sympathy?

➥ yoursister: oh you're sad for real

➥ yoursister: 😕 therapy session in the hot tub now ladies

➥ user14: this is depressing me

user15: hey, you can just elope? i don't think you've added that to your toolbox yet

➥ ynplays: too sad to even consider it rn

➥ ynplays: nvm he invited me to his cabin later 👅✌🏽

➥ user15: use protection 🙂‍↔️

user16: i feel like this should have a sensitive content warning

➥ user17: my day is ruined

➥ user18: and my disappointment is immeasurable

➥ user19: THERES 104 DAYS OF SUMMER VACATION🗣️🔊

➥ user20: read the room man @/user19

twitter • ynplays • december 21st

instagram • lancestroll • december 24th

liked by estebanocon, chloestroll, astonmartinf1, and 2,109,764 others

lancestroll: winter break has never felt so short. i missed you the second you stepped away from me. happy holidays, baby.

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estebanocon: it’ll get better eventually mate ❤️‍🩹 believe it or not

➥ lancestroll: finding it hard to believe rn

chloestroll: come have some hot cocoa with me

➥ lancestroll: yn liked hot cocoa

➥ scottyjames31: oh mate…

➥ user21: okay, i'm concerned for my health. there's some sort of clear liquid leaking from my eyes

➥ user22: FUCK man this is sad 😕

astonmartinf1: chin up lance - admin

➥ alpinef1team: feeling for you mate - admin

➥ mercedesamgf1: sad it ended up like this for you lance - admin

➥ user23: the f1 teams are assembling like the avengers in infinity war for this

➥ user24: an unforgettable day in f1 history

yourmom: fix this. liked by lancestroll

➥ user25: w mama 🤩

➥ user26: tell him ma'am ‼️‼️

yourbestie: thank you for being good to her when you had her

➥ lancestroll: don't thank me for that.

➥ user27: cooking up my toaster bath actually

user30: well this is not the hard launch i wanted to confirm our theory.

➥ user31: brb about to create them in the sims and make them get married and have 6 children, sega, two cats and let them get old together

➥ user: realest cure for heartbreak

user28: no way they decided not being together at all is worse than being long distance

➥ yoursister: that's what i sad but nobody listens to me

➥ user28: why'd they do it???

➥ yoursister: my sister can be incredibly stupid about returned feelings. and for some reason she chose now to "protect her heart"

➥ user29: she deserves her happy ending and needs to allow herself to have it 😭😭😭

twitter • ynplays • december 25th

imessage • lance -> yn

© httpsserene 2024

[abbystanaccount]

Have you seen the newly leaked pics of Bella and Isabela as Ellie and Dina for season two?

Someone on X asked why does Dina look like she had a hair blowout 💀 season one was great but ngl I’m afraid season two won’t be but then again, I always remind myself that the game and the hbo show are two different adaptions honestly and aren’t always going to be the exact same. From the pics alone I think they also changed the jacket that Isabela is supposed to wear along with the shirt she is wearing as Dina

Yeah I did, here’s the pics for reference

And yeah I agree, I don’t like Dina’s loose beachy waves. Hopefully they’ll have her hair up for other scenes 🙃 and then Ellie’s hair I guess a side part just didn’t work or something because it just looks like Bella’s Lyanna Mormont hair. And they do look both really young and it’s kinda funny these two 5’ girls will be killing grown decked out soldiers and stuff

As for the outfits I don’t hate Dina’s jacket but it is very different from the game and also looks really modern, like I have a jacket that looks like that. Ellie’s hoodie seems different too, maybe they’re making the climate colder, and if that’s the case we might not see her running around in her short sleeve jean shirt much which is a big shame. That’ll likely affect Abby as well, she might be in a jacket more often

And yeah same I care about Part 2 more than Part 1 so I’m gonna be kinda bitter about changes I don’t like 😫

[evansbby]

If your doing the depraved Ari still: oOKAY FIRST OF ALL LOVE ALL YOUR WRITINGS AND THOUGHTS! HOT AS FUCK AND LOVED THE LACTATION SCENCE TOo! 🤭. oaty back to Ari!! I would just like to say that doesn’t it sound super sweet and cute when saying “I’m an Ari Girl”✨? He’s literally so ahahahah🥵🫦!!! But I definitely want him to be like my hot ass neighbor in an apartment and he lives in front and he’s just so quite and reserved and he just gives me a simple hello with no feeling and doesn’t acknowledge me! And I’m like a love sick puppy with a massive crush but a massive broken heart because I like him a lot! THEN one night I’m sleeping and I feel such a wonderful sensation! And I wake up startled to find Ari giving me kisses on my tummy and hips and pelvis, down to my putthy 🥲( those areas are super sensitive to me😭) his beard adds an extra stimulation and has me twitching and moving my hips! His big hands are leaving marks and bruises! He’s just so hands on feeling me up and saying the most dirty DIRTY DIIIIIIIRTTYYYY things ever! I AND I’m in tears from the euphoria and thinking he hated me but oh no no no ! He whispers the naughtiest things he’s been planning to do to me and then he takes my virginity 😭😭😭🫶🏾!!! he’s so loving but in control at the same time! AND at the end! I start crying because it felt so so so so amazing and also because I think that he’s going to go back ignoring me! So Ari sees this and says “why are you crying sweetheart?” While he scoops me up and places me on his lap facing him and I tell him and cry some more and he calls me his sweet baby ✨and tells me he’s never leaving me while he places his hands on my hips and rocks me over his thick thick dick 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳!!! ( sooo sorry I got carried away. 😭😭!! LOVE YOUR WRITINGS AND ALL YOU DO 😫👏🏾! You’re dialogue in your fics are literally top notch and you do this fandom justice😌)

Why is this low-key so sweet 🥹🥹🥹 bestie you are crushing on Ari hard and it’s kinda pure 😭😭

I can totally imagine Ari being an aloof, polite yet reserved neighbour and you crushing on him sooo hard but you’re so shy and you think you’re not good enough for him 🥲🥲🥲 but then one day you wake up to his soft sweet kisses and his warm hands all over your body and you can’t believe it!!! And AHHHH you’re so inexperienced and a virgin but you try to be brave because what if he doesn’t want to fuck you if he finds out how innocent you really are? But Ari can sense your fear and he’s soooo sweet and loving and tells you how special and perfect you are and how good he’s going to treat you. And he asks you if you’d maybe call him daddy because he likes that 🥹🥹 and you’re like YES YES YES and then he takes your virginity 🥵🥹 and it’s just the best and he’s so amazing and soft and reassuring and sexy and hot and his dick is SOOOO big ajdjsjsjs

Lmfaooo ngl bestie the way you described it really made me picture it like it was a movieeee omg I love Ari he’s so perfect kssjsjsjja

[m1ckeyb3rry]

HOW IS IT OVER THERE?? Hopefully the weather’s treating you well in Switzerland!

Also DOG PERSON KARASU Lowk I can also see it…I was not expecting that breed though lowk LMAO I also thought it was a spaniel of sorts but?? I’m just gonna trust whoever made the post bc I mean the visuals aren’t insanely detailed either so…ok but trench coat Karasu >>>>> Lowk I saw people hating on the tan and I’m like that’s not what I’m complaining about LMFAO maybe people got too used to the blue???

Them matching the dogs with their teams is sooo cute but also a funny Easter egg for those who don’t read!! Ok but ummmm tabieitaken WHERES THE EITA??? I’m ngl I’m a little surprised Reo is there since he’s not as pivotal to the third selection but maybe it’s a marketing moment….

Ok and definitely like hey…shit talking is Lowk necessary….like I kinda use it as a way to like warn friends of red flags or bad people….i agree in moderation though LMAO like people who shit on others for no reason <<<<

I’m ngl o completely forgot what I wrote before and when I started reading abt yuki I thought you meant Yukimiya and was astronomically lost but I GET IT NOW!!’ But FR she literally was on campus for like 5 min and had already been like no contact with the school for so long like what???

Omfg the “you have 13 minutes before I kill you” is SO. BAROU!!! Like the epitome of Barou if you ever decide to write something like this I’m advocating for this line to make the cut!!!

LMFAOOOO IBS ALLEGATIONS IM CRYING BUT FR!!! I wonder what he’d do to get Barou to go on a date or if he’d even bother approaching Rin LMAOO something about yuki comically losing his shit has me giggling

Omg NOOO thats actually the worst!! Manifesting that your bc adjusting period speeds up right about now!!!! And I hope you didn’t have to go through motion sickness for the whole like 8 hours but at least now you can get some fresh air!! Was there a lot of turbulence or is it just kinda a plane sickness sort of thing? Either way hoping it isn’t as bad on your return flight! I’m trying to think of some nausea remedies….I think the fastest one ik of is ginger based items (courtesy of a friend who shoved a bunch of ginger candies in my hand one day LMAO)…ofc I think walking around lightly helps too!

- Karasu anon

it’s super super nice out!! i just took a shower and a nap as well as ate something substantial and i’m feeling much better now thankfully as well 😄 the place we’re staying doesn’t have air conditioning but it’s not miserably hot and it gets cold at night so we’re just going to open windows and vibe hehe…luckily everywhere we’re going in france + the two days we’re in italy we’ll have AC because it’s really really hot there according to the weather app 😭

I LOVE KARASU’S FIT he looks so handsome and put together it’s giving me 30s noir film vibes in the best way…tbh the tan >>>> the blue i think the blue is too bright at least in the colored illustrations!! also yes i can totally see him liking dogs he just gives me secret animal lover vibes in general…bruh actually so true where IS otoya?? maybe it’s payback for how majestic and detailed of a shot he got in the trailer compared to 90% of the characters HFKSJSAHFKS

there’s def a difference between being a bully and just saying what needs to be said!! and also too it’s all abt what you choose to say/make fun of if that makes sense LMAO

no every time i write yuki i have to put sm context around it to clarify which one i mean…help but imagine yukimiya and geto meeting through gojo and mrs l/n 😭 atp yukimiya is an honorary pi character so he’s basically in jjk already which means essentially he IS the reason why geto had his downfall 🥱 /j

YESSS i just think that would be the funniest dynamic with barou…like almost a reverse fwtkac karasu and reader?? where barou is legitimately tweaking out over every little thing and reader is just in love with him but he has 0 clue and thinks she’s his arch-nemesis 😫 bro watches the dark knight every time before he goes to her house just to hype himself up meanwhile reader is twiddling her thumbs and kicking her feet waiting for him 🤩 normally i don’t like writing an mc who likes her love interest more than he likes her but truly with barou’s personality this is the best way i can imagine it

rin hiori and niko i feel like he wouldn’t ask because they’re much younger (15/16 compared to karasu and yuki being 18) but omg imagine he convinces barou to go bowling with him and then reader (who can’t bowl) shows up and it’s genuinely barou’s final straw 😓 the real reason he didn’t play in the game against pxg is because snuffy was terrified barou might actually murder karasu JFHSKKS (loki did NOT gaf either way but yk snuffy has to be a #responsibleadult) 😟 pls the thought of yukimiya going apeshit cracks me up too but honestly it’s what he deserves 😔

luckily i’m finally doing better!! i think my mother might’ve brought ginger gum with her so i’ll probably ask her for some for the flight home just in case…thankfully i actually wasn’t terribly nauseous on the plane it was just before and afterwards?? 🤔 idk HAHAHA but at least it’s gone now 😪

[starjxsung]

haiii bbs! how are you?

may the fashion fairies bless you for all of your concerts 🧚🏼‍♀️ i think that for lolla imma just dress nice nice on friday. then probs a bit more casual the other days bc i read that it’s not thaaaaat big of a deal compared to coachella (i still like dressing up for everything i can but ik im not having the energy after standing 12+hrs on friday🤣) i read that armys CAMPED the night before so ngl im kinda scared to not be able to see skz too well.

hmmmmmm that is soooo tough😫but its probably top 5 after mononoke, howls and spirited away. buuuut i need to rewatch it because i also rank them due to them being my comfort films so maybe the boy and the heron is objectively a better film or may become one of my super faves as a comfort film. honorable mention movies that i never hear anyone talk about that are tiered for me: pom poko and when marnie was there (i cried so bad while watching both of them)

i saw that skz are attending the met dressed in tommy 😶‍🌫️ i kinda hate the concept of the met gala, the fundraiser part is okay; but it’s the whole exclusively rich people exhibition that i absolutely don’t like yk? and there’s no real talk about the necessity of the fundraiser in the event so it’s kinda not too slay for me. (i love skz though so i’ll probs watch them walk and then stop🤣. and even it’s not too significant for me, im so aware that it is an objectively super important event so i am very proud of them for that!). i hope this doesn’t turn you off about me😪

on another note i got the funniest little pc holder! terrible pic bc we went out to eat at night. i also noticed i barely have any hyune pcs😭

anyways ily bb! i hope you’ve been having a great weekend <3 take care

-🐈‍⬛

HI MY BABYYYYYYYYYY I’m sorry this took to long to answer !!!! I was going THRUUU IT with the Met Gala yesterday and I was simultaneously on my phone looking at every single post that was published and trying to avoid all media bc the paparazzi were making me so mad and I was stressed 😭

I KNOWWWWW I remember armys (and moas!) camping before hobipalooza & when txt performed and I’m stressed that I’m not going to get a good spot 🤕 for Global Citizen a lot of people camped too and I got there kinda late bc I slept in but the spots we got were still pretty decent! My only issue was the PHONESSSS in the air oh my god you could not get a single pic of 3racha without a phone blocking your view… I had to stand on my tippy toes and block everyone’s view behind me to get ONE good pic and even then I never ended up getting a pic of Jungkook without phones in the way 😔 hoping the screens at Lolla are good so we don’t have to deal w the same shit

I love when Marnie Was There!!!!!!! Oh my god it’s so underrated!!!!!!!!! I cried so hard the first time I watched it ☹️🫶 I need to watch the boy & the heron and I will tell you all my thoughts !!

I have so many thoughts about the met gala but honestly I am just SOOO GLAD it’s over lmfkdkskdkdkskkdjfj I was beyond stressed waiting for them to arrive and seeing what they were going to wear 😭 obviously ended up a shit show of a night thanks to problematic American photographers but what’s new at a western event like the met gala 🤕

YOUR PC HOLDER PLEWASKKKCKKFKEKE THAT IS SO CUTE the Hyune pc is very fitting 😭😭

I love you bbg I hope you’re having the absolute best week !!!!!!!!!! 💗💕💓💘💖🫶

Here are my Felix & Renjun bag setups from the past 2 days (also Minho on my sister’s bag) one of my friends replied to my story and asked why my bag is “always cunted up” and I will be referring to decorating my bag like that all the time now LMAO

[maiverie]

MAI 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 I MISSED YOU SM BAE 💗🙏🏼

BUT ITS OK BC I FUCKING LOVED BITE BY BITE

SPOILERS AHEAD ‼️‼️

IK I ALWAYS SAY THIS BUT YOUR WRITING IS SO VARIED AND DIFFERENT EVERY SINGLE TIME WHICH MAKES YOUR WORKS SO READABLE ?? IF THATS A WORD WITHOUT GETTING BORED 😻🙌🏼

YOUR CHARACTERISATION OF HEESEUNG AND YN 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ LIKE THE WAY ITS JUST SIMPLE SENTENCES ABOUT THEIR APPEARANCES OR A FULL ON BACK STORY

IT. FUCKING. HITS. 😍🙏🏼

ITS THE SIMPLE DIALOGUES AND PHRASES THAT MAKE THE STORY FLOW SO SO WELL 🙌🏼

ALSO THE WAY YOU DESCRIBED HEESEUNG ???? 😃🔫 PLS KILL ME RN BECAUSE YOU DID NOT TALK ABOUT HIS FUCKING HOT UNDERCUT , I WANT TO THROW UP BC HE IS SO GOOD LOOKING, AND U MAKE HIM TEN TIMES HOTTER 🤓☝🏼

AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE BAY BOY X KINDA SHY GIRL TROPE SO WHEN YN IS ALL FLUSTERED 😫 >>>>> ITS SO CUTE AND ITS THE START OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP WHICH MAKES IT BETTER

AND ITS REALLY COOL HOW HEESEUNG REMEMBERS HER BUT SHE DOESNT ???? 😺 AND ITS A REASON FOR FLIRTY HEE 🙇🏻‍♀️ LIKE IM DYING

SOME THINGS I REALLY FIND COOL IN THE STORY :

YN TAKING HAEMATOLOGY ??? LIKE VAMPIRE GIRL TALING A COURSE WHICH INCLUDES BLOOD 🤨 NGL I FEEL LIKE THEIR MOGHT BE A REASON BUT WE WILL SEE ☝🏼

THE PART ABOUT HOW HEESEUNG WILL DIE WITH BITE MARKS , LIKE ARE THEY FOR KILLING HIM OR ACTUALLY SAVING HIM ???? 😃😃

YN WANTING TO SAVE HEESEUNG FROM THE SPIKED DRINK 😍 MY GIRL HAS FALLEN IN LOVE AND ITS SO FUNNY THAT SHES OBLIVIOUS TO HEESEUNG ALR KNOWING HER BEFOREHAND

HONESTLY I WANT TO SAY WAYYYYY MORE BUT THIS ASK WILL BE TOO LONG ☹️ AND IM PRETTY SURE MY REBLOGS EXPLAINED MYSELF PRACTICALLY COMBUSTING WHEN I SAW THE UPDATE I THINK U SAW IT ?

BUT I REALLY ENJOY YOUR WRITING MAI AND IT MAKES MY DAY 💕💖💗💞💗💓💗💗 LIKE PLS

ALSO KINDA SAD THAT YOU SAID I WOULDNT LIKE IT , HOW COULD U 😡 /J

WAIT RI LOML WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS 😭😭😭😭 NAURRR IM GEN SOBBING AT THIS U R FR THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE 😭😭😭😭😭 MY VERY OWN MISS SUNSET ☹️💖💓💞

IM RLLY GLAD U NOTICED THAT I TRY SMTH DIFFERENT EVERY TIME ☹️☹️ like w open sesame i wanted smth super crack-y ,, then w triage smth more heartfelt and personal …. W BBB I WANT FUCKING CHAOS ‼️‼️‼️ HSJDJDKS NAH BUT FR IM RLLY GLAD U DONT MIND THAT IM TRYING DIFF STYLES AAA i would hate to be known for just one thing so ☹️💖

U LITERALLY FLATTER ME TOO MUCH AJDJFKSK AAA IM ACC SOBBING RN TYSM FOR ENJOYING THE WRITING 😭😭😭 I HAD SM FUN BRAINSTORMING THE BACKSTORIES FOR EACH OF MY CHARACTERS SO BE PREPARED FOR A LOT ‼️‼️ also you’re so real like fr shy girl x bad boy >>>> and flirty forward who dgaf abt consequences hee >>>

ALSO HSJDJDKS YEP THERES DEF A REASON WHY SHES STUDYING NURSING / HAEM ‼️ AND YEP HEESEUNGS DEATH CURSE IS DEF A MYSTERY JSJFJSK ICANT WAIT TO SHARE THE BACKSTORY BEHIND THAT 😭😭 AND FR SHE ALR TALKING ABT SAVING HIM AND HIM BEIGN GORGEOUS LIKE 🙄🙄 girlie i know who u r.

anyways NOOO DONT EVER BE WORRIED AB LONG ASKS SERIOUSLY TYSM LIKE SOSOSOSO MUCH for ur feedback and endless support fr u r gen one of my faves around here so i’m rlly happy u enjoyed BBB 😭🫶🫶🫶 vvvv honoured to receive feedback from a fellow writer too HEHEHE CANT WAIT FOR MORE OF UR WORKS?? I NEED TO BE FED PLS TYSM????

[anxiescape]

Don’t worry! You didn’t come off as needy at all! It’s okay to need to vent, and it’s okay to need a break (and to take one)! You don’t need to be at your best 100% of the time. 💕 (And I’m sorry for not responding sooner, I just haven’t had the mental or physical energy to finish typing out my reply. 😓)

I will take my time reading! Promise! (I am a very slow reader though, so that time may be longer than I would like…) And I love leaving comments, because I like to share what I enjoyed and what I thought about the story. (Though sometimes I just leave heart emojis, because who doesn’t do that??? It still gets my enthusiasm across just fine. 😁)

And honestly, spoil what you want! It’s your story! Personally, I don’t usually mind spoilers. I definitely wish I could spoil some things in my own stories, because I want to see people’s reactions!!! … buuuttt I’d rather wait and see the reactions as those parts are posted. If only I could get around to working on them. 😩

And yeah, it can get pretty darn confusing trying to keep all the readers on the same page. I’ve had comments where one person has figured out one of the biggest plot twists in the story from the most miniscule of hints (yes this actually happened on one of my stories), while other are asking me something I have answered multiple times in both comments and author’s notes (happened on the same story. Multiple times.)

It can get frustrating, but I try not to let it bug me or affect my writing. I guess what I try to do (and my advice, if it’s wanted) is to imagine that the people reading my story haven’t ever interacted with me or read the comment section, so I can’t assume that they know something that’s been revealed anywhere other than within the canonical story text. It might make it feel like I’m overexplaining things a bit, but I guess I’d rather overexplain than leave some readers completely lost (that’s just my personal preference, though).

And also, same??? I love writing SO MUCH. I only really got into it in the last few years, but I’m kinda lowkey obsessed with it ngl. 👉👈 And I have definitely taken it too seriously at times, to the point that I’ve scared myself away from it every now and then. And it sucks when you feel like you’re just not good enough at it yet—be it that you are struggling to form the perfect dramatic, twisty-turny plot, or you just can’t figure out how to finish a single sentence (this second one is a recurring problem for me lol). I honestly hate rereading my own stories once I’ve posted them, because then THAT is the time that I notice all the grammatical errors, and continuity errors, and it makes me feel like an idiot, because I know that I read over that chapter at least a hundred times and I thought I caught all the errors!!! 😫

But that’s something I’m actually trying to work on letting go of. I’m not perfect. And neither is anyone else. There are even published (and famous) authors that make grammar errors, and continuity errors! And you know what I do when I catch them? I just continue reading and enjoying the story. A story doesn’t have to be “perfect” to be amazing. 😊

And finally, tangents are fine, don’t feel bad about going off on one. (And I totally understand—I tried to keep this response short, but uhh… that didn’t happen. 😅) I’m glad you still love your story, and I’m excited to see how it ends!! Never feel bad for taking a break, make sure to do what you need in order to take care of yourself. 💕 (That’s a lesson I need to take to heart myself 😅.)

Thank you for the well wishes, and good luck writing!!! 😁

Hey, how are you doing? I hope you’re alright. 💕 I’ve been reading your status updates on Constellations and the Epilogue, and I just wanted to let you know that I think you’re amazing. Your writing is incredible and I love it. Your stories are so well thought out and the characters are ✨on point✨, and the plot is complex and detailed and aaahhh! It has me hooked! 🤩

And I understand how it hurts when you put so much effort and love into a story, only to post it and not see others be anywhere near as excited or invested as you are. I know how discouraging it can be. And it may be a little silly, but I do want to apologize for not commenting lately—life took some difficult turns for me healthwise around the end of last year and I haven’t been able to catch up! I’m still on Chapter 4 of Constellations! 😭 BUT Chapter 5 is open on my phone, and I am READY to read it as soon as I have the time (and mental energy, but that’s a whole ‘nother issue 😩). Don’t worry that your writing isn’t enough, or be discouraged if some readers don’t catch hints while others are figuring it all out seemingly too easily. Everybody reads and comprehends stuff differently, and it’s not a sign that your writing is bad if they don’t catch it! Honestly, I’m pretty bad at catching hints the first time I read a story unless they’re pretty darn obvious. I don’t usually notice subtle hints until the second, or third, or even seventh read-through, haha! (on the bright side, rereading stories and rewatching TV shows is always fun!) 😅

I guess what I really wanted to say is… don’t give up hope. Don’t lose your love and enthusiasm for your works, or feel like they aren’t worth writing because others don’t seem interested in them. At the heart of it all… at the end of the day… write because you love to. Because it makes you happy. And know that it doesn’t have to be “perfect”—the main goal should be that you enjoy it. That’s something I’m trying to teach myself, too. 💕

Thank you for taking the time to write this message and send it. I appreciate you're very kind words 💕I'm doing okay, I just had to take a step back for a bit from socials and stuff. I'm gonna keep that up for a while.

Please don't apologize for not commenting or taking your time reading. Your health always comes first, and I'm sorry if I came off as childish or needy, that wasn't my intention. Two things just happened that set me off and the timing of it was incredibly poor 😓

Please take your time reading; none of it is going anywhere, and don't feel obligated to leave comments either. i'm realizing that, even if chapters are short or long, finding the time to finish things is difficult, and everyone lives different lives. And I'm sorry about all the spoilers on this blog, I'll tag that better from now on.

But I really do think I got confused or disjointed in my perceptions; everyone here knows so much because i've been asked questions and given answers and people have interacted, so people following me here have more context than the average ao3 user. But I've kinda been expecting everyone to be on the same page, which will never be true.

I'm also the same way where it takes me a while to pick up on hints. I actually changed my writing style to prevent this. I got tired of reading books in college where you had to dive into every little thing. the hints and clues weren't obvious to me. I decided then that, when I wrote, I wanted things to be bold, obvious, but beautiful. I didn't want to make readers feel like they're missing something. I wanted them to trust that every answer, every clue would be answered in time. I made that promise to myself a decade ago, and being reminded of how different people interpret things just...made me remember.

I take writing really seriously, probably too seriously, but I've been doing it for so long and I love doing it. I want to be good at it. When it feels like I've gone back on that promise to myself, I get frustrated. I think of ways I could've fixed things. But I also remember that those books and those writing styles just weren't for me. I wasn't the target audience.

Sorry to go off on a tangent, but I wanted to explain why I got upset. I still love Constellations and I'm posting it on ao3 out of convenience, really. It's easier to reference and search there in one "Entire Work" than to have 5 documents open. The fact that others can see and read and have fun is a bonus. But I'm committed to telling this story, and I'm gonna finish with a bang.

Thank you, I won't forget why I'm doing this and that my thoughts/feelings come first! 😤I hope your health concerns are taken care of soon. Take it easy, and thanks again! 💕

[buglaur]

a bunch of asks answered below the cut (some dating back a good 2 months i’m so sorry 💔 i’ll answer more soon)

he’s not, sorry 😔 regular age daithí is going off to be in a bc soon so it’d be kinda weird to have younger him running around other peoples games

the answer to both questions is i don’t know! i would like to do gameplay with them again and i love all the contestants that i chose, but i just hated bachelor gameplay 😫 and i find it very difficult to get the time for / be invested in more than one gameplay at a time so

as to who they would’ve ended up with, i can’t say! they didn’t even get the chance to meet a good chunk of the contestants that i had accepted (sorry omfg) if you’re really interested i can load up the save and show you the relationship statuses with everyone from where i left it off

vupiiii you’re so sweet thank you so much 😭😭 all the same back to you!! @sweetpyxels​ ❤️❤️

ANON HI I LOVE YOU you’re so sweet, thank you so much 😭😭😭

no it honestly makes me so happy that you actually read it once let alone reread it omfgg. you make me feel something anon. please ignore the fact that i didn’t know how dof worked in the first half of gen one 🤦‍♀️

these next few were from the ‘why did you follow me’ ask game i reblogged a while ago, sorry i never got around to them

ILY ALL AHH!!!!!! you’re all so lovely omfg ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you for sending these in they really made me smile ngl. and thanks for sticking around 😫

[hyogonokitsune]

What would happen if you faked an organism with some of the haikyuu boys 😫

gonna go ahead and assume you meant ORGASM hahaha

okay as someone who has been known to fake it in the past this was fun to think about 😳

faking an orgasm with him

kuroo, hinata, bokuto, oikawa, tsukishima, ushijima, atsumu

kuroo

he might not even notice tbh, if you were subtle about it

if you kinda overdo it and make more noise than usual he’d just

stop

and straight up ask if you just faked an orgasm with him

lowkey he’s hurt but he doesn’t let it show

tries to rationalize it, telling himself that maybe you’re just not really feeling it right now

asks if you wanna keep going, but even if you say yes he’s really self-conscious now 😔

hypervigilant the next time you have sex

you probably won’t be able to get away with faking one again lol

 hinata

he knows right away

he figured out when kageyama didn’t try their new freak quick in like .02 milliseconds so

he definitely knows when your ass is faking

he doesn’t even stop though, he just asks why you faked an orgasm while still fucking you ehfbsrfhb

“you don’t like what I’m doing babe? let’s switch it up”

tries different things until you actually cum for real

 bokuto

he only figures it out because YOU look so guilty for faking it

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might actually start crying ngl

he actually apologizes to you 😭

“are you not having fun baby? do you wanna stop??”

even if you tell him it’s okay and you wanna keep going, he can’t do it lmao

Emo Mode™ has been activated

wraps you up in the world’s tightest hug and asks how he can make it better for you next time

 oikawa

this bitch is observanttttt

there is NO WAY you’re gonna get away with faking one with him

he also gets a little teary eyed but it’s just so dramatic that you can’t help laughing at him

which only hurts his ego even more oof

he takes it as like a personal challenge to make you actually cum

and he’ll keep going even after he succeeds

and keep going

until you’re begging him to stop

prepare to be overstimmed to hell and back as punishment

 tsukishima

yeah he fucking knows right away lmfao

and he’s big mad about it

deadass just stops and walks away

“just do it on your own I guess 😤”

definitely brings it up again every chance he gets

definitely gets off from embarrassing you for it HAHA

 ushijima

he doesn’t even notice 😐

if you said you were cumming, then he believes you were cumming

he’s so cute I cry 😩

if you fessed up afterwards he’d just be like

what why

why would you need to do that

and also how

he never lies so he can’t wrap his head around how you were able to fake that so convincingly lmao

 atsumu

HUGE blow to his ego

lowkey gets a lil mad lmfao

Hard Dom Mode™ Activated

uh oh

definitely gets rougher & degrades the shit outta you

(but that’s secretly what you wanted so mission accomplished ig)

he’ll put all his energy into bringing you to the brink of orgasm

then edging you 😞

and doing that again and again for 2 hours

he’s so mean I hate him omg

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[shouta-aizawow]

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LOLOLOL SO MANY XDDD

I’ll say a couple things then!!! >:D

1. I posted abt it before but my ecology teacher has two axolotls that she keeps in one of the labs!!! (We don’t do experiments on it ofc) and they’re so precious I take videos and pictures everyday I’m there and send them to my mom XDDD The albino one is smaller and named Bartholomew and the green with brown freckled one is bigger and named James Pond. They’re siblings but we don’t know their genders. ALSO!!! I watched a TedTalk about them and they’re endangered and would live in such an unchanging environment with no natural predators that scientists believe that they’re stuck in that “baby” state bc they never saw the need to evolve and be on land. And there’s competition among the babies so they eat each other but it’s okay because they regenerate fast!!! Anyway I love axolotls so much

2. Squid Game best show

3. BNHA thoughts bc this is a 99% BNHA blog!!!

Hmmmm my mind is drawing a blank 😭😭😭

Oh!!

There are so many things that make me uncomfortable in the BNHA fandom and it’s not even bad things???? Like, Deku Stans, Dekubowl, Romantic Kacchako/BakuJirou, ShinKami, TodoDeku, Deku praise sometimes, saying that the fandom doesn’t talk about a character/ship enough in some way (that’s not Bakugou ofc 😌), and other stuff

And all of this is 100% fine???? But it deadass gives me anxiety when I have to see it. And that’s terrible for when I use Twitter bc I have to see stuff I don’t want to all the time???? So the block and mute buttons get a lot of use but more keep popping up 😫😫😫

Also, for TodoDeku and ShinKami, I don’t like fanart for them most of the time, and 9/10 times the cutesy or whatever way they’re portrayed is extremely boring, but in fics, depending on how they’re written, I like it.

TodoDeku just seems like the friendship that’s like “you’re the first person I met here and now I’m attached to you” which is fine but I’ve felt that and it didn’t turn out well for me at all. Like before, it feels boring and is usually portrayed as a “strong silent type” and “uwu soft boy” and I hate when Deku is characterized that way. (Same with in BkDk and Bakugou is big and buff and angry and masculine and Deku is a skinny twink and feminine. Nothing wrong with femininity in men but like??? Feels very…idk the vibes are allll wrong) (I also don’t like “Deku brains and is scary and outsmarts Bakugou bc Bakugou is a brute that underestimates everyone” when Bakugou is canonically the opposite and is canonically terrifying when he gets serious. He’s always calm and thinks analytically even when he’s angry or shouting, and his battle sense is amazing)

I like “TodoBaku” as a friendship more, because it’s more like “We were forced to work together but hey you’re actually pretty cool and I can be myself around you…✨bestie✨” and it’s great. I adore their relationship

Speaking of that, Remedial Squad honestly seems healthier for both Shouto and Katsuki than the DekuSquad and BakuSquad (minus Kiri)

Idc about the Dekusquad much, but I love the BakuSquad even though I think this

It’s just,,, with the RS (remedial squad), it feels like everyone is one equal grounds. They all failed, they all have similar flaws, they all get along and have similar humor, and it just seems like a group that was put together and came out as friends

With the DS and BS (ha! Bs), it feels like one of those groups you immediately form at the beginning of school. Nothing wrong with that!! But!!

DS feels bland ngl, and yeah Shouto is friends with them, but it feels like there’s a clear hierarchy in a way. Idk why. And I don’t really see Shouto’s personality shining through with them

With the BS, it kinda feels like there’s a disconnect between Bakugou and the rest of them. They get along and I love their friendship, but it honestly feels like a group you just hang out with bc they’re the only ones there even though they’re all great. Their relationships with each other seem to develop more than Bakugou’s relationship with them (minus Kiri) kinda??? And it feels like they’re on different standings than Bakugou, like how the DS is with Deku. Idk (also, in fanfics and stuff there’s always a clear Kiri bias and it’s portrayed as them being Kiri’s friends but Bakugou still hangs out with them. When there’s a fight of KiriBaku start dating, they all abandon Bakugou or threaten Bakugoi to treat Kiri right and everyone tells Bakugou that he doesn’t deserve whoever he’s dating in the squad which???? Terrible, 0/10, no good very bad)

Romantic Kacchako and Romantic BakuJirou is icky. Bakugou with any girl is icky, but I like BakuMomo under specific circumstances. Kacchako is also a painfully het relationship it’s terrible.

Kacchako as a friendship is also boring compared to other Bakugou and girl friendships. It’s not bad, just doesn’t have as much spark as the others imo

KiriMina is also the Het’s couple. It can be cute and I definitely have a more positive opinion on it than Kacchako and BakuJirou, but it’s definitely not my preference

KiriShinBaku is my absolute favorite ship (OT3?)

SeroShinBaku is also amazing, same with Todoroki replacing any of them except Bakugou

Bakubowl >>>> but also they’re the relationships where idm if the others get focused on in terms of affection

BakuDeku is okay but the shippers/seeing someone ship them makes me uncomfortable. It wasn’t always the case until recent manga chapters, and even though I’m fine with fics where they have a romantic relationship (and like to read those), I see them as siblings more than anything else

People that ship Aizawa or All Might with their students ew

That’s a lot I’m sorry!!! As soon as I got what I wanted to say my fingers didn’t stop typing so it’s probably all over the place 😭😭😭

Anyway Moli my beloved thank you!!!!! 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

[m1ckeyb3rry]

TODO THROWING HIMSELF AT Y/N LMAOOO im crying the idolization is so funny

Ok the little friendship with todo thing is funny and cute in a this-is-kinda-weird way LMAOO I’ve never seen a work that incorporates Todo as a friend of y/n this is very entertaining to read LOL

Gojo singing Taylor swift is so real LMAOOO

Ok time skip because I got lost in reading LOL but “you’re a freak” “you’re a girl” BRO??? That’s so Naoya you captured him so well but also I CANT it’s almost TOO naoya but y/n todo unlikely friendship????

Ok got to shibuya and WOW wasn’t prepared to cry!! You’d think that after reading the manga like twice and seeing everything that’s happened you’d be desensitized to the angst in jjk but NOPE!! This just brings me back to when I first read through the shibuya arc oh god Im gonna need some goofy soccer boys after this….also you know its bad when i read Kurusu as Karasu LMAOO

Ok but NOOOOOO TULLIA???? Crying fr but also seeing all the complexities and hardships y/n has to go through….all the drama and complications with the clan heads and higher ups and seeing her own decisions >>>> y/n giving up fighting makes me feel slightly conflicted ngl but that’s the nature of jjk (haha! Ha…) either way beautifully written I spent like the entirety of the day reading all this

By the photo album was the last straw HEBFLISHSS now I remember why I dropped jjk im not built for pure angst like this (also I have no idea what’s happening in the manga rn but that’s besides the point)

Ok THANK GOD Y/N IS NOT DEAD just finished and WOW that was a ride “cool story bro” indeed…ok but in all seriousness seriously beautifully crafted and so well developed I loved how each facet of y/n’s background as also touched on and delved into during the progression of the story…..I’m never getting over Gojo’s death though this just transported me back to jjk era and made me so emotional (in a good way) LMAO thank you for your service once again o7 I can guarantee you Yuta nation was well fed with this series!!

-Karasu anon

NDDJDHSHS TODO + Y/N HAVE THE BEST FRIENDSHIP i also really haven’t seen many stories where todo is friends w the mc especially not in a serious way — either he’s there as comedic relief or the mc hates him!! and while he’s def comedic relief in pi he and y/n also clearly respect one another and they have some serious moments hehe i love them sm

gojo the swiftie 😫 i do not think that man would have an eclectic music taste truly it’s whatever is on the radio for him 😭

the y/n and naoya beef is insane but i hate him so it only makes sense my girl does too!! plus she loves maki and considering what naoya has done to maki it would make zero for sense for them to get along even slightly

POMEGRANATE INK SHIBUYA CHAPTER MY BELOVED it’s like one thing after another w that chapter truly one of the most insane things i’ve written…i really liked the way it turned out though!! at least to me it fit the vibe of jjk and shibuya well without copying/stealing anyone’s storylines outright

the photo album feels like an end credits scene to me if that makes sense?? like it would play at the end of the movie/final episode of the show and it would make you cry HAHAHA it made me so emotional writing it like they’re really come so far from their first year 🥹😭💔

HEHEHE had to hit ‘em w a spin move 😈 i had so much fun making y/n as a character and expanding on her and the pomegranate ink version of jjk…she’s not complex in the sense that she’s a pretty normal person but there was a lot of thought put into her and with how long the story ended up being there was a lot of time to really get to know her and everything abt her!! she struggles a lot but in the end she somehow makes it through and even though it’s not a perfect victory because so many are dead…SHE made it which in the beginning of the series didn’t even seem likely

THANK YOU SOOO MUCH I’M SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT!! hehehe best friend’s brother (otoya’s version) should be out soon so you’ll have something silly w that

[m1ckeyb3rry]

🌫 https://m1ckeyb3rry.tumblr.com/post/686332912406265856/also-i-just-saw-this-on-tiktok-and-why-is

excited to see alice and alaric again i missed them🙁 and theories? ngl i’m probably way off but my first is that colt is gonna die and y/n and friedrich might or might not end up together.. my second is that both y/n and colt die but friedrich lives. i feel like friedrich is gonna survive to the end i don’t know why i just get that vibe, maybe because it’d be saddest if he was the only one who survived since he had a hard childhood even before the war, with his brother dying and everything so after it he’d be the only one left 😭 i feel terrible about what y/n is gonna do to athyae but you said that we’ll see the amatas again so i feel like the siblings will survive. and i feel like alaric might die..

these are def very interesting! cannot confirm or deny anything ofc 😏 ig we’ll have to wait and see. but i missed the haas twins too they were ogs 😫 even if alice sucked…she’s kinda based off of this girl who hates me LMFAOOO 😭 tbf the reason she hates me is because her boyfriend fell in love with me while they were still together and i also liked him so i didn’t do anything to stop it…but i ALSO didn’t know they were dating so 🙄 afaik they’re still together and she still hates me so 😐 whatever anyways she is the inspiration behind alice! alaric, the amatas, and friedrich are not based off of anyone i know though.

[m1ckeyb3rry]

🌫 and the new sith chapter omg i wanted to talk about that one.. also you’re on a roll we got a new chapter for swear only just yesterday omg😭

loving how colt and cordelia are really getting an emotional reaction out of y/n and making her reconsider things bc omds i just can’t wait to see how complicated it’ll get for them it’s just exciting to see y/n realize things-

and friedrich in this chapter, i feel like him proving his loyalty to y/n rather than his loyalty to marley was kinda scary with how he killed so freely for her sake.. but they really seem to be on the same page, or more than colt and y/n are at least?? i know she secretly likes both of them even though she doesn’t know it, but i do get the feeling that she sorta likes colt more so i feel bad for friedrich w the convo they had towards the end of the chapter😭

i really like xanthe and this was a good introduction to hadrian’s character, it was a really great chapter and i loved reading it!! thanks for updating hehe, you get me more and more curious for how things will go with each new chapter

I WAS ON THE WRITING GRIND LMAOO so proud of myself.

I AGREE oblivious y/n is fun but making her become aware of stuff is so entertaining too. and the way colt has no idea she’s upset…like she didn’t even talk to him before leaving for the mission ☹️ imagine her and friedrich HAD run away together like colt would’ve thought they both died and he literally never even got to say goodbye to her.

friedrich is kinda terrifying yeah lol…this chapter shows that he’s just as affected by their training as the other two, just in a different way. he’s a lot more desensitized to violence and although he’s not really loyal to marley’s cause, he would honestly be the best warrior out of the trio. the way they’ve been taught is that their enemies are less than human and therefore it’s okay to kill them (which is also seen w gabi in the beginning part of season 4), and he’s the only one to actjallt internalize that. lmao it’s kinda funny actually if you think about it, colt thinks that all of the athyaens are his enemies whereas friedrich is actually p neutral towards most of them and only hates a select few. however colt hasn’t hurt a single one and would feel remorse if he had to whereas friedrich dgaf about those he has killed. so like different viewpoints on the war ig. then there’s y/n she has no idea what’s going on…at the moment she’s probably closer to friedrich’s side of things but she definitely would not be as quick to kill people (yet 😏 slight spoiler but there will come a time in the not so far future where she becomes a lot colder and honestly more callous than both friedrich and colt combined. like, to the point that they’re both kinda scared of her and try to convince her to stop her plans. she hasn’t been showing it lately but she is very intelligent lol…zeke’s fav for a reason 😮‍💨)

unfortunately for friedrich she def likes colt more 😫 justice for friedrich he really loves her so much. BUT he also loves colt ngl they’re all kind of a throuple because both boys are SO CLOSE as well. rest assured that if it had been colt in y/n’s place friedrich would’ve done the exact same thing.

XANTHE IS AMAZING she’s so sweet it’s a breath of fresh air she’s very just kind when compared to the people y/n is usually around. and her brother 😩 nah because tbh y’all can keep colt and friedrich i’m here for hadrian. he’s probably around 16-17 and xanthe is probably like 15-16 btw. something like that haha i’m not sure. but speaking of brother-sister duos we can’t forget the OGs alice and alaric 😭🙏🏼 the amatas are a lot less dysfunctional than those two were lmfao.

THANK YOU FOR READING AND SORRY FOR ANOTHER ESSAY RESPONSE!! i’ve gotten on a roll with both swear and this fic so hopefully i’ll be getting stuff out more.