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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!
there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.
#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually#abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable#it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had#i started taking community classes#if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath#and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment#a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends#a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw#i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!
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It could get worse and it DID get worse
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
#deltarune#undertale#deltarune fanart#undertale fanart#utdr#crossover#crossover comic#comic#twin runes#twin runes comic#twin runes au#kris dreemurr#frisk#lesslo#my art#and we're also getting more hints to frisk's little secret#not long until the truth comes out I'd say#depends on how long they can keep in the guilt#but as we've established#this place is kinda made to amplify these feelings#kinda like it was made to teach someone a lesson#HMMMMMM#lesslo seems to know this place preeeetty well#don't tell me they kept him prisoner in there because he kept making everyone's life worse#yep#that's totally what happened#apparently he's immune to guilt though#cheeky bastard#I WAS PROMISED A MINOTAUR AND NOT SOME BITCHY CUPID
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Does Chloe tone down her direct bullying/harassment of Marinette after that day to just the dead mom jokes out of guilt, or is it more that Marinette now being homeschooled means Chloe just lost access? Also, does Lila try the whole lying/sabotaging thing on Marinette and just fail or does Marinette just not care?
Lila has no reason to sabotage Marinette because Marinette isn't threatening her little empire she wants to build. In fact, she really wants Marinette on her side BECAUSE she's not apart of the school, so she doesn't need to keep up an elaborate web of lies! She can just try to befriend a talented girl who makes AMAZING food and try to get freebies~
meanwhile, with Chloe, things got really complicated after the pool incident...
Tom was not in the mood to put up with this crap.
#replies#my art#dad villain au#DO NOT... come at me about france laws I tried to look up jurisdiction when it came to minors in criminal matters#and everything I found was unhelpful#so for the sake of brevity just know that Chloe almost had a record from this event and the Mayor had to buy Tom out and promise a change#in chloe's behavior#also. I am sorry this italian is off google translate#I havent kept up with my italian duolingo#my friend in italy is going to be so pissed at me RIP my moses ive failed you
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Enough guilt you can make a bouquet out of it
#hiiii I’m dropping subtle hints that I’m reading tpn again#(I’m reading tpn again)#I’m dropping even more subtle hints which character has a complete death grip on me rn#(grumpy cyclops guy my beloved you make me so sad)#this was just a sketch I didn’t plan on posting but then I uh. kept working on it#on only one layer too! been a while since I did that lol#the promised neverland#tpn#tpn ray#art#digitalart
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#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt raph#rottmnt splinter#separated au#villain au#TECHNICALLY i kept my promise#coz a week is a 7 days period#sorry if its scuffed last few days were super rough for me#non-stop freaking out#the writers block has been blocking#the jokes have not been joking#the speech bubbles have been trying to murder me again#but i think im doing a lil better now#april soup in the next one??#villain pb&j duo
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Hey, uh.. after I drew those lambs, these cats kept coming up to my door, and they won’t leave.
@hatekawa @bamsara @ghosts-and-glory @aveloka-draws @runningwithscizzorz @quanticq please get your cats
my cat:
#my art#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl fanart#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl narinder#other people’s narinder#i kept my promise#i hope you like it
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writing fics is so funny. writing ongoing ones is even more so
while no one owes me any comments, they're obviously nice to get. every single one, even if it's just hearts or something
i'm mostly amused by this, but i can't stop thinking about how often people write "can't wait to see what comes next" and then i post what comes next and they just... disappear. never come back. delete their bookmark and i see i've lost a subscriber who i assume was that person.
it just gets me wondering what was the thing that made them go "yeah nope actually i'm not finishing this"
#arden rambles#when i updated artho and killed sirius#(spoilers)#i fully expected people to nope out#but this fandom is full of masochists and i just got more people reading#although i think the promise of bringing him back was the thing that kept people reading#however this time i didn't even post anything controversial#for the record i definitely don't want to know why someone wouldn't want to read my fic
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and he was.
#rottmnt#rottmnt movie#rottmnt movie spoilers#comic#tmnt#tmnt comics#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#rise leo#rise mikey#f!leo#f!mikey#future leo#future mikey#angst#fidgetwing#more things i should talk to my therapist about#death sucks but it sucks more when it happens again#but leo kept his promise#he never left mikey alone#i should stop posting sad comics at like four am#btw is everyone like recovered from the last comic i posted?#cool#suffer again plz#ty#teenage mutant ninja turtles
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this scene from The Good Place lives in my head rent-free
(art by @mirrorshards, pls commission her and get some quality Kennies)
#south park#kenny mccormick#stan marsh#mirrorshards#i said i would find someone to commission a redraw of this and i kept my promise to myself#i keep looking at this and chuckling to myself a+ thank u shouri
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something something i will follow you into the dark (comic wip)
#this comic isn't angst i promise. maybe#another wip because im an impatient person at heart and i've been working on this comic since JANUARY#arrrghhh why isn't it done? i say#knowing full well it's not done because i kept not working on it#zukka#zuko#sokka#mywips#i dont' even know if this panel makes sense out of context#i thought i'd get this done by sunday but there's no way that's happening so here. have another wip on what's apparently a wip account now#okay i was just putting that song as a title because it popped into my head bc of the way they were standing but it made me look up those#lyrics and damn. that's a zukka angst song right there ill tell ya#“love of mine someday you will but i'll be close behind” sobs#cause we'll hold each other soon
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people call babylon 5 a “space soap opera” and they’re right! of course there are the sweeping dramatic arcs and the rise and fall of dynasties, but it’s also:
lochley being sheridan’s ex-wife for no reason and them keeping it a secret for half a season, also for no reason
that one episode where there’s an alien ceremony where everyone has to reveal a secret and fully three people confess their love
every time they block a conversation like this:
#it’s so good i promise#is it his dead wife returned from the grave or an evil twin??#what if these two main characters are secretly related and don’t know it!!#i confessed my love to you but you don’t remember!!#i sort of understand the appeal of doing a palace intrigue with sheridan and lochley but it could have been so much better. like#‘we went on a joyride together when we were 16 and accidentally killed a guy and have kept this terrible secret all these years’#what if THAT was the ghost episode#babylon 5
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the way there is only 3 episodes left of arcane has me gnawing on my tv. what do you MEAN. there are so many questions i have. the world building in this show is so limited but it is so fucking good. there is an entire world there, and we are only allowed such a limited view of it, and only for such a small amount of time. but my fucking god, there is so much to take from this. i keep thinking back to how so many citizens of zaun have died their hair to look like jinx's and i just. what does the world look like for them? the undercity has been getting stepped on and spit on for years. this is not a new thing. but the militarization of it all, the checkpoints, the open disdain and disgust. how must it feel to be given hope. vander was safety, comfort. silco was this temptation of power but in a large way was just another boot, he gave them shimmer. but jinx, she is the best of them both. and no im not saying she was sane, she has killed a lot of people but. she stood up, she used her anger and her grief and she stood up.
and jayce, my beloved. oh the man of progress. he is such a breath of fresh air for piltover. i mean, don't get me wrong he is also so complex and he definitely has his prejudices, but. he wanted to make the world a better place. he had his life saved by this arcane and he spent his entire life searching for it. and he found it. but the politics and the back room dealings that he had to make for it. he had to sacrifice a part of himself.
i think about viktor claiming that jayce would understand his use of shimmer a lot. i think he is so right. he would, he does but i think viktor couldn't understand jayce. he couldn't fathom why jayce would walk away from their studies to play the part of a councilor but it was for them. it was so they could bring hextech to the people, so they could improve lives. its the same reason he was willing to vote heimerdinger off the council.
#arcane s2#arcane#jayvik#jinx#jayce talis#viktor arcane#every episode i watch i am just blown away by the writing.#like truly and deeply#this show is one of the best written pieces of media i have consumed in YEARS#the affection line and jayce saying you were done with hextech. and me.#he cares so much#he cares he cares he cares#he never wanted to kill viktor#he went through something so terrible that he had no other choice though#he sacrificed his relationship with viktor to save him#viktor asked him to destroy it and instead he saved him#something something arcane saved jayce and vikor and they are inextricably tied together because of that#he kept his promise viktor dont you see#he wasnt being emotional#didn't mean to ramble in my tags but oh well#they are going to drive me insane
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first bite <3
#mha#bnha#fanart#ochako uraraka#toga himiko#togachako#togachaco#tgck#post war#if himiko lived and ochako kept her promise#its their first time but i think theyll soon get more comfy with it#little steps!!!#my art <3
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I could smell the lapidot on you I just didn't want to say anything
i am incredibly embarrassed and so sorry. i need a shower
art i drew in 2017
#ask#lapidot#if there was something in the way i draw that some how gave it away you have to tell me i cant live not knowing#my account where i posted SU stuff was called like tweeterbirds or something#looking through the usb with all my old art on it and i dont remember drawing like half of this shit man#i have to keep telling myself i was having fun i was just a kid this is not cringe#i used to draw dumb lapidot comics kinda like the ones i draw for TLT now so i havent changed at all tbh#one of them was just me redrawing a shitty 2018 meme with lapidot and it got like 7k notes#it was what i was known for in my friend group#i shipped them so hard and kept telling everybody i was straight i promise teehee#the COMPHET MAN
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Faith
Kim Rok Soo; a conversation about faith.
"Do you ever think of believing in something before?"
Kim Rok Soo raised his head when the question slipped from their lips. It wasn't particularly an odd question, but it did give him a twinge of unease at the pit of his stomach. His dark eyes turned to them, and he saw a flicker of curiosity in their eyes.
When he stayed quiet for a second too long, they added for clarification, "Faith. Gods and religions and whatnot."
Rok Soo lowered his eyes from theirs. The question surrounding faith wasn't something he spent his time mowing about when they lived in an apocalyptic world where everything around them was despair personified. If he were to confess, the idea of a higher being existing and seeing all of this pain and not doing anything to stop it made him feel slightly bitter.
But then again, such an omniscient being can't possibly understand the pains of a mortal, smaller being.
"I don't..." Rok Soo began, choosing his words carefully. He noticed a gap he hadn't noticed before with this question and he didn't want to destroy the semblance of understanding between them that had been built over the years over the matter of faith. "I don't really do that."
"I see," they replied with a faint hum. "I'm sorry if that was something invasive to ask."
"Can't be invasive if there's nothing to invade," Rok Soo replied, taking a swig from his bottle of soju.
They let out a soft chuckle. "I suppose so."
There was a moment of silence that hung in the air between them before Rok Soo added slowly, "It's not that I haven't thought about it. I just... don't have that connection."
They smiled. "I understand. I struggle with it sometimes, too."
"You do?" Rok Soo raised an eyebrow.
They laughed when Kim Rok Soo leaned back in interest at their confession. "I do, yes. It's so hard believing in something you can't see or prove. I believe there's an analogy for it using teapots."
Rok Soo tilted his head. "Russell's Teapot."
They clapped their hands once. "That's it, that's the one!"
"I constantly think about it," they murmured quietly with a wry smile. "It's exhausting."
Another silence between them. Rok Soo didn't know what to do or say to respond to that admission. Was he supposed to tell them he's sorry? Reassure them that their faith is right and they shouldn't be worried when he himself does not hold onto a belief?
"If a god were to exist," Rok Soo began carefully. "It's hard to imagine that they'll understand us."
"That's the opposite of what I had been taught ever since I was young," they replied with a hearty laugh. "That whatever we do, our God will understand us, because He is a merciful God."
Rok Soo looked up at the ceiling and they simply looked at him with a smile. "Tell me."
Rok Soo looked back at them. "What?"
They leaned to him and then tapped at his temple twice with their finger. "Tell me what's in here. What you're thinking."
Rok Soo made himself comfortable on the floor, his tailbone slightly hurting. They had been sitting on the floor of the balcony of his apartment for a while now, their empty bowls of ramyeon stacked by his side and two empty bottles of soju between them both. The cool wind blew against his dark hair and their own, which made him turn to look at them properly.
"I think the idea of a god being perfectly loving, all-knowing, powerful, and everywhere present could not exist without contradictions," Rok Soo began quietly.
"Me too," they admitted with a wistful smile. "A loving God. Yet why does the devil receive no mercy?"
Rok Soo adjusted his position, suddenly interested in the mention of the devil. "You think the devil deserves mercy?"
"Only He could give it to 'em," they said, gesturing at the sky lazily. "Does that mean... even the worst of the worst could still not be forgiven?"
They look up at the sky. "Do you think... our comrades could forgive us?"
Rok Soo grew quiet. He suddenly dreads this conversation.
They chuckled in resignation. "God, who am I kidding? If a God can't even forgive me, then how can--"
"Enough." Rok Soo sighed. "The soju is getting to you."
"Maybe it is," they hummed, leaning to him and closing their eyes. "I'm sorry."
Rok Soo stayed in his position, holding onto his bottle of soju and looking at it thoughtfully.
"You know," they began softly to him. "I may struggle in believing in my God, but not you."
"Never you."
#trash of the count's family#cale henituse#cale henituse x reader#lout of count's family#kim rok soo#self indulgent#i think about gods and dead people too much lately#i promised my friend to do something for him#i kept stalling and now he's gone#i dont know how to cope#lmfaoo#i hope he doesn't get angry at me over it
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thinking abt tlt, som, and ttc era percy
percy who's still struggling to find his footing at camp, and every single time during those first three prophecies, he's seen as the outcast, and never once brought into the fold until he comes back after finishing the prophecy.
there's always something that pushes him to the outskirts, something that gives the other campers fodder to make fun of him or completely ignore him.
he thinks he's found his place after the minotaur? nope, turns out everyone sees him as a bad omen and he doesn't make any friends because the entire camp refuses to be around him.
he thinks he's found his place after lighting thief? restoring zeus' bolt? NOPE he finds out tyson is a cyclopes and his brother and now one of his closest friends + the campers are icing him out and grover's not around.
he thinks he's found his place after sea of monsters? restored thalia's tree and hey, now he's got a cousin? NOPE he's pushed aside in favor of her by the campers and chiron and is seen as incompetent and his best friend has been kidnapped and he's being blamed.
rereading those first three books now is so painful, because the way percy gets treated by the camp hurts so much, because literally all he wants is to be accepted by this group of people he should have so much in common with, but every single turn meets him with more people pushing him away.
and it isn't until battle of the labyrinth, until he's named as the child of the prophecy, that people actually start to treat him as one of them.
#the amount of stuff that is kept from percy makes my blood boil#sometimes i think abt how thalia treated him/talked down to him in ttc and i get upset#also ofc this is not excusing percy's own behavior towards tyson in som#AND THE FACT THAT CHIRON PROMISED TO TEACH AND TELL HIM SO MANY THINGS#THEN TURNED AROUND AND TAUGHT THOSE THINGS TO THALIA AND COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT PERCY#thinking abt a percy who absolutely has trust issues#and his circle of real trustworthy people is SO small#literally it's only annabeth grover hazel frank and rachel#sometimes i reread the 'percy gets betrayed' fics and i'm like he's so valid for all of this#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood#thalia grace#chiron
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