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3gremlins · 2 months

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me: so i've somehow become the de facto leader of my raid group and there's all this drama and i think i'm bad at dealing with it my therapist: it's interesting that you're the leader of things...that's good right? me: oh no this happens a lot and it's terrible. you know how in skyrim you show up at mage college like "hello yes, i'd like to learn magic" and they're like "that's great, we're having this problem, can you help us?" and you're like "okay sure i guess" and they're like "great, thank you, also you're the leader now b/c you did the stuff" and this happens with every single organization in that game?? This is my life. like i just wander into groups wanting to participate/do stuff and then since i'm the only one who is willing to organize anything i somehow become in charge. my therapist: fascinating! ngl i'm so proud of you for making communities! reaching out! nature is healing! me: i feel like you are not understanding the problem tho :3

#text post #personal #i guess it's a good sign that it's happened again #but also ugh #i don't want to be the leader i want to be the general #like 2nd in command is ideal #you have all the power to organize things but you don't have to deal with people so much lol #also i dont have the spoons to spend a day on discord with someone who can't be on time and just spits vitriol and excuses at me #like that's not fun #gamer drama #we are all too old for this shit fam #my colead just wants to kick this person and i'm like oh no but that's mean but after their shit all day i'm also like idk now #like there's only so much abuse a person can take #all i asked is that they were on time and they like exploded i was like this is not serious but if you want to play you show up #also they accused me of being power hungry and i'm like do you think i want to herd all you cats and beg you to be on time b/c i do not #i just want to do endgame content with some semblance of prog

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