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Final q this christmas day (hope youre having a lovely day! I am stuck in bed with a fever 38! Luckily i am at my parent's home but i feel guilty as hell for having the influneza!)
I JUST read in a answer u did for a q that you are WRITING DRARRY! ahhhhhh. and its coming out soon in jan! what a great thing to look forward to this next month!
Which segueayed into my final q which is-
I know you said uve been reading Dramione since teen, but what in your experience has been the differences between writing Drarry vs. Dramione? Everyone has their preferences but what is urs? Do you like both ships equally? What do you think one has over the other?
Excited to starting Drarry reads in 2024! Hopefully if you manage to rank most rec-ed/best reads for drarry in the other q, urs will be in mine in the future EASILY.
hi again! i hope you've recovered by now â€
i am indeed writing drarry and i am very excited about it, hopefully others will enjoy reading it as much as i have enjoyed writing it đ„°.
hmm. for me, i'd say when im writing dramione vs drarry, there are different canon touchpoints i draw from to inform their relationship and draco's redemption. these relationships are two very distinct dynamics in my mind, and i approached them with their own lens. when im in my dramione headspace, the torture at the manor is obviously a big canon moment, as is draco's calling her a slur, and his childhood bigotry. for hermione to even give draco the time of day post-war, those things will color their interactions and i want them addressed in some way.
when im thinking on drarry, their mutual animosity is on a more personal level, rather than ideological. although, draco's prejudice still has to be addressed, that's very important to me. harry can forgive a lot, but i can't imagine he'd jump into something with a person who used to hurl slurs at his best friend (and harry's own mother, too), before knowing there's been a mindset change. draco and harry have a canon obsession with each other, which has been fun to play with, and i've loved incorporating a lot of their book interactions into their adult lives, showing how they shaped each other, even unintentionally. these two can be at each other's throats in a more vicious way than draco/hermione. i delight in finding the gentleness in these relationships, i just think the path to that gentle love looks different depending on whether it's with harry or hermione.
dramione will always be my favorite ship, my first love. but as i've read so much fic over the years, i've come to appreciate the many different ships we can find in this fandom.
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GD's thoughts on Still Life's lack of promotions in 2022
#đ„șđ#so he (and possibly the rest of bb) wanted to do more with the song after all#probably yg held them back and down as usual#bigbang#gdragon#gd#still life#spring summer fall winter#the four seasons#gdivision#when all of bb renewed their contracts with yg in 2020 I was happy about the news#yet I remember a lot of vips being upset#not because they wanted bb to come to an end but because they didn't believe yg would give them the opportunity and attention they deserved#especially in the wake of burning sun#I think at the time I didn't fully realize just how stifling the agency could be toward their artists#now though... nearly 3 years later... that's changed#and I'm very excited to see what the guys will do for themselves now that they've broken away from yg#(still waiting on gd's contract news though... that's three down one to go)
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hi! hope youâre having a good day!
ive been re-reading through your dabi fics and have been reminded of how i love the carnival worker dabi fanfic. like i donât know why but im so fixated on him. it might just be bc i love carnivals and theme parks and the aesthetic of them is very nostalgic to me. like heâs just such a mystery, i love it.
im not sure if that fic is a one shot and whether it will be revisited or not, but just wanted to say that itâs one of my favs!
hi sweetpea!!! <33 AW HEHE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!!! iâm so incredibly glad to hear that you enjoy carnival attendant dabi!! (ÂŽâïœ)⥠i had such a blast writing him because heâs really like,, happy-go-lucky? but he has this intense, deep, heavy air of melancholy to him, because heâs only happy-go-lucky due to the cocktail of drugs infusing his blood. heâs quietly tragic beneath it all, and his artificial easygoing nature hides something a lot more sad and sinister.
it was intended to be a oneshot, yes! i really like the way it ends and heâs kind of meant to feel like this enigmaâlike you got a taste of him and thatâs it, heâs gone, never to be seen again. youâre meant to kind of feel sad once itâs over and miss himâor, at least, that was my intention and what i was trying to do with the piece!! <3 i donât want to say for sure that iâll never revisit his AUâbecause 1. never say never and 2. i really do love him, so itâs definitely a possibility, but itâs a slim possibility. either way, thank you so much for taking a moment to send me such a beautiful lil message and let me know your thoughts!!! it means so much to me, it truly does <3
#this make me smile so big!!!!!#im so happy heâs one of ur faves!!!! i worked really hard on that piece#heâs precious eh??? he kind of like;; makes you want to save him HAHAH#like you just wanna take all his broken pieces and kiss them and put them back together#slow and painstakingly#but u canât!!!!! he canât really be saved or fixed#heâs on a wild ride!#he IS a wild ride HAHAHA#anyway now iâm rambling~#thank you for this bb i love u lots <33#have a fantastic monday & week ahead!!#stay safe n stay hydrated <3#inky.bb#clari gets mail#inky.carnival dabi#just in case i ever wanna find this ask again haha
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A love least expected | B.B
Bucky thought he found the love of his life in Steve, but little did he know that Steve going back in time would give him the opportunity to fall in love with someone who really loves Bucky.
Pairing: BestFriend!Bucky Barnes x BestFriend!Fem!Reader, past Boyfriend!Bucky Barnes x Boyfriend!Steve Rogers
Wordcount: 6.184 Words
Warnings: hurt/comfort, angst, fluff, Bucky being insecure, Steve being mean, taking less care of themselves (Bucky), best friends to lovers, bit of idiots in love/mutual pinning, reader reads letter Bucky wrote to Steve (he doesnât mind), more fluff, so much fluff, love confession
Authors Note: Thank you to my loveliest best friend @thevillainswhore for helping me find the pictures, a title and for always listening to all the ideas I throw at you hehe. I love you so much!â€ïžâ€ïž Dividers made by me.
Events: Trick or treat | Bucky Barnes, trick and treat, soulmates, best friends to lovers | hosted by me | Stevie BB 200 Follower Writing Challenge | Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, soulmate AU/ bit of idiots in love/mutual pinning, âAre you fucking kidding me?â | @steviebbboi | Writing Challenge | Soulmates AU, đ„ àŒŰ â Iâve tried to forbid myself from falling in love, but now I canât help it.â | @elixirfromthestars
Masterlist | Bucky Barnes Masterlist
The cold wind was blowing harshly, cutting into his skin. But the coldness outside was nothing compared to the one he felt inside him. His lips turned into a thin line, and the usual light blue eyes are now filled with pain and sorrow. His heart was broken, shattered in the tiniest pieces, and not even a sorry couldnât fix what broke just a few minutes earlier.
The brown-haired man watched his boyfriend â ex-boyfriend â walking closer to the others. Time tracking, Bucky knew when he just heard that Steve would bring back the stones that he wouldnât come back as the man he used to be.
The hug was too long, the gazes too intense, too hurtful. And Bucky knew itâs the last time he would hold his boyfriend â the next time he will hold him, it will only be his best friend. He couldnât blame Steve; he didnât want to. His heart was broken, but his feelings were still as strong as they used to be â as they always were, in the forties already.
While Bucky couldnât imagine moving on without the man he thought would be the love of his life, he watched Steve move on without him. All the years, all what they went through meant not enough for Steve to be happy with him.
And once again, his mind ran wild. Was it Bucky who gave Steve a reason to move on? Maybe it was the winter soldier that made him less lovely for Steve. Maybe it was everything he did all those years. But why⊠why was Steve looking for him? He went to war for him and would even have walked to Austria for him. And now there was a man walking to the others; he did look like his Stevie, but he was so different.
Bucky wanted to call the other manâs name; he wanted to run after him and hold him. A few silent tears were rolling down his cheeks, his body shaking slightly, and he tried to hold back his sobs. With every step Steve was taking away from him, he felt his heart ripped out of his chest. There was nothing left.
The words Steve said earlier were still echoing through Buckyâs mind. âDonât do anything stupid âtil I get back.â Until he gets back, but the way Buckyâs stomach dropped when he looked into the usual lovely blue eyes of his boyfriend, he could tell that things would be different when Steve would be back.
âIâm gonna miss you, buddy.â Bucky had to reply. He knew when Steve was lying, when Steve had something planned without saying it out loud. And this was one of these moments, where the slightly sad expression on the other manâs face gave away the truth. His lips curled up so softly that Bucky would have missed it; wouldnât he have to find a little bit of hope for them in his boyfriendâs expression.
âItâs gonna be okay, Buck.â It was then and there the moment Bucky was sure that Steve wasnât going to come back as the man he was going to leave. The man Bucky used to love will be back in the forties, being lost somewhere there; maybe he found true love while Bucky was in the war. Or maybe⊠maybe he would just go back to Buck and give them both a life they deserved without the pain the army and hydra caused.
But deep down Bucky knew the truth; he felt that Steve would change. Just the hope and the love made him believe that his boyfriend could come back to him and could be with him.
The further Steve walked away, the colder it got inside and around Bucky. He was shivering. The strong arms of the other man were still around him, at least the feeling of them. But with every inch of distance between both of the men, Bucky felt the warmth of the touch disappear, and he regretted even letting go of his boyfriend. But he had to; he had to let him go so at least Steve could be happy and live the life he wanted while he left Bucky with no more faith in love.
You were standing a bit away from them, watching your best friend literally break while he watched Steve. Your heart was aching, and you wanted nothing more than to wrap your arms around him and give him the comfort he needed, but you also didnât want to embarrass him because he was crying and shaking from the pain he felt.
So, you decided to walk over to him and try to give him as much comfort as possible without jumping around his neck with a blanket to wrap him in it and keep him protected and warm.
âHey, Buck,â you greeted him with a soft smile. His eyes were stuck on the other man, watching every muscle moving and the way his hips swung. You followed his eyes, your smile turning sad, and you couldnât help but feel your heart shattering.
Itâs not that you were in love with Steve; of course he was a good friend. But you know for Bucky he meant the world, that Bucky thought he found the love of and for his life in Steve. Still, he has to watch the person he used to love more than everything, leaving for a life Bucky couldnât give to him.
You noticed the tears rolling down Buckyâs cheeks; his breath got heavier, and you could almost feel the way your best friend broke from the inside. The deep blue eyes were suddenly so empty; the smile that was always across his face was replaced by a thin line of his lips. The sweet scrunch of his nose that always got everyoneâs attention was now replaced by the tears that were quietly falling down his cheeks.
âW-whyâŠ?â Bucky asked, his voice only a hoarse whimper. The self-doubts were crashing down on him like the heaviest building ever. Maybe he wasnât enough; of course he wasnât. Would he be ever enough for Steve, then he wouldnât have decided to travel back to have a life with a woman â without Bucky. âWhy doesnât he love me?â
You swallowed thickly; there was no simple answer for that. You didnât even know if Steve loved Bucky or not. With a soft sigh, you looked at Steve, then at Bucky, and took another step closer to him. âSometimes⊠Sometimes love isnât enough for someone to stay. But thatâs not your fault; some people just canât⊠they canât appreciate what they get from another person. They think they can âdo betterâ even though they have everything they need. Sometimes it takes distance for one to notice that he was in the wrong.â
Buckyâs eyes lit up slightly. His eyes still on Steve as he placed the helmet on his head and stepped into the machine for time travel. âSo, maybe he will come back to me⊠to us⊠to that here as the one he is now?â
The hope in Bucky's voice caused a cold shiver running down your spine. You really hoped for him that Steve would come back as the one he was. That he only needed to see that he loved Bucky and that he found everything in the man he could possibly find in someone.
But deep down, you actually knew that itâs not true. Steve wouldnât be the one he used to be. But you werenât sure; you didnât want to break Buckyâs heart further, but lying and letting him think that Steve would be his old self? You donât want to do it either.
âI-I donât know,â you mumbled and watched Steve. He disappeared. Next to you, you noticed something â or someone â was falling down to the ground. Your eyes widened, and your heart shattered as the scream left his parted lips.
Bucky kneeled next to you on the dirty, cold floor, his eyes red and watery while he pants. It was his scream; it was his pain. He had to let go the moment the love of his life disappeared to live another life. He stared down; his hands were grasping the dirt under his fingers, and tears were falling down his cheeks.
âNoâŠnoâŠnoâŠno,â he panted, repeating the words over and over again. His breath was heavy, and his eyes were unfocused. And then he started to shake his head; his eyes were wandering from the ground up to where Steve was standing and back to the ground. âPlease⊠come back. St-Steve, please.â
You watched Bucky for a moment, considering whether to kneel down or give him a moment for himself. Your eyes were wandering over his shaking form, and when he started to repeat Steveâs name and begged him to come back, you got down on your knees as well.
âBucky? I know it hurts, but Steve isnât coming back,â you mumbled. Youâre not sure what to say, but trying to hide the truth wouldnât help Bucky either. âCan you look at me?â
Bucky swallowed, turning his face toward you. His eyes were red and puffy, his lips formed into a pout, and he stared at you with the most hurt expression you have ever seen on his face. He nodded, waiting for you to continue.
âItâs okay, youâre gonna be fine,â you said in a soft voice. You brought your hand to his soft, brown locks. Bucky relaxed slightly, the pain still visible, but at least he had someone who was there for him. You curled his hair around your fingers, stroking his neck softly. âEverything is going to be fine; youâre not alone. I know it feels like that; it feels like Steve took everything with him, but he didnât. Weâre still here for you, and youâre loved.â
Bucky nodded, leaning his head against your shoulder. His arms automatically wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer toward him. The brown-haired manâs fingers were digging into your skin, holding onto you to make sure youâre staying as close as possible to him.
âYou stay?â
âI will stay. Youâre my best friend; I love you, and I will give you all the hugs and cuddles you need, Buck.â
The days and the weeks felt so much longer and so empty without Steve. Bucky didnât sleep much at all; he refused to eat and cared about anything but his letters. Since Steve left, he wrote a letter every day, putting all his feelings, all his pain, and all his love into them. Even though he refused to go out, he didnât mind when you came over and gave him some company.
You sighed when you opened the door to Buckyâs apartment. The air was thick and stinging; you closed the door and walked further into the apartment. You got used to Buckyâs behavior, his less care for everything, but you wished you could help him.
âBuck? I brought some food,â you said as you looked through the door of his living room. His eyes were shooting up at you. He nodded with a slightly sad smile and held out his hands, curious what you got for him. âHow are you feeling today?â
He shrugged, taking the bag and looking into it. ââM not sure. Empty⊠cold?â Buckyâs voice was quiet, but he smiled softly when he noticed something you got for him. He took it and held it out of the bag, showing it to you. âI love these, my favorite chocolate.â
You watched him for a while before you walked through the room to open the windows and let some fresh air in. Even though Bucky tried to convince you to not clean, you always did it when you were there. Most of the time he even helped you, finding it easier to clean when he didnât have to do it all by himself.
âWhen did you shower last time?â Bucky looked up, his face heating up as he turned his face away again. You sighed, knowing it was at least a week ago that he had a shower. âHow about you get one yet?â
Bucky shook his head; fear was visible in his blue orbs. You furrowed, walking closer to him. He didnât look at you, too ashamed to do so. Buckyâs breath hitched as you kneeled down in front of him and rested your arms on his thick thighs.
âWhy not?â Your voice was sweet as honey. You knew it was the best way to talk to Bucky without making him more ashamed or making him feel worse.
âBecuaseâŠâ Bucky swallowed thickly. âWhat if I come back here and youâre gone?â
Your eyes widened, and your heart was beating faster. After Steve left, Bucky got more and more separation anxiety, but you didnât know it would be that bad. That it would cause him to refuse letting you out of your view when youâre there â which you are around every day or at least every other day.
âIâm not going anywhere else,â you mumbled, drawing small circles on his thick. Bucky nodded, his eyes watering as he looked at you. His big hands moved almost automatically to yours; he placed them on top of yours and held them tight.
âPromise?â
âI promise.â
Bucky nodded at your assurance. He still refused to let go of your hands and move an inch, but he knew he had to take a shower at least. He didnât even know why he still felt so low. Steve hurt him; he broke him, but he found something thatâs worth living again. But whatever he tried, the thought of losing it made him curl into a little ball and feel the depression coming over him again.
âBut⊠you stay here?â Bucky asked once again. You nodded, smiling at him before getting up to sit down next to him and giving him the room to get up. He sighed, his hands shaking, but he finally moved and got up to walk to the bathroom.
His eyes were darting between you and the bathroom, making sure you were still sitting on the couch. Your heart broke slightly about the insecure and broken man who used to be so happy and proud of himself. Someone who was never insecure about himself.
When he finally got into the shower, you started to clean his apartment. Starting with the trash that was placed all over the floor and surfaces. You then changed the sheets on his bed and opened the windows there as well until you reached the big pile of dirty clothes.
With a chuckle, you picked it up and ordered it to put it into the washing machine. You noticed a bunch of letters between some other stuff on the table; you listened to the sound of the running shower before taking them.
It wasnât your best move, you know that, but you were curious who he was writing a letter â or a bunch of letters. You opened the first one; the first one made your breath hitch.
For Steve.
Your eyes widened, then they moved to the date on it; it was written one day after Steve left. You couldnât stop the curiosity from boiling over and made you continue reading what Bucky wrote.
I miss you. I miss you more than I thought one could miss someone else. Are you coming back? Please donât go away; donât leave me.
You noticed the few patches of tears in the paper; your heart was clenching while you continued to read further through the letter. Bucky told Steve everything about the day he left â that he broke down, that you comforted him, that he couldnât sleep, and that everything felt so hard. Buckyâs heart was broken, and he put it down in the form of words; even though Steve isnât reading it, he could at least get it out of him.
Donât leave me alone in this new world. Itâs more than I can handle; itâs so new, so different from the forties. Please donât leave me alone in this new and modern world.
Your eyes watered at the desperation Bucky probably feels every day. Even though you knew that things changed since the forties, you hoped that it wouldnât feel that bad for Bucky. Reading those words made your heart clench in your chest, causing you to shiver.
I love you.
Bucky.
Putting the letter away, you took another one, curious what Bucky wrote later. It wasnât just a letter from a day later; it was one around a month later. You opened it and stared at the first words Bucky wrote.
Hi Steve,
it still feels different without you. I still feel that something about me is missing. It hurts to think about you, and sometimes I still even hear your voice.
You stared at the words; it was different. Bucky wasnât as desperate as he was before anymore. It still pained you to know that Bucky was suffering so much because of the man he thought he would love. But on the other side, you knew that Bucky felt better now, at least a bit.
I feel less empty; itâs less cold. But I am still mad at you. I hope youâre being happy, but it makes me insane to know that I couldnât be the one who makes you happy.
Iâm mad that you left me alone in the modern world by myself. That you went back in time, that you looked like you didnât care about me.
Your eyes were roaming over Buckyâs words. His thoughts were all written down on a piece of paper â his anger, his hurt, but also that he loved Steve. You continued to read this letter before you took another one, the one he wrote last night.
You listened closely, the shower still running, so you inhaled deeply once more and opened that letter as well.
Curiosity was stuck to every fiber in your body; you werenât sure if you should read it. You shouldnât have started to read them at all because they were private. But on the other side, it was also important to see how Bucky was doing; those letters said so much more than he did. He didnât like talking too much about his feelings, especially not about Steve. So you were letting your eyes wander over the words of the letter.
I found that girl; sheâs beautiful and sweet. I never thought I could look at someone and feel that way ever again, but she made me see the world in a positive way. Her eyes shine like the sun, and her laugh is the most beautiful I have ever heard. She's the light in my nights and the one I can hold onto if I feel like I fall.
Your eyes widened as you read the words Bucky wrote down. There werenât many people who were around Bucky; it was actually mostly Sam and you. So the only person he could mean was you, and a shiver ran down your spine when your stomach flipped.
Bucky may have fallen in love with you. It was a while back since Steve left him, and you knew about the way Bucky changed that he slowly got over Steve. Even though he was still sad about what Steve did, and even though Bucky didnât get himself to take care, he also changed slightly into a bit more of a happy self.
I still donât get my ass up; I donât find motivation to clean and take care of things or even me. Except sheâs around, then she helps me. You know her; she was the only person who helped me get up and who stood by my side when you left me in this modern world to live another life. And she never â not once â left my side since that. She is my strength; she is my everything.
You put the letter back on the table when you heard the door of the bathroom opening. Bucky walked with a towel around his waist into the living room; his expression was soft, and a soft smile played around his lips. You had seen him like that â without a shirt and damp hair â a few times before, but this time it made your knees buckle, and you were glad that you were still sitting on the couch.
Bucky walked closer to you, looking around as he noticed that you really cleaned for him. Then his eyes landed on the letters that were still on the table; one of them was open, and he gasped softly.
âY-you know you donât have to cleanâŠâ He said, his eyes still focused on the letter. Emotions overcame him: fear, happiness, panic, and love. âDid you read them?â
Bucky smiled softly as he saw your reaction. He knew exactly that you read them, and he even liked it. So he didnât have to hide his feelings anymore, even though he was unsure what you feel, if you would feel the same or were going to be mad about it.
You nodded, watching him walk closer. Bucky took a short and a pair of boxers from the counter, pulling them on before he focused his attention back on you. His heart was racing, and his breath sped up slightly the longer he waited for an answer from you.
âA-Are you m-mad? Iâve tried to forbid myself from falling in love, but now I canât help it,â he breathed out, sitting down next to you on the couch. One of his legs underneath the other while he watched you intensely. âI⊠we can just ignore it⊠I-I just⊠I know you could think I just fell in love because Steve left. But I guess I just needed to realize that Steve and I never worked the way I tried to see.â
Bucky often told you about his relationship with Steve. He loved the other man, but Steve was still stuck in the past. And even though he tried to hide it, Bucky always knew it. The brown-haired man loved Steve a whole lot, but the moment the other was turned into a big, muscular man â Bucky knew that Steve wouldnât be as much in love with him any longer. He finally got the attention he always hoped to get; he finally didnât have to feel insecure anymore. As much as Bucky tried, he could never help Steve with his insecurities as much as the serum then did.
âI know,â you mumbled, resting your hand on Bucky's thigh. You smiled softly at him, running your fingers over his knee. âIâve seen the way you changed after Steve left. I still see it and also how you act around me. And Iâm glad I read those letters, and Iâm also glad that you fell in love with me.â
Buckyâs eyes widened, and he wasnât sure if he heard right or if that was just the most amazing dream ever. His blue eyes were staring into yours, holding your gaze as he waited for you to laugh and tell him that you just made a joke. But the moment didnât come; instead, you inch closer to him and had the most adorable smile on your face.
âDo you need me to spell it for you?â You chuckled and brought your hand to his cheek. You brushed your fingers over his soft stubbles. Bucky tilted his head, leaning more into your touch. âI. L. O. V. E. Y. O. U. Iâm in love with you too.â
Bucky chuckled, his eyes still holding yours as you literally spelled âI love youâ for him. He inhaled deeply; it was shaky and slow, but the smile on his face only grew the more the words seeped into his mind.
âYou really do? Like, in a way that if I asked you out, you would say yes? Like in a way that if I wanted to kiss you, you would let me?â He asked; he was almost stumbling over his own words. The thoughts were racing in his mind, and he couldnât help but imagine your soft lips pressing delicately against yours.
âI really do. I would definitely say yes. And would you like to kiss me⊠if I would let you. How about you try and find out?â
Bucky grinned at you, leaning closer to you. âYou know, you're my rock in every hard time. Youâre the star that brightens up my day. Youâre the sun that warms me. And even though I still have some trouble taking care of things and even myself. Never doubt my love; I may not be good at cleaning and all. But I know that I love you more than everything; you know that, donât you?â
You chuckled and nodded. âI do know that you do. And I would never doubt your love, my clingy, precious boy,â you smirked at him, causing him to growl in amusement. âI do love you too.â
Without another word, Bucky leaned closer and pressed his lips softly against yours. His hands found their way around your waist, pulling you into his lap while he intertwined his fingers behind your back and held you close. Your hands moved almost automatically to his neck, pulling him closer until his nose brushed over your cheek.
Bucky growled into the kiss; his lips were moving softly and slowly against yours. It felt different, like every kiss or touch the two of you ever felt before â this one wasnât just a kiss with someone you hoped to be with forever; this was a kiss that meant forever. It was the start of your journey together, the start of the most special thing you could have imagined.
âBuc-â you interrupted yourself the moment you heard the voice of Steve coming from your shared living room. Bucky and you were happier than ever; you had a lot of dates, and after a while you even moved in with him. He was the sweetest man you have ever met, and he feels the happiness back inside of him. But now you had to listen to your boyfriend talking to his ex-boyfriend, to the man he used to love more than everything.
Your heart was beating faster, and you pressed yourself against the wall behind you, scared of what you were going to hear. Bucky loved you; the two of you had enough time and moments to fall deeply in love with you. But you never thought what would happen the moment Steve would walk back into his life because you never thought Steve would do that.
âIâm so sorry, Buck. I donât know what came over me or what made me do that. I should have never left; I donât⊠I just donât know,â Steve mumbled and ran his fingers through his hair. The hair Bucky used to love running his fingers through and playing with the strands of Steveâs hair.
Bucky shook his head. He inhaled deeply before looking straight into his ex-boyfriend's blue orbs. âI accept your apology.â
Your heart dropped when you heard that; a shaky breath left your lips, and you had to fight the tears that threatened to break free. This couldnât be possible; Bucky couldnât leave you, could he? You tried to stay as calm as possible, listening carefully to the conversation before freaking out or breaking down.
âSo you come back? You let me come back? I missed you; it was all a big mistake. I never cheated on you; I just needed to see that youâre the one for me, I guess. Bucky, please give us another chance. I will be better this time,â Steve said, his voice pleasing, and you knew without having to look at him how he looked at Bucky. You wouldnât blame Bucky for going back to Steve, even though it would break your heart. If it was Buckyâs wish to go back to Steve, he would never dare to be between them and stop Bucky from being happy.
âGuess you didnât cheat, but youâre still a traitor,â Bucky said, his voice calm and shaking. He shook his head as he looked at Steve, who had tears in his eyes. âI wish that you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you.â
Steveâs jaw dropped as he heard the words leaving his ex-lovers lips. âBuck⊠you-you canât be serious. I love you; I always loved you.â
You noticed the shaking in Steveâs voice, and you felt almost pity â wouldn't he have been the reason for Bucky being down and broken after he left. You heard Bucky shuffling; he was probably grasping his hair like he always did and turned around. Bucky inhaled deeply before turning back to Steve. âDid you love me when she was sleeping in the bed we made? Donât you dare forget about the way you betrayed me. âCause I know that you will never feel sorry for sleeping in the bed with her, for kissing her, for looking at her like you used to look at me,â Bucky breathed out.
âI-I didnât..â Steve gets interrupted by Bucky shaking his head. He didnât want to hear more; he didnât want anyone to destroy his happiness ever again â not even his ex-boyfriend. âPlease, Bucky, I need you.â
âIâm sorry,â the brown-haired mumbled. He wasnât sure to tell Steve about you, to tell him about the love he found and the happiness he feels again. âI can't, and I honestly don't want to. You broke me and.. Iââ
âYou what?â Steve asked in a dominant and angry tone. His eyes widened when he thought about a possible reason Bucky couldnât go back to him. âNo. Donât tell me you⊠Bucky, no.â
You took a few steps back before you walked with a few louder steps to let them know that you approached the room. Steve and Bucky looked at you. Steveâs eyes were widened with shock and disbelief, while Bucky looked at you with a soft smile and brightened eyes at you.
âBabydoll,â Bucky smirked and held his arms open for you to walk closer to him. Your eyes drifted to Steve for a moment before you let Bucky wrap his arms tightly around you. He pressed his lips softly against your forehead, waiting for you to wrap your arms around his waist â which you did. âHow was the meeting? Everything fine, or do you need anything?â
You smiled softly against his chest. Bucky was always so sweet and caring when it came to you. He always made sure that you had everything you needed and that you got whatever you wanted or needed. Seeing your smile and the love you gave to him made his heart swell, and he just couldnât help but feel in love with you every time.
âEverything is fine. Just wanted to get a glass of water and ask if you have any idea for dinner today,â you mumbled before pulling back softly and looking at Steve. His eyes were narrow, and he watched the two of you intensely. Steve swallowed thickly when he saw the way Bucky hugged you, the way he kissed your forehead, and how sweet and loving he was around you. âHey, Steve.â
He nodded, watching you walk toward the kitchen. His eyes were glued to you. Bucky cleared his throat, getting Steveâs attention. The smile on Buckyâs face turned into a like again when he looked back at Steve, who shook his head slightly.
âAre you fuâ kidding me? How much do you pay her that you made me suffer like that? Do you want me to get on my knees to beg you to take me back?â Steve asked, determined to get an answer that would make it possible for Steve to get his ex-boyfriend back.
âIâm not doing it to make you suffer. I love her, and she loves me. When you left, I went home, I sat in the corner of the room, and everything reminded me of you,â Bucky said before taking a deep breath.
He didnât like to hurt Steve like that; he didnât want to hurt him, but he wasnât in love with him anymore. Bucky found you; he found his babydoll, someone who would never leave him â for no one else.
âI thought about what could make you go back in time, and then I noticed. Peggy, the way you looked at her in the bar. She was the first woman who gave you attention. It didnât matter that I loved you more than everything because you got the attention of a woman â a handsome and nice woman,â the brown-haired manâs eyes roamed over Steveâs face, noting the ways his lips twitched. Bucky knew he was right; he knew that Steve loved the attention he got from Peggy; no woman had ever looked at him like that before.
âThatâs not⊠I mean, yes, but thatâs not true. I do like the attention I got from her, but that doesnât mean that I love you less. I do love you the same.â Steve growled; he was annoyed. Not about Bucky but about himself. Maybe a bit about you too, but the most he was annoyed and mad at himself. âYou canât just date someone else. You still love me, donât you?â
âNo. I saw you disappearing; did you hear my scream? She saw it; she fucking heard it. Did you ever think about me before or while you did it? I wrote a letter for you. Every single day. And the only thing I thought about was you being happier,â Bucky mumbled, staring directly into Steveâs eyes.
The other man swallowed thickly. The hurt in Buckyâs expression when he told him about the day Steve left. Or the love in his expression when he looked at you. Or when he kissed you, Bucky was so soft and lovely that Steve wasnât sure if it was all a game to make him suffer or if it was true. But with every following word, he knew that Bucky fell in love with you and that he really loved you.
âMy friends told me one day I'd feel it too. And I do; I finally do. I feel with her what it is to be loved â to know that she will never leave me like you did. I could have tried to smile and hide the truth when you left. When I thought I was happier with you, she would have seen because she always knows how I feel, how I really feel.â
âBucky, you canât be serious; you just canât.â Steve breathed out, the realization that the brown-haired man is now happier with you hitting him. So he added in a softer and quieter tone. âBut yes⊠you look happier, you do.â
The brown-haired man nodded, smiling softly. He felt sorry for Steve, but it was his decision to leave; it was his decision to go back in time to live another life. Bucky looked over to the kitchen where youâre standing with your glass; you watched them. When your eyes locked, you smiled softly, and Bucky couldnât help but feel his heart beating even faster for you.
Bucky turned back to Steve before he smiled at him as well â it was less happy and not reaching his eyes but assuring. âI knew one day youâd fall for someone new. But thatâs okay, cause I found someone who made me feel loved like you never could make me feel.â Bucky said, his eyes wandering from Steve to you and back to Steve.
The other man huffed; he thought Bucky would wait for him to let him come back so they could be happy together. âI hope sheâs making you happy. But if she breaks your heart like lovers do, just know that Iâll be waiting for you.â
Buckyâs body tensed at those words. He knew that Steve was hurt and wanted to hurt him as well, but he also knew that heâs happier with you now. He found the love he never thought existed; you would never leave him, and you love him with every fiber of you. With all the words and gestures, the love and affection you give him, you show him that you mean it, that Bucky means everything to you â just like you mean everything to him.
âShe isnât a lover of mine. She is the other half of me. Sheâs my babydoll; she would never do anything that hurts me,â Bucky mumbled before leading Steve out of the house. Then he returned to you, his strong arms wrapping around your waist and pulling you tightly against his broad chest.
âThank you; without you, I would have never felt that love, and I would never have been able to be strong enough to say no to someone who betrayed me. My babydoll, mine, all mine.â Bucky pressed his lips against your neck, then your cheek, until he pulled you into a soft kiss. A kiss that said more than words could ever express â love and affection for eternity.
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Dear C.E,
I love you. I wanted us to work. I wanted my initials to become C.E as well. Iâm sorry for my part in this. You were not perfect and had faults, but so do I. I hope you think of me. I hope you love me too. I hope one day we can forgive each other because I miss my best friend. I will pray for you even if you donât believe it helps. The pain and anger I feel will go away but my love will never fade. I hope that you find happiness. I hope you can see you are special. I just wanted to let you know youâre not a bad person. You will never be alone even if you feel like it. Iâm sorry for making you feel alone and for my part in hurting you. We have two different hurts but we both lost each other. I hope you feel this loss like I do, so I know you did love me. Thatâs selfish I know but thatâs who I am. All I am I think. I love our life together and i love our love. Maybe one day this will find you and youâll know itâs for you. You will grow into a great man one day and my heart will always break when youâre with someone new, but I will always want you to be happy. You taught me a lot and I hope I did the same. Thank you for your love. Thank you for our children. Maybe one day when we arenât so broken we can make things work. I wanted to grow with you, to age with you and make mess in our kids homes with you lol. I never wanted us to stop laughing. I never wanted to be apart but I was selfish in sharing my thoughts. I was selfish with my actions and so were you. You were greedy for more of me but I was scared of giving you the rest of me just to have you continue to hurt me. I couldnât give you everything because I felt I would have nothing left. I was selfish youâre right and Iâm sorry. I hope we can be better than we are and I hope we can make things work. I hope you know I love your laugh, heart, mind and soul. Toes and elbows. You will always be my always and forever. Iâm saying goodbye so you can know your worth and so I can find mine. I hope one day we will laugh together again. I hope one day our heart will heal. I want you to be happy even if it hurts me. I will be the villain in your story but you will always be the one who made me love. I prey youâre always safe and that one day you find what you deserve. I will always be here for you. I wish i could fit everything in here but I canât. I hope one day you find this cause Iâm too scared to show you. I love you bb.
-sincerely, Dollface
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Remember the PokĂ©mon trainer ask with having pokepastas in their team? Could I maybe request something angsty?~ basically can I get headcanons of Arven and Kieranâs reaction to finding out Trainer got in a accident and was suffering from VERY lethal injuries and in panic missingno..basically messed them up into a pokepasta trainer,kinda corpse looking and now in never ending pain because of the raw wounds that never fully Heal but ofc take medication to numb the pain down and look out now for theyâre friends so they donât suffer the same fate? :))
Oh btw have a nice day or night!!! Remember to drink water!
Arven
From the moment he, Penny, and Nemona discovered your team enjoying a picnic...he always wondered how you got something like Missingno on your side.
But since it nearly corrupted his damn pokedex trying to just get information on it AND you were reluctant to share your past, he figured you'd just say "don't ask questions you don't want answers to" and end the convo right there.
He definitely wouldn't let Mabosstiff near it.
Last time he went near a Pokémon nobody should've known about...he almost lost his companion.
From time to time, he catches glimpses of your wounds (not during picnics ofc), bandages, and the medication Nurse Miriam prescribed to you, and suggests you save some of the herbs for yourself.
And they do help with your pain management when incorporated into tea or sandwiches (especially the salty herba mystica, which relieves your aches for a little while).
They're not miracle cures, but it's something.
Eventually, there comes a point where you know Arven wants to understand how you acquired Missingno, why you have so many ghastly Pokémon by your side, and why you were determined to defend him and the others down in Area Zero.
So you sit down and explain how you found it by accident in Kanto, caught it, and realized it was simply a lonely creature who wanted a trainer it could love and protect. Like any other Pokémon.
Yet you didn't realize the extreme lengths it would go to achieve that goal....until you nearly suffered a lethal wild Pokémon attack (it was in the dead of night, and you were ambushed while chasing after what you thought was a shiny).
You were bleeding out, bones broken and gaping wounds all over your body, and unconsciously begged for help-
And Missingno somehow heeded your call, escaping its pokeball and reviving you.
But in doing so, you were brought back as a zombie..one who still remembers the pain of that night and often cursed the glitch for not letting you die.
In time though you've made peace with it, knowing you were stuck this way now and it wouldn't let you go...
To the point where it erased its own pokeball from existence and became a constant presence around you, invisible aside from a few occasional glitch particles.
Yet you knew Missingno didn't mean any ill intent--all it wanted to do was save you.
Now you vowed to save others so they didn't suffer the same fate as you, whether that be haunted Pokémon left abandoned in some town or atop a mountain or your human friends in Area Zero.
Your pains aren't as severe now thanks to the meds, and you're grateful for Arven introducing you to herba mystica.
You were afraid he was gonna be freaked out by your story (or not believe you), but..while he finds it horrific and sad at first, he understands you better and is simply glad you're here now.
He's also happy to help his buddy manage their pain better, even if the remedies are only temporary.
Kieran
You had to bandage and conceal a great deal of your wounds so nobody at BB Academy got concerned, with DISABLED giving you a consistent best Heal Pulse to ensure your chronic pain wasn't debilitating).
Even so, Kieran assumes you got better over the past year and is desperate to battle you and win Missingno..something he vowed to acquire after realizing he'll never get Ogerpon.
You try explaining that it's literally impossible for you to surrender it, and it's too dangerous to bring it into a battle anyway, but he thinks you're just lying to him again and bragging.
In the back of his mind, though...he kept wondering why you had so many injuries..
Ofc..he's too focused on being stronger than you to ask you.
But after seeing Missingno come out (in its Fossil Aerodactyl form) and literally glitch Terapagos' beam out of existence and use Cut on multiple falling rocks---he was amazed.
You finally invite him to your dorm to talk after the mochi mayhem events, knowing he deserved some answers.
He sees the pain meds littered all over your countertop, and you finally reveal to him why you need those, why you look the way you do, and why you keep Missingno around:
Basically, after catching and befriending it, you got attacked by some wild Pokémon, and they would've left you for dead had it not intervened.
You made it feel loved, cherished, never using it as a weapon or an infinite item dispenser...and it couldn't watch you bleed to death.
So it saved your life, but it came with a great cost: neverending physical pain with your wounds never fully healing.
You used to curse Missingno for not letting you go, trying to release it several times to no avail, and just being miserable in general.
Yet once you realized it attracted more misunderstood, tortured, and damaged Pokémon to your side..you came to forgive it, knowing it was just like them despite its uncanny appearance: a creature who just wanted to protect its trainer.
Now you take medication (and a few leaves of herba mystica) to numb the pain down, so it didn't hurt as much as it did before.
You wouldn't want anybody to have a brush with death like you did. Not even your worst enemy.
That's why you went so far to protect your friends in Area Zero, especially Kieran.
After hearing your story, he felt so torn up and guilty--and convinced he was being "overdramatic".
You were still suffering all along, for years..and he had no idea, only thinking about himself and his selfish ways and how his pain couldn't possibly compare to-
But you stop your friend from spiraling, holding him and letting him cry out all of his renewed guilt, telling him that his own suffering was valid, too.
He was starting to look like a corpse with the dark circles and paler complexion....and it scared you.
Seems like he took "I wanna be like you" a bit too literally.
But you're glad Missingno saved you--otherwise you never would've gotten the chance to meet him and help him become more confident in himself (ofc you wish things were different before and didn't require you shattering his confidence first).
Since that conversation, Kieran starts taking better care of himself and makes a promise to protect you.
Not from physical threats per se as you're basically immortal, but from rude stares and whispers of how "creepy" you are.
He tends to hug you a lot and lend you his jacket for warmth if you ever get cold in class or in the polar biome.
It does help with the chills you get so often, and makes you feel grateful that you two were still friends despite everything.
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⟠Happy Bday To A Sweet Lil Kit Named Liv âŸ
Therefore I present to you:
â The Brother F**king Incest Spectacular â
For u bb @fairysluna
Rating: Explicit
Tags: TW: incest, non/con|||dub/con, degrading language, bastard hating, DAERON IS AGED UP!!!!Greens won AU, Jaceâs sister reader, gang bang, so much Incest, cunnilingus, sloppy seconds, double penetration, oral sex, pnv!sex, erotic crying, humiliation, Daeron is actually scared but likes her so they run off and be happy duh, Aemond and Aegon are Insane, multiple orgasms, rough sex, m/m/m/f, Jace is broken, why is there kinda angst? Idk
A/N: I donât tend to lean toward non-con but the brother fucking incest spectacular had been brewed so read the warnings!
âLittle Lord Strong,â Aemond sneered from the lofty bed, looking down with a haughty look on his sharp features. Jace squirmed and hissed at the one-eyed prick. His dear sister was pinned between Aemondâs lean legs, face red and teary.
Daeron was quiet, a terrified look on his face as he watched the scene.
Aegon, ever the deviant, palmed himself through his breeches, other hand petting Jaceâs poor sisterâs hair. He was grinning wildly, violet eyes fervent with glee. He giggled as his younger brother prattled on. Aemond cocked his head towards his siblings and said, âWell. You know what they say about bastards. Lustful, devious sort. I bet sheâll open up like a Lyseni pillow girl.â
Jace barked, âFuck you! All of you are the deviants! Defiling my maiden sister for what?â
Aegon snorted, âSheâs a lovely vixen, we won and you didnât. Therefore we get our war prizes. Wanted to see what your cunt of a mother was so infatuated by a house as shite as the Strongs.â Jace grimaced and squirmed under his bindings, chest aching at the mention of his true father. The one who had taught him to be a man. He didnât feel much like one.
Aegon yanked back her hair and got a good look at doe brown eyes, watery with tears, lips swollen more-so than usual. She pled, âPlease, please, I cannot help being o-of this nature. Have mercy my king, have mercy!â The giddiness of Aegonâs face morphed into anger.
He hissed in her face, spittle flying, âDid your lovely mother and the rogue cunt give my children mercy?â
She wailed in sorrow, apologizing for something she had nothing to do with. Aemond was wielding the Valyrian ceremonial knife, pointing it towards Jacaerys. He sniffed, âYes, Lord Strong, was there mercy when your dead brother took my eye, slaughtered my kin, set the kingdom aflame for a seat that belonged to us trueborn?â
Jacaerys remained silent, fidgeting in his bonds, trying to find a way out. There was murder and kinslaying on both sides. The bastard thought he was justified for little Luke. Jace was angry and humiliated. Tears fell down his darkened cheeks. Daeron spoke up, a soft lilt to the youngest brotherâs tone.
âYou wonât get out of those. Learned the best knots down on the docks of Oldtown. Best if you just sat back and let it get on with. Customary,â he nervously looked to the elder blondes, âCustomary right?â
Aegon popped up from his spewing of vitriol, laughing as he reached for more Arbor Red, âYes, darling Daeron, customary to make sure any dragon blood gets more seed. We have to repopulate. Sorry you must get the leftover bitch as wife.â
Aemond shrugged, âSheâs pretty. Had a Strong bitch in Harrenhal, witchy sort, but couldnât trust a wench that played with magicks.â He began to take off his loose blouse, exposing pale scarred skin, lean and toned. Daeron was stockier, like Aegon but if the eldest didnât overindulge. The king was a juxtaposition of tight burns and soft overfed flesh. Never a warrior, Jace knew that much.
Jace watched in agony as the boys divested their clothing. He sister wept and shook on the mattress, begging Daeron now. The youngest looked guilty, mouthing, âIâm sorry.â Aegon smacked the Prince from behind the head and chided, âThis is your whore for tonight. Quit being the pansy.â
Daeron grumbled back, staring with flushed cheeks. Aemond pulled her ass up roughly, spreading tanned thighs, shapely from dragon riding. Jacaerys howled, âYou accursed demon!â The one-eye hummed, âIâve heard worse, Strong. Enjoy the show.â
Aegon was at full mast, eagerly stroking his thick cock, âAs the king I get to fuck those pretty lips,â he smirked, âAemond you can get her cunt. Daeron itâs either her ass or wait your turn. Feel her up a little, I donât know.â Daeronâs lilac eyes bounced around the scene, pupils blowing at her gorgeous body, full breasts hanging below, obscene lips covered in drool.
âGo on Daeron, sheâs drier than the Boneway,â Aemond frowned. Jace could hand the bastard that, he couldnât bear to watch her be torn to shreds. Daeronâs body came closer to hers, a calloused hand tentatively rubbing her soft skin, pressing a kiss to her shoulder. She relaxed a smidgeon, nervous eyes peeking around. The brunette had pretty lashes.
The daring himself murmured, âI shanât treat you like this my lady, weâll go back to Old Town. J-just feel me and the sensations. Please. Please.â
She whimpered quietly at Daeron engaged her in a gentle kiss, his hand finally coming to knead and tweak her pretty tits. âThis isnât amateur hour, back off, acting like Florian and Jonquil.â Aeg snatched her jaw and ordered, âOpen, bastard whore.â She did so, shaking as Aegon dropped his spit into her mouth, easing his thick cockhead into the warm opening.
âThatâs better, fuck,â Aegon moaned, eyes lolled. Aemond waited patiently, while he grinned at Jace. He mused, âSo easy, so pliable. Thatâs why your mother liked it. Wanted to control everything, the bitch.â Jace gritted back, âYour mother was a stone cold bitch and we all knew it!â
The Velaryon fumed with anger, eyes flickering to where Aegon was moaning with delight, Daeron caressing and kissing on her smooth skin. His cheeks reddened at where his thoughts were going. Merely a Targaryen instinctâ inclination for the blood.
Daeronâs insistent kissing and licking had the princess biting off whines around Aegonâs cock. The king laughed, âAh, there she is, little slut loves it after all.â Aemond played with her other entrance, feeling wetness begin to gather and dribble delightfully. He backed up and motioned towards the youngest.
âActually, I want her wetter. Use your tongue Daeron.â Aegon giggled with glee at the idea, Jace groaned, and Daeron swallowed heavily.
He shuffled to her slit, pale eyes boggled at her most private part. His thumb slid through the moistened entrance, cock jumping in surprise. Daeron held up his thumb and suckled the essence off, eyelashes fluttering as he moaned.
âShe taste s-sweet, hm?,â Aegon panted. He wouldnât last long. Never did by all rumors and accounts. The slick noises of her mouth and Aegonâs lurid chattering was making Daeron grow impossibly hot under his skin. He grabbed handfuls of her pert ass and licked at her pretty petals, grinding into the bed.
âSeven hellsâ the mouth on this one!,â he giggled, âLick at that bud Daeron, raa-right at the top, make her squeal and slick up.â The youngest did so, suckling on the hooded bud above her opening, inhaling her perfect natural scent. She squirmed and shook, crying out around Aegon. Daeron didnât stop, intoxicated by his beautiful nieceâs noises. She arched her back helplessly, whining.
Aegon gasped and pulled at her thick brown locks, shoving his cock deep into her throatâ met with no resistance. He threw his short curls back, belly bouncing, lips agape. The king cried out, âFuuuuck yess!â Jace saw his uncleâs balls draw tight and he emptied down her once pristine throat. He closed his eyes and whimpered, willing away the indecent thoughts. He could hear her coughing in the background.
Aegon, fuck dumb and lazy, pillowed himself back. He halfassedly gestured for Aemond to have her mouth. The lean man smirked as having her from this angle meant he could torture Jacaerys more. Daeron was busy exploring her, sticking fingers in and lapping excitedly.
âSlow down, youâll blow before you get your cock in her cunny,â Aegon snorted.
Aemond easily got access, the Princess obediently opening her mouth, eyes far away and hazy. Cum was still wetting her chin, mixed with drool. Aemond wiped it away with the nearest cloth, finding a distaste to be so close to Aegonâs glob of spend. He tilted her head up so the taller Targaryen could ease his long cock down her throat.
âStick your dick in already, sheâs wetter than the Greenblood,â Aegon snapped, greedily gulping wine. He shouted, âIsnât this just wonderful Jace! Maybe weâll cut your cock off and make you a handmaiden to this lovely girl.â Jace whimpered, utterly broken and confused. He was so hard it hurt, yet everything disgusted him.
Daeron held his cock, lilac eyes focused on her hole, dipping the tip in, before getting shoved further by one of her frantic hands. Aemond laughed, âMm! She likes you. Weâll all have to take a test filling her cunt up. Make sure the seed takes.â
The youngest brotherâs vision grew blurry as he registered the delicious feeling surrounding his cock. It was better than anything he had tried on himself. She was warm, tight, and pulsing around Daeronâs member. He gripped her hips and fucked wildly, groaning and panting her name.
âShould have taken his virgin ass to the brothels in Old Town when we visited.â
âAll the more fun, two little virgins, isnât that right Lord Strong?,â Aemond jabbed in glee. Jace let out an agonized moan, his balls aching and full. His sisterâs gorgeous cries and debauched frame was making him feel insane. Aegonâs nonsensical laugh broke through the haze, making Jace more ashamedâŠmore aroused.
Daeron panted and laid kisses up her back, breathlessly praising, âOh you feel so good, tell me what to do, please?â Aemond, snapping his hips into the Velaryonâs mouth jeered, âListen to what the wretch had to say, touch her button.â
Aegon slurred, already stroking his cock again, âWhen she comes, sâlike heaven, milking yaâ cock.â
Daeron reached around to settle between them, circling around her swollen nub, feeling her cunt pulse and hearing excited keening. He pinched and pulled harder, the cries turning into little whimpers as she drew tighter and tighter around him. Daeron felt his eyes crossing at the pressure, fucking harder in a last effort.
Aemond pinched a bouncing teat of hers and ordered, âCome now, Strong slut. Serve your superiors.â He pulled out and watched the scene, on his haunches. The brunette was wailing and crying Daeronâs name. âOh Gods please, donât stop, f-fa-feels sâgood! Whatâs- oh my- happening?â
Jace never wished he could be freed more than now, eyes glued to her twitching body, plump lips shining in the dull light. His cock was leaking profusely, needing an outlet for his swollen sac. Daeron gasped as she gushed all over his cock, sniveling and sucking in breath. Tears leaked down her gorgeous face.
The youngest Targaryen just sat in a daze, her throbbing pussy hitting him with wave of wave of ecstasy, his cock unloading all he could have carried into her womb. He selfishly hoped his seed would take, so that his wifeâs child was truly his. He kissed and rubbed on her until Aegon cast him aside, laughing, âMy turn, lover boy.â
Daeronâs eyes flickered to Jace, whining softly with a red face. His cock had soaked the front of his small clothes, huge member swollen and needy. Gods, the depravity. He absently wondered if the girl was supposed to be Jaceâs if it werenât for the twins.
Aegon was a lazy fuck, making the girl get on top of him and ride and ride until her shaky legs gave out. The king smacked her ass roughly, barking, âYou can do better than that with all that dragon riding. Lazy whore.â She whimpered and bounced harder, squeezing Aegonâs soft midsection tight. He moaned, âSoooo much better. Good little bitch.â
He filled her up next with a sloppy finish, leaving some on her belly and legs, proposing, âSince Jace is so needy, we should make him clean her up.â Aemond seemed to love that idea, eagerly fucking her into the soft bed, her legs thrown high up his long body.
He bit and sucked a collar of markings around her neck, snarling, âYou belong to us now, no black, no-ngh, fucking greens, just the Targaryens.â She whimpered, âYes, yes, I belong to you, the rightful family.â Aemond smacked her around some more, around the ass and thighs. He pumped with long strokes, powerful and measured.
Daeron was taking notes. Because she was heaving and clawing his shoulders, mewling when heâd plunge into her ruined cunt. Blood had already dried on the bed. Aegon crawled over and pointed her wet eyes to Jace.
âYou want brother dearest to clean you up after? Lick your sore cunny up, coddle you? Or Daeron?â
She scrunched her face up, obviously distressed. Jace whined pathetically, âSister, sister please, let me, let me?â He was humping the air now, utterly broken and debauched. Aemond smacked her cheek none-to-hard and smarted, âYour king asked you a question!â
She wailed out, âBoth! Need both! Gods please! Mmmm!â Aemondâs one eye rolled up at her releasing yet again. She still had some in her, coating his long cock with the gorgeous essence. The long haired prince pumped her for the final time full of his cum, slapping her ass another time for good measure. She shivered and cried, Daeron already to the rescue.
Who knew such a powerful fighter had such a weak heart. Aegon laid back like a cat who got the cream, watching Jacaerys sob and shiver. Heâd cum. The evidence was sticky and soaking his small clothes. The princess took one look and begged, âC-can he join? Lick me up like you said my liege?â
Aegon shrugged, âAemond and I will watch for safety. Canât believe Lord Strong came in his small clothes watching his sister get fucked by the enemies. I thought we were fucked up.â
âLike youâll do shite you oaf,â Aemond muttered as he slit the ropes binding Jace. The brunette stumbled to his sister, squatting between her soaked cunt. It was still a bit stretched, puffy and oozing copious amounts of âdragonseedâ. He began to cry in shame as he cleaned her up.
Daeron softly murmured, âIâll take good care of her, youâve been good. So good.â Jace blushed and kept licking, eating up his sisterâs sighs of pleasure, Daeronâs long fingers in his dark hair. What a fucking mess this was.
Aegon and Aemond merely laughed like devilish imps. Sadists. âOh sheâll take the seed alright, she better or we do this again,â he tapped his chin, âWe canât taint her bastardized blood further, so just licking cunny for you dear nephew.â
#hotd fanfic#hotd smut#READ TAGS PLS#velaryon reader#jacaerys x reader#aegon targaryen x reader#aegon ii x reader#aemond targaryen x reader#Daeron targaryen x reader
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did you already start planning squirrelstar's leader ceremony and if so who's giving her the 9 lives?
I'm still a bit concerned that the writers will pull something with her 9 lives, but I've got so many good choices for BB!Squilf that it's not an issue to start considering who's gonna turn up for her.
Plus, honestly, NOT totally interested in abiding by canon if they commit the dumbshit we're suspecting they might. Pre-emptively biting and killing it.
Here's the list of candidates so far. Everyone with a * is a definite yes;
Goldenflower Her mentor in BB, replacing Dustpelt! After everything Squilf has gone through with Bramblestar, and after Golfy took her son's side after the big reveal, it feels good for her to show up with a life for Judgement. To decide when to listen to her heart, but also, when to realize when it is leading her astray.
Sandstorm Mother choice is a solid one, though I'm leaning towards giving this life to Ferncloud for variety. Squilf's got 5 immediate relatives here to give her a life.
Hollylark* Her grandkit, and Sparkpelt's mate who sacrificed xeir life to take her illness away. Xey'd give her a life for Interdependence, for all of the connections that bind a Clan together. Love, friendship, convenience, family. Squilf is familiar with sacrifice in service of it... but it's more than that. To love is to BE loved-- she must accept reciprocity. And... xey'd make some kind of loaded comment about Nightheart, knowing that neither one of them want to talk badly about him. I might end up changing xeir life to something like "letting go," as foreshadowing for how I'm absolutely planning for Nightheart to NOT return to ThunderClan after his road trip with Frostpaw. BUT I don't decide arcs until they're done so we'll have to seeeeee
Firestar* Basically required. Squirrelstar is his daughter, the successor of his ideology, and the follow-up to a leader that Firestar considers a mistake. His chats at these sorts of ceremonies often get wistful, so I feel like they'd talk about second chances, wanting people to be better than they are, how to fix things that are broken and when they aren't worth the effort. He says it explicitly, "You're just like me. A spark of my flames, burning bright, long after I've become starlight..." His life would be for Progress. To continue to evolve and grow, to never be so stuck in the past that she can't see the future, to know when things can be fixed and when they must be broken.
Rosepetal I want to save her on one hand, but on the other, having her go out in a blaze of glory at some point in ASC or TBC is a good reason why Squilf didn't make her deputy. Rose was her first apprentice and has always been a dedicated, passionate warrior who would deeply want that spot. If she's here for the 9 lives ceremony, she'd give Squilf a life for Ferocity. "Give them twice the Hell you always do, so that it's like I'm right there next to you."
Shrewface* (Shrewpaw in life.) Her guardian angel. He helped her hide the secret of Leafpool's pregnancy, and has always stood over her, providing help secretly. Now he can finally stand before her and give her a life. He would actually stumble and chuckle, because he's wanted to do it for so long he's blanking on the life he wants to give her. On one paw, Squilf is a little annoyed. It's a super serious leader ceremony, holy moment in her life, but on the other... Shrewface is so HAPPY! His joy is infectious. He's standing before her as the adult he would have been, but under that, she sees the funny teenage best friend that she lost so long ago. It feels almost like being a kid again. So she picks her own life by saying, "How about one for Joy?" And he says, "Hey that's a great idea!"
Rainwhisker A ThunderClan cat who died in the WindClan Civil War, and someone she remembers fondly. The life he gives is a life for Collateral. He has no shame in how he died, and he believes Firestar's call was the right one. But he needs to remind Squirrelflight that beliefs are backed with blood. Every time she brings her Clan into war, there is a chance that someone will die because of her choice. He restates that he believes his death was noble; but his life will remind her of the cost that someone else might pay.
Sootfur If it's not Rainwhisker, I'd like his brother Soot to be here. I think his death was haunting, with how Squilf couldn't save him, watching him tumble down a rockface because of his broken leg and being brutally murdered by what-is-now a boar. She's carried guilt from how she couldn't save him her whole life, so in contrast to Rainwhisker, his life is for Acceptance. To remember that not everything is her fault, and she could NEVER be so perfect as to avoid all of life's misfortunes. Even if others pin blame onto her for something she couldn't control; no leader is powerful enough to save everyone. Thinking about it though, I might really try to slot BOTH of these guys in. I think the contrast of the two back to back is powerful; that actions have consequences, but not every tragedy is a consequence.
Ferncloud She just died very recently, taking both Graystripe's super edition AND his sacrifice in the Dark Forest. Graystripe is still alive, living at the tribe with his son Stormfur. She confronted Ashfur for Squilf, so it feels right that she also comes to support her here. Ferncloud, for the first time in so many years, looks at peace. She isn't gray and grizzled anymore, but sleek and vibrant. Her family surrounds her, Dustpelt, Elderberry, Brindleface, her many lost kits. So, the life that she gives Squilf is for Faith. In StarClan that she will always have Clanmates in the skies to watch out for her, in her Clan that there will always be future angels fighting by her side.
Longtail Her uncle, and Jayfeather's mentor who trained him into the full angel-punching cat he became. During the big trial she has in Squirrelflight's Horror, Longtail was one of her loudest supporters, and eventually nudged her backwards so her son could grab her ankle and drag her back down to the mortal plane. He's always been her wonderful uncle, so, he might end up taking that life for Faith from Ferncloud. Just depending.
Feathertail* I want her to show up in the ceremonies of every patrol cat who achieves power, as a given. If we get Crowstar, I also want her to be there. I just think it's nice that if Crow, Bramble, and Squilf ever did end up able to chat about this together, in spite of the TANGIBLE awkwardness of the three of them being in the same room, they'd be able to make a joke about Feathertail Gives You A Life and it would land a little TOO hard, be a little TOO funny, because they were hoping that SOMETHING would lighten the air and it did. But anyway, this incredibly specific desire aside, Feathertail Gives You A doobie life for Tranquility. That the once-impulsive Squirrelstar will be able to slow down and consider every action, to take a deep breath in stressful times and think about what she's about to do. That as leader she will be under immense pressure, yeah, but also immense power. She can always afford to take a moment before making a big decision.
Leafpool* MANDATORY. There's NO reality where I do not end off this ceremony with Leafpool. When she steps up, they can't look at each other without crying. It overwhelms them, to the point where Squilf can't even choke out her sister's name. Leafpool, meanwhile, has gotten used to controlling her body while her heart breaks into billions of little pieces. She'd done it for her whole life, and now, she does it again in death. "this life is for love," she touches her night-cold nose to Squirrelstar's, and the new leader's vision begins to fade into black, "you know why." From the darkness, memories burst forth. Of them as kits, their silly games and dreams, how they planned to one day be the cleric and leader of ThunderClan together. The terrible loneliness of being separated while Squirrelpaw was on the Sundrown Patrol. The ache in Leafpool's heart whenever she saw her sister mistreated; how she gave up on relationships with Crowfeather and, to some extent, with Mothwing as well so she could serve her Clan and stay with her family. The three kits, the anxiety as Squirrelflight took them, the way it felt like Leafpool was being flayed to give them up. Parenting, loyalty, betrayal as Hollyleaf snapped and revealed the secret Squirrelflight desperately didn't want to keep, the guilt that Leafpool felt watching her suffer for helping her. The way they always felt like, on some level, it was them against the world.
And then she wakes up, back on the shore of the Moonpool, with her Clerics beside her. Leafpool is gone. StarClan is, once again, very far away, and she's left with nothing but the cold feeling on her nose and the looming specter of war ahead of her.
12 candidates in total, but only 9 can take the spot. So I'll trim it down once we get there!
#BB!ASC#BB!Squirrelstar#ASC Spoilers#I guess but at this point it's been out a while#Better Bones AU#BB!Squirrelflight#Leadership Ceremony#That last life is me making up for totally removing the 'squilf falls back into her body thinking about her dead sister' scene from SH#Since it's a cool IDEA for a scene if it wasn't literally forcing her to apologize for her whole life#I CAN FIX IT
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Mayaaaa! I have been stalking you @lotusmi @multiversebaddie @blushydior and someone else I forgot their tag, I think they deactivated đ for a long time and you guys helped me so much đđbut I am sending this to you because u r the most active right now I believe but I got into the void state and shifted Using these blogs !
You guys all like Neville and say work on faith so I used lotus detailed posts, sheâs an angel! And same with multi, I used her faith and Neville posts and combined with what I learned from lotus without over consuming since thatâs a problem in the community. Then I used your intention reprogramming method I saw in your lucid guide and focused on faith and no methods! Just intention and it worked faster and more easy than any other method I tried for months. I did everything from meditations to Sunni method to 10k affirmation challenge to the Bambi challenge and nothing worked better than faith, neville, and intent.
I also used blushydior/Bambiâs @rosellesworkshop and @fleurx post to help create better habits for myself instead of crying but not doing anything. Sometimes all it takes is aesthetics to motivate you to stop crying and get off your lazy bum and get your dream life !!! Iâm so angry it took me this long and 8 blogs to decide I was tired of my life and I deserve better. But I got here đ thatâs all that matters
I manifested and revised
being 22, to 17 again because I lost my childhood to abuse but I still wanna be a grown
Become a successful drop-shipper and having a six figure stream of income. I have been broke forever so Iâm going to get more and Iâm so estatic to soon be a multi millionaire at 18
Iâm going to start modeling and received an email from img modeling company that they are happy to have me in their agency
Desired face and body. Think Bella Hadidâs body but Taylor hills face but with my own twist because I wanted to be original
Acceptance to Columbia even though before the void state I failed high school and was definitely about to flunk out of college
Good self concept to makeup for all the times Iâve been broken and knocked down. I will never feel like that again
Perfect family, which was damn dysfunctional before the void
Dream apartment. My dad bought me an apartment in New York for college and itâs 6k a month but he payed the first year off and is giving me an allowance of 15k a month
Being a nepo baby and revised my treacherous past that I will never acknowledge again. Itâs the soft princess life from now on forward
Also reading @voidsuccess encouraged me a lot because I promised myself I would stop at nothing to become the next post. Iâm so happy I can say I committed to myself and promise đđ
Omg idk how I missed this earlier this is amazing! Yes girl periodt đ
keeping it simple fun and easy will always benefit you at the end. And Iâm also obsessed with all the users you tagged as well congrats đ you deserve this and moreee đđ
I think this is my current fav success story wtf this is amazing. Ty for telling us your method bb, and periodt on the easy princess soft life !! literally same itâs what we deserve đ
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Rainy, her baby, and the Laughing Samurai theory
So Shioli Kutsuna's character has been revealed! Rainy, a pregnant woman on the crew of the Magellan who has the ability to cause rain fall (Shioli said this during the Tokyo Games show, though I can't find the relevant clip.)
several very interesting things are said during this cutscene, and when combined with what else we know from the promo materials and also from DS1, I think they can be combined to form some ideas. And boy, do I have Ideas about Rainy.
First, the foundation, all (very few) info from previous media that I think is relevant to Rainy.
a) The Songs:
We have so far had three songs about babies/ children in the promo material. Lou's lullaby twice, both connected to Higgs, on the electric guitar and then again with Troy Baker singing it very ominously. And then the broken down rock-a-bye baby tune right at the very end of the state of play announcement trailer during the credits. Obviously, songs to do with children that are usually happy or peaceful now inverted from comforting to something scary and unsettling = Bad Things are going to happen to the kids.
But Raindrops Keep Falling on my Head is not a song that has been made sad or unsettling - yet.
I absolutely feel this song is going to be called back to at a climatic moment in the story, possibly at Rainy's own death, possibly as the last thing she says to her baby. The song itself seems like a bad omen to sing to a fetus, what with Rainy's name being what it is and the lyrics being about perseverence through hardship - difficult not to instinctually think Rainy and her baby are about to suffer some pretty awful trauma that ends with one or both of them 'falling' to the Beach.
Raindrops keep falling seems very likely to continue the same pattern of a comforting song for children introduced at a peaceful time only to warp into horrifying due to a climatic moment - the only reason it hasn't already been warped is because the audience has to hear it the first way first and it didn't exist in the last game to be set up the same way, unlike the other two.
b) 'I just can't wait.'
This is a pretty innoccuos statement for a pregnant woman to say irl, but within the game verse, Rainy is literally the second woman we've ever seen who has expressed an actual desire to have children.
Let's very quickly run through the list of female characters who have children in DS1:
Lucy, Sam's wife who killed herself because the visions she was getting from Sam's DOOMS afflicted baby were so horrible she couldn't continue living.
Lisa Strand, Sam's bio mother who became brain dead early on in her pregnancy due to a car accident and who we never hear from, even in supplementals, and is shot in the head by Sam's dad.
Bridget Strand, Sam's adoptive mother who revived him after accidentally killing him and kept him to raise out of guilt, traumatising Sam so badly throughout his life that he suppresses his memories of her and doesn't really want to speak to her even as she lays dying of cancer in front of him.
A whole host of unnamed still-mothers, impregnated after brain-death and farmed for the BBs they produce.
and finally, Lockne, who actually wanted a baby not because of the baby itself, but because she wanted some part of her lover to live on even after his death. Due to issues with her uterus, she is incapable of becoming pregnant, and even when her twin agrees to surrogate, the baby and Mama both die in a terrorist bombing at the hospital.
(for the purposes of this list I am not counting the mountaineering couple, since they don't matter except to create stakes for that one timed mission.)
There's a pretty clear trend here - almost no one wants children, and those that have them are in incredible danger of losing the child or themselves. This makes sense in a world where hospitals no longer exist and the very act of childbirth is incredibly dangerous and mostly everyone is pretty much asexual anyway, so it's a massive outlier that Rainy expresseses wanting the baby, even if it would be a normal thing to say in our world.
Maybe this is a stretch, but I can't help but feel there's some thematic parrellel here between Rainy, who wants her baby to be born very much, and still-mothers, who are made pregnant but never truly give birth and who cannot ever consent - not that they don't consent, but that they are incapable of consent in the first place. All their children, except three (Sam, Lou, and the BB Coffin managed to save), die in the womb. They're always bridges and never babies, never born, never really living or dead. They are nearly unanimously incompatible with the concept of life, or growth, just the same as their still-mothers are incompatible with the idea of wanting them.
More on this later.
C) The Samurai
The Samurai is visibly pregnant. There is only one pregnant character in the cast (so far). There HAS to be a connection here.
This is not the first time we've seen a visibly pregant character do crazy insane shit - Sam, for instance, is 'pregnant' with Lou's glass womb for the whole first game and probably the second too, and he does some intense stuff.
The circumstances with Rainy are different though. For one, her womb is made out of the squishy human stuff, not bulletproof glass, and she can't take it off. Rainy doesn't seem particularly athletic either: in her and Tomorrow's intro, where they're stacking boxes into a shelf, she moves slowly and with effort, not to mention that the Samurai is taller than even Higgs (Troy Baker is 6'3), where Rainy is shorter than Sam (Norman Reedus is 5'10, and Shioli Kutsuna is 5'3). Plus, the Samurai suit has no way to see out of it, so even if somehow it augmented her height, strength and speed, she still wouldn't be able to see what she was doing.
It is very, very unlikely that she is the one inside the mech suit. No, instead, I think it's her baby in there.
Sounds insane, but listen: we've already seen Higgs' robots have some connection to BT's, floating like they do and having visible strands leading up like they do and potentially being vessels for them. Dollman is explicitly stated to have been a normal adult human person who used his medium powers to possess the doll and got stuck there when his human body died. Even Lou seems to have the ability to haunt her old pod, with the ghostly winged BT form and tentacles. The technology and precedent for soul-to-machine connection exist, the Samurai makes baby noises, it looks pregnant. And thematically...
Remember that earlier section, where I was talking about Rainy wanting the baby vs still-mothers who cannot want and produce babies who cannot live? Also remember how parents with DOOMs very often pass the trait onto their children, and that an adult with DOOMs (Sam) and a BB with DOOMs (Lou) connected through the umbilical made some very strange things happen?
I think that Rainy's desire for a child interacting with both of their DOOMs will produce something very strange. I have two major theories about what could happen to get the baby in the machine:
The baby and mother cannot both be on the same plane at the same time. Rainy's baby suffers some strange accident while Rainy is giving birth (maybe she gives birth as the Magellan is travelling through the Beach?), and the connection between them becomes like a still-mother and BB, but only in some aspects. The connection between the living and dead is swapped constantly between mother and fetus instead of mother alone tethering to the world of the dead. Metaphorically, you could compare this to a Drawbridge, evolving out of the previous Bridge-style that BRIDGES created with the still-mothers. With Rainy and her baby, either side can be 'drawn up', and the burden is shared between them. The tragedy of this is that even though both Rainy and her baby survive, they can never truly meet or meaningfully interact, as one must always be on the Beach when the other is in the living world. Possibly this could be made more extreme, where instead of being seperated in mind only they are also unable to interact physically - one must physically be in the Beach if the other is in the land of the living. We know it's possible to live on the Beach because Tomorrow confirmed it, even if Sam described it 'like hell', so maybe they build the baby a suit that it's pod can slot into to help it survive the time it has to spend on the Beach - we know BBs are quite smart and have an abnormal amount of dexterity and also increased senses that allow them to see BTs, so it could be possible that the BB became skilled at piloting the suit because it was literallly fighting for it's life on the Beach. This would thematically mirror Bridget/Amelie, or at least the lie that Bridget/Amelie told the world - that Amelie was Bridget's daughter who couldn't be removed from the Beach.
The baby is psychic pre-birth. The baby is believed to have died inside Rainy because it stops moving and scans show that it's funtionally brain dead - plot twist being that the baby is alive, but has just accidentally astral projected into a machine. The Samurai is an upgraded version of Higgs' BT robots that either Higgs built or Drawbridge built after they'd studied some of his work, and the pregnancy bump is an unconcious change that the baby makes to the robot, like how Dollman can minorly alter his appearance when he's mad.
I think this would give Dollman an interesting double - adult in a small, powerless puppet vs baby in a big, deadly, hypermobile machine. Brain vs brawn, thought vs impulse. It even fulfills Jester vs Sage if we want to get Jung's archetypes in here, what with the Samurai laughing and Dollman being an expository friend you carry with you, like Mimir from God of War.
The second one is the one I feel is most likely - it ties in so neatly and honestly I'm not too sure that Rainy would survive her time swapped out on the Beach if whatever the baby samurai was fighting was strong enough to make it so skilled against Higgs, even if there does seem to be a community there to help her.
Whatever ends up being the case, Rainy absolutely definitely is not going to have a 'normal' baby. There is no such thing as a normal baby in Kojima land.
#feeling super vindicated that i made the prediction that shioli's character had some connection to babies back in FEBRUARY#way before we knew her name or saw she was preggers#and no one noticed cause the post i made about it was pretty incoherent and also only got 4 notes.#death stranding 2#death stranding#rainy ds2#tomorrow ds2#sam porter bridges#ds2#doll man#rainy#tomorrow#higgs monaghan#theoryposting
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https://twitter.com/btschartsdailys/status/1679968766938038273
apparently he's going to breaking bts and taylor record and challenging for #1 on hot100 based on just one day.
I don't know how to feel about that
Just be happy for him. No need for Jikookers to be conflicted. I saw this just now and my jaw dropped
What?! Jesus.
So his views are definitely not getting frozen or deleted. Like I've been telling my friends, we will be hitting 95M soon like Jisoo đđđ And he's already broken 2 of Jimin's records like I predicted. Boyfriends always going neck n neck.
Anyway, I see the vents. I do. Some more angry than others but I'm seeing them. Personally I'm happy for JK, truly. Would I have loved for Jimin to have gotten this special treatment? Yes. Would i have loved for us not to struggle as much as we did to break Jimin's records, yes. Would I have loved for Hybe to step up and do their damn jobs? Absolutely. Was I reminded today that Jimin didn't get a simple, stupid fucking cake?
The thing is though... this is the way things are. When u really think about it some of the things we complain about didn't just happen to Jimin but other members too.
JK was always going to get this. Facts. Maybe its why I'm not bitter and bothered because I prepared myself mentally and was expecting all of this.
But, it wasn't JK's choice to be treated this way, prioritised more than other members, he is not the one doing this. It's being done for him. And for that I won't hold against him. Not to mention he deserves it. All of it. He does. Yes, so does Jimin but JK deserves it, too. He's not some talentless nobody getting the push he doesn't deserve. He's actually quite good at what he does and he works hard. Like really hard.
So don't let all the special treatment make you forget JK does actually deserve this. And if he could change things for Jimin he would.
But damn. Even now that the song is out they're still promoting it. Especially đŽ I'm starting to think the Grammy anon was right đ€
Oh! Anon, no other member is going to win BB 100. No other Asian infact. Not with the current unfair rules. Jimin will remain first and only. Unless of course đŽ knows a way around this? Who tf knows.
Anyway the injustice of it all makes me want to stream FACE more. Will stream SEVEN too, of course. But I ain't dropping FACE. No way. Not after all the fuckery that's gone on.
P.s -> pretty sure Jimin knows it all, sees it all, but was still there today to support JK. If you're too conflicted then think about Jimin. You're getting mad on his behalf, right? Well, then listen to him, pay attention to him. If he's supporting JK, then so should you....
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FNaF 2 general Headcanons
Withered Freddy
He is still the same tbh
Nothing much changed for him and on him
He somehow drops even more dad jokes
'Raises' Toy Freddy like one would their son and the others always giggle at that
He deeply hates BB but won't show it openly, he probably doesn't even know himself why he dislikes him
Actually likes the new tunes the toy animatronics play but still prefers the songs his band used to play
Whithered Bonnie
We all know he has a lot insecurities now because of his face and his arm but mostly his face
He is the most insecure of the four and it shocks his friends to see him not only change appearance but also personality
He's now just deadpan walking around and sometimes makes a sarcastic joke or two
Though he sometimes still talks a lot and is back to his old self when he talks with the other withered animatronics
He actually doesn't hate his replacement they hangout sometime but it's more like a distant friendship
He also started to swear a lot more and it actually funny to see BB's expression when he hears those words
Withered Chica
She is a close second next to W. Bonnie when it comes to insecurities
She somehow still manages to keep that secret, she sometimes talks with Foxy and Bonnie about such stuff, and she is still very extroverted and happy
She's kinda sad she can't eat pizza anymore but she surprised herself by not caring about it that much
Loves to scare everyone with her broken voicebox and sometimes teams up with BB to annoy the others
Withered Foxy
He's not as flirty as used to be but he doesn't really care all that much
He's had his own insecurities a long time before and knows how to handle them
He turned the flirty jokes and dark jokes up a little now
He and Bonnie now take bets on who will start a 'fight' with who because the toy animatronics always manage to get into arguments
Scratches the wall with his hook and 'draws' his storys and tells them to BB
Once in a week or two he talks with the Puppet because he reminds him of golden Freddy a little
Golden Freddy
He's even more distant now
He already kept to himself but damn he sets new records for that
It isn't like he's insecure, he never really was, but he's afraid he might get a little too emotional when he sees they others
He hangs out most of the time he shows himself with the Puppet
They both are mostly silent or whisper to each other but they love to just observe what's going on in the pizzeria
Toy Freddy
He's like an average teenager
He would play fortnite if he could 100%
He sometimes tries to prank the withered animatronics but almost always fails and gets scolded by Freddy or cussed out by Bonnie
He and toy Chica make almost every day a food fight and sometimes W. Chica and W. Bonnie join
He rages relatively quickly when he loses, no matter what he's loosing at
A huge fan of ice cream, choko-mint to be specific
Toy Bonnie
He is very social but has small mood swings
One day he chats nonstop and the other he sits in W. Bonnies corner with him and talks about live
Is a little clumsy but covers it up by using a joke he got from W. Foxy or W. Freddy
He loves slushys(ya know what I mean, right?)
He always empties the machine and tries to mix every flavor possible
Has also no concersln about himself when he wants to win a bet and makes all types of crazy stuff
Toy Chica
She loves to talk with W. Chica and is from her personality a lot like her original
Sadly has no taste in music and somehow ends up with everyone teasing her about it
But she can tease back and she is very good at making people flustered
She can also be very sassy
Loves lollipops and would probably also love cotton candy
Mangle
my poor bby
She is very distant from the others
Has a lot of insecurities, knows that they should talk about it, but doesn't have a clue how to talk about her problems
Since mostly static comes from their voicebox they don't have that much courage to talk
But sometimes she talks with others, the others can understand W. Chica even though her voicebox is almost just as broken, most times they talk with W. Foxy or hang around Puppet because they find their presence comforting
Puppet
Is the calmest but also the most caring of everyone
Is almost like a therapist for everyone
They mostly keep to themselves but don't mind a nice soul keeping them company
Has a nice laugh wich reminds one of a small child
'Protects' BB when he once again gets in trouble for one of his pranks
Once in a blue moon they tease one of their friends in a fun, harmless way but they don't do that often because they are worried of hurting someones feelings
Baloon Boy
The biggest troublemaker of them all
But also the worst
Has distorted his laugh to scare the toy animatronics multiple times and got his ass almost yeeted across the pizzeria
Puppet is his safe zone
He loves cotton candy, he inhales that shit
Tied to learn the guitar on multiple occasions but somehow he can't learn it
Mad respect tho, he won't stop trying
He laughs at almost every joke, no matter if he understands or not
#FNaF#fnaf withered bonnie#fnaf withered foxy#fnaf withered freddy#fnaf withered chica#fnaf toy bonnie#fnaf toy chica#fnaf toy freddy#fnaf toy foxy#fnaf puppet#fnaf mangle#FNaF x Reader#fnaf x reader
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Raphael (bayverse) x gn!crush!reader
Part 2 of the one-bed trope đ
I realized it was a fem!reader at first cause Raphael saying baby girl makes my brain go brrrr đ„Ž but I changed it to be more inclusive for my bbs out there who don't get as much rep cause most of it is fem!reader
This is not proofread so Iâm sorry for any mistakes my friends
Tiny bit of angst and then mostly fluff
Description: Due to the Foot clan knowing your whereabouts, youâre staying in the turtlesâ lair and your favorite turtle suggested you sleep in their bed.
You were being carried into the lair by Raph with you going in and out of consciousness. This was not how he expected his night to go. Hearing that the Foot had you nearly threw him into a pit of blind rage. He ran out as soon as Donnie got your location. Obviously, everyone else was in tow and by the time they got to you, Raph thought he was done seeing red, but then he saw the bruises on you. âRaph,â you whimpered as his hands cupped your face, âI didnât tell them. I didnât tell them where you were or anything, I-I promise. I didnât. I didnât. â You couldnât help the tears falling down your face, you were just happy to see Raph. âShh shh shh, I know you didnât, baby, I know. I know,â he said softly and quickly got the ropes confining you to the chair and he quickly cradled you in his arms. His brothers already cleared the way out and you were brought back to the lair in haste.
âDonnie. Donnie, where do I put them?!â Donnie guided Raph into his lab where he cleared a table to check all your vitals and make sure there werenât broken bones or internal bleeding. Raphael stayed next to Donnie waiting for your eyes to open again.After a while, Donnie said everything was clear and you just needed some rest at this point. âIâll give them my bed. I barely use it-â âNo. They can use my bed. I need to make sure theyâre ok.â Raph interrupted Donnie. Donnie just nodded his head, âIâll come by and check on them in an hour or so. Iâll give them more medicine if they need it. Try to get some rest, Raph. Theyâll be ok.â Raph nodded his head softly as he couldnât keep his eyes off of you. As soon as the door closed, he slowly walked over to you.
He rubbed his hand over your hair and leaned his forehead against yours. âI swear you raise my blood pressure like no one else shorty.â He huffed out a small laugh from his nose. Raising his head, he looks over the bruises on your jaw and your black eye. He brushes his finger against your cheek, âI love you so much (N/N). When you wake up, Iâll make sure ya hear it straight froâ me.â
He backed up against the wall next to the bed and slid down, propping up his knees and resting his arms against them. He looks at the wall in front of him and closes his eyes for a few minutes. He opens his eyes and looks to his right and notices your hand hanging over the bed and he softly grabs your warm hand and rubs his thumb over your knuckles. He thinks for a moment and leans forward to leave a small kiss to the back of your hand.Â
Moments after you grip his hand, and groan out a small âRaphael.â He was up in an instant and leaning in close to you. â(Y/N), god ya have no idea how happy I am to see yer beautiful eyes right now.â You grab his hand and smile softly as you guide it to cup your face. âIs this your bed?â you ask him. He nodded his head with slight confusion. âThen why are you not in it?â you said rub the outside of the hand on your cheek. He huffed a small laugh, âI ainât want to make ya uncomfortable, baby.â You smiled a little more and gave a kiss to his hand. âYou could never make me uncomfortable, Raphie. Come on. Lay down with me. Please.â Raph got up and laid down next to you. Quite stiffly you might add.
You turned around to face him. Why is he so stiff? You grabbed his arm and put it around your waist as you gingerly scooted closer to him. You snuggled yourself into his chest and placed a small kiss at the base of his neck. He gulped and felt himself warm up at the feeling. You looked up from your spot and met his eyes. âThank you for getting me Raphael⊠I⊠I was so scared Iâd never get to see you again. Never get to tell you how much I love you.â The breath he was holding escaped him in a small sigh. He looked down at your lips then back to your eyes. In the smallest voice he didnât exactly think would come out of him, he said âI love ya more than anythinâ (N/N). Ainât no one gonna hurt you like that again, angel.â You felt the tears burn your eyes. It was such an emotionally long day for you and you leaned in just enough to brush your lips against his and then pressed a firmer one against the corner of his lips. He wraps his arm tighter around you and pulls you into his chest. He smiles against your head as he pressed a kiss into your hair.Â
He knows now that this isnât going to be just his room anymore. He couldnât wait to see what youâll add to his life as his s/o from now on.
Lmk what yall think!!
Requests are open!!
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Can you the studio c scetch operation breakup with black sun and yang.
Operation Blake-Hole Sun
Blake: Thank you for helping with this, Yang. I'm not the best with ending relationships cleanly.
Yang: Hey, what are friends for if not to... end the friendships of other people?
Blake: I'm just worried I'm going to lose my nerve and do something I'll regret. Especially since I feel like Sun is a lot more invested in this relationship than I am.
Yang: No worries. I've broken plenty of hearts in my dating sim games. (Puts on cap) Got your ear-piece?
Blake: Yeah, I do. Do you wanna test it?
Yang: Sure. This is Golden Dragon. Do you read me Black Cat?
Blake: Could we maybe try a different name for me?
Yang: Uh, sure. How about Heartstomper? Soulstealer?
Blake: You know what? Black Cat is fine.
Yang: Fine, fine. Commencing Operation: Blake-Hole Sun. (Hides round the corner)
Blake: (Knocks)
Sun: (Steps out) Hey, Blake! (Hugs her)
Blake: Hey... I, uh, need to talk to you about something.
Yang: You are doing great. I repeat, you are doing great!
Sun: To be honest, I was worried, because I thought you forgot it was my birthday today.
Yang: You are Salem. I repeat, you are Salem.
Blake: N-No, I, uh... I didn't forget.
Yang: I did not sign up for this, Black Cat! You didn't tell me it was his birthday!
Blake: How was I supposed to know?!
Yang: There's this neat little thing called a scroll! You should try it!
Sun: You feelin' hungry? I'm feelin' hungry. What say we get some noodles?
Blake: Uh...
Sun: Tell ya what; I'll grab my wallet and you think about it. (Reenters house)
Yang: Are you sure you want to continue? If he's anything like me, then he is going to cry. A lot. Like, a lot a lot.
Blake: I have to! I can't keep living a lie!
Yang: You lie all the time!
Blake: Yeah, but I also really wanna break up with him.
Sun: (Comes back out) Of course, I could also take you to this awesome taco place.
Yang: Alright. Let's ruin his special day.
Sun: 'Course, it's your special day, too. Y'know, 'cause it's our six-month anniversary.
Yang: ...HAVE YOU A HEART OF STONE, WOMAN?
Blake: What do I do?
Yang: You need to stop the conversation and change topics!
Blake: STOP! I... want to talk about cheese.
Yang: ...Okay, now transition from talking about cheese to... breaking up with him.
Blake: This isn't easy for me, like how cheese isn't easy for me because of my... lactose intolerance.
Yang: But...
Blake: But-
Sun: Say no more. I saw this coming. So I'll save us the awkardness.
Yang: Great. Great so far.
Sun: I love you, Blake.
Yang: OOOOOH! Red alert! The L word has been brought into play! We need to regroup!
Sun: Hold tight! I gotta grab something! (Runs inside)
Yang: Stop him! Don't let him bring out any presents! Stop him!
Sun: (Comes out, Holding black kitten) What do you want to name her? I'm thinking BB. For Bitty Blake.
Yang: RRGH! That is such a cute name! We're losing control of the conversation! We need to regroup!
Starr: Well, howdy there! I'm Starr Sangzang, Sun's cousin. It's great to finally meet the Blake he's been gushing over.
Yang: Engaging multiple hostiles!
Blake: Yang, help me!
Yang: On my way!
Yang: Hey... there!
Sun: What's up, Yang?
Yang: I'm... robbing you?
Starr: ...I'd wished a bitch would friggin' try! (Jumps Yang, Pounding the daylights outta her)
Yang: (Crawls back to her corner)
Sun: That was... weird of her.
Starr: See, this is why you need to carry a bag of sand like I do. (Leans near Blake) Both a distraction AND a melee weapon.
Yang: ...Man down, Black Cat. Man down... D-Don't worry, we can still pull through this...
Blake: Mhm.
Starr: Y'know, it's really great to see Sun all happy again. Considering this is the one-year anniversary of when his last girlfriend broke up with him. Can you believe that? And on his birthday, too? Only way it got worse was when Uncle Buck-Bill died.
Sun: (Cuddling kitten) You won't die like Uncle BB, will you, new BB?
Yang: ...Abort mission.
Starr: I mean, what kinda sick, twisted kinda person would do that?
Yang: Abort mission, Black Cat. You gotta date him for at least three more weeks before breaking up with him. I... My conscience and my ribs are screaming at me!
Blake: No, no, I... I would never do something like that. Uh, just let me slip into this alleyway to grab your present.
Yang: (Dragged away by Blake) Requesting MedEvac.
Blake: Oh, shut up!
Neptune: (Rappels down from the roof) Mission accomplished. Nicely done, everyone. Operation "Stop Blake From Breaking Sun's Heart And Come Up With A Better Plan Name Later" was a complete success!
#rwby#studio c#black sun#blacksun#yang xiao long#blake belladonna#sun wukong#neptune vasilias#starr sangzang
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Just now had time to catch up with Kickoff and I need to say this immediately
I think reader wouldâve been more than capable of holding her own against Kai and the other two fuckheads, she looks like she can fight tbh
But I LOVED that all her soccer boys were there for her đ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș
Like obviously Gojo is there bc thatâs his pookie bear, but the other guys just know her as the hottie that comes to take pictures of them and sometimes pulls up to SAE parties with Todoâs girl
And still!!! They all knew she was in trouble and jumped to mf action!!!!
Also I think that if Todo was there to see that scene unfold someone wouldâve walked out with a broken nose at the very least đȘđœđȘđœđȘđœ you donât fuck with his lady, even less his ladyâs lady
HAHAH no i don't think kickoff reader can fight tbh skfhskjf she can talk smack but cannot pack a smack when it comes down to it LOL
but AW TYSM i'm so happy u loved that scene where the boys stood up for her :''') it was really cathartic to write them having her back n making her feel safe n secure esp in a situation where she was being cornered by other men. and yes fdksdfksdh not just gojo, but the GANG pulling up was an addition i really wanted to include bc i think at that point it's less about romance or affections, but just in general being there for someone that's in a compromising or unsafe environment as i think all humans should do
omg you're so right no one messes with todo's lady's lady !!! đ€Łđ€Łthat's a line you never want to cross !!! LOL tyyy for the ask bb <33
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HELLO!! ok sorry Iâm not sure if ur still doing match ups so u can just ignore this if u want but could I get a saiki k and a hazbin hotel matchup <33
- Iâm a certified yapper and I will ramble on about my interests for hours
- Im a big people pleaser and I try my best to make everyone around me feel comfortable and appreciated
- I tend to tolerate toxic behaviour just to avoid abandonment
- Im a romcom enthusiast and a bit of a film buff
- I like loads of music and singers but lately Iâve been loving my bloody valentine , salvia palth , alex g and Tyler the creator.
- My love languages are probably acts of service and physical touch.
- My humour is kinda all over the place and Im a sucker for dad jokes and well thought out dirty jokes
- Iâm a hopeless romantic and I would probably fall head over heels for anyone who shows the slightest amount of interest in me
Okay- i wasnt sure about your sexuality (or gender) so ill do short headcannons for two characters i think youd fit with (seperatly not poly)
Sorry to my other requests im working as i go- right now tumblr is a passion project so ive gotta feel like- i dunno 'the spark' to actually get it done, but i promiseim trying
ALSO just a warning to anyone who reads/requests saiki k stuff, its been a bit sincei watched the show and also i donthave anywhere ican watch it currently so characters areprobably atleast a little ooc
This chick-
(I make a vauge reference to a little spice in her part but nothing explicit or bad)
And this guy-
YES. I know they have totally different vibes but hear me out.
He gives such 'im a big tough guy, but please love me in secret and call me your favorite boy'
she gives such 'im a brat but im your brat and actually i just want love and attention because i look like i would have major mommy issues'
And i dunno it just works
He would def be a cuddle bug once the walls are down and yall have bonded more and your in private(read: MUST be in private bc bb boy is defensive and dont f with pda), i feel like hes the type to hold you on his chest and rub your back (yall are laying on his/your couch or bed) and when he thinks your asleep he starts murmuring under his breath about how he's so glad you got past his walls- about how it means so much to him that you put up with his bs. This def lead to you pretending to be asleep more often so you can hear in words how he really feels, because lets be honest, words dont always equal feelings, and sometimes (i.e most times) he doesnt say it how he means it.
Now HER on the other hand-
All. Over. You.
Like..
Lowkey her?
Shes just so happy to HAVE you, right? Like- soulmates or not, youre hers. She adores you. Worships the ground you walk on, praises you breathless in more ways than one. Shes so confident- like... even if she isnt ACTUALLY, she portrays it so well, and she Hypes. You. Up. 24/7, 365. No matter if youre short, tall, heavy, skinny, freckled, dark, pale, or anywhere in between. She is making sure everyone knows youre her girl (or boy or whatever but based on your sentence structure im guessing female?) [NOT MEANT TO BE OFFENSE I SWEAR I JUST IMAGINED YOU BEING FEMALE?] -oh god im gunna get cancelled-
N-E-Ways
Same here but itll be just generally better bc im more caught up with this fandom lol
He is this
But he wants to be this so bad
Sir precious for my darling precious
And
His love lmao
Sir Precious is 100% angel material (take that sera you bitch đ€đ) He's just.... precious. Lmao. We've seen how flustered he gets with Cherry and imagine that but like- in an ACTUAL relationship with pda and shit. Like- stuttering, panicking, but also completely soothed by the hand currently resting in his? So many conflicting emotions, y'knowwww... he might need a kiss to get his head straight? Or maybe two? Hmmm, no that didnt work- lets try three, third times a charm right? *cue pentious sly+nervous smile* Would 100% bury his face in your tits/chest (under much encouragement and reassurance even more now that his minions spill the tea that hes been talking in his sleep about this very moment)
-can we talk about the smooth bass in the finale?-
-poor husk, man was singing and smiling like his soul was free-
Why do i feel like this is right up her alley?
Onto Miss Bomb,
She's a lot more brash in her affections. Not afraid to tug you down to her level and suck your soul out through your lips. Def had an emo phase when she was alive (if shes not still in it) She just.. loves you. Like her and angel you guys bicker, but i feel like while youre bickering she has her chin resting on your chest/tits, staring up at you with the slyest smirk and biggest heart eyes known to demon AND man kind.
#aiura mikoto#aiura x reader#kuboyasu aren#kuboyasu x reader#sir precious#sir pentious#sir pentious x reader#cherry bomb#cherry bomb x reader#lemonywrites#hazbin hotel fanfiction#the disaster of psi kusuo saiki#the disastrous life of saiki k.
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