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#i just want a fucking *break*
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starting to feel like life is a tornado and i’m just the cow being spun around in it :/
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phellycheesesteak · 7 months
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To whoever is hexing my life, can you stop. Please. I’m at my wits end, I just wanna kiss Ishmael
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sga-owns-my-soul · 9 months
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lol ignore this 🙃
i can't stop crying at work because everything in my life is going wrong and this stupid shit with my stupid cousin and family is upsetting me so much and it shouldn't be and i feel so fucking stupid for being bothered by this bc it's what i wanted!!! but no i'm wrong again and this time they're just all fully cutting me off and i'm working non fucking stop and still can't afford anything bc the world is going to absolute fucking shit and i'm just so sick of feeling like i can't do anything right ever and i've been feeling suicidal every fucking day for an entire fucking MONTH because of everything and my cousin was who i always reached out to when things got bad and i fucking can't because SHES NOT TALKING TO ME and i'm going to cry AGAIN FUCK
i'm so sick of this
i'm so sick of falling apart because of my family
i'm so sick of never being good enough
i'm so sick of feeling like this
i'm so fucking tired
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love-everlasting · 2 months
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I feel like I’m becoming a worse version of myself.
I feel like I’m just full to the brim with my anxiety
I had a panic attack today because a fly landed on me
What the fuck does that even mean
Im so fucking on edge about everything and i don’t know how to fix it
I just got insurance so im going to try and find myself a therapist after we move but theres no point in getting one here when we leave in hopefully less than a month
I have to find a new everything
New doctor, dentist, pharmacy, dealer, JOB
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mcr-and-coffee · 7 months
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desertthorn · 1 year
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Today started out great. Today ended awful. Tomorrow is a question mark. My heart hurts.
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valkyrietookmoved · 2 years
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I want to go to sleep and not wake up for like... A whole week....
#utter complaining#i feel terrible#more and more things keep piling on#I'm running out of time#i have ti catch up but I procrastinate#i have a big project that i should be working on for the end lf the year#i cannot do that because I'm playing catch in literally all other subjects#i get home and i have no energy so on the weekdays (minus Wednesdays) i cannot do anything after coming back from uni#winter is approaching and there's less daylight and that means to me seasonal depression#so i feel like shit and I don't want to do anything on the days I could do things#so more keeps piling and I keep doing nothing until right before deadlines#and that leaves me exhausted for days so everything keeos getting worse#I'm catching up but also I'm not#the break days that are coming that I could take to rest I'm going to have to soend just working#i feel bad for neglecting relationships but it's that or I don't do work and also I have no social energy#and mately i feel alienated from everyone anyway so who cares really#i just want a fucking break#everything is going way to fast and I'm stuck in a loop of exhaustion and sadness and I cannot get out#even if I try and i have moments i just go back to it every single time#i started the semester on the wrong foot and it's just snowballed from there....#i just want to sleep.... I don't want to do anything... i want to be able to stop feeling bad#i want to be able to work and catch and stop feeling bad when i rest because I'm just tired#I'm just tired#i want everything to stop#...... i should get to work#this too shall pass i guess whenever the semester ends....#i cannot let this happen next semester <- os most definitely going to happen next semester it happens every year#at least I'm alone in the house so no one can see me crumbling apart#and the image of the good student who's doing perfectly fine and has no mental issues is going to keep intanct#i don't even know if that's good or bad anymore
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maeamian · 2 months
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Part of the reason that Republicans are so desperately acting like they will never lose again is because they are deeply terrified that this is their last real chance to win. The big orange dipshit came in and gutted the party of everyone who wasn't a loyalist, which left it full of nasty little gremlins who have gaping voids where charisma and human decency is supposed to go.
They still hold a lot of power, but if we stop them this year the next presidential election may not be the Most Important One Of Your Life™, that's not a guarantee or anything, but if they don't win here and now their future looks grim, this dipshit is the only guy they have left and he's extremely diminished and has his brains leaking out of his ears at this point. We can beat him into the ground.
So that's what we're gonna fucking do. We're gonna break these fucking fash. They will crash upon us and we're gonna break their fucking necks. When they come for us they will lose because they're fucking losers and we have each other's backs which is something they fundamentally are incapable of comprehending.
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swordsonnet · 4 months
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i'm sorry but i don't think we should call this the "autism website" when there's still posts with tons of notes mocking people who:
struggle with social skills / have anxiety around social settings
are unemployed / unable to work certain jobs
have intense or "age-inappropriate" interests
haven't had certain life experiences that are deemed universal/essential
struggle with personal hygiene
don't have any friends or dating experience
don't go outside much or at all
take things literally / don't get sarcasm/jokes
have unusual ways of speaking
generally aren't "normal"
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mossmigi · 1 year
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at work and im not even clocked in yet i already started bursting into tears
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lotus-pear · 2 months
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mourning black and the death of ideals
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divorcedfiddleford · 9 months
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hold shifty gentle like hamburger
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clouvu · 5 months
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Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine
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yellowsubiesdance · 1 year
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i’m so depressed about having to work the next seven days, idk if i can make it 😭
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suntails · 5 months
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toot toot!
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onesidedradiostatic · 4 months
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can we talk about how the weirdest part of staticmoth isn't even the fact that they're toxic to each other?
it's how they both react to each other's toxicity with nonchalance.
like. first, during val's tantrum, val throws a glass at vox, or well, in his vicinity.
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then vox just... steps away like it's nobody's business, barely bothered by it.
and later, when it's vox's turn to be angry, he roughly pulls val down, shakes him, and shouts at his face.
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then val just... shrugs it off.
usually when you think of a toxic relationship, you'd probably think of person A being toxic to person B then person B biting back just as toxic until it's a back and forth of toxicity, a full-blown fight.
but that. that's not staticmoth. staticmoth is fucking weird in that when one is acting toxic towards the other, the other acts nonchalant and doesn't retaliate. then they switch roles on who the toxic one is and who the nonchalant one is.
I am not at all denying the toxicity in their relationship, but they certainly are a really fucking weird brand of toxic that is just. so hard to describe.
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