#i just uhhhhh like him a lot
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#personal#i love my boyfie#i like how he isnt weirded out by my age regression even if he doesnt fully understand#he tries to take care of me and he gets me agere stuffs#he got me those foam mats they have in elementary schools!#for my baby corner!#and then ofc he got me my newest sippy nd bartholomew the rattle#im just so glad that he doesnt shame me or call me weird for how i cope#also my agere is completely nonsexual and sfw i just post abt it here bcus this is basically my main blog LOL#am excite for da mats#he also let me get fairy lights nd a my melody neon sign today#for my cozy space underneath his desk#and ofc the big dog bed#i just uhhhhh like him a lot
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horrible truth bomb dropped on my head 20 min ago
#I DIDNT KNOW I DIDNT KNOWWWWW#when i say damn thats crazy its bc i DO think its crazy i think a lot of things are crazy. like how birds have cloacas#or the way ppl draw a five pointed star in different ways and everyone assumes their way of doing it is how everyone does it#my brother is not letting me live this down btw he literally shouted at me like HOW DID YOU LIVE THIS LONG AND NOT PICK UP ON THAT#IDK!!! IDK I THOUGHT SOMETIMES IT COULD BE USED TO EXPRESS GENUINE SHOCK??????#he says its my delivery that makes it sound insincere bc i say it in a monotonous voice which when i think abt it YEAH....#THAT DOES MAKE IT LOOK KINDA BAD IN HINDSIGHT.....#and then i told him i keep a list of phrases that tickle my brain so i can remember to use them in conversation and apparently#most ppl dont do that bc he was like ???? stop doing that??? just let the conversation flow naturally it sounds fake>????#idk man i feel like if i did that and blurted out 'i forgot people find stuff like underwear arousing for some reason' instead of#smth like 'i wonder what kind of ppl find this kind of stuff the bees knees' like i normally do. it would. not go so well.#ALSO THE FLOW CHARTS ARENT NORMAL? i make flow charts before i call the bank or smth so i know what to say#its not just to blend in its also so i dont waste ppls time going uhhhhh as i think of how i put smth into words#its called stalling for time and i dont care if i have to say smth like thats just how the cookie crumbles if it gives me#5 more seconds to process whatever the fuck someone said without letting them think im not paying attention#doodles#diary#sona#puppysona#comics
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ATTENTION ALL ALASTOR SHIPPERS:
uniromantic
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. PROCEED
#it means you only experience romantic attraction to one person in your life ever!!#some people get their only crush SUUPER late#sooo a few decades or centuries works out fine :3#just as long as it's not a poly ship lmao.. two crushes makes you NOT uni because. uni. like. u know ur root words right#also IT IS NOT “fixing” one's aroness it is an aro identity of its own and not superior to any other identities !!!#just saying that bc fandoms fucking suck#anyway i think it'd be cute. especially with his disgust for even platonic affection. tryna be all intimidating#then THAT all of a sudden?? the agony. such silly billy blissful agony. not blissful for him but for the viewers of his suffering like us#tehe#uniromantic alastor#arospec alastor#aro alastor#alastor#hazbin hotel#FML what if i secretly put a hamburger emoji in tags 🍔 yeah that's right fuck you society#radioapple#radiostatic#duckiedeer#charlastor#what other fucking ships are there uhhhhh#idfk i headcanon him as full-on stereotypical aro whatever you call that i don't even do this bullshit#voxal#radiodust#alastor x oc#i think i am cringe.#i sincerely believe i am cringe and terrible. mayhaps social anxiety. who tf knowssss#P.S. as long as HE is not the one with multiple crushes i know polycules are whack#but ofc he could be grayro but where's the fun in that (there is lots of fun in it i am sorry)#radiorose
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I think how Swansea and Curly treat Anya telling them about Jimmy is so interesting.
I know I just mentioned it but it’s stuck in my head how Swansea already disliked Jimmy. Immediately believed her but he still didn’t do anything to actually stop him and help her. He listened and accepted it, and that must’ve been a relief compared to Curly who listened but didn’t. But it still left her vulnerable and without whatever emotional support Curly did supply her. His inaction is only different because his position on the crew is different. But after the crash, did that really matter?
Like in the end Swansea really was only trying to avenge Daisuke and used Anya’s treatment from Jimmy as an accelerant to kill him, but he still did nothing for her.
#like everyone failed Anya other than Daisuke who didn’t know and was clearly not aware#but at the same time he kinda represents those guys that don’t notice until it affects them#but still are like I never expected that of him that’s so sad I thought he was nice#which is such an issue when addressing to the abused just cause you just figured it out#anyway uhhhhh Swansea admits he was too bitter in a lot of ways and none of that was because of Anya and I think that’s important to note#he would’ve let Jimmy keep menacing her to an extent with the only safety in her mind that he’d stop him actually physically hurting her but#curly did the same thing so like was it even better he just wasn’t friendly to Jimmy it’s like a guy who knows the dangerous men to keep his#kid from but still don’t report them as long as they aren’t touched#and then Daisuke died and it’s like yeah their dynamic isn’t looked at but it’s interesting#mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing
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offers u alnst oc stats
#alien stage oc: ava#alien stage oc: nero#ava#nero#oc#ocs#20241003#so. i have a lot of thoughts about these#especially since i tweaked avas like three times#but i tried setting them according to the stats of the canon characters/what the aliens might rate them#esp the visual stat#looking at the characters sheets i think the aliens have a preference for ethereal looks (like luka and sua) but also like sharper looks#like ivan and hyuna (yes i think ivan leans into sharp)#till is more of the rough type so that's why i think his visual is rated lower#uh either way that's why ava's is so high and nero's is more on the middle (he had regular black hair before his season of alnst which gave#him less of a wild look so i rated him a bit higher than till)#ava is a tube baby so voice and talent are in her genes though mostly voice and visual were important for nova#talent would probably be higher if she didn't kill off 90% of her personality#she was not made for high effort dancing tho#NERO WAS THO LMAO#yeah uh ava's relevance/popularity/topic whatever the fuck it gets translated as is rather high since she's kind of the media's sweetheart#first love's smile and all that#nova put a lot of effort into her pblicity and it worked#nero's relevance is so high bc he's always up to sth and makes headlines everywhere he goes à la there's no such thing as bad publicity#i was struggling with mental strength bc on one hand he is fucked up (tm) but on the other hand he's not easily shaken????#like you could throw him in a pit of sharks and he'd make the best of it#let's just say mental strength must not equal mentally sound#his talent is on the average bc of this trait too like he's super versatile and spontaneous which makes him easy to put into different#situations that he might come out of successfully#uhhhhh yeah
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i wanted to see altaria rei then i started goofin around
#the only ones i could see clearly were eevee eiden and morpeko morvay#i couldn't pin rei to a single mon bc i don't know a THING ABOUT HIM yet#but i want to see ghost type rei fight ghost type kuya and they're both just super effective against each other#i wonder if all the old men automatically get honourary ghost type membership. live 300 years ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED: spooky#ANYWAY LET ME TALK ABOUT MY LIST#as in the list i was compiling of pokemon who matched the VIBE of someone and i couldn't decide#now BESIDES the ones req et al. already mentioned. which i already 👍👍👍 i was trying to find even moooore . exploring what could be.....#rei: altaria. marowak (alolan). noctowl. chandelure. decidueye. ribombee [a quiet friend :)]. inteleon.#once again i don't know rei's birdy deal yet so i won't (eheheh) pigeonhole him into an owl pokemon but we'll just wait and see#i had inteleon under rei before milke brought up sobble yakumo so now i'm like..... oh no...#rei fits the last evol and yakumo fits the first two.... uhhhhh#they can share. like they share gem placement. butt buddies.#yakumo had: girafarig. froslass. azurill (crying). tropius. wishiwashi. leavanny. marshadow.#i just want him to hang out with the food related mons and enjoy some fresh fruit with a giant flying dinosaur. yah#OK FOR EDMOND I SAW SIRFETCH'D AND COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING#WHAT A REGAL BOY. I HAVE TO. PLEASE I NEED EDMOND TO WIELD ONIONS#i was trying to be serious and find him a proper majestic pokesona . i swear. but the look on sirfetch'd's's face#edmond's list went: skarmory. lucario. cinccino. zeraora. dachsbun.#do i know edmond? i doubt. he's fluffy. wait no he's severe. wait no would he dare carry a fluffy cakey pokemon around? DARE HE????#for olivine i was even more stumped. seems like a lot of the pokemon i immediately thought of were the fluffy nurse types#stuff like chansey/blissey. kangaskhan.#this pokemon is 100% female? *flings pokedex out the window* no. olivine is a gender now#some of the newer pokemon i considered were bewear. drampa. mabosstiff.#but once again these were all just Protective of the Little Ones types#so i was imagining olivine just chilling with his serene smile and an army of MASSIVE CARETAKER POKEMON behind him#but. there has to be more to him than just taking care of others . furrows brow. idk. i'll settle for lapras FOR NOW#ditto eiden riding on the back of lapras. wonderful. glorious#pokemon crossover
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For the Kohga requests ... Your Kohga is so handsome in a cartoon villain way, I think he'd look very tasteful smoking one of those long antique Japanese pipes
Anon, I am kissing you a million times on the mouth right now
Don't LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT don't look at me don't look at me you fucking KNEW this was going to happen ok?!??! you KNEW it
#thank you anon for giving me an opportunity do draw something just#REALLY indulgent#he's sweaty because it's the desert and it's fucking HOT OK#don't look at me like that#he's a silly fat old dude and uhhhhh heart eyes???????#master kohga#totk#totk fanart#botw fanart#zelda fanart#yiga clan#the yiga clan#sketchbook#ask#answered#anon#also in my defense i draw him half naked a lot because I DONT WANT TO DRAW HIS COMPLICATED ASS CLOTHES#He isn't naked ok#just believe me lol
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Fernando and Fisi pictures that I like and enjoy a normal amount (pt. 1: 2005)
#please please please lmk in the tags which are your favs and why#ill go first: the one where theyre holding up the engine in a very babygirl way and the one where theyre being picked up#but also all the post aus gp ones(the ones where they're holding hands above their heads)#ALSO THE ONES OF THEM IN STRIPED SUITS IT IS SERVING CORRUPT MAFIA MEN#actually i need to stop before i list every pic...like the point of the post is that i love all these pics....#anyways i think theyre v endearing to me as a duo bcs theyre relatively the same height and those cute renault suits make them look shorter#so theyre like twins or smth to me LOL#(btw i was so surprised to learn that fisi is almost a decade older than nando! they rly dont look that much different in age)#also this is not an insult btw but fisi is endearing to me bcs his smile always looks like hes looking directly into the sun LOLOL#i think at some point i should rly make a fisi comp post bcs i ended up saving a lot of pics of him bcs he is my unexpected blorbo#these are all def 2005 but if not feel free to come admonish me for mixing up djkskd#ill make a 2006 pt 2(bcs ive yet to delve into those archives just yet)#i could probably make a 2005 pt2 honestly bcs i have like uhhhhh...2-3x the amnt of pics here of them!#so yeah lmk if you would like those too :) the grind never stops in terms of deep diving pics#this post kinda makes me wish i made photo highlight posts along w my post-race gifs#also if you want to enquire as to what race/event a specific pic is feel free to drop an ask or dm#fernando alonso#giancarlo fisichella#renault#2005 formula 1#formula 1#f1#formula one#renault nando#fa14#fisico#fisi#we do a little bit of f1
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i think i burned myself out on drawing atm :'D
#i don't have the melting face emoji available so just imagine it there#to be fair i have been drawing another thing (new au) A LOT along with requests#because of a recent song i discovered and LOVE#but now i wanna design the outfit and i'm just like uhhhhh what do#was gonna draw a volo too and i sketched him but idk my heart isn't in it? too sleepy#anyway i'm gonna take a lil break see if that helps
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i “read” this one klance x descendants au and it literally altered my brain chemistry (i recently went back and reread it and honestly nostalgia gave me some rose tinted glasses but it was still fun LMAO) so like the idea of a descendants au for my ships has been in the back of my mind for years but see heres the fucking issue. my ship rn is merthur and i cant exactly do a descendants au as they’re literally in disney and it would be confusing as all hell. i mean. i guess if i ignored some things. maybe.
#personal#read is in quotes bc it was a twt au fic on instagram#so like.#yeah.#i will never write this btw#its just an idea that rotates in my mind#say i ignore a lot of things#who would their parents be?#obviously merlin would be from the isle and arthur from auradon#wait fuck merlin son of maleficent#magic? dragons? yeah.#his dad??? uhhhhh#i wanna say hades bc godly power but thats just remaking mal 💀💀#i also wanna give him like the worst of the worst#if you get it you get it#jafar? dr facilier?#holy fuck wikipedia just put me on#fucking chernabog??? literal satan?? yeah. YEAH.#merlin son of maleficent and chernabog. mistress of evil and satan. yeah they fucked and made a ray of sunshine. no i dont know how either.#ARTHUR whos ur daddy 🧐🧐#i wanna put him under sleeping beauty bc obviously blondie and also have u seen merlin trying to wake him in the morning?#also maleficent and sleeping beauty - getting over his preconcieved notions and all that#runner up is cinderella and rapunzel just bc i feel like theyd make him work#and i need him to be an arrogant ass for merlin to humble#so yeah sleeping beauty
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I have only seen their C/B supports and honestly I love them a lot. Alfred really out here just committing acts of treacherous friendliness with other royals from other kingdoms. It's wonderful to see.
#fe engage#alfred#ivy#just in case im gonna tag as#fe engage spoilers#just because idk how far people have played nor what supports they have seen#at first im like dang bro alfred out here at weird times interacting with ivy but then he says#we really gotta stop meeting at these times princess ivy in their b and im like yeah p much#then goes on to be pleasant but teasing but helpful all in one conversation with her and i just really love him ???#also i am very fond of ivy i love her a lot#also what time does alfred go to bed i need to know because hes always already slept#when he meets up with ivy and dia ....... when they havent slept#alfred my son what are your hours of passing out and waking up#im only on ch16 so uhhhhh i made like one ch of progress lately lmao#then ive been doing some dlc battles and other paralogue fights
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ngl i did not expect the top gun and mission impossible crossover (tho i really shouldn’t have been too surprised) but they’re fun to read
i just think, personally, it would be so fucking funny if Maverick and Ethan aren’t even related. just two dudes who happened to be identical to each other, and sometimes this doppelgänger issue bleeds into their work at times
also Maverick hates Ethan for some unexplainable reason
#why? bc it’s funny to me#Mav just also being upset about Ethan or when people mistake him for Ethan#meanwhile Ethan is a little weirded out but sometimes he uses Mav’s ID for spy things and finds the whole thing generally funny#there’s also guilt bc a lot of his enemies kidnap or threaten Mav by mistake which just adds to Mav’s hostility#bonus points if 20-something Bradley runs into Ethan believing him to be Mav#and gets all pissy and upset and rages at him bc ‘why did you pull my papers 🤬🥺🤬🥺🤬🥺🤬’ and Ethan is like ‘uhhhhh’#idk#i love this crossover idea in my head that i highly doubt i will write any time soon#top gun#mission impossible#top gun x mission impossible#crossover au
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been scribblin with the dip pens to prepare for inking the next comic (yuuto⏫’s “origin story” kind of basically) and wow turns out I can do anything I want forever
yuuto’s new friends names of amy and linh >:]c
#UTAU#sawayama yuuto#bakuspecial#[comic tag pending]#I'll be drawing about just the beginning of this whole plot this time round. but boy oh boy if I were paid to serialize this!!#well even if I wont. I will hopefully get to chip away at it a bit at a time. over the next uhhhhh ten years#in another news. I think somethings up with the dip pens. about anything comes out looking good with them#its scary!! I kept looking at my sketches like no way these are gonna work out. but I'll do it for the practice hour#and then I do it and it always turns out pretty good. what the hells!!! thats weird!! thats kinda scary I like it!!!#and like I'm absolutely not even that good with a dip pen yet!! 1/Ive just had these for uhh. two days. and 2/my hands are NOT steady#its why u see me undo and redo a line 298473987 times twice a half hour. it was caught on stream multiple times#but!! the dip pen's making me commit to a line. and also I'm slowly internalizing that anything'd come out okay with them#as long as I have a sketch. boy oh boy is freehanding with these hard#its so. idk its so nice!! its so fun. somehow a lot less pressure than the usual stuff I do lol#I cant wait to really get into drawing this comic... I cant wait to force all of u to look at yuuto&co#you WILL see and hear my baby boy#dskjfhsjk Im so glad the senpai lets me do this. I mean even if he doesnt I will do it anyway. its just gonna suck#but Im so happy I get to do this with him actually#hehehe >:]c
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i should steal another pl character's name ...
#guy who said he was goinh to sleep: hey#its. idk. i Cannot have luke as a namr too that wouod get confusing#for me .at least#wpuld be funny though ... luke and des guy named both luke and des ....#maybe that isnt that funny. is 4am#idk thoguh. i have a history of only/mostly choosing 3 letter names?? for some reason??#not intentionslly it just. happejs ???? i fear i wkuld break that patterb .....#is anyone reading this .hi 🫵#uhhhhh anyway i dont Know . also i get really nervous about names and worrying if they Fit me or not#like .far too nervous for something as silly as that . for som3 reason .i dont even know if my Current names fit me ????? AUAUUUGH#and i would be afraid that .idk if i would even take another name but if i did i would be worried that peoole would be like “haha woaw th#thsts stupid that doesnt fit him at all“ and Not Twll me !!!!!@ I think about that a lot#what the fuck was i supposed to be tlakimg about here#🤝 shaking your hand if you read all of that .i sure didnt !!!#how do people choose what names to use ..... how do people know that they fit them .....#fuckinguhhhh .send me character sto steal names from ????#i domt think thsts a good idea . is it ?? idk . i dont know what fits me i donr know :(#guy who has no perception of himself#is that the right word ..... huh#guy who needs to sleep !!!!!! what am i doing !!!!!!#talks#<- yeah tjis can. stay i suppose???
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Thinking through the logical conclusions of lore that the source material has clearly not thought that deeply about can be annoying or depressing in the sense of seeing exactly how deep the plot holes go but so long as it doesn’t inherently break the suspension of disbelief or ruin your enjoyment of the overall story it can be really fun to figure out what you can use to plug the holes. Like that’s just free real estate now baby. If the lore implies X but the story wound up at Z, then you can make the journey through Y be whatever you want it to be
#writing#this is about a lot of shows but unfortunately in this specific moment it’s about#elena of avalor#now that [static noise] has a completed draft I need to finish the bed you made#it’s just like half a chapter that I ended up having to rewrite bc the first version of it ceased to work once I finished the fic#but i want to get it finished and up so I’m looking back over my draft#and just. I have. so many Thoughts#I’m v pleased with how I handled the jaquins#low key I want. to write another spin off.#(I have already written two spin offs of this fic that I haven’t even finished posting)#specifically addressing: hey where the fuck is Esteban’s spirit guide. What Is The Deal#this show DEFINITELY didn’t think through ‘everyone has a spirit guide’ lmao#i think it would kind of fuck if Shuriki uhhhhh killed his spirit guide#ANYWAY#so many apologies in advance to my subscribers when that nonsense starts appearing in your inboxes again#i have a problem#the problem is that Esteban Flores is a traumatized little stress ball and I want to shake him around like he’s in a snow globe#SORRY WE’RE AT TAKING THE DISNEY JUNIOR SHOW WAY TOO SERIOUSLY ON MAIN HOURS AGAIN#THIS JUST. THIS IS JUST GONNA HAPPEN AT LEAST UNTIL I GET THIS FIC AND ALL ITS SIDE STORIES OUT OF MY SYSTEM
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I've had a few days to stew over the Mouthwashing madness that has taken over my mind and have come to 2 conclusions. 1) I don't exactly favor listening to cis men talk about this game 2) I do not like when proshit ppl talk about this game AT ALL
#SA MENTION#IN THESE TAGS#i first watched scorpy play this game#and like look. love that guy i love to watch him. uhhhhhhh .#i dont like that he seemed to blatantly look over the . SA that happened in the game that he didnt even include it in the content warning#and i have mixed feelings on him deeming that the suicide in the game wasnt handled the best with that in mind#and. admittedly ive taken in very few analysis of the game from cis men (and the few that i have thankfully recognize what happened to anya#but i see in a lot of comments from ppl that have seen more than i have#readings from this crowd tend to skim over the SA or not even realize it or acknowledge it#which is a bit upsetting i cannot lie#but i guess it rlly further emphasizes what the game was trying to say#secondly. uhhhhh . ive seen horrible shit from. the latter crowd i mentioned#it was actually sickening and anger inducing#i dont even want to get into detail it bc it was just completely awful .....#anwyay uhhhh. i hate proshits i blocked every one i saw there that was saying disgusting shit#ranting
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