I have adulted harder today than I have ever adulted before. I have so many adult decisions to think about and my brain is at the point of super saturation.
I am planning on taking the weekend off from adulting. Like, it's not my weekend to work and I still have a job for 2-3 months at least, so taking two days off to recover from all the drama is ok, right?
Someone please tell me it's ok. 😢
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had this brain & skuld wip for Years that I've finally decided to just make into a one shot. enjoy!
It’d taken some convincing, but now that Brain’s finally got time to himself, he can breathe a bit easier. Realign, compartmentalize, the whole nine yards. He’s practically a pro at getting used to a new normal by this point.
Just. An adjustment period, is what this is.
He’ll get with the program eventually. He always does.
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To anyone who needs this:
It's ok to take a break. It is a need. Do not feel guilty for getting up to stretch, eat, shower, sleep, even play, read, listen, or watch something for a few minutes to ease stress and tension. Even if you feel like you've done insufficient work. Turn to God and he will help you.
(I keep repeating Psalm 23:4)
I'm trying to tell myself this too. I keep breaking down this week and I feel like the work I do will never be enough or be finished. But it will be, eventually. With God's help.
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does anyone else worry they're going to get their Introvert Card revoked if they admit they don't constantly long for isolation
(does anyone then question why that worries them?)
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Would you like some older Maxwil recs? Some older fics I'm fond of are Le Nom de Perte (The Name of Loss) (I'm a sucker for soulmate AUs- that whole set of four is pretty great,) & The Price of Pride
Currently reading Le Nom de Perte and it's not just good but also admirable that the writer updated it recently after literal years of nothing. I'm impressed and really happy for the person
The summary "Soulmates aren't always what you're hoping for. And sometimes, you give up on even hoping." got me. EASY catch there lol
Still have to check The Price of Pride but it sounds good.
Summary: "With the group split up into teams due to a few incidents at base camp, Maxwell and Wilson are set with trying to survive the world, and each other."
Thank you for the recommendations!
I'll definitely finish reading them... when my brain gets a reading spree again
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At the first long rest we took, I like the idea that Shadowheart is laying there like 'my unlikely compatriot is rather brave and clever. He got us out of fight with just his words and, despite his cold, aloof demeanor, was shockingly agreeable to making finding someone to get the parasite out of our heads priority number one. Perhaps I can trust him after all...'
All while Ronan, serial abuser of Thaumaturgy, Blade Ward, and Guidance, is wondering if Bahamut is going to give him a good grade in Cleric today.
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i don’t like talking about my negative feelings and thoughts that much, but i’ve just been oddly stressed and overwhelmed and idk why
these past few days have been pretty hard on me with some irl situations and problems and drama and just crap.. so i just wanted to let some some stuff out. (more vents stuff under cut)
but like.. have you ever felt so stressed and overworked for no reason? or there might be a reason.. just can’t put my finger on it. i’m really tired right now and school’s hard and life’s hard and i just wanna ahsgsjsbwh!!! i’m trying to give myself some hugs and reassurance but it feels like it has no.. like.. real meaning,, if you get what im saying. really annoyed by life and existence and having to comfort my close friends and i’m scared and don’t want them to hurt themselves but i don’t wanna hurt myself.. guh this is like all over the place wawawawawa!!!! i’m scared of having my friends get themselves stressed comforting me but.. that idea is a lil silly .. haha :’3. my mind is everywhere but where i want it to be. the once calming beat if my music now feels empty and emotionless , my plushes aren’t as soft and cozy as they were before, and my friend and family’s voice aren’t soothing and fun anymore.. i don’t know why i feel like this wewawewgsvwhsvwhsvwh- i don’t like all this all over the place random rambling, but i just had to say some things
i’m okay, i prommy! just wanted to doodle some things to help me feel better
i mostly posted the drawings cause i’m kinda proud of them
i’m gonna be okay. don’t worry :)
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She wonders why I spend the entire day on my room without talking to her, and when I leave for just some minutes she immediately starts complaining about how I do nothing all day, how I have no reason to be tired, cuts me off everytime I start talking and even talks badly about my appearance... Huh... I wonder why I don't like spending time with you.....
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