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my sp story <3
hi besties! if you've been following my blog for a while you know that i've been single for a while, partly because i like to be independent and single, and partly because i just didn't like anyone. obviously i could just manifest a guy out of thin air, but when im not confronted face to face with a crush then i just don't care about being in a relationship so i never manifested someone out of thin air lol
but then a couple of weeks ago i was at the movies with my friends, and there were couples cuddling around us and i was like "aw :( kinda wish i had a bf now." and what do we do when we feel any type of desire? we immediately fulfill ourselves, no matter how "small" the desire is! so that's what i did. i imagined for like two seconds that i was cuddling with a boy at the theaters, and then i got distracted by the movie and forgot all about it
then like 15 minutes later, a guy that i'd had a crush on four years ago randomly slid into my dms. i never pursued him four years ago bc my bff at the time had dibs on him, but we're not friends anym and haven't been for years so it was my time to shine!!!
anyway, we talk for like a week. i know this guy is funny and shit bc of when we hung out irl, but like all he's sending me are unfunny memes that don't really warrant a response. so it was kinda tough
and this is the part where you guys are going to yell at me!!! i was like oh i should use my manifestation skills and make sure this goes smoothly....but then i was like nah im just gonna go with the flow 😭😭😭 and i know you guys are like REM!!!! u manifest EVERYTHING u can't just turn it off!!!! anyway.....long story short a week into us talking this mf randomly blocks me!!!!
so im instantly like 🙄🙄 damn fine i'll manifest him back bc im stubborn and do not like being told no in my reality
so how did i do it? how did i manifest him back?
if you guys have followed me for a while, you know that i manifested an sp a couple years ago by simply affirming "i love [his name] so much" any time i'd think of him and this would conjure the feeling of the wish fulfilled. (NOT mindless affirming. i'd say it maybe two or three times to catch the feeling and then move on)
ANYWAY so that's what i did! and let me tell you....i was not "perfect" by any means 😭 in fact this manifestation really kinda opened my eyes on how EASY manifestation truly is. like i already knew how easy it was, but damn!
if you know that your desire is promised and that it is coming because you gave it to yourself in imagination (even ONCE) ... there is NOTHING that will stop it. i was gonna make a separate post on this and i tried but i just couldn't articulate it correctly so im going to try again:
it took 12 days to manifest him to unblock me and message me. im sure it would've taken a shorter amount of time if i was more disciplined with myself but it's kinda crazy bc of how UNdisciplined i was 😭 tbh i was just kinda like...unsure if i even wanted to manifest him at all bc thats how much i value my alone time and my independence lol
anyway, i always get asks from people who are stressed and anxious bc they think that in order to manifest your desire, you can never enter the state of lack ever again and that dwelling in negative thoughts will "ruin" your manifestations. but i am here to tell you IT DOES NOT MATTER!!! you do not need to be "perfect"!!!! as long as you are staying faithful to the idea that you have your desire in the 4d, it'll manifest in the 3d.
another thing i see so many people confused and stressed about is whether or not they're naturally thinking from the state. for instance, every time you think of your sp, you think from the end of being in a relationship with them, before you think of the fact that you're not together yet. and let me tell you....while this CAN happen, it's not always gonna happen and it's not necessary. let me tell you, the DAY before my sp reached out, and even the day that he did....i would catch myself thinking about how we weren't together! but the gag is....YOUR THOUGHTS DON'T MANIFEST!!!! yes, they indicate what state you're in, but the actual thoughts themselves don't mean shit!!! they don't manifest. they just don't!
so i'd shift back to the state of being my sp's girlfriend when i'd have these thoughts, but i was fully aware we were not together in my 3d and i never naturally thought of us as being together before i saw any evidence of it in my 3d. all i had was the knowing that my inner man was with my sp, and that since i'd decided i had it in imagination, it would push out into my 3d. because that's how the law works!!! and honestly, that's all you really need. you just need to know that since you gave yourself your desire in your imagination ONE TIME, it WILL manifest. and if you have a true understanding of how the law works and you've read source, you will have no trouble knowing that it will come.
you also do NOT need to be in the state of the wish fulfilled 24/7!!! at all!!!! i cannot stress this enough. and tbh i used to feel the same. i felt like i had to be aware of having my desire in imagination 24/7 or else it wouldn't come. i thought i couldn't perceive the lack or opposite in my 3d or else it wouldn't manifest (see this post about dismissing the 3d btw if u need help with that). but the gods honest truth is that all you need to do is DECIDE you have your desire in imagination & not take no for an answer & KNOW that your desire is GOING TO REFLECT IN YOUR 3D NO MATTER WHAT!!!!
and that's not to say that you wont still get anxious and have intrusive thoughts and be like "oh god what if it never manifests." like... im human and i had those human moments. but i just reminded myself that i know the law and ive proven it to myself many times and i know that it had to manifest.
anyway. back to my sp story!
so for these 12 days that im blocked (lmfao) all i did was affirm "i love [his name] so much" whenever i thought of him until i caught the feeling of the wish fulfilled. that's it. and i knew for a fact that he was mine in the 4d and therefore we'd be together in the 3d bc that's the law!
anyway on friday (5 days ago) at 8pm? im scrolling thru the ulta app and then im like "oh i havent fulfilled myself today i dont think" so i fulfilled myself for like 2 seconds and then get distracted by some product and then two minutes later i get a notif that this guy followed me and then dmed me 😭
it's funny cuz my irls don't know about the law of assumption so i sent them a screenshot and i was like "look who came crawling back" and they were like BOOOOO!!! and i was like no guys!!!!! i created the blocking and i created this like i promise we can trust him 😭😭 hahahaha
anyway. let me tell you. if you are manifesting an sp, DO NOT DO THAT SHIT IN STEPS!!!!! i mean, if you really want to, i can't stop you, but i really don't recommend it.
with my old sp (the one from two years ago) i'd always manifest contact and then get it, and then he'd ghost me and and id have to manifest contact again and it'd be a never ending cycle!!! bc i was just focusing on contact, not on how i felt or how he felt about me.
the reason i loveeee to affirm "i love my sp so much" INSTEAD OF "HE loves ME so much" is because it helps me catch the feeling of the wish fulfilled so much more. not only that, but because remember, THERE IS NO ONE TO CHANGE BUT SELF!!!! changing the way i see my sp and the way i feel about him is all i need to do. im not trying to change him and make him love me lol. this is about me and my inner reality, not him! he'll reflect whatever i am in the 4d
another reason i love affirming this is because TO ME, this is what implies we are already together. whenever im in a relationship, i always find myself laying around all giddy thinking about how obsessed with my bf i am and how i love him so much. so i emulate that when im manifesting an sp.
and it's PERFECT because by jumping straight to the end where we're already together, i don't have to focus on all the things that lead to us being in a relationship. i don't have to manifest him following me, or texting me, or asking me on a date. these things all just happen naturally bc im living in the end.
NOT TO MENTION, it naturally turns your sp into your perfect partner? like remember when i said when we were talking before he blocked me he was kinda dry and he'd just send memes that i didn't find funny? THIS DUDE DID A COMPLETE 180!!!
he's sooo funny, he is the OPPOSITE of dry, he is everything???? and im obsessed.
anyway he unblocked me and dmed me, and then asked for my number and we had such funny and cute convos and then boom 4 days later he asks me on a date and i say no (😭😭😭😭 i was busy) but i agreed to go on a date the next day and the way this boy showed pure unencumbered excitement 🥺 im obsessed
anyway im sorry this is so long? i really just wanted to share how all i did was apply what i've been preaching about on this blog for years and it worked out flawlessly! hopefully this gives you guys some good tips and maybe motivation? <3
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can u do a fic where chris and reader are dating but reader gets insecure because she sees all these old pics and vids of chris with this girl he used to be with but they talk about it and they say to each other they're in love for the first time this is bad sorry but i'm lowkey sad and need this
Trust Me.
– CHRIS STURNIOLO FLUFF.
Author's note: Hey there, thank you for the request! Now, I didn't know how to bring up the old photos, so y e s, I used snapchat memories (happened to me, so..). I hope you like it either way. 🤍 Do not copy/steal my work. :)
Warnings: None, sliiight angst. Did not proofread!
Usually, I'm not one to stare at people, but when it comes to Chris, I can never resist, even when he's doing the simplest tasks. We've only been dating for a couple of months, and while I wouldn't label myself as "obsessed," I find myself captivated by him.
My thoughts are interrupted by Chris (not that I mind) as I sit on the pavement, and he bends over to gently kiss the top of my head, his hands cupping my cheeks. I smile and grasp his hands, looking up at him to see his beautiful smile.
"Beautiful day today, huh?" he says, sitting down beside me, his head tilted back, soaking in the sunshine.
I gaze at him, appreciating the way the sun highlights his curls, makes his skin glow, and brings out the pink in his lips and the icy blue of his eyes. God.
"Yes, very beautiful," I chuckle, joining him in looking up at the sky, letting the sun caress my face as well.
"I'm gonna go take a shower. I'll be back in a few minutes, okay?" he smiles and wraps an arm around my shoulders, bringing me closer to him so that he can press a kiss on my cheek.
"Yes, yes. Can I play that game on your phone?" I grin, knowing he is not able to resist that and he chuckles, giving me his phone.
"Here you go, babe."
He leaves and I immediately unlock his phone. I want to start the game but a notification from snapchat pops up and I accidentally press on it. I roll my eyes because it is one of these "memories" thingies, it said two years ago.
When it opens, my stomach drops. A few pictures and a video of Chris and his ex girlfriend are under this notification. I know I shouldn't feel anything but I do. Especially when I see how tightly he's holding her, the way he looks into her eyes. The video is my last straw – he's cupping her cheeks while pressing kisses all over her face, saying over and over again how much he loves her. He sounds very genuine. He's never told me he loves me. Ouch.
I quickly close the app and lock his phone, not in the mood to play any of the games on his phone anymore. I can't fathom my emotions – perhaps because I've already fallen for him, and the fact that he might not love me just yet triggers an unsettling feeling within me. Not a positive one.
I go back inside the apartment because I am not in the mood to enjoy any type of sunshine either, so when he's done and he doesn't see me there, he gets confused.
"Babe? Where are you?" his shouts reach me, and I take a deep breath, wondering whether I should tell him anything or just leave it be.
"Hey, I'm up here." I say, standing on top of the stairs as I look down at him.
His smile brightens and he starts walking up the stairs to meet me – he's got a fresh hoodie on now, his hair is damp and the fact that he looks like the cutest human being on earth doesn't help with the fact that I want to cry.
"Why'd you leave? I thought you wanted to stay outside for a while," he questions, pulling me close for a kiss.
"Yeah, just not in the mood," I shrug, failing to force a smile before heading to the bedroom.
"Babe." he follows, concerned, "is there something wrong?" he furrows his eyebrows in confusion.
"No.. just.. everything's fine." I realise how stupid I will sound if I say anything so now I am just stuck with my mood swings.
"You know you can tell me everything, yes?" he gets on his knees right in front of me as I'm sitting on the edge of the bed, placing his hands on my thighs and giving them a small reassuring squeeze.
I look down at him, then down to my fingers, really considering telling him now. With a small sigh, I cover my face with both hands, "I accidentally opened your snapchat memories." I say, really getting embarrassed now, "and it was you.. with.. yeah."
I can hear him sighing as well, knowing what I'm talking about, but he doesn't say anything for a while. Instead, he grabs my hands gently pulling them away from my face, bringing them both close to his lips so he can kiss them.
"Baby.. you know this means absolutely nothing now, right?" his voice is so sweet and gentle, like honey, it makes me want to cry.
"I know.. please, I just.. I don't know why I'm feeling this way." I know exactly why I'm feeling that way but I would never tell him that, he'd be so uncomfortable. Especially if he doesn't love me back just yet.
"It's normal, I think I would feel the same way if I saw you with your ex." he nods, still pressing kisses to the palms of my hands, "but you need to know that you're the only one I see. For a very long time now." his eyes look sincere as he makes sure to keep eye contact with me no matter how much I avoid it.
I don't say anything, I only nod – he gets up and quickly picks me up, making me wrap my legs around his waist as he sits at the edge of the bed with me in his lap this time. His hands touch me everywhere, my thighs, my waist, my back, my hair – his touch is feather-like, it feels dreamy.
"You know, baby.." he speaks with his gentle voice, "..I might not talk about my feelings as much as you do, but that doesn't mean I don't feel as much as you do." he buries his hand in my hair, his lips close to my ear, pressing kisses there and on my cheek.
I don't have the time to say anything because he continues, "I'm very, very bad when it comes to expressing my feelings, I think you know that by now." he chuckles a bit, making me smile a little bit, "but what I'm feeling for you, I don't think I've ever experienced before." he says and I don't want to get my hopes up but my heart definitely does something, "the moment I saw you, I knew. And that scared me. The fact that my heart felt something, by just looking at you."
I pull back just a bit to look at him, his hands now cupping my cheeks, caressing my skin, "and still to this day, even after all these months, I still feel the same way I felt when I first saw you." he presses his forehead against mine, kissing my lips every now and then, "I am.. madly in love with you, baby." he whispers and I almost widen my eyes.
"What–" only this word comes out of my mouth but I want to grab him and kiss him and tell him a million things. But nothing else comes out and my heart starts beating fast, like crazy.
"Yes. I am sorry if it's too soon for you. But I wanted to say it to you since like.. the first month. I just didn't want you to think of me as a weirdo.." he chuckles and I chuckle, too, "and anyway, you know I don't necessarily like expressing my feelings but sometimes it is necessary for the both of us."
"I am in love with you too.." I smile, my arms wrapping around his neck to bring him even closer to me, "and I have been for a while now." I whisper against his lips.
"Shit. You're doing it again.." he whispers, his smile so big, "the thing. My heart." he whispers again and I laugh softly.
"Stop. I love you." I say and my heart feels at peace.
He smiles, wrapping his arms around my waist again, hugging me close before kissing me again, "I love you too."
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can I have a request with jj maybank x shy! reader where you work at the beach in a bar or something like that and stares at him all the time bc you're afraid to ask him out and he gives a typical jj answer for stalking him and you're upset & avoiding him. until kie tells JJ he's wrong it's just you're in awe? Fluff ending please 🥺
You can write it like you want, just an idea! Love it anyway
Oblivious
JJxReader
Warnings:Alchohol.Talk about sex I guess?
I'm working behind the counter as I watch JJ pick out some surf gear "You're staring"my co-worker Leah chimes in "Hm what?"I say as I snap out of my train of thought. She just laughs and continues to stock shelves.
JJ had been coming into the store almost every day for the last few weeks buying random shit like surf wax or a new shark necklace. He comes up to the counter "Just them please" he says as he looks at me with a smile "You've been coming here a lot recently"I giggle with a smile "Surf season coming up good waves and shit I gotta prepare" he replies with a cheesy grin.
I round up his items "fifteen dollars fifty"I say as I open the register "fuck I've only got 10 hold em' for me ?I'll come back to pay for the rest" he replies as he looks through his pockets embarrassment painted on his face."you're good"I say with a small smile "what?"he says looking up “don't worry about it take it as my discount"I say "oh-Thankyou so much"he says with a warm smile as I give him his stuff and he leaves the surf shop.
Timeskip
“You sure I look okay Ames?”I say in an unsure tone to my best friend Amy as I look in the mirror pulling my dress down and doing what I can to make myself feel more comfortable in the short skin tight material “bitch you look so fucking good” she says as she stares back at me through the reflecting in the mirror.
“don’t worry JJ will love it” she adds with a teasing grin. I give her an unimpressed look through the mirror “I fucking hate the fact I like him” I reply as I brush out the curls in my hair “Can’t help true love” she says with the same teasing grin still painted on her face.
Me and Amy finish up getting ready and head to the boneyard. As we walk onto the sand the sweet smell of alcohol and weed fills my senses. We go over to the keg and fill up our cups. As I look around grasping my surroundings I lock eyes with a familiar blonde boy standing with his usual group of friends wearing his signature grey cargo shorts and black tank top. I immediately look away and turn back to Amy.
“are u even listening?”she scoffs “I-yeah”I reply my tone sounding a lot more unsure than I intended “girl go over there”she grins as she follows my gaze to JJ “No way shut up”I respond with an eye roll.
Somehow throughout the night me and Amy had migrated around the bomb fire with JJ and his group of friends just laughing and talking to each other the alcohol taking slight effect slowly but surely. Me and Jj keep catching each other’s eyes but I ignore it and keep talking to other people surrounding us.
“JJ you just can never admit you’re in the wrong dumbass” Kiara giggles as she sips her drink. “No, she practically tried to fuck me on the fucking sand!”He defends “I mean I wouldn’t have said no to a hot kook” he adds with his signature toothy grin. I feel my cheeks rush in slight jealousy. Amy gives me a look. “JJ you need to get over her” John B. chimes in “Her dad's like a rich kook who owns the whole entire neighbourhood “John b adds deflating JJ's ego.
I get up and go back over to the keg to fill up my cup. Amy jogs over to me “You okay?” she says scanning my face for a signal of how I feel “What? oh yeah, all good” I reply with a small smile “He’s being an ass don’t worry” She says referring to jj talking about that girl “Amy me and JJ have had like two conversations I have no right at all to be jealous and shit “I reply as I run my hand through my hair “so your jealous?” she clocks with a smirk “bitch shut up” I scoff with a grin as we go back over to the group.JJ shouts my name “Hm?”I respond confused as I look at the blonde .
He looks at Kiara then back at me “Your a kook if you were my girl-“He begins clearly trying to prove another point to John B or some shit before he can finish Kiara hits him in the arm “what did I do!”he responds in a defensive tone. I laugh it off as I sip my drink.
Me and Amy end up wondering off from the group I see Kiara talking to JJ.
“JJ she obviously fucking likes you!”Kiara says as she hits JJ arm “Stop fucking hitting me!and no she doesn’t!”he says defending himself“you’re so oblivious”Kiara sighs “You don’t see it because your a guy”she adds “I-cam does not like me your just being weird”he scoffs “fucking talk to her JJ”Kiara adds as she goes off to talk to John B.
Im just stood with Amy as we talk and sip on our drink when I see the blonde slightly stumble over to us “Cam can I talk to you?”JJ speaks as he look between me and Amy . Me and Amy just give each other a look “I-um sure”I reply confused . Amy nods as she walks away back over to the bombfire. “What’s up?”I say confusion still laced in my voice . “Do u like me?shit- I don’t know how do do all this shit-Kiara said you liked me”he says as I runs his hand over his face in embarrassment .
“I-well -“I begin. “I like you and I feel really bad talking about that girl in front of you earlier. Kiara told me and it was a total dick move”he says as he scans my face for a sign of hesitance “wow JJ captain of hookups actually likes a girl?”I grin teasingly.He gives me a look with a grin spread on his face “I like you too Maybank”I laugh “Soo does this mean free shit from the surf shop?”He grins as he throws an arm around me .
Hate the ending of this sooo much. I hope this fits the request enough I tried. Thankyou for the request 💞
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we know better - rigel wilde x fem reader
october 22nd
halloween party
tonight was the halloween party this was the biggest party of the year , everybody enjoyed halloween over any season so we always went out for this party.
only tonight the year above us were coming meaning 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙚𝙡 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙙𝙚 would be there , to sum up about rigel he never dated anybody ever always kept to himself but i began to 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 him the more i saw him around school and decided to let him know that so when he finally realised he decided to keep us a secret .
we aren’t dating nor do we have feelings for each other we just like to fuck on the odd occasion nobody knows right now except for us and it will hopefully be kept that way.
but he’s the year above and we have never been near each other like this outside of school infront of people so hopefully both of us can contain ourselves otherwise the secrets out when we know better.
7:46 pm
i finished getting ready putting on my red lipstick smudging the corner a little bit grabbing my jacket a bat and my bag with random bits.
i called an uber and sat on my front porch waiting for the uber to arrive , while waiting i went on my going onto snapchat snapping all my friends back a picture of me posing .
my best friend fiorélla messaged me asking how long i was going to be and what my outfit turned out like so i messaged back saying i’d be around 20 minutes and then sent her a snap.
my uber finally pulled up and i got inside closing the door and the man set off.
8:11pm
fiorélla was waiting for me on the sidewalk of the house , i got out the uber going up to her hugging her and giving her a kiss telling her how sexy she looked she returned the favour
we walked inside and the music was incredibly loud loads of people dancing by themselves or on each other and drinks in their hand , firoélla was holding my hand to drag me through the crowd to get to the kitchen .
we got to the kitchen i grabbed a red cup for me and her fi added vodka to our cups and i added red bull as a mixer and fi added coca cola.
“have you spotted fuck face yet?” fi asks
my heart dropped
“w-what?”
“fuck face ?” she looks at me confused
my heart gains consciousness again
“ohhhh stella no no i haven’t thank god i don’t want to” i laugh
“who did you think i was on about”
“idk that’s why i was confused”
she nodded and kissed my cheek and walked into the dining room after spotting her boyfriend zacheyo .
i continued finishing my drink and then pouring myself another and walking into the main room where everybody was dancing.
i joined in with the dancing after spotting my two friends vico and aria , whole i was dancing and moving around the round i made eye contact with rigel i didn’t even know he was here yet
i paused for a second then carried on dancing making sure nobody notices i didn’t see directly but i could feel him just staring at me .
i walked away from the dancing to get another drink i walked the other way so i didn’t have to walk past him but he obviously followed me and ended up standing infront of me with the counter in the way.
i got the vodka and cranberry mixing it together and then finally looking at him while i take a sip
then i realise what he’s wearing .
he’s gone as the joker and i’m harley this can’t be a coincidence no way
“how did u know i was harley” i asked
“i didn’t” he said with a smirk
“you must have heard me talk about it because why would u come as joker you don’t even like dressing up unless it’s a masquerade ball we’re it’s only a mask”
“i love that you know so much about me” he smiled
“i’m really not trying to make this obvious because your the one that would get backlash for being with me or fucking me so if you don’t want anybody to know shut up and stop” i say
he walked round the counter to stand closer to me “i don’t really care anymore , i’d been thinking about it and i don’t care”
i looked up at him in shock
“what?” i did a small shocked giggle
“you heard me” he smirked
10:26pm
i was so drunk it was unbelievable fi went home with her boyfriend because she wasn’t well and made sure aria would take me home so i was safe even tho i was gonna be safe either way.
the whole night rigel would go back and forth from the sofa to the kitchen to then dancing with me , to be honest i don’t think anybody noticed me and rigel everyone was probably too drunk.
rigel was now dancing with me and the song hell is round the corner came on.
i immediately looked at rigel laughing and smiling him doing the same , this song would come on slot when we would be having sex which made us now dancing very intimate.
his hands were trailing up and down my waist as my back was leaning against his chest.
he couldn’t hold himself back so he grabbed my hand took me upstairs to an empty room with a lock immediately pushing me onto the bed and then locking to door and then began taking his jacket off and mine.
my back played against the mattress with rigel above me kissing me deeply
he continued the kisses from my mouth to my neck and carried on till he reached my shorts
“can i take these off?” he asked
i nodded and he took my shorts and thong off leaving my bottom half bare
he moved his body back up to near me and took his shirt off and then took mine off throwing both to the floor
rigel made his way up to my bra unhooking the clip at the back revealing my boobs he eagerly moved his hands straight to them kissing them
"rigel please i need you"
"using your words good girl"
he began kissing up my thighs until he reached my clit starting to pleasure me by kissing my clit licking the folds up and down i was out of breath moaning quietly
he stopped kissing me and brought two fingers near my mouth then making me suck on them and bringing them down near my hole teasing me slightly just rubbing them around my hole touching each fold
"plea-se"
"what was that?"
"rigel please i need you”
he shoved his fingers straight into my hole curling his fingers inside then bringing them in and out
my moans were so loud it was echoing through the walls
"words."
"faster rigel"
he somehow got faster making me moan i covered my mouth arching my back
"im gon-gonna cum"
"not yet sexy"
"please"
he wriggled his fingers inside of me curling them again hitting my g-spot making me edge when he realised he took his fingers out of me leaving me empty.
he sat on his knees in between my legs starting to unbuckle his belt , take his jeans off then his boxers his cock sprung up after he brought his boxers down and he began to rub his thumb over his tip before leaning over me he kissed me again
"are u sure you want to carry on baby?"
"yes" i say out of breath
he was looking down at his cock holding onto it before positioning it at my folds sliding in slowly gripping one side of my waist bringing me down onto him faster
"omg ri-rigel"
he was moving faster and faster but it was incredible he moved his hand from my waist to my boob griping onto it squeezing it roughly
"rigel faster please"
"on it baby"
he kept slamming into me making me scream and moan in pleasure and pain
he turned me over so i was now on top of him while he was still inside of me and i began riding him , he was holding both sides of my waist lightly as i was doing the work i was moving backwards and forwards placing my hands on his chest with my boobs in his face
"i can't do it"
"i'll take over don't worry"
he was now gripping my waist slamming me on him going up and down throwing his head back moaning loudly digging his nails into my sides
"y/n please"
i was so close and so was he but he kept going as fast as he could he quickly grabbed both my boobs hoping it would help keep me up right
"i'm gonna cum" he groaned
"let's together"
i started to ride him again and he moved me up and down then we both moaned loudly and finished together.
“that was good” i said out of breath getting off him
“yeah it was , we should keep doing it with no distractions” while saying this he was putting his boxers back on sat on the edge of the bed and me sat the other side putting my panties and bra on
“what does that mean ?”
“i want to be with you , like properly , let everyone know becuase i don’t care anymore and i know you never did” he said smiling at me
“really?”
“yeah”
i walk over to him sitting on his lap my arms around his neck and began kissing him again
“i’ll be your girlfriend then but you have to ask me out properly”
“who said i wasn’t going to do it properly?” he laughed kissing my cheek
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so sorry guys for how long this took but please give this as much attention as you can !! thank you all for make sure to remind em all the time love you ❤️
i have also not checked this so if there’s a spelling mistake i apologise i do hope you enjoy this 👩🏼❤️💋👩🏼
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#fanfic#fluff#i love you#jake and johnnie#jake webber#jake x reader#jake x y/n#johnnie guilbert#lovers#chris sturniolo#rigelwildesmut#rigel wilde#rigel#the tearsmith#love
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jude and you being childhood bestfriends but your parents are also super close. Your parents always suspecting yous both like each other and constantly teasing yous about it. But you’ve both been dating for a like a year in secret cos yous both don’t know how to tell your parents and one day they just find out cuz they come home u expectedly when you and Jude are cuddling and everyone’s just all so happy for yous 💗
- your writing is amazing btw x
thank you lovely, means so much! 😣🤍
“we should tell them soon… my mom has become very suspicious of me lately. she followed me to the grocery store! the grocery store jude!” you laughed, feeling as he chuckled on top of you. “do you think we did wrong in not telling them? well besides jobe because he got us here in the first place…” you wandered off asking, jude’s head coming up to stare at you.
“i personally don’t think so baby. look at us, a year strong, and so many memories spent together. i wouldn’t change it for the world, because it means i have you all to myself,” jude says softly, while your finger fixes his brow that had been messed up. “they would understand. both of our families. they know how stressful and hard our jobs are, so who can blame us?”
“nobody.”
“exactly my love. how did you want to tell them?” jude asked, snuggling closer to you and placing kisses all over your chest. you laughed and tried to sway away but with his bigger frame he pinned you down. “i was thinking of just telling them today, maybe at dinner or when we play games?”
“whatever you decide i’m right there,” jude replied, falling asleep in less then 10 minutes.
while you hated being separated from jude, he unfortunately had to go back to his house to get ready. you slipped into a dark red dress and left down, your hair parted to your preference, making sure to apply a red lip and gold jewelry. the heels made you look taller which is what you wanted.
after grabbing the cupcakes and chocolate covered strawberries, you and your family were headed out to his house were you’d host christmas. you greeted everyone, asking how they were a wishing them a merry christmas eve.
jude almost choked on his drink as he saw you walk in. he was in a trance, his eyes roaming up and down your body, his lips and throat becoming dry at your figure. for a second he got slightly jealous as he observed you talk to one of his moms friend son, which clearly he took a liking.
he scrunched his brows and cleared throat, his mom coming next to him, “you okay jude? y/n looks so pretty doesn’t she,” his mom taunted his head more to which jude snickered. “she always looks beautiful mom,” he did his attempted wink, and walked over to the living room leaving her with a brow raised.
a warm and larger palm touched your shoulder, making you jump, and look down shyly as you stood next to jude. “hi max, you good?” jude pursed, clearly bothered by the interaction which left you confused.
before max respond could respond, jude cut him off “thats good, gonna borrow this one really quick,” he pulled you aside to the kitchen where it was alone. your heels clicked on the grown still holding the cupcakes. “jude slow down,” you warned him.
as you set the tray down, jude double checked the doorway, and strides to where you were. you giggled at his pout and frown. “it was driving me insane. you talking to him? while you look so sexy in this dress? jesus it’s gonna drive me crazy all night. you look beautiful darling,” jude rambled, his hands roaming your sides and placed firmly on your ass.
“thank you baby, you look handsome yourself,” although you were still wearing heels, you had to lean up, and jude lean down to catch your lips in a quick kiss, that then turned into three pecks, “i left lipstick all over your lips jude,” you tried to wipe it away but two gasps had you standing still.
“WE KNEW IT! OH MY GOSH! ITS A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE!” said your mom, her hands covering her mouth as she smiled huge. jude’s mom just smirked and walked over to the two of you, “care to explain jude?”
jude still had lipstick on his lips, which made you laugh as your wrapped your hand on his right bicep and muscles. his cheeks slightly went red, embarrassed at being caught, “well we’ve been dating for a year… and she’s the woman i’m gonna marry,” he said confidently.
“A YEAR? YOUVE BEEN DATING FOR A YEAR? john grab my glass this is worth to celebrate,” your mom fanned her face dramatically before joining jude’s mom next to her. they have the two of you warm and tight hugs, scolding you for keeping it hidden for so long.
“we’re so happy for the two of you, i’m glad the two of you found each other and are able to start a relationship! we love you guys,” his mom said. after a quick conversation, jude pulled you into the bathroom, he took a quick selfie of his marked red lips and posted it onto his story, captioning it with “merry christmas to all 🤍🎄”
you cleaned his lips and tried to remove every red mark. walking back out to being faced with everyone looking at you, the two of you chuckled nervously, jude’s hand finding home with yours as everyone continued to stare.
“congratulations on finally making it officially,” jobe teased everyone cheering, which made you hide your face onto his chest.
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Loving You Sounds Like A Song
Playlist
+ Daichi, Sugawara, Asahi, Nishinoya, Tanaka, Kageyama, Hinata, Tsukishima, Yamaguchi, Kuroo, Kenma, Oikawa, Iwaizumi, Bokuto, Akaashi, Ushijima, Tendo
Open to writing more characters!
Daichi; Locked out of Heaven - Bruno Mars
I'm born again every time you spend the night
'Cause you make me feel like, I've been locked out of heaven
You can make a sinner change his ways
Can I just stay here? Spend the rest of my days here?
Sugawara; Telepatia - Kali Uchis
Who would have thought, That it was possible, To make love by telepathy
You know I'm just a flight away, If you wanted you can take a private plane
We're connected although we're miles apart
I can hear your thoughts like a melody, Listen while you talk when you're fast asleep
Asahi; Would That I - Hozier
True that I saw her hair like the branch of a tree
True that love in withdrawal was the weeping of me
Oh, but you're good to me, baby
with the roar of the fire, my heart rose to its feet
Nishinoya; She Looks So Perfect - 5SOS
We work too damn hard for this just to give it up now
You look so perfect standing there, In my American Apparel underwear
And I know now that I'm so down
I got you name tattooed in an arrowed heart
Tanaka; Steal My Girl - One Direction
She's been my queen since we were 16
Her mum calls me love, her dad calls me son
Everybody wanna steal my girl
Couple billion in the whole wide worlds, Find another one 'cause she belongs to me
Kageyama; King of my Heart - Taylor Swift
Salute to me, I'm your American queen
We rule the kingdom inside my room
'Cause all the boys in their expensive cars, With their Range Rovers and their Jaguars, Never too me quite where you do
King of my heart, body and soul
Hinata; Golden - Harry Styles
I know you were way to bright for me
You're so golden
I don't wanna be alone when it ends
Lovin' is the antidote
I know that you're scared because I'm so open
Tsukishima; R U Mine? - Arctic Monkeys
She's a silver linin' lone ranger ridin' through an open space
In my mind, when she's not right there beside me, I go crazy 'cause here's not where I wanna be
And I cant help myself, All I wanna hear you say is, "Are you mine?"
She's a silver linin', climblin' on my desire
Yamaguchi; Rose-Colored Boy - Paramore
I hear you making all that noise, About the world you want to see
But hearts are breaking, and the wars are raging on
You got me nervous, I'm right at the end of my rope
Just let me cry a little bit longer, I ain't gon' smile if I don't want to
My rose-colored boy
Kuroo; Shut Up and Drive - Rihanna
If you think you're the one, step into my ride
So if you feel me, let me know
My engine's ready to explode
Get me where you wanna go, If you know what I mean
Got a ride that's smoother than a limousine
Kenma; Ivy - Frank Ocean
I thought that I was dreaming when you said you loved me
It's quite alright to hate me now
When we both know that deep down, The feeling still deep down is good
We didn't give a fuck back then
Oikawa; Say It Right - Nelly Futado
You either got it or you don't, you either stand or you fall
You don't mean nothing at all to me
But you got what it takes to set me free
I could show you tonight
Iwaizumi; Die For You - The Weekend
I'm findin' ways to articulate, The feeling I'm goin' through
See it in your eyes, You hate that you want me
It ain't working 'cause you're perfect, And I know that you're worth it
Just know that I would die for you
Bokuto; Stargazing - The Neghbourhood
If I start, I just cant stop
Keep runnin' 'til we're lost
I can feel your heart beatin' with mine
Started with a spark, now we're on fire
Akaashi; Sofia - Clairo
I think we could do it if we tried, only to say, "You're mine"
You know I'll do anything you ask me to
But, oh my god, I think I'm in love with you
Baby you don't gotta fight ill be here 'til the end of time
Ushijima; SLOW DANCING IN THE DARK - Joji
I don't want a friend, I want my life in two
When I'm around slow dancing in the dark
Don't follow me, You'll end up in my arms
Give me reasons we should be complete
Cant you see me?
Tendo; G.U.Y - Lady Gaga
I wanna be your G.U.Y
I'm aiming for full control of this love
love me, love me, please retweet
Let me be the girl under you that makes you cry
#haikyuu#haikyuu x reader#sawamura daichi#sugawara koushi#asahi azumane#yu nishinoya#tanaka ryuunosuke#kageyama tobio#hinata shoyo#kei tsukishima#yamaguchi tadashi#kuroo tetsurou#kozume kenma#oikawa tooru#iwaizumi hajime#bokuto koutarou#akaashi keiji#ushijima wakatoshi#tendou satori
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hii! how r u :) i hope your requests are open and if they are could you maybe do something about zb1 realizing they missed a date with their partner and try to make it up to them?? its fine if you cant!
when zb1 misses a date with their partner
hey luv! thank you for requesting! just to let you guys know, my schedule is much more busier these days so i will be releasing out request slowly <3
anywho, i'm kinda excited to be doing the opposite of my last post?? obv it's not good that they stood their partner up but how the turn tables
also some of these probably don't even count but i thought some of the scenarios were so cute - sorry!!
warnings: mentions of food but i don't think there is any more?? (ik i say this ALL the time but i really try to avoid any touchy subjects/topics). but pls lmk if there are any!!
kim jiwoong
you were at the place you always met up with jiwoong, a simple park nestled in the heart of your city
jiwoong told you that he would be there in around 30 minutes but that thirty minutes turned up to be almost two hours of you waiting there
you were a bit hurt by your boyfriend's actions and decided to head home as it was reaching the two hour mark
the park was incredibly silent too, it seemed that you were the only person there
but just as you turned to begin walking home, a loud shout of your name came from behind you
"(NAME)!" you heard jiwoong call, he was running with a cap on as well as a black mask, clearly to hide his identity
"jiwoong??" your brows furrowed. when he finally came towards you, he was out of breath
"i-i'm so sorry! i was suddenly called in for practice and i couldn't just leave-"
you immediately shut him up with a hug, he was puzzled but softened into your embrace
"it's ok jiwoong. i understand that practice can hold you up. just please message me beforehand."
he was so thankful that you were understanding and held your hand
"thank you love. now what do you want to do?"
"i just want to relax with you, at home."
"okay then, lead the way my love."
rest of the members are under the cut!
zhang hao
zhang hao didn't technically miss your date, he actually showed up
but he did end up missing it because he ran into an old friend halfway through. the friend was clearly not happy to see you two with your hands interlinked together and decided to make up an excuse that they had no ride home as it was raining
zhang hao being the kind soul that he is didn't hesitate to step up and help, he told you he would be back in a few minutes
well that few minutes didn't happen as you had sat there in silence following his leave that was for nearly any hour. it was very awkward to say the least with everyone sending remorseful looks towards you
you sighed and got up to leave, you know that his friend did that purely to separate you two which pissed you off even more
as you were at the bus stop, you saw zhang hao's figure running towards you
"wait! baobei!" he shouted. you were still bothered by what happened but still gave your boyfriend a smile when he returned
"what are you doing here?" he asked, you gave him a slight smile, "i'm heading home."
"but my car is there." you sighed
"hao, i understand that you wanted to take them home but why did it take so long? i was sitting there by myself for an hour."
he noticed your disappointment and rubbed your shoulder, "i'm sorry. they just began talking with to catch up and i got ahead of time. please forgive me love. i promise i will make it up to you."
you put up your pinky finger to him, "promise?" he connected his pinky with yours, "promise." his warm smile reassured you
he then gently tugged your arm, "c'mon, let's go to my car. it's much better than the bus."
"let's go!" you held his hand and began walking to the parking lot
sung hanbin
for your 6 year anniversary, you two had planned a romantic date together. you were so happy to be with hanbin as he always made you feel special
but your excitement slowly faded away as hanbin had no sign of showing up, causing you sit there alone for nearly an hour
you had called and texted him but to no avail. at this point you were worried. maybe it was traffic? well yeah this was downtown so there must've been...or maybe something abruptly came up?
just then in the midst of your thoughts, there came hanbin an hour later with roses and something else small in his other hand
"happy anniversary love." he handed you the flowers and sat down with you. everyone in the restaurant was giving you smiles and happy looks to hanbin's appearance
"where have you been?" he smirked, "i've been planning something. actually, i've been planning it since we met that faithful day in class."
he got up from his seat and opened the small box that was in his hand to reveal a shiny ring, you gasped and then realized what he was doing
hanbin then got on one knee, causing everyone in the restaurant to share the same surprised expression
"(name), i love you and i want to spend the rest of my life with you, till death do us apart. you are my entire world and i can't imagine spending my future life without you as my partner. will you marry me?"
you were already tearing up and quickly nodded, "yes, yes, yes! a billion times yes! i will marry you hanbin!"
he then got up to spin you in his arms as everyone in the room clapped and congratulated you, hanbin slyly slid the ring down your finger as it shined
"it fit's perfectly." he sighed in relief, "oh thank god, i was worried it wouldn't because i didn't know your ring size."
you embraced him again, "thank you hanbin for choosing me."
"you know i'll always choose you love."
(this actually made me emo hELP ok moving on)
seok matthew
funny enough, matthew wasn't even supposed to miss your date, you two had it all planned out with what time you would go as well as getting your tickets early
but he got sick and had let you know beforehand, but you were incredibly sad as you were going to watch the movie that you both wanted to see together alone
though matthew told you to enjoy it, you couldn't help but feel a teensy bit guilty as matthew was telling you how much he wanted to see the movie
you wished he could've been beside you holding your hand or resting his head on your shoulder, also vice versa
you could barely focus on the film itself as you worried for your boyfriend's health
the credits finally rolled and you immediately made your way to matthew's place
as you opened the door, you heard the sounds of coughing and sneezing coming from his room. you rushed to his cabinet to get some medicine and walked into his room
"matt!" you said, he seemed relieved seeing you but you noticed how he was curled up into his blanket and the tissue box placed on his side table
"(name)! how was the movie?" you pulled him into a hug, not caring if you would get sick, "i missed you. it didn't feel the same without you."
he grinned, "so does that means i have an effect on you?"
you playfully rolled your eyes and you sat next to matthew in the cozy blanket, "yeah, yeah. a huge effect."
"but you didn't answer my question." he said, you shrugged, "it was good but i spaced out for most of the film. i just needed you with me."
he put your head gently on his shoulder, rubbing it. "you have me now for as long as you want."
kim taerae
(taerae is a businessman in this scenario)
you and taerae had been planning a romantic date night ever since he got the promotion at the company he was working for
it was a huge deal and you wanted to congratulate him in some way and give him something to relax with
but this promotion also meant that taerae would get more work that made him stay overtime at the building
you were worried that he would have to stay late on your date night, but taerae continuously reassured you that everything would work out fine
but of course the world isn't that perfect. your worries became reality as you were left alone at the chosen restaurant
you already knew something like this would occur and weren't even shocked when it happened
and then you got the text with taerae apologizing and stating that he would be coming home late. without thinking twice, you left the restaurant without ordering anything
you were up that night watching a tv show in your pj's when the door opened to your shared place, there you saw taerae in his suit. "your still up?" you hummed in response
he then came towards you and suddenly wrapped his arms around you, "i'm sorry. i know how much you wanted to go on that date."
you sighed, "this isn't about me taerae. i wanted you to have a night to relax so you could treat yourself. i'm happy you got your promotion but i wish you could have more time for yourself."
he pressed his lips on your forehead, "i know and i'll try my best to get my work done quicker so i don't worry you. i just want us to have a good life together. i'll do better."
you nuzzled your face in his chest as you hugged him, "thank you taerae. i know how hard you work."
shen ricky
you were waiting for ricky at the downtown aquarium that was well known in your city. you didn't realize how much you were checking the time on your phone waiting for him
"where is he?" you mumbled to yourself. standing by the door made it even more awkward as everyone was staring at you while walking into the front doors
you sighed as it was approaching the one hour mark and there was no sign of ricky arriving. did you do something? what would cause him to not come when he always came to your dates?
you decided to give up on waiting for him and took the train home in disappointment. not even a call or message, nothing, you were bitter to how your night went and just curled up in bed
a few minutes later, you heard frantic knocking at your door. it didn't take a genius to know who it was. when you opened it, you saw ricky holding a bouquet of roses as he handed it to you
"(name), i'm so sorry. it's a long story but i can explain."
you sighed, not knowing how to react to the situation you were faced with, "i don't know ricky. i just feel really let down."
"please, just let me in and we can talk. trust me, i would never leave you hanging on purpose."
you had no choice but to let him in, as you two were sitting on your couch, he handed you the bouquet
"i can assure you that i purposely didn't miss the date. the road i was usually go on got closed and i had to go the other route which took me longer than the regular route i take. by the time i got there, you were already gone."
everything finally made sense and now you felt kinda bad for feeling bitter before
"trust me (name). i love you so much. i'll do anything to make it up-" you quickly shut him up with a kiss on the lips. ricky paused for a second before naturally resting his hand on your side as he returned the favour
"it's okay ricky. just call me next time this happens so i'm not worried."
"next time, i promise i will."
kim gyuvin
"gyuvin where are you??" you asked, looking around the mall for any sight of him
"uh...it's a... long story." he said, pausing in between his words. you were confused to say the least as gyuvin promised to meet up with you at the nearby mall to grab some food and go shopping
"i have lots of time." you replied, just then you heard some people shouting in the background of his call
"gyu, who is that?" you asked, you waited for him to compose an answer as the call went silent for a while
"i'll call you back! i'm sorry something came up! i love you!"
the call then ended, causing you to be left with mixed feelings, what was even going on in that call? it was so random and unlike how gyuvin usually acts
a few hours passed and you were sitting at your dining table at home, devouring on some pasta you had just finished making when you got a facetime call from non other than kim gyuvin himself
you were reluctant to answer but did nonetheless. the first thing you saw was gyuvin running outside, seemingly out of breath. "gyuvin? what are you doing?"
he gave you a slight smile, "i want to talk to so i'm running to your house right now. i'm pretty sure i could win a marathon right now."
you faintly chuckled, "okay...but why?"
just then it cut and a few minutes later you were met with him at your door
"care to explain to me why i was left at the mall alone?" you questioned, he plopped down on your bed, making himself at home
"blame hanbin hyung, not me!" he put his hands up, "i had to stay at practice since i wasn't able to master the dance! i tried to run away but hanbin forced me to stay!"
it finally made sense, "oh...well i guess that explains it."
"yeah so stop being mad at me!" he exclaimed, "i won't! also you should be at the dorms right now."
he seemed unaffected and shrugged, "they can try and catch me but i just want to be with your right now."
park gunwook
there was a small place to grab food near where you and gunwook both lived and he kept begging you to go with him one day
you agreed and though you came at the right time, gunwook had seemed the forget about the date, leaving you by yourself
the owner of the shop, an older woman, noticed you and frowned, "what are you doing here alone?"
"oh well, i was supposed to meet with someone but they haven't showed up."
the owner was kind enough to offer you some free food due to your situation but it didn't get rid of the feeling you had inside of you
gunwook was someone who'd always remember important events or days so this caught you off guard
you ended your visit earlier than expected and began walking home when you felt someone grab your wrist
it was park gunwook, he had a guilty expression on his face, clearly feeling bad for what happened
"i know there's no excuses for missing our date but i promise you it wasn't intentional." he began, "i'm really sorry and if you want we can still go somewhere else to make up for it."
you were still wondering what had caused him to not show up in the first place
so you asked, "gunwook i know you have never missed our dates, what happened today?"
he sighed, "we set the fire alarm off in our dorm while cooking, i should've informed you beforehand."
your eyes widened, "WHAT? is everyone okay?!" he nodded, "yeah but it was mainly my fault."
you hit his chest, "you cooked didn't you?"
he shyly looked down, "i wanted to impress the members but i guess that didn't work out."
you poked his cheek, "you always impress me gunwook. you don't need to prove anything."
he grabbed your hand and began taking you somewhere, "let's go, i have to make up for what i did."
han yujin
well technically an indoor date, yujin had promised you that he'd come over to your house since you were home alone and wanted to watch the drama that you were both binge watching on your projector
so as you prepped the food and drinks, the minutes passed by and yujin hadn't shown up
this was concerning but your brushed it off as something came up. but then another hour passed and he still wasn't here
now it was becoming worrying and you called yujin, only for it to go to voicemail right away
deep down you felt upset that you prepared all of this only for your boyfriend to never show up, and as the night got darker, you began putting the food away and wrapping up for bedtime
your parents had also returned home from their day out so you weren't even home alone anymore
you didn't get an answer to any of this until yujin called you himself
"(name), please don't be mad. i really couldn't leave."
"what do you mean yujin? i prepared everything for us and yet you didn't show up." your tone was obviously very unpleased
"i know, and i'm sorry. i ended up running into a friend while heading to your house and we hung out, i didn't realize how quickly time went by and completely forgot about our date."
though his explanation did tell you why he didn't show up, you were still conflicted with if you should forgive him or not
"then...it's okay. if you want to hang out with your other friends too then that's fine with me."
"no, i want to be with you more than anyone. let's hang out tomorrow, my place. we can watch our drama together then to make up for today." he seemed very firm on wanting to be with you which caused you to grin
"okay, i'll see you tomorrow then. you better show up!" you exclaimed. he chuckled on the other end
"if i don't then you won't ever have to see me again." he joked, reminding you of how much he loved you
#zb1#zerobase1#zerobaseone#zb1 fluff#zb1 scenarios#zb1 drabbles#zb1 reactions#zb1 x reader#park gunwook#sung hanbin#kim jiwoong#kim taerae#kim gyuvin#seok matthew#han yujin#shen ricky#ricky#zhang hao#zb1 imagines
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good morning chat (its 5pm) how r u guys!!!!!! so like ive been going thru kind of a slump recently !! writer's block, academic things (my brain thinks that my academic prowess defines my self worth and my recent tests haven't been doing that well), constant anxiety attacks for no reason ? etc etc. so i was thinking of just taking a hiatus but like etc etc. (thinking of tumblr makes me feel nauseous)
i'll be on hiatus FOR A WHILEEEE HOWEVER i'll also be switching accounts, so stay tuned! (i've been wanting to for a LONG while, just kept putting it off and giving myself excuses etc etc)
about pressed flowers, endgame and need something, i'm sorry :,,) i'm starting a megumi x reader smau though right now! it's called FACE2FACE and i think the concept is really cool :)
once i fix everything up — around next year, again — i'll leave my new account here
i'll be logging in occasionally to talk to a moot or two but other than that, the akaashi drabble? was my last work on here. i've also been spending way too much time on tumblr, so detox!! i also have to focus on studying if i want to get my country highest and things, and there's a baby on the way so yeah,,,,,
moots, my discord is @/starsupers if we're not friended already! i'm not very active there but it is better than nothing ! i'll also follow u guys from my new account when it's ready!!
til march, see you guys :) love u all!!! logging out now and idk when i'll log back in so don't expect any erm,, replies soon,,,, if there's even anything to reply to,,,,,,
of course maybe i'll just never log back in and that'll be that of my fanfic career (bummer!!!)
ps. sixtine we're still having kids ok just different account </3
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Can u do sprang on gavi when reader pretends like she’s not interested in him anymore like ex: her waking up early to pretend she was sleeping on the couch instead of with him and other things but can his fam are apart of it because he pranks them a lot and gavi cry’s?
Not So Funny Anymore -P.G6
Summary: As they grow tired of their son's pranks, Belén and Pablo asked you to help them out and make him stop.
(He's so baby🥹🥰 look at his face)
"Amor" You felt your shoulder shake "Amor, wake up"
"Huh? ¿Qué?" You ask sleepy
"¿Qué haces aquí?" (What are you doing here?)
"¿Qué estás hablando?" (What are you talking about?)
"Why are you asleep on the couch?" You furrow your eyebrows confused before nodding
"Oh! Yes, I wasn't sleepy during the night so I came here to watch some TV and then I guess I fell asleep" You replied hoping to convince him
"Why didn't you told me? I could've helped you or just stayed with you" You shook your head.
"You don't need to do that, cariño. I'm good"
"Well, I'll still do it, you're my girlfriend" You smiled softly "Morning by the way" You smiled softly
"Morning" You said watching how he leaned to kiss your lips but second before his lips could touch yours; you moved your head to the side, his lips touching your cold cheek.
"Want to kiss your lips"
"I haven't brushed my teeth"
"We know I don't care about that, princesa" You shook your head pushing him away lightly by his chest
"But I do" You said before standing up
"Since when?"
"Since now" You said sticking your tongue out as Pablo tried to grab it with his hand "Naughty"
"Only with you tho" He winks at you shake your head, soon he got closer to you and wrapped you in his arms and as much as you wanted to melt in his arms and give in, the voice of Belén, sounded in your head
"Let's prank him... Act as if you weren't interested in him anymore"
You quickly pushed your head back lightly remembering her words from last night when he was leaning into you, his eyebrows furrowed
"Amor"
"¿Qué?" (What?)
"Stop playing around, gimme a kiss"
"Let's wash our mouths first and then a lil kiss"
"Y/N"
"Buenos días" (Good morning) Belén's voice came in as you got out of Pablo's hold
"What are you doing?" He had whispered but you shook your head
"Nothing, your mom came into the room, I'm not gonna give her a show of me throwing myself at her son"
"She loves us"
"Stop, Pablo"
"No, I want you" He whined pushing his forehead into yours and nudging his nose with yours
"¡Y/N, hija!" You heard Belén and found the perfect time to escape from his tries and from your almost giving in
"Mamá Belén is calling" You hurried out of his hold leaving him there shocked
"Thank you" You said in the kitchen as she smiles
"Me imaginé que te estaba haciendo caer" (I knew he was trying to make you fall for his charms) She smiled
"And he almost got it" You both laughed "What's for breakfast?"
"Pancakes"
"Want me to do coffee and juice?" She winks at you nodding
You had keep going on with the game, pretending you didn't wanted his kisses, were too hot for cuddles or didn't wanted his touch with or without his friends and family members around, basically always making up some excuse for two days straight and he was too frustrated to think about anything.
"Has Y/N been weird lately? Or is it just me?" Gavi had asked to his parents once as he watched you leave
"I think she's normal as always" Pablo said shaking his head to his son's words
"She's weird, I meant it in the greatest way ever by the way, we all are tho... But that's what makes her the way she is" Belén smiled as Gavi slightly smiled agreeing with his mom.
At this moment you were with his mom, dad, sister, Javi and a few of his friends but when he tried to put his arm around your lower waist to bring you close and you stood up, he lost it.
"Did I do something?" He followed you into the kitchen as you looked at him with wide eyes
"¿A qué te refieres?" (What do you mean?)
"You've been avoiding me during these past two days! The farest thing you've done is peck my lips twice! I'm asking you did I did something wrong? I wanna fix whatever is going on between us"
"You didn't do anything, Pablo"
"Then aren't you interested in me anymore? Is that it? Don't you love me anymore?"
"What?"
"Tell me straight away so in that way I won't be hurting anymore than what I have been lately with your sudden distancing!"
"Pablo" You sighed and his face fell
"Don't" He turned around to leave
"Hey, amor" You inmediately said following him "No, wait!"
"Hijo, where are you going?" Pablo, asked watching his son get out of the house
"What happened?"
"¡Que lo hemos llevado muy lejos!" (We took it too far!) You yelled running behind the youngest "Pablito, amor, wait!"
"¿Qué?" (What?) You looked at him with tender eyes when you saw his big brown eyes start tearing up
"Of course I still love you"
"The past two days doesn't look like you do" You sighed coming up to hug him tightly and kiss his cheeks, eyes, nose and lips like you had been longing to do this past two days
"It was all a prank"
"Huh?"
"It was a prank, Gavi" Pablo said
"We were tired of you fooling around with us, so we tried to get you back" Belén explained
"That's why your parents always called me up on something and when you asked them if they noticed anything in me, they brushed it off! It was a prank!" You took a lil step back "Of course I'm still interested in you, mi niño lindo. I'm deeply in love with you and it'll take forever for me to lost interest in you, mi amor." You hugged him tight and kissed his cheek several times
"Joder, I'll stop my pranks but just never ever again use her to prank me back, please" Gavi separated from you a bit as he sniffed and you wipped his tears away.
"Deal"
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Taglist: @gaviypedrisbride @stuckinaf4nfiction @elijahslover @azzpenswrld @http-isabela
#M. is writing#fc barcelona#pablo gavi#fc barca#gavi#pablo gavi x reader#gavi x reader#pablo gavi blurb#pablo gavi imagine#gavi blurb#gavi imagine
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INTRO POST DOING INBOX TRICK OR TREAT.
Welcome to Johnny's little corner of the internet. Or Shaggy's, or Rawries, or Larry's, or whatever u wanna call me ig
I use He/They/It/pup prns! I prefer masc terms when being referred to me :)
Ough I don't rlly have a label for my orientation you can just use queer if you need to mention it for whatever reason. I guess I'd call myself pupgender??? I'm rlly just a blob of fagdyke that exists
Im cuban and can read and understand Spanish but I'm shit at writing Spanish. And English too but don't worry too much on that..
I rlly like horror movies/related media...which I don't post/reblog abt a lot but plsspslspalapalpapals talk to me abt horror movies :(
I also like MCR, KoRn, Metallica, AC⚡️DC, Linkin Park, Rob Zombie, Slayer, Slipknot, Avenged Sevenfold, Sleeping with Sirens, PTV, etc etc
Im witerawwy Ray Toro IRL. If you don't agree I will cry and shit my pants and explode
@brits4gerardway
Im also a furry/age regressor. So yeag. I don't really post about age regressing on my blog as I prefer to keep it something a bit more private but if you ever want to talk I'm always available!
These two little faggots are the two braincells that occupy my brain. Shaggy cant speak, neither can rawrie either tbh but pups dumbass loudass boombox let's then communicate thru there
FYI I am not a system, I just like using 2 persona's to represent myself :) I have no problems with systems tho!!
Also if you're a mutual PLEASEE DMM ME AND INTERACT!!! I DO NOT BITE I SWEAR. I WANT INTERACTION!! AND EVEN IF YOU'RE NOT A MUTUAL YOU CAN STILL DM ME IF YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS! IM ALWAYS HAPPY TO MEET NEW PEOPLE!!
uhnfmfm....I don't know what else to put here. Take some silly things my mutuals/friends have said(which you should go follow them because they're all like...super kool..
@bitchboy
@chaystarz
@neomustdiexo
@foxxys-huzband
@randomslinky
uhhghhhh more cool people to follow: @randybutternubber @cr4shqueen @poolboyservice @kaylak05 @thanks4the-venom @oh-so-much-soup @nao-walks-into-poles and all of my mutuals..yeag
also go interact with my little alien baby @yur13sredrum they need some love too :((
This will update frequently here's ur warning now lol
(P.S If you're curious about how to use my pup/pupself pronouns, they're used like this ^_^ EG: Pup is so cool! Pup loves pupself! Thats pups jacket!(can work almost as a nickname if youd prefer/makes it more comfortable for you!))
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i've been thinking abt this for the last 10 seconds and i need to share this LMFAOO but how but either jack or kappa with "i would never let anyone or anything hurt you. i've never felt that way about anyone." AAAAAAAA imma pass out oki lob u lots and i love the way you write i like hang on to every word ITS SO GOOD EVERYTIME
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR 1000 FOLLOWERS! Let's celebrate that with this little something something here 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 I'm very much left speechless by the sheere amount of people that apparently enjoy my deranged writings enough to follow this flaming dumpster fire of a Tumblr blog. I love and appreciate all of you so incedibly much! 🖤 Thank you from the very bottom of my heart!
Going To California
Summary: Kappa displaying insane amounts of husband material.
Pairing: hippie!Kappa x fem!Reader
Word Count: ~1.6k
Content Warnings: Romantic Van Life Smut 18+!, Unprotected P In V, L-Bombs, Very Fluffy And Domestic, Kappa Being A Heartthrob, Kappa Talking You Through It, Sprinkles Of Actual Plot, Dad!Kappa 👀
A/N: To the wonderful nonnie, I have to confess that I thought much longer than 10 seconds about this 🤭🥴
I put together a hippie!Kappa playlist!
Tagging the horny horde:
@crypticsewerslut @quicksilversg1rl @cc-luvr @icarus-star @milaeth @roryculkinsgf @spookyorchid @arch1viste @whoareyoi @angelsanarchy @blueberrypancakesworld @rocketqueen-world @r0ttenmess @doddernix @svgarcaine @amayalul @basementgrl222 @kristennero-wallacewellsver @iiheartsai
Spent my days with a woman unkind
Smoked my stuff and drank all my wine
Made up my mind to make a new start
Going to California with an aching in my heart
Someone told me there's a girl out there
With love in her eyes and flowers in her hair
- Going To California By Led Zeppelin
With his plush, soft lips Kappa left a trail of slightly sloppy kisses all the way from your forehead down to the tip of your nose that he eventually nudged playfully with the tip of his own.
"And here I thought you'd let me sleep.." You giggled, your tone a little drowsy as your senses had already been on the best way to slip towards warm and comforting dreams for tonight.
" 'M sorry, sugar, didn't wanna wake you up again." He nuzzled his face into the curve of your neck, his left cheek soft against your jawline.
"Are you though?" You pushed somewhat teasingly, arching your brows in the dark of the van while a smile tugged your lips.
"Well, yeah…but also not really." Kappa admitted, his curly, black hair ghosting over your collarbone whilst his hands searched for your waist further down underneath the woolen blanket that the two of you shared.
In gingerly soft touches, his fingertips caressed over the bare skin of your hips, tracing your curves slowly to savor every inch of you next to him.
"Go on.." You inquired, feeling how he sent little waves of gentle goosebumps all over your body.
"I'm just..y'know…I've never been just that happy and I can't help myself here, really. I hardly get enough of you, babe." His slightly raspy voice hummed into the crook of your neck which had you leaning your head back just a little yet enough for him to take note of the invitation.
"Hardly enough, yeah?", It rolled over your tongue in a tender laugh as you recognised his lips softly nipping right underneath your earlobe, "I'm with you all day everyday. How are you not tired of that yet, honey?"
"How could I ever, hm?", To underline his point, Kappa suckled your sensitive skin right between his teeth, effectively leaving a hickey just like a love-sick teenager, "None of this would just be remotely as heavenly as it is right now without you. Living in a van this, being free to go wherever that…but I wouldn't wanna go anywhere without you anymore. I love you."
"Good god, you're so sweet, Kappa.", You felt your entire chest swelling with a very distinct kind of fulfilling warmth as you led your fingertips to sneak under the hem of his linen shirt and caress his soft skin all the way up to his shoulders, "I love you, too. So incedibly much."
Turning your face to the side just a notch, you pressed a long kiss to the crown of his head, holding him close in your embrace, your senses following closely how his body heat quickly engulfed your statue, seeping through the layers of fabric.
'Hmhmm…right there, sugar." Kappa quietly groaned into your neck, pressing his front further against yours.
You very well knew how much of a slave he was to being touched around his shoulders and you eagerly followed his plea for more of your tender strokes. Planting another kiss to his hair, you started drawing random shapes and forms, curly waves and loops all over his shoulder blades and along his spine, pulling little moans and whines oozing with enjoyment from his mouth.
"S-so good to me, love." He hummed in a low voice, his own hands fastening their hold on your hips.
"Always." You returned softly while it didn't go unnoticed how both of your bodies reacted to one another.
You could feel Kappa's growing hard on pressing through his pants against your thighs just as much as you acknowledged your perked up nipples brushing against his collarbones whilst your own arousal throbbed between your legs.
"So much for just falling asleep, huh?" You joked amicably, pressing both of your palms against his back before pulling him on top of you as you turned to lay on your back.
"Oh, that's all you now!" Kappa reciprocated with a hearty laugh right before lowering his lips onto yours, nipping and nibbling at them teasingly.
"Is that so?" It left your mouth in a chuckle, your hands busy with pulling his trousers off of him.
"I might just be a tad bit involved in this.." He groaned, feeling his cock prodding against your cunt without anything left in between.
"A tad bit, yeah?" You inhaled sharply at the sensation, noticing how your body turned gradually more greedy.
"Probably severely very interested, s'that what you wanna hear, sugar?" Kappa sighed against your mouth before thrusting into you in one languid, careful stroke.
"Fuck…", It rushed over your tongue as you felt his girth stretching you out, "Feels so good, damn."
"Still mad about being awake?" Your lover huffed against your jawline as he rolled his hips into your lap, having your eyes flutter shut at the sensation.
"Hmhmmm…" You moaned out whilst allowing your head loll back into one of the plenty tie-dye patterned cushions.
"Fuck, I love you so much.", Kappa groaned, raising his forehead to rest right against yours as he thrusted into you anew, "I'd never let anything or anyone hurt you, sugar. You know that, right?"
Kappa's words reverberated, echoed right through you, making you feel as one with him.
"I've never felt that way about anyone before." His voice filled your mind as the tip of his cock nudged against that especially sensitive spot on your inside.
"My one and only…", You moaned softly against his warm, slightly sweaty cheek, your lips brushing over his upper lip and pressing soft pecks to the corner of his mouth, "Wouldn't trade the world for you. Ugh, god, hear that? You turned me all soft, damn hippie."
Both of you chuckled for a moment, the vibrations of his chest against yours making your heart feel like it was about to explode right into his aura that smelled like lavender and freshly cut grass to you. The warmth of his character, the carelessness in the most inappropriate of moments and just simply being with Kappa had done things to you…good things for once in your life.
"You were soft way before me, love, the world just didn't appreciate you showing it, but be certain that I do." You couldn't quite decipher if it was the way Kappa spoke to you or the way he cradled the curves of your waist in his grip, making you feels safe and protected with him right on top you, between your legs, that eventually pushed your body over the threshold of a rapidly building orgasm and quite frankly you didn't care.
Soft moans, repeated chants of his name cascaded from your lips as you arched your back to shove your hips into his lap, needing to feel him inside of you as deep as you possibly could, your pulsing and contacting cunt clenching down around his cock.
"There, there…let it all just go, 'm here, sugar." He cooed into your flushed cheek in a low groan, his own body turning rigid as he felt your walls pulling him in deeper.
The tide of your orgasm, the push and pull of your release was enough for Kappa to come undone himself, spilling his load as deep as possible, shoving it and pushing it deep inside of you.
"I gotchu…" Kappa hummed, enjoying the bliss of his own release rippling through his muscles, allowing himself to get lost in that instant of being ultimately close to you.
Only very reluctantly he pulled out of you eventually, the load of his seed trickling out and pooling all over the inside of your thigh.
"Uh, I gotta tell you something, actually…" You started awkwardly, immediately drawing Kappa's attention towards you.
"Huh? Are you trying to give a panic attack right after cumming now?" His hand fumbled around the headboard above the mattress, fingertips eagerly trying to find the light switch for the fairy lights dangling from all over the ceiling.
"No, sorry, oh god, sorry. It's just… come here.", Right after he flipped the switch, illuminating the inside of your van in a warm, almost orangy tint, you reached for his hand and gently pressed it against your lower abdomen, "I have a strong feeling that we are at least 3 now."
"What?" It blurted out of him, brows knit together in confusion as he stared at you with a dumbfounded expression on his face.
"I'm way past my period, Kappa.", You hinted further, "Sore breasts and, good god, the nausea lately?"
"What I'm hearing you say right now is that you are… pregnant?" His forehead crinkled in soft creases.
"Ah, there we go. That took you a hot second, no?" You chuckled out softly, planting a kiss to the bridge of his nose.
" 'M gonna be a dad?!", Confusion was swept aside by unbridled joy and excitement, "And you're gonna be a momma?!"
"Looks like it an awful lot now, babe." You couldn't hold back the wide grin spreading on your face before Kappa practically jumped you, attacking you with a wave of kisses, pecks and smooches all over.
#tam rambles#asks are appreciated#asks are always open#kappa#kappa black mirror#kappa x reader#kappa x you#rory culkin#kappa smut#kappa x fem!reader#black mirror#black mirror 6#black mirror: beyond the sea
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man i saw your last two posts and i wanted to tell you, you're not cringe, and you're not unlovable
i've had like, one full conversation with you going back and forth on both shared and unshared interests and it had a profound effect on me at the time
I need to unlearn shame, i need to be more open with what i fixate on and what i'm doing (and also the realization i'm definitely on some kind of spectrum), from one chat with someone *loud and proud* like you, how fucking crazy is that?
I hardly know you personally, but it's not hard to gauge how awesome you are, in face of your perceived faults, several of which i share myself, you yap so much but you're so genuine and passionate i and pretty much everyone who sticks here loves to read it, it never gets old, it never gets annoying
you put your whole pussy into innocuous little things about the subject matter, and it's a wonderful thing
you can find friends, you can find love, and you deserve both of those things
this is a little long but it's sentiments i've had for awhile now but no good opportunity to share......
I.... I..... WHA.
WHAT DO I EVEN SAY TO THIS?!?!?! YOU CAN'T DROP THIS IN MY INBOX LIKE THAT!!!
LISTEN... ITS JUST.... I aint awesome!!! Im some 20 year old autistic dude who's too obsessed with a squid woman! How's that awesome!!?!?!? I haven't made an impact on anything... not on the community... not on inkipedia... not on anyone... I have 300 followers... that's nothing...
...or have i?!?! There's no way I could have had an impact on someone... hell even SEVERAL PEOPLE! I just overanalyse stuff that seems so cut and dry but... people are actually positive about my stuff? People say to me that I changed the way they see this important character to me.... BUT THERE'S NO WAY RIGHT?!?!? I still feel like a drop in the ocean. Just a spec of dust!!! I haven't made real change yet... OR HAVE I?! I DON'T KNOW!!! WAAAHHHH!!!
Maybe.... maybe if I have changed one person's perspective, then maybe it was worth it in the first place...
You know. I wanna say that the reason I came to tumblr was because my irl friends aren't into Splatoon and my family gives me a meh shoulder shrug to my interest. It was so difficult for me to explain Splatoon to my parents when Splatoon 3 came out and I picked up the game at launch! So I went here because I felt like it was the best place to express myself. And yeah I'm glad I stuck with it honestly.
I get why my irl friends aren't into Splatoon, they need to buy a multi hundred dollar console that's about to get replaced soon just to play 2 games. And trying to explain to them Nintendo Wii U and Switch emulation is just... I dont even wanna attempt that HAHAHAHA!!!! So I often felt lonely and it felt like I was screaming into a void when talking about Splatoon to them in a discord server. I guess that's where my sense of loneliness comes from.....
I genuinely have NO ONE in real life to talk to about my interests and have someone ACTUALLY listen. I guess that's why I feel cringe and not cool at all. My interests are so nerdy and I'm on the spectrum, my social skills are like D tier. I genuinely cannot talk about myself, i really cant. Its why i have never been in a romantic relationship before.... As a 20 year old dude, that shit fucking stings I'm not even gonna lie. I think about that shit every day. LITERALLY EVERY DAY I'M NOT LYING!!!!
But anyways, I'm getting way too personal on the internet. I don't wanna be some sad sap.
Thank you. Seriously, thank you. I'm not sure if I truly feel like I deserve love but. Thank you anyways. I guess it is a good quality to have that I can ramble and yap and become really focused on something, even if it's not adult things like... getting a job, paying taxes or whatever HAHAHAHA!
#splatoon#ask me stuff#ask me anything#personal#vent post#sorry for venting#thank you#youre amazing#youre a real one#callie cuttlefish#callie splatoon#splatoon 3#gif#i fucking love splatoon
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Hey so,
Claudia well now they go by Serenity, are talking about you on their Instagram. Some people are sending them anonymous questions to which they reply to by posting a story. Which are:
1. Someone asked how they were doing about the whole situation with you and they said “ Fine. I have lots of friends who don’t agree with him letting ppl just disrespect me and doxx me so I feel better about allowing myself to be angry about it now.”
2. Someone said that they had the right to be angry but so do you considering what they did to you and how they’re lacking accountability and how their friends are enabling them so this was their response:
“ I don’t control how my friends feel about the situation so..”
“for months” it was literally two months…I have no more accountability to take I took it all already??? I apologized to him both publicly and privately and he decided to take it to the internet?? My friends aren’t enabling anything their simply sticking up for me for being harassed and doxxed hope this helps”
“Him allowing ppl to doxx and misgender me is also hurtful and far more morally wrong than me catfishing him hope this helps”
I would also like to mentioned that they posted a screenshot of a convo with someone on their insta story and they were talking about how they were feeling anxious and paranoid and that they didn’t want to go out. And they captioned it “ literally may god himself take me out if I ever feel sad over a butch who made me paranoid to leave my own house”
And lastly on the anonymous questions they reply to on their story someone anonymously told them this and they agreed to what the person said:
“ people STILL trying to claim you not taking accountability like you didn’t write a five page apology to his ass. He is not traumatized or severely hurt by this if he’s already with someone new! His ass is fine. He is not being harassed or doxxed leave serene alone. Stop defending this white person he is no saint. And that’s so clear to see when he’s willingly putting a poc life in danger”
Another person said this as well which serenity also agreed with:
“People caring more about u catfishing him than him being the one not taking accountability and letting ppl doxx and misgender u says a lot..they’ll always defend the white person even when they’re the ones being malicious”
That’s all, I just thought I should let you know because it’s absolutely crazy that they’re telling their followers that you’re the bad guy here?? When they’re the ones that deliberately hurt you. And they claim to take accountability but what they have been posting on their insta stories says completely otherwise. And they are trying to turn this on you and saying you put them in harms way or are letting people do things to them. As if you have any control of what others do. Idk how the hell they managed to turn this all on you but it’s ridiculous. And they’re also saying that they’re the ones who are angry now. And the worst thing is that they are saying you’re morally wrong or a bad person. Like what??? I just had to share this with you bc it’s literally insane and they’re accusing you of things you didn’t do.
Anyway I’m sorry this person is literally saying all these things about you. And letting others say those things as well, it’s so messed up after all they have done to you and others.
I hope you’re doing well, sending love <3🫂
Literally no one doxxed them. Like at all ever. So that's very funny that they're using a lie they made up to make themselves the victim. And trying to downplay the shit they did to me and once again I am not the only victim here. I'm just the loudest. They also victimized Jess and Lottie by literally stealing their identities. The only reason they're trying to paint me as being the solo victim in all this is because I'm white so it's easier to paint the white person harassing the poc. The way they're deliberately avoiding talking about Jes and Lottie makes this obvious. And also I don't know what pronouns Claudia is using at the moment for all I knew they could have switched and starting using she/her I wasn't stalking their account and checking every five seconds. And given they have a history of using pronouns sets from people they're pretending to be this could have very well been the case. But still I haven't ever misgendering Claudia. And I don't owe Claudia more than that I literally fucking hate you and I hope you burn in hell I'm not gonna unlock you every five seconds to check what fucking pronouns your using to correct someone in an ask telling me that your trying to frame me as an aggressor. Get over yourself and grow up. No one fucking doxxed you. You were fucking lying about where your loved and people just said you could live in Arkansas or you could live in Montreal. That's not fucking doxxing. Posting someone's address is doxxing. You just want something to cling to. And assuming I'm overing it and not struggling because I have a new partner is hilarious ooh sorry I have people that love me I still tried to drown myself last month but thanks for that assumption. I'm still experiencing extreme bouts of hallucinating and I'm constantly scared for my life. But yeah no I'm totally fine and obviously not struggling because you someone know that despite what little I post about what I actually do with myself. And about me taking accountability for fucking what exposing what a fucked up person you are sure I'll take accountability for that. That's me I did that. I told everyone how youve been catfishing for years and how you pretended to be Jess since January even though you lied about it saying it was only since April. I told everyone you were confronted by Jes and told to stop in JUNE you said you would but you but you continue to do it anyway and you blocked her. I told everyone about some of the fucked up shit you did to Charlotte including claiming to have her first and legal last name. Including race faking as a mixed Latino Mexican/Filipino just so you could claim Latin cultures and imitate Lottie even more. Copy and pasting Charlottes post and trying to claim them as your own. Gaslighting everyone into thinking Lotties the crazy one when they made a post about you. To name a few of the fucked up things you've done. Claudia you've made three different people paranoid and afraid to leave their houses because you can't leave us the fuck alone.
And I even stated specifically before that no one should be trying to dox anyone and that's illegal so idk why your 1. Trying to pretend that even happened 2. Trying to frame me
And to anyone trying to act like they know me or anything hey fuck you. I don't talk about my mental health a lot here but I suffer from a lot I'm not well and I'm missing bolts. When I'm stressed or suffering emotionally I have visual and auditory hallucinations, I have depression and anxiety typical for a Tumblr user I know. I have bipolar and either some form of ADHD or ADD but I've not gotten tested because I don't have health insurance. So don't go around assuming I'm doing alright because I have a partner and I'm not posting about how I wanna kill myself every five minutes. I'm not out here throwing pity parties and trying to get everyone to feel sympathy for me. I don't need to anyone with common sense can see what Claudia did was wrong the way they went about it and tried to avoid taking responsibility for it and changing their identity once again just so they could avoid being associated with it is proof. If Claudia wants to paint me as some villain in his attempt to feel like he's not the world biggest douche than by God let the poor fucker I don't care. I mean I care a little but there's literally nothing I can about it because he has a victim complex.
#my post#claudia is a catfish#my eyes roll back in my head whenever people tell me the shit their trying to spew#and also catfishing someone is objectively worse than not correct people on someones pronouns im not even sure of like ...#the fuck and also im not the fucking one misgendering you so literally fuck off and leave me alone#AND NO ONE FUCKING DOXXED YOU#and if you start randomly having proof of that besides never having it before you've probably just faked it like you did with the#“death threats” you claimed lotties tans sent you but they were feom private accounts and the only one that wasn't was only following you#and your alt account#so obviously your other alt account just so you could claim victim there too like get over yourself
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IDK IF YOU'RE STILL TAKING PROMPTS BUT WE NEED WENCLAIR IN STREAMER ENID AU IN LIKE AN INTERVIEW OR TWO FOR THE SHOW
Enid was going on her merry way until she gets stopped by a microphone to her face.
"Ma'am! i have a question!" says them and well, Enid didn't really have much to do so she turns to look at the woman with a tilt of her head.
"yes..?"
"you're a werewolf yes?" the woman questioned and she looks like she's about to shiver out of her timbers with how much she's shaking. Was seeing an outcast that much of a big deal to normies?
Enid nods, popping a quick "yep! why? you interviewing werewolves for smth?" she hopes they weren't gonna try and antagonize her, that'd be really shitty.
also because she isnt in the mood, couldnt they start a fight when she's geared up for it instead of when she's out with groceries?
"yes ma'am! we here are interviewing werewolves on their thoughts on the new upcoming movie Lunal curse-" she couldn't even finish her sentence before Enid immediately perked up, leaning forward with a smile.
"Lunal curse? like Wednesday Addams book, lunal curse?"
The interviewer didn't expect that, giving a surprised look before following with just as much enthusiasm. "yes! seeing as werewolves were a main focus, we would like to see their thoughts on such contents and just how faithful it is."
Enid was very much aware of how her teeth sharpened but holy shit she was just too excited.
"As a werewolf myself, im sure she did her best to showcase her thoughts through her story! and i'm not the only one, with how quickly its already getting an adaption despite just coming out a few months ago." Enid's hands shook, nearly flapping. "I cannot wait to see how Wednesday - bless my wife - would act it out on the big screen."
the woman was nodding along before she blinked. "Wife?"
Enid agrees as easily. "just a nickname! i just love her so much so it sometimes slips out."
Interviewer woman lets out a oooh in reply. "im sure wednesday appreciates the support!"
The blond just grins at the cam, "im sure she does."
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"Cute werewolf, huh?" Manager murmurs, staring a the multiple footage of interviews. "definitely stands out compared to the rest but are you sure you want this to be seen during the talk show?"
Wednesday just humms from her spot, eyeing Thing as he crosses out some words in the script. "Yes, is there a problem with it?"
he lets out a sigh. "I didn't know you were comfortable with being seen as a wife of all things."
Wednesday finally drags her eyes away from Thing to raise a brow at him. "There's something special about that -as you said, cute werewolf." Manager just nods. Well, he's just here to do a job. "If you say so."
When Enid blows up her phone after her guest appearance at the show, all Wednesday will do is smile.
-U CALLED ME CUTE??
-Am I wrong?
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v. i love you, please laugh.
part of : letters sealed and unsent event.
— from : fushiguro megumi.
i'm not good at saying what i feel.
today i watched you, like i always do (not in a creepy perv kind of way more like it's hard to not see you, because it's – well, it's you and i always see you) and you looked different.
i tried to rack my brain to figure out what it was. honestly? i feel kinda stupid for even bringing this up like this instead of just saying it to your face but itadori said girls appreciate extra effort and romantic gestures with big words and pretty envelopes — what am i saying?
you did your hair the same way. you walked to class the same way. you laughed with everyone like you usually do. you smiled like you always do - so deafeningly bright - does your jaw not hurt from doing that everyday?
but i don't know. something felt different about you.
i've never been too stiff to say that i love you. and i hope you know i do, because even if i don't say it as much as i should, i try to make it obvious with my actions.
you do know you can talk to me, right? like, not like you talk to the others. i mean, just us two. where you don't have to be so smiley, you don't even have to talk if you don't want to —
i love you. i love you. i love you.
please laugh at my expense. i want you to laugh more because of me.
i don't know how you're feeling, or if there's something happening inside of you that i can't reach - that i can't take away from hurting you or if this is all in my head and maybe those two idiots just fed into my overthinking...
but you know i'm here, right?
i'd never turn you away. and i'll always listen. even when you think it's stupid. i'm always listening even when you think i'm not.
how else do you think i even managed to embarrass myself by knowing so much about those little sanrio characters you talk so much about?
what i'm saying is, you can lean on me if there's something going on.
and don't even think about telling everyone i wrote this because i will let the earth swallow me up right now where i stand so help me god—
but even then, i guess a little embarrassment is nothing. so long as it makes you happy.
so laugh at my expense, and don't be sad anymore. stop pretending you're okay.
and just let me love you through it, okay?
— for safi 💌 (@wishmemel)
safi !! i hope u like this v much tysm ilyyy <33
+ a mini letter from safi :
dria, my love, good luck with this event — i know you'll do great ! i look forward to seeing you update the list as you hit your 500 follower count!
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intro
hello :3 i’m liggy, i go by she/her pronouns, i’m 14 (a minor, don’t be creepy), acespec and possibly arospec. if you follow me i will most likely refer to you as my child out of a mom friend habit.
hobbies
i’m a freaking nerd, so book and movie recs are welcome! i’m in a lot of fandoms, so i probably can’t list them all here. harry potter, both canon era and marauders (fuck jkr) and the fanfic i’m writing where harry has a sister no one knew abt. (posting that on ao3). legendborn by tracy deonn, percy jackson (i’m not done with it so no spoilers please), mcu, the owl house, gravity falls, amphibia
i write songs and poetry, i play piano, ukulele, violin and guitar i like drawing but i’m not very good at it all the time, i have thousands of failed art pieces.
dni
the usual. if you discriminate against any minorities or hate people solely because of a group they belong to (religion/lack thereof, race, sexuality, gender orientation)
random shit about liggy
i have a gluten intolerance meaning i can’t have anything containing wheat, and i make jokes about it. well, brie does most the joking.
i have adhd and most likely a hint of something else neurodivergent. i’m a mess, but at least i’m not boringly neurotypical ur local owl (do not ask questions) i’m a minor so don’t be creepy, i don’t care abt interacting with adults as long as you aren’t being a creep i refer to myself in the third person sometimes, get the fuck over it gryffindor - enfp - scorpio
the rats (my moots) @jamespotterbbg — kay — my first moot, chaotic, mentally ill as the rest of this site, is the reason i’ve even interacted with half of these people @garden-of-runar — runaround — talented poet, fellow defender of bagels, absolutely and entirely concerning, you’ll never know her next move @melonhead10 — wife of mine — silly little rat, one of the only people on here i know irl, rarely online bc strict parents, if she is online it’s to look at shiny duo and tangled the series @eef-stars — british ethan — the gay dad friend of this whole hellsite. king of deactivating and coming back out of nowhere. happily in love with @kawaiibarty @kawaiibarty — james the baked bean — short, gay and irresponsible. has too many doggies but we don’t care bc doggies are great. changes his url every two seconds. in love with @eef-stars @tequilaqueen — bea — possibly an alcoholic, you’ll never know. hates bagels and commits war crimes. @picklerab23 — dill — lives in a jar on a shelf in a grocery store in wales. speaks in consonants and y’s. @crowleys-mortalcounterpart — brie — my child. genderfluid lesbian variant of remus lupin. descendant of the scottish. some unknown flavor of neurodivergent. i also know them irl. @0urazz — satan — brie’s sister and my daughter. chaos incarnate, addicted to regretevator and some other random ass roblox games. one step away from being gen alpha. the attention span and brain capacity of a grain of rice. violently affectionate. ik her irl as well @thejudeduarte — jude — cruel prince and legendborn fan. really nice and sometimes chaotic. @iamaladder — stepladder (ethan’s version) — chaotic aarakocra boi, old crusty man (in other words a year older than me) another person i know irl @thestrawberryapologist — mari — purchaser of jams, very goofy, does silly sitcom rp with me, recently returned to tumblr after disappearing on us
(if u want to be added ask me, i just gotta save it)
interactions
blow up my ask box, tag me on stuff, and message me all you want. i love being on here and talking to people and making friends <3
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