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❄️The Dungeon is ready for its next victim❄️
#tangotek#decked out 2#hermitcraft#hermitblr#goodtimeswithscar#cubfan135#hypnotizd#xisumavoid#geminitay#bdoubleo100#grian#my art#dddaily4sherin#day 75!! but i watned to keep the caption clean for this one >:D#decked out 2 is so fucking cool i cant stop watching tangos streams i want to see EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE#(tango pls stop streaming i need to watch the video uploads too goddammit /J)#cant wait to see level 2 and 3 (o7 hypno) pls this is so. i cant find another word its just SO COOL
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some highlights from playing the pancakes (ft. the newbies)
#eliza is a librarian and bob always crashes on the newbie's couch#ts4 gameplay#s4mm#the sims 4#simblr#ts4#if u watch my streams u'll recognize some of these screenshots#i dont have anything to post i havent been ingame in forever i tried playing this weekend but i just bedrotted i cant wait for spring break#s
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soz im still eating popcorn about the watcher situation but learning that theyre gutting their patreon to be exclusively about their podcast (that ive literally never heard of) no watcher weekly, no sneak peeks, no early access is absolutely Insane to me. talk about shooting yourself in the foot ...........
#and the fact that their streaming service is actually just vimeo i ghfjdkghkghfdgfg#i drink out of my watcher water bottles and mugs every day but they honestly feel so tainted now.#its The Principle of the whole thing yknow?#i wasnt able to get tix to their live show as they sold out instantly but omg cant wait til thursday that audience is gonna eat them alive#personal#watcher
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friend notoriously bad at videogames said shed play marvel rivals with me tomorrow chat if i never post after tomorrow night its because a blood vessel bursted
#marvel rivals#snap chats#AT LEAST WE’LL HAVE OUR OTHER FRIEND THERE BUT god.#she funny as hell she just suddenly called me and was like ‘i saw your twitter. do you wanna play marvel rivals tomorrow’#and then she proceeds to be like ‘wait so who do you main. other than magneto’ Motherfucker with a capital M#NO I SWEAR IM NOT A ONE TRICK i really like wanda hawkeye and jeff….#NO SHE SAID ONE MORE THING SHE WAS LIKE ‘wait are charles and magneto the same guy’ and she tries to Just Kidding her wait outta it#Note whenever she says Just Kidding she’s trying to cover her ass I PROMISE I WAS LIKE /KAYLA. BE SERIOUS./#and then she was like ‘who’s the friendlier one of the two’#and then i had to hit her with the Technically People Think Theyre Both Varying Degrees Of Asshole. however charles probably wont bite you#and THEN SHE WAS LIKE ‘ok well you should draw magneto surprising charles with jollibees’ AND I. NO SHE THINKS MY EXISTENCE SURROUNDS JB#AND THIS GAL HAD THE GAUL TO BE LIKE ‘oh do you know how to make it since its a big part of your culture’#i was flabbergasted frankly. ‘oh you guys really like jollibees so you know how to make it right’ i screamed#LIKE ????ISJAJSJSJSJ i cant stress the anomaly this girl is i wish you all could meet her so you understand me#AND LIKE SURE I LOVE JBS but she only ever mentions puto and jollibees to me like kayla. there is more to PH culture than that sjKakss#its really funny with the ??? shit she says i cant lie#she was all ‘oh is the winter soldier in the game ? you should play him hes cool :) and from jersey :) ok well his actor is but—‘ LIKE DKSKS#‘snap arent you being a little mean’ no trust and believe AND I HAVE WITNESSES#i have stupid amounts of stories with her. like she tried to excuse being dumb by sayin shes a capricorn#we’re literally both capricorns and she was born two days before me I Cannot. Do You Understand Me.#anyways. she said i should stream me playing rivals would anyone care about that#i kinda wanted to …. i think it’d be fun…. plus i miss streaming :(#ok byebye for now my bros almost home and i said id let him play so i could work on comms#i mean thats assuming he wants to play. if not uhhhhhhh#anyways BYE. ill tell yall how the game goes tomorrow night if i dont die of a stroke#again at least our other friend’ll be there so someone can laugh at my pain
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Hey, fellow Epic fans, how we feeling?
#just finished the stream#i can officially say im out of tears (maybe)#the Ithaca saga was absolutely amazing if you haven't heard it pls share my pain rq#i love the cast and i love MOST of the characters and i love Jorge an i love -#cant wait for the next step in this journessy#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#the ithaca saga#sobbing shitting throwing up
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Im still thinking about bbh i cant help it. He wasnt going to bring skeppy onto the island. He was hoping that he’d get skeppy, but he was going to stick to his guns and leave the extra player up to islander vote. can you imagine? thats how much he loves them. thats how much he wants to be fair to them. he was going to let them choose, even when they all expected him to force skeppy onto the island, but he was going to let them choose. And it means that, for his current arc, he’s not grieving the loss of skeppy. he already knew there was a chance he wouldnt get him. Maybe that chance didnt become real until he actually lost, but it was never a guarantee that he’d get his skeppy.
bad is falling apart from the Stressors of the island and he is desperately trying not to. skeppy is his comfort blanket. skeppy is the reminder that, whatever happens here, bad cannot lose everything. Its not grief. Its “im not okay. I need help. he isnt here to help me, but if i pretend he is, maybe he can help me through it anyway.” maybe if skeppy where there, he’d know how to fix it. maybe if skeppy where there, bad wouldnt be falling apart at all.
just. he’s not okay. he asked Foolish for a hug. he spends so much time alone. he spends so much time with the eggs. when theyre gone, the skeppies will still be there. he misses him, and he loves the islanders so much he was going to give them the choice, and he cant ask them for help in any way that they can understand. he’s helping himself the only way he knows how- by clinging to his skeppy. and its still not enough
#qsmp#bbh#this is less coherent than the other post but just.#HE WAS GOING TO LET THEM CHOOSE#maybe he wouldve convinced himself at the very end that he should disregard their choice and being skeppy in anyway#but the plan was to let them choose#skeppy is bad’s comfort blanket and right now our boyo is Not feeling very comforted#granted tho i havent watched the latest stream all the way thru#i am going to be torn asunder when i watch pomme and dapper give him that new scythe#i cant wait to get my greedy character-reading eyes all over that
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Honestly it would be funny if bad reset himself to get rid of the radition and potentially whatever is turning him blue (I don't know if he can he only mentioned the radiation) while no one else gets memory wiped. Then when they all come back and he remembers nothing everyone is so fucking confused about why he was because he wasn't when they first arrived. But the two other demons know what's going on and have a side convo about why he would (I don't remember if they know about the radiation) and Mouse has to explain alone that it was Bad's choice and a demon thing which would probably confuse everyone even more while Tina stands beside Bagi and Em, worried for her guard dog.
I want him to do it just to see other people's reactions honestly.
#im just begging for demon lore#and i want them all to be connected#this is probably the closest we'd get to tina demon lore#i want to know whether shes fallen or born demon at least#on my knees begging tina for the tinest smidgen of lore this year#i want to know if any ccs would go for another mind wipe to erase their cubito's trauma#it would probably not be anyone who has lore or far into it and erase all that progress#i cant wait for saturday to see what happens#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp tina#qsmp ironmouse#qsmp demons#unfortuantly ill be back at uni so i cant stay up till 4am anymore watching bbh streams when hes babysitting or pulling pranks#or be awake when tina inevitably gets on at stupid'o'clock at night for me#though if she continues doing midnight pst streams she'll start when i wake up at 8am for my morning classes probably
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chat should i make myself some instant noodles when i'm not really hungry but it's 3:30am and i am craving the experience of being a living being (eating is something nearly all animalia do)
#puri rambles#idk i've just been kind of dissociating. i'm fine. i'm trying to focus#it's like a manual microscope where you're constantly turning the dial and you can see stuff come into focus just for a quarter second but#your hand was not ready to stop and so you miss it so you have to turn it back the other way more slowly this time but you still miss it#now imagine that on repeat. that's my brain#i want to draw and do [list of loads of things i want to do] but i just. cant pay attention for long enough#at least now i dont have any commissions pending so no one is waiting on me for art...#that always stresses me out so bad#i did manage to do a second coat of paint of 5/6 of the reds i did on stream though so that's more ready for another stream#i was able to get rid of most of the white spots#but i definitely didn't do it with the right 'technique' for painting because my brain didnt want to do all the set up steps#anyway if you see the paint is too thick. no you don't. sh.
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this is SUCH a nit pick in the grand scheme of things, but i have been writing drabbles of original cat fiction so i have reason to think of little things like how to characterize quirks of cat body language (both real and imagined). anyway I keep getting caught on the bizarre description of "keeping your tail tucked in at your side" as part of their hunting training. it is such a weird and unnatural mental image. curling your tail around one side of your body seems way more likely to make it brush something as you're sliding by it....


am i misunderstanding the description, are they trying to say "keep your tail level with the rest of your body"?? surely it would be easier to just...say that then, right.
I think the authors are trying to come up with some kind of "unique" warrior training tactic, but this sounds way more awkward than just. keeping your tail behind you and not dragging it.
#u know. so you have a stream-lined form#trying to imagine literally any animal doing this with their tail when they stalk#its goofy af#and sounds uncomfortable??#warrior cats#yarrow speaks#I just tried to position my cats tail like this while they were standing up and they got mad at me#imaging a cat holding their tail that way is ??????#this is a nit pick bc warrior cats already do things like 'slinging kits onto their back'#and carrying them like that. which i still cant picture. are they throwing them up there?#sounds unstable and unsafe especially when they often carry weak/injured kits that way#i think it was their 'solution' to acknowledging you cant carry kits by the scruff unless they are very very small#they want the adult cats to be able to scoop up and carry their children at any age the way humans do#but they cant...so they just nonsensically have to put them on their back....somehow#wait no but a cat walking w a big kit on their back would also be difficult and awkward?? which is worse. idk#wc critcism
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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.
i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.
#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a#conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit#when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never#messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou#none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but#i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come#easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to#someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as#something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not#know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the#first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk#significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i#was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything#i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems#specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most#of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came#to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here
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Yeah this visual novel is really good along with higurashi no naku koro ni . They're even anime for both of them but the one for umineko doesn't really make justice to the VN . I wish you a good read/watch ,it's gonna be really long (the vn is 120 hr +) but like you say ,this is peak fiction🥹🤌🤌🤌.
Do you have a favorite character ? Mine was Eva 🥰!
TY ! im really enjoying it so far !!!!!! and i got 0 plans on watching the umineko anime LMFAO im enjoy the writing of the vn too much to watch a basically like a watered own version of it
and all i know abt higurashi is the nail scene 😭 😭 i consume almost every piece of media in the background so if theres a playthru of it in yt or smthn im def down to watch it
rn i rlly like natsuhi !!!! also eva !!!! (kinda spoilery ? ⚠️ but their whole back and forth drama is CRAAAZY)
#BEOOTARICEEEEEE#my ass is seated im super excited as to how its all gonna go#whats killing me is that i cant interact with anything umineko related bc i might get spoiled so no looking at fanart or memes 😔#plus the umineko streams are just once a week o(–( augh its like waiting for a weekly release of an ongoing show#praying that strimmer does decide to play it twice a week oughuuu#franswers
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im sure its noticable by now but im gonna be toning down on the watchblogging cause i need to study but also wanna watch streams and vods lol
#mine.txt#so many streams i just straight up did nawt liveblog lmao#and none of yall would ever know i was watching cause i basically never chat in most lsers streams#im also gonna be not watching uu for a while cause that shits a whole day affair and ive decided i should stop watching it at night lol#mainly cause i say the most nonsensical shit whenever i do and i always go ????? whenever i read it back in the morning#cant wait for christmas break to get here so i can be as chronically online as i like even for just a lil bit
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ahoy snap you gonna stream the pirate game when it hits?
if i dont stream the pirate game please assume ive been shot and killed and died or i was too broke to get it at the time
#snap chats#LIKE PELAAASSSEEE IT LOOKS LIKE ITS GONNA BE SO FUN I WANNA SHARE THAT JOY WITH YALL IN REAL TIME#i cant wait to experience it all with you ... maybe i should get back to streaming then <- has been saying this for weeks#i cant do drawing streams cause i dont really draw rgg anymore and i just keep getting too lazy to set up gaming stuff jAELKJK#ill make an effort tho ... at least in january#i miss streaming i miss talkin with everyone but im so bad at setting things up geARLAKERKklj#i'll definitely stream the pirate game tho. i just wanna stream a lil beforehand just so i have like a schedule of sorts
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sonic being given a picture frame and immediately having the perfect picture to put in it implies that he had pictures on hand . does he just carry pictures of his friends around or something . actually that would be a cute explanation for why amy thought that would be a good gift for him
#idk how in character this would be though#because i cant really see sonic as the kind of guy who would own a lot of stuff or carry much with him while hes running around#if he did keep a lot of pictures of his friends/adventures they would probably all just be kept in a box in one of tails' labs#not carried around with him#but i guess you could argue maybe he just happened to have said box nearby since they were streaming from tails' lab#okay wait i just had a thought#werent there really rare and difficult to trigger voice lines in sonic frontiers#that heavily implied the cyber corruption was messing with sonic's head and making him struggle to remember things#including things like his own name and why he was doing all this#what if that whole thing made him a bit afraid that something like that could happen again and he could forget his friends#and he started taking/keeping pictures more often because of that. i dont know
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been scribblin with the dip pens to prepare for inking the next comic (yuuto⏫’s “origin story” kind of basically) and wow turns out I can do anything I want forever
yuuto’s new friends names of amy and linh >:]c
#UTAU#sawayama yuuto#bakuspecial#[comic tag pending]#I'll be drawing about just the beginning of this whole plot this time round. but boy oh boy if I were paid to serialize this!!#well even if I wont. I will hopefully get to chip away at it a bit at a time. over the next uhhhhh ten years#in another news. I think somethings up with the dip pens. about anything comes out looking good with them#its scary!! I kept looking at my sketches like no way these are gonna work out. but I'll do it for the practice hour#and then I do it and it always turns out pretty good. what the hells!!! thats weird!! thats kinda scary I like it!!!#and like I'm absolutely not even that good with a dip pen yet!! 1/Ive just had these for uhh. two days. and 2/my hands are NOT steady#its why u see me undo and redo a line 298473987 times twice a half hour. it was caught on stream multiple times#but!! the dip pen's making me commit to a line. and also I'm slowly internalizing that anything'd come out okay with them#as long as I have a sketch. boy oh boy is freehanding with these hard#its so. idk its so nice!! its so fun. somehow a lot less pressure than the usual stuff I do lol#I cant wait to really get into drawing this comic... I cant wait to force all of u to look at yuuto&co#you WILL see and hear my baby boy#dskjfhsjk Im so glad the senpai lets me do this. I mean even if he doesnt I will do it anyway. its just gonna suck#but Im so happy I get to do this with him actually#hehehe >:]c
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RELEASE IT NOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW THE CHAIN BETWEEN THE SHIELD AND WEAPONS EVERYTHIGN TO MMMEEEEEE THE BLUE IN CLOTHES AND RED CAPE ON GRAN. THE RED IN CLOTHES AND BLUE CAPE ON DJEETA. AAAAAUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#stardust speaking !#IM GOING BACK TO GRINDING THE REST OF MY SHIELDS RIGHT AWAY. for funsies#CELESTE AND COLOSSUS LOOKS SO GOOD TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OHHHH IM NOT EXCITED FOR CELESTES RAID its gonna be clarity deluxe isnt it#cant wait for colossus cleave to become an issue again#celestes especially is so. wow. this is the coolest thing they couldve done#im so excited#also one of the best events is rerunning this month YIPPIE YAHOO sui!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#kinda scared of a potential playable sui cuz i know which art itll be and i dont wanna but whatever sui is one of the greatest characters#theyve introduced. i do not take criticism#anyway no main story........do i have to bring out the stream roadmap....cygames(negative)#i was waiting for today to update my pinned in case they did announce main story cuz i am on prayer mode for a djgr cg#but ill just use some older art for now salute emoji#dude i love granblu fantasy what the hell
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