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I've been asked if I was trans a few times but the funniest one, (only funny one honestly) happened recently. (Usually it's because I'm very flat chested)
Someone sort of took me aside and asked if I was trans, I said no, because I'm not, and when I asked why they thought I might be they looked embarrassed.
"Um, it's just in your pants...you're kinda showing." They gestured to my pants. "I thought you might want to know."
It wasn't a penis, I was wearing a very thick pad and I'd layered another pad on it because I was feeling paranoid about bleeding through the first. It was pressing against the front of my pants. It also did the back but I had my backpack. "No, that's a pad."
They apologized and kinda hurried off. Idk just was kinda funny to me.
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THE ORDER OF PALMS An order of holy folk that serve The Helm, working to create powerful Aasimar Paladins for the purpose of protecting any who hire their help. [BACKSTORY UNDER CUT]
One day, Gjör and her peers were lead by their mentor Opheria, to a mission far from their home. On the peak of that mountain village, they saw upon the horizon, the castle of their home go up in flames. Horrified and scared, the apprentices sought to follow their mentors guidance, and followed her lead into a small barn. It was there, that Opheria proceeded to slaughter each and everyone of the apprentices. It seemed she somehow had a hand in this sudden attack on the Order of Palms. Gjör D'annevual survived a sword through the 'heart', on account of a rare condition, that places her heart on the other side of her chest. When she finally managed to bring herself back home, the Order was insulted by her survival. She had so many better peers, why couldn't any of them have survived? This runt was seriously the only thing that survived Opherias wrath? It was better to just wash their hands clean of this. Thus the Order decided to banish Gjör from their ranks. She now travels the land in search of a purpose.
#luckys original content#dungeons and dragons#MY OCSSSS MY WONDERFUL OCSSS ITS BEEN SO LONGGGG!!this is a fairly old character that i made foreeeever ago#i was trying to go full on into DND LORE ONLY instead of makin up my own stuff. so when i was lookin around i learned abt THE HELM#the god of protection or watever it was. i also like playing paladin bc i love to hit things w my sword. i also like aasimars bc theyrprett#im sure i ahd other Min Maxy reasons for her but i dont have her sheet n ive forgotten everything. never got a chance to play her but yknow#maybe someday. I LIKE HER ALOT TOO. big and strong and well meaning but a lil dumb. justa lil dense n stupid. but she tries!!#I LIKE CHARACTERS THAT HAVE JUST SMALL THINGS DIFERENT ABT THEM. i knew some1 who had that condition. where everythings just flipped#aint that fucked up? that ur organs can just be flipped? and inever see it in fiction. its so neat. imagine finding out like THIS too#she had blacked out from the sword through the heart. the last thing she heard from her mentor was;#'you were a great student. that is why you above all else must die. i hope you understand' spoken through a gentle voice and a gentle smile#the very same that had guided Gjör so far through her journey.A BETRAYAL LIKE NO OTHER! she awoke utop a pile of comrades#each bloodied and dead and cold. she used her own magic to heal herself. to catch herself from the precipice of bleeding out#when she stepped out of the barn she had found that the village was burned to the ground#she was shellshocked!! it took her weeks to limp all the way back down that mountain. all the way back to the place she called home#only to be spit on and kicked back out. being a Paladin of the Palms was her entire life. what was she to do now?#OH SO THE ART. I RLY LIKE HER DESIGN.heavily based off of THE BABY SITTER from HALO LEGENDS. i fuckin love halo so much guys.....#i just love that trope of Big Strong Person in Armor that we all thought wasa fullgrown MAN takes off the helmet to revel shesa PRETTY GIRL#my favorite in the WORLD!! i also like the silly frilly pretty dress sorta motif in gjors armor. it hides all the stuff i dont wanna draw#thats all the ramble i got in me for now. PLEASE ENJOY. and ask me abt my ocs
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i absolutely adore your artstyle and was wondering how you developed it! i genuinely love the expressions and colors you include into your works! i especially love the roundness :3!
Thank you! That's always a hard question: I'd say lots of practice and messing around!
Actually its only in the past year or so that I got comfortable picking my own colours by eye: I used to mess with overlays, gradients, and tone curve alot, but after awhile I've gotten pretty confident just eyeballing it and I don't need those tools as much anymore!
(I always reccomend people looking to improve their colours to use tonecurve over their basic colours and then colourpick from that and figure our where on the colour wheel those new colours are! You would be suprised how you can get a nice purple colour from somewhere on the green side if you adjust your hues appropriately, colour theories weird!
As for general shapes n stuff I studied alot of comics, storyboards/thumbnail art for a simple and quick way to draw lines because I like the flow of getting something down with as little lines as possible without thinking too hard, basically: shorthand drawing!
I also really like old disney style so I corporate that alot especially in how I draw legs/pants, clothing etc^^
#expressions are hard for me but im glad you like them!! im still working on improving that aspect of my art shsns#mailtime#artstuff#i think part of my style developed from just stuff i liked about art in general and other parts out of neccesity!#<ive got chronic pain but draw alot so drawing shorthand helps minimize pressure on my wrist and fingers most the time#i also like to filltool my colours directly on the lineartlayer#i let it bleed over the lineart in some places and clean up others that need more definition#i feel like it makes it pop more
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TURBO WIP ALERT
THIS IS MEANT TO BE THE 2ND PAGE OF 4 PAGES. BUT BECAUSE A WARRIOR OF MINE HAS BROUGHT ME A SUFFECIENT SACRIFICE, YOU ALL GET TO REVEL IN THIS EARLY ACCESS. NO REBLOGS THO. HA!!!! THIS IS BETWEEN ME N U CUNTS
HOPE U ENJOY THIS THUSFAR, BUT ALSO I AM TAKING FEEDBACK. DOES IT FLOW OKAY? DOES IT LOOK GOOD? LET ME KNOW
#everyones awlays drawin gabe w stitches and stuff... and thats rly cool!! but i never do it FOR A REASON..#THE FLESH MELTS SEAMLESSLY INTO THE OTHER FLESHES. WHY WASTE TIME STITCHING AND SEWING WHEN THE FLESH CAN SIMPLY FUSE?#I ALWAYS FIGURED IT WAS SIMILAR TO MOLDING CLAY FOR VEX... BC OF HOW MALEABLE THE FLESH IS... BUT#HES ALSO VERY MUCH GOT LIKE. CLOTHES DESIGNY STUFF IN HIS LAB?#SO MAYBE THE STITCHES DO INDEED MAKE ALOT MORE SENSE#UNFORTUNATLEY I ALSO JUST FORGETT THEEMMMM BC IM NOT TOO GOOD AT ALL THEM LIL DETAILS........YET....#i need to draw all my gabe designs.... i was gonna have them all ranked w Lobotomy Corp Threat Classes#human gabe is Zayin. ofc. hes a lil guy. VAMPIRE gabe is Teth (the one we see first)#SPIDER gabe is WAW gabe. much more threateny. and then modified humanoidy gabe is HE gabe.#SO NOW THAT JUST LEAVES ALEPH GABE RIGHT? THE MOST POWERFUL OF ALL? well. unfortunately that last form was his stupid gay zombie form#unles.... unlesss we all hold hands and think rly rly rly hard about how gabe is just in emizels brain now. theyre roomates forever#he can still come back... could u imagine emizel getting sick of him#and using fucked up magic to get gabe out of his head. and then gabe just has a new even more fucked up even more powerful body#and then what if they both#and then what if the two of them got tggogether and#and then wat if they#hnagon i think my wound is bleeding profusauley again okay gotta go byyyyeeeeee
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No one is ready for my pim doc. After s2 is done be prepared for a catastrophe
#talking tag#im going in every possible realm of canon and noncanon and i will make it everyones problem#everyone must listen to my opinions about how pims family/upbringing probably affected his perception of romantic relationships#and its like also a touch of funny heteronormativity. just a lil#and this is like bleeding through into background aspects of him. like his bedroom#im gonna talk about his bedroom alot. i will save it for the doc but i dont play about living space psychoanalysis#i also dont play about the realist/idealist thing between charlie and pim. sorry yes i will probably mention charlie in the doc. cause as-#comedy duo characters they are kind of impossible to talk about completely standalone the whole time..sorry..#also he can understand multiple different languages. for some reason. its pretty funny and cool i like that thats a thing.#and hes a pink critter.from funy haha show
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peacock monster ....
#i think ive settled on thw name paveros.#its. well its a peacock but its got big ole wings/tail feathers so as it grows up it gathers a bunch of minerals and stuff on the tips of#its feathers as they drag on the ground until theyve grown up enough to sift thru the stuff and seek out more shiny/hard minerals to adorn#its feathers. design wise its a peacock w metal tipped feathers#and. ok yknow how tzitzi ya ku can only flash in a small area in front of it but when it gets to its little den full of shiny stuff its#flash gets wayyyy bigger cuz it reflects off of everything. i imagine paveros flashes w its tail by opening it up really quick and will#shoot out feathers that stay on the ground and will reflect the flash so that if youre near tgem youll get stunned. sorta like najarala#scales or uragaan bombs. and when it gets enraged it scrapes its feather tips against the ground so they get heated and do fire damage#i was also thinking abg subspecies. like a volcanic paveros that has much heavier feathers cuz the stuff it collects is much denser so#its slower but hits way harder and the feathers it shoots out will blow up when attacked and it does blast damage when enraged#or an ice subspecies that sorta works like goss harag where it covers its own feathers in ice crystals when its enraged#or a variant fhats just collected weapons and armor from dead (or otherwise)hunters so its feathers are tipped w actual swords that do bleed#ive been thinking abg it alot. capcom listen to me i know nothing abg creature design or how you guys design monsters and fights#but listen i know what the people (me) want. they want peacock monster
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Only one art yall I'm sorry
#ozyrus#honestly i feel like shit for like 2 days for no reason#just boredom#but uh found a marker and oh my god it bleeds alot#slight ozyrus redesign yippee
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No, ok its been almost 24 hrs since I watched episode 5 of The Last of Us and I really can't stop thinking about it. SPOILERS
Like can you imagine living in and growing up in a QZ that is notorious around the country for having some of the lowest of the low FEDRA soldiers, ones that are known to dish out harsh and cruel punishments, who rape and murder for little reason. Then you find a bit of hope in a man running a resistance, who's trying to make the QZ a better, safer place for the people, someone you find that you can look to, a good leader. But oh no, suddenly your younger brother, who already has a disability that limits him greatly in the world you live in, suddenly has leukemia and the only way you can get medicine that will help him is if you trade someone else's life for his own. Imagine having to grapple with that guilt, with having to make yourself decide between your only family left and a man you see as one of the few good ones left, and ultimately deciding to save your brother. And it works, your brother is safe, healed and no longer sick, but now you're hated by pretty much everybody. So when shit goes down and the resistance led by the man's sister takes over, you know you have to leave because once again, you're brother's life is in danger, so you do whatever you have too, including going into tunnels that are known to have infected and recruit a man you've never met but can tell is very dangerous just from what you've seen. And well things go well, you get through the tunnels without fighting any infected, you've heard your brother laugh and seen him have fun for the first time in who knows how long, things are looking up. But boom, everything goes to shit in a blink of an eye, a whole army shows up lead by the sister, you beg for her to let your brother go and she just sneers about kids dying everyday and that maybe he was meant to die. And welp, boom again, shit gets worse and he'll pretty much unleashes before your eyes and you watch as the infected start taking down everyone around you. But you do make it out, some how unscathed and you feel like the luckiest man on the planet, your brother is here, alive and happy, you get an offer to go to Wyoming with the man that you've teamed up with, everything feels like its gonna be okay for the first time since ever.....what you don't expect is the next morning to wake up to your brother trying to claw and bite at the girl you'd been traveling with, the girl he'd made friends with. You don't expect things to happen so fast and to act on instinct as you shoot your only family, your only reason to keep pushing for better. The kid you've raised and loved and cherished and fought to save time and time again in what felt like a constant uphill battle. You never expected this. You thought you were safe, that HE was safe. What was it all? Nothing? Every decision, every hard choice, every sacrifice for this to be the way he went.....
Idk, just as someone with 2 younger sisters that I played a big role in raising and trying to protect, I can relate to Henry....and I know that I too wouldn't be able to go on if that happened to me, especially if it was by my hand.....
#sorry for the long post#i just have alot of thoughts#like i cant imagine going through the apocalypse and dealing w/ a family member getting cancer#and doing something ik will eat at me for the rest of my days to heal them#but i do it and they do heal#but only for them to turn#only for everything to seem null and void#like the universe shrugged and said he wasnt meant to go on#he wasnt meant to survive#your decisions were for nothing#ugh their story killed me in the games and in the show it ripped my heart out and is watching me bleed#anyway ill stop now#tlou#the last of us#sam and henry#henry and sam#sam tlou#henry tlou#tlou spoilers
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so panicking over my health rn ^_^
#personal#gona talk about it in tags so ignore if or whatever#ever since i got covid ive been having this issue due to antibiotics + steroids. been bleeding when i go to the bathroom#it wasnt a lot at first so ididnt really care like ive had that happen before i have issues with my digestive system#but when i went just a bit ago there was quite alot. it wasnt just spotting basically and im kinda freaking the fuck out now#bc i def need to see a doctor but thats so scary and i dont have money and i also relapsed and the doctor will notice for sure :(#im trying my absolute hardest not to start sobing this is certainly not helping me be less wanting to die lol#mostly panicking bc so much is happening lately. tho obviously this is a bit scary since yknow... not supposed to bleed like this
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great lakes i love you
#just sitting there on the rocky beach and looking out into nothing knowing this is a LAKE#the diversity of the weather is breathtaking. sometimes the water is as smooth as glass and the sky bleeds and blends into its color#and other times there’s storms more violent than you would ever expected and waves are crashing and the wind feels like ice#and the precious fragile diverse ecosystems they host that so many creatures and people rely on#I think I would actually die if I lived somewhere without a great lake in proximity#sorry. i like these lakes alot#text
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back from bleeding at costco 💪what is up yall
#context .slashed my hand on Something at costco and didnt have any tissues so i was just bleeding for a bit#until i used eye drops and a pad to clean it (there was alot.)#<- look.ok jt was. improvisation#it was that or walking around costco dripping blood everywhere#yeah theres enough blood talk here that i should prolly tag it#tw blood#catboo.txt
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"Are you sure?" He quietly asked, her words seemed to calm him down a bit. Even if it was just for a moment. "Um..."
"I know I do not like doing those actions. But, I see nothing wrong with these reasons... Are they not good reasons?" He sounded genuinely confused but speaking it aloud seemed to cause something to click in his mind. "That why the 'guilt' gets worse then? Because these are bad reasons?" "But- how does it know the reasons...?" He gave a sudden frustrated sigh, "Why does it get to know the reasons?"
"Why does EVERYONE get to know more than I do!" He couldn't help but start to tear up in frustration. All this knowledge that he had no access to, it was beginning to irritate him. Everyone always seemed to know the answers to everything, and he never knew the answers to anything.
"Not understanding things... It just feels... very..." Valiant seemed lost for words. "I do not know! I do not have a word for it. It does not feel like, guilt, envy or joy. It just feels bad and painful and I do not want it either." He gave a small sniff as he went silent in thought. It took quite a long time before he finally spoke up again.
"Can you tell me, are your reasons the good reasons?" "...Does your guilt know more than you do too? You can feel the 'guilt' emotion, You must know these things, right? ...Or is something just wrong with my 'guilt' emotion?"
[In response to this]
There were many thoughts going through Tsubayuki's head as the quiet sound of crackling ice crept up the fluff of her ears and hair while she listened to Valiant blame himself for the situation his arceus put him in.
She couldn't stand it.
What was worse was finding out that he couldn't even escape it through death. His cruel god would simply bring him back over, and over again. Because why would they let such a convenient tool go so easily? The very idea sounded like a living hell to her.
But even so, no matter how much the disgust and anger coursed through her, she once again could not take it out on this mon. Who was becoming rather uncomfortable with the information he had to process, so much so that he began hugging his legs.
The lopunny spent the next few minutes sitting quietly to calm herself down, her expression remaining unchanged from her normal stoic gaze in hopes that Valiant wouldn't notice the very strong emotions she's hiding.
She had a lot of things she wanted to say. But the zoroark was making it clear that continuing to explain much more about emotions wasn't going to get either of them much further. However she couldn't just leave Valiant to believe that this purgatory his heartless god trapped him in is his fault. So after a deep misty breath, the rabbit finally broke her silence.
"I know that all this is difficult to understand. So you would prefer to continue this conversation another time, then I will respect your decision if you truly do not wish for me to continue." She stated with acceptance and understanding. "And you would be correct, your situation would cause anyone misery. However I want you to know that none of this is your fault." Tsubayuki continued, her eyes shifting to the empty space between her and Valiant, as she did her best to maintain her calm demeanor and tone as the topic shifts to his arceus once again.
"Especially since it sounds like, based on the reasons for killing you have given, arceus cares not for the thoughts or lives of others, let alone your own." The rabbit found herself clenching her fists against her legs with those last few words.
"Their reasons for killing are disgusting and petty. You likely knew this in your past lives which is why you began to refuse commands despite the resulting punishments." Tsubayuki pointed out, returning her focus to the zoroark in front of her.
"That is not to say that there are not reasons to take the life of another. I must confess that being forced to kill is something I have had to do myself before." The lopunny's expression softens as she continues. "Be it in self defense, defending others, or protecting my home. Every time I did, I felt things similar to guilt myself. So I can understand. Why you would choose to spend as little time doing what you are told as possible."
[ @ask-valiant-victory ]
#avv: valiant#avv: chrono#OH BOY HE IS HAVIN A ROUGHHH TIME#Surprise! he can produce TEARS - Just takes ALOT#But BINGO hit the nail on the head its that god damn past life bleeding into his brain <:3c#DEMI-GODS THAT HAVE BEEN REBORN PROBLEMS#that can happen through feelings values vague memories and stuff like that though I will say Valiants only had one past life#he's mentioned it beforeeee in an asskkk#*RUNS OFF INTO THE NIGHT*
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omg todays shift was a lot
#we were so busy at the end#my hips hurts really bad ugh#had to run around alot to get everything done#good news tho. i am done bleeding#it’s amazing. i can wear my normal boxers briefs again#man i be having so many autism moments fr#i was freaking out i a few nights ago cuz a blanket i sleep on was being washed#and i usually just wear my boxers to bed but couldn’t so i had pj pants on#and the combination of the way the pants were wrapping around my ankles#and the no fuzzy blanket underneath me was so upsetting#it like made my skin craw#i had to get up and but on different pants which helped#lol
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Hii, saw your request were open!
This might not even make sense, because I don't even know if the na'vi have this too
But some hc to human reader getting their period earlier than expected and the sully kids + tsireya, aonung and roxto reaction to weird human biology
Thanks alot and stay healthy!!
--- sex ed. class ☆゚.*・。゚
platonic!various x gn!human!reader
!! in my hc, fem na'vi doesn't menstruate !!
teaching your na’vi friends, who doesn’t menstruate, the beautiful world of human biology
part 1! part 2
"so, your... thing bleeds every month?"
you nod
"are you stupid?
"i'm sorry?"
ao'nung clicks his tongue, looking at you with disbelieve. "that means you're doing something, only Eywa knows what, to yourself. and you’re doing it so badly that it bleeds-"
you hit him on the head, "no! what are you even thinking?"
"no, but seriously" neteyam looks at you with concern, "forgive me for watching you, but this morning i saw you wash your blanket that’s literally soaked with blood"
your face starts to heat up, "that means the cloth i use wasn't enough-"
"3 pieces of cloth to soak your blood. and it wasn't even enough?" tsireya's voice filled with worry, "are you sure you're okay? we could ask my mother to patch you up"
"reya, im fine-"
"no you're not! you came to her for painkillers this morning, to mend your stomach cramps!"
"its probably tape worms"
"no shit", rotxo snickers
"or just a real bad constipation"
"rotxo, ao’nung please” kiri rolls her eyes, tired of their stupidity. “they clearly said that the bleeding comes from their other below"
not long after lo'ak snaps his head towards you, mouth agape. "holy shit. i think i know what's going on", then quickly moves closer to you. his face just a few inches from yours, his terrified look terrifies you
"my mother experienced the same things as you, when we were about to have tuk. stomach hurting, below bleeding- "
"no. fucking. way” rotxo clasps his mouth, “are you about to give birth?"
"what?"
ao’nung’s jaw dropped. “who knocked you up?”
“that’s it i’m taking you to the tsahik”
“STOP”
your friends went quiet.
they could only stare at your flushed face as your breathing went erratic.
you gulp, trying to calm yourself down. you close your eyes, inhaling a good amount of oxygent to fill your lungs and letting your mind go blank. then, you could open your mouth again
"as you all know, female bodies bear children in their uterus, yes?"
they all nod
"good. now the uterus, in human bodies specifically, would prepare for pregnancy every month-"
"so you need to get pregnant every month?"
"shut up rotxo"
"wait a minute" kiri cuts you off, "you’re not pregnant, but you’re currently bleeding. so the bleeding occurs when the pregnancy doesn’t happen?"
"yup. because i'm not pregnant, my womb's lining shreds out"
their terrified screams deafens you
#avatar#avatar x reader#avatar x you#neteyam#neteyam x reader#neteyam x y/n#neteyam x you#lo'ak#lo'ak x reader#kiri#kiri x reader#aonung#aonung x reader#tsireya#tsireya x reader#rotxo#rotxo x reader
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Okay, so here are my thoughts on Till's death;
Based on Vivinos's track record, it does make sense. But in the narrative sense of the story, it doesn't.
I loved the episode, the song went hard and the lyrics were the vibe of a rescue mission, where everything is coming down to this last moment.
But Till died. And that kinda upsets me, because of the way his arc was going.
With Sua and Ivan, they always intented to die for their loved ones. They kept this idea secret, and revealed it on stage, but it was always there. And even if it was tragic, it made sense with how their arcs were going.
However, with Till, this wasn't the case. We were seeing him being put through the wringer time and again, and it was always so painful to watch. He was hurt in every way they could think of, while keeping him alive and able to participate.
Then, his FINAL was him being drugged and used as bait for the sake of luring Hyuna and Mizi (which Hyuna probably knew) and getting triggered by the memory of Ivan's death, while still desperately fighting to win, AKA stay alive.
This is all before he catches sight of Mizi and makes a run towards her. He reaches out to her, and so does she. And then...
...he dies.
Well, not so soon. He lays in Mizi's lap, and gets to look up at her, making a sorry attempt at comforting her while also in disbelief at her presence, before he died.
It's a cute scene, and on its own, it makes sense. Its a good video on its own. But put together with what we see in Round 6, it doesn't feel fair to him at all. Like, he deserved something more than that.
(Especially after Round 6, where Ivan died trying to keep Till alive. His death was poetic and tragic and still human. So it just felt like a slap to the face when Till dies the next Round, espdcially when its hinted that the FINAL took places only hours after Round 6.)
Which is why, I think he's still alive.
This death is far more different than the others, where the bodies are very much out of the reach of the rebellion.
He did collapse, yes. And also see blood from his neck. But this time, we also have various reasons why he could be alive;
1. He was clearly drugged and already bleeding from the nose due to this, barely able to stand up.
2. The aliens used him as bait, and while they succeeded, its possible they would want to use him again.
3. His Guardian is alot more possessive of Till, and as disgusting as that is, it also could lead to him having control over Till being bait, and therefore keeping him alive.
4. Like i explained before: it makes no narrative sense with the way Till's arc seemed to be going.
#please let me be right#let him live#he needs to fucking live#I CALL ON THE POWERS OF THE BSD FANDOM AT BRINGING PEOPLE BACK FROM THE DEAD#IT WORKED FOR DAZAI AND CHUUYA AND FYODOR#PLEADE DO IT FOR TILL#alien stage#alnst#alnst theory#alnst analysis#my analysis#till#alien stage till#alienstage#alnst till#ivantill#alnst mizi#alien stage mizi#alnst ivan#alien stage ivan
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If possible could you do a intersex kate bishop x Stark fem reader where Kate and reader are rivals with alot of tension towards each other and soon they begin to have a argument/fight that turns into a love confession with reader and Kate ending up sleeping together and reader becoming pregnant with Kate's child
I Love You, You Idiot
Pairing: Kate Bishop x Stark!Reader
Word Count: 4804
Warnings: Intersex Kate, Little bit of angst, Smut, Some fluff, being shot, being trapped, Kate's got a big dick (Yes that needs to be a warning in itself), unexpected pregnancy, throwing up, blood draw, soft protective Tony, Mentions of torture, mentions of kidnapping, mentions of being skinned, Scars, Kind of a frenemies vibe, P in V, unprotected sex, Little bit rough sex, Choking, Maybe more I can't think of
Pt 2
A/n: I loved writing this one. Sorry it took so long. I knew this one was going to get long and I hope you like it. I would definitely be up for adding some more to this in the future.
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You grunt as you pull yourself off the floor. Pain coursing through your shoulder, arm, and head as you look around the room. Pallets of equipment covered in tarps surround the room. A dim light only lets you see the center of the room. You look towards the exit but it is covered in rubble leaving you with no way out. Kate had shot an explosive arrow which had went terribly wrong.
“What the fuck is wrong with you!” Your eyes land on the raven haired girl who is dusting herself off. “What’s wrong with me? What is wrong with you? You pushed me.” Kate shoots back at you. Anger now taking over and making you forget about the pain you’re in.
Your Dad Tony Stark sent you on this mission with Kate. You and her don’t get along, always bickering and trying to one up the other. Most of the Avengers know that you both can’t stand to be in the same room with one another so why did your father send you out with her of all people. It’s not that you don’t find the girl endearing but she just, you don’t know how to put your finger on it. This mission was supposed to be easy in and out but that all changed in a matter of moments.
“I had to push you you idiot or did you want to fucking die?” You scoff as you jump and sit on one of the pallets. Grimacing when you poke at the bullet wound adorning your left arm not even being able to lift it to get a better look at the wound. Kate’s features soften for a moment as she sees your condition. You look up at her and see her shifting as she looks at you just causing you to scowl. “Oh so you had a death wish, got it. Next time leave me the fuck out of it.” Kate quickly snaps out of it. “If you hadn’t pushed me then we wouldn’t be in this mess.” Her arms cross over her chest as she huffs. You roll your eyes. “Kate, that agent would have shot you if I hadn’t pushed you out of the way.” You notice how Kate’s nostrils flare when she is angry. “I would have been fine. I would have gotten him.”
Your patience is already wearing thin as your arm bleeds and you can now feel blood trickling down your face from your head. “He would have killed you, but I took the damn bullet.” You shake your head at the other girl and she shakes her head. “I could have gotten him.” You groan at her arrogance. “No you wouldn't, you didn’t even see him.” Kate just scoffed. She doesn’t want to admit she is wrong and that you are right. “Well if he was going to kill me why did you save me hmm? I thought you hated me.” Kate counters. You don't know what to say. You don’t hate her at all. Yes she annoys the hell out of you but she is a good person and someone that you can rival with. “Why did you do it Y/n?” She raises her voice. When you still stay quiet she yells. “Why the fuck did you save me if you hate me so much?”
“Because I fucking love you you idiot!” You yell back before going quiet and looking down. You honestly didn’t expect for that to come out of you and neither did Kate. Her jaw dropped as the room was completely silent. It takes her a moment to comprehend what you said. “W-what.” That is when the panic starts to build in you. You just told Kate that you love her. You hadn’t even accepted the fact in your mind before your heart took over and made you yell it out. Kate couldn’t lie she has always found you attractive and hated to admit that she was falling for you even though you bicker all the time. She just thought nothing could ever happen since you obviously hated her but she knows that she was wrong now.
You can’t bring yourself to look at her as you try to take part of your suit off. You need to check your wound and you want to forget that you just admitted feeling you haven’t fully grasped. “I-It’s nothing.” You mumble. You whimper when you can’t get your suit from off your shoulder.
Kate snaps out of her stupor when she hears you whimper in pain. She quickly makes her way over to you. “I think your shoulder is dislocated.” You hadn’t noticed how close Kate had gotten until you looked up startled. You don’t say anything and just nod. “Let me help.” You want to push her away and deal with it yourself but you know you can’t so you just nod again. “Okay.”
Kate looks over you to assess your injuries. When her explosive arrow went off it sent you flying into the wall. Your shoulder taking most of the impact and your head hitting against the wall. Blood drips down your face from the cut on your head. A sliver of it peaking through your hairline. All of the anger washes away as she sees the bullet wound adorning your arm. You were right and she might have been dead if you hadn’t pushed her out of the way. Your left side taking the brunt of all your injuries. Kate uses what Clint has taught her in order to treat you in the field. She helps get your suit down until it is sitting around your hips but you are wearing a long sleeve black shirt underneath. Kate hesitates before asking. “May I?”
You’re worried about Kate seeing you without your shirt on. Some of your past is only known to a select few outside of your immediate family. Four people to be exact Fury, Steve, Natasha, and Wanda. But you know for her to be able to help you she needs more access so you nod once again. A lump forming in your throat as she carefully removes your shirt. If she sees the scars she isn’t letting on but you know she can see them and you're thankful that she isn’t bringing attention to them.
It’s mostly silent other than your grunts and whimpers of pain as Kate pops your shoulder back in place and dresses your wounds. Leaving you thankful for the silence but the room is tense. Once Kate is done you look up at her and give her a soft smile. “Thank you.” It’s barely above a whisper but she hears it. Kate is about to speak before you cut her off. “I’m sorry.” Tears shine in your eyes not meeting her gaze. So many emotions are flooding you and you are struggling to hold onto one. “What for?” Kate asks you. “For everything. I was mean and spiteful to you for no reason. Well, more like I was scared.” Kate’s gaze softens. “Scared of what?” You struggle to find the right words to say. “Scared of what you would think of me. Scared of feelings that I don’t understand.” You look up at her and she sees the tears shining in your eyes. “I thought if I pushed you away and just was, I don’t know meaner to you I could just get rid of those feelings. I thought it would be better if you just hated me instead. But instead you made me fall for you more and I know that now. You don’t have to accept anything from me and you can hate me. I just wanted you to know that I’m sorry.”
Kate takes the chance she cups your cheeks leaning in and kissing you. You're surprised but soon reciprocate the kiss. You don’t even realize how heated the kiss has gotten until Kate pulls away and you're breathing heavier. She leans her forehead against yours and whispers. “I love you too Y/n.” You look into her eyes for any hint of doubt but all you find is truth. Kate pulls back slightly her hands moving to your waist. Your legs wrapping around her waist and pulling her closer just wanting to feel closer to her.
That is when you feel it. Her bulge in her pants and you can tell just from the short make out session that it definitely stirred something within her. Kate notices that you can tell and starts to pull away. “I-I’m sorry.” You wrap your legs around her tighter and shake your head. “I want you Kate, please.” You grind your hips lightly making the other girl groan. “R-right here?” You don’t know where some of this confidence has come from but with your good arm you cup her cheek in your hand and rub gently. “Katie we are kind of stuck here and I just want to feel you.” Your words flipping a switch in her grip on your waist tightening. “Fuck.” She groans.
Kate is quick to help rid you of the rest of your suit. Tossing it to the side already sees a wet patch forming on your underwear. She bites her lip admiring your body. You normally would be self conscious of your body but the look in Kate’s eyes has that washing away. Letting yourself be vulnerable with her. She doesn’t seem to care about the scars that litter your body. She only sees the beauty in your strength.
A finger hooks into the waistband of your underwear as Kate slides them down your thighs until they fall to the ground. Your body is now naked in front of the fully dressed woman but not for long. Kate eagerly strips down until she is only in a sports bra and boxers. You can see her cock straining against the fabric. You reach out for her, wanting her to come closer, but she takes her time. Finally pulling her boxers down and letting her cock spring free. She is much larger than you had expected. Kate notices your look of shock which makes her feel a little self conscious. She is about to step back when you reach for her again. “Katie.” She hesitates for a moment so you speak again. “I’ve never taken anything… anyone so big before.” Kate relaxes, finally stepping closer to you, slotting herself between your legs. “If at any point it becomes too much, let me know and I’ll stop.” She gets closer, the tip of her cock bumping your clit making you groan.
“Please Katie.” Your need and want for her taking over. Kate just chuckles with one hand on her cock as she looks down slowly, swiping it through your folds. Coating it in your juices. She hasn’t even done anything yet and you're already a dripping mess. She is entranced by your dripping pussy as she keeps teasing you. You whine a little and buck your hips but that doesn’t stop her teasing. You start to grow frustrated. “Stop teasing and just fuck me already.” You're barely able to get the words out before Kate is thrusting her length into you. Her cock splitting you open and stretching your walls further than ever before.
“O-oh fuck.” You gasp. Kate takes a minute with her hands going back to grip at your hips. “Shit so fucking tight.” Kate starts to ease out before pushing back in. A painfully delicious stretch as she picks up speed. Small breathy moans start tumbling from your lips as Kate pistons her hips into you. Kate looks from where you two are connected looking at your already blissed out face. Your mouth hangs slightly open as moans continue to fall from your lips. “Fuck so this is how I get you to shut up pretty girl. Fucking your tight little hole with by big cock.” You can’t help the blush that rises as you nod your head words escaping you.
Kate tests the waters with you a little bit as one of her hands moves up to your neck wrapping around it loosely. Your eyes widen and with a particularly hard thrust from Kate you moan. She applies some pressure to your throat causing another moan to be caught in your throat. Your head falling back and your arm wrapping around Kate and digging your nails into her back causing her to moan. You like the sound of her moan so you scratch down her back and clench around her length. More moans tumbling from her lips. Your combined moans bouncing off the walls as Kate continues fucking herself into you.
“Mmmm K-Kate.” Your words breathy as the knot grows tighter. Kate's hand is still firm around your neck as she drives her hips into yours. “Fuck you feel so good around me baby girl.” Kate leans in kissing you. You moan into her mouth giving her access, allowing her tongue to explore your mouth. Your legs pull her closer to you as your nails draw blood on her back. You're both so close. Kate’s thrust becomes sloppy as she draws near. You grind your hips into hers looking for your release.
“Wanna cum baby girl?” Kate mumbles against your lips. Trying desperately to hold her own orgasm back wanting to see and feel you fall apart for her. “Mmm please.” You whimper. “Cum for me.” Kate demands. Your vision blurs and your legs shake around her hips. Your nails racking down her back leaving angry red lines cuming harder than you have ever cum before gushing around her cock which just sets Kate off. Her hips stutter as she paints your walls white. Her thrust slows as she continues to cum. Filling you so full there is a slightly large bulge on your lower abdomen and her cum leaking out around her cock. You have never felt this full in your life but it’s a feeling that you could get used to.
When Kate stops her hands drop from your throat as she wraps her arms around you and buries her head in your neck pulling you as close as possible. Your head falls on her shoulder as you both hold one another panting. When you both have calmed down enough Kate pulls back and looks at your disheveled state finding you even more beautiful than before. “That was…” You breathe and Kate finishes. “Wow.” Which causes you both to giggle.
Kate slowly pulls out of you which causes you to wince and whimper. “I’m sorry.” She says hating that she could have hurt you. “It’s ok Katie, just sensitive.” You say with a small smile. She smiles back at you before her attention is drawn down. She watches as a mix of both of your cums leak out of you. Wish she could just push back into you making sure that it all stays in but she doesn’t want to hurt you. So Kate does what she can to make you more comfortable. She wanders around setting up a small place for the both of you to lay down. Once she is done she picks you up but you stop her. “Kate, I can walk.” You slap at her arm lightly. She holds up her hands in defense. You get up but your legs wobble and your knees give out. You would have hit the ground if it weren’t for Kate’s strong arms catching you. “Don’t say it.” You warn the girl. She just chuckles.
Soon you’re both laying on the ground, you on your side that isn’t injured cuddled up into Kate’s side. Your bummed arm draped lightly over her stomach. Her arms wrapped securely around you as her fingers dance across your skin lightly brushing the large scar adorning your side. You know that she is just absentmindedly just doing it but you feel safe with her. Your head that was laying on her chest now propped up on your chin looking at the raven haired girl. “Would you like to know?” You question her, your words soft. Kate smiles at you. “You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.”
You lay your head back on her chest and let out a deep sigh. “When I was 13 a group of men kidnapped me. The daughter of the great Tony Stark should be able to get access to all the money and weapons they desire. I don’t know why they thought a 13 year old would have that but I guess they weren’t all that smart. When I couldn’t give them what they wanted they tortured me.” You have to pause for a second letting out a shaky breath. Kate is listening and holding you close for comfort. “I was there for a week with little food or water. Right before my Dad found me they took a large knife and literally skinned my side. They um, they sent it to my Dad which actually helped him find me. For as dumb as they were, they were also good at hiding. Not many people know outside of my Mom and Dad. Only Fury, Steve, Natasha, and Wanda and well I guess now you.”
You nuzzle into Kate’s chest trying to stop the tears from falling. You can hear Kate sniffle causing you to look up at her and see the tears shining in her eyes. Her other hand moves up to cup your cheek. “I’m so sorry that happened to you Y/n/n.” You give her a reassuring smile. “It’s ok. I um still go to therapy for it and still have some nightmares but they have gotten better.” She leans in and kisses your forehead. The room grows silent as you both lay in each other's embrace.
Your eyes flutter closed as you grow close to sleep but you're woken when you hear a voice and not of Kate’s. Your com is sitting on top of your clothes. You quickly crawl over to it and stick it in your ear. “Y/n/n are you there? Please be there.” You hear your Dads voice come through the com. “Dad?” You question hoping you're not just hearing things. “Thank god you’re alive. Are you hurt? Is Kate there with you?” He asks quickly. “Yes Dad, we are ok.” You tell him as Kate is behind you rubbing her hand up and down your back. “Y/n is injured but I patched her up the best I can.” You can’t help but look back at her and scowl which just causes her to smirk. “Shit, okay. We have your tackers and we are working to get you two out of there. I’ll have medical on standby.” You huff. “Dad, I'm fine.” Kate talks over you. “No, she was shot.” Your head shoots back to look at her again. “It was nothing.” Your Dad is silent for a moment. “Medical will be ready to look you over when we get you out. We should get to you in less than an hour.” You nod your head like your Dad can see you but you realize he can’t. “Okay see you soon.”
You push Kate when you stop talking to your dad. “I just want to help you baby girl.” You can’t help but sigh knowing that she is right. Your cheeks are also heating up from hearing her call you that which just makes the girl smirk at you. So you push her playfully. You both quickly get dressed Kate helping you get dressed as you wait to be rescued.
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You’re sitting in the lab with your Dad as you work on upgrades for yours and Nat’s weapons. You even have some ideas for Kate which makes you smile to yourself. But the smile soon falls when the familiar feeling in your stomach has you stopping. The tools once in your hands clatter on the counter as you lung for the trashcan. With the trash can now grasped in your hands and propped on your lap the small amount of content in your stomach is thrown up. Tony is behind you in seconds rubbing his hand up and down your back.
Once you're done throwing up you set the trashcan back down and wipe your lips. “If I didn’t know any better I would think you were pregnant. You’ve been sick the last few days kiddo.” Tony says as he tries to comfort you. But his words spark something inside of you. You think back. It has been two months since the mission and you and Kate had sex. You’re just now realizing that you haven’t had your period either.
You start to panic as you realize that your Dads words more than likely ring true. Tony watches your expression change. You get up and start to move around the lab. Tony grabs you and stops you in your tracks. “Hey kiddo calm down.” His hands are on your shoulder. You look up to him with tears in your eyes. “I-I need to go to the store.” He knows what you want and shakes your head. “We can do a blood test here in the lab. It is much more accurate than those tests.” You give your dad a small nod. He leads you over to his work area having you sit as he gets ready to draw your blood. You're both quiet as he sets up. As he starts taking your blood he speaks. “I didn’t even know you were seeing someone.” You sigh and look down. “It’s complicated Dad.” He is silent for a moment as he pulls the needle out and places a piece of gauze on the spot. You hold it there and pull your arm back. “Are you going to tell me who it is?” He asks you but you stay silent.
As Tony starts running the test you go and brush your teeth before coming back to the silent room and continuing your work. Trying everything to distract yourself from the gnawing feeling in your gut. You don’t know how much time has passed. It feels like it is going slow and fast at the same time. You're brought back to reality when the computer beeps. You watch as your Dad rolls over to the computer screen and pulls up the results. You can’t see through his head but you're scared to look. It’s not that you don’t want kids, it is the fact you didn’t expect to have any right now and you’re not even dating Kate.
Tony rolls out of the way and angels the screen towards you. The screen shows pregnant. You can feel the tears welling in your eyes as they move to your Dad’s face. You can’t tell what he is feeling at the moment but all you do is start to cry. “I-I’m sorry Daddy. I didn’t… I didn’t mean to.” You don’t even know why you're crying but just as before Tony is to you in seconds this time wrapping his arms around you tightly as you cry into his chest. He reassures you as he holds you close. Once you start to calm down he speaks up again. “Do you want to keep it?” You nod as you pull back a little and look up at him. There is a small smile on his face. “Now are you going to tell me who fucked my daughter?” You push at him a little as he chuckles which just brings a smile to your face. You know you are going to have to tell him because you have to tell Kate but you're still a little scared and you know if you don’t do it now you won’t have the courage.
“Promise you won’t get mad?” You look at Tony who is still holding you in his arms. “Was it an Avenger?” He questions you. You pull back from him and wipe some of the tears off your face. “Please don’t be mad.” You tell him. “You fucked another Avenger!” He exclaimed. “Dad, if you don’t promise me that you aren’t going to be mad and respectful, I'm not going to tell you.” Tony grumbles but agrees. You let out a sigh before speaking again. “F.R.I.D.A.Y.?” It is quiet for a moment. “Yes Miss. Stark?” A female voice is heard overhead. “Can you please ask Kate to please come down to the lab.” You don’t dare to look at your Dad as you talk. “Right away Miss. Stark.”
When you finally meet your Dad’s gaze his mouth is hanging open in shock. Everyone knew that you and Kate didn’t get along so how could it be her. Though most have noticed that since your mission with her and being trapped together your dynamic has changed. You two wanted to keep things private and navigate these changes without the others knowing. So in front of the others you two were friendlier with one another but spent time together to get to know one another in private. Most just figured you two being trapped together changed things for you both but this wasn’t on their bingo cards for sure.
The door creaks open bringing your attention to the Raven hair girl that walks through the door. Kate notices the tear stains on your face and her gaze softens. “Is everything okay? F.R.I.D.A.Y. said you were looking for me.” She looks between you and Tony and she can see the obvious scowl on his face. You give her a short nod before speaking up. “Dad, can you give us the room?” But he doesn’t move, still scowling at the other girl. “Dad you promised.” He grumbles and moves to leave. “Don’t try anything funny with my daughter, I'll be watching you.” He says to Kate as he walks by before heading out the door. He has always been protective over you and even more so of your sister so it is no surprise that he is acting like this.
“Y/n/n what's wrong?” Kate asks you but you don’t say anything, just taking her hand and walking her over to the screen. You drop her hand as you turn the screen for her to read. You drop your head not wanting to see her reaction. Not wanting to see her upset with you. The room goes silent once again as the results of the screen sink in. “You.. You’re pregnant?” Kate questions. You finally look up at her as tears that you didn’t even know were there start slipping down your face. You nod. “I-I’m so sorry. I didn’t m-mean for-” Your cut off when Kate wraps her arms around you and picks you up spinning you around.
You have to tell her to stop and put you down before you throw up all over her. She quickly puts you down but doesn’t let you go. “I’m sorry.” You mumble looking down. Kate removes one of her arms from around you and makes you look up at her. “Why are you sorry?” You can see genuine excitement in her eyes but also the concern she has for you. “Because I got pregnant.” You tell her feeling disappointed in yourself. She just shakes her head at you with a soft smile on her face. “You don’t need to be sorry for that. It takes two to make a baby and last time I checked I wasn’t the only one who came that day.” Her words make you blush a little and she chuckles. “I want kids more than anything baby girl and I would love to have them with you if that is what you wanted.”
You can’t help the happy tears that fall. “More than anything.” You mumble. You were so scared before but now all you have is excitement for a new chapter. Kate leans in capturing your lips with hers. The kiss becomes heated quickly as Kate pulls you closer, but you're both broken apart when you hear banging on the glass. You pull back looking past Kate at your Dad who is banging on the glass walls of the lab. You wave him off knowing that he is grumbling to himself. You both laugh at the situation before Kate gives you another quick peck.
Kate looks down at you love and desire in her eyes. She moves one of her hands onto your stomach with a smile, her gaze on your stomach before looking back up at you. “Y/n Stark will you be my girlfriend?” You shed some more tears as you smile and nod. “I would love nothing more than that.” You kiss Kate again before pressing your foreheads together basking in the moment and the excitement of what is to come next on this new journey.
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