#i i could explain how mad i was
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skj-weebmam Ā· 1 year ago
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I drew hua cheng
It was almost done needed some details in the sword, skin and shows but then my computer restarted so this was all i could get, but its still nice tho.
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It is inspired by a post I saw on Pinterest, but unfortunately I can't find the post :(
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gaysforbyler Ā· 11 months ago
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I still donā€™t understand how the fandom decided that MIKE was the more emotionally closed off one out of the two of them.
Mike, who spills his guts every time Will so much as looks at him in S4, who calmly explained to El how she hurt him after Willā€™s body was found in S1, who is famous for giving heartfelt monologues, and is literally seen as the HEART of the Party.
And Will, who lied to his mom about the mind flayer in S2, AND to Mike about the painting, just so he wouldnā€™t be a bother. Who pretended to like baseball just because it would make Lonnie happy. Who hasnā€™t told a single soul about being in love for YEARS, and would happily take that secret to his grave.
Yeah, Mike cries less. That doesnā€™t mean that he isnā€™t extremely emotionally intelligent, or that Will isnā€™t constantly suffering in silence. Mike works through his emotions logically, Will bottles them up until he breaks down. The only times Mike actually hides his emotions is when heā€™s scared. The only times Will DOESNT hide his emotions is when heā€™s with Mike or Jonathan.
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chessb0r3d Ā· 1 year ago
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i cracked the code.
#believing dirk is the worst guy because its what dirk thinks of himself#ignoring daves bisexuality and think hes a gay man in denial even when he explained hes bisexual#believing john 'im not a homosexual' egbert is explicitly straight while he makes out with his mcconahey and cameron posters more#than he kissed women(literally only once)#believing that rose is an edgy psyhcotic little bitch when she was neglected. she speaks elegantly to cover that shes silly and a total ner#and how did people forget that rose also writes gay wizard fanfiction. reads Wikipedia. and her beautiful artstyle as a result of neglect#(and by neglect meaning having SO MUCH TIME to draw)#jake wasnt into dirk. he also told di that he didnt like how brobot getting touchy with him during strifes#but as part of the repression 4(prospit kids). he refused on changing the bot settings#what jane said about roxy being better when she was drunk. it was fucking sarcasm. its the least insane shit you could say to a best friend#all the kids have issues and of course people get mad over a girl being sarcastic.#when KARKAT said THE SAME THING to rose when she was drunk on the meteor nobody bats an eye#trolls are just grey humans that are bugs. he doesnt get an excuse for being an alien. humans were made from KARKATS BLOOD#jade isnt all silly girl and is so FULL OF HATE towards the trolls. she called karkat a fuckass (VERY FUNNY) to do her a favor#ā€œjade would rather have punched karkat in the fact then had a pleasent conversation with him.ā€#ā€œshe viewed the trolls as rude mean and cruel. and even thought that nepeta was just making fun of her.#despite it being that nepeta just wanted to roleplay and have fun."#dred.loki#I HAVE YET TO ADD MORE. THESE ARE JUST NOTES#homestuck#chss
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sunsetsandsunshine Ā· 6 months ago
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If I may request a Rise fic!! Iā€™m a huge sucker for comfort/cheer up tickles, so could you possibly write a disaster twins fic with Lee Leo and Ler Donnie where Leoā€™s been having a pretty bad day (because of what is your choice!) and ends up feeling self conscious about himself and stuff, so Donnie decides to cheer up his twin!! Please donā€™t feel rushed and make sure youā€™re taking care of yourself ^_^
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ā€œI canā€™tĀ believeĀ youā€™reĀ doingĀ this to me again.ā€ Leo grumbled under his breath as he rested his mouth on his palm, glancing away from his brother as he sighed loudly.Ā 
ā€œWellĀ maybeĀ if you werenā€™t soĀ fuckingĀ recklessĀ I wouldnā€™t need to.ā€ Donnie growled lowly, glaring down at his twin.
ā€œIā€™m not aĀ baby,Ā Don. I donā€™t need to be supervised like Iā€™m some bombĀ triggered toĀ explode.ā€ The younger said in exasperation, lying down on his bed whilst grabbing a comic book to read off of his desk.
If Leo was going to be told off and scolded by his dear beloved brow-loving brother, he should atĀ least have something to occupy himself with in the meanwhile.Ā 
The softshell groaned eternally at his little brotherā€™s action, quickly snatching the piece of literature out of the otherā€™s hands and throwing it effortlessly to the ground.Ā 
Uninterested lime green eyes locked with a determined yet fierce light golden, both of them refusing to look away or blink to show their dominance.
But after a while, the red eared slider grew more impatient, looking away again as he picked a hangnail on his thumb, ā€œIf youā€™re going to yell at me,Ā can you just get it over with?Ā I saw a reddit post predicting whatā€™s going to happen in The Umbrella Academy season four and IĀ needĀ to read it.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou can read thatĀ later,Ā Nardo. I promise you, that reddit post isnā€™t going toĀ fly away.ā€ The elder said as he pinched the bridge of his snout, ā€œWhat IĀ needĀ you to do right now is acknowledge what you did today wasĀ stupid,Ā alright?ā€Ā 
Leo looked away from his older brother, scoffing lightly, ā€œI do stupid things all the time.Ā What stupid action of mine are you wanting to scream at me forĀ thisĀ time?ā€Ā 
The softshell turtle took a couple deep breaths at that comment, drumming his fingers on his left arm in a soothing motion because he wasĀ NOTĀ going to give into the urge of strangling his twin brotherā€¦
ā€¦No matter how much he deserved it.
ā€œIā€™m not planning on screaming at youā€” that wonā€™t helpĀ anyoneĀ orĀ anything.ā€ The purple banded turtle explained calmlyā€¦but you could see andĀ tellĀ he was starting to lose his paitence.Ā 
ā€œBut you want to.ā€ The red eared slider pressed on.Ā 
ā€œLeoā€¦please.Ā IĀ donā€™tĀ want to argue right now.ā€Ā 
ā€œWeā€™re not arguing.Ā Weā€™re justĀ kindlyĀ discussing myĀ oh-soĀ stupidĀ descisionĀ that unfolded earlier today, right?ā€ The younger twin smirked smugly, his eyes locking once again with his brother.Ā 
When it came to arguments, the leader in blueĀ alwaysĀ had thisĀ wonderfulĀ tactic to avoiding things:Ā attempting to annoy the other personĀ so muchĀ that they drop the subject they wanted to discuss with himĀ completely.
It always worked withĀ Raphā€¦which the red eared slider didnā€™t know whether that was aĀ goodĀ thingĀ or aĀ badĀ thing.
But the only downside ofĀ doingĀ this tactic was his dumb twin sawĀ rightĀ through itā€¦
ā€¦And LeonardoĀ despisedĀ it.Ā 
ā€œNardoā€¦youĀ knowĀ what Iā€™m referring to.Ā And stop picking,Ā please.Ā Your going to hurt yourself.ā€ The older attempted to say in a tranquil voice, but it personally just sounded like he wasĀ one secondĀ away fromĀ losing. his.Ā shell.
ā€œI sadlyĀ do not knowĀ what your referring to.ā€ The blue cladded teen said coyly, picking on his hangnail more desperately now, ā€œCare to enlighten me, Tello?ā€Ā 
Donnieā€™s expression hardened ever so slightly at his younger brotherā€™s absoluteĀ persistenceĀ on annoying him out of hisĀ right mindĀ so he could eventually drop the subjectā€¦but the softshell turtle wasĀ notĀ budging.
His twin would have to tryĀ way harderĀ thanĀ that.
ā€œIā€™dĀ loveĀ to.ā€ The light golden eyed mutant said in a fake sweet tone as he walked over to lean his shell on Leoā€™s closed door, crossing his arms in disaproval. The elder grabbed his brotherā€™s sword, planting it right next to his foot so the blue banded turtle couldnā€™t reach for it.Ā 
The red eared sliderā€™s cocky grin turned to a small grimaceĀ (shake)Ā as he soon came to terms with what his older brother was doingā€¦
ā€¦He physically could not leave from this conversationā€¦literally.
Leonardo crossed his arms, trying to mimick the otherā€™s serious demeanor but was only met with an icy glare in return.Ā 
ā€œWhat you did during todayā€™s mission was completleyĀ recklessĀ andĀ idiotic,Ā Leonardoā€¦and you know it.ā€ The second oldest said, ā€œI had that thugĀ exactlyĀ where I wanted him butĀ noooooo.Ā Because you saw meĀ tripĀ you thought it would be aĀ spectacularĀ ideaĀ to throw yourselfĀ on topĀ of me as that hooligan tried to hit me with hisĀ bat!!ā€ Donatello seethed.Ā 
ā€œWeā€™ve been over thisĀ multipleĀ times,Ā Leo! There wasĀ noĀ reasonĀ for you to do that!ā€ The light golden eyed teen yelled, his glare only hardening more as he saw the younger stuttering over his words to try to defend himself.
ā€œIā€™m not done.ā€ The taller teen growled, all of his calmness and collectiveness thrown completley out of the window.
The slider slightly flinched (which went un-noticed by the other) at his brotherā€™s genuine angry tone, his left leg fidgeting and bouncing up and down like crazy.Ā 
His tactic wasĀ reallyĀ starting to not work in his favour at allā€¦
ā€œJustā€¦stop putting yourself in the middle of danger like youā€™re just expecting the rest of us to justĀ watch.Ā Weā€™re your familyā€¦and mostĀ importantly,Ā we can defend ourselves justĀ fine.ā€Ā 
ā€œWell ihisnā€™tĀ thatĀ hypocritic!ā€ Leonardo scoffed before creasing his eye ridges together in genuine confusion, mumbling to himself, ā€œHypā€¦uhā€¦hypocrotic?Ā Hypā€¦Hypocraticā€¦?ā€Ā 
ā€œHypocritical?ā€ The older deadpanned.
ā€œYES!Ā THATĀ WORD!ā€ Leo said, ā€œWhen we were fighting Kraang Prime on the ship and he went to take a blow at Mikeyā€¦what did you do?ā€
Donatello scowled, his eyes not leaving his twin, ā€œā€¦I went in front of him and shielded him with my mystic tech.ā€
ā€œExactly.ā€ The lime green eyed mutant scoffed, ā€œAnd how is that any different from whatĀ IĀ did, hm?ā€
ā€œBECAUSEĀ IĀ HAD A PLAN!!!ā€ Donatello shouted, ā€œIĀ plannedĀ to accordingly go in front of Mikey so my sheild could protect bothĀ him andĀ me.Ā Did it end up turning out perfect?Ā Fuck no.Ā Kraang Prime slashedĀ right through itĀ and me and Mikey wentĀ tumblingĀ towards the groundā€¦ā€ The glasses wielding teen said through clenched teeth.Ā 
The light golden eyed teen rubbed his face tiredly, his hands clenching and unclenching in frustration, ā€œBut I had aĀ plan.Ā YouĀ on the other hand, just zoomedĀ recklesslyĀ on top of me and hoped for the best.ā€
ā€œā€¦IĀ saved you,Ā didnā€™t Iā€¦?ā€ The younger twin mumbled out meekly, causing Donatelloā€™s blood to absolutleyĀ boil.Ā 
ā€œThatā€™sĀ notĀ theĀ point!!!ā€ The elder said as he clenched his hands at his sides again.
ā€œThen whatĀ is?!ā€ Leo said desperately, ā€œBecause from the looks of it, it just seems like you want toĀ yell at meĀ for just doing myĀ job.ā€Ā 
Leonardo pulled on his mask tails anxiously, trying to calm himself down but ultimately just making himself feel worse by doing the action, ā€œIā€™ve beenĀ tryingĀ to be a better leaderā€”ā€œ
ā€œLeoā€”ā€œ
ā€œā€”ForĀ youĀ andĀ MikeyĀ andĀ AprilĀ andĀ RaphĀ andĀ CaseyĀ andĀ C.J.Ā a-andĀ Dad!Ā But it seems like no matterĀ what the hell IĀ doĀ thereā€™s alwaysĀ somethingĀ Iā€™m doingĀ WRONG!!!ā€ The younger twin shouted, blinking back tears as he glared at the ground as if it took his Jupiter Jim comic.
Whichā€¦itĀ did.Ā The blue banded mutant wanted it back now, actuallyā€¦
ā€œI saved you! I-I didnā€™t even getĀ hurtĀ by doing it butĀ somehowĀ thereā€™s an issueā€¦ā€ The lime green eyed teen murmured, both of his legs bouncing up and down as he tugged on his mask tails harder, ā€œThere alwaysĀ isā€¦ā€
ā€œLeonardo can youĀ pleaseĀ justĀ listenĀ to me?ā€ The older twin said in irritation.Ā 
ā€œBut Don Iā€™mā€”ā€œ
ā€œNo, Leo!Ā JustĀ listen!Ā Thatā€™sĀ allĀ you need to do!ā€ Donnie snapped as he cut his brother off, ā€œI donā€™t want you leapingĀ head firstĀ into harms way!Ā At all!Ā EspeciallyĀ if you donā€™t have a plan!ā€ The softshell turtle exclaimed as he flapped his hands against the side of his thighs, but his eye contanct remaining on his little brother.
ā€œOho soĀ nowĀ you donā€™t trust me well enough to know that I can handle myself in combat?ā€ Leo said in a last desperate attempt to make his brother drop the conversation.
ā€œIā€¦ā€ The young scientistā€™s eye twitched, his eyebrows creasing together as he had to physically restrain himself to not beat the ever livingĀ crapĀ out of the other teen, ā€œTHIS ISĀ NOTĀ ABOUTĀ TRUST, NARDO!ā€ The light golden eyed mutant screamed desperately, his hands flapping faster as the red eared slider shrunk at his usage of tone, ā€œThis is aboutĀ youĀ not evenĀ thinkingĀ about what would happen to yourself when you doĀ reckless nonsenseĀ like this.ā€
Leo glanced to the side, his eyes watering as he bit the inside of his cheek.
He just wanted toĀ helpĀ and be the leader his brotherā€™sĀ deservedā€¦
But he always found a way toĀ fuck it upĀ without even noticing, huh?
"You don'tĀ thinkĀ about what could happen to you andĀ IĀ hateĀ it!ā€ The elder cried, ā€œWhat wouldā€™ve happened if Raph didnā€™t come behind the guy and knocked him out cold at the last second, huh?! Would you have just stayed right on me as he continued to beat you with his bat?!ā€
Leonardo bit the inside of his cheek harder, his legs bouncing up and down more as his fingernails dug unforgivingly into his arms, ā€œI-Iā€™m sorry, Donnieā€”ā€
ā€œOr would you have tried toĀ fight himĀ instead?! Mind you, you dropped your sword before coming to me so youā€™d haveĀ no weaponĀ to defend yourself.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou don't thinkĀ about how much itļæ½ļæ½scaresĀ me when you do dumb shit like that! IĀ hateĀ seeing you get hurtā€¦I freakingĀ loatheĀ it.ā€ Donnie rested the back of his head on Leoā€™s door, taking a couple deep breaths and hugging himself in an attempt to calm himself down.
Jeezā€¦when the hell had he startedĀ yelling?Ā His throat stung like aĀ bitchĀ nowā€¦
AndĀ whenĀ had he started shaking like a bobby head?!
The older twinā€™s expression softened, pinching the bridge of his snout once more, ā€œI care about youā€¦soĀ fuckingĀ much,Ā okayā€¦?ā€ The purple banded turtle said gently as he gradually started to simmer down and become more calm, ā€œYour myĀ twinā€¦myĀ little brother.Ā And IĀ hateĀ to be repetitive but I-I justĀ despiseĀ seeing you hurtā€¦physically or emotionallyā€¦soĀ pleaseĀ justā€¦ā€
The young scientistā€™s eyes widened, peering down at his brother who did not seem to be followingā€¦at all.Ā 
Leoā€™s eyes were wide as saucers as he hit his arm with his fist repeatedly whilst obviously trying to suck in whatever tearsĀ daredĀ to try and escape.Ā 
The taller turtle basically ran to his distressed twin, trying to stop him from harming himself any further but was only met with a low grunt.
Shit.
Shit. Shit.Ā Fucking shit.Ā 
Wonderful job, Donatello! You yelled at your brother so much he shut down!
Even though you knew he canā€™tĀ fucking standĀ being yelled at and theĀ whole pointĀ of you evenĀ being hereĀ was to explain what he did wrongĀ collectively and calmlyĀ because that was the exactĀ oppositeof what Raph does when heā€™s worriedā€¦
But no!Ā You yelled at him anyway.
Wonderful job, Donatelloā€¦wonderful. job.Ā 
The older twin sighed sadly, gently grabbing his brotherā€™s wrists so he would stop hitting himself. The two brotherā€™s shared eye contact once again, an unsure lime green meeting an understanding yet uncertain light golden.
ā€œNardoā€¦ā€ The softshell started, squeezing the otherā€™s hands gently, ā€œā€¦Are you with me, budā€¦?ā€
Leo just nodded quietly, squeezing back.Ā 
ā€œGodā€¦Nardo Iā€™mĀ soĀ sorryā€¦ā€ The older muttered, ā€œI donā€™tā€¦I donā€™t knowĀ why theĀ hellĀ I lost my cool like that. I-Iā€™m sorry I yelled. IĀ shouldnā€™tĀ of yelledā€¦I-I justā€¦ā€ Donatello sighed, squeezing his brotherā€™s hands once again. ā€œIā€™m not angry with you. Iā€¦I was just frustrated.ā€
ā€œWell, noā€¦let me rephrase:Ā I amĀ angry with youā€”Ā livid even.Ā You know damn well enough that when you do those kinds of things my heart literallyĀ jumpsĀ out of my shell. I need you to put into consideration that I would like to live to atĀ leastĀ seventy-sevenā€¦ā€
The younger twin giggled wetly, fidgeting with his brotherā€™s fingers as he spoke, ā€œā€¦Why seventy-seven?ā€
ā€œAlbert Einstein died when he was seventy-sixā€¦I can andĀ willĀ outlive him.ā€ The light golden eyed teen said matter-of-factly, ā€œBut back to what I was initially sayingā€¦I know you meant well.Ā You saw that I was in troubleā€¦and you dropped literallyĀ everythingĀ in order to help me get out of said trouble. You donā€™t think of what happens to youā€¦you just do it because youā€™ll know if you do weā€™ll be alrightā€¦ā€
ā€œI-I justā€¦I just wanted to protect youā€¦I-I just wanted to helpā€¦ā€ Leo tried to explain.
ā€œI know. I know, Leeā€¦ā€ Donatello sighed, rubbing the sliderā€™s knuckles gently with his thumb, ā€œBut you need to understand that with you trying to protect us that way, your putting us in the same situation your trying to keep usĀ awayĀ from.ā€ The elder explained lightly, smiling softly as him and his twinā€™s foreheadā€™s touched.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re getting hurtā€” or at the very leastĀ almostĀ getting hurt. Weā€™re feeling the same anguish and guilt you would feel if any of us did that. I get that you want to be a good leader and shitā€¦but you can lead wellĀ withoutĀ doing thatā€¦okay?ā€Ā 
Leo fiddled with the otherā€™s fingers a bit more, his bouncing leg starting to calm a bit, ā€œIā€™llā€¦try to be more careful when it comes to me protecting you guys like that. When I see you all in troubleā€¦I justā€¦react.Ā I donā€™t really care about what happens to me as long as you guys end up okay. Butā€¦Iā€™ll try to be more careful. And if I ever end up, like, being a bitĀ tooĀ recklessā€¦you can just tell meā€¦deal?ā€
ā€œDeal.ā€ Donnie nodded, squeezing Leoā€™s hands one last time before letting go, wiping his twinā€™s eyes with his hoodie sleeve, ā€œNowĀ pleaseĀ stop crying or youā€™re going to makeĀ meĀ start crying.ā€Ā 
Leo snorted, examining the otherā€™s now tearing up expression, ā€œI think itā€™s a bit too late for thatā€¦ā€Ā 
ā€œGAH!Ā FUHUCK!ā€ Donnie cursed, wiping his own eyes as the slider laughed loudly at his exclamation.
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ā€œLeoā€¦donā€™t you think youā€™re getting a bit tooĀ bigĀ for thisā€¦?ā€ Donatello grumbled as Leonardo was on his lap, getting all nice and comfy as he rested his chin on the olderā€™s shoulder. ā€œNoooope.ā€ Leo drawed out, making a dramatic popping noise at the end of the 'p', ā€œ'Sides, this is what you get for making me emo earlier.ā€
ā€œā€¦IĀ saidĀ I wasĀ sorryā€¦I didnā€™t mean to shout at you like that. I was just concernedā€¦ā€Ā 
ā€œIĀ knowĀ that, you worrywart. I was just kidding.ā€ The lime green eyed teen said lovingly, squishing his brother into a tighter embrace. The older let out a short shriek at the hug but of course didnā€™t mind the other being so clingy.Ā 
If the young scientist really and trulyĀ didĀ mind? Leo wouldā€™ve been pushed to the floor by now.Ā 
The two twins shared a comfortable silenceā€¦wellā€¦aĀ semi-comfortableĀ silence.
The purple banded teen feltā€¦off.Ā His younger brother had thisā€¦lookĀ in his eyes; like he wanted to say something but was afraid of what Donnie would say or how Donnie would react.
Which was so damn dumb Donatello didnā€™t even know how to explain it.
ā€œā€¦Thereā€™s something else on your mind.ā€ The taller turtle hummed, his suspicions only rising as the other glanced to the side. ā€œUhmā€¦no there isnā€™t.Ā See?Ā This isĀ whyĀ I call you a worrywart.ā€ Leonardo said, tapping his fingers on his thigh nervously.Ā 
Very convincing Leoā€¦veryĀ convincing.
ā€œDonā€™t evenĀ tryĀ lying to me, Leon. My older brotherĀ andĀ twin senses are tingling. You canā€™t argue against that kind of logic.ā€ The scientist said matter-of-factly.Ā 
ā€œWhat are you,Ā Spiderman?ā€ The younger snorted.Ā 
ā€œWe shall never know.ā€ The older shrugged, a small smile spreading to his face as he saw the other snort softly at his statement, ā€œNow stop deflecting.Ā Spill.ā€Ā 
ā€œā€¦Can youā€¦adjust my elbow bracesā€¦?ā€ The red eared slider muttered.
ā€œā€¦Why canā€™tĀ youĀ do it?ā€ The other questioned. Not in a malicious way; he was just genuinely curious.Ā 
ā€œI like it when you do it. You make it more firm, y'know?ā€ The blue banded turtle whined dramatically, ā€œPleeeeeease?ā€
ā€œUgh, Jesusā€”Ā fine.Ā But drop the poutā€¦you look ridiculous.ā€ The taller mutant sighed, lightly grabbing his brotherā€™s arm as he readjusted the braces.Ā 
The purple banded turtle meticulously took off the otherā€™s left arm brace, tracing his twinā€™s elbow to make sure it was healing correctlyā€” which the slider couldnā€™t help but wriggle slightly to.
As the older twin put the brace back on, he looked at the other turtle in complete worry, ā€œā€¦Why are you squirming around so much?ā€ Donatello asked in confusion.Ā 
ā€œā€¦No reason.ā€ Leonardo stated, but let out a tiny squeak as Donnie lightly pinched his forearm.Ā 
ā€œYohou okayā€¦?ā€ The glasses wielding mutant giggled.Ā  Ā 
ā€œI-Iā€™m fihine!ā€ The smaller turtle insisted, covering his mouth as he let out a loud shriek in result to his brother now lightly scribbling his forearm. ā€œEEEEE!Ā P-Plehease moohoove yohour hahahand!!ā€ The younger sputtered out, hiding his face in the crook of the scientistā€™s neck which the older turtle couldnā€™t help but let his heart melt to.
ā€œOh.ā€ Donatello hummed, biting back an amused laugh, ā€œSorry. Sometimes I forget how ticklish you areā€¦ā€
ā€œSnrtĀ I-Ihihiā€™mĀ nahatĀ ticklish. I juhust donā€™t wahant your hand thehereā€¦ā€Ā 
And isnā€™t thatĀ quaint.Ā 
If Donnie had a penny for every time Leo said heĀ 'wasnā€™t ticklish',Ā the softshell would be richer thanĀ Elon Musk.
ā€œā€¦Right.Ā Soā€¦you wouldnā€™t mind me doingĀ thisĀ then?ā€ The young genius mused as he scribbled one hand over his twinā€™s ribs. ā€œEEEEHEH!Ā Duhuhude noHOH!!Ā F-Fuhuck yohou!ā€ The younger twin managed through his small giggles, pushing on his brotherā€™s plastron to try and escape while he still could.
The elder laughed fondly at his little brotherā€™s futile actions, hugging him closer as he lightly tickled him, ā€œNahardo! My brohohother in Christ gehetĀ back hereĀ or youā€™re gohoing to fahall off of the bed!
ā€œN-NOHO!! LEHET ME GO!ā€ The lime green eyed teen screeched loudly, kicking his legs and pushing even harder on the otherā€™s plastron, his eyeā€™s widening in panic as his older brother casually lifted him up and pinned his arms above his head, his plastron now facing up on the bed.
Eugh boyā€¦
Donnie grinned, sitting on the otherā€™s thighs as he wiggled his unoccupied fingers in the air near the sliderā€™s side, ā€œThatā€™s better~!ā€
ā€œWAHAIT WAHAHAITĀ snrtĀ PLEHEASE DEEHEE!!ā€ The red eared slider cried, kicking his legs from underneath the scientist.
If he was going to go downā€¦he would atĀ leastĀ go down fighting.Ā 
ā€œI havenā€™t evenĀ touchedĀ you yet, you goofā€¦ā€ The older twin chuckled.Ā 
ā€œB-BUHUT YOHOUR GOHOHONNA!ā€Ā 
ā€œ'Gonna'Ā what,Ā exactly?ā€
ā€œTihiHICKLE ME!!ā€Ā 
ā€œTickle you?Ā Well, why didnā€™t you justĀ sayĀ soĀ in the first place?ā€ Donatello snickered, using his free hand to skitter his fingers along the crookā€™s of the youngerā€™s neck.Ā 
The blue banded turtle squealed, shaking his head back in forth whilst scrunching his shoulders, ā€œGAHahaā€”Ā snrtĀ EEEEHEEHEHĀ oho cohomeĀ snrtĀ OHAHAN!!ā€Ā 
ā€œWhatā€™s wrong, Leo? I thought you said youĀ werenā€™t ticklish~?ā€ The older teased.
ā€œSnrtĀ STHDHAHAH! ShuhutĀ UP!Ā IHIā€™M naHAT!ā€ The younger shouted, tugging and pulling his arms to try and get his handā€™s free from the otherā€™s grasp. Donnie just laughed softly at the action, wiggling his fingers above his little brotherā€™s stomach.Ā 
The lime green eyed teenā€™s eyes widened in panic, thrashing in the hold to try and loosen his brotherā€™s grip but the purple banded turtle did not budge even aĀ smidge.Ā 
Leoā€™s laughs became more giddy and loud as he continued to squirm, small squeals and snorts escaping his beak as his twin brotherā€™s hand wentĀ sloooooowlyĀ to his stomach.Ā 
ā€œN-NOHO NONONONO DAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ DOHON!!ā€ The smaller turtle snorted, hiding his face in the side of his arm which Donnie couldnā€™t help but giggle to.Ā 
The light golden eyed mutant rested his hand on the sliderā€™s plastron, making the younger turtleā€™s laugh raise almost a thousand octaves.Ā 
ā€œDOHONā€™TĀ snrtĀ DOHONā€™T DOHOHONā€™TĀ snrtĀ YOU DARE!! YOHOUR SOHOĀ MEEHEEHEEAN!!ā€ Leonardo whined, hiding deeper into his arm and becoming a giggly flustered mess.
The older twin shook his head fondly at his little brotherā€™s embarrassed state, taking the opportunity to tickle the youngerā€™s stomach while he wasnā€™t looking.Ā 
Leo let out a loud scream, descending into high-pitched cackles as evenĀ louderĀ snorts followed, ā€œHAHAHAHELP!! IHIā€™MĀ SNRTĀ BEEHEEING SLAHAHAUTERED!!ā€Ā 
ā€œIā€™m quite literally only usingĀ one hand,Ā Nardo. Stop being dramatic.ā€ The light golden eyed teen mused whilst watching his brother snort and squirm, ā€œAnd here I thoughtĀ IĀ was the dancer of the family. Look at you! Youā€™re making up a wholeĀ dance routineĀ right now!ā€ He said as he let go of Leo, crossing his arms in amusement.Ā 
ā€œS-ShuhuhutĀ snrtĀ upā€¦ā€ The younger twin wheezed out, hugging his middles as he playfully glared at his purple loving brother.Ā 
Then, a lightbulb went on in the scientistā€™s brain, a smug smile spreading to his face, ā€œHmā€¦you know, Leeā€”ā€
ā€œDohont callĀ snrtĀ me thahat!ā€ Leo giggly interupted.Ā 
ā€œUh-huh.Ā Well, Leeā€¦did you know that the underarms are one of theĀ warmestĀ places on the human body?ā€ The scientist said.Ā 
The lime green eyed mutant cocked his head to the side in confusion, ā€œSoho?ā€Ā 
ā€œSooooĀ my hands are cold.Ā VeryĀ cold, in fact. Iā€™d be forever in your debt if you couldā€”ā€
ā€œNO! NONOHO WAHAY INĀ HEHELL!Ā G-GOHOĀ AWAHAHAY!ā€ Leo squealed, reaching for his brotherā€™s wrists as the elder tried to tickle his neck once again.
Sighā€¦Leonardo made this too damnĀ easyĀ sometimes.
The glasses wielding teen wasnā€™t just going to miss thisĀ oh-so-definetly-not-plannedĀ opportunity! The softshell scribbled his fingers along the sliderā€™s underarms, making the younger let out a loud squawk as he shot his arms down.Ā 
ā€œNAHAH AHAHAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ GEHET THEHE HEHELL OHAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ OHOHOUT!!ā€ Leonardo cried while banging his heels on the bed.Ā 
ā€œWhat~?ā€ Donnie hummed inocently.Ā 
ā€œGEHEHET AHAā€”Ā snrtĀ GEHET. OHOUT. OHOF THEHEHERE!ā€
ā€œAweā€¦why~?ā€
ā€œBEEHEECAUSE IHITā€™S SOHO BAHAHAD!!!ā€Ā 
ā€œAnd?ā€ Donnie chuckled, ā€œThat sounds like aĀ youĀ problem, little brother.ā€Ā 
ā€œAHHHAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ GAHAHADĀ FUHUCK YOHOU!!!ā€
ā€œPardonā€¦what was that?ā€ Donnie questioned as he pinched where Leoā€™s hip met his thigh. ā€œN-NONOā€”Ā snrt NAHAHAH!!Ā I CANā€™Tā€”Ā snrtĀ PLEHEHEASE Iā€™MĀ snrtĀ SORRY!! I-IHI TAHAHAKE IHIT BAHAHCK!!ā€Ā 
ā€œNahā€¦I think Iā€™ll just stayĀ riiiiightĀ here for a bitā€¦ā€ The taller turtle smiled, using both of his hands now to tickle Leo into a laughing and snorting blob.
The younger weakly hit his big brotherā€™s arms, throwing his head back as he squeezed his eyes completely shut.Ā 
ā€œā€¦And you know what, Lee~?ā€Ā 
ā€œWHAHAHATĀ NOW?!ā€Ā 
ā€œIā€™m feelingā€¦kind ofĀ famished.ā€ The elder mused, his smile almost looking like the signature Jokerā€™s as he saw his younger brotherā€™s face pale.Ā 
Leonardo scrambled to sit up, fighting with his brotherā€™s arms as he giggly protested, ā€œPLAHAā€”Ā snrt PLAHAHEASE!Ā PLEHEASEĀ snrtĀ D-DOHONā€™T!!ā€Ā 
Donnie pinched his brotherā€™s thighs unforgivingly, ā€œYou should have thought about that before yapping suchĀ illĀ nonsenseĀ about yourself.ā€
ā€œWHAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ WHAHAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ WHAHAT DIHIDĀ snrtĀ IHIHIĀ snrtĀ EVEN SAHAHAY?!ā€ The lime green eyed turtle cackled, flapping his hands on the mattress.Ā 
It took literallyĀ everythingĀ in the older twin not to coo his baby brotherā€™s adorable actions; instead, he lightly moved Leoā€™s hands away, smiling evily as he lowered his head to the otherā€™s plastron, ā€œYou donā€™t even know. Guess youĀ reallyĀ want this, huh~?ā€Ā 
The blue banded teen kicked his knees into his brotherā€™s shoulders and shell, throwing his head back in complete hysterics whilst waiting for him complete and utter demise.Ā 
The softshell wasted no time blowingĀ raspberriesĀ afterĀ raspberriesĀ in the middle of his youngerā€™s stomach, making sure to move the otherā€™s hands away any time he tried to push at the young geniusā€™ head.Ā 
Donnie didnā€™t feel like getting brain damage after all.
Plus, he had his signature glasses į“…į“É“į“€į“›į“‡ŹŸŹŸį“ į“›į“ on! And those wereĀ trademarkedā€¦as you canĀ wonderfullyĀ see.Ā 
ā€œGodā€¦can youĀ getĀ more ticklish?ā€ Donatello giggled, squeezing and squishing the red eared sliderā€™s knees with one hand and scribbling his sides with the other whilst contuinung to raspberry Leoā€™s stomach.Ā 
ā€œDEEHEE DEEHEEHEEĀ SNRTĀ PLEHEHEASE!!!Ā IHIĀ SNRTĀ DAHAHAHā€”Ā SNRTĀ DAHAā€”Ā SNRTĀ DAHUNNO!!ā€ The smaller turtle screamed, happy stimming with his arms on the taller twinā€™s shoulder.
Donnie couldnā€™t help but chuckle, deciding to show his twin aĀ tad bitĀ of mercy as he nibbled his stomach lightly.Ā 
The slider let out bloody murder from his beak, happy tears threatening to fall from his eyes as his bubbly cackles and snorts bounced off the walls of his room.
ā€œJeezā€¦I think Peppa Pig has some competition, huh~?ā€ The light golden eyed mutant snickered.
ā€œPLEHEHEASE!!Ā TEHEHELLOĀ SNRTĀ IHIā€™M GOHā€”Ā SNRTĀ GOHOHAā€” AHAHAĀ SNRTĀ MYHYHYĀ SNRTGAHAHAHAD!!!ā€ The smaller teen pleaded.
ā€œDo you promise to stop putting yourself in between danger and your family?ā€ The older hummed.Ā 
ā€œYEHEHES!!ā€ The younger cried loudly.
ā€œDo you promise to go easier on yourself?ā€Ā 
ā€œYAHAā€”Ā SNRTĀ YAHAā€”Ā SNRTĀ YEHEHES!!!ā€
ā€œDo you promise to accept your doing an amazing job as leader and we all love youā€”ā€
ā€œMYĀ SNRTĀ FUHUHUCKINGĀ SNRTĀ GAHAHAD!!!Ā IHIHIĀ SNRTĀ GEHET IT!!ā€ Leonardo shouted, his blush now completley blending into the red stripes on his face.Ā 
The softshell turtle got off of the other, sitting next to his little brother as his little brother in question hugged his middles and giggled tiredly.Ā 
ā€œY-Yohou could ohof juhuhust sahaid ahall of thahatĀ wihihithoutĀ tickling meeheeeā€¦ā€ The younger grumbled despite the evident smile on his face.
ā€œAnd whereā€™s the fun in that?ā€ Donnie smiled back, his expression softening as Leo got up and leaned against him softly. The older wraped an arm around the youngerā€™s shoulder, pulling him closer into a warm, protective gesture.Ā 
ā€œAhand would yohohou look ahat that! Ihi got yohour emo bahad boy ahahass toĀ smileĀ todahay. Your eheeven hugging me~!ā€ The blue banded leader spoke softly, his voice filled with affection as he poked his twinā€™s forehead cheekily.Ā 
ā€œYou tellĀ anyoneĀ that and I willĀ not hesitateĀ to deny that extremely untrue statement.ā€ The scientist huffed, rolling his eyes fondly as his smile spread.
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#Rottmnt tickle#Rottmnt tickle fic#Lee!Leo#Ler!Donnie#WHOOOOOO BOYYYYYYā€¦#Iā€™m sorry but Iā€™m not sorry šŸ«¶šŸ¾#Angst is like my second child šŸ‘¶šŸ¾šŸ’˜šŸ’žšŸ’šŸ’–šŸ’—#But I feel like I need to explain some stuff bc this fandom is probably holding me at gunpoint rn šŸ˜…šŸ”«#The reason why I feel like Leo and Raph had so many disagreements when Leon became leader is bc Leo canā€™t handle yelling#LIKE AT ALLā€” he just sees it as whomever is yelling means their mad#So if Raphie boy was like: ā€œI CARE ABOUT YOU AND LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH YOU DUMB ASS BITCH WHY CANā€™T YOU JUST BE CAREFULā‰ļøā€#Leo would hear it as: ā€œI HATE YOU SO MUCH RN WHY CANā€™T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHTā‰ļøā€#This fandom has been sleeping on AuDHD Leo for Y E A R S and I shall not be silent anymore its SOOOOOOO OBVIOUS šŸ˜­ā€¼ļø#I could not remember the word ā€œhypocriticalā€ for the LIFE of meā€¦when I searched it up I probs wrote ā€œhippopotamusā€#Leon is trying PLEAAAASE catch him a break šŸ™šŸ¾šŸ™šŸ¾šŸ™šŸ¾#Older twin Donnie is canon idgaf I was in the writers room TRUST šŸ‘šŸ¾šŸ’—šŸ’žšŸ’šŸ’•#Big bro senses šŸ¤šŸ¾ Twin senses#Donnie is fucking UNSTOPPABLE šŸ¤ŒšŸ¾ā€¦bud does need to learn how to control is volume when upset tho eheheheh#He genuinely doesnā€™t know when heā€™s gradually getting louder or more upsetā€¦thatā€™s why he was so panicked when Leo had his lil meltdown LOL#Raphie just expresses his worry with yellingā€¦ex: ā€œAND NOT EAT POSIONā€¼ļøā€¼ļøā€¼ļøā€#Oh yeah this takes place a couple months after the Invasionā€¦so everyone is like healed and everything but yk theyā€™re still traumatized obvs#šŸ˜ŒšŸ‘šŸ¾#Leoā€™s lil tactic on dropping convoā€™s is a HC I have so donā€™t quote me on it šŸ™ŒšŸ¾#GDGDGSHSN I ALSO NEED PPL TO DRAW DON WEARING HIS GLASSES MORE OFTEN HEā€™S SUCH A CUTIE PATOOTIE šŸ’šŸ’˜šŸ’•šŸ’—šŸ’–šŸ’žšŸ’“šŸ©·#But tysm Nonnie!!! This was a TON of fun to write!#Make sure your taking care of yourself and drinking waterā€” or at least get a snack šŸ„°#But after the mission Raph was SEETHINGā€¦and usually Don tries to talk to Leon instead cuz like he doesnā€™t want either party being upset#Nor does he want either of them to feel overwhelmed. So when Leo was like ā€œUr doing this to me again?!ā€ Hes referring to all the times Don#<- has done that#Leo doesnā€™t like feeling pitied but itā€™s not Donā€™s intention to make him feel that way he just loves him family
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xxplastic-cubexx Ā· 28 days ago
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every day i think of xmen evolution wanda and everyday i wonder if- while she does have the fake happy memories with magneto- how does she actually FEEL about him when he's brought up or she thinks about him
is there just this underlying anger/rage but she cant ever place why so she ignores it ....... does she just feel numb ....
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lollyposp Ā· 4 months ago
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okay so agatha all along episode 5 spoilers and all that but are we ignoring the fact that evanora set up that entire scenario to FORCE someone into attacking Agatha to "prove" that she was evil?????? and also the like. severely heavily implied abusive relationship between agatha and her mother??? because im not
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fallloverfic Ā· 5 months ago
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I love singNsong again reminding people in Side Story that Dokja wanted other people to read TWSA (he wrote reviews and comments! It was his first wish), and he only stopped bothering because people harassed him for it. He didn't gate-keep the story. When he's avoiding talking to Sangah about it at the beginning of ORV, it's because he knows what happens when he tells people about the story, not because he's gate-keeping it from her. He notes he's not proud of his hobby (likely because he's been bullied all through his life, including for reading the thing he loves): he finds it embarrassing to talk about, and better respects her studying Spanish in her free time (learning another language is a generally accepted thing in society). He assumes she won't care or will look at him funny (or worse) for when she learns about the novel he's into.
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Basically anyone writing "let's gatekeep ORV" posts because of the anime announcement or because they dislike the manhwa or some other weirdness, y'all are the villains in the scenario.
The literal climax of the story is about sharing ORV with as many people as possible. What story were y'all reading?
#orv#really tired of the stupid gate-keepy bs in some parts of this fandom#omniscient reader's viewpoint#kim dokja#side story spoilers#it's been quite fascinating seeing novel fanatics come out of the woodwork against potential anime fans#while showing how much they hate the manhwa and manhwa fans too#the only actual official English translation we have is the manhwa#acting like we're all in this together like no#I adore the novel and the manhwa#and folks who started with the manhwa or just happen to also like the manhwa but also like the novel see you for what you are#avoiding talking about something is not gatekeeping#it's often recognizing various social cues#like oh this person probably isn't familiar and I don't care to explain#or I'm worried they'll treat me badly if they know#when you're trying to connect with someone you tend to look for things you share not stuff you don't#if Dokja heard about people trying to gatekeep orv he would be disgusted#also NOT gatekeeping orv is literally the climax of the story I am so deeply confused by people encouraging gatekeeping of it#you're making han suyeong mad#she didn't nearly kill herself writing orv in order to share it to everyone they could find so people could gatekeep it#that is literally the opposite of the goal#it's not bad to ask if folks have read the novel because for a variety of reasons folks may not have#but it is bad to act like reading the novel is a fandom requirement especially given all we have is a fantranslation using MTL#or you must love the novel above others or the novel only#I want singnsong to get fucking rich from this story they shared and which I and many adore#gatekeeping does not make that happen#also good luck getting people to buy the Yen Press novel translation when it comes out when you act like this#the manhwa is available in at least seven languages officially fuck off with this gatekeeping crap#don't get me started how a lot of y'all don't even know what twatf is and a good chunk of y'all who won't even touch it when you do know#and that doesn't exactly bother me but it does bug me when book purists get all high and mighty
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Just once, I would like to be able to have a conversation about my feelings with someone where they don't, at some point, start trying to explain to me why something happened such that they are either implying or outright stating I should stop having noticeable feelings at them about a thing and/or telling me that I'm wrong about how I feel and actually if I just understood this thing I would see that I'm being unreasonable to say I feel the way I do.
Just once, for someone's response to be "it sounds like you're feeling [insert thing, e.g hurt, sad, scared, tired, angry, etc], I'm sad that you are dealing with that." Not to take responsibility for my feelings! But for them to acknowledge that they're happening and might matter to me before they move on to whatever the fuck next thing they have to say is
#fuck people can't even manage to center my feelings when they apologize to me#it's always 'well this is what was going on for me and I'm sorry but this is why'#like bitch i fucking know#i can see that#i get it and I'm not mad#but i would love for you to be less of a dick about it when I point out to you that you took that thing happening to you out on me#whether it was actually my fault or not#and that your handling of it may have been unnecessarily unkind#maybe before you tell me AGAIN why you think actually it's fine and normal that you hurt me and i'm irritating you by making you#pay attention to my hurt in any fucking way#maybe you could fucking CONSIDER the idea that I'm just asking you to hear how it felt for you to talk to me like that#and understand that i probably would have been able to give you the same outcome [me not triggering whatever happened]#from myriad different conversations that are less hurtful#including even just 'hey i totally get that what just happened is probably related to a trigger I need to be more aware of but can we talk#about all that now that it's over so going forward if I accidentally step on a trigger that's NOT an excuse to hurt each other?#because like. stepping on triggers is something that should be avoided#and so is lashing out at people in excess of the thing they have done wrong#and while I want to work on my end of that i also don't want to be screamed at while I'm doing it'#and the thing is that is so wild to people that when you try to explain it to them they will get ANGRIER at you#anyway i'm so tired of being everyone's fucking punching bag all the time#i'm the constant shock absorber at work#i'm everyone's fucking emergency processing person regardless of what boundaries i try to place on that#and even at home there's often so much stress that wifey takes out her feelings on me because I'm the only one she can#and i'm trying not to let that change how i care for my own self and treat others but i'm just#at a certain point i feel like i will never matter to anyone enough for them to actually prioritize learning to love me the way I ask for#i love my family and the peeps in my life very much but i feel so unfathomably alone and unwelcome in the world
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silverwhittlingknife Ā· 8 months ago
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can we have a hint about what the spring break tim patrol chapter of red letter day contains? (you kept having dick say "if the joker shows up" and tim's "he won't." for me to be convinced that goes off without any trouble)
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i'm sure it'll be fine. :D
i am delighted you're enjoying the story <333 i haven't updated it in soooo long but i got some very sweet comments lately so i have been looking at my scribbles again <3
#tim: he WON'T show up okay?? and if he did i'd be FINE. dick thinks i'm gonna fall on my face if i do anything on my own ever#dick: that is not true!! that is NOT what i said stop putting words in my mouth#tim: i literally watched this entire city by myself for FOUR YEARS and don't say bruce was here because lots of the time he wasn't#dick: listen i am JUST SAYING that last year you almost DIED A HORRIBLE DEATH a lot#dick: and i personally rescued you from near-death experiences & you were not exactly helpful or forthcoming#dick: so sue me if i'd just like to clarify that i will at least get a PHONE CALL if something goes wrong#dick: as opposed to OH I DON'T KNOW you go off to fight jason or ra's al-ghul behind my back and then you almost DIE#dick: and i have to go chasing after you AFTER THE FACT because you didn't bother to explain to me the stupid thing that you were gonna do#tim: that was NOT stupid and -- i KNEW you were still mad at me about that --#dick (unconvincingly): i'm not mad at you (more convinced) YOU'RE still mad at ME --#tim (unconvincingly): no i'm not. (more convinced) look i get it you obviously think that i suck which fine WHATEVER --#dick: i never said that and i'm just asking for the basic professional courtesy of a heads-up!! the city's my responsibility so -#tim: i know you're on a power trip about this but gotham is actually MY city too so --#dick: excuse me i am NOT on a power trip. i'm BATMAN which means that --#tim: you sure are#dick: oh don't even go there - let me point out that ONE of us is being an uncommunicative jerk and it ISN'T ME --#tim: you are literally trying to micromanage how i do a milk run that i could do backwards with my eyes blindfolded --#dick: i'm not micromanaging!! nightclubs can be -- i have a NORMAL degree of CONCERN okay so --#tim: -- so either you're lying to me or you think i suck; how exactly am i supposed to tell you stuff if you don't trust me -#dick: what?! i trust you!!! i just --#tim: you just DON'T trust me??#dick (trapped): i trust you. i'm just saying. if for example the joker -#tim (defensive): who i could handle#dick: or jason -#tim: who i could also handle!!! try to be a little less condescending maybe#dick: oh come ON. look you're obviously kinda testy about me going out of town which fine whatever but i'm just trying to -#tim (testily): i'm not testy. what does that even mean 'testy'
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averlym Ā· 1 year ago
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miscellany (again),, tags in the last image by @pyrotechnicarus
#adamandi#vincent aurelius lin#quincy cynthius martin#ambrose wellington bassford#portia elizabeth harper#beatrix valeria campbell#bit of nonsense bit of sillies (ohhh she thinks she's so funny huh.. anyways the brainrot. out out out)#please don't ask me about them take them at face value laugh and move on or smth i keep worrying i've read them Wrong#these have been living in my head rent free for a week and i'm now evicting them politely#anyway i drew all these as scribbles in my sketchbook in-between exam week and today i wanted them out of my head. so digital it is#i've spent two hours on this haha as a. would you even guess. a break from the beatrix thingy i've been planning because that one's rendery#quiet little notes on this... um.. i have started drawing quincy (idk how!!!)#yknow after the last ambrose literal study. i'm kind of mad about the fact that doing an unintentional study Worked???#like. he's the ONE character i have a grasp of how to draw. everyone else is 'randomly whack until you get the vibes and vague structural#integrity'. can we talk about shape language real quick though because ambrose is oval beatrix is circle quincy is rectangle#vincent is square and portia is triangle. that's how it is in my head.#texture wise. vincent is charcoal and graphite. ambrose is traditional painting blended. beatrix is crosshatching and ink.#quincy is like... marker? and watercolour. portia is digital and cell shading. i can't explain any of the correlations they just Are#for the. oddly detailed quincent i Wasn't intending to draw i had to pull up the musical and re-reference them. could draw one then not the#other?? so i struggled with quincy until i Got them and then i couldn't for the life of me get vincent right.... is it something about like#drawing one character at a time? like there's only room in my mind to understand one set of proportions at any given moment???#a fun little fact was just that i began photo refs as always from hahnji jang's page (which has been? saved in my search autofill now??) an#i didn't even have to get a specific image of quincy being in angst. but for smiling vincent i had to purposefully find oh ms reporter#well! consider this yet another part in the trying to figure out how everyone looks like/vibes as/gets drawn as Characters#a secret little code i keep for the stuff i make now is that i need to have something about the drawn medium that makes it unique to itself#as like opposed to a gif or screenshot or photoedit. it has to have extra meaning. and this appears two ways: one is through Implications i#the more Finished stuff. (aka poster series?) and the other one is by engaging in Ideas (generally posts. or memes/incorrect quotes/etc.)#had a really really interesting convo with a friend irl about fanart and fandoms. they were really active for genshin and stuff and so the#experiences between large and small fandoms were fascinating to compare.. i think i prefer the .. intimacy(?) of just doing what i obsess#over instead of looking for the statistics and clout and notes now. the art i make feels more meaningful and intentional that way.
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spiceberrie Ā· 2 years ago
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bob mckenzie's chapter about connor got reposted on reddit and it's just soooooooooooooooo... he's insufferable actually.
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how are you this insane and so successful at watering it down.
#there's some more stuff about exceptional status and what not#and his dads coaching and how he hated the accusations of favoritism or being dancemomed or even compared as better than crosby#LIKE.#connor mcdavid#bob mckenzie#hockey tag#cm97#well... to me...#šŸ‡¦šŸ‡ŗ his pride flag#i dont even know whats bob trying to say i just now that i came out of it just. LOL u got duped#like how much the family has to posture their hatred for cockiness and arrogance like huh. it does explain things kinda#the humbleness being hammered down on him#how he describes his plays as lucky even if he knows that wasn't it etc#i think there's like this disconnect between what's happening and what they're telling us happened#so u went to all these lengths for him#he got endorsed at 13 yrs old. had agents knocking down his door. went to bobby orr's training camp and managed to remain uncorruptible?#girl the corruption is inside the house and it's called VANITY. that kid had to repress all his amazement just so he could go on#and they keep talking abt how he choose to practice unrelentingly everyday and that he got mad when someone blamed his parents#GIRL...#about how he got mad at himself and they tried to talk him down but he just persisted like yall too old to fold for a 13yr old!!! stoppp#like that's why he has no sincerity like it's not even that he's suppressing it consciously its just what he was taught at a young age#to be exceptional but to be accommodating to people and that's why his bitch4bitch marriage works so much#since drai's dad is also a coach LOL deutsch gretzk#anyway i think he is capable of human emotions i just doubt his socialization process bc to top it all off#HE WENT TO PRIVATE SCHOOL FOR SPORTZ#like that's why he talks like that.#the text keeps trying to convince us it was all for the greater good and His will (connor's) but girl your childhood. help#anyway finally: connor mcdavid is a social experiment
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shannonsketches Ā· 9 months ago
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like why did they change where Vegeta was when Cell announced the cell games in the anime
why did they make this vegeta starting shit with yamcha instead of chillin in the lab with his family? why did they take Bulma out of the lab? Why'd they say she was Out while Dr Brief was repairing 16? Why did they change Bulma working on advanced robotics to running in late with her baby?
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it's the same scene except: - Bulma's actively at work being a scientist - Vegeta's not being rude to her (or anyone else!) - Vegeta waits for Trunks instead of leaving the room - Cell interrupted the airwaves, which means Trunks and Vegeta were just hanging out with Bulma and Dr B while they were working
Those are all Great Character Details!! That the anime rails against!!
#these cowards afraid of showing Vegeta actively choosing to be around his wife and child even when he's Bad#Because Goku who is Good never ever even once makes that choice onscreen outside of filler#and then they justify that choice by making Chi-Chi seem horrid and unreasonable for (checks notes) Not Wanting Her Child to Die#anyway I am once again being bitter about anime vs manga klasjdklasd#I can't believe I let the anime convince me I hated Goku man Goku's SUCH a good and ridiculous character in the manga#the anime just SUCKS at letting him be who he's always been#and has to reframe and recontextualize and reword everything he does so that it seems like he's Actually Quite Mature and Thoughtful nO#THAT's VEGETA YOU COWARDS#also the fact that bulma said she wouldn't live with him at the beginning of this arc to him casually hanging out with her and trunks#after cell beat his ass and humbled him is REALLY GOOD SUBTEXT for their shared relationship having improved without showing it#it's great subtext for all three of them and toei just went 'nah' and decided to make it a whole group shot so ...? Master Roshi could sit#and explain how ??? Tournaments Work??? Just so Cell could log on and also explain how tournaments work?? God it's been so long#since I've watched the anime and now when I do it just makes me mad aklsdjskja the manga is SOOOOO much better#there are some spots where the pacing is more ideal in the anime like goku turning ssj for the first time but like man. everything else is.#like why are you making Goku snarky with Vegeta dude his clapbacks are SO much funnier when they're just Tactless Honesty#like Vegeta's not insulted by Snark bitch he grew up in the Freeza force that man was raised by THE bitchiest drag queens#Vegeta's insulted by someone saying something deeply and insultingly True to his face as if it's the fucking weather#Goku in the anime is like 'a battle of wits hoho' but Goku's purity is part of the joke he's not snippy he's just got no social etiquette#He's just honest! He's not trying to be insulting. That's what MAKES it insulting! That's the WHOLE GAG of why Vegeta can't stand him#Goku is always just telling the truth and it's always the rudest shit Vegeta's ever heard in his life#'it's a sunny day! i'm way stronger than you! see you out there bud!' 10000% Genuinely Friendly. Golden Retriever-Ass Pure.#Infuriating. Hilarious.#anyway I looked at anime clips to make sure I remembered things right and that was a mistake#as someone who has a soft spot for it and grew up on it -- compared to the manga it's bad and it's always been bad#and toriyama was right to be disinterested in watching it jesus christ they BUTCHERED his work#anyway this has been another shot of haterade with sketches thank you for scrolling my rambletags askljdask#dbtag#i just truly can't get over how they make Vegeta call her 'woman' in the anime and he literally only ever calls her Bulma in the manga#except for on namek when he refers to her as 'the/that woman' because she is a complete stranger#why is he calling her woman like he's a 1940s american husband and not an extraterrestrial from a deeply advanced society toei
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absolutelyzoned Ā· 3 months ago
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i NEED to yap about personal shit i gotta get it out there somewhere
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puppppppppy Ā· 2 years ago
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bestieesssss /platonic
(XÄ«n YĆ” belongs to me, Sailor belongs to @crow-cap)
#some of these are kind of out of context so Iā€™ll explain a bit djshdhshs#XÄ«n YĆ”ā€™s fruit are ā€˜orangesā€™ but this could also mean fruits like tangerines and clementines#their taste also changes depending on XÄ«nā€™s mood. it does taste like orange but it could be sweeter or sour. if you get them really mad it#could be spicy somehow.. however the fruits healing powers and taste only work if youā€™re within a certain range of XÄ«n YĆ”. if u try to leave#the island with a shit ton of her fruit you just have a bunch of regular oranges. so you canā€™t just grab a bunch and save em for later exp#expecting it to work. although crow told me Sailor would take some oranges with him fully knowing they would end up being regular oranges#once he leaves. the idea of him taking them as souvenirs makes me cry EVERYTIME#LIKE CMON.. XÄŖN IS SO USED TO BEING USED AS A TOOL TO HEAL PPL OR SERVE OTHERS SO JUST. ACCEPTING EVEN READILY TAKING THEM#WITH YOU KNOWING ITS NOT GONNA DO SHIT IT JUST REMINDS YOU OF HER.. OUGGHHFFFFHHHH#on that note since sailor is their first friend itā€™s very fun watching their interactions dhfhsh. Sailor has actually been around and#might even have a social life so XÄ«n is learning a lot of new things sjfjfs#bc of that XÄ«n is probably possessive of him and hates it when he leaves. sailor asking them to come with him would also be a good chance to#show them how to ride and sail a boat so they can come with him but their reclusiveness outweighs that. sorry sailor shfhfsg#I lov themb#myart#my art#doodles#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#lmk ocs#lmk oc#XÄ«n YĆ”#Xin Ya#little sailor#friend oc#my oc
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glitterghost Ā· 1 year ago
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Belle (2023) šŸŒ¹
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hearts401 Ā· 3 months ago
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We need to start treating bad writing like bad art and im not kidding
#now theres a lot more nuance to this#because ā€œbad writingā€ is SUPER general#so i have to add a disclaimer#i dont mean propoganda. i dont mean biased and biggoted#i mean writing decisions u dont like!#ppl are very quick to just sit there and shit on writers#its okay to not like an ending. its okay to not like how a character was treated#and its okay to be mad about it if u like them very dearly#but at the same time sometimes we're a little too mean.#and sometimes they deserve it#but sometimes it's a little mean#this is. in truth. because of the lumine ending#on webtoon#its pissing me off how ppl are getting super upset and being rude to kabu#even tho so many ppl are explaining its because she grew out of the story. she didnt have passion for it anymore#she gave us an ending! you dont have to like it but stop acting like just because she COULD write more that she HAS to write more#art is tiring. sometimes you lose passion for it. sometimes you dont do it perfectly#sometimes your idea of good isnt the same as someone else's#i dont like romance for example. several tropes will turn me off it#but some ppl do#sometimes you make a pretty shitty plot or make plot holes#and yeah those arent super great to read!!! but a story is an art. its all different#its not all good and its not all bad#its made from a persons head therefore it'll reflect a person in a way#i just think its important to remember that writers are not machines#artists and writers aren't actually as different as everyone treats them#we're all making art. we're all making mistakes. i just think we should be a little nicer about it#its okay to criticize. but can we be nice about it#also i dont like the ā€œprofessional authorā€ argument#picasso was a famous artist his paintings are in meuseums and there's still people who don't like his art. i dont think its fair to go
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