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akkivee · 8 months ago
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My relationship with Hypmic for now is kind of funny lol
I got into it theough the music, then the manga, arb, and hypstage. the stageplays were by far the coolest thing but I loved the series as a whole. I found it at a very vulnerable time and oops! ended up becoming a Jakurai yumejoshi. I still am now, I think about the goof every day— but I don't really participate anymore
I didn't really choose to but finding the new stageplays got more difficult, I got burnout so I stopped posting art, and then the whole discord thing happened with slug. I hate discord so I never log in to read the manga, now I'm nearly two years behind
so I kind of took a step back. Just a Jakurai yume in hypmic retirement. I still listen to the songs sometimes and log in arb for the Jakurai cards. But I no longer have sources to know what's going on
What's the weird management issues and the current state of the stageplays? I'm seeing a lot of negativity and I don't know what brought that on
hypmic losing all easily accessible centralised sources of translations (the old hypmic translators getting head hunted by kr themselves and slug 😕😕😕) did about as much damage to hypmic as an eng fandom as the current happenings have imo lmao
i do think the best way to enjoy a fandom is huddling in a corner with people who will scream with you about content lmao but it’s gotta be hard to do that when you don’t know what to scream about lmao
the manga isn’t caught up with canon so if you ever feel like sitting down and catching up, the wiki has a list of the drama tracks and their translations, and you can listen to them on youtube for that ease of use 🤗
and i just happened to answer a question about the stage how about that lol
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my-castles-crumbling · 5 months ago
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Hii Cas!!! This is bagel anon. Andd
I've kinda gotten the sleep situation under control but I can't help put off sleep even if I have nothing to do. I have this anxiety about sleep cause I overthink a lot and all of my most horrible moments always come just when I have to go to sleep. Which is very annoying cause my mood goes downhill pretty quickly and when it does, I feel like the worst ever. Then I overthink some more and even if I go to sleep at atleast 10, I might as well fall asleep at 12.
Also I've kind of recovered from the burnout too? For past 2 days, I've just... not been studying much and honestly it feels so good to lay off for a bit and relax. I'm still procrastinating a lot and my stomach ache hasn't gotten better but I managed to start my math worksheet and I'm so glad! There's still so much work left but my school teachers are so nice. I felt sick once and asked to put my head down and my math teacher agreed and asked if im okay now. It was pretty small but it made me feel so nice for some reason.
Also my mom and I had a talk and she hasn't been saying so much about how lazy I am. I haven't properly talked to her about the stuff she says and how it hurts me a lot and honestly I have no idea how to because I suck so much at confronting problems. I once told her that I didn't like how she always comments on how fat I look (even tho i look decent) and I get how she has a lot of insecurity from being obese herself but she's always pushing this insecurity on me and I hate it so much (she still says it sometimes). Its made me so bitter towards her sometimes and even me. And even though she looks out for me a lot and understands I'm having a bad day, she never understands her own mistakes and i just snap at her so much nowadays which makes me feel like shit. She acts like I'm the worst person ever now even tho she doesn't realize how she is like. Taking a break with my door closed is useless cause she'll just come in randomly and start giving me lectures so i normally lock my door and just lay down and read something (normally with a excuse that I'm changing clothes or smth). But she screams so much if I lock my door. She never acts on it but it makes me so scared of locking it.
But other than that, my studies are almost complete and that makes me feel so happy. My best friend had gone on a trip for a week and normally we dont talk about deep stuff, just basic 'so whats up' (we travel together to school and live in the same area) but her presence makes me feel really calm so thats really nice too. And the rain is sooo much and the roads are literally flooded but damn do i love rain.
Soo anyway, tysmmm for the advice, it really helped to hear someone say I need to relax cause i really really did. I hope you have a wonderful dayy!!!
On a side note, Good luck babe by Chappell Roan is so good. Its literally on repeat in my mind!
Hi hon! I’m glad you’ve gotten a chance to relax a bit!
First, would it help to know that just closing your eyes and resting has been scientifically proven to be almost as helpful as actually sleeping? I know for me, I used to stress so much about sleep- “OMG I only have 6 hours to sleep. Well now I’ve been stressing and I only have 5.5. And now only 5. And so on…”
But if you just close your eyes and breathe it has almost the same benefits. It really helped me relax when I go to bed.
Also what your mom is saying to you is not okay and I’m so glad you realize that. Whether or not you are overweight (it shouldn’t matter) she shouldn’t be making comments like that. Being overweight doesn’t make people look “bad” and the way your mom is pushing her insecurities on you is super hurtful. I’m glad you know that she’s doing that, and your weight and your looks are separate from her. I’m sure you slay every outfit ❤️
Agreed, Chappell Roan is the loml
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definitelynotshouting · 11 months ago
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Do not apologise at all for responding late!! Holiday burnout is so real, theres sm to organise so I understand completely 😅. I hope youre getting some rest between xmas and the new year, or that at least whatever you have planned isnt too hard on you :)
I am 100% willing to believe you blessed my flight lmao, hopefully it works on the way back as well :D
Is it weird to say i dont think ive ever had a blackberry before?? Idk i might have had one when i was a kid but when you mentioned the blackberry jam I completely blanked. So um. Hope it was good?
Oh no your cat!! D: Hope he's all better now
YES I WOULD LOVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT MALAYSIAN FOOD!! I would show u pics but um 🧍->🏃‍♂️💨. Ur gonna have to google it king LOL. The first day back my dad and I went out to a mamak stall (basically just a restaurant for malay-chinese-indian food), and I had roti canai (a type of flatbread with curry) and teh tarik, which I have missed dearly. I dont typically like normal english breakfast tea so getting to have authentic teh tarik was SO GOOD. Teh tarik (translating to "pulled tea") is made with condensed milk and gets its name from how after the drink is mixed it gets continuously poured over and over from one container to another until it gets super frothy.
I've also been getting reacquainted with my favourite fruits 🥰 that you cant get in Australia like mangosteen and jambu air (ai-yer). Mangos and dragon fruit you can get in australia but. um. Theyre bad. They just taste like sweet water. Also unfortunately for me rambutan i havent been able to find rambutan 😔😔. Those look similar to lychee but they taste pretty different, less tangy and sweeter.
Ive gone out with a friend to have cendol (c promounced as a "ch") which is a cold desert with coconut milk and rice jelly, along with other toppings should you choose it. Im also in the process of convincing my bff to do a 3h road trip with me specifically for food in a city called Ipoh 😭 wish me luck.
AND, im getting one of my relatives to teach me how to make rendang and char kway teow. The rendang specifically because the one she makes i prefer over what's usually made in restuarants. I think it's a state difference in recipes or smtg? So the ones you'll find in restuarants are KL/Selangor rendang and she makes from Kedah. Thats just a theory tho im not actually sure.
🧍 i realise this ask has become like 70% about food so i apologise. But. In my defense you asked >:) /j
ANYWAY. I hope youve gotten a break from the holiday work or at least have one coming up <33 Take care of yourself; indulge in your cheeses :D
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SUN ANON HELLOOOOOO im so excited to hear you got those desserts, those sound AMAZING...... also i looked up all the foods you mentioned and MAN THESE LOOK GOOD.... im a shrimp lover im gazing so hard at the char kway teow...... 👀👀👀👀👀 also holy shit these fruits look so cool???? Thats WILD ive literally never heard of these before and im having a lot of fun looking them up online and reading about their flavours and stuff!!!! Incredibly curious about mangosteen, i was not expecting it to be white inside when i looked it up and just like, the contrast of the purplish rind vs the white insides is SO neat to look at, like that feels really good on my eyeballs if that makes sense JSDBEKDNMDD also also teh tarik sounds and looks amazing i want to try that SO bad now omg
Its so funny you say that about blackberries bc where i live we have them literally growing everywhere on the side of the road AKDNWKDNKWDN in the summer when they start putting out fruit one of my roommates will sometimes go out and just pick a bunch for the whole household, and they always taste SOOOOO much better than the store-bought ones. Im genuinely not sure how to describe the taste of blackberry other than like. Its very sweet but also very tart (i go for the slightly less ripe ones tbh bc i prefer tart things to super sweet) at the same time, and sorta pops in your mouth a little bit when you chew it. Honestly its one of my favorite fruits i would highly recommend them if you can find em anywhere!!!!
My resolution this year is a bit silly but i wanted to go for a very fun easy one, so its to use every sticker i own this year :] ive already started by putting a few on the creeper minifridge that my roomie got me for xmas 😂😂😂😂😂😂 and i have some scrapbook ideas as well to use my fancier ones that my friends have gotten me!!!! Also you are so valid about the writing-- tbh if you wrote more than expected then it sounds like you succeeded instead of failed, so thats awesome!!! :DDD
I hope you're doing well on your travels, sun anon!! And when the time comes may your flight back to Australia be as peaceful and pleasant as the one you experienced when you left it :]
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vallany-was-here · 4 years ago
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Oh Kique, oh Kique, back to blatantly re-using old poses are we?
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Kiq has always been tracking poses. Irl dogs, irl animals, his own traced art, you name it. But as he kept being called out for it, he got better at hiding it. His blatant tracing changed from this:
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To more subtle franken-tracing like this:
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You know, move a limb here, place a different head there, tilt the pose a teeeensy bit, so people won't notice! Kique has gotten really good at franken-tracing in the last... 100-150(?) pages it's hard for me to notice, tho it might also be because I don't really care as much as I did before, might also be because Staz is helping him with the comic now too.
But, he's back at it my guys, reusing a pose so old that it leads me to believe he did it in hopes people have forgotten it exists, and to be honest, I wouldn't have noticed either, if I wasn't literally alergic to this one, because in past pages, it was used like 4 times within the span of maybe 20 pages.
Now from a lil bit different note, I think we hit critical burnout here guys. The comic has gone down to one update per week, his gf helps him draw, colour and shade pages (she mainly works on clothing according to herself) the quality of the art crashed harder than the Stock market in 1929, (ex: everyone's unique faces are now hexagons, dogs have only two expressions now: resting dead-inside bitchface and creepy smile, there's no environmental lighting anymore, etc.) and now he's back from carefully franken-tracing poses to blatantly reused old ones in hopes nobody will remember the pose and tracing accusations.
And I gotta say, I'd pitty him, I would, if it weren't for one thing, he's being payed for it. There's nothing worse than burnout for an artist, especially when you release your art on a schedule, but the thing is, Kique is being payed for it. People pay him $2500+ for this comic, and what they get is traced/reused poses, rape apologists and mental illness enablers. What a great way to spend your money!
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iraprince · 5 years ago
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I know you probably hear this a lot, I've seen a few asks thanking you for being so frank with your mental health posts. Really, they helped. Just reading them made things a little easier, I've gotten out of bed and brushed my teeth today which might not sound like much but it feels like an achievement. I only have one thing to ask, you said you don't know when your passion for art came back. Lately I've lost the spark and I'm constantly worried, what if it never comes back? Thanks for listening
youre welcome, and i’m really happy my stuff has helped!
this is a tricky question bc i still worry abt it a lot. i know Why i lost the spark (i had no energy, my mental health was really bad, i had overworked myself and had an unhealthy relationship w the internet and my work on it, etc etc etc) but when it finally came back and i could draw again i couldn’t pinpoint any specific thing that had dragged me out of it. so now every time i feel myself slowing down or getting tired again i get scared; like, what if this time when i get burned out i can’t figure out how to get up again?
but in reality the answer is right there. this stuff happens bc u can’t do it anymore. and u really just need to let yourself rest... i know that doesn’t make it feel any better when you’ve been sitting there for weeks or months (or even years, in my case), angry and disappointed in yourself bc you can’t make anything, but there’s no way around rest, for your body AND your brain AND your heart. you have more time than you think you do and you’ll only make things worse if you berate yourself and stress yourself constantly. i do think you can and should fight it in little everyday ways; but lower your expectations drastically. make yourself draw a little headshot, even if you don’t really feel like it and you don’t like how it comes out. write one sentence, literally one sentence, even if it feels pointless. just prove to yourself you can still do it. during my big burnout i still did little tiny shoulders-up pencil sketches of my favorite anime villains like, idk, once every week and a half or whatever. and even tho at the time all i felt was irritation at myself for that being “the only thing i can manage,” looking back i do think it really helped me keep going. and take in tons of media that inspires you! play video games, watch that series everyone keeps telling you about, read the comic that’s been “on your list” for like a year and a half. even more than that, read the stuff your friends are drawing/writing and hype it up. you can’t make stuff if you don’t consume stuff. idk abt u but i can struggle w that — to me watching/reading stuff for fun often feels like “slacking” or “doing nothing” so it’s hard for me to schedule time for it even tho logically i know it’s important. but inspiration is fuel and you need it!
sorry this got so long but i hope it helps in some way. everything will be fine! be patient w yourself
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moistwithgender · 6 years ago
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Anime I think I remember watching this year
I need to keep better track of this I guess.
Aggressive Retsuko: Great! Very likable characters (even the bastards), just the right amount of millennial cynicism. 9/10 Aggressive Retsuko Christmas Special: It's not about Christmas, it's about instagram. It's great and extremely real (watch the series first though). Digimon Adventure tri 1 & 2: This is actually very boring so far. I planned to jump back in with the english dub, which is honestly how I should have been watching it from the beginning. Unfortunately, I haven't gotten around to it. Kado The Right Answer: If this show had not been sabotaged from the inside out in the last 2-3 episodes, this would have probably been up there with classics like Bebop. WEST WING: THE ANIME, we would have called it, or something. I haven't watched West Wing, but it's all bureaucracy, right? 8/10 in this universe, 10/10 in the alternate universe where it didn't shit the bed. Angolmois: I got halfway through this before the low budget and my own exhaustion had me drop it. Unfortunate, since anime never adapts the mongol invasion. Planet With: In the running for series of the year, probably. A super robot show where the ultimate moral is that, actually, rehabilitating your enemies is better than killing them. Will rewatch in the future, I'm sure. 10/10. Asobi Asobase: Hina Kino (Hanako)'s is going to go down as a legendary voice actress if I have any say in anything. Which I do, because I'm in charge of the industry now. Which means we're taking out queerphobic jokes, wrap it up people. 8/10, would rank higher without the bad takes. Cells at Work!: Really fun concept, has *implications* of a deeper narrative to be had built into the worldbuilding, but ultimately the whole season is just "oh I bet this irl thing would translate like this in my setting" on repeat. Still, an easy watch. 7/10. Hanebado!: There's a lot that could be good about this. Themes of toxicity in competitive spaces, overwork, abandonment, and trauma. Ending had a lot of people upset because it either miscommunicated how the protagonist moved past her trauma (best case), or just completely dropped the entire arc because...I don't know why. I rated this 9/10 on myanimelist, but it probably deserves lower. I'm still over here wanting to believe I missed something in my interpretation. Hoping for either a second season or a faster manga translation. My Hero Academia S3: This season had some high points but I felt it was considerably less interesting overall than the second season. However, Deku vs Bakugou was genuinely one of the best moments of the series thus far. My Hero Academia The Movie: Pretty standard shonen series movie for the sake of having one. Nothing groundbreaking here. But hey, I got to listen to "You Say Run" in a theater, which was almost worth the price of admission on its own. 6/10. Ushio & Tora: Both seasons, thirty nine episodes. Waste of my time! Maybe this series was just meant to be consumed bit by bit, but I just found it really shallow in the end. 6/10. Chio's School Road: Another *brilliant* comedy that is ultimately brought down by the occasional queerphobic humor. Get it toGETHER, guys! In any case, I care about these stupid children now, and hope for a season two soon. 8/10. Angels of Death: It took about 14 out of the total 16 episodes before I suddenly stopped hate watching it and started laughing at its unwarranted self seriousness and paradoxical writing. Still, kind of frustrated I stuck with it anyway. 4/10. Night is Young, Walk On Girl: Gorgeous movie that has to be seen, but. I wonder if it's Yuasa or the original writer of these books that insists on the resolution to all conflict being "heterosexuality". 9/10. Haibane Renmei: I got four episodes in before the Funi/Crunchy split happened ;__; it's really good tho Dragon Pilot: Definitely gonna rewatch this one one day too. There is a density of theme and execution here that I cannot yet fully unpack and it's just so good. Also the english dub is good, and is how I preferred to watch it. It also has a lesbian and isn't afraid of her, even if her role is very small. It's something. 9/10, maybe 10/10. Mirai: I fucking love Mamoru Hosoda's films. 9/10. Zombieland Saga: I have the sneaking feeling that they wanted a few more HOT PROGRESSIVE TAKES to be fit in before the season ended, but restraints got in the way. We had a sex worker idol who never got her backstory episode, and actually Tae never got hers either. It's still a 9/10 for me, but I'm hoping for at least a followup OVA. And a movie. Granblue Fantasy: I finished the full season, save for the "omake" episode that I assume takes place in the alternate universe where Protagonist Is Girl. This was somewhat throwaway cozy saturday morning nostalgia for the old days of Final Fantasy before that game series became more grounded in contemporary and sci-fi settings. It was also something I watched as a primer for the incoming Platinum and ArcSys games, because I'm not gonna play two gacha games at the same time. Hilariously, the--like--twenty new characters from the gacha that showed up in the last episode were all more interesting than the cast of the full season. 7/10, 10/10 for having a race of hot girls with horns (there are also guys but who cares). Hi Score Girl: This show is a love letter to growing up with arcades in 90s Japan and also struggling with making friends and ohhh my god every time the idiot main boy stops paying attention to important interpersonal plot and just starts infodumping about a game, I tragically see myself. It's very good, the girls are GOOD GIRLS and deserve better and the writing seems fully aware of that.  The series unfortunately ends on a stock romantic plot beat cliffhanger that I have to wait until March to have ultimately resolved in THREE EPISODES. Despite that, it's easily a 9/10. I list a lot of 9/10s but it's been a good couple seasons and there's just...a lot of range there. Number scores are bullshit. Watch anime. Shin Getter Robo: Probably the last show I'll have finished before the year end. It's my second exposure to Getter Robo (my first was reading Getter Robo Go, which actually takes place after this), and it's still good, but oh god. These guys are dumb bastards but there's a note early in that has aged particularly badly in the MeToo era. Not sure if the show got better because I switched audio tracks to English with VAs I have nostalgia for, or because they broke through the bottom of a lake and wound up in alternate history Heian era Japan, stranded for multiple years. With a giant robot. I liked that part. 8/10. Shows I took a break from due to burnout and need to pick back up: Run with the Wind, Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai, Vento Aureo, SSSS.Gridman, Hinomaruzumou, Ms. Vampire who lives in my neighborhood, As Miss Beelzebub Likes It., Devilman Crybaby, That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime, Skull-face Bookseller Honda-san. SO MANY!!
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