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daenysx · 5 months ago
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can i request a modern!aemond with breeding kink?
i hope i did this right, thank you for requesting ♡
modern!aemond targaryen x fem!reader , smut
you think of how much you like this as you pull aemond closer.
morning sex has been something he can't give up since the beginning of your relationship. a lovely part of his routine. you seem to like it, too, maybe a bit too much. you wake up before him most days, kissing him good morning. it's only 6 am, how can you be so wanting at this hour? you forget everything you think of when aemond moves his cock between your legs.
he's not sleepy, not at all. sharp mind, all focused on one thing. he holds your hands next to your head, moves gracefully on top of you. kisses pressed on your neck, your skin the softest under him so early. you move your head to meet his lips, whispering his name.
"you shouldn't be so teasing at this hour, you know?" you say. he's the devil, moving but not getting inside of you.
"you're so impatient." he says with a smirk. "we got plenty of time."
"aemond-"
he shuts you up by sucking your nipple deliciously. you lift your chest to his mouth, feeling the wetness between your legs grow. you squirm, keeping his fingers tight on yours.
"look at that." he whispers, moving his hardness on the way from your cunt to your belly. the silky liquid draws a line. "were you dreaming of something to get this wet, hmm?"
"i don't remember." you reply, sweetly. "maybe i did."
your legs find their places on his sides as he finally takes pity on both of you. sheets wrinkle under your bodies as he pushes his cock inside you. you accept him with a soft groan, it's a tight fit especially now. you'll get used to it in a few seconds, aemond lets go of your hands for you to wrap them around him.
his face stays tucked on your shoulder, lips buried to your neck. the stretch of your muscles feels nice, aemond's hair shines with the early lights of the sun as you drag your fingers through them. everything is whispered, careful not to ruin the peace of the morning. you take a deep breath when he starts moving properly.
his one hand goes to rub your clit, it's all wet, and maybe it would be too much but you feel hungry for him today. hungry for the touches and the kisses. you close your eyes to aemond's noises against your ear. he murmurs something you can't quite catch.
"so nice, just like that." he says. "taking me so well before you can open your eyes."
you rub your fingers on his neck, his shoulders are free of the tension he holds during the day. "you'd look- so pretty." he whispers. the words are messy and broken in his mouth. "pretty with my baby."
your hazy mind can't catch what he's saying. you can only hold onto him as he finds all the sensitive spots. "i can imagine- how perfect you'd be." he says as he pushes himself to hit your g-spot. he knows he'll be begging minutes later.
"right there, baby." you say as he hits again. he knows how to use his power on you. "again. please, keep doing it."
he wraps his arms around you to close any distance between you. the movements are frantic, his abs touching your belly. he dreams of things. a baby in your belly. his baby in your arms. it's a deep instinct, his rational mind knows it's not the right time but he can't help himself thinking about it when he's deep inside. the way you're pulling him doesn't help.
"i'm close." he manages to say. "let me just-"
"no." you say, going insane over his fingers on your clit. "stay. come like this."
"you shouldn't say that." do you want him to lose his control?
"i want it."
"please-"
"i said stay, aemond."
he doesn't have the strength to say anything else other than moving the way he does. he feels the drops of responsibility disappear on him. he's desperate to fill you up, so needy to see his come mixing up with yours as it leaks from you.
"will you let me come inside?" he asks, taking your earlobe gently between his teeth. "can i fill you up, hmm? can i fill you up with my baby?"
you're losing your mind over his excited voice. "yes." you say, holding onto him. "yes, yes, i will. please, you can do it."
"you know how pretty you'd look, right?" he says, he loses control over his words. "pretty with my baby, all belong to me."
"yes." you agree. "come for me." you say to his ear. he obeys.
white ropes of come cover your insides, he holds you tight on his chest. you feel yourself falling over the edge as you clench around his cock for the last time to come after him. the wetness is insane, aemond can't seem to calm down with the pleasure he gets. "my baby." he whispers to your hair. he stays inside you even after you finish.
you can finally take a normal breath a few seconds later. your tired arms stay around his body, his head on your shoulder. he knows he should pull himself out any moment but- the warmth feels so safe right now. he thinks he's not ready to leave.
when he moves himself, you keep him. "no, please, stay." you say. "we can take a shower later, before we leave. please don't move now."
"whatever you want." he says. "anything you want."
that's a good enough promise. you accept it with a kiss on his head.
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deathbxnny · 2 years ago
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Hello thank you so much for doing my request but can i request again it's the same in my first request but this time it's about the Lantern Rite and the reader is a very important person on Liyue so he has lots of guard and because the character is there lover the guards think they also need protection so the reader and character did not have a alone time but the reader nows lots of ways to scape the guards so when they scape the go to a little far from Liyue and they have a good view but before they scape the reader buy a special lantern and he say that the two of them will float it
And the reader whisper 如果我能再活一次,我会更快地找到你 ( If I were to live my life again, I'd find you sooner ) and then he surprise hug the character
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A/N: Hello! I love the idea, it's so cute! So thank you for the request!<33
Also the post mentioned in the ask is this one.
Featured characters: Dan Heng, Blade, Jing yuan
Content: Fluff, established relationship, angst if you squint hard enough, Lantern rite, sfw
Reader has no mentioned pronouns!
((Not fully proofread))
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》Blade
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He's glad to finally escape your bodyguards, once you lead him away to a secret spot only you know of. He stares out at the city and watches, as the lanterns gently fly away into the night sky. He feels at peace for once and secretly hopes, that the feeling never ends.
He's a little surprised, when you then suddenly hold out a special lantern to him and claim it to be a symbol of your love. His cold heart warms for a moment at your words and he's rendered speechless, unable to respond to such unknown kindness.
Then you hug him tightly, something you've done plenty of times before. Yet it's different this time. It feels different. And slowly, but surely, he returns the hug hesitantly. He doesn't say anything, but you understand. He feels the same.
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》Jing Yuan
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He chuckles to himself, when you drag him off to your secret spot. Whilst he didn't mind the crowd of body guards, he also wanted to have some alone time with you on this beautiful night. He'll allow you to take him anywhere you want and urges you to tell him what you've planned.
So he's pleasantly surprised, when you hold out a lantern to him. He accepts it with ease, thanking you for the thoughtful gesture. Yet his teasing and playful words come to an end, once you utter that sweet sentence to him. He freezes for a moment, before melting with a gentle smile.
He beats you to the hug first, thanking you for everything and confirming that he'd do the same. His heart is beating our of his chest for you and he hopes you can heart it.
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》Dan Heng
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He's glad to finally escape the crowd and get to a more quiet place with you. He wanted to spend time with only you all day, so he's eager to follow you anywhere you want to go. He's relieved, when he sees that the spot is empty and secluded, perfect for some well-deserved alone time after such a hectic day.
He's however still a little stunned, when you suddenly present the special lantern to him and tell him those sweet words. He doesn't know what to say for a moment, his heart swelling at your actions in ways he never thought he could feel.
But when you hug him, he suddenly seems to come to his senses, as he embraces you back even tighter. He thanks you dearly for everything you've given him and promises, that he'd do the same, if he ever does somehow die. He truly swears, that he would.
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A/N: I hope this is okay! Thank you again for the request!<33
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noyasaur · 1 year ago
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hii!! i have a few shifting questions im a bit new lol
can you prove shifting is real? im trying to shift but i cant get over the fact that it might not be real and that im wasting my life yk?
do i have to script personalities or appearances to existing characters or will they jut be like they are in the show/game?
how can i be more motivated to shift?
sorry if this doesnt make sense! im a bit bad at english even though its my first language lol
anyways have a great day!!
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hihi anon ! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ i hope you're doing well and welcome! i hope your journey is going well so far! and don't worry, your questions made perfect sense! and i also apologise for taking so long to answer your questions, i spent a lot of time trying to formulate the right answers for your questions so i hope i'm able to help 😭 and sorry for the super long answer!
anyway, let's answer your questions~
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🪐 CAN YOU PROVE SHIFTING IS REAL?
honestly, this is a tricky one. i want to be very honest with you and i, in no way want to demotivate you at all! right now, the only way of 'proving' shifting (at least, to my knowledge) is through experiencing shifting ourselves, or trusting other shifter's word as proof of reality shifting. regarding scientific research and proof behind reality shifting, to my knowledge, there are no studies that directly investigate reality shifting. i also feel like reality shifting would already be incredibly difficult to prove already on top of the existence of infinite realities/potentials, thus leading to an extension of an infinite amount of different variables.
reality shifting is a very personal experience and one's journey and experience will differ from person to person. unfortunately, in the current state of our reality, reality shifting has not been scientifically proven.. yet.
reality shifting is on of those experiences where you just have to form your own beliefs on it, and trust yourself and others. i like to think of it this way. take our own consciousness for example- we are all conscious right now, correct? we all know we have consciousness. it's a known fact. however, very little is known about our own consciousness, it's origins and it's power. but we all know that we have a consciousness, and we can't prove it to anyone yet but ourselves.
people thought lucid dreaming wasn't real many years ago and now people recognise it as a legitimate practice. same with astral projection, and out of body experiences.
and i know shifting is real because i have experienced parallel reality shifts (some intentional and some unintentional) and mini-shifts myself.
however, not all hope is lost! are there studies and theories on infinite universes, parallel realities and the multiverse? yep! are there studies on consciousness, quantum mechanics and biophotons? yes! there are plenty of studies, theories, and concepts that can be linked together and used to scientifically determine how reality shifting is even possible in the first place. yes, it's one of those things that isn't believed or accepted by the general public, but it exists. we may not know exactly how and we can only theorise, but there are connections that can be made.
now, i completely understand your worries on how reality shifting might not be real. that's totally valid! especially speaking since we've been conditioned out whole lives to think otherwise. that we only have one shot at life and we have to work hard to get our desires, but know we now that's the opposite? we can live an infinite amount of lives and have an infinite amount of parallel realities? we are the creators of our own reality and we have the power to shape what we experience?
however, this is where you come in. i highly recommend that to reassure your worries, find these answers out for yourself. determine what exactly reality shifting is for you and find how it is possible, instead of worrying about what if it's not possible. i'm not a fan of overconsumption of shifting information, however i think it's good to do a deep dive on shifting every now and then to help you open your mind to question what reality shifting is and how it's possible. then, when you've formed your own beliefs on shifting, it's easier to validate your belief and trust in shifting since you've discovered yourself how it's possible and what it is to you! that way, you won't need to worry about any external shaking your beliefs or making you worry about whether shifting is real or not because YOU have personally worked out how it's possible for you.
explore and read about other people's experiences, beliefs and theories on shifting. read scientific papers on concepts relating to shifting such as The Many Worlds Theory, multiverses, and parallel realities. read about the Law of Assumption and consciousness. read shifting success stories! just anything that relates to shifting. and don't worry, at the end of this post, i'll link some helpful resources at the end that have helped me explore deeper into how reality shifting is possible!
and if you're worried about wasting your life away on reality shifting, something that could help is to normalise reality shifting. what i mean by that is see reality shifting as something that is an everyday casual thing (which it is). think of it as a hobby, and not something you don't need to be heavily obsessed over. become content with the fact that, "oh, there's this super cool thing i can do! i can shift realities, i'll try it. oh, i didn't shift, that's okay i'll try again next time. oh, i shifted? cool!"
remember that reality shifting and your desired realities all exist in the now regardless, and they aren't going anywhere. reality shifting is not something super unattainable. i understand where you're worries are coming from and they are 100% valid.
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🪐 DO I HAVE TO SCRIPT CHARACTER'S PERSONALITIES OR APPEARANCES, OR WILL THEY JUST BE LIKE HOW THEY ARE IN THE GAME/SHOW?
now, you don't have to script character's entire personalities and appearances (if you don't want to!). you can, but it's also not necessary. it's entirely up to you :)
with scripting, you don't have to script everything down to the tee. you aren't specifically creating any reality out of thin air, more like visually and physically specifying your intentions of what reality you want to shift to/experience. in fact, some people don't even have scripts!
scripting essentially has no power. scripting is just a physical, visual outline of the desired reality where you intend to shift to. to sort out your thoughts and intentions. your subconscious mind already holds everything in that script and whatever else you intend to experience. your subconscious knows what you want and it'll fill in all the gaps for you, so don't stress!
there is no requirement or criteria for how much, or how little you need to script. you can script as little as you like, or as much as you like! thus, if you don't script anything about a character's personality or appearance, but you intend for them to act like how they would in their respective game/show, then they will act how you expect them to. you can even add that in your script if you want as well: "this character will have the same personality/appearance as they do in ___." it's all up to your assumptions and intentions.
however, if you feel like you want to script their appearance or personality, then go for it! do whatever makes you feel best and most comfortable.
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🪐 HOW CAN I BE MORE MOTIVATED TO SHIFT?
oh gosh, there are so many different ways to help keep you motivated to shift! i'll try not to ramble :)
honestly, just thinking about the concept of reality shifting and the possibilities can be motivating enough. like how there are infinite realities and infinite possibilities? you can literally experience anything and be anyone you want to be.
you can consume any kind of content relating to your desired reality, watch videos, create pinterest boards (e.g. your outfits in your dr, dr locations, etc.), write letters to people in your desired reality, or think/make a list of things you're excited to experience in your desired reality.
or even just think about your desired reality and get yourself excited! what are you excited to experience? who are you excited to meet? what are you scared about? where do you want to visit? things like that.
however, while i am a big advocate for being able to seek motivation from yourself, it's also good to watch videos and read about other people's shifting experiences to motivate yourself! find other people who have the same/similar desired realities as you, or read shifting stories.
however, it's good to learn how to motivate yourself and not rely on other's so much for validation on shifting, it's existence and motivation. however, it doesn't hurt to consume shifting stories and tips from shifters too, just don't rely too much on it as your main source of validation/motivation.
additionally, it's completely okay to feel demotivated with shifting. it's okay to be drained. and it's also okay to take breaks when you need it. stay at your own pace and don't rush yourself into anything. you don't need to be trying to shift every single day of the year if you don't feel like it. reality shifting isn't going anywhere and your desired realities are always going to exist. so please don't stress and don't feel like you need to rush! you can always shift to your desired reality whenever you want, and however you want!
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alright, i hope i answered your questions well and i hope this helped! and i apologise if i rambled a little bit, i just had so much to say (especially for the first question dhjkds).
have an amazing day and good luck on your shifting journey! you got this! ʚɞ ⁺˖
- saturn ♡
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🪐 HELPFUL RESOURCES! (these are just some that have helped me!)
REALITYSHIFTING101 - i found this user through amino and their posts have been so, so informative in the in-depth science behind reality shifting and how it's possible. honestly one of the only shifters i've seen who's done such an in-depth analysis on reality shifting and the objective science behind it.
blog: https://realityshifting.medium.com/ amino: https://aminoapps.com/c/desired/page/user/realityshifting101/5w64_MWUYf81pj0qoYwJY00P5JdG5ZxmQHY ULTIMATE RESOURCE: Total Shifting Science (amino): https://aminoapps.com/c/desired/page/blog/ultimate-resource-total-shifting-science/xLkq_62t2u6DWEXn3x55w5rgL5z5vZkKmm
LOVE - an amino user who's been shifting for quite some time and visited many different realities. provided some very interesting information and perspectives on the reality shifting, the multiverse, other realities, and some interesting terminology and concepts.
amino profile: https://aminoapps.com/c/desired/page/user/nill-l/vPMG_2qu2f6eoEGbvBBwwP7kK2Y1qepw32sX
OTHER RESOURCES - here is are some other uncategorised links of good shifting resources!
reddit post (shifting + other shifting related resources): https://www.reddit.com/r/shiftingrealities/comments/ow7n7y/recommended_reliable_resources/ yennieshifts shifting carrd: https://yennieshifts.carrd.co/https://yennieshifts.carrd.co/
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deadbydangit · 2 years ago
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I have panic attacks constantly. Hope you're feeling better!
Could you do the same one (panic one) for ghostface, mastermind and leon? ♡♡♡
Thank you. I just have some crazy things going on at the moment.
With a Reader who is having a panic attack.
Ghostface, Mastermind, Leon
Ghostface
He doesn't have experience in calming down panic attacks.
He's the one who gives people panic attacks.
Right before he kills them.
Gives the photo a little extra spice.
But he knows why they happen.
So when you start having one, he's going to immediately assume it was him.
(And to be fair he's almost given you several so sometimes it is his fault.)
"I'm sorry baby! I don't know what I did, but I'm sorry."
His panicking isn't helping.
You're going to have to find some way to tell him it isn't him.
Once he figures that out, he's going to move you to a safer location.
Maybe one of his secret spots (not the one with all the pictures of dead bodies.).
He'll wait till you calm down before speaking.
"You wanna talk about it?"
It's awkward.
He's really trying though.
He'll try telling you stories to get your mind off of it.
"So that's why I'm not allowed to go back to Stark Enterprises."
But if you don't want to talk, he'll just sit by.
You'll forget why you were so upset in the first place.
Mastermind
He'll be rather irritated at first.
"I'm busy. Could this wait?"
Oh.
He can now see the severity of the situation.
He first needs to make sure it wasn't someone else who caused this.
"Who was it? Was it that Ghostface? Pesky brat. I'll take care of him."
He needs a debriefing.
Don't worry, it's just his way of showing he cares about you.
Keep him focused.
He'll sit you down and get you some water.
"Deep breaths dearheart. Easy now."
He'll soften his tone.
Even hold your hand.
He has no experience with panic attacks himself.
But he's seen plenty.
"Here love."
Wesker gives nice tight hugs.
He knows more about you than you think.
He'll try everything to try and ease the anxiety.
"Anything you'd like dearest?"
He's not big on spoiling you, but today it is acceptable.
"Come now dear. Let's take a walk."
His calm demeanor is contagious.
You'll feel better in no time.
Leon S Kennedy
"Hey, hey. What's going on?"
Momentary panic himself.
What happened?!
Someone hurt you?!
Chris! Jill! I need help!
Oh...
Oh.
He'll be so embarrassed.
"S-Sorry about that."
He'll take both your hands in his and lead you to somewhere quiet.
"If you want to talk, you just let me know."
And you don't even have to ask for cuddles.
He's like, the best at it.
And if you don't, that's fine too.
You just let him know.
He has a stash of sweets for moments like this.
Pick whatever you'd like!
Don't have what you want?
He'll go find it.
Don't you worry about a thing.
He'll be there for you.
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panoralis · 1 year ago
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⋆⠀⠀RAISE OUR GLASSES.⠀⠀ ┉ ⠀⠀ DECEMBER 2021
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“⠀⠀ AND IN THE END, even saints can admit her fault was staring through the wrong shade of lenses. ⠀⠀”
STARRING.   hwang haein .. bang chan .. mention of kalaya cherinsuk and hwang gyuri
CW(S).   arguments, possible toxic mindset (particularly when it comes to work and personal relationships), initial refusal to accept accountability, swearing, emotional injuries
MONA SAYS.   welcome to the mini trilogy i unofficially title ‘the happiest girls’ !! i’ve had this planned for a while now then ended up writing this at like.. google docs said 1:08 a.m. slides that out of the way let’s just go with early. also yes, the formats are inspired inspired by fiixion’s ocs and moirtre ♡
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UNKNOWN, 10:03 P.M: can you meet me here? UNKNOWN, 10:03 P.M: haein, i don’t want us to dissolve so easily UNKNOWN, 10:03 P.M: please give me this chance
haein swears she blocked his number. but in this universe, she doesn’t have the power to enforce the same command on his manager. it’s not a surprise anymore—he’s clearly mastered the art of finding loopholes.
without the bustling students weaving between the machineries of the arcade, or kids accidentally knocking people’s legs during their endeavor to get on the little rides, it doesn’t take long for haein to find him. he’s so predictable; silently leaning against the wall beside the photo booth. 
..seven, eight, nine.
it takes the anxious man seven flashes of his lockscreen, eight deep breaths, and nine flicks across the space before his gaze finally catches her. knowing him too well, haein can see the specks of relief that shimmer upon his cocoa-tinted irises. was he truly so worried that she wouldn’t show up like he desperately expected?
funny.
“you came..” the words barely squeeze past bang chan’s lips. his impulsive thoughts kick in; strongly tempting him to hug her. “you’re here-”
“-to officially put an end to this.”
haein can’t remember the last time she let her professional persona bleed into her personal life. clearly, neither does the male idol, for the hope in his face is ruthlessly erased. he can strain his muscles as much as he wants—the corners of his lips won’t reach his dimples. 
just this once, she’ll let him grasp her arm and lead her to the vacant space between the photo booth and row of motorcycle racer stimulators. while she wants to nip the bud and return home already, the last thing anyone needs is a scandal.
“no, haein- please..” he begins to plead again. “i know you understand me when i say that i was trying to protect everyone.”
hitting back with a scoff, the noirette retorts, “you call concealing the truth from inka—someone who looked up to you, trusted you—protecting her? spare me the bullshit, chan. you had so many chances to be honest with her. and yet, even when you got caught, you still spun the narrative on her; ‘made her feel like she was too young to face it.”
and there his hand goes—fixing the edges of his beanie despite it not being a distraction in the first place. haein has experienced enough fights with him to spot the tell-tale signs: a shadow covers the warm gleam in his eyes, his attention is abruptly averted to things surrounding him, and he bites his tongue to refrain from saying something he will regret-
“why are you even on her side? i’m your boyfriend, aren’t i? you should be assuring me that i did what was best for the group.”
(oh? oh, sounds like the eve of new year is already trickling into.. certain people’s personas.)
“no chan, you’re a hypocrite.” haein states without hesitation. “look at us, we began dating even though you still have that dating ban in place. what makes us different from inka’s situation, huh?”
stunned, the once candid male doesn’t have any words to spill. but his girlfriend still has plenty.
“i may not know inka as well as gyuri does, but what i do know is that you didn’t have the right to meddle with her personal affairs. you kept acting like she’s this fragile doll that in the end, you were the one who shattered her into fine fragments.” 
her sharp words cut so deep, the strings of frustration that tried to move bang chan are cut seamlessly. no longer is his common sense eclipsed by undeserved self-assurances, yet everyone knows the importance of timing. 
so haein forces him to reap the consequences by watching her walk away—from him, his recklessness, and their previously sturdy relationship. 
sure, she’ll listen to him call her name, sprinkle some ‘don't go’ too. she’ll feel the hurt he blends with desperation while trying to get her back. and she’ll look back once to notice the tremors in his hands as he tries to reach out for her.
but the young woman had just finished dressing the cuts littered across her skin. they’re not very pretty.. then again, witnessing the man you love shatter the foundation of your story so easily isn’t either. still, if he ever gathers the audacity to ask her again, she’d let him know her preference.
she wants to draw stars around her scars, not layer them some more.
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FANBASE  :  @stealanity @lost-leopard-beanie @fairiepoems & send an ask or dm if you'd like to be added !
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thelazyhermits · 2 months ago
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First off, every single part of your Twisted Wonderland story heals a scar in my soul I want even aware existed. The way you capture and expand on each character in the game has me falling in love with them over and over again like I did the first time I got into Twisted Wonderland. Everything right now has been kinda stressful for me and I had to take a break from TW for a good while (the regret of missing so many events 😭), but only recently I had gotten back in and that’s because of you! Back then TW had so many new fans and content that you could never get enough yet sadly I see more and more abandon or incomplete works and creators retiring, to which I completely respect and understand their circumstances, but it does break my heart. I love TW so much and to know that you write such beautiful, heart gripping stories of them is something I am forever grateful for, the Yuu you’ve given life to is one I love with my whole heart just as much as I love all the other silly little boys. She’s such a sweetheart and seeing her be so loved, so treasured, is so soothing and healing that I can only want more! So please do take the time to rest, heal and don’t forget to hydrate because as much as I, and many of your fans, love and want more, we want you to take care of yourself first and foremost 🫶 Coming back to TW with you as my welcome has been the best thing I’ve done so far because you really gave me a reason to come back to this place. I’m finally picking up the game again and just in time for Tsum3 hehehe, I apologize if this is so long and wordy but I sometimes can’t really comment much so I usually comment long before disappearing again (−_−;)But know that you have an avid fan of your writing right here and I’m not leaving any time soon ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
Setting that aside, I was wondering what event will you be writing about next after the Glorious Masquerade? By order I believe it’s the Port event right?
Awwwwwwwwww!!! This is one of the sweetest asks I've ever received! Thank you soooo much!!! 😭🥺😭🥺😭🥺
I am beyond flattered to hear that you feel that way about my writing. I seriously can't ask for a better compliment than being told that my writing & portrayal of the TWST boys has resulted in you falling even more in love with the boys. I am always so happy when I can make my readers fall even more love with the boys, especially my favorite boys XD
I'm so glad that you find my TW series to be healing/soothing. Nothing makes me happier than when my writing is able to help improve someone else's day/get them through a tough time, etc. since I always love to make my readers smile with my fics 🥰
It's wonderful to hear that this series was able to give you a reason to come back to TWST and was like a welcome back party so to speak. It's also pretty funny since TWST has a vice grip on me, which has lasted for two years now, and I don't think I'll be getting away anytime soon so it's like it's using my fics to do the same to all my readers. We're all in this together 😂
I'm sorry to hear things have been stressful for you as of late and that you had to miss some events as a result. I hope things will become less stressful soon, and hopefully, you'll get a chance to see those events again via reruns. Thankfully, JPN had a lot of those this year, so there should be plenty in the ENG server in 2025 haha
I'm so happy you like my Yuu since she's near and dear to my heart, and I just have so much fun writing her interactions with the TWST boys. There's just something endearing/almost poetic about how this girl, who never knew love, came to experience it for the first time in a school filled with "villains".
These boys are far from perfect. They're all a handful and can be a real pain in the ass at times, but it's specifically because of their "villainous" natures that the love/care they show Yuu is all the more special cause you wouldn't expect guys like them to care this much, but they do, because Yuu accepts them for they are, despite all their faults, and loves them, and they, in turn, just want to return the favor.
Because they're not villains and Yuu won't ever allow anyone, including them, think otherwise.
I really love writing about Yuu and these silly boys, so I have every intention to take good care of myself so I can continue doing so. You don't need to worry about my overworking myself since I've never been the type to forget to sleep/hydrate/eat cause I'm actually quite lazy irl and I really love to sleep/eat 😂
But thank you so much for your kind words! It really means a lot to me to hear that I have such a kind, wonderful reader like yourself supporting me 😊🥰💕💕💕
And please don't apologize for the long ask! I honestly love reading long comments/asks, so they're always welcome ❤
Moving onto your question, I want to keep what event I'll be covering next a secret, just like I normally do, since the first chapter will get posted on Christmas Day, and there's nothing better than a Christmas surprise, right? XD
However, I will tell you this: It won't be Port Fest that comes next, even though a Jack-centered fic really is the ideal Christmas present, I must admit, and that's totally not my bias talking lol 😂
For the record, I don't follow an order or anything like that when I post events. I typically just post whatever event I feel like posting at the time, although I do try to post seasonal events at the right time of the year when I can, like what I did with the first three Halloween events and the Sam's New Year Sale event.
The next event I'll be posting is one I chose to post next because it actually gets referenced in my Port Fest event fic as well as other event fics, so in order to avoid confusion, it's best that this fic comes next.
Plus, it's a really long fic, my longest TWST fic to date, which is ideal for me since, during that time, I can continue working on my 2024 JPN Halloween fic and also eventually start on my Tsum 3 fic, one of which will likely come after this long fic finally ends.
I hope you'll be looking forward to it! 😊 Also, thank you again for this lovely ask! It seriously made my morning and will surely be the highlight of my day 🥰💕💕💕💕
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Hey I was wondering if you can do an Incubus! Jack x an asexual reader please. Thank you😊 Love your work 😊
Aaa thank you so much for the kind words~! Hope I did an alright job with this one decided to go with headcanons!
♡ So an incubus and asexual human walk into a bar-  
♡ In all seriousness the irony isn’t lost on anyone, least of all yourself. A demon who lives and breathes sexual appeal living under a roof with a human who has no active interest in sex whatsoever sounds like something out of sitcom, and you have to wonder what twist of fate had shacked the two of you up together. 
♡  It probably should have occurred to you sooner that Jack wasn’t just some run of the mill demon. Well, it’s not as though you ever got around to actually asking him what exactly he was, not really. All it took was seeing the horns, tail and wings to piece together that he definitely wasn’t human, but at the time you’d been too concerned about the fact that he’d just suddenly appeared in your apartment to start getting into demon hierarchies and such. 
♡ He’s a conscientious house guest at least; respectful of boundaries, takes care to not tear the house apart and he’s incredibly polite and attentive to how you’re feeling. And honestly? He’s a better roommate than most of the other people you’ve shared a place with, partners or otherwise. (though the fact that he can cook and clean may or may not give him a leg up in the competition.) You’re not sure when he becomes a staple in your home or your life, but it’s not long before you can’t remember a time where the big horned guy wasn’t hovering around you like a loyal puppy. Maybe it helps that he makes a point to reinforce that you can tell him when you’re uncomfortable or if he’s laying it on too thick with the affection. Sometimes you don’t even need to tell him, it’s as though he knows exactly what you’re thinking and how you’re feeling and acts accordingly to ensure that you’re happy and comfortable - best not to think too hard about it.
♡ Jack plays the long game when it comes to earning your favor. The incubus has learned to be patient and knows that you require a more delicate approach thanks to everything that happened before he arrived. There’s something about you that is profoundly different than the other humans that he’s fed on; just being around you is intoxicating and any time spent with you never feels like enough to him, so he’s always vying for more of your attention and your time, wanting nothing more than to have your eyes on him, and for you to enjoy his company. You’re not interested in him sexually but he still wants you to want him - to need him wholly and completely and to encompass all of your thoughts just like you never stray from his. 
♡ He wants that so badly, but he knows better than to blindly force your affections, or make use of his powers to ease you up to his presence. It’s been so, so long since anyone’s summoned him since he’s been locked away - he’s not going to ruin things by coming on too strong and rushing things when you need time to adjust and accept him.     
♡ You’d think that there would be issues around Jack being a desire demon and all that it entails, but it’s never something that you have to worry your pretty little head about, he makes sure of it. There’s plenty of other ways that he can fufill any of those pesky hunger pangs that don’t involve sex, just be prepared for a very clingy incubus when he’s feeling a little pekish. Hopefully you’re big on affectionate gestures and that you’re okay with him being in your space because he’s going to be acting very lovey-dovey around you a LOT. 
♡ From casual, subtle touches to full on cuddling up against you his affection is all encompassing in your day to day life. His hand always manages to find yours when they’re free, his head somehow always comes to rest on your shoulder and nuzzle into your collarbone when you’re working, and let's not get started about all of the times you’ve been trapped on the couch thanks to all of those TV time cuddles. Whatever it is Jack just loves touching you and being in your space not just to feed; you’re so warm and welcoming how can he resist the urge to hold you? Jack’s sure to temper himself though - he doesn’t want his sunshine getting too overwhelmed now does he?  
♡ All of these little touches cumulate into enough energy to keep this lovably clingy demon going, so the more the better. The reciprocated touches are especially filling. Be the first to initiate a hug or any kind of physical contact? Jack’s smitten and will happily take any and all affection that you are willing and comfortable giving him. 
♡ Don’t be shy! Stroke his hair or run your fingers along his horns and markings and you’ll have a very satisfied demon who’s like putty in your hands. Of course he won’t shy away from showing you just how much he loves having your undivided attention, coaxing you to keep it up and thanking you for taking such good care of him and making him so happy. That kind of talk can get flustering really fast, but if it manages to get a blush out of you it gives Jack all the more reason to keep it up - you just look so cute when you blush~!
♡ That isn’t to say he is always going to be able to keep his urges in check - he’ll reign it in around you so you’ll never have to worry about it but he’s got to properly feed sometime when it gets too much. For the bigger hunger pangs he’s not opposed to satisfying those urges through other means. They may or may not be the most moral but you can be that’s nothing that you have to concern yourself with - he never wants his sunshine to worry about anything, just best to turn a blind eye to those times he disappears for a few hours every once in a while.
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ahgastae · 3 years ago
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paper tiger (part one) – min yoongi x f!reader
➥ word count: 3.7k | college!au | bullet points | fluff | e2f2l | angst (later)
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➥ a/n:  this was originally gonna be a fully written fic but i’m turning it into bullet points and using it as a springboard to (hopefully) escape my writing block. there will be a part two to this!! and probably more depending on how far i go with it! my schedule’s just been,, pretty crazy lol. anyway, feedback is appreciated, as always, and i hope you enjoy ♡
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truth be told, you never would have imagined your path would cross with that of the infamous campus “bad boy,” min yoongi. you thought you two were—for lack of better phrasing—complete polar opposites. but then an introductory poetry class forces you both together for a semester-long project, and you learn how to read between more than just the written lines.
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it’s move-in day for the new year at your university
you and your friends all made a deal to get there around the same time to help each other get settled bc unpacking can be a bit of a bitch
you normally share a dorm with one of them, but there’s an odd number of you guys this year since nayeon graduated last semester
so you—being the amazing friend you are—took one for the team and accepted the random placement
you’re the first of your group to arrive when you get to campus, so you decide you may as well start taking things up to your room while you wait
fighting your way through the chaos in the main room is a bit of a struggle, but you finally manage to may your way to the elevators
luckily, there’s already one waiting when you get there and with only one other person standing inside
he looks like he must be another student, but for some reason you can’t shake the feeling there’s something familiar about him
maybe you’ve seen him at one of those parties nayeon liked to drag you along to??
the elevator doors start closing before you can dwell on it for too long
your eyes widen and you break into a small jog, clutching onto your box of belongings for dear life as you hurry to make it in time
“wait!” you call out to the guy already in the elevator. “hold the doors, please!”
he doesn’t even look up from his phone.
the elevator doors shut right as you reach them
you slow to a stop with a small huff, trying not to be too frustrated at the fact that that guy just completely blew you off
pretended like he didn’t even notice you sprinting towards him like a mad woman
alright, maybe that’s an exaggeration, but it was still rude
what kind of asshole lets the doors close right in someone’s face just so they can get to their floor a few seconds earlier??
you roll your eyes, pressing the button to call for another elevator and pushing mr. “i’m too impatient to hold the door for two seconds” out of your mind
your friends will be there any minute and you guys have lunch planned after you’re finished unpacking, so you’ve got plenty of other things to focus on
no use getting all worked up over some random guy you’ll probably never see again anyway, even if he was a dick
after spending more time than you’d like to admit lost in the halls, you finally reach your dorm
only to find that your dormmate—whomever they may be—has already taken the liberty to unpack all of their things
and you mean all of their things
the place is already completely cluttered despite it being the very first day and your dormmate being nowhere in sight
you decide figuring that out will just have to be later y/n’s problem, though, bc it’s not long before you get a text from jihyo asking where your dorm is
it’s accompanied by a selfie with all the girls crowded behind her, bright smiles on their faces
you feel a smile of your own coming on as you type out a response
maybe today will go back to looking up after all
later that day, you’re at lunch with all your friends, sharing what you guys did over the summer while you weren’t together
you were pleasantly surprised to find nayeon tagged along, happy to see your old dormie even if you couldn’t live together anymore
you’re in the middle of telling her about a mishap with the bookcase in your new dorm—let’s just say you were not expecting to find a collection of...“adult” novels while putting your textbooks away—when something across the restaurant catches your eye
sitting there, at a booth secluded in the corner, is the asshole guy from the elevator this morning
you kinda panic a bit upon seeing him, hitting your knee on the bottom of the table and catching the attention of the other girls
“everything okay?” jeongyeon asks
you vaguely gesture to the stranger sitting at the table in the corner, briefly explaining what happened w the elevator this morning
you ask nayeon if he was at one of those parties like you thought
“oh, yeah, i know him! that’s min yoongi!” she exclaims. “but i don’t really think he’s the type who would be at one of jackson’s parties.”
this prompts a conversation on just what “type” min yoongi is
which, of course, is the “bad boy”
your friends then take turns speculating about him and the kind of person he is, some even sharing rumors they’ve heard about the infamous min yoongi around campus
jihyo says he used to be the star of the university’s basketball team until he got kicked off for some mysterious reason
“everyone thinks it was fighting or drugs or maybe even something worse, but no one really knows what happened,” she shrugs.
you just kinda nod along, eyes drifting back to the black-haired boy sitting with his small group of friends
you briefly wonder if he’s really all that bad when his eyes suddenly flash up to meet yours
and while you think he’s absolutely beautiful
his glare intimidates you to your very core
and you can’t help but think that maybe the stories are true
the next time you see min yoongi is on the first official day of classes
and you’re running late to your first one bc your dormmate—whom you still have not seen, let alone met—somehow moved your toiletry bag before you could take a shower
you’re on the verge of a breakdown, absolutely refusing to walk in late on the very first day and sprinting across campus with your still-damp hair flailing around behind you
you (unceremoniously) burst into the classroom two minutes before class is scheduled to start, drawing everyone’s attention to you as you stand in the doorway catching your breath
obviously embarrassed but glad not to be late, you sheepishly slink to one of the last available seats in the back of the room
everyone’s eyes are thankfully pulled off of you when the professor starts talking seconds later and you take a moment to actually collect yourself
the professor rattles on about beginning of the semester stuff, attendance and syllabi and all that crap
you kinda let yourself go into daydream mode while he talks
it’s an introductory english class focused solely on poetry and you’re really only taking it to fulfill a liberal arts requirement for your degree
pretty much expected to be your fluff class for this semester tbh
the sound of the classroom door slamming jolts you out of your thoughts, and you jump when you hear a deep voice next to you
you look up to find, lo and behold, none other than min fucking yoongi asking if the seat next to you is available
admittedly, your first reaction is to look around and make sure he’s talking to you, and then see if there’s any other empty seats that are not right next to you
unfortunately (for you, that is), there aren’t, so you have no choice but to nervously nod your head
yoongi doesn’t say anything else as he sits down and you wonder if he recognizes you from the elevator the other day
somewhat hoping he’ll apologize or something so you’ll at least be a little less intimated
but he doesn’t
he doesn’t say anything else for the rest of the class period, doesn’t even look in your general direction at all, and gets up as soon as the professor releases the class
you try not to think too much about it or let it bother you
you take a minute to pack up your thinks since your next class isn’t for a while, standing up from your chair and getting ready to leave when you notice something underneath the desk
you kneel down to pick up the worn, bound notebook and look around to see if any of the students left in the classroom claim it
but no one seems to bat an eye
the next class is already starting to filter in and you don’t want to linger, so you just decide to take it with you for now
you head to the library for a quiet lunch, where you had planned on getting a head start actually reading the syllabi for some of your classes
at least, until that notebook spills out of your bag
it falls open on the floor, giving you a good view of what looks like a poem scribbled on its page
you know you have no business reading it since it’s not yours and is probably fairly personal stuff from your initial skimming
but, soon enough, your curiosity eventually takes over and you’re scanning through the pages and reading the words heartfully scrawled within them
and honestly... your heart kinda breaks for whoever this person is
“the moment i’m flying high as i wished / my shadow grows in that blasting stark light / please don’t let me shine / don’t let me down, don’t let me fly”
their pain is evident in their words, bleeding off the page and right into your sympathetic heart
you have to push those feelings away, though, when you realize there’s about ten minutes left before your next class starts
and that what you just did is a huge invasion of privacy
but... as you sit down in your next lecture...
you can’t help but wonder who the journal’s owner is
and just who came up with all those beautiful words
that night, you and your friends (minus nayeon :( ) are all collected in momo and sana’s dorm room to recount how your first day of the semester has gone
dahyun’s halfway through a story about a girl who took off her shirt to wipe up some coffee she spilled (a real thing that i actually  experienced btw) when you remember the journal
jeongyeon, noticing your lack of attention, asks what’s up
you start with the journal—even guiltily admitting that you may have read a page or two—which then reminds you of your first class that morning
including your experience sitting next to a certain min yoongi
surprisingly, your friends seem to gloss over the fact that you snooped into some stranger’s personal thoughts and feelings and jump to hear about the infamous bad boy who chose to sit next to you of all people
(you pretend to only take a little bit of offense to that)
they ask what he was like and if he said anything to you and if he’s really as scary as people say he is
and you?? don’t really have anything to say?
yeah, he intimidates you to hell and back, but it’s not like he actively did anything to make you afraid of him in any way
you... would maybe even go as far as to say he was kinda cute, even with the seemingly permanent scowl on his face
your friends definitely don’t miss that part
they all start teasing you—in good faith—about having a crush on the “bad boy,” and after only one day of class, no les
you’re adamant that it’s not like that and that you wouldn’t want to get yourself involved with someone “like him” anyway
(even though you really have no idea what that means)
thankfully, your friends let it go pretty fast and move onto some other piece of drama that managed to occur that day
but not before jeongyeon says something, albeit jokingly, that sticks in the back of your mind
“who knows? maybe that mystery journal actually belongs to mr. bad boy himself.”
could it...?
no, that’s probably not it
you decide that can’t be true
what are the chances of min yoongi being able to write like that??
the rest of the night goes by pretty much without incident and you return back to your dorm fairly late
your dormmate is still m.i.a., or at least they are to you
you’re honestly starting to think you’re living with some kind of ghost
how is it possible that you still haven’t run into each other??
but anyway
now that you’re finally alone again...
your mind wanders back to the journal
and its owner
yoongi definitely doesn’t strike you as the type to write something like that
you’re not an expert on poetry or anything (actually quite the opposite), but you just don’t see how it could be him
still, the thought lingers in the back of your mind as you fall asleep
along with the stark image of two dark, clouded eyes
a couple days later, you once again find yourself walking into the lecture hall for your (and yoongi’s) poetry class
with a full day between the last time you’ve seen yoongi, you’ve kinda been able to push him and the journal from your thoughts
you only had a few classes yesterday and spent the rest of your time either waiting for your elusive dormmate to finally reveal themselves or reorganizing your class folders while listening to some music
you never really thought of yourself as a “creative” person, but music was one of the few arts that you could actually find yourself getting lost in
but between school and grades and just growing up in general you found yourself unable to express that passion more and more
and now here you are, an emotionally constipated perfectionist who would sooner keel over than be able to write anything like what was in that journal
and there you go, thinking about it again
at least this time it’s a good thing, since you’re sitting in your poetry class eyeing all the students who walk in
you got there early this time in the hopes of finding the journal’s owner, but so far none of the people who have walked in strike you as the person behind the poems you haven’t been able to shake
then your professor arrives and starts his lecture, and you can’t help but feel a little disappointed as you solemnly resort to taking notes
min yoongi walks in late, again, and you’re surprised when he still sits next to you despite the various empty seats in other parts of the room
you begrudgingly notice that he seems kinda nervous or on edge
you debate asking him if the journal belongs to him when the professor announces the first big “project” of the semester
wow, second day and you’re already getting into the real shit
they really do move quick, don’t they??
he clarifies that yes, it is a big project and a big part of your final grade but that’s why he’s letting you know about it this early
the project is something that’ll take place over the entire semester and will require you to work with at least one other student
already, you’re like “oh fuck” because you don’t know anyone else in the class and you hate group projects as is
why should you have to put your grade in the hands of some other students when you have no idea what kinda work ethic they have??
and especially when you can do it just as well all by yourself???
but before you can mentally rant anymore, your professor goes on to explain what the project actually is
everyone is tasked with writing a series of poems throughout the semester. a portfolio of sorts
they can be as long as you want or in any poetic form you want, as long as they come from the heart and mean something to the person writing them
everyone else seems pretty excited about it but you’re just sitting there confused as hell bc “wtf does that mean??”
but you don’t even get the chance to think about that before someone—a boy in the front row with an?? australian? accent—asks, “then what do we have to work with someone else on?”
and your professor goes on to explain
whoever you work with is basically going to be who you’re bouncing your ideas off of
he wants you to share your poems and ideas back and forth for the entire semester and get your partner’s opinion on your writing before it makes its way to him
see if they can tell if it’s coming from your heart before it gets to the real deal
and then, at the end of the semester, when you (supposedly) have a better understanding of each other due to “connecting” over your poems for four months
you have to write one final poem together and turn it in to him with the rest of your “portfolio”
uhh... what?
he’s expecting you to not only communicate and share your “deepest thoughts” with some stranger in this random fluff class that you basically only took for the easy grade
but he wants you to actually sit down and talk about theirs, too??
the professor finishes up by telling the class they can start splitting off into duos/group now if they want, as long as everyone’s found someone to work with and let him know by next week
he doesn’t “want you guy to waste any time when you could be reflecting!” and people are already starting to flock together inside the classroom
you sit there kinda slack-jawed for a few minutes, watching how most of the class is already finding their groups and declaring themselves partners for the weeks to come
the first thing you think about is how the hell you’re going to find someone adequate to work with by next week
the next is whether you should try and find the journal owner to be your partner
you already know they have a pretty good idea of what they’re doing when it comes to poetry
and, honestly, that’s what you’re going to need since you haven’t been much of a creative yourself for a while now
but how are you going to do that when you have no idea who the journal owner even is??
yoongi, who has also made no attempt to find a partner of his own, rises from his seat, the chair loudly dragging across the tile floor
you’re pulled from your thought yet again, just in time to watch his back as he walks through the classroom door
something in the back of your mind nags at you to go after him as he walks away, but you force it down with a shake of your head
even if he was the journal’s author, there’s no way in hell you’re sticking yourself with min yoongi for the rest of the semester
a week later, you’re just about at your wit’s end
you spent all of the time your professor allocated to you trying to find a partner but it seems like pretty much everyone has already found someone to work with
and you’re too much of a coward to ask if you can join any of the other existing groups
(that and you really want to keep the amount of people you have to interact with to a minimum)
and on top of that, you still don’t know who the journal’s owner is
the two class periods you had in between were just as helpful as the first one you spent looking
meaning not at all
and on top of that
you’re quickly finding that you can’t write poems for shit
everything you’ve tried to write so far has some out sounding forced and cliche
how is it so easy for agust d to do it?
oh, yeah, you also found some kind of nickname or something scribbled into the back cover of the journal, which is what you started calling the owner from then on
at least, what you’ve been calling them in your head
your friends kind of lost interest in the “mysterious journal” story shortly after jihyo started going out with one of the captain on the rival school’s dance team
so you’ve pretty much been left to figure things out on your own
anyway, you walk into class ready to ask your professor if he would be willing to make an exception and let you work by yourself when you receive an odd surprise
min yoongi, who has continued to sit next to you over the past week, is not only back in his “usual” set, but he’s actually there early
you’ve grown so used to him walking in late that it’s a bit of a shock and you forget all about why you wanted to talk to your professor and sit down
and before you know it, class is started and he’s calling for everyone who hasn’t already confirmed their partners with him to come down and do it now
you almost feel like your heart’s going to jump out of your chest
you still don’t have a partner and you really don’t think there’s anymore time to find one now
maybe there’ll be an odd number of people in the class and he’ll just let you go solo anyway?
or will he make you join another group since he technically said it doesn’t have to be just two people?
you’re about to overthink yourself into a panic attack when someone—pretty aggressively—poke your shoulder
you turn to ask them to leave you alone when you realize it’s none other than min yoongi himself
he’s sitting there staring at you with this bored look on his face and you’re about to ask what he wants when he says,
“do you wanna work together?”
and you blink
“w-what?”
“do you want to work together?” he repeats. “or do you already have a partner?”
well, you can’t really say no now, can you?
not when your professor’s getting closer to your name on the roster and yoongi’s staring at you expectantly with those shrouded eyes and you really don’t have a part and he’ll find out that you lied if you say you do and—
“...do you already have one?”
you inwardly cringe as soon as the question leaves your mouth
min yoongi, however, raises a brow
“would i be asking you if i did?”
“...”
you stay silent for a moment
“okay, yeah. we can work together”
and that’s how you ended up stuck with min yoongi for the semester
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soracities · 3 years ago
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i'm 23 and i'm likely going to have to drop out of college for the 4th (and probably final) time. i dont have much in the way of a backup plan, i dont have the funds or connections to be confident i'll land on my feet. i had really hoped i'd be able to get through school this time, my classmates are wonderful and i enjoy a lot of the classes - when i'm able to partake. but my brain is just too ill. i think i'm ready to admit that now.
i just wanted to say that your blog has been a steady, gentle sort of comfort to me through it all. i wanted to thank you for your kindness and your patience with people here. i wish you a lot of kindness in return, and warm loaves of bread and plenty of good days <3 & maybe it's a little selfish, but i hope you'll be around for a while 🌻
this is so incredibly kind of you, i don't know what to say. i'm so very happy and touched that you have been able to find even just a small measure of comfort here, and i want you to know that i'm sending so much love and support to you as you move towards getting better and putting your health and wellbeing first. i'm so glad you're in a place now where you are able to acknowledge and accept the help you need because it isn't easy to get there, and i hope you are able to be kind and gentle to yourself throughout it all. whatever the journey ahead looks like for you, i hope you can finally find yourself in a place where you are content and comfortable and better able to pursue the things that make you happiest. i wish so many gentle and warm seas to you, dearest. please know you have all my love ♡♡♡
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Do you have any advice for dealing with the recent uprise in hate against m-spec lesbians? With the wiki drama I've been seeing a lot more hate (had to unfollow/block some pretty big LGBT blogs) and it's just super painful. Bi lesbian is one of the only labels that I identify with and seeing all this hate just makes me feel so unsafe... Especially when it's coming from other queer people, it feels like I can't trust anyone. Even people who claim to be inclusionary are turning out to be exclusionists.
honestly what i usually try to do is find places i *do* know are outright inclusive of mspec lesbians, which can take a while to find some amongst the hate, but at this point ive blocked probably most of the hateful people and am surrounded with a lot of those who are supportive !
ik it can be really stressful before you get the majority of em blocked tho since it feels like its everywhere and everyones against you, and i am still continually getting hate here n there, but thats mostly bc im Very active in posting about mspec lesbians, and over time the hate Has dwindled down.
when i first started the blog, the mspec lesbian tags were p much empty, aside from the occaisonal hate, but now im seeing way more often a lot of people posting positvity in them! things are gradually getting better and more people are learning about the labels and being accepting of them. so i know the exclusionists tend to be really loud about their hate, but theres definely a lot of people there for you!
specifically for advice though, you can scroll through my blog and see posts ive reblogged from others supporting mspec lesbians, and you can probably find some people to follow! and idk if this would be your sort of thing, but my go-to for getting or seeing so much hate has been spite-posting positvity and love for that thing, bc for one thing it helps those who are needing that positivity and brings us together, and it also helps me through my frustration and relax myself with something positive. though if i get affected by hate in a moment, i mostly tend to have an anger reaction, so idk how much the helping-through-frustration bit would apply to others :O posting positivity would likely also bring more hate though, so its kind of a double edged sword. i usually ignore or straight up laugh at a lot of hate i get, so ig it comes down to if youd be able to handle doing that sorta thing :O
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