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[tetzoro]

Aims!! Hellooooo💕💕

I love your Nanami fic! It’s really cute and hot. To be close as close can be and to feel every inch of that beautiful man up against me…yum…hahahahaha! Anyways, I’m at work and am bored so don’t mind me dropping by…love you muahhh💋💋💋

AIKA HELLO ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ !!! i’m always so excited to see you in my notifs // inbox so i will never mind you dropping by !! ilysm <3 thank you sm for the tags you left on my nanami piece pls ;( !! you are so sweet !! he’s such a dream man … he deserves to live the happiest life in the world !! <33

[deathbxnny]

☆《Returning home to you.》☆

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A/N: Alright so, I'm noticing, that I'm getting really burnt out with writing for hsr recently and to keep my mental health from tanking completely, I've decided to write something for my current Chainsaw man obsession as a small break! I hope you guys will like it!<33

Featured characters: Aki, Denji, Power, Makima

Content: Fluff, established relationship, some angst because it's csm, sfw

Reader has no set pronouns!

((Not fully proofread))

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》Aki Hayakawa

For Aki, the best time of the day, is him finally being able to come home to you. He never thought that he'd ever find a s/o to return to after a long day of work, as he was always so hellbent on revenge and could die at any given moment due to his occupation. And yet, he still found you, the only person that made living still worth a damn on his hardest days.

You take care of him so well too. You always greet Aki at the door, happily helping him out of his jacket, as you tell him about the mundane things you've done that day. You give him a sense of normalcy he always secretly craved to have deep down. He is starved for attention and knows he's lucky to have you.

The moment he steps through the front door and sees you, he can leave the evil truth of the world behind, until his next shift inevitably begins. Sure, not everything always goes as smoothly and he knows, that this won't last forever. But in your arms, he can pretend that it will.

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》Denji

He sometimes thinks that he's dreaming, whenever he comes home to you. He still can't believe, that he actually achieved everything he always wanted to. He has a pretty s/o, good food and a seemingly better getting life! It's all he wanted and more! So whenever he does come home, he immideatly pulls you into a hug, happily muttering to himself about how proud he is.

He loves it, when you cook food for him. He doesn't care what it is or if it's good. Denji doesn't discriminate and whatever you cook is certainly much better than whatever he was used to. He'll practically praise everything you do for him. As a thank you, he'll get you flowers or gifts. Even if they aren't the best, you still know that he appreciates you greatly.

To him, you are one the first people that gave him the sense of a home. He was always only able to imagine how it must've felt like, but now that he has it for real, he won't let you go. He can't let you go. Not when you make him feel like a loved human for once.

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》Power

It's a miracle, that she even properly finds her way home, after a long day at work. And when does, she's usually muddy or covered with blood, which results in her being forced into a bath, before she dirties the floor you just cleaned. Meowy often watches you struggle with Power, as she calls out for the cats help.

You are her favourite human and should be proud that you are. She tells you so everyday and expects you to thank her, which also earns her a deadpan and a shake of your head. But as much as she acts superior to you, she actually does appreciate everything you do for her. Especially the safe home you provide for her and her cat.

She often therefore thanks you in unconventional ways, like bringing you dead birds or wild flowers she found... she's trying, I promise. But her presence is surely a thank you enough too, right?

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》Makima

Makima comes home calmly and seemingly stress-free. She often always has something to give you and her dogs as well. Pretty flowers for you and treats for them. She always greets you all cheerfully, before just simply demanding hugs and affection from you.

She clinges onto you at home, thanking you for your loyalty and being so good for her, before she helps you out with some house chores. She loves it, when you do domestic things together, as she doesn't really have the need to rest after work.

She never speaks of work with you and you never ask either. She doesn't let any of her "co-workers" know that she has a partner anyways, as you are her little secret. You are a separate part of her life as a devil hunter and the only sense of normalcy she has outside of it. It's why she appreciates you so much and makes sure you always know that, even after she had a long and tiring day.

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A/N: So this is my first time writing for csm characters and I hope it's okay! It honestly helped me feel alot better too!<33

Csm requests are also appreciated!<33

[pinchofhoney]

Request: Reader and his partner were arguing until he slaps her and she slaps him back, when Reader realizes what he did he flees to the cemetery. Everything was happening in view of Joel who goes and consoles her.

six feet in the ground

gif is not mine, credit to the owner

joel miller x fem!reader

word count: 3.3k

warning: platonic relationship, mention of abuse, argument

summary: During a difficult time when your partner has let you down and broken your trust, it's reassuring to remember that you have other people in your life whom you can rely on no matter what.

a/n: hello there, anon!!<33 it's nice to see you on my page, i hope you like what i have prepared for you!

due to my ongoing obsession with the last of us, my inbox is wide open all the time for your story ideas with joel!! feel free to share your ideas with me, i'll be happy to make them happen<33

every like and reblog is very much appreciated!!

pages that may interest you: masterlist ♡ taglist ♡ who i write for

tag list: @wolfmoonmusic @alexxavicry @babypeapoddd

As the rain continued to pour down on you, you felt as though it was washing away not just the tears but also a part of your soul. The downpour was unrelenting, much like the pain that now consumed you. You had never thought that your partner would lay a hand on you, but now you had a throbbing reminder on your cheek. You couldn't believe that it had happened, that the person you loved had hurt you like this.

As you stood there in the middle of the square, you felt like everyone was watching you, judging you. You slowly raised a trembling hand to your left cheek, over which a pinching pain was spreading, looking at the people nearby who had witnessed the incident that took place just a moment ago. Your gaze stopped on the man you could call your best friend without hesitation. Joel had been your confidante, someone you had trusted enough to share your problems with, but now you weren't sure if he would still see you in the same light.

You couldn't think straight, your mind a blur of emotions. You felt a sense of emptiness, as if a part of you had been hollowed out. You had always thought that you and your partner were meant to be together forever, but now you weren't so sure. How could you be with someone who would hurt you like this? You blinked several times, lowering your hand and breaking eye contact with Joel.

You looked around the square once more, feeling lost and alone. You wanted to disappear, to run away from everything and everyone. You hugged yourself tightly, trying to find some comfort in your own embrace, but it was no use. You felt exposed, vulnerable, and embarrassed. The tears and the raindrops continued to mix together as you quickly walked away, unsure of where you were going or what you were going to do next.

But how did you even end up in this situation?

You have been waiting for some bigger smuggling job for a while now, and finally, that day had arrived. Although you were excited, you also felt a bit anxious since this was your first extended job of this kind. It was a week-long trip and so for that reason you worked closely with your best friend, who was more experienced in smuggling than you.

As you arrived at your destination, things went smoothly. The job was challenging, but you made steady progress each day without any significant issues. You and Joel would spend quality time together, discussing work and catching up on your personal lives. Although you both lived in the same Boston Quarantine Zone, you didn’t see each other daily, so you savored every moment of the trip, despite its difficulties. You felt grateful to have Joel by your side, and it was a welcome reprieve from your partner Ezekiel, with whom you'd been arguing over trivial matters more frequently lately.

After a week of being away on your smuggling assignment with Joel, you were eager to return home. However, as you arrived back in the Quarantine Zone this afternoon, you immediately sensed that something was off. The sky was ominously covered with dark clouds, and the wind was picking up speed, signaling the imminent arrival of a storm.

You were relieved that you were close to home and would be able to take shelter soon. As you made your way through the main square with Joel, you spotted Ezekiel watching you both with a scowl on his face. Ignoring his unpleasant demeanor, you continued to discuss with Joel when you would go to receive your payment. Both of you were tired and wanted to complete the formalities after a short break.

After saying good bye to the man, you eagerly approached Ezekiel, who started to walk away, with a smile on your lips, hoping for a warm welcome. However, as you got closer, you felt the tension in the air, and you knew that something was wrong. Ezekiel's attitude was cold and distant, and it was clear that he was not happy to see you.

As you began to walk together towards your home, the silence between you was deafening. You tried to engage him in conversation, but he was unresponsive, and his body language was closed off. The entire time, you couldn't shake the feeling that something significant had occurred while you were away.

“Are you okay?” you asked, tiling your head to glance at your partner.

“I’m fine,” Ezekiel shrugged and darted a quick glance at you.

“Are you upset?” you persisted, keeping your gaze fixed on him, except when you had to pass someone.

“Why would I be upset?” Ezekiel remained silent, indicating that you had hit a nerve.

“You’re acting strange, is something bothering you?” you asked, growing more confused by the second.

“You know exactly what’s bothering me,” he snapped, his anger now palpable.

You were completely bewildered. You had no clue what he was talking about. “I’m sorry, but I don’t understand,” you said.

“Joel,” Ezekiel spat out stopping in the middle of the sidewalk, his tone full of disgust. “I don’t like the way he looks at you.”

Your heart skipped a beat at the mention of Joel's name. You couldn't believe what you were hearing. “What do you mean, Ezekiel?” you asked incredulously. “He's been helping me with the smuggling job for the past week. There's nothing between us.”

“I saw the way he was looking at you,” Ezekiel said, his voice rising with each word. “I don't trust him. He's been trying to get with you since day one.”

“That's not true,” you protested. “Joel and I are just friends. He knows we’re together and besides that, it was you who introduced me to him.”

“He's just waiting for his chance,” Ezekiel growled. “I don't want you around him anymore.”

You couldn't believe what you were hearing. Ezekiel was always possessive, but you never thought he would be so jealous of your friendship with Joel. “That's not fair, Ezekiel,” you said, feeling the first drops of rain hitting your skin. “You know Joel is just a friend.”

“I don't care,” Ezekiel said, his voice cold and unyielding. “I don't want him around you.”

You shook your head in disbelief.

“That's not going to happen, Ezekiel. Joel is my best friend and I won't give that up because you're jealous.”

Ezekiel's face twisted in anger, and you could see the rain pouring down around you. “Fine,” he said through gritted teeth. “But don't come running to me when he tries to make a move on you,” he significantly pointed at you with his index finger.

“Something like this will never happen and you know that.”

But Ezekiel was not convinced and continued to argue with you, loudly accusing you of being unfaithful and not caring about your relationship. You tried to reason with him, but his anger was too intense for him to listen. The argument only escalated, drawing attention from the people around you.

As you look back on the situation now, you can't help but think about what might have been if you had only listened to Ezekiel words and let go. Maybe if you had accepted his point, waited for his temper to cool down, and approached the subject of Joel with a calm demeanor, things might have turned out differently. But your prideful nature wouldn't allow you to back down. You refused to relinquish control, unwilling to be the target of Ezekiel's wrath and succumb to his demands. And now, you can't help but feel the crushing weight of remorse for your stubbornness, knowing that your refusal to concede has led to an irreversible outcome.

As the heavens opened up and raindrops battered down on you, drenching your clothes and adding to the discomfort, the argument with Ezekiel hit a fever pitch. The mere suggestion that you had been unfaithful to him wounded you deeply, and the fact that he had the audacity to try and dictate who you could and couldn't spend time with ignited a fury within you. It was in this moment of intense emotion that a searing pain shot through your cheek, and before you knew it, your body had retaliated with a hit of its own.

Both of you were left standing there, stunned into silence by the sudden escalation of the conflict. Although you had argued often in recent times, physical violence had never once come into play. You opened your mouth to speak, but the words caught in your throat as the rain continued to pummel down on you, its unrelenting presence blurring your vision and making it difficult to see clearly.

“Fuck it all,” Ezekiel snarled, breaking the silence. He spat near your shoes before turning and walking away with heavy steps filled with anger. You watched his figure disappear into the rain, feeling a mix of sadness and rage inside you.

You shook your head, desperate to erase the haunting memories of the moments that had just transpired. Your arms wrapped more tightly around your shivering frame as the cold penetrated your very bones, causing your body to quiver uncontrollably. You sniffled, wiping your nose with a futile attempt to rid yourself of the constant rain, which had reduced you to a sopping mess.

You had no idea where Ezekiel was headed since he had walked off in the opposite direction of your place. But even if you had, the mere thought of returning to your four walls left you feeling hollow and alone. The job had made you yearn for the warmth of your humble abode, but now it was the last place on earth you wanted to be.

Home was out of the question, and the idea of seeking solace with Tess was just as unappealing. After all, she lived with Joel, the very person who had triggered the argument with Ezekiel. So, without any other options available to you, you made your way towards the underground tunnels that you often used with other smugglers. However, you knew that you needed to be doubly careful, watching out for any FEDRA soldiers who might be patrolling the area. The sight of a person with a backpack in a downpour could be enough to attract their attention, and the last thing you wanted was to find yourself in their crosshairs.

As you approached the hatch of one of the tunnels, a sudden hand landed on your shoulder, causing your heart to leap into your throat. Panic and fear coursed through your veins as you tried to make sense of the situation. Your mind raced, calculating the odds of being discovered by FEDRA and the consequences that would inevitably follow. You couldn't afford to let them find out about the tunnels and expose your fellow smugglers to danger.

In a split second, you froze, trying to discern the identity of the person behind you and assessing the danger you were in. You couldn't shake the feeling of unease that settled in the pit of your stomach. Was it a soldier? Or worse, were there more of them lurking in the shadows, waiting to pounce on you? You didn't have much time to think before you had to take action.

Acting purely on instinct, you grabbed the stranger's hand and twisted it sharply, catching them off guard. Their sudden yelp of pain echoed through the tunnel as you turned to face your attacker, your heart racing with adrenaline. You were relieved to see that it wasn't a FEDRA soldier, but Joel, who has had to follow you all this time. The thoughts raced through your mind, each one more frantic than the last. Why hadn't he said anything? Why didn't he try to catch up to you sooner? Perhaps he had been trying to catch up to you all along, but the chaos of the moment had clouded your senses. Your mind had been so consumed with the urgency of escaping the Zone that you hadn't even noticed. You were so determined to disappear from the sight of everyone that you had become oblivious to everything else around you.

Despite the momentary relief, you knew that danger still lurked around every corner, and you couldn't let your guard down for even a second. The stakes were high, and the consequences of being caught were severe.

Your face flushed with embarrassment as you let go of Joel's hand, “I'm so sorry!” you apologized, feeling awkward for mistaking him as someone from FEDRA. The rain continued to pour down, drumming against the ground in a steady rhythm. You scanned your surroundings, making sure that you were safe from any prying eyes.

“I thought it was someone from FEDRA,” you explained quickly, still feeling the rush of adrenaline from the encounter. Joel nodded understandingly, his eyes scanning the area as well.

Joel nodded understandingly, his eyes scanning the area as well. Without hesitation, he grabbed your arm and led you towards the entrance of the tunnel. He hastily opened the hatch and motioned for you to go in first.

Without hesitation, he took hold of your arm and led you towards the entrance of the tunnel. He swiftly opened the hatch and gestured for you to go first. “After you,” he said, his voice calm and reassuring. You stepped inside the tunnel, feeling relieved to finally be out of the rain. Joel followed closely behind, shutting the hatch behind him. The sound of the rain was muffled now, replaced by the echoing drip of water droplets from the tunnel ceiling.

As you both settled into the dimly lit tunnel, the awkward silence between you was palpable. You couldn't help but feel self-conscious about the altercation with Ezekiel and the possibility that Joel had heard everything. You scanned your surroundings, taking in the damp walls and small puddles on the ground. Despite the discomfort, you were relieved to be out of the rain.

With a heavy sigh, you removed your backpack and ran a hand through your wet hair, brushing it away from your face. You leaned against the cool wall, feeling the dampness seeping through your clothes, and slid down onto the dirt floor. The sound of water droplets echoed throughout the tunnel, creating a calming backdrop to the tense atmosphere between you and Joel.

The man leaned against the wall opposite you, his arms folded over his chest as he looked down at you. Before he could say anything, you spoke up.

“I don't want to talk about what happened,” you said quickly, hoping to end the conversation before it started.

Joel persisted, “But he hit you-”

Cutting him off, you interrupted, “And I hit him too. It's in the past now. Let's just forget about it. Pretend like you didn't see or hear anything,” you added, pulling your knees up to your chest and resting your head on them, clearly indicating that you didn't want to discuss the matter any further.

You heard Joel's heavy sigh and the sound of a backpack falling to the ground. He finally got rid of his own as well. Pebbles rustled under his shoes as he crouched down. Joel's voice grew stern as he spoke again. “You can't just pretend like nothing happened. You were assaulted, and it's not something you can just brush off,” his eyes bore into you, and you could feel the weight of his concern.

You felt a surge of anger rise up in you. “I don't need your pity, Joel. I can take care of myself,” you spat out. You hated feeling vulnerable, and you didn't want anyone to see you that way, least of all Joel.

He didn't back down. “I'm not trying to pity you. I'm trying to help you,” he said, his voice softening. “You don't have to deal with this alone.”

You shook your head. “I'm fine, Joel. I've dealt with worse than this.”

“And what, you'll just go home like that? And then you'll lie down next to him in bed, pretending as if he hadn't made you a scene of jealousy in the middle of the Zone half an hour ago at all?” Joel's voice was laced with concern, his eyes wandered over your face.

“C'mon Joel, go back to Tess and stay out of this. It's none of your business…” you snapped, feeling a surge of irritation at his meddling. You shuddered, feeling the damp clothes sticking to your skin and making you even more uncomfortable. The fatigue from the last few days was starting to catch up with you, and you couldn't tell if the heat on your cheeks was a fever or just exhaustion.

“None of my business?” Joel's voice was incredulous, his head tilted to the side as he raised an eyebrow. “Funny, because I have the impression that my name was mentioned several times in your sweet conversation. Doesn't that make me part of the issue?”

You glared at him, feeling a surge of anger. “No, Joel, you're not part of the issue. This is between me and Ezekiel, and we can handle it ourselves. I don't need you getting involved.”

Joel's eyes narrowed, and he leaned in closer to you. “You sure about that? Because it looks to me like you're not doing so well right now. And I don't want to see you getting hurt anymore.”

“And what do you supposedly want to do about it?”

Joel's face hardened as he spoke, his voice low and menacing. “Find him and tell him that if he ever lays a hand on you again, I'll make sure he regrets it for the rest of his miserable life.”

You couldn't help but chuckle at Joel's overprotective attitude, shaking your head in disbelief. “Come on, Joel, you're being ridiculous. It's not like this has happened before,” you said, trying to downplay the situation.

Joel's eyes were focused on you the whole time as he continued to speak, his tone becoming more serious. “I don't care if it's never happened before. He shouldn't be laying a hand on you, ever. Besides, you seemed exceptionally happy to get a break from him this week and that's not a good sign. You shouldn't have to feel relieved to be away from your partner, especially not in the middle of a world like this.”

You felt a lump form in your throat as you listened to Joel's words. He was right, of course, but you didn't want to think about it. You didn't want to think about the fact that your relationship with Ezekiel had been deteriorating for a while now. That he had become increasingly possessive and controlling, and that his jealousy had reached a boiling point today.

You let out a deep sigh, your breath misting in the chilly air. “I know,” you said softly, “but there's nothing you can do about it. I'll deal with it on my own.”

Joel shook his head. “I can't just stand by and watch while you're being mistreated like this. It's not right.”

“Joel, please,” you said, pleading with him. “I appreciate your concern, but this is something I have to handle myself. I'll talk to Ezekiel, I'll figure something out.”

Joel didn't look convinced, but he nodded. “Okay,” he said finally. “But if you ever need anything, you know where to find me.”

You managed a small smile. “Thanks, Joel. I appreciate it.”

The two of you sat in silence for a few moments, the only sound the drip-drip of water from somewhere in the tunnel. You shivered again, feeling the cold seeping into your bones. You were exhausted, emotionally and physically drained. All you wanted was to curl up and sleep for a week. But you knew you couldn't. You had to face Ezekiel, had to try and fix things between the two of you. It wouldn't be easy, but you were determined to try.

[soupbabe]

Hi!! I really like your work and I was wondering if you could make something like Bruno Bucciraci(hope I spelt that right) x Rock star! Male reader?? Like Bruno goes with mista and them to one of readers shows and they just start hanging out?? (If that makes sense sorry) if it's to much and you don't wanna that's fine thank you<33

Backstage Passes (Bruno Bucciarati x Male! Reader)

Mista drags Bruno to see and old friend's band.

I'm sorry if this is a little off course, but I'm a sucker for meet cutes! (is this even a meet cute if Reader doesn't know who Bruno is? Idk)

"C'mon!" Mista grunted as he tugged on Bruno's hand, pushing his way through the venue until he met the stage. "Needed to get the best spot in the house!" He beamed, whereas Bruno frowned. "I don't think stepping on people was necessary." Bruno brushed off his jacket and readjusted one of the clips in his hair. "Ohh yeah it is! Especially when the band starts playing, you'll understand. Trust me." His boss crossed his arms and sighed at Mista's apathetic enthusiasm.

"So which one is he again? Your friend?" Bruno leaned over to Mista's ears, his voice loud enough to rival the large crowd behind him. "Y/n? He's the lead guitarist!" Mista grinned, "Y'know he used to be my neighbor. Kept me up all night playing that damn guitar, didn't know he actually did anything useful with it though." Mista confessed, a light dusting of embarrassment graced his cheeks. "Oh really?" Bruno smiled and playfully raised an eyebrow, looking at you and your band mates coming onto the stage. "I'm excited to see what all the fuss is about then." He laughed as the band introduced themselves and their first song.

Bruno's eyes followed you wherever you went, absolutely enamoured by the presence you had on stage. Every movement of yours left him starstruck: from the way your fingers smoothly glided across the neck of the guitar to seeing you glance up to the crowd, only to give them all a teasing smirk. Seeing you perform so naturally left him starstruck.

It wasn't until the next song, that Bruno found you staring back at him. Eyes darted back and forth between Mista and him, but he always felt your stare linger. While caught off guard, Bruno couldn't find it in him to tear his eyes away from you. He waved and sent you a friendly smile, to which you smirked and gave him a wink. Mista watched the interaction from the sidelines and he howled at Bruno finally staring at anything but you. "Oh my god!" He laughed, "He totally has a thing for you!" The younger man teased, his shit-eating grin growing wider upon seeing his blush.

"It's nothing-" "You try to tell Y/n it's nothing!" Mista teased. "You get to see him later. Backstage passes, remember?"

[tonycries]

Tonyyyy I finally FINALLY started my public Instagram content account ehehehehheheheheh (I was so scared to but I did it lol)

I hope you're proud of me daddy 😔🎀

ALSO, reading your work again cuz wtf was jjk leaks

I AM proud of you babygirl, mainly because I refuse to even make my personal account public so starting a CONTENT account? 😵‍💫

Ugh wishing you the best of luckkk n' hoping everything goes smoothly <33

[jeonghoneyss]

for the ask game: 10, 15, 20, 22, 24, and 30? <33

hii! i hope you're well, thanks for the ask! <33

10: What fic made you feel the happiest to work on?

I was happiest, I think, when writing my junhao fic! It gave me no end of trouble when I was trying to tie all the loose ends together, but when I was just writing the Vibes I had the time of my life!

15: Rec a fic you wrote or posted in 2023

I am going to recommend my jeongbin gym bros fic. I will be honest, the majority of this was written back in 2021 - but I wrote the last half and finished it up this year, so it still counts haha.

20: Share your favourite ending line

I'm going to cheat and give you three lines, but my favourite ending is the ending of my junhao fic - I had a lot of trouble trying to think of a good way to finish the story, but in the end, I think this fits quite well.

‘Soonyoung brought back a relic,’ Minghao says, carefully. ‘We won’t have to go back for a while. We could — ’ He stops, for a moment, tips his head all the way back. ‘We could do something. Or go somewhere.’ ‘How about,’ Junhui suggests, ‘somewhere very far from the sea.’ And Minghao looks at him, and slips his fingers into Junhui’s, and laughs.

22: Share an excerpt from your favourite scene

So this is another excerpt from my junhao fic because I had it open and it was the only thing I could think of haha. In this scene, I like the way Minghao's Oddness is expanded on, a bit, and the way they both know what they saw, but are pretending they didn't because it's safer that way. I don't know. Mostly it's the vibes.

And it’s — really nice, actually, standing here in the kitchen with Minghao, getting dinner ready and talking about nothing much, and Junhui is finally feeling like Minghao might be softening towards him, just the slightest. And then Minghao’s knife slips. And it goes deep into his finger. And he pulls it out, and Junhui scrabbles for some bandages, but when he finally finds some, Minghao’s finger is fine. It’s not bleeding. Or — there’s no blood, but there’s water, a lot of it, and Minghao’s shoulders go up to his ears when he takes the bandages from Junhui and tries to sort his finger out himself. Junhui feels faint. ‘You’re bleeding,’ he informs Minghao. Informs his mind, his traitorous mouth. He knows what saltwater smells like. ‘You’re bleeding, there’s so much blood.’ And he takes Minghao’s finger and keeps his eyes studiously on the floor as he dips it into the basin and bandages it up. ‘There was so much blood,’ Junhui insists, once he’s done. He doesn’t want to think about it. He won’t. Minghao looks at him, once, quickly, searchingly. He’s pale. Junhui does his best to drain the seawater from his eyes.   ‘Blood everywhere,’ Minghao mumbles. He turns away from Junhui. Lets Junhui nudge him out of the way and wash the herbs. ‘I saw it,’ Junhui tells the pans, and they finish cooking in silence.

24: What's something that surprised you while you were working on a fic? Did it change the story?

So this year, Versity and I wrote a fic together. I've never collabed on a story before, and I was pleasantly surprised by how well our writing styles meshed, and how fun (and funny) she was to write with, and how smoothly the whole process went! Our finished story was very much something I wouldn't have come up with by myself, so I suppose you could say it changed the story?

30: What's something that you want to write in 2024?

Allow me to tell you about an idea I had a few hours ago, after we talked about Descendants earlier haha. Jafar briefly turns into a genie at some point in the original movie, and I thought - what if Jay was a little bit genie, too? He wouldn't necessarily know, on the Isle, since the barrier blocks their magic and all. So in 2024 I'd like to write a fic exploring that, how Jay might discover his genie magic in Auradon, how it might work. Also - I don't know if you've read J M Barrie's Peter Pan, but good form/bad form is a huge thing to his Hook (his Hook went to Eton, if my memory serves me correctly), and I thought it'd be very interesting to see what that might mean for Harry Hook, especially given the general lawlessness of the Isle.

[causenessus]

long time no speak! before i go on i just wanna let you know its perfectly fine if you dont see my asks/questions !! seriously ^^ i understand you're busy with writing or outside shtuff so dont add more stress to yourself hun <3

i do want to ask how you write dialog so smoothly? ive always struggled on writing conversations without it seeming awkward or really forced??

thank you again for helping me i really truely appreciate it more than i can express. you are a saint

-smau anon <33

SMAU ANON!!!!! HELLO HELLO <3 i hope you're doing well!! and i will always answer your questions even if it takes a little bit <3 thank you so much for being patient aa!! <3 and i was just thinking about you earlier this week i hope that your writing and planning has been going good!!!

(clipping this so it isn't super long, sorry i YAP)

honestly 😭 i feel like sometimes i struggled with this too but what i think is choppy no one else sees so first of all it's important to remember not to be too hard on yourself!! i'm not sure if you're talking about texts or actual written dialogue but in case it's both, let me start with text:

i often think in a mindset of how i text. and to be honest while i'm outlining i usually get tons of ideas for little texts/entire conversations anyway and so i'll write it all out (for example, my love notes outline was 116 pages long LMAO because the entire thing is just me writing out text like this-

"atsumu: OKAY WELL NOW YOU GUYS REALLY WENT ON A DATE oikawa: i hope you gave her a new years kiss osamu: i think you’re putting too much faith in him bokuto: I HOPE YOU GUYS HAD A GOOD TIME!! suna: bokuto and osamu are the only good people here osamu: if you had to elope with one of us who would u pick"

-yes i did copy that straight from my document. so FIRST since writing that all out + outlines works for me, my outline is basically my rough draft and i think it always helps just to have an idea of what you're thinking of writing before you start writing it! so i'm pretty sure that i changed up bokuto's text in that clip because when i was writing the actual chapter, i didn't think it flowed well or was very in character for him. which leads me into my second point which is for texts and written parts! i think it gets easier if you try to just think from the point of view/mindsets of characters. like suna is obviously a very much more relaxed laid back guy who doesn't talk with a lot of enthusiasm while atsumu is a little more dumb!! (we love him) and loud!!! if you struggle with trying to imagine how they would talk, i would recommend doing things like rewatching episodes/clips of them. before writing love notes, i rewatched the inarizaki match to get a better feel for him (even though they gave me so little of my husband 😔😔😔 i took what i could get). pinterest also has lots of funny or romantic silly little text clips if you just search them up which is what inspired lots of the love notes epilogue (such as the "i'm going to strangle you" "can you even reach my neck" texts, that was literally something i found on pinterest) that you can get inspiration from or even your own funny texts with friends!

for written dialogue, i tend to imagine the scene playing out and then i sort of write what i envisioned. like i imagined suna and y/n on the train, how they're looking at each other, and what they would talk about and then wrote that out! i italicize how they're looking at each other because it's always nice to add descriptions to your writings sometimes :) and when you imagine the scenes, it's sort of second nature! i'd say it once again just really goes back to having a good hold and understand of your characters and how they'll interact. and when you understand them, it also becomes easier to envision them. and also remember everyone writes and interprets things differently!!! you will write your own version of characters and it will be perfect. do not worry about being "ooc" or anything! finding how you relate to characters and giving them personal experiences (if that makes sense) can help you understand those characters more if you struggle with it. and again, rough drafts are super helpful! and they're called ROUGH for a reason. like if you're not feeling a scene, don't force yourself to write it, just be like "y/n and kenma do this." and then move on! when i'm just not too sure about ideas or i can't imagine anything at the moment, i will literally just be like "y/n and suna see each other at onigiri miya." and then tab it. i hope some of this is helpful!! 😭 i keep going on and on because i'm trying to make sure i'm actually explaining things well and in a way that makes sense. i didn't always used to imagine scenes as i wrote them but i would highly recommend it if you're brain works that way! it's like making/watching a movie in your head and thinking of it that way makes it a bit easier for dialogue to flow at least for me so that's my number one tip <3 i hope this helped a little bit!! and i can't wait to talk to u again lovely <3

[sebsxphia]

Sebbbbb !!! My lovely, how are you??? <3 I’m dying with all the new Lew content and I be having some Bob and Rhett thoughts 😩

Idk why but I feel like both Rhett and Bob would be totally fascinated watching you put on makeup? Like they’d just sit in the mirror behind you and watch you do it, staring in awe at how smoothly you put on your lipstick, how precise and steady you apply your eyeliner and mascara. they’d just stare with a cute, thoughtful look on their faces and probably ask you “how do you not poke your eye out?” And they’d just be amazed by how much work goes into it and how easy you make it all look. Thinking about how adorable you look when you’re concentrating so hard to make it look nice, and they’d tell you how beautiful you are with and without your makeup on 🥹 and then ofc by the end of the night, they’re both ready to get you home and fuck you so good that you’re crying for their cocks bc they love to see your perfect, intricate makeup ruined by your desperate tears hehe 🫠 - kricket / @sugarcoated-lame 💜💜💜💜

also p.s: I sent you a DM during the whole hate anon debacle the other night and I’m not sure if you saw it, so I just wanna say I hope you’re doing okay and send you lots of love and forehead kisses, ily and hope you’re having a good day my love!!! 🥰❤️💜❤️💜

kricket my love!! i’m doing okay thank you, how are you doing?? <33 dude the lew content got me frothing at the mouth and screaming like a wild dog 🥴

godddd i couldn’t agree more with this, especially the ending. hoo boy. because they actually are genuinely intrigued how you do your make-up. they want to learn so when you ask them to pick up a brush or toner from the drug store, they know the right one to get. at the back of their mind they’re also thinking about how they can’t wait to see it running down your face later, but they can save that. for now.

thank you so much for this my love and i’m pleased to confirm i got the dm and i responded earlier today!! i love you so much and i’m sending you so many forehead kisses right back at you. i hope you’re having a wonderful day my love!! 💖💗💓

[thisliminalspacedaydreams]

hi mar! here to ask you a few random questions just because :)

do you have a favorite mug? (i have three, i can’t choose, they’re like children to me) what’s your favorite time of day? what’s a writing project you’ve worked on that you’re most proud of?

also also, i fully intend to devastate myself by reading heartless in the nearish future, so hearing that you’re finishing it soon is amazing! hope it goes smoothly and you’re able to do everything you hope to with the ending; can’t wait to read it all!<33

Hi Kay! Yes please I love random questions especially at 1am this is my witching hour let's gooo.

MUG. Yes I have I do. I, like you, can't choose between my children, but I did make a tiktok where you can SEE THEM ALL (the ones I currently have, though I since then added I think 6 more to the collection I CAN DO A TOUR TOMORROW MAYBE. Mugs, my one true love. Do you also have this thing where each mug is destined for like a specific task? Like the matcha mug, the hot chocolate mug, etc? Also can I see yours? I love mugs.

My fav fav favvvvv project I ever worked on alone was Heartless. The first few chapters FLOWED out of me it was insane and beautiful and I think this is really where you get to slowly see my writing style appear?

I like a good one-shot because it's easy and fun and relaxing, but Heartless was actual work and I'm very very VERY proud of it. It's not a very well known fic of mine, but it's my precious baby.

In a collab work, it's been with @greenvlvetcouch and the God Eater fic because of all the reasons I have stated multiple times. Highly recommend collaborating with a virtual random stranger on a fic (which green kinda was when we started), they might become a close friend (also since God Eater, green gave me a mug I drink green tea from so really they've got me all figured out).

if i had to pic a fic to read from your archive, which one would you recommend first?

[l3viat8an]

Pathetic Lucifer is just so YUMMY like i wanna have this man tied, edged, crying and begging under my feet (there might be something wrong with me tho)

Also how're you feelin'? I'm happy cuz my dad's coming back home today after a week of working :)) and hopefully kitty will give birth in this week ^^

Love ya 🖤

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Yess~ it’s just the whole idea of bringing such a powerful demon down to begging and whining~ it’s so good!! (Then there’s something wrong with me too hsjaha)

‘n I’m feeling good! Just getting ready for work this afternoon, then I plan on playing games later! and yayy ik it sucks having parents that work really away from home :( and I can’t wait to hear about kitty! I hope it all goes smoothly!!

Love ya too <33

[suiana]

it's me againnn <33 anyways you're my inspiration to making works jwijeiej I wanna be a writer soon and you really inspired me :> ^-^~

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aw that's adorable! I'm glad to be of inspiration to you darling <3 hope everything goes smoothly for you!!

[tetzoro]

good morning friendz and happy monday !! giving every one a smooch on the head <3 here’s a lil sunshine in human form , have the bestest day ever !!! ᡣ𐭩

[deathbxnny]

hii i've nvr done one of these b4, but if you want to could you do headcanons for hsr characters finding out their s\o is in a band and plays electric guitar ? it can rly be any characters you choose (but the main ones im interested in seein r sampo,the landaus or the astral express crew) i hope this request is okay this is my first time w this 💀

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A/N: Hello! Thank you so much for the request! I really like it and find it so cute to think about.<3

Featured characters: Sampo, Serval, Gepard

Content: Fluff, established relationship, reader is in a band, sfw

Reader has no set pronouns!

((Not fully proofread))

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》Serval Landau

The second she finds out, that you're in a band and play the electric guitar on top of that, she honestly contemplates proposing to you. Like seriously, you two are a match made in heaven and she's going to make sure you know that.

Will definitely ask you to make a song with her. And no, you have no choice in it. She is determined to play along with you and your band, ensuring a legendary collaboration that no one in Belobog will ever forget!

Goes to every single concert you and your band have. Always in the front row too and knows all of your songs. Probably by far your biggest fan out there. She's dating you after all.

So yeah, the perfect couple indeed.

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》Gepard Landau

Was a little surprised, when he found out at first. But he doesn't mind it ofcourse, as his sister is also a musician. He will most likely ask alot of questions though and perhaps even want to meet your band. Definitely also tells Serval about it later too.

He tries supporting you and your band as much as he can, yet can't always go to your concerts, due to his work as a Captain. He however secretly knows all of your songs and sometimes hums them to himself. If you catch him doing so, he'll get flustered and shy.

Loves it, when you play something for him during his breaks. He can relax and listen to good music at the same time, which is a win for him.

Gepard might secretly even learn how to play the guitar from Serval, just to impress you.

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》Sampo Koski

Probably knew about it way before you told him, considering who he is. But he still acted surprised, when you told him, immideatly eager to know all about your band and bandmates (Which he also already knew everything about-).

Will definitely want you to play something for him every chance he gets alone with you. He just loves the way you look, when you're lost in the melody, your hands moving smoothly along. It's a sight he has to see at least once a day.

Comes to every concert, but stays in the back, just so he can surprise you with his presence later. He also knows all of your songs ofcourse. What boyfriend would he be, if he didn't?

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A/N: I hope this was okay! The idea was super cute, so thank you again for the request!<33

[mangostarjam]

HI OMG! im like, currently writing my research paper right now but my brain’s about to explode and i need something else to read other than political theories and phenomena. anyway you’re the first thing i came across when i opened tumblr and i just remember all your hoshina fics (along with your other works) and how extremely good and perfect they are written!!! 😭🩷 i just finished reading your recent works and wow ohmygod you continue to deliver!!!! i love your characterization of him, especially his speech and dialogue (shout out to the cute food pet names HIHE) !!!<33 im inlove, truly. thank you so much for writing, for creating such effective stress relievers!!!! i would offer my heart and soul for your works. thank you so much again!!!! 🩷🩷🩷

i have a bad habit of wanting to hoard nice asks so i can look at them forever but. 😭 thank you. so much. thank you for letting me know!!!

it always makes me glad when people like my characterizations of these lil guys haha 💕 i really appreciate your kind words and i hope my writing can continue even a little bit to help you!! and i hope your research paper writing goes smoothly

ᕙ( * •̀ ᗜ •́ * )ᕗ please remember to take breaks and stay hydrated! ٩( ᐛ )و 💖

[lemonadeskyy]

End of 2022

It’s been a long year, but a good year. A lot has happened, a lot that I am great full for. My toddler turned 4 this year, she’s growing into quite the independent little person. Always testing her luck and pushing our buttons. My husband and I both turned 30 this year, we were born a month apart. In the native way we call each other husband and wife because we live together and have children. We spend all of our time together and function as husband and wife, but according to white man law we are common-law, either way, whatever you want to call it, we call it family. My oldest daughter, who lives in another province with her bio-dad has turned 8 this year. It’s crazy to think that in 10 years I will have an 18 year old daughter. It really makes me realize how short life really is. I miss her every day, and I can only pray and hope she’s living a good and happy life.

Cameron and I are also expecting a new baby in 2023, so far his or her due date is June! We are all very excited. I don’t know about Cameron but I am also very nervous. Although I have been taking my all my medication and doing what I can to make sure this pregnancy goes smoothly, and we don’t have a scare like I did with Aerith. I was diagnosed with preeclampsia at 33 weeks and because it was so dangerous I had to have Aerith 7 weeks early by c-section. Of course she is healthy now, obviously. But I am so happy and honestly, lucky that she survived, she was so tiny at birth. So this time around I am doing all I can to keep this baby in my belly healthy.

I went to Calgary for three weeks with Aubrey and for a wedding. It was hectic, but it was fun. It was amazing to be able to spend time with family for a little bit. It was a good break before getting back to reality and realizing I wont be going back for awhile due to this pregnancy. Which is totally fine with me, I’m genuinely enjoying my life and the family we have built together out on the island so far from home. Honestly family can easily fly to us or drive to us as well, so if they really wanted to come visit they could.

I’ve been in therapy since February as well. Friday was my last session of the year. I got a whole hour and 20 minutes which was a blessing. I am going through a lot mentally and emotionally, but honestly therapy works wonders if you let it. I am also very glad that I have a therapist who suits and vibes with me, I honestly got lucky finding her on my first attempt.

So those are the highlights of this year that I can think of right now. I have serious pregnancy brain though, so I’m kind of derp right now. I will mostly likely be writing another entry soon.

Thank you for reading <3

[usersasaki]

hehe tyyy big sib!! fddfks tbh i kinda just needed to take a break from tumblr since life got busier than what it used to be im sorry that i disappeared so suddenly :"D

so i'm kinda like on and off with social media afkddf

ye college! it's been pretty good so far (minus the stinky assignments) and im an art major! >:D and what i love about it is that it's lgbtq+ friendly and i came out as ace and a they/she enby mwehehe. also!! i'm in a relationship now! my partner is genderfluid and demi hehehe they're a lot like albedo if im being honest? they're super sweet and communication isn't an issue since i met them at school too so i feel really lucky ^^

anyway yea! my acc's @/calxlu >:3 also i hope you're doing well in uni! and getting enough breaks too hehe, okies im done rambling for now aejejfkds

~Lycoris

i decided to merge the asks so i'll just answer it together!

don't apologise for disappearing, it's totally understandable! i haven't been active here much either other than the occasional reblogging honestly, but i'm glad that you are alright! i was kinda worried thats all hehe

OMGGGGGGGG i'm so glad to hear that 🥹🥹 enbies unite 🤝 and eeeeee you're also in a relationship, that's so cute!! and albedo huh 👀 /lh but i'm so happy for you bb AAAAAA /gen im glad y'all dont have communication issues, that is vv important yes

oh oh but do tell me which name you're most comfortable going by and i'll use that instead! /gen and i will call you lil sib from now on hehe <33 and i get the euphoria from they/them pronouns frfr,,, it just fits.

i'm glad to hear youre exploring yourself and your sexuality bubs! writing is a really good way to do that too! i'd love to read whatever works you come out with now and in the future!

well abt me, i've also been openly bi and enby with my friends! and i'm also in a relationship hehe, she's also bi and she's super cute, i have sm cuteness aggression towards her on god,,, uni is def a bitch tho, i'm struggling Hard but we gots to do what we gots to do unfortunately 🫠 i hope everything goes smoothly for you!! /gen