#i hope i can still get wanderer my bbgurl

[lxkeeeee]

WHAT IS LOVE FOR ME?

—wanderer x fem! immortal reader

synopsis: aunt buer just giving the wanderer another therapy session.

genre: angst with no comfort but also kind of fluff, short story.

notes: established relationship, lovers to strangers. I'll be making a male version of this soon.

“Now, my next question is... What is love for you?” Buer or also known as Nahida asked the young man who was currently laying down on the couch she has inside the Temple of Surasthana, a notebook in her hand. She wanted to know or get an idea of what Wanderer feels or knows about certain emotions or feelings, curious if his understanding of human emotions are accurate despite not having a beating heart of his own.

Wanderer's eyes widened, not expecting the question. He scoffed and rolled his eyes at the smaller girl—the archon of sumeru.

“Just another useless human emotion, an emotion that could be considered as a weakness because you'll have to rely on someone and making you vulnerable.” he answers nonchalantly as his mind is racing. It's not a useless emotion, in fact it was the most wonderful feeling he has ever felt. It's true that love makes you weak but when she held him despite his hands stained with blood from countless innocent people he had killed—but then again her hands are also stained with blood and he couldn't help but be putty in her embrace as she whisper sweet nothings in his ears, caressing him during his vulnerable state. Love helps you find people who could understand you, who would cherish you and would burn the world for you. Is what he thought in his mind.

Nahida's small hand immediately scribbles down into her notepad before looking at him, “Are you sure? Because it seems to me that you have different answer in your mind considering how you looked at your memories when you've recalled them. But if you're not ready to share then I suppose I could not force you.” Nahida says as he sighs before deciding to ask another question, “Okay, next ques—”

“Her.” he softly whispers, cutting the smaller god off, eyes staring at the ceiling of Temple of Surasthana, a noticeable empty feeling in his chest that only she could fill.

Nahida can only look at him in silence, not bothering to tell him that a tear escaped his eye, “What is love for me you may ask? My answer is her.”

She who had seen his struggles yet continue on supporting him.

She who had experienced the same amount of betrayals as he did and decided to never leave his side.

She who had married him on a random day when they were still wandering around Inazuma.

She who killed for him.

She who would burn the world for him.

She who loved him more than she how she loved herself.

The woman who could fill the empty gap of where a heart should be in his chest.

The woman who he betrayed as he was far too selfish to even think about her as he wanted to achieve godhood.

The woman who no longer knows him or his history with her.

Wanderer breathed deeply, his voice shaking.

“Love for me is her.”

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[primojade]

Hi again Jade! For me everything is fine! Uni was a bit stressful (especially exams) but everything went smoothly and now I enjoy my summer break!

Oh and now I also fell into another abyss called honkai star rail (I'm married to Jing Yuan, he is so handsome, amazing, his design is just *chef kiss* like look at him )

so yeah... I kind of burned out for genshin, but I still play it... new Kaeya skin is *chef kiss*

What about you? I hope everything was ans is great for you!

QIN!!! I HOPE YOU GET A LOT OF REST FROM ALL THAT EXAMS THEN!! YOURE DOING GREAT COMRADE IM PROUD OF U EHE *pats pats*

Tbh, I also fell in that hole of hsr since its release. Tho i played it for a month before dipping out bc of my terrible luck 😭 (even more terrible than my genshin luck dhsjsg) like bronya and bailu cant stop coming home to me i just want jing yuan or luocha 🗿🗿 SO I AGREED THAT MAN IS A FINE ART, IF ONLY I HADNT LOST TO E1 BAILU OTL

I'm still going strong for genshin tbh! I just hit ar60 on main and ar58 on my asia and ar56 on america where i continue to grind primos for my bbgurl scarapookie. I want to c6r5 him (and i decided to make my america account a wanderer dedicated account oop) even as a f2p (cause damn it i wont spend a single penny on this game mark my words eusjeg) im so ready for him and plus im on guaranteed at soft pity so his c2 (or c3 if im lucky) is coming home whether he likes it or not 😈😈

ANW, I HOPE YOURE DOING GREAT QIN!! ITS BEEN SUCH A PLEASURE TO SEE YOURE STILL HERE OMG I WANT TO PLATONICALLY HUG YOU-

(Btw, if anyone wants to play with me/or friend me in genshin, you can ask for my uid in dms or asks! ^^)

[lxkeeeee]

DAYLIGHT

—scaramouche x fem! kitsune reader

synopsis: two abandoned immortal beings found each other, despite the pain and betrayals they kept themselves at each other's sides.

genre: immortal x immortal, strangers to friends to lovers to strangers again, romance, spice and slow burn.

warnings: mentions of death, torture, dark themes that are not suitable for readers under the age of 18. Established relationship and major timeskips.

status: on-going

tag list: open

MASTERLIST | CH. ONE

Playlist • SPOTIFY LINK

DAYLIGHT by David Kushner

ME AND MY HUSBAND by Mitski

ME AND THE DEVIL by Soap and Skin

UNDERSTAND by Keshi

TAKE ME TO CHURCH by Hozier

UNCONDITIONALLY by Katy Perry

HEART TO HEART by Mac DeMarco

TIGHTROPE from The Greatest Showman

RUN BOY RUN by Woodkid

MIDNIGHT RAIN by Taylor Swift

CHRISTMAS KIDS by Roar

SKYFALL by Adele

CONTROL by Halsey

I LOVE YOU SO by The Walters

HAYLOFT by Mother Mother

DON'T BLAME ME by Taylor Swift

MILLION DOLLAR MAN by Lana Del Rey

a/n: sorry i haven't yet published the first chap, been busy with school since it's like finals week for me TvT but anyways hope my music taste isn't shit hahahahaha but I'll make a Spotify playlist for this soon<3

tags: @gekkow @scaraapologist @dollpoetwriting @pyromi @mitsu-moshi @kaocia @xiao-loyal-simp @scarasbaby @kariuu @adorablezhui

hashtags: 「⸙͎」 DAYLIGHT | lxkewrites

[lxkeeeee]

Me: I'm still far from pity, might as well try to get kaveh... This won't take my guaranteed wanderer right?

Baizhu: 😇