#i hobestly wanna leave them bc i cant janfle disappointing them with how shitty i am
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#just great the only way i feel isefull isnwhen someone needs something from me#and my partners just igbore me all the time no matter what#i hobestly wanna leave them bc i cant janfle disappointing them with how shitty i am#but i love them so hecking much and i dobt wanna lose them and yet im still wishing tonfuck up everything I've ever done#like family ties i want gone froendships ive built i wanna burn them ppl ive talked to wanna aviod them inwanna destroy whole life and#then fuck it up sone more#everyone hates me and i know ot they tolerate me bc of who i know and what ive donemfor them but hibestly i see that they hate me#im just an annoyong brat whi woshes to fuck things up mainly my self and i kniw i cant do that no matter how much i wanna#like i know that i would more than likely die before anything but i wanna get high enough to not feel anything and then drink tell im numb#i wanna leave this eart but at the same time i wanna float in a void of nothingnwas with nothing but some music i like to listen to blasting#as i get over my issues my self and o dont deal with ppl but oncant so all i do os sobb and cry about how shitty i feel#when others have it worse thab me my own mother uas worse issues than me and yet look at me complaining aboit how shitty i feel its stupid#ill shut up now bc ik i need to#depression tw#vent tw#tw vent#vent tag#vent blog#vent#vent edit#tw mental disorders#tw mental health#tw mental breakdown#adrian shit posts
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