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grogumaximus · 7 months ago
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Gianni: Someone in the chat said you have the voice of an angel.
Max: Yeah, I hear that a lot, actually.... Lewis said the same.
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okaerina · 2 years ago
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#사랑 enhypen as your bf !
warnings!...none just pure fluff and affection, lowercase intended.
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notes : fun fact this was the first work i wanted to post but got distracted :)
genre : fluff, established relationships, slight angst
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𝗛𝗘𝗘𝗦𝗘𝗨𝗡𝗚!
soft flirty bf huhu he's literally gonna flirt so hard and on top of that if you're shy he's absolutely gonna shapeshift your cheeks into a tomato/strawberry whatv red stuff you prefer :) i mean we all know hee is a pro at flirting so good luck to your sanity RIP
lots of singing fs this man's gonna sing for you like can't sleep? dw babe he's got a soty typa lullaby, bored/stressed? who needs a lofi playlist when you got lee hee :) hEAR me out he's definitely gonna write songs for you jsjsjs he's gonna sing em to you randomly cause It's romantic right?? he'll look deep into your eyes, throw that signature smirk of his and sing oh so lovingly cause he knows he's driving you nutz ;)
lotsss of movie gaming dates he'll beat you at every game heyyy he's an ace i don’t make the rules 🥱 but time to time he'll chill down and let you win few rounds intentionally but you don't need to know that
he loves to kiss you sm, your cheeks are his fav place to smooch uwu. but don't forget to smooch him back hehe.
his love is is a mix of quality time and words of affection !
𝗝𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗪𝗢𝗡!
omg he's gonna be so caring and protective towards you he's basically your second momma 😭
but don’t get fooled by his strong facade deep inside he's your lil kitty ready to be taken care of so plz do check on him and give him the affection he deserves
he gets seriously jealous whenever your paying too much attention on maeumi and she's reciprocating it with heavy affection. "cats are best" he would literally blurt out of nowhere and you can't help but laugh at his silly tantrum.
there will be times where won wouldn’t be feeling his best. all the stress, work and commotion tires him out sm yet he still feels like he's not the best. on those days he only seeks for your comfort. knowing very well all he needs is you beside him to make him feel better plz always love this boy he's gonna be a mess without you :(
his love is a mix of quality time and soft physical affection !
𝗝𝗔𝗬 !
rich sugar daddy bf but he actually acts like a dad lmao
if your eyes lingers on a item from more than 0.00001 seconds he'll buy it for you no matter what
he makes you lots of healthy homemade meals and does all the chores for you plz he's such a material man I want him 🛐
jay loves you alot and is always there to guide in every situation he'll be both mature and goofy cracking silly dad jokes to lighten up your mood girl you better appreciate this man and love him back 😾‼️
his love is a mix acts of service and words of affection !
𝗝𝗔𝗞𝗘!
so how does it feel to have a rizzmastser as your bf 😃? /j
he's so cute goofy and babygirl you wanna gatekeep him
he'll get excited over all sorts of lil things. will take you out on various fun dates like arcades, amusement parks, pet cafes but his most fav date place and activity is going out on a walk with you and layla in a nice, less crowded, green park uwu!
you’re basically layla's mom now. he'll let you play with her and take care of her in his absence (layla's so cute noo 😭)
another smooch lover but his fav place is the lips ;) his lips are basically glued to yours.
his love is a mix of quality time and physical affection !
𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗡 !
awkward ahh goofy bf 😃
he's gonna be so unserious in general but dw he gets pretty mature and serious when he needs to be :)
he'll be a bit awkward at initiating affection first so if you take matters in hand and initiate affection first he'll be over the moon ahaha.
once he's opened up to you he'll be quite a affectionate guy but he isn’t a pda lover so behind closed doors he's all lovey dovey ^^
he'll let you play with gaeul and then he's gonna be like "gaeul is so lucky to have visual parents aka me n you 😌💅" and you’re like 😀👍 lmao
ice rink dates uwu. he's gonna be your personal figure skating coach <3
his love language is definitely quality times !
𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗢𝗢 !
the slayest bf ever im jealous 🥺
king of affection boy's literally gonna bicker about who's the most affectionate one or who's more slay lol.
lots of tteobokkie dates and self care nights
yall will do sleep overs and do each others skincare. he's practically gonna turn into your special dermatologist 💅
but he can be very serious and understanding. whenever your having a hard time he'll be there in a flash of light he understands you better than anyone in this world and is always there to cheer you up <3
his love language is a mix of physical affection and quality time !
𝗡𝗜-𝗞𝗜 !
A 6'3" TEASE
but first he needs time to open up to you to get friendly enough to tease relentlessly
so when he gets all warmed up say bye bye to your life 😈 /j
he teases you and is very playful but dw he respects you alot too and is very understanding and serious when needed to be <3
lots of piggyback rides from him, he loves to cuddle you and play footsies lol.
he loves to lay on your lap cuz in that position he can admire your pretty face and relax too 😍
he'll call you in his late night solo practices to showoff but it'll turn into a goofy dance session and filled with laughs and affection he's so 😢
he'll take you out on arcade or bowling dates and would tease the he'll out of you if you suck :D
insists on playing video games with you but it ends up with him doing some stupid bets you always keep losing 🙄 but dw he'll let you win time to time intentionally ;)
he'll be such a sillygoofy fun boyfie plz I want him he's so cool and cute
he's love language will be a mix of quality time and physical affection !
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© aenfilmz /2023 !
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minispidey · 1 year ago
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I need to hear your most out of pocket HC about your fav Oscar characters that there really isn’t much evidence for but you feel in your soul is right. Can be fluff or nsfw!
For example:
I think Nathan actually likes to be topped and degraded. Do I have any evidence for this? No. Do I know in my pussy gut that I am right? Yeah 😌💅
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OUT OF POCKET HCS.
OSCAR ISAAC character headcanons
Content warning: just some real filthy shit. Uses female body descriptions. Breeding kink A LOT. Mentions cheating but doesn't get cheated on.
Characters: Nathan Bateman, Marc Spector, Jonathan Levy, Steven Grant, Miguel O'Hara.
Words: a lot.
Not beta read.
Requested by: @boredzillenial
Author's Note: i wish i could've written more bUT MY BRAIN IS JUST EXPLODING. Btw, thank you for requesting! Reblogs and comments are appreciated 💅❤️
MINORS DNI
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I swear. Nathan Bateman's head... you know exactly what I mean. LISTEN YOU SAID OUT OF POCKET SO HERE'S THE FANTASY: just... just grinding on it, your clit getting stimulated by his shaved head— he's not completely bald so I'm saying that if you caress his head, it'll still feel prickly.
Oh but imagine... breeding kink Nathan (tbh just in general i think all oscar characters would have a breeding kink)
Slow strokes, in and out of you. Nathan holding you still— not even in bed, he just wanted to fuck you in his office while idk doing research, but you were just standing in the corner of his office doing god knows what and he's accusing you of seducing him. And now here he was, his research forgotten and fucking you on his seat.
"Hm? When are you gonna learn your lesson that you can't just strut into my office and expect me not fuck the shit out of you?"
"N-Nathan, I wasn't even doing anything-"
"Shh... this'll be your punishment, okay?"
But at the end of it, just cuddling while he worked... but cockwarming him.
"Keep my cum in. Don't wanna waste God's seed, right sweetie?"
"Nathan, just shut up."
The moment you told him to shut up, something awakens in him.
"Slap me."
"Are you crazy?"
"Love, sweetie, honey bunny... please slap me."
Lets you ride him in your own pace for once, and he tried to stop himself from grabbing your hips and slamming you down on his cock.
"Naughty naughty..."
"Sweetie, please... fuck, you're driving me crazy here."
"Aw, don't you wanna cum in me?"
"F-Fuck..."
He fucking whimpers.
"God's seed shouldn't be wasted, right?"
"I'm never letting you be on top again..."
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Marc... oh my Marc. I have a mini series coming soon for the Moon Knight boys where Reader is has such a huge crush on Steven, and becomes his girlfriend after confessing. She meets Marc when he fronted, hates him so much and wants to punch him, but he has the face and body of her boyfriend and didn't want to hurt him. Maybe like an enemies to lovers with Marc and Reader, and Steven being happy that they're getting along. Jake will come later to me idk yet.
Imagine just going to bed in one of his shirts. Drives him CRAZY and the next thing you know, your sleepiness disappears as he fucks into you, just in a brutal pace. He loves groping you, breasts, thighs and all. If you're plus-sized/ chubby, he would hold your waist and giving you a squeeze here and there as he fucks you into oblivion.
Would top a lot but he loves it when you ride him and you get overwhelmed by his size.
"Come on, just a few more inches in."
"Marc... too big..."
Size kink applies to all the Moon boys. Well, because they share a body and uses one dick.
Marc just loves pressing against you. He's pretty experimental with the positions. Aftercare with Marc is just heavenly. Bubble bath, washing your body with a loofa. But then he gets turned on again and fucks you in the bath.
You could exist and just breathe, Marc will get turned on (like Nathan tbh).
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Jonathan Levy... ugh dilf. An actual one. Expect a long one (tw: mentions mira)
Usually it's the teacher-student love affair with this guy (tbh real) but seriously you can treat him better than Mira.
Something about you keeps driving him crazy to the point that Episode 4 and 5 of the show didn't happen 💅💅
He sees that you're absolutely nothing like his ex wife. And he loves the breath of fresh air. You loved all the things Mira hated about him.
Jonathan loves it when you cup his face and just stare into his eyes. Loves it when you pack him his lunch and put in notes. Brags about it a lot with his co-workers.
Just imagine being in love with him since childhood, being broken hearted when he married Mira, but one drunken night he realized he shouldn't have been chasing after Mira and turned to look at you. You finally had him.
His daughter adores you. Jonathan sees you being so good with children and he immediately goes "I want one with you."
Breeding kink dude. This guy obviously has one. He loves children. (Personally i would give him a football team because he deserves it) when you do get pregnant, he would be so caring and attentive. You're pregnant with his baby so obviously he would spoil you non stop. He would just smile at you whenever you get mood swings and start to get annoyed when he chews too loud.
Just a lot of fucking. Shower, bed, walls, even inside closets. He just adores you. He couldn't believe he was so blind not to see how much you've loved him and he would spend the rest of his life making it up to you.
"Jon, too tired..."
"Need you so bad, hun... just a few more, please? Wanna cum in you again..."
Mira hates you, but since you're you, you always one-up her and you two may or may not have gotten into a fight and Jonathan found you more attractive since then.
You become possessive of Jonathan whenever Mira's around, but Jonathan actually finds it really hot. Expect more than one round of sex with him on those days.
He never cheats on you even if Mira keeps pushing it. You were one of a kind, Jonathan knew how broken-hearted you would be if he did. Jonathan would purposely treat you like a lady in front of Mira, 100 times more than he usually does (which is impossible he already treats you so well)
Just... you make him a better person. You got him on a leash. He's not going anywhere.
Also he definitely loves risky sex. House filled with guests and you two are in the bathroom. He would even make you moan loudly that it'll annoy Mira who is passing by the bathroom. You enjoyed it when Mira's pissed off. You just hate her so much.
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Steven oh Steven. Just imagine trying to seduce Steven, and he's just clueless and continues to ramble on about Egyptian history and all, but you're trying to fuck him.
You want him to clear his table of books and just slam you on the table to fuck you. You go back to reality and he's smiling innocently at you as he kept talking.
You just hear nothing. His voice sounded muffled to you as your eyes scanned his face and stops on his nose... his nose.
Big noses. What Doja Cat said.
"Steven."
"Yes, love?"
"I want you to fuck me right now."
Soft sex with Steven. He doesn't want any position but missionary. He loves seeing your face.
Breeding kink? Yes. You all know this by now.
Falls silent when he cums, eyes rolling to the back of his head. It feels so overwhelming but so good. Loves filling you up to the brim.
Sometimes when you leave a pair of panties out, he would fight the urge to jack off to them. He just misses you so so much.
When you come back, he would push you against the wall and attack you with kisses and hickeys.
He also buys you a matching Koala plush keychain for your keys.
Sometimes you just want him to fuck you mercilessly, just slam you around and use you. UGH IM SCREAMING.
And back to the nose thing, he definitely let you grind on his nose at some point.
"C'mon, love... wanna taste you..."
Something about him nerding out just turns you on. You would suck his dick while he's talking. Even after cumming, you don't stop. You love seeing him overstimulated.
They say home is where the heart is. But god do you love the english 💅💅💅
Did he restrain you to his bed at some point? You told him to. And it unlocked a kink.
But do you know what kink Steven would have? Worship. Take it or leave it.
Messy kisses, his light colored shirts are stained with your lipstick. He ends up with his neck filled with hickeys. His back is scarred by your nails.
Risky sex? Fucking in the museum bathroom. Steven looked so hot behind the gift shop that you couldn't help it. Steven's dad material too, talks to kids really well.
So yeah that's when your breeding kink appeared. You wanted him to get you pregnant. He would be a great father.
"Cum inside me, Stevie. Fill me up."
Loves sucking on your tit while groping the other. He wants to make eye contact with you as much as he could while he does it.
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Bree- *gunshots*
This one is obvious though. He has a breeding kink and wants to get you pregnant.
Let's pretend Gabriella's alive here and he sees how good you are with her. He wants to have a bigger family with you.
"Gabby said she wants a sibling..."
Yeah. That's when you know, non stop breeding. Even when you're not even ovulating, he just fills you up. He wants to get you pregnant and see how good you look pregnant.
When you start lactating even before you give birth, he'd suck them out. He didn't want to waste good milk.
He treats you like a gentleman but at the same time you want him to slam you down and fuck you.
He's an old fashioned lover boy, romantic dinner and flowers. Gabriella has a babysitter while you two go on a date. She thinks you two are really perfect for each other. She draws you two a lot and you put them on the fridge.
"Daddy, I saw mommy kissing Spider-Man."
You two choked on your breakfast. Miguel hasn't told her yet about him being Spider-Man. He looks at you and smirks.
"Oh, did she?"
Prepare for a long night of degradation. Pulling your hair and jackhammering into you.
"Such a slut, huh?"
"Dumbass, you're Spider-Man. You can't call me a slut for kissing my husband."
He just fucks you harder. Miguel does get tired easily and lets you ride him.
Just... yes. And yes, he does bite you.
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monstrousproductions · 1 year ago
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hi! hope you're having a good week. i absolutely love your podcast, it's one of my all time favourites of all time :) feel free to disregard this question, but are you comfortable disclosing, however vaguely, how much money the podcast made you? if it made you money at all, i have no idea about the costs involved in running a podcast. but yeah i love our presenter so much, i already know i'm going to miss new monstrous agonies drop day once it's over!
Thank you so much, I hope you're having a lovely week as well! And thanks for your kind words about the podcast - don't tell anyone but it's one of my all-time favourite too 😉
Your question got away from me a little, so my apologies if this is way more detail than you were looking for! But I think in audio drama in particular, and in creative industries in general, we really don't talk about money enough! If any other creators want to chime in, I would love to hear your thoughts and experiences!
The cost of running a podcast like MA is very low in terms of actual cash. Aside from the first lot of equipment I bought - a mic, an audio interface, a mic stand and some cables, all coming in at about £180 total - any money I've spent has been on nice-to-haves rather than absolutely necessary outlays, like upgrading my mic set-up and building a little IKEA-hack recording booth over the summer, or paying for a domain name and email.
All this to say, my costs are a little higher than they need to be because I'm bougie 💅😌 If you're wondering what the hard, necessary costs of running a show like MA would be without those choices, it's really very low once you've got a semi-decent mic and built your recording booth blanket fort.
As for how much money it's made me, accounting for those expenses which off the top of my head I'd round up to about £1000, then MA has made me approximately £3000 since November 2020 - obviously with fewer people on the Patreon etc at the start, and more now. I'm sitting at about £250 a month from Patreon right now, which is absoutely incredible to me, and makes up a decent chunk of my actual living expenses. Thank you, everyone who pledges! 💖
However, the main thing I think people forget when they're thinking about money and podcasting is that old adage, time is money. I'm a freelancer and I work from home, so I can be very flexible about when I do MA work and when I do paid work. But the time I spend in the booth recording, or editing episodes, or even on social media (hello!) is all time that I'm not spending on actual billable hours.
Personally, that works out fine for me. I'm outrageously, stupendously lucky in terms of my financial stability, and am in a position where I can say, yeah, I'll work part-time for money and spend the other hours in the week making a podcast, knowing that the vast, vast majority of my audience isn't going to be able to/want to support me financially. (For context, MA is sitting at around 350,000 total downloads right now. If everyone gave me £1 every time they listened to an episode..... 😅)
Also, MA is a relatively time-cheap show to make. I spend about a day writing, and then the actual recording, editing and posting might take another 6hrs total? So two "lost" paid working days a week, basically.
But like... have a wee think about how bare bones MA is. Up to 50% of each episode could be written by submitters, and the rest is very formulaic and easily repeatable. It's a single voice production, with a couple of scraps of music and no sound design whatsoever, if I can help it! And the episodes themselves are only 15 minutes long, cutting all your recording and editing times right the way down.
So, let's say you're a podcaster who doesn't have the freedom and flexibility that I do with regards to your day job, and you don't have the comfy cushion of savings to cover upfront costs, and you don't live somewhere with a low a cost of living as Belfast, and you want to make a show that isn't so (intentionally!) stripped back and minimal... 😬
People like to say that podcasting has a really low barrier for entry and that's true to an extent - "all you need is a mic". But I think we do everyone a disservice if we don't look seriously and honestly about the financial costs involved - including time spent on unpaid work!
All this to say, I am so enormously grateful to everyone who is able to support MA financially, whether that's with the occasional fiver on ko-fi or a regular pledge on Patreon. It really does all add up, and it makes a real, genuine difference to my daily life. £250 a month is more than I hoped to make, and I'm really thankful for everyone who has contributed.
And if you do have an extra couple of quid burning a hole in your pocket, do consider supporting the creators you love 💖🥰
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orchidyoonkook · 1 year ago
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Does might be a interesting thing, what emojis does each character use the most? Like everyone, including Nel and Yuri. I’d love to hear from you. I read the ask from bubbles earlier, and it absolutely warmed up my heart. Bubbles mentioned a lot, and I want add that I love the reader’s and Jungkook’s fast paced friendship in terms of comfortability. The adorable movie nights. I love how he steals glances and his thoughts. I’m looking forward to the next chapter. Loved it!!!!!!!!!
Oooooooooo love this love this!!! I actually took a minute to go through the emojis to really try and think it through. Though I think the funniest part about my answer is that I’ll say these emojis and then completely forget (yoon has short term memory loss issues) that I’ve said these emojis and then never use them again. So pls forgive.
Therefore!
Reader: ❤️😘😅🤦‍♀️😒🙇‍♀️📖🎨🤴🖕
JK: 😂🥸😎😮‍💨📸💪🎬☕️✌️😴
Yuri: 😍🥰😘🥹🤬💀😈🫰🏻💄💋
Nel: 😘❤️😌🤓🫶🏻👨💐✈️🖋📓
Adaline: 😙🥺😢😤🤭👄💅🐱🐍🍷
(Is that everyone? I think that’s every major player right now)
Bubbles really knows how to make a girl feel special. Every single thing they said made me so warm and giggly and happy.
I’m so glad you like how fast it is! I know for some it may feel unrealistic but I think they may forget or possibly had never experienced the type of quick and fast bonds and friendships in college. I’ve mentioned it before where I was closer than my characters are now in the story with my irl college friends at that same point in the year because everyone’s living through such a uniquely same but different situation and all you have to lean on is your friends.
I love their movie nights too!! (Again I used to do this in college, but it was with a bunch of friends in the common rooms of residence and then sometimes with my partner but we more so watched tv shows)
And his thoughts 🥰🥰. He’s such sweetheart.
Thank you for reading and looking forward to the next chapter!!
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twelvedaysinaugust · 1 year ago
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Mod, I’m sorry you have been going through a rough time. I’m glad to hear things are improving. 🌻
To your stalker anon - at its core Larry is the idea of two boybanders sleeping together/in some form of a relationship (past/present). It’s not that deep. Did some take it too far? Absolutely, but maybe save your outrage for actual conspiracy theories that lead to public health emergencies and/or the downfall of American democracy. And by your “gotcha” tone I would reckon you spend a lot of time/mental energy trying to “prove” the people/kind of people one or both of these men sleep with which is - hello! - the same amount of invasive™️
Why are they so obsessed with me? I do not get it. 😌💅
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crow-rai · 1 year ago
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1. gay things. my hyperfixations and things I like a lot<3
2.sharing things esp hoodies, hugs
3. flowers/plants, can tabs, boxes
4. need more info
5. no :(
6. number 5, blue, cottagecore vibes, dinosaurs, my hyperfixations/special interests
7. 2 of both
8. <3
9. I dont usually😭 they just sit on my floor😎
10. my soul //edited: my ass actually
11. as much as possible
12. warm :<
13. went to my sis softball game and ate something
14. the itch to be with ur mom
15. [redacted], also maybe crow father and mumza<3
16. homophobia and rich people
17. within the last 2 weeks
18. it depends,, but their voice, sometimes shoes, and their eyes and hair
19. sometimes, if my hair isn't already up
20. yer
21. pog thru the pain bb
22. sometimes
23. be gay, do crime. usually a bracelet or ring to fit with<3
24. how gay I am,, cuz damn😌💅
25. OVERSIZED always<3 esp hoodies aaajdjdjd
26. the right way
27. yeahhhh omg the bubbles
28. I dont have one really,, but going to the UK rrrrrrrr
29. playing, unless its phil ofc
30. [redacted] person, my philza hoodie, and stuffies
31. hehe
32. kids shows, kids make believe games, everything, also little silverware<3
33. depends bb
34. seeing my brother at his graduation and making art/writing letters
35. no it touches me smh
36. idk bestie
37. banter, inside jokes, (in general) hearing pppl's voices, them being them
38. nope
39. twin
40. they're okay sometimes depending on what kind they are
41. flowers, my bestie, GENLOSS
42. long enough for your mom
43. phil and ranboo and aimsey<3 also [redacted]
44. mmmmm. I wont deny a kiss if offered
45. yes
46. bestie
47. your mom ;) (ooooh I just realized what this meant bahah)
48. I'm gay
49. no opinion
50. [redacted], flowers, everything listed above, and your mom ofc<33
50 random questions that i find important or interesting to know
have fun maybe send some #'s
♡︎ ♥︎ ♡︎
1. whats your favorite thing to rant/ramble about?
2. do you have any oddly specific love languages?
3. what do you like to collect, if anything?
4. do you enjoy citrus?
5. knit or crochet?
6. do you tend to have "favorite things"? list some if so (foods, colors, shows, etc)
7. how many blankets and pillows do you sleep with?
8. how does it make you feel when it rains?
9. how do you fold/store your clothes?
10. what part of your body hurts right now?
11. how often do you listen to music?
12. do you usually run warm or cold?
13. what did you do today?
14. anything itchy right now?
15. who do you want to hug right now?
16. whats something you really can't understand or conceptualize?
17. whens the last time you read an entire book?
18. whats something you always notice about a person?
19. do you usually wear a hair tie on your wrist?
20. do you use reusable water bottles?
21. whats a random piece of advice you want to give?
22. do you like wearing nail polish?
23. whats your personal outfit staple?
24. something you're learning to love about yourself
25. form fitted or oversized clothes?
26. how do you tie your shoes?
27. have you ever owned a lava lamp?
28. what's one thing on your bucket list?
29. do you prefer playing video games or watch someone else play them?
30. what makes you feel safe?
31. do you pop your joints?
32. what 'childish' habits do you hold on to?
33. what temperature do you like your beverages?
34. what do you plan on doing tomorrow/this week?
35. do you ever wear scarves?
36. have you ever met a real clown?
37. whats something you appreciate about a person you're close to
38. do you have an anti-slip mat in your shower?
39. what size is your bed?
40. how do you feel about sprinkles?
41. whats something you want to learn more about?
42. how long is your pointer finger?
43. whats something positive that changed your life?
44. how do you feel about marriage?
45. have you ever been in a boat?
46. something that made you smile recently
47. favorite kind of fruit snack?
48. whats a talent that you have?
49. do you prefer gold or silver?
50. list some things you are grateful for
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mahalshairyballs · 3 years ago
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Jake mystery
The first time we had confirmation that a blackout had been neither Marc nor Steven was in episode 3 (but I'm sure the first blackout in the alps was also Jake).
Some wondered why Marc or Steven didn't freak out more about it, that reveal that they had another alter who killed more than Marc did. They freaked out for a few seconds then moved on.
And then it happened again in episode 6. Same thing. Freak out for 30 sec then move on.
You could say it was because they were in the middle of something more important at the moment, but I don't think that's it.
DID is often accompanied by amnesia & memory losses or even memory alterations and your brain/subconscious being in strong denial.
We've seen that with Steven and their mom. He subconsciously knew she was dead, but their brain was in such strong denial that Steven could even hear her voice on the other side of the phone. Someone with DID said that those scenes were pretty accurate.
That avoidance/denial can be so strong that people with DID will do things that are 'illogical'. From the perspective of someone from the outside they'd say 'well you must know X, how can you not know/be aware of X ?' but the person with DID/the system don't actually know it. Until they have no choice but to confront it, like Steven in ep 5.
I think the existence of Jake is similar for the rest of the Marc system. Especially for Marc himself. He's so overwhelmed with guilt that his brain rejects the existence of that alter. Knowing there's an alter that does all these things would be too much for Marc.
So when the rest of the Marc system are confronted with what Jake just did, they notice it for a few seconds but before actual realization sets in their brain screams AVOID AVOID and they move on without lingering on it or its implications.
And I think that's why Marc has never realized Jake existed. He knows Jake exists but hasn't really realized it yet never acknowledging that fact.
Since Marc - at some point in his childhood we don't know exactly when and how - learned the existence of Steven, he kept looking after him as much as he could without Steven knowing about him.
I think Jake has been there all along- since Steven or shortly after Steven. And it's still my headcanon that Marc took the emotional abuse while Jake took the physical abuse. So Marc is aware that they were physically abused but might not remember experiencing these abuse.
And it must be hard for someone with DID to know the difference between selective amnesia of traumatic events and another alter being there instead of them. This must take a lot of work/therapy to know which one is which.
'I don't know about you but my memories are a freaking mess'
This means that Jake could do whatever he does in peace, which I'm sure delighted Khonshu
Episode 3
Marc : Steven what did you do!?
Steven : this wasn't me!
Marc : then who was it!?
Khonshu:🐦😌🎵I know nothing ~~💅😎🎶
This also means the 'drama juice' is still all there, promising a season 2 - or a really good character(s) piece fic !
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Hi mom!! 👋
First off, I want to address the amount of requests you have ✋😶
124 requests is a bunch, but ik you can do it, mom! ᕙ(*•̀ᗜ•́*)ᕗ Stay healthy and drink lots of water! Rest if you need to (Especially since you have kids you need to take care of!) the requests can wait because your well-being is what matters <3
And like seriously oikawa 🙄 mom already has so much requests and you're over here acting like an idiot again 😤
be grateful u have at least one request u baka 😒 #bullyoikawa2022
Um secondly, how did you find out about haikyuu? I'll share my story bc it's weird af lol
The first anime I watched was MHA, and I loved it a lot 🙌 In fact, I loved it so much I didn't care for other animes, just MHA baby 💅
So they recommend me haikyuu content on YouTube but I didn't wanna watch it bc I thought MHA was cooler lmao (I talk about haikyuu more than MHA now btw, oh how the tables have turned)
So just normal right 👆 well, no. Bc on one regular day I had stumbled upon a very attractive man 😍
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This man aka kuroo tetsurou 😩❤
I fell in love with him, like literally. I loved him too much 😭
Until the question came in, what anime was he from? Oh my jaw would drop when haikyuu popped up.
LIKE BRO?? The anime I tried avoiding 😳 surprisingly my brain went SIGN ME UP 🙏
And I started watching the anime for kuroo lmao
But now look where I am ✌ an obsessed haikyuu fan 😌
I still like MHA to this day though, it's just that haikyuu took over my brain 💀
Wbu, mom? How'd u find out about haikyuu?
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Aoyama bc I love him 💅
Hi bby!!!
Thank you for all your kind words on the requests!! I think once I get everything organized fully, I'll feel much better! I'm hoping tonight I can get a list established and then go from there! Once mom gets organized more I'll feel more confident 😅
Secondly, actually 👀 it was from a tik tok that I discovered Haikyu! I had been a fan of anime before. Watching Deathnote, Promised Neverland, Beyblades and Pokémon! I remember the tik tok like rathing HQ men and I was like 👀👀👀 and who is this. Then I started watching it and immediately became obsessed!
Then I saw this idiot 👇🏻 and I just knew I had to watch it 🤚🏻 yes freaking OIKAWA started my obsession 🙄 nobody tell him we'll never hear the end of it 😐
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Then I moves to My Hero and Attack on Titan where I discovered Mikasa and Bakugo and it was all over 🤚🏻
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jellifysh · 3 years ago
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So I assume you’re already knee deep in your final chapter but if you’re still looking for some ideas…
Im partial to the idea that Namjoon is the first person she has sex with because it feels full circle, especially since presumably they were each other’s firsts and getting to see them learning each other all over again feels like a perfect beginning.
Also consider minor food play between MC and Jin? Or Yoongi honestly since he’s so aware of her baking habits late at night. Spending time together in the kitchen, making a mess, wiping whipped cream or frosting off MC’s face and it escalating from there?
Also thinking of Jimin spoiling MC and dressing her up in all the pretty things he’s bought her just so he can slowly strip her of them. Maybe only leaving that pretty necklace he bought for her that very first time they went out together. He shows his affection with gifts and touch and it feels like it could go hand in hand.
Tae enjoying just flustering MC before reassuring her. Sharing a special sex playlist he curated for her since one of the first things they did was share music.
I’ve clearly been thinking of this a lot. Don’t mind me.
I like where you're going with the namjoon is the first one thing, I was thinking the same way, but I was thinking of taking it the other direction actually, where Namjoon is the last one she's with. I actually had a cute moment planned where they're being childish about who goes first and they push Namjoon to the back like "you had your chance!" all jokey lol. But I actually ended up planting him in the middle, I feel like it fits better there for what I have imagined.
And I was seriously considering food play or a kitchen scene, but I like the idea of them just relaxing and hanging out. I think if Namjoon's not allowed to work, Jin's not allowed in the kitchen akshsklajsksks and that way there's more scenes of Jin getting treated by mc 😌💅
Also you must live in my brain because that jimin scene is something I've been thinking about for the past year, I'm dead serious. When I was starting to write this story, it was just a bunch of ideas that I collected and gave a coherent storyline. The ideas that didn't fit with the storyline became their own au, which are the other aus I have in my masterlist. So I'm saving that scene for ex fiancees au, because I think it fits with both of their characters in that au better. My characterizations aren't that different from au to au, but I like the little things that make a character different
But omg i wish I thought of that special sex playlist thing thats so cute 😭 you know what, I'm going to save that for a future drabble because I think slightly older taehyung and mc are a lot more tender and warm in their love and just like indulging and doing sweet little gestures for each other. I think, while Jimin is big grand gestures, taehyung is just little moments where you can just focus on each other 🥰
Please keep thinking, I love hearing your ideas <333
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staysuki · 3 years ago
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i want you to rate my handwriting but i cant send images through anonymous asks 😃👍 and hearing your story actually brings me back to 6th grade XD i used to get scolded by my science teacher because of how cramped (?) i write but it wasnt even that bad :"> thats why i forced myself to just write in all caps just for them to hopefully understand ,, thus how our handwritings look 25% similar lmao
if you have the time ,, we dont mind being ur personal diary and just rant abt ur work whenever it gets hard lol good luck tho for reals! and dont push yourself too hard in writing if youre really that busy <3 <-haha dick
moving on! 🍕 skip introductions lets date UwU and thank you for saying im a fun person XD long story short i used to be a silent reader but i figured out that fic writers actually like receiving feedback so i sent asks to every author i liked ! i hesitated at first because im really awkward, and these past few days i was scared that others found it annoying that im active in asks so i was really happy hearing that you think im a fun person XD but even then i didnt stop sending asks cuz im a bad bitch 😌💅 and when i like a story,,, its fun talking about it with the person who wrote it!
anyways our first (friendly 😛) date could be in penis heart enterprise™️ felix is willing to be the third wheeler 🤩 ash ur coming with us whether u like it or not >:( <33333
- bs
OHHHH, i didn't know that you can't do that actually 👀!!! that's sad. (counter-offer: just send it and pretend it's not you JKJK) AND YES, what is it with teachers trynna restrict our penmanship grrrr. I also got in trouble even with all caps because you know how in math equations there are specific formulas that specify whether you need to use a capital letter or a small letter— yeah :D they count my solution as wrong cuz of that even tho i'm a mAtH wiZ 👊😤✨ (jk)
and ofc :,> i always share stuff here, i love talking to people! i am a people person. semi-tangent, my family always told me that i'm "unnecessarily amicable" because i can easily talk to strangers sometimes that they keep thinking i know a lot of people. i thought it was normal to talk to others up until recently when i was buying smth alone, i couldn't choose between two items so i just went up to a stranger and asked them "which one's cuter? 😊"— they legit paused for five seconds like 😀, and that's when i realized that some people find it odd when people you don't know comes to you all casual and whatnot.
and yes, truth be told, i'm a bit too burnt out to do written fics :,> so i'm sticking to my SMAUs for now but maybe soon i'll be able to finish those basement ideas <3 (hehe pp)
and omg, i'm teary rn 😢 that's the best date invitation i've ever seen. i'm actually dying laughing with this whole ask pls.
AND YES. WE WRITERS LIKE GETTING FEEDBACK!! LOTS OF THEM!! TELL ME WHAT UR THINKING. LMK WHATS GOOD OR WHATS NOT. I WANT TO HEAR THE THOUGHTS. EVERYTHING.
(Or at least, i do. You can send me 10 asks or comments in a row every update letting me hear your rants and theories about my fics and i'd be more than happy to read all of em 😤)
not the "(friendly)" pls. i'm sure felix would be more than happy to let you use his pp breakroom for ur friendly date 🤥 bUt whY do i hAve to coMe tOo JKJK.
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koishua · 3 years ago
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for the ask game!!
welp, ik for a fact you are an 04-liner bc of how much you've said you are baffled by how much jungwon has done compared to you (bc like me same frz with yedam)
pronouns and gender HMM I WONDER 🤔 she/her female sksks ok idk about zodiacs much but like you give me vibes of an october born idk it's them vibes 💃✨
you may be single only bc i'm not nearby to ask for your hand in marriage but it's ok distant wife i will make it happen someday 😤✊ your eyes i think i've seen them idk goldfish memory but they were pretty that's all i remember 😫☝️
writing, singing, drawing/crafting (?) you are creative af so prolly something to do with multimedia or arts 😌💅
BIBBLE KOISHUA VIENNA IS AN INTROVERT WHO PROLLY LOVES AUTUMN 😭 you can't tell me otherwise i'm getting them vibes from you wifey 🥺 you seem like the type who enjoy jumping on leave piles just to hear the satisfying ✨ kRoNcH ✨
anywho hope you have/had a great day, my distant wifey! this was a kinda fun way to spend my break on tumblr! but i'm off to study now so toodles 🥺💖
guess game!!
well this ain't fair bc you already know so much 😔😔 but yes my jungwon envy game is strong 😭😭 and yes an october scorpio!! bae if only we were irls then i fr wouldn't be single smh 😔😔 and aww thank you :( my eyes are actually black/brown haha AND OMG SPOT ON IM AN AUTUMN ADORING INTROVERT ☝️☝️... or ambivert i believe 🤔🤔 bc i do really enjoy hosting and speaking to people a lot during events and stuff... but then go back home and completely crash the next three to four business days bahaha but the vibes :((
enjoy your break and good luck on your studies, beloved!! 😽😽 you're the sweetest <3
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