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starting a new stardew save maybe this will fix me
#ooouggh#i forget what i was trying to accomplish in my old one#i haven't touched it in about a year#so i'm starting a new one :')#snow.txt
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me: i'm gonna clean up my desk so my sketchbook doesn't fall every 3 minutes while i draw today!
[3 hours later.]
me: ...i have made a miscalculation...
cleaning up my desk is proving to be a much bigger task than i thought, so here's an old comic i can't believe i haven't posted yet:
and a bonus ending:
anyways, i'll see you all soon after i clean up my desk
#fnaf sun#fnaf dca#dca fandom#Rain or Shine AU#crab art#traditional art#bright colours#comic#yknow how kids tend to lose things#that's what this comic is about#and to just draw cheery happy chibi sunny having fun#with or without his boot#i've had this in my draft for AGES#chibi Sunny's just been splashing in puddles without a boot all this time#my desk has been a mess since my artblock#but it's not just my desk it's the shelves i need to reorganize as well#i haven't touched the shelves in over a year#i really need to#actually use them#and then i can put away all the stuff that's currently on my desk#i will never have the cozy minimalist desk set up#(i'm too much of a hoarder for that lifestyle)#but at least i need space to lay my sketchbook flat#and not balance my mug on top of magazines
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I am about to create something extremely stupid guys
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#narilamb#cotl fanart#I haven't touched ren'py in like 10 years#will that stop me? no#visual novel but I don't know how to code#don't get your hopes up about the quality lmao
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My jewish community, friends, rabbi, and educators: We are very invested in helping you be jewish. Do you want to help read the haftarah? Here's a chanukiah! You can have it!! Borrow these books! Here's some books! You need more books... Come to pesach! Come to the chanukah party! When are your classes done? We need a minyan for once!
Me and my 50000 IQ: What if I am Secretly Appropriating judaism? What if I am doing a Cultural Appropriation........
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#there comes a point where your concerns about if you are an Appropriative Cultural Appropriator hinders your jewish journey#i think a comforting thing is knowing that my incessant fear about this is confirmation that i love judaism#i love it with my heart and soul and (i feel) i'd be a less realized person without it#and i think people who genuinely engage in cultural appropriation just Do Not Care about the cultures they appropriate from#they don't love the culture enough to respect it and that is a big reason that it even IS appropriation#especially when jewish people are INVITING you to do things... it's not appropriation#i dunno last night i was feeling very anxious about lighting the chanukiah candles because i'm alone#but i've also lit shabbos candles. and it's just like... why would i choose not to engage in this when one day i will have to?#this time next year i will have to light candles. as a jew. and if i have no clue how to do it myself then i'll just avoid it#plus... i love my chanukiah and i want to use it. it is currently decorating my room because i love it#i hope they'll let me take pictures of all the chanukiah that'll be at the party#i'm sure they will because they're very open and they are very accommodating. in fact i'm bringing my clarinet too#i haven't touched that thing in well over four years 😭#but jewish music without a clarinet is like a body with no soul. it's impossible. it is not what g-d wants i think.#i just hope my ability to play by ear hasn't been affected by my lack of playing. i don't have perfect pitch tbc#but i fully believe you can know your instrument so well that you develop an ear for perfect pitch#in fact... i refused to memorize my marching band music because i DID develop that 'perfect pitch' ear. that's my dirty secret#i didn't practice in part because i can't have a space where noone could hear me practice and it's embarrassing and private to me#literally EVERY jew in my life has been almost TOO ecstatic about my jewish journey. i'm very thankful for it#i guess i just didn't think i deserved to have people as happy about me being in judaism as i am#so to be clear this is my brain being rude and dumb. this anxiety has NEVER been reinforced by anyone but myself#so i take full responsibility for it. but i think that anxiety is something many/most converts/jews-in-progress feel
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bored and going through my old stuff so here's a lil artdump of my fav dnd / original content stuff
#my art#my style used to have a charm to it that I really miss#also miss working on my original fantasy world#it used to be the only thing on my mind all the time#I have 10s of gbs worth of docs and art and maps about it that I haven't touched in years
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Guys did you know today is the birthday of the loml (and their snake familiar)
#happy birthday asra congrats on living on my mind rent-free for another year!#I have many asra wips and sketches but I'm.... gatekeeping#most of them asra/apprentice tho#little rant ahead bc I think I'll always be a bit salty about it-#I haven't touched the fandom in a while bc. honestly bc I dislike Dorian#so I don't feel like engaging in anything near them#honestly at this point I've taken Asra and turned him into an oc like I gave him a makeover/kinda redesign#and kind of made a backstory not connected to the game for him and my apprentice oc...#honestly if I gave him a new name he'd def pass for a real oc-#anyway I miss the arcana and the good part of the fandom. the part that left... the friends I made in the fanfom 😔#i'm still in touch with most of them I'm just a bit dramatic#asra the arcana#asra alnazar#the arcana#asra the magician
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I've decided to come out of my forever void to slap this on my timeline before running off again
#ace visconti#♦ { who's this handsome guy? || ace#i miss my sheyla#trust when i say I'm always here lurking#admiring from afar#thinking about writing again or at least posting more dbd and ace art#i haven't touching dbd in a year or something but ace is forever with me
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#remembering that one time i was 12#and my mom signed me up for a competition hosted by fucking harvard without telling me#about shopee's business plans#and what they could do to profit or sth#and i balled by eyes out crying bc i couldn't understand anything (neither could my teacher at school)#and mom wouldn't help me#so i cried some more#and she yelled at me bc she already put in money#ig now history is repeating itself#cuz my mom is telling me how she wasted her money on me for ielts#because i couldn't understand a single thing in the reading section (pt 3)#because the topic was fucking finance (AGAIN) and i could comprehend what it was saying#i just didn't understand what it meant#same thing went for a stephen hawking book once#discussed theories i haven't even touched about in schools#i dont think 13 year olds are supposed to be forced to consume medias about finance and politics and academics all the time#i mean im 13#im taking ielts soon#thats 3 years earlier than the minimum#which is 16#likehonestly#i dont wanna do this#anymore
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first dates aren't always perfect 💐🌺🌸
#kagarts#trainer riley#stat trainer riley#champion lance#lance pokemon#fluffyriceshipping#🐉🍚🌊#ohhh their first date;;;; it’s not perfect or grand but it never has to be <3#riley would constantly be making sure lance isn’t annoyed or bothered by it the whole time. meanwhile lance is just internally :D#years of experience being patient with dragons and kids I think lance would be a lot more relaxed about it#riley arrives late to the date super disheveled bc he had a whole schedule planned in his head and wants to blow up 💥 (its the autism)#I think riley can catch one last kiss on him around the end of the date though. lance adjusting to physical touch/affection Gets to him#he doesn’t want to read Too into his thoughts with aura bc he cares about boundaries but lance’s thoughts were Loud and just as frantic#and in a way it reassures him that his feelings are genuine and validated and most importantly Reciprocated just as much#I think being able to fall in love in your thirties is so swag honestly. I like emphasizing that fact whenever possible#or being able to love as genuinely as a young couple would;;; it gives me a sense of hope that there’s stuff to look forward to :]#i spent SO long on the comic part though. i haven't done actual comicky stuff in forever so i hope this is a sign of improvement#anyways. does anyone want to see their fankid next
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today is the first day in a very very long time that i woke up on one of my scheduled days off and didn't feel the Work Panic set in and it's... very surreal. things are quiet. i feel like i could actually read the books i bought months ago or work on the personal projects that got sidelined last year.
not going to elaborate more beyond "working a bit too much overtime and now a year's gone by somehow" but wow,,, maybe i will do an activity for me today ?? the possibilities ...
#don't get me wrong i love my work#but uh#my mental clock is still in march 2023#and now it's july 2024#and i've not really done a thing i wanted to do during that time span#didn't get around to watching the many anime i wanted to binge or play much of the video games i bought#i have books collecting dust on my shelf that i bought last year and still haven't touched#and all the art and projects i wanted to do last summer are still fleeting concepts in my head that never had time to make it to paper#maybe this summer i will see about actually taking my weekends off instead of compulsively working during them anyway dfjkhgdkj
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So if...in theory...I branched out from this just being a DA blog and moved into ALSO talking about other stuff I like (still mostly media I'm a fan of lbr) would that end of a ten year era of only dragon age posting throw off this whole blog or do y'all *want* other content from this blog?
Just been thinking of merging at least my Mass Effect blog with this one, possibly some of my other blogs as well. I'd be keeping my url no matter what though I haven't changed it once in ten years I'm not starting now lol
Everything would of course continue to be properly tagged so that you can block things you don't care about and I might do some blog cleanup first but I've been...considering
#i am also in ESO mode rn but relearning this game after like a year is actually so difficult#and where is my Fennorian houseguest????? WHERE.#anyway i'd probably just be making this a gaming blog and keeping my personal blog for all the other things#maybe also merging my art blog i haven't touched in 84 years as well#and talking about ocs more??#idk i don't want to run people off but i think my only DA era is over much as I do still love DA and will post about it!!!#however on the other hand....i want to get into writing again and Wren Lavellan is rotating in my brain#with an ambitious da:i and da:v fic idea brewing#jules speaks#personal#delete later#text post
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i just want somebody near me (guess i'm a coward) by Coco_Cavio
Fabian watched The Ball walk away, knowing but not understanding why his heartrate was suddenly going up. He’d been home alone before, this wasn’t some unprecedented situation. Hell, he’d walked through the Nightmare Forest alone, faced his greatest fear (his greatest foe, his official nemesis). How could anything be scary compared to that? Still, something about the silent abyss behind him terrified him. Looking into the grand hall, the panic from before returned. It felt as though the house threatened to swallow him up. He could swear the shadows on the walls were getting darker, creeping closer. His breath quickened. The pit in his chest deepened. The urge to escape took over and he half ran half tripped out of the house. “Let me drive you home!” ~~~~~~ Or, Fabian is can't stand his big empty house and Riz can maybe read him better than Fabian had thought.
Fabian being left alone in his massive house has been getting to me so much I wrote a missing scene fic to cope
(beta'd by the lovely @trainwreckisawreck <3)
#fabian is very touch starved#we have that in common#fabian angst fabian angst fabian angst#i haven't posted a fic in about one and a half years this is exciting#its either platonic or queer platonic fabriz up for interpretation#fabian aramais seacaster#fantasy high junior year spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fantasy high#dimension 20#fh#d20#mera speaks#riz gukgak#fabian seacaster#my writing#mera writes
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in stars and time doodles
if you couldn't tell already by my recent reblogs this game gave me so many worms. in my brain. so many.
ummmm act 6 ish spoilers under the cut so beware
these are just silly little doodles I did of loop!siffrin to get used to using clip studio paint again. seeing the secret boss fight + convo btwn loop and siffrin made me want to bawllllll. i didn't get to get it in my own playthrough :'( but i plan to 100% isat along with playing the demo at some point, i just need a weensy break!!
anyways, lowkey the design gives my sonic OC do not steal!!! but honestly that's fine w/ me for now, i'll probably give them a lil redesign if i draw a full body version. design headcanons in the tags <3
#isat#isat spoilers#isat loop#isat fanart#in stars and time#okay so loop has longer fluffier hair cause they were in the time loops for a lot longer#and to represent their...weird bodysuit thing???? i gave them vitiligo instead to represent the discolorations#instead of an eyepatch i think they just grew out their bangs long enough to comb over their lost eye lol#and instead of a hat they have a hood attached to their cloak. to everyone's chagrin#fingerless gloves cause we want to experience more touch. but not TOO much more#they trade in their dagger (too many bad memories) for a moon sickle. gets the job done and ofc celestial imagery.#wrapped around the handle is a ribbon that isabeau had leftover from working on clothing#also they are a few inches taller than siffrin. like not many but enough to tease him about it#if any of these contradict established cannon. no they don't <3#anyways wow i haven't posted in literal years woops#hyperfixationsonlybabes
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Can someone tell me to do it scared
#It = shave my moustache#I've been shaving my (emerging) beard for a year now (thanks testosterone)#But I haven't been able to touch my moustache at all#The reason: as a tween/teen I got badly bullied for my facial hair and ended up waxing it several times bc of the bullying#(done by students *and* a teacher)#So now I have a very complicated and scary relationship with touching my moustache#But I don't love the way it looks on me now that it's thicker#And I'm also scared I won't like the texture after I shave it. But I also had that fear about my side burns and it turned out fine#So#Can someone please tell me to do it scared? That it's okay to do it scared?#Please#If anyone wants to share their story with shaving their mustache it's v welcome too
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is this where u take the requests? if not, apologies lol still learning tumblr, I WAS WONDERING IF MY VARGAS RELATED REQUESTOBER REQUEST COULD BE JAKE/NNY? i feel like jake/nny is SO looked past like its actually so cute, they could be doing anything THANK U IF THIS WAS THE WRONG PLACE SORRY MWAH MWAH X
Day 12 - Once you had one hole in your skin, you've had 'em all
#My art#Requestober#Vargas#Jake#Nny#*looks at your comment of NnyGaster being cursed* *looks at this* Well I mean at least you're consistent#Of all the crackships I haven't considered I possibly haven't considered this one the most#I mean considering I Just got into Nny/Scriabin lol#I have extreme Edgar/Scriabin blinders lol this is known#Is this a thing and I just don't know? I can't even snark I just - it Literally Never Occurred to me lol#Edgar got all the shipping charts and diagrams and graphs he's special that way <3#I love Jake dearly and don't want him to be hurt! Unlike the Vargases lol ♥ I love them dearly and Do want them be hurt#Precarious position anyone who gets paired up with Johnny haha#I suppose if Johnny's still in Sweet Mode that's one thing but!! the rest of him!!!#Their dynamic over something like piercings Is interesting tho - Jake hangs out with artsy types and Nny is definitely that lol#And Johnny's y'know - weird about stuff lol - I could see him getting into a pierced partner! No pun intended#And obviously Jake is very good on boundaries <3 He's not actually touching him here just gesturing at his ear#It also occurs to me that I can't think of a time I've seen Johnny with tattoos :0 Body modification+art! (+bodily weirdness)#Might be something there to look at sometime hmmm#Anyhow - continuing my trend of drawing Nny on the hood of the car over the cliff haha#I didn't think I had leveled up all that much from last year but comparing the two??? I'm Way more pleased with this one#Still struggling with the bottom of the shoe but better! Practicing!!!#Maybe there Is something to drawing just a bit bigger lol#Nny also looks significantly less anemic from not having died yet lol#Really pleased with the harder edges of the unlined shapes ♪ I used that grass brush on everything and it's dope#Do I like backgrounds???? First lining now this so much to consider
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I would be so powerful if I had the ability to finish literally anything I started
#i have almost certainly made this exact post before#BUT IT'S STILL TRUE#god i've got basement renovations i've been 'in the middle of' for 8 YEARS#you ever meet someone you haven't seen in three years and have them ask 'oh how'd your basement turn out?'#and then had to lie your ass off about how it's 'coming along' when you haven't even touched it in any of those years?#i work in construction. it happens to me like every two months. humiliating
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