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Bite Me, Suck Me, Stake Me!
જ⁀➴ Vampire & Hunter : Day 29
feat. Simon "Ghost" Riley ᯓ★ Ghost is a skilled vampire hunter, but you're an even better vampire. Too bad you haven't convinced him to let you take a little bite out of him yet...
warnings! : NSFW 18+, fingering, degradation, name-calling, semi-public sex, hate sex, choking, biting, cum eating, blood play, blood as lube
ᯓ★ kinktober m.list || read on ao3
“Found you.”
The cool silver of a knife digs into the skin of your neck, as a familiar gravelly voice rings out from behind you in the alleyway.
“Ghost.” You smirk, remaining calm. “What a surprise,” you say sarcastically. You and Ghost have been constantly going back and forth with each other ever since he started hunting vampires in your area. It��s like a game at this point. You hunt for food, he chases after you, you run.
You know you can kill him with ease if you so please, but he dicks you down so nicely that you let him slide just for that.
The sharp tip of a wooden stake digs into your back as Ghost presses himself against you. “No sudden moves or I stake you where you stand, vamp.”
He spits out the words with venom, but you know it means naught.
“Just like you promised me last time? And the time before that, and before that, and—”
A grunt sounds from the vampire hunter as the stake digs itself further into your back, interrupting your teasing words. You bite your lip to prevent the hiss of pain from rolling off of your lips.
“Not this time. Price is on my ass now. Can’t have any more screw-ups happening under my watch.” He leans in closer to you, his hot breath a stark contrast to your cool skin as it hits your cheek. “And it seems like you’ve been causing more and more trouble these days. More than I can afford.”
“How else am I supposed to get your attention?” you drawl out, running a hand up his muscular, tattooed arm. You feel the way he clenches from your touch, his veins pulsing as the blood rushes in his body. You lick your lips, running your tongue over your exposed fangs. With your free hand, you flick his hood off of his head, getting a look at his beady, intense eyes as they stare you down.
“I missed you,” you say, running a hand down his front, reaching down to grab his bulge. “And I missed him, too.”
“Fucking tease,” he hisses, but you can tell he’s getting all riled up by the way his cock throbs in your hand, hardening as the seconds pass by. You begin to fondle him, rubbing his member through his pants as you feel yourself getting wet.
“Such a slut.” Simon’s voice comes out in a growl. The weapons he holds against you are swiftly put away as one hand nestles itself against the back of your neck while the other pushes your pants and underwear down, two digits already fingering at your wet slit. “Causing trouble just to get my attention? Didn’t take you to be such a brat.”
You grumble at the hand that restricts your head movements. Simon is smart—no doubt that he knew you were planning to bite him. Unlike other vampires, you did have some self-control when it came to biting humans, but there was something about the vampire hunter who constantly chased you that enraptured you, desperate to get a taste of the blood pumping through his veins.
“Need you to fuck me,” you tell him bluntly. You attempt to move out of his hold, but Simon has an iron-locked grip on you as he sticks his fingers inside of you. A piercing cry leaves your lips as his fingers curl and thrust inside of you, your wetness allowing him to move them with ease.
“Shit, look at you. Barely even touched you and you're already begging for my cock.”
You only respond with a moan; Simon chuckles as he removes his fingers, and you hear the clink of his belt buckle as he undoes his pants and pulls his cock out.
It only takes a couple of seconds for Simon to align his cock with your entrance and push himself in, the familiar stretch of his member filling you up so nicely, complete in a way you’ve never felt before.
“Fuuuck,” you moan, your eyes rolling into the back of your head. Your body starts to go limp as Simon thrusts his cock in and out of you with reckless abandon, the clapping of his skin to yours loud enough that you think if someone walks past the alleyway you’re in they’d hear it before they see you.
You yelp as the heat of Simon’s palm meets your ass, snapping your thoughts back to the present, to the pleasure he gives you.
“Focus on me.” His grip tightens around your neck, his hand wide enough to reach around towards the front of it, pressing down hard enough to make your body feel all tingly. His thrusts are relentless, your body powerless to him as he manipulates you to his heart's desire.
“L-let me bite you,” you breathe out, thrashing your head around before Simon stills you. “Just a taste,” your voice trails off, more pathetic sounding than you intended.
Simon snorts. “I’m not letting a vamp bite me.” He ruts his hips against you, his cock filling you to its hilt. “Especially one as reckless as you.”
He ignores your whines of complaint, holding you still with one hand as he fucks up into you, caging you in as his other hand steadies himself against the brick wall.
But yet as Simon becomes distracted with his thrusts, the tightness of his hold on you lessens. You take that as your cue to escape from his grip. The aroused state you’re both in has your senses heightened to the fullest. You can practically hear the blood flowing in his body, the strength of it intensified with the adrenaline that course through his veins as he fucks you.
You don’t even take a second to think as you sink your fangs into the arm that’s stretched out next to you, a moan escaping as you taste Simon’s sweet, sweet blood for the first time.
“Fuck!” Simon rips his arm away from your bite with a yelp. You gasp as his cock leaves your body as he turns you around, shoving you against the wall, restraining you with a hand around your throat. He squeezes down with the bitten arm, blood flowing from it down towards his fingertips. You laugh as much as you can with your airflow restricted, fangs dripping with his blood. You lick some of it that dribbles out of the corner of your lips, staring teasingly up at Simon through your lashes as you do so.
“Fucking bitch,” Simon growls, teeth practically snarling as he stares you down with malice. “Should fucking stake you for that!”
“You like my cunt too much to do that,” you purr, your arousal heightened more than ever as you’re invigorated by the taste of human blood—human blood that actually tastes good. You open up your legs, baring your sopping cunt to him, bucking your hips up.
As Simon squeezes down on your neck, his flowing blood trickles its way closer and closer to you. Your pupils dilate as you see the stream of red finally get into your reach, licking as much of it as you can up. You didn’t want to waste a drop if you didn’t have to.
“You want my blood that badly?” Simon takes a swipe at his bleeding arm, coating his palm in the liquid. He pumps his cock one, two, three times and then shoves it back into you, blood and all. ‘You can fucking take it like a slut, then.”
Your world turns white as your body fills with immense pleasure as he buries himself into you. He gives you no time to adjust to his size as he begins to thrust wildly. You moan, digging your nails into his skin for stability.
“Careful, big boy,” you start, arousal dripping off of your words, “I might just get addicted to you now.”
“Seems like you already are with the way you’re clenching around me like that.”
You don’t have the strength to answer Simon, the taste of his blood still in your mouth along with the way that his cock stretches you completely, jackhammering its way into places you never knew it could reach, has you feeling euphoric. You don’t even get a warning yourself as you feel yourself cum suddenly, juices squirting all over yourself and him.
“Oh, fuck, oh fuck,” you repeat over and over as your body trembles, jolts of electricity moving their way up and down your limbs as your orgasm hits you like a truck.
The rhythm of Simon’s thrusts begins to dissipate, and with a low grunt warmth fills your cunt as he cums inside of you, the hot liquid filling your throbbing entrance.
He pulls out and finally releases his grip on your neck, causing you to grasp on the wall behind you as your legs still shake relentlessly.
You look down to see his cum spill out of you, dribbling down your thighs, turning a light pink color as it mixes with his blood.
Simon swipes a hand at your slit, puffy and sensitive from the sex. You whine as he does so, seeing the way it coats his fingers, a nice and thick viscosity.
“This’ll be the last time you get a taste of my blood. He takes a hand to your jaw, opening it up as he shoves his blood and cum coated fingers down your throat. “Fucking take it.” You slurp on it happily, the sweetness of his blood mixing perfectly with the salty taste of his cum.
“That should keep you occupied for a while.” He mutters. “And me out of trouble for now.”
As you finish licking his fingers clean, Simon pulls his pants up, buckling his belt and throwing his hood back over his head. “Next time we meet will be the last, and it’ll end with a stake implanted in your fucking heart.”
You chuckle as he stalks off, disappearing into the night. You’re not scared of his empty threats. He’s just as addicted to you as you are to him.
#simon riley x reader#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley smut#simon riley smut#ghost x reader#ghost cod smut#ghost cod x reader#call of duty x reader#call of duty smut#kinktober#kinktober 2024
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Zombie apocalypse face au I've been thinking of...
Thoughts/details on the AU and an alt color vers of the first drawing (luring you into my evil cave) ⬇️⬇️⬇️
Face as unrelated parties... All normal humans. Caname and fruk (separately) wandering the world after generic zombie outbreak. Theyre some of the last ones left so they rarely meet people and need to depend on the other party heavily. Blahblah its miserable everyone is sad and hurt and tired. Francis had to cut off Arthurs leg to prevent an infection. Arthur has to learn to lean on Francis for a lot of stuff and they learn to get over past grudges and such... 😇 Alfred is bitten at some point and hides it from Matthew. Matthew knows, but he's basically lost any will to live and is ready to die whenever Alfred turns because. Well. "I'm only living for him anyways..." type of sentiment... They ignore it and it's never brought up but it's like. I know you know that I know that- Anyways. So those two are trying their hardest to live out their last days in relative happiness. Doing fun stuff. Appreciating the simple things, landscapes, each other's company, etc... That is until they bump into Francis and Arthur in a totally horrible state. And it's like "Well... We can't just let them die can we? We have nothing to lose anyways." So they watch over the two and care for them and once they're all in okay health they decide to stick together and move on. But Arthur and Francis are clearly more determined to live than Mattie and Alfred and they're good fighters. So they wanna keep em around, all while hiding that Alfred is slowly dying and is eventually gonna kill them all. Milking Francis and Arthur's good will... Eventually new relationships form between the four and inevitably weird "betrayal!" and jealousy type feelings show up... Francis is tired of just sleeping with Arthur and when he gets mad he flirts with either of the twins... And the like... Well I haven't thought the whole thing through but these are the important emotional bases to the idea I guess...
I wrote a scenario for many different possibilities of first-to-dies (because i find them all interesting and bcuz twitter oomf asked and i have no restraint. lole)
Alfred dies first: Most obvious scenario (like hes already a bit zombified and clearly hes getting physically weaker) Im imagining a terrible scenario no matter what. Matthew probably finds him first all hunched over and stuff womdering whats wrong before realising that it's finally the end of the line. Francis/Arthur aren't far behind and they blow "Alfreds" head off without hesitation. Obviously causes a rift between the two and Matthew, who broke their trust by hiding this from them. Matthew is inconsolable for a few days, he thought he had more time. Despite the lie I think Francis and Arthur would end up feeling sympathy. They try to keep Matthew up on his feet but frankly I think this would end with him blowing his brains out eventually anyways... 😊
Alternatively Mattie has been mentally preparing himself for a very long time and he immediately kills "Alfred" and then himself in quick succession. Francis and Arthur are haunted by the memory of the two for the rest of their trip.
Arthur dies first: Similarly, I think its easy to imagine this. He's missing a leg and mostly needs to be near someone else to survive zombie attacks/ambushes. Would probably accidentally get separated from the group and get overrun... Might use himself as a distraction to allow the other three to get away in a particularly dire situation... In a way he thinks hes just dead weight anyways and he wants to see the other three live knowing that he doesn't have much left to offer them (Francis would disagree). Francis is obviously very upset and he loses sleep over the memory of Arthur, his last "real" link to his normal life before all of this. But I think Francis is stable enough to prioritise the twins he took under his wing. He knows they need someone to keep them together, so he toughs it out. Everything is fine till Alfred turns some many months later. By then, Francis developed a strong attachment to the two and doesn't have any regrets. Would probably struggle against Alfreds strength to allow Matthew to escape or something along those lines...
Francis dies first: I can also see him just getting killed by sheer numbers. I think he grew very fond of the twins pretty fast + had to be Arthurs protection for a long time and so he developed this feeling of "I need to keep them all safe at all costs". I don't think itd be as much of a letting go type thing as Arthur. It's more calculated and would only happen in a worst-case scenario. I think Arthur would be pretty irritable for the next few weeks, a lot of things remind him of Francis. It bothers him since he wants to just forget and move on, but he finds that his feelings are more difficult to control than he initially thought. Yells a lot at Matthew and Alfred and gets into petty fights. Its not pretty, but they have their moments... In the end, it's not like he wants to make them suffer. They're all he has left now. Hes trying his best. Has a lot of days where he just wishes he had been the one to die instead.
Matthew dies first: Honestly I'm imagining a non-zombie related death, like an accident with one of the guns or some unrelated illness or like. Falling onto a branch? Falling from high up in general? Setting off a trap? Lol idk. Something that allows Alfred to hold Matthew during his final moments or at least look into his eyes. I think hes also the most liable to flip out on everyone and just kill the four of them all together idk ❤ Crazy girl ❤ It shocks Alfred immensely. He expected to be the first one to die and he's really upset about the whole thing. Outwardly, he cracks jokes and tries to convince the other two that he's fine but he's very much not. Doesn't really know what tk do with himself. Just goes through the motions every day. Francis and Arthur notice the slight change in behaviour but don't really say anything and pretend everything is fine. Playing at being a normal family. Arthur and Francis try spending lots of time with Alfred but nothing really helps. Eventually Alfred turns without ever telling them he was infected and they all die the end. Alternatively he kills the other two and then himself on like a random Tuesday. ❤
Bonus: Everyone except Alfred dies lol. Alone in the desolate empty landscape. Welp!!! What now!!!
If you saw my first post of this text part no you didn't im editing this and putting it here with the drawing its more organised ❤ okay ❤
#hetalia#fruk#caname#hetalia canada#hetalia america#hetalia england#hetalia france#ukfr#amecan#myart#zombie au#arthur kirkland#francis bonnefoy#alfred f jones#matthew williams#AUGHHH I LOVE ZOMBIE AUS#Ive been thinking about this for like the whole week#the insecurity#the hopelessness#the dependence#its good 😊#txt
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Okay, maybe unpopular opinion time, but I started watching DanDaDan (ADORE it so far) and some of you are starting to become the meme of "that one friend who is too woke" about what happens in the first episode
TW for sexual assault + CW light DanDaDan spoilers if you haven't watched it yet. Its gonna be a bit ranty
First of all I wanna preface this with saying that, if Momo's scene with the aliens impacted you and / or you found it triggering, that's extremely valid. I am not claiming it isn't, specially for people who have any kind of sexual trauma. What I'm gonna say is not about that
What I mean is; I think we have gotten so used to a very big number of anime using sexual assault as a "funny" gag, having characters violate other characters' physical boundaries, or having a token perverted / incestuous / p*do character, all in the name of terrible "comedy" or fanservice, that we have started bracing up for any mention or showcase of sexual assault to be treated as a gag or as a "sexy" thing; specially when it comes to female characters, because sadly they're the victims of this 99% of the time. This, without going over the sexualization of characters in general, even when mundane things are happening
It's a sentiment I understand and share. I hate all of these tropes and "jokes" and it makes me really sad when a series I otherwise like has to include something like that. I actively criticize these kinds of things no matter how big a fan I am of a work in question
However, I think because of all this, we have forgotten that media can choose to use scenarios like that as an actual Bad thing to show. A bad and unfortunate thing that happens to a character that isn't used as comedy or as fanservice
I had heard about the sexual assault scene in DanDaDan prior to watching it, and I had decided I was gonna skip that scene, as I am someone who is both disgusted by these things and has trauma related to them. However while skipping quickly through the scene I thought it didn't look as bad as I was bracing for, so I decided it was something I could stomach. I was really surprised when I saw that the scene was strictly being handled as a bad thing happening to Momo, and that it also ultimately ended up with her escaping her assaulters before anything truly scarring happens
No jokes about the situation per se, no compromising shots other than the fact that she was in her underwear - and regarding that, the fact that she was built like a normal girl, her proportions and physical features weren't presented in any objectifying or exaggerated way, and through the whole scene she was fighting against it and being uncomfortable instead of submitting to the situation or being made to blush and get flustered about it like you can Disgracefully see in many other instances of other shows
DanDaDan is ultimately a horror / paranormal series. It's not as dark as others and it seems it doesn't pretend to be, but bad things are bound to happen. I think that, as long as you do it tastefully, almost any subject can be used for those bad things. Sexual stuff is sadly EXTREMELY misused in anime, and tbh in media in general, but I don't think it has to be a taboo thing to have your characters go through as long as youre not being weird about it
Furthermore, I think it's pretty clear that, at least the parts that have been adapted of this manga so far (I am not a manga reader btw, I have only seen the 5 anime episodes that are currently out, so if the manga later proves me defending it wrong, I'm sorry, and I'd like to hear it), are in part talking about bodily autonomy
Our mcs BOTH get assaulted, but nobody online ever pays attention to Okarun losing his genitals as him also having been assaulted simply because it's presented in a more unrealistic way. His initial motivation in the series is to retrieve his genitals, and even when he seems to have gotten them back the first time, something is still wrong (another part missing) and he can't just go about his life normally again as if nothing had happened, which I think is a clear metaphor of a victim's feelings after having been assaulted; and what is more, our first arc ends with the revelation that the ghost who did that to him seems to have done it to protect the place she's bound to, a tunnel, from men, for we get told that many girls have gotten sexually assaulted, killed and dismembered in it
About Okarun, I DO get that his situation is shown in a bit of a silly light because haha penis, but I am also afraid that people would have reacted a lot more if he was a girl losing his genitals instead even if it was painted in the same light. Both Momo and Okarun got out of the situation fighting, both of them were brave and as nonchalant as they could to their assaulters, but it's only Momo's situation which gets treated as the bad one. Both get terrible things done to them ! And both of them are being shown as bad things !
None of this means you personally can't be uncomfortable with any of the mentioned scene; after all, they're portraying something horrible that happens in real life. And again, I get that in Momo's case, although unrealistic elements are involved, the situation she's put in can look closer to a real life assault, and thus, it can be more triggering. But the fact is that the sexual assault of both characters is being used to showcase a terrible thing, it's not there just for a gag or for people to put their eyes on the characters' bodies, and I personally just think it's silly when I see people lump in the situations in DanDaDan with series like Undead Unluck, when the former is portraying assault as not only a genuinely bad situation but also as part of the many points I think the first act of the series makes about bodily autonomy, and the later uses it as a reocurring "funny" gag (I have seen people say it gets better later, but still, it's still used as a gag at some point)
This is brought to you by me seeing people on Twitter compare DanDaDan's assault scene to incestuous characters from other animes like Yuri from Spy x Family, Makoto from Saiki K., and Lance from Mashle. I am a big fan of two of those three series and let me tell you: those characters can fuck themselves, I don't find haha incest jokes funny or necessary in any piece of media
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Please Don't Tell Me Wait//Lee Chan
Lee ChanxAfabReader
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Summary: With Seventeen constantly practicing for their upcoming comeback and tour, you and Chan haven't been able to get some time together. Can he continue to wait or cave in on how much he wants you?
Warnings: NonCon, Somnopilia, praise, degradation, spanking, throat fucking.
WordCount: 2060
"I know that I said that practice wouldn't last long today. I’m sorry, love,” Chan said once I answered the FaceTime call. I smiled and shook my head. I knew he was a busy man, and I knew what I was signing up for when I started dating him.
“No, don’t worry about it. I know you're working on the comeback and then working on the tour. I’ll wait. We can wait” I said he pouted, and I chuckled at the cuteness.
“Don’t tell me wait, baby,” Was all he said. I laughed at the words he just smiled happy that I made the connection. I know how hard Chan works and he puts his everything into Seventeen and their performances,
“Baby, I know how hard you guys are working for the comeback and tour. Just focus on practice and come home safely” I said, blowing him a kiss just as Soonyoung came over and said the break was over. He pretended to catch it and winked. After we hung up I looked at the time it was 10:35 so I took a shower, grabbed one of Chan’s shirts, put it on, and went to bed.
“Baby, I missed you so much, I rushed to get to you as fast as I could get back to you,” Chan said lying down next to me as he placed a kiss on my lips. His kiss started slow and soft. When I kissed him back his kiss got deeper and more aggressive. His hands traveled down to my hips gripping them hard, I wrapped my arms around his neck fingers playing with the hair at the nape of his neck. He groaned in response, running his tongue over my lip for access. I spread my lips feeling his tongue explore every part of my mouth. I sucked on it, making him moan and grip me tighter. He pulled away to kiss my neck.
“Chan,” I said softly, his hands going underneath my shirt and his hands sliding up my body and onto my boobs. I pulled away from him and quickly took my shirt off. His eyes landed on my chest and he immediately wrapped his lips around my left nipple.
“Ah,” I moaned. One hand on my left boob pinching and pulling on my nipple while his other hand slid down my body. Into my panties. His finger slowly glided through my pussy lips spreading them feeling the heat and wetness. He softly bit down on my nipple and pulled away groaning at how wet I was for him.
“Fuck baby, all for me,” He said I nodded spreading my legs for him He moved himself to the bottom of the bed between my legs. I looked down at him biting my lip. Moving my panties to the side to take a look his finger grazed my clit which made me whimper. He just smirked at me.
“You have such a pretty pussy baby. So wet… look at that clit so swollen.” He leaned in close enough that I could feel his breath on my clit. He at first gave it a little kitten lick, like he was testing the reaction he was going to get out of me. Then he dived, taking my clit into his mouth and sucking, licking at my clit. His tongue made slow small circles.. He then started to fuck me with his tongue for a few before going back to my clit. I moaned my hands in his hair grinding against his face.
“Oh shit Chan!” I called out he continued his attack on my clit then took a finger sliding it in me. I tossed my head back in ecstasy as he curled his finger up as he continued to suck and lick at my clit. Soon another finger was added making me swoon. I’m so close to cumming on his face.
‘Chaaaan” I moaned, my breathing becoming unsteady. So fucking close. I’m right there-
I woke up moaning, feeling that familiar tightness in my stomach, my hips grinding against what was pleasing me. I reached my hand down grabbing and pulling at hair already knowing who was there.
“Chan,” I whimpered. He pulled away, kissing my inner thighs, smirking.
“I’m so sorry baby you looked so good and I didn’t want to wake you, but I couldn’t help it you just smelled so good, and the way you looked asleep in my shirt-“ His lips reattached themselves onto my clit making me yelp out. He slid his finger into me curling it and hitting my g-spot he then added another finger his two fingers pressing against my g-spot. His tongue and lips are on my clit. My toes curling, back arching hand tightening in his hair.
“Ohh, fuck Chan,” I said pulling his hair. It wasn’t long before I came all over his face. Chest heaving. I looked down at him. His smile was wide and his hair wild from my pulling.
”You taste so good my love,” He said kissing up my body until he reached my neck, leaving marks on my neck and chest. He finally reached my lips.
“I missed you today,” he softly said and kissed me. I kissed back, my hands running up his back and into his hair.
”I missed you too Chan.” I whispered against his lips, kissing him again and wrapping my legs around his waist. His shirt that I had on riding up. His hands tightened on my hips pulling me closer to him.
“Fuck, baby. Still want me to wait?” He said smirking at me. I looked at him biting my lip and shaking my head at him. His hands slid up my body taking my shirt off.
“You’re so fucking beautiful” Tossing the shirt onto the floor I leaned up kissing him. Basking in his smell. His hands moved down my body, cupping my breasts and squeezing them gently. His lips parted mine and his tongue explored my mouth. His grip tightened as he pulled me closer, and I could feel his heart pounding against mine. My hands slide down his body pulling at his shirt and smirking he takes it off throwing it somewhere in the room. My fingers skimmed over his skin. He let out a moan as my fingers traced his abs. I pushed him back onto the bed and straddled him, my hands still exploring his skin. My fingers finally met his pants untying his sweat, my right hand sliding down into his pants slightly stroking his cock.
“Oh god, Y/n” He groaned. His cock was heavy and dripping in pre cum. Looking up at him, I smirked. His gaze was intense, his eyes filled with desire. I leaned in and kissed him, my left hand still stroking his cock. His moans grew louder as I increased my speed. As his moans got breathier. I smiled and stopped making him whimper at the loss of my touch. I pulled his pants down with his help. Once his cock sprang free. I licked my lips and looked up at him, my gaze conveying my anticipation. I slowly took his cock into my mouth, savoring the taste of his pre cum. His moans grew louder as I moved my mouth up and down, my hands stroking his thighs. His hand in my hair guided me to take more and more of him down my throat.
“Shit…look at you take that cock down your throat like a good girl, looking at me with your pretty eyes, begging me to treat you like a little slut.” I moaned around his cock making him moan out from the vibrations. He grabbed my head and thrusted his hips, pushing his cock deeper down my throat. I gagged but didn't stop, loving the feeling of him deep inside me. His cum shot down my throat. Making sure I took every drop he pulled away looking down at me.
“Such a dirty fucking slut,” He said as I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out. I giggled and he bit his lip smiling at me.
“Fuck baby girl, what would I do without you? Huh?” He said reaching down and pulling me up to him, his lips meeting mine. I kissed him back, my heart pounding in my chest. He pulled away and looked into my eyes. “You’re mine,” he whispered before pulling me close and kissing me again.
“Fuck me, Chan,” I mumbled against his lips. His hands gripped at my ass. His hand came down on my ass making me gasp he did it again. His hand found its way into my hair and pulled it roughly. Forcing my head to move back to look at him.
“First things first is, You going to bend over on all fours and let me watch this beautiful ass of yours bounce on my cock. Once I feel like that you’ve taken my cock like a good girl, I’ll let you ride me. You don’t get to cum until I tell you to understand me?” He said, his voice coated with desire. I nodded and moved to get on all fours.
“Jesus, baby you look so fucking good like this. Such a good little slut” He said teasing his cock up and down my slit making me moan. Hand in my hair pulling me onto his cock making me gasp out in pleasure. He filed me up hand still in my hair him using my hair as leverage to keep me moving up and down on his cock. His other hand reached down to rub my clit. He thrusted into me hard and unrelenting, pushing me closer and closer to the edge of pleasure. I could feel my orgasm building,
“Ch-an, can I please” I begged him moaning into the covers. He groaned at the way I clenched around him moving his fingers from my clit, spanking me.
“No baby girl,” He groaned out spanking me a few more times. I cried out in need and pleasure, my body trembling.
“Not until I tell you to baby, so be a good girl for me.” He groaned out pulling out of me I whimpered at the loss of his cock. He flipped me over grabbed my hips and pulled me up sitting down and placing me on top of him. Sliding down his cock and started riding him he took my nipple into his mouth biting and sucking while his left hand was rubbing and pulling at the other.
“Good fucking girl, riding me like the dirty slut you are. Shit, wish you can see how pretty you look all fucked out,” He thrusted up into me his cock pressing against my g-spot I gasped feeling the warmth and build up.
“Please can I cum?” I moaned out. He just smirked.
“What was that baby?” He said teasingly reaching his thumb down to start rubbing my clit. I moaned louder clenching around him
“Chan! Please…please- Oh fuuck” I moaned my legs started shaking, I felt my toes curl.
“You wanna cum baby?” He asked very smugly I nodded grinding down against him as he fucked up into me. I tried to speak, but the pleasure was too much. My mind going blank. Until I heard.
“Look at me when you cum all on my cock baby” Looking down at my amazing boyfriend as I felt my orgasm wash over me. He thrust into me a few more times, pushing me closer and closer to the edge of pleasure before he finally allowed me the release I yearned for. I collapsed in a heap on him, my breathing ragged and my body still trembling. Still thrusting into me as he chased his high.
“Oh fuck can I cum in you beautiful?” He asked. I nodded
“Yes, yes please fill me with your cum” He groaned and his cum coated my walls. We laid there for a while, basking in each other’s warmth and love.
“I missed you” I whispered kissing his neck. He hummed. His hands rubbing up and down my back and whispered back.
“Tomorrow is our day off so..you have me all to yourself beautiful” I smiled at the news and snuggled into him even more if possible.
“Yay,” We laid like that until my eyes felt heavy and I went to sleep.
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pretty pls with a cherry on top some hurt/comfort w/ luka from alien stage where him and reader were close as kids at anakt garden but as they grew up and entered alien stage he started to become more cold and mean which hurts reader :(( but despite that he shows he’s still the same luka they know and love :))
LUKA X READER (HURT/COMFORT)
Includes: Luka x reader, gn!reader, hurt/comfort, emotional hurt/comfort, can be both read as platonic or romantic
Luka had changed, or so you thought.
You had noticed this, much more than anyone else. Of course, you couldn't help but notice the changes in his demeanor, not after you two had basically grown up being sewn together.
It hurt, of course. It hurt a lot — you wanted to be close with him again. You had gotten some chances to speak with him, but most of those conversations were nothing but small talk.
You wondered if he missed you the same way you missed him. Did you even cross his mind?
He seemed to be having so much fun with the other participants. Yeah, you were glad to see him happy and enjoying his new relationships, but you felt left behind. Still, it tore you apart to see him doing not so greatly back in your Anakt Garden days, but still, you missed his friendship, the ways he would latch onto your arm while you both laid down in the grass and he would whisper a small 'I love you'.
... You just wanted him back.
What an irritating feeling. He had grown distant, so if you were to ask him for any sort of affection, you'd probably just be greeted with nothing but coldness.
Strangely enough, you had asked him to meet you after a round with some participants who, being completely honest, you didn't really care much about. He just stared at you for a while, then hesitated before accepting.
...
It had been a few days since then, the round had just finished, and you both arrived at the spot where you told him to meet you. Surprisingly, he was pretty early, and he didn't seem too nervous about talking to you once again, something which you couldn't relate to.
"Hey, Luka," your lips trembled slightly as you spoke. You stood up beside him, and he just gave you a nod of acknowledgment. Did you mean nothing to him?
You didn't want to know.
After a few seconds of silence, which seemed to be nearly eternal, he spoke. "So, what do you want to talk about?" He questioned you but didn't make any eye contact with you.
"Well, I just wanted to catch up with you. It's been a while since—" You were cut off by his own words.
"... You still care about me, no? It seems like you haven't changed at all," Luka whispered your name after finishing that sentence.
He was right. When you both were younger, you were always worried sick about him. You made sure that he didn't get hurt or anything similar, something which he showed his appreciation for.
But now, he barely even acknowledged your mere existence. You were surprised that he even remembered your name.
Trying to laugh it off to lighten up the mood, you laughed softly. "I guess," you murmured. "That's not the case for you, though."
Luka's eyes finally met yours.
"Who said it wasn't?" His voice seemed genuinely confused. "Maybe we don't talk that much... but you're still someone who means a lot to me."
His cheeks seemed to have a small pink color dusting them. He had grown up now, so he felt sort of forced to be different from when he was a kid. "If you think I don't care, you're pretty wrong." He added onto his words.
"What... what do you mean?"
"We may not talk much, but you will always be completely and utterly adored by me," A small smile formed in his lips. "After all, you showed me what love really was."
The words that were being said made you feel weirdly emotional, so you latched onto his arm, just like how he did to you when you both were children.
"... I won't let you leave again, Luka."
#alien stage x reader#alnst x reader#fluff#alien stage#alnst#luka x reader#luka alnst#luka alnst x reader#luka alien stage#luka alien stage x reader#alnst luka#alnst luka x reader#emotional hurt/comfort#luka
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so it's a situationship (ND version)
ok but imagine if alhaitham had in his youth dismissed romance novels as "silly" and only as an adult (post-breakup) did alhaitham start finding value in reading them
so kaveh's very much unprepared for haitham bringing a new romantic male lead energy to their "friendship"
alhaitham, in the days and months after their breakup, starts to read romance novels and character-focused fiction as a way to figure out went wrong in their final confrontation & to understand why kaveh cared so deeply for the feelings of other people to his own detriment
meanwhile, kaveh taped together the torn up thesis and then buried himself with work so he could graduate on time, establish his career, build the palace, etc
which is how we get to where alhaitham seems to have grown a lot since their fight (which was his "rock bottom")
while kaveh's been so busy, he never had time to reflect deeply on the fight
...not until he became bankrupt and homeless & alhaitham was suddenly right there holding out a helping hand
which is why we see kaveh's growth in real time!
kaveh needed a more stable and supportive environment to finally realize the changes in alhaitham and in himself and what that means for how they can relate to each other...!
notice how kaveh's always taken aback when alhaitham suddenly behaves differently than expected
backing down instead of continuing to argue over philosophies
overthrowing the government (!!!)
practically begging to be thanked
the thing is: kaveh is so used to his akademiya-era understanding of alhaitham that its startling when alhaitham has in fact grown up from that unsociable little junior who scoffed a little at his senior when kaveh was distraught over the MC's heartbreak in a novel he was reading
because now apparently alhaitham not only reads that same novel series, he has a personally signed copy of the sequel! and has the next book on pre-order! kaveh hasn't even had the time to read the last three volumes he's been so busy
what is this!! when did alhaitham change??
(what else has kaveh missed in those missing years when they didnt talk to each other)
anyways so nowadays you'll find them curled up on the couch together reading two books from the same romance novel series and kaveh is elbowing alhaitham bc "no spoilers!! you know i haven't had time to catch up until now!"
also consider that the focus on all the nonverbal cues of attraction in these romance novels that alhaitham read finally clued him into the fact that kaveh prob was attracted to him back then
and that their "friendship" may have been seen as something deeper by everyone else...
basically:
kaveh liked alhaitham in their akademiya days, and he figured he was SUPER obvious about his crush and pretty much did everything besides straight up confessing "i like you in a way that's more than friends. lets date"
but alhaitham never picked up on the signs.... so kaveh figures that there's no interest on alhaitham's part.
and kaveh would never outright say "i want to date you romantically" to alhaitham bc of his own experiences with feeling pressured after someone asks him out
(he says yes out of pity and then it ends after the first few dates at longest)
...kaveh didn't want a pity date from alhaitham. so no confession, and he buries those feelings deep down because friendship is good, too
meanwhile alhaitham has no idea what normal platonic friendships are like vs romantic friendships vs romantic relationships (also they're literally teenagers here, being geniuses only makes them worse at figuring this stuff out honestly)
it's only after alhaitham reads several romance novels that he figures out kaveh's feelings post-breakup... unfortunately kaveh is no longer talking to him at that point so......
alhaitham spends the breakup period coming to terms with his feelings & accepting that yeah he loves kaveh
its actually fun for him in an intellectual way how his heartrate will accelerate upon seeing that kaveh's published a response to his latest paper or message board note
plus, kaveh is a public figure so its easy enough to keep tabs on his general well being. even thought kaveh avoids seeing alhaitham in person, they are still communicating over text in an academic way so that's good enough
alhaitham at that fateful tavern meeting never expected anything more, but one thing after another and now they're living together
and oh this is so much better.
and worse.
romance novels never include that the love interest hogs the bathroom for hour-long showers. and those love interests also don't start hammering away at models at 3 am
but alhaitham now gets to see kaveh wide-eyed with excitement over his epiphany (even if its at 11 at night), and he's the first one kaveh tells when he discovers a new blend of coffee he likes or when the bazaar vendors give him a special deal on his favorite fruits
it's funny, kaveh complains constantly about all the books alhaitham leaves scattered throughout the house, but he fails to notice that there are quite a few romance novels incorporated into alhaitham's daily readings
now, as an adult who's done his research (so many novels!) alhaitham's more prepared to notice the signs of romantic interest!
...unfortunately he can see that kaveh acts similarly to how they were in akademiya except with more distance...
which means.... kaveh's not interested anymore
& alhaitham can see how kaveh's still led by his guilty conscience, which is why kaveh goes out of his way to do kind things for alhaitham in return
so: kaveh no longer returns his feelings.
it's ok. there's still value in observing his own emotional responses around someone he loves, even if those feelings are not returned in the same way
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some thoughts on the lucanis romance. caution! spoilers
you know, i've seen a lot of people complaining about how lucanis's romance is somewhat lacking and i agree, at least a little - i can't say i enjoy the scene where you lock in his romance (could have been a banter) and i honestly didn't get that it was supposed to be a 'i'm scared of wanting you' kind of romance until the end where he actually said that (i was constantly sleep deprived while playing though, so maybe that one's on me) - but i don't really think more scenes were really necessary. i loved the last one and the one in the middle was also pretty good, even though i didn't like how scripted it was.
what i really, really miss in this are the party banters. you know, like the one with alistair and wynne, where she teases him about checking out the warden?
imagine for a moment: davrin and lucanis
'they're fine.'
'i- what?'
'they're fine. you keep staring at their legs, but the venatori barely even graced them. you can stop checking every time they climb up a rock or bend to pick something up.'
'of course! i was checking on their injury! that damn venatori, nearly got them, huh?'
... (awkward silence)
'right.'
oooor maybe taash and lucanis?
'you're not being subtle, you know'
'excuse me?'
'saw you sneaking in with rook's favourite food yesterday.'
'so? i make everyone's favourite every once in a while.'
'not in the middle of the night just after they tell you, you don't'
... (stony silence)
'yeah'
ooooor i dunno, harding and lucanis?
'lucanis?'
'hmmm?'
'it would be okay, you know. if you liked someone and told them how you feel. hypothetically.'
'what? what are you talking about?'
'nothing. i just... thought someone should tell you.'
'mierda, harding, there's no one like that. so this is completely irrelevant.'
'hmhm, sure. but in theory, if there was... i'm pretty sure they like you, too. and you both deserve to be happy.'
i'm obviously not a writer, but i really think some stuff like that would have helped to set up the romance more. i tried so desperately to look through the game and find something, and maybe i just haven't discovered it yet! but the few banters i did find were all after the relationship was officially established. i don't know. i'm really disappointed because i think the potential was there, it could have been such a sweet, angsty slow-burn but they just.. didn't set it up right? the yearning™ feeds on other people seeing exactly what is going on and rolling their eyes at the idiots involved not getting on with it (/getting it on lmao). maybe something like that was planned but they had to cut it because all the companions had to get their 'making it official' chat at the same time? and pretty late in the game, too. that would sort of explain why his relationship with neve was more fleshed out as well. idk. that and my added frustration that i can't really roleplay my rook the way i want (in my roleplaying game) probably means i'll just have to write some stuff myself. and wait for someone to search through the audio files so i can get my grubby raccoon hands on all the banter i didn't hear yet 🤞
#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#dragon age#lucanis dellamorte#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#dav spoilers
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I had a crazy dream, another sonic au in the making from it.
TLDR: Sonic and Tails were feral kids in the woods that got reintroduced to a modern society.
Long Post under cut
Sonic and Tails were kids who were rescued from a feral, cannibalistic life in the wild in a mobian society thats obviously advanced, having lived abandoned in the woods for years. They'd gained animalistic tendencies such as a need to hunt for food, barking, growling, distrust of new people, and habits specific to their species. They were rescued from earth and taken back to mobius. They were earth-born mobians which, in this au, are more feral than mobian-born but (appearance wise) are hard to spot the difference of.
Foreign-born mobians aren't too common and usually only happen when mobian criminals try to escape jail via running to earth or other planets, have kids there, but get caught and taken back. Most usually find the kids and bring them back but some like Sonic and Tails aren't as lucky and neither had been discovered when their parents got caught.
They were released into mobian society once they learnt how to talk, walk, and no longer showed violent aggression towards anything that scares them.
But they still haven't adapted to modern life. Cooked food, beds, socializing, and everything else is all so new to them and they weren't exactly prepared. They've grown used to needing to hunt for food to survive (even if it was other mobians or humans), so they tend to hunt deer (non-mobian), flickies, and any other animals they can get ahold of as much as it distresses mobians who notice their animal friends are missing.
No one knows where Sonic and Tails came from.
Amy is their neighbor and has begun to worry for the two boys as she's noticed they seem rather fidgety and awkward around people. She lives with her girlfriend, Blaze, who is beginning to become distrusting towards the two after discovering animal remains popping up since the two moved in.
Amy ends up finding out about sonic and tails's past via talking it out of them and wants to help them meanwhile Blaze has found an actual mobian dead (not killed by sonic and Tails tho 👀 but she doesnt know that) and has had enough.
Sonic and Amy are closer than Amy is to Tails. Blaze and Amy live together in a house while Sonic and Tails have an apartment/rental home.
Tails is still hyper intelligent but tends to act more reclusive than Sonic and openly growls at people still. They both adapt well but have just barely been brought into mobius once humans gave them up (not knowing that they've eaten people before 😭). Sonic is his usual chilled out self though he's a little curious about connecting to others, not really knowing how but finding himself naturally pulling people in. He'd live so long with only Tails that making new friends is intimidating but he wants to try.
Sonic, Amy, and Blaze (and other characters similar in age) are 16-17. Tails is 13.
#oddito ramblinos#it came to me in a dream#sonic au#sonic the hedgehog#tails the fox#miles tails prower#amy rose#blaze the cat#blazamy#tw cannibalism mention
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Valencia is suffering
I haven't seen many people talk about what happened in Valencia here on tumblr, and I want to share what's happening because I have friends and friends of friends that were directly affected by the catastrophe.
On October 29, Valencia was affected by a meteorological phenomenon called DANA in Spanish, I think it's called "cut-off low" in English.
It flooded the streets like I’ve never seen happening here in Spain before. The water swept cars, trash bins and trees all over everywhere. Many people have gone missing, some of them are believed to still be under ruins or trapped in tunnels, and there are hundreds of deaths.
The streets of Valencia are dirty with stagnant water polluted by trash and animal corpses, many houses and infrastructures have been affected and people are in need of clean water, food, clothes, electricity and meds.
The weight of solving this situation has fallen onto the citizens. Politicians are doing nothing to help, and are making progress harder in my opinion.
Meteorologists had warned that the situation was going to be dangerous four days before and advised people to not go outside. The government of Valencia is the one that has the responsibility of declaring the alarm and halting laboral activities, but they didn’t do that until it was like six in the afternoon. Many died because businesses and companies threatened their employees so they went to work when there was hell outside.
The government of Spain could have done something when they saw how everything was going down, but they decided to play by the book, wash their hands, and act like they have nothing to do with this situation.
Now, days after the DANA, political parties are using the situation to promote themselves. The government of Spain in general is ruled by a centric-left wing party while the government of Valencia is ruled by a right wing party. The right-wing party is pointing at the central government saying it’s their fault, trying to distract people from the fact that they are the ones that had to do something in the first place. The central government decided that it was a good idea to send the president to the disaster zone dressed in a suit and accompanied by a lot of police officers when everyone is asking for help from the authorities and public services. He left the place with some stains on him, people were understandably angry.
For some reason, outside help is also being denied when it’s clearly needed. Here I want to thank the French for sending help nonetheless.
I hope things get better with the efforts of everyone here.
#valencia#flooding#spain#dana valencia#valencia dana#climate change#climate crisis#climate catastrophe#valencian cut-of low#cut-off low#cold drop
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"Oh trust me, I know," he teased, playfully sticking his tongue out at her before the then added, "they whisper each night how much they love and miss you. They constantly ask for you!" He was only teasing if course, but then again maybe those sentiments where truly his own, and when they didn't get to see one another that's exactly how he felt. Though he did know that his dogs loved people, good people, and he also knew that Tam was absolutely on that list of good ones. "If I can't find any, we'll stop at the hardware store before going back to your place," he said before disappearing inside.
When he reappeared, with the lights in his arms, nodding for the dogs to keep moving. Showing off his find, he grinned at her, happy to be able to have helped. "Great," he said regarding that they'd be perfect, "and i actually have no clue if they even have batteries." He said with a laugh as he moved towards his truck, "I just figured they haven't been used in a while so I just presumed." He lifted both shoulders as he didn't actually know if they even worked at all, before offloading them into the truck. "Well just have to try them out," he replied and closed the door and wiping his hands on the back of his jeans. "Did you wanna go back right away or hang out here for a bit? I'm yours the whole day, so I'm good with wherever I spend it," he said stepping closer to her, "just as long as I get to spend it with you."
Tamara couldn’t help but laugh as Theo insisted on his point, the brunette rolling her eyes knowingly. “It’s because they don’t see me literally every day.” Every other day, sure, but she often went two to three days without seeing them, depending on how busy she was with work and organising her little bits and pieces for the quickly approaching holiday seasons. This week was Halloween, but the moment that you woke up the following morning, it was all about thanksgiving and Christmas. “Take your time, there’s no rush here!” She called after he disappeared inside, standing to let the two dogs trot around the property while he searched.
Tamara hadn’t even realised he’d gone from within the residency to his connected garage until he came from the opposite side, and she couldn’t help but smile. Duke and Luna pranced over to their owner, slowing to inspect what he had in his arms. “I’m sure they’ll be perfect.” Any addition from Theo she’d consider a wonderful one, in her eyes. “Of course they’ll need new batteries — don’t tell me you left them in, babe! You should know the risks of leaving them in for extended periods of time!” Tam teased with a playful smirk, moving to open the back of his truck in aid of his occupied hands. “I love you, but oh my god!”
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gonna download that ikevil game
pray for me LOL
#will update when i get a user id#im hoping i can get back into cybird games#i haven't been into them in a while and i miss it#but ikepri just didn't do it for me i'm sorry squad#it felt like midnight cinderella reboot#also im still bitter af about ikerev ikelive and ikegen LOL
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never tell your weeb boyfriend you know six languages including Japanese
more snotacon at the comicon
#metal gear solid#otasune#snotacon#mgs art#solid snake#otacon#snotacon goes to comicon#the last two panels are actually older but i think they fit better at the end... idk... anyway.#i haven't been to a con in a long while i sort of miss it but also it IS exhausting so i get snake#i have a few more jokes in this setting but i'll probably keep them more doodly in the future also i'm gonna get them out of the cosplay#because they have a two day pass
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Gabbro: Can I offer you a nice bug in this trying time?
-> More Outer Wilds Art!
#outer wilds#outer wilds spoilers#gabbro#hatchling#I have been taken hostage by baldurs gate 3#so I haven't drawn any outer wilds in a while and I miss them aaaaaa#Maybe get to doodle some of the requests soon#or more time buddies#there can always be more time buddies
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some random tmr doodles + stuff i made for the glader cup 2022 and 2023 :]
also that brinho doodle is an illustration that you can find in @newtedison ‘s fic over here (she literally tweaked her fic so my art could match it so obviously this is dedicated to her <3)
#The Maze Runner#tmr#tmr thomas#tmr minho#tmr newt#myart#tmr gally#tmr frypan#tmr brenda#tmr bark#shit that's a lot of characters#now the content warnings#blood#character death#page 250#ask to tag#i literally don't know how to tag this im sorry#didn't tag the ships because truly none of them are depicted explicitly as romantic per se#the last one is actually a redraw of a veeeeery old wip#you cannot be a proper tmr artist if u haven't made at least One (1) fanart of that One Scene lmao#(jk)#my god guys it's been a while. i'm not dead or anything i am in fact living my best life!!#i didn't draw much tmr art this year but i miss it#im gonna try to post some old stuff that i still like and which u guys would appreciate seeing!! enjoy!!!
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So I just decided to render the speedpaint videos for this month's Patreon rewards and instead VLC corrupted all my files when I tried to convert them from mkv to mp4 and it overwrote the originals so now I have nothing, lost all the process of the two illustrations I had done and it's almost the end of the month and I have to paint and record the process of two new illustration in a couple of days before I have to leave on a trip 🙃
#nips blogs#personal#I want to put my head in a blender#apparently there is no way to recover them#the files I'm left with are like 150b each so there is no video data in them anymore and it even fucked up the extensions#I didn't even have the program set to overwrite originals while converting..it just did that on it's own for some reason#I'm not sure I can even make it in time at this point#I haven't missed a Patreon deadline in my life and I've been doing it for 8 years I want to dieeeeee#now they are all either .sfk.mp4 or .mp4.sfk like why two extensions per file and why are they even sfk when that's audio only aaauguhh
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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