#i have severe adhd
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" So toward the end i think there'd be a few months where they're still routinely fighting and killing each other, while sk just patiently waits for arti to realize they've been married for a while now"
I think this description is really funny to me, I am just imagining them fighting while talking about their day and occasionally complimenting eachother lol
lmao basically
arti is still ultra tsundere about it tho
#rain world#artificer#scavenger king#rw regicide#shipping#im sorry i take so long to answer asks#i have severe adhd#but im determioned to draw something for all of them#if youve asked me smth abt these idiots recently i promise i did not forget i am just very slow
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HOW WE FEELIN’ FRIENDS?
#doctorsiren#ted lasso#theodore lasso#rebecca welton#ted lasso fanart#ted lasso s3#ted lasso spoilers#technically#art#digital art#my art#fanart#procreate#doodle#I HAVE TO WAIT FOR MORE AND I HATE IT I HATE IT LEMME CONSUME FASTER PLEASE#I HAVE SEVERE ADHD
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Invisible messes
My whole life I knew something was wrong Things in my head we're always more complex than they seemed I couldn't stay on task and was always shaking my hands. I was 12 when I first heard the words, from a concerned teacher who knew my worth. A brain "disability" is what he called it. a year later I got my first appointment, then the world ended, I couldn't even get a proper diagnoses. Struggled all of high school, I never turned in work, I understood the curriculum I just didn't see what it was worth. Junior year I got the truth a proper diagnoses but I still don't know what to do I didn't get the proper treatment, she told me to just deal with it but she didn't know how much I needed it. I'm an adult now still living with my mom, getting yelled at and now I'm crying cause I didn't do anything wrong, just kept repeating "I forgot" I always forget because my whole mind is a mess, its almost like I'm blind to the mess. I couldn't even clean the counter right. I try and I try but the task is hard to perceive, if I could think in a straight line, maybe then I could succeed. For now I'll stand and cry while looking you in the eyes, while you sit there and say those demeaning words to my face.
#original poem#poetry#poets on tumblr#words words words#baby poet#im bad at writing#poems and poetry#sad poem#I have severe adhd#its so insanely bad you dont understand#adhd#and we went through all this trouble#to get me diagnosed#it took 4 years just for her not to get medication#she didnt even ask me what i wanted#i was 17 when i got diagnosed#she couldnt even let me make the decision
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love popping an adderall and focusing so hard that i can watch a criminal minds episode and just stare at hotch with my big autistic eyes
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This is why I love cooking. I suck at directions
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I love Arson he's my favorite heater but I should really get a cheap laptop one day so I can leave the house to write because the Noise. Is . Too Much. I need to go write in the forest
#I live in a very very full and busy house hold#and sometimes it makes it extremely difficult to work#both on art stuff and packaging#but also writing especially#i have horrible executive dysfunction but on good days ill still try and get thwarted by multiple inturruptions and loud sounds#and on bad days ill just completely shut down from it all#adhd meds and headphones cannot fix Other People In My Space lmao#sara shush#personal#complaining#Unfortunately if i ask to be left alone or for quieter volume i will get neither of those even if i lock my door#I legit have a sign on my door that lets people know when im live streaming and have asked not even volume control just to be left alone#and there will still be knocking on my door for questions like 'can you go get something from the store'#i need. people to understand that if i am busy esp if i am doing packages and stickers and stuff that i am WORKING#please treat it like im at a 9-5 office building somewhere act like i dont exist#you dont just walk into someones place of work and start venting/asking them of things while theyre at their job#'but you're at home' yes and im still working and i have communicated this several times#i did not mean to vent but GOD
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“Holmes had spent several days in bed, as was his habit from time to time,”
Sherlock Holmes once again being the most relatable mess we’ve seen for the past century.
#sherlock holmes#acd holmes#acd canon#acd sherlock#acd sherlock holmes#I mean I’ve never spent several days in bed#but I’m sure there are plenty of people on here who have#so this is for them!#but literally i DO have trouble staying in bed when I’m not sleeping#I just have trouble sitting still in general#I HAVE TO BE DOING SOMETHING AT ALL TIMES#on an unrelated note#I need to stock up on adhd meds
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imagine if they all had wifi but the Only app that worked was Tumblr in the elevator
#★ my art#do i tag everyone. (loud sigh) idk why i set myself up for things like this#regretevator wallter#regretevator infected#regretevator bive#regretevator party noob#regretevator poob#regretevator scag#regretevator stat#regretevator oc#regretevator folly#regretevator melanie#regretevator mozelle#text posts#roblox regretevator#regretevator art#regretevator#IM DONE. (LOUD PANTING LIKE I JUST RAN SEVERAL THOUSAND YARDS)#sorry i wrote the B word. i didnt mean it. i wont do it again#im not done btw i have way more but its 1:33am and the adhd voices telling me to draw jolly stat or i’ll die
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man i wont get into it but i wish people realized how deeply embarrassing it is to have genuine memory issues that affect your day to day life
#i have severe memory problems w my adhd and it SUCKS#and people will go 'have you tried a planner?' :]#girliepop for a planner to be useful i need to remember to use it.
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Sometimes I worry that I don't actually need my ADHD medication and that I'm secretly a giant faker but then I don't take it 3 days in a row and have a breakdown sobbing in my kitchen because I keep setting objects down and immediately losing them over and over and over and over and over-
#i had to argue with a doctor that this was a real problem#apparently if you dont have the obnoxious bubbly golden retriever never shut the fuck up adhd you dont actually need help#the adhd that makes you an idiot who loses their fork several times WHILE eating dinner is just fine#like hmm i dont know you can fake being normal in public thats all you really need right
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Do you play the dark urge because you like the extra lore or do you play the dark urge because you’re greatest fantasy is your loved ones seeing the absolute ugliest side of you and deciding to treat you with love and patience anyways.
#I don’t hate you because this isn’t you gets me everytime#bg3#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate#bg3 dark urge#bg3 durge#dark urge#I reject way to much on the dark urge for it to be healthy#what it feels like having really sever mental illness#the splitting#mood swings#and irrationality from the bpd#the impulse control#the memory issues#and confusing from the adhd#the crippling paranoid anxiety#he’s just like me fr
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Why did you specify abled trans women in your answer?
I am a disabled man who has been violently and chronically physically, mentally, and medically abused and assaulted by abled women including trans women. being trans doesn’t magically make you stop benefiting from ableism
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Non-ADHD and non-autistic disabled people whose only idea of ADHD and autistic people is shaped by media depictions of a nerdy white boy or a quirky goth girl with low support needs: "Yeah ADHD and autism are destigmatized and we should ignore people with ADHD and autism in favor of real disabilities. I am very smart and progressive."
Lateral prejudice towards other disabled people will get us nowhere.
#actually disabled#ableism#lateral ableism#autistic people face disproportional police violence#especially if they're not white#I know people who have been severely hurt socially financially and mentally because of their adhd and/or autism#there's a literal anti-vax movement of people who think autism is worse than polio and measles and shit#adhd and autism are not destigmatized#just because a handfull of privileged adhd and/or autistic people managed to succeed and mask very well#doesn't mean that's the majority of the adhd and/or autistic experience#there's a reason autism was classed as a schizophrenic disorder for a long time#because the outward symptoms of autism and schizophrenia can be very similar#parents of adhd and autistic kids talk openly about wanting to murder their children and some even succeed in doing so#and people sympathize with them#autism and adhd can manifest in auditory processing disorders and communication disorders#which to a non-professional appear indistinguishable from physical hearing impairements and neurological disabilities#adhd symptoms can be so similar to brain cancer that I know someone who died because his cancer was caught so late#actually autistic
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Got a new sketchbook and also changed up my John design a bit. So ofc I had to draw "oh. I was hardly gone." Again
(+ assorted other doodles, below the cut)
#john malevolent#god I love him#john doe malevolent#feeling very normal about how much I love my blorbos today#malevolent#malevolent fanart#my art#my malevolent art#my sketchbook art#-- I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO WORK ON THE ALT TEXT ON AND OFF FOR SEVERAL HOURS NOW#but alas. the adhd only wants to do every other brlorbo related thing#we gotta listen to the podcast and blorbo feelings post and work on digital art of them#no alt text so we can actually post doodles from yesterday! nooo who would want that#/silly rant#id in alt text
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I'm probably not the first to admit this but goddamn was I a narcissistic prick when I wasn't on stimulants
#adhd#not art#like this only thing I could think about was how understimulated I was#every person was boring because I was in such a severe and chronic state of dopamine deficiency#so I wasn't interested or curious about ANYONE and nobody could 'satiate me' and I deemed everyone boring because of it#then the first week on my meds & I went to visit my neighbor#& I was like 'omg your granddaughter came to visit this weekend? how was she? :)'#and then after I went home and I was like wow she's so sweet and her life seems so interesting I cant wait to talk more about it#and then it hit me I had known her for YEARS and it wasn't until now that I.. cared :(#made me feel really bad but also glad that I actually have the capacity to care and it wasn't just my personality#I had to do a lot of damage control :T but some bridges were burned and I gotta live with that#now I can proudly proclaim that no im not a narcissist bc I think people are interesting and I wanna hear them talk#i can just sit and listen and internalizing their perspective ..#for once I like people and I'm not a victim in some imaginary fight for mediocrity with everyone else#it never excited and im happy to feel that way#also whenever I speak with unmedicated adhders I just look at them like wow you don't even know how much your brain is making itself suffer#every adhder may not want to or can take meds and that's fine but everyone at least deserves to know what it feels when they work
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Good MORNING, world wide web. Today is my new neuropsych intake appointment (the neuropsych I've seen since 2018 went on extended leave and ultimately left the clinic). I'm going to see if they will put me on Wellbutrin so I don't spend another year in bed 👍
#[Achewood voice] Plus I got depression#I can't take SSRIs and they don't work for me anyway and Wellbutrin is the Depression Drug 4 Severe ADHD#Yes neurotransmitter theory of mental illness is overly reductive and simplistic but listen#I have severe ADHD and a Parkinsonian syndrome. I do very evidently have a dopamine metabolic problem lol
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