#i have other stuff to post JUST YOU WAITTT

[infectedgirlsss]

based on true events (i managed to loot the entirety of Nipton before noticing the legionaries hanging out) ((as well as only noticing the dead people once Vulpes got OFF me))

[sevicia]

I actually experience despair on like a daily basis because okay I may be really fucking ugly but people are willing to look past that if your behavior is interesting enough for conversation but not interesting enough for examination and depending on the person they either think I'm nothingburger or bordering on clinically insane and neither of those are exactly ""Atractive"" to like 99.9% of the population and also if god tapped me on the head and suddenly I became mid and my chances increased I would still want to kill myself because recently I've realized just how HARD it is for people to see me as a guy due to my quiet and distant nature COMBINED with the fact that I am physically small which is actually so important to me as stupid as it sounds I really do wish I were taller just throw me a BONE man I'm not even asking for much here and also I hate to say it because anyone would hate to say something like this about their own body but brother I DESPISE my hips or waist to hip ratio or bone structure or whatever the fuck you wanna call it because for a few months now I've been losing weight little by little through inaction (because I don't know how to take care of myself) but I am still very much classified as OverWeight yet my stupid fucking fat distribution makes people go Waittt you've gotten sooo skinnyyyy and it's like first of all I don't give a fuck and it's sad that YOU do second of all you have fallen victim to a wicked optical illusion caused by the fact it's all from the waist down and it PISSES ME THE HELL OFFFFFF that I'm built like this because it's my BONES and it feels like I will never get rid of this obnoxious fucking pear shaped body that doesn't even reach 160cm and that I am aware some people would find attractive shape-wise because brother do I have blemishes and stretch marks which are things people are fucking weird about but I know some people are into the whole blah blah short pear shape thing but in a GIRL WAY it makes me want to tear my fucking hair out that there's so many barriers to ever being found attractive by a fellow human being that has seen me in a 3D space like why did I come out ugly and short and transgender and autistic it's just nerf after nerf after nerf. If someone finds me physically attractive and they are cisgender I will literally not believe they see me as a man for a single second sorry for being paranoid about this but it is just IMPOSSIBLE to fathom first of all finding me attractive second of all genuinely seeing me as a man and both at the same time is just a myth I can't continue to waste time on!!!

This is like the obligatory 4 AM post complaining about being fuckugly that I haven't done in a while because I haven't actually paused to think about it for a while because other stuff or just GOING TO BED. It make me wanna tear my fucking skin off that no one will ever find me physically attractive in a million years because everything about me on a romance front is best described as "Unfortunate." with the dot and everything too I mean sure it's not a big thing for a lot of people especially not people around me 24/7 but no one around me 24/7 has this amount of stupid bullshit attached to them so they don't GET IT and being told shit like "I can't imagine you dating anyone" "You're too naive" "You're not moving out until you get our seal of approval" is actually genuinely soul-crushing and I can't say ANYTHING about it because I wholeheartedly believe all of it is true even though really from the bottom of my heart I wish I didn't but that's just LYING to myself at that point. I can't imagine myself dating anyone, I know I'm naive which is actually just a nicer way of saying stupid and gullible, and I have trouble with certain everyday things but even if I do them perfectly I KNOW my family will find some other reason to keep calling me innocent and naive and unprepared and whatever other insulting thing they wanna pretend is not insulting so they just can't tell why I went quiet when they said YOU'RE NOT LEAVING THIS HOUSE UNTIL WE SAY YOU CAN as if that's not a completely insane thing to say to someone and as if they wouldn't find it insane if some character in some stupid fucking TV show said it to another. But we move and we go to bed. I love everyone I would go insane without transgender autistic people in my phone

[wiihtigo]

CASEY NATION RISE 7, 9, 17, 20, 23, 25

ask game

7. What’s one way your OC has changed since you first came up with them?

i used to think that she didnt care much about the art of actually acting and cinema and stuff and for her it was more about just being famous and it didnt matter how. i think that was partially because although i knew i wanted her to lust for fame and money the acting dream was kind of just randomly decided on. i thought i could easily swap it out with modelling or singing or something and it wouldnt make much difference. but the more time ive spent with casey, the more i see her as a true lover of movies and art....which i think leads in well to her endgame job being a script editor rather than an actor. her true talents lie behind the screen even if she herself doesnt see it...

9. Do you have a specific lyric or quote which you associate with your OC?

whats a girl to do - cristina

a post canon (after nell dies) caseys life anthem:)

17. What is the worst thing you have put your OC through story-wise?

well i was going to blame it entirely on you that nell dies and i had no say in that but i suppose i did come up with her emotional reaction to that myself, which causes me a lot of slow damage pain. SO I GUESS THAT..the fact she pushes michelle away after it happens is really depressing to me because thats literally her only friend left and only possible pillar of support, but she pushes her away because she hates everything and shes mad shes not nell and shes mad at her family and wants to explode. I think she'd be marginally less suicidal if she stayed friends with her.....

I guess also pulling from alternate realities the one where she dies is pretty fucked up. and very painful. and nell doesnt even make it to her to cradle her in her arms. SAD

20. Does your OC have a tendency to get jealous? If so, how does this manifest?

yyessss. at least when he and nell start getting lowkey. no. highkey #serious. early in their setup he wouldnt gaf if nell was married to a businesswoman in russia.but when they start ummmm [redacted] then hes like waittt. lol waittttttt lol wait. lol. WAITTT. gets a little annoyed when theyre at the doom patrol warehouse party and jayna from the wonder twins tries to get ladybugs number. THATS MY BODYGUARD..GET YOUR OWN. it manifests in that he'll get clingy to nell and mean and passive aggressive (or just aggressive) towards the person pissing him off. will be petty and spiteful (sees some poor scared nervous young lesbian trying to say hi to nell so he slides in and nuzzles up to her shoulder in public to let that sstupid kid know to go away)

idk why he does this. if you asked him if he liked nell he would say And what has she done to MAKE me like her

23. What emotion is the hardest for your OC to process? How about express?

lol GRIEF. little casey has never experienced a death before nell! not even a pet death. she has no idea how to process those feelings or cope with them in the slightest. she goes like catatonic immediately after the fact bcuz shes so completely shocked and wasnt prepared for it at all (lowkey thought ladybug was too awesomeand strong to ever get got. stupidd)

on the complete flip side, also .....l-l-l-l-l-l-l--l-l-l-l-l-l...LOVE. or at least feeling a smidge of serious romantic attraction to someone. in canon end she never gets to deal with that bcuz she only realizes it after nell died and then promptly buried everything related to nell deep inside a hole. but in nyc nell simply has an epic near death experience where hes hospitalized and thats when casey is like fuuuuuuuuuck that scared me. DO I LIKE HER? she acts a bit pathetic and tsundere abt it which is endearing to me personally. maybe scares nell a bit. its cute to me though <3

25. What is your favorite thing about your OC?

shes not a good person </3 shes selfish and mean and doesnt care about other people </3 bent on revenge and hating </3 genuinely not a good guy </3 i love everything negative about casey the most

i also think secretary characters are sexy.

[wishfuldeity]

dissociation blogging again i guessm.

really hate putting this shit on your dashes im just processing it in real time sorry fuck im so sorry this will happen again

genuinely if anyone has experienced anything kind of similar to this please tell me. reply to the post dm me. whatever. anything. im so confused. i wont vent i swear. no pressure at all. if you message me in any way i wont push for questions. i just need to know if its happening to other people

WAITTT STOP NO WHAT THE FUCK NO

I wh. no i was writing a post

about how i for some reason am really like sociable now?? and have started cracking jokes (which i literally never do) and whatever. commenting on how real everything feels, and how i feel "in one"

but i just had the fastest most intense dissociation ever (series of short spacing outs and really loud ear ringing followed by everything feeling gray)

and now im, well yk. dissociated. whole body and mind separate looking through a screen thing

again

someone came into my room and it felt like i was watching a video of someone talking to a camera

as opposed to literally half an hour ago where everything felt unbelievably real and i was talking and there. i was there.

now its me and my body again. just like last night

only this time its 9pm and people are awake

i need to cuddle something

iuh

i keep mmaking noises i wasnt making before it happened

im so fucking confused

i don't know if my mind and body are actually separate mmmy hesrt rate just spiked and its noottt going down im breathing hard i keep spacing out and when i stop i breathe harder

(pre-readmore written now)

it uhh im

this is so weird

before i dissociated was on my chair at my esk writing on my phone. and my room felt real. the stuff happening in the other room felt real and i was comfy just sitting there

but nnow. maybe 20 minutes after. i suddenly cannot be separated from my pplushie and nothing at all feels real and im kinda scared idk what about but im scared

every now and again my hesrt rate goes back up and i breathe faster and i brace for something and i make myself as small as possible and i stop . it happened then. i stopped typing for a period of time. maybe 2 minutes maybe 30 seconds i have no idea.

im terrified and i dont know what ofim breathing so fucking hard why am i

I WAS OKAY LESSS THAN AN HOUR AGO AND THEN I HAD TO GO ANS MAKE EVERYTHING FAKEhhhh

FUCKKkkjj im not oksy. why am i kt okay.whay hsppened. it esd literally not tnsg long ssgo. 30 minutes tops. i was perfectly okay. i was literally happy. i was so content.

but now im scared and im in a ball on my bed wjtb a teddy and covering my head

whyyyyyjnnn

jjbnnnfi migjt nap here. i dont care i know the affini in my head will be disappointed or whatever i literally do not care. ill brush my teeth in the morning. im really tired all of a sudden. probably from the marathon i may as well have just run with my hesrt and breathing doing that

idk if ill stay asleep or not i feel nap tired not night tired idk

sorry fuck sorry I'll go

[learning-to-think]

Waittt I want to take this class along with you (the Harvard intro to coding), how did you register, how much was it???? What coming language does it teach or???

heyyy

It's free, and it's at your own pace, although right now I can see a deadline at the end of the year, but I think it's because that'll be the end of next term? You can either get a free certificate with Harvard or a paid certificate through edx (it's around $200 I think?), and you gotta sign into edx to submit some things but you don't have to pay for the certificate if you just want the free one, which you get by submitting works, getting graded, and passing 9 at least!

I found out about it through this post by @xiacodes

More info about all the CS50x courses here

The Introduction to Computer Science has Scratch, C, Python, HTML, CSS, JavaScript, and we also see arrays, algorithms, and emojis, and something called Flask but I don't know yet what that is lmao. There are other courses in the CS50x family that teach more specifically about certain languages or stuff (like AI or game programming) but from what I've seen the Intro to CompSci is good to get started before moving on to more specific courses!

[browneyes-issac]

Update about me under the cut.. 💞

Hellos everyone.

So I know last week I said I was planning on getting back to reading throughout the week.. But I ended up not..

The reason is was I think Monday my fandom I was in before I got into this one ( I'm still a little active, but not major any more) was doing a lil photo edit contest and I love doing them, so I did it. As the evening went on, I saw them posting all these other edits and not mine. I actually took time on putting effects on it and you could tell on the ones being posted it was just a filter pretty much that they put on it..

I already have been iffy with going back to the fandom full time because I have felt like for a while that I don't matter that much.. ( it's a group of tiktokers btw, lol) Because I have never been able to donate during their lives like others can, even though they said that even if you can't donate they love the support...

I've always struggled with feeling like I'm a bother or just plain invisible in groups of people... Idk why, I just always have.. So on Monday when the mods that run the official fan page for them didn't post mine, it kinda sent me back into my shell.

And I have been doing really good with not caring about the kind of stuff and just putting stuff out for me and not caring about what the reactions are to it. Which is thanks to this amazing fandom. You all have been such angels to me and everything. But that crap with the edits just sent me, cause they even liked the post of mine.. So I just barley touched my phone this week when I got home from work besides to talk to a few people..

But. ☝ I work this weekend and am off Monday since I work thanksgiving ( which is my normal Thursday off) so my plan is to read on my breaks and when I get home. Then Monday will be iffy but still gonna do it. I'm going over to my aunts to start helping with thanksgiving stuff. But will for sure get some reading done when I get home that day. I was off today, but I slept all day. 😆🙈 it was too cold and I guess I just wanted to sleep the day away..

I apologize for being away again and for the longgg ramble. But I needed to get it out and I feel safe on here talking about it. 💞

I love you all!! Hope youve been well!! 😘

I've read through the summaries and seen the new updates on my tagged ones, I can't waittt!! 😍👀

[magicshopaholic]

hii cath! hope youre well! my whole weekend was spent listening to seven lol. idk if i missed a fic or not but i can't waittt for the next one ❤️❤️❤️ what did you think of seven? gave me serious jungkook x lia vibes lmao

Hello! I'm good; hope you're doing good too :) You didn't miss a fic, haha. I was on the fence about posting something but decided not to at the last minute. I think the next fic should be out this coming weekend so 🤞

Seven... full disclosure?

Not my favourite solo track that's been released so far. Like, it's catchy and poppy so if it plays on the radio or in a club, I'll vibe to it buuut I don't think it's a song I'll play on Spotify myself. It's cheesy JB or Charlie Puth pop - which is totally fine, I like their songs too - and it was sort of what I expected JK to come out with anyway. I'm happy that he's so proud of it and I hope he has as much fun with it as the other members have had with their music.

I thought the MV was cute and dorky too (although that could be my JK x Lia writer bias speaking), Han Sohee was just as good as I expected her to be, and of course, JK sounded heavenly (unsurprising - man's got the voice of an angel). Ambivalent about Latto's verse; didn't seem out of place but didn't have me going whoaaa either.

But yeah. Not my cup of tea - my preferred genres are different and that's about it. Still With You is still one of my favourite songs of all time, and My Time and Stay Alive, etc. are gorgeous imo so I hope we see stuff like that too on his album.

[hcneymilkks]

Month

A fake dating au but make it marriage. Two best friends scroll on social media and notice a trend where newlyweds send invites to famous celebrities to see what will happen? An appearance? A gift? Who knows. For the two best friends, as a joke, set up a fake wedding and request the most expensive gifts with the option of money. Sending invites to celebrities ranging from Kim Kardashian to even the Queen, they are surprised and shocked to realize that not only were gifts being delivered nearing the “big day” but a request to be part of the celebration causes the two friends to create a fake marriage in the smallest amount of time they have. 

University AU! Aged-up Haikyuu Characters!

Fashion Designer/Psychologist Oikawa

Humanities Y/N

Rain splattered on the window, causing little droplets here and there to roll down with no hesitation. The quiet hums of lo-fi music made its way around the little bedroom, with vigorous typing accompanying it. 

Backspace.

Enter. 

Click and delete. 

Brain throbbing, a sigh escaping from the lips.

It was no use, the longer the computer was stared at, the more your brain felt like mush.

“Damn him and using me to do his research analysis.”

Speak of the devil.

“Y/n!”

You stood up, turning around and crossing your arms with a glare. There he stood, crossing his arms and leaning against the doorframe with a sly smirk on his face.

Tooru Oikawa.

“How’s the report going? I hope to see it done by tomorrow?”

“Fuck you,” you strided over and pushed his arms, causing him to slightly lose balance. “Just tell me how you managed not getting kicked out yet. I swear you casted a spell on your professors or something. It's like you don’t do anything.”

He feigned hurt. “I do!” He whined. “Just not class related.” He pushed past you and flung yourself onto the bed, burying his face into your freshly washed sheets. “I’m designing a new clothing line inspired by the different volleyball team colours.”

“Is this your way at relieving the pain from not making it to nationals?” you snickered, remembering how pissed off he was after Ushijima told him he should have gone to Shiratorizawa.

“I-you little shit. This is why I never tell you things.”

“Shut up shittykawa you literally are making me do your research proposal. I know nothing about psychology!”

“I’m helping you learn a new subject! It’s time to look into your own brain and see what’s wrong with you!”

…

Three.

Two.

One.

“OIKAWA YOU LITTLE SHIT!” you flung yourself on top of him, garnering an oomph! sound. You smacked his back repeatedly. 

He let it have your way, already coming up with a counterattack. 

With stinging hands and shallow breaths after saying nothing but curses, you stopped and climbed off of him. Immediately, he’s on top of you. Pinning your wrists and getting dangerously closer to your neck. You couldn’t lie, he was attractive, but knowing him and his two-faced personality, you’d rather stay friends. 

But did you really want to?

A part of him knew you wanted him, but was that a risk you were willing to take?

Deep breaths. 

A low chuckle. “You love me y/n. I know you do, and I also know you’d do anything for me.” He smirked and pressed a kiss oh so close to your lips, getting up and dusting off his black shirt.

“I’m leaving! Remember, the paper has to be done by tomorrow!”

The door closed and for a moment you looked at your ceiling.

Eyes wide. 

Taking a pillow, you screamed into it.

“SHITTYKAWA!”

“Here you hoe, now for once in your life do your own work.”

You stomped into one of the many University studios, aiming the folder at Oikawa’s head much to his dismay.

“Thank you love you!”

You glared at him and waved a hand. “You definitely owe me like five bowls of ramen after what you put me through. I can’t believe you made me read so much on children’s brains and development.”

“I mean they said to choose something I liked, so children and volleyball worked together. Plus, if I actually had to conduct the research, my nephew’s volleyball club would have been perfect.” He finally turned around after pinning the teal fabric to the mannequin, striding towards you and ruffling your hair.

You mumbled incoherent curses as Oikawa picked up his sketchbook, writing down a quick note before closing it.

“Let’s go, I’m starving.”

The fragrant air of spices and creamy broth filled the little shop, making you drool. Grateful that Oikawa was rich, you took the opportunity to order almost everything on the menu.

“Y/n isn’t that-” you growled at him and he smirked.

“Feisty, you know I love that.” he winked and you gagged.

While waiting for the food, both of you were scrolling on Instagram. Having most of the same friends, it was no surprise that your timelines almost looked identical. Rolling his eyes, Oikawa saw a group photo of most of the volleyball players Hinata was pictured with, wanting nothing more than to squish the little one. 

But then something caught your eyes. 

You looked up at Oikawa who seemingly had the same expression, eyes wide, yet confused.

The dead groupchat came back to life with a link sent by Matsukawa, something about a bet.

matthewkawa 

Look at this lol

Sent a link

[Youtube storytime: The Time I Invited Drake to My Wedding (Spoiler Alert: He Came!)]

hannamaki

Wait why would someone invite a celebrity? Aren’t they hard to ask?

nishinoyya

Wait that’s cool! Asahi-san can we invite Jason Derulo to our wedding?

acai

Wait...what? What wedding?

y/n

Waittt i’ve seen that video

Apparently as a joke the person sent lots of invites to different celebrities. Most of them gave gifts or money but I guess Drake went

iwachew

LOOL IMAGINE Y/N AND CRAPPYKAWA DOING THAT

yoyoinata

I can see that woah!

milkyama

Psh! Flattykawa and y/n. I can’t see it. y/n deserves better lol

fabkawa

OI TAKE THAT BACK STUPID

y/n

Oi don’t talk back to my child like that shittykawa

fabkawa

Shut up y/n and eat your ramen

You glared at him before saying thank you to the waiter. Both minds now occupied with the creamy ramen and soft boiled egg. 

Flipping a page, you smiled. There it was, the fake couple who both fell for each other, breaking so many rules. But who couldn’t resist?

Oikawa scrolled on the computer, typing and clicking. He swiveled around in his seat and went over to you, peering over your shoulder.

You smacked his arm. “Personal space excuse me!” He put his arm up in defence, smirking.

“Remember the post Matsukawa sent?

“Yeah. So what?”

“I made the wedding on May 14th and invited some celebrities. Who did you want to send an invite to?”

You dropped the book. “Say what?”

Oikawa dragged you from his bed and sat you down on his uncomfy chair. Indeed, the computer screen showed a cheesy website where people rsvp to weddings. Already half of the groupchat accepted and you know this had to be a joke.

“Oikawa are you dumb? Who are you marrying? Wait no, who would want to marry you?” you looked at him and he pouted.

“Iwa-chan said no, Mad Dog scares me, Ushijima is definitely a no, so you’re left.”

“Who said I would do it?”

“I invited Stray Kids.”

Are you kidding me?

“This isn’t real, we’re not gonna really get married right? I mean if we were technically speaking, the wedding is less than a month away and we don’t have money, a reception place or any other sappy wedding shit.” You looked at the list and sure enough, Stray Kids was there.

“No y/n nothing is going to happen trust me. Plus, who doesn’t like free gifts? I tried to ask for expensive gifts and money because someone’s wardrobe and apartment looks ugly as hell.”

“You better not be talking about me bitch. I’m gonna set that sketchbook on fire.”

Oikawa chuckled. “Add some more people on the list, I wanna see how far this can get.”

“I never said I agreed to it,” you mumbled but nonetheless added in a few of your favourite celebrities, including the queen. 

After all, if this worked, free money. What’s the harm in that?”

A lot went wrong after that.

It was three am a week after the planning and your phone wouldn’t stop ringing. Grumbling, you answered the call without looking at the number…..which was a stupid mistake.

“Y/N! HOW DO I CANCEL THE WEDDING?!”

“Relax Papi you said nothing would happen? Free money right?” you yawned not even realizing what you said.

Oikawa sputtered on the other line, shaking his head and ignoring how you called him Papi for some reason. “Yeah but uh...we have a little problem.” 

“Hm…”

“Jason Derulo accepted the invite ...and he can’t wait to see the ceremony.”

From that moment, you were fully awake. “WHAT?!!”

“What do you mean you can’t cancel the wedding?” you rubbed at your temples, losing more brain cells by the minute.

"Okay so apparently my last name is common around celebrities, seeing as my father owns different restaurants. So it’s not a surprise to them that they wouldn’t attend the wedding.’

“Fuck.” you breathed out. How did the both of you not realize this?

“Okay so um..what now?”

Oikawa ruffled his air. “We go through with it.”

"Fuck no.” 

“What why?”

You’re the one who thought of this crazy idea! It’s all your fault!” 

“But you’re the one who put Jason Derulo in there!”’

You smacked your forehead. “It was a joke and for free money! Look what you got us into.”

Yells back and forth, each blaming the other. It was like the night wasn’t going to end soon. Tired from the arguing, you smacked Oikawa’s chest. “Stupid,” you mumbled. “I don’t want to do this!”

Oikawa scratched the back of his neck. “But what if I want to?” You looked up at him confused. “You know, like how Hinata and Tobio fake dated but then became boyfriends.”

“Oikawa, that’s different. That’s dating, this is marriage. It’s adult stuff, I can barely cook!”

“I’ll cook for you.”

You walked away from him, going towards his balcony. The view was beautiful, seeing various stars and the lights shining from Tokyo. “This is too much for me to handle. You're a pain, you know that?”

He wrapped his arms around you and instinctively you snuggled closer to his chest, facing the view so he wouldn’t see your red cheeks.

"Remember when we were children? And we had a whole promise that we would be with each other forever?” you laughed. The classic child marriage pact. It was as if almost all friendships started with that promise. A promise to love and stay with each other no matter what.

“That’s child play.”

He started to rub circles with his thumbs on your arms, you feeling relaxed. “One month. Give me one month after the wedding. We’ll go on a honeymoon to London, I'll teach you how to cook, you can live with me, we can adopt a puppy.” Oikawa gulped and looked at you. “And if you don’t like it, we can pretend none of this happened. In fact i’ll stop bothering you with my assignments and my presence.”

One month. That sounded like a challenge. A challenge that Oikawa was willing to risk everything for. A month to make you fall for him.

“...so we’re splitting the gifts and money equally then, right?”

A/N: I’m back! This has been in my drafts for months. At first it was supposed to be Yuto from Pentagon but after getting into Haikyuu I was like fuck it and changed it to Oikawa. Also because yes LMAO. I hope you all liked it and let me know your comments! Part two will be in the works if people want it, for now its a oneshot aha. 

Much love!

tags: @babyworld , @bakuhoes-dumbass

[touyasnow]

waittt do shigadabi 😁😁😁

charlie my beloved.... 

if anyone remembers me saying months ago that i was gonna make a post about how compatible they are. here ya go.

i doubt dabi would’ve stuck around if he didn’t think there was potential in the league, even with the added benefits. i think he enjoyed being able to banter with him, but at some point, tomura became comfortable and familiar to him, just like the rest of the league.

if you’ve read any of my stuff some of these headcanons r kind of redundant because i shove them in everything lmao, but i like the idea of them working together on missions and slowly growing closer, because tomura has a realization that despite how rude he is, dabi has a good head on his shoulders. he can be dependable.

imo tomura perceives a lot of the criticism initially directed towards his leadership as an attempt to undermine his authority. i do think he has control issues, for obvious reasons) but after working with dabi long enough, he recognizes there’s not any real malicious intent behind his suggestions (however ill-mannered they are) and actually starts to take them into consideration. he starts to think dabi’s not so bad.

slowly... there’s this major shift from reluctant comradery to genuine teamwork between the two of them that i just really love. they both grow to understand each other and see the many similarities they have.

the amount of trust displayed through them repeatedly... from tomura gifting dabi a nomu not too long after they’ve met to trusting him when he says he’ll bring back a valuable recruit and allowing him to do his own thing without worries of him veering off course; dabi waiting on tomura’s lead before acting — showing then, that he trusts his leadership — to speaking about him respectfully even outside of their interactions and with the rest of the league.

while i do see tomura as a worrier, particularly because forming bonds is so rare and precious to him, i feel like his form of worrying isn’t the overbearing sort that would overwhelm dabi and it doesn’t manifest in ways that seem like he thinks he’s uncapable. he has steady, unwavering faith in dabi, in all of the league, really, and it shows.

i think to dabi, that could be a really reassuring and validating presence, because he knows outright that he isn’t alone and he has someone he can depend on if he needs to, and he also isn’t expected to put labels on anything. i think speaking things out loud on his own could be uncomfortable, but tomura doesn’t mind doing that if necessary, so it works out.

dabi, in my opinion, also has never really considered a relationship strictly because being that vulnerable means also exposing the worst parts of yourself. of which i think at some point, the league would already be privy to and not bat an eye at.

so the idea of being with tomura would definitely feel more possible, simply because tomura’s actually seen him and not shied away from him.

in terms of how they display affection, i think that dabi is more affectionate physically whereas tomura is more so vocally (”it’s for you guys” for example). i think tomura voices a lot of the validation that dabi wants but would never ask for.

and not to be generic, but i headcanon tomura to be pretty touch-starved, so he obviously soaks up any attention dabi gives him eagerly and pesters him if he doesn’t get it. he has a little bit of spoiled brat energy and dabi usually indulges him even if he complains about it.

both of them are the type to neglect themselves but look after others, so paired together i think they could remind each other of their own self worth while still keeping each other on track with their goals. they push each other and the mutual respect and trust goes a long way.

[chateautae]

elphie anon 🐘

I read MID ch7 instantly when you posted it and had to take a couple of days to just to comprehend... uhm, some... feelings. So forgive me, since I've bottled this up and will result in a long message ... but the work is just so good I can't resist showering you with praise.

You live in my mind rent free.

I can't describe how cute and domestic everything was in the early parts then hOt, then just ditty dotty destroyed me in the later scenes.

The smut was... *clears throat, wipes forehead daintily*... it made me feel stuff that I should otherwise be used to in esp in this site, but when mid Tae told YN to behave I think it took my brain minutes to comprehend that I'm just reading a wonderfully crafted piece. And that no, I should not feel my knees to weaken and toes curl, but they did anyway. Gotta say, the mind is a powerful thing.

But as it turns out, SAMMY IS SO MUCH POWERFUL.

The whole trip with Jimin really solidified what was coming in the end of this chaoter, it tastefully and comprehensively vocalised the conversation about this whole feelings ordeal first with YN, and paved way for that earth shattering ending. I can't help but remember thay quote from The Perks of Being a Wallflower when I was reading: "we accept the love we think we deserve."

Damn, really. While it hurts to see and more on resonate with how hard it is to accept love from others after certain unfortunate relationships (yn), I really commend you on choosing to write this realistically. I think her mindset towards this type of stuff, while not really the best, is well-built enough to show how hard and conflicting it is to see yourself have worth for love. And it isn't easy to change in a matter of moments, but it is worth changing this perception just as it is worth seeing and admitting when you love someone.

For me, it's also worth seeing that sometimes the love others give us are dependent on how much they treasure us, and that's theirs alone. It's not something that we get to decide no matter how much we think we shouldn't hsve it, but something that, at least here, is something they spend just as much thought and effort to ensure and choose.

Tae felt it in every chapter, intensely too, with his friends as witnesses. Of course deceit can always happen, but sincerity too. You can't punish yourselves for the deciet that others do. it's their lie, faulting the victim (hate u kiseok) won't do anything, and carefulness doesn't always mean you're always right about others' intentions. I cried so much for both of them, but I guess that we can't always understand love from each's point of view as clearly as they can; we just have to learn to accept it. And trust that maybe, or surely, that they do love us, and us them.

Your talent and hardwork speaks so genuinely to my mind when I read your work; I can't say enough to thank you for letting the world see this.

... And is it true? The murmurings from the street, the rumors falling from lips? MAKE-UP SEX? YN BTCH U BETTER HEAL THAT HAND fully OR I WILL BE THE ONE TO CAREFULLY MEDICATE U SO TAE CAN FUCK YOU INTO THE DEEP DIMENSIONS OF HIS LOVE AND CARE FOR U. AND U DO THE SAME TOO BTCH BETTER KISS ALL UR FEELINGS INTO HIM.

cuz if u don't, then i shall join forces with jimin and hana.

sorry for such a long mssg huhu, and for the bad interpretation chahahzhJJJjssjjakwks

NEVER SAY SORRY FOR LONG MESSAGES I’M A CERTIFIED WHORE FOR THEM 😤

“You live in my mind rent free” Showering me with praise??? I’M- I’m crying?? I don’t even know what to say omg 😭 ASLDJLDKJ please dom!tae has that power, and it’s really only a sneak peek of what happens when you disobey him because let’s be real, Y/N will do it again sksksk. Oh God, you’re so correct, I think it summarizes perfectly what’s going on between these two. In a sense, they’re both rejecting each other on the premise either of them is not deserving of the other’s love. “We accept the love we think we deserve”, such a beautiful quote that can explain two broken people trying to find a way to love each other 🥺

You’re correct again, the human mind is a wonderfully intricate system, and oddly takes a few seconds to destroy yet years to rebuild. Y/N’s mindset comes from not only years under the emotional (and sometimes physical we’ve seen) abuse she’s endured from her mother which can largely impact any child, but also from someone she was in love with for a long time only have that love taken advantage of and abused as well. It’s crippling to anyone’s mentality and skews the idea of love for them almost eternally. 

Taehyung is different because he’s never been in love before, it’s new and shiny and bright and so he fell hard and fast, he has no qualms about admitting he’s in love either because he doesn’t know the painful experience of falling in love and desires to finally be in love (only until this argument ofc) while Y/N denies it because she knows love is painful and doesn’t want to go through it again. 

Though you’re correct yet again, it will present itself in future chapters but ultimately, love as pure as theirs is unconditional and cannot be changed nor forgotten. It won’t matter what the other thinks, because the other will love them unconditionally, or love them until they believe them, because love is ours to give and cannot be defined nor appraised by any price. But alas, we can never truly know how someone else feels about us, so another great point, love is scary because we must trust in the depths of our hearts somebody loves us the same, and we must see how these two decide to trust each other on that.

You’re so kind for even taking the time to write such a long message elphie anon omg, it took me days to reply to you because I didn’t even know how to begin, but I had the stupidest grin reading your lovely message 🥺💕 thank you so much, truly, for always being so sweet and interactive. 

ALSO WAITTT “SO TAE CAN FUCK YOU INTO THE DEEP DIMENSIONS OF HIS LOVE AND CARE FOR U” WHY AM I CACKLING AT THIS I FELT THIS IN MY SOULLL OMG but yes I’m currently writing the smut scene and all I have to say is there’s a LOT going on, YES it shall be categorized as rough and nasty yet soft and passionate makeup sex because I'm a desperate whore😌

[sukirichi]

HELLO SUKI AGAIN. IM THE DRAKEN SELFISH MF THAT WROTE YOU THAT LONG ASS ASK CRYING ABOUT YOUR AWESOME WRTITING SKILLS LAST TIME WITH THE SECOND CHANCES THING

SORRY FOR SCREAMING BUT I JUST READ YOUR DRAKEN SMUT AND I REFUSE TO CALM DOWN

AFTER THE EMOTIONAL WRECKING OF THE MITSUYA ANGST (YEA BRINGING IT AGAIN CAUSE IM STILL IN FUCKING PAIN) YOU COME UP WITH THIS TASTY MEAL TO FEED US ALL AND-

LIKE I-

LISTEN, DRAKEN WAS MY FIRST TOKREV LOVE EVER, THEN IT CAME ALL THE OTHER FUCKERS; BUT HE CAUGHT MY EYE, HEART, SOUL AND PUSSY FIRST. SO ANY WRITING OF HIM IS SPECIAL TO ME. SO SUKI HOW-

HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU SO GOOD, I ALREDY KNEW YOU HAD A TALENT, THE SHITS EVIDENT BUT FUCK HOW HOW HOWKWKSJ

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH, LITERALLY MY DAY JUST BRIGHTENED WHEN I SAW YOU POSTED AND ABOUT DRAKEN???¿¿¿¿ I LITERALLY WANTED TO CRY

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOUR STUFF AND HOW I AM GOING TO BE FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR YOU TO TAKE YOUR TIME AND EFFORT TO SHARE WITH THE WORLD THIS INCREDIBLE FICS. IM GOING TO REPEAT THIS EVERYTIME CAUSE I WILL NEVER GET OVER HOW GOOD YOU ARE

HAVE AN AMAZING DAY/NIGHT SUKI I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU ARE SO TALENTED. THANK YOU AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING AND SORRY FOR BEING THIS INTENSE

PD. I LEFT YOU A DM SO WE CAN BE FRIENDS, AND ANSWERED YOUR ANSWER (??¿?) TO MY PAST ASK. THANK YOU SM BYE

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

DRAKEN SELFISH MF ANON, HELLO !! AND OMG WAIT UR GONNA MAKE ME SOB, I STILL REMEMBER UR ASK ABOUT MY MITSUYA FIC N I LOVE LOVE IT SM AND KNOWING YOU ENJOYED IT MAKES ME EVEN HAPPIER SO HELLO AGAIN 😭💕

Wait wait WAITTT BCOS BCOS I FEEL LIKE DRAKEN WAS EVERYONE’S FIRST CRUSH IN TOKREV BEFORE EVERYONE ELSE GOT INTRODUCED AND SLOWLY WE JUST FORGOT OUR OG’S bcos cmon,,, everyone so damn fine !! especially hanm ---- anyways. aND NOO OMG ANON YOURE WAY TOO KIND AND SWEET IM LEGIT SMILING SO HARD RN BCOS OF THIS ASK, THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭 you have an even better day / night anon, and no worries i don’t mind this and i actually enjoy reading and respondings to asks like this !! i can easily match people’s energies so no worries anon, i’ll be on board with you whenever, feel free to scream with me 😉 and oooh thanks for telling me this !! i don’t really open my dm’s but i’ll find yours and get back to you shortly, thank you for everything again 💕

[nicolaiee12]

2gether The Series EXP S01E01

A month ago, I was introduced to BL series. Like I said before, this is my first-ever BL series to watch, and as you might have noticed in my feed, I’ve only posted again since I found this wonderful community of BL and to be honest, I wasn’t really expecting a lot from my experience on this. 

Truth is, I’ve only heard about this series from my facebook friends about this “Sarawat” guy and a picture of BrightWin together, a local network here in my country also featured both Win and Bright in their articles so I was really intrigued. After a lot of thought, I decided to add it to my watchlist -- probably because I was just really bored and tired of never-ending scrolls on my socmed accs. In fact, I only planned to watch it once the last episode airs because I know the struggle of having to wait weekly for an episode. But after countless of posts seeing people who are really loving this series, I just watched it with the 9th episode being the latest. So yeah, I started watching it. 

I was still adjusting to the fact that I’m literally watching my first Thai series and it was really hard for me, to tell you honestly, I cringed at first (lmao don’t hate meee, it just really takes me a lot of time to adjustttt).. Seeing the first scene,

I immediately felt the chemistry. Like, yeah, probably because it’s my first time and I haven’t watched anything else, yet (1 month ago). But that gaze Sarawat gave Tine during the first sequence, already tells me that this sh*t is gonna give me a whole heck of a time scratching my pillows. ooze myself with romantic excitement, or idk maybe some vibes that I’ve never felt before. So, I glued my eyes to the screen and kept watching. 

Then there goes, Green, the trees and roots of the story’s starting line. I’ve seen a lot of mixed comments about his characters and I love himmmm!! He’s so cute and quirkyyy and he reminds me of my gay friend who is close to being hopeless romantic because he has a list of people he likes, but no one ever likes him back.. Anyways, as what I’ve said, I really like him!!

Watching through the entire episode until the 4th part had me mixed feelings whether or not to finish the series because it’s really new for me, I am a closeted bi person but I don’t usually show the real me irl because i’m not ready for what’s coming next, yet, let alone watch 2 guys fall in-love with each other in front of people who’re oblivious of who I really am. 

BUT THEN THIS SCENE HAPPENED IN THE LAST PARTTT!!

AND I WAS LIKE 

B*TCHHH WHAT THE F*CKKK WHY WOULD YOU SAY THATTT??? THAT’S SO SUDDEN!! WHAT R YOU?? GAY??? 55555+.. 

It was 2 o’clock in the morning and my drowsy ass just went straight to the trash and I choked on hot cup noodles because of this parttt and I’m like, 

HOL’ UP!! WAITTT!! YOU CAN’T JUST END AN EPISODE LIKE THATT!! I NEED TO WATCH MORE!!! 

So, without further ado, I watched the next episode. 

To be f*cking honest, I didn’t regret what I did because the entire 2 weeks I was flooded with all the BrightWin stuff, I’ve never felt more happier and euphoric. They activated the romantic side of me again  I encouraged myself to hope for the best again, tap the artist side of me for exerting time and effort into doing edits again and I could never be more grateful for them and these BL series for coming to my life. I just want to thank you for all the cast and crew of 2gether The Series for giving us, the new fans of BL series, a great start and encouragement to stan more on this community and enlighten ourselves for more things that we can and do without fear. So that’s it, that’s where my curiousity brought me to the BL World. xo

[weiqiankun-blog]

beauty you hold.

female reader x mark lee 

pretty frickin soft 

my first piece of writing so i do hope you enjoy reading it 

3k ish

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You'll admit, working at a coffee shop had it's quirks but there were just sometimes when all you wanted to do was go home and just sleep cause after all you were an exhausted college student and lets just say times were...tough sometimes. You've been working at your local coffee shop for awhile now and youve made friends with the other workers keeping in mind that theyre all quite older than you but atleast you have one close friend who works with you, this of course being one of your bestfriend's yuta. When you first met yuta, you kinda thought he was a pushover and a bit too bossy (or atleats thats what you said to him when you were explaining why you didnt approach him when you guys first met but actually it was only cause you were too scared). But ANYWAY, you were first to start working at the coffee shop, its name being 'Euphoria Cafe' and once you saw the help wanted sign through the window you were probably the first to apply cause you loved that place. Need a place to study? Euphoria, Need a place to relax? Euphoria, Need a place to sometimes see a few cute boys from time to time?... Euphoria (hotel?trivago (sorry i just had to)) so yeah. you got the job obviously and it was difficult at first to get used to how to use all the machines and everything but eventually you got the hang of it. And this is when your (not yet) best friend yuta comes waltzing in as the newly hired worker and you were kinda nervous cause yeah sure you're good with making friends but that doesn’t change that fact that you're terrified of embarrassing yourself especially in front of someone you found intimating.

So your first day together was awkward to say the least, there were many glances on both ends and all you guys said to each other were hi's, sorry's, here ya go's, and bye's when you guys left eventually. The next day it was like something snapped inside of you and you were having a really good day and you were just happy for ledgit no reason but when you're in moods like this, you kind of forget how to act around people or not forget but it's just a lot more free? So when you come into work you see yuta just getting in as well, and out of nowhere you just shouted, " hey yuta!!! how's your day been, excited for work?!" and the shock on his face was priceless and he just turned around and said, "oh, hey y/n, its been good and yeah i guess you could say i am", and to be honest you were kinda surprised he knew your name cause you guys literally never talked before yesterday and today was the first actual conversation you guys were having so naturally you asked, " oh woah, you know my name?", " well yeah, you know my name so...", "good point good point". And that was the start of a beautiful friendship, you guys grew really close and pretty fast and what surprised you the most was how jokingly flirtatious he got and it was definitely a joke cause at this point in your friendship you guys have seen TOO MUCH (dont be weird not like that) of each other to catch any feelings. You guys came to work together almost every day with him basically clinging onto you cause he needs affection and you obviously giving him it cause um who could resist. So yeah life was nice other than the crazy amount of work you had to do for college but OTHER THAN THAT just great :(.

Well anyway (yes this is a mark fluff just waittt) after  few months of working there another employee joined and you recognized him almost instantly, he was in almost all of your classes but you guys barely talked, actually you guys only talked when you were forced to (partnered up and stuff). He wasnt in your shift but you always saw him leaving when you and yuta coming in. Eventually, mid-term break came along and yeah you were excited as hell but yuta was leaving to back to his hometown in japan so you would be pretty lonely. But then... you come into work one day not really being aware of your surroundings because you were too absorbed in your music but then when you walk in you see mark behind the counter not looking ready to leave at all so you said, "oh hi mark" (get the reference?) clear confusion coming out with your words and mark acknowledged it so he replied, " hey y/n, oh i asked if i could change my shift time because this works better for me so youll be seeing me for a while haha", " oh okay then i look forward to working with you", you say while nodding your head slightly. so mark right, you always liked him, not like crush sense but you thought he was cool you guess, and theres no denying that he was pretty cute but you never even had the idea of liking him until one day. So you come into work and suprisingly mark's not there he was usually early but you just thought oh he probably had something to do and didnt really care (#sorrynotsorry) but then in comes an extremely disheveled looking mark with messy hair and ripped jeans and a hoodie on and you were concerned to say the least. Thankfully no customers were in the shop yet and mark just runs to the counter panting and you genuinely think someone's been chasing him but he later explains he woke up like 2 minutes before he came to the coffee shop cause his phone ran out of battery hence alarm=nonexistent basically. That day you had a lot of customers and since you guys had to stay the entire day by the end of the day you were exhausted. When it was about an hour to closing mark just went on his break and it was just you in the shop because he just went for a walk which he regularly does for his break, something you noticed. but there werent many customers so you were okay but when you turned around to the register you saw a pink post-it saying: stay back today for a bit?. you already know mark wanted to just relax after work today and you guys had stayed back after work sometimes and you enjoyed it so you smiled and continued with the order for the customer. eventually he came back and you smiled and nodded and he smiled back and that just made you smile harder. so the day was finally over and you went to sit infront of the counter and took off your apron while mark was busy making something that you figured was his but when he was done you realized he had two drinks in his hand one being your favourite, a hot chocolate and one a berry smoothie. He placed the hot chocolate infront of you and you were like huh? and he said, “you drink this practically whenever you have the chance anyone would know it's your favourite". your heart kinda fluttered but you were like gurl dont be dumb staph but that didnt really stop much. you guys moved to the sofa after grabbing a few snacks (this was the main perk of getting the end shift cause you could stay back). You guys were facing each other and the windows were all still open blowing chilling air in and although you loved it you were cold and being the dumb one you are you forgot to bring a jacket so you shivered but you were fine after you closed the windows or so you thought for like two seconds and then you were like yeah no i be cold. "so care to explain why you came in looking like a wreck today" "so are you implying that i look good every other day" " well im not denying it.." you were always quite flirty with everyone unintentionally (sometimes intentionally) but mark kinda got used to it " i just slept really late yesterday and today wasnt the best" "i can tell but hey whats up?" "eh just stuff" "oh also ive been meaning to ask how long are you going to be working this shift?" "oh you want me to stay i see" "please, if anything the opposite" "mhmmm sure" he says with a smug look on his face, "well until your boyfriend comes back" you spat out your drink," my boyfriend?!" confusion was plastered on marks face and he said" yeah the guy you were working with before i came, yuta i think his name was?" you genuinely couldnt stop laughing until you eventually explained that he was just a bestfriend and you noticed a look of relief on his face? but pushed it aside. suddenly mark just got up and went to the back where you heard rummaging. after a few minutes mark came back with a t-shirt on and his hoodie in his hand. He threw over to you "stop shivering and wear this" he says he sat next to you this time causing you heart to basically jump out of your chest he wasnt that close or anything just him being kind. you mumbled a thanks. after a few moments of silence mark asked " so do you have a boyfriend?" "no you?" "nah. hey wanna lock up and just walk" you were actually glad he asked cause you were kinda tired of being in the cafe for this long and you thankfully nodded ---- you guys walked to a nearby park just talking about literally anything that came to your mind at this point you guys were pretty close and both of you guys knew things about each other that a lot of people dont, irrelevant and meaningful, like he knows that you only like the ends of those soda gummies cause apparently then have the most taste, but he argues that it all tastes the same, that doesnt stop him from eating the other end when you dont want it though, and you know that whenever hes stressed the only thing he wants to do is talk to someone he trusts and you were the same that way. as you were walking you werent really focusing on anything cause your heart was kinda all over the place cause youve officially developed a big fat crush on this idiot and you knew he didnt feel the same but then you being so absent minded caused you to trip and almost instantly mark grabbed your hand to stop you from falling over and you just started laughing while mark asked you if you were okay. you guys continued to walk in silence with the howling wind filling the air, although you guys were nothing you couldnt ask for more in this moment. you were reaching for your phone when you realized mark was still holding your hand you just stopped walking and froze staring at your hands clasped together (they werent intertwined but just holding ya get?) and obviously every force has an equal and opposite Reaction (its SciEnTifiC oKaY) so since you stopped walking and you were connected to mark he kinda was pulled back and this is when you noticed how red his face was and that surprised you but at the same time youre sure you were too (but like im brown so you wouldnt even be able to tell ay ay) "you only noticed i was holding your hand this entire time now?" "uh.. well.. ummm-" "sorry do you want me t-" he said as he started letting go "no no its fine i was just surprised thats all" and you guys continue walking except now your fingers are intertwined and your heart beating double time. you truly liked mark for his personality, for the way he made you laugh, the way he made you feel, the way he treated you, you really liked him. you guys found a a green patch that was pretty empty and decided to sit. mark was pretty sleepy so he asked if he could put his head on your lap and you said sure. it was pretty late at night but you werent scared if anything you felt safe and happy. mark did that to you and as you looked down at his face you truly realized how beautiful he was. his skin was so smooth and the fluorescent lights along the park were reflecting on his round glasses that shaped his face perfectly. you then hesitated before taking his glasses off cause you noticed he takes them off whenever hes tired so you just wanted him to feel comfortable. he opened his eyes at that and looked straight into your eyes, his eyes truly glimmered in the light as if they were shining stars of their own but what you didnt know is that those same eyes have been staring at you all night admiring your beauty and presence. you give him a slight smile and he does the same before shutting his eyes once again. you kinda wished he didnt because you wanted to stare into his eyes for more but atleast he was getting rest. this is when you decided to play some music. it was calm and relaxing and always helped when you were feeling stressed and you could tell mark was for whatever reason cause he refuses to tell you and since music was such a huge part of your life you hoped it would help him too. you started singing along lowly and not to brag or anything but your voice wasnt half bad, after all you were a music major and one of the instruments you play was your throat so you sounded pretty nice and mark seemed to agree with this cause he then reached for your phone and paused the music to say, " i like your voice better" and you being way too scared to sing infront of him refused but eventually he convinced you by saying he would sing as well which he did and you guys sounded nice.

after staying for a bit longer you decided it was time to go home so you told mark to get up and he obliged. he held his hand out for you and even after helping you up he continued to hold it. he insisted on dropping you off to your dorm which hes visited before to watch a movie or two but thats all. on your way back you asked him, "mark are you sure you dont want to talk about whats stressing you out?" "no its okay really, thanks for caring" he replied "anytime and if you change your mind just call me okay?" he nodded you guys reached your house by now and mark with such sincerity in his voice said" thanks for today, really" "we do this almost every week what are you talking about" " i know but just thank you for being you" he says while staring admirably at your face "look mark, well first you know im always here even if we arent working the same shift anymore im glad we became as close as we are now cause i truly cant imagine my life without you and yeah i know its really cheesy but its true but most importantly you need to stop beating yourself up whenever you mess up. youre human and we tend to make mistakes sometimes and thats fine because i know you mark and i know at the end of the day you’re going to be an amazing dancer and youll be great at whatever you want to do so i dont know whats bothering you but whatever it is i know you can overcome it so just keep your head up high and be strong but dont be afraid to talk to people about it. and mark, im just saying all this cause i care abo-" interrupting what you were saying mark comes closer and kisses you. His lips were warm contradicting the the cold weather and one of his hands was around your waist ever so gently pulling you closer to him while the other was on your neck gently caressing it. his lips were so gentle yet so passionate as if you could feel all of his emotions, your eyes were closed and your hands were around his neck and then your fingers ran through his hair. you dont even know how long the kiss went on but you had to pull away cause you were out of breath. Your foreheads were against each other and noses almost touching his eyes were closed and he mumbled under his breath " thank you, thank you so much. thank you for being the person you are and for making me feel the way i feel. every time i see you im so mesmerized by the amount of beauty you can hold. everything you do makes my heart beat faster and im just so glad that youre in my life and im really sorry if you dont feel the same ill act like this never happened if you want me to but i really like you and i have for a long while and i just want to compliment you everytime i see you and hold your hand and kiss you to show you how much i appreciate you and god y/n you make me feel things i dont think ive ever felt befo-" "mark..." you say moving your head to look a him, he hesitantly opens his eyes expecting a rejection "i like you too" you say before giving him a deep but quick kiss and after that he lift you up and hugs you and start cheering almost about how happy he is. And that was the start of your relationship with mark lee <3

3:00 AM 1/24/2019 (this is when I wrote this can you frickin believe wow welp.. that was it)

[movedyourchair505]

Can I just say how much I love their dynamic rn?! Like the sumut was so fucking hot but they’re saying I love you know and I don’t know which one makes me melt more tbh😩 I love them with my whole heart they’re so precious and the fact that he was so soft at the end when he was holding her and just like a little hopeful puppy about her moving in, I can just imagine his big adorable eyes&them living together is yet another amazing milestone in their relationship I can’t wait to see how this 1/2

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is gonna go from now on, because it gives them a chance to do even more stuff together whether being completely soft for each other or tearing their clothes off i know it’s gonna be incredible and I can’t waittt Another milestone that I’m excited beyond words to see is jade meeting the fam👀(or maybe even just his dad first i obvs don’t know exactly how you envision it but I can’t!!!!wait!!!!)also wanna add that I hope you don’t feel pressured to update every few days when you’re busy 2/3(oops) Cause as much as I love it and believe me I do, it’s clear that you have a lot on your plate just like all of us and doing so much is so impressive and I totally admire you for it, but please don’t ever feel actual pressure to post, I’m sure we’ll lose our minds regardless of when you find the time to do it!!! Thank you for this beautiful story,imma go to sleep very content now,lotsss of love babe💕💕💕💕3/3 

They’re both so obsessed with each other haha, I’m happy you also enjoy the mixture of soft and hot, it’s reassuring, because I’m always worried about writing that the way I envision it! He iiiiis such a puppy literally, thank you for picking up on that and I’m so flattered that they’re precious to you, those soft idiots! It’s deffo not a conventional moving in kind of thing, but I have a loooot of stuff planned with them together there now and I’m excited to write and share that! Also as it just so happens, Jade perhaps may or may not be meeting somebody in the very next chapter! Also thank you for being so sweet, I just get really worried people don’t care anymore after a while, you know? I appreciate you taking the time to read and leave this detailed feedback so much though, it means so much! Goodnight and sleep well, babe, love you so much! 💙💕