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i met a stranger and am now contemplating moving to perĂş
#not kidding#iâm in an urgent care place that does work physicals (needing a physical myself)#and an older gentlemen next to me who was clearly there for the urgent care was struggling to stand#and his wife was unable to help him so i was like hola sen~or puedo ayudarle ? and they both whip their heads towards my white ass#and the fear in the wifeâs eyes cuz she had been complaining to him ab me sitting so close#in their defense at this point people including myself were sitting all over the floor and anywhere they could fit#and anyway he was delighted and we started chatting and he was thrilled to hear iâm working on paramedic#and he was like Ohh youâre a smart boy youâre going to be a doctor next yes ? and i was like lmao not my broke ass#and he was like okay but in my country âŚâŚ you can go to college for free . you should train to be a doctor for free there :3#like first of all mad respect for the plug#and second of all i had no idea that in many non american countries that education was free#like yeah iâd been told it was hella cheaper#but Free Free ?#dayum#and then i was like that would be a dream but my spanish is very dusty and i donât have real people to practice w since leaving my hometown#and he was like guess what bestie you do now. here is my phone number. please call me and we chat#and anyway itâs such a pipe dream and i know that#but now i have someone to talk to !!!!!!!!!!!!!!#unrelated but i have yet to eat today and i have been sitting in this accursed waiting room for 3+ hours
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{gojo satoru x f!reader}
summary: gojo satoru was practically everyoneâs god as his shiny charming reputation has followed him ever since high school and through collegeâ his band he had with his best friend suguru packing the local college pub every night just to see him sing and play the bass. unbeknownst to you, satoru has been keeping an eye on you, and when you officially meet him right before one of his shows, satoru just about falls to his knees over you.
warnings: MDNI. college au, CAR SMUT be patient!!, fingering, squirting, a bit of oral hehe, cursing, angst, FLUFFF, FILTHY DIRTY TALK, a sprinkle of degradation, tinyyy mentions of alcohol and drinking, gojo is obsessed with reader, afab!reader, jealousy.
word count: 8.8k
authors note: oh my goodness this one took me a FAT MINUTE but itâs SO SO CUTE and i hope you all think so too!! thank you thank you for all of your notes on my works!! MWAHH.
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âplease come with me to the alley, i donât think i can handle one moron and an even bigger moron by myself.â
shoko shimmied her jacket onto her shoulders, a disgruntled and pleading look on her face as she turned to face you. âtheyâre only playing a few songs, and you donât have to drink!â
you laughed softly. âwhoâs they?â
âsuguru and satoru, theyâre playing at the alley.â
âgojo satoru?â
the cogs in your brain spun as you gnawed at the inside of your cheek, a bit apprehensive. the alley was the place everyone went to at your college to get drunk and laid, and it also happened to be the place where the two boys played their band almost every nightâ satoru mainly having connections with the owner of the bar to even allow a bunch of college kids to trash the place to begin with.
you didnât necessarily know satoru, but in your years of observing him back in high school, you knew he was viewed by anyone and everyone as a god, his reputation shiny and impressive as he had the greatest charisma and charm you had ever seen.
you remember back to when basically every other day he was getting confessed to in the halls or in classâ or after school⌠or literally anywhere now that you thought about it.
but satoru has never been prideful or rude, even though it was something that was supposed to be written for him being the most popular guyâ but he just simply didnât follow it.
satoru was kind. really kind. and even though he got millions of confessions per year, he treated each rejection with gentleness and respect, never turning a cold eye to anyone as he apologized profusely and tried to help them feel better.
he always volunteered to do your class banners and plan your schoolâs activities, festivals, and field trips so nobody else had the burden of missing out on the fun. he always helped out the gardener after school and watered the plants with them (soon after practically taking over the entire shift for free and telling them to relax on a bench), tutored his friends and peers when they asked him for help, and made anyone that felt left out feel included.
thatâs why he was so popular. gojo satoru was a ray of sunshine with bright blue eyes and white ruffly hair, with a gorgeous face that you never saw without a smileâ loud and obnoxious and a little clumsy, but kind.
âi still donât know why they started a band.. but they get pretty big tips every night so i guess thatâs why,â shoko muttered, sipping the last of her iced tea as she got up from her seatâ the cafe you were both sitting in quiet and warm as you copied her actions and stood. âor could be because satoru likes the attention.â
you werenât close with suguru or satoru like shoko was, and youâve never even properly met them either, but you always listened to her whenever sheâd complain and understood her completely nonetheless.
you laughed at her last comment and smiled. âiâll go⌠but i can only stay for two songs! i have class at seven am tomorrow.â
she smiled wide and threw her arms around you, âthank you thank you thank you!â
youâve never actually been to the alley before, only having heard about it through the grapevine and from your other classmates that went, parties and concerts and drinking never really on the schedule for you. you honestly loved parties and concerts, and you loved the idea of hanging out with people and doing whatever your hearts desired until the sun came up.
but ever since you started college, your high school group kind of disappeared, and now you only really have one true best friend that you preferred over anything else, that being shoko. your nights are usually always calm and filled with studying or self care, your little life quiet and independent as you navigated through the days on your own.
and although you were a bit lonely at times, yearning for another soul to share your nights with, you learned to enjoy your own company.
the alley was a couple of blocks down from the cafe you and shoko were originally at, your ears already picking up on the vibrations of guitars and drums from outside as she approached the bouncer at the front, not even being able to get a word in before the big man was already telling her no.
âno?!â shoko dug into her purse and pulled out her phone. âi was literally here last week, iâm friends with the band thatâs playing.â
âsorry weâre at max capacityââ
âitâs okay, they both can come in. theyâre on stage with us.â
your eyes snapped to the door and you recognized geto suguru, his long jet black hair cascading down to his shoulders as he sported an all black outfitâ politely smiling at the bouncer.
the man moved to the side and ushered us in, shokoâs shoulders dropping in relief as you both walked in and over to a table by the stage. âthank you suguru.â
he nodded. âif i donât, satoru will throw another fit again and say you donât love him if you donât show up.â
shoko rolled her eyes and looked at you, her lips pressed into a thin line. âyou see what i mean?â
âshoko!â a loud, booming and enthusiastic voice rang through the pub as you turned, spotting none other than satoru with his long arms open, more or less throwing himself on her. âyou came!â
âyou threatened meââ
âi did no such thing!â he sprung back. âare you not here out of the goodness of your heart? to support your two best boys living their dreams?â
âno.â
âshokooo!â he whined and you giggled, which caused him to snap his head in your direction, finally noticing your presence.
her.
âoh! hello,â he smiled kindly to you and extended his hand. âiâm satoru, and you are?â
ây/n!â you grinned sweetly and politely to him, taking his cold hand in yours and shaking it.
âare you a friend of shokoâs?â
you nodded.
he cocked his head to the side, âhow come iâve never seen you around?â
âoh i donât go out too often, thatâs probably why,â you laughed lightly, a little embarrassed by your answer.
he beamed anyways, his smile so big and brilliant that you were starting to see for yourself exactly why everyone loved him so much, not that you didnât already know the reason behind it in the first place.
âme neither!â
satoru was still holding your hand.
âyes you do!â shoko scoffed. âyouâre barely ever at your apartment and i always have to be your designated driverââ
he gawked, glaring at her. âthatâs not true! i was home yesterday!â
âbecause you were hungover.â suguru mumbled.
you laughed again, and satoru turned back to face you, a grin on his face.
just then, a rather large group of guys started making their way towards your area, all beckoning and calling for satoru while holding up several shot glasses, his head snapping towards their direction and flashing a dazzling smile.
âsatoru come!â
âsatoru take some with us!â
he gently let go of your hand and raised his, waving high as he readjusted his black round sunglasses up the bridge of his nose, âgive me a second! iâll be over!â
satoru turned back to you, resuming the conversation.
âsorry, she lies. she likes to lie. iâm glad i didnât go to high school with her.â
âyes we didâ iâm going over to your followers and stealing a shot, goodbye.â shoko grumbled, throwing her purse on the table and walking away, dragging suguru along with her.
âwe actually um..â you shifted your weight from one foot to the other. âwe went to high school together.â
âoh i know.â
your eyebrows pinched together.
he knows?
âyou used to water the garden on days i couldnât afterschool, right?â
your eyes widened a little.
âoh! and you used to fix the class banners whenever i didnât notice my fuck up, which was always.â he patted the top of your head and laughed, âthank you for that by the way.â
âyou knew?â you murmured, a rosy tint to your cheeks.
âduh,â his eyes softened. âiâm sorry i never thanked you properly then.â
you shook your head dumbly, a little spaced out as you took in what he said. âno itâs okay.â
your eyes then fell to the instruments and band set up behind him, suddenly remembering that he was performing tonight.
âso what do you guys play?â you spoke up gently, hands wringing behind your back. âdo you play original songs? or covers?â
âcovers! 80âs covers.â he explained excitedly. âsuguru and i switch off singing. i play the bass and he plays the guitar, and we have a couple of extra friends in the back playing the drums and keyboard.â
your eyes sparkled as you watched the stage set up process, black chords scattered everywhere on the ground in disarray as several individuals on the platform tuned their instruments or plucked out a few notes.
â80âs?â you perked up. âwhat kind of 80âs?â
âwhat kind?â
âyeah! morissey? the cure? new orderââ
satoru was awestruck, mouth slightly parted. âyou know who they are?â
you quickly nodded, a cute smile on your face.
âyou like the cure?â he asked quietly.
âi love the cure.â
satoru practically had hearts in his eyes as he beamed down at you with a stupid face, his heart a little frazzled with a familiar feeling sparkling in his chest.
âsatoru!â
he snapped out of his trance and spun around, suguru on stage beckoning him over. âsorry, we have to start.â
âokay!â he walked backwards as he quickly faced you again and smiled, a little frantic. âiâll talk to you after we play! iâm gonna quiz you on it so pay attention!â
you laughed, your hand covering your mouth a bit as you nodded. âis it counting towards my grade? or is it extra credit?â
âextra credit if you go on a date with me after the show!â
you stopped.
âshe canât! moron,â shoko suddenly appeared beside you and threw an arm around your shoulder. âsheâs only staying for two songs!â
gojoâs jaw dropped slack, his shoulders slumping as he got up on stage, arms out. âtwo?!â
you grimaced, an apologetic look on your face and kind of feeling like a lame grandma as you nodded, âi have class at seven am tomorrow!â
before he could even respond, satoru got pulled by tech crew to test out his microphone, and you and shoko gradually settled yourselves on the high bar stool chairs at your table.
âodd,â she muttered with a funny look on her face.
âhm? what is?â your eyes switched to hers.
âsatoruâs never asked a girl out before.â
your eyes bulged open. ânever?â
ânever.â shoko sipped a little at her beer and gave you a comforting smile. âiâve always seen girls try it with him and ask him out or simply just follow him around like a lost dog, but heâs never gone after anyone.â
you watched a little smirk spread across her face, and your hands grew a tiny bit sweaty as you swallowed thickly.
âif youâre interested in him, thereâs a line. but i think you have a head start.â
the music startedâ suguru introducing himself, satoru, and the band calm and pleasantly before they began playing their first song. it was loud and rhythmic, vibrations murmuring through the floor as your glass of water shook on the table with every note.
they weren���t bad at allâ they were actually pretty good, really good, and you found yourself not really wanting to admit it since it seemed like satoru was good at a million different things regardless of category or genre.
âdo they have a name for their band?!â you yelled over the music, leaning your frame a little closer to her without taking your eyes off of the stage.
shoko snorted, âthe strongest monkeys.â
you threw your head back and laughed loudly, looking at her incredulously. âreally?!â
as he performed on stage, satoru noticed you laugh and he smiled against the microphone, a vision he connected back to high school, and for reasons he couldnât explain, he was internally a little unsteady as your pretty eyes watched him play and singâ feeling embarrassed whenever he would trip over a chord clumsily like he seemed to do at every freaking show, but feeling better seeing as it made you giggle.
by the end of their second song, you showed shoko the time on your phone and tried to stand as discretely as possible in attempts at not disturbing anyone around you, grabbing your purse from the arm of your chair and swinging it over your shoulder.
but when you looked up, satoru was already looking at you as suguru spoke through the microphone, his eyes wide and pleading as he held up his index finger.
âone more song!â he mouthed. âplease.â
you gnawed at your bottom lip anxiously, your eyes darting around the pub and back to the time on your phone before they landed again on satoru.
âstay.â he mouthed again.
and for reasons you couldnât explain, your body pulled you back down on the stool and you satâ shoko quirking an eyebrow at you in confusion.
satoruâs face broke out into the brightest smile, a smile equivalent to the blinding rays of the sun as he pushed up his round sunglasses and gave you a cute thumbs up.
âthank you.â
and your heart stuttered.
you eventually decided to stay for the rest of the show, seeing as it was already late as fuck anywaysâ and they played few more songs then, a mix of well known 80âs songs as well as a few underrated ones, your head nodding gently to the beat and swaying your little shoulders. in the midst of it, satoru had been watching and glancing in your direction so many times throughout the show, that he subconsciously started mimicking your little shoulder sway on stage as he performed.
college girls screamed practically every five minutes when the boys did anything, some even going as far as running up the platform and reaching up for satoruâs hands or ankles as he played, him smiling bright at each and every one of them with shoko shaking her head in disappointmentâ her forehead falling to the palm of her hand as you laughed.
ironically by the end of it, the band closed with the cure, and as the crowd dispersed and several took their leave from the alleyâ some shouting words of praise at the boys, you and shoko stood and walked over to the stage. satoru in a heartbeat noticed you coming over and hooked his mic quickly back on the mic stand, tossing the strap of his bass over his shoulders and setting it down before hopping off stage.
âdid you like it?â he panted hopefully, trying to catch his breath as his forehead glistened with sweat, his hands on his hips.
you smiled gently. âi did! good job, you both played really great songs.â
suguru gave you a small smile in gratitude from the platform as he unplugged and untangled a few chordsâ and satoru beamed, nodding. âiâm glad! okay, here comes your quiz!â
âoh god.â
âwe played the cure at the endâŚâ satoru dragged out.
âmhmâŚâ
âwhat song?â he tilted his head to the side, and your cheeks went pink as you grinned.
âpictures of you,â you replied softly. âitâs my favorite one.â
satoruâs forehead fell to rest against your shoulder, and your eyes widened in surprise.
âi would expect nothing less from you, y/n.â
you hummed out a laugh, and his heart did a tiny somersault at the sound before he picked his head back up and looked at you softly.
âthank you for staying.â
shoko bounded over to you then and looped her arm through yours. âready to go?â
you nodded quickly before smiling sweetly at satoru. âiâll see you around! thank you forââ
âwait!â he shot his arms out frantically with wide eyes. âwhat about our date?â
you froze. âour date?â
âunless you want the quiz to count towards your gradeâŚâ he mumbled lowly, eyes darting on everything and everywhere except you with pinky cheeks.
âi didnât think you were being serious about that..â you spoke gently.
his eyebrows furrowed. âwhy not?â
âbecause youâre gojo satoru,â shoko butt in.
you quickly flicked her foreheadâ your lips pressed into a thin line, earning a little laugh from satoru as you turned your head to look at him again.
âi have an early class tomorrow⌠ill see you around though, okay?â
without thinking, satoru reached over and placed a hand on your shoulder, gently turning you to face him.
âlet me take you to class.â
shoko and suguru exchanged a look and your lips parted, eyebrows pinching together.
âwhat?â
âiâll take you to class in the morning,â he looked desperate. âand i wonât count the quiz towards your grade.â
you were skeptical, very skeptical, unsure of what satoru wanted from you in this situation. you had just met him, properly at least, and though you knew he was a good person, you werenât sure if that was still relevant in the field of picking up girls.
you looked to shoko, who shrugged, and your eyes landed back to satoruâs pleading oneâs, your entire body and soul hesitating.
âiââ you gnawed at your bottom lip, a nervous habit as you took in the way he looked like a sad little puppy the longer you took to respond, your heart not having the ability to ever say no to anyone, ever. not even him.
âokay.â
his shoulders relaxed, and he let out a puff of relieved air as he gave you the biggest smile, nodding hopefully.
âokay! hâhere-â he reached into the pocket of his jeans and pulled out his phone. âif i couldâ if i could have your number? and iâll text you when im on my way and stuffâŚâ
you shakily took satoruâs phone, the screen already opened up to the âadd contactâ feature as you typed in your number before passing it back to him.
âthank you!â he beamed. âiâll see you tomorrow then?â
he was so excited, and you really didnât know why, but you couldnât help but give him a sweet smile of yours in return, nodding.
âsee you.â
when you finally arrived home that night, it didnât take satoru even ten minutes after that to text you.
(unknown): i have good news for you miss y/n
you stared at your phone, your heart jumping a bit as you typed back a response.
(you): and i have bad news for you satoru
(satoru): WHAT
(satoru): ok wait me first
(satoru): congrats you passed my class!! that quiz bumped up your grade from 0% to 100% ur so smart
(satoru): but if your bad news is you rejecting me iâm FAILING you
(you): HAHAHAHA
(you): silly silly
(you): my bad news was that i always have banana milk on my way to school in the mornings and unfortunately i donât have any extra for you :(
(you): i ran out ;(
within the two minutes that it took for you to respond with your declared bad news, satoru was absolutely shitting it, wholeheartedly believing you were going to reject him and leave him to dramatically rot away all alone.
he replied quickly, a goofy smile on his face.
(satoru): thatâs literally the only reason why i asked you out :(
(you): and how do you know i have banana milk in the mornings before school?
(satoru): OH
(satoru): SO ABOUT TOMORROW
you giggled, wiping the last of your makeup off and turning off your vanity light before jumping into bed, snuggling into your covers as the cool air softly touched your face from your open window.
(you): *address*
(you): pick me up at 6:30 please, if thatâs okay :)
(satoru): iâll pick you up at six miss y/n
(you): SIX WHY
(satoru): for a breakfast date silly!! okay goodnight xoxo
you hadnât even realized the huge stupid smile on your face until your rosy cheeks started to ache.
(you): HAHAHA
(you): goodnight <3
a heart?!
satoru stuffed his face into his pillow, feeling like little love birdies were flying around his head and pecking at his hair.
the following morning, you ran your fingers through your hair and probably fixed your outfit a million trillion times before you were satisfied, a huge lump in your throat as you gnawed so much at your bottom lip that it drew blood.
you were nervous, but why? you didnât know why. maybe because it was gojo satoru picking you up. maybe it was the fact that you hadnât had a guy try to hit on you in what felt like a decade, the last time really being the last day of high school when you randomly found a note in your locker, the words literally illegible.
maybe it was the fact that satoru was the most handsome man you have ever seen.
but so was he to everybody else.
(satoru): iâm outside! :]
you wiped your clammy hands on your legs and stood, hiking your school bag further up your shoulder before walking down the stairs and out the door, seeing satoru seated in his car in your driveway.
you timidly opened the door to the passenger side and stepped in.
âhi!â he greeted cheerfully and proceeded to place his hand on the back of your headrest as he backed out, looking through his rear view mirror.
âhi!â you said gently. âyouâre not tired?â
ânuh uh,â he smiled at you. âi had three energy drinks before i got you.â
your head instantly whipped in his direction. âsatoruâ three?!â
he giggled at your reaction, the sides of his blue eyes crinkling as he patted your head. âdonât worry silly, iâve had maybe five at a time beforeââ
âfive?!â
you slumped against the passenger seat and closed your eyes. âsatoru, youâre gonna develop heart problems if you keep this up.â
ânah,â he reached into the backseat, his eyes still on the road. âiâm the strongest.â
and you snorted then, watching him retrieve two small bottles of juice from the back without taking his eyes off of the road.
âi got us orange juiceâ wait do you like orange juice? oh fuck maybeââ
you giggled and waved him off, taking both bottles from his hands. âitâs okay! i do like orange juice, thank you.â you settled them on your lap neatly. âiâll hold them while you drive.â
âaww thanks sweets,â he murmured affectionately, and your face instantly went warm to the touch.
âi also got us breakfast bagels so we can sit and people watch before your classââ his eyes snapped to yours. âifâ if thatâs okay.â
your heart skipped a beat at his planning, nodding as you reached into your school bag and pulled out a little yellow carton, holding it out for him as he drove.
satoru tore his gaze away from the road momentarily and looked, his eyebrows furrowing.
âyour daily morning banana milk?â
you smiled softly, nudging it towards him. âfor you.â
he physically melted as he looked at your sweet sweet face and back towards the road.
âyouâre giving up your banana milkâ for me?â
you tore off the straw from the back of the milk box, sticking it through the little opening and offering it to him again.
âyup yup.â
he bit his lower lip as he gratefully took the milk box from you, giddy and flustered on the inside as he took tiny sips.
âan absolute delicacy, thank you miss y/n.â
before you even realized it, satoru was already pulling in to the campus parking lot, shifting his gear into park and turning off the ignition before opening his door.
âdonât move!â he sputtered suddenly. âdonât touch that door hold onââ
he slammed his door shut and you watched quizzically as he ran across the front of the car and opened the door for you, flashing an award winning smile that could shatter the earth if he wanted to.
you still couldnât piece together why he was doing so much for you or why he was interested in the first place, but as you watched him set up the breakfast bagels cutely as you both sat on the bench, him carefully handing you yours along with your orange juice, you didnât really have the heart to ask him why.
maybe it was the more selfish side of you, the one that always longed to share little moments like this with another being, the one that always spent her days alone watching movies or doing little crafts in her room to keep the time going, a bittersweet feeling in your chest every time you saw your classmates or casual friends post about their parties or outings.
you hadnât realized that you didnât respond to whatever satoru had said, and you snapped out of it.
âfuckâ iâm sorry satoru, i spaced out.â you laughed softly. âwhat were you saying?â
he stared at you, his eyes examining your face. âwhatâs wrong?â
âhuh?â
âwhat were you thinking about?â
âit wasâ it was nothing,â you took a sip of your orange juice. âi forgot.â
satoru shoved his face close to yours, your breath hitching and your cheeks growing pink as you watched his eyes scan every part of you, his expression concerned.
âsomethingâs bothering you,â he hummed. âam i being too forward? iâmâ iâm sorry sometimes i donât even realizeââ
âno!â you shot your arms out frantically and placed them on his shoulders, âno, itâs not that, youâre okay satoru. everything youâve done has been really nice, so thank you.â
your voice was so sweet as you spoke to him, and even though it made him feel better to some degree, he still couldnât shake the empty and sad look he saw on your face when you were spaced out.
he slowly retreated back and hesitantly nodded as you placed your hands back on your lap, your fingers then tearing a piece from your breakfast bagel and plopping it into your mouth.
âdid you ever findâŚâ he spoke in between bites. âa note in your locker the last day of high school?â
your eyebrows furrowed, taken aback. âhow do you know about that?â
he swallowed, a sheepish look on his face. âthat was me. i put that note in.â
your eyes widened as your body completely froze over, putting your bagel downâ the wrapper crinkling underneath as you did so.
âreally?â
satoru nodded, his flushed cheeks prominent on his pale skin as he suddenly found his bagel super interesting to look at.
âwhat did it say?â
he looked at you baffled. âwhat did it say? what do you mean?â
you giggled then, your hand covering your mouth as you leaned forward a little bit. âi couldâ i could barely read it. the handwriting-â
âoh my fucking god!â satoru threw his arms up in despair. âthat explains so much. i was so sad i straight up thought you hated me.â
you stopped. âwhat do you mean?â
âi wrote my name and how i thought you were really pretty, and then i wrote my number at the bottom.â he dropped his shaking head in his hands, laughing. âbut i wrote it really fast because i saw you coming so i just stuffed it in there.â
he slumped over his legs on the bench, his elbows on his knees as he moaned.
âyou think iâm pretty?â you asked softly.
he turned his head to the side as he was hunched over, sunglasses slipping down the bridge of his nose as he smiled gently. âvery.â
gojo satoru thought you were pretty.
you smiled cutely at him, reaching out and pushing his sunglasses back up his eyes, yours warm and endearing. âsilly.â
you leaned back on the bench and giggled. âto be fair satoru, even if i was able to read your note, i probably wouldâve thought it was a prank.â
âa prank? why?â his shoulders deflated, an unamused look on his face. âbecause iâm âgojo satoruâ like shoko saidââ
âno,â you pushed. âbecause youâre a good person. you always go above and beyond for others and iâve seen that as long as iâve known you.â
you crossed a leg over the other and smiled softly. âand because of that iâm really not sure why you like me satoru, i havenât really done anything special butââ
âwhat you just said is a crime. the way you think about me is the way i think about you.â he cut in, eyes serious. âyou think you donât do anything special? i literally watched you all through high school bend over backwards for people, for me, like i did,â he sighed through his nose. âbut your intentions were genuine and pure, mine were not.â
he finished the last of his bagel and crumpled up the wrapper into a ball, tossing it in the trash can next to him as he leaned back.
satoru swallowed. âi feel like if i donât do the things that i do for people, ill end up disappointing everyone i know. i feel like everyoneâs built this image of me that i donât even know where the fuck it came fromââ he shook his head. âbut i donât want to tarnish that. i donât want to let people down. so i just let them ask me for stuff. i donât even like going out that much either, believe it or not. i just go when they call.â
he crossed his arms. âwhenever people do do something in return for me, itâs like iâm forever in their debt and theyâre always expecting something from me back.â
your sad eyes softened, the confession in front of you a reaction from him you realized mustâve been buried deep deep down his chestâ without any prior chance of resurfacing until this very moment.
you never thought about his situation this way. you wouldâve never thought that satoru couldâve felt like this about his own reputation, something you guiltily believed was a thing he was absolutely floored over.
âyou never expected anything back from me though,â he murmured. âyou fixed my fucked up banners and switched around reservations when i absentmindedly chose the wrong thing for our school field trips, and you never said a word about it to me or anyone, and you didnât expect anything back.â
he finally turned his bright blue eyes in your direction, and looked at you so deeply, so sincerely, that your mind went completely blank.
âthatâs why i like you,â satoru bashfully scratched his cheek. âyou do special things everyday andâ and i was moved.â
there was a moment of silence, satoru staring at the ground as you stared at him, a delicate and insecure side of him unfolding before you that you donât think anyone has ever seen, and you intended to keep it that wayâ wanting this special moment selfishly just for you.
you slowly leaned forward then as you made him look at you.
âits natural for you to be upset and think indifferently about people walking all over you, toru. it doesnât mean youâre not genuine or pure.â
raising your arm, you poked his pink cheek gently and gave him a little comforting smile. âit actually only further solidifies to me how much of a good person you are. because even though people take advantage of your kindness, you help them with what they need regardless, and do way more.â
his eyes softened.
âat the end of the day, even though it makes you a little mad, you want to help people, because if you didnât, you simply wouldnât do it.â
you nudged his shoulder playfully with yours, âbut not anymore, okay? from now on when people are blatantly taking advantage of how nice you are, you have to draw a line they canât cross.â
he smiled wide.
âiâd let you cross it.â
âno not even me,â you shook your head. ânot thatâd iâd ever anyways.â
he looked at you, and then unexpectedly, satoru slowly leaned in and pressed a delicate, soft kiss to your cheekâ his lips lingering there greedily for a few seconds more before pulling away, your shocked bright pink cheeks making him burst out laughing.
you missed class without even realizing, but you didnât have an ounce of care in your body, seeing as satoru was worth more than anything from that point on.
since then you both hung out a lot more, and you still had your little quiet nights of self care, arts and crafts, and moviesâ except now, satoru was present in every activity.
satoru longed for your lifestyle, and you longed for hisâ so the act of watching movies together until two in the morning, making horrific origami bird shapes that never looked like the pictures in the instruction manual and laughing, sorting through his 80âs cd collection in his apartment while he sampled a few for you on his bass, and singing the cure so loud through his car sunroof while he drove you aimlessly at night with a strong grip on your thigh, were all a perfect blend of exactly what you both needed most.
it was several months of spending every waking moment together that you soon eventually became a little thing with satoru. there wasnât an official label, and you guys hadnât even kissed, but the longer than normal embraces, kisses on each others cheeks, and intertwined fingers everywhere you went was an obvious sign that something was there.
you picked up on how people looked at you more often rather quickly ever since satoru started bringing you around his circle, wondering how you came out of nowhere and captured his attention when thousands had tried for years.
and though most welcomed you with open arms and kind smiles, the majority of his girl fan base was bitter.
shoko often told you to just shake it off and not pay any mind to it, saying that it was a bunch of mean girls with nothing better to do, but it got a little harder once a pretty black haired girl named lina started grabbing satoru for conversations almost every night at the alley.
and today was no different.
âhi sweets!â satoru greeted you enthusiastically, pressing a wet kiss to your cheek as you arrived early to the pub to help him and suguru set up for tonightâs show. âyou look very pretty today.â
âthank you!â you smiled wide and leaned up on your tippy toes, your body automatically pulling your lips to his until you quickly steered them to the corner of his mouth, pecking lightly before settling back down on the soles of your feet.
that wasnât the first time you had almost accidentally kissed him, but it wasnât just you, as satoru slipped up almost every second of every day when you both were togetherâ the thought making you laugh internally as you followed him to the stage.
âdonât help out this timeââ he pleaded gently with you as he took a high barstool chair for you and dragged it closer to the stage. âi want you to just sit and be pretty.â
you tilted your head to the side. âwhy toru? i donât mind helping out i like itââ
âno i know!â he smiled sweetly at you. âbut i want you to just sit there and relax and not lift a finger tonight. youâll hurt yourself if you do.â
you giggled softly and nodded, hopping up on the stool and wringing your fingers together on your lap as you watched satoru set up his amp and readjust his mic stand, gnawing on your bottom lip as you watched the way his biceps and chest looked in his black compression tee.
âare you thirsty sweets?â he asked, his eyes trained to the ground as he untangled a bunch of chords and threw them behind him. âi can get you something from the bar?â
âoh no!â you shook your head quickly. âitâs okay toru youâre busyââ
satoru hopped off the stage and jogged over to the bar, him exchanging a few words with the bartender that you couldnât quite make out until he jogged back over with a cold glass of sugary iced tea, placing it on your table under a coaster.
âfor you.â
you smiled sheepishly, âthank you.â
âif you needââ
âsatoru! hey!â
you snapped your head over to the entrance and saw lina, her wave a little flirty as she bounced over to the both of you.
lina only spared you a glance before her sparkling suggestive eyes landed back on satoru.
âoh hey?â he looked over at the clock on the wall. âim sorry, the alley doesnât open for another two hoursââ
âoh i know!â she twirled a strand of hair with her fingers. âi just wanted to stop by and see if you needed any help? you know, setting up?â
what.
your eyebrows pinched together and you looked at satoru, waiting for his answer.
âoh! umâ sure! thanks!â he smiled at her, and you felt a pang of annoyance through your chest as you watched him lead her on stage and give her directions, much like how he did for you when you helped out.
you crossed a leg over the other and looked away.
satoru wasnât your boyfriend, so it wasnât like you could say anything or feel the way that you did⌠but then again, isnât he kind of? you didnât know, and the more you wracked your brain to try and figure out what exactly the both of you were, the angrier you got at the situation in front of you.
satoru flashed lina his world famous dazzling smile, cracked joke after joke and made her laugh, helped her when she went âconfusedâ and helpless, and even showed her basic chords on his bass when she asked.
you pursed your lips, eyes narrowed. satoru was smiling at her the way he smiled at you and cracking jokes the way he joked with you, and your jealousy only grew as you let your mind wander if the way satoru treated you was actually anything significant if he was willing to do it for some random girl.
you sat there for what had felt like forever, people starting to pile in for the show as the alley opened, and you hopped off the stool bitterly to cool off in the restroom, not bothering to let satoru know.
just as you got in line, you felt a hand tug at your wrist.
ây/n!â
you turned around and spotted shoko, smiling until she took in your annoyed expression.
âwhatâs wrong?â
âlina,â you muttered.
âoh god,â shoko leaned her weight on one side of her hip. âwhat the fuck is she doing now?â
âsatoru help me, satoru how many chords does a bass have? satoru youâre so good at singing! satoru you owe me after this!â you mimicked, your heart heavy as you let shoko lead you back to your table.
âsheâs getting braver,â she muttered. âsay the word y/n and iâll fake trip and spill my drink on her itâs easyââ
you snorted, âno no, itâs okay shoko. if satoru wants to let himself be drooled over and do nothing about it in respects to me, he can be my guest.â
the show started, girls already screaming and running up the stage with, of course, lina front and center by satoru, jumping and wiggling her sick fingers up at him.
satoru was like he normally was at his showsâ attentive to everyone and being just who he is, but what ticked you off more than usual was how much attention he was paying to lina, way more than the rest, and you couldnât even watch the stage anymore when satoru reached down and held her hand for a moment, not once glancing up at you.
you were done.
âi think iâm gonna go!â you shouted to shoko over the music.
âwhat?!â shoko grabbed your arm. âdonât go! itâs almost over! i wanna see you chew him out!â
you laughed and shook your head. âi canât stand being here, and he clearly doesnât care whether iâm here or not right now soââ
more screams.
both of your heads snapped to the source.
lina was on stage with him.
you scoffed and grabbed your purse, ignoring shokoâs protests as you pushed your way through the crowd and away from the stage.
when satoru finally decided to scan for you through the pub, his eyebrows furrowed as he saw your seat empty and shoko glaring straight murderous daggers at him.
âwhere is she going?â he mouthed to shoko.
âhome!â she spat loudly, getting up herself and disappearing through the crowd.
satoruâs eyes immediately widened, his fingers clammy and numb as he started to pluck the wrong notes, suguru giving him a weird look.
âcarry the show without me,â satoru quickly told him, frantic. âplease, i have to go.â
suguru nodded and waved him off, seeming like he knew why satoruâs skin was sickishly pale as he carried on calmly.
it wasnât like you to just leave without him or not tell him anything, so as he threw the strap of his bass over his shoulders and handed it to a tech member, he hopped off stage and ran through the crowd, ignoring their pleas of protest or the tugging he felt at his clothes.
you were halfway down the parking lot when you heard the pub door slam open and footsteps running towards you.
âsweets!ââ satoru yelled. âhey- where are you going?!â
âhome!â you yelled over your shoulder, arms crossed as you kept walking.
satoruâs stomach dropped.
ây/n!â he caught up to you and grabbed your shoulders, spinning you around as he tried to catch his breath. âwhy? are you okay?â
âjust fine!â you spat. âwhy donât you go back on stage and drool all over linaââ
âlina?â he gawked. âdrool? what are you talkingââ
you shrugged his hands off of your shoulders. âdo you not see how sheâs been all over you for what seems like fucking months?! and you just let her! iâve been ignoring it but today you really pissed me offââ
you turned away again and he immediately grabbed your waist with his hands, pulling you back.
âhey- no. tell me what i did okay just tell meââ
you scoffed. âyou really donât see it? first of all she came to the alley two fucking hours early today, and then sheâs all over you and youâre all over her and youâre smiling at her and making her laugh like you do with me, and then sheâs playing the little damsel in distress helping you set up while i just sat there and watchedââ
âall over her?â his eyes narrowed. âi couldnât give less of a shit about linaââ
âapparently you do!â you moved away from him, his hands falling from your hips. âbecause sheâs giving you the âi wanna fuck you eyesâ every two seconds, and youâre holding her hand while youâre on stage, and then you literally pulled her on?! what the fuck am i supposed to think with that?!â
âi didnât pull her on she jumped on!â satoru exclaimed, his arms out. âiâm sorry sweets that i didnât notice okay i really am, but have you stopped to think that maybe i didnât notice because i donât care about her? iââ
âsatoru youâve been completely ignoring me the minute she got hereââ
âtoru.â he cut you off, voice firm. âitâs toru not satoru.â
you stopped, frustrated and hurt tears slowing brimming your eyes as you looked at him. âmaybe you being a little flirt for everyone was okay before, but the minute you decided to butter me up and kiss my cheeks and call me sweets, that shouldâve been over.â
âit is!â he exclaimed. âitâs been over! it never even started in the first place!â
âyes it did! you think i havenât been watching how you are with people since high school?â you know what iâm done. iâm leaving.â
you sniffled and spun around again, but satoru only grabbed your wrist tightly and wrung you back.
âyou think i havenât been watching you?! iâve loved you since fucking high school god dammit! iâm obsessed with you! when we officially met at the alley and i introduced myself i already knew your name and you know that! i donât give a single living fuck about lina or anyone else but you! itâs always been you!â
you wiped your tears roughly with your sleeve.
gojo satoru loved you.
âso no. youâre not done. please donât cry. all iâve ever wanted was you and i let you slip through my hands in high school because i was a coward, and id rather die than let you slip through my fucking hands again and lose you over a stupid fight when i just got you!ââ
âyouâre not losing me iâm not going anywhere toru where the hell are you getting that from?!â you exclaimed.
âthank fuck then, so what are we still doing?! iâd cut everyone in my life off if you asked me to!ââ
âno donât do that! i was just jealous okay and iâmâ and iâm angryââ
âokay but do you love me?!â he pushed angrily.
âyes! of course i do you know that!â
âokay so do i baby so what the fuck are we still fighting for?!â
âi donât know!â
âstop giving me your little attitude then and come kiss me!â
your lips instantly collided with his as you threw your arms around his neck, fast hurried kisses that knocked the wind out of you as you both hungrily and fiercely tried to swallow each otherâs lips, satoru tapping the back of your thighs and signaling you to jump on him.
you immediately sprung up and wrapped your legs around his waist, him holding you tight as he carried you over to his car and leaned you against the backseat door, his lips messily licking and swiping over yours as he seemed drunk on the taste of your sweet spit alone.
satoru dug through his pockets without breaking from your lips and found his keys, unlocking his car with a tap of a button and gently lowering you inside, him scrambling in after you and slamming the door shut, locking it.
he towered over you as he latched his lips back on yours, you laying flat on your back with your legs spread, satoruâs big cold hands on the sides of your thighs as he slowly slid your tiny little denim skirt further upâ right up until he felt your silky panties under his fingertips.
âi gottaââ he said in between kisses. âtake them offââ
you nodded quickly. âplease take them offââ
satoru didnât even let you finish before he practically tore your panties down your legs and stuffed them in his back pocket, his breathing erratic.
âoh my goodness,â he spread your legs gently, eyes completely wide and glazed over as he looked at your slick and shiny pussy. âyouâre so pretty baby, just like how i pictured you.â
he ran a finger down your slit and your hips jumped, your teeth biting down on your lower lip as you let out a symphony of whines that satoru wanted to record on his phone and play morning, noon, and night for himself and his dick.
he stared mesmerized at your fuzzy pink cheeks and swollen wet lips as he slowly rubbed over your clit, you immediately grabbing his unoccupied hand and sticking his middle finger in your mouth to suck in response.
âoh my godââ he threw his head back, his delicious adamâs apple bobbing up and down as he swallowed. âyouâre gonna make me cum in my fucking pants.â
he felt you bob your head up and down slowly on his finger and his head snapped down, eyes widening as he watched you act like a little slut for him, his hands with a mind of their own as he inserted his unoccupied middle finger in your slurping hole.
you let out a muffled gasp through the digit in your mouth and you spread your legs wider, his long and mouthwatering finger pumping in and out of you slowly, satoruâs body literally shivering at the sounds of your warm squelching pussy.
âlisten to her babyâŚâ he hummed. âsheâs so fucking loud for me⌠how embarrassing.â
âtoruuu,â you whined at his teasing, clamping your legs shut as you felt the tip of his finger hit that sweet spot in your walls that made your toes curl.
âopen your legs.â he demanded. âwho said you could close them, hm? i sure fucking didnât.â
satoru picked up the pace and slipped in his ring finger without warning, your walls stretching and filling up as he abused your little cunt rapidly.
âyou ever squirted before baby?â he huffed out, lips eating up your neck as you shuddered, your body jolting up and down at how fast he was fingering you.
you shook your head dumbly. ânâno, i donât think i canââ
satoru laughed and bit your neck meanly. âyes you can sweets, your little pussy was just waiting for me to do it.â
he went even faster, a series of slap slap slapâs filling the car as his palm and digits hit your cunt repeatedly, sticky and soppy as he moaned over and over in your ear, absolutely intoxicated with the sloshing noises of your pussy and the way it was speaking to him, satoru utterly and incandescently obsessed with everything that was you.
âmâmy godââ he panted, his pace brutal and animalistic as his long fingers rapidly plunged into your gummy hot hole, his tongue licking and slopping all over the side of your neck, your moans straight up filthy as the windows of his car fogged up.
âfuck fuck fuck fuckââ he dragged his mushy kisses from your neck up to your chin and back to your lips. âbe my girlfriendââ slap slap slapâ âp-please be my girlfriend be my girlfriend i need you so bad i c-canât live without you anymoreââ
you eagerly nodded, your thighs shaking as you gripped his shoulders and tried to keep up with his kisses that swallowed your lips up hole. ây-yesâ mph! i will toru i willââ
his car shook violently as he fucked your cunt with his fingers without mercy, an unfamiliar intense feeling bubbling up at the pit of your stomach as he did so, your entire pussy pulsing and swollen as you squealed, massive droplets of liquid spraying all over satoru and the leather seats of his car.
âfuck yes baby, give me what i want thatâs itââ
satoru groaned so loudly as you squirted, him jerking his nasty fingers to selfishly get more out of you.
âthaaaats it sweetsââ he panted, slowing down. âthatâs it.â
you evidently blacked out at this point, your brain misty and distorted as you tried to come down from your delirious high, a high youâve never ever felt before with your own digits.
satoru licked his fingers raunchily and lowered his face to your pussy, cleaning up any remnants and left over drops on your thighs and pussy with his perverted tongue, your body jerking and you whining again as you shut your thighs closed in overstimulation.
he came back up and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand before flashing you the biggest most innocent smile, as if he didnât just absolutely destroy your cunt minutes ago without grace.
slowly, you regained a sense of direction and finally looked at him properly as he sat down and pulled you gently up by his arms, your body practically limp as he settled you on his lap and hugged you affectionately, his cheek squished up against your forehead.
âso can you squirt or what.â he teased softly, a smile still on his face.
you giggled shyly and buried your face in his neck. âi made a mess.â
âthatâs literally what i wanted donât even start.â he mumbled, and you laughed again, louder this time.
âwere you serious about me being your girlfriend?â you asked suddenly, your voice smaller and timid. satoru pulled back and tilted his head, catching your eyes with his.
âof course i was,â he said quietly. âi literally begged you while my fingers were knuckle deep inââ
you covered your face with your hands and laughed with a whine. âstop! okay okay! i get it.â
you took your face away from his neck and looked at him properly, tilting your head cutely as your eyes shined and sparkled with affection, him giving you the same look back as you leaned up and pecked his lips lovingly.
âyou knowâŚâ you began. âwhen we first properly met and you asked me out that night, shoko told me there was a line i had to stand in if i was interested in you.â
satoru snorted, his eyebrows raised. âa line?â
you nodded. âmhm. you literally canât pretend there isnât one toru⌠and lina is in it too,â you finished off, snickering.
he rolled his eyes and huffed, feigning annoyance, but when he looked at you again, he only smiled and stared at you like you hung the moon and stars yourself, a blush to his pale cheeks that never seemed to go away as long as you were around.
âline or notââ he sincerely spoke.
âyouâve always been the first one.â
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x : BANDAGED HEART :*+ďž
in which: blade finds out you're injured and can't contain his anger.
warnings: gn!reader x protective!blade, fluff, mentions of blood and injuries, 'who did this to you?' trope with blade LOL, slight manhandling, did i mention that he's protective?
a/n: blade debut, omg? this sucks btw but this was inspired by this comic that i saw the other day :> it just reminded me that the 'who did this to you' trope existed and i went YES and took my own spin onto it so, i hope you enjoy!
the smell of antiseptic wafts heavily through the air, bandages sit tightly rolled beside you, and you hiss at the sting of the antibacterial ointment slathered over the open wound on your arm.Â
it hurts.Â
blinking the tears away and gritting your teeth to bear with the pain, you reach for the unused roll, clumsily unravelling them with shaking hands and a blurring vision.
âoi.â a raspy voice from behind catches you off guard and you turn around from where youâve seated yourself in the corner of the medical wing, having helped yourself to a supply of ointment and bandages.Â
a familiar swordsman and fellow coworker towers above you, glowering at you through the streaks of his bangs. maybe if you werenât on the verge of fainting, youâd have the energy to fear him.
âoh, itâs just you,â you mutter, âcan i help you?â
his eyes glance you up and down, as if scanning you for any indication of misadventure. feeling uneasy under the intensity of his gaze, you return to trying to rip the bandages with bare hands since you had not brought scissors or even a blade with you in your haste.Â
feeling the blood from your wound drip down your arm and onto the floor beneath you, you cringe, hurrying up so you donât make a mess. this whole patching-yourself-up-thing should have been easy, but without something sharp and half your strength evaporated after a gruesome mission, it was much harder than usual.Â
the growing frustration you were feeling was not offering much aid either, and with blade practically towering over you, you try not to let your fluctuating anger overwhelm you.Â
aeons, it was as if you were sent on this mission with elio praying for your downfall. youâre lucky that you managed to get out with only a scratch on your arm and a missing weapon. itâs going to be hard finding a replacement for it, but when you just looked death in the face, you canât say you have much to complain about that a weapon was the only thing you lost.Â
suddenly, two hands sneak underneath your arms to lift you up, breaking your train of thought with a tight, unforgiving grip as youâre effortlessly placed onto a hospital bed right beside you. meeting the ruby eyes of the swordsman, your breath lodges uncomfortably in your throat, and you have to rip your gaze away from him; the intensity would paralyse you otherwise.Â
âwhere are you hurt?â he asks, sounding more like a demand than a question.Â
âi can do it myself,â you grumble. blade takes the bandage out of your hands, holding back your wrist that instinctively reached out to grab it back. the glare he shoots you from the corner of his eye placates any complaint you have.
âshow me.â
reluctantly, you present your injured arm. he mutters a very quick and quiet âstay hereâ before stalking off. a faucet is turned on, water begins running from a nearby sink, and blade returns with a wet cloth.Â
grabbing your wounded arm, he cleans around the area, rubbing the blood that has trickled down your arm as well. heâs scarily gentle with you, attentive to your every wince and hiss, halting momentarily every time you let a noise slip.Â
he makes quick work of patching you up, flawless and effortless in his technique. makes sense, you suppose, since he is covered in these.Â
you wonder how many times heâs had to do this on himself. a small part of your heart aches thinking about it.
âthank you,â you whisper when heâs done, gratitude silently swirling inside you. grabbing the bandages and cloth, you slide off onto your feet. âiâll put these away.âÂ
stepping in front of you, his body intercepts your path and youâre pressed against the bed, frozen under him. thereâs an indescribable look of fury in his eyes, his red eyes seeming even angrier than usual.Â
âwhat happened?â he asks.
you have hold yourself up, suddenly weak in the knees. âjust a typical mission, itâs nothing you should worry about.â
the fellow stellaron hunter does not look satisfied with your response. âwhat do you mean ânothing you should worry aboutâ? who did this to you?â he asks, punctuating each word with a dark expression.Â
âblade- please, can we not talk about this right now?â you mutter, âiâm tired and i just want to sleep.â
he narrows his eyes. âwho. hurt. you?â
âwhy? what can you do about it now?â
âkill them.â
you scoff. âyeah, right.â
blade wedges a leg between yours, hindering your escape even further by leaning himself closer to you. âiâm serious.â
âso am i. if youâre thinking about hunting them down, then please, donât bother. let it go.â you mutter.
âbut you got hurt.âÂ
âi get hurt all the time.â
his brows scrunch together, a small indication of the dangerous protectiveness growing within him. you interrupt his train of thoughts, placing a brave hand on his chest; right over his heart. âiâm fine. you donât need to worry about me.â
âiâm not worried,â he grumbles lowly.Â
âoh. i see.â
he grabs your hand and takes it away from his chest, holding you gently. âiâm angry that you got hurt.â
youâre speechless, blinking at the swordsman who raises your hand to his lips, placing a kiss on the back of it. it feels like a promise- not that you know what said promise is, but with that look in his eyes, you know itâs not a peaceful one.Â
âso why donât you tell me the truth? who did this to you?â
the answer slips past your lips before you can help it and when the words are spilled, a creeping guilt invades you. whatever heâs planning, you know that bloodshed will follow.
âsee, that wasnât so hard.â
in a blink of an eye, blade is gone, taking the intense pressure with him. he left so quickly that you wonder if he was ever here to begin with. the lingering brush of his lips is the only indication that he was not a figment of your half-aware conscious. Â
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oral (f receiving); one for exam season; MDNI 18+ w/ LUKE CASTELLAN
"i'm only giving myself a half hour break."
you don't know if luke's listening to you, but you're talking to him either way. he has his lips pressed into the skin of your neck, pressing kiss after kiss along your jugular as he continues his journey further down. he doesn't respond until he has your sweatshirt lifted over your head and his lips reaching for your sternum. and even then, he just hums with halfhearted affirmation.
"and ten of those minutes i need to get back to the library," you continue. this time he doesn't answer until he has your sweatpants pulled down and tossed off to the side.
"alright," he says. it's likely he doesn't even know what he's agreeing to, too focused on getting the one thing he's practically been begging for since classes ended and exams began.
he has tunnel vision aimed at the visible wet patch in the center of your panties and eager hands pushing your legs further apart. he hooks his fingertips into the waistband of your panties and delivers the same fate as the rest of your clothing onto them. and then he ogles. he swipes a finger through your slit, separating your lips and gathering your arousal in one motion, and then he slowly brings the essence to his lips.
you're about to reiterate the fact that you and luke have only 20 minutes whenever luke throws your legs over his shoulders and places his mouth over your cunt. when he'd texted about desperately needing some sort of stress relief, you assumed he meant you giving him head, or burying his cock as far into you as he could. instead, he eats you out for the entirety of the allotted time. it's not that you're complaining, but you do briefly worry about paying him back. that is until luke finally lifts his head after your second orgasm and stares at you with dopey eyes and a smile to match.
"come over tonight?" is all he says to you. you nod, trying to regain your breath while you let luke pull your panties back over your bottom.
"yeah. but i'll be at the library until late."
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Can i ask for some NSFW scenes in the PTM universe?
If your not comfortable with that please ignore this ask
sure! honestly im surprised more people haven't asked yet lol
this is a scene that i am debating will go into the main story or be a side story since i'm not sure where i'd place it. it's not the most explicit but i still consider it nsfw
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How you got even got to an empty classroom was a miracle, seeing as the festival was in full-blown swing.
But you weren't complaining, in fact you greatly appreciated that Jade at least had gotten you somewhere private.
âAah!â
Especially since you were having trouble keeping quiet.
Pretty sounds! Pretty sounds! Make more my pearl, you're so enticing, I don't think I could control myself if I tried~
Jade ground your hips harder into his own, shuddering as you two dry humped against each other.
Your skin felt like it was on fire, like you were burning up from the inside, like you could feel everything twofold.
Maybe you were.
âJade! Please, we can'tâshitânot here, pleaseâmmph!â He crashed his lips against your own, groaning as you tightened your arms around his neck and tugged him closer, pressing yourself as close to him as possible.
You could practically feel his heart beating through all the layers of clothes, right against your chest, rhythmic pounding the same as your own.
Th-thump. Th-thump. Th-thump.
But it wasn't enough.
Why am I so hot? Why do I feel so, so, so much? Why can't I pull away? I don't want to pull away! But I doânoâyes!
Why was the thought of pulling away from Jade so distressing? Like you could never live the thought of molding your skin with his.
I needâplease!
Jade's groans were making you hot and bothered, whining as he pulled away to admire you. At this point, you two were quickly building up a dampness in the fabric between your legs.
âP-please, Jade, I'mââ You threw your head back as Jade pressed open mouth kisses against your neck, freeing a hand to pull at your tie and yanked down your shirt to expose your neck and chest.
Mine. Mine. All mine, mine to hold, mine to take!
Jade continued giving you wet kisses down your chest and navel, bringing his gloved hand to your lips, pressing the tip of his middle finger against the plush skin.
âBite.â
A scrape of sharp teeth at the skin above your heart, a shudder rumbling through your body, a soft, breathless whine leaving your mouth as you did as told.
Feeling you take the tip between your teeth, Jade tugged his hand out of his glove. Moving up, Jade started kissing the pulse in the curve of your neck, suckling as he dragged his now bare hand into your shirt and down your exposed skin.
Th-thump. Th-thump. Th-thump.
âMmh, Jaaadeââ The curve of your back melted into his touch as he caressed your skin, dragging his fingers against every single bump and blemish he could find.
You felt Jade shiver, moving back up to hover his mouth over yours.
âSayââ You think he almost melted as you almost smashed your mouth against him, hands tugging at his tie in annoyance.
Say my name again, pleasepleasepleasepleaseâ
âJaaaaaaade!â
Jade let out a soft, breathless chuckle as you groaned into his mouth and finally yanked off his tie and threw it behind him.
âMm~â You taste so⌠âEager, aren't we?â
You huffed, leaning back to glare at him, freeing one of your hands from around his neck to gesture at your open shirt, falling over your shoulders like a lead in a bad porno.
âYou did this,â
And I'm not finished with you.
âYou let me.â Taking a deep inhale, Jade's gaze drew over your exposed body. It made you feel hot, the need to swallow the drool growing in your mouth as you watched his tongue wet his lips. Slow and sensual, like he was savoring the flavor on the skin.
Savoring your flavor.
As he continued speaking, Jade gently guided you to lay down on the desk, melting along with you and grinding into you hard, making you gasp.
âThat says more about you than myself, does it not?â
#mochi asks#twst#twisted wonerland#jade leech#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#jade leech x reader#twst smut#twisted wonderland smut#jade leech smut#!nsfw#suggestive#ptm
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Baby Fever
This may or may not be a call out towards myself cause I will swear up and down I donât want kids then see a baby in public and be like âgoo goo gagaâ
It is a truth universally acknowledged, that working on slow days is beyond boring. Whatâs even worse is when the only people that come in on slow days are shitty customers.
âThe manners of todayâs working class have depleted in ways I cannot fathom!â Hiro came bursting into the back of the cafĂŠ restaurant with a look of disbelief on his face.
Without looking up from his phone, Tadashi answered âWow those are some big words, little brother, Iâm impressed.â
âShut up!â
You laughed while sitting on the wooden countertop, arms hugging your boyfriendâs back. âWhat happened?â
Hiro plopped down on the stool in front of the sink and started to rant. âThis woman comes in here and she bought a mocha lattĂŠ and then complained about it being six dollars. Like Iâm the one who makes the fricken prices! Surprise, surprise she didnât have enough. So what did she do? SHE REACHED INTO THE TIP JAR AND GRABBED TWO DOLLARS! But then after I took her order and started making her drink, she followed me around the entire time watching me. She pointed at the simple syrup and was like âCan you add another pump?â LIKE UNLESS YOUâRE GOING TO PAY THE EXTRA 25 CENTS NO I CANNOT! And when I finally gave it to her she said I took too long and that the place down the street makes them faster and they taste better. THEN GO THERE AND STOP WRINGING OUT MY PATIENCE!â
By the end of his story, you and Tadashi were losing your minds over how hard you were laughing. Granted, Hiro being upset wasnât funny but his storytelling abilities were unmatched.
Customers could be very difficult and earlier that day someone had told Tadashi they wanted a manager because they were being pissy about not being able to get a refund on a drink they ordered and drank half of. If it were any other day, he would have just gone to get his Aunt. But Aunt Cass went out for a girlâs day with her friends since all of them happened to be in town and relatively free at the same time. As you get older, hanging out with friends is a privilege.
A couple of dings from the bell on the front counter rang signaling the arrival of a customer. Hiroâs fight of flight sense kicked in and he practically jumped off the floor.
âNo, absolutely not.â He shook his head. âIâm not taking them, my workday is over.â
âWhat?â Your boyfriend looked at his little brother. âItâs been two hours!â
âYes Tadashi, it has been two hours!â He hissed. âTwo hours of my life I will never get back. These people are insane!â
Hiro took off and locked himself in the walk-in pantry. He then proceeded to slam his face into an unopened bag of flour and scream his heart out.
âOh my gosh, heâs so dramatic.â Tadashi stared at the door of the pantry, listening to his little brotherâs muffled cries.
The bell was still ringing outside, the customer was still waiting. You laughed into Tadashiâs back, taking in his smell. Tadashiâs a clean person and not only that, his natural body smell is just pleasant. Just about everything you own smells like him, and you love it.
âDo you want me to get it?â You mumbled against his cardigan.
Your boyfriends turned around to look at you. âWhat? Why would you do that?â
âJust to help out.â You shrugged.
âHun, you donât work here. You really donât have to.â
You scoffed, âYou donât work here either. Technically.â
âBut I live here, so I kinda have to.â
âTadashi, I practically live here.â
He laughed at that. It was pretty true. The only times you ever really went home were to get things you didnât have, do your laundry, or if you felt like they were getting sick of you. Plus you never really feel like that anymore because the last time you said you feared Aunt Cass wanted you out of her house she almost started crying. She was afraid sheâd done something to make you feel unwelcomed. Besides, youâre her girl in a house full of boys and their bots.
âAre you sure? I can get it, or force Hiro to do it.â
âNo, itâs not a big deal.â
He leaned over and pecked you on the lips. âOkay, thank you hunny. I appreciate you so much.â
You walked outside the curtain only to be met with a young couple and their baby. He was holding onto her and trying to rip away a claw clip from her baby grip.
âYeah, mommyâs clip is pretty.â He said in a small voice. âBut we canât eat it though.â
âWhat is she doing?â The mom asked looking back at her partner and their baby.
âTrying to eat your clip. Iâm telling you sheâs going to get sick, last night it was the pen then-â
âHi there!â You walked towards them smiling. âSo sorry about the wait.â
The mom shook her head. âNo, itâs fine. We were trying to calm her down anyway.â
âWhat can I get you guys?â
They went on to order one green apple Italian soda with redbull, an iced hazelnut coffee, and a small warm almond milk with a cake pop. The entire time you were making their drinks, you couldnât help but notice the babbling of their baby. She was adorable, dressed in a pink sundress and flower-shaped sunglasses. Everything from the sound of the blender to the noise the can of Red Bull made when popped open made her giggle.
During that entire time, you couldnât help but wonder: What if Tadashi and you had a baby? What would you name them? If it was a boy, then you could name them after him or Hiro. Naomi was a beautiful name for a girl. You could buy them little themed onesies and decorate their rooms. They would say âdadaâ before âmamaâ because itâs beyond simple to connect with Tadashi. And they could go to school and crush their science department and say itâs because their dad is a genius.
By the time you snapped back into reality, youâd already made all their drinks and made sure to cool down the small milk for the baby. When you placed everything on the dropoff, the little girl reached her hand down from where she was being held and poked the back of your wrist with her tiny finger.
âHello there!â You smiled at her. âArenât you adorable?â
Your face only made her start to giggle and placed her hand on her chin and flicked it outwards. Thank you in sign language. In return, you placed your hand flat on your chin and pulled it down towards your chest to say âYouâre welcomeâ.
âSheâs beautiful.â You spoke to her parents. âWhatâs her name?â
âThis is Nyla,â Her mom smiled at her baby. âShe just turned ten months, so weâre almost there.â
You gently clapped your hands together, âOh thatâs amazing. Congratulations.â
âWhat about you?â Nylaâs dad asked.
Her mom joined in on the questioning. âAny little ones?â
You almost choked on your own saliva at their question. I guess to them it didnât seem too extreme. They barely looked three years older than you.
âNo, I donât. I havenât been with my current boyfriend long enough for that. And I donât even know if he wants any.â
Nylaâs mom gave you a sympathetic face. âWell, if you end up wanting any I hope the process is smooth.â
You thanked them and signed âbye�� to Nyla. Despite them being gone, the baby fever theyâd given you without trying lingered all the way into the night.
ââââââââââââââââââââââââââ
While you were lying on your boyfriendâs bed scrolling on your phone through countless baby videos and falling down the rabbit hole of how skin-to-skin connection works and how to swaddle them correctly so they donât scratch themselves when they sleep. As your back was turned you felt a dent in the bed as your boyfriend started kissing your back from your tailbone to your shoulder blades.
âWhat yaâ lookinâ at hun?â He plopped down next to you and started snaking his arms around your waist.
âJust scrolling,â You kept your answer vague out of fear of freaking him out. âHey, did you know that if you rub a teething babyâs mouth with warm garlic it will make them feel better than cold cloths?â
Tadashi kissed the side of your jaw, the tingle of his minty toothpaste prickling your skin. âI did not, thatâs pretty cool.â
âWhen you swaddle babies youâre supposed to get them little mittens because they have really sharp fingernails.â You added.
Tadashiâs face contorted with confusion. âWhy all this baby talk? What are you watching?â
âJust a bunch of baby videos.â
âWhy?â
You sighed and put the phone down to turn your body down and look him in the eyes. âWell, while I was helping those customers earlier. They had such a cute baby and we just talking about having kids and stuff and I think they gave me like- baby fever or something.â
To your surprise, he started to laugh.
âWhy are you laughing?â You poked.
âIâm sorry,â He grabbed your wrists. âI didnât mean to laugh, you just caught me off guard.â
Your heart flipped in your chest out of nervousness. Had you freaked him out? âIs that bad?â
âNo, no itâs not.â He assured you. âSo, you want a baby?â
You covered your face with your hands and groaned. âI mean, right now yeah but then I think about like the birth process and then Iâm like ânuh unh.ââ
âWell, if it makes you feel any better, I think youâd make a fantastic mom.â Tadashi smiled into your neck.
You leaned over and rammed your head into his stomach. âCan we have one?â
The feeling of Tadashiâs stomach fluctuating while he laughed pushed against your head. âMaybe later, hun.â
âSo you do want kids?â
He grabbed you by the face and forced you to look back up at him. âYeah, Iâve told you that before. Iâve said I want a daughter, and I want her to look like you, and I want to decorate her room and throw her birthdays, and go to all her school and sports events.â
âI want her to have your nose.â You admitted.
Tadashi started laughing and shaking his head. âNo, no she will get bullied. Trust me I know.â
âNo matter son or daughter, they should take Japanese lessons.â You added.
âYeahhhh,â Tadashi breathed through his teeth. He knew enough Japanese to ask someone for very general directions. But the second a native speaker started talking a little too fast, all his comprehension skills started to deplete.
You could have kids in future years, when you had a shared place and both of you were done with school. Besides, itâs not like anything at all could break the two of you apart.
#baymax#big hero six#big hero 6#tadashi hamada#hiro hamada#bh6 x reader#tadashi hamada x reader#hiro hamada x reader#disney#fanfic#napakmahal#baby fever
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Decent Man Pt.1
The second part
Pairing: Cregan Stark/fem!reader
Author's Note: I've decided to split this into 2 parts just to give myself a chance to work on the ending but I was eager to get something written. This is the first fanfiction I've wrote, or at least posted on this account so I hope it's not too bad.
Summary: You're newly wed to Lord Stark after having only been courted for barely a month. Although the anxieties of having to perform as a 'royal' wife start to eat at you, Cregan proves to be a decent husband.
You must have done it, how else would you be alone in his chambers. Blocking out all the noise and going through the motions would only get you so far. You couldnât even remember the vows. Lord Stark had arranged for there to be no bedding ceremony, perhaps an act of mercy. Youâve heard some lords complain they simply want their lady wives all to themselves, untouched and unspoiled. You were neither. You werenât sure if your Lord husband was either.Â
You hadnât learned much about him during your courting, not that it lasted long. Your father practically jumped at the opportunity for a stronger alliance to the most powerful house in the North. It must have appeased Lord Stark as well, seeing how quickly heâd agreed to the marriage, it had barely taken place a fortnight after youâd met. Now though, you were in his room, none to accompany you but your ladies in waiting. A few had come with you from your own keep, or rather your fathers. And one or two had been appointed to you since coming to Winterfell to stay. You could hardly form the words to tell them you could undress yourself. Maybe it was the cloak weighing you down, making it harder to breath the harsh winter air. You let it slip off your shoulders and yet you still feel heavy, a weight in your chest and a hard lump in your throat.Â
Hearing the thick wooden door swing open and shut after heavy footfalls and quick scurrying of feet made the pit in your stomach sink even lower. âAre you well?â He asked, definitely due to your silent stewing. The whole night youâve been lost in your own thoughts.Â
âYes, I am well, thank you.â You force a courteous smile to you face, although more brief and sour than youâd intended. You figure youâll have to do a lot more of that in the coming years. âYou do not look well.â Your not sure he says so in a demeaning way, more so that heâs seen through your flimsy facade. Or maybe heâs focused on the way your hands desperately seek purchase on your gown as your eyes start to brim with tears. You canât control it when they start to spill.Â
âThere is no need for us to,â He gestures between you with a sigh, trying to supplement actions for words. âConsummate the marriage tonight, if you do not wish it.â He tries to search your eyes for any sort of answer but you avoid his gaze. âDid you hear-âÂ
âLetâs just get it over with.â You say, voice low and wavering with all itâs strength to keep it from cracking. Another stray tear falls down your cheek as you reach behind yourself for the laces of your gown but two large hands hold your arms still.Â
âYou truly think so little of me? That I wouldâ Like I said, there is no need to consummate the marriage tonight.â He brings your arms out from behind your back, holding your chilled hands in his. His fingers and palms are calloused, yet his grip gentle. âI barely had a chance to court you before we wed, perhaps we might come to know each other before; that.â Your eyes flicker down to where his hands encompass yours, and he quickly recedes after catching on but strangely, you find yourself missing his warmth.Â
As your eyes find his once more he continues. âI shall have a few ladies in your service prepare a chamber for you. I know youâve not had space for your things but I assure you theyâve been taken care of. In the mean time though youâll need to take your rest here.â He turns to make for the door and surprisingly a part of you longs for him to stay. The brief bit of kindness heâs shown to you is more than you can say for those that attended your wedding. Your father truly had not exaggerated the icy attitude of those in the North. Lord Stark however, to see his wintry exterior slowly melt away has made it almost impossible to detest him. âI will see you on the morrow, my lady.â He opens the door and a cold breeze comes over you, yet you donât shiver, the cold only emboldens you. âThank you, Lord Stark, for your kindness.â your voice is somewhat steady now, no longer fighting an imminent sob. He nods at your words, âCregan will do just fine, my lady.â Youâre alone now and the chill is gone. All the warmth radiating from the hearth is slowly becoming too much to bear even as it smolders to embers. The absence of your Lord husband leaves you feeling alone now, more than youâve ever been.
#house of the dragon#reader insert#cregan stark#cregan x reader#cregan stark x reader#cregan stark x you#cregan stark/reader#cregan stark/you
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Lover Boy
dean winchester x fem!reader
2.5k | fluff
summary: the double life of dean winchester seemed to come out when he would be dangerous and sinister around demons, yet soft and gentle when it came to how he loved you.
dean winchester was a tough man. raised as a soldier from a young age, he grew into one of the strongest men youâve ever encountered.
even with all of that to factor in, dean was still a complete softie at his core.
his childish love for certain things was definitely a major reason. though how he treated you definitely gave it away. dean was always looking for you in a room, never wanting to be more than two feet away from you. not getting a lot of affection as a child, deanâs love language was most definitely physical touch. the man had to have his hands on you at all times. wether that be around your waist, shoulder, thigh, or even around your middle.
donât even get started on all the cute little pet names he called you. cheesy stuff like that never made sense to you. the notion of it all had you assuming that youâd laugh in a manâs face if he even tried to utter the word âbabeâ to your face.
with dean, it was different. the first time he called you sweetheart, you didnât feel the urge to giggle. actually, you felt a blush dust your cheeks and a shy smile overtake your lips. since then, the older winchester has been dabbling with all different sorts of names. you drew the line when he tried to add âsugar mamaâ into the mix, but that was just dean.
baby, honey, angel, sunshine, you name it. dean was collecting them all like trading cards, and you seriously werenât complaining.
on top of it all, dean was very over protective when it came to you. to dean, you were the best thing that ever happened to him. if anything ever happened to you, dean was positive he would never be able to forgive himself. so will all of his will, dean spent hunts focusing on two things â killing the monster and making sure you came out of it unscathed and wound free.
today was no different. sam had caught wind of a vamps nest down in georgia, and the two brothers werenât against blowing off some steam and decapitating a couple of bloodsuckers.
everything was going as usual. you three scoped out the town, figuring out what the best place would be for the vampires nest. when the location was secured, you and the brothers waited until dusk. the sun was drifting down over the horizon, laying illuminating shadows over the ground as you creeped up towards the vacant barn behind dean.
both sam and dean decided that going in guns blazing would be the best option. catch some vampires by surprise and kill a couple before the real fight happened. you knew how to use a machete, and youâd beheaded a couple of vamps in the past, but dean wasnât always so keen on you joining. his words exactly were âif anything happened to you i wouldnât know what to do with myself. all i want is for you to be safe, baby.â
you understood where he was coming from, but you also knew you were fully capable killing a couple vamps without any harm. with a long hour of begging and pouting, dean finally let you tag along. his only proposition being you stayed close to him, which wasnât a problem since you tended to do that anyway.
the three of you made it to the doors of the barn. sam didnât wait before he swung the door open, striding towards the nearest vampire and smoothly chopping itâs head off. the fight was now in full swing. a total of six vampires had resided in this abandoned barn, leaving five more for you, sam, and dean to deal with.
you felt a tug on the back of your shirt as one of the female vampires tried to push you back. you werenât stupid, nor incompetent when it came to fighting, so you instantly handled her blow and whirled around with a swift punch to her nose.
dean had taught you everything you needed to know about hand to hand combat. being there to help with your position and allow you to practice your at the time, feeble punches on him. there had been countless occasions where dean got sidetracked as his arms wound up around you from behind. his intentions being to help with your form, but he ended up ravishing on your soft skin instead.
your fight with the female vamp didnât last long. after a couple of punches and attempts to throw one another onto some hay bales, you found the ďżźperfect timing to swing your machete and precisely have her head rolling. the satisfaction of the kill didnât last long, for a gruff and aggressive hand pushed you hard in the centre of your back, sending you flying into one of the adjacent walls.
a big, burly male vampire had you cornered. he succeeded in knocking the blade out of your hand, sending it scattering across the floor and completely out of your reach. his solid face made it almost impossible for you to land a decent punch, for each time he took them with ease, a bored look on his face like he was unsatisfied with your feeble attempts to fight him off.
in a last minute effort, you mustered all your strength and pushed him as hard as you could. it didnât work, for he just grabbed the back of your head and smashed your forehead against a wooden support beam. drowsiness was taking over, and you could feel his thick fingers wrap around your neck as consciousness started to slip away from your body.
accepting your demise, you just let him have it, knowing there was no way in hell you could fight him now. though to your luck, like an angel coming down from heaven to save you, dean winchester came into view behind the manâs shoulders. his face was set in a murderous glare, arm reaching for the back of the vamps neck as he forcefully pulled him off of you.
weak from the beating, your limp body fell to the ground. as you supported yourself against the wooden beam, you watched as dean completely ditched his machete and resorted to pummeling the vampire to a bloody pulp. dean didnât want his death to be quick, he wanted to inflict as much pain on this vile creature as he had on you. with an unfiltered rage, dean completely wailed on the vamps face, leaving no room for him to fight back.
âhow does it feel, huh? getting exactly what you gave. think you can hurt my girl like that? youâre lucky i donât string you up and bleed you dry.â his words slightly frightened you, but you knew dean would never lean towards such gruesome acts of violence. in his rage, dean sometimes completely lost control of what he would say. allowing people to become slightly afraid of what he was capable of.
the feeling of samâs comforting hands directed your attention away from deanâs brutal assault. the sweet man was making sure you werenât badly injured. checking if you had a concussion or if the wound on your forehead would need stitches or not. as sam started gingerly touching the already blossoming bruise on your neck, you watched as dean grabbed his blade and crushed it down into the vampires neck. completely detaching it from his body and killing him for good.
like a switch had flipped in his brain, you watched as dean quickly put his machete into his sheath and dart over to you. samâs voice letting you two know that he was going to grab the impala was completely drowned out as deanâs rugged yet gentle hands grasped your face. he moved it side to side, inspecting to see how badly that vamp had hurt you.
âoh sweetheart,â he mumbled, wincing as he noticed the gash on your forehead. âyouâre okay. iâm here baby, iâm right here.â his voice soothed you, yet the aches and pains radiating through your head and still tender neck had you whimpering, sticky tears starting to collect on your cheeks.
leaning into deanâs hand, you let your first sob break free from your lips. âdean.â you mumbled, trying to get your words out through the lump in your throat and choked sobs. âit hurts. it hurts so bad.â the look on deanâs face couldâve broken down the strongest of men. he looked so distraught. almost as though the pain you were experiencing was finding a way to attach itself to his own body.
in a way, it was kind of just like that. dean seeing you in pain brought him pain. he would rather experience any form of hellish torture than watch you suffer.
caressing your cheek one last time, dean moved his arms around the back of your knees and shoulder. he picked you up bridal style, slowly walking his way towards sam and the impala. âi know baby, you are going to be just fine.â he whispered, relishing in the way your head snuggled into his chest. âiâm going to make you feel all better. i swear.â
the ride back to the motel was filled with samâs frantic worrying and deanâs hushed voice assuring you on your recovery. he opted to sit in the backseat with you, resting your head on his lap while softly stroking your hair, smoothing it down away from the cut on your forehead.
as sam rolled in front of the motel, you heard as he told dean he would run to the nearest store and get some food, knowing youâd be hungry after everything that just happened. from the impala to the motel room bed, everything was a blur. the only thing you slightly remember is dean carrying you, whispering sweet nothings into your ear, reassuring you that everything would be fine.
placing you gently onto the bed, you watched as dean got up to go grab the first aid kit. his frame was becoming a little blurry as you felt yourself slipping into sleeps comforting clutches. deanâs hands softly shaking you and propping you to sit upright on the bed had your eyes reopening. his eyes held a gentle glint, yet somewhere in the mix, a cloud of panic and worry moved over it.
âcmon honey, stay awake for me.â his voice caressed your ears with a soft, gentle kiss that made you smile. yet at the same time, you could hear the underlying tones of panic and worry. dean was scared for you, and dean being genuinely scared was not something a lot of people saw.
you just smiled at him, moving your one hand so it was delicately placed on his knee. âiâm fine, dean. iâm right here, alive and breathing. nothing to worry about.â you could tell that your words eased him a little, but as his fingers lightly grazed your bruised neck, the worry rolled back onto him like a tidal wave. âfuck your neck. i let this happen to you, i am so so sorry-â
the feeling of your pointer finger coming over his lips stopped dean mid sentence, his stunned face in your direct eyesight as you gave him the most intense serious face you could muster. âi donât want to be hearing any of that. you did your best, dean. you were busy fighting the others, and i had him until he turned my head into a whack-a-mole mallet.â your words had a slight laugh bubbling in deanâs lips, making your smile brighten. ânone of this is your fault. blame the vamp. who thanks to you, is now as dead as ever.â
furrowing his brows and crinkling his eyes, dean mumbled to himself something he thought you didnât hear. but you did. you always did when it came to dean. âheâs lucky thatâs all i did.â deanâs blatant protective behaviour towards you made you feel comforted. yes you could take care of yourself, but it was nice to have that extra watchful eye every once and a while.
a quiet hum settled over the room as dean tended to the cut on your forehead. his hand lightly held your face, making sure you stood still. he also wanted an excuse to touch you, for your face was probably the most beautiful thing dean winchester had ever laid his eyes on.
âthere we go baby, all doneâ. dean said as he put away the first aid kit. when the eldest winchester turned back to face you, your eyes watched as he gingerly grabbed your face. he didnât want to hurt you, and your heart couldnât feel more full because of it. with both hands clasping your face, he placed his lips on your temple, leaving a delicate kiss over the bandaged scrape.
he then moved to your eyelids, kissing each one as he envisioned your beautiful coloured eyes looking back at him. long lashes decorating them as you stared up into his own eyes. next he kissed both of your cheeks, the bridge of your nose, and finally, dean left a soft, feather like kiss upon your lips.
dean kissed you as if you were made of glass. he was so worried of hurting you, making sure that whatever he did didnât push on your wounds at all.
âi love you so much.â he whispered, keeping his face close to yours. so much so that your lips were still basically touching. âwhen i saw him hurting you, i felt something in me shatter. i donât know what iâd do without you, sweetheart.â his words struck right into your heart, giving you such a feel of warmth that it spread throughout your whole body.
bringing your lips softly to deanâs cheek, you too left a feather light kiss on his cheek bone. voice vibrating off the surface as you couldnât find yourself to move away. âi love you too dean. so much more than you could ever imagine.â
both you and deanâs declarations of love brought forth something into your relationship. a sense of love, hope, and security. you knew that dean would always be there to protect you, and dean knew that you would always be there to bring him down. rationalize his brain with comforting words when he needed them most.
the love you two shared was pure. something driven from fresh snow directly fallen from the sky. as the two of you laid down on the bed, you wondered how it was that you got so lucky with a man like dean. a man who loved so deeply and so ardently that it spilled out of his pores.
dean winchester was the man you were sure you would spend the rest of your life with. and as he molded your body with his, hand on the back of your head and making sure you two were as close as possible, you realized that there was nothing to worry about.
for dean would always be there for you, and always love you like it was his way of breathing.
#supernatural#imagine#dean winchester#sam winchester#supernatural x reader#fluff#dean winchester imagine#dean winchester x reader#dean x reader#dean winchester fanfiction#dean winchester x you#dean winchester one shot
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Summary: You always loved azriel but never had the courage to say anything wanting to get to know his culture cassian took you to the Illyrian camps but when you get taken you fall into a dark place only one person might be able to pull you out of
Pairing: Azriel x f!reader
Warning: Violence
â˘Masterlistâ˘
âSweetie you need to tell him youâve been head over heels in love with him sinceâŚ..since weâll foreverâ mor said as we were sat around the dinning room in the house of wind
âMor you know I canât he means everything to me I canât risk thatâ
âBut heâs yourâ before she could finish the three boys walked in cutting off our conversation thankfully
âWelcome home boys me and dear y/n here were just discussing how in love she is withâŚâ
âMOR DONTâ I yelled out before she could practically ruin my life, I looked back over at the guys seeing a smirk plastered on Rhys and cassians face as Azriel looked anywhere but me
Standing up I brush out my clothes out of nervous habit and turn to cassian
âUmm can I talk to you in private for a momentâ
âWell of course darling lead the wayâ he smirks as he holds his arm out for me, heâs like my brother, my duffis brother, I bring him to my room and I throw myself on the bed and sigh making him laugh as he does the same almost breaking my bed
âSo what is it you need sunshineâ
âThis is a huge favor but seeing as Iâd have my big strong protector with me, could you show me the Illyrian camps, I wanna know more about where Az came fromâ
âOh I donât know thatâs not a place for a lady, Rhys would kill meâ
âBut Iâll be by your side the whole time and we donât have to stay long I just wanna know more about himâ
âHereâs a thought how about you just ask himâ he pokes
âCas come on this is hard for me, itâs obviously not snapped for him yet and weâll maybe if I know more things itâll somehow snap into place for him, I donât know itâs silly but itâs worth a shotâ
âUgh fine but only because nesta would kill me if I didnât try and help you out, sheâs got a sweet spot for youâ
âOh thank you so much Cas, I owe youâ
The next morning I got ready in some warmer clothes knowing it could get could in the camps and since cas will be flying Iâll need that extra warmth, making my way downstairs Iâm stopped by shadows swirling around my hands and through my hair like the occasionally did
âThey only do this with you, must be something special about youâ I hear from the corner of the dim hallway as Azriel emerges from the darkness, my heart leaping in my chest
âI quit like them, theyâre beautifulâ
âYou think theyâre beautiful?â
âOf course they always find me when Iâm down and the comfort me, plus theyâre from you so theyâre pretty terrificâ I donât know where this boldness came from but atleast it made him smile which was a rare sight
âWell Cas is waiting for me but Iâll see you later, bye Azâ I said quickly before making my way to cas
âReady princessâ
âAlways!â
It was a long flight there and by the time Cas landed he was pretty tired having to carry my extra weight
âSorry to have to put you through this I know how much you workâ
âDonât worry about it darling, hopefully thisâll work out like you want it too then itâll be worth it not having to hear you both complain anymoreâ
âWait what do you mean both?â
âCome on sunshine time to show you aroundâ he laughs with a mischevious grin
We walked through the camp for a while he showed me where him Rhys and Az would meet up and where they lived, this didnât go unnoticed by many males of the camp not taking their eyes off of me
âCome to investigate our camps again traitor?â A large Illyrian man groan as he stood with some other males in our path
âNothing of your concern now moveâ cassian growled holding me behind him
âAnd I see youâve brought us a sweet treatâ before I knew it a fight broke out and even though Cassian was strong and great at fighting it was unfair against 5 men, then arms wrapped around me and started to drag me away
âCASSIANâŚâŚLET ME GO!â I scream terrified of what was to come
Dragged into a dark room being tied to a metal hot pipe, my arms over extended behind my back as the heat from the pipe burned my skin
âOh weâre gonna send that high lord a messageâ
Azriels POV
After my interaction with y/n this morning Iâve been confused, did she have feelings for me too? She was pretty flirty for someone so timid around me usually
I was broken from my thoughts when cassian busted through the door out of breath, bloody and exhausted
âCas what the hell happened? Whereâs y/n?â
âI knew it was a bad ideaâŚâŚshe was taken by Illyrian men they jumped me and I couldnât find herâ Rhys quickly entered the room taking my arm and winnow us to the camps
I sent my shadows out hoping to pinpoint exactly where she is, after a moment they frantically swirled back to me, she was in a run down house near by, Rhys followed me no questions asked
Busting down the door I see a group of men alert ready to fight, Rhys and I so full of anger finished them of quickly and painfully until all that was left in the room to hear was her quiet whimpers
Finding her in a dark corner her forearms burned and blistering red, her clothes ripped from her body showing the red angry cuts and whips littering her body, her nose dripping with blood and her one eye black and swollen shut, my heart clenched at the sight knowing I couldâve protected her, if I sent one of my shadows with them none of this wouldâve happened and thatâs when I felt it, the pull in my chest the one I never thought Iâd experience
Sheâs my mate
Normal pov
I woke up aching all over hearing voices all around me, opening eyes as best I could realizing I could only see out of one, I slowly reached up feeling the swell and pain that coursed through the area
âThank god youâre awakeâ I hear next to me as the bed dips and those hands I could never mistake, the hands of the man I love but then memories of the hands that touched me, that hurt me flashed in my mind and I pulled away out of instinct wanting to just curl up and hide away from the world
âOh darling Iâm so sorry, I knew taking you there was a bad decisionâ cassian said from behind Azriel, I could see the regret written all over his face
âHow do you feel?â Mor asked sweeping my hair aside but oddly her touch didnât make me want to run away
âHurtsâ I groaned out my throat hoarse and dry
âYouâve been out for a few days, Majda says your wounds are healing fast so thatâs good newsâ Azriel said seeming nervous but certain wounds I felt would never heal, my heart ached
âCan I just go to my room, I need to be aloneâ
âAre you sure Angelâ if any other time I heard Az call me Angel Iâd be jumping with joy but right now I couldnât feel that, I just nodded as nor helped me sit up and led me to my room, walking slowly feeling ever cut and pain that was inflicted, slowly laying back down in my own bed, it gave some form of comfort knowing I was home
âDo you need anything?â Az asked as I felt his shadows swirl around me basically engulfing me
I shook my head and they left but before Azriel closed the door he left one shadow with me telling me to call for him when I need anything
Then I was alone letting sleep take me over once again
Azriels POV
Seeing her so broken made me feel like Iâve failed her, the inner circle all sat around the table silently all worried about my dear mate
âWhat the hell were you even doing there?â I groaned asking Cassian
âShe wanted to know more about your past, she thought it would help snap the mating bond for youâ my heart stopped
âShe did this for me, she knew we are mates?â
âSheâs known for a while, hell Iâm pretty sure she knew immediately from the moment she met you centuries ago, she didnât wanna pressure youâ Mor stated
âWhy didnât any of you tell me, how didnât I knowâ the stress now gnawing at my soul
âIt was pretty obvious Az, sheâd blush anytime youâd walk in the room, or how happy sheâd get when youâd come home from a long mission, she loves you so much manâ Rhys added
Itâs been a week now and she hasnât left her room I kept checking on her but she never wanted anything, sheâs become pale and frail, never showing emotion, sometimes Iâd feel a wave of terror down through the bond and Iâd always send her back a wave of calm hoping it would ease her
But I couldnât take it anymore knowing sheâs in pain, everyone has tried helping to get through to her in anyway we knew how, I just have to do something
I knocked on the door knowing she wouldnât respond but still I wanted to give her that respect, slowly I opened the door seeing her in her usual spot sat at the window my shadow swirling around her hands, seemingly mezmorizing her, distracting her from what plagues her mind
âHey darling, can I sit with you?â I ask approaching her, shivering from the cool breeze from the open window, she nodded and I sat across from her on the window seat, after I took a blanket and draped it over her lap
âDo you want to talk about it, maybe itâll help ease what youâre feelingâ she was silent for a long time just looking at the shadow till I noticed the tremble of her lip
âIt hurts Azâ she whispered as she curled into herself
âIâm so sorry Angelâ I said placing my hand on her leg gently hoping it could ground her in this vulnerable moment
âWhat they did to me, humiliated me, stripped me naked and beat me black and blue, I canât even look at my self anymoreâ she cried finally opening up
âI just wanna be me again, I wanna be happyâ
âIâm hear every step of the way but itâs gonna take time Angel, you know we are all here for you, Iâm always gonna be here and Iâll never let anyone hurt you ever againâ she sighed as she leaned forward and laid on her side her head resting in my lap
âCan we just stay here for a momentâ
âAnything for you, my beautiful mateâ
#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#acotar fanfiction#acotar oneshot#azriel#azriel x reader#azriel x you#azriel one shot#azriel imagine#azriel fanfic#cassian#rhysand#feyre archeron#morrigan#amren
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How long? II Lando Norris X Reader ââž
SUMMARY: Finding your soulmate doesn't always include a happy ending.
WARNINGS: Angst Angst Angst with a sprinkle of fluff. Sickness, death.
A/N: This is a story I wrote a while ago for Wattpad and which I always loved but reading it back now there's been things I've wanted to adjust which is what I chose to do here ;)
Lando POV IIÂ
"Tell me about her," she asked me passing me back our photo.Â
I looked at it, my thumb grazing over her in the picture I kept in my wallet.
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Y/N POV IIÂ
Lando and I've been together ever since I can remember. We met when we were only toddlers and became inseparable ever since. We both knew in our hearts how much we meant to each other, we knew that we couldn't live without each other. However, another part of us, and everyone around us, told us there would come a point where we'd meet other people.
And we did meet other people, in fact when I went to college and Lando joined F1 we both decided to try to date others and it was the most miserable time in both our lives. Which only reinforced our feelings, we were irrevocably in love.
We were aware that we were a very cheesy couple, the kind of people who just didn't care when people were around us and loved to show our love for one another no matter the time and/or place. We were the kind of couple to gift each other little things and have dinner dates every week. Land never failed to bring me flowers every weekend since we started dating.
Life felt like a dream when we were around each other, we literally felt like we were in the clouds, floating in our own bubble of love. But it didn't take long before it burst.Â
Given the amount of time Lando and I had spent together we had discussed anything you could possibly imagine and despite some thinking this was a horrible and selfish thought, when Lando and I talked about losing one another, we always thought he would go first...simply because of his job.
What Lando didn't know though was that every night and every time Lando went on track I would pray, pray for his safety, pray for his health, pray that if one of us had to go...for it to be me...because I could simply not live a life without him...the single thought made me choke up.Â
'Be careful what you wish for.'
One year ago I was diagnosed with Breast cancer. For some reason the news didn't come to me as much of a shock as I thought, it was like something in my mind and body had expected this, had somehow mentally prepared me for it. On the other hand, I could tell how much this devastated Lando, so much he'd set his mind on quitting F1 to care for me which I had to practically force him not to.Â
We had caught it early on and I only needed a few weeks of chemotherapy. Luckily the news came at the end of Lando's season, he would be home and he wouldn't get distracted on track.
Chemo was worse than anyone had ever described to me, it felt like I'd been completely stripped away from my own body and I was miserable but I knew I had to get through it, I tried to keep a smile all the way through it, for Lando, but I knew he could see right through me and he had as many sleepless nights as I did through it all.
Finally the last week of Chemo, everything was better. Lando was certainly brighter than before although I could tell he was still worried, I could see it in his eyes. Every time I'd say I was tired, huff, breath abnormally, or complain about any sort of pain I could tell Lando's heart skipped a beat.
It annoyed me at first because he constantly hovered, but I never said anything and eventually, I understood. I knew that if I was in his shoes I'd be exactly the same and now I found myself wondering whether I'd wished for the right position to be in because even though I was in pain physically...Lando was in pain too, even more than I was...and it broke my heart to see him go through it.
Now I wanted the season to start more than ever so Lando could put his focus and worry somewhere else other than me, and even though I worried that he might have an accident because of all this distraction I knew how much he adored driving and it was what he needed.Â
The start of the season went well, not as good as we expected but it was good enough and the boys still had the rest of the season left.
I was with Lando in Monaco for the race, I was so excited about having him race here in Monaco since we'd recently bought our apartment here and we hadn't been able to enjoy it because of my treatments.Â
It seemed like things were finally getting back to normal, Lando and I were floating back up in the clouds again and we were finally finding our rhythm again...it was almost too good to be true.Â
I was home making dinner for Lando and me, he'd texted he was almost home and I'd decided to make some food for us. The whole day I'd noticed I was particularly exhausted and I kept running out of breath doing simple things. I had just set the table when all of a sudden it felt like my lungs had disappeared.
I dropped to the ground in pain gasping with all my power for some air. I thought I was going to die right there and then all until I heard the door open.
"Y/N!" I heard Lando's panicked scream. "LOVE!"
He pulled me up and turned me towards him, I clutched my chest. "I can't breathe." I wheezed.
"SOMEONE HELP ME!" He screamed out.
And eventually, for me, everything went black.
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I woke up on an all too familiar surface. I was in a hospital bed, all sorts of tubes and needles attached to me. I looked for Lando and saw he was outside talking to the doctor, I could see him through the window.
Lando was facing my way while the doctor's back was towards me. I could tell it was a serious conversation and as much as I tried to deny it I knew what was happening. The cancer was back...and this time it wasn't going away.
I saw the anger and pain in Lando's eyes as the doctor spoke to him, he argued. I imagined he kept asking for a solution that simply didn't exist. Lando held his tears in all until he locked eyes with me. I gave him a look letting him know it was okay, I knew and that was enough for him to break down.
The doctor simply patted his shoulder before walking away. Lando walked to the room wiping his tears away as best as he could. Once he came in I could tell he didn't know what to say.
"It's back-" he spoke in barely above a whisper.Â
"I know baby." I opened my arms for him and he broke down in tears again. I cried with him, not because of my pain but because of his.
"How long?" I asked him after a few minutes.
Lando kept his head buried in my chest but I could feel him shaking his head.
"Baby how long?" I repeated the question.
His head finally rose up, his eyes were swollen and the tears just kept coming. "They're not sure, he says it could be 6 months or a week." Lando's voice broke at the last words before he buried his face in my chest once more except this time he wrapped his arms around me holding me tightly as if I could slip away at any second.
"I love you..." he wept "I'm so sorry." these last words shattered me.
"I'm sorry too...I love you." I whispered to him as I kissed the top of his head.
"Baby I'm scared-" he whispered into my chest.Â
I didn't exactly know how to comfort him, I let Lando cry it out as much as he needed to while I tried to remain strong, I found myself pondering over how I felt, I wasn't scared but I was in pain, and I was so miserable for leaving Lando like this, we definitely didn't have enough time together.
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The next morning once Lando had come back into my room with a cup of coffee I decided it was time to talk about the next step. I knew deep down Lando still wanted to push for a cure that simply didn't exist but I also knew I didn't want to spend another second stuck in these hideous grey walls.
"Baby I want to get out here," I spoke. I was prepared for a discussion.
Lando simply looked down and gave a shaky sigh. "I know...and I'll get you out." his lip quivered and I could see tears brimming up in his eyes again.
"You're not going to ask me to stay?" I needed confirmation.
Lando got up and walked over to me, he scooted me over and sat down on the bed. "The day I met you-" he took a deep breath trying to keep himself together. "I made a promise to myself that I would do everything in my power to make you happy no matter what-" a tear slipped down his cheek. "I hope you know that if it was possible I'd take your place right now because seeing you like this..." another tear fell down his cheek. "it's been hell." I placed my hand on his cheek caressing it, I was crying too. "But I know you better than anyone and I know that you're not the kind of person to go out in a hospital room and I know you want to do as much as you can before you-" he stopped himself and his breath hitched. He couldn't say it.
"You're right." I quickly said not wanting him to finish because I could tell how hard it was for him. "I want to spend every second I have left with you, with the people I love, out of here." His lip quivered again as more tears left his eyes.
"Let's go then." Lando got back up starting to pack my things.
The news spread through the F1 world fairly quickly and I was flooded with pitiful messages all over my social media. Lando's friends from work who I'd grown close to didn't know what to say when I showed up in the paddock with them for the Monaco GP. Most of them simply gave me glances that spoke a thousand words.
Carlos, Alex, George, and Charles had all been incapable of holding their tears back as they saw me, giving me a hug that only existed for these situations.
After the Monaco GP, Lando and I found ourselves going to our favorite spots within Monaco, I was tired, so tired and I could feel death inching closer every day but I held on, I held on because...I knew he wasn't ready...I wasn't ready.
One morning I woke up to find Lando had planned a whole day for us and it all started at home. I'd walked to the living room to find Lando had prepared a very scrumptious breakfast. And he'd decorated our balcony with roses and candles.
We walked to it and there Lando got down on one knee, pulling out a small black box, which he opened to reveal a ring. My hands flew up to my mouth, I had always dreamed of this day but certainly not like this.
"My dearest y/n, I've imagined this very day over a thousand times in my head and I've come up with hundreds of speeches for this very occasion but it seems none of them would work for what we're going through now." His voice broke. "You have been the first and only woman in my life I have ever loved, you have been my best friend since day one, you've been my rock, my world, my everything and I simply do not want to spend another day not being able to call you my wife...so y/n, my love will you marry me?" I could tell he sped up the last bit to hold his tears back.
"Yes." I let him slip the ring on my finger before he rose up and we engulfed each other in a deep kiss.
"Propose...check" he pretended to hold a list and checked off the first point making me laugh.
"So what's next my fiancĂŠ," I asked him.
"Well, why don't we get going and I'll show you...my fiancĂŠ." he gave me another kiss.
Lando took me shopping for a bit before he drove us both back home. I'd noticed something else had been set up and once I walked into our room I found a wedding dress hanging in our closet. I gasped admiring the dress, it was simple but beautiful.
"Pietra helped me pick it out for you, we tried getting a more over-the-top one but apparently you can't just buy dresses like that overnight." he shrugged.
"It's beautiful." you admired the dress.
"Well you better get dressed, and I'll do the same. I'm going to get dressed somewhere else and when the time comes your driver will be here." he winked.
"Wait what?" I was confused.
"Just be ready in 2 hours...I love you." he gave me a quick peck on the lips before walking out. I got dressed and ready as best as I could with the time I had left, I did a simple hairstyle, partly because I was never good at doing my hair and partly because I barely had the strength to keep my arms up for longer than 3 seconds.Â
20 minutes before the 2 hours were up I heard a knock at the door. I opened it and Pietra, Alexandra, Lily, and Carmen were all standing there in matching dresses. You looked at them confused but on the brink of tears because of how beautiful they looked. "Did I die already?" I joked, and they laughed but I could tell the thought pained them.Â
"You look beautiful." P had to pat her eyes as she looked at me. I had naturally grown closest to her because of the brotherhood between Max and Lando.Â
"Thank you for doing this?" I had to hold my tears back too.Â
"Let's go." Alex and Lily extended their hands out for me and I took them walking out with them. We walked downstairs and Carlos was waiting in an Aston Martin DB6 Volante, that had been decorated with white flowers.Â
We arrive at the beach to find it prepared for a ceremony, all of Lando's friends from the paddock and his friends from Quadrant were there, as well as both our parents. I just about started crying there and then.Â
I got out of the car and Carlos stood there offering me his arm guiding me to one end of the carpet that had been rolled out. I saw Lando at the other end and tears quickly brimmed my eyes. As soon as he laid eyes on me it didn't take him half a second before he started crying too, Max Fewtrell quickly stepped in to hand him a handkerchief even though he was shedding a few tears too.
Without You by Harry Nilson started playing, and it was enough for me to let my tears run free. Carmen handed me a bouquet of roses and I began walking down the aisle, and for some reason, all my strength seemed to leave me right there and then.Â
I stumbled causing everyone to try to jump forward to grab me, My mom caught me, I could see the concern and the pain in her eyes but she also understood I needed to keep going. She wrapped her arm around my waist and helped me down the aisle.Â
And now it's only fair that I should let you know what you should know...I can't live, if living is without you...I can't live, I can't give anymore.Â
The song reached this part just as I reached him, he wrapped his arms around me, letting his forehead rest on mine.Â
"You look beautiful." he sniffled.Â
I placed my hand on his cheek before placing a gentle kiss to his forehead. "Let's get married," I whispered to him.Â
The ceremony was short, Lando had wanted to arrive at the vows quickly and once we did he pulled out a sheet of paper, a tear was already rolling down his cheek.Â
"My best friend, my rock, my first love, my only love, my life, my world, my everything, these words don't come remotely close to describing what you are to me. I hope you know I consider myself the luckiest man on earth to have met you, to have loved you, to have cared for you, and to have married you-" he chocked up. "But although I thought it was impossible...as much as I feel the luckiest man...I feel the unluckiest too." he looked up to meet my eyes completely distraught. "It's unfair the world is taking you away from me when our love story has only just begun, all the dreams, all the plans, all the promises I have yet to fulfill to you will stay here while you will go." he gulped down, he had a knot in his throat. "I will cherish, love, and protect you for the rest of the time we have left together, I will continue bringing you flowers every weekend, I'll wake you up with kisses in the morning, I'll make you smile and laugh every day, and most importantly I will, with all my power, do my best to keep you happy." he finished.Â
I leaned forward giving him a long kiss on the cheek, now it was my turn and since this was all unexpected I hadn't prepared anything but already had enough to say.Â
"My Lando...you have made me the happiest woman on earth since the day I met you. You are the most loyal, hardworking, loving, fun man I have ever known and I consider myself the luckiest woman on earth to have fallen in love with you. And the luckiest woman for you will be the first, last, and only man I will ever love." Lando's lips quivered as I said those words, a sob escaping his lips. "I will forever be sorry that we didn't get more time together, that I couldn't give you what we had so long hoped for, a life, kids, to grow old together." I cleared my throat having to compose myself. "I wish there was more I could do to keep you happy in the time I have left my darling, I can't promise you much, but I promise that I will love you with every fiber of my body and soul until my last breath." I ended.Â
We were pronounced husband and wife and Lando pulled me in for a long deep kiss, mixed with both our tears.Â
It was the most perfect day of my life, surrounded by so much love from our families and friends, surrounded by so much happiness. Once the moon was out and the tide started rising things started getting packed up but Lando and I decided to take a walk along the beach.Â
We walked in silence, simply appreciating and cherishing each other's company. Once we were nearing the end of the beach I had to speak about what was on my mind.Â
"Lando." I started.Â
"No." he immediately replied.Â
"Baby-" I was going to keep going.Â
"I know what you're going to say and you can't ask me that-" he spoke softly but I could hear the anger and hurt in his voice.Â
"Lando listen to me please-" I stopped making Lando turn to me. He looked down and he was crying silent tears. "After I'm gone I need you to promise me you will keep going no matter how hard or painful it is...I want you to give your career 1000% percent like you always have...and someday whenever you're ready I want you to find someone who will make you happy, who will take care of you, who you will fall in love with and start a family with-" I spoke clearly, this was a thought I'd head since the first time I'd found out I was sick.Â
"No, I can't." He replied sniffling.Â
"Yes you can and you will," I assured him.Â
"How will I ever love someone as I love you..." he locked eyes with me.Â
"I'm not asking you to love someone as you love me. But you will learn to love again, I just want you to promise you will not shut yourself out, you need to keep going...for me." I walked up to him, wrapping my arms around his neck, with one hand I wiped the tears from under his eyes.Â
He looked at me unsure and simply nodded, I knew he didn't mean it right now but it was as much reassurance as I would get from him for now.Â
"I'll never find anyone like you." He spoke once we'd started walking back.Â
"Maybe not, but you will find someone, there's plenty of women out there Lando, amazing, beautiful, incredibly talented women and I'm sure there's someone else for you." the mood had livened up a little bit.Â
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LANDO POV IIÂ
The next morning I woke up...she didn't. She'd passed in her sleep, in my arms. A smile was still on her lips. I knew she was gone but I still tried to wake her, I still needed her to wake up.
I was inconsolable for months after her death, and my friends and my family had to help me back to my feet. Literally, because it was as though all my strength, all my will to live had died with her that day.
"She made me promise her that I would find someone else, that I'd fall in love again." I stifled a laugh remembering our walk at the beach.Â
"She sounds like an amazing woman." She commented. She had a very genuine smile.Â
"She was...I never met anyone like her." I sighed, that ache in my heart was still very present but bearable now.
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Bonus A/N:Â
If it serves as any consolation I cried my eyes out writing this story. .Â
#f1 angst#angst#lando norris#lando norris x reader#lando norris angst#f1 x reader#changetyre#f1 imagine#f1 one shot#formula 1#f1fic#f1
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How The Haikyuu Boys Kiss You â Part 2
characters: Sugawara, Shirabu, Semi, Akaashi
warnings: all fluff with a touch of hurt/comfort in Sugawara's đ gender neutral reader here as well
A/N: I'm totally not procrastinating making my masterlists (I don't have much on here yet so it's fine right? right.) but anyways I've had so many ideas lately which is crazy cuz almost all of what I usually write is like mlm x characters. I barely touch x readers myself but I love reading em'. Making a blog in the middle of a deep hyperfixation will do wonders like that cuz I've been writing smth practically every day LOL.... sorry if this one's shorter/sorta all over the place
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Sugawara Koushi
His kisses are definitely short and sweet (like Hinata) but they're passionate
He's probably the most experienced of the boys or at least comes off that way, he knows what to do and how to do it
He's pretty feather-light with his touches, so much so that you don't even register they're there half the time
But you like how they ground you in the moment
Sugawara's also the kind of guy to kiss your tears away, relishing in how your eyelashes flutter while he flashes you a comforting smile that he saves for you in your more vulnerable moments
"Everything's gonna be alright, okay? I'm here for you"
He'll usually kiss you when you least expect it, rambling on about something you're interested in or something before he leans in
Your words get caught in your throat when he does, but he doesn't let it linger, so you're just left blinking in surprise with a visible question mark floating over the top of your head
He must be able to tell cuz he laughs a little
It leaves you wanting more, so he never complains if you ask for another or take the initiative and give him one right back
He has a tendency to place his hand atop yours or on your knee/thigh when you kiss
He also likes when you kiss his cheek, right where his birthmark is. It tickles since it's by his eye, but it makes him feel closer to you
Sweet but super shameless, if somebody sees you and you get fidgety he'll tell you there's nothing to be embarrassed about
"So? It's fine if people talk. We're dating, aren't we?"
Needless to say you stopped caring so much after that
Shirabu Kenjirou
ANOTHER UNDERRATED KING
"He's mean/annoying" DON'T EVEN JOKE LAD
Anyways....
He's not allergic to PDA but he won't entertain it at first
Like at all
It's not cuz he doesn't want to, but he gets really shy about it
As his first partner, you're naturally his first kiss too, so he has no idea what he's doing
He's scared you'll make fun of him, so when the perfect moment arises and he turns his head at the last second, you have to face him and tell him that his inexperience doesn't matter to you
You won't laugh or poke fun at him, you respect his feelings and always will
He's less apprehensive if it's also your first, but it's still a hurdle you have to overcome
He's probably a little blunt especially when it comes to affection, he says the exact opposite of what he means 80% of the time
"I can do it myself" = he wants help but doesn't know how to ask for it
"I know that, idiot" = he's silently thankful you didn't brush him aside, that you looked past that composed facade he puts on sometimes and brought him out of it
Once that's out of the way and he feels like he can be more open with what he wants, he recloses the distance between you
It's messy and stilted, but neither of you mind. He just wants to be near you
He's so touch starved it's insane, you'll hold his hand or touch his face and he literally freezes up
If you didn't know any better, you'd think it was because he didn't like it, but you know he wants to, he's just really awkward. He has a lot of difficulty with asking for physical touch
Did I mention touch starved?
He pushes away from you if somebody sees, even if you guys aren't kissing
"You didn't see anything" he says to whoever it is, and you chuckle, ruffling his hair and pressing a kiss to his forehead
You can see his brain short-circuit in real time when you do :>
Semi Eita
Tendou would absolutely tease him for it but he has the biggest soft spot for you
You'd be at one of their games holding up a sign with his name on it or cheering the loudest for him and Tendou makes a mental note to mess with Semi later (much to the shorter boy's dismay)
Tendou's a MENACE
But anyway
His kisses are pretty similar to Sugawara's, but they last for longer
Light, passionate kisses with his hands on your lower back or two fingers gently tilting your chin up if you're shorter than him
They might get deeper, they might not. It just depends on how you react and how he's feeling (he never wants to accidentally push you into anything)
But once he's got you, he doesn't wanna let you go
He gives them out sparingly, more of a words of affirmation person, but he likes how much you smile against him when he does
He's surprisingly pretty doting on his partner, so if you grab his wrist when he moves to catch his breath, 9 times out of 10 he'll yield to your touch
"Not yet..." oh BOY he's whipped. He'd only say no if you both actually had to be somewhere or he starts to get sick of the stares thrown his way that are mostly from Tendou and Shirabu
He has you wrapped around his finger just as much as you've got him wrapped around yours
If he isn't kissing you on your lips, then he'll bring your hand to his mouth and kiss your knuckles/fingers
It reminds you of a prince from one of those old fairy tales <3
Akaashi Keiji
When it comes down to initiation with him, it's kinda 50/50
Akaashi's the kind of person to get explicit consent before doing anything and on top of that he can read people pretty easily, especially people he knows well
So if he senses any apprehension he'll stop or give you a quick peck on your cheek instead
But if you lean into him, lips puckered and a wordless plea in your eyes, he doesn't have any reason to refuse
(On the flip side, I don't think he minds random kisses or hugs from you, but he appreciates if you ask too)
His kisses are soft and loving, the kind that leave you feeling warm and floaty for a few minutes afterwards
They're always purposeful too, kisses after an accomplishment or during one of your dates
But sometimes he does just wanna kiss you cuz you look pretty/handsome
Your lips curl up, eyes lightly squinted in a display of happiness as you look at him like he's as beautiful as the stars
And it's then that he gets that urge
He's more embarrassed about being seen or walked in on. He probably wouldn't wanna keep going, so most of your kisses in public are short (but still equally sweet)
He keeps his hands above your shoulders, or he holds your own, giving them the occasional gentle squeeze
He swipes a thumb across your cheek and presses a parting kiss to the corner of your mouth, bright eyes saying more than he ever could
He loves you, he really does
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Hi, Iâm not sure if youâre still doing requests or not but if itâs okay, could I request a headcanon of maybe 2k12 and Rise!Leo x reader having a cuddle time? I donât mind you choosing one of them, I totally understand. I love Leo so much heâs such a dork and needs to be protected at all costs 𼰠Thanks!
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notes: yes, of course! i would love to write this for you!! i'll do them both since you asked so nicely hehe, but this is my first time doing a headcannon of rise leo so i apologize if it's a little ooc. ^^ i hope you enjoy! <3 [also photo is not mine fyi-]Â
warnings: mature language/swearing, tooth rotting fluff,
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i love you all sm! i'm sending all the virtual hugs and well wishes to you!! <33
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2012 Leonardo:
- as a cuddle bug, you love a good cuddle session. and honestly, leo wont oppose to this as he too loves to cuddle with you.Â
- plus how can he say no when you waddle up to him with a cute pout on your face? wondering why he had left you in the bed all alone??Â
- "you fell asleep and i wanted to make myself a cup of tea." he hummed, extending an arm and watching with a warm smile as you curled into his side and nuzzled against him.Â
- "and? i don't see your point in leaving me. is tea more important than your beloved?"Â
- leo fights the urge to roll his eyes and bites back a grin. "well..."Â
- he lets out a laugh when you scowl and pull away from him, he catches you by the waist before you get too far.Â
- "i'm kidding, nothing is more important than you." he hums, planting a sweet kiss to your temple.Â
- you huff, puffing out your cheeks in agitation. "doesn't feel like it, leonardo."Â
-Â leo winces. "pulling out the full name, huh? that's a low blow, baby."Â
- "you shouldn't of left me for a sack of crusty leaves, dickhole."Â
- leo chuckles at this, shaking his head to himself. "i'll make it up to you, promise. shall we go back to cuddling?"Â
- you glance up at him, taking in the way he gazes at you adoringly. his ocean eyes are so full of love it makes your heart ache.Â
- with a soft smile and a nod of your head, you wait for him to grab his tea before making your way back to his bedroom.Â
- he places his mug on his bedside table before climbing into his bed. you wait for him to get comfy before climbing in as well. planting yourself on top of his chest.Â
- leo runs his hand up and down your back in a comforting manner. watching as you trace invisible patterns into his skin with your index finger.Â
- he loves laying with you like this. the rest of world falls silent when the two of you get to cuddle.Â
- it's like the only person in the world is you. you're all that matters.Â
- leo see's you getting sleepy again, eyelids falling heavy. he lets out a breath of content when you nuzzle yourself further into him. pressing your face in the crook of his neck.Â
- "i love you." you mumble, breath tickling him.Â
- "i love you, too." he whispers, wrapping his arms around you and holding you close.Â
- cuddle sessions with you were the best. there was no place he'd rather be than here. with you safe in his arms.Â
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2018/Rise Leonardo:
- leo's a clingy mother fucker. he loves a good cuddle. and honestly, he can be a tad clingy.
- but you can't complain, because you love cuddles too. and leo's good at cuddling.Â
- sometimes, however, it can catch you off guard.Â
- you're laying on the couch, scrolling through random tiktoks on your phone when out of nowhere a body practically launches itself on top of yours.Â
- your breath leaves you and you grunt at the sudden weight. "holy fucking shit-"Â
- you can't see leo's face, it's buried in your chest and your face heats at the sight. "what the fuck are you on?"Â
- "cocaine." comes his muffled reply and it makes you snort and roll your eyes.Â
- he tilts his head up, resting his chin against you as he stares up at you cheekily.Â
- "you're such a shit."Â
- "but i'm your shit. and you love me." he purrs, smirking at the way your face heats even more.Â
- "shut up. you didn't have to launch yourself onto me like that. if you wanted cuddles so damn bad you could have asked, asshole."Â
- your hand finds his shell and you begin to trace the grooves, knowing how much he likes it. leonardo practically melts in your arms.Â
- "you would've said no-"Â
- "that's a fat fucking lie and you know it."Â
- leo pouts dramatically. "you've got such a potty mouth today."Â
- "that's what happens whenever you're around."Â
- it's leo's turn to roll his eyes. "not my fault i take your breath away~"Â
- "only when you yeet your entire body mass onto mine without warning-"Â
- "don't be so dramatic." he nuzzles further into you, wiggling to try and get more comfortable.Â
- you sigh, "you're lucky i love you."Â
- he beams at this. "see, what did i say-"Â
- "i will throw your ass onto the floor."Â
- leo shuts up at that. but you don't miss the massive shit eating smirk on his face. the sight makes you smile.Â
- "i love you too." he says after a moment, pressing his face into the crook of your neck to plant a few tender kisses to your skin.Â
- it's your turn to melt against him. "you better.."Â
- tossing your phone onto the floor, you wrap your arms around him to the best of your ability. your legs are tangled together and your breathing evens out. hearts beating in perfect sync.Â
- cuddling with leo felt like heaven. and while you'd never say it out loud, cuz he'd never let you live it down, you honestly adored every second of it.Â
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His betrothed. (P3)
Barty Crouch Jr. x reader
Summary: the two expand on their love while the Black brothers try to get used to it.
A/N: so sorry for the long wait! Trust me, there's more for these two!
Masterlist <3
Part 1 and Part 4
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Barty started to show up at the Black house unannounced during the rest of the winter break for a few reasons: to check on his soon-to-be bride, spend time with Regulus, and try to win over the twin's parents.
And luckily, it seemed to be working for him.
Of course, Regulus would never complain about hanging with the his best friend. Nor would he complain about said best friend caring for his sister so much.
"How is she doing?" Barty asked out of the blue.
"Oh," Regulus thought, "Um, I mean⌠she's okay. I wouldn't say great but, she's okay."
Barty nods, "Thought so. She in her room?"
Regulus nods, "She should be."
Barty smiles and stands, quickly leaving Regulus' room to journey towards Y/N's.Â
He knocked lightly, hearing rustling sounds and finally the sound of the door being unlocked.Â
He slowly opened the door.Â
Y/N was sitting cross-legged on her bed, looking down at her fingers as she picked at them anxiously.
He quickly crossed the room to her and sat on the foot of her bed, giving her enough room to not feel suffocated, but close enough to be near. "Everything alright, love?"
She sighed and sniffled lightly, "'M fine."
He leaned forward and gently lifted her head up by her chin. Her eyes met his. They were red, and tear streaks stained her face. He felt his heart drop at the sight.
His thumb lightly caressed her cheek, "How do I fix this?"
She leans out of his grip, her voice soft, "Fix what?"
"What's happened?"
She looks away from him, "Just Mum. Like I said Barty, 'm fine."
He reaches forward again and places his hand on her leg. "Y/N. How can you know to trust me if you won't take the chance?"
She scoffs, "I don't take chances."
He smiles, "I know that."
A silence falls over them for a while as they stare at each other lovingly.
"Why do you want to marry me so badly?" She finally asked.
He shrugs, "You're enchanting. Everything you do just makes me want to figure you out all the more."
She laughs, "I've heard Sirius say that to girls before. Sounds like rubbish to me."
Barty smirks and leans back, "Alright. You want the truth, love? I love the way you see the world. You see⌠happiness where there's darkness. You see⌠good in people. In things. In life. But, it's not that just that. It's that you don't know you do that. You naturally love life. It's part of who you are." He stands up and runs a hand through his hair, "And think me mad but I'd like to have some of you to myself⌠To have⌠just⌠a bit of your happiness. And hope that maybe⌠just maybe⌠you could see good in me, too."
She's speechless as she stares up at him. How was she to respond to that?
He takes a deep breath, "You're like sunshine, love. You⌠you walk into a room and it lights up. Only a fool would deny that about you. I've seen the way some of them look at you. They want to ruin you. And perhaps I will somehow along the way⌠but I'll try anything. Anything. To preserve some of that sunlight. As long as I can. If you'll let me."
She wipes her cheek lightly as she sniffles. Her eyes now holding their usual glow, "Barty?"
He looks up immediately, "Yes?"
She smiles, "I can't wait to marry you."
He lets out a breath. It feels like he's been punched in his gut the way his heart shifted. "I⌠I uh, I was gonna wait but⌠since I have itâŚ"
He sits back on the bed and retrieves a box from his pocket.
A ring box.
He smiles as he opens it, "I know this is strange and⌠I'll give you a real proposal, I promise. But for today⌠maybe this will work."
The ring is gorgeous. The diamond practically glows along with its white gold band.
"BartyâŚ" she finally says, "How⌠this is beautifulâŚ"
"What do you think, love?"
âŚ
"Merlin!" James cried.
Sirius held his sister's hand in his own with a vicious grip, glaring at the diamond in the ring that he could practically see his own reflection in.
Remus remained quiet with his jaw practically on the floor.
Peter's eyes shifted nervously to each of them in the Common room.
"I⌠I know this isn't what you wanted, Siri, butâŚ" she started.
He held his other hand up to silence her, "It's not my favorite idea. But⌠I was wrong to take my anger out on you over it. After all, it's not your decision. It's not like YOU want to marry him."
She caught James' line of vision, clenching her jaw as their eyes met.
"No." James reasoned. "No⌠absolutely not."
"He asked me. And I said yes."
All four immediately stood from their spots on the various chairs and couches in the common room. Their voices all loudly proclaimed their thoughts, the sounds overlapping each other.
She involuntarily took a step back at the harsh tones of the boys.Â
Even Peter was voicing his opinion for once, as small and squeaky as it came.
Remus noticed the way her eyes glazed over, and he finally snapped out of it. "Hey."
No one payed attention.
"HEY!" He finally yelled.
The other boys froze, staring at the scar-ridden boy.
"Let her speak. Merlin. We're acting like animals."
James smirked, "I mean technically-"
"Shut up, James." Remus snapped.
Sirius' jaw clenched harshly. His words came out of his mouth through his teeth, "Fine. We'll hear her out."
Remus pushed them down back into their seats, "Alright, dove. When you're ready."
She took a deep breath.
"I know you don't like him because of⌠of⌠well, he's honestly quite lovely. He said the most wonderful things to me. He⌠He told me he loves me."
"Oh, please," James scoffed. "How could Bartimus Crouch Jr. possibly love you?"
She gasped lightly. "I⌠what⌠what do you mean?"
"What do I-" He stood, angrily walking to her. He grabbed her wrist harshly and yanked her sleeve up, revealing the fresh dark mark on her forearm, "If he loved you, he'd have never let this FILTH get into your skin."
"James⌠he⌠he didn'tâŚ"
"No, dove." He persisted, "He will never love you. Anyone with this mark on them⌠is filled with nothing but hate. When I become an auror, the first thing I'll do is rid the world of this shit-"
"FUCK OFF!" She finally roared.
His lips drew into a thin line initially. She never raised her voice like that. He then smirked and let his voice relax, "You know, I'm just trying to help you. Don't be such a bitch-"
Sirius immediately stood, shoving James harshly, "You watch your motherfucking mouth, Prongs."
James stumbled, thrown off by the sudden shove, "Bloody hell, Pads. I thought you were fucking angry about this, too."
Remus stood next, "Let's all just settle down for a minute."
Sirius' head jerked towards Remus, "Watch it."
Remus nodded and sat back down.
"I am angry," Sirius continued, "But I won't stand by while my best friend insults her like this. I don't want your fucking input on this, James. I thought you were my brother. But you're not family, not for this."
It felt like a dagger went through James' heart, but he wouldn't let Sirius know that, "Fine."
And he stormed up the stairs to their room.
Sirius sighed and turned back to Y/N, "I'm sorry. I've been a foolish brother. Perhaps Regulus is right about all of this."
Peter spoke up, "But I thought you said-"
"-The only thing that matters," Remus said, "Is that she chooses who she marries. Is that not what you told us, Pads?"
Sirius sighed, "Yeah. I said that."
"Well, he asked her. And she said yes." Remus pointed out.
Sirius sighed again, "I know, I know. You're always right, Rem." He steps up to his little sister, pushing hair behind her ear. "I just want you to be happy."
She smiles, "I am happy."
He nodded, "Alright. Then I'm doing my job."
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The next morning, Y/N practically ran to the dungeons. She had agreed to meet Barty there so they could walk to class together.
He was already there, smiling as she approached.
"Good morning, love. You look beautiful."
She smiled, "You're a charmer."
He shrugged, "Only to pretty girls with dimwit brothers."
"âŚwhat?"
He sighed, "Your brother is just being a fool again."
She tilted her head, "How did you find out about my fight with Sirius?"
"Sirius?" He laughed, "No. Regulus. Regulus is being a dimwit."
"Oh," she giggled, "'suppose that's fair. What's he done now?"
"Nothing. He and I just got into a fight. Nothing serious. Shall we?" He asked.
She nodded, taking his arm as always.
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"Y/N, listen. I gotta talk to you." Regulus pleaded at the Gryffindor table of the Great Hall.
She turned to look at him over her shoulder, "Reg? What?"
He bent down to whisper in her ear. "It's⌠um⌠something happened this afternoon. After lunch."
Remus, who sat next to her, turned to look at him as well, "What?"
"It's about Barty. Listen⌠this isn't easy to hear, dear sisterâŚ"
She turned in her seat to face him fully, "Where is he?"
"Well, I suspect in the library. That's where I saw him last."
She immediately bolted up and ran out of the room.
Regulus' face lost color, "Y/N!"
Sirius stood, "What's happened?"
Regulus leaned to him and whispered in his ear.
Sirius froze, "Oh, fuck."
âŚ
Y/N ran as quickly as her legs would take her to the library.Â
She quickly walked past every aisle, desperate to find him.
Her feet stopped at the sight she saw.
Barty seemed to have his tongue down Andromeda Black's throat in a heated snogging session.
Y/N let out a gasp.
Barty pulled away immediately. He held a regretful look in his eyes, but his body didn't pull away, "Y/N?"
Andromeda smiled, "Oh. Hey, Y/N."
Y/N's eyes held tears as she covered her mouth to hold back a sob, "Barty⌠youâŚ"
He sighed, "I what?"
Y/N let the sob go at his harsh tone, "I shouldn't have said yes to you. SâŚSirius was right."
And she ran before another word could be said.
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A/N: NOT THE CLIFFHANGER! I'M SO SORRY!
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Hawks requests you say??? How about yan hawks with a darling that has been kidnapped for like a month or two now. Darling has been getting a bit bored so hawks is giving them freedoms (like outside time, getting to choose what movie they watch etc.), in exchange for physical and verbal affection. Like darling gets to choose the movie if they cuddle with him for the entire thing.
He would, so many yanderes would, but him especially. Hey, it's a win-win for him. Gets what he wants and sees reader happy.
I rushed it at the end a little sorry!
Give and Take
TW: Kidnapping, Dubcon, Smut, Broken Bones, Female Reader, Stockholm Syndrome
The room was dull, with little decor in it. Hawks had stated it was cause he didn't like when rooms were too busy. He was worried he would bump into something. Bang his wings against a shelf or table. Meaning any decor you wanted to make the place feel like anything other than a jail cell was limited. Hawks had allowed you to decorate certain rooms. Let you bring a few things from your own place. Items he had managed to go back and get. A few picture frames, books, and a few other trinkets. Yet, it was still limited. You couldn't stand looking at the plain walls and bare rooms. The same thing, day in and out. It drove you nuts.
The worst was when it was a nice day out. Sun shining, and a warm breeze. A day you wouldn't be able to actually enjoy. You weren't allowed out, even after all this time he was still worried you would run. You learned your lesson the last time you tried. The memory of hearing your bones snap under his hands still haunted you. A punishment that made its marks on your mind. You hadn't run since then.
You were seated in the living room. On the huge sofa, he had ordered before he brought you home. For the sole purpose of its size, large and soft. Perfect for afternoon naps with each other and movie night cuddles. Words that made you want to puke once. Kicking and screaming when he dragged you to it on those nights. After some time, you eventually became indifferent to it. Though on days when he was out busy saving the city. You could enjoy the softness of it. The comfort it brought when it was just you on it.
"Sweetie, I'm home."
Of course, the comfort never lasted long. Hawks was practically singing those words as he opened the front door. Locking the multiple locks behind him. Most needing a key only he had. Before you would grow angry and hopeless as each lock clicked shut. Now, there was only a gentle laugh leaving your lips. The locks weren't what was keeping you in anymore.
"How was your day." Hawks had made his way to you, placing a kiss on your cheek.
"Same as always. Boring, nothing to do."
"That's unfortunate."
Hawks didn't care to hear you complain. He never did, shutting you down before you could go any further. Now, if you had a complaint. It was short and vague. Something he could hear before interrupting. Something you could slip in before he shut you down.
"It's really nice outside." You were staring out at the patio.
"I guess, though a bit too hot for my liking. I was sweating all day."
That was a lie. He was just saying that to keep you from asking to go out. From asking to go on the patio like you used to do. You had no idea why he was so reluctant to let you on it. It was completely blocked off from other apartments. No other patios could see in. Plus you two were at the top of the building. No one could look down in on it. There was no way you could call for help, that anyone would see you. You were curious if he would ever let you on it, or if it just was for show now. A reminder even in your "home", you weren't welcomed in some areas.
"What's the point of having a balcony if you won't let me use it."
"Oh, well I never use it myself anyway. Just came with the place."
"Keigo" He preferred when you used his real name. A small form of vulnerability he shared with you. "You have a whole patio set out there. You're telling me you never used it?"
Hawks gazed at the furniture out there, then back at you. He didn't like the look you gave him. One that told him you had him. No one owned several outdoor chairs, a table and umbrellas when they didn't use them. Not to mention from what you could see. Some of the chairs looked quite used.
"Well," He was thinking of a comeback. "It's too dangerous for you out there."
That was a lie. You tried to argue with him. Stating no one could see you out there. That you were safe. The railings were high enough that you couldn't jump. Even if he feared that, you wouldn't mind just going out with him. Letting him babysit you while you soaked in the sun. You tried to reason and bargain with him.
"I said no." His tone was telling you not to push on. "Plus, you haven't shown me you deserve it." Hawks' smile was filled with condescending intent.
That piece of shit.
The topic was dropped, but your mind raced through his words. If you were going to be here for the rest of your miserable life with him. You needed to make the most of it. Try to make things normal. Before you were simply cruising on autopilot. Not fighting him anymore, but not actively engaging in his wants and needs. Possibly, it was time things change. That you actively engaged with your new life. A thought that didn't make you want to scream and hurl insults at him like it did in the first few weeks.
The day went by as usual. Hawks got takeout from his favourite restaurant. Both of you ate, him making most of the conversation while you answered with a "that's impressive." or a "you're so good at your job." every time he paused. Compliments that made his wings puff with pride. Once these words made you nauseous, but now they were just words. They made him happy, which meant you were happy. You began to tune him out enough to listen to your thoughts. Starting to think of what he had said earlier "you haven't shown me you deserve it." and what he meant by that. You hadn't made an attempt to run in a long time. Surely that was worth something. You had been good that way, proved you wouldn't run anymore. Why did you have to prove you were good for him anyway? He was the one who kidnapped you. He was treating you like a dog. Do a trick and you'll get a treat.
"Hey, did you hear what I said?"
"Oh," You had heard, at least enough to answer. "yeah, you saved someone from a hostage situation. Very brave."
Brave or attention seeking, who knows.
"Reminds me of the first time we met. When I saved you in that museum." Satisfaction was littered across his face.
How could you forget? The day that ended your life. It had been like any other day. You were a volunteer at the museum, showing a school class around. You were just trying to get some experience to get a job you actually liked.
Around each exhibit, you went. Showing relics from civilizations that didn't exist anymore. Bones of creatures that no longer roamed the earth. That was when it happened. A sudden sound of shots, people hitting the floor. The door leading in and out of the exhibit was shut and blocked. Three men yelling, brandishing guns. You weren't sure what exactly happened. All you remember is getting the kids to hide in a corner. Keeping them as far from the men as possible. It only lasted a few moments apparently. Hawks had cut their plans short. Swopping in and pinning the men with his feathers. Assuring everyone that they were safe now with that stupid smile plastered on his face. That was when you two first met. After the cops had shown up, taking over. You wanted to thank him, along with the kids that wanted to meet the mighty Hawks. He had been so sweet and kind to the kids and you. He had been charming, you could understand how so many fell for his trap. How you fell for it too.
After that day, he began to show up more and more in your life. Little bump-ins, him just showing up to the museum when you were there. You had believed his lies of wanting to make sure he hadn't missed anything, wanting to go over the scene again and again. That was the start. Then there were coffee dates, evening dates, and extravagant gifts. All until he had gotten bored of taking things at the normal pace, or in his words. Taking things slow. Before you knew what was happening. You were here, in his house with locks on every door leading out.
"That was the best day of my life, meeting you. Seeing how you cared for those kids. Putting yourself in front of them. You're one of the few truly good people out of there."
He was prompting you. You could either smile and thank him, or perhaps try something different. After all, he did say you hadn't been good. That was why you couldn't be on the patio. Couldn't have some safe freedoms.
"Thank you, but compared to what you did that day and do every day. It was nothing."
Hawks had paused eating, looking at you like he was curious about where this was going. This wasn't your usual answer. You seldom talked so much unless it was to complain or beg.
"I mean you save people every day without a second thought. Who knows what would have happened without you."
"Yeah, I guess your right. Who knows what would have happened without me." Hawks smirked like a child who was being praised for good grades. Continuing to eat his dinner, smiling throughout the rest of the meal. You had done something right.
You watched him for the rest of the evening. Noticing how much cheerier he was than usual. He was kinder and more lenient than normal. It made you begin to think of his words from earlier "you haven't shown me you deserve it." Was this what he meant, completing him, playing into his little fantasies of a perfect little couple. Like you two were in love. Indifference wasn't good enough for him anymore. It seemed like he wanted more if you were going to ask for things.
For a few weeks, you tested this theory. Complimenting him without any prompts. Kissing him before he left for work and when he got home. It was the small things that made him happy. Hawks began to give into your wants more. Letting you help pick a place to order takeout from. Allowing you to pick the movie or show for the night. He even allowed you to use the TV when he was out at work. Small things that made your cage more comfortable.
It must have been a month or two before your mind wandered to the patio. It would be a big ask, meaning something big in return would need to be given. Hawks had never pressured you for sex. No, he demanded kisses and touches, but not sex. You were glad for that, but his touches began to linger longer as the days went on. You realized it would eventually be requested, or he'd let it fester and cause a fight. Either you could wait, or take it into your own hands. It became a question not when or how you wanted it, but rather which was the better of the two choices. A big ask would need a big return.
You made your choice after a few days. Deciding to take things into your own hands. You had this chance to decide when and how sex with Hawks would go. Something for you, and something for him.
Waiting for the perfect opportunity, you found it. It was after a hard day for Hawks. He had spent half the day chasing a criminal down. One he had been looking for, for weeks. Finally, he had managed to track him. Made the arrest and was the city's hero once again. He was happy, but exhausted. Now was the time. Before you knew it, you two were on the couch, making out. He was enjoying himself, letting his hands roam. Moaning into the kiss. It was now or never. Quickly, you made your way onto his lap. Wrapping your legs around his waist, balancing on your knees. It was a lot, more than you had given him before. The most intimacy you had initiated. You felt Hawks pause for a moment, surprised at your actions.
"What are you-" Hawks pulled away, enough to look you in your eyes.
"I think I'm ready, I-I think I can..." You couldn't finish it, but you knew he understood.
Hawks pulled away further. Allowing himself to look at your whole face. Trying to read your expression. Hawks was a professional at reading people. He knew how to tell when people were lying, and when they were dishonest. There was none in your face. He could tell you wanted this, he just couldn't tell why.
"Ready for what? Use your words, sweetheart."
He was living for this. Living to hear you beg for him, to want him out of your own free will. Or at least as free as it could be in this situation. You told him what you wanted, that you wanted him. Oh, the look he gave you was terrifying. Full of desire, with a predatory element to it. Like he was a starved man, finally finding out his trap had worked. That finally he was going to eat tonight.
Before you knew it, Hawks had picked you up. Taking you to the bedroom. A part of you was thankful that he wasn't just going to take you on the couch. That he would offer some form of comfort for you.
The bed was soft, swallowing you whole while Hawks stood at the end of the bed. Staring down at you, as if he was waiting for you to beckon him down.
"If-If you want me to stop. Let me know, please." He was nervous, you could tell. His voice was a bit shaky.
Maybe it was the Stockholm syndrome finally taking full effect, but you found his words comforting, and endearing. He was letting you have some control. The first taste of control he let you have since bringing you here.
Things had started off slow. Hawks letting you set the pace at first. Allowing you to let him know when you wanted more than just kissing, more than simple touches over the clothing. You were the one to pull him down towards you. Letting him hover over you on the bed. You were the one to deepen the kiss. The one to slide your hand under his shirt. Feeling his skin, allowing your fingers to rake over his muscles. For someone who fought for a living, his skin was somehow so soft. Leaning further in, wanting more of him. He felt soothing like this was something you two had done times before. It felt familiar.
Hawks was hovering over you, letting his tongue explore your mouth. He was being needy, and desperate, but you could tell he was holding himself back. He was waiting for you to allow him more.
Your fingers began to slightly lift his shirt, trying to get him to remove it. It wasn't long until Hawks was stripped of his shirt, and moved onto his pants. Leaving him just in his boxers. Even if some part of you still wanted to fight him day and night, you couldn't help but marvel at his beauty. It was clear why he had so many fans, especially those who ogled him. He had the charm and the looks.
His hands were back on you, helping you move further up the bed until you both lay in the middle. His lips quickly attached themselves to your neck. Kissing and sucking any spot he could get to. You couldn't help but moan when he laid his lips on one spot. Even if you were about to have sex with him, it embarrassed you to enjoy his touches so much.
Hawks' hands were beginning to move under your clothes. Trying to peel them off, though he refused to let his lips part from your skin. Stopping his efforts. You couldn't help, but laugh. His movements weren't smooth. They were rushed and needy as he finally parted from your neck. Getting your shirt and pants off. Leaving you just in your underwear. Hawks had rarely seen you naked. He had given you your space when you changed, or when you bathed. Leaving the room or turning around. But now he was staring shamelessly. His eyes were wide as he watched as you sat up on the bed. Him kneeling beside you while you used your elbows to prompt you up.
"Is-is something wrong?"
You couldn't understand why he was pausing now.
"No" He was now leaning over you, slowly pushing you back down on the bed. "Of course not. It's just that, that I've never seen someone as beautiful as you before." Leaning down, placing a gentle kiss on your lips. "How am I so lucky to have you."
He was sweet talking you, but this was different than his normal flirting. It seemed more meaningful. He wasn't just flirting to bother you, to make you flustered. He wasn't using the charm he put on for the camera. This wasn't an act. This was him. Awkward and attempting to be meaningful. He wasn't being Hawks, he was Keigo with you now.
It wasn't long until he was pulling his boxers down. Letting you see just how hard he was just from kissing. You'd never seen him bare, at least not on purpose. He wasn't small, but he seemed more reasonable. Having more width than length. You followed suit and took off your underwear. You both were fully bare now. Both ready for things to move forward, yet unable to push it. Staying in place for a few moments. Hearts pounding, until Hawks made the first move. His fingers finding their place in between your legs. Letting them play with the fat of your inner thigh before moving up. Sliding his fingers up and down between your folds. Getting you used to his touch, getting you used to him being so intimate. It wasn't long until his fingers found their way into you. He was slow, letting only one finger in. Taking his time to allow you to adjust. You closed your eyes, taking in his touch fully. He felt good, it felt nice to have him touching you in a way you wanted. He was doing this to make you feel good. As his finger began to slowly pump in and out of you. Warming you up, getting you ready for him. It wasn't long until he was able to move a second finger in. He was slow. Watching your face to see if you showed any discomfort. Trying to make sure you enjoyed this as much as him. The oddness and discomfort were fading away. It was beginning to feel nice. You were enjoying it and there was nothing you could do to hide the moans escaping your lips. If only your eyes were open to watch how Hawks was looking at you. To see how he marvelled at you. The way he looked at you, reading every little change in facial expression. Wanting nothing more than to give you everything.
It wasn't long until Hawks had his mouth back on you. This time in between your legs. Kissing your inner thighs before attaching his lips to your clit. Your hands gripped the sheets. Trying to ground yourself. Hawks had always put on such a front, acting like your comfort and needs would come second as long as his were met. This time, your needs seemed to be first.
Your back was arching. You were pushing your body lower. Trying to get closer to his mouth. Wanting more. Both his fingers and mouth were making you feel amazing. His name left your lips. Begging for more. You could feel his smile against your skin. He was enjoying this perhaps more than you.
It wasn't long until the feeling in your stomach started. The heaviness of it, like it was begging to be released. He was bringing you closer and closer. You needed it so badly. You hadn't realized, but a "please" had left your lips. Making Hawks pump his fingers slightly faster. Hitting your spot. Tipping you over the edge. Making you finish on his mouth.
You still had your eyes closed, trying to level out your breathing before looking at him. Even with your eyes closed, you knew what look he would have on his face. A smile bigger than anything you'd seen. It would be full of pride. What you missed what how his mouth and chin were now covered in you. Something he was immensely proud of.
"You liked that?"
Of course, he would need you to confirm it. He knew the answer but wanted you to admit it. Wanted you to acknowledge that Hawks the hero, Keigo the kidnapper, could make you feel like this. Could make you cum on his tongue.
Nodding was enough for him. He made his way back on top of you, hovering over you. If only you could see how hard he was. How badly he wanted you. How precum was now leaking from him.
Your eyes shot open when he began to push in. Although he had warmed you up, you were still trying to adjust. It didn't hurt, rather it felt good. Inch by inch he pushed into you. His lips on yours, swallowing your moans. You could taste yourself on his tongue.
Once he was fully in. He took a moment before he began to move slowly. Pumping in and out of you. It didn't take long for Hawks to get carried away. He couldn't help, but begin to move faster. Letting his head rest on your neck. Moaning into your skin. He was desperate. Frantic for his own release. His hands sliding under you, grabbing at your ass. Trying to lift you further into him. Mumbling into your skin, praises, rants about how long he's waited. Any type of restraint was gone. He was back to now seeking his own release.
It didn't hurt, rather it felt good. More than you were ready for, but moans still left your mouth. Your hands went to his back. Settling by the base of his wings. Letting your fingers stroke the base. Causing Hawks to shudder and moan at the feeling. Begging you to do it again.
It must have only lasted a few minutes because before you knew it. Hawks had grunted into your neck and his body twitched before stilling. He laid on top of you for a bit. You wanted to laugh, you found it amusing how the oh-great Hawks didn't last long in bed. But in some odd way, it was endearing. To have such a man fall so easily.
Hawks got both of you cleaned up before getting back into bed. It would be stupid to ask for anything right now. He would see it as a betrayal. That you were just using him. You would wait till later. Hoping it would work. Tomorrow evening perhaps, when you had the energy. For now, you would just curl into him. Enjoying this moment.
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Decisions | you chose: Vinsmoke Sanji x reader
Summary: After a misunderstanding makes the crew think you and Zoro are sleeping together, you're forced to confront the man you have feeling towards in order to make things right.
Word count: 890
Warnings: slightly suggestive at most
BEFORE reading this, make sure you read the prequel (Zoro's ending here)
Read on AO3
Instinctively, your hands came up to grip Sanjiâs arms that were wrapped tightly around your shoulder line. Your head tilted up to look at the man towering over you, and from the corner of your eye you could see Zoro practically deflate.
Sanjiâs expression softened as you looked up at him â he had his answer.
Sanjiâs hand came up to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, making you turn to him thoughtlessly. You felt as though you were on autopilot and yet, simultaneously hyper aware of his every feature, of the way he was looking at you as though drinking you in. The simplest brush of his fingertips on your cheekbone sent a wave of heat through you.
He had such tenderness in his voice as he said, âY/n⌠Youâre the one for me. Since the day you boarded this ship, youâve been the apple of my eye, the light of my life, the fire of  my -â
           âHey,â Nami interjected, the tone of her voice a clear warning. Sanjiâs lips pressed in to a smile, unbothered by the disruption. His large hands held your face, thumbs caressing your cheeks as though you were the most precious thing he ever had the privilege of meeting.
           âIâm so in love with you,â Sanji continued, âthat I donât know what to do with myself.â
           âYou could start by kissing me,â you suggested, a shy smile on your lips.
           âIâll remind you two that youâre in the kitchen, itâs eight AM and there are other people in the room.â Nami interjected once more â and truthfully, you couldnât blame her. You were so caught up in the moment you had forgotten about anyone and anything else. Being suddenly pulled out of your haze, you looked at your crewmates â Luffy and Usopp were watching you and Sanji like a telenovela was unraveling before them. Zoro was gone â he must have left the room without you noticing. You were sad to hurt him, but your feelings for Sanji were undeniable.
           âCome, my love,â Sanji took your hand and took to leading you out of the kitchen. âletâs continue this somewhere more private.â Luffy and Usopp cheered and whistled at that (you thought you could hear Nami sigh in between) â heat rushed to your cheeks as you thought of the implications that must have come to their minds.
You felt like a kid, giggling excitedly as the man you loved guided you to the boysâ room (you were silently grateful Zoro took the spare room for himself). Sanji guided you in to the room before following, shutting the door behind himself. Before you could take it all in his lips were already on yours â he had descended upon you with all the urgency he had felt for so long. He had one hand in your hair, holding you in place, almost scared to let you go â the other hand caressing the side of your body, struggling to decide where exactly he wanted to touch, after having dreamt of this moment for so long.
You couldnât believe this was finally happening â and it was even better than you imagined. Sanjiâs lips meshed perfectly against yours, the perfect combination of passionate and hot but still delicate and caring. You thread an arm behind his neck, holding him closely to you. Sanji took that as the go-ahead to take hold of your waist and press you against him, reveling in your warmth, in the softness of your body; you surely couldnât complain, as you enjoyed feeling the hardness of his muscular chest, the outline of his figure⌠things you hadnât felt before.
After a while, you had no choice but to break apart to breath; a need that Sanji didnât seem to have, because the moment you broke the kiss he seized the opportunity to kiss down your neck, biting lightly until he found your sweet spot. He knew he found the spot because you couldnât contain your moan. That only edged Sanji on to bite harder, needing to leave his mark on you; you were driving him insane, and you had only just began.
Sanjiâs grip on your waist gradually became so strong it would bruise, but you were enjoying it all too much to notice. It was only when you noticed his nimble fingers undoing your shirt buttons â just as you heard Usopp laugh not too far away â that you came to your senses. The crew must have finished eating, and soon your privacy would be gone.
           âWait,â you took a step back from Sanji. He stopped his assault on your neck, but he couldnât contain the kicked-puppy expression he had at the loss of you. âwe should cool it. For now. With everyone around, and allâŚâ
Sanji cleared his throat, straightening his jacket and stepping closer to you to rebutton your shirt. âRight. Youâre right. For now.â With the last words he looked in to your eyes, making sure you knew you would be continuing these activities at a later point. Sanji flattened your shirt, but you were half sure it was just a guise to touch you some more before you had to part. Finally, his hand came to your neck, fingertips lightly caressing the spot he bit hard â where there surely was a frightening bruise forming. âAt least now you know youâre mine.â
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tags: @gardens-light @yeonieesss
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Edge of Seventeen
I'm a little later in the month than I normally am, but here's my February entry for @steddiemicrofic at a T rating. The prompt was "edge" with the word count 509. I know I'm a little behind Valentine's Day, but enjoy!
Their security hated when Steve did this. They always tried to talk him out of it, and the compromise included at least two members of the team standing near him and a few extra joining the venue security on the other side of the barricade. But he loved the feeling of being part of a crowd, of looking up at Eddie just like any other fan.
"And that's what I am," he'd told a reporter at the Oscars last year, Eddie's arm wrapped possessively around his waist. "I mean yeah, he's my husband too, but I'll always be one of the fans." The absolute heart eyes Eddie had sent his way were still making the rounds as a reaction image on social media.
Steve thought he had a similar expression on his face now. He leaned against the barricade, fans pressing in around them. There was a woman practically hanging on his side that reminded him of Robin. Clearly Lawrence on security didn't like that she was touching him, but when Steve had made it clear that he was fine, there wasn't much the guard could do.
"Jeff thinks I'm a sap for this," Eddie continued, practically purring into the mic.
"No, no," Jeff said. "I know you're a sap for this."
The crowd around Steve laughed, then laughed again as Gareth added the slap stick sound on his drums.
"You see what I put up with?" Eddie complained, but his smile never left his face as he flipped off his friends. "Anyway, it's time for my annual tradition. It's the only time of year I let myself be this gooey on stage."
That was absolutely a lie, and Steve was sure the whole crowd knew it. But when Eddie had found him in the crowd and crouched at the edge of the stage to talk right to him, Steve wasn't going to tease him about it. Not right now anyway.
"Happy Valentine's Day, baby," Eddie said. "I gave you a Springsteen last year, which means it's an off year. I get to pick something else, and while I know you were hoping for ABBA, I can't quite give up my metal card that swiftly."
The crowd laughed again, especially since Eddie had serenaded Steve with Take A Chance On Me six years ago. This year, Steve had seen the betting and predictions online. ABBA had been a pretty strong contender.
Eddie continued, "I figured it was time for a badass lady I haven't sang for you before."
This time the crowd screamed. Steve's smile grew, then grew wider as he recognized the guitar riff of a song he'd convinced Eddie to dance to on New Years Eve. He'd been hoping for some Stevie Nicks.
Apparently so had some of his new friends because the crowd screamed as they placed what it was.
Steve loved his husband's fans and their support. But most of all, loved that they could stand here in a sold out show on either side of the barricade and have a moment just for them.
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