#i have SO MUCHHHHHH to say but it will have to wait

[pseudophan]

"you made that?? that's iconic"

[sesamebri]

im going to play a little botw before bed and just trot around with my horse and listen to the music as a send off for now smooch to the game. i haven't played botw for a hot minute but it's always been the game i could return to and instantly feel at home 💕 looking forward to my new adventure with link tomorrow morning!!!!!!! (after my stoopid dentist appt grumble grumbleeee)

[paddockletters]

unstoppable | carlos sainz mafia au

paring: carlos sainz mafia au x reader request: yes / thank u so muchhhhhh! summary: y/n accidentally meets Carlos, a mysterious mafia boss who begins to court her with sweet gestures. But when she's kidnapped for ransom, she reveals her own mafia connections, leaving Carlos stunned

The day I first met Carlos Sainz was ordinary, at least at first. I was sitting in my favorite café, a quiet place with warm lights and the scent of fresh coffee filling the air. It was my sanctuary, a place to unwind and escape from the demands of my world.

Then he walked in.

He was impossible to ignore. There was something about the way he carried himself—confident, yet not in a way that felt cocky. He moved with purpose, like someone who was used to getting what he wanted. And right now, it seemed what he wanted was to sit with me.

“Is this seat taken?” His voice was smooth, deep. He didn’t wait for an answer before sliding into the chair opposite me, his dark eyes locking onto mine with a curious intensity.

I blinked, caught off guard, but my lips curled into a smile. “Not anymore.”

From that moment, Carlos became a part of my life in ways I hadn’t expected. He had an air of mystery around him, an enigmatic charm that left me wanting to know more, but every time I asked questions, he expertly dodged them. He courted me like a man from another time—sending flowers, handwritten letters, and baked goods that appeared at my door with no explanation other than the small note that always accompanied them.

Still, I couldn’t help but notice something was off. He never talked about his work or his past. Whenever I tried to pry, he would smile that infuriatingly perfect smile and say something vague like, "It’s complicated."

I should’ve seen it coming. I should’ve known that a man like Carlos, with his expensive suits, his occasional disappearances, and his unnerving ability to deflect every question about his life, wasn’t just your average businessman.

But I was too intrigued. Too caught up in the game he was playing with me.

One evening, we sat in our usual spot at the café. It was cozy, the kind of place where you could lose yourself in conversation for hours. But I was done with the mystery. I wanted answers.

“So,” I began, watching him closely as I stirred my coffee, “what exactly do you do for a living?”

Carlos leaned back in his chair, his lips twitching as if amused.

“I told you. I’m in business.”

I raised an eyebrow. “Yeah, but you’ve never said what kind of business.”

He chuckled softly, glancing away for a moment before his gaze returned to mine, more serious this time.

“It’s not the kind of job you’d understand. It’s… complicated.”

“There’s that word again,” I teased, but I could feel the weight behind his tone.

Before I could press further, his phone buzzed on the table. His expression shifted instantly—sharp, calculating.

“I have to go” he said, standing up so quickly it startled me.

“Carlos—”

“Don’t worry, cariño. I’ll see you soon.” And just like that, he was gone.

The next time I saw Carlos, everything changed.

It started like any other evening. I was at home, unwinding after a long day. But then the door to my apartment was kicked in. Before I could react, masked men were on me, dragging me out of my home, blindfolding and binding me. Panic surged through my veins as they threw me into the back of a van.

My mind raced, trying to figure out why this was happening. What had I gotten myself into? The answer came soon enough.

After hours of silence, I was tied to a chair in some dark, grimy warehouse. My captors spoke in low voices, and though their words were muffled, I could make out one name—Carlos Sainz.

“He’ll pay to get her back,” one of the men sneered. “Fifty million, or she dies.”

Carlos? What did he have to do with this?

And then it hit me. Carlos was the head of the Spanish mafia.

Suddenly, everything made sense—the secrecy, the evasiveness, the vague answers about his work. The man I’d been falling for wasn’t just some mysterious businessman. He was dangerous. Powerful. The kind of man I’d been trained to stay away from my entire life.

But the joke was on them.

When Carlos arrived, he wasn’t alone. He walked into the warehouse flanked by a group of men who were clearly not to be messed with. His expression was hard, his eyes cold as they scanned the room.

What he didn’t expect to see was me—sitting calmly, still tied to the chair, but with a gun in my hand, pressed against the temple of the man who had orchestrated my kidnapping. Around me, my own men had infiltrated the warehouse, disarming the kidnappers without a sound.

Carlos stopped dead in his tracks, his eyes widening as he took in the scene.

“What the hell…”

I smirked, standing up with the gun still in my hand.

“I guess we’ve both had secrets to hide.”

Carlos looked at me, bewildered. “You—how…?”

I shrugged, tossing the gun onto the table.

“I thought you knew, cariño. I’m not exactly who I seem to be either.”

He was at a loss for words, something I had never seen from him before. “You… You’re—”

“Royalty,” I said, stepping closer to him. “Mafia royalty, to be exact.”

He blinked, still trying to wrap his head around it. “But… how did I not know?”

I laughed softly, taking his hand and leading him out of the warehouse as my men finished the job.

“Maybe I’m just better at keeping secrets.”

Carlos was unusually quiet during the car ride back, his hands gripping the steering wheel as if grounding himself. I watched him out of the corner of my eye, enjoying the rare moment where he was the one who seemed off-balance.

Finally, he spoke, his voice laced with disbelief.

“So, all this time… you’ve been playing me?”

“Playing you? No,” I said, shaking my head. “Waiting for the right moment? Absolutely.”

He glanced at me, his lips twitching with the ghost of a smile.

“I thought I was the one with the dangerous life.”

“Guess we’re both in deeper than we thought.” I chuckled.

“You could’ve told me.” Carlos exhaled slowly, running a hand through his hair.

I shrugged, leaning back against the seat. “You could’ve told me too.”

He opened his mouth to argue, then closed it, a soft laugh escaping him instead. “Touché.”

Weeks passed, and slowly but surely, we began to merge our worlds. The two of us had more in common than we ever could have anticipated. We weren’t just partners in love, we were partners in power. Together, we were unstoppable.

Soon the world of organized crime knew Carlos and me as a force to be reckoned with. Together, we ruled with precision and ruthlessness, building alliances and taking down enemies as easily as playing a game of chess.

It wasn’t long before the heads of every mafia family were gathered in a grand dining room, all seated around a large, ornate table. These men weren’t just anyone—they were the most dangerous and influential figures in the criminal underworld. And sitting among them were familiar faces—Lando, head of the British syndicate, with his charming grin; Max, the cold, calculating leader of a powerful Dutch cartel; Charles, the elegant yet deadly head of the French mafia.

Carlos sat quietly beside me, watching the room carefully, his fingers drumming lightly on the table. There was an air of anticipation, of tension, as everyone waited for the meeting to begin.

Suddenly, the doors swung open, and I strode in, dressed in a sleek black suit, my head held high. The room fell silent as every pair of eyes turned toward me, their expressions ranging from shock to admiration.

I stood, letting my gaze sweep over the room before I spoke.

“Thank you all for coming,” I began, my voice steady, commanding. “I know many of you have been curious about the alliance between Carlos and me.”

The men around the table leaned in, curious and intrigued.

A few heads nodded, their curiosity piqued.

“Well,” I continued, my lips curving into a smile, “I wanted to invite all of you to our wedding.”

The room erupted into chaos. Lando’s jaw dropped, Charles’ eyes widened in disbelief, and Max actually let out a low whistle. Congratulations were shouted, questions thrown around, but amidst the chaos, you remained calm, your hand slipping into Carlos’ under the table. He squeezed it gently, a grin spreading across his face as he watched the room descend into a frenzy.

Amidst the commotion, Carlos squeezed my hand, leaning over to whisper in my ear.

“You could’ve warned me.”

I turned to him, smirking. “Where’s the fun in that?”

He chuckled, shaking his head. “I think I’m in over my head.”

I laughed softly, pressing a quick kiss to his cheek. “You love it.”

And he did. We both did. We thrived in this world of chaos, power, and danger. Together, we were untouchable, a force to be reckoned with.

As the room buzzed with congratulations and questions, Carlos and I exchanged a knowing look, both of us smirking.

As the celebrations continued in the grand dining room, I found a quiet moment with Carlos in a corner, away from the chaos of the other heads of the mafia. The soft clinking of glasses and the low hum of conversation faded into the background as I leaned against the wall, my arms crossed, observing him. He looked both proud and bewildered, a hint of confusion still lingering in his dark eyes.

“Carlos,” I began, my voice low, wanting to draw him into a more personal conversation amidst the crowd. “Do you remember the first time we met at the café?”

He smirked, the memory clearly still fresh in his mind.

“I remember you asking a lot of questions, and me dodging every single one of them.”

I chuckled softly, the warmth of nostalgia enveloping me.

“You were so mysterious. I had no idea you were hiding a life in the shadows. But you’re not the only one with secrets.”

Carlos’s brow furrowed slightly, curiosity piquing as he leaned closer. “What do you mean?”

I took a deep breath, memories flooding back to me.

“You might not know this, but I was raised in the world of organized crime, just like you. My father taught me everything I needed to know.”

He blinked, surprise etched on his features. “What do you mean?”

Flashback

The sun dipped low on the horizon, casting an orange glow over our estate as I sat in my father’s study, the scent of rich leather and aged wood surrounding me. My father, the head of our family’s operations, sat across from me, his eyes glinting with pride as he passed me a polished handgun.

“Here,” he said, his voice steady, “this is your first lesson.”

I stared at the gun, my heart racing.

“But I’m just a girl,” I protested, my youthful voice trembling slightly.

He chuckled, the sound deep and warm.

“And what does that mean? In this world, being a girl means nothing if you want power. You’ll need to learn how to defend yourself. This will give you strength.”

I took the gun in my hands, feeling its weight, and he began teaching me the basics—how to hold it, how to aim, and how to shoot. I focused intently, my determination shining through as he guided me through each step.

As the weeks passed, my education evolved. I learned about manipulation, strategy, and negotiation. I soaked up every lesson like a sponge, eager to understand the world I was destined to inherit. My father often shared tales of his dealings, and I soaked up the cunning and charisma he displayed.

“Remember, my little princess,” he’d say, leaning back in his chair with a twinkle in his eye, “in this life, charm can be just as deadly as a bullet. Use it wisely.”

I would nod, a smile creeping across my face. “One day, I’ll rule the mafia, Dad. With a husband who will be as ruthless as I am.”

He’d laugh, a hearty sound that echoed in the room. “You’re a force to be reckoned with, my daughter. Just be careful with whom you choose to share that power.”

Back to Present

Now, standing with Carlos in the grand dining room, I met his gaze, my heart pounding with the thrill of sharing this secret.

“I’m not just some damsel in distress, Carlos. I’ve been trained to survive and thrive in this world. I know how to use a gun and how to manipulate situations to my advantage.”

Carlos looked at me, his mouth slightly agape, a mix of admiration and disbelief in his eyes.

“You really are something else” he said, shaking his head in disbelief.

I smiled, feeling empowered by the truth spilling from my lips.

“Together, we’ll be unstoppable. Imagine it—our empire.”

He chuckled softly, shaking his head in amusement.

“You’re absolutely fearless. I can’t believe I fell for you.”

“Careful,” I teased, stepping closer, “or you might find yourself in deeper than you ever intended.”

He smirked, the tension between us palpable. “With you, I wouldn’t want it any other way.”

With that, I held his gaze, both of us understanding that the path ahead was fraught with challenges. But it was a path we would walk together—rulers of our own destiny, bound by love, power, and a shared ambition that was as fierce as the flames that ignited it.

[my-brain-soup]

I've Never Seen Luka, But Jon Kent Has

Basically I've never watched Luka but I read a fanfic where Jon gets the teen titans to watch it (parallels are drawn between Luca and Alberto and Jon and Damian) so now I will be watching it and writing the thoughts I have during it

No I will not give context and spoiler warning ig

Love the music during the studio logos

We love a superstitious king, I mean, I have a feeling he has a point

IF THEY HIT HIM IMMA BE SO PISSED

Awww, he's such a polite little guy

Luca is a farm boy!!! I love my little Jon Kent varient :)

I, too, would risk my life for shiny object

I, too, do the murder

OMG THEIR SO JON AND DAMIAN BUT LIKE BEING HUMAN IS BEING A VIGILANTE AND ITS THE SAME AS THEIR START BASICALLY I LOVE THEM

HE EVEN HAS THE SUPERMAN CURL

Dami would say he invented walking

And pretend he's not proud of Jon

THEYRE SO CUTESY

Bruno? Or Bruce...o... you get the idea

Sorry, they have Luca grab Alberto like that and expect me not to see them as the most adorable little guy love story? Their so crushing on each other

"You're so lucky your dad lets you do what you want," cue Superman's comment about Bruce getting hit on the head all the time

NO WAY THEIR SENDING HIM TO (basically) BOARDING SCHOOL TO KEEP HIM AWAY FROM THE "bad influence" THAT IS ALBERTO

Yes! Grandma, my queen!

"We can do anything" I love this movie

MY FRIEND SMELLS AMAZING

God I don't know her name yet but I love her

JULIA OR HOWEVER YOU SAY IT

We're not telling you our secrets! Tells secrets immediately.

FROM EVERYTHING YOU LOVE?????

I love Alberto so muchhhhhh

I love Mr dad human

Oh they know SOO many fish

No way everyone, including an adult, just saw that bitch rob some kids and didn't do shit

He is a sad little catfish

Why are his parents actually crazy

Aww, Alberto doesn't want to lose his friend

Noooooooo

Luca just wants to learn, and Alberto just wants to feel loved :(

How is the gayest looking dude there being homophobic?

When your new father figue wants to kill your entire species

Alberto got mad when Julia touched Luca's hand...

Why does Luca's hair looks like a croissant

NO LUCA WTF

I WAS ALMOST ON YOUR SIDE

GOD WHAT THE HELL

YES, MR DAD HUMAN, I LOVE YOU PLEASE DONT KILL YOUR NEW SON

FUCK.

IM NOT CRYING.

Nooooo

Their fort :(

BESTIE NO

NO ALBERTO MY BABY NO

STOP PUSHING PEOPLE AWAY SO YOU DONT GET HURT. IT'S NOT GONNA WORK

God the organizer adult lady us such a bitch

Why is no one concerned that the scuba kid isn't coming up for air?

Aww, his little clap self tap in

It's totally about to rain

Well shit. Sometimes I hate when I'm right

WAIT WAS THAT ALBERTO

I TAKE IT BACK I LOVE WHEN IM RIGHT

FUCK

NO I TAKE IT BACK AGAIN

I love them so much!!!!

MR DAD HUMAN NO

MR DAD HUMAN YES

YAYYYY

KING

Is the mom the same person that voiced Aunt Cass in big hero 6?

YES LOVE ME THE OLD LADIES

I decided it is a metaphor for older lgbtq people, feeling able to come out after younger generations have proved that times have changed, I love them

(They're sisters, so they're not together, but they can still be gay!)

BRO ITS SO ABOUT BEING GAY I LOVE THIS MOVIE

BRO ALBERTO

THOSE LITTLE LOOKS

YOU'RE NOT FOOLING ANYONE

JULIA 100% KNOWS

About his crush, not just Luca going to school

AHHHH HES SO SWEET

YES, MR DAD HUMAN, YOU NEED EACH OTHER

Their in love, your honor

THEIR LITTLE HAND HOLDING THING I CANT

IM SO MENTALLY ILL FOR GAY FISH

IM CRYING AGAIN

AHHH, THEY RIGHT EACH OTHER LETTERS

ALBERTO LOOKS SO SMITTEN WHEN THEY'RE ON THE PHONE

ALBERTO GETS HIS KNIFE

DOES HE BECOME A LIFEGAURD???

I love this movie

So much

DAMIAN ALSO HAS A CAT AND JON ALSO HAS A DOG

Also, here is my formal apology, her name is spelled Giulia, my b

Alberto learns to carve wood, awww

Also, does Luca EVER get shoes?

I've decided I need an Alberto to become a tattoo artist future au, at least like on the side or for fun or sm

The dedication is adorable

Yes, I just watched all of the credits. What about it?

I was rewarded with an after credits scene, so fuck you.

I'm gonna watch all the deleted scenes now, I'm not gonna specify which one so have fun guessing

Haha, they called Alberto and Luca the main relationship

BOO STOP TRYING TO GIVE LUCA A CRUSH ON GIULIA

YES ALBERTO CHEER ON THE KRAKEN AGAINST THE HUNTER

YES! CONFORMED LUCA A GIULIA ONLY PLATONIC

Also, she was almost a photographer, like TIM DRAKE?!?!?

Don't worry, Luca, I'll ride in a barrel lit on fire down a hill with you

Awww, they were raised by a lobsterrr

BRING BACK CANNED SEA MONSTER FACTORY

OH SEA MONSTER CAN PASS BUT IF THEIR FOUND OUT THE CONSEQUENCES MIGHT BE REALKY DIRE??? SOUNDS KINDA GAY TO ME.

Oh, Jon is extremely charming

I love how they used different animation styles (in how they had the characters move) on land and in the water

PH THE TRANSFORMATION ISN'T CELEBRATED IN LUCAS FAMILY AND HE MAKES IT A CONSIOUS DEASITION TO CHANGE HIS THINKING FROM I SHOULDNT DO THIS TO I SHOULD EMBRASE THIS? SOUNDS KINDA GAY TO ME

Bro, not the first version where Alberto outs Luca to Giulia, eek

And finally, Ciao Alberto!

Aww, Luca wants to see to Portorosso!

THE GAY OLD LADY SISTERS ARE DEFINITELY CLOSE WITH ALBERTO, AND I LOVE IT FOR ALL OF THEM

He finally has people who care about him!!!

AWW ALBERTO JUST WANTS MR DAD HUMAN TO BE PROUD OF HIM

Alberto, you do NOT got this

DONT LIGHT THE BOAT ON FIRE

OH SHIT

Noooo!!! Don't leave!!!

YOU'RE NOT HIS EMPLOYEE, YOU'RE HIS SON

HE CALLED HIM DAD!!!

YAY HUGS

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

MY HEART

I CANT

I love Alberto being an artist (a bad one, for now, but still and artist)

Okay, that's it, Ciao :)

[campbyler]

i theoretically have so many deranged and wonderful things to say about 9.1 but i will try to be Concise and Normal:

1. i have synesthesia and ohhh boy did my weird little brain go nuts over another thea wiseatom chapter. picture the strawberry and cheese scene in ratatouille except instead of strawberry and cheese it’s the most delectable and exquisite ice cream.

2. knowing (and remembering !!) the Little Things about someone has got to be one of the best ways of expressing love to exist. i was physically giggling and kicking my feet over how sweet and thoughtful they are with each other.

3. i feel like i’m right there in the trenches with will my goodness. every little fluctuation of mike’s behavior or the vibe/emotions between them had my pacing the floor and tearing my hair out. i know we’ve established that neither of them are the most reliable of narrators but when it comes to will’s internal monologue, perception of events, etc. oh boy do i fall for it.

there are so many aspects of their relationship to tackle in this universe and i’m sure this goes without saying but the emotional “world-building” seems just as vast as the physical/geographical. this is an absolute behemoth of a fic and i don’t just mean because of its word count. will never not be grateful for the work that all of you have put in for this and for sharing it with us.

that was neither Concise nor was it Normal but i hope the rest of this year and the start of the next treats you well, can’t wait for 9.2 :)

ohhh i will also try to be so concise and normal and respond on each point even though this ask made me feel anything but Concise and Normal:

i am printing out this point and taping it to my wall. that is possibly theee biggest compliment i have ever received (i have never seen ratatouille all the way through -- i fell asleep watching it for the first time a few weeks ago bc i was so eepy and sleepy, but this made me inspired to finish the rest)

that's so real and also true. it's funny, because when i originally wrote the dialogue out, i forgot to include that bit about the callback to follow the sparks -- and then suni watched me write it in and was giggling and twirling her hair at the reference to her fic lol. but i agree that it is SOOOOO. SOOOOOOOOOOO. yeag .

i'm so glad that will being very analytical of mike's every move came across well because i was worried his behavior would read erratic and unrealistic. sending you and will both well wishes of getting out of the trenches soon <3

also printing out this last part and framing it even because THANK YOOOOOU SOOOO MUCHHHHHH. i think we are finally in the part of the fic where it really feels like everything is paying off, and i am beyond ecstatic that we are not the only ones who feel that way. thank you for your almost concise and normal comment!! feel free to make them unhinged in the future!! hope you had a happy holidays and that chapter 9.2 doesn't disappoint 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[jessidogg]

list your favorite Trolls villain, favorite to least favorite.

favorite Branch quote(s)?

favorite song(s) from each movie?

favorite member from the Snack Pack? (from either first or second movie, doesn't matter :D)

favorite Trolls music group? (Pop, Rock, Classical, Funk, Country, or Techno?)

do you have a Trollsona?

what do you think of Velvet and Veneer?

OMIGOSH SO MANY INBOX ASKS IM SO HAPPYYYY EEEE sry if took me so long to reply, I always get kicked off whenever I try to lolol

Villains:

Velvet

Veneer

Barb

Creek isn't worthy enough to be on this list hmmph

wait those are all the villains right? bahaha i cant remember lol

Favorite Branch Quotes:

Oooooooof how do I choose only a few?!!!

Okay, here's my faves:

"Sometimes people go into other people's mouths and they don't come out!"

"I don't know- it's like the nicest fight ever."

"Ha! I guess a giant comprehensive manual DOES come in handy!"

"Ouch- I think I broke my butt."

"Oof- I love how you say HVAC."

Favorites songs:

True Colors or Can't Stop The Feeling

Born to Die or Too Many Hits Mashup

Annnnd Perfect or BroZone's Back

AHHHH I CAN'T DECIDEEEE

Fav Member from the Snack Pack:

Probably Biggie or Legsley I CANT DECIDE UGH I also rlly like DJ

WAIT DOES TINY COUNT CUZ IF SO ITS SOOO HIM

Fav. Music Group:

Pop-- DUHHH tho Country is prob right behind them

Do I Have A Trollsona?

K, imma be honest with you --IDK WUT A TROLLSONA ISSSS WUT IS IT?!!!!

What do I think of Velvet and Veneer?

I think that so far they are the best villains in the troll franchise!!! They're so relatable honestly, bc welp, I'm a teen too hahaha! They're also fun to explore and work with in fanart and fanfictions!!! I love them both SOOOO MUCHHHHHH AAAA

I DID IT!! I FINISHED!

Bahaha♥♥♥♥♥♥

[starker1975]

AFS as always 💖💖

I love how Tony and Peter have the same thought processes, come to the same conclusions. In nearly any other story it would bug the shit out of me, but Tony RAISED HIM. They have had a codependent relationship Peter's whole life. It makes total sense that they are on the same wavelength. He might not have meant to, but Tony RAISED his son to be his perfect partner.

Omg yes!! One of my biggest concerns before tackling Tony’s version was if I’d be able to make their POVs sound different and distinguishable. It’s hard to have a unique voice for each character in general, but then to be writing two different perspectives of the same material?? So much potential for the story to be boring or repetitive. But then I was like wait… what if I lean into making them sound similar bc they’re father and son?? And not only that, it’s just been them living together for years, working on the same projects, going on the same vacations. Peter really is just Tony Jr. And anxiety runs in families genetically, but also environmentally. So it only makes sense they share a braincell lmao. Which sucks for Tony bc there’s no way he can ever fully believe he didn’t influence Peter into their relationship. Bc his influence is right in Peter’s DNA. But it’s good for Peter and it’s good for us bc the concept is so 🥴😵‍💫. And of course once Tony lets himself give in to the kinkiness of it all, he’ll be a lot happier and can say shit like “I made you. I raised you. You’re mine.”

They’re truly everything to each other. Father and son, boyfriends, best friends, lab partners… 🗣️🗣️

I just love them so muchhhhhh and I’m so happy you do too!!!🥹🖤🎀

[wttcsms]

Omgggg I loveee ur work sooo much especially if you feel like falling mostly because I’m a huge isagi Stan but ughhh after I read about her relationship with rin I’m having conflicting thoughts it’s sooooo goooodd UGHH I can’t wait for the next chapter

Can I ask I’m sorry if I’m being rude u don’t have to answer this but how many ch do u think u will do for this series i love it soooooo muchhhhhh

awwww i love seeing an isagi stan bc i feel like pookie doesn’t get enough attention (the main character curse). hehe im also happy abt how u feel abt rin!!! for a good portion of the first arc (actually the entirety of it) reader is still in love with rin & struggling to move on from the breakup. also, not rude at all!!! truthfully, because the chapters are so short despite the fic itself being fast paced, i will say maybe 15-20ish?? if not within that range, then longer. the whole driving point was entering a fake relationship w isagi, but we probably won’t see that until the end of the first arc of the fic, so im thinking maybe chapter 6? thank you for reading and for such kind words!!! 🫶🏻

[idkbecks]

The drama that has ensued with this band is so unpredictable and insane. All I can say is I like to post pretty pictures and trying to keep up with all of the tea is above my pay grade. I wish everybody would just stop and move on with their lives because it's became stressful at this point. Like I'd be lying if I said I'm not curious to see what is happening because I am going to try to see what's going on but I have a tiny little corner here on Tumblr and am not good at any other social media so I'm like always lost with what is happening. So this isn't going to really be the place to talk about it or discuss it because I am never going to be up to date and if anybody ever has any asks, I literally probably won't know what's happening at this point. I mean, if you have asks about what literally just happened like today, yeah, I can tell you, but I feel like more shit is going to happen and I will be confused again.

Like I saw <<<THE ACCOUNT>>> yesterday and didn't even know if it was real at first because... bruh. When will it end. Like I cannot wait until February so I can just listen to iDKHOW and forget anything even happened because it's tooooo muchhhhhh at this point.

[arillusionist]

s&b season2ep4 reaction!! book update: i finished seige and storm. it was lwk boring and im literally so mad bc alina deserves SO much better than mal hes such a hoe. anyways

help whats going on i kinda forgot what happened in the last episode

time to go read my own reaction

HELL NAH ITS BEEN A WHOLE WEEK SINCE I WATCHED THIS SHOW?? anyways i kinda remember the last ep now but my reaction is mostly crows stuff so it wasnt That helpful

ANYWAYS

even though mal is muchhhhhh better in the show i like the direction theyre taking with alina actually marrying nikolai

then again i havent read the kos duology (yet) so i dont know anything abt his real romance story so thats probably why i dont mind

stop mal telling alina shes his nation is so cute unlike in the books

and the way they actually do have some chemistry?? im sorry for ever hating you show malina 😔😔

is that the brother i cant tell

why does baghra lwk piss me off ...i cant tell if its because she wont stfu or because shes js boring

GENYA ☹️☹️

🥱🥱

FINALLY

"it'll give me some comfort to know you're with me" ohhhdhfmyygodddd and then her smile ahhhh

i cant tell if inej is mistaking kaz telling her to leave the city as him wanting her gone, when in reality hes js tryna protect her

or if shes just not promising it because she cant

theyre so complicated they make me sick (i love them 😭😭😭)

AWW THE I LIKE YOUR STUPID FACE LINE its different but whatever

WAITT JESPER BASICALLY CALLED HIM AND KAZ BROTHERS AND KAZ DIDNT EVEN DISAGREE?? HE LITERALLY AGREED

no cuz i actually thought kaz was gnna punch him or something but thats nice

no mourners no funerals 🙏🙏

NINA DECKING KAZ HELL YEAH I NEEDED TO SEE THAT

Dont take this as me disliking kaz btw hes my 2nd favorite character i js need to see him being put in his place

i have the most out of pocket thing to say but im not gnna say it

there are two heartrenders right there why dont they just check his pulse to see if hes lying

oh now they do it

i feel like maybe this is how they incorporate the crows into alina's plot - they'll ask them to find the sword since theyre criminals and know more than just the "wider black market"

IM LITERALLY A GENIUS HELLO????

NOT ME PREDICTING IT LIKE 2 SECONDS BEFORE HE SAYS IT

they cant just show kaz and nina for two seconds and then cut to another scene hello

OH NVM its an inej scene 🙏🙏

its so dark i can barely tell whats happening

oh they did the pox thing too they really taking half of crooked kingdom's plot huh

yeah now they decide to explain the plan

kaz is actually being so much like book kaz in this scene

"the trick is not to love anything" YEAH YOU KEEP TELLING YOURSELF THAT... and with nina in the background too?? i wish inej was here tho like in the books

i think shes busy saving those randos

"something you'd sacrifice everything for and it makes you weak" stop projecting

SIX FEET DEEP

see inej really needs to be here now nina and jesper kinda know his backstory but she doesnt

then again its more meaningful if he tells her on his own time

HIS SMIRK

"im begging you" "are you?" hes not begging but i can

sorry

HIM ASKING FOR THE QUITCLAIM DEED FOR INEJ 🥺🥺 him liquifying everything he owns in the books is still better tho

THE LOOK IS HIS EYES - this is not freddy carter acting as kaz this is LITERALLY kaz

lmfaoo the offended look on toyla's face

WHYD THAT ACTUALLY SCARE ME (the guy sneaking up behind mal)

ok so i have a class so i'll watch the rest later

im backkk

seeing that vasily guys face after a few hours is such a jumpscare like why is he so ugly

bruh i jus realized theyre not gonna do the thing where inej cuts a line above pekkas heart 😐another kanej moment wasted

hjdkfk wylan hiding under the table when jesper asks him out

this conversation is so awkward i keep pausing it 😭

its cute tho

omg just kiss already the tension is getting to me

finally!!! 🙏🙏

WAIT FUCK I JS REALIZED THATS ANOTHER MOMENT WASTED CUZ THEY CANT DO THE JESPER KISSING THE WRONG GUY THING IF THE SPINOFF HAPPENS

im not really liking how they did wesper anyways.... with the whole one night stand thing... 😐

ok. yeah. wow. go from super cute fluffy wesper to kanej angst. yeah. remind me of what i dont have.

kaz saying that theres a weak link in the crew and inej thinks it means her but hes actually talking ab HIMSELF because shes his weakness and shes the person he would sacrifice everything for and AUGHHH

the difference between the show and the books when kaz gives her the paper is crazy

wish they had kept the book's scene fr

waittt is nikolai adopted??

oh he is

tamar and nadia definitely have something going on its already canon that nadia is into girls so!!

did the vasily guy die i hope he did 🙏🙏

why didn't baghra just. do that before. yk BEFORE she got her damn finger cut off

"your obsession with the fold is naive" is bro talking about alina or himself

and thats it watch me wait another week again before watching the next episode 💀

[1d1195]

Hiiiiiiiiiiii how are you?? Hope you are doing okay!!💞

I just saw that you posted most's new part ahhhh I'm so excited for it like this series is my fav really loving it so muchhhhhh!!😩

Uni is not open yet so I'm not that stressed and trying to read as much as I can cause I love to read so after most series are you planning for any new series or any one shot??(no pressure just curious)

And few days ago I made cupcakes and it turned out so good like I'm trying to be good at baking and this batch of chocolate cupcakes were amazing!! Wish i could share it with you but here 🧁🧁(pretend this is chocolate cupcake) hehehe!!🤭

Anyways have you planned something good for weekend?? and Hope you have a good weekend ahead!!

-🪴

I'm doing okay! Been really busy unfortunately. But I've been reading like crazy. Like just devouring books. They're all silly gooey romances which is inspiring the fuck out of my ideas for writing which is great but I really need to get my mind back into work.

I hope you enjoy Most, I wanted to add something to this story but I was a little nervous it was over the top hehehe 🤭 you'll have to let me know.

I'm trying to write a one-shot for Monday. Not sure how it'll pan out necessarily. It's probs going to be a longer one-shot than the last few I wrote. But Harry's a dad in it which I think is always 😍 I actually have two series outlined. One I'm waiting to settle down and write during fall time because it's fall-coded--or at least I want it to be. The other I was inspired by a mini-series of books I read. I'm still kind of struggling with what I want to do because as I've mentioned, series haven't really been doing well here--well my series haven't been doing that well, I should say. But yeah. I have TONS of ideas at least. so there's that.

Chocolate cupcakes sound delicious. I've been wanting to make chocolate chip cookies recently and haven't pulled the plug yet. This weekend is fortunately not too busy. I'm hoping to go to an italian restaurant i love and the bookstore of course. I also would really like to get in some retail therapy but I'm not sure my wallet can handle it. How about you? Anything fun planned?

Glad you still have time to yourself and not worry about uni 😊

xoxo

[hitmewithabusposts]

Omgg, I love your writing so muchhh😩😩💓💓💓 and I heard that youre currently taking requests and I thin I have one 😘 (no rush tho)

But if you haven't written this yet, can you do one HCs, like what would the guys do if you got injured from a stunt or something. Thank you sooo muchhhhhh💋💋💋🤭🤭💓💓💓💓💖💘💘 I really love your Tumblr acc bttwwwww

Thank you you are so sweet!🫶 and of course!

What the guys would do if you got hurt on set HC’s

Johnny

You finally convinced him to let you do a duo bull stunt with him, after being told “no” repeatedly for the past couple months

You guys called the skit “hide and seek” and would hide behind objects in the bull ring, waiting for the bull to be released. However when this happened, it charged right for the cardboard tree you were behind and next thing you know everything was black.

When you opened your eyes, you felt a large hand holding both of yours in one, and heard the ambulance sirens. “She’s up!” A medic yelled as you confusingly looked around, calming when you saw it was Knox holding your hand.

“Hey sweetheart, hey you’re gonna be alright. I’m not leaving your side” he said softly, holding your hand as the medics began to run tests on you regarding your memory.

You ended up having a gnarly concussion, a broken collar bone, and a couple cracked ribs, but the only time Knox left your side was when the nurses made him so you could get scans and X-rays

“You can go home you know, I think I’m fine I got pain meds” you attempted to joke as he sat on the couch in your hospital room. “I’m not leaving, I’ll sleep right here” he said, standing up and coming over to hold your hand and give you a kiss on the forehead.

“Just crawl up here dumbass” you said, slowly inching your way over to make room for him to cram in beside you on the hospital bed

When you get discharged from the hospital, he makes sure you’re comfortable in bed and makes sure you have everything you could ever need.

“So, wanna retry that stunt when I get cleared?” You asked him one day while watching tv in bed. “You’re insane, sweetheart” he said smiling, and kissed your hand he was holding. “That’s why you like me so much”

Chris

You went with your boyfriend Chris, and steveo to film an episode of wildboyz with them.

However, during a bit when you guys were swimming with sharks, you got bit pretty badly in your leg. Luckily the crew got you up on the boat and to shore fast and you made it to the hospital with only minimal blood loss.

Chris couldn’t go with you in the ambulance, but you heard SteveO and Jeff trying to calm him down as the ambulance doors closed.

When you got to the hospital and got all stitched up, he was allowed in to see you and immediately ran to your side.

“I’m sorry baby, I shouldn’t have let you get in the waters there and-“ “Chris? Hey, look at me? I’m fine, really it’s just a scratch” I said, knowing that was a lie but really, I was fine.

Even tho your leg wasn’t broke, he carried you everywhere, not even wanting to push you in a wheelchair, he’d just scoop you up and carry you to wherever.

“That scars gonna look hot on you baby”

Would kiss it, even tho you told him it was gross.

“I’m so glad you’re okay”

As soon as you left the hospital he flew with you back home instead of staying with Steveo to film the rest of the episode.

When you got home, he was right by your side to help you get around and make sure you were still alright.

You guys would make bad shark puns and jokes as an effort to make light of the situation, and he knew making you laugh would help.

Steveo

4 words of advice for you. Never Drive With Steveo.

You decided to ride with your boyfriend in a golf cart skit you guys were filming for Jackass, but what started off fun ended up with you sitting in the back of an ambulance with a broken leg.

You sat glaring at him, and he just guiltily looked over at you. “I’m sorry babe, really”

You couldn’t stay mad at him, and to be fair everyone was driving recklessly, that was kinda the point of the skit. So you just said “at least we got good footage, please tell me Lance got that on tape”

“There’s my girl at” Steveo said, laughing and scooting closer to you as the ambulance took you to the hospital to get casted up.

As “punishment” for his horrible driving skills, he got to push you around in the wheelchair for a month since you had your leg casted and didn’t wanna use crutches all the time, especially since you insisted on still going to set.

“Need help in the shower babe?” He’d ask you suggestively, but you actually did need help washing around the cast so you couldn’t exactly turn his pervy offer down.

“Next time I’ll let ya drive instead, how’s that sound?” He asked you one day when you guys were sitting in the trailer watching the footage. “Sounds like we have a deal O”

He still felt guilty for crashing the cart, so he’d bring you lunch, dinner, flowers, and even your favorite beer.

Bam

You were out filming some skate stunts with Bam, when you found yourself landing on your ass hard, and catching yourself with your wrist, feeling it snap.

He was screaming at the sight of your disfigured wrist more than you were.

“C’mon man someone else is gonna have to drive her to the hospital” he said holding out the keys to one of the guys, as you sat in the back seat of the car with ice.

Jeff agreed to drive, and Bam sat in the back holding your good hand, nervously eyeing your bent wrist.

When you got it reset and casted up, you told Bam you wanted to try that stunt again.

“No way” he said but in your defense you just told him “what? I’m fine, this should help out if I fall again” to which he just laughed.

He wouldn’t let you skate again until the next week, even tho you weren’t supposed to do anything for another 2 since you still had the cast on.

Offer to bring you ibuprofen and ice whenever, and would sit and wait at physical therapy with you after you got the cast off and had issues with movement.

When you went to visit April and Phil, April would just sigh, laugh, and say “it’s always one of you two”

Dave

You were allergic to bees, and were still around one of the stunts where the guys were messing with: bees.

To be fair, you didn’t tell any of them you were allergic, because you figured they’d mess with you about them, but you figured if you stayed back just far enough you’d be safe…you were wrong.

You felt the sting without even seeing the bee, and your boyfriend Dave notcied your face go white, before quickly turning red,

He rushed over to you, the other guys still running around like morons, oblivious to you and Dave.

“Y/n? What’s wrong?” He asked, definitely concerned by the expression on your face.

“Got stung. I’m allergic” you muttered out, as you started to feel the effects kick in.

“WHAT?” He shouted, startling the others and getting their attention. “You dumbass! Why were you around if you were allergic?”

When the other guys heard “you” and “allergic” they took off sprinting for the medics, who came just as fast with epi-pens.

You quickly administered one to your thigh, feeling your body start to calm down, as all the guys stood silent seeing if you were alright, Lance still filming the whole thing: at least there would be good footage!

“I’m good, I’m good. Can I get a water please?” You asked, as you heard them all take a big sigh of relief. Ryan handed you his water, as they began to part off afyer Lance to watch the footage. Dave however, stood with a sour look on his face.

“Hey grumpy, im alright” you said, poking him. “That could have gone so much worse y/n, what if they didn’t have those epi-pens?” “But they did baby, I’m alright” you reassured him, standing up and walking to him as he placed his hands round your waist and his forehead on yours.

He made you promise to tell him anything you were allergic to, and next time, to not be a dumbass.

[rozcdust]

I was gonna comment on the recent chapter of Mockingbird but it got so long I need more space lmao so here.

Okay few things. First of all, I soooo badly wanna keep a counter of how many times Shin gets roasted in a chapter, but out of respect I decided not to 🤣 it's like this fic is dedicated to loving and making fun of him (respectfully) so it's everywhere. Love that. That little bit with Izana and the Haitanis made me smile, because that's like the tame version of what actually happened. "Shin was a dumbass with a haircut she hated with a passion and she beat him, and one of his best friend, the fuck up."

And then Y/N's maternal instincts have been on an all time high since she met Shin's family and Tora's new friends that I hope she realizes she's also a good person that Tora will always need with him. She thinks she's this horrible, horrible person the same way Tora thinks he doesn't deserve to have anyone beside him. It hurts because they both deserve EVERYTHING and I hope being surrounded by these amazing new people in their life would finally make them realize it.

And ngl, I just want Shin to know about everything they went through (which Tora would most likely be the one to tell the story because we know Y/N could be a dumb nugget sometimes as well — I say this with lots of affection) and be absolutely feral if he ever catches the Hanemiya's father. He says "It's ON. SIGHT. 😤"

JAY NGL I LOVE LONGER ANALYSIS SO THIS MADE MY DAY ILY SO MUCHHHHHH-

i love clowning shin he is such a little loser bitch and that is very hot of him pathetic men hit so diff 😌💖

NO BUT FR Y/N JUST SEES A STUPID LITTLE CHILD AND GOES ‘oh god. that one. that one is mine’ JUST YOU WAIT until she adopts hanma bc i decided that boy needs some maternal love too 😌

and yes, thank you for pointing it out! both of them have so many trauma responses and neither sees themselves as worthy of love or support and they only had each other for the longest time (in the sense that kazutora only had y/n as the constant, while she had no one. she always saw herself as his parent, and considered putting her worries and issues on him cruel. this will be shown later but she has deadass been parenting him since she was 9) but i do plan to make them get out of that shell with everyone around them being so kind 🥰🥰

AND how’d you predict that 😭😭 tora and/or baji will be the ones to tell shin and yeah he will go absolutely feral and even softer for y/n because he admires her, but not in the sense that he will baby her (tho he will buy her more plushies) and he would def fight the hanemiya father oN SIGHT like the good bf he is 😌

[straykidsnerd255]

Hiii !! ❤❤❤ i wanted to say that i love your account so muchhhhhh !!!!!! If it's possible , could you make a part 3 of gold saints reconforting their daughter ( reader ) after a nightmare pls ? Thank u ! ❤❤❤❤❤

Thank you so much for loving my account! I tried to make it likable! This will be the last part for the gold saints comforting their daughter after a nightmare! 

Taurus Aldeberan:

He is extremely gentle with his daughter. When he hears her crying in her room. He runs from his room to your room and turns the lamp on. “What’s going on honey? Did you have a nightmare again?” You nodded your head and waited for your dad to come over and hug you. “Everything is gonna be ok. I won’t let anything get you.”

Taurus Rasgado:

He is holding you close as you cry. Your nightmare had been bad this time and Rasgado couldn’t figure out what to do to calm you down. “Honey, everything is gonna be ok. No one's gonna hurt you. I’m here to protect you.” He whispered why rubbing your back as you cried. You were not even 10 yet and the nightmare that you had spooked you. “Promise?” You asked. “I promise.”

Cancer Manigoldo:

He is holding you against his body as you cry. He had heard you crying from your room and he knew that it was a nightmare. He never wanted his young daughter to have to go through that. He already had nightmares about his wife dying after childbirth so he couldn’t imagine wishing nightmares on his baby girl. “Everything’s ok. I have you now.”

Sagittarius Sisyphus:

He is already in your home laying with you on our bed. He’s pulled the blankets back over your body and stays there for the rest of the night. After the death of your mother, you haven’t been sleeping well and have had nightmares almost every night. It broke his heart to hear you walk up in the dead of night crying for your mother even though you know she isn’t there. “It’s ok Y/n. Just close your eyes and go back to sleep.”

Capricorn El Cid:

He’s quiet but he knows how you feel. He gets nightmares a lot. However, he doesn’t want his 9 year old daughter to have to go through that. He sits on her bed and rubs her arm as she slowly starts to calm back down and fall back asleep. He knows how nightmares can impact your sleeping and he wants you to get a good night's sleep every night. “Everything is gonna be ok little one. Nothing's gonna hurt you. Not while I am here. Go back to sleep. I will be here when you wake up.”

Aquarius Degel:

Although you may think he will keep his nose in a book when you start crying from a nightmare, you are dead wrong. He is putting his book down and racing to your room. He opens the door and finds you curled up in your blankets with tears falling down your face. He instantly scoops you up in his arms and takes you to his room. He pulls out a book that his wife would read to you before you went to bed and began to read it to you.

Bonus:

Pisces Albafica:

Him thinking he is poisonous be damned. He is running to your room and wrapping his arms around your tiny body and holding you as you cry. The nightmare you had shook you to the core and you needed your father to comfort you. He ran his fingers through your hair as your tears slowed and all you made were little noises. “Everything is gonna be ok. I promise. I’m here. No more tears, ok?”

[chilly-me-softly]

PLEASE we need a part 3 of the Ben one where he goes after you to ask about the baby! Thank you so muchhhhhh, I'm LOVING this story 💕💕💕💕💕💕

Part 1 - Part 2

"You can't ask me to step aside" is the first thing Ben says as soon as you open the door. He obviously hadn't respected the one thing you asked him to do. How could he?! You were expecting his child, he couldn't just sit around waiting for who knows what.

You had dragged him into the house so as not to attract prying ears and you had taken your time to close the door. The visit a bucket of ice water, for some reason you were convinced he would be as far away from you as possible.

"He's my child" his voice made you shift your gaze to him finally, his eyes one of the reasons for that letter.

"Ben I only asked you for one thing"

"You can't be serious (Y/N)! He's my kid too, I want to be there for him right now. Not when you give me the green light"

"But I don't want to see you!" you retort bluntly, "do you think that will fix everything between us?! Less than ten days ago you yelled at me that you wanted nothing more to do with me and I can bet if it wasn't for that, you would have kept your word.

"I want to take responsibility as a father. This has nothing to do with-what's going on? Are you okay?" Ben asks worriedly seeing you close your eyes with a grimace on your face as he's about to approach.

You nod holding him away from you, "I'm fine. Just a little nauseous. Your perfume..."

"Sorry" he instinctively steps back, watching you for a few moments as you take deep breaths.

"We're going to have to learn to live together (Y/N)"

"Ben, I wasn't going to keep you out forever just... just long enough to figure it out"

"What?"

"How to live without you. How to deal with this" you admit as you lower your gaze, "I need to get my head around what to do so I don't make a mistake"

"So you don't come back with me" Ben shifts his gaze across the room avoiding yours on purpose. For a moment you want to move closer, but that feeling doesn't leave your stomach and you second guess yourself.

"I came out of this whole thing pretty broken, and I just needed some time alone that's all" the tones are much calmer than they were moments before, "But like you said this isn't about us anymore, it's about our baby"

"I'll be there for him"

"Or for her" a smile appears on his face at the very thought while in your gaze you can read the bitterness of his words. He will be there for the child, he is willing to do anything for them. But for you, it'ss a closed chapter.

[laurentspup]

Omg I've read your new chapter in sugar baby Laurent au and I'm 😳😳😳🔥🔥🔥 idk what to expect I'm so afraid for their relationship I- akixosixosifskoxsosk

I like that Laurent is being like "all I need is money and nothing more" and then thinking about Damen 24/7 and about his beauty and kindness and tenderness and thinking about their whole life together babe we all know it's not about money only ;)

Jokaste- 😠😡🤬 smart girl bit !!!!!¡ I'm angry no gifts to you sorry

And Damen being all that worried about her and sitting here with his broken heart my babe... I hope I could hug him and tell him that everyone is stupid lil people and he is the best man alive who deserves everything in that world ma boy

I know you've written that this fic is fluff but I can't stop thinking about all the things that might reveal the moment Laurent makes a mistake or something... So scared and trying to get ready for all the pain I'll get ashahah

Can't wait for the continuation!!💞💞💞

HI HI HIIIII

omg no don’t be afraid for their relationship i do not like angst or at least i don’t want too much angst 😂😂😂 and laurent oh yes he is just a little baby and you know what he will get it all from damianos anyway (love, money, great sex) so maybe he will change his mind faster who knows? certainly not me, the author 😂😂😂😂

sorry about jokaste making you angry i know she’s a bitch and she might not have the same redemption here like she had in the books but i really like her no matter how evil she is hahaha so i give her gifts

AND YESSS DAMIANOS JUST NEEDS PROTECTION AND LOVE!!! i actually really just wanted to make a fic where he finally gets loved and protected as much as he does laurent so i did it 😍😍😍

lastly,,, this is fluff and smexy and fluff so that’s all i’m gonna say for now 🥴🥴🥴

THANK U FOR READING AND COMMENTING UR SO SWEET I APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCHHHHHH ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️