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#ask and i’ll receive#ashtoncore#ashton gifs#my gifs#i guess i manifest it all man#swan gifs#ashton irwin#lashton blog#bottom luke blog#somewhere a blonde boy is listening like a podcast and so am i#oh ashton#i love you 🩵#thank you for always lurking on my page#now show up to ****’s **** or else#luke hemmings#5sos#5sos gifs#calum hood#cth#michael clifford#mgc#afi#lrh
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Actually cute. Had to do a quick redraw.
Screenshot is from when Jay lit up the Jack-o'-lantern in the living room.
#I don't suppose they were trying to take a selfie but because front cameras weren't#invented yet they couldn't tell if they were properly within frame or not?#There were also paper plate dolls of them! Which also cute#Sorry for the influx of PR and WS content there are so many good frames to redraw and a couple of ideas to manifest! 😫#Plus. Was rendering a commission the entire day only to scrap all of it because it actually looked better before doing all of that. 😭😭😭#So I had to quickly draw the thing that is egging me to draw at the exact moment just to not feel too bummed about it. 😔#Regular content will resume. Ah. Maybe in the next day? Gonna be another busy day tomorrow.#Man. On top of my usual obsession I got another thing to think about a lot now. (@_@;)#So many MANY things I want to draw so little time. (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)#Pumpkin Rabbit#Witch Sheep#The Mysterious House#The Return of The Pumpkin Rabbit#Screenshot redraw#my shiz#skedoobles#The Walten Files#TRoTPR#Walten Files#Lorenzo Waterman#Rachel Waterman#I guess their ship tag will just be 'The Watermans'? ¯\(°_o)/¯#The Watermans
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He's got a voice in his head... that's his but not his. (Tower of Nightmares era)
Oh, all the things he hears and endures.
I only wanted to do the first panel but then I added more sketches and sometimes I dont know when to call it quits.... until I get lazy LOL
Me: Im gonna draw Lore The Lore: gay LMAO
Without the extra cropping. I mean i might as well, i drew it all out after all LMAO
He's the reason why he can use the vines and Dreamthistles the way he does, but the more Mabaki uses it, the stronger he becomes, at least in terms of influence. And if he wants to, he can take away the ability to control the vines. (Totally didn't hurt someone because of this as Mbk watched, not able to control them at all, no no).
Bonus, he's the reason Mbk didn't fall to Mordremoth.
#gw2#guildwars2#guild wars 2#sylvari#mabaki#my art#when the intrusive thoughts manifest and you got noooo idea its there LMAO#THIS TOOK WAY TOO LONG alright me back to work you cant be procrastinating doing this fdlkjsdflsdjf#GOTTA CALL IT QUITS OR ELSE I'LL NEVER FINISH THIIIIS#whatever man its all there now i dont even know look im sorry he's kinda aauuuhhghgh#im shy af boiiiii lmao have fun guessing whats happened#alright im out bye peace adios amigos
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I FORGOT TO THROW OUT AFTER THE EPISODE RELEASED NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
#hand jumper#webtoon#sayeon lee#heron#ig??? BRUH..................#these fireworks are going to SET ME ON FIRE!!!!#but that's alr i guess!!!!!!!!!#because charcoal grilled prawn literally solves all my problems#before thinking about killing people i need everyone to sit down and think of their favourite food#and manifest the version of them that has it!!!!!!!!#maybe then all compulsions and intrusions of the mind can just go away#what if we all just pictured better versions of ourselves and just did it!!!#if we all stretched out our hands and tried we can at least live in the world knowing we did try!!#and it's better than not trying!!!!! AND BEING USELESS PIECES OF ROTTING GARBAGE!!!!!!#idk i've had a shit three years man i don't think i can take this any longer#IGNORE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND INSTEAD NOW LET'S THINK OF THE GOODIES YOU'RE GONNA GET IN TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#or now if you offer up your wallet to OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR sleepacross#and for the SMALL price of 5USD that's right 5USD!!!! this is to the people with credit/debit cards ofc#YOU CAN ACCESS THE GOATACROSS QNA BECAUSE IT IS PEAK!!!!!!#but just because the juninators[on here in case they aren't in the server] need to hear this so we can all sing happy birthday to her#INSTEAD OF MISSING IT FOR TWO YEARS#AND HAVING A WHOLE WINTER/CHRISTMAS COMPETITION IN DISCORD WITH MEMES AND ALL WITHOUT THIS CRUCIAL INFORMATION!!!!!!!#I THINK BECAUSE I KEEP THESE IN TAGS IT'S SAFE TO SAY THAT HER BIRTHDAY IS DEC 24TH AND WE SHOULD ALL SAY HAPPY LATE/HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY#TO OUR BELOVED QUEEN JUNI CHANG#BECAUSE NOW I JUST SHAFTED A 40K WIP I NEVER FINISHED FOR LAST YEAR'S WINTER SEASON FOR THE CHRISTMAS EPISODE OF 2024 IN THE RECYCLE BIN!!#BUT NOW WE CAN GIVE HER QUINTICE THE AMOUNT OF GIFTS THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! SO LET'S DO THAT INSTEAD!!!!#ONE FOR HER BIRTHDAY!!!! ONE FOR CHRISLER!!! ONE FOR CIVIL SERVICE APPRECIATION DAY!!!!!#ANOTHER FOR BEING PEAK MENTOR!!!!! AND ANOTHER ONE FOR BEING GOD'S SILLIEST SOLDIER!!!![in our hearts!!]#APOLOGIES AS ALWAYS IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR HERE!!!! AND A GOOD EVENING TO YOU ALL!!!!
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okay well i dont know how to feel about literally any of what i just read but it was all worth it for this ending
#utena and anthy#manga#m#i guess my general interpretation of this manga is that it's about the student council members trying to deal with their past at ohtori ?#which manifests in ghosts of people (akio and ruka but also maybe utena ??)#but also kid utena is there and is searching for anthy ? and kozue and miki help her do that at the end somehow? idk man#it all feels a lot more abstract than the show itself and i'm having a hard time with that
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not even saying it's a good thing because i am so far beyond checked out at this point but i cannot fathom nailbiting over this election after more than a year of genocide, after every single 395 days of it. like i can but i can't. the truth is americans will sleep just as well tonight as we have every day since october 7th no matter who wins because that's the world we live in. we live in. while the money we generate from shitty 9 to 5s is taxed and sent to keep children and mothers and fathers and brothers and sisters up night after night after night with the sound of drones and gunfire and bombshells. this world is so far beyond americans' worst case scenario already and the solution to it is outside a ballot box on election day.
#j.txt#2024 elections#feeling nothing in this chilis tonight if i'm honest#again not even saying it's a good thing#this past year has broken something in my brain#i can't tell if that's a good thing or a bad thing when it manifests as this kind of apathy but it's not an all encompassed apathy#it's apathy for america's political landscape specifically spliced with. something else i probably couldn't begin to describe#like this is not a post about despair but about hope#it's a fragile one but it's permanent. i guess fragile is the wrong word then#it's a small hope but there is not a world in which it goes away anymore#however it's alienating me from like fellow leftists because their anxiety is not unfounded#like at all#like i'm literally trans lmao if trump wins my life Will get worse but#i just can't evoke like. literally an ounce of worry. it's just nothing in there right now#not bad not good it's just like. man i'm gonna eat my dinner and go to sleep and go to work in the morning about this <3#and i'll probably do it the day after too! because that's what i've done with a literal genocide beamed into my eyeballs for a year like#like!!!!!!!!!!#if i did that somehow somehow somehow Somehow. the somehow being literally because i'm a white american so i get to#doesn't matter if i didn't want to i got to and i did and. it's. no yeah it broke my brain probably forever#if i did that i won't lose a wink of sleep over american politlcs superbowl day. i won't and i couldn't even if i tried
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The most dramatic action that Minkowski takes towards Eiffel in the finale (sending him back in the Sol) is going against Eiffel's choices in an attempt to prevent him coming to harm. In contrast, the most dramatic action that Hera takes towards Eiffel in the finale (the memory-wipe) is causing him to come to harm in order to enact a choice that he's made.
In a sense, these actions are conceptual opposites. But they are both taken with love and respect for Eiffel. They are both extremely selfless actions which Minkowski and Hera find painful to take.
They are also both actions which could be considered to be harming Eiffel. Both of these actions involve doing something to Eiffel that Minkowski/Hera would hate to have done to them. And both of those actions are taken with the awareness that they are fairly likely to result in losing Eiffel in a sense (either because he's headed back to Earth while Minkowski is on the Hephaestus, or because he's losing part of what makes him him). That's part of what makes those acts painful and complicated and significant.
Minkowski and Hera both care about Eiffel so deeply, and their care often expresses itself in contrasting ways because they are very different people. The finale emphasises these different manifestations of their care. Love can be 'I will do whatever I can to keep you safe, even when that's not what you want'. Love can also be 'I will support the choices that you make to bring about our common goal, even when that causes you harm'. The way Minkowski's care for Eiffel manifests is tied up in her sense of responsibility for her crew's safety. The way Hera's care for Eiffel manifests is linked to how she's had to fight for her own autonomy.
Neither of their actions in the finale are perfect or typical expressions of love, but in their very different ways, they both act with love, and that's important to me.
#wolf 359#There's more to say about this cos it's v complicated but I don't want this to keep sitting in my drafts#Although I have immense sympathy for Minkowski's choice#and I love the motivations that underlie it#I do think she wrongs Eiffel in a sense by trying to send him back against his will#whereas I don't think Hera wrongs Eiffel by causing him to lose his memories#which would be a strange thought without the context#but that's just it I guess#All the relationships in this show are so specific to those particular people and the dynamics between them#That's what I'm really trying to say here#Of course Minkowski's love for Eiffel looks different to Hera's love for Eiffel#There's no perfect simple way for their affection to manifest in the situations they are in#Minkowski loves him and so she goes behind his back to protect him knowing she might never see him again#Hera loves him and so she supports his plan (once she's checked if he's sure) and so she causes him to forget her 😭#Love as accepting loss in order to protect the loved one#Vs Love as accepting loss in order to respect the decision of the loved one#w359#renee minkowski#hera w359#the empty man posteth#w359 spoilers#wolf 359 spoilers#renée minkowski
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I realise it's probably quite unreasonable of me to expect a man to keep up a decent, rhythmic pace of fucking whilst also sneezing his brains out uncontrollably for 5+ minutes straight but it's my daydream and I can make it as unrealistic as I want 🤷♀️
#please universe manifest this for me#my nervous system would be sooo much more regulated if I got this kind of regular treatment 😭#I mean if you can keep going past 5 minutes by all means!! multiple orgasms all the way#I guess I'm maintaining some element of realism where said man is actually able to breathe lmao#nttalks
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no but lately ive fr been getting more comments/keysmashes/rections in general on twt than on tumblr which is crazy
#'lately' meaning past several months#it rly feels like there isn't much reason to post stuff here anymore#not that ill stop because ive been doing it for years after all but man#mar's midnight rambles#like its not about the numbers themselves but the amount of people directly saying they like my drawings and sharing them yknow#(which tumblr likes don't count as)#but well after all there Are less people here that actually like the same things i do i guess ?#or amongst the people that actually manifest themselves
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Man who the fuck gives a shit about "men's rights". What rights??? What rights do men not have??? The right to be annoying dickheads??
#fugo.txt#my ex was into ''men's rights'' and he was in a men's rights SUBREDDIT and when i brought it up he was like uhm but im not weirdd#<- he was. my god was that guy transphobic and misogynistic#last i saw of him he was like uh yeah i guess i AM a transmed if it means i dont believe in these TRENDERS lol... like sweet man thx#he was super insecure and he manifested that insecurity by being transphobic as hell#i remember once he was like women would never love trans men EVER all they want is dick from a 6' jacked man they dgaf about personality..#and like i get he was insecure and i always tried cheering him on about that but well. thats just the trans man ver of chad vs virgin shit.#one time i told him tehres many cis women out there who wouldnt care about having a trans man partner as long as he was nice and he started#going on and on about how i was super innocent and too hoperful and wtv and honestly it made me mad asf#sorry i was alone iwth my thoughts and i started to get angry
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might need to bite the bullet and crawl back to my doctor to ask about possibly my thyroid being the cause of all my issues somehow
because apparently my aunt has had thyroid issues all her life, had the only doctor in her small village dismiss her because "welp can't do anything about it, whatever" for most of her childhood and teen years (she's been very chubby for no apparent reason while eating the same meals and doing the same level of physical activity as the rest of the family who were all quite slim at the time. that's what being a poor working class family doing loads of backbreaking physical labour in the post ww2 countryside does i guess), and has been taking supplements for the past 30 years to ensure almost optimal function. huh
so that stuff does seem to run in our family, at least on the maternal side...
and my thyroid levels have been kinda sus sometimes over the past 10-15 years, but then normalised again, so no further exploration or treatments were ordered and I was dismissed as just anxious/mentally ill and a hypochondriac for still experiencing abnormal weight gain/trouble keeping weight off the healthy way, chronic fatigue and pain
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tbh grasping at straws here since my parents don't tell me anything, avoid doctors like the plague unless it's life or death, and probably don't know about any of their health issues at all
augh no use ruminating, let's just repress it all and keep chugging along like everything's fine 👍 don't have the brainpower all this bs haha
#vent#i guess???? just... thinking about it all.... idk man#I've spent the past years just dissociating from my physical manifestation so much that i cannot tell what's normal and what's not#or the issues that have cropped up or gotten worse or have always been there and dismissed all my life#IDK!!!!!!!!#anyway we keep chugging along. if everyone says i'm at peak health then i must be. just gotta ignore all the pain and discomfort 👍
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[languid] people sometimes go like ‘wow stella you really understand writing romance’ (deserved) and they wonder where my insight comes from. the answer is simply to understand misery in a relational context.
#my ramblings#if people didn’t have romantic needs they wouldn’t get in romantic relationships#(broadly speaking. obv there are exceptions and extenuating circumstances)#(and I'm specifically coming from a narrative perspective.)#and romantic needs are some permutation of relational needs#therefore there is a need that must exist and a need that has to be fulfilled (or ‘fulfilled’) by the love interest#being consoled. getting support. the pressure and drive to improve. having different and more exciting problems.#the illusion of a happy future. self-flagellation. a kindred spirit. a new perspective.#literally it doesn’t matter what as long as it exists and directs the relationship in some fashion#at least for emotional relationship development#but emotional goes with physical which is what tends to fall apart with clumsily executed romances#emotional development doesn’t match physical development or vice versa#I guess not all cases of ‘having a need’ would be considered ‘experiencing romance’ but it’s good for the ✨drama✨#siiiiggghhh I’m gonna reread some manga#just take the man vs nature man vs man man vs self framework and figure out how it manifests and develops in an interpersonal context#internally and externally#ok good night#time to talk the romos
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I'm aware this is super niche but I would just like to manifest Hiroshi Kamiya as the voice of a main character in DQXII. Thank you and that is all.
#it would please the hyperfixation demons in me#yes i know he already did mogsworth in dq treasures and terry in dqh but im feeling greedy i guess#but those are just spinoffs#(yes i know terry technically is a main game character but we didnt get the voice in the main game now did we)#as a longtime fan of the dragon quest franchise#please if yuji horii sees this#if it is at all possible#give that man a role#sidenote i certainly hope dq12 doesnt get screwed over by the fact that the one production guy left#plus the fact that square enix is currently doing whatever the heck theyre doing#so also i guess id just like to manifest the game in general#but yeah as someone who is also obsessed with levi ackerman i would very much appreciate a crossover#(again)#hiroshi kamiya#levi ackerman#aot#dragon quest#dqxii#dq12#dq11#dqxi#yuji horii#also if anyone is actually reading this and is interested in making a dragon quest friend lmk lol
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@strdstd replies to your post:
{Bruh Boothill would LOVE Mika and Noelle- Esp if he gets to be Kae’s right hand if he gets hus Captain job back, assuring Kae he’d look out for them, too.}
Hfhhfhfb Kae immediately emphasizing Mika also fights with crossbow to him ONCE and Boothill just as fast setting on giving the kid a few marksmen pointers and personally mentoring him a bit in combat styles he could potentially make more use of his crossbow in
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Teaches the kid to use a gun (prolly looking the lad at first hfbfb) and does Kae a STRESS jfhfb#//Bc ‘Mika is just Fine with a crossbow wHY DOES HE NEED A WHOLE GUN’#//‘For safety and efficiency; Starshine; the kiddo needs to SHOW them varmints who’s boss! :D’#//Then Noelle; she prolly overwhelms the dude with how attentive she is jfnfn#//Somehow is always there; practically manifesting whenever he needs a hand around HQ#//He’s low power? Oh look Theres Noelle with a Lisa-patent emergency electro charge(tm)#//Needs to run a message but is running late to smth? Noelle’s there to help!#//Needs sb to lend him an ear for whatever reason? She is ON IT#//remarks on it to Kae and Kae says she may not be a knight YET but she is a STAPLE to their team; & Kae’s best helper more often than not#//She has saved him many a time; both in work and emotionally. she is a PILLAR to the knights#//Guess which rootin tootin second in command heckin SPAMS Jeanie with letters of recommendation hdbdbdb#//Bruh I near forgot Kae the idea that trained Benny in swordplay bc of their matching styles#//Can you imagine them handling BENNY djdbbdb#//Mans sees another reckless optimistic Pyro boi and has a STRESS in thinking he’s seeing a mirror#//Then finds out it’s not on purpose; he just has Hella bad luck#//But he’s vibin#//Benny would adore him jdbfb; get all shiny eyes and wanna be like him#//Super cool; chock full of swag and apparent whimsy#//Would also wanna try his hand at guns but maaaybe he should stay away from that hffbbf
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“The Barbie Movie is anti-men!”
No. The Barbie movie was just not made for u s. I honestly didn’t find the movie all that relatable outside of Allan but it’s still a GOOD movie! I wasn’t bored during it, it was funny, the music was good, it’s thematically a great movie. I was just not the target audience and that’s okay!! Seeing my 49 year old mother crying at the end of the movie was all I needed for the movie to make me happy, knowing that it touched my mother in a way that other movies don’t often do. And that’s okay :)
Barbie is a movie for anyone who has lived the female experience, especially older women like my own mother who grew up playing with Barbie. That doesn’t mean that you can’t relate to it just. As a human being, and I have lived a female experience briefly in my life but I didn’t relate to the movie. And that’s okay! If you relate to this movie fucking awesome!!! I’m so glad that there’s a movie that means a lot to you :) /gen
I’m just beefing with the other men on the internet who didn’t relate to it like me, yet they insist it’s a bad or “anti-men” movie when it’s clearly not???
Also shoutout to Allan he was literally made in a lab for the transgenders
Only critique? I wish it was more anti capitalist and anarchist but that was never really the point so I get it I will wallow in my corner praying for a progressive movie to arrive that fulfills my genderfuck anarchy goals. ( Idk maybe I’ll write something to fulfill my own dreams ❤️❤️ )
#aaronymous ramblings#barbie#barbie movie#good movie!#i just kinda felt nothing at the end#i was expecting to have the same experience as all the transmascs online who literally cried during it but like#manifested to be cis so hard that i had a cis reaction slash jay#im all for transmascs sharing their experiences of their time as women presenting because it adds a lot of insight#im just like idk if i can do that like ive lived as a woman longer than a man but i guess im like idk#little disappointed i didnt relate to it i feel like im missing out#good movie tho the filming and the storytelling and the themeing and the music and the cinematography are masterful#like the critique that its too girlboss feminism is wrong because dude. thats literally what its critiquing but it is a little too#capitalist for my tastes#its in this weird gray area but its still awesome???#barbie choosing to be human was awesome tho#barbie spoilers#barbie movie spoilers
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