#i got them as a gift and now i see why ppl buy them

[bigbobbiehorror]

i ordered a few kikagoods bjd dolls and found that i actually make my royal trio needs worse, because now i am addicted at having the three of them hang out together with their cute clothes.

[heroictoonz]

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[lewkwoodnco]

I got options, babe - Lockwood x Reader

“It’s a snow globe.”

In a miraculous moment of clarity, she realised what George was violently trying to communicate to her from behind Lockwood: play dumb.

”What’s a snow globe?”

George was positively beside himself.

a/n: the people have spoken so here is part 2 to buy me presents! am so sad i fell a little sick during the hols, threw a terrible wrench in my 12 days of fics plans for last year but i'm alr planning ahead for this year :))) yes its xmas themed but the vibes are close enough to valentines so shush. if i was in the l&co universe i would pay good money to see someone tell george to live laugh love, and i would tip extra if it was lockwood hehe. also I tagged a few extra ppl who seemed interested in a sequel!

warnings/tropes: lockwood x glassmith!reader, mostly fluffy, only a smidge of angst towards the end, clueless lockwood my beloved <3

word count: 2.6k!

buy me presents (pt 1)

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When Lockwood had shaken George awake plenty of hours before, it had taken a while for George's brain to catch up to what was happening. By the time it did, he was worriedly watching Lockwood animatedly talking to one of the shop assistants from a nearby telephone booth.

"No idea what it is, or why..." he was telling Lucy. Lockwood was looking around for him. George nervously shifted behind one of the bars of the booth. 

"Maybe he's just blowing off some steam?"

Lockwood was now wearing an aggressively tinseled Santa hat while wielding an identical one. George had a pretty good idea who that was for.

"Er, maybe. But perhaps you should come home too. Just in case."

Lockwood had finally spotted George and was frantically waving him over. George did not like the way the Christmas lights were reflecting in Lockwood's eyes.

"For the love of God, Luce, please come home. You can't leave with me...this."

With a bone-deep sigh, George regretfully hung up and emerged from the telephone booth, smiling weakly at Lockwood.

He was more than grateful for his presence of mind earlier, once they had reached Portland Row. Lucy walked in just minutes after Lockwood's unpleasant realisation about Nicholas and guffawed at the sight of the tiny tsunami of gifts.

"Brilliant," George said. "Your turn." He handed Lucy one of the last presents he had been holding and disappeared into the kitchen. She turned towards Lockwood incredulously, who was indignantly standing in front of the sea of presents with his hands on his hips. She raised her eyebrows.

"Oh, okay, I see how it is. I buy a few gi-"

"In what WORLD is this few-"

"- few gifts, and suddenly I'm the bad guy. It's Christmas, but I'm feeling a lot of negativity pent up here."

"Now you're just deflecting." Lucy rolled her eyes as Lockwood started fishing out some receipts from his pockets.

"Can't a guy spend...uh...three-oh. Oh. That's a lot of zeroes."

"Lockwood. How much did you spend?"

"...suddenly, I don't think I know any numbers past ten."

"Lockwood!"

"I couldn't figure out the installment plans! That's Y/N's job!"

George returned to the front door corridor and started picking up some boxes at random and shaking them experimentally.

"Yeah, a fine job you've left her to sort out your debts! No more shopping till Easter. And George, if you don't steal his wallet, I will."

He held up the present he was holding to Lockwood. "Listen, I don't think Y/N's going to want all of these, so how about I -"

"Absolutely not."

George made a rather rude gesture and disappeared back into the kitchen. Lockwood bent over to start clearing a path through the presents to the stairs.

"How was I supposed to know she was only kidding?"

"You know what her sense of humour's like. George and I would have picked up on it in a second."

A very unhappy Lockwood straightened out from under the avalanche of presents. 

"What's that supposed to mean?"

A little before lunch, Lockwood knocked on the attic door. It was ajar, and she was reading in a contorted position, all twisted up with a blanket on her rug in the one patch of sunlight in the room, leaning against her bed. She nearly tipped over when Lockwood poked his head in, but caught herself in time.

"Hey."

"Hey."

They stared at each other for a moment. It was the first time they had been alone since the morning's happenings, and it didn't feel as easy to laugh about it all when it was just them. Because the truth was, she didn't find it all that funny. Confusing, yes. Stressful, perhaps. But it wasn't that funny when all the emotions felt excruciatingly true. She closed her book, and Lockwood took another step in, leaning against the bannister.

"I'm sorry about the whole Nicholas thing. I was having a laugh, that's all. I never wanted to make you seem...foolish."

"I don't even remember Nicholas. I mean, that guy."

"Lockwood."

"Who's Loc- I mean, Nicholas? I'm Lockwood."

"Yes, I know."

"And I don't feel foolish. Do you think I'm foolish?"

She smiled at him with rheumy eyes, and his face twisted strangely like he was suppressing his own smile. His eyes drifted to the book in her lap, and the blanket swaddling her face.

"Er, reading?"

"Trying to. The sun's making me feel so sleepy."

"Then move out of the sun. Or take a nap."

She glared at him, scoffing incomprehensibly. "T-take a nap? What am I, 5? And we barely get any sun as it is, I'm trying to thaw my insides."

"Can you even breathe in that?"

She took a wheezing breath. "...yes."

Still, Lockwood sat down next to her, and after a bit of scuffling, she was tipped slightly to her side, leaning against him slightly. She was starting to regret using such a thick blanket through which she barely felt his shoulder. He picked up the book and opened it to the pages her finger was stuck between, and started reading. She closed her eyes and listened. It was some dream to be sitting next to him, without the usual inches between, to hear his honeyed voice ebb and flow, to watch his fingers smooth the pages and fiddle with the edges.

It was mildly disconcerting to hear the shape of his voice take on such a poetic form as if they were in some parallel universe. As if they were in some parallel universe where falling in love was easier than falling asleep.

A few hours later, she woke up on her bed with a jolt, writhing uncomfortably in her blanket. Once she had managed to peel herself out of it, the embarrassment of having fallen asleep on him sunk in. She needed something to take her mind off it and eventually decided to tinker in her workshop. Down in the basement, she had a small makeshift workshop set up for the occasional tinkering or fiddling with some spare parts. It helped her mind relax when her hands had something to do.

She spent a very peaceful hour regluing some tiny diamonds that had fallen off an old watch. That was, until a door banged open from somewhere else in the house, followed by frantic voices. She looked up in alarm as the footsteps drew closer, blinking owlishly behind her magnifying eyeglasses. Her door swung open and Lockwood walked in, closely followed by a barely suppressed silent, but very agitated, George.

“Y/N, look what I found in George’s suitcase.”

Between the panicked sirens blaring in her head and George’s epileptic hand gestures, it was a miracle she was able to process all those words in the right order.

“…oh?”

A frozen smile sat on her face as her eyes nervously darted between the boys’ faces.

“It’s a snow globe.”

In a miraculous moment of clarity, she realised what George was violently trying to communicate to her: play dumb.

”What’s a snow globe?”

George was positively beside himself.

Lockwood, on the other hand, looked alarmed and touchingly concerned.

“You...you don’t know what a snow globe is? Do they not have snow globes where you’re from?”

“Did you just ask me if they have snow globes…in Hackney?”

He looked slightly miffed, but she couldn’t stay annoyed for long with his foolishly good-natured intentions.

“Look, Lockwood, I’m a little busy here. Is there something I can help you with?”

“I just…wanted to see if you knew anything about this.” He turns it over in his hand, and even with the shelter of anonymity, she finds herself desperately seeking the approval in his eyes that she had been hoping for. “It’s...it's beautiful. When I first saw it, I thought…” He looks up from the snow globe at her, where she’s holding her breath, and she’s distantly aware of how suspiciously invested she must seem in his answer.

“I thought it had to be you.”

She has his answer, but she still hasn’t let go of that breath, as if keeping at bay all the emotions and hope that will come rushing in with her exhale. He watches her face, and she’s too scared to even twitch. Too scared to come right out and say everything the snow globe meant.

“You thought wrong."

George’s seizure-like convulsions returned with a new vigour. Lockwood continues standing there for another minute, and it makes her think he hasn’t heard her until he regretfully bows his head.

“I suppose. Well, I hope your work won’t keep you long. We'll be having tea soon. Let’s- good God, George, are you having a fit?!”

After their Christmas Eve tea, they exchanged presents, and to call it an awkward affair would have been an understatement. She passed Lockwood the pair of snowman socks. George grudgingly passed him the snow globe. The absurdity of the gifts and their donors made the four of them pause for a moment. 

Finally, Lucy broke the quiet by handing out her gifts: mugs with pictures of Inspector Barnes accompanied with cheesy quotes. George's was 'live, laugh, love.' Lockwood's was 'keep calm and carry on.' But everyone was still looking far too solemn, so she nearly had an aneurysm holding back her laughter.

After they all retired to their rooms, she retreated into her chilly workshop. But instead of continuing with her work, she just sat at her desk, brooding a little. A few minutes later, there was a knock on her door as a rather breathless and pink-faced Lockwood poked his head in.

"Still working?"

She shook her head. "What are you doing?"

"Returning the presents." He turned to step out but hesitated. "Are you sure you don't want to keep any?"

"I'm sure that I would hate it if we went bankrupt. Do you need any help?"

"Oh, no, I'll be - yes. Yes, actually. These are a lot of presents. If you could spare the time...I'd really appreciate it."

So after she bundled up in her woollens and wrestled a scarf onto Lockwood, they somehow hurriedly carted the many slightly scuffed shopping bags into the cab, where they only had a brief break to catch their breath, given how close they lived to the shops. 

After that, it was a race to hit all the stores before they closed for Christmas Eve. After a couple of rounds, they had developed the fairly efficient system of Lockwood lugging the gifts around while she spoke with the shop assistants. The one drawback to their fine plan, at least for him, was her glancing at the receipts and the too-long numbers at the bottom of them ("Jesus Christ, Lockwood, how did you not have to take out a loan for these? Honestly! Do you think we're made of money?").

Finally, their luck ran out at their very last store, which looked as though it had been closed for hours. She knocked and peered inside feverishly, clutching the very last gift stubbornly.

"No, no, we were so close! Now what do we do?"

"We can come back after the holidays. Or," he gently pried the box out of her fingers, smoothly lifting the top, "you could keep it."

It was a silver charm bracelet, with rapier and lavender charms dangling from the central chain, much like the ones they laid out on jobs. It was beautiful. But she couldn't take it.

"You already gave me a present."

"Have another. A little special something for a special someone."

His cavalier attitude, his foolish smile - in that moment, it was all too much. Her terrible temper flared and she shoved the present into him, forcefully enough to make him stumble a little. She turned and started walking home briskly, fuming silently until he and his long legs finally caught up to her.

"Wha - was it something I said? Y/N? Y/N."

"I don't know, Lockwood." She was sick of his carelessness, sick enough to be a little careless herself, let her tongue run loose. "What have you said? Or haven't said?"

"Y/N, you know I'm terrible at riddles."

"Well, maybe Belinda can help you."

That stuns him enough to make him stop in his tracks. She slows down and, after steeling her fraught nerves, turns around.

"...what does Belinda have to do with anything?"

His hopelessly clueless expression, which typically soothed her anger in their worst fights, only served to infuriate her further here. She walked towards him angrily.

“I didn't want to give you the goddamn snow globe because Belinda exists. All right? Because there are a thousand different girls out there who you’ll like better than me.” There’s a sudden tightness in her chest. With some difficulty, she turns away from him, lightly pressing her sternum. “I can’t compete with them, Lockwood. I won’t let you make me.”

She hears the crunch of the snow under his shoe as he takes a step towards her.

"Belinda is...amazing. She might even be perfect. But even she's just a friend, because...because you exist. And-and I could find...the most perfect girls out there, but the image of you would still be breathing in some corner of my mind. It wouldn't be the same with anyone else. It never is."

She sniffed gently. "This might be the right time to tell you that the snow globe...was from me."

She can't decide if she hates or loves how she can hear the smile in his voice. "No. Really?"

She turns back around, smiling sarcastically at him. "Ha-ha. But don't get too excited about it. I made little figurines to represent the four of us at Portland Row, but you can't even see them from the outside. It's ridiculous."

"It's okay. I'll know they're there."

At that moment, she felt a rush of gratitude towards Lockwood. He made everything a little easier, a little sweeter. They were standing so close that she could see a tiny snowflake on one of his eyelashes. She didn't dare breathe.

"There really never was any competition."

"I know."

"Then why does it sound like you don't believe me?"

She frowned. "I do believe you."

"I don't think you do."

"...do you want me to not believe you?"

"Y/N."

"What?"

"There's something you should know."

"Lockwood, I am going to throttle you."

"You're standing under mistletoe."

She glanced upwards, and it was as though all the air had been stolen from her lungs. Against the pitch-black sky and the gentle dusting of snow, a soft white sprig of mistletoe was curling out of the edge of a branch. She lowered her eyes back to Lockwood's, and her eyes fluttered shut as he leaned over.

As impossibly close as they were before, they were even closer now, and it still felt like they would spend their whole lives trying to get close enough to each other. She kissed him the way she loved him - desperately, with her whole being. When they broke apart, the tip of his nose and cheeks were tinged pink, and there was a light dusting of snow on his hair. In that moment, all she remembered thinking was that none of his presents made a better gift than he did.

As they walked home with fingers tangled together, she realised that they didn't need some parallel universe. In every universe, they would somehow, somewhere, find each other, and dare to love. 

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[filmofhybe]

Hi, requests are open right? Can I request what type of fanboys enha would be for idol!reader?

type of fanboys enhypen would be for idol reader

pairing : ot7! x reader genre : fan x Idol , fluff 400-500 words per member warning : none

a/n: first request in ages!! Keep them coming in would mean a lot! Icl this kinda turned into a send off / fansign typa thing so I hope you don’t mind and enjoy!!

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정원 jungwon

this guy is your biggest fan he just doesn’t show it

unlike your other fans, he’s really respectful which makes you remember him

and he’s cute and somehow always wins a video call or fansign with you

folds everytime you call his nickname that you gave him

“y/nnie can I give you something?”

“of course wonnie!”

hands you the cutest beaded jewelry and plushie�� ever

“oh my gosh thank you so much wonnie!!”

Would let you win in a hand wrestling contest

he would freak out when he sees you wearing the jewelry he gave you

He would also freak out when he sees you posting the plushies he gave you

Will post about it on weverse and you would thank him in the comments.

Goes even crazier after that

You both are like best friends 😭

He’s fr famous among your fandom

yk how some ppl in some fandom are so well known they get verified on twitter

Yea that’s him 🤭

#dedicationfr

희 승 heeseung

That fan that would cover all your songs (and the successful ones)

Gets shit tons of views on your covers

which you would notice his videos and talk about how talented he is on weverse

Bro freaked out

Probably be posting about it on all his social media for the rest of his life (even facebook)

“YALL SHE NOTICED ME!!”

“Watch me brag about this for the rest of my life”

Would thank you so much for the compliments when he goes to ur fansigns

“Aww no worries heeseung! Your covers are always my favorite! I listen to them everyday! I even subscribed to your channel as well!”

Are you meeting heeseung or is heeseung meeting you rn?

“What’s your dream y/nnie?”

“My dream is to collab with you!”

Luckiest fan on earth honestly cuz you both did a collab a year later

#successfulfanbehavior

박종성 Park Jeongseong

THE ONE WHOSE RICH AND GO CRAZY !!

buy like 40 albums at once just to win a fansign with you😭

AND he would buy like 5 of your concert tickets

Doesn’t matter if your going aboard for your concert

Watch him be there and in the VIP sections as well

Man he really doesn’t care if he spend all his health insurance on you

All he cares is that he sees you and your happy

Always catch him during send offs

You both have the chaotic yet causal talks ever

“Omg jay your here again?”

“Yup! Got another ticket to see you!”

“Your crazy for spending so much!”

“Is worth it when it comes to you.”

would buy you the craziest gifts ever

Branded bags, games , jewelry , plushies etc

Would 100% send you a food truck for good luck during your MV filming or comebacks

You would thank him on weverse cuz you knew is him who would do these type of crazy things

What he’s doing is all of your fanboys biggest dream

#thecrazyrichfan

심재윤 Sim Jaeyun

You can’t tell me he ain’t those funny ass twitter stans

#y/nselfieday 😝

“STOP WHY SHE ATE THIS COMEBACK UP SM?”

Would fight those antis on twitter

“You can’t even talk cuz your face be lopsided and elongated lmao.” - jake

“And what about you? Stop using Google translate for your Korean captions🙄” - anti.

“sis I’m Korean?!”

He will make edits of you and I don’t make the rules on that

“my fav stage of y/n but make it my edit for her xoxo!!”

Would go Borderline excited when he got tickets to your concert

ALWAYS POSTING THE SEND OFF VIDEOS OF YOU

“Y/N TOUCHED MY POLAROID CAMERA IMMA CRY NOW.”

“guys y/n mf knows my twitter. Imma die.”

gets embarrassed when you tell him you know him through his funny tweets and you secretly reads it for positivity

Man could die peacefully after that

#sillybillytwitterstan

성훈 Sunghoon

Another really respectful fan but he’s so shy when it comes to fanboying

More the quiet ones but he would be spotted so easy because of how beautiful he is

Please he stood out the most during your send off

Icl when you saw him you thought you were dreaming a cute fan boy?!?

When you walked over do him his heart stopped. Like omg YOUR MORE GORGEOUS IRL?!

“hi y/n~ can you sign my album please?”

“Of course what’s your name?”

“Sung-sunghoon.”

“Such a cute name for a cute boy!”

Bro your such a flirt💀

He couldn’t handle it and all he did with mumble thank you

“You want a picture as well?”

All he could do was nod and you took a picture of you both tgt

Posted on his social about it and everyone was saying how pretty you both looked

Which made him less shy the next time he saw you

“Omg sunghoon! Hi how are you?”

“I’m good how bout you y/n?”

“I’m good! Glad your less shy now! I was so excited to meet you!!l

He’s the pretty, handsome shy fanboys and will always be😝

#shybuthandsomefanboy

선우 Sunoo

THOSE REALLY HYPER FANS

And those fans who has a shop dedicated to their idols

I mean your kinda hyper so like I get why he would love you

Another chaotic twitter stan but make it weverse

Would pay for your me membership everytime

You would never see him without those little membership tags next to his name on weverse

He would be those fans to say “I love you” mid way while your speaking on stage

You would always react to them with a laugh cuz you find it really funny and cute

His cuteness really captures your attention and he would go insane after you mention about him on your weverse live

“I saw this fanboy during send off, he had pink hair and cute cheeks. Really high pitched voice and he gave me this cute plushie keyring that looks like me. So thank you whoever you are!!”

Knew it was him cuz he was the only fanboy in the crowd with pink hair and was the one who got you that keyring

Would 100% start gifting you clothes for the keyring and you would post about it from time to time

You secretly supports sunoo’s little keyring business after he started selling the one and only y/n keyring

#hypercutiesellerfan

にしむら りき Nishimura Riki

Trend setter fan and secretly hyper fan

We all know how good niki is at dancing so when you drop a new song he danced to it with his own choreography that has gone viral.

LIKE VIRAL VIRAL

and every fam girl of yours was like “omg y/n has a cute fanboy!!” “y/n needs to see this.”

And you did see it and posted about it on weverse as well as Instagram

“Look at him!! He’s so talented!! Time to recreate!!”

NIKI WAS IN HIS PREDEBUT ERA FR LMAO

kicking his feet under the blankets cuz he just got noticed by his idol

Would go insane when you did his dance

Man got to see his dance live as well cuz you performed it during your concert

During send off you can easily tell it was niki in the crowd

“Your the creator of my dance niki right? Your so talented!!”

Are you meeting niki or Is niki meeting you? 2.0

“Haha thank you so much! You did so well as well!!”

You continue to do covers of his dance which makes him go feral everytime

Post about it on insta but behind the screen he’s like :

“She’s about to hire me to be her Choreographer” -niki

“Stop the delusion.” - heeseung

“Watch me.” - niki

Bro predicted his future cuz now half of the your dance is created by him

#trendsetterfan

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[tomorrowsgardennc]

market update // december 7th

also been a while since i did one of these market updates, too. it's been pretty repetitive for a bit while i was distracted by other things, but not distracted anymore. and when things are repetitive at the market (offerings, displays, etc.) then the customers just don't even stop by. and honestly don't blame them. but... but but but i was talking to the market manager about stocking stuffers and she gave me the idea of sewing actual stockings. well, i joked about it (stocking stuffers but without the stocking but that would be crazy if i sewed some hahaha wait you think that's an amazing idea and ppl will love it??? *drags out sewing machine*) i was legit joking but she said nah fr sew them. so i did. i found scraps of green and yellow fabric i've had and then thrifted a sweater for the inside lining. never sewn a curve before, only straight lines for blankets or cat kickers.

i look at them and see rookie mistakes and mistakes just from lack of experience. but before i dusted off the sewing machine, i was originally going to make small packets pre-picked or themed for people. then i was sewing and thinking it would make more sense as a gift to pick and choose. so eith mediocre but handmade stockings that fit the seed packets perfectly, i offered them for free if the customer bought 2 packsts and 1 label. and damn did it work! i sewed 6 out of 10 by market day, and 5 were sold. it helped sell the plant labels, that's for sure. people always complimented the plant labels but never bought them, so this helped push the sale of those. i'll be sewing the last 4 this week onceigetmoreneedlesdeliveredbecauseikeptbreakingtheneedlesonthemachinewhoops.

i also had another epiphany during sewing and lack of distractions. a decent amount of people ask what certain seeds look like, or especially silver dollar plants. so i made a few display jars with some dried flowers and seeds, and a seed arrangement. the seed arrangement has the dried silver dollar (with the seeds taken out), milkweed, indigo, cilantro, and rose of sharon pods. it really got peoples attention and asking what each one was. the milkweed and indigo were from farmer mama's place, so i didn't have the seeds to sell but people asked to buy some. i already have yellow milkweed seeds germinating and i do plan on growing indigo next year for dyes. so i guess a preview for next year's offerings.

i've also been volunteering more and helping out with the market itself. some i'm actually not allowed to talk about yet until it's made public. but one thing is that NONE of the volunteers wanted to draw the aframe signs each week (if they need changed). i was like uhhh but why? it's so much fun!! so now i'm designated sign volunteer each market morning. manager gave me a new set of markers to use as a thank you, too. and i'm going to take my sign volunteer duties so extremely seriously and nobody can stop me.

ending with photos from the night market that was right before thanksgiving. it was more social hour than a market but thats ok nice to talk to all the vendor neighbors for a bit. i legit love winter market better than "normal" market because 2 hours is the perfect amount of time. still exhausted afterward and sleep most of the day afterward... but that's fine. market day always takes up quite a lot of spoons, but absolutely worth it and i couldn't be happier.

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

this girl one time wanted to have sex with me and when i asked to use a condom she laughed it off and said it wasnt cool, and began to chip away at my boundary until i gave her what she wanted. she kept trying to get me to do things and i would say no, and she would continue asking anyway. in bed she said something like “you said you would” and that legitimately scared me, because it seemed like she was just blatantly lying to my face, or just forgot. then she called herself a succubus (A DEMON) and my gut screamed at me to be careful around her. sorry this may be TMI, but im anon so whatever, she said i could nut in her, which is the complete opposite of my original boundary. she was so sweet otherwise and communicated really good. except for when i texted her my concerns about being manipulated. she just became really defensive. im really happy im not “under her spell” anymore. i dont know what she was trying to do, but she could have hurt me really bad

its not tmi, its ok, you know me :p <3.. im sorry your boundaries were disrespected :( ill put my answer under read more cus its probly gona be long , this message had me contemplating some things..

IMO : sex is so tricky its been a struggle my whole life to understand how i feel about it & where my boundaries lie + allowing myself to express them so i understand the struggle u present here altho it's a different perspective.. some people use sex as a vehicle to gain power over others, by way of luring their partner into a state of vulnerability, i dont think that's something demonic necessarily i think it's usually more surface level than that. however

you do see a huge rise in the amount of ppl kind of, trying to personify the succubus nowadays? ppl have always wanted to be sexy but it's like different than the way ppl wanted to be sexy when i was younger. it got rly mainstream to have kind of a demon aesthetic if that makes sense? when i was younger this stuff was reserved for the relentlessly bullied & punished Goth and Emo kids.

but ok when i worked at spencers gifts in 2021/22 they had all these shirts of anime succubus girls getting choked and in bondage n shit, and these shirts were their best sellers they were outselling most the band tees and franchises like naruto.. and im telling youuu it was like, the youngest girls always buying these shirts, it made me so uncomfortable!! sometimes i would walk away and get my coworker to ring them up cus i was like nah im not selling a child that shit...but it really made me think like wow if i was in 7th grade and wore this shit to school it wou;dve been like wearing a giant KICK MY ASS!!!! target on my back but it's like, a popular thing rn.

and im not saying the bullying should return ofc, not the point. but it lead me down the string of thought wondering why this stuff is being pushed into the mainstream so heavily. sex sells i guess $$$ but yeah i think right now it's especially common to refer to yourself as a succubus if you're trying to feel a sense of power as a woman. because as a woman there are very few ways to gain power other than using sex. and many people want power! but i dont think most of them are demonic. just lost..

still its good u followed ur instinct to stay away from that girl because it is really cruel to manipulate someone in a moment where they've trusted you enough to be close to them like that.

yeah i think its rly rare for someone to be in some true demonic possession shit but i feel there can be dark things that linger *around* people who have weak spiritual armor and sort of, feast off their energy & create misfortunes around the person that generate bad energy for it to feed off of. but i dont think they have too much control over your actions like i would imagine for someone who's truly possessed. i feel a lot of ppl have these sort of ambient malignant attachments especially if they keep a lot of dark imagery & symbols around thinking it's just an aesthetic.

thas just my thoughts....really bored tonite so im typing a lot.... i love sex i think it can be so beautiful and restoring, it helps me feel so much happier in life to have good sex regularly i dont think sex or sexiness is evil. i just think its easy for ppl w bad intentions to turn it into this whole twisted ass mind game when it shld rly b so simple and natural and a loving connection that sets u free......be safe out there anon be discerning! protect you heart..<3

[adambja]

Hi Adam

I don't know why I'm telling you this to be honest hehe,but as my fav blogger I want to ask you for advice.

So I discovered the law last two years and for 8 months I tried using subliminals each one month but no matter how hard I stuck to one subliminal it never gave me results.

Then last year I read motivation on loa and all in other bloggers post but I never manifested anything no matter how hard I tried,I tried to be the creator of my reality,I pretended to be living my dream life even though I was broke asf and my family was suffering,ppl called me stupid but I didn't care,even when I never got results I believed it would come soon,I literally kept convincing myself for a year,I worked so hard but nothing happened,I never Manifested anything,and then I heard about the void state,I didn't believed in it but then I saw success stories and I believed it immensely,I thought there's still hope for me,for months I suffered but I pushed through and tried to get into the void state every day and every night,I worked on my self concept,I applied the law in every way but then nothing happened and then my dad fell ill,I was worried and I kept affirming to manifest his health,I affirmed in tears and I was fed up.i wanted to pay you for a custom tape because I thought it might help me but then I had no cent on me,so I could only keep affirming and affirming but nothing happened and then my mum died,she couldn't keep up with all of these,I had no siblings so yeah,then the dad died too.but I still didn't give up I didn't want to but it's useless,right now when I see any blogger giving ppl motivation,it annoys the hell outta me,I know I might be wrong but the law never helped me so now I'm gonna be sent to an orphanage home tomorrow in which girls are constantly molested each time,I literally pass by and see guys trying to touch them and I don't wanna go there please I need your advice,I'm tired of all these you are the creator speeches it's annoying to be honest,I wouldn't say I didn't try enough because I did extremely well,my phone is the only thing supporting me right now pls I need you to tell me what to do,it was my dad's gift to me on Christmas,he worked so hard to buy me one.ive tried every method possible

Most of y'all think you've had it bad??? I've faced worse,I don't even have access to my own house because of my fucking family members y'all give up immediately you try something

I tried for over 2 years but I never got anywhere and I need help,I'm going insane,if there's anything you can do to help me please do if there isn't then it's okay

First of all

My name isn't Adam it's adambja baby it's A GIRL HERE AND THIS IS WHAT I CALL A TRAUMA DUMPING THAT'S it

I didn't read anything because I am about to sleep I am so tired but you are welcome to talk to me privately and we will see

I understand your frustration and all your feelings and all this anger about some bloggers here saying the same repeated things over and over!

It's not my responsibility either cause I am not even like them hopefully I helped a lot of people here!

But when you send me a message make sure you tell me about what you want from the tapes if you are gonna buy them BECAUSE I DON'T MAKE CUSTOM TAPES FOR FREE you gave me your whole life thing how would I even help you if you aren't paying me for your personalized tape or coaching!!!!

I CAN LITERALLY HELP YOU IN ONE MONTH WITHOUT ANY VOID SH IN YOUR NORMAL PHYSICAL REALITY I DID HELP A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO HAD THE WORST SITUATIONS YOU CAN EVEN IMAGINE!

This is the issue here guys

This is MY ISSUE okay? Stop trauma dumping instead tell me WHAT DO YOU WANT TO HAPPEN!!! NOT WHAT HAPPENED CAUSE IDGAF ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED I AM HERE TO MAKE YOUR NEW REALITY HAPPEN

Again the old story MUST BE DEAD!

Also baby you need tapes NOT TALK NOT WORDS YOU NEED TO REWIRE YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND

How SHOULD I MAKE THE OLD STORY DEAD, ADAMBJA?

Just tapes THAT'S WHY I AM MAKING TAPES WITH BENEFITS ITS BETTER IN MANY WAYS

And that's what I am originally a coach for!

[namtanlovesfilm]

I don't understand why solo!Off they say things like that about Gun. They know that Off is very fond of Gun. Why do they write that Babiis was Gun's fandom name before Off, they say that Gun doesn't respect him, that nothing is from Off. I think it's good that they tell each other what gifts they want. But they "prays" that Off will leave Gun, that Off will have a better partnership, they want him with another guy. For example from Sea. Now that it turned out that Off was with Sea, Gun, View and Konopk.

​Ship him with View, she have only 21.

Or ppl who they pretend to be Gun or Off fans and end up not liking either of them.

Why do they interfere in their relationships? Tell Gun to stop asking Off for money and gifts. It's very good that someone says what they want for their birthday. Off, he also told Gun what he wanted and he got it.

In my opinion if they want buy something for each other. Approx! It's their business and their money. As for the rest, I don't think Off would give Gun money and gifts all the time.

​Also solo fans Off, they are talking about stopping calling Off "Papii", that he is his own person and not part of the ship.

Solo!Gun I definitely haven't met many of them.

I understand what you're saying & I agree that those solo!off fans are reaching, especially about gun exploiting off for money. it's a running gag in the babii fandom at this point, not reality. THAT BEING SAID! idk if there's more solo!off fans than solo!gun fans, since most offgun fans prefer gun over off & are extremely biased towards him. personally I am both an offgun & an off fan, meaning off would still be my favorite thai actor even if offgun never existed, and I can understand why some solo!off fans exist. it is EXHAUSTING to see him constantly overlooked & seen as an accessory to gun or taygun by fans, it is INSULTING to see him have over a million less followers than them, and, yes, it's ANNOYING to always see people prefer gun & also off never getting a chance to shine outside of his ship while gun has gotten plenty of them. that being said, blaming offgun directly for that is misdirected, & their arguments are dumb. the issue at hand is people having no taste & off not getting enough good opportunities for his caliber. the problem in this fandom, like any other, is that there'll always be a favorite, and then in response to that the fandom of the other member will swing back. all of it is just dumb & frustrating tbh.

xxx

[dreamywolfdd]

Sonic Thoughts

this will be different than most of my posts, but id like to type this out since i been thinking bout it alot, nothing wrong is going on btw this is mostly me typing out my thoughts

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but if you want a tl;dr:

not entirely leaving/done with it, but i want to focus on other stuff aside of sonic the hedgehog in general, i want to focus on my other interests and obsessions

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i been thinking bout it and i decided that sonic superstars will be my last sonic game i'll buy for who knows how long

this does not mean i hate sonic now or i'm done w it or anything, but i been recently thinking bout how sonic's been these past few yrs, content wise and what i personally think bout it currently

latest releases such as sonic prime, sonic movie 2, idw comics and sonic origins made me think bout it alot, as much as i enjoyed the movie and liked the idw comic i got as a gift, this is a whole new generation of fans we speaking of now, its been more noticeable how a new era of sonic is here thanks to the movies and that makes me so happy but it also makes me realize how some of the recent stuff flat out isn't rlly my thing (like sonic prime), sure, they may be good on their own and such but there's some stuff i just dont think its worth for me to look at, but i do however hope the newer generation enjoys it alot, i dont feel like part of that target demographic anymore

one major thing that made me question it too is pmuch with the quality of games, i recently gave frontiers a second playthrough and it made me remember why i had a fun experience with it, but it also made me see the flaws it has aswell too, its not a perfect game by any means but you can tell morio kishimoto, lizuka and everyone at sonic team have been wanting to deliver an amazing experience for a while now, remembering how the director had to convince higher ups to get more time for development made me think alot, this will be a dumb comparison maybe but if there's one thing i would love for sega to have its give more time and budget for its developers and such, recently, even if sometimes nintendo has been very questionable and sometimes bad, i will give them alot of credit and respect by how they been treating their artists and devs recently, games such as tears of the kingdom and smb wonder, seeing how they gave alot of time to their developers and artists to craft such wonderful games, i definitely want that for sonic games to have as well too, it has been admitted before and it has been a thing i been agreeing for yrs too

whenever i look back at sonic fondly, its mostly games i played in the past and still replay and hope i will for many yrs to come, same with the era and type of sonic i usually enjoy the most too, its just something thats not there anymore and its usually what comes up in my head whenever i think of sonic rather than the recent stuff, not saying its bad or anything but its my prefered one just like how many ppl have their prefered and definitive version of sonic

i been playing and enjoying many other stuff aside of sonic for many yrs now, as a kid i remember always being sattisfied with a game from the famicom for example, or how games like cave story and super meat boy made me have a blast for hours, but i do noticed how in recent years its been lowering with sonic and what i mostly do is revisit the older games and played frontiers when it came out, for yrs i been enjoying exploring and enjoying many different types of games old and new, i highly recommend sonic fans to also widen their library of games (and media in general) to explore many hidden gems

i have many other interests and obsessions that cannot leave my head, so i want to give more love to those as well too, at a far distance, ppl will know right away im a sonic fan, but will completely ignore my other interests and outside of gaming as well too, so its also why i been thinking bout this too

so yeah, if you notice my lack of sonic stuff is because of that, again, i do not hate sonic or im done with it, but its been a question in my head i been contemplating for some time now since sonic pretty much is one of the main things i literally cannot live without (xd), i will still do sonic fanart stuff from time to time, i will still replay my favorite games and such and of course, i will play and enjoy sonic superstars as my last sonic game for who knows how long, i hope ppl who have known and met me because of my sonic stuff have that in mind maybe

if you've read all of my wall of text, ty, i dont think this will be read either way but if so, ty very much and hope you have a good one

[nfumbewalk]

Divination...and Palo...😅

My photo of one of my Marseilles tarot decks. My preferred choice. If you have read this blog, then you know why I don't use other decks. I'm not into "historical" decks and I don't collect them either. I use them as a tool.

I've never made a single post just about divination before. This covers all tools (or no tools) that I've used. Its also an insight as a seer and a professional diviner. Its about to get verbose!

My earliest memory of divination was my friend Sarah's Ouija board, ha! The spirit attached to it was real and was oddly named, "Codger." He was fun to chat with. Sarah and I spooked ourselves and just had a good ol time asking silly girl things. Hey! We were 9 years old. My brother started getting into the occult around the same time. I snagged his Swiss Marseille tarot deck! I was intrigued and wanted to play with them. Of course, as a little sister, no was the only answer.

Divination, to me, was a very mystical process that I couldn't wrap my head around. Especially at such a young age. It took me until I was about 17 to buy a tarot deck. I didn't have a job, parents never gave me any money, and my soon to be husband wouldn't buy a deck for me. Things were a lot different back then.

I didn't even attempt other forms of divination. I had no clue of my gifts. I heard "invisible ppl" trying to have conversations with me but I didn't know that they were muertos. I was alone a lot in my early years. Ppl were haunting me and I started to block them instead of attempting necromancy (divination by means of the dead).

When I became a Demonolator, some of my gifts became apparent, but it wasn't even 10% of what I have now. I did have a natural affinity for divining with Demons - but still, my current success is not nearly the same as the readings that I used to do at my shop from 2014-2020. Now, my readings are off the chart accurate and I spook and amaze customers. I will no longer do Demonic readings. No one can even beg me to do one.

There are other forms of divination that I haven't tried, like runes. Not interested. Oracle cards, some are okay. Playing cards? Naw. Lenormand? Nope. I just thought, there's way too many forms of divination that I can't think of and too much to list.

I'm good with tarot, but that took a long time. I was closed. Pendulums, yes, but I only use them to find muertos to work with from the graveyard. i just bought some Witches Runes to mess with. We'll see! They are painted on sea shells. I'm definitely a Sea Witch type. 😊 I am very good at necromancy, which is my main divination skill. My muerto is darn accurate.

I do yes/no divination too. There are three techniques I use. My favorite are chamalongos, or coconut shells. These are from Palo, but other African traditions use coconut shells with cowrie shells glued on them. These are known as obi. There are four chamalongos with different meanings interpreted when cast. The shells are round and dark on one side and light on the other. When cast, depending on the pattern, you will get these yes or no answers:

Sa Tembo - Yes, with blessings.

Sa Ntoto - Maybe, cast again. If Sa Ntoto again, no do not repeat question. If yes answer, it is positive. If no, it is negative or an obstacle.

Sa Mansa - Definite yes.

Saunt - No.

Sa Mbasi - Absolutely no, with negativity.

Thing is though, is just not anyone can toss the coconuts. You have to be scratched into Palo and have received your Lucero. Lucero rules over the chamalongos, if I recall. I got licensed to have a Lucero and my shells. Not easy to do. Everything costs money in Palo. I never have had enough for my rayamiento (scratching ceremony). Still don't. But I've been over quoted with prices. I know a Palero who is more affordable. I don't really want a religion, though Palo is definitely the only one I'd ever choose.

Chamalongo divination also includes much more than tossing shells. There are prayers and mambos that I never have gotten to know. I would knock on the floor at Lucero's shrine and speak my personal Lucero's name as a chant. Its not just one name, its a sentence! Lol! He always was correct with his answers, too. I tested him sometimes.

This divination has always been my most bestest favorite. The energy, closeness, accuracy, and power dwarves all others except necromancy. Just yes/no? Well...Lucero gave me input too. 😊 I shouldn't be giving a ersatz (false) Palo lesson here. Though I've been studying and practicing as a layperson since 2010, I don't feel qualified at all. I just have my Palo fantasies, I guess.

I've been told that Palo is my home by a few Tata's. I do feel it could be. Just dunno. Sometimes the Regla (rules; laws) get to me. I can overcome that. Wish I had the cash sometimes. Lol! 😅

Whoops! This WAS divination. Sorry!! Maybe you all will be interested in this post anyways?

M.M. 💖💀💖

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Someone gift me baby karasu with a bow that’s the only thing I’ll ever reply with when people ask me what I want LMAOO

I def wanna see them pro but something about seeing the pro would also feel bittersweet to me somehow?? Idk like now that they’re pro we KNOW it’s over but errrr idk I don’t have a better solution HAHA im ngl I was into kuroko no basket for awhile but it was way after it ended and I almost died with how the fandom was kinda inactive and lack of content im just glad that since BLLK is ongoing now it won’t be as barren lolol

I would tell you to search it up but you’re gonna wanna burn your eyes after…I only heard of it via booktok (Idek how I landed there because I don’t rlly read that much now either nor do I interact or follow any book accs? Thank god I’m out now I wonder if maybe some ppl just went viral) but oh my god why would you think of writing such a thing??? I honestly don’t have an issue with dark content either since I think it allows more exploration of deeper topics sometimes but idek the door and pillow thing wasn’t even dark topic it’s just..??? ???????? ????? I don’t know what to say but you’re on the dot with weird smut

Im hopeful that s2 will def get things going again!!! Like pls fill up Ao3 too like why’s there nothing there.

You’re so right….a very good choice on your end LMAO he def doesn’t fit the arranged marriage trope as well and his canon ninja background was the perfect set up for this!!!

OOOO IM EXCITED LMAOAOA can’t wait to see tabieitaken hollyhock au style…

OOOOOO WAIT THATS SO COOL?!?! On my toes waiting for the next installment o7 (also for whatever reason I think it’s so funny when people go [redacted] I laughed so hard maybe my humors broken)

Oops I meant the cursed child trope in the sense that everyone (or those around them) believe in it LMAOAO I think it’s more interesting when people around them buy into that myth and make their life hard as opposed to just flat out actual misfortune whoopsie

KARASU APPEARANCE no because I was thinking too like…is Mira gonna add Karasu…or are we omitting for the sake of keeping karasu a main lead type of thing…LMAO can’t wait though!!!

-Karasu anon

BABY KARASU W A BOW all i want for christmas is HIM!! he’s just a princess fr i love him sm

watching a fandom slowly die after the source material ends is the WORST at least the anime/epinagi are much further behind from the main manga so it’ll be a while before it’s over!! some series do stay generally popular even afterwards so hopefully bllk is one of those 👆🏻

HELP I JUST LOOKED UP THE PILLOW ONE WTF 😭 that’s not even dark that’s just bizarre…where are these people getting their ideas from 😔

i feel like jjk also blew up heavily with season 2 coming out (although tbf it was already hugely popular) so i think (hope) bllk will be the same!! obv not to the same extent as jjk because whatever is going on there is like unprecedented levels of popularity but for sure i do think more people will get into it now that more characters will be there and there’ll be more content

YES like otoya being a lord or highborn just doesn’t have the right ring to it!! he’s too unserious i could not see him being dignified or dutiful esp not in an arranged marriage scenario where he doesn’t even care abt his wife that much. karasu or yukimiya 100% (more so yuki but karasu could make it work i think). ninjas tended to be lowborn/peasants too so it’ll be interesting to juxtapose him and y/n + show him interacting with a lot of the characters who ARE more noble (y/n, yuki, etc).

TABIEITAKEN HOLLYHOCK AU MY FAVORITE MORALLY GREY ASSHOLES 💖 there is not one good person in that fic (except maybe anri) just some characters you do root for and some you don’t HAHA i’m excited for all of the reveals and character development i think it’s going to be sooo fun

YESS it’ll be clearer once i finish the story where i got my inspiration from. i love drawing from history as an inspiration!! like ofc i’m not going to go word for word but it’s nice to have something that i can reference if needed and build my own plot off of. i def think it makes hollyhock unique…like a) it’s a fic w OTOYA as the main love interest (not the usual suspects itoshi bros) and also it’s set in a relatively unusual setting + is engaging with a generally overlooked aspect of that time period. like forget being a weak lady who falls in love w her arranged marriage husband 🥱 y/n is scheming plotting killing etc etc (or at least she will be eventually). i love mcs who are just a little Not Normal and i really think this y/n is like that!! as shown when she was completely willing to sacrifice her half brother if it meant living. like yes 100% he’s an ass but also girl that’s still an entire life you do NOT gaf abt 😭 omg and otoya when he heard her say that…bro realized he had finally found someone to match his 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴 💖 truly the otp we all never needed

ooh yes i do think y/n is a victim of that trope while she’s staying w the hiiragis!! although as much of it is just them hating on her because they hate that she’s such an embarrassment to them…i’m excited to show how other characters (otoya and co) react to the circumstances that make the hiiragis hate her!! it’ll def be interesting (and also a lot of it is based in actual japanese mythology/tradition…despite my disclaimer i actually do enjoy researching and sprinkling in details like that!! i just had that in there in case some historian type of person came to my comments freaking out abt how something or another isn’t accurate 😭)

i feel like karasu HAS to be there HAHAHA it truly wouldn’t be otoya if his bestie isn’t present especially since yuki exists in-universe too!! he’s also going to be super important to the story but it will break my heart knowing that things w him will never be romantic 😔 though honestly “romantic” is a stretch even for y/n’s eventual relationship w eita 😰 it will be intense and passionate and pining and many other such things but unfortunately with all of the political nonsense they’re up to (unifying the warring states and whatnot) there won’t be too much time for a healthy proper relationship. long story short expect a slow burn 😈

ALSO BTW I’M SO GLAD YOU’RE INVESTED IN THE STORY writing fics for random characters is sooo hard sometimes because there’s usually not a lot of engagement/feedback 🤒 as long as i have even one reader who likes to yap w me i can usually manage it though so i am very grateful for you bae 🫶🏻 doing the otoya nation a great service

[nikkinick]

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[samsvenn]

Hi can I ask for shu and subaru brotherly headcanons? I really like the headcanons you do! Keep up the great work and always take care of yourself! <3

𝐒𝐡𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐒𝐮𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐮 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬

i really appreciate the kind words and i hope that you're doing well too along with the ppl reading this <3 manifesting that you all get free food and free mcflurries 💕🍨(ˆ⌣ˆԅ)

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥

Shu has a soft spot for the youngest.

He also has the biggest tolerance for him as well. Usually, it’d take no more than five seconds for Shu to tell any of the triplets to shut up if their mouths ran loose. But Subaru? He’d listen in and stare at Subaru for ten seconds to see if the youngest was just being whiny or if something truly troubled him. If it wasn’t anything important, then Shu will dish out his favourite line of the speaking language: "So damn noisy... Quiet down will you?"

Subaru asks Shu for advice in the most indirect ways possible rather than telling it outright. He needed advice on how to ask girls to leave him alone because he didn’t want to catch another suspension or Reiji would give him an earful.

What did Shu do? “Tell them you’re dating someone. If they persist, at least you know who’s a whore. Marks them as an easy target if you’re running low on blood.”

All of the advice Shu gives to Subaru are all things he’s learned through experiences. Instead of dismissing Subaru altogether, he’ll try to make an effort in talking to Subaru because he knows that Subaru takes him seriously, unlike the triplets.

And they’re all good advice too wtf

Subaru’s the one who goes on errands most of the time. He volunteered for it because it gives him another excuse to be left alone from the brothers. In the department stores next to the groccers, his red eyes caught the sale posters outside them.

What does he do when he finishes the errands much faster than intended? He goes through the electronic section and often finds classical music vinyl records on sale. He doesn’t make an effort to remember them but it’s given him inspiration on what to gift Shu when the blonde’s birthday comes around.

When he asked the sales assistant why so many of them were on a flash sale, she told him that it was because classical music wasn’t a large hit for the student demographic. And the students who majored in Music who did buy them later returned the vinyls since the music graduates had no use for them anymore.

Subaru struck a deal that had his wallet begging for mercy. 

The man currently has 37 varied CDs and Vinyl records of classical music for the price of 27 Dollars + tax. And that’s when it hit him that Shu didn’t have a record player, he had an MP3 player so buying the Vinyls wasn't a good idea in the first place.

He nearly obliterated the entrance pillars when he got back but settled for demolishing Reiji’s harsh-smelling chemical supply closet

Poor Subaru rip

One time, when Subaru was on his shopping adventures, he came across a cute plant pot. He knows Shu can’t be bothered to take care of plants, let alone flowers that need your undivided attention depending on the species.

But the pots were on a 25% off sale and he’s not particularly close with Reiji who was the other candidate for being able to take care of a plant. Laito was often out of the house, Kanato was WAY too picky and Ayato barely had the attention span to take care of a plant. 

So, Subaru took the initiative to buy a Crassula Moonglow - a succulent. He placed it inside of the cute pot he bought and put it outside Shu’s door frame. 

Shu teased Subaru for this, saying that it was now his item charm for warding off unwanted visitors. Subaru never told him that he picked out the pot himself when the teasing ensued and his excuse was: "Tch-! Can't you just appreciate the plant?! Why are you focusing on the aesthetics?! Jeez, you're the music nerd, not that conceited First-Blood."

Shu was dying on the inside and tried to stifle a laugh in because his comments were mostly: "...It's not hideous, no. But the pot you picked and you, the person who bought it... There's a divine punchline being played."

Shu makes sure that Christa’s letters to Subaru are always examined and proof-read by him in his spare time. If Christa sent something while she was experiencing a nervous breakdown, it’d affect Subaru horribly. 

So whenever Subaru does read these letters, he’s always confused on why Christa would write “Dearest Subaru, it's been a few weeks…” when in actuality, it’s been months. Curse Shu and his lethargism. 

Shu knows what it’s like to have tutors who are only in it for the money. God knows how much Beatrix spent on having tutors who could keep up with Shu after the death of Edgar. 

So when Karlheinz occasionally assigns tutors in the subjects Subaru is the weakest in and informs Shu since he’s the eldest, Shu’s sharp blue eyes are on the look out for those tutors. There’s only so much trouble Subaru could stir up and it takes two to tango but never one to flourish.

Sure enough, there were tutors who didn’t educate Subaru in the quality he deserved nor did they care enough if Subaru was falling behind; only reporting back to Karl that everything was smooth sailing.

Shu, in his signature style of never saying too much but only giving the bare necessities, wrote a letter (if you can even call it one bc it only contained two sentences max) to Karlheinz to inform that these tutors were lying sons of bitches

Karlheinz took immediate action once he received them (rip to Reiji, if only Karl was just as responsive to him) and fired them. They were never seen again in the world of education and pretty much, the world. 

Their names were forgotten.

The Moonglow Succulent:

the plant pot subaru got for Shu:

laugh at it and he'll sock you

[atlasscrumpit]

Hii if you're still taking ideas here's a few you can pick whichever you prefer

Jake being possessive over Steven and threatening to kill anyone who flirts with him (jakesteven is my fav ship I'm so sorry Marc)

Marc and Jake bonding over something they both have interest in (they just pretend to hate each other idiots in love trope)

Steven buying something thoughtful for the other two and them being a blubbering mess coz they're not used to ppl buying them gifts

Steven questioning if he's real after the duat and Marc consoling him (super angsty pls i love the pain)

Jake annoying and distracting Steven at the gift shop when he's working

Steven being jealous of Layla and Marc and he's very bad at hiding it

That's all for now hope you won't mind if I send a few more later

Hope you like them!

Possessive Jake

(Separate bodies cause I want to)

Steven wanted to go to the Sunday markets, it was at 8am in the morning so obviously Marc was still fast asleep. But Jake didn't want to let Steven go alone.

Their hands intertwined as they walked through the markets. Steven smiled at practically everyone that walked past and Jake made sure to glare at everyone.

Steven dragged him over to a stall with pastries and Jake could practically see his heart eyes looking at the sweets.

"Do you want one Jake?" Steven asked as he smiled softly looking at Steven.

"I'll just get a coffee later mi amor, you get what you want." Jake replied as Steven smiled and ordered a crossaint for himself.

Steven used both his hands tp munch on the crossaint as they kept walking, Jake place his hand around Steven's waist.

Steven didn't mind, he liked that Jake wanted to be touching him all of the time.

Jake got his coffee and they sat down together watching all the people go by.

"Why do you always look so tense when we're out?" Steven asked pressing himself against Jake's warm body.

Jake wrapped his arm around Steven's shoulder pulling him even closer.

"Because I want people to know not to mess with you. And I want them to know you're mine." Jake replied making Steven chuckle a little and rest his head on Jake's shoulder.

"I think people know I'm yours Jake." Steven replied making Jake smile and kiss his forehead.

"I'll always make sure they know mi amor."

Steven buying something for Marc and Jake. (Seperate bodies)

Marc and Jake were at their apartment once again both watching TV when they heard the door open.

Steven shuffled his way in and Jake jumped up hugging him.

"I was so worried." Jake muttered making Steven chuckle.

"I told you I was just going to the stores. I was only gone an hour." Steven said as Jake pulled away and looked at him.

"I know but you didn't let me come with you mi amor. Are you seeing someone?" Jake asked narrowing his eyes making Steven chuckle again.

"No I'm not Jake, I was getting you guys presents! And I didn't want to ruin the surprise!" He shouted running over to the table to place two bags down.

"Why did you get us present buddy?" Marc asked standing up and walking over to Steven.

"Well, I just really appreciate you guys and you deserve a gift." Steven replied pulling out a black box and handing it to Jake.

"This is for you Jake." Steven said as Jake took the box and looked down at it in shock.

"And Marc, this is for you." Steven said pulling out a brown box and handing it to him.

"Steven you really didn't have to do this." Marc said as Steven smiled.

"I know but you both deserve it. Come on open them!" Steven said excitedly making Marc smile softly.

They both opened the box and Jake looked down to see brand new black leather gloves.

But instead of his one's now with moons on the knuckles their were gold letters. S, M and J.

Jake looked down at it in shock, he wanted to cry but what if Steven thought he was weak.

Marc opened his and looked down to see a beautiful brown leather book.

"I just thought you might want a new book to journal in. And Jake I thought after everything with Khonshu you wouldn't want moons on your gloves." Steven explained rubbing the back of his neck as he looked at Jake.

"Do you like them?" Steven asked nervously as Jake leapt forward and wrapped his arms around Steven beginning to cry.

"Oh mi amor I love them, I love you so much." He cried out making Marc chuckle.

Marc ran his finger over the leather of the book and smiled.

He joined in on the hug as they all hugged each other tightly.

"It's amazing Steven. I love you both so much."

Steven thinks he's not real

(Same body)

Marc had decided to let Jake take control for the day. He needed a break and he knew Steven did too.

He entered their mind space and saw Steven curled up with his knees to his chest on their bed.

"Hey buddy. Everything okay?" Marc asked sitting on the edge od the bed looking at Steven.

There was no reply as Marc looked at him in worry.

He placed his hand on Steven's knee making him look up.

"Hey, talk to me." Marc said as Steven looked at him with teary eyes.

"I'm not real am I?" He whispered as Marc looked at him in confusion.

"What do you mean?" Marc asked as Steven hid his face and began to cry. Marc scooted up and wrapped his arm around Steven's shoulder pulling him closer.

"You just made me up, a-and one day you won't need me and I'll disappear. Because I'm not real." Steven cried out as Marc closes his eyes and rested his on on the top of Steven's.

"Steven, you are real. And I will always need you, you'll be here with me forever. So will Jake unfortunately." He joked making Steven chuckle softly through his cries.

"I'm scared that I'm not real." Steven whispered as Marc tilted his head to look up at him.

"You are real Steven. As real as me or even realer." Marc whispered leaning forward to kiss Steven's head.

"Feel that? It's real buddy." Marc whispered as Steven smiled and cuddled into Marc.

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Zo In Sung (Actor).... Red + Green Flags

❤

This guy does not like to take responsibility for pretty much anything that he does. I see a mother figure having influence on how irresponsible/irrational he is. Like she may have babied him a lot and always rescue him from all of the bad things he got himself into, so now he has little sense of ownership of his wrong doing

He can be quite childish and lackadaisical, this part of him is loved by others just as much as its hated. He can be a fun and youthful guy, but the downside is he may not take life seriously enough, preferring to hang out with friends than to do more important things

He's an insecure guy, he may think he can accomplish more in life than he already has. He also finds it hard to stand up for himself, and call things out when he witnesses injustice for him or others

Hes very manipulative, especially when it comes to women. He can play mind games and act innocent when he gets call out on his bullshit.

He does things for ppl, expecting things in return (women especially) and can manipulate everyone into thinking hes a good guy even when he does fucked up things.

I see in the cards again, that hes really childish and can take jokes/pranks too far. He doesnt have a sense of boundaries, he can even invade others personal space (getting too touchy or clingy)

Hes the type to give up when things get too hard, not very committed to activities or people

Yeah, hes quite non-committal (unfaithful). He may pay for sex from prostitutes/sex workers

He doesnt take good care of his health, may not consistently go to a doctor or get health check ups and he may regret not doing it later in life

This guy doesnt handle rejection well, he could stalk his exes on social media or in person. Also, he (once again) gaslights and manipulates lovers in relationships

💚

He has a lot of artistic skills and talents that he could make a lot of money from but he chooses not to pursue financial reward for his art. He has an innocence about him and it can be seen even in his art. (He may paint, sing or play and instrument very well), he may also inspire others in his life to have more artistic expression

Even when hes upset/sad, he trys his best to not let that show and bring up the mood in his environment. He doesnt like to be the cause for why others are upset, so he tends to use humor to make others feel better even if he feels like shit

Hes a GREAT communicator and can adapt to others communication style. Like, if a person he knew was more independent and distant as a communicator, In sung can pick up on that and speak/text this person the way they prefer. Even a more bubbly and quick person, he can adapt to that communication style as well. In a way, hes a shapeshifter and he benefits well from the variety of friends he makes based off of this skill

He is quite a lucky guy, most things he puts effort into works out for him. He may not even put much effort in and he can still reap rewards/success

He has star power and always was a man destined for fame and fortune

This sounds weird but.....he would be a perfect sugar daddy (as long as the sugar baby was prepared to sleep with him) he would take good care of his lover pretty well (buying them big gifts, taking them out, feeding them etc...), like his lover would probably not want for much finance wise

He can be vocal about the bad sides of korean society, like the ppl being too conservative and having weird beauty standards. He may even take up for women around the topic of korean women having to be super skinny in Korea to be considered beautiful. (He may also like chubbier or thicker women). Hes quite open minded and I see that he likes the freedom of American culture and may like to visit there and other foreign countries often.

Zo In Sung can be very charming, seductive and passionate in romantic relationships. He can also prefer more unconventional relationships (like polygamy, or dating foreigners). He seeks freedoms in relationships and is someone you can have a lit of fun with

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trying to be nice to their crush hcs

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thank you to 🍦anon for this cute request!

characters: tsukishima, kyōtani, sakusa & suna

content warning: swearing & sexual references 

kei tsukishima 

♡ this is all yamaguchi’s fault （︶^︶）

♡ he found out tsukki had a crush on you bc he mentioned you a lot in conversation so yamaguchi interrogated him for answers then lo and behold, the beanpole had a lil thing for you 

♡ you sit in front of tsukishima in homeroom while yamaguchi sits beside him so when you leaned back and asked him if you could borrow a pencil and he spat back a snarky remark about you being too irresponsible to care for your own pencils, yamaguchi hastily offered you one of his own before scolding tsukishima 

♡ he explained to his clueless friend that being nasty to people isn’t a good way to get them to like you 

♡ so perhaps he should be nicer :)

♡ honestly, tsukishima would’ve just looked yamaguchi straight in the eyes and went ‘no’, if it wasn’t for the fact you shot tadashi the sweetest smile anD PLAYFULLY BLEW HIM A KISS AFTER HE JUST GAVE YOU A DAMN PENCIL LIKE WTF 

♡ after that, he decided to give up his current personality and pick up a new one 

♡ jk jk 

♡ but he had to binge a whole bunch of those youtube psychology videos that are like ‘psychological tricks to make people like you’ and ‘THESE 5 MIND TRICKS WILL MAKE YOU THE MOST POPULAR PERSON *EVER*’!!

♡ spoiler alert: he wasn’t the most popular person but perhaps that was bc he only went to the effort of using those tricks on you 

♡ god bless him; he tries hard, he really does. (not his best, just hard)

♡ but you don’t have to be extremely observant to realise that he’s began acting different around you and of course, it confused you seeing tsukishima being nice

♡ what irritated you was how dismissive he was being of your questions though, as he was clearly trying to lead you to believe that you were crazy and he’s just always been a nice guy 

♡ but as soon as he figures out that he angered you, he’ll instantly switch back to him normal self - draining his mind of the hours of phycology studying he did last night to just pretend like it never happened 

♡ and if he’s feeling flirty, he might be extra mean to you （￣︶￣）

♡ also he makes a mental note to never take yamaguchi’s romance advice ever again 🙄

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you sighed, removing your hand from your bag after desperately rummaging through it in search of a pencil once again - deja vu. once you accepted that a pencil wasn’t going to materialise out of thin air, you peered over your shoulder and tapped the corner of yamaguchi’s desk, who wore a suspicious grin which you decided against questioning. 

“yamaguchi, do you think i could borrow a pencil again? sorry, this is the last time, i swear. i’ll be sure to get some on my way home after school tod--” 

yamaguchi dropped the line him and tsukishima had rehearsed many times beforehand, while clutching his pencilcase dear to his chest, “woah, (y/n). you’re so irresponsible. sorry, i can’t lend one of my pristine pencils to someone who is too forgetful to remember to buy some; what if you forget to return it to me?” 

tsukishima cringed at how forced it sounded but he couldn’t help but admire yamaguchi's dedication to his role. this allowed tsukishima to swoop in, pencil in hand, “here.” that wasn’t in the script but he panicked! okay, now, eye contact. 

you just sat there and stared at both of them with the most dumbfounded look plastered on your face. what just happened?  why were they both acting like they were in drama class?  and why are they both so bad at acting? they’re both passing performing arts for fucks’ sake!

kentarō kyōtani 

♡ sorry but i firmly believe kyōtani is the sorta guy to be extra mean to ppl he fancies smh

♡ the rest of them just act (somewhat) like themselves around their crush but kyōtani is himself2 (himself^2)

♡ like one time yahaba found you trembling in your locker bc you had gotten mud on mad dog’s white shoes so he chased you through the hallways of the school, threatening to trek mud on your forehead 

♡ yahaba took it upon himself to investigate as to why kyōtani was so rude to you and he got his answer as soon as he mentioned your name to mad dog and the boy’s face immediately flushed red 

♡ so after practise, yahaba schools mad dog on how to get chicks (⌐■_■)

♡ in short, his advice was ‘good guys get laid’ and for kyōtani’s understanding, ‘good’ and ‘kind’ were interchangeable 

♡ mad dog wasn’t completely oblivious to how he treated you and he was aware that he was far from ‘kind’

♡ although he usually doesn’t listen to people in general, yahaba seemed to know what he was talking about so he figured there was no harm in trying to be nice 

♡ but ngl, he just spent the rest of the day wondering...what is kind?

♡ after a few messages back and forth with yahaba, he figured that the best place to start was by apologising for - y’know - chasing you around the whole school 

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“oi!” kyōtani bellowed through hallway, paying no mind to the students that cast him dirty looks as his sights were locked on you. standing unsuspecting by your locker, stuffing your textbooks into your bag until you heard his deep voice echo through the hall, to which you visibly perked up and began frantically looking around.

he marched towards you, hands in pockets and when you noticed him out of the corner of your eye, you were more than ready to drop all your shit and bolt away. but he didn’t let you as before you were able to take off on your heels, he grabbed your shoulder and spun you around to face him - then he noticed your hands raised in defence by your face and your head hung low.

his heart sank and his grip on your shoulder immediately softened, “i’m not gonna punch you, idiot.” he spat, rolling his eyes and gritting his teeth, trying to appear angry in hopes you’d mistake his light blush for pure rage. 

“i just wanted to say that i felt bad for chasing you through the halls yesterday - you didn’t stand a chance so i guess it was a bit unfair.” he said, frowning as you replied with silence so the duty fell on him to fill it, “and i got the stain out, anyway so.” 

more silence. lovely.

suddenly, he puffed his cheeks out as his eyes snapped to meet yours and he roared, “ARE YOU GONNA FUCKING SAY SOMETHING OR ARE YOU TOO BRAINDE-”

“are you wearing eyeliner?” 

and that was the true story behind why you missed last period, because you and kyōtani had a 30 minute conversation about eyeliner and make-up, then he convinced you to skip the rest of class with him so he could buy you ramen as an apology gift.

so yeah, he figured that perhaps he should try being nice more often.

kiyoomi sakusa

♡ he didn’t need someone to tell him to be nicer, he’s just predisposed to attempt to show kindness to someone he is fond of

♡ in his mind, showing kindness, respect and stripping himself of all his personality = the only way to be desirable 

♡ (ofc this takes place before he meets atsumu tho lol)

♡ so it’s not the realisation that’s the problem for him, it’s the execution 

♡ like how is he supposed to be nice without either sounding creepy or condescending? 

♡ *cut to sakusa practising in the bathroom mirror* ‘your hand looks- no-’ he scoffs, flicking cold water onto his face, ‘your hair looks cool- pretty- nice?’

♡ *camera pans to sakusa laying in bed, staring intently at the ceiling while imagining vivid and scarily detailed scenarios about ways he could mess up while talking to you* 

♡ *camera zooms in on sakusa’s face as he manifests a nicer version of himself*

♡ he might - depending on how insecure he is - watch one of those psychology videos or read a wikihow for help

♡ but other than that, he independently tries to alter his personality in order to gain your favour bc..true love ?

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you smiled as a basketball rolled up to your feet during gym class, followed by the sound of someone approaching you and upon raising your gaze, your eyes met sakusa’s unmistakable black ones. his face hovered only a few inches away from yours due to the fact you had both reached down to pick up the ball at the same time.

he quickly pulled himself away, tucking the basketball under his elbow as he adjusted his mask so it properly covered his face to ensure that you didn’t see the light blush slowly spreading across his cheeks. he then proceeded to blurt out what he had been rehearsing for the past few nights, “oh, thank you, (y/n). your hair looks lovely today, by the way.”

you giggled, holding your hands firmly by your side to avoid fidgeting and making it obvious that his sudden comment flustered you, “thanks, sakusa. and, if we’re handing out compliments today, i didn’t know you were good at any sport other than volleyball but you’re doing surprisingly well at basketball.” you joked, your lips slowly curling into a cocky smirk, “though, i don’t think you’d stand a chance against my team.” 

god, you’re such a tease. you make it so hard for him to be nice to you. so, of course, your comment returned his ability to utter almost every sarcastic comment that comes to mind - screw being likeable. “you think so?” he quirked a brow, tossing the ball onto your lap then pacing backwards, “go on, then.”

rintarō suna

♡ it was probably those tips on social media that told him he has to be nicer 

♡ and plus he saw terushima get all the chicks and he was just sitting there like ‘where are my bitches at? 🥺’

♡ anyway, all the guys on social media that had girls lining up outside their door always had one thing in common: misogyny  obnoxious personalities !!

♡ and his whole personality was a sacrifice suna was willing and ready to make for just a crumb of cooch  🤲

♡ though you weren’t exactly his crush yet, suna thought you were the best person to carry out this experiment with bc he heard through the grapevine that you had a crush on him so perhaps this would make you happy

♡ he didn’t prepare much beforehand though which he immediately regretted as soon as he approached you bc admittedly, his game plan of ‘be self-assured but friendly’ was a bit vague 

♡ so he basically just had to bullshit through a whole, awkward conversation with you while wearing a forced ‘bold’ smirk which, in reality, looked as though he had just seen tiddies for the first time 

♡ hardly self-assured or friendly 

♡ also, the fact you thought he was playing a prank on you must’ve drastically altered the results of his experiment 

♡ at one point he says something extremely stupid you’d just quit playing along and just blurt out ‘wtf is wrong with you today’

♡ to which he’d be like ‘ahaha, nuthin much bbg, how bout you?’

♡ THE EXPERIEMNT ISN’T OVER UNTIL HE SAYS IT’S OVER OKAy?!

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you rubbed your temples in order to soothe the throbbing headache suna gave you simply by existing. like yes, you had a crush on him 10 minutes ago - but that was before he came up to you and started acting like terushima on dodgy medication. “oh and your skin is glowing bab--”

“jesus christ, rintarō, shut up!” you cried, gripping the edge of your skirt to prevent your self from delivering a swift punch right to his stupid face. he’s seriously gotten on all your nerves at this point; firstly, by spamming your phone in the middle of the night asking for homework answers (accompanied by cursed memes) as he actually managed to wake you up. secondly, by acting so oblivious to the fact you clearly had a crush on him and now, this!

heat rose to his cheeks in embarrassment as his creepy smile instantly fell right back into his resting bitch face, “this isn’t working, is it?” 

“what’s not working?”

suna scoffed, rolling his eyes - his façade having evidently disappeared. “this.” he sighed, looking around as if someone was going to save him before his eyes finally settled on you and he was reminded of what he wanted in the first place, his sparkle was rekindled for just a moment which caused him to blurt out, “just fuck me already, i’m not asking for much.”