#i got sleepy an hour ago but my body isnt tired ??????

[yutadori]

today is the FIRST time in weeks, possibly months, where ive had a normal ?? amount of energy???? i feel like god

[fantasywritings]

Good Vibes- SF9 Hwiyoung smut

pairing: hwiyoung x reader

requested: yes!

genre: soft smut

warnings: none

summary: Hwiyoung and reader are just chilling but reader wants to ruin the mood ;)

Friday night, you were chilling in Hwiyoungs room listening to Lofi music, Laying on his bed as your head was pressed against his chest, listening to his heartbeats.

“I like these moments the most you know? We can talk about anything, or not talk at all, and it’s still cool, it’s still great” he said as he played with your fingers.

“I’m afraid I want to ruin the moment” you said sinfully.

“But only if you want it too” you added

“Ruin the moment? Elaborate” he looks at you with a shit eating grin, you knew he already understood what you meant, but he just wanted to hear you saying this.

“we’ve been cuddling for hours, im so sleepy but I’m also so fucking horny right now” you admitted, making him laugh

“hey don’t laugh” you said and covered your face with the blanket

“getting all shy now, are we?” he giggled as he removed the blanket off of your face

“alright then, lay back” he said and so you did

“we’re both sleepy so let’s take it slow yeah?” he said as he lowered himself to face your pants

“Not too slow, don’t you remember that one time I fell asleep while sucking your dick?” you said and he bursted out laughing while attempting to take off your pants.

“I’m still trying to forget” he said as the both of you laughed while lifting up your body to allow him to take off your panties.

“wow, you’re really wet, you should’ve said something earlier... did my heartbeats turn you on like that?” he giggled

“wow someone here is very cocky”

He spread your legs and licked his fingers,

“I still can’t believe you fell asleep on my dick” he said as his thumb lightly brushed against your clit

“I was drunk” You said in defense

“Right, that’s why we decided to eliminate drunk sex. It’s not fun if you can’t remember anything the next day isnt it?” He said while drawing circles on your clit

“Mhm it isn’t..” you chocked out

“Besides, I want to know that you’re completely in it, yknow? I don’t know if you’re fully aware of things when drunk” he saids as he pushed a finger inside of you

“mmmhm.. yes.. mhm I agree” you chocked out once again, making him giggle

“I’m not sure if you’re moaning or agreeing with me” he giggled, voice getting deeper, he was probably turned on, as he added another finger.

“Both” you said as you let out a laugh mixed with a moan.

“You look pretty with my fingers inside of you” he said as another laugh mixed with moan escaped your mouth.

“mhm, but... I look prettier with your dick inside of me” you said

“Alright princess I don’t want you to get any more impatient” he said as he pulled his fingers out. Lifted himself up on bed, helped you remove your shirt, you weren’t wearing any bra underneath so your first instinct was to cover yourself up.

“you’re getting shy after my fingers were inside you a second ago” you laughed and removed your hands as he lazily hoovered over you to open the drawer, feeling the material of his shirt brush against your nipples as he took out a condom from the drawer.

He placed the condom next to him as he slid down his pants, followed by his shirt.

You reached down to his briefs, stroking his dick print, making sure it was hard enough, after a few seconds of lightly massaging it, you helped him take his briefs off, his dick sprung to his stomach, he pumped it a few times and then slid the condom on.

He sloppily thrusted into you

“I love the face you make when I slid into you” he smirks and pecks your lips

“I love when you slid into me” you responded, as sweet moans followed.

His thrusts were deep but slower and sloppier than usual

“You must be tired.. should I top?” You brushed the hairs out of his face as he nodded

“sure we can switch”

you switched positions, you were facing him as his hands guided your hips and slid you down on his length.

“I might be sleepy, but I’ve been thinking about fucking you all day long” you giggled as you moved your hips up and down on his length, leaning down to kiss him with his length inside of you.

“I love you, you’re crazy, seriously ...” he stops and gasps for air

“one moment you’re all cute and cuddly, philosophical and what not” he stops to let out a low grunt

“and one moment you’re all freaky” he completes his sentence and laid his head back out of pleasure.

“yeah?” you asked in what might’ve sounded like a moan while sensually grinding while his dick is inside of you.

"Yeah, that's it, baby, just like that." he said and you laughed at his sudden response

“I love that we can have serious talk and then have spontaneously have sex.. I love serious talks while having sex” he said almost out of breath

“Then can we switch again? I can’t multitask when I top you” you giggled

“Sure” he said as you got off him and laid back again. He lined himself in your entrance and pushed in easily.

His thrusts were still sloppy but faster and hungrier than before.

“You gained your energy back!” You exclaimed

“Whenever you do something I get this energy boost..” he said in between thrusts

“It’s called love” you giggled

“It’s crazy how the person you love can bring your so much energy right?” He said in between thrusts

“the feeling is unmatched” he added, but at this point you were concentrating on the pleasures of him penetrating you.

“I think we should carry the conversation later” you said in between moans and he giggled, making the vibrations feel even better.

you brought your fingers to play with your clit to get you closer to the edge,

Hwiyoung was getting more vocal, he never usually moaned a lot, just letting out grunts and chocked breathes, but his grunts became more load than usual, which drove you crazy,

“Hwiyoung..Hwiyoung.. I’m close”

Your fingers were faster and abused your clit until you came undone and spilled your liquids on his dick. usually Hwiyoung would cum before you, but this time he must’ve been very tired and relaxed so his body was taking longer than usual, you were hoping he was close too, because you were way too tired to start a second round.

You felt him twitch inside of you as he sped up

“Please cum on my stomach” you said in between breaths

“Yeah?” He asked and you nodded, he then pulled out and took off his condom, pumping himself roughly until he reached his high and white liquid shot from the tip of his dick, shooting his load on your stomach

He laid down next to you, out of breath,

“Why on the stomach tho?”

“No reason, I just wanted to see your dick when you come undone” you smiled as you brushed your hands over his now flaccid dick, earning a smile.

[scandeniall]

its not a date

pairing: atsumu x f!reader

summary: uh this is set in the rulers universe, but plays no relevance to the events in it. This is at least a year before those events/ you and tsumu have a bond, but he has a date that he insists isnt one

warnings: 18+, bad lang, implied sex, mention of guns, bully tsumu hours

wc: 1.4k

The breath you let out was instant as you attempted to loosen your shoulders. Back resting against the door and eyes closed, you hadn’t even noticed the guests currently splayed in different corners of your office. “Aw, is our little President tired,” Eyes opening instantly, you groaned both at the sudden light adjustment and at the men. “Why the hell are you here.” It was hardly a question as your arms came to cross over your chest. “And how did you get in here.” “Picked your lock,” Your face resorted into a scowl as a body approached yours, hand reaching for one of yours, warmth encasing it. “We’re here to watch Tsumu look like an idiot.” Your eyes drifted to the other two guests. The grayed haired twin, and friend, Suna. You ignored atsumu’s exclamation, as you opted for scolding the brunette. “Hey Suna, unless you want my foot up your ass, I suggest you get your feet off of my table.” “What did you do?” Your eyes shifted back to  the blonde who let go of your hand to just shrug. “I’m serious.” “Remember when I covered for you last month when you went on that trip to Shibuya?” Atsumu took note of your bored look, as you nod. You were just waiting for him to spit it out. He ignored the silent snickers of the other two in the room. “Well I had attend a dinner and-“ “I swear if you fucked up some relationships I will kill you myself,” your huff was accompanied with you pushing past the man to flop down on your desk chair. “Aw c’mon ya know I’d never. I’m second in command for a reason.” He quickly brushed off your remark, knowing it was harmless before clearing his throat. “One of the daughters invited me to some fancy dinner.” His words were rushed and you sensed the tiniest bit of nerves. Your face read blank as you bit back a smile. “Sorry, could you speak up. Didn’t catch that.” Your eyes caught Suna’s from across the room and all he could do was shake his head in amusement. “What, aren't ya g’na say somethin” You watched as it was Atsumu’s turn to furrow his brows in annoyance. You’d heard him and he knew it. “Have fun on your date,” you let out bluntly and the room turned comical. The other men couldn’t hold their laughs as Atsumu’s jaw dropped. A series of stutters and fumbles fell from his lips as he tried to insist it wasn’t a date. “You two. Out. Now.”

Your eyes flickered in amusement as he demanded them out practically pushing their snickering forms out before facing you red faced and annoyed. “(Y/n).” “Tsumu.” “Why do ya gotta make me look dumb in front of them,” he drags out causing you to laugh. Standing from your seat you make your way in front of him, arms immediately locking themselves around his neck, his falling to your hips. “That’s for signing the paperwork to authorize the building construction without telling me.” Your words, sickeningly sweet come out as a whisper in his ear and you feel the tightening of his fingers as you attempt to pull away. “So ya found out about that already?” Your eyes caught his only for a moment, before lips found themselves trailing up and down the side of your neck. “You’re annoying.” Yet you allowed him to continue, allowing him to lead you on top of the wooden desk. One of your hands moved to cup his cheek, thumb gently tracing over his bottom lip before pulling him in for a quick kiss. “And I’m also tired. So it’s time for you to go.” Your hands fell from his face to gently pry his wandering hands off your thighs. This time they came to rest flat on the hard surface, yet he stayed put from his place between your legs. “Ya heading home?” Shaking your head, you let out a sigh. “Not yet. I have to read over some paperwork. Get it to Kuroo by tomorrow morning. Courtesy of my parents from hell.” At that Atsumu let out a laugh. “Speaking of—I heard our parents are arranging a dinner soon-.” “No doubt to question our running,” you cut him off in annoyance, lacing your tone. “We haven’t even been in charge for a year yet.” “And look at us. About to bang on your father’s old desk.” You almost want to wipe the smirk off his face. He’s teasing. Goading you into humoring him, even if it’s for a minute. He only laughs as you insist that it was time for him to go. “Shouldn’t you be getting ready for your date?” Your eyebrow raises as his hands find their way back on you. You nearly lose balance as you’re pulled to the end of the desk, one of his hands securing one of your legs around him. “This is more fun,” —— “Can you at least try not to ruin the relationship with the Watanabe family,” you sigh, trailing the faintest mark on Atsumu’s collarbone. “Cover this up” The two of you had gotten redressed before Atsumu plopped down on your desk chair, promptly pulling you onto his lap. “Shouldn’t have left it (Y/N).” Atsumu hums out content, head resting on your shoulder. “M’sleepy. Long day at the office.” You can’t help the soft smile that crosses your face. He’s not too bad when he’s quiet. Sleepy Atsumu was arguably one of your favorite Atsumus. Your eyes shift towards the clock on the left hand of the wall and you sigh. Back to work and reality. You gently nudge him away, voice quiet. “Tsumu, I have to finish my work. And you’ve got your date tonight.” You can’t help but tease the last part smirking when he scowls at you. “It’s not a date.” “It’s a date” “It’s not,” he narrows his eyes as you make your way to your feet. It gives you both the chance to stretch stiff muscles. “Although I’m sure ya would be jealous if it were right?” A cocky smile settles across his face as one of his hands reaches for yours. “Not really.” Atsumu’s eyes search your face for any type of reaction, eye twitching when he gets none. It was a love hate feeling at how you could get to him. Yet, he couldn’t stay away. Maybe it was your contrasting personalities. How easy it was to bring out his inner kid, while yours had been something all your friends had to work to see. How easy it was to fluster him, while your ability to remain stone faced, even in the face of amusement was impeccable. How relaxed he seemed on the daily unless prompted, while you radiated nothing but power making others wanting to listen at all times. Or maybe it was how the two of you understood one another like no one else could. How the two of you worked your ways to the heads of your families, and ultimately the nation. The two of you shared a pressure that none of your peers felt and that was the foundation for your bond. Over the years, it grew from that simple friendship and that commonality to something unbreakable. Everything but a relationship. “Deep down yer dying. I just know it.” Your scoff does little to phase him “Anyways madam president, I suppose I should go get ready.” Clearing his throat, Atsumu shoots you a look. Your nod has him offering a last squeeze of your hand before turning away and making his way towards the door. “Yer going to the shooting range tonight right?” You stop your process of gathering paperwork at his question. He’d stopped just shy of the door’s handle, sunglasses already slipped over his eyes so that you couldn’t see the certain mischief swirling in them. “Why?” “Just answer the question would ya.” Before you could answer the shrill of your phone fills the air. Glancing at the caller ID you shoot him an apologetic look before telling him it was Kuroo. Undoubtedly complaining about being unable to finish what he needed without your paperwork. Something you’d promise to get him today. Atsumu watches as you tell your friend on the other end of the phone to hold on for a second before your attention focuses back on him. “Probably not, I’m exhausted,” “Great. I’ll see ya there then,” Atsumu claps cheerfully twisting the door knob ignoring your call of being tired. “I’ll make it worth it” and with that the door closes, a promise to meet him later hanging in the air 

a/n: i started this no purpose draft months ago and finished at 3am. no plot. just dynamics :-)

[cybernightwanderer]

Off-radar until she had to declare ownership again.

Since the fight the other day, i have been avoiding my mom. My mental health has been getting worse and worse, and yesterday i finally noticed.

I have been sleeping almost 15  hours a day, i wake up so sore and in such pain, my head hurts, my body aches and twitches. My leggs seem out of control. I have no will, and no matter how much i sleep, i still cant get out of my bed. My sleeping schedules have been a mess, it gets changed, i fix it, two days later is back to switched and so on. Im angrier, more distant, less “here”, not even on my own head. Feels like im disapearing. I spend my nights crying, i dont even know why i am crying, i just know it hurts. The days seem longer, every two days seems like one mashed up together, i completly lost track of time. I dont remenber the last time i ate proper food, i have been drinking a glass of milk here and there just to keep hunger at bay. Its my breakfast and my dinner. I cant bring myself to cross paths with her, so i just stay in my room. And luckly she has barely pulled much talk, sometimes she tries to pull a fight but i just ignore and walk away back into my room, other times she plays nice and tries to pull normal conversations, but im just so tired i dont even dare to say anything. I know her too well, and im done fooling myself. If she wants to keep abusing me, then im like just go ahead, but im not gonna forgive and forget and play nice anymore, just do what you want. Yesterday she bursted into my room, telling me to go eat, and i told her i already eaten, she started complaining to a point she started yelling just because i wouldnt even reply to her, or because ive just been drinking milk. She has been insisting day yes and do no for me to eat her food, but im just too scared to, because i know what comes next. I have cans and rice in my room , i just cant make food when shes there, and i cant make food  during the night, so im just stuck with milk. A few days ago she asked me to help her go buy groceries, and i explained to her that my sleeping schedule was messed up so i couldnt really go, but when i get up i would get the things she couldnt carry from the car. She grunted at me and said “ fine ill do it myself then “, later on when i woke up she burst into my room , ordering me to do a bunch of chores and all that. And so i did, i barely said a word, i just did it yet she still found reasons to complain, then i went back into my room. A few days pass, today at 6 am, she enters my room without knocking or permission as usual and asked me to go grocery shopping with her because she couldnt carry everything alone. So i told her, i am almost going to bed, but you can leave the dry things in the car and as soon as i get up , ill get everything, bring what you can carry home or the fresh things and ill get the rest. She looked at me in the eyes and started to show her angry expression. Repeating to me that she needs me to go because she isnt gonna take the car, she will go by foot after her jog and she wont have enough strengh to carry everything she wants to carry. And i told her why doenst she go by car? and leave it in the car for me to bring. She turned her back on me without saying a word, so i went back to my room and i closed the door. I didnt even have time to turn around and she calls me again, i open the door and she insists. “I dont want to go by car, and i cant carry everything so i need you to come with me.” And i explained again that i couldnt because i was really sleepy, and my head really hurt. She started complaining and turned around again, while yelling “ ill do it myself then “. Note : this woman can beat the living shit out of a grown adult, can go jogg for one hour and a half, and carry her own grocery baggs. However sometimes yells at me just to carry ONE BAG that only has vegetables and its the weight of one litter of milk only. All my life she used me as a weight carrying dunkey, my back started to get damaged because of that, a small kidd carrying full baggs of grocery shopping 4 times her weight, while she sat at the tv watching her shit and eating. Today my back is beyond repair, and i can barely carry the weight of my own body without getting horrible strikes of pain  that incapacitate me from even moving for the rest of the day. And honestly the fridge was full of food, the freezer too, i havent been eating, what is she going to restock? Shes just feeding herself. She just needed to buy veggies and fruit, and that honestly is just ONE bag. Fast forward, i fell asleep around 13pm and woke up at 8 pm. As soon as i get of my room with the intentions of “eating breakfast” she turns to me and starts questioning if i eaten and if i was going to eat. I told her i was on my way to. She then says “ im gonna make stew, dont you want to make some rice?” I explain to her “ no , because im gonna eat my breakfast now “ She then replies “ yeah i dont care, your gonna make rice now , you dont wanna eat fine but your gonna make for me then” i just stood there looking at her, she then with a more agressive tone “ go wash your hands and make that rice right now” I went to the bathroom, i was mad asf, humiliated. I was going to the kitchen and she yelled “ go make the rice now “ So i replied to her “ yes boss, yes owner “ She started yelling all ofended “ its your duty to -” to wich i cut her off and told her “ why are you complaining , thats what you are, you treat me like a dog, so you’re my owner apparently “ She started ranting and ranting, and i just told her i was doing what she wanted, she shouldnt even be complaining. Then she started laughing and just going like “ you’re so spoiled, you’re a brat, your there pouting so shamefull “ “ and while you’re at that wash my carpet, you shouldve done it weeks ago “ Note : HER CARPET, HER FOOD. A full grown ass woman, cant do her own things, and im the spoiled and brat... She started to continue to try yelling at me, and i  just yelled until she shut up. And apparently reapeating “ im doing what you ordered me to do , why are you still complaining, you should be happy , im doing your things for you “ She eventually shut up. But as soons as im done with everything, i went back into my room without eating anything, i layed back on my bed, and just layed there, defeated, humiliated, crying. My body is not mine, my will is not mine. She then called her friend to talk trash about me on how spoiled i am right outside my door, how ungratefull i am and what a brat i am, and how she does everything for me. What? letting me stay in a room i pay and have payed every since i got my first job? while my two older brothers never did? letting me stay in a house where i clean what i use? where i buy my own food and things? where i just stay in my roon and barely leave so she doesnt get bothered? WOW so amazing, what a hero. The holy mother.

[bts7writings]

EXO When They Are Woken Up By You

XUIMIN

You snuggle closer to him unconsciously and he hums a bit before drifting into a further sleep or so you think. You stare up from the embrace he has you in to kiss his chin multiple times, before he surprises you and leans down so you kiss his lips.

“You were awake?”

“Mhm, you’re a heavy sleeper, you know” He laughs leaning over to kiss your lips.

“Why don’t you wake me up then?”

“No, I like hearing you make unintelligent sentences and noises.”

“Why are you like this“

“You’re all like ‘Minseokie show more abs’ and ‘EXO baby comeback’.“ He laughs as your cheeks begin to redden

“I’m sleeping with ducktape from now on“

“Oh Y/N, isnt that a bit cliche, I’d rather do ropes“ he teases, getting off the bed quickly before you can kick him out.

“MINSEOK!“

SUHO

“Suho”

“mm”

“You need to get up” You shake him uselessly.

“Why? The guys already know about you - they can survive a day without me spending the night there”

“No Suho you need to get up and put on a shirt and pants.”

He pops one eye open from his comfortable place on the bed. “I thought you liked my body.” he teases smiling smugly.

“Um - The boys just called and say they want to spend the night here too,” you smile innocently as his smile turn into an expression of pure disbelief.

LAY

You spend over an hour trying to find Lay, He texted you to come to the SM building because he wanted to spend time with you, but that was the last text you’ve heard from him. You rang his phone again with no answer when you bumped into his manager

“Hello” you bow politely “you wouldn’t happen to know where lay is?”

“He was in the practice room a while ago, when your there can you tell him to not to -” he stopped mid sentence as you bow and start heading for the room.

You walk into the practice room to see him lying down on the floor

“Yah, do you know how to answer your phone?”

You see him jump up and get up to turn towards you. His wide shocked eyes returned to their sleepy state and a smile appeared on his lips

“Ah Y/N, how’d you know i was here? We must really be soulmates”

“What did you call me in here for?” you walk over to him and sit next to him. He pulls you down to lay down and cuddles you in

“This is a good spot to nap, right?”

BAEKHYUN

You meant to wake him up gently, but your foot got entangled in something causing you to trip over and literally fall on Baekhyun. Needless to say, he woke up automatically and grabbed your arms to stabilize you, thought he didn’t let you go when you wanted to stand up.

“Y/n give me time to prepare, you can’t just jump on me like this unexpectedly” he joked.

“Ha Ha very funny, the food we ordered is here.”

“That can wait - Come here” he pulled you with him completely next to the bed. “Why did you really come to wake me up?”

You start to laugh pressing a kiss on his pursed lips. “Baek, I’m hungry. Seriously let’s go eat.”

“I am too” You see his smirk appear “,but let’s take care of you first then the rest.”

CHEN

Even though you were both asleep, he wakes up first when you accidentally hit him in your sleep.

“Yah, Y/N - This is the second time this week, I’m going to need a helmet if you keep this up.” He grabs the pillow from under you causing you to wake up immodestly

“Hey!” He gets on top of you as you try and push him away playfully “You’re mean in the morning”

“Says the girl who slapped me in the head” he clarifies leaning down to kiss your forehead, “Make it up to me”

“How?”

“Don’t know - didn’t really think that far.”

CHANYEOL

You are sitting down on the bed staying down at you boyfriend, who is breathing loudly in a deep state of sleep.

“Park Chanyeol, Why did you wake me up at 3 AM just because you couldn’t sleep?” You kick him softly, but he doesn’t wake yo ”and now you’re having a good sleep while i can’t.”

You get up from the bed, first to pace and then to head out to the kitchen

“Y/N?” You turn around to see your boyfriend still half asleep walking over towards you.

“I couldn’t sleep so-” You begin to explain, but are cut off when he pulls you into a hug, “Hey, what’s wrong?” you pull back to stare up at him and finally notice the horrid expression on his face

“I - I don’t know” his eyes start to squint “I just expected to find you next to me”

You blink up at him and a smile start to form on your lips, “Lets go back to bed, I’ll wake you up overtime i have to go to the bathroom at night then.”

He breaks into a wide smile and pushed you to the bedroom, “Never mind, I think I’m still asleep, so don’t listen to my sleep talk.”

D.O

“I got a plane ticket for the summer so i expect ballots at the airport” you joke, after an absent remark from his side. you walk over to your computer to see your boyfriend sleeping soundly with his headphones still on. “Or I could just surprise you,” you whisper to yourself.

You put your feet up on the bed, ready to fall asleep as well when Chanyeol deep voice woke both you up “Kyungsoo, have you seen my hat?”

D.O’s eyes stare directly at him for a second before he looks over at you and looks back at channel to answer. “Is it on your head?”

“No the other one.” D.O closed his eyes and signed deeply, he pulls his laptop closer towards him.

“Who’re you talking to? Oh Y/N! When are you coming? I have this new -”

“Bye, Y/N!” he waves really quickly, “Chanyeol she doesn’t care, how would I know where -” the video message ends.

KAI You were in charge of walking Kai’s dogs every night for them to get their expertise and it was also a nice way to explore more of the new neighborhood.

Once opening the front door,  the dogs wait patiently until their collars are undone for them to charge into the bedroom. Usually they all go owards the kitchen to hydrate themselves but this odd thing had you chasing after them to discover them charging at a sleeping Kai

“Guys your dads asleep, stop - no” you try holding on to them but they wiggle their way out.

Kai wakes up laughing taking them all in his embrace, “I missed you guys too.”

You walk over to sit next to him and pat them all on the head, “I’m sorry, you must be tired and -”

He pecks your lips and laughs again, “Not really, welcome me home like this all the time, Y/n - seriously.”

He leans over to kiss you but is interrupted by the three hyperactive pups.

SEHUN

“He’s  in his room” Suho tells you “I wouldn’t go in there if i were you - he’s moody in the morning.”

You disregard his warning and go straight to his room. You knock twice before entering his room.

He’s sprained out on his bed, blanket obviously kicked off, and his hair flattened. You pull his feet slightly already waking him up and sit down next to him.

“Y/N, you’re suppose to wake me with a kiss” he puckers his lips as you put your hand up to cover yours.

“Wrong fairytale” you mock, getting off the bed but not quick enough as he catches your arm and brings you back to his bed..

“Ew Sehun, you’re sweaty” you try pulling away from his hug. ”Go shower”

He stays silent for a minute, “Alright, let’s go shower”

“No you don’t” You hear Suho shout from the other room.

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[s3venpounds]

1-102

102 questions? damn thats gonna be tough my guy but aight

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

i do. at least, i trust in them enough to not take the phrase lightly.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

considering im 22 thats not that huge of a gap, considering some people have like a 10 year difference. so yeah i guess

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

pretty recently actually, went to a birthday party of an acquaintance and i didn’t really enjoy myself til i went to sing karaoke but my drunk friend was being hella annoying at the same time

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

i do that on the daily so yeah

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

i mean probably, humans can’t do ANYTHING without having both a positive and negative influence

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

yeah Spire- Reverie( feat FAWNA) that song was sent by said friend that i got reminded of =]

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

red plaid boyfriend style shirt, pepperoni pizza print socks, superman boxers and some athletic shorts with my highschools logo and colors 

8. How often do you listen to music?

whenever im not talking to someone, playing games, or in a serious atmosphere

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

sweats after wearing sweats style pants for so long its hard to go back to my skinny jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?

considering its 2017 and literally nothing happened in 2013 but my graduation then no

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

both? i think im one of those things you call an ambivert.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? 

yeah and he was way too timid about it man like ‘s just a kiss

13. What about ‘R’?

nope all my friends with an r name arent close enough for me to try that shit

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

nope would love to learn though

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

yep. mostly so i know where to tweak my personality so i can improve as a person i guess but yeah i tend to get paranoid

16. Are you going out of town soon?

not to my knowledge no, but it wouldnt be the first time my parents pull out “surprise” plane tickets to go somewhere i didn’t want to and on such short notice

17. When was the last time you cried?

mmmmmm can’t remember, so its not in the past 6 months or so

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

yeah, went downhill afterwards

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

blue or purple if possible thatd be dope

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?

no not really

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

how hungry i am and the lack of food

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

considering im not gay or at least not confirmed yet, no. 

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

dunno, not even sure where we stand

24. What are you sitting on right now?

a folded up blanket and an old office chair

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

its not everyday but when i say i love them they say it back so thats nice

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

yep, multiple times. but yknow oh well right? i would rather something be left where it is than go through an extra excruciating chapter of hurt just because i fell in love with someone i barely knew

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

A.T

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

nope infact the last time i got sick was 2 years ago i believe

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

blue notes, it was on sale and it WAS really soft not its just eh soft

30. Does anyone hate you?

HAHAHHAA yeah. one of my friends confirmed it too still do i think

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

why would i hide them.. these questions were clearly made for someone under 18 and i apologize for reblogging without reading them

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

FUCK.NO.FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME WATCH THEM AND FUCK YOU FOR BRINGING THEM NEAR ME

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

nah sounds like too much maitenence

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

my first year. erase my existence. nah im kidding i would probs delete last year or the year before that anywhere in that time frame

35. Did you have a dream last night?

nope sadly =[

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

the day before yesterday we were both v sleepy after movie night

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

nope. marriage is an annoying thing and until i find someone worth all that struggle not gonna happen. but ive got a good feeling about this one

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

considering they said i love you yeah i would hope so

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

that same person also said this a few days ago so yeah i think so

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

yeah found some old classic songs and got my body groovin that night

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

nope 

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

nope

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

no… and now i feel a little sad

44. What’s the best part about school?

when all ur friends did something amazing yesterday and they talk about it with u all excited and shit

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

yep , some are really cringe worthy 

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

nope i just texted notes were too hard to pass without getting caught

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

yeah a lot to the point im almost there

48. Were you single over the last summer?

yep

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

yeah a little

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

chores, usual adult things, maybe cooking

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

nah i dont hate him, maybe not on the best terms with em but yeah

52. Are you nice to everyone?

nope there are some people that just rub me the wrong way

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

yeah 100%

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

are you serious? 6 months? thats so short, how the hell anyone falters at that point? i expect people to start cheating ATLEAST at the 1 year mark 

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

not very to be honest. i wear my heart on my sleeve as a friend says.

56. Do you think you like someone?

yeah i think i do

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?

no…….?

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

boys are fun for mindless fun but girls are more for sentimental stuff. both are equally nice to be around

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?

yeah tequila is a bitch

60. Do you hate anyone?

yep! same person who hates me!

61. How’s your heart?

like spiritually or like physically. havent gotten a medical check up so dunno, and spiritually? its being taken care of so thats nice

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

yep! and i refuse to talk about it =]

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

nope never

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

person who hates me HEH maybe even my best friend but in an endearing way like “ this fucking bitch decided to snort fucking fundip hes my friend but god damn hes a fucking dumbass”

65. Are your toenails painted pink?

nope i wouldnt mind painting em tho

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

probably i make a lot of them

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?

they better not. youre a shitty person for pushing someone to that point. 

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

yeah, sometimes on purpose sometimes on accident, sometimes cuz i wanted to

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

A.T

70. How do you look right now?

like shite mate i havent showered yet

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

yeah Justin HEH

72. Can you commit to one person?

i damn hope so otherwise life is gonna be hella lonely

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

yeah! 

74. Have you ever felt replaced?

yep. multiple times too

75. Did you wake up cranky?

nope woke up horny. thats what happens with morning wood

76. Are you a jealous person?

yeah, the more amazing someone is the more jealous i get

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

i wanna say yes so yall dont shy away from them but like real talk its fucking aggravating, a lot of work, and tiring sometimes. anyone who says otherwise is glossing over shit or hasn’t seen the whole spectrum yet

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

yeah about 98% done too

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?

yeah 

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

the same tiring shit as everyday pinky try and take over the world

81. Last person you cried in front of?

justin

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

Azley.

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

considering they stayed up with me while i was hitting an emotional low yeah i would think so

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

cuddling, probably freaking out that we’re physically right in front of each other

85. Are you over your past?

nah, i like my past as shitty, cringy and heartbreaking as it is i love it

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

yeah isnt that how relationships happen….?

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

yeah justin

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

yeah i’d accept it, then close the door.

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

yeah cuz its fucking cold outside my dood, here lemme get some tea or some shit youre probs freezing

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

honestly yeah i once had this really spotty conversation with a girl literally everyone in the school hated at the time. then i realized wow, im just horny and have no substantial feelings for this person and if i do go through with this i will regret it

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

i dont know i dont like to think very far

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

yeah he grew out his hair like that annoying french kid in the will smith movie hitchcock that kept calling him  le petite asshole

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

nope

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

nope 

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

nope HAH

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

considering the last person was my brother fuck no. hes ugly as all hell

97. Who do you have texts from?

uhh, my brother, my best friend, my brother in law, my phone company, and a close friend

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? i would cheer em on while i get fetch the crown royal hidden in the back of the pantry

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

yeah not that much different from anyone else really

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? 

no one unless you mean the person who took the photo then my cousin

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

no, and i dont plan to now. i hate them.

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

yes.

overall this shit has gotten my mood a little low so if yall excuse me im gonna mentally drown in music