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The Scarlet Violet cards released last Friday, I decided to splurge on the two trainer boxes and a display.
My partner was kind enough to let me open three of his trainerbox packs (his birthday gift, truly he is my better half), and I pulled Sada. I traded a holo Skeledirge to get Arven. Now I just need Turo 🙏 then the family would be complete haha
#KatzenKarussell collects#and the cats go round and round#i still have to open my trainerbox#i might make a card tag for this blog cause yea#i got issues ™#also what are the odds that my partner gets Sada in his scarlet top trainer box#dreaming of full art professors but I also take the normal versions#arvens full art cards would also be a dream but not high on my list
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oh to be a fly so i can spy their debriefs with eachother when something is wrong🦟
#i just love how they constantly got eachother's back#like they're super private and shit and i hope they never stop being#but the affection they hold for eachother#it shows in stuff like this#it shows in standing up for eachother or with eachother#talking for the other#or even just addressing a problem knowing that it's an issue for the other and even themselves#i joke about their relationship a lot but i really wish i had a bond like this in life#not even kidding#husbands™#also not even the first time#i love whenever they do this#when lando had back issues and carlos was the one advocating about it???#whenever media asks questions about the other#like#IT SHOWSSSSS#and i love to see it happen so much#its lovely and refreshing to see#fia gala#carlitos#carlos sainz jr#landino#lando norris#carlando#formula 1#f1
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OCTAVIA AND KLEOPATRA
listen it's like. cleopatra had gifts put aside for octavia. and livia, but that's not as interesting to me. there's an implication, and outline, of some kind of relationship, and that not all hope was lost there. yet.
Octavia Minor and the Transition from Republic to Empire, Katrina Moore
however. octavia is made of the same cloth as her brother. octavian said roman dominance: be consumed or get buried, and octavia took that directive in her hands and open mouth kissed it with tongue. mark antony never stood a chance, but this isn't about him. he was already buried, kleopatra stayed a moment longer, and octavia outlived them both. it's checkmate or nothing, baby!
#this thesis was extremely fun to read btw. 10/10#as always i think dynasts should just eat each other#i almost made the title for this 'best of the best on first class' but you would not believe how weird people got#when i did that grandson/ides of march comic. fully do not think people could handle dealing with fucking. kpop lyrics#which honestly. skill issue for those people. i think the song's okay™ but that line fucks so it stays on my playlist unfortunately#octavia minor#kleopatra#(squints) uh. timeline. lets see#roman empire tag#drawing tag
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i am normal about this. im so normal about how morty hugs rick not expecting to be hugged back but clings to him and is comforted regardless. i am feeling so normal about how tiny he looks when they're that close together. how after everything that he's experienced, at the end of the day he really is just a kid and sometimes he needs his grandpa. im so fucking normal right now.
#this is NOT ship idk if i made that 100% clear this is about my obsession with these characters and their *familial* relationship#also maybe me having issues™ about being grown and having bitchass grandparents#ive got that whole 'brain got stuck around freshman year and nothing's felt real for the better part of a decade' thing going on#rick and morty#rick and morty season 7#rick and morty season 7 spoilers#rick and morty spoilers#fear no mort#morty smith#rick sanchez#fear hole#rnm#rick & morty#r&m#my nonsense
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#madness combat#madcom oc#my oc#atp soldat#the soldat in the dark (tm) actually cares about his bro#a lot#but he just can't get sad when he warned him about this shit nonstop#no id#The bitten guy just acts too friendly because his program made him too altruistuc and kind#Which sometimes helps since he is one who recruits workers#Well#Probably it's more benefitial most of the time#But he gets in shit like “oh i just wanted to help civilian get out from dangerous location and they stabbed me :(((”#And he ain't bullied for it by anyone but his bro. He is too... Kinda. Uh. Hard to bully guy who is most safest option to talk with auditor#And not die lol. It also doesn't help that he is guy who knows all of the AAHW by names and will kick you hard for bullying anyone#So bullying him is a privilege of some atp soldats#not an option :D#Other soldat here is just walking anger issues and he got no friends other than his bro. Constantly lashes at anyone. The Bitten™ included#So they're got that dynamic of angry antisocial cynical guy and pessimist & optimistic kind dude (well#(well he got a lot of mental issues too#But doesn't show it and never let it hurt others.)#And he is much older than the pessimist :'D#Pessimist guy is very young actually. But just experienced shit nonstop from birthday and lost very much everyone he cared about#And the second one... just atp soldat with no past. never known any other thing than work in AAHW and orders. Easy to manipulate#He also gets “You're not a real person” a lot for it. And constanly offended by it. But it's a problem of all yellow bloods here#Especially him#since he litterally didn't had a life outside from aahw. Also don't think he wouldn't kick his friends hard for orders.#Kill even. He is a dog for orders first#Kind guy with good morals is only second
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On the subject of gotham county line and batman noel and so on and so forth it’s pretty frustrating (from a watsonian pov) that anytime Bruce hallucinates Jason being loving/ caring/helpful/compassionate towards him it’s always as robin and never as his current self
#it's ironic because Jason as robin never got the chance to become as obedient & devoted (malleable) to Bruce as he currently is#which is a result of being abused/manipulated for a more prolonged period of time#“maybe if I try harder and do it right this time he'll finally see the truth”#classic abuse tactic#no matter how well the victim fits the mold set by the abuser they’ll never acknowledge it#rather if they see you trying they’ll push harder and tell you you’re not perfect#the small shreds of affection here and there are important for motivating the victim to keep trying#kelseethe#Jason initiating the hug in rhato 27 after Bruce insinuated that those beatings will be a regular occurence bc he deems it a necessity#continuing to support Bruce even after Ethiopia and sticking around to help get Damian back#eagerly cooperating with Bruce + co in event leviathan then getting surprise pikachu faced/hurt after being betrayed#making a conscious decision to comfort Bruce in gotham war after Bruce fucked him up and left him behind#having undying conern for Bruce's wellbeing while Bruce regularly endangers his life#ex. Bruce's weird habit of committing vehicular assault on Jason whenever they're on the road demonstrated both in tfz and gotham war#point being: Jason was much more psychologically fit to be defiant towards Bruce when he was robin compared to now#he's more of a “good son”™ now than he was as robin Bruce is just too used to thinking whatever he wants and never being satisfied#the only times Jason got mad/upset at Bruce during one issue and continued to stay mad until the next#other than lost days and utrh was batman 410-411 and early in aditf before Bruce helps Jason find Sheila#so much worse has happened since then and all that just magically became water under the bridge off-panel
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You know that time in the comics when the Doctor is so depressed, he shuts off the lights, turns on an interrogation spotlight, locks himself in the console room, and argues with a bunch of judgmental shadow-figures resembling his past incarnations?
And all the TARDIS' lights go out and her interior becomes a maze to keep his companions out of the console room, all from her psychic connection with the Doctor (“moodbleed”)?
And his companions are left wandering in circles for two days as the air goes “stale,” not knowing where he is but thinking the worst, while he hallucinates in a dark room?
...because I'm thinking again about the times this definitely happened when he was with the Ponds.
#when they find him- Rory (one good nurse™) asks neutral questions to check on his emotional state while respecting his space#Amy knows when he's locked himself alone long enough to call River (fortunately Amy talks to her daughter often)#River can calm the tardis and go directly to the Doctor. she sits with him and nods when he rants. she tells him hes loved.#eleventh doctor#11th doctor#doctor who#words by seaweed#(eleventh) doctor is neurodivergent tag#honestly same. I don't want anyone looking at me when im in that way because eyes are very uncomfortable lasers slicing my thoughts#so river doesn't look at him. she looks away and lets him look at her so he knows she's not looking at him. she also does active listening#the shadow-figures in this comic are beyond psychosis coded#emphasis: it isnt presented like some conference of past selves here (which the doctor can't just do anyway- see Power of the Doctor).#and the shadow figures dont have personalities anyway. the way theyre drawn is VERY psychosis coded (as is 11 this whole Si Spurrier run)#this is from Eleventh Doctor Year 2 Issue 3 (set between A Christmas Carol and The Impossible Astronaut) if anyone's wondering#note that he put on his comfort fez I love him#alice obiefune#poor Alice got drove up the wall from wandering in the dark for two days… I think Amy and Rory get to get used to it if they're together#eventually they work out a plan to calm the tardis enough to show them the comfy spot in the bunkbeds to wait and give him space#he joins them in their bunkbed for platonic snuggles. all in the same bunk. Rory doesnt mind. they make sure the doctor knows hes loved <3#I think- having been percieved as psychotic growing up- Amy would be conscious about making sure the doctor knows she still adores him#I really want this fic to exist
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fuck it I've had enough. I had an intro to cultural anthropology class a semester ago, but looking at recent bullshit in Florida, I have a few things to say:
I'm sick of people treating culture like it's some chunk of earth.
It's neither something you can wage war on nor fight for. It is not a finite amount of substances that is adulterated with new introductions. It isn't something precious in the same way a piece of jewelry or what have you; not preserved safe by being put in a locked box. Cultures are not the current models of bludgeon that groups of people impose upon others. One's culture, in total, is not an "immovable cornerstone" of anything made by humans. It is not in any way like stone.
It did not exist before there were people to possess it. A culture is something we've created amongst each other. In short, it is a conversation. one of beliefs, institutions, and knowledge; spoken by the beliefs and actions of it's participants. It is a conversation that you have a voice in too.
If you forget anything I say before or since, please do not forget that.
#social justice#“we're living in a dystopia” -- yeah we're gonna if we just roll over and accept that.#“that's just positivity bias-h” fuck you. giving up hope means these issues get to win#you've gone and pissed me off now RONNIE. it's time your bullshit got pulled out by the roots.#creative writing ig#rant over#current events#in particular#homophobia#the culture war is dumb#im convinced they're rejecting/approving blaze™ posts based on blacklisted tags alone#anyone using 'culture war' as a tag needs to read this the most.#“ woke mind virus” too. i mean c'mon#u just want to stop ppl from speaking about whatever's 'woke' to you.#hence why desantis is trying to keep schools of all things to keep silent on social issues.
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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go
(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)
#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill#well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst#like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made#bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you#but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings#and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste#there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc#so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything#if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is#which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose#anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages#or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing#i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know#it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess#as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence#the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education#i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype#sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen#there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions#like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity#like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem#but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.
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#hhhhh I'll probably delete this later but if i don't physically put these thoughts somewhere I'll maybe explode.#but fuck man. shit sucks fr! I highkey think I can't go to work tomorrow but yknow how it goes!!!!#I'm caught somewhere between finally being taken seriously about my health issues#and having the most wretched mental health crisis#like on one hand fantastic! I'm being taken seriously now its gotten to the point where I cant fucking walk normally#but on the other hand oh my god holy shit. i had to get this bad???? and I'm worried. i know theres shit so much bigger than me rn going on#but I'm worried about my health. especially when I've been trying to deal with it for the better part of like.... 5 years#since i was 19!!!!#I'm 24 and worrying about whether or not I'll actually walk about with 0 pain ever again isn't that fucked.#so that's bittersweet. ive got physio tomorrow. blood tests next week#an ultrasound coming up#its ultimately a good thing im being taken seriously. if not a terrifying acceptance that everything ive been feeling has been real and#well. bad.#and like with this right is the crash of my mental health. just a fuckin nosedive man.#i have a relatively stressful job i felt out of my depth about and thus guilty for but now its a role that I've approached in constant pain#for the last few months.#i can't deal with that actually! lots of stress! lots of pain! lots of mental pain over my physical condition! my job grinding my soul!#aaaaa!!!!!!!#like i dont WANT to be unemployed either#I'd much rather be uhhhh employed! and able to save money towards actually getting Help™#but I've got to admit that i hurt too much. and its consuming my whole fucking brain.#but I'll go on#ive got my first trip out the country solo next week!! im heading to san Fransisco!!! im excited.#but I'm worried for the inevitable moment where my pains catch up with me#ill surpress it while I'm out there. try and remind myself to have a good time. return to the uk and feel a weeks worth of pain#and even THAT sucks to consider#but i should stop#rambles
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climbed onto a roof today and did not even fall/jump off, they call me miracle man
#patching a roof was never where i thought i would be at this time in my life#but here we are#Turns out when you are dizzy most of the time due to Issues™ you should probably stay off high places#BUT i survived#and got some of the roof stuff done#pallas' handyman funtime
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The Tornado Twins and the Wild Wests walking up to the big bad in One Minute War like:
One of them is frozen in time and one of them is near death but by god, are the other two making up for it. Going to start calling the Two Twin Team-up the Quasi Quads now and no one can stop me.
#Jai is frozen in real time but Irey isn't gonna let that stop him from taking down the bad guys#shes just... dragging him around and hitting people with him#love that for them#and Don is super malnourished and Not Doing Great™ but Dawn is even worse. She's about to drop. but Don's got her back 100%#Dawn is fucking pissed tho. the bad guys should be thankful that shes barely conscious. otherwise shed kick their asses#anyway this is what i want in the last issue of One Minute War#dc#dc comics#don allen#dawn allen#tornado twins#jai west#surge#irey west#impulse#kid flash#the flash#one minute war
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-. me, holding ji.an.g ch.en.g, fu y.ao, and fe.ng x.in by the scruffs of their necks: oooh, yeah having a type is nOT a myth, actually, huh
#;ooc#;tbd#if that's your hairstyle and you've got grumpy anger issues that might lead to deeper trauma and plot#and also have some sort of 'beef' with another male character that is actually indicative of a deep bond between you two--#and this is just from things i KNOW i've still only got like a few toes into chinese media as a whole BUT I'M GETTING THERE#LIKE i'm only a few eps into s2 of t.gc.f though i did read that one online translation of m.dz.s#ACTUALLY IF YOU'RE READING THIS AND KNOW SOME GOOD RECS PLS DROP 'EM?#i've really only ventured as far as m.xtx and wor.d of hon.or#I MEAN i've watched 'bloody romance' and am 'the romance between tiger and rose' BUT YEAH#more with these kinds of dudes PLEASE~#'who rules the world' is already on my watchlist as well~#SO YES PLS THANK YOU~ gotta go back to doing some Responsibilities™ or whatever yes
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Supreme leader / emperor / whatever title Kylo kneeling before general organa is something so personal to me actually
This is the most powerful man in the galaxy, nepo baby squared, cubed, to the max, and he's defied his master for Rey, become the leader, and after ALLLLLLL of that he finally comes to discover the truth ... That snoke was manipulating him his whole life, using the voice of his grandfather to control him. That his grandfather never wanted him to embrace the dark side or kill his father or anyone else actually.
So here he is, atoning for the murder of his father and kneeling before his mother to show that for all that he is, she has his respect. She, a great diplomat, will meet with him and talk peace. He will make the change he wanted to see in the galaxy and he will do so with his mother's help.
(and maybe just maybe Rey, who is with Leia as a guard of sorts, will see the changes he's making and give him a chance)
#i just think hes got mommy issues and they really could have done more with it thats all#i mean i guess they did show us he was completely incapable of killing his mother so theres that#anyway you just know hes a bit attached to reys chest 💀 particularly resting his head there and curling around her#i think he'll find he rather benefits from kneeling in other situations in his future too#rey gets Ideas™ when she sees him do that that she cant help projecting through the bond :p#reylo#headcanons?#i guess#this is hardly even a prompt just a highly highly specific Thought#pleeeeease tell me there are fics where kylo/ben kneels for rey like i know its specific but there's gotta be something good
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“this is like heroin to me” “this is what sex would be like if it was real” cool bro, this thing is what i imagine it feels like to be comforted by a trusted adult
#got some minor mommy issues and am physically unable to talk to any adult abt This Stuff™ unless it’s online nd they feel like another#person nd not a threat who could tell my parents or smthn lmao (believe me ive tried)#this is why i love h/c so much#what u lack irl u crave in (fan)fiction yk#i should write that fic idea i had…#kinda a part 2 to that other fic i spent 3 weeks on that idk if anyone read#idk#ryan shut the fuck up
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I miss posting my writing and I have like a thousand different drabbles but I'm scared they all feel very samey so I'm gonna democratize the choice out of the ones that are farther along so I can pick one to polish properly feel free to ask away if you wanna know more about anything and hi yes trick question they're all still Kurashiki angst
Also trick question again all but the last one are part of that not acknowledging canon au
#I'm so in love with writing about the most mundane shenanigans honestly you want domestic hurt/comfort? I got five of those in the oven#at any given moment#also addendum for the last one it's a lot of parental issues and sigma is kind of just there phi's the one I wanted to write#the second and third one are fun because I got artsy with the formatting to match all the Feelings ™#the first and fourth one are the messiest but they do have a larger cast even if it stays introspective because. well it me#okay? okay; this will run for a week this is still such a spur of the moment thing for me to be doing qwq....#writing#no main tags... hm I wonder
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