#i got chills it was crazy...
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was so caught up in my own personal issues yesterday I forgot dodie is my forever person... my best friend from when I was 12 hiiii <3
#lowkey she had me bricked up but that's neither here nor there. the skirt did some things to me#.txt#concert was fun in the end!#also i didn't know greta very well but her performing as good as it gets was genuine like. stellar. beyond description#i got chills it was crazy...
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I think I need MelVik connecting when Viktor was on his sick bed. they had been amicable before, maybe a little more than that due to their connection through Jayce and her presence around Hextech and such. but they weren't entirely friends. not yet.
and she goes to see him. perhaps she feels a tinge of guilt at assuming the worst about Jayce, or her bleeding heart makes her feel responsible for keeping Jayce out of the lab when Viktor had needed him. maybe Jayce needs to step out for a moment, and she soothes his worry by promising to sit with Viktor. maybe she just wants to be closer to the man that's so painfully important to the one she loves, wants to befriend him, wants to know him, all before it's far too late.
maybe it's a little bit of each.
but she goes to see him. she sits in the chair that Jayce has nearly worn a hole through, and keeps a semi-awkward distance between them, not knowing what is too close and too far.
this man is dying. he is dying and he has accepted that. he looks like a corpse. cold emanates off of him. he is something she doesn't fully understand.
she doesn't know how to approach.
but she does.
she greets softly and speaks softly and hesitates to touch, but rests a hand over Viktor's and feels how cold he is, even as a sickly warmth brews in his bones, leeching the warmth from his skin and the energy from his body.
he seems surprised she's there. it feels out of place. like the song and dance of their dynamic has shifted, and now he needs to relearn the steps. and now this is a dance of two, not three.
she will tell Viktor, in enough detail to be understood and not enough to be awkward, where Jayce was. because it feels right to confess. it's not an apology, but the avoidance of keeping something like a secret from a dying man.
Viktor will probably just nod and say something self deprecating, because what else do you say when your body is already making a joke of itself? before assuring her that Jayce is not his keeper, that she is not to blame, but even that comes off as some twisted attempt at humor. sue him for being sardonic as he lay dying.
but unlike Jayce, who will cringe at the jokes, she will hide a smile behind her fingers, muffling a soft, if not saddened, chuckle in her palm.
Viktor's eyes will light up ever so slightly.
she'll feel awkward once more. should she have laughed? was this playing into a complex? was this right of her?
Viktor will smile weakly.
she'll feel a little less awkward.
she will realize Viktor needs someone to laugh with. that Jayce, bless his soul, cannot be that person for Viktor. his worry has brewed too long. it's too strong.
but maybe a fresh face like Mel's can be there to smile when Jayce cannot. will laugh when Jayce cannot. can make cheeky jokes and pokes and prods.
the three fit together like 3 pieces of 3 broken puzzles. they fit together, not perfectly, but they fit, and create a finished object, even if off kilter her and uneven there. but it's ok, they're making due.
#jaymelvik#melvik#but this post is specifically about rhe MelVik brainrot#but Jayce is there in the background#something about their dynamic. in power. in physicality. in where they're from and how they got to the position they're in.#it's all so interesting#I think it would be so interesting to see these two come together more#and I think them coming together at the very end of Viktor's story (pre hexcore) would be bittersweet#they're running out of time before they even become anything#they both know that#but maybe that's what Viktor needs#someone who cares. but doesn't know him. does not know hum enough ti care so deeply it hurts.#and Mel is very physically affectionate without it being overboard#(looks at Jayce and how he cannot be chill with keeping his hands to himself)#like I think they would just be sweet#im imagining them curled up in her big bed. he's covered in blankets and she's resting on his shoulder. watching him breathe.#she's warm like the sun and he's keeping her grounded to earth#and the banter would go crazy. those are two gossip girls if given the chance#mel medarda#viktor arcane#she's everything Jayce can't be for Viktor. she can laugh and smile when Jayce can't. she can keep her cool.#Viktor needs that energy in his life#arcane
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#I realized I NEVER POSTED THESE TWO DRAWINGS TOGETHER !!!!!!#it’s bc I have no chill and have to upload the second I finish#but they were supposed to be together😆#the Yule ball#yes I know that the Yule ball is preposterous in hl world blah blah blah😤#(it doesn’t appear in my fic but A GIRL CAN DREAM…)#I have some crazy sketches that are continuations of what I posted yesterday#we’ll see if I can get away with posting them here😇🫶#I don’t think I’ll finish them this weekend Unfortubayely 🤣#my bf makes us be social and do things all the time🙄🙄🙄🙄 all I want to do is art…🫠#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#imelda reyes#poppy sweeting#imelda reyes x poppy sweeting#Imelda x poppy#I miss drawing these two…I keep seeing beautiful screenshots of them#which is what finally got me to fix the travesty of these two drawings were not together yet
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What a lovely group of students, i sure hope nothing bad happens to them ever ❤
For now, things are kinda chill tho
#usually relate stuff on friday but it's been so long since i last updated -2+2..#and i kinda wanna get the non-ballroom chapters out of the way finally. can y'all believe we got 5 of those?#that's crazy to me because in my head ch4 is only ch4 AT the ballroom. if you get what I'm saying#that's fine tho. i do enjoy writing chill character interactions quite a bit#even if this chapter turned out way longer than i expected-#hyena scribbles#dra#danganronpa another#dra -2+2#Mikako Kurokawa#Kizuna Tomori#Teruya Otori#Yuki Maeda
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#finished manifold garden tonight ouuuuugghghgghh it was so Very good. yes👍YES���yeahyeahyeahyeah#i luv u exploring endlessly stretching impossible spaces. i luv u mandelbulbs and twisty fractals. i luv u thrumming synthy music#man it was so tasty. end of the game was giving me fearful..cosmic dread? i havent felt since outer wilds. just THROWIN urself off#like. these are colours these are twisting colours. why are u slumping down the couch ever so slightly with a chill down ur arms#fucking wonka boat tunnel dmt trip nightmare of a colour sure. sure yeah. and it was AWESOME awesome ending. TOTAL collapse#fun puzzles. throwin urself and free falling through a level never got old. loved snappin the gravity round. nada motion sickness✅️Score✅️#playing manifold garden: this is just like jacob gellers shape of infinity video.......#couldnt stop thinkin abt him describing the airborne funerals given in the library of babel#the body falling eternally never hitting the ground thats CRAZY THAAAAAAAAAAAAATS. i would like to read it. im gonna read it#jacob geller u have not led me astray yet on video game recs. manifold garden! MANIFOLD GARDEN!!!!!!!!!!#great ost yeaaaassirr. just really liked it so i did oohheeeeooo :] :D yeahboshdone#manifold garden#structure tag#chewtoy
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Being super dramatic is a family trait shared between Eragon, Murtagh, and Roran, but in different ways. Eragon is especially dramatic when he's making decisions, but not always in the way he talks about it. Particularly later in the series he can be quite frank and even about bat shit choices, for example, when discussing that he's decided to leave Alagaesia for the rest of his indefinite life because he had his fortune told once. On the other hand, Murtagh is usually quite practical with his actual decision making, but he does love to make a dramatic spectacle. Like the way he takes Zar'roc from Eragon as a way to reveal that they're brothers, he's so extra.
And then there's fucking Roran who trumps both of them by being infinitely more dramatic in both way. The theatrics are constantly off the charts with this man. Completely unhinged with zero chill, he always takes the most over the top option available in every situation and makes such a scene of it. His fucking speech to convince the villagers to leave Carvahall, the way he insists on going through the boar's eye, his ploy to scare the empire away from their camp at Aroughs solely with feigned overconfidence. This man contemplates every possible way to murder Nasuada's guards while waiting to see her and believes they must be thinking the same about him, like no babe, it's just you, no one else is this melodramatic and feral
#eragon#inheritance cycle#eragon shadeslayer#murtagh#roran#and this is only a very small sample of him being crazy#NO CHILL#EVER#also no sense of self preservation lol#murtaghs the only one who got any of that#i love them theyre all so stupid
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CHEESING SO HARD RN!! RAHHH LET’S GO JOEL!!
oh man. oh man okay. oh man so many thoughts. first of all SO proud of my boy joel smallishbeans lifeseries he was so anxious like a little puppy and he did it!! it’s about FAMILY
- grian v joel top two PVP went SO hard it was crazy! add that to grian telling joel like twenty minutes before that he’d give his life for him, and then going down swinging - so tasty. So Freaking Tasty.
- tango killing bdubs made me laugh so hard, especially with bdubs’ “oh i’m dead!” as he went. chihuahua-coded
- scar’s snail being what got him killed me. if not for the snails he would have done so much better omg
- also grian being like yeah, so glad scar died because now i can do the bamboozler trap without worrying about him. calling them strong allies. desert duo real
- gem. just. gem. i don’t know how she wins from this point on. because everyone knows how dangerous she is! she has a reputation! people were out for her blood so so quickly. and even if she made a bunch of allies and avoided dying for like a comically impressive amount of time - she really does have a target in her back! like what does she even do? does she just…pretend to throw? lost from being too good at the game.
- OH YEAH jimmy got flight!! and then grian got it! everything i wanted for the avian headcanons thank you random superpower gods
- pearl walking into her fifteen thousandth finale PVP, cigarette dangling from her lips, dead inside: “here we go again”
- no genuinely it’s so funny she’s been one of the top players in a comical amount of series she’s so good
- GRIAN!! his lines went SO hard! when he killed jimmy (and lizzie sorry lizzie) the line of like “it was always gonna end this way” was absolutely crazy. he said he’d take jimmy out of the series and he DID. and then when he escaped the tower the “not like mumbo, not like skizz, not like that, not today” was so fucking hard. that was insane. those lines went OFF
- which, also, fanon-lore-wise, the watcher going vengeful after the freed canary is fascinating.
- speaking of which, grian just. cannot be without his team. grian let skizz (and mumbo) be dead for like one episode challenge he can’t he just keeps bringing them back
- bigb dying to his snail first, and his last death being to his snail…poetic
- joel’s trap failing to kill him was chef’s kiss hilarious. sorry you suck at traps bud good thing you’re killer at pvp
- impulse i was rooting for you. impulse you just went down trying to hit the wrong guy i’m so sorry. you’ll get em next time. i wanted you to win :’(
- okay like, i saw this post about how the life series either has to end soon or the winners have to start letting themselves re-win to prevent the victories from being like “okay everyone gets one!” and like, i don’t know if it was excellent acting (and to be fair he did say he’d give his life for joel a few minutes beforehand) but grian looked like he was really gunning for that win. would’ve been fascinating! especially if you like watcher lore, the concept of him leaning so hard back into watcher abilities that he wins again is just so Tastey
- and to conclude: what a good fucking series. can’t wait to see what the fandom comes up with in terms of lore and headcanons and joel joining the winner’s pantheon! huge kudos to grian and the mods and the production team and everyone who contributed to this season. hilarious, entertaining, enthralling - what a good thing they’ve made. kudos and more kudos!
#wild life#wild life spoilers#serenblabs#life series#wild life smp#CRAZY IT WENT SO CRAZY#when grian got jimmy i was LOSING IT#disclaimer: only seen grian’s and a bit of gem’s and joel’s so far#and the line when grian escaped the tower was chilling omg#such a good series
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I LITERALLY CANNOT FIND THE TWEET ANYMORE but someone posted how their grandma brought their sibling skibidi toilet merch and grandma was like “I brought you skibidi toilet merch!! 😊” and all im thinking about is how that’s literally Jet Star and Missile Kid NDJSJANSJAAJ
#danger days#fab four#jet star#mcr#my chemical romance#party poison#ray toro#fun ghoul#kobra kid#killjoys#missile kid#NO LIKE IM FUCKING CRYING#imagine chilling in the diner and Jet Star stomps in to announce “I got you skibidi toilet merch!!!#and Missile Kid goes CRAZY OVER IT 😭😭😭#Party Poison definitely hates Skibidi toilet too cause she’s always playing it 24/7
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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ginny: *kisses dean*
harry: LETS PLAY A LITTLE GAME I MADE
#ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS PICK A CANDYBAR ONE GOT A BLADE#plz tell me u guyz know the song#or else it’s embarrassingly unfunny#bro was actually TWEAKING when he saw her with other guys 💀💀 he is the crazy one in the relationship#he became ops with everyone then and still would say to himself ‘nahhh ginny’s just a friend ☺️’#FRIEND??? 😨 bro u had a BEAST in you you started growling and everything!!!! in what world…..#harry potter#hp#hinny#ginny weasley#ginny potter#dean thomas#rewriting#it was b/w this and ‘guys guys i need u to spam rozzy chill rozzy chill rozzy chill rozzy— NO ROZZY DONT CHILL 👹👹’
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hey you. dink water
#💦🌊💧#put some lemon 🍋 in it maybe#i got looked at crazy the other day bc i said i don’t like ice cold water#i can’t chug it like that it needs 2 be room temp or lightly chilled like it was#full of ice and it melted and sat there for a few hours or smth#idk#venus talks
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there is some symbolism iv never considered in that one episod of pt5 where zenigata rescues fujiko before she kills lupin
#there are many timelines and variations in lupin as a serie so that every ship could work#in my own prefered timeline lupin finally gets the hint that fujiko plays him like a fiddle#to me she does like him but he is an instrument to her#she is cold hearted and calculating and always thinking about relationships in terms of profit#i got some ideas abt her background that justify this. essentially she kills the detective that is after her and with that kills#the soft part of her that she couldnt control before#eventually and despite his affection lupin gives up the objectifications and the desires he projects onto fujiko#whom uses his delusions like a master tbh#thus allowing himself to consider zenigata. he plays with zenigata the way fujiko plays with him#hes just not as calculating. he feels pity and remorse where fujiko doesnt#he finds the thrills and the doubts and the lack of trust and the risk of betrayal in zenigata. the things that he loves the most#he isnt about stability. he thrives in the unknown. he loves that zenigata could backstab him and does so sometimes#and in that lack of stabilty some form of stability builds up. there is familiarity#and most importantly there are rare times when they can put the game aside and just chill#just enough to gather the energy to go back to trying to kill each other#plus zenigata pampers him during those breaks and he loves that#he acts with carelessness but he does care. in that regard he looses to fujiko#at least thats how she sees it. he doesnt see caring as a flaw#and zenigata is so sweet. he really is. and lupin loves to stirr up the crazy in him#fucking loonies the both of them#so in essence zenigata doesnt really 'save' him from fujiko but he becomes lupins new favourite toy to throw around#fujiko is only upset that because of that ugly looser of a detective her grip on lupin is loosening#she does find ways to use that newly developed affection luzeni has to her advantage thou#lupin is still her instrument she just drags zenigata along now#fujiko is such a good and interesting character and deserves so much better honestly#despite my love for TWCFM i wish there was another serie centralized around her where her ruthlessness is examined#and her cunning is studied. and the proper law enforcement she should face the same way lupin does#shes like a million times smarter and more ressourceful than him. steals much more. embezzles. manipulate#lupin is just a small time pickpocket next to her. she isnt about stealing a painting shes about emptying the pockets of the richest men in#the world. her goals are much more ambitious
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honestly i miss the days when it was easy to NOT engage in fandom spaces, now i like one fanart on twitter and the algorithm suddenly thinks it's alright to regurgitate days and weeks worth of insane takes and rage baits
#ari.txt#when inquisition came out i had already played the other games#and i was chilling i didn't see the discourse on tumblr until months later#and had zero effect on me cause i already formed my own opinions without the general vitriol and crazy ass wars#now no matter how many words you mute twitter is truly a stomach ulcer machine#also everyone got this air of superiority nowdays that honestly ???#who the fuck do you guys think you are lmaoooo
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being a hater rq okay sorry BUT KJDFGHK
i'm ngl it lowkey icks me out when someone you aren't even mutuals with/ knows you and what you relatively are ok with talking about interacts with a relatively normal post you make that isn't initially meant to be dc like that and then add like CRAZY dc in the tags lmfao ESP ONE COMPLETELY OFF IN CHARACTERIZATION AND HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH WHAT YOU POSTED ABOUT. like how did you get there bro 😭 and it's like icky because it's not even the dynamic u meant. like i get you're excited and stuff to talk and project and i'm glad my post is fueling your brain juices or whatever, and it's not like i am yucking your yum or anything BUT when it's on MY post... and you make it INSANE when it was not... girl go make that a separate post 😭 i do not want that in my notifs KDSJFDFG
#ill delete this later PLS I JUST HAD TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST KDJFGH#dark content mention cw#like yes i support dc/talk about dc but that doesn't mean you have to add dc to post when it was not originally like u don't know if i'm-#-comfy w that KJHSDKJSF LIKE U GOT TOO COMFORTABLE I FEAR LMFAOO#and its like i barely specified in my rules about it so i get it maybe thats on me idk BUT LIKE#IDK BRO#i personally do not yap in someone's notifs when they aren't even talking about something dark LET ALONE TO A CRAZY DEGREE at all#esp if it could make someone uncomfy like HELLO DC IS WICKED U GOTTA BE CAREFUL FKJHFJ luckily thats not the case for me like im chill#BUT STILL LOL
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funniest thing happening with my family rn is my mom asking me, brother and father our opinion on the possibility of inviting her brother to christmas lunch and each one of us going "i don't want anyone in my house that day"
#rena.txt#AND her telling us we are horrible ppl. girl don't ask for our opinion if u don't want to hear it..PLUS me and my brother both said we woul#be okay with it for the lunch of the first of the year. thing is during the holidays we only have my uncle from my father's side over since#years so we got used to it and the fact we can be crazy and stupid but with other ppl over....bro i just wanna be chill...but i would accep#it if it means so much to her. BUT let me say that her brother has been away from the family FOR YEARS over petty stupid shit and#after my grandma's death this year they suddenly close again which is understandable but. u know. it's like having a stranger around again#to us but yea anyway this is the funniest shit even if it's giving all of us a headache alkskfjskd#italians and their damn families and holidays meals that last a whole day..
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#YIPPEEEEE!!!!#did u guys know i like printmaking. that's crazy.#btw mutuals if u like. celebrate xmas or want a lino print n are chill with it ill 100% send these out. i got us n international stamps.#i mean like probably u should exhibit better Internet safety than that but like u know! i got xmas cards n a pile of extra prints i gotta#get rid of ^_^#txt
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