#i go to bed at ten but i either cant sleep at all or wake up at 3am and cant fall back asleep until 7 or 8am...
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rapidhighway · 1 month ago
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im gonna take melatonin tonight i cannot be sleeping like this anymore -.-'
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thurio-edau · 8 months ago
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i am so mad oh my god why the fuck is this woman still alive get the fuck out of my house and go back to your city. my elder sister got here AGAIN. i have been outside since the morning, so i havent seen her awake and she hasnt either. she got here yesterday really late, i remember faintly waking up high from sleep and hearing her voice and seeing her clothes from beside the bed (i checked the time, it was literally 4:44). so i got home back about half an hour ago and she was outside with my mom so she hears im back home. didnt even see my sister's face but the first things she said (yelled from the door) was 'why didnt you say hi in the morning before you left??'
dude. YOU WERE FUCKING ASLEEP. i told her 'you were sleeping??' and she had to take a few seconds. then she said 'rude' and went in the room delulu mf
she put all of her stuff on my bed and desk so i couldnt lay on my bed REMINDER THAT I CAME HOME EXTREMELY TIRED AND ABOUT TO FAINT and i needed a bed to lay on because the living room couch isnt soft enough since my BACK IS BREAKING. she just came beside me and said 'you cant be here, this is the bedroom. go somewhere else.' dude IF ONLY I HAD A BED. my mom doesnt even complain from me laying on her bed. you have been in the same house with me for ten minutes and knowing you exist in the same living space as me is making me mad enough.
extra part for my turkish friends cuz translating reasons
sonra perdeleri kapatmamı emretti hanımefendi ve dedi 'hoşbuldum bu arada' hoşgeldin bile demedim göt lalesine tamam deyip geçtim kibire bakar mısınız. hoşbuldum bu arada 🥰🥰 sus be kadın tabii hoş buldun evde ben yoktum. cidden ben bununla hayatta kalamam
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bordysbae · 2 years ago
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”come cuddle me” and “I want attention” with eddy
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“needy”
ethan edwards x reader
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“can you hurry up?” ethan says, tossing himself around in your bed trying to get comfortable. “babe, i told you you can watch netflix on my tv. i’m almost done i promise, another fifteen to twenty minutes then you have all of my attention i swear,” you say not looking away from your laptop. ethan groans at your response and continues trying to get comfortable. “i literally cant get comfy, and i cant sleep either, i’m so bored.” “ethan please stop talking so much, i really need to focus” “oh so now you’re trying to tell me to shut up? okay y/n i see how it is” “oh ethan, you’ll survive not talking for half an hour. just try to sleep or go on your phone.” “whatever” he scoffs jokingly.
your boyfriend is still in your bed waiting for you to finish the econ paper you said you’d be done with twenty minutes ago. you keep messing up the last paragraph and it’s stressing you out majorly. “y/n i want attention pleaseee take a break” he begs. “ethan i promise im almost done, i’m sorry! give me like ten more minutes, i keep messing up the last paragraph” you sigh, finally turning around to face him. “exactly, you keep messing up, so take a break. you’re visibly stressed, so why don’t you come cuddle with me?” ethan says hopefully, forcing you to feel bad if you were to say no. “fine, but only for a few minutes. i really need to finish this paper, then i’m all yours i swear” you say as you rise from the desk chair.
ethan lifts the covers for you to crawl into the bed, and you do so. you curl up next to him as he wraps both arms around you. you snuggle up next to him and he runs his fingers up and down your back. your eyes slowly start to shut, and you can’t even control them from closing. suddenly before you even know it, you wake up 45 minutes later to see ethan’s eyes shut as well. you instantly jump out of bed, accidentally waking up ethan.
“what’s going on? are you okay?” ethan says groggily. “ethan! you let me fall asleep?! this paper is due in an hour!” “i’m sorry! you looked like you needed a nap, and you’re really cute when you sleep.” “ugh ethan, i swear i’m gonna get a bad grade if i don’t perfect this paper.” “you worry so much about your grades, but your like the smartest person i know” “yeah cause all of your friends play hockey and get concussions at least once a season” you laugh, as you go back to typing the paper. “i’m going back to sleep. finish your paper and come back to bed, it’s cold without you” “you’re so needy edwards.” “only for you” he says raspily, before falling back into a restful sleep.
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lolololol of course my dogs get outta bed at 3am and start SCREAMING to the point that my partner and i wake up out of a dead sleep. my partner leaps out of bed and runs to the kitchen where they’re barking and then i hear him say “HOLY SHIT”
so now my adrenaline is PUMPING and im like “oh this is the night i get axe murdered in my own home”
but nope, it was just a huge ten point buck sitting on our back porch 🙃
we all try to go back to bed except my oldest dog grim wont get in bed, he just keeps pacing up and down the hall
my partner says he’ll come back to bed eventually and then promptly falls back asleep
but i lie away for like TWO HOURS listening to grim’s nails clacking up and down the hall, and every time i try to go get him he runs back to sit on the living room couch. im thinking he either wants to protect us from the deer or he has to pee, but usually he whines if the latter
finally at 4:45 im like FUCK IT if i get killed by a deer so be it
go peek out the sliding door and see the buck has moved to my neighbors’ yard, so i slap a leash on grim and take him out so he can have the LONGEST piss of his life while its 50 deg out and im in my pjs
he finally finishes and promptly trots his happy ass back to bed and lays down with my partner and other dog
but now ive been awake for at least 2hrs and i cant go back to sleep so 🙃🙃🙃 guess im just gonna start work now 👍🏼
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catintheruemorgue · 4 years ago
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annoying things they do
summary: small things these guys do that just grinds your gears a bit.
characters: oda, dazai, kunikida, twain, akutagawa, atsushi, mori, poe, ranpo, fittzgerald, steinbeck, chuuya, yosano, gin, kouyou, higuchi, alcott and lucy
these are all based off things i do or have inconvenienced my life lmfao i’ll probs do a part two with everyone i missed this just got wayyy to long lol next im posting being friends with double black 
Oda:
If you're wearing shorts and have bruises he will poke them when you're resting your legs on him. He’s silent about it too and if you yell at him he pretends to act like he doesn't know what you're talking about.
Will smack your sunburn but this one is actually an accident. He just wanted to pat you on the back because you're amazing.
Will space out when you talk too long, sometimes certain objects are just so… mesmerizing
Dazai:
Loves to jumpscare you the only exception is if it was a trigger. In that case he will just call your name and whip something at you for you to catch at random.
When you're driving he likes to reach over and honk your horn. It's almost caused so many roadside fistfights.
If he sees a dog in public he will bark and growl at it.
Kunikida:
Won’t let you on the bed without socks on. You could be sick as a dog and he’ll still enforce this rule.
Cleaning is hard because he has a hard time throwing things away. You'll spend extra time as he holds two identical pens, trying to decide which one he wants to keep. He’s learned to plan certain days in his schedule for cleaning now.
Won't let you turn up the music in the car and will keep it at a level that's so low it's annoying.
Twain:
Walks around the house shirtless but then complains about how cold it is.
Blasts his music so loud when he wakes up in the morning and it's always early 2000’s hits. It's not rare for you to have Pocketful of Sunshine by Natasha Bedingfield stuck in your head by 9 am.
Always has to climb something, this stems from his adventurous side. It's not really that annoying but when you’re in a crowded area and he runs off to go climb the tall statue, screaming at you to take a photo… Yes it is. Especially when children try and follow him and you're stuck receiving glares from the parents.
Akutagawa:
Will not let you throw any food products out. He tells you it's a perfectly good meal (even if it's not) and that he will eat it tomorrow. It’s sad because you know this stems from childhood but it’s still annoying.
Reuses the same gross, musty ziplock baggies. You keep buying new ones but he doesn't get it lol.  
Will tell you if your breath smells, hair is messy, outfit is ugly. He does not see an issue with this and it's nice knowing someone has your back but he doesn't have to be so rude about it..
Atsushi:
If he drinks he's one of those drinkers who will not let you take it from him. Keeps an iron grip on the cup. He finishes it no matter how drunk and always throws up. Thankfully he rarely drinks.
He stops to help everyone, literally even if they just look like they need help. You've been late to so many things.
Will eat anything. Once you made steak and somehow forgot about it. It was hard as a brick yet he still almost broke his teeth eating it. You think you saw some tears as he told you it was delicious.
Mori:
Listens to people's conversations in public and isn't afraid to comment, loudly, about it. You know it's loud because they either stop talking or try and confront you guys.
Comes up to stops fast and brakes so hard you feel like he does it on purpose.
Sometimes if he and Elise get into a “disagreement” he’ll try and rope you in to take his side and you always do, knowing it would probably give him more satisfaction if you chose to side with her.
Poe:
Asks for constructive criticism but will then argue with you about why you're wrong.
Always humming a song he heard Twain singing and then it gets stuck in your head too.
Will deny stupid things like why your favorite mug is in the trash or why he just let out rather loud scream in the bathroom. You know he's lying because he looks away and makes sure his bangs are covering his eyes.
Ranpo:
Will call you out on any lie even if you don't mean to lie you just forgot about some of the details.
Don't take him grocery shopping if you have a set amount you want to spend. He won't even sneak, he will just say he wants something and throw it in the cart.
Such a backseat driver even though he can't drive.
Fitzgerald:
Likes to act like he's still in his twenties and will somehow get the two of you invited to college parties where he will attempt to do a kegger in front of everyone. You end up being the one to hold him up and he always ends with a, “LETS FUCKING GO!”
Likes to ask for the senior discount even though he's not that old, he just likes to hear the women validate that he's not old.
It’s scary how he used to buy without looking and now will scream if the price on a price tag is too high.
Steinbeck:
Always looking at the grass for wheat to chew on. It's so cheesy when you walk into the city and he's got it sticking out of his mouth.
He gets weirdly intimate with nature and you feel like you're third wheeling.
Has the mentality that he has to provide for you because he is the man. He gets so shocked when he finds out you still want to work.
Chuuya:
Has a hard time making decisions you could ask him what he wants for dinner and his mind will just break.
Gets way too pissed at movies and will actually get up and walk away. Once you were kicked out of the theater because he wouldn't stop yelling at the screen. Another time he walked out you waited a whole ten minutes before you realized he wasn't coming back.
Sometimes activates his ability at night and it's so scary waking up to him floating halfway across the room.
WOMAN TIME!!!!!!!!!!
Yosano:
Will glare at you so intensely if you say something she disagrees with.
Always tries to rope you into drinking with her even if you’ve said no the past ten nights.
Will describe wounds or injuries in such detail and just won’t stop, almost like she’s trying to fuck with you, but she’s not.
Gin:
Claims to be nothing like her big brother but then will go on to make the same facial expressions and do some of the same mannerisms as him.
Will spend hours trying things on just to put it all back, leave the store and change her mind when you’re almost home. Then she’ll have you run back with her to buy it all.
Is used to sneaking around so scares you a lot. Also on the topic of being silent sometimes she just won’t respond, thinking you can just read her vibes / mind.
Kouyou:
Will judge what you eat, especially fast food but will try and steal a fry in private when you're not looking.
Will say things like, “Well that's just the way the world works.” If someone tries to share their baggage with her. You understand she’s had a pretty rough life but it's caused you to almost spit out your drink multiple times.
At functions forgets about you for about an hour while she mingles with everyone else, you could tap on her shoulder and she'll dismiss you like you're a subordinate. Until you clear your throat again you'll see the slight blush as she apologizes.
Higuchi:
She has no sense of privacy. If she hears a crash or loud noise she will bust down the door. It’s sweet but not when the noises are usually from you knocking all the shampoo bottles down again.
Horrible road rage actually puts you on edge to be in the car with her. She doesn't even have to be driving.
Likes to act like she's a professional at everything and people usually believe it because of her suit. It's so nerve wracking when she giggles when they walk away with false information.
Alcott:
Will agree to everything you suggest but you can only tell when she doesn’t want to do it when you’re currently doing it.
Yet she’s not afraid to grumble about how annoying it is when someone bumps into you and doesn’t apologize. It’s sweet but you’re left dealing with the situation if the person is aggressive enough to say something.
Always corrects your spelling or if you say something like “I could care less.”
Lucy:
Will fish for compliments in a very obvious way like, “Wow. Wish someone would call me pretty..” and then just stare right at you.
Kicks you so violently in her sleep but won't let go of you so you cant get away.
Constantly stealing from restaurants. You're banned from a couple restaurants because she got caught trying to steal a cup or salt shaker.
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honeypirate · 4 years ago
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Adult Shino x adult Reader
Summary: After a mission, with Shino recovering from an arm injury reader could only do so much of with medical jutsu, they stop by an inn to sleep before heading back to the village and dun dun dun one bed!
Warnings: unedited! Fluff!
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“There’s… I’m sorry. What did you say?” You think your tired brain must have betrayed you because you think the kind old inn keeper woman said..
“We only have one room tonight. There’s a festival tomorrow and all our other rooms are full”
So you didn’t hear her wrong.
“It’s fine” Shino says before you can say anything, paying the woman and taking the key as you just watch quietly.
You follow behind him silently, trying to slow your racing heart.
After you’re inside the room, the one bed practically glaring at you from the corner, your heart seems to beat double time.
“You take the bed” he says and you gasp “i couldn't Shino, you’ve worked harder than I have plus your arm. You have to take it.”
He looks at you for a long moment, no doubt thinking about how stubborn and kind you are, you would not give in no matter what. He loved that about you.
“Either we both end up sleeping on the floor or we share” he says calmly, hiding how flustered he feels.
you think you’re going to combust
“O-okay” you say “we can share” you whisper and he nods once before he begins to get ready for bed.
You freeze in place as he takes off his jacket and headband, averting your eyes when he takes off his shirt, your cheeks flushing with heat from the sight of his strong back and shoulders before you looked away.
You start to get your stuff together as you face the other direction, changing into a shirt and shorts so you wouldn't get too hot while you slept, you take off your headband and run a hand through your hair. You turn at the same time as him, looking at each other at the same moment and he looks away with his cheeks starting to turn a little pink.
You climb into bed first, as close to the wall as you can get as you stare at the ceiling, trying to control your breathing as he turns out the light and climbs in beside you, the sound of him setting his glasses on the floor beside the bed then it goes silent and still.
“How is your arm?” you ask, whispered into the darkness of the room.
“It’s getting better” he says “thanks to your medical jutsu”
Your cheeks heat again and you nod “i'm glad to hear it”
You pull the blanket up to your chin, trying not to move too much or take any blanket from him.
After ten or fifteen minutes you begin to shiver, you should have kept on your pants but now you cant change, youre stuck beside the wall.
You try to roll over on your side and your elbow bumps him, you whisper an apology, hoping you didn't wake him, not knowing that he’s unable to sleep anyway, being so close to you his heart won’t stop racing.
When you try to roll to your stomach to tuck your freezing fingers under your chest to warm them up, your leg brushes his, your freezing skin touches his warm thigh and a quiet groan leaves your throat as you freeze in place, on your side with your knees pulled up.. He was so warm and you were dying. This was torture.
A shiver runs through your body and you clench your jaw so your teeth don't chatter, resigning yourself to the fact that you won't get any sleep tonight.
After another few minutes, your shivers get worse and you can't help but scoot just a little closer to Shino, your whole body screaming at you to cuddle into him but you couldn't, you couldn't ruin the friendship you have. Your fingers brush his arm and a soft hiss leaves his lips
“Sorry” you whisper again, you didn't mean to wake him or keep bumping him. You didn't want to be a bother.
“Enough of this” he says and his strong arms pull you to his chest, wrapping the blanket over your back and tucking you in as he holds you close.
You bury your face in his chest, sighing at the comfort of his warmth
“I’m sorry if im being a bother” you whisper into his chest and he hums softly, a deep vibration from his chest into yours.
“You’re never a bother, to me, y/n” he says “i didnt want to make you uncomfortable, or i would have done this sooner”
You chuckle and bury your face into his neck, taking advantage of being close to him “oh you could never make me uncomfortable Shino. Being this close to you.. Is the best gift”
He gasps softly, your cold fingers now warmer against his chest, he hopes you can't feel how hard his heart is pounding
He kisses the side of your head and sighs with a small smile “sleep” he says “we have a long day tomorrow”
“Thank you, Shino” you whisper, lips brushing against the skin of his neck, sending tingles throughout his body. The weight of you against him was so comforting he fell asleep quickly, right after your breathing evened out as you slept against him.
You wake up feeling warm and toasty, arms wrapped around Shino’s back as he lays pressed into your chest. His left arm is down by your right thigh, his palm against your calf. Your left leg was around him, heel against his hip as he lies between your legs.
Your heart rate spikes and Shino can hear it happen, but he stays still, not wanting this moment to end.
You cant help but smile as you look down at him, the morning sun rising and lighting up the room enough to see his forehead, the curve of his nose, and his long lashes as he sleeps.
you gently move your left hand to his hair, brushing it out of his face as you run your fingers through the soft brown locks. You stop when you fear waking him
“why’d you stop?” he asks, his deep morning voice muffled by your shirt and you chuckle softly “didn’t wanna wake you” you say and he hums softly, satisfied when your fingers resume running through his hair.
His hand against your calf starts to softly draw little circles, sending tingles up to your thigh and leaving goosebumps in their wake.
“How did you sleep?” you ask and he smiles although you can't see it
“I slept, better than I have in a while” he says and turns his head, moving up a little to rest it on your shoulder and your heart skips, cheeks flushing with warmth as you adjust your arms around him, still playing with his hair and your other hand running across his back.
His arms come up to rest beneath the pillow under your head, like he’s holding you while he lays on you and your eyes flutter closed as you relish the feeling
“Shino” you whisper, not really knowing what you want to say, just that you need him to know how nice this feels. How much you love him.
“I know” he says and presses a soft kiss to your neck, there’s no going back after this, not after he knows how nice it feels to actually wake up with you and not have to just dream about it.
You turn your head and press your cheek to his, softly brushing your nose against his face, his arms moving underneath you as he rolls on his side, keeping you against his chest
“We should..” he nods against you, his nose brushing against your cheek as he presses a soft kiss to your jaw. You should get a move on. Get back to the village. But he can’t seem to pull away from you yet.
“i know” he says and you hold him tighter, you don't know what waits for you when this moment is over so until it does end, you’re going to soak in every second, desperately hoping this won’t be the last time he holds you.
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nothinghcppens · 4 years ago
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small talk- pietro maximoff
part 2
part 1 here
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pair: pietro maximoff x female!reader
summary: after being apart of the team of super soldiers that hydra experimented on, y/n was one of the successful experiments and had been released to the world. the winter soldier and the siren had become the most prolific assassin duo in the world. but what happens when they get taken in by the avengers? what happens when she meets a particularly fast superhero with an attitude?
warnings: swearing, mentions of trauma, alcohol, kissing but like only that, minor sexual jokes
a/n: hi !! i just wanted to say thank you so much for all the love and support of part 1 of small talk and bad liar omg <3 i also wanted to add a taglist to future fics so let me know if you want added it! make sure to specify if you want to be added to the marvel or the harry potter one bc i have a harry potter fic in the works rn! also i’m gonna write a part three that’s just cute bc i want to keep writing this character heheh
“wake up!” splash.
the feeling of cold water hitting your face shocked you awake and you sat up with a gasp. trails of blue flashed from beside your bed and out the door, the clang of a bucket hitting the floor. “pietro maximoff. i am going to kill your speedy ass!” you shouted, jumping out of bed. not even caring that you were only in a t-shirt and shorts, you chased after him, following the blue light.
the trails stopped eventually, and so did you. you glanced around, listening for any sign of him. you crept over to one of the couches and grabbed a pillow as a weapon. “where are you?” you called, i’m a sing-song voice.
you walked around the room, “come on, don’t hide from me now.” the faint sound of his breathing was heard along with the dripping water from your hair and t-shirt. you followed the sound of his shallow breaths to the island in the kitchen. you dropped the pillow, climbed up on the island and crawled across it before swung your head over the edge, in front of his. “hey there.
he gasped, “shit.” you flipped your hair back up and sat back on your knees. pietro stood up and turned to face you before bursting into fits of laughter.
“i don’t know what’s funny.” you mumbled, glaring up at him.
“yes you do, you look ridiculous.” he huffed between laughs.
“i won’t look ridiculous when i’m putting a bullet through your head.” you spat.
“calm down, love. it’s only a bit of fun.” he said.
“i was sleeping piet!” you protested. you moved your legs so that they were dangling off the edge.
“okay, i’m sorry. i’m sorry!”
“you better be. i’ll get you back though.”
he stepped forward and leaned his hands on the island, on either side of you. “will you, yeah?”
his head was an inch away from yours, you could feel his breath against your face. you saw his eyes drift from your eyes to your lips and back up again. he leaned in slightly and your breathing quickened. “what’re you doing?” you whispered.
“what do you think i’m doing?” he replied in the same hushed tone.
“something you should’ve done a long time ago.” you leaned in towards him, lips almost touching.
“good morning!” cap announced, walking into the kitchen, looking at his phone. you two broke apart quickly, pietro speeding and grabbing you a glass of orange juice and ten occupying himself by looking at something in the cupboard.
“hey cap.” you croaked, voice uneasy from the nerves coursing through your body. “morning steve.” pietro greeted, closing the cupboard and standing next to you on the counter. steve didn’t look up from his phone and didn’t notice your wet hair and clothes
“how’s our newest recruit?” he asked as he grabbed a mug from one of the shelves.
“steve, i’ve been here for like 6 months!” you complained.
he put the mug in the coffee machine and pressed a few buttons, “and? you’re still the newest.”
“might be the newest but i could still take you down old man.”
“don’t get too cocky kid, i think pietro’s rubbing off on you.”
“ew i’d rather go back to being tortured than be like him.” you joked.
“how dare you! you know you love being around me.”
you made fake gagging noise and steve let out a laugh. he finally turned around and looked at you two for the first time this morning.
“oh- uh y/n? what happened, why are you soaked?” he asked, averting his eyes from you. your eyes widened in realisation that you were wearing little-to-nothing in front of your captain and your t-shirt was clinging to your body.
“pietro is a dick is what happened.” you said, pushing yourself off the table. “if you’ll excuse me, i’ll go make myself decent.”
“you look decent all the time, love!” pietro called after you as you began to leave the kitchen. you swivelled round and flipped him off with both hands before leaving the room.
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“do you remember when-“ you let out a giggle and pointed at bucky, “when we had to kill those french agents and you-“ another laugh, “you fell over a wall! god i mean because my brain was mush i couldn’t laugh but looking back on it that shit was hilarious!”
you and the team were recalling old missions gone wrong, with the assistance of alcohol obviously, and you were telling a story about you and bucky- much to his dismay.
“i didn’t fall.” he protested, taking a swig from the bottom of beer in his hand.
“so what happened then? did the sidewalk just crumble?” you questioned, laughing loudly. the rest of the team sat observing the interaction, large smiles across all their face. pietro sat to your left with his arm around your shoulder, a drink in his other hand.
“okay. maybe i did fall.” bucky mumbled causing a roar of laughter from everyone. “but, remember how we were running through a forest in, where was it again?-“
“bulgaria.” you said, already knowing where this was going.
“bulgaria! yes. and it was raining so it was super muddy and you got suck in the mud!” he laughed.
“you left me there! i had to drag myself out.” you complained.
“well we had a mission to complete! you would’ve done the same.”
you rolled your eyes, “you’re right. i would have.” you felt pietro laugh from beside you and you smiled at him. “time for a refill.” you announced, pushing yourself up off the sofa. you wandered to the kitchen and took the bottle of wine on the table and poured some into your glass. due to the alcohol already in your system you spilled a little on the counter, “shit.” you muttered.
“need some help there?” pietro asked.
“i can pour wine myself thank you very much.” you retorted.
“i think the table disagrees.” he chuckled.
“shut up.” you groaned. pietro sped from the door to grab a towel and stopped behind you. he reached over your shoulder and wiped the spilled wine up. his breath was hot against your neck. you turned around, wine glass in hand, and looked up into his eyes. his hands remained on either side of you.
“this is the second time we’ve ended up here.” he mumbled.
“good observation, captain obvious.” you teased. pietro rolled his eyes and huffed out a laugh.
pietro took his right hand and tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear, staring into your eyes. he kept his hand on the side of your head and leant in slightly for the second time in the past week. your breathing deepened and your heart was thumping against your chest. you tilted your head up towards his head and your lips were almost touching, just as they were a few days ago
“y/n! can you get me a whiskey before you come back?!” tony called from the other room.
pietro groaned in frustration and pulled away from you, tilting his head up. “i’m going to kill those avengers.”
“good luck with that speedy.” you said, tapping his chest lightly.
he stepped away from you, letting you leave his embrace to get tony a drink. after pouring him a glass of whiskey and grabbing your glass of wine, you and pietro entered the room filled with your team. his hand was placed in the small of your back, guiding you back to the sofa.
you handed tony his drink and he smiled at you, “thanks kid.”
pietro sat on the couch and you flopped down beside him, his arm resuming its place of around your shoulder. you swung your legs up and across pietro’s legs, earning a few looks from nat and clint. they looked at each other and raised their eyebrows with a smirk.
steve and bucky were telling a story of a party they went to in the 40s and how bucky had to drag him to dance with these girls they met. you took a sip of your drink and noticed pietro’s eyes glancing at your lips, “want a sip?” you asked, smirking because you knew that’s not what he was looking at.
he pushed his tongue against the inside of his cheek and sighed, “watch it, y/l/n.”
“oooooooh we’re on last name terms now?” you teased, smiling.
“yeah if you keep pissing me off we will be.”
“don’t be so easy to piss off.” you replied.
he leaned over and whispered in your ear, “cant help it. i’m frustrated.”
you pushed out your bottom lip in an overdramatic pout, “boohoo.”
tony then shot forward in his seat and clapped his hands together, “tomorrow you two,” he said, pointing at you and bucky, “are gonna have a little fashion show, i’ve been working on some suits for you guys and i need your input.”
“wait really?” you asked.
“yup. i’m not having you two going on missions in your hydra gear.” he explained.
“shit, thanks tony.” bucky replied.
“where’s my suit?” pietro questioned.
“you’ll get on eventually. your girlfriend is just a little more improtant.”
“i was here first.” he protested.
“girlfriend?” you asked at the same time.
“wait your turn, turbo.” tony said.
pietro scoffed and everyone laughed at the interaction.
nat stretched her arms behind her head and yawned, “alright losers, i’m going to bed.”
“yeah, me too.” clint added.
eventually everyone had made their way upstairs and all that was left was you, tony and pietro.
“okay. what’s going on here?” tony asked, wagging his finger between you guys. pietro’s hand was now resting on your leg which was still across his.
“nothing.” you said.
“uh huh? yeah that bullshit doesn’t work on me kiddo.”
“piet, sure nothing has happened.” you glanced at him and a look of annoyance crossed his face.
“yeah stark. nothings happened.” he replied through gritted teeth.
“well if anything does happen, stay safe.” he winked at you two, “and if you hurt her, speedy, she’ll probably hurt you back worse.”
you laughed, “hell yeah i will.”
“oh i know you will.”
“goodnight .” tony said as he stood up from his chair and left the room.
you swung your legs off pietro and stood up, “well goodnight piet.” a smirk grew across your face as you began to walk away.
“nope.” he stated, grabbing your wrist and turning you back around. he pulled you onto his lap so you were straddling him, legs on either side of him. he placed his hand on the back of your neck and pulled your head towards his before crashing your lips onto his.
the kiss was heated, after being denied it twice before. your hands moved from his shoulders to the back of his neck and his moved to your waist. his fingers dug into your hips causing you to moan slightly, he took this opportunity to intertwine his tongue with yours.
eventually you broke apart, both gasping for air. you placed your forehead against his and closed your eyes.
“you don’t understand how long i’ve wanted to do that.” he muttered.
“worth it?” you asked, teasing him.
“nope.” he joked.
you leaned back and glared at him, “you bitch.” you leaned in and kissed him again, running your fingers through his hair and pulling it slightly. he groaned against your lips and you smiled through the kiss, enjoying the effect you had on him.
pulling away for the second time, you both had content smiles on your faces. you leaned your head on his shoulder and closed your eyes, “you’re comfortable.”
he let out a hearty laugh, “thank you?”
“it’s a compliment, i could sit here forever.”
suddenly you were no long sitting on top of him, you were being picked up and whisked through the building. your hair blew around until you stopped and were in your room. “what just happened?”
“i’m tired and the couch didn’t seem good to sleep on.” he explained.
“woah, woah, woah. who said you’re sleeping in my room?”
“i did.” he stated. using his powers he stripped himself down to his underwear and jumped on your bed, under the covers.
“i regret kissing you. you’re a pain in the ass.” you complained.
“and you called me a bitch?!” he exclaimed.
you rolled your eyes and grabbed your pyjamas that were at the foot of your bed and walked to your bathroom.
“where are you going?” he asked.
“getting changed, i don’t want you watching.”
you closed the door to block out his protests and quickly got ready for bed.
“hurry up.” pietro called.
“stop complaining or i’m going to sleep on the couch.” you replied, opening the door and leaning against the doorframe. pietro was sat with his arms crossed over his chest, his eyes raked over your body and a small smirk grew on his face. “eyes up here pretty boy.”
he laughed and pulled back the cover before patting the spot next to him, signalling for you to join him. you shuffled over and slid into the bed. pietro wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close.
“so much for the whole tough super soldier act, you’re a softie at heart, aren’t you love?” he muttered in your ear.
“anymore of that and i’ll suffocate you in your sleep with this pillow.” you replied, closing your eyes and relaxed into his embrace.
“no you won’t. you’re too soft.” he teased.
“pietro. i’m warning you.” you yawned, “i don’t care how good looking you are i will kill you.”
“good looking huh?”
“fuck off and go to sleep.” you spat.
“sweet dreams, y/n.” he said with a small laugh.
“yep they won’t be about you.” you murmured, before dozing off to sleep.
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“i knew it!” nat squealed. you squeezed your eyes close and then opened them, blinking rapidly. pietro lay behind you with his arm draped over your waist. he groaned against your neck and looked over his shoulder at the team standing at the door.
“piet what’s going on?” you grumbled, too tired to sit up and look for yourself.
“so when did this happen?” cap asked.
you finally turned over and sat up, seeing everyone stood in your room. “what the fuck? get out my room you creeps!” you shouted, grabbing the pillow behind your head and throwing it towards them.
“oh come on kid, when did it happen?” he repeated.
“none of your business steve.”
“we’re not leaving until we find out.” clint added.
“you’re awfully quiet little brother, nothing to add?” wanda said.
“i cant believe this.” you muttered, lying back down.
“last night, happy? but all we did was kiss okay, nothing else.” you explained.
“yet.” pietro stated. you elbowed him in the stomach and he winced at the impact.
“so are you two together now?” nat asked.
“well we haven’t had the chance to speak about it because you guys ruined our morning!” you exclaimed.
“what’s going on?” bucky asked, rubbing his eyes. he peered in over everyone and laughed, “nevermind.”
it seemed that pietro had had enough too so he sped out of bed and pushed everyone outside the room, closed the door and locked it. “much better.” he said.
you heard the murmurs of everyone outside, “use a condom!” clint shouted. footsteps retreated from your door as everyone left to go about their day.
“i’m moving out i can’t live here anymore.” you groaned.
“it’s not that bad, you’ve got me.” he said, crawling back onto the bed and lying on top of you. you wrapped your arms around his head and played with his hair.
“so are we like together now?” you asked, mocking natasha’s previously asked question.
“would you like that?” he asked.
“god no.” you joked, “obviously dumbass.”
he lifted his head up and leaned in to kiss you.
“nope. you’ve not brushed your teeth.”
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WARNING: SMUT. FORCED BREEDING. LYING
you have been in ambrose for awhile now. You cant really remember your life before ambrose. Your positive no one remembers you and or misses you. Yes bo is a huge asshole to you, and vincent is always your saving grace when bo is in a shitty mood. and lester would also be a huge saving grace as well, but hes always away doing god knows what.
Bo was huge on killing you because he didnt see any potential in you. but vincent wanted to keep you, and lester liked having you around also. So bo let you stay with vincent. Bo made it clear that your vincents pet and that your vincents problem. If anything bad happens to you vincent would be cleaning up the mess and dealing with your body. But vincent would never let anything bad happen to you. He always keeps you by his side and never lets you out of his sight.
He fell too deep in love to let you out of his sight let alone going to the bathroom. Vincent absolutely hated it when you sneak out of the room at night. He was extremely paranoid that you would leave the house and run away, and tonight just happened to be one of those nights. you were currently laying in Vincent and yours shared bed. you were locked in the bedroom in the house while Vincent worked away in the house of wax. you couldnt escape through the window because he had bo bolt it shut. you stared up at the ceiling determining whether you hated vincent or not. He kept you trapped here, and would never let you leave his side. But you deep down were very in love him, and you tried to hate him because you couldnt ever deal with the rejection from him.
while you were thinking away your worries and anxiety in the bed at 2:23 am. Vincent was also busy thinking about his worries and anxieties while he was drawing in his wax cave under the house of wax. He stopped drawing a long time ago because he began to focus on the thought of you leaving while he was trying to draw, and now thats all he can think about. So he sat at his desk and thought really hard about what could make you willingly stay without him having to force it upon you.  his biggest turn on's he had with you was your size. you were smaller than him and he found that cute and a huge turn on.
He wanted to take good care of you and give you flowers and give you baths. but he already does that. he already gives you a roof over your head and feeds you three times a day, and gives you baths and every morning he gives you flowers. But he also went to bo for advice on how to keep you close, and of course bo being bo said that he doesnt give a shit about what vincent does with you because your not his problem. But bo did suggest getting you pregnant so you could stay with vincent and it would also give him an opportunity to show you that he can treat you well even when your pregnant and be a good father to the child.
Vincent thought long and hard while he sat at his desk. And he chose that he will get you pregnant so you could stay close to him and rely on him. He wants to do it out of love. Because he loves you dearly. he loves you so much that hes willing to kill his own siblings that hurt you in any way or form. He huffed out of exhaustion and closed his sketch book and cleaned everything up, and shut off all the lights. He headed through the tunnels and made his way up to the trap door that opens to a room in the house. he opened the trap door and hoisted himself up out of it and walked through the house to get to his room.
he opened the door to your and his shared and room and noticed that the light was quickly shut off and you quickly got into a fake sleeping position. he sighed and closed the door and kicked off his boots. he walked over to the bed while taking off his wax covered apron and tapped your shoulder. you got scared and jerked and looked up at him, not expecting him to touch you in any way or form.
"what where you still doing up?" he signed to you.
"i was asleep" you said fake yawning.
"bullshit" he signed.
you rolled over facing away from his side of the bed. vincent got into comfy clothes and slid into bed and put an arm around you and played with your hair until you actually fell asleep. a few hours later you woke up and had to go to the bathroom but vincents hand was wrapped around your waist. you knew he hated it when you left the room at night. but you had to pee very badly.  
you very carefully moved his arm and slid out of bed. occasionally looking behind you to make sure that hes still asleep. you looked over at his night stand and seen his mask. It made your heart melt and you smile. He was confident enough to take off his mask around you. you looked at the ground and seen his discarded clothes, and that kinda turned you on a little bit, and you looked at him and seen that he was wearing plaid boxers and a korn shirt. his long hair was all over the pillows, and his body was wrapped up on the sheets. you admired one of his strong arms behind his head.
you quickly turned around and tip toed to the door. you quietly turned the knob and realized that he locked it. you felt stupid for forgetting that he locks the door at night as well. you tip toed to his nightstand and opened the little drawer it had and grabbed the key. He doesnt know that you knew the key was in there. you walked back to the door and quietly unlocked it and went to the bathroom. after going to the bathroom you walked back to the room. you stepped into the door way and seen vincent still sleeping. so you took this advantage to go downstairs and get a glass of water since you didnt get a glass before bed.
you walked pass a sleeping lester on the couch to get to the kitchen. you didnt want to wake him up either. not that he would hurt you or drag you back upstairs. you just didnt wanna wake him up from his dream. he looked extremely exhausted. you went into the kitchen and grabbed a glass and opened the fridge to get some fresh filtered cold water. you filled the glass, and took a few huge chugs. you walked passed lester again asleep on the couch and you noticed the front door. sure vincent would be awake for awhile. so you stepped out onto the front porch to have fresh air. and you didnt realize that you were out there for more than ten minutes.
you heard a noise and turned around and seen vincent fuming angry behind you. he was breathing heavy and his eye brows were furrowed. he grabbbed your arm and pulled you through the front door.  he dragged you up the stairs while thinking about what to do with you. because you just flared up his paranoia about you leaving.  as he reached the top of the stairs, he picked you up and carried you to the room. he set you on the bed and grabbed the key out of your pocket and locked the door. he angrily slammed the key on the dresser. he looked at you wondering what to do.
he thought about what bo said. But he wanted to do it out of love when you were ready and not force. But he realized that he had to get you pregnant in order for you to stay with him. Besides he really wants a kid with you, but he knows that you dont want any with him, at least he doesnt think.
you deep down wanted his kids but you never said anything to him. He stared at you while he thought about how to deal with this, but knocking you up seemed to be the only thing on his mind. fuck he wanted you to have his kids. he walked over to you and pushed you down into the bed.
"vincent. i wasnt trying to leave, i promise. i was just getting fresh air" you said. but he shut you up by kissing you. and lifting you shirt. you swatted vincents hand away. but he slid his hand right under your shirt and groped your chest. the small moan you made was all vincent needed to continue. he roughly slid off your pajama pants and stood back up admiring the way you looked so small and vulnerable for him. he loved how you were so much smaller than him. that makes him feel more confident. He bent down and kissed you passionately. he unbuttoned the crotch area of his pajama pants and took his cock out, without taking off the pants. and he plunged into your soaking wet cunt.
he began at a fast angry pace.
"v-vincent" you groaned. he only thrusted faster. grabbing your thighs and pushing them to your chest as he leans over you and pounds you into the mattress. after awhile he reached down to your cunt and began to rub your swollen nub. making you scream in ecstasy. when he thinks you've squirted enough, he pulled out and signed for your to get on your knees. once you did, he signed for you to open your mouth. you opened your mouth and he grabbed his cock and slid in. throwing his head back as he began to fuck your mouth like he did your pussy. pre cum and spit began to drool out the sides of your mouth and hit the floor and run down your chest. his wet balls were smacking against your chin. every moan you make, made him shove his big hard cock deeper down your throat.
after a few minutes of the wet sounds of his cock balls deep down your throat. he pulled out and laid you down on the bed with your head hanging off the end and he slammed his cock back down your throat. he absolutely loved the way his cock made your throat bulge. he wrapped his hand around your throat feeling the way his cock pumped in and out. he quickened his pace and you felt his balls smack your face over and over. you gagged out pre cum and drool out of your mouth around his cock. he slowed down just to hear the pre cum and drool hit the floor.
he pulled out and flipped you back around facing him and he plunged back in full force making you scream. he fucked you faster than ever before making you see stars. the only sounds filling the room was his balls smacking your ass and your loud moans. he looked down at you signed
"do you want my kids babygirl?"
"yes. yes please. i want your kids so fucking bad. knock me up good baby" you moaned. and that was enough for him to bury his cock deep in your sopping cunt and shoot his seed. he then leaned down and kissed you deeply.
"i love you" he signed.
"i love you too vincent" you said as your forehead pressed against his. he looked surprised that you said that you loved him. but kissed you deeply shoving his tongue down your throat.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~the next morning you walked down the stairs and seen bo and lester staring at you and vincent. you blushed and vincent held the small of your back as he walked with you to the kitchen. he sat you down at the table and went to the fridge to get you something. you know they heard you and vincent last night.
"fuck loud enough?" bo said shooting you both a dirty look.
"fuck off" vincent signed.
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anothergolddustwoman · 3 years ago
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After a complete lyrical breakdown here is my list no one asked for.
Songs from Red (Taylor’s Version) and which One Chicago couple I think they apply to. I added which lyrics reminded me of their relationship as either a whole or parts of it. The whole song might not actual apply just the specific line. Now my main ship is Brettsey therefore I can more easily apply lyrics to them.
Putting under the cut cause she long.
Feel free to add to it.
Some are very angsty so pre apologies.
State of Grace
Brettsey: "I never saw you comin'" "We learn to live with the pain"
Upstead: "I never saw you comin" "But this love is brave and wild"
Red
Burzek: The whole chorus The whole song
Treacherous
Stellaride: "I'll follow you, follow you home" See Stella following Kelly into the fire in 9x15.
I Almost Do
Brettsey: "And I wish I could run to you" Why do they have to be long distance?
Burzek: "In my dreams, you're touching my face And asking me if I wanna try again with you" Just let them get back together. They are angsty so I related them to angsty lyrics sorry.
Stay Stay Stay
Brettsey: The whole song except for like the first couple lines.
Stellaride: "I just like hanging out with you all the time"
Upstead: "Who took all of their problems out on me, But you carry my groceries and now I'm always laughing." Ope got all angsty again.
The Last Time
Burzek: "Find myself at your door just like all those times before" Adam always showing up at Kim's door for any reason.
Holy Ground
Brettsey: "But I don't wanna dance if I'm not dancing with you" I truly believe that Matt only dances with Sylvie.
Sad Beautiful Tragic
Brettsey: "And we both wake in loney beds, different cities." Had to throw in some angst for them too sorry.
Everything Has Changed
Brettsey: The whole song
Upstead: “All I knew this morning when I woke is I know something now I didn’t before” SCREAMS morning after their first kiss 8x4 and the whole song.
Burzek: Giving me early days vibes, but I can't really pin down any specific lyrics.
Starlight
Brettsey: “Ooh-ooh, we could get married Have ten kids and teach ‘em how to dream” this is very self indulgent of me as I want this to happen SO BAD.
I feel like everyone else could too cause its just a good happy song and when they are at the height of happiness they would be vibing with it. If that makes sense.
The Moment I Knew
OK PLEASE DONT HATE ME FOR THIS BUT I CANT GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD.
Burzek: “You should’ve been there Should’ve burst through the door With that “Baby, I’m right here” smile” I read this and only could think of last seasons finale and this seasons premiere with them IM SORRY.
Come Back...Be Here
BRETTSEY: I only think of them when I hear this song. You can’t convince me that Sylvie doesn’t scream this song when she is wine drunk missing Matt.
Message In A Bottle
Brettsey: All of this song.
Burzek: “‘Cause you could be the one that I love I could be the one that you dream of” “You could be the one that I keep, and I I could be the reason you can’t sleep at night”
Stellaride: “‘Cause now you’re so far away and I’m down” Only cause Stella is gone and Kelly might not really show it but he is very sad about it.
Run
I feel like this could apply to any one of them. I just can pin down anything.
The Very First Night
The very happy lovey lyrics I feel could also go with any of them when they are happy and in love.
Brettsey: “Im the one on the phone as you whisper “Do you know how much i miss you?”” HELLO they have said this at least once on the phone.
Stellaride: Same line. Kelly def has said this while Stella is away.
Upstead: Same line. Give me vibes from that phone call when Hailey was in New York with the FBI.
Taking nice criticisms.
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wizkiddx · 4 years ago
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Blurb req- Tom and the reader on a private jet hungover? just pure fluff?
fluffy requests are well and truly open ( bcos I adored writing this ahah) and let me know what u think , I am deff not a writer so any feedback or tips would be v appreciated :))
summary: tomhollandxactress!reader - a wrap party followed by an early morning flight and a grumpy Harry, what could possibly go wrong?
warning: mentions of alcohol and sickness
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The remorse. The regret. It only made the pounding in your head even worse. Why those two 1.5 litre bottle of Bacardi had been brought out was beyond you. Why the you six of you had then decided to empty said bottle was even more of a mystery. It wasn’t like any of you had needed it, you’d all been more than ‘merry’ prior to the cheap rum and coke. 
Hence the state of you, Tom and Harry as well as your manager Davey and Tom’s team of Rachel and Andrew. All having made very little effort with your appearance - joggers and hoodies all round, with you and Rachel also sporting sunglasses because you were simply smarter than the boys. Thankfully, this wasn’t a big trip that fans knew about, this was you and Tom moving location under cover  - the studios didnt want anybody to know that either of you made a feature in this film, so everything was under the cover of darkness. Which to be honest you were not complaining about. However, you were complaining about the fact the flight had been scheduled to leave at 7 am the night after your wrap party though.
The two of you had just wrapped your most recent and most ambitious movie to date - hence the massive celebrations last night for just surviving and getting it done. It had been the most intense 3 months of your life, there had been times you’d cry for hours on end, times you just wanted to quit fully knowing you’d never be hired again for leaving a multimillion dollar company in the lurch.But you all, somehow, had survived. So celebrations were in order of course but perhaps not as far as you all managed last night?
Your whole convey appeared to have travelled to the airfield in absolute silence, no one particularly fancied hearing anyone else’s voice- which to be honest seemed quite fair. You’d ridden in a car with Tom and Harry, with you resting your head on Tom’s broad shoulder - which had obviously made Harry gag, rolling his eyes. Bless Harry, really he was the only reason you and Tom had got together, after getting sick of the mutual pining he’d been forced to live with during the previous 2 projects you’d worked on together. But now, having had to put up with the two of you being so ridiculously loved up for the past 3 months - understandably a bit of distance from you and his brother was overdue. 
One of the flight attendants busied themselves loading your luggage, whilst the pilot asked you and Tom for a photo. Of course, you weren’t going to say no however you did have to cringe at how rough you both looked. His teenage daughter certainly would be less excited to see that her Dad hadn’t met Tom Holland and Y/n Y/l/n. Instead he’d met the zombified, undead and rougher frauds. Still you smiled as much as you could, wincing when you removed the glasses and the early morning sun pierced your restricted pupils. God it wasn’t your day. 
The guy didn’t seem to mind though, excitedly hurrying off onto the plane to settle in the rest of you - leaving just you and Tom outside on the tarmac. 
“Poor guy, we look like shit.” You murmured while taking a step closer to lean slightly into his side. 
“Speak for yourself love.’Tom snickered into the top of your head, after pulling you completely into his chest. This wasn’t normally allowed, your relationship still wasn’t public and both of you intended on keeping it private for as long as possible. But you were in an otherwise empty field in the middle of nowhere (somewhere in Georgia) before 8 am. It was actually quite nice to feel your boyfriends arms round you in the outside world, especially when you felt this shit. After a few moments you pulled away, arching back at Tom’s pouty face as you motioned it was time to get on the plane. 
“’S too late you know.” Your brows furrowed at his half formed sentence, facial expression only demanding him to explain more. “They all have already taken the good seats… Harry basically sprinted on so he can hog the bed thing.” In response it was your turn to pout, groaning as you fell back into his chest again. Yes, this was a complete first world issue, a private jet paid completely by your bosses was not something a lot would moan about. Truly you were grateful for everything you had in life, but with the worst hangover of your life when the opportunity of lying down for 6 hours instead of being stuck in a chair had manifested itself… well of course you felt robbed by your almost brother Harry. 
Chuckling at your reaction, he gave you an extra squeeze before leading the both of you up the stairs to the cabin. Sure enough Harry had completely and totally claimed the longer couch at the far end of the plane, lying on his stomach with his face hidden in the crook of his elbow. Rolling your eyes at the predictable situation, you didn’t miss Davey laughing at your sorry state - nmaking you throw daggers at him in your eyes. 
Davey was your second father, the relationship between the two of you far transcended any professional working one. Which is why the two of you acting like this was very much a norm and not rude at all. He had also got the next best seat in the corner with the most leg room which he clearly loved to show off. 
Unsurprisingly then you and Tom ended up squashed into the corner with your legs crumpled up together in the small space floor space. The brunette opposite you didn’t seem to mind so much but that was because he had an adaptational advantage. He could sleep anywhere and everywhere , whenever he wanted. On set if he was tired? Just take a ten minute power nap on the floor. Bored of a long car journey? Just conk out against the window. It absolutely infuriated you, as no matter how hard and how exhausted you were - it was rare you could get any further than a light doze. Even before the two go you got together, having a best mate that could skip all the boring bits and was immune to jet lag… you can see how that makes you want to punch him square in the face.
After a short safety talk from the pilot and flight attendant, the plane whirred into life and you were up in the air. Although in your current state, it would be reasonable to assume the beauty of flying had somewhat rubbed off - you were certain it never would. No matter how many flights you took across country ,and in fact continents, for work; you’d never get sick of watching the view below you. It was perfect and breathtaking and took your mind off the pounding in the back of your head for the first 20 minutes.
Until the need for sleep took over as either you need to be unconcious or you were going to vomit - which you really didn’t want to do at 40,000 feet in a tin box. Trying to rearrange your limbs to get comfier you accidentally knocked Tom’s leg rather forcefully, causing him to jump half out his seat, heavy eyes blinking quickly as he tried to get his baring as to what was attacking him - quickly answered by your guilty look. 
“You okay love?” His voice was slurred, sounding almost sleep drunk - but perhaps was just actually still a little drunk. You’d only headed to bead last night at 4 am and had to be up at 6 - which isnt very long for your poor kidneys to try and process the stupid amount of alcohol you’d both  happily been chugging the night before.
“Feel shitty and cant sleep.” You weren’t in the mood to white lie - honestly some sympathy from your beautiful boyfriend seemed like a dream at the moment. Tom’s idea was better though.
“C’mere then.” His arms outstretched, you immediately jumped into his lap - the two of you shifting about to get comfortable till you were sat side on to him, your bum and back leaning against the arm rest of the chair with your legs going over his thighs and pressing against the wall of the plane. Pulling you closer to his chest, Tom took a deep breath as he pressed his chin against the crown of your head; your face now nested into his chest. 
Nothing needed to be said as the two of you melted into each others bodies, the slow and deepening breathing enough to prove to each other you were both incredibly contented in that moment. More than that you felt safe- you’d admitted to Tom some weeks ago that you had never ever slept better than when he was beside you. Yeh it was cringey but sometimes that’s allowed right? 
… well not to Harry. Because as the plane was about to begin it’s descent, the pilot had tasked Harry (who had slept off the worst of the hangover and had spent the last 30 minutes of the flight scoffing at how adorable the two of you looked fast asleep together) - even after Rach had scalded him and had taken a photo of the two of you on her phone. 
Causing Harry to ,ever subtly, wake the two of you up by throwing his half empty water bottle over your heads. 
Safe to say, Harry very nearly didn’t leave that jet alive.
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fruitcoops · 4 years ago
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hey! idk if you've seen that cut video about how couples sleep together but i just cant stop thinking about the team doing it. It would be SO cute with your amazing writing :))
Thank you! I absolutely adore this video and I’ve watched it probably twenty times--each couple is just so cute! Quick disclaimer: while this may seem a little odd, since the Lions are basically celebrities, I think the channel wanted to do it to show the diversity of the team and emphasize love above everything else. Hope you enjoy!
“Hey, Lions!” Marlene says cheerfully, waving to the camera. She stands alone in the studio for once. “We have something a little different for you today. Four of the couples on the team agreed to let us record them sleeping for a night, which we’ve combined with short interviews from each of them. Hope you enjoy!”
The video cuts and a title card appears, reading Couple Number One: James and Lily Potter.
Their bedroom is moderately sized, with a crib at the foot of the bed and a fluffy red comforter that accents their walls. James is partially visible as he brushes his teeth, but Lily is fully in frame in her oversized t-shirt and flannel pajama pants while she climbs into bed with Harry in her arms.
“How long have you been together?” Marlene asks in a voiceover.
“We’ve been married for just over six months,” James’ voice says; on the screen, he walks out of the bathroom and tucks his legs up to kiss the tops of Lily and Harry’s heads. “But we dated for several years before that.”
“What time do you normally go to bed?”
“Maybe eight? Eight-thirty?” Lily says. Sure enough, the clock on their nightstand reads 8:07. “We stay up after the baby’s gone to sleep, though.”
“What story are we doing tonight, kiddo?” James asks, pressing a raspberry kiss to Harry’s belly until baby giggles fill the bedroom. “How about…Make Way For Ducklings?”
“Ducky!” Harry squeals, reaching for his glasses.
“Alright, baby love.” Lily smiles as she takes a book of the nightstand and opens it up.
“Would you say you sleep well?” Marlene asks.
“Oh, that’s a tough question,” James says—in the bedroom, he and Lily take turns reading pages to Harry as he sits between them and points to the ducks. “It’s better now that he can sleep through the night. I’d say we get a solid seven hours each night, maybe more.”
“I wake up pretty often because I worry,” Lily adds.
“Do either of you talk in your sleep?”
She laughs. “No, thankfully. Once we’re out, we’re out until morning.”
“What’s your body language like?”
“I’m cuddly,” James says with a light laugh. In the video, he wraps an arm around Lily’s shoulders and traces the picture book with one finger, kissing Harry’s chubby baby hand. “She likes to starfish.”
“We’re both big cuddlers,” Lily agrees. The video skips forward in time, showing Lily lowering Harry into his crib while James grabs his phone off the nightstand and squints at it.
They curl up together while the clock continues to tick, and an hour or so later they put their phones away and snuggle under the covers. The night goes on and, slowly, Lily begins to splay out on the mattress, her hair in every direction as James keeps one arm securely around her waist. During a brief pause, their snoring harmonizes.
Harry wakes up just past four with a sniffle and babbles for a moment until James stands up, taking him out of his crib and humming softly as he bounces him; Lily barely flinches. “Baba,” Harry mumbles while he holds on to the edge of James’ shirt. “Baba, baba, baba.”
“Shh, buddy.” James touches their forehead together before setting him back down in the crib. “Sweet dreams. I love you.”
Marlene’s voiceover comes on again as the sun rises outside their window. “What time do you usually wake up?”
“James gets up earlier than I do for practice,” Lily says. A soft alarm jingles on the nightstand and James clumsily turns it off, scrubbing at his eyes for a second before digging his glasses out of the nightstand and sitting up—he leans over to kiss Lily’s forehead before getting up for real.
“Around seven, seven-thirty usually,” James confirms. “I don’t actually know what time you get up most weekdays.”
“Oh, probably eight-thirty or nine? Once Harry’s up, I’m up.”
Marlene hums. “How important is your bedroom to you? What about your bed?”
“Both are so important.” James doesn’t hesitate. “Evenings and nights are the longest period of time we spend together because of my job.”
“It’s a very safe space,” Lily says. “Life is so hectic, but once we’re in bed we don’t have to go anywhere else.”
The bedroom disappears—Lily and James sit in chairs in the Lion Pride studio with Marlene across from them. “Thanks so much for joining us today, you guys!” she says with a smile. “I’m really looking forward to filming this video.”
 Couple Number Two: Kasey Winter and Natalie Darcy
Their bedroom is smaller than the Potters’ and painted light blue with large windows. Outside, night has fallen and the light of the city shines through their blinds as Kasey closes them; Natalie is already in bed, reading a paperback with her legs crossed on top of the blankets.
Kasey turns the light off and climbs in next to her, resting his head on her thigh as he dozes off and she continues to read by her bedside lamp. “Goodnight,” he murmurs. “I love you.”
“Love you, too.” Natalie smiles and runs her fingers through his hair.
“How long have you been together?” Marlene asks.
“We’ve been dating for four years now,” Kasey’s voice says. In their bedroom, the video speeds up until eleven thirty, when Natalie puts her book down and settles into Kasey’s arms.
“Do you go to bed early or late? It’s just the two of you, right?”
“Right. Kase likes going to bed before me because he has to get up earlier, but I’m a night owl.”
“Does that make it hard for you to sleep well?”
“Not at all,” Kasey says. “She sleeps like a log and I’m always careful not to wake her up on workdays. We like to sleep in on days off.”
Marlene hums in agreement. “Do either of you talk in your sleep?”
“Nope. I’m a light sleeper, so it’s nice that neither of us do it.”
The video continues through the night and sure enough, the only sound is their soft breathing; Natalie presses against Kasey’s chest with an arm over his shoulders. “What’s your body language like when you sleep? Are you cuddlers?”
“I love cuddles!” Kasey says with an almost-audible smile. Sure enough, he snuggles into Natalie with a soft sigh as the clock on their wall turns to 4 am.
“How many hours of sleep do you get every night?” Marlene asks.
They take a moment to think, and the sun begins to shine through their bedroom window. “Ten to six am is…about eight hours? I can get by on six, though.”
“I need a solid eight, eight and a half to function,” Natalie says. “Though sometimes I’ll get up and do something before going back to bed until nine.”
“How important is your bedroom to you?”
“That’s a good question.” Kasey hums in thought. “I value it a lot because it’s a place to be close to her, and that’s hard to get when we’re both so busy.”
“I agree.”
On screen, Kasey’s alarm begins to ring and he stretches, gently detaching Natalie’s hold and kissing her shoulder as he pulls the blankets up to her chin and slides out of bed. “Have a good day, baby,” she mumbles sleepily.
“Love you,” he whispers back as he brushes her hair out of her eyes.
The video cuts; Kasey and Natalie have taken James and Lily’s places. “Thanks for agreeing to do this, guys!” Marlene says.
“I’m looking forward to it.” Natalie says with a slight smile.
 Couple Number 3: Sirius Black and Remus Lupin
The third bedroom is cluttered and neat at the same time. Knickknacks line the dresser and various items are scattered on the nightstand, but the floor is clean and the dark blue bedspread is tidy as Remus reads against the headboard. On the other side of the room, Sirius stops midway through brushing his teeth to change into a sleep shirt and Remus laughs at his muffled grumbling.
“How long have you been together?” Marlene asks again in her voiceover.
“We’ve been dating for over a year now,” Remus says.
“What time do you go to bed?”
“Oh, maybe ten pm? Eleven?” Sirius guesses. “Whenever we’re tired.”
The clock reads ten forty-five as Sirius gets under the covers and wraps his arms around Remus’ torso, cuddling against his waist and leg while Remus strokes his hair. Ten minutes pass until he puts the book down and turns off the light before scooting back against Sirius’ chest to be the little spoon. “Love you,” he says quietly.
Sirius kisses behind his ear. “Je t’aime.”
“What’s your body language like when you sleep?” Marlene asks. “Cap, everyone knows about your famous cuddles.”
He snorts. “Usually we spoon, but sometimes it changes up.”
“We kind of have to spoon,” Remus laughs. “You’d wake up on the floor otherwise.”
“I would not!” Sirius protests. In the video, an hour has passed, and he unconsciously tries to roll over Remus, who reaches up and pushes his shoulder back without opening his eyes. He shifts a few more times before settling down.
“Do you talk in your sleep as well?” Marlene continues.
Remus sighs. “No, that would be me.”
“It’s cute and awful at the same time,” Sirius says. “On one hand, it wakes me up, but on the other, we have the best conversations.”
At 2:12 am, Remus scrunches his nose up in his sleep. “Hey. Hey.”
Sirius huffs and cracks an eye open. “Quoi?”
“Go away.”
There’s a pause and Sirius sits up, clearly still half-asleep. “Huh?”
“The cat’s in the garden, dumbass. That cat—the cat is in the garden.”
With a heavy sigh, Sirius gets under the covers again and wraps his arms around Remus. “Okay, mon coeur.”
“Blueberry milkshake.”
“That doesn’t exist.”
“Yes, it does.”
“No, it doesn’t.”
“Shut up, Pots, nobody asked you.” Remus says playfully, then hums and pulls Sirius closer. “Bonjour, honey. Je t’aime.”
In the voiceover, Marlene laughs. “What do you two talk about?”
“Oh, everything,” Sirius replies.
An hour and a half passes in fast motion on screen; they move around a little bit, but overall stay cuddled up and comfortable. “The tea. Honey, the tea. Tea’s burning.”
Sirius reaches over and puts his hand over Remus’ mouth gently. “Shhh.”
“Tea’s burning,” Remus repeats, though his voice is muffled until he bats Sirius’ hand away. “Hugs and kisses, hugs and kisses.”
“Hey, sweetheart, what’s the meaning of life?”
Remus is quiet for a beat. “Pun’kin pie.”
“Why do you talk in your sleep?”
“I love you.”
“How could we have done better in our last game?” Sirius is grinning now and rubbing slow circles over Remus’ back. “I was a little worried about our defense.”
“Hmm. Apples.” Remus turns over and nuzzles against Sirius. “See you later, alligator.”
Sirius shakes with suppressed laughter for a moment until the voiceover starts again. “What time do you wake up in the morning?” Marlene asks. “Practice starts pretty early.”
“Sirius wakes up earlier than I do, but we don’t get out of bed until seven-ish,” Remus says, sounding far more awake than he did in the video. “We try to aim for eight hours of sleep, but that doesn’t always happen.”
“How important is your bedroom?”
Sunlight streams through the cracks in the blinds at six am, lighting up Remus’ face on one side as Sirius starts to wake up. He pauses with a smile and runs his thumb along Remus’ cheek before kissing his forehead and settling onto his back.
“Our bedroom is really important,” Sirius answers. “It’s a safe space where there’s no pressure to do anything and we can just be ourselves.”
Remus smacks his alarm at six-thirty and starts sitting up, only for Sirius to wrap all four limbs around him and drag him back down for more cuddles; Remus laughs, but happily obliges. The camera cuts out just as they start getting out of bed half an hour later.
“Thanks for answering my questions,” Marlene says with a grin. “I gotta say, I’m looking forward to the sleep talking.”
“It’s so funny,” Sirius snickers.
Remus rolls his eyes, but he’s smiling. “Yeah, yeah, alright. Exploit me in my most vulnerable state, why don’t you?”
 Couple Number 4: Pascal and Celeste Dumais
“We have been married for fifteen years,” Dumo says as the video begins.
Celeste is already out cold in the bed while he tiptoes around their bedroom, sliding in next to her as quietly as possible; she smiles in her sleep and scoots over to lay her head on his shoulder. It’s clearly a comfortable place for them—the walls are a warm beige and a colorful quilt lays heavy across the sheets.
“Do you sleep well?”
“Sometimes,” Celeste says. “We sleep better now that the kids are older, but I wake up a lot in the middle of the night because I still worry about them.”
“How many hours of sleep do you think you get?”
“Oh, probably seven? I go to bed early, though.”
“I get a steady six to eight,” Dumo says.
“Do you sleepwalk or talk?”
Celeste laughs as Dumo groans. “He used to sleepwalk, but after the kids were born there wasn’t enough consistent sleep to do it anymore.”
In the dark of their bedroom, Dumo moves around quite a lot—he rolls onto his back, then his side, then curls around Celeste, then lays a little bit sideways before she quietly shushes him just past 3 am and puts her hand on his chest. He sighs and leans his head against hers with a drowsy half-smile.
“Do you cuddle?” Marlene asks.
“Sometimes,” Dumo says. “Though we’ve been together for so long that we don’t really have to. I always know where she is.”
“That’s adorable,” Marlene says at the same time Celeste makes a soft sound of affection. “What time do you wake up?”
There is one window in their bedroom, high on the western wall, that shows the slowly-lightening sky. When the clock strikes six, both of them stretch and roll onto their backs, though they stay close enough to share body heat as Dumo combs his fingers through Celeste’s long hair.
“Around six. It’s easier to get up early now that we’re older,” Dumo says. “Besides, the kids don’t get up until later, so we finally get some time to ourselves.”
“Bonjour, mon amour,” Celeste murmurs in the video with a sleepy smile, pressing kisses to Dumo’s cheek. “Hmm, je t’aime.”
“Je t’aime, ma jolie chérie.”
The video returns to the studio after that; Dumo and Celeste hold hands while they talk, and Marlene puts away her notecards with a smile. “Thank you for agreeing to do this, it means a lot. We tried to get a variety of different couples for this and I’m sure the video will turn out great.”
“Ne rien. Good luck with filming!”
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outrebanx · 5 years ago
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don’t feel (3)
JJ Maybank x female reader
Masterlist
Part one // Part two // — // Part four
Summary: JJ comes to check on you after the disastrous kegger, finding you doing chores in the early hours of the morning
Word count: 1.9k (shorter than the others as its more of a filler chapter)
Warnings: abuse, mentions of abuse, blood, swearing, (nothing else?)
——- I am in no way romanticising abuse if you have any issues with my writing pls message me
A/N: this isnt my best i’m sorry but reading through it i wasn’t sure where to change it, and because its acting as more of a filler it’s not hugely important anyway - but next part should be all fluff i hope so i’m looking forward to writing it :)) // as always feedback is appreciated
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“I can explain!” You exclaimed, hands out defensively as your parents stood up from your bed.
Both your mum and dad crossed their arms, the tapping of your mum’s foot being the only noice in the room for a few seconds, “Okay then young lady, explain.” Your mum said expectantly.
“I needed some fresh air, and I knew you were asleep downstairs mum,” you looked at the floor away from her piercing gaze, “so I didn’t want to wake you and left through my window I’m sorry.”
“You ‘went out for some air’ looking like that?” Your dad waved his hand at your outfit and ruined makeup, his eyebrows raised.
“I- um, was wearing this already and I was upset.” You knew your excuse was getting progressively worse, the lies you were telling getting harder and harder to believe, but you still wanted to try.
Without warning your mum’s hand connected with your face, “Don’t lie to us! We’re not stupid.”
You cupped your face in shock, trying to hold back the tears that were already threatening to spill out of your eyes. “I’m sorry, what can I do to make up for it?”
“Stop lying to us for one you little bitch.” Your dad spat at you, grabbing your wrist in an excruciatingly tight grip.
Your mum nodded her agreement, not even caring about the look of pain on your face as your dad began dragging you along towards the bathroom.
“Get cleaned up and then go and clean the pool.”
“But its the middle of the night-“
“You said you wanted some fresh air didn’t you? At leat you’re being helpful by doing this.” He shoved you into the bathroom, ignoring the way you tripped over your feet and fell, hitting the edge of the sink with your head on the way down.
The door slammed behind you, and just like that, the floodgates seemed to open for what felt like the fiftieth time that night. How do you have enough water left in your body for even more crying?
You lifted your hand up to where it had come into contact with the sink, pulling back when you felt a warm liquid, and even though your vision was blurry from the tears - it was obvious it was blood.
“Shit.” You reached for the sink, pulling yourself up from the floor so you could properly look into the mirror behind it.
Realising you had to fix this up before it got worse, you ran the tap, splashing some cold water on your face to get rid of some of the make up and combat the tears, and went into the cupboard searching for a clean piece of cloth to hold up against the wound.
Standing in front of the mirror, a small towel held up against the cut to stop the bleeding, you examined yourself and the only words that could describe you right now was ‘a fucking mess’.
After several minutes you removed the towel, happy to see that the bleeding had slowed almost completely, and so began clearing the rest of yourself up, starting with removing the make up stains across your whole face. Once you felt and looked less like someone who had been crying for the whole night, you quietly left the bathroom and changed into some leggings and an oversized sweatshirt. You didn’t want to go and do some chores at this time of night but you weren’t going to upset your parents again as they had almost gone easy on you tonight.
Heading downstairs you heard your parent’s bedroom door shut, one of them had probably been waiting to make sure you go outside.
You had never liked the shed where all the pool cleaning stuff was stored, it was something about the spiders that lived in there that had always freaked you out, scared one would fall on you if you moved something. Taking a few deep breaths to try and prepare yourself, you stepped into the small wooden building, sidestepping over a broken spade and grabbed the equipment you needed.
Your pool wasn’t huge like some on this street, but it was still big enough to be a pain in the ass to clean, you threw the equipment on the floor, grabbing a net to remove all the leaves and bugs that had fallen into the water and began the cleaning process.
It took about 10 minutes to remove all the debris, and as you turned your attention to brushing some dirt off the walls, you heard movement behind you. In most situations you would assume this was one of your parents, but for once without a doubt you knew it wasn’t them as you were facing the house and there had been no movement inside.
Your heart was racing, this was like some sort of crime show where you get murdered and left to bleed out in your pool - no you weren’t going to let your thoughts head down that road, it was probably a cat or something, yeah something harmless, you slowly began to convince yourself.
You began to turn around, the brush you were holding close to your chest ready for its debut as a weapon if needed, when your heart leapt out of your skin at the tall figure you were met with.
As you lifted the brush, ready to strike, you realised you knew the figure, his deep blue eyes staring at you, a small smirk playing at his lips.
“What the fuck!” You say, wary you can’t be any louder in case your parents hear, “Did you follow me home or something?”
He held up his hands in surrender, “I didn’t follow you home, but I might’ve asked someone where you lived.”
“That’s not any less creepy JJ if I’m being honest - why did you come to my house?”
“Well I was going to make sure you were okay and maybe play out a rom com situation where I talk to you at your window, but instead it seems to be one of the classic porn scenarios, not that I’m complaining.” He smirked at you.
You roll your eyes in disgust, “Get your head out the gutter. And as you can see I’m fine so please leave.”
“I hear you say fine, but it’s the early hours of the morning and you’re cleaning a pool, as well as some sort of head injury that I can feel by the way, so I’m going with you’re not fine.” He raises his eyebrows at you in question.
Fuck, you’d forgotten about that recent development, annoyed there was now someone you could never hide your pain from, for better or worse.
“I’m cleaning because after my disaster of a night, I couldn’t get to sleep so I thought this would help clear my mind, and its a small cut from where I fell in the bathroom and hit my head because I’m clumsy. That good enough for you?” You were almost proud of how easily you could lie to people, but in fairness you had fell in the bathroom so that one wasn’t exactly a lie, more of an omission of the whole truth.
JJ nodded to himself, “We’re gonna have to talk about it at some point.”
“Talk about what?” You asked, worried he might’ve not believed what you’d said and was making theories about your home life.
“The soulmate thing.”
“Oh,” you breathed out, “yeah probably, although there’s not much to say.”
He let out a small chuckle, “Well this is going to be harder than I thought, you’re not one for being emotional and open are you?”
“Not really no,” you couldn’t help but laugh a little at yourself, “but I understand we might need to get to know each other now.”
“Great.” He stepped towards you, smiling, “Should we start now?”
“We’ve already clarified I’m cleaning a pool, do you need your eyes checked or something?”
He raised his eyebrows at the way your words dripped with sarcasm, “I think my eyes are fine baby, I guess we’ll have to reschedule to tomorrow then.”
“I guess we do.” You respond, trying to ignore the way your stomach fluttered when he called you baby, especially because he was clearly trying to get a rise out of you.
“Alright, can you surf?”
“How will that help us to get to know each other?”
“You learn a lot surfing with someone, and it means we spend most of the day together - so can you surf?”
You consider telling him that you couldn’t, but you were actually pretty good and this could be an opportunity to show him up - and because he was your soulmate you really did want to get to know him, you were just too stubborn to admit it at the moment.
“Yeah I can blondie, hope you’re ready to be put to shame.” You laughed.
“Oh I cant wait,” he smiled at you, “I’ll meet you at the beach at ten?”
“Ten’s good for me, and hey maybe we’ll both actually sleep before then.”
“Alright,” he looked like he wanted to step closer to you but instead settled on a small wave, “I’ll see you then.”
He gave you one last smile before turning away and heading back out of your garden, and as you watched him leave and thought about your “date” tomorrow your heart quickened.
——
As JJ walked away from you he smiled to himself, he had never met someone like you - anyone he’d ever been with he either hadn’t got to know or they didn’t excite him in the way he wanted. The only person he’d ever considered to date was Kie as she knew some of the darkest things about him and stayed around and she joked around with him nicely, but he realised pretty quickly that she was better to have as a friend.
He’d only ever seen you a few times, and in the past week or so at that, but he was loving every minute he spent with you - your fiery attitude and sarcasm seemed to compliment his personality pretty well. And god when you laughed, he felt like there was nothing bad in the world and he wanted to do everything in his power to make you laugh, hopefully brightening your day and definitely making his day better.
There was one thing that he was worried about though, which was you seemed to be injured as often as he was, and you definitely weren’t going to be open about in the same way he hated talking about his dad. What if your family life wasn’t great either? If that was the case, it’d be hard for either of you to heal in the way you wanted with reminders of other people hurting someone you loved.
Loved. He couldn’t believe he was already thinking about that when he barely knew you and was terrified of love and the thought that people wouldn’t love him back. But he’d be an idiot if he let this opportunity pass him by self sabotaging the relationship.
So, with a slight spring in his step at the thought of your date tomorrow, he walked to the chateau, keeping the image of you laughing at the front of his mind.
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julesclues · 4 years ago
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too much to handle
warnings: mentions of cancer and death
pairings: jj maybank x reader
word count: 1.61k
summary: jj always helps you with your little sister, since your dad doesn’t care enough.
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you and your dad had always been close. that was, until your mom got cancer and passed away four months ago. your father blamed himself for her death, so he started using alcohol as a punishment. as early as nine in the morning, he would go find some bar that was open, and would drink his sorrows away. you hated it. who in their right mind wouldn’t? but because of this, you were left with your nine month old baby sister. so now, you had to take care of her, while also taking care of yourself and most of the times, your own father.
not having a job made taking care of you guys even harder to do. when jj and the other pouges found out about your mom passing, they all welcomed you with open arms. but you didn’t take any of their help. you didn’t want to be a burden to them, since you had your baby sister to take with you too. jj was the only one to not take no for an answer. so, hesitantly, you let him come over everyday and help you with the baby. whether he was bringing groceries, baby food, or food for you guys, it was a pleasure having him. sometimes he would even sleep over. having a crush on the boy didn’t help matters either. the day you found out about your mom passing away was when you knew you loved him more than a friend.
he grabbed you as you collapsed in his arms. sobbing, you wrapped your arms around him and sank to the floor. “why jj? why did she leave me?” you whispered to him as he stroked your hair. the other pouges just watched with tears in their eyes as jj sat on the floor of the wreck with you in his lap. “i know babygirl, i know.. i’m so sorry.” he kept repeating those phrases like a mantra. you looked up at him with tears in your eyes and when he moved your hair out of your face, your heart skipped a beat. oh no.. you thought in that moment.
so now, four months later, the boy would still come over and you would still feel your heart skip a beat whenever he would call you babygirl or princess.
“okay ellie, okay,” you say, patting your little sister’s back, trying to get her to stop crying. you looked at the time as it read 3:29am. your dad wasn’t home and you didn’t want to call jj but you were trying to get your sister to stop crying for an hour now. jj was much better at taking care of ellie than you were, but you weren’t complaining. hesitantly, you picked up the phone with your free hand and called jj. pressing the phone in between your shoulder and ear, he answered with a raspy voice. “hello?” he answers. you blush, loving the sound of his voice.
“hey jj, i’m– ellie please– i’m so sorry but i need you.”
his heart felt like it was going to beat out of his chest as he heard you say those last three words. “is everything okay?” he asks, putting you on speaker while slipping his shoes on. “i– um–“ you stutter, dropping the phone. “shit! jj, i dropped the phone! i’m not good at this. i cant be a mother. i need you please come over.”
in no less than ten minutes, jj was at your door. you ran to it and held it open for him. “hey,” he says softly, grabbing ellie from your arms. he looks at you and sees your face wet from tears. “hey hey, why are you crying princess?” he asks, using his free hand to wipe a tear. “w-what if she’s sick? jj i cant take care of her. i’m horrible at this. i cant even do this alone, how am i expected to be a mother in the future?” jj sits down on the couch and you follow him, looking at him as he calms ellie down. “y/n, you’re going to be the best mother in the world, okay? and i know that because look how worried you are now. your first thought was that she was sick. you were concerned. if that’s not an attribute of a great mother, then i don’t know what is.” you look at him and wipe your tears, as ellie’s crying turns into soft whimpers. “shit,” you chuckle breathlessly. “look at you, taking care of me and ellie. you’re going to be a great dad,” you say, looking up into his deep blue eyes.
he looks at you for a second too long, his eyes flickering to your lips, before looking down at ellie. “she’s good now,” he whispers, bringing her to her crib and then coming back to sit with you on the couch. “you okay babygirl?” he asks, bringing your hair behind your ear. you grab him and wrap your arms around him, earning a soft grunt from him. “thank you so much jj,” you say softly, as he instantly wraps his arms around you as well. “you never have to thank me for taking care of you girls,” he admits. “you guys are my favorite pouges.” you laugh, pushing away from him. you look down at the time and realize it’s almost four o’clock. “oh crap,” you sigh. “do you want to stay here?” you ask him, and his eyes light up. “definitely,” he smirks, and you hit his arm. “mind out of the gutter jj!”
laying down in your bed with him, you look to your left and see him looking up at your ceiling. you prop yourself on your elbows and glance at ellie, who was sleeping quietly. propping your head back on your pillow, you turn again to look at jj, but he’s already looking at you. “how do you do it?” you ask him, and he hums in confusion. “get her to stop crying. how do you do it?” he looks back up at the ceiling before looking back at you. “i always took care of myself, ever since i was a little boy. i guess i just have a knack for these things,” he chuckles sadly. “i’m sorry,” you whisper, rolling on your side to face him. “don’t be princess,” he says with a smile, rubbing your arm up and down. you get closer to him and rest your head on his chest. “you’re really warm,” you whisper, not wanting to wake up the baby. he chuckles, now rubbing your back. “and you’re cold.”
he looks down at you, realizing your eyes was closed. “y/n?” you hum in response. “your mom died four months ago.” your eyes shoot open and you look at him, gripping his shirt a bit. “thank you jj, i was unaware,” you say sarcastically. “i– no i mean that.. babygirl, it’s okay to feel sad. i know this is a lot for you. it’s okay to cry.” you grip his shirt a little tighter this time and he squeezes you. that’s when you breakdown. trying to be quiet, you cover your mouth with your hand. “it’s okay, you’re okay,” jj repeats. “it’s just too much to handle sometimes j,” you admit, looking up at him. “i know y/n, i know.” you push your head deeper into his chest, not wanting to wake up the baby. “if it wasn’t for you, i don’t know if i would even be where i am today. it’s so much jj, it’s too much.” he rubs circles on your back, which calms you down a bit. panting, you relsease his shirt a little bit. “just breathe babygirl, it’s okay.” calming down completely after ten minutes, you shove your face more into jj’s chest and close your eyes tight, feeling embarrassed that you let yourself get that vulnerable.
“shit, i’m sorry,” you apologize, and jj instantly seizes his actions on your back. “don’t apologize for feeling y/n. what you feel is what you feel.” you look up at him and bite your lip. “what?” he asks, and you feel your heart rapidly beating. “what i feel is what i feel, right?” you ask, and he nods.
“does that include what i feel for you?” you ask, hoping he was picking up what you were putting down. “w-what do you mean?” of course he wasn’t.
“i li-like you jj,” you stutter. “more than a friend. and please, god, please stop me if i’m ruining our friendship by saying this but i think i’m in love with you and i’m scared. you make me feel things other people don’t make me feel and i was confused at first but you take care of me and ellie and you always make sure i’m okay and please stop me because i–“
he instantly puts his finger on you chin and lifts your head to only be inches away from his. “i’m in love with you too princess.” and with that, he kisses you passionately. melting into the kiss, you breathe out and feel him smile a bit. pulling a from him, you both smile and pant a bit. “why did you push away, i was enjoying that,” he says with a smirk and a wink. “i hate you maybank,” you say with a smile. “are you sure? because it doesn’t seem like it.” this time, you’re the one smirking. “actually, i think i forgot. can we try again?” just as you go to kiss him again, ellie starts crying. “great,” jj laughs. he gets up and holds ellie, trying to get her to stop crying. “hey j?”
“yeah princess?”
“i love you.”
“and i love you.”
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hazard-queen · 4 years ago
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Hiii!!!! Request are still open right?. I loved the "they cant sleep" of idia leona malleus and azul!!. So you could do one of Vil kalim and riddle?. (I dont speak english very well so i hope you understund me)
Hello~♡
Requests are always open ^^
Don't worry about English, it's not my language either ^^
Take care of yourself and have a good day~♡
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Riddle rosehearts
• It was late at night and it should be so dark now but suddenly thunder began to hit the sky in a loud noise, you woke up scared from the sudden noises outside as you pulled covers over your face, and for extra happiness all lights went out...great!
• You looked for a candle to light since you don't have any magic to make any ligts around you and luckily you found one, you placed it on the nightstand as you reached for your favourite book to entertain you until lights come back.
• It has been an hour now and lights still didn't come back and it began to be boring, suddenly you heard some knocks on your door," (y/n) it's me, riddle" you hurried to open the door to see him standing in his night clothes which was totally something new for you to see, silence fall as you didn't actually know what to say at this situation and that's when riddle reads your mind and cleared his throat, " i came here to see if you can sleep well, there's a storm outside and-" before riddle could even finish his words thunder began to hit again lighting up the whole place.
• You were scared but what happened with riddle was the sight tho, shiver ran through his body as he jumped to your side, and as he realised what he did he quickly pulled away from you and his face turned ten shades of red, "ummm you sound good for me, i will leave now" riddle was about to leave when realisation hits you that it was him actually who was afraid from thunder (yeah yeah like ciel phantomhive).
• You held his hand before he leaves, " ummm can you stay with me till the storm ends?" You know well that it was him who wanted to say this, "oh sure then!" You went inside as you sat back holding your book, "so, is that your favourite book?" He peered at the book in your hand as he pulled some covers over him since it was too cold.
• " yeah, it really amazing wanna know what it's about?" As you spoke the candle blew off as the window opened by the strong wind, it made both you and riddle jump from your places, riddle closed it and went back, and unfortunately thunder didn't want to stop, riddle reached his hand and held yours and he was acutely squeezing it closing his eyes.
• You tangled your fingers with his trying to comfort him, and to avoid embarrassment you began to read out some lines from your book," it's really a good book!" Riddle spoke as he began to wipe his tired eyes, "yeah isn't it..." you felt a slight weight on your shoulder as riddle has fallen asleep in your shoulder, you smiled to him placing the book on the nightstand by you.
• You rested riddle's head on the pillow pulling covers over him, placing a pillow between you, you blew off the candle and went into a slumber.
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Kalim al-asim
• "Oi (y/n) wake up!!!" You were supposed to be asleep in your room that is also supposed to be closed or even locked from inside so no one could get in, yet you felt some soft pats on your shoulder, you totally ignored this thinking that you might be dreaming and didn't bother....but when you felt someone was shaking you in the dark that's of course not a normal thing.
• You jolted up from your bed as you felt existence of someone else in your room, then you felt a hand on your shoulder which drained blood from your whole body, "aaaaaahhhhhh!!!!" You screamed as you ran away from your place, it was so dark that you couldn't see who was actually standing, you ran to your bed and took a pillow and began to hit the person in front of you multiple times with that pillow, "aw aw aw (y/n) stop!" You heard the familiar voice and reached your hand to the nightstand opening the light to see kalim in fron of you.
• "That's you!!!" You sight in a relief rising your hand to your chest regaining your strength, "kalim, what are you doing here and the most important is how you got in here!?" He began to laugh before he began to tell you how he couldn't sleep and he went to jamil to help him but he just kicked him out of his room " i have enough from you in the morning and i don't want to see you in my dreams too!!!"
• "Ok that's a good story but i still didn't know why are you here?" You poured a cup of water and drink it, " w well....can you help me to sleep?" Your brain geers aren't working yet cause of what just happened and it was a long day beside it's 2 am right now, you thought to yourself before an idea came to your head, " how about i sing you a lullaby?" Kalim's eyes began to sparkle on hearing that, " oh really? They used to do the same thing for me when i was kid at home" kalim took a pillow into his embrace as you began singing.
• Once you finished you looked at kalim to see him sleeping peacefully, he looked like an innocent child, you reached your fingers to poke his cheek but he seems to be deep in sleep to notice that, you pulled the blanket over him placing a small kiss on his cheeks before you close lights and head to the sofa to continue your sleep.
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Vil schoenheit
• He did everything he does before going to bed, skin care routine, brushing his hair and reading some sort of books, he climbed on the bed and covered himslef with blanket, he was supposed to be asleep now but simply...he isn't.
• He switched each sides and fixed the pillow and took a deep breathe but still, he opened his eyes giving up, he just can't sleep and this is very dangerous for his fair skin won't take it's rest and relaxation which is a threaten to his beauty.
• He put his foot on the carpet and stood up, he decided to take a walk...he may needed some fresh air but of course he put on a silk robe and let his feet guide him to where to go until he found himself standing in front of your room, rising his hand to the door he was hesitant cause it's of course so late and you can't be awake in such late hour.
• He made some knocks on your door and it took you so very long to open the door only to greet him with your pyjama and messy hair and it semt you fell asleep the second you reached your room and forgot about skin care routine thing oh great....
• Vil gasped on seeing your looking as he never expected to see you like this, "(y/n)! Didn't i give you a daily routine to keep up with your beauty?" Vil crossed his arms to his chest angiry and all you could do is to wipe your sleepy tired eyes " sorry perfect, but....shouldn't i sleep well also to keep up with my beauty?"
• Actually vil didn't you whether you meant that he woke you up from your sleep or if by "sleeping" then you would be doing all the skin care job, "never mind I'm leaving" vil turned to leave when you held his arm, "why are you here at this late hour?"
• " i just couldn't sleep" you blinked to him several time before you yawned in front of his face, he looked at you in envy as how you seem like you can sleep while you're standing in front of him now, "well....can i help in something?"
• "Make me something warm to drink!" He almost pushed you and entered your room like if it was his as you stood there dumbfounded, you wanted to hit him with something on the face for waking you up in such an hour but also it was the first time vil asked you to help him with something.
• You handed him a cup of warm milk and honey and vil gave you the (what is this looking) , " i don't know if potatoes like you know how harmful this drink is at night or not but this definitely is! It can make me put on weight!!!!" Vil threw a party over you and how you are not keeping a healthy diet, " do you want to sleep or not?" You waited for him to finish his speech before you poped the question to him ignoring all what he said, "yes, but i won't drink this!!!" And with this he pointed to the cup in your hand.
• "Ok then i will drink it!!!" Rising the cup to your mouth vil snatched it, "only few sips" he took some sips from the warm drink and his eyes began to close, he rested his head to your lap as you began to wipe and pat on his head, his beautiful eyelids began to close slowly.
• "Can you stay like this for a while?" Vil said softly , on hearing your agreeing he muttered "thank you" as he closed his eyes and went into a deep slumber ....is that magic? Nope, it's the sedative you added to the milk so you can go back sleep soon!
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imgaybutactuallybi15 · 4 years ago
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Hi, I absolutely love your writing. A prompt if you want it: Hero is nursing Villain back to health who has been injured in a fight with another hero. Bonus if the Caretaker Hero is being protective and vengeful.
Oh abso-fucking-lutly. Also thanks so much for the compliment!
Hero sat by his bed, staring at the sleeping Villain. It had been a two hour surgery. The surgeons where gone, already payed off. “He’s heavily sadated. He should wake up fully in forty five minutes to an hour. He’s going to be in a lot of pain so give him these every 5 hours.” “What if it doesn't help? Can I give him more?” “No, no absolutely not. He cant have to much of this in his system at a time.”
Hero tried to remember everything that the surgeons had told him. Make sure he drinks a lot of water. Make sure you give him the right about of medication. Make sure you keep the knee raised. Make sure you start physical therapy in about five days. He’ll be in pain. He may be a bit delirous. He needs to get a lot of rest. He needs to take deep breaths because of his broken ribs. 
All of these thoughts and more where running through his mind when he heard movement from the bed. Villain groaned, just barely shifting.Hero got up from his seat next to Villain, laying a hand on his arm. “Hey it’s ok. You’re safe Villain.” Villain stopped shifting, taking painful breaths. “Please- please let me go.” Villain started crying, gasping fro breath because of it. “Hey- Villain it’s ok. Look at me you’re ok no ones going to hurt you.” Villain eventually seemed to realize that he was no longer being hurt, but he did not stop crying. 
Hot tears ran down his face, Hero caressing his face and wiping the tears away. “I didn’t do an-an-anything.” Villain cried out. “I know darling- I know. I believe you. Eveything’s going to be ok.” Villain’s breathing hitched, crying harder and harder from the rush of both pain and emotions. Hero talked to Villain for about ten minutes, finally calming them down. Villain’s breathing still hitched slightly and tears still ran down there face but they seemed to just be leaning into Hero’s touch. 
Villain’s eyes began to grow heavy, but he kept his eyes on Hero, finding comfort in just being near him. “m’ tired.” Villain said, using his last strength to keep his eyes on Hero. “I know baby. I know. Go to sleep ok. I’ll be here ok? You’re safe.” It was either Hero’s words or Villain’s lack of strength but Villain fell into a deep sleep. Hero stood over Villain for a few minutes, looking at the rise and fall of his chest. 
Hero had been feeling a sort of scared feeling for the last few hours, ever since he had found Villain crumpled in a broken heap on the ground to before he had woken up after surgery. But he no longer felt scared. He felt absolutely enraged. Villain had been doing better. He hadn’t been stealing, he hadn’t been making any trouble. And yet the other hero had beaten him up. He had hurt him for no reason. And Hero intended to get payback for it. He just needed to wait for Villain to be a little more coherent so he could know exactly what happened. And where he could find the other hero. 
Villain slept for about four hours, until the pain simply became to much. He woke up, jerking upwards slightly. Hero had dozed off in the seat next to him but woke up the second he heard Villain gasp. “Oh god. Fuck.” Villain said, his face contouring in pain. “What is it baby? What do you need?” Hero asked placing a hand in his hair. Villain panted in pain, his head spinning. “Hurts.” Villain said, breathing ragged. He started panaching trying to sit up and yelping in pain. “Woah, woah there baby. Lay back-” Villain yelled out in pain slightly, hovering above the hospital bed under him. “Listen to me, I said lay back darling it’ll help the pain.” Hero pressed Villain gently back onto the bed. 
It did help the pain in his ribs slightly. Hero walked over to the sink grabbing a cup of water and pill for Villain. “Here baby take this. It’ll help the pain I promise.” Villain took them and waited for them to help. And waited, and waited, and waited. But the wave of relief did not come. “Hero- I-” “What baby?” Hero asked. “I- I need another one.” Hero sighed, his eyebrows knitting in frustration. “I can’t. I’m sorry baby, I can give you another one in a few hours ok?” Hero made sure not to say that it was in fact five hours. 
Hero comforted Villain. Holding his hand and running his hand through his hair. He ended up holding Villain, kissing his temples and rubbing his shoulders slightly. This soothed Villain making him again fall into another few hours of restless sleep. Hero held him for a while, finally moving away to get a package of saline. He attached it to Villains IV careful not to wake him up. Looking at Villains small frame, scattered bruises littering it. Hero feeling a strong wave of anger, making him even more certain that hero would not be getting away with this. 
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shadowhuntertrash · 4 years ago
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I feel so bad but I cannot remember for the life of me who asked for the Gabrily family fluff because you either commented or asked me personally but I cant find it in my chats so sorry for not tagging you. </3
Cecily sighed as she walked through the door. It had been a busy day and she had spent most of it with her brother while they tried to figure out what was happening with the demon attack in broad daylight.
   Gabriel had been off with Gideon on some mission for the last four days, he was often going on missions and Cecily found it hard to keep up, while Alexander was with Lucie. Anna and Christopher were off somewhere with Matthew, Thomas, and James, so Cecily wasn’t expecting anyone to be home.
   She went to the kitchen getting some water before walking to the living room. She sighed as she looked at the mess, she hated cleaning, she always had, but with Christopher’s beakers and vials all over the place, she was constantly moving them away from Alexander’s reach. Anna came over often as well, always leaving something behind.
   She had been cleaning for about ten minutes before someone had their arms wrapped around her. Cecily squealed and turned quickly, knocking the person backward. Gabriel stumbled, catching himself right before he fell, eyebrows raised. “I thought you knew I was coming since you weren’t moving, turns out you just didn’t hear me.” He pretended to give her a scrutinizing look. “I would have to rate your response time as a six I’m afraid, while you got away you would have still died had I been a demon.”
   Cecily laughed, walking up to her husband and hugging him. She hadn’t realized how much she missed him and the toll it was taking on her to not have him here. Gabriel hugged her back, when she didn’t pull away he tightened his hold, his face moving back so he could see her face. “Are you alright, mi amor?” Cecily smiled up at her husband’s concerned face, “I am now.” She said quietly.
   Gabriel smiled and leaned down, his lips meeting Cecily’s. She felt him smile against her lips, a feeling she would never get used to. The front door banged open and Cecily broke away with a sigh, alas she would have to wait until tonight to spend one on one time with Gabriel.
   Cecily looked towards the door smiling at her children as Gabriel wrapped his arm affectionately around Cecily’s waist. Anna was holding little Alexander looking at them with fond eyes, she had been asking Cecily a lot of questions about love recently, making them ‘rhetorical’ but Cecily knew better and pretended to be unaware they were talking about Ariadne.
    Christopher was behind Anna, talking excitedly with his hands about something he was calling a ‘fire message’. Anna set Alexander carefully on the ground and he ran up to Cecily who bent down and scooped him into her arms in a smooth practice move.
   Gabriel walked over to Christopher and ruffled his already messy hair, Christopher turned his bright smile to Gabriel. “Father, have you talked to Uncle Gideon or Uncle Will today?” Gabriel shook his head watched Christopher with an amused smile. “They were on a mission and something happened to Uncle Gideon and they had mentioned how they wished they had something that could transfer messages instantly and I had a brilliant idea-” Gabriel held up a hand to stop Christopher, his previously amused expression now heavily concerned. 
   “Backtrack, what happened to Uncle Gideon?” Gabriel said, concern for his brother evident on his face. Cecily turned her icy blue eyes to Christopher’s lavender ones, her eyes equally concerned. 
   Christopher waved their concern off. “He’s fine, the demons had broken their steles but Sophie showed up just in time and healed them both.” Christopher’s eyes went bright again and Cecily watched Gabriel’s still concerned face. “I was thinking that there could be something I could make that makes instant messages possible! I was thinking of an idea and if it worked I could call it a fire message.” Anna put a hand up to stop him and Christopher peered questioningly at his sister.
   “If it has fire in it you can’t work on it by yourself. Either me, Thomas, or mother and father have to be there.” Cecily wondered as she watched Christopher open and close his mouth when Anna became such a mom to Christopher but she couldn’t find it in herself to mind if it meant she wasn’t always the bad guy when telling him that potentially dangerous thing needed oversight.
   Christopher just shrugged, turning to Anna to talk more about this ‘fire message’, and Gabriel turned to Cecily. “I have to go-” Cecily stiffened a little, disappointment flooding through her. He had only just gotten back from a four-day trip and as much as she knew he had to go check on his brother it still pulled at her heart for him to have to leave.
   Nevertheless, Cecily smiled at her husband, turning away before he looked too deep and discover it was fake. Gabriel walked over to her and kissed her on the forehead before doing the same to Anna and ruffling Christopher and Alexander’s heads. Cecily watched with sad eyes as he stepped through the door once again.
   Cecily bounced Alexander gently on her hip and turned to Anna. “I am going to put Alexander to bed, are you staying the night?” Anna watched Cecily’s face closely and nodded slowly before walking up to Cecily. “You look exhausted mother.” She said softly looking deep into Cecily’s blue eyes, Cecily always found it creepily comforting how similar her daughter’s eyes looked to her own and Will’s.
   Cecily waved off her concern, though she knew she was radiating exhaustion, and shook her head. “I’m quite alright Anna, you needn’t stay if that’s what you were worried about.” Anna didn’t seem to believe that but dropped the subject anyway before saying goodnight to Alexander. 
   “If it’s alright with you mother, I am going to kidnap Kit and take him back with me to my apartment.” She turned her eyes to her brother, a fond look on her face. “I’m afraid otherwise he would be awake all night and you needn’t worry about that tonight.” Cecily smiled gratefully at her daughter before kissing her cheek and walking over to do the same to Christopher who smiled at her, his lavender eyes standing out on his pale face.
   Anna and Christopher left about ten minutes later and Cecily finally made her way to Alexander’s room, the room next to her own, and set him down gently in his bed. She started humming softly, a welsh lullaby her mother had taught her that she had sung to all of her children.
   Alexander wasn’t tired yet so it took Cecily two hours to put him asleep. Cecily stumbled slightly as she walked out of the room, the brightness momentarily blinding her as her eyes attempted to adjust. It was almost midnight now and Cecily wanted nothing more than to go to sleep but when she got in bed it felt too cold and she knew it would be one of the nights where she would have to wait for Gabriel to be able to sleep.
   It took another two hours for Cecily to hear hooved feet in front of her house and she got up, tightening her robe around her nightgown as she walked into the main room. Gabriel was taking off his coat and hat, boots carefully sat beside the door. 
   He turned when he heard her bare feet pattering on the floor, a tired smile on his face. Cecily shivered, a draft chilling her to the point of goosebumps. “How are Gideon and Will?” Cecily asked quietly, trying desperately to not wake Alexander up.
   Gabriel rubbing his hands together, walking up to Cecily before wrapping his arms around her. Cecily buried her face in his shirt, the comfort of having her husband home momentarily overwhelming. Gabriel’s cheek rested on her head and she felt when he said, “Gideon’s alright, Will was barely scratched but Gideon had a large gash across his stomach, Sophie got there about five minutes later and just about lost her mind at Will.” Gabriel laughed lightly, a hand coming up to stoke Cecily’s ink-black hair. “I would have rather enjoyed seeing that if I’m quite honest.”
   Cecily laughed, but her heart wasn’t quite in it. She was tired and just wanted to be in bed, Gabriel’s arms around her, the safe feeling of being in his arms that she had been severely lacking recently.
   Gabriel pulled away and frowned. “Are you quite alright mi amor?” He asked softly, tucking a loose piece of hair behind her ear. Cecily closed her eyes and nodded slowly. “I’m just tired.” She said somewhat weakly, a tone she only ever used around Gabriel. 
   Warm hands found their way to the back of her knees and her waist and Cecily found herself being lifted off the ground. “Off to bed then.” Gabriel said simply as Cecily laughed softly, a genuine one this time. She laid her head against his chest and sighed deeply, she had missed him. 
   He carried her to their room before dropping her softly onto their bed. Cecily crawled under the covers and waited expectantly for Gabriel to climb in next to her, instead he turned around and started walking out of the room. Cecily shot up, “Don’t leave, please! Where are you going?” She asked desperately. Gabriel turned back to her with a slightly concerned expression. “Ceci, I’m not going anywhere. I’m just changing I’ll be right back.” 
   Cecily felt her face heat up and she looked down at the comforter before shifting so she was laying down again. “Right. Sorry.” She mumbled, Gabriel stared at her for a second before turning and going to change. It normally took Gabriel ten minutes to get ready for bed but he was back in their room in half that time.
   He crawled into bed next to her and wrapped a strong arm around her middle, gently pulling her body against his. Cecily sighed softly, comforted in a way only a spouse could. Gabriel intertwined their fingers, his thumb running soothing circles on the back of her hand.
   “Why are you afraid of me leaving?” He asked softly, pressing a light kiss to the back of her neck. Cecily closed her eyes, her hand tightening involuntarily around Gabriel’s as if to keep him in place. “I’m not.” She replied dubiously, Gabriel tightened his grip around her waist. “You are, why?” He asked, his mouth leaving sweet kisses over her shoulder. 
   Cecily sighed, embarrassed, and afraid to come off as clingy. She took pride in being the kind of wife who was confident in being left alone. She was still confident, she just missed him horribly when he was gone. “You’ve been gone a lot.” Cecily said quietly, Gabriel’s lips stilled on her shoulder before he pulled away, shifting so that he was half above her, one arm holding him up while the other went to push the hair out of her face.
   Gabriel frowned and Cecily felt instantaneously bad. “Not that that’s a bad thing. I know you have to fight demons and you’re really good obviously which is why they send you on overnight missions which is great Gabriel really, I’m so proud of you.” Cecily hesitated and Gabriel rested his chin on her shoulder, a sign for her to keep going. Cecily averted her eyes and looked at their intertwined fingers instead. 
   “It’s just hard I guess sometimes, having to watch the kids and help Will and Tessa and do patrols while finding someone to watch Alexander.” Her eyes flickered up to Gabriel’s again. “I’m not complaining though, I know what you do is important.” Cecily was about to continue rambling but Gabriel saved her from embarrassing herself further.
   He ran a calming hand through her hair, a troubled look on his face. “Cecily none of that is as important as you, or the kids.” He paused, the troubled look on his face shifting into guilt. “Ceci, I do wish you’d told me earlier, I didn’t realize.” 
   Cecily just shook her head, pulling the hand still holding hers around her waist so that he was holding her again. Gabriel happily obliged. “I’m quite alright Gabriel, don’t worry about it. You’re here now.” Gabriel huffed. “I should have been here the whole time, especially with Alexander.” He sighed and kissed her shoulder again. “No wonder you’re always exhausted by the angle Cecily.” 
   With a sigh and a shake of her head, Cecily turned her head so she could see Gabriel. “If you’re saying I look tired all the time, wow Gabriel thanks.” She said sarcastically, continuing before Gabriel got a chance to deny her words. “And two, as you said, I am exhausted and it would be greatly appreciated if we could finish this tomorrow.” Gabriel hesitated before nodding and shifting back so he was laying on the bed instead of hovering over her body.
   Cecily flipped to her other side so she could bury her face in Gabriel’s chest, his arm went around her tightly, drawing her body impossibly closer. Gabriel placed a soft kiss on her forehead and ran his fingers through her hair. Cecily sighed contentedly as her eyes finally shut, dreams not far off.
   The last thing she thought before sleep claimed her was how safe it felt back in her husband’s arms.
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