#i give a lil piece of my heart to everyone who liked the art. or whichever organ u prefer idk. kidneys off-limit

[kokolattx]

i am rabid i am frothing at the mouth, college is ending me but the semester is almost over!! the moment it ends im going to draw so much my hands will fall out!! also v happy here :] good vibes despite all the fictional murder going around

[karaokebearwithal]

Mutuals Mutuals Come one COME ALL!!!

Put your various sona's and appendages together for the unveiling of a lil' something I've been working on while being distracted from animating Dame Aylin's wings (Its long, hard, fun as all hell but the concentration required to do so seems physically impossible for a beast of my genus)

I drew all my moots tavs/pseudo-companions!!! It took a bit, but it was well worth it! Everyone's design is so unique and fun to figure out. (10 is a big number of moots)((which I am very grateful to have :3)) So without Further Ado!!! (there will be so much more Ado):

(page break cuz the images are 400x400 each but 10 times, I also go on for a bit about how much I like each Tav/pseudo-companion character) ((if anyone can give me tips on how to size pieces in a normal style digitally i'd be very grateful))

First of all is Sivvus the Fey Prince (he/him)! This elusive Eladrin Tav belongs to @thedomesticanthropologist! A gorgeous yet seemingly cold-hearted druid who tends to keep his cards close to his chest. Though if you want the challenge you can see for yourself if you can try and get close to him to see if Sivvus is as closed off as he seems to be. To be quite honest, Sivvus really grew on me. A very fancy Eladrin with a high society (fey society) upbringing ( with very good looking mood boards to match) and the like only for him to be thrust into the bg3 world with a worm to boot. He is charming! Also his backstory? <3 Defienetly go read it! 10/10 would draw the snob again :)

Second off we have Gum (He/They)! A Githyanki Cleric of Mystra. Being @piipaw's Tav you'd find this charming fruit lover trying to live a peaceful life after escaping from the creche that raised them. I like Gum a lot as the concept of a githyanki trying to find their own way in Faerun while also having no idea about any of the social customs is very gripping to me. I recommend greatly to check out the blog for Gum fics, fanart and a very cool moot . :)

Next is H'rayn of Verkos (she/her)! Now different from all the character's I drew, H'rayn is not a Tav! She's actually a pseudo-companion character with a lotta lore and history! She even has her own quest, party banter, approval and disapproval things. It's the whole deal!! @githkisser made an amazing post all about H'rayn . If you want a ton of indepth and fun info that's really really well documented, I cannot overstate how much you should it check out! I find myself going back to learn more about H'rayn as she really is as well thought out as in game companions! It's quite fun thinking up of ways tavs can interact with her and the art is mwah!!! very good indeed :3

4th! Tavern (Tav) the Bard! (they/them) This darling bard ran away from the circus.....from birth! Created by @avocado-writing, Tavern plays their way into your heart with their silly antics, warm heart and eldritch pocket dimension in their chest!

Tavern is a doll to doodle and I am amped to draw them even more in the future. The heterochromia and the inclusion of instruments does make them a fun challenge (i will draw instruments accuratley with these paws eventually). Go check them out!! :D

5th! Hvinidyr the Barbarian (he/him)! @star-bear-art (I just realised after all this we aren't actually mutuals. Which is funny since we kinda have the same name and theme with the bear thing XD) If you wanna see wonderous art of Hvinidyr as well as the other companions, go look right over here!

Winnie (Hvinidyr) has a lot of forms depending on the time period you wanna look at. The one I chose was the most recent with the large scar tissue all over the left (right? I'm horrible at directions, my paws don't make an L shape for me to tell). He was really fun to sketch out (and probably later colour in) and has a really unique design that I appreciate :)

6th Vierlin the Enchantment Wizard (and a lil' bit rouge)!!!(she/her) @sybaritick's Tav!!! Now!! This classic drow has a keen intrest in enchantment magic, teaching her crafts to nobles in Amn. After the whole tadpole fiasco, she also finds another use for her multitude of arcane skills. Most notabley depicted with a local wizard.

Now I won't get ahead of myself here but the fics that Sybaritick wrote about Vierlin are like....licking a warm pan of thickened maple syrup or a fancy meat meal with so much demi-glaze you're left smacking your lips for at least 20 mins after eating. Its indulgent. And I couldn't recommend it enough!! Read it!! (it took me a good 8 times to get the 'ie' part of Vierlin's name right, the letters look the same to me)

7th Fink the Spores Druid (they/them) belonging to @causticcontemplation! They're a pretty short Tav a 2.5ft and have a whole modern AU fic about them!!! You can read all about it here! (the pun name is amazing!)

I found it cool to use the fic to figure out how to colour them in, I ended up sending an anon ask instead and it helped great! Lovely Tav 10/10!

8th Korydass the Druid!! (She/her)!!! Conjured by @cfcreative, this seemingly non-emotive bronze dragonborn lights a spark in viewers as her tail and love for nature portrays otherwise. Art of Kory is many and also very good. Reading through her lore is fun watching her dynamics with the different origin characters change as she opens up to the party.

Now I do have slight bias, I like drawing Kory the most since her head shape is less humanoid. It's just so satifying, also her design is crazy awesome to work with so all around its great recommend I like her a lot :3

9th Asheera the Paladin (she/her) produced by @optiwashere.

To be quite honest I wouldn't even have a blog if it wasn't for Asheera's fics. They are EXCELLENT. If you want to go through a journey of a half orcs struggles, successes and gripping romance with Shadowheart, VAULT YOURSELF into Opti's A03 page and devour. You will have negative regrets about it just like I! Asheera is great I love her a lot I am the most normal about her.

(I'll keep it brief since this post is long enough to cross a river)

10th Quin the Bard (he/him) composed by @quinthebard (who'd have known?)

This darling plucky bard is the star of an ongoing comic that is very dynamic and very gripping. (My fave panel is this one). Despite being 100, Quin still maintains his joyful and kind nature when traveling with the tadpole gang.

Definetly one of the most friendlies Tavs out of all the ones i've drawn. (he was also the first i drew out of all of these!) He's a delight!! Go check him out! Thanks to all my moots for giving permission, having such great characters and being such lovely moots! <3 <3 <3

(Any pronouns or other changes that want be changed, feel free to DM about it. I love those! )

[bosskie]

OWI 30

Oddworld Inhabitants recently announced that it's its birthday, so it gave me some inspiration, especially when they are celebrating 'round years' (it's what I would say in Finnish). I couldn't take a better photo but you can see the main stuff, again... (I always need to edit these still.)

But yeah, Molluck is enjoying some cake and coffee 'n' cognac (or whatever the Oddworld version would be), maybe giving some for the Slig too but not the cigars. Yes, those 'candles' are cigars; what else you would expect from Molluck? I also redrew that concept art piece to present the history and 'the original Molluck', or how you would call that Molluck. Those balloons have a meaning too but I also drew them for fun.

I wasn't sure of which version of Molluck I draw, without scars or not I mean, but I drew my 'alternative Molluck'; I just love to see Molluck being happy! Oh, and yeah, the Slig's party hat has Mudokon Pops pattern. The photo lost the fine details, like I drew lil eyes on the Pops but whatever. I prefer drawing on paper but the con is that I don't have a proper way to digitalize my stuff...

Yeah, it's been some time since I posted, about three weeks. I felt so awful and thought that I should just end this all, everything... I have been still slowly working on one digital painting that only needs some refining. I can say that it's about naked Molluck on the beach, yet again... Man, I'm just so thirsty for that Gluk... But yeah, I have started to feel better slowly. Frankly, it was close that I took my blog down since I just felt so awful... Sometimes, I just feel like it's just a lie that I'm 'a talented/skilled artist' since all I see is just some crappy scribbles that probably no one wants to see... It's just what my ill mind tells me, that the truth is that I got no talent, everyone has just lied to me. I know that my mind lies to me and the actual problem is that I just keep feeling like nothing I create is good enough or even worth seeing.

This blog has become much more personal than I wanted but my issues are just way too severe... I can only feel like posting stuff like this, in a limited way. I just cannot often stand my own creations but I cannot really hate them, especially when they are about Molluck... It would feel like I did something awful to Molluck if I destroyed a Molluck piece I had made... I don't wanna hurt my precious Gluk, it would only make me just hate myself even more. I can admit that I can stand the best my newest Molluck sculpt since well... It's something 'useful' for me... Man, that Gluk just... Whoa... ❤️‍🔥 I just cannot hide my only desire... I don't even wanna since this whole blog was made for loving Molluck! You can think whatever about this; I'm just one odd man who wants this Gluk so badly...

I recently listened again some Molluck related stuff Lorne has said, and I noticed/understood better some stuff. It seems that Molluck had more plans for the RuptureFarms business, even darker stuff than butchering his Mudokon 'employees'. But it made me wonder again how sensible butchering the Muds even would have been because who is gonna do their work when they are dead? How much there even is Mudokon 'workers' and how fast new ones are born... Molluck's Mudokon Pops thing could make more sense if he replaced them by robots but is technology that advanced in Oddworld (those Greeters don't give me high expectations on this)... I feel like I'm just giving some 'bad ideas' for Molluck but that's why we could be a good team, or a pair, a couple... Just be ideal for each other! I just love this Gluk so much that I just feel like no matter what Molluck planned to do and was he successful or not, I would still love and support him. I cannot help myself, Molluck has just stolen my heart... He is just like the most adorable thing too!

Oh, and due to my own mental health issues, I'm still unsure of contacting OWI... Like, related to that Soulstorm tattoo competition and just letting them know about this, how much Oddworld means to me. I see that they really wish to see fan art but... Right now, I just feel like crying when thinking about this. I just need some time still. My mind just keeps telling me how crappy my stuff is, so there's nothing worth seeing...

Man, I started to feel worse after just thinking about my creations... I wish that it wasn't like this but my mind is just not okay... I'm still trying and I even made a significant investment for my creativity since I have bought a custom workstation PC for myself. I don't have it yet but it's many times more powerful than my current computers (Blender doesn't run smooth on them, for example)... I just felt like I really need to buy such a computer that I can really start creating proper stuff, use all the possible programs I need and so on. My current desktop PC is actually falling apart and I haven't been using it this whole year, just my main laptop. Man, I'm excited about the new PC but I also hope that it will make me work harder on my projects, learning and so on. Yeah, like, I really wanna make my own Molluck animations that look like the Soulstorm cutscenes, the stuff I wish OWI did but of course, the only profit I get is stuff to my portfolio (it's empty right now, I feel like I have nothing to put there if I had to make one now; I just feel this unskilled...).

But yeah, even I can feel like all my creations are some unskilled scribbles, I'm still trying to believe in myself. I really wish to be able to do stuff like OWI does, from concept art to animations, and so on. Yeah, I really admire the talent/skill level that's behind OWI's stuff. I don't feel like I'll ever be able to do anything like that but I'm still trying.

I still feel sorry but I'm thankful for being tolerated here.

[risingsouls]

[I keep using Twi.light Prin.cess Gan...I guess because the situation and everything is giving me his overall vibe...even though I'm still not sure what he would look like at this point. And it's not like I could art any ideas anyway but.

To give some loose background on what I'm cooking for a potential story for him in this crossover AU, here's a messy post under the cut because it's a lil long:

So basically, Ganondorf survived the destruction of Hyrule (which, as I think most people here know, I made its own planet for ease of crossover shenanigans). Before that, at around the time he would have been trying to snag the Triforce, Frieza's forces come across Hyrule and the Gerudo and, since they're a formidable warrior race with a bit of A Problem, Frieza offers them a deal: he (read: his soldiers) teach Ganondorf and the Gerudo how to harness ki to deal with Hyrule being shitty to them and take it over in exchange for basically swearing fealty to him. It would be a situation like the Saiyans are in sort of save for the fact that the Gerudo stay planetside instead of going out and conquering: the Gerudo rule the planet in Frieza's stead, but it and everything and everyone on it belong to him. He also tacks on taking Nabooru as part of this deal which is how she ends up on the Frieza Force with The OG Squad.

With ki at their disposal, the Gerudo are easily able to deal with Hyrule and take over, thus ending their problems with their neighbors hating them and, basically, wishing they would just die out. Over the years, Ganondorf and the Gerudo have everything they need and then some. They're no longer forced to resort to thievery to survive. Hyrule is theirs...or mostly theirs.

But, of course, that doesn't sit well with Ganondorf. From the moment he cemented the deal with Frieza, the Gerudo king knew he would try to overthrow him. It was inevitable; no one rules him and he was not satisfied serving another. Hyrule should belong to him and his people, no one else.

This dissatisfaction and ambition drove him to continue his search for the Triforce, a far easier task when no one could stand up to him and his armies. Soon enough, he is successful in invading the Sacred Realm. The lack of balance in his heart transforms the Sacred Realm into a land of darkness and chaos and, much to his chagrin, the Triforce shatters when he touches it. Only the Triforce of Power remains in his possession.

Eventually, through his soldiers who are likely stationed on the planet, Frieza catches wind of the Triforce stuff (and probably either surmises Ganondorf is trying to use it against him OR outright finds out that's the case because…well it is) and that pisses him off so, despite their deal and Nabooru holding up her end of the bargain and Ganondorf not really doing anything treacherous yet, Frieza destroys the planet.

Thanks to the Triforce of Power (as well as probably a combination of his own, innate abilities in ki and magic as well as potentially the Demise connection if I decide to play with that or perhaps using the Sacred Realm somehow to pop in and then gets spat back out, Ganondorf survives the destruction of the planet and ends up on a new one. (I also really want to play with my idea of the planet's destruction causing the Sacred Realm to "leak" into the universe with like…native creatures on different planets evolving into amalgamations of half Hyrule monsters but that's a WIP idea).

As far as what he's been up to, he's certainly made this planet his own. Took it over by force if need be, filled it with monsters, and has been seething over the destruction of his planet and people. Trying to find a way off the planet. Plotting to somehow figure out what happened to the other pieces of the Triforce so he can bring his planet and people back. Find a way back to the Sacred Realm to find answers. Anything but wasting away on some strange, wild planet basically alone (I kind of want to go with the idea that the planet he finds himself on is "uninhabited" and maybe hostile; kind of like Vampa in that regard. Be a good parallel to freeing himself from the trap of the desert only to find himself back in a similar situation again...only this time, it's completely alone). The man is angry and wants nothing more than to revive his people and find out who destroyed them in the first place so he can take revenge.]

[asordinaryppl]

A3! Main Story: Part 4 - Act 16: Crossing Paths - Episode 28: Father's Feelings

this episode references the luminous circus! you can find a video translation of it by maybelle lace on youtube!

Homare: …

Librarian: Arisugawa-san, the illustrations will be projected from over here—

Homare: Yes. I understand.

Librarian: These illustrations are lovely.

Homare: I had a friend’s assistance.

[Flashback starts]

Kazunari: Aririn, this is so neat~! The contrast between the illustrations and the text is wowzers! 

Homare: The problem is, unlike with the text, I just can’t quite get the illustrations to match the atmosphere.

Kazunari: Hm~ If I were to try to match them, I’d probably do something like this. This part right here needs a bit of a lil special something.

Homare: Oh, that is good.

Kazunari: Aririn Papi’s illustrations are nice and gentle~ I love these kinda illustrations!

Homare: … Kazunari-kun, could I have you draw the illustrations for my dramatic reading?

Homare: I would like to formally commission you.

Kazunari: Woah~ You don’t have to commission me, I can do this for—

Kazunari: Ah, I see, the value of each painting and poem is decided by each and every individual who sees or hears it, right?

Homare: Yes. That is precisely it. I am asking you exactly because I believe your art is worthy of accompanying my piece.

Kazunari: This dramatic reading must be real important to you, Aririn.

Kazunari: Okies~ I’m accepting the job! I’ll make it extra pretty for Aririn Papi too. You just leave it to me!

Homare: I will be counting on you.

[Flashback ends]

Homare: (Please watch me, Father… This is my challenge.)

Librarian: Arisugawa-san, it’s almost time.

Homare: Yes.

Child A: Are we starting~?

Child B: He won’t come if we’re not quiet.

Homare: “Ahem! Hold your tongues, please!”

Child C: Ah, there he is!

Homare: “By the way, to hold your tongue means to keep quiet. I wouldn’t want you guys to be shoving your hands in those big mouths of yours.”

Homare: “And how big your mouths are! Perhaps I could fit a few of myself in there? Maybe 3, or 4 little mes, or maybe…”

Child A: 10 of you!

Child B: 200!

Child C: That’s too many!

Homare: “Regardless, let us continue.”

-

Homare: “And so, the owl’s words transcended time and space and remained in everyone’s hearts forevermore.”

Homare: “The end.”

[Applause]

-

[Door opening]

Homare: I have returned.

Homare’s grandmother: Welcome back.

Homare’s mother: How did the dramatic reading go?

Homare: I managed to put a smile on the children’s faces.

Homare’s mother: Oh? That’s the most important part of all.

Homare: I started this because of your encouragement, but I must say, it was quite the hurdle to complete.

Homare: I can express my feelings as much as I desire, but it was not as easy to imagine Father’s emotions.

Homare: However, as I progressed with the picture book, I gradually began to feel as though I was conversing with the depths of Father’s heart.

Homare: I have realized that my silent father’s feelings were all hidden in the words he did not say aloud.

Homare: It is not necessary to put everything you feel into words… It seems I have learned something important; as a poet, an actor, and someone who often works with words.

Homare’s mother: I’m glad to hear that.

Homare: I believe I have also more or less understood why Father decided not to use his real name in this book.

Homare: Perhaps, rather than his name, what he wanted this book to be remembered for was the feelings he hid within it.

Homare: I feel that by taking my time to examine it, I have properly inherited Father’s feelings.

Homare: Thank you very much for giving me this precious opportunity.

Homare’s mother: For you to say such a thing… I’m certain your father is proud of you as well.

Homare’s grandmother: I would like to hear your dramatic reading. Would you perform it for me?

Homare: Of course.

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[doverstar]

Usually I'm not one to comment on fics I read but- you said you liked reading opinions, and I have many thoughts about it in my head right now |･･๑)

I discovered LAR from a fanart here on tumblr few days ago- I must say the idea of Rose and Eleven never crossed my mind before, and this fic opened that window in my head XD

I got to reading it then and have been reading it all through the few bits of free time I've had, past few days. I reached and finished chapter 11 yesterday, and god. I'm in love with all of it

I want to start by saying your characterization of all the characters is marvellous. Rose with Jackie and Pete at the mansion, Rory and Amy living in the apartment with Will. You make all of it feel very familiar and lovely, very domestic in their own flavour— and I love domestic. There's also the way the narrator voice plays along with that, with the characters and their own dynamics. It kept feeling like Jackie's very own characteristic voice pitch was there written in those words, or the way Amy's scot-ness fills the room, and also how Will's frequent awkwardness dripped through the sentences and pauses themselves. It felt like everything was a tad bit funnier whenever Rory was present, a feeling I also got from the show, and I am immeasurably happy to see that essence expressed so well again 🤲

Secondly. Will. You made him so easy to love I can almost miss him already— and I admittedly can't stop thinking about the people he knew in this universe that will miss him too :(. I seemingly fell in love with him very early on and ended up sympathising with him quite a bit. He is truly just a little bean, and I'm still not recovering from the confusion and pain he had to go through there in the last few chapters (amazingly written, made my heart crumble a lil.)

And then- the way it's empathised all of the carrying on Rose had to do since the Doctor left her here, all of the mental backflips she's been going through, and all of the carrying on she continues to do, even with Will, even with all of it. But, the way she looks at him now that she knows (it was worth it, perhaps), and how she realizes how much new information she's gonna have to take in of him— and vice versa. Honorary mention to his "Your hair is different. Is it longer?", because it still does make me smile xD

My friend has been listening to me ramble about this almost nonstop, our DMs are filled with screenshots and quotes (and keysmashes as frantic screaming from me, very frequently). Even I am surprised at the amount of things I've annotated and all the quotes I've written down. Seriously, it's delightful.

Thank you immensely for bringing this story to us 🤍

The way a slow smile just came right up on my face and kept getting bigger until my eyes hurt, reading this -

That fanart you're talking about is by @milkbanjo and everyone should follow that account and applaud all of @milkbanjo's art! Not just LAR-related pieces. Because it's so good and I love it and I will be watching for more. I'm so pleased you decided to Ask me and tell me all of this! I would encourage you to comment whenever you like something you're reading; it's such an inspiration and this made my day to read. I was going for a domestic feel without making it an intentionally-domestic fanfic, so I'm relieved you can feel the domesticity. I tried to give it the same sensation watching any scene on Earth in RTD's era (specifically scenes with Jackie Tyler herself in them) of the show gave me. There's something in all the low-budget, early-2000's of it that is really comforting to me. I wanted to try to put in the same comfort without making it that well-loved "oh and now they're cooking together and don't you feel cozy?" contrivance. (No shame in that, just not the point of my story! Didn't want to drown it in that warm milk. Too much warm milk makes me nauseous.) They're just people living lives, I wanted to show that in between the adventure scenes. Doctor Who really needs that sometimes! In my Nobody opinion.

I too think everything is funnier when Rory is in the room! I too find Amy the sort of personality to fill a space. And you just have no idea how much I loved writing for Will. I almost neglected the other characters in favor of the human version of the eleventh incarnation of that man. I have so much insane (new this year?) affection for Eleven. I hope it wasn't too obvious that I think he's the sweetest and want to hug him (I have actually met Matt Smith and got to hug him and let me tell you, he gives good hugs! but I admit Peter Capaldi's hug was even better-). Will is the second-closest I've gotten to hugging the eleventh. What a doll. I could go on about Eleven but I will cap the gushing by saying he is the Doctor every quiz has ever said I would get along with best and I scoffed at that till this past year, oh how time and age changes our taste buds - Your thoughts on Rose and her perspective in my fic and your enjoyment of the Doctor's "your hair is different" line makes me grin ever wider. You get it! *big sigh of relief* I love that you and your friend get to enjoy it like that! Would be interested to know which quotes you favor most, but this comment alone is more than enough for me to draw upon when in need of motivation; thank you for it! You are so welcome, and thank you for taking the time to read what I wrote and let me know what you thought. <3

[veryconfusedunlabeledguy]

Talk Hockey to Me

(a game of tags)

i was tagged by @starscelly tysm king i give you a respectable high five

1. The thing that got you hooked on hockey

the second game i went to! the first one was good for sure (we got the fun lil borgy and matty christmas tree video during one of the breaks) but the second one!! i actually looked into stuff and it was everything ig you’d want from a game? my team won, we had some fun lil fights idk.. and then afterwards i stumbled upon rpf which. game changer lowkey (i read several fics having no idea what any of the people i was reading about looked like which was fun but we figured it out)

2. Your first ever fandom friend

i think probably cel tbf? and i have an irl friend who’s into hockey but i think there’s a strong chance they’re more normal about it than i am

3. The jersey you would most like to own

oooof tough question. either a stars jersey or a devils jersey i think. i’m hesitant to get one that’s a specific player’s bc i don’t want to have one for a team that they get traded from (looks pointedly at my several month-old un-customized kraken jersey) the ever changing world of sportssss

4. YOUR player (you only get ONE so choose wisely)

i am not choosing. you cannot make me. (it changes too often)

5. A pairing that deserves more fic

rn my answer is cyork/tfoerster but a week ago my answer was probably 2339 and two weeks ago my answer was probably 1053 and before that it was probably 2072 and before that it was probably scasey/gbrindley and before that it was probably nmoyle/nblankenburg and before that… (i’m stopping now but i could go on)

6. Your favorite on ice moment

oh gosh… i don’t really think i have a particular answer! i’m a cellies girlie who enjoys when the little men hit each other so. if any of my blorbos have ever done any of that sort of thing that can be my favorite (yes this a very general answer no i don’t care) actually maybe slaf’s first goal celly that wasn’t a celly so much as it was him cursing at zach brown ((?)i think that was who it was)

~link someone else’s art/fic/etc that you love and think everyone should check out~

i have yet to figure out how to link things so instead i will give you names and authors and you will take them. okay? okay.

still burnt from kissing your face by teethtilt (1053 fic with THE most delectable descriptions… i have never been more engaged by snow cones and swelteringly warm days)

tumblr user @/starscelly’s band au. (special shout-out to his one piece where wyatt is sat at a merch stand with the best body language you’ve ever seen)

on the banks of kettle creek by honeydripping (tknp fic that is soooo yummy. the way the author describes smells? ooof you don’t even know)

two thousand miles away, but i can see you by lovethygoalie (kraken magic fic that is very fun. gobbling up the way the author writes dynamics)

after hours by kerfluffle (cam/tyson fic that is very yay. if there is next to nothing in their tag at least we have the works of kerfluffle who is fantastic)

cool summers by counthestars (rule63 umich fic that has my heart. it literally feels like summer in my brain and i’m obsessed)

any xhekuraj fic by novembrs (loveee their trans arber fics never not thinking about them)

this was probably too many and i could go on! but it’s my response to an ask game and i do what i want

~link something you made and are proud of/want people to see~

again drk how to link things but my art tag is ‘me and my knack of making people look ~almost~ right’ or something like that and i also like my dream tag (vcug’s hockey dreams) just bc it’s fun. not really proud of it i just enjoy how my subconscious produces absolute bullshit

tagging @spiceberrie but no pressure if you don’t want to do this!

[fullscoreshenanigans]

#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I DID VOTE FOR RAYATO!!! I WANTED RAYSHE!!! I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID!!! x #😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 #anyway Rayshe ;_; (via @officersnickers)

It's okay Snickers I understand; subconsciously posting what's truly in your heart,,, If it gets super close I can tweak the percentages for the final results pic.

#RAYDON RAYDON RAYDON[SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUSTS (via @goldiipond)

#also rachel putting gildayshe in the same poll when she knows i can only choose one. evil

>:3cc (all the changes staff adds and they can't give us ranked voting)

#i dont actively seek out shipping stuff besides raydon n gildayshe [i give a thumbs up with a thousand-yard stare] howaever #some of these im kinda surprised are considered rarepairs? gildemma n violemma especially but also i rarely see them outside tublr so. ough #ican also see why they would be considered rare given how a vast majority of shipping stuff is centered on main trio dynamics so. shrug!

Initially I had Ayshemma, Gilday, Norilda, and other rarer ones, but then I saw how Ayshemma did on this poll, debated how stiff I wanted projected competition to be, and ultimately opted for more common rare ones because those are the ones I was more curious about. Maybe the next poll can be rarer rare pairs lol

#anywayay tangent im also a huge fan of olizack n ive seen like one piece for cherry bomb ever but i am obsessed w them. i <3 girls who kill x #also i haven't met my yelling abt raydon quota yet god the progression of their relationship makes me wana cry!! my autism is fatal i fear

Upping that total to three or four with shoutouts to @lizardshands (x, x) and @ nekokat42 (x) with their bomb Cherry Bomb art.

#VIORAY VIORAY VIORAY #THERE ARE DOZENS OF US DOZENS #walk with me friends #my vision is one that is informed by being adjacent to the emo and pop punk scene in 2008 and also the fact that i know I’m right #(taking your hands) she looks a lil bit like Norman and is tough and brave like Emma but has a bad fucking attitude and never knew Isabella #this is my personal opinion but i kind of really prefer Ray with someone who isn’t from Grace Field for Isabella reasons #they both care a hell of a lot more than they let on and like to poke fun and tease (deep breath) and on the hunt for cuvitidala! #that was a long time! also he guided her and all the other GP kids back to the bunker i know they became friends p quickly #I am delusional but i am free (via @emmaspolaroid)

I want everyone to know at the time of writing these tags this woman had not posted a single one of her Vioray pics on this webbed site when she was the one who opened me up to its potential. The gall. /lh (It has since been corrected.)

Using the metrics of "not currently listed in the top ten relationships on AO3" and "I've seen at least one piece of fanart of it out in the wild."

[amazingmaeve]

Spencer Reid fic Recs iii!

even MORE fics I read! also go give each and everyone one of these a like and a comment because they DESERVE the love and praise. also don’t forget to check out the authors since they take time out of their days to write these beautiful pieces of work!

an inconvenient affection ➵ @differentkettleoffishalltogether

summary ➵ When a couples’ therapist is suspected of murdering his own patients, Y/N and Spencer must go undercover as a feuding married couple to draw him out.

just my type ➵ @reidgraygubler

summary ➵ Reader sleeps with a man she met at the bar. The next day she finds out that man was her new professor, Spencer Reid...

teaching opportunity ➵ @reidgraygubler

summary ➵ Spencer teaches reader something to keep herself busy for when he’s out of town.

little bit clingy ➵ @reidgraygubler

summary ➵ reader is a little clingy after spencer comes home after a long and rough case

dream of some epiphany ➵ @writer-in-theory

summary ➵ after his wife maeve died, spencer was sure he'd never recover. at least he had the knowledge that she'd been an organ donor, that even in her final moments she'd given to others what she and spencer could never have—another chance. a year later, the team coaxes spencer back out of his grief. he finds his relief in a local artist who seems to capture his emotions perfectly in her art. little did he know that there was a reason his heart was drawn to hers.

pretty princess ➵ @gubler-me-up 

summary ➵ heyyy ok so so, i love LOVE being treated like a whore and such but can you do one where he treats us like "his princess"🙃

home ➵ @cloudybarnes

summary ➵ bau agent!reader and spencer have a long night of paperwork after a difficult case. spencer doesn't want his girlfriend to suffer through the repercussions of his mistakes, but she's not one to leave her loved ones behind

no holds barred ➵ @gubler-me-up

summary ➵ MGG (or Spencer Reid if this is too intense) x female reader (she’s relatively inexperienced but down for anything) with super degrading oral (male receiving), spitting, cockwarming (that the reader initiates to torture him a lil) and then sex after?? If you can’t I completely understand; I would love anything you do tbh. Tysm!

all that matters ➵ @reidsmilf

summary ➵ you and spencer have been dating and the team slowly starts to find out.

soulmates, myths, philosophers and invisible strings ➵ @leahblackk

summary ➵ Dr. Reid is a very loved professor in the college he teaches at, when he’s not working on the BAU. There’s also another person who is very loved in said college and that’s Miss Y/L also known as Spencer’s female version. The students thought they were soulmates so… why don’t tell pull the strings that were already attached?

be my date ➵ @shemarmooresfedora

summary ➵ One second, you’re ordering coffee, the next you’re pretending to be some handsome stranger’s girlfriend on the street.

hallo-ween ➵ @boldlyvoid

summary ➵ Reader has had a crush on him for the last 9 weeks of her semester, but on Halloween night she finally has the courage to walk up to him at the local bar and offer to go home with him

teenage dreams ➵ @reidslibrarybook

summary ➵ You were the right person, but he loved you at the wrong time. Before he let you go, he left a door open for the both of you to reopen what you had with each other, a chance to rekindle your love. The question is whether either of you would take it.

kick start my heart ➵ @boldlyvoid 

summary ➵ after his encounter with the LDSK, Spencer finds out someone in the office has a crush on him

being neighborly ➵ @boldlyvoid

summary ➵ reader is Spencers neighbour and she can hear him masturbating every night that he's home how do you have her deal with that?

Ferris wheel love ➵ @reidslibrarybook

summary ➵ Spencer’s first date with you at the county fair leads to something unexpected happening when you reach the top of the ferris wheel… something you didn’t think Spencer had the gall to engage in.

high stakes ➵ @gubler-me-up

summary ➵ reader works in the bau and she figures something out that helps catch the unsub. Spencer says ’good girl’ without really thinking about it bc he’s in such a hurry. He does notice that reader is bit flustered. After that reader can’t stop thinking about it and the ~tension~ at work is just ✨✨ Spencer keeps teasing reader at work because he notices she’s affected by it. She flirts back at him by saying ’yes sir’ and calling him doctor. They end up fucking at work

gods plan ➵ @gubler-me-up

summary ➵ Spencer and Reader are placed in an undercover case gone awry which forces the both of them to admit their feelings for the other after their near-death experiences. My take on Minimal Loss, 4x3, with reader replacing Emily.

ours ➵ @mggswhorificlover 

summary ➵ spencer breaks things off just before you tell him important news, only to run into you months later to find that you're in danger from an unsub.

Old Wives' Tales and Ice Cream Sandwiches ➵ @radiant-reid

summary ➵ Craving dessert in the middle of the night, Spencer wakes and the soon-to-be parents place a bet on whether they'll be having a boy or a girl

Sherlock Holmes Titles and The Name Game ➵ @radiant-reid 

summary ➵ A part two of Old Wives' Tales and Ice Cream Sandwiches where the Reid family expands

me or her ➵ @shemarmooresfedora 

summary ➵ Spencer tries to correct his wrong decision.

envy ➵ @kahootlobbymusic

summary ➵ When a new Agent joins the team, Reader can’t help but feel a little envious after she becomes friends with everyone quickly, inlcuding a certain doctor who seems to have a crush on her.

the boyfriend trap ii ➵ @ellesgreenaway

summary ➵ like the hit film starring lindsay lohan, penelope schemes to get you and spencer back together before you leave for good

his god-given solace ii ➵ @reidingmelodies

summary ➵ Derek and Penelope know you and Spencer are in love- the real battle is getting you to realize

saint valentine ➵ @imagining-in-the-margins

summary ➵ Valentine's Day smut like really romantic kissing, cuddling, i love Yous (reid on top please) maybe a nice bath and he holds the reader the whole time?

remember me ➵ @radiant-reid

summary ➵ Spencer remembers lots of things but he manages to forget the day of love. However, he has a great way of making it up to his girlfriend.

impress me ➵ @radiant-reid 

summary ➵ Spencer really can't cook, but he doesn't let it stop him from being the absolute best, most thoughtful boyfriend ever.

perfectionism ➵ @gubler-me-up

summary ➵ HELLOO, I’ve had an idea for literally months in my head but I wouldn’t be able to write it as good as you 🥺 Would you mind doing a Spencer reaction to his crush having bad body dysmorphia that they’ve been hiding from the team (they’re working for bau) but at a case or smn someone they’re interviewing comments negatively on their body and they break down once they think they’re alone? But Spence sees and reaches out and it’s really wholesome and soft? I’m a sucker for angsty fluff I’m sorry 😔

pastel ➵ @spookydrreid

summary ➵ Summertime in Washington dc is always my favorite time of year. Not only is the air warm, but it’s also when she comes to life. She as in my coworker (y/n). Realistically speaking, she came to life in every season, but it was clear she was the happiest when the sun shined longer, and the air was warmer.

options ➵ @spencerreidat3am

summary ➵ Who knew a one night stand with the handsome stranger by the bar would be so good?

naked ➵ @spencerreidat3am

summary ➵ Taking it slow ends in the early morning

don’t go ➵ @moon-light-jukebox

summary ➵ After being tortured by Tobias Hankel, Dr. Spencer Reid is struggling and everyone can see it. Reader can’t bear his pain and tries to comfort him...only to be heartbroken when he says their night meant nothing.  

types of kisses ➵ @samuel-de-champagne-problems

summary ➵ 5 Types of Kisses With Spencer Reid

parler sale ➵ @spencerreidat3am

summary ➵ Reader is really missing Spencer while he’s away on a case. Luckily, he’s only a phone call away

heads up ➵ @ofwilliamandwalter

summary ➵ When Hotch, Reid, and Y/N are held at gun point in an attempt to capture their unsub, Hotch has a secret plan to distract him. Only Y/N doesn't exactly get the message at first.

seventeen minutes ➵ @natashxromanovf

summary ➵ Spencer is working on a case, where he meets you. It’s supposed to be normal, another case, another victim. But there’s something different about you, something he never felt before. Let’s just say he’ll do anything to get you back when the unsub takes you.

breakup ➵ @radiant-reid

summary ➵ Spencer had always been a little oblivious. He struggled to pick up on the social cues of his colleagues, and he never quite understood their sarcasm. It was one of the things that drew Y/n most to him, his almost childlike nature

makeup ➵ @radiant-reid

summary ➵ He did think about calling her. Thrice. The first time was as soon as she'd left his apartment, he wanted to apologise and beg her to come back. But he was too stubborn, and he wouldn't admit JJ loved him.

secret life ➵ @radiant-reid

summary ➵ The team accidentally stumbles upon Spencer, a mystery woman, a mystery girl, and a decade-long secret

the private side of a secret life ➵ @radiant-reid

summary ➵ After the ladies of the BAU take Spencer's mystery wife out and learn some... new things about their colleague, the Reids get to work on making their fantasy a reality.

let’s make history together ➵ @writer-in-theory

summary ➵ jj gets a call from henry's teacher about him acting out and now he’s demanding to talk to his uncle spencer. turns out, henry won't be the only one learning how to get the girl.

ass guy, boob guy, you guy ii ➵ @reidslibrarybook

summary ➵ Spencer and the rest of the BAU men, minus hotch, spend the night in a very interesting place. Spencer, drunk out of his mind, made his way home to you feeling as clingy as ever.

delicate ➵ @eideticmemory

summary ➵ Newly released from prison, Spencer meets his pen pal for the first time. Live, in the flesh, and under his thumb.

pretty in purple ➵ @radiant-reid 

summary ➵ An interruption to some private time Spencer is trying to share with his girlfriend unintentionally winds up advancing their sex life.

delayed ➵ @reidsacademia

summary ➵ When your flight is cancelled and you have to stay the night at the airport, a familiar face turns up to keep you company.

alone at last ➵ @sweetyyhippyy

summary ➵ Spencer and his wife have a night without their kids for the first time in a while. Spencer comes fine to find his wife ready to take advantage of an empty house.

clandestine meetings ➵ @boldlyvoid

summary ➵ Doctor Spencer Reid, Unit Chief of the FBI's acclaimed Behavioural Analysis Team, married former actress Lila archer back in 2013 and his life basically went downhill from there. Until Y/N came along.

co worker bonding ➵ @sugars-fluffy-escapes 

summary ➵ Y/N L/N is diligent, hardworking, and very hell bent on proving their worth as the newest member of the BAU, however, they have serious doubts about opening up to the team due to a severe case of imposter syndrome, as well as fears of facing judgement for being neurodivergent. Spencer is determined to get to know them, and to assure them that they deserve their spot on the team.

heal me ➵ @pherelesytsia

summary ➵ You arrive stressed, exhausted and late from work and are surprised by a cooking Spencer.

[kentolove]

I made a post I think yesterday talking about nerdy bf! Tsukishima and he’s been clouding my mind the whole damn day so here it is..... ur love story with the most obnoxious but also endearing boy ever 🥰🥰

(alsoooo for the sake of this just pretend that Tsukki never played volleyball and is just a cute lil nerd okay)

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You are sunshine.

Everyone believes you are. You are the college’s star basketball player. Where you go, a crowd follows. You are the sun, and people orbit you.

Tsukishima has known this since the moment he first saw you. You lit the court up the moment you stepped on it, and you lit his life up the moment he saw you.

But he’s an observer. He doesn’t approach you. Why would he? Not when you two live on two opposite sides of campus.

He spends his hours with his head buried in a textbook, his environmental engineering degree a long-ways ahead. You pass time jumping, sprinting, dribbling. The sports scholarship you so rightfully earned needs to be polished, treasured, and worked for. You’re a hard worker and everyone knows it.

So he keeps his distance. You are art in a museum, and Tsukishima is a spectator. Meant to admire, not to touch. To remember, to adore, to treasure, but never to keep. 

He is content with this.

The universe, however, doesn’t seem to care about Tsukishima’s wishes.

His first encounter with you is quite possibly the most humiliating thing that could happen to him.

His mango smoothie somehow finds it’s way onto your bright white basketball jersey. His mind yells and screams at him, for he knows how difficult it is to get mango stains out of clothing (let alone white clothes, his fucking luck).

“Shit, I’m so sorry,” he says, eyes glued to the seeping stain.

“It’s fine,” you say with such a bright and cheerful voice. The sultry tone of your voice is something that brings Tsukishima out of his daze. It’s then that he realizes that he’s never really seen you so up close.

“It’s mango,” he stupidly remarks. “Mango doesn’t come out easily.”

You smile again and Tsukishima feels lightheaded. “It’s okay, really. Each player gets like two of these.” 

He’s about to retaliate when you suddenly speak up.

“If you really feel sorry, then you should probably buy me one of those smoothies. It smells kind of nice,” you joke. It’s as if you can sense Tsukishima’s mortification and you’re attempting to reassure him.

He’s stone. His mind is racing but his body is motionless. Should he say yes and spend the whole day further humiliating himself? Or should he reject your offer and live in guilt and regret for the rest of his life?

“Come on, the smoothie won’t buy itself!” You grab his wrist and twist his body towards the direction of the cafe’s register.

From that day on, you never leave his side.

You seek him out, spotting his tall figure in a crowded room. You run to the engineering department of campus nearly every other day, whether its to waste the hours away or to just give him a quick hello.

Either way, Tsukishima is ecstatic.

He feels his mind clear whenever you’re around. His heart beats faster and faster each time you greet him, and he knows what’s growing in his heart.

It may be too early, but who is he to reject the cries and screams that his heart lets out? The heart wants what it wants, and his wants you. It wants all of you — your troubles, your joys, your pain. His heart wants to comfort yours, to cherish you like no one else would.

He asks for your heart on one of your saddest days.

You had a game today. You poured your blood, sweat, and tears onto the court, yet you still didn’t win. You walk off the court with your head hung low, ignoring the words that are spewed all around you.

You make your way to the only place you can think of.

-

“What’re you doing here?” He questions you, ushering your body inside his small dorm room. “Didn’t you have a game just now?”

You nod your head and make your trail over to his couch. You’ve spend numerous days laid out on the aging piece of furniture, Tsukishima’s body tangled with yours and crumbs of popcorn all around you.

“We lost.”

You throw your head onto the decorative pillow and the tears begin. You don’t cry often, but whenever you do, it’s overwhelming. Your heart aches and your head throbs and you never know what to do with yourself.

Tsukishima sighs and makes his way towards you. He sits himself down on the floor, right next to the couch where he can see you best. He softly turns your head to his direction, finally making contact with your reddening eyes.

“I tried so hard,” you begin, a sob caught in your throat. “It wasn’t enough.”

He wipes your tears away with his thumb. “It was. Your efforts are always enough. You’re always enough,” he scolds. “Don’t say stupid shit like that, okay?”

You pathetically nod your head, and move your body down to the floor. You throw yourself onto his lap, and he holds you. He holds you so tight that your bodies feel as they have molded into one.

Your relationship is never the same after that.

He’s loved you for longer than you’ve loved him.

He knows this, and he’s proud of it. He gets to flaunt to everyone around him that you’re his and that he is yours. He loves knowing that you have a special place in your heart reserved just for him — for his wits, his mind, his everything.

Each day you are beside him he gets a glimpse of the raw emotion you feel for him. But the first time he hears your confession, his heart drops.

You’re sitting on his bathroom sink, eyes looking up at him with a lovesick gaze. You’re drunk and your thoughts are jumbled. Tsukishima’s trying his best to take the makeup off your face, rubbing and rubbing the layers you had formerly placed on your skin.

The two of you had gone out that night, a party somewhere on the absurdly large campus grounds. You’d taken one too many shots, knowing full and well how shitty your alcohol tolerance usually is. But all promises of sobriety were unfulfilled the moment you stepped foot onto the dancefloor.

And being enamored with you, Tsukishima feels as if it is his responsibility to take care of you.

You watch, immobile, as he wipes your cheeks so gently. There is focus in his eyes, and he holds you as if you are a piece of fragile and rare china.

“I love you, Kei,” you whisper. “You always take care of me, and hold me when I’m sad. And you cook really well and I love your food,” you pause. “Not as much as I love you, though. I think I love you more than anyone.”

You stare up to catch his eye, only to find him frozen.

“Actually...” your eyes are foggy as you speak. “I know I love you more than anyone. I love you more than I love my mom.”

He stares at you until he feels as if he can’t look anymore. He can’t believe you just confessed to him in a drunken stupor.

“I love you, too,” he starts. He throws the used makeup wipe in the trash, and pushes your head onto his chest. “I love you more than I love my mom. And I love you more than you love me.”

You smack his chest repeatedly. “Not everything is a competition!”

“It is if you make it one,” He laughs, and it’s deep and riveting.

On the night of your basketball championships, Tsukishima gives you a ring.

It is not one for engagement, he believes it is far too early for that. But it is a ring made for promise. His promise to nurture you, to love you. A promise that dates back to a mango stained shirt and a fearful man.

You cry as he slips it onto your finger. The ring fits perfectly, and you know he got it made just for you. The thought alone makes your heart ache in adoration.

Tsukishima watches as you gaze at the ring intently. He feels his heart flare in an emotion he can only describe as love. After so long, Tsukishima knows that he is no longer a spectator. You are no longer art in a museum.

The two of you make your own painting. As the days go by, a new stroke is added. You paint your own story together, showing each other what it means to love. To treasure.

that’s Enoughhh for now i can’t think about him anymore.... 

Also!! any type of comments or rants in my inbox r always greatly appreciated  ♡

[sergeantbuckybarnes]

thirsty // tom holland

Summary: You and Tom read some thirst tweet for a BuzzFeed’s video

Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader

Word count: 1.4k

Warnings: suggestive

A/N: As always, remember English is not my first language. Also, thanks to @amandalove​ for proofreading this! 💙

I got all of the thirst tweets from the BuzzFeed videos and some for Tom from an article from them. I don’t own any of them.

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“Hi guys, I’m Y/N Y/L/N.”

“And I’m Tom Holland.”

“We are at BuzzFeed and we’re going to read some thirst tweets.”

Tom held the bucket for you and you picked a piece of paper. “Y/N Y/L/N is literally the most beautiful human ever. Goodbye,” you read. That was a very good start. “Have you seen Megan Fox or Blake Lively? There are so many more beautiful people out there.”

Your boyfriend took the paper from your hand. “I agree with them,” he said, staring straight at the camera and pointing at you. “Have you looked at her? She’s a work of art.” You smiled at him and leaned to place a kiss on his cheek. “Thank you, love.”

“Tom Holland is a precious bean, protect him,” Tom read. “That’s sweet. We are starting soft.”

“I think it’s gonna get worse as we continue.” You have watched some of the other celebs videos before so you knew what you got yourself into, and you knew things could get very spicy.

“Y/N Y/L/N is like a fine mixture of sexy and cute and seductive like damn girl. Thank you, I’m flattered. This is really boosting my self-esteem.”

“Tom Holland isn't just a snack he's the whole meal,” your boyfriend read. “That wasn’t that bad.”

”Y/N Y/L/N can choke me and run me over and I would say thank you and sorry for the dent in the car,” you laughed. You have seen a lot of tweets like these addressed to other people, but you never thought you would get one.

“Why would someone want to be run over by a car?” Tom asked confused. “People are into some weird shit.”

You wiped a tear from your laughing and handed the bucket to him. “I saw Spider-Man last night and Tom Holland is the purest thing in this world which is saying something because my dog exists. That’s nice. Thank you.”

“If I ever met @YOURUSERNAME I would let her roar the fuck out of me.” You frowned. “What does roar mean?”

“Whatever it is, she wouldn’t do it. Sorry, mate.” Tom took the paper from your hands and tossed it aside.

You held the bucket for him and he picked his next tweet “Tom Holland has set the standard for all Spiderman's and that's the tea.”

You nodded in agreement. “Very true.” You picked another tweet out of the bucket “Y/N Y/L/N is one fine azz woman. Thank you. That’s… that’s nice.”

“When are people going to realize that Tom Holland truly is one of the best actors of our generation?”

“I ask myself that every day,” you quickly replied.

“Thank you, that’s very kind of you to think that,” Tom said before picking a tweet and handing it to you.

“Y/N Y/L/N looks a lot Iike my next girlfriend,” you read, and before you even had the chance to respond, your boyfriend did it for you.

“Maybe somewhere else in the multiverse, but not in this one. Sorry, mate.”

You weren’t gonna argue with that.

“Tom Holland shirtless in Spider-Man Homecoming is my new obsession.”

“And you saw that through a screen. Imagine seeing it in person.” You faked being sweaty, and your boyfriend laughed at your antics.

You picked out another one. “I don’t think I can handle how hot Y/N Y/L/N is. I’m crying. Don’t cry. I’m not all that hot — “

“Yes, you are.” Your boyfriend argued with your statement.

You look at him. “I look like shit when I wake up.”

Tom looked at you with a serious expression on his face. “No, you don’t. You always look stunning.”

You smiled at him. “You’re too sweet to me.”

“Just honest.”

“Daily reminder: Tom Holland is daddy af.”

“Oh, remember that time we were at the mall and someone yelled “zaddy” to you?” You laughed at the memory and looked straight at the camera. “If you are watching this, thank you. You made my day.”

"Y/N's boobs are my favorite thing." You covered your face in embarrassment. “Um… Thank you. My boobs appreciate your compliment.”

“I mean… Your boobs are amazing but your personality is way much better.” You felt your heart melt at your boyfriend's words.

“I love how everyone can agree that Tom Holland is hot af and daddy material, even the lesbians,” he read. “That’s… that’s a really nice one.”

“You are keeping that?” You laughed when you saw that he didn’t toss it out. Instead, he put it inside his pocket.

“I’m gonna hold onto that one.”

You shook your head and picked another tweet for you. “Y/N Y/L/N can get it anytime.”

“She doesn’t want it. But thank you for the offer.” Tom took the tweet from your hand and tossed it aside just like he had done before with the previous tweet.

“Tom Holland is both sexy and cute and it’s really affecting my sanity”

“Same, girl,” you commented, and picked out another tweet. “Y/N Y/L/N owns my ass.”

“She already owns an ass, and it’s a great one if I say so myself.”

“You do have a lil cute ass.”

Your boyfriend looked at you offended, “I don’t have a lil ass.”

You laughed, “I know. I’m just kidding, love.”

You handed the bucket to him and he picked a piece of paper, "My ideal weight is Tom Holland on top of me."

“Mine too!” you grinned.

“Oh my god… Mum, if you're watching this, please stop.”

You laughed and picked another tweet from the bucket. “Y/N Y/L/N can stick her tongue down my throat I guess.”

“I guess I can, but I’m not going to.” You shrugged. “Sorry to disappoint.”

“I think if Tom Holland were any more perfect, my eyes would have a meltdown and I’d go blind. That’s very nice. But I’m far from perfect.”

“You are perfect for me.”

Your boyfriend’s gaze filled with adoration landed on you. “Thank you, darling.” He pulled your chair closer to him as he threw an arm around you and placed a kiss on your temple.

“Y/N Y/L/N is the most perfect human ever, I love her so much. I wish I could rub her nipples & lick cheese off her butt.” This one made you a little uncomfortable. “Um… that’s really specific.” You didn’t know what else to say.

“You shouldn’t put that on the internet.” Tom's voice was serious and you could see how he was clenching his mouth. You put a hand on his legs, letting him know everything was fine.

“I’ll pretend that my body pillow is Tom Holland.”

“I’ll tell you, he is an amazing pillow but he is MY pillow. So back off.” You turned to look at your boyfriend, he was given an amused look to you. “Any comments?”

“Not at all, ma’am.”

“Y/N Y/L/N I love you with your glowing skin and your perfect face I just want to hug you bc you are the love of my life. This is probably one of the sweetest things ever.” You looked down at the tweet again. “I’m keeping this, I’m gonna frame it and look at it when I’m sad.”

“Tom Holland fuck me in the ass with that English accent,” he read. “Is that even possible?” Tom frowned looking at the tweet and then giving the camera a confused look.

“Why does it have to be him, though?” you questioned. “Hiddleston, Paul, and Ben also have English accents. So, you know, go and ask them.”

“I can’t believe Y/N Y/L/N invented being sexy,” you laughed. “I find it hard to believe, to the point of knowing that’s not true.” You paused for a second, before speaking again. “Who was it that invented being sexy?” you wondered. “Like, when was sexy invented?”

“Is that something that worries you now?”

“Well, it’s an interesting subject!” You defended yourself before handing the bucket to your boyfriend. “This is the last one, better be good.”

“I have a whole Pinterest board dedicated to Tom Holland’s abs because fine art must be recognized.”

“Yeah, girl!” you beamed. “Also, can you share that board with me?” you whispered like it was a secret. “And that’s it… It wasn’t that bad.”

Your boyfriend glanced at you. “That’s your opinion.”

“Oh c’mon, you can’t tell me you didn’t have fun!”

“I would rather be roasted by Anthony and Sebastian.”

“That’s saying a lot…”

[lepusrufus]

Double edged scalpel ch. 2

Ch. 1

Summary: Cassanda Awkward Asshole Dimitrescu

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After a couple weeks of doing normal maid chores, Nicole was not expecting to see the dungeons again. Not after Cassandra’s little “failed experiment”. But all good things must come to an end eventually, don’t they? And to an end they came when a faint buzzing reached her ears mid-mopping the floor in one of the main halls.

 Two gloved hands were placed on her hips, pinning her in place, while Cassandra's chin came to rest on her shoulder. She inhaled deeply before finally speaking. 

"I hope I'm not interrupting anything, am I?" 

Yes you very much are. 

"Of course not, my lady." 

"Good good. Sadly my study is quite a mess again and I was wondering…" one hand came to teasingly caress Nicole’s cheek. “You aren’t busy tomorrow, are you?”

She wasn’t. In fact, tomorrow was Nicole’s day off, something that she would bet on a lifetime supply of coffee that Cassandra was well aware of. It took every ounce of self control not to let a groan accompany her next words.

“I am not.” Asshole.

She felt herself being spun around, Cassandra’s face uncomfortably close to hers. “Be there by ten then.” And, with the sickle now under Nicole’s chin, “Don’t be late.”

And just as easily as she appeared, Cassandra dissipated into a cloud of flies and made her leave. A sigh of relief got caught in Nicole’s throat when she noticed the other two sisters standing in the doorframe opposite from the one Cassandra flew out of. They both gave her an amused look, seeing the faint blush on Nicle’s cheeks and, to her dread, they both approached her. Bela was the first to speak, thankfully keeping her distance.

“So what exactly is your deal? Immune to all the blood and gore, hm,” she hummed, eyes inquisitive .

“It’s been a while since Cassie was so dead set on scaring someone,” Daniela chirped in from behind and Nicole had to force herself not to snort at the nickname.

So that’s what this was about. Lil’ old Cassie was throwing a hissy fit because one person in this castle wasn’t cowering and bowing at her feet the moment they saw some blood splattered on her otherwise beautiful face. If she had to work in this hellhole of a village, then at the very least she could get some mild satisfaction out of annoying the family sadist. With the other sisters however, there was no point in hiding what her “deal” was. 

“I worked as a medical examiner.” At a raised blonde eyebrow she specified, “I used to examine dead bodies. Autopsies and all that.”

Bela’s face turned from mild shock to amusement, her eyes darting to the younger sister who straight up started laughing while the eldest, at least trying to keep her composure, chuckled. 

“Oh this is gonna be interesting,” the redhead said through giggles.

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Nicole really had hoped that Cassandra meant 10 pm, with how the Dimitrescus were nowhere to be found during the early day, and she would still have the day to herself until night came. That idea went completely out the tinted windows when, at nine thirty, the head chambermaid came to remind her of the change in schedule. She quickly downed the remaining coffee from her cup while mentally cursing and bolted to her room to change into proper attire, then out the door she went. 

Where was she even supposed to meet the brunette? The doors to the dungeons were bolted shut and she doubted Cassandra would oh so graciously escort her this time. Then again, Lady Dimitrescu did say that she had to be supervised. She got her answer when the doors opened with a click and a drawn out groan from the heavy wood. Cassandra was standing there, eyes scrutinizing as ever while giving Nicole a once over. Then she pulled out a pocket watch that looked at least a century old.

“You’re…” eyes narrowed at the small silver object. “Seven minutes early. Oh you’re as annoying about being on time as Bela aren’t you?”

Well you did make it a point to tell me to be on time, you absolute hypocrite. Instead of voicing her opinions though, Nicole settled for following the other girl deep into the castle’s undergrounds, through damp and oddly warm corridors. The giddiness was back into Cassandra’s demeanor, golden eyes occasionally turning to the small redhead walking behind her with an expression of barely concealed glee. This was definitely not good news. 

It took about .5 seconds to notice what got the brunette so happy when they entered her study. The room was definitely cleaner than the first time, only a handful of devices were dirty and the floor needed some mopping. The tables however... One was covered in fresh blood and the other had a dead body sprawled on it, partially covered by a stained sheet. Oh the irony.

While Nicole was cleaning the unoccupied table, she was facing the brunette, somehow trusting her even less with a scalpel in hand than with a sickle. Not that watching her absolutely botch an autopsy was much better mind you. 

Has nobody taught you about the Y incision?!

That's too dee- congrats you’re making a mess.

That cut needs to go lower. What, are you afraid of some balls?

Oh my god are you trying to take the heart out before even taking care of the guts-

“What is it?” Cassandra’s voice came with a low growl, then a slight cock of the head. “You’re staring.”

“N-nothing,” Nicole stumbled over her reply, realizing too late that her hand had stilled on the rag she was using to clean the blood.

“One thing that I hate more than being disrespected is being lied to.” The warning was clear in her tone. “So I’ll ask again: what is it?”

Nicole was sure that being criticized was something she would hate even more, so she made the split second decision to go with a white lie.

“I just...find autopsies quite fascinating.” Well, in a way she did.

“...You do?” Golden eyes widened in what was probably the first truly genuine emotion Nicole has ever seen on Cassandra’s face: surprise, and a hint of curiosity. 

When Nicole reaffirmed her reply, the brunette’s eyes stayed on her for a few long seconds, trying to find the traces of a lie. When she found none, she just dismissed the other girl with an awkward cough and a “Those knives won’t clean themselves.” 

A tense silence fell on the room, only disturbed by the occasional clink of metal tools or the sloshing of organs being handled by the brunette. After the table was wiped to a reflective surface, Nicole moved on to mopping the blood trails on the floor. She was grateful for the chance to step away from Cassandra, if only for a bit. After the floor too was clean, it was time to wipe the few dirty blades, thankfully not as many as last time. She took a dagger from its holster on the wall and carefully ran a piece of cloth over the blade, washing away dried crimson clots. 

As much as it was probably a bad idea, she couldn't help throwing a subtle glance behind her at Cassandra. A few organs were placed on the table at the body’s feet, and she was taking notes in a leatherbound notebook that looked well used. The idea that she had any interest in the bodies beyond being food gave Nicole an oddly nostalgic feeling. It sent her right back in high school, when one of her friends who took art history classes was telling her all about how da Vinci used real dead bodies in order to study anatomy. Yeah, da Vinci but the more attractive versio- fuck.

She hissed and retracted her hand as she felt the sharp blade cut her wrist and almost dropped the dagger. The effort to conceal the pain was there, but useless as Cassandra was by her side in mere seconds. 

"Oh did you cut yourself?" She asked with feign concern, and grabbed her hand. "Here let me help you with that." 

"Oh no I'm okay really no nee-" 

Nicole's words died in her throat when Cassandra stuck out her tongue and dragged it, slowly, across the cut, collecting every last drop of blood. To top it off, she let out a low moan and gave the soft skin there a small nip, successfully making the redhead’s breath hitch. Now any normal and sane person would think I still have a knife in my hand, I should use it, but Nicole would be lying to everyone and then herself if she said she didn’t have a thing for danger. And it doesn’t get much more dangerous than this, now does it.

“Mm...you taste wonderful.” 

Was she supposed to thank her?

“You’re lucky you intrigue me, otherwise you would make for some fine wine.” She finished with her trademark cackle.

Oh she was definitely not getting a thanks now. Nicole rolled her eyes slightly, tugging her hand away. She was half expecting Cassandra not to release her, but instead she let go of her wrist and, with a giggle, she returned to her work without another word.

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That night, Nicole made damn sure to wash the cut until her skin felt like it would have a permanent sensation of pins and needles. Once a bandage was securely wrapped around her wrist she sat down with a cup of tea, not quite ready to sleep yet. How ironic would it be if she died of an infection while living in a castle where people are literally turned into food and wine.

Although in all honesty, she was quite certain her death would be far more entertaining.

[secret-kpoplibrary]

Bad Enough For You Pt. 51

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Word Count: 1.4k

Warnings: None this is very soft

Genre: a lil angst with a fluffy ending

Summary: you’ve cultivated quite the reputation for yourself at your university. You date troublemakers, break hearts, and leave a trail of destruction everywhere you go. But for some reason, a sweet innocent underclassman becomes infatuated with you. And he will do anything to get your attention. Will his be the heart you don’t break? Or will your destructive nature leave him in ruin like everyone else?

***

"Do you think we parked in the right place?" Irene asks as you walk away from the car.

"We followed the directions Tae gave me so this should be the right place." You say.

"It'll be fine. Let's go! Art shows are fun." Seulgi says looping her arm through yours.

"Do you think it's gonna be student art? Like anyone from your classes Seulgi?" Hoseok asks.

"Well I dunno- y/n, did they say it was a student thing?" Seulgi looks at you.

"They didn't mention- I think it's generally for local talent. Which I'm sure would include a couple of students."

"Hopefully whoever is showcasing art is good." Yoongi muses. You chuckle and look over your shoulder to speak to him.

"Come on Yoongi-"

"Y/n!" Your head snaps back around when you hear Jimin calling your name from the entrance.

"Jimin! Tae! Hi!" You walk over and hug them both.

"You made it!" Taehyung smiles kissing your cheek.

"Of course! I said I would didn't I?" You smile.

"You look gorgeous!" Jimin says.

"You don't look too bad yourself sweetheart. Anyway these are my friends, Hoseok, Yoongi Seulgi and Irene. Guys, this is Jimin and Taehyung."

"Ah the ex's friends." Yoongi muses.

"Yoongi!" Hoseok pinches him.

"No worries, it's only the truth. Anyway let's head on in." Taehyung waves him off. He leads you all into the showcase talking to Seulgi about art. There are tons of pieces on display by various local artists in different styles.

"Wow there's a lot of different artists here!" Hoseok says.

"A couple dozen I'm pretty sure. Isn't it cool?" Taehyung says.

"Very!" You say.

"Uh- y/n?" Hoseok grabs your arm.

"Yeah Hobi?" You look at him.

"You sure you don't know anyone displaying anything?" He asks.

"What're you on about?" You frown.

"Isn't that- well you?" He points at a wall where portraits of you hang in the shape of a heart. Candid drawings, photographs and paintings make up the display and the life drawing class project is in the center. You never actually saw the final product of his life drawing class portrait but it's amazing. He's surrounded you with butterflies which you knew he would do but seems that he's also incorporated things you did together.

"Why do I have a feeling Jimin and Taehyung have something to do with this?" You mutter.

"There's only one person who could be responsible for this you know." Seulgi says.

"We need to get out of here. I can't believe they didn't warn me-"

"I assume they're helping him with whatever this is supposed to be." Irene says.

"Whatever it is let's not stick around to find out-" the sound of mic feedback causes your words to trail off.

"I think you're too late." Yoongi says.

"Of course I am." You roll your eyes.

"Hello everyone- can I uh- have your attention please?" Jungkook comes strolling into the room from a door that's near your portraits.

"I- well I'm not the host of the event tonight- he'll give his speech later- but he was nice enough to let me make a fool of myself with this grand gesture for someone- who means the world to me. Even though I was stupid enough to let her forget that." Jungkook says. A ripple of 'aw's come quietly from the crowd.

"Taehyung and Jimin are so dead." You mutter quietly.

"Y/n?" Junglook scans for you and Hoseok shoves you forward.

"Over here!" He yells.

"Hoseok!" You glare at him for a moment.

"Hi." Jungkook says.

"Hello." You clear your throat.

"I'm an idiot."

"And you needed to tell an entire art showcase that?" You ask quietly.

"Well no- but I needed to tell an entire art showcase that I love you. I love you more than anyone I've ever met. I love you more than words can truly describe- so now here I am trying to quantify it in front of a room full of strangers because that's better than losing you forever."

"Jungkook-"

"I'm not edgy- I'm not this badass in leather and tattoos who can emotionally detach or whatever. I love you- and I wanna be able to say it, I wanna cuddle and talk to you all day, and take you on cheesy dates and all that. But I know that's not your type so I tried to change. I was willing to be anything you wanted. That's why I- got worried because of your ex. I made myself bad enough for you but that isn't who I am- and I worried that you wouldn't want me if you knew."

"Jungkook- I know."

"You know-?"

"Yes dummy. I've always known that you're not some edgy hardass. You blush when I compliment you, you have juice boxes in your dorm, and you held my hand anywhere we went together. If I wanted someone like my exes I never would have spoken to you Jungkook. I don't want them I wanted you. They're exes for a reason."

"Oh- well I did start by saying I'm an idiot."

"Kookie- can we finish this conversation not in front of an audience?"

"Y-yeah of course." Jungkook says. "Uh everything except the nude portrait is going to be in the auction. Anyway enjoy looking at the rest of the art- there's some really talented work being displayed okay I'm gonna finish apologizing to my girlfriend in private." He shoves the mic off to another guy and grabs your hand. You follow him outside.

"You didn't have to do all of that." You tell him.

"Did you not like it?" He frowns.

"That's not what I'm saying. It was very sweet Kookie it was just- quite dramatic. And when did you do all of those other portraits?" You chuckle.

"Well most of them I did from memory- like when we'd hang out I'd draw them after because, like- I think about you all the time."

"They're all very good for being from memory that's impressive. You're so talented." You smile.

"Thank you. Anyway I only did all of this because I thought- honestly I didn't think you'd talk to me if I just tried to reach out."

"You know- I usually don't like public gestures, I feel like they force your hand to respond in a positive way but- I know your heart was in the right place and I appreciate that."

"I'm sorry y/n. That whole argument was so stupid. I should've just been honest from the begining- if I wasn't so busy trying to change myself into what I thought you wanted I wouldn't have let some random guy get in my head."

"Just out of curiosity- what made you think that I was dating you because I thought you were an 'edgy badass'?" You scoff.

"To be fair I did try talking to you once and you totally dismissed me but then I started dressing differently to get your attention and it worked. So I kept changing." Jungkook shrugs.

"Sweetie- a leather jacket and some ripped jeans did not suddenly change who you are fundamentally. You can crash all the parties you want but your favorite emoji is basically a pout. You were not tricking me- but I did notice the style change and I'll admit I was curious- mostly about the change. I thought you were doing some self discovery."

"So this whole time I could've been taking you on cute picnics and wearing my silly hats and cuddling you like all the time and-"

"Yes Kook- you could absolutely have been doing any of that stuff. I mean why would you want to date someone that didn't like who you really are anyway?"

"So- am I... forgiven?" He asks shyly.

"Yes but only if you stop trying to be what you think I want and just be yourself. I like you for you Jungkook with your fruit snacks and video games and your silly hat with the bunny ears and just you."

"That's like the softest thing you have ever said to me." Jungkook smiles as his cheeks turn red.

"Well- you're soft so- I can be soft too. If it means you keep blushing like that." You shrug. Jungkook flings his arms around you excitedly practically lifting you off the ground.

"There's- one other thing we should- talk about." He says after putting you down.

"What is it?"

"You need to meet Namjoon."

"Thought he hated me?"

"Well yeah but- you're my girl. Plus our friends like you- so we need to convert him."

"We aren't starting a religion. He doesn't need to like me, as long as you do."

"I know you don't care but I want my friends to like you."

"Two of them already do."

"And one of them is going to- come on, let's go inside. I'm sure he'll like you if he actually meets you."

"Are we going to test this theory now?" You blink at him.

"No time like the present my love. Let's go." He grabs your hand and drags you back inside to meet Namjoon and hopefully enjoy the rest of the night now that he has you back in his arms.

***

Bad Enough For You Part 51/???

[unwrittenlibrary]

Tee’s Summer Reads 🖤

hi all! as summer comes to a close and classes start back up again, i wanted to come on here and share some pieces i read over break that i just loved.

as always, heed to any and all warnings each creator has put in place. eighteen plus spaces deserve respect and you are urged to show them it.

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Bucky Barnes

i wished one the moon for you by @sunmoonandbucky • “After losing Bucky, you were devastated. So when Howard Stark asks for volunteers for an experiment, you're the first in line.” -> 40s buck & present bucky? love that lasts through time? love it

the shot heard round the tower & unwarranted weakness by @pellucid-constellations • “you just want to know if bucky has feelings for you. bucky just wants you to be okay.” -> these two pieces can be read separately, but i highly suggest reading them both because bucky is written so well and they made me feel warm all over. 

see the world the way you do by @vanderlustwords • “you start to see color when you meet your soulmate. bucky thinks that soulmates are a one of a kind thing.” -> there are So many lines in this that just... sit with you. i felt so much reading this. that tight feeling in your chest, pure happiness, anger... i just absolutely loved this. 

a little old fashioned by @gogolucky13 • “bucky is a bit subtle in telling you he likes you.”-> behold...sweet, shy comfort fic bucky. i go back and read this when i’m sad. 

he’s a good friend by @markandlexies • “reader is tired of watching bucky go on dates with leah and flirt with sarah.” -> give me all the oblivious, pining friends to lovers. just incredible writing and a truly lovely piece. 

tap by @houseravenclaws •  “bucky never talked much, he fell in love anyway.” -> you KNOW i already love sarah’s writing, it was on my last list. HERE’S MORE! this fic tore me apart in the best way and i still think about it all the time. it has become a go to. 

all the good things by @/houseravenclaws • “bucky’s been a little more than happy recently. sam thinks it has something to do with the pretty girl on the team.” -> need i say more? i needn’t say more. 

i love you, you idiot by @chrisevansjellybeans • “we’re best friends but won’t say we’re in love trope.” -> this fic made my heart sore. i love when writers have the ability to show love through the smallest of details and this fic did that so well. 

the things you’ve done by @divine-mistake • “what if the world ended tomorrow and all he did was spend his last day with you thinking about how you never hold his metal hand and you never walk on his left side and you constantly reach for his right arm?” -> OHHHHHHHHH MAN oh man this fic left me in shambles. absolute shambles and gave me a big, bright smile. insecure!bucky just does something to me. bucky is written perfectly in this. 

cornerstone by @agentofbarnes • this is a piece of zee’s (incredible) barnes’ au where bucky and reader (babydoll) are married with kids. -> i love the entire barnes’ au, but this piece honestly meant so much to me??? seeing bucky as an incredibly loving and open father just makes me so happy. 

leather jacket full of cats by @bucksfucks • “bucky brings home kittens.” -> nora doesn’t write fluff, but when she does it comes out absolutely incredible???? bucky and kittens?? PLEASE this made so happy (hi keep an eye out for more of nora’s work in the nsfw section) 

bulova by @babycap • “in the five years between the two snaps that changed it all, life had moved on, as life is want to do. In the aftermath of that final battle, you discover that time waited for no one (least of all you), and those you loved marched forward into it without you. Sam suggests you volunteer at the local retirement community to keep you busy, keep your mind from lingering on what—and who—you lost. In giving back, you find that time can be just as generous as it is cruel.” -> this is a babycap (dev my love) fan account. i have never read such beautiful words & i am always so stunned by the amazing works that dev puts out. i get so excited to read them. 

sunset by @belladonnabarnes • “bucky meets a pretty girl and her little sister at the zoo.” -> how did you know it was my dream to meet bucky at the zoo jaye?????? ahhhhh i loved this fic so much, it was so incredibly sweet i had the dopiest smile on my face when reading it. 

crawl home to her by @wkemeup • “stranded without coms, alone, and bleeding out in the middle of a russian snow storm, bucky is content to let nature take its course. only you won’t seem to let him go.” -> this fic is a masterpiece. a genuine piece of art. i was on the edge of my seat reading it, hoping i could faster than possible just to find out if bucky made it.

suburbia by @/wkemeup • “posing as husband and wife, you and bucky infiltrate a quaint suburban neighborhood in search of a hydra hacker. perhaps if you weren’t so in love with him and he hadn’t broken your heart, the act of pretending wouldn’t hurt so much.” -> yeah this one HURT. in the best way, an absolute favorite. so so so good.

that was premonition, i think by @divine-mistake • “sometimes you wish you had never fallen in love with bucky. screw that ‘it’s better to have loved and lost’ bullshit. you wish you had never fallen in love with bucky barnes.” -> just so so good. i was speechless after reading.

Others

Sam Wilson

the summertime and butterflies all belong to your creation by @golden-bucky • “you’ve never been one for baseball, but sam wilson is enough to change your mind.” -> ok. listen. i HAVE always loved baseball and this fic made me dream of mr. sam wilson in a lil uniform and me cheering him on. it was so sweet and i just loved it. a dream come true.

scary love by @bvckysmoon • “the first ‘i love yous’ are always scary.” -> being in love with sam wilson? yes please! this fic is so tooth achingly sweet, i adore it.

that way by @belouva • “you don’t know what label to fall under anymore. were you his roommate, friend or his lover?” -> i love roommate! sam… the first two parts of this series are so good.

Steve Rogers

you don’t know by @/divine-mistake • “until her gaze falls on you and her lovesick puppy dog eyes morph into saucers, leaving her frozen in pure shock. that visage quickly melts away to reveal a smug smile, aimed right at you, and you know exactly what she’s thinking at this moment.” -> steve & plus-size reader! i actually teared up, this fic hit really close to home and is beautifully written.

Spencer Reid

the one where everyone finds out by @reidscanehand • “Spencer Reid is in love with Y/N, and she’s in love with him...only they don’t know it yet...and they might be are definitely going to be the very last to know. And since Spencer and Y/N happen to be surrounded by the best profilers in the country, the rest of the team is, of course, the first to piece together the romance. Little by little, bit by bit, the team solves the case of Spencer and Y/N.” -> i constantly go back and reread this fic… it means so much to me!

work wife by @differentkettleoffishalltogether • “Spencer can’t help but feel a little jealous when it seems like his best friend is interested in someone else.” -> best friend spencer & love confessions? yeah that’s what i like.

Aaron Hotchner

dream a little dream by @ssahotchswife • “Following an injury, the reader dreams about time spent with Aaron Hotchner and his son. She relives heartbreak about Aaron's relationship with Beth and the love she has for Jack. Aaron must come to terms with his feelings for the reader when she wakes.” -> aaron hotchner is my comfort man and this fic makes my chest ache

NSFW

just friends by @/bucksfucks • “you and chris are just friends, right?” -> chris evans please i’m free on saturday

forbidden fruit by @/bucksfucks • “you attempt to set your ex’s things on fire. bucky has a better idea.” -> dadsbestfriend!bucky has my heart and it’s literally because of nora’s writing

appointments by @buckycuddlebuddy • “bucky barnes, finally being able to live freely in 21st century, accidentally gets a fuck buddy and starts to rediscover himself. the only weird thing about this situation is that you have to make an appointment to get railed by him.” -> ooooooooof i love this lil series so much

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these are all of my summer reads!!! i’ll definitely post another one after fall semester, this will most likely be a seasonal thing.

[wayward-writers]

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Hi! So I'm Sonia - dean-coded hahaha I'm healthy™ I use she/her (tbh it's more any pronouns genders weird OK? I have no clue where I stand on it lmao) my tumblr is @carlgrimeschildsoldier I've been a supernatural fan for like 10 years now it's been a long decade I joined this project just to have some fun (not to say I don't take this rewrite seriously cause ofc I do) with rewriting, I love coming up with ideas and I've been really getting into writing due to all this which is awesome! So I help out with plot lbr I just throw ideas at the wall to see which ones stick lmao coherent thoughts who? and writing scripts I also wanna try writing novels! I've also ended up doing some of the Lore which hasn't made me wanna cry at all and am also helping out on the tumblr now too. I'm also pretty well known for being one of the ones always around lmao having a life who now? I'm also well known for being angsty af so in the nicest way possible I hope to make you all cry lmao. I'm really glad to be working on such a cool project and to see all the ideas everyone comes up with, I can't wait for you to see what we've created!

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Hey, I'm C. and I go by she/her. My tumblr is @dadstiel-trenchcoat . I'm currently in university and soon about to start a master program. My lovely subjects are English and Philosophy. I'm Davy Perez and one half of Ava(lance) of the Wayward Writers. Me and my other half A. hope to bring you some quality crossover content.™️ I also hope to live up to Perez' name and get justice for our shy, but devastatingly handsome angel. When I'm not simping for the Legends or SPN characters, chances are I'm on VC with my Wine Sis K. I wanna do a little bit of everything but my main focus will be writing and plot ideas. I might also do some work as a scribe because otherwise my attention span will give up after 30 minutes. Fun fact: I'm both claire- and donna-coded so I will be up at 3AM having the time of my life but also yell at you (softly) to go to bed. Also I'm a petty betty™️.

Heyo! I'm Gabriel (they/them), and the president of the Balthazar Deserved Better Club. My tumblr @ is @i-miss-balthazar . In this project, I contribute as a writer, lore researcher, plot planner, and sexy sax player. I'm also your resident simp, both for the characters and our talented Ether as well heart_eyes . All cards on the table, I joined solely to help Balthazar get what he deserved. However in working on this, I've found a deeper appreciation for all the characters, even the ones I wasn't initially a fan of. I'm thrilled to be a part of the Wayward Road, and I can't wait until we get to share it with y'all.

Hey :) I'm Ether, or Eth for short, he/they, cas-coded sam-girl (gender neutral), charlie and kevin stan and president of the Sam Winchester protection squad.  My tumblr is @tesghosterone and I've been watching the show sort of on and off for about 4 years. My job here is mainly for plot ideas and writing, but I'm trying my hand at meta and lore as well (when I actually have the braincell, that is). I spend most of my time here making my memes, drinking tea, creating Spotify playlists for random things and characters, and throwing random ideas around about subjects that make me sparkles feel things sparkles. other than simping for fictional characters, I am also my Gabriel's (not the archangel) biggest fan <3 I joined to do the characters (i.e. sam) justice and try and fix the plot inconsistencies that bugged me and turn them into something beautiful, and yes i am bitter about the special kids' arc in season 2, and the treatment of a number of minor characters (cough rufus turner and bela talbot cough). I am so happy to be here, working with these wonderful people, and I'm very excited to contribute to this project <3

Hi we’re Intro and Outro! Our tumblr @'s are @internetintroverts and @yourfinalbow , respectively. We do almost all of our work on the project together, which is why we’ve been dubbed “The Chaos Twins”, and we're the official Bucklemming of Wayward Road. We also spent 30+ hours writing Phantom Traveler and that episode has pretty much scarred us for life. But it's ok because time flies when you're- Sorry that 1x04 reference just slipped out. Right now we co-run some Tumblrs together and drink a lot of chocolate milk at 3 am while we try to get work done. Outro is a Dean-coded Dean girl (gn), Intro is a Cas-coded Dean girl (gn), and we're both definitely clowns. We hope you enjoy all the work we do, otherwise we really will be Bucklemming.

Hi everyone I'm Ael. One drink in hand for hydratation, a knife in the other to protect you all. Any pronouns are fine by me, I'm in my twenties and well I'm half-Dean half-Cas coded if it's any indication for you all! I love plotting ideas and doing lore research. I'm a professional Pic -Spammer and have too many Fandoms to do anything with my life. I'm the other half of (Ava)lance. Can't wait to share more with all of you! Tumblr: @tenji-whale-ael

Hi, I’m Rosalie! (they/them) My favorite color is blue like my spouse Blue :)) I don’t really use tumblr sorry. I love to write and I help write scripts for the rewrite (or I will once the universe gives me time to do it) You can check out my stuff on ao3! My user is rosepose!

Hi, I’m Lane! Also known as Thee Chaotic Fairy of Wholesomeness. My pronouns are she/her and my tumblr handle is @lanethesimp . I art things but I will occasionally be writing things as well within this project. I started really watching Supernatural a few years ago and the rest is history. I’m an endverse!Cas coded and Dean-coded girl. But there are so many other characters that I really love and are close to my heart. I’m honored to be a part of a project dedicated to creating a more satisfying ending for the characters I believe we’ve all grown to know & love. Not only for them, but for all of us who may have felt left out in the end. And I’m also very honored to be working with such amazing people and creating something great. I can assure you that this journey on the Wayward Road is going to be a fun one.

(Cas voice) Hello. I’m Elle! I use she/they pronouns. I’m a Sam-Coded Cas girl and it shows. I started watching Spn during season 12 after it was recommended by a friend. I’m the Bobo Berens of the project so I’ll be doing writing and plot . When I’m not writing for Wayward Road, you can find me making memes, sending gifs to Carrot, completing crack fic requests, or spewing angsty headcanons. Come say hi, my Tumblr is @ellewritessometimes .

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hellooo can i request a drabble of uni!au art major tae and biochem major yn? also part one of the would you series is AMAZINGGG seriously i cant wait to read more!! <3

rich kid kim

pairing: taehyung x y/n

wordcount: 5k

glimpse: tae’s cold and probably needs a friend more than he needs a model, y/n feels this nEED to take care of him, a term of enderment then a dash of emotional constipation and a sprinkle of jealousy :D

notes: thank you for the request babes!! writing this made my heart melt and aND!!! thank you omg i’m glad you like would you :((

if you squint or if you’ve read insufferable, this is most probably taehyung and his y/n!!!

taehyung is personally more than willing to pay himself out of this project

oKAY LISTEN

he’s not the proudest knowing that he comes from a rich family and he’s the only kid and he’s never really struggled for much

everything was just given to him without any hesitations whatsoever

and yeah he admits that he can nEVER admit that his pampered and luxurious lifestyle since birth has shaped him to be this way and it’s hard to unlearn these types of things

things were too easy for him and thAt’s what made it hard

tae is the farthest thing from an outcast..,.,.,.,

.,.,. but that’s him in his usual rich boi bubble of elites wherever he goes because he’s surrounded by people like him

hoseok and jimin have got to be his closest friends but of course they pursued business degrees and everyone must’ve probably saw that coming

nobody, however, expected the kim taehyung to pursue a degree based rootly on passion and even major in it

yeah that’s right what are yOU looking at???

he’s an art student and yeah he’s taking this seriously ://

do yOU have a problem with that?? do you?? no what did you say?? step the fuck up ky-

spoiler alert: people do have a problem with that

taehyung could tell that his parents did a complete 180 when they learned through jimin’s noisy-ass mouth (not even through their own son) that he’s gonna be getting an art degree

his dad’s the one who’s most especially disappointed at him because well he’s the only child and uhhhh.,.,.,, so who’s gonna inherit the company now.,.,,,

tae normally feels selfish and this time, he felt like he was being rational rather than being selfish!! this is what he passionately wants!! pls god can i be selfish oNE more time

eventually his parents had no choice because as their son explained,, having an art degree won’t keep him away from the family business at all and he could even expand it!! he doesn’t need a degree!!! 

lmao he’s been putting the money he gets on the stock market ever since he was ten years old

and they had to accept it eventually because this is what HE wants and if this is the only thing that he wants... then might as well help him through it, right??

now this is another dilemma

taehyung’s applied at a regular university in which everyone’s blended together and no one really cares about who’s who

it’s not exclusive to people like him.

he submitted his requirements and his portfolios by himself!!

and he got accepted!!

he’s nOT SURE if it’s purely because of his skills and himself and not his parents’ money nor influence

whatever it is, he doesn’t want to know because if it ends up being the answer he doesn’t want?? lol he’d crawl into a hole and mope for a week and would be doomed to wear three-piece suits for the rest of his life 

so anyways

yeah..,, this is one of the handful of times that taehyung is completely willing to pay himself out 

this project was supposed to be easy enough as what the professor said but uH he’d like to passive-aggressively decline pls and thank you

their final project was to make a portrait

right?? easy!!

a portrait of sOMEONE IN CAMPUS,,, regardless if you know them or not

(( well of course you’d get to know them by the end because yea they’re required to show proof that they indeed met and the model did agree to be painted ))

and by the end of the project, it’s either they keep it to themselves or give it to the model!!

that should be easy, right??

...

....

...... pls say right

oh my god tae should probably drop out now so he doesn’t get to do this

rich people don’t necessarily have to be educated, right???? maybe he’ll just settle into being a himbo 

he learned about the meaning of the word through urban dictionary that he tHEN only learned about like six months ago and now he gets so many things

taehyung’s not intimidated by the workload of it all -- in fact, he’s even excited about it because it helps him relax!!

what he’s intimidated about is the fact that he’s kim taehyung and there are only two possible options

either his model would be someone who knows him and would be taking every possible step to ensure that they climb the social ladder through him and they’re not even gonna be dISCREET about it

OR

his model wouldn’t completely care about who he is and in the process belittles him upfront and tbh his hart wouldn’t be able to take that and he’s probably wipe his tears away with dollar bills

there is almost no in-between, that one he’s sure of

so why are you like this?

why are you neither of the two and why are you sO kind and go against his expectations????

do you have an ulterior motive or something????

you who’s a biochem major and is actually another building away from his own

you who’s made the initiative that you become hIS model

you who actually oFFERED and almost begged to be a part of a project that would only be for tae’s benefit

... aha

that’s about -5 points from being a cool laid-back nonchalant gal

+10 for looking like someone who’s had a massively obsessive crush on him since day one and looking like you’d lay his life for him

no but lmao actually you just learned about taehyung in a magazine

you were bored at the dentist’s and scrolled through every possible outlet in your phone and it didn’t satiate you anymore!!! so how about reading a good ol’ magazine :D

then came taehyung

it was a whole issue dedicated to him and you were probably too dedicated into reading it that this time it was you telling the dentist to wait lol

that’s as far as you knew about him

and then you learned just some weeks ago that taehyung happens to study where you also study at and that was.,., inch resting

you never really saw him before around campus because it was too big and well maybe if you put in the effort, you’d actually find him

maybe you had a tiny lil admiration for kim taehyung just from one whole issue alone you read at the dentist’s or whatever

you’ve only known about this final project situation through changbin!!!

changbin, your neighbor at the apartment next to you, who’d crash over whenever his wifi feels the tiniest bit slow

yes you did spend a little more money to upgrade your internet situation (most times it’s the router who makes all the difference) because you were so tIRED of having things slow in the middle of researching for your projects in biochem)

no you will nOT have that <3

and of course changbin’s not having your that shitty wifi either so he pushed you to get that in the first place so he can use it too lmao

he’s told you just a couple of days ago about his final project and that maybe, just maybe, he’d make it into a move for this girl that he likes

nothing’s more romantic than pleading for someone to paint ur face right

and your grade and the decision to whether you’re gonna pass or flunk and graduate or retake are relying on you mostly

and in changbin’s case it’s also hIS heart on the line so yeah no pressure at all luv

“i kinda feel bad for rich kid kim, y’know?”

“what about taehyung???”

“eW do you have a crush on him??”

“addressing someone by their name equals to a crush??????”

your banters never stop because you’re as quick-witted as him and he both loves and hates it

he loves that omg someone can keep up with him and that way he gets challenged to always have the last say!!

he hates that oh god why is he friends with someone who reminds him of himself so much how is hE gonna deal with that??

sometimes he’ll purposely argue with you to fEEL something lmao

but there’s just something here that tells him you’re a little more interested now in this flow of conversation ever since rich kid kim was mentioned

“hm, nothing. i’m pretty sure he doesn’t have a model yet.”

he dodges you in the kitchen to look for peanut butter in your cupboard and oddly... you’re not berating him for decreasing your groceries....?

what does changbin mean by that? whAt model?? model as in taehyung doesn’t have the newest model of whatever car he wants? or maybe he has a model girlfriend and-

hold on wait wHAT

taehyung has a-

“m-model?”

he looks at you weirdly but you don’t even bat an eye when he gets ahold of your marshmallow spread so that he could make another one of his s’mores sandwiches

“uhhhh model as in he doesn’t have someone to paint for our project??”

is that what you wanted to hear or,.,

you and changbin share one (1) brain cell and it SHOWS

the two of you have to open your mouths, then close, then ponder, and then do that aGAIN until the both of you could finally grasp if you were in the same page

“oh cool!! i’ll be his model then!”

“yeah but did he ask”

“it’s gonna be easy!! i’ll just tag along with you to your building”

“yeah but did he aSK”

“we’re probably gonna hit it off instantly and then you’ll have to leech off from someone else for their wifi and food and every other necessity that you already have-”

“yeah but dID HE ASK????”

long-story short: no. taehyung most certainly did not ask you to be his model.

but here you are

saying that you came a long way is a bit of a stretch because taehyung mostly turns his head the other way around when you call out to him in public

progress is still progress :D

you’re eating lunch with him at the same table and this time you’re sat beside him!! when normally he’d just walk home to his apartment (lol that’s not allowed but you won’t be surprised to know that he has a free pass) and eat!!!

before that, taehyung would gLARE at you until you stop asking to sit with him in his table

yea he gets a bit lonely at time because jimin and hobi aren’t with him and hE’S the outcast but he won’t do anything about it,, just scroll through his phone while he eats and tune everyone out

you figured that maybe it’s changbin always linked with you in lunch because your schedules just matched up thAt perfectly like it does with tae’s

hee-hee so you might have elbowed him until he begrudgingly agreed to be tolerable, keep atleast four feet of distance from you, and not call tae rich kid kim

spoiler alert: taehyung doesn’t really care about whatever you do because doing those changes with changbin did nOT work at all

however

H O W E V E R

taehyung doesn’t know at all how you’ve wormed your way into his heart!!

what seem to be cold to you is his warmest he’s ever been in such a new environment and outside of his usual comfort bubbles!!!

it’s like you occasionally stealing the food from his plate when you have the same thing is the equivalent of h*lding h*nds with him

you putting your leg over his before he pushes it after five seconds mUST be the equivalent to marriage

wait he’s lying

taehyung does know how you’ve wormed your way to his heart

“hi! i’m y/n! :D”

ok u are a little bit sweaty and out of breath from doing all that fast-paced walking for the past ten minutes

your new shoes that you still need to break into further aren’t helping your situation in the slightest bit

honestly? this is all changbin’s fault <3

he unknowingly gave you the sign that you were looking for

if he says yeah five times with five minutes?? okay yeah you’re definitely looking for kim taehyung and offering yourself to become his model

you don’t wanna sound weird but you feel sorry for him and you wanna help him :((

he’s not helping you tho because he has long legs underneath those trousers and it looked like he wouldn’t budge at all not unless you jogged and stopped right in front of him

“hi! i’m y/n!! :D”

“...”

“.....”

tae’s a bit... perplexed

because who’s THIS entity and why are you standing in front of him

...

....

“bye y/n.”

:]

he wants to exit from this situation because oh my god??

why r u like this

he didn’t ASK for your name!!

and he doesn’t even know you and giving him your name honestly won’t do anything and he doesn’t get what’s your motive and-

“oh c’mon!! you didn’t even shake my hand :((”

he feels even more lost as he tries to wrap his head around that uh.....

you uh.... you wanted a handshake??

.....

tae doesn’t even hide his annoyance because it’s clear as day!!!

he’s blatantly tilting his head at you rudely with a blank stare omg take the hint pLEASE

realizing it now you mAY have came on too strong to taehyung that looks confused as ever

“hi, i’m y/n.”

changbin’s by one of the lockers taking pics of you beaming at taehyung and him scowling down to show you later how dumb you look and how you shouldn’t do this at all

okay LISTEN

his personality trait is to immediately assume the worst out of every scenario possible and that way when something slightly less worse happens? that’s a win babie ;D

he became ur friend in the first place because you heard him yelling since he’s at the door right next to yours and you could hEAR him throwing things around as he cusses his laptop

yeah he cusses his laptop what about it??

if you close your eyes hard enough, you could hear him throw his router against the wall (you later learned that he was so close to finishing his digitalization but then his laptop decided to die) before punching the air

(( the friendship started when you knocked vERY gently and offered him to borrow your laptop even if you aren’t done with all your homework ))

((( changbin thought at first that u were such an organized and too-friendly social butterfly who’s a kiss-ass to everyone but now he thinks ur the coolest person ever and he treasures you more than life itself )))

although, taehyung’s a lot more vicious and closed-off and critical than changbin

he narrows his gaze at you as you introduce yourself for the second time before merely clicking his tongue

“ok cool”

is that uhm

is that IT good sir

“you’re not,” you’re dancing around your words and being careful to not let a pout grace your lips at the sheer lack of enthusiasm, “gonna introduce yourself to me??”

you got a reaction alright

taehyung sCOFFS and that’s the loudest he’s ever been with you in the span of two minutes

“you followed me for ten minutes just to tell me your name. kinda seems like you already know mine if you do that, no?”

this is why you took up biochem instead of law

how do the lawyers not break down???

why does phoenix wright make it seem SO easy?? especially when he’s spoken to in a confrontal tone???

oh god taehyung broke you already

not to be rude but uh what do you wANT

can you get it over already??

“o-oh! uhm i was wondering if i could uHm,” you sound ridiculous now that you think about it and this is perhaps one of the only times you feel embarrassed, “volunteer to be your model for your project?”

hmm

was that a wrong answer,,,

sHOULD YOU HAVE SAID THAT??

“are you in my class?”

taehyung asks and he’s finally said a sentence to you!!! omg

you’re quite shocked so he had to click his tongue to get you to answer 

“no, actually!! i’m a biochem major and-...”

that’s all it takes before he hums and nods his head

and for some reason taehyung looks at you like you’re pREY

“are you a stalker?”

okay wait holy fuck wHAT

you know what

you took a sip from changbin’s coffee half an hour ago but why are you only choking on it nOW

you’re positively sputtering and now ur pressured bc tae thinks you’re a stalker!!! a damn stalker!!

“looked at you long enough. i don’t need a sketch artist and i could just-”

no no no pls no

this meeting is going downhill very quickly 

“oh my god taehyung i’m nOT a stalker okay!!!”

that shuts him up because your voice is so firm and okAY then how do u explain this stalker smh ://

throughout the whole time you’re talking about changbin being an art major and also your neighbor and everything in between, tae has such a neutral expression that you feel so intimidated

“-and that’s what!! i’m not taking advantage of you or anything, if that’s what you’re thinking i guess? i swear!!”

he listened and well if he’s being honest,,, okay yea you did make sense and he does know changbin

“okay then. i’ll think about it.”

“are you gonna give me your number???”

it’s either you’re so forward or he’s just not used to being caught off-guard

WHICH FUCKING ONE

“what for?”

it’s been so long ever since someone asked taehyung for his number

usually in galas and any other socialite gatherings you could think of, everyone’s number would just be in your phone automatically and you won’t even rEMEMBER how it got there in the first place

better yet, it’s been so long since he went back to his usual routine lifestyle of being himself 

his last gala was two weeks ago and tae had to keep looking at his phone to study pdfs and whatever clear pictures he can get of his reviewers back at home because he had a test tomorrow morning

“so you could text me where we’re gonna meet so you could paint me, silly!!”

:D

okay wOAH there

“i didn’t even say that you’d be my model????”

“lol but you were thinking it huh”

that’s it

taehyung has nO choice but to paint you if he wants to finish this project and graduate and have something of a thicker paper to flaunt

it came as a shock to him that hE took your offer and he could only imagine its effect on you

not to brag but tae didn’t even have to sweat for a little because it’s yOU who came to him with this offer!! not him!!

tae lives in the classiest apartment here in uni and everyone probably knows that

much to his insistence that he doesn’t want anyone from uni going outside his apartment, he had to take an L and invite you over

he wouldn’t risk doing his work in any place else because he doesn’t want anyone thinking and getting the wrong idea!!

speaking of, he’s regretting it now because you seem to be too happy being in his space

you’re pointing around and being awed at every possible thing!!! 

what??? is this ur first time seeing a rattan hanging chair :// or a massive couch?? or a canvas painting of something so beautiful?? all of that in what’s supposed to be a student’s one apartment??? christ y/n get yourself together

“so what do you want me to do?? where do i sit oR do i stand instead?? i’m gonna need you to know that-...”

“nothing.” taehyung deadpans before he gets his camera so he could get digital shots as well if ever he needs an extra touch when it comes to his final product

the gears in your head are going bRRR and you’re gonna have to ask him to elaborate but taehyung already sets the pace

“nothing. just be your rEALLY annoying self and pretend i’m not here.”

normally you don’t take his words to heart but this one just hits a little close to home bc it’s early in the morning and taehyung already finds you intolerable

“by pretend, do you mean-...”

“up to you. are you more annoying around me or no?”

how did he read your MIND

tae got the thoughts in your head word per word and you’re so amazed at that because fUcK you originally thought that he’s good at bluffing his way up

click!

it’s you smiling at him

no you’re beaming at him

and you’re in front of his morning-lit curtains and you’re against the light

the portrait itself is already visually appealing and satisfying and man the shadows!!! the value!!!! they’re so raw and dreamy and this is exactly his style!!!

it was just a one-take wonder as soon as he took a picture of you!!! and he may have you to hold that position if he needs the push!! he just needs to translate it to canvas with his own language and emotions and then he’s dONE!!

you’re a pain in the ass

you laugh and you move too much

taehyung had you to to revisit that pose and hold it and you wouldn’t stop giggling bc you were too proud that you did THAT!

you also ask too many things that even hE doesn’t have the answers to

how is he supposed to know if red string lovers exist when you went into a spiel just because you saw a red tube of paint???? and why is he saying his opinions on such trivial things when he has his final project to take care of???

and how is he supposed to know why YOU’RE here hanging out with him instead of finishing your own final project

jk maybe it’s the L word but you’re gonna subdue that as much as possible since taehyung looks like he’d leave you by yourself with any chance that he gets

and you even call him terms of endearment!!! nicknames!! pet names!! names that you’d call someone who’s familiar to you and you probably l*ve!!!

angel

that’s what you call him :))

“why do you call me that?”

“because you look like one”

“and how would yOU know what angels look like??”

“because if they were to exist then you’d probably look like one!!”

“but-”

“ok that’s one minute no more questions taehyung <3″

tae just provides you with all the conviction you need to take care of him without even knowing

not in a maternal type of instinct type of way, but rather in a sPECIAL someone type of way

you find yourself caring for him mOre than you ever could for any regular friend you have!!

you just throw a whole loaf of bread to changbin and call it a day

but for tae??? you go above and beyond!!

“did it ever hit you that rich kid kim never really introduced himself to you?”

oh right....

changbin points out one day and you could see where he was getting at

for some reason he always knew what was in your mind at any given time and sometimes it’s to your disadvantage

you seem to be growing on taehyung though!!

he tolerates you better now!!

sometimes he’ll find you loveable even

he likes having someone around and you’re the perfect contender

if he decides to not talk too much, then you fill up the white noise!!

if he wants you to shut up?? then yOU shut up but of course not without babbling for a little

he’s opened up but with some reservations

some reservations that you don’t mind but it’s normal that you feel sometimes left out, y’know??

because it’s been a good month since you and taehyung properly interacted but he still resents you as much if you think about it

“hey angel!!”

“what is it-...”

taehyung looks up from his meal that he’s been poking at his fork because this has to be the fourth time you call out to him

so he turns to look at you and-

oh

uhm

there seems to be a misunderstanding

you weren’t calling HIM

you were calling out to some other guy that iSN’T him

that’s seungmin!!! omg you haven’t seen him in so long and he just happened to pass by your lunch table!!!

apparently he has something to talk to you about which is why you’re standing up and leaving tae all alone on the table

seungmin’s smile is adorable as always and he gets you in a pretty good mood!!

oh god

dear gOD

what is taehyung feeling in his chEST???

tae’s grip on his fork is starting to get pRETTY tight

and if he’s aware enough, his right eye’s twitching and he’s practically scoffing under his breath

why tf would you call him that

WHO is angel and why is it nOT him anymore????

what he’s feeling is just unexplainable and it tastes something like betrayal

“who’s he?”

he quizzes you as soon as you get back to your table and you don’t waver one bit because you know he’s been asking questions recently

“oh that’s just seungmin!! we were childhood friends then he just transferred here awhile-...”

there’s a bitter taste on his tongue and it shows up in his face and you’re not even paying attention to him!!

“really? thought i was him for a second.”

ok now that got you to stop eating

????

why is he acting weird

taehyung looks even more irked because you look sO oblivious right now

“do you call everyone angel?”

o-oh where is this going

“uhm-”

you’re not even finished and to be honest you’re quite lost and taehyung sCOFFS you to the next century

“‘course you do.”

taehyung angrily finishes his meal and you leave it at that because ok maybe he had a bad day?? and he’s just taking it out on you??

and well tae DOESN’T want you to leave it at that

he wants you to ASK him why he’s mad!!! he’s passive-aggressive and it’s getting unhealthy but he’d rather choke than have him spill whatever he’s feeling

the next few days, taehyung avoids you like his LIFE depended on it

you’re not really bothered by it because he has his days, but this one’s just getting out of control

“are you giving me a time-out or something??”

lmao what did u do now

you nudge him when you see him by changbin’s apartment to borrow an easel even though he’s already got it by his apartment

yeah he’s mad at you and he’s petty but maybe he wants to see you again

tae’s giving you silent treatment and you don’t even question him for it

you don’t bother!!

you’re letting him do whatever he wants as always and he dOESN’T like it anymore!!!

he feels like he’s gonna combust at any given time and you don’t give a shit and he feels like yOU should give a shit because you always do!!

you always hover and worry around him but wHY does he feel like you’re not doing it anymore??

why does he yEARN FOR YOU???

it’s quite an an early night for you

you love biochem but sometimes it kicks your ass and it makes you retch at the mention of all-nighters nowadays!! bc they used to be fun but now doing them because you nEED to?? no thx

you’re already in your pajamas and you’re all washed up!! what could changbin need from you at 9 in the evening??

there’s an urgent knocking on your door and you resist the need to groan because you were about to really knock yourself out!! you need to get back all the rest you’ve wasted over your own final project

is that-

“taehyung?”

the man in question is in his huge yellow hoodie that swallows him up every time and he looks positively spent

his hair’s shaggy and his eyes are glazed and there’s a pink tint to his cheeks :((

he’s holding a baby hydroflask in his hands and you’re pretty sure that’s alcohol in there lol

“don’t call me taehyung!!”

he immediately snaps and you’re lost as aLWAYS

did he really just walk all the way to your complex to snAp at you??

“i’m not taehyung,” he frowns deeply and that’s when you’re a bit more mesmerized, “i’m angel.”

is this what you think it is??

your no.1 deflection move is to laugH and you’re doing that rn

something about this whole situation tickles you funny and you’re not sure what to feel about it

“i like your bottle!! i should get one for myself!!”

he could see right through you though

he ignores your stOOpid statements and goes to hold your hands :((

“no, no. i’m your angel. i-i’m your taehyung, right??”

listen

taehyung is the most confusing being you know and he’s so emotionally constipated that he outperforms changbin but this one,,,

this just feels so different

he’s hugging you

he’s embracing you

he’s burrowing his face to your neck and you’d be lying if you said you didn’t ever imagine what this would feel like :(((

he positively 100% might be in love with you

and you positively 100% might be in love with him too

he’s fishing for your hand by your side to put in between your bodies as he shakes it and that’s because he doesn’t wanna let go of the hug 

:((((

you’re melting and this what heaven must feel like :((((

“h-hi. name’s kim taehyung and i’m yours.”