#i fucking love my f/os

[beautiifulprincessdisorder]

welcome to my blog!

i still don't know how to set these out sorry guys🙏

my name is ivan, i use he/him but at the end of the day i dont really care how you refer to me, i am genderfluid and aromantic asexual. i am autistic, and i have adhd and bpd. im also hungarian! 🇭🇺

my special interest is hetalia, but i also have other interests which include:

the world wars, history, countries, tanks, countryballs/countryhumans, linguistics, vexillology, bandori, touhou, drawing, rammstein, mitski, iron maiden (my favourite music artists atm) + more that i probably forgot!

i am openly proship and profiction, aswell as comship, darkship, prokink and propara (but anticontact!) i am also anti radqueer. i dont actually care who interacts with me, i have no dni, and i block freely if i dont like you.

im cramming all of my proship, selfship, art, etc onto here as i don't feel like making sideblogs atm, and i also dont have any tags to sort my posts out (my profile is a mess, i know😅)

i am a selfshipper, and i am okay(? not extremely keen on it but ill survive) with sharing my f/o(s)

i have multiple f/os, but my main one of all time is germany from hetalia, i love him🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️ i only ever really post about him, sorry 😅

but, some other f/os include:

- portugal (hetalia) : romantic f/o

- romano (hetalia) : familial/romantic f/o

- hungary (hetalia) : familial f/o

- seychelles (hetalia) : platonic f/o

+ more, if i ever make a full list ill link it here !

[beautiifulprincessdisorder]

idk if these r still open but im putting mine out here anyway ... my husbands! ^_^

squishable reblog game !!

selfshippers! reblog this and i'll assign your F/Os (3 max. pls) a squishable! i'll also provide a link to buy them if you're so inclined ฅ(^◕ᴥ◕^)ฅ

examples:

[pastelpousay]

Uhm…Imagine not writing today- like imagine just not doing any work at all whatsoever😽

SORRY I HAD TO ADD THESE PICS LAMOO

[stanfordpinesenbyhusband]

I want to cover bones face with little kisses so much just aaaaaaaaaaaaa I want to kiss him so fucking much

[yearninghabits]

Me holding out my love for my fellow selfshippers. I LOVE seeing everyone's pairings, whether it's romantic, platonic or familial!!!!!!!!!!!!

prosh.ippers dni. I do NOT mean you

[yumesei]

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I'm having such a shitty day and such a shitty week overall :(

[starlit-roses-ships]

ha ha yeah I’m totally fine what do you mean (just finished crying at the thought of my f/os genuinely loving me with the same intensity that I love them)

[mewos-laptop]

ZTOP [stop] MAKING ZHIP [ship] POZTZ [posts] ABOUT ME GOOD LORD...

I KEEP ZEEING [seeing] ZELF-INZERT [self-insert] ZHIPPING [shipping] CONTENT AND ZHIT [shit] IN MY TAGZ [tags]... EUGHM....

I DO NOT LIKE HUMANZ [humans]... WHAT MAKEZ [makes] YOU THINK YOU'RE ANY DIFFERENT... ZEEBLINGZ !!!!!

[frecklystars]

I have another gig in a week and I'm so nervous 😭 I get paid hundreds of dollars for only five hours of work, but it is so nerve-racking and the work environment is so stressful, like literally every time I'm there I'm on the verge of tears or I have to take a 2 minute break before the show starts just to run to the restrooms and cry bc I get so stressed out. And then when I clock out I just cry my eyes out in my car while driving home. But hey!!! Hundreds of dollars!!! For five or six hours of my time!!! Only a few days a month!!! Hundreds!!! Of dollars!!! So it would be totally stupid to quit.

I wouldn't have been able to afford pampering myself on my last two F/O anniversaries (and currently placing an order for a rose bouquet for Six's anniversary for the 18th) if I didn't have this second job... but if it didn't pay me such a large amount of money each time, I probably would have quit by now bc it makes me so damn anxious. The show isn't even for one week and I'm sitting here stressing about it! I have one thousand other things to stress about and this job shouldn't be one of 'em 😤

I just keep trying to think about Ken hugging me while saying "Aw, sweet girl, don't be nervous! You JUST started this job, you've only worked three shows -- you think you're gonna be perfect your first try?? You're gonna be so good once you get the hang of it. Just look at me! I've been doing Beach for 62 years now, and I still don't know what my job is supposed to be... but I know I look So Cool™ 😎"

[rexscanonwife]

@dearly-beeloved NAWW BUT THE WAY I ACTUALLY GOT KINDA MISTY EYED WHEN I READ THIS...FAMBILY....😭😭💖💖💖💖

[beautiifulprincessdisorder]

germany loves you a whole lot and portugal is giving you a biiig smooch ❤️

JJSG❤️GHH.J hhrggh ❤️❤️❤️ THANK YOU ANON 😭jumping in joy as i write this

[mothfinite]

also. seeing the sudden volatility towards nonsharing selfshippers who are literally minding their own business on their OWN blogs is fucking crazy to me. imagine being that person. literally get a life

[silverselfshippingchaos]

ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..

[biohazard-inevitable]

Being a villain loving shounen fan who selfships is a lot of watching my boyfriends get beat to hell or even to death and going “FUCK YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!” Like a aports fan

[docsdarling]

why does it seem every time it's an important f/o's birthday my family goes out of their way to make me feel the most miserable, awful possible ( they do 99% of the days I am just complaining rn because I want to do something for Jack but absolutely will not finish it tonight now 👍👍 )

[shot-by-cupid]

Sorry for speaking my truth but he would 100% give me this shirt and I would wear it to bed every night

He would sleep at my house and he would leave it there by accident and I would keep that shit and i would wear it to bed every night and he would love that he would think it’s the cutest thing ever argue with the wall