#i fucking hate icloud

[autisticarachnid]

iphone storage is the worst fucking thing on the planet and i literally fucking hate this so goddamn much. also fuck icloud i also fucking hate icloud because now not only is my phone convinced that some of MY PHOTOS are icloud photos, it is at the same time convinced EVERY SINGLE ICLOUD PHOTO IS MINE. AND MY STORAGE WENT UP FIFTEEN FUCKING GIGABITES AFTER I DELETED TWO THOUSAND PHOTOS. WHAT THE FUCK

[y-eontan]

i hate apple like why the fuck does it keep removing my fics from my phone

[pansyfemme]

also i have to go to the fucking apple store and i am dreading it

[writing-forever]

I'm bouta kill somebody!!! I had the whole chapter typed out and then icloud deleted it!!! Plus copy paste doesn't fucking work in icloud notes! I just wanted to move my writing to my iPad notes but noooooo. It has to delete the whole fucking chapter! I swear! I wanna bang my head against the wall rn! Whyyyyyy! I worked so hard!!! The fucking universe hates me!

[limewatt]

man i really need to get a new ipad this thing is practically shitting itself i don’t have a single app downloaded other than procreate and i’m completely out of storage

[sserasin]

thinking abt toxic ex bf!yeonjun….

toxic ex!yeonjun

cw nsfw under cut, noncon, dubcon, female reader, jealousy, degrading names, brief mention of revenge porn, manipulation, dacryphilia, fingering (reader receiving)

toxic ex!yeonjun is so much worse than a toxic fwb!yeonjun cause he’s already had a taste of you, and he’s quite literally obsessed.

ex!yeonjun who can’t stand the thought of you with anyone else, and he knows he should let it go. but he loves you too damn much.

ex!yeonjun who gets pissed and jealous no matter who you’re talking to. it could be your best friend for years and he’d send you a stupid ass text talking about how you were moving on too fast, that you were a dirty whore who was good for nothing other than being a cumdump.

ex!yeonjun who retaliates by sending the nudes you sent him to his friends, his teammates, spreading them across school. it lowers your reputation and thus, getting rid of a lot of competition for him. but then he ends up regretting it because now his teammates are talking about how hot your body is and how easy it would be to fuck you.

ex!yeonjun ex!yeonjun was a perfect boyfriend, and he’s an even better manipulator. he lies and tells you that his icloud was hacked. and you, so desperate to cling to anyone you have left, stupidly believe him.

ex!yeonjun who soothes your cries, holding you in his arms and wipes your tears away. but he’s always had a thing for making you cry, and even out of sex, you’re just so goddamn beautiful crying— he can’t help that his cock hardens at the sight of the tears.

ex!yeonjun who whispers promises of making you feel better, showing you that you don’t deserve those scum sending you anonymous hate messages, as his lips trail down your neck and to your cleavage.

ex!yeonjun sneaks a hand in your pants, collecting your juices with his fingers before mercilessly pushing two of his fingers on, muffling your gasp with his mouth. “just, be a good girl for me,” yeonjun murmurs. the painful intrusion of his fingers lessen as he quickly finds your g-spot, ramming his fingers into the spot and curling them.

ex!yeonjun whose lips curl into a brief wicked smile as he watches you pant from your orgasm, licking his fingers clean. your fingers curl around his wrist, stopping him from moving (as if he was going to) and look up at him with wet eyelashes and pretty eyes, “i want more.”

ex!yeonjun who pushes you down on your bed, pulling your pants off fully, saying, “yeah? you always just want more and more, huh?” his words don’t exactly make sense, but your brain is too fogged over with sex, sex, and sex that you don’t care. you just want whatever he can give you. “i’ll give you what you want,” he only pulls his cock out, sliding it through your folds teasingly.

ex!yeonjun who grins when you beg, raising a hand to your neck to hold you there, “say you love me.” you blink, saying it without hesitation. “good girl,” he presses all of himself in you, cutting off your moan. he hisses, “fu—fuck, you’re such a good— hole. always so tight for me.”

ex!yeonjun who demands to know who else you’ve fucked or had any bit of a situationship with while you were broken up in the middle of sex. “what was his na— fuck, name?” “how far did you go?” and when you question him, “because it fuckin’ matters. tell me.” only gives you an orgasm when you agree to block the person, and definitely watches you block them after you’ve finished.

ex!yeonjun who doesn’t stop there, isolating you from your remaining friends and family. tells you lies about them, that they’ve been talking about you behind your back. convinces you not to confront them and simply block and ignore. they don’t deserve your time. somehow always leads up to sex, or he’s saying that shit during sex ‘cause he knows that’s when you’re most compliant— split on his cock.

ex!yeonjun will probably never reveal his true colors until you somehow find out— but he won’t let that happen. he’s got you wrapped around his finger, with no one to turn to.

[vole-mon-amour]

3x08, part 2.

The first thing I notice? Jamie. :) That boy can't sit straight or stand still. <3 (Also Jan, heh.) And Jamie's so fond of Henry. Surprisingly good with kids, yeah, and it's wonderful that Jamie pays him so much attention while being Henry's fav player.

All the boys are smiling and cheering for the kid, this so incredibly wholesome. Even the ones that aren't exactly participating are still smiling. I love this show, man. I rewatched this moment at least 7 times. I would like to be Henry in that moment, please.

I also can't get over the "I got that all covered" line and the cut to the boys just being boys and having the time of their life out on the pitch with Henry. Perfect training & Rebecca being more than ok with that. :') I need gifs of this. I need a cut of this scene only so I can have it on my blog with the boys cheering. I love EVERYTHING about this moment.

Yeah, I'm definitely still in love with her. Queen. Also, the line of this ep so far, "getting engaged".

I know there's no other way to say it, but when characters are on a first name basis with each other instead of their usual nicknames, you know something is up.

WHAT?! I'm not the one who's dating Jack, so: she can go fuck herself. I absolutely hate how toxic they make her and her relationship with Keeley, but I also can't ignore all of this. What. the actual. fuck?????

Either call Rebecca and meet her after or visit Rebecca at work. Because this??? Ughhh. Rebecca would never. Screw it, I'm back on my bullshit. Keeley and Rebecca should have been dating basically from the beginning.

Not in the way I expected, but the tongue returns. He's such a dork & I love him. :') The fact that none of the boys comment on his shenanigans bc they're so used to him just being This Way. <3

A Lynx dealer, I'm screaming. :D Though I'm very happy to see Jamie and Colin interacting. "Smart boy." My heart is soft for this friendship. I need this to be connected with Colin's sexuality and Jamie making a statement as bisexual. If not in the show (shame), then as fanfiction.

Also, the tattoo isn't there, I'm sad.

!!! I like how they keep mentioning how awful The Sun is. Like, it's a thing & everyone knows that & i appreciate them doing that since s1.

Colin, sweetie... I understand why he does that, but I wish he wouldn't and didn't.

My boy gets it. <3 Though the part of "that's why I delete all photos from my phone". Babe, all this stuff is probably connected to iCloud or Google Drive, which is... yeah. Won't help you much. Also, your videos are still somehow on twitter. :D

People said "let us see Jamie's legs" and the creators obliged. Isn't he cold though? C'mon.

Listen.... the path they walked since s1? I can't get over it. The growth!! The character development!!

Boys will be boys. :')

Jamie Tartt, an art and interior design lover.

The fact that that line is cut to Jamie and Roy's reactions. My heart. When you're two men that still love your ex. I am very deep in my feelings here. There is SO much happening here, my goodness.

Jamie watching Roy walking away after he heard about that, and both being deep in their thoughts. This drives me crazy tbh. And Jamie's reaction, his love for Keeley. I'm !!!!! :(((((

I'm sure Isaac is gonna make things right if needed to and he's gonna be very protective over Colin if exposed, but the anxiety in this is real for Colin. I totally get it.

[thefrontofmymind]

longterm girlfriend!reader x matty healy ig blurb

(FC: Alexa Chung)

the1975archives does anyone know who this girl from Matty’s old Myspace is? We’ve been trying to track her down but we dont know

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1975fan1 she’s probably just one of his friends from school or something

>1975fan2 do you think she could be his ex girlfriend???? They seem preeeetty close

1975fan3 how about we don’t dig into his past and try to ID some random?

yninstagram (private) tokyooooooo trumanblack

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trumanblack fuck yeaaaaah

bedforddanes glad you came with us mate !!

yninstagram (private) cockhead.

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trumanblack hate you

>yninstagram hate you too

trumanblack 

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1975fan1 who is this??

1975fan2 oh matty has a girlfriend? time for me to die ig

yninstagram (private) pretty :)

trumanblack don’t mind me I was too busy mmmm blocking out the haters diannaagron yninstagram

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1975fan1 omg matty and quinn fabray ICONIC

1975fan2 wait is that the girl from all those old photos on Matty’s myspace????

>1975fan3 WAIT I THINK IT ISSSSSS

yninstagram (private) 💋💋

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trumanblack fit x

yninstagram (private) rockstar girlfriend things

yninstagram (private) Brits bathroom. No biggie.

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trumanblack xxxx

the1975archives allegedly leaked photos from Matty’s icloud! Apparently this girl is yninstagram (private), there’s photos of them going back years!

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1975fan1 uuuhh, this feels very invasive to post. Maybe delete it?

>the1975archives they’re already all over the internet so i don’t see any problem posting them. Maybe just unfollow me if you don’t want to see them!

1975fan2 wait isn’t she the girl who was in those old photos from Matty’s myspace???

>the1975archives yep! And he posted a photo a couple years ago with her in it!

thesun Alert!! The 1975’s frontman, Matty Healy was seen at the British Fashion Awards with a mysterious woman on his arm! Reportedly, her name is YN and she’s been connected with Healy since before he shot to stardom. Is this a reconnection or has Healy not quite the rockstar playboy he claims to be?

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1975fan1 kill me they’ve been together SINCE WHEN????

bedforddanes keep out of it.

1975fan2 I think this is confirmation that they’ve probably been together for a while….

1975fan3 they’re so cute!!

1975fan4 why does the sun have to report on this?? Who cares??

trumanblack I’ve loved her for as long as I can remember. She’s gotten me to where I am today. I do all I do for her. It’s a shame this is how we’ve had to come out about it, but I’m glad I can show off the woman who’s made me who I am today.

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yninstagram x

yninstagram Love you, rockstar.

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trumanblack 💗

[ox1-lovesick]

ᥫ᭡ 투바투 ── reaction to idol!s/o liking their posts

𖤣 . . . pairing. idol!txt x gn!idol reader genre. fluff, angst warnings. hate speech, mentions of d3ath t4r3ts in hyuka's, swearing (?) wc. 100-200 for each member

𖤣 . . . synopsis. in an alternate universe where each txt member has their own instagram you accidentally like one of their posts on your public account

𖤣 . . . a/n. another reaction because reading my own writing makes me want to regurgitate my intestines aswell as everything i've ever eaten since i was 6. another self indulgent one too because i am simultaneously praying for and dreading the day kang taehyun gets his own instagram account because it will be both the best thing to happen to this world as well as my death day because his beauty is unfathomable 😟

𖧵ֹ໋݊ YEONJUN

i once refreshed my Instagram feed 5 times a second to see how long it would take for yeonjun's post to get 1M likes

newsflash: it was 7 minutes 💀

and taking into consideration he had a good 400k beforehand i can see you liking his post completely slipping past him

he's blissfully unaware until around three days later when he wants to post his weekly mc selfies to twitter and notices both of your names trending

cue the panik

starts worrying his icloud got hacked and you're both turning into jennie and taehyung 💀

thankfully it was not that, but you accidentally liking his post on your main account with millions of followers isn't great either

is genuinely disturbed by how quickly they got screenshots because you unliked his post a millisecond after

Immediately calls you to make sure that you or your family haven't been doxxed yet because we all know how these delulu fans are 💀

thankfully both you and your family are fine and no one was harmed

although now you both have to brainstorm an excuse or dispatch (and your company's) will be up your ass and that doesn't sound very pleasant 😟

a few days later you go onto vlive and pass it off as you trying to like one or member's (or company's if you'd prefer to be a soloist) posts and accidentally refreshing and liking his

and they all lived happily ever after 👍

𖧵ֹ໋݊ SOOBIN

he's so worried for you 💀

especially because it was his first post, that he posted 2 minutes ago, and you have a history of getting a little too excited when someone mentions his name or he comes up on screen

like he knew you were anticipating his insta and everything but damn

he unfortunately knows what's about to come due to previous rumours and wants to curl up into a ball and die

he really wants to protect you from the nasty people on the internet but he knows that would do more harm than good to the both of you (also hybe will beat his ass)

you can lie and say it was a mistake or that you got hacked but no one will believe you 💀

so both of you, are unfortunately fucked

so as to not cause any more problems you decide to quickly unlike his post and move on like it never happened

although the universe is not on your side because dispatch releases a post about the both of you 'revealing' your relationship

their proof being that you both visited Ansan recently

although it's complete nonsense soobin still loses his mind and goes into panic mode

but him acting so paranoid whenever he hears something even remotely related to you or your group raises even more suspicion

eventually bighit decides (with neither of your knowledge) that enough is enough and comes out with an extremely paradoxical statement that leaves both of you and the entire world confused

atleast it stopped the rumours ig

𖧵ֹ໋݊ BEOMGYU

takes a screenshot and posts it to txt's weverse

"omg y/n liked my post 😻😻"

will talk about it everyday

if moa's or txt bullies him he'll say stupid shit "you're just jealous y/n liked my post and not yours"

which ironically, ends up being a smart move because everyone just brushes it off as beomgyu being a fanboy

and considering he knows every single one of your songs, is very open about how much he admires you, cheers for you at every stage and overall acts like an absolute simp when it comes to you—that's not really a far fetched thought

he's a little dissapointed because he was actually trying to start drama but oh well 💀

another day ig

gets upset when you or the others tease him about it 😭

"remember that time you were simping over y-" "SHUT UP SOOBIN"

genuinely livid he didn't get the y/ngyu ship edits 😟

he wanted to build a collection and rate them out of 10 with you the next time you both hung out together

atleast you didn't get cancelled ig

𖧵ֹ໋݊ TAEHYUN

goes to your page and likes one of your posts

he DOES NOT CARE

will even comment about how beautiful you are on one of your posts with all the love hearts and everything

THIS MAN

incase the internet hasn't shattered to pieces already he'll go to different post and comment something cheesy like "my love is so cute 💘💖💗" and all the replies are like "your WHAT NOW sir ??🤨" 💀

he is aware of the fact that he is a man, and therefore has male privilege and will not be hated on like you will—even if you're a man too he knows he'll be given the benefit of the doubt given that txt is more popular than your group

but, to make up for it he will personally combat every hater that breathes 🫵

will make 60 alternate accounts if he has to, he will clap back with no mercy

even on txt's official account, he'll defend you with his life and his sarcastic sassy remarks

definitely gets scolded and has his social media privileges taken away from him for a while but for you it was 100% worth it

𖧵ֹ໋݊ HUENINGKAI

bro's just as scared as you are

genuinely shitting his pants

he's traumatized from the wonyoung yuna love triangle 💀💀💀

his initial plan is to boycott all social media platforms until it dies down

but his curiosity get's the better of him and decided to check twitter 💀

nearly breaks down crying when he sees you getting hate he's so sad

genuinely shocked that people could get this upset over a like 😟 do y'all not have lives 😟

eventually though, he comes across the more rogue comments *cough* d3at4 thr3at$ *cough* from supposed "fans" who seem to think that kai is a 4 year old child who cannot make decisions for himself and does not know what he's doing and has no life experience whatsoever therefore he must be 'protected' even though he's a 21 year old man 🙂—

(i see all you weirdos that infantilize him on this app 💀🫵)

rant over though, it leaves him fuming

how? could they say such things?? about you??? the sweetest most beautiful most caring most talented most skilled most amazing person on this earth????

so against his better judgement, the leo in him decides to make a very, very lengthy post on weverse cursing at the haters, telling them how these things should never be said to anyone whether they stole your pencil in grade 2 or ran over your dog 🤨 (slayningkai speaking facts as always)

and although he never directly mentions you, anyone could see that this was about you

which leaves a lot of people shocked because who would've thought sweet ol' hueningkai could reach his breaking point and berate these nasty hoes 😟

also gets his social media accounts taken away from him for a while cause of that but he doesn't care, not when they were being so harsh on you ☹️

the comments die down a lot after that but he still feels really bad about the whole situation so he's determined to make you feel better 🤨

goes over to your dorm with an army of plushies he knows you wanted to make you feel better 😔💔

will 100% let you cry on him if you need to

although he's livid all over again because those goblins made you cry he'll hold it in for you 😟

will do pokémon impressions to make you laugh

as long as he gets to see you smile again he's happy <3

© ox1-lovesick ── all rights reserved. do not copy, translate, alter, or repost my work without my explicit permission.

[tortoisebore]

what would remus contact name for sirius be and vice versa?

this is just…..,me projecting. and i got carried away and it’s so long. you’ve been warned

i think sirius is an emoji girlie and remus’ contact name would be “💞🥰✨🫶🤭 baby 💖🥺💞💫🫣” or some random nickname/pet name that changes once a week that he comes up with while drunk & remus pretends to hate but actually enjoys.

idk like one time they were leaving a new years eve party & sirius got smashed & had to be bodily removed from the vicinity and taken home, and eventually remus just let him go piggy back bc they were getting absolutely nowhere fast & sirius was so giddy ab being carried by his big tall bf that he launched into the most horrific 20-minute rendition of just the “he’ll be a strong man” bit of “i can make you a man” from rocky horror which like…..definitely didn’t fit the occasion & remus very much bitched ab being compared to rocky. and when they woke up hungover the next day remus was like “thank god he was too plastered to remember that” but then sirius rolled over & snuggled up real close & pressed his nose to remus’ neck all sweet and said so so softly “he’ll be a stroooong maaaaan” and remus is like oh god oh fuck oh no please but it’s too late, and then next thing he knows his name in sirius’ phone for the next week is “😈💪👅strooong maaan🥵❤️‍🔥🤭” until he thinks of something new

but the contact photo always stays the same & it’s a grainy black & white pic of sirius practically climbing on top of remus in a photo booth & kissing his cheek all cute & it’s been sirius’ favorite pic of them for like two years bc remus is smiling so so big & it makes his little heart melt every time he sees it

i think remus would use emojis very sparingly all around and almost always only with sirius, so his name in remus’ phone would be something sweet and simple like “Sirius 💕” or just “S ♥️” but sirius steals his phone often to take selfies as a gift & change his contact name, so sometimes remus opens their text thread & finds that sirius’ name is “light of my life💖💞♥️❤️‍🔥💕” or “✨💫my most beautiful and perfect love ✨💫”

half the time the name is too long to be completely visible in imessage, so one day he goes to text sirius ab meeting for lunch and finds “❤️‍🔥🔥🥵hot & sexy bf who loves me so so much & wants me so bad & needs me to fuck him on our…” and the rest is cut off. he just laughs it off bc he’s a good sport and as always he goes to check his camera roll bc sirius always leaves selfies behind when he does this but he opens the app to find about twenty incredibly salacious photos and two videos waiting and he has to put his phone down for a solid three minutes, then just sends sirius a text that says “i fucking hate you” and sirius immediately knows what it is so he goes “👹👅😈❤️‍🔥” and then remus says “come home for lunch” and that’s that

but remus’ contact photo for sirius is a picture sirius took of them at the park last summer when out of nowhere he’d said “oh my god remus come here look how pretty the lighting is” & then took about four hundred pictures of them lying under a tree. they left the park with mild sunburns and a bigger icloud storage subscription on remus’ phone

[tamagotchikgs]

there is nothing i despise more than two factor authentication i hate it with my whole heart and soul i want it gone i need it gone pleas........ i need 2 login to my icloud account on my pc because my phone is broken it doesnt even charge anymore but i cant because i need to confirm it's me on my fucking phone

[helloanthy]

it is incredibly fucked up of you not to clarify ANYWHERE in the doxxing post that it's a joke, not even a subtle "#unreality" or "#not real" within the tags. to only hint at it by leaving a link to the definition of "joke" in a SEPARATE POST is ridiculously petty. and to double down and insist it's real when asked is just plain cruel. you are an adult, as far as i know, and acting this immature should embarrass you. i hope you know your post caused anxiety and paranoia. i hope you're aware of the effect your dumb joke over how much you hate a random kids' cartoon that isn't even airing anymore caused. fuck you.

i was going to reply with the meme "calm down time" but the point of the joke was to give actual cybersafety advice, so for you anon and anyone else who would find these useful, here is a different, straightforward advice on how to prevent doxxing in addition to my own internet safety slide & what to do if you are ever happen to be doxxed i would also recommend emailing the web archive to remove your pages from their history before you delete them (because they require proof it is your page, so you will need to make a post of some sort indicating such) to make sure there are no ghosts of it to pull information from & if you are afraid of being doxxed through tumblr, this might help i happen to find sending anonymous hate mail also quite immature. i know you cant ever tell who to trust on the internet, but if you had DM'd me verbatim this message i would not have posted it and kept it private i believe in giving warnings as courtesy though, so i hope these links help you ease your anxiety. but it is my day off and im quite bored, so if you show up belligerently in my inbox again there are still ways to find someone around a private icloud relay ^^ please utilize the block function i hope you have a better day !

[thetonethetollandthethunder]

Scythe chapter 16-20!!

Ayy we’re backk!! Let’s just get started shall we?

Chapter 16!!

-oh god the elegy—

-“Could you imagine me as a teenager?” OH YES I CAN OHOHO

-This also shows how much power scythes and especially Goddard has

-And also shows how bad of a scythe Goddard is as well

-Scythe Curie makes a good point that also relates to the toll, in which it doesn’t matter if they kill Goddard or anyone like him because another with the same ideology will always come along without fail

-this chapter didn’t have much but it IS good so ykyk

Chapter 17!!

-OHHH ITS THE MOMENT THAT EVERYONE LOSES THEIR MINDS OVER!! SCYTHE FARADAY IS D-D-DEAD or is he? :) :)

-Rowan instinctively trying to protect Citra!!!

-it makes sense for most disabilities to be nonexistent but that doesn’t mean I have to like it :/ like idk why the way it’s done is just :// especially as a disabled person myself

-The way the describe Faraday’d death is already suspicious if you already know he isn’t dead but when you’re first reading it, it does make sense!

-OH AND THE SEPARATE TRAININGS BEGINS!!!

-“If I ever take on an apprentice it will be for a different reason entirely.” OHOHO I KNOW I KNOWWWW

-Again not much to say BUT still rlly good!!

Chapter 18!!!

-Part 3 begins!!

-SCYTHE CURIE!!

-Again I always forget the names of these places, falling water is a very pretty name!!

-Citra being angry about Faraday’s death OUGH, she’s rlly going through 5 stages of grieve style

-Could you imagine ppl in the future calling our decor and shit old fashioned? Bizarre

-I love how they make Curie instantly charming and likable with only a few scenes, good writing man!!

-What hobbies would other scythes have? I wonder…

-Fun fact, i cannot drive, tried to learn and crashed the car, oh how I wish driving wasn’t necessary like in scythe

-Giving us little notes about the comfort scythes can give

-We hear a lot about being stagnant in the Scythe universe, and like, yeah, if you were in this utopia wouldn’t you grow stagnant even quicker than most? You have nothing to do literally

-You can really feel how observant Curie is, she noticed the small details

-Jesus even Curie’s yelling scared ME and I already knew what was gonna happen! She’s rlly intimidating—

-Gotta uphold your image!!

-“Another Scythe might have exacted a punishment far worse.” *COUGH COUGH GODDARD*

-Again shit names!! Barton Breen??? What??

-20 kids,, Jesus,,

-You can Curie’s own version of compassion, it’s different from Faradays yet still wonderful

-She did find her own way of gleaning!!

-Again FUCK Goddard!!

-I do wonder what would happen if Citra was trained by Goddard instead of Rowan…

-“Immortality has turned us all into cartoons.” GOD THAT LINEE

-Amazing chapter!! Told a LOT abt Curie!!!

CHAPTER 19!!!!

-Oo!! I thought this moment happened in Thunderhead but I misremembered!!

-Tho I THINK something similar happens??? Idk maybe my memory is fuckin with me ushejdj

-ALSO DAMN CITRA!! Pushin girls in front of TRUCKS holy fuck!!!

-Hate the eating descriptions!!

-TELL THE MOTHER YOU TWO!!! LIKE CMON??

-Cindy lmaoo, whenever someone whitewashes Citra im gonna call it Cindy instead <3 spite

-“err on the side of respect.” LMAO love that line

-RONDA ROADKILL IM DYINGGGGGG and so did she! (Temporarily but yk)

-“Can i throw you under a truck some other time?” She’s a busy person! I’d totally throw Citra under a truck! Would be fun!

-Morals change when theres little consequences, Citra would never even CONSIDER pushing Ronda in the mortal age, but since people can just come back it doesn’t seem like such a bad thing, it also shows how the concept of empathy and morality has changed in this society

-“the cloud” like icloud! Guess apple won in this world!

-“The machine had a purer soul than any human” NO IT DOESNT IVE SEEN AI ART YOU CANT FOOL ME!!!

-FUCK YOU SCYTHE GODDARD!!!

-OO TIME FOR CITRA TO INVESTIGATE!! I remember LOVING this plot so!!!!

Chapter 20!!

-Rowan finally!!! I missed you!!!!!

-He doesn’t wanna kill Citra!!! The beginning of his devotion to her UGHHH

-god hes only 17, I think we forgot how young these characters are, they really are just kids being pushed into this horrible situation god,,,

-“His was a life without substance, and now it would end.” God and here we see Rowan’s iconic self deprecating “emo” moments, people make fun of these scenes a lot but I fucking love em, it really contrasts Rowan and Citra. Citra has people who love and care about her, Rowan doesn’t, he knows that (in this moment) if he died no one would really care or remember him, so when he finds Citra, someone who does care about him and would care if he died, he clings to it. I mean when you’re that neglected and want SOMEONE to care even a little about you, wouldn’t you do the same thing?

-He already wants to change things!! And he will!! He will change a lot, though not as much as his girlfriend!!

-VOLTA!!

-“So is there a reason why you choose your robes to be the color of piss?” HA one of my favorite lines!!

-“the Change” god their ideology—, the fact they’re all thinking that they’re changing things for the better really shows how convincing of a man Goddard is, GOD i hate him!!!

-Ans here we have Goddard’s MANY parties

-my sensory issues would hate this

-I accidentally spelled Goddard’s name as Goodard which…Isn’t that so Ironic?

-“Bimbotech” Neal I’m BEGGING you to stop

-“Rowan wondered if the man had a diamond-studded bathing suit in his waredrobe as well.” He would because he’s a vain prick!!

-HES UNDERAGE STOP GIVING HIM ALCOHOL!! *Looking at you RAND especially ya creep—*

-“He was lucky if they even remembered to get him a gift” rowans parents man,,, He was really fucking neglected man it’s so awful, and the fact he still cares about them despite that GODDD

-See how goddard bend the rules? See how he twists them to make them fit what HE wants? Yeah, he’s gonna do that a lot; again, fuck you Goddard

-ESME!!! Shes backk!! And he’s right! She’ll be important!!

-GOD this is a good chapter, rowan my beloved!!

And that’s it!!! Next time will be chapters 21-25!! We’re going so fast aren’t we?

[desceros]

It's been almost a decade for me too 😌 I used to write entire chapters in a day, but now I can't put a sentence together without deleting it right after, because I hate it lmao. What do you do when you have writer's block? I've been hitting a wall with writing for so long, it's like I don't know how to write anymore. I still love writing, still get plot bunnies all the time, but it's like I'm stuck. Any advice for that? 🤔

sooooo. i am about to really out just how fucking autistic i am. please don't laugh.

so one thing i do to combat writer's block is i try to write every day, no matter how shitty it is. i let myself suck, because it doesn't matter; no one's going to read what's in my icloud. it's just for me. that lets me be as gratuitous and sucky as i want, guilt-free.

and then—again please don't laugh—i have... a spreadsheet that i made where i can randomly generate one of about 2k prompts and a character. on the days when i don't have inspiration in my head, i just generate a prompt, and then i write that. sometimes, i'm going to be real, it's really awful. like. oh god awful. but i don't delete it. i keep it. because that forces me to think of everything that i write as something that's worth keeping.

so, uh, guessing that you don't want to make an automatic spreadsheet for yourself—i recommend that you follow some of those prompt blogs that float around. i also really like going to a random word generator and giving myself thirty verbs. then you write thirty little baby ficlets where that verb happens. look at pictures. listen to music. think of a line from your favorite fic that made you go 'wow!!' and create an entirely new fic based off of it. there's an entire world of inspiration all around you already, and it doesn't have to come from within if you aren't ready for it; you just have to let the outside in until you are.

at first, you're going to be rusty. everything is going to feel awful. it's going to suck. but if you do just a little bit every day, eventually you'll get to a place where it feels like. oh yeah this is just what i do every day. it doesn't have to be a lot; maybe 500 words. just a scene of a fic. two characters talking. and you'll get back into it eventually!

[stbloodymary]

22 ✧༺♥༻∞22

… I turned it!!

Then I dropped my phone and gave it what my T-Mobile guy referred to as “phone cancer”.

I’m afraid of like the fbi or something so of course

No iCloud backup lol

So no provocative portraits of the seedy dt scene 😭 only selfies

ACTUALLY ME LEAVING THE FRENCH PHARAMCY WITH 8 A1313s UP MY ASS

Ok so this is my only social media now I hate 1nst4

Me and Emma think maybe a giant came on this towel bcuz it’s so crispy but rlly there is something deeply fucked up about our washing machine

I’m interested in looking cyber-sickly rn but also there’s something eerie siren on downers about it too. Maybe it’s because glossier was v popular during le xandemic but their eyeshadow thingz will do the trick. It may also help that my eyes are always like 40% closed

I took these selfies with the assistance of my male friend who is currently on thin ice. I don’t want to talk about it

Woke up swollen-chic

K I’m going to work ttyl

[kradogsrats]

not really related to anything but if you are looking for a free writing platform that is not Google Docs, I am really enjoying novlr after abandoning iCloud Notes in a fit of rage after it lost several hours of work like three times in a row

it's got a nice, clean UI, a good organization system, and it also pops up these cute little encouraging notifications when you hit daily word count milestones or maintain a streak of writing every day, which I think you can even configure what your daily goals are if you're into that kind of thing??? I think it also has some kind of integration with NaNoWriMo but again I'm not into that so I didn't look hard

but most importantly for me it has rich text formatting (NOT markdown, I fucking HATE markdown) that copy/pastes BEAUTIFULLY into AO3, like I did not have to correct ANYTHING... you don't even want to know the shit I was going through to format the garbage coming out of iCloud, like it would take an hour in an HTML editor to clean up 5k words, and then novlr's output is like 99.5% PERFECTLY clean HTML I almost cried

the downsides are that it does not have an app, and while it looks like they've made a lot of effort to have the mobile browser version be just as usable I haven't personally tried it enough to be like "yes this is 100% a good option for phone writing" bc I write less on my phone now, and some features like spell/grammar check are locked behind a paid account... but I wasn't getting spellcheck from iCloud Notes either so I personally lost nothing there, I just don't check spelling until right before posting lol

ANYWAY recommend if you do browser-based writing and hate Google Docs but are not serious business enough for Scrivener or the other heavy-duty paid shit