#i feel.. like a true artist now...
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waaaaaaaahh ur art is so good everyone looks so pretty it's so amazing ur so awesome!!!!!
it's amazing?! i'm AWESOME?!
like... inducing AWE... ?! well then, so are you for telling me such lovely things unprompted!! thank you for thinking everyone is pretty, and thank you so much for saying so 🥹💕✨
#i feel.. like a true artist now...#i am sending you all the joys to help you transition into the new year ✨#thank you again 😭whaaaat omg#caw caw!!🪶🐦⬛🦴
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An hour and 17 minutes into Defunctland's new video. It's crazy to think that the first person to basically say "we should replace artists with robots/AI!" was... Walt Disney himself.
[around 1:17:14 in the video]
Defunctland's new video, you should watch it.
#feel like walt never really had a passion for art#maybe he did at first#but it's pretty well known that he lost this passion over time#the man's true passions were innovation. The furthering of mankind. The future#he saw animation as an evolution in human progression. Not in the way most artists or animators saw it then or now#and when that passion died off he moved onto the next innovation#food for thought#disney#walt disney#tw walt disney#I see why most artists/animators hate Walt now#YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE ON OUR SIDE!!!!!!#AI#anti ai art#defunctland
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A little promo with my little obsession on the side...........
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#klance#halloween au#im projecting on the internet my own impostor syndrome#i feel that im awful and should be learning how to draw instead of writing shitty fics#and when i want to write a post and share a little doodle or smth - 'sorry' is right between the lines and its so frustrating#like???? nobody probably cares#im either here or im not#and if i need to finish that little abomination of a fic then so be it you'd think people wouldnt mind too much#and would still want to listen to my captions and see whatever silly doodle however silly it is as long as its true#..............but what if its all redundant#what if i cant draw after i had to flip my entire routine upside down#and will forever chase a thrill of feeling like a prolific artist and it will be always out of reach now#what if people scroll past my art and feel nothing now#what if world is filled with people who kinda hate klance but stay out of reflex and not bc its their deeply routed source of comfort#what if i reached an artistic plateau and will never be good enough#what if this is the limit of my 'talent'#what if i will forever love the projects i want to share but will always hate the execution of it wanting to fix it fix it fix it learn mor#i keep reading the little notes i get on orders#some screenshots i saved#i find good words and opinions and love letters to art as a whole#and i feel insufficient#subpar#i drew a comic about it to an old poem and still havent finished it#there is a point of trying your best when it stops feeling like a challenge and feels like a failure#its the moment where you keep going of course#and yet#there are emotions im sure nobody shares on social media bc we just try to get through them#but who else will take it better than tumblr tags#either way if im less around its because im dealing with creational self-hatred and artistic ambitions#but on the other hand arent all artists like that? i ran out of tag space btw have an awesome weekend
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They're teachin' me to kill, who's teachin' me to love?
#artists on tumblr#party poison#jet star#jetpoison#danger days#danger days: the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#killjoys roadtrip au#BECAUSE! i said so#anyway how we doing jetpoison nation. i spent a week on this#the idea of two ppl who know nothing but fighting and occasionally fucking being struck by all these like#tender feelings. wanting to kiss someone and touch someone you know well just because you can#they have NO idea what to do with it#also the little things theyre lying in- my hc is that they stripped the interior of the diner and#everyone made like their own little. ''sleeping space'' which is like. w walls made of whatever they can find and#decorated as best they can#its not much but in the apocalypse it's home yk#also jet's had those blankets since he was born and he keeps them in pristine condition#this is also a lil celebration bc i have a girlfriend now. everyone clap
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The passage of time was sooo normal and kind to me this year guys qwq
#happy 2025#art summary#artists on tumblr#two of these are commisions and two are from artfight#I could not manage drawing alongside work and everything else that went awry this year qwq#yeah I made the scylla part three months ago and only manage to post anything about it now I#am so bad at this#I usually don't do new years resolutions but for this one I genuinely want to get better at promoting myself#especially since I'm out of work again#laid off like a true animator/gamer....#oh and that october mizi one is just an unfinished sketch I guess january akane having a bad time is also unfinished#never could manage to get it anywhere despite wanting to on account of the hair coming out reeeeally nice#I'm extremely proud of all my bigger pieces this year though#june and july ones hehe juri june and july#I never answered anyone on artfight and I feel so bad about it :'( participating on that was like#one of the last things I remember doing before time started passing normally again this year or well feeling better at least#and well as bad as it ended my time working was really great only routine that stuck around the whole year#and going out with my then coworkers felt really fancy and fun#I was able to save up a lot and want to use that to focus on personal projects this next year#......which is partly the reason I Need to study and practice getting better at promoing
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1) i'm bad at games 2) i'm scared of people
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#sona#tw gun#and then voice chat was unlocked FVHSVb#i almost tapped out i was not Going To fhvss#/and yea i did Terrible Lmao#i usually do worse when i'm on teams. actually i think that might be the nervousness now that i'm writing this HFSH#and then i had to commit a true crime because my mom called n i had to get off#oof ouch sorry ffvfhsb#i did okay the second time :D#//really i haven't drawn anything in like. a week i think#nothing digital anyway#i made some silly traditional sketches of some of my ocs :)#it just feels weird not making anything on my computer#like i get on here and i'm like '!!! time to make stuff !! :D' and then i start tapping through stuff and go 'ahhh right. nothin' lmaoo#//i have been playing viddy games which is nice :D#i don't like how once you get past the beginner stages most games throw ALL the notification stuff and ALL of the quests and EVERYTHING at#you at once fvfshv#like man i don't know what's going on!! what even is this !! [<- usually something that was explained that i forgot about]#why does everybody need 5 currencies and why do i even need to be bothered. the answer is i don't and i won't but i Do want to know what fo#//POW aight on my way now loll :> :D
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I was scrolling through youtube and just saw your zelink comic as a videos thumbnail
(a dub video, tho the dub was made with text-to-speech)
it's pretty cool seeing art by someone i follow randomly at random places
(oh, and they did put your blog's link in their description)
Thanks for letting me know! 😔
My current dubbing policy that I’m fine if the comic is a one-off comic, i love dubs! But if it’s a series of mine composed of several parts (Over 3) I do not want it dubbed.
I ask that anyone wanting to do a dub of my comic, please ask first!
I really wanna avoid situations where I have to ask someone to take something down they spent time and work on, cuz I know that totally sucks, and I’m so appreciative that someone likes the comic I made- and I think we can avoid all this with just a simple “hey can I dub this?”.
So please ask!! It’ll also let me know when I can watch the dubs I’m comfortable with! ✨ And I’d love to see them!
#I’m sorry I know u weren’t probs trying to tell on this person#I’ve already said no to people that have asked#it’s difficult cuz that comic was a month of my life#and it’s true that I’m selling books now#but I did all that work at the time never thinking I was going to get paid back#so it just doesn’t feel good when someone takes a months worth of work without asking#and puts it on a different platform and adds ads and stuff to make money off of it#I will have other short comics that people can dub band id love to see dubbed!!#dubs are great and I love them!#I guess short answer is short comics are my for fun time that I’d love to see dubbed#long comic series are something more professional#it’s literally like my job for that short period of time#‘it’s like my job’ I say as a literal comic book artist with 2 graphic novels coming out and more lol#it’s my self employed job I guess?
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I feel soo disconnected from the tiktok side of the fandom like I just feel like they're completely different from me & that feels weird considering I always thought I get along well with any person who is a swiftie
#bc swifties used to be a certain kind of people who were v similar to me personality-wise#& with taylor's popularity i feel like there are now also fans who are completely different from me#maybe that is the true reason why i don't like taylor's popularity atm idk#it's just that taylor was always the artist for me & the ppl who also felt like they don't fit in anywhere#& now she's popular among the 'popular' crowd & so i no longer feel like i fully belong into the fandom??? if that makes sense#although i'm ofc happy for taylor & her success#if that makes sense
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So now that we know the marriage market/schemes of the ton are not Benedict‘s cup of tea & he spends the better part of s3 running away from debutantes who want to marry him… I need Sophie (or whoever is going to be his love interest in his season) to be the incarnation of the word no. I need this lovely lady to be absolutely uninterested in this jokester puppy of a Bridgerton so that he HE has to run after HER. And she’s just like no thanks & completely uninterested & pragmatic/down-to-earth all the time until he like…cries & begs her to marry her I guess?
#bonus if she has like a clear life goal that she is working towards achieving all the time bc honestly I need someone who has their shit#together for Benedict bc I feel like this loser is just floating through society without any plans whatsoever and it’s getting annoying#we don’t even see him draw as a background scene and not even a throwaway line said abt one of his sketches or smth?????#I really LIKED Benedict as an artist in s1 & 2 and NOW he’s just whoring around???? I am so confused by you puppy boy WHAT DO YOU WANT WHERE#DID ALL OF YOUR HOBBIES AND PASSIONS GO#but. like. on another note he did a rly good job hanging out *cough cough* with that widow bc I could tell she’s a badass so I can’t really#fault him for that one. but WHERE SRE HIS HOBBIES#which is also why I wouldn’t mind making his love interest older than him? bc maybe with an older women we can get someone who knows what#they want & who can give him a bit of direction in life????#benedict bridgerton#bridgerton#ignore me pls I’m just rambling and saving my thoughts here on tumblr so I can go back to them and see whether or not my predictions/wishes#came true:)#minee
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i think i need bts again.
#for years ive been firm of the opinion and the feeling#that bts find you when u need them most#and that was so true for me in 2016#all the way until 2020 ish#i needed them to hold my hand while i was growing up bc no one else would#and then i healed a bit and they did too#i got busy and so did they#and now im 26 and im a graduated artist with an office job#idk how to find the drive to make art.#i dont have inspiration or motivation#i need to do it but idk how#making art with bts was So easy#literal 7 muses with you at all times#i took a walk for the first time in forever#just 20 minutes to pick up a package#golden hour light#jimin's like crazy came on shuffle which is the first time i heard any of their voices in months#and i saw an art piece in my head#and then outro wings came on too#and idk#it was light and it was colors and sound and heart#i think now i need them to hold my hand again but as artists#i think if i listened to paradise or black swan rn it would break me#but maybe thats what i need#shut up matt#bts
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tags continued from prev post.
#and all of this is true while it is ALSO true that her songs age incredibly well#even debut or random soundtrack songs or endgame#whatever song people try to put on the worst Taylor songs list NEVER QUITE BELONGS#it doesn’t feel right. and to some extent occasionally in mercurial flashes I feel the same about her BEST songwriting list#I can never rank anything of hers ever because she can write better than she has written#if anything finds her own songwriting dead it’s what her future self will be able to achieve#and I think sometimes even the public can SENSE this about her and it’s part of why people are sooooo hard on her in a brutal way#and in a way they never are with other artists. who have reached the limits of their potential#Taylor has not reached the limits —that’s the simple way of saying it#in some way she is still figuring out the artist she is going to be#and I really do think that it is going to be absolutely astonishing#because in some ways (this is going to sound crazy) she is still distracted by her success and her tour#she’s NOT but I mean. the canon hasn’t been fully set free#there are still somehow things holding her back#and we’ve watched her outstrip so much of those early confines that fame and the business of the music industry strapped around her#we’ve seen her say ‘that doesn’t apply to me’#but actually she’s going to and she needs to and I believe she WILL continue to move into rarefied air#my mom helped me give me the final piece of this feeling (and it’s just a deep gut intuition/brain chemical thing for me)#when she said one day almost in mild exasperation: maybe one day Taylor will grow into a Dolly Parton#and something CLICKED#in my brain. and I don’t agree with my mom in terms of her non-interest in Taylor (as much as it has pained me to do so)#I think she’s worth loving and paying attention to now#but that gap that exists between people who love her and people who don’t (full time haters internet trolls do not interact)#I think it’s going to close with time as her work stretches out and out and grows and changes#like I think by the end of her career we are going to have something so astonishing#and to loop it back for a second to a previous thought. I think that’s why sometimes a taylor song can sound disjointed to me. because it#will hit the Depths of the Depth for a second. it will transcend and then it will go back to merely being an excellent pop song#those flashes are everywhere in her work but I think she is going to work and hone them into being conductors of light in a more steady way#the older she gets. does this sound INSANE. idk sometimes I think it does and then sometimes I think it DOESNt. so who knows. but yeah#it’s hard to say because I know it will read as more critical of Taylor than I mean it to be. when really I mean it with so much awe
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I'm trying to stay positive but I don't deal well with things ending.
#toh#ive seen some posts about staying positive#remembering there will be other great shows#and you can rewatch#which is good and true#but its also ok to be sad#parts of it's also personal stuff#i wanna be a storyboard artist#and i remember when the show was first announced#and thinking it would be so cool to get to work on#i applied for it too#more then once#but i was not at all ready#had to spend a lot of time learning how to not hate myself#but now i feel so left behind#like im almost the same age as dana#and i cant even get my foot in the door#im gonna be ok#but im sad
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Your process videos really ruined your art for me. I like your concepts but you're just painting over photographs and it's... weird. You don't seem to change anything to be uniquely 'yours'... just painting over photomanips which doesn't come across as genuine, especially considering the contrast between your photomanip illustrations and freehand work. Have you thought about working more on references and actual studies?
been thinking about how to answer this for a couple minutes now so here we go
What I do is a variation of photobashing-- really just painting over photos to achieve realism. After everything is rendered to how I want it (I usually take out a lot of extraneous details from backgrounds), I stop using the reference photos to do my own lighting, effects, etc. Small details to create the ambience that the base photos don't have.
I definitely get what you're saying here because I've seen other realism artists get variations of this same ask. My particular paintings rely on this uncanny realism that I can't reproduce as effectively when I eyeball things (especially perspective). The "weird" is part of it. I could just do a photomanip but instead I meticulously painted over every detail instead--what does this add? What does it take away? Do my hours of effort mean anything when I'm just "painting over photographs"?
Anyways, when I do traditional art, everything is drawn by eyeballing. I do lots of studies digitally and traditionally.
#piratedllama art#ask#critique#anon what about the process doesn't feel genuine? i am curious about this#sorry for the long response lol the Art Student™ came out of me#yall remember when euclase got these asks all the time#i feel like a true tumblr artist now
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spectacularly bad idea today to try to finally go through / organize / "deal with" the crate in my closet where i've stored everything related to the ~10 years of my life i spent as a teacher
i only managed about 1/3 of it. turns out the process goes like this: in order to answer the question "do i want to keep this [art/letter/photo/journal] for sentimental or posterity reasons" i have to put one of my feet into a hole labeled THE PAST, & to answer the question "should i keep this [lesson plan/handout/resource] in case i want to use it again" i have to put the other foot into another hole called THE FUTURE
& both of these holes are bottomless pits of trauma, disability & COVID grief
#it's bad#the world i planned for doesn't exist anymore#i'm a different person in a different body#i cared very deeply about & was good at a thing that shaped my life & identity for over a decade#& then it just stopped!#i sometimes refer to myself as an ex-teacher & idk if that's really true. i've started teaching workshops very occasionally again#but now i'm an artist who only sometimes teaches#rather than a teacher who only sometimes makes art#i don't want to trade back. i just wish the transition hadn't been so fucked up#i wish i didn't somehow feel like i failed at being an educator. but that feeling is old too
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Thinking about human versions of the tadc gang. I think they would work great in The Office (they would suffer immensely)
#⚠️ WARNING: me rambling into the void about the office workers theory#also thinking about what jobs they have in real life cus idk there’s a lot of weird stuff#my theory has always been that they’re just office workers at c&a and while I still think that’s true there’s like a few wrinkles about it#like I feel like if everyone was just coworkers and also remember their past lives wouldn’t they recognize the others at the circus#not even anything big like if could be their voice or random habit but who knows if the circus just erases that too and not just their names#lot even just put together that they all put on a headset for their job and that they’re all suspiciously office workers for c&a#also there’s like a couple mentions that could be interpreted either way#like gangle being a manager and zooble being a tattoo artist ‘at one point’ specifically#they could have pivoted from those jobs to the office stuff if they only did it at one point in time#but also depends on how long that would to go from one job cus of it takes years idk if zooble is old enough#also queenie being into entomology could just be her job where she was then invited to play test or she could just like bugs as a side hobby#idk a lot of things but at the same time them working the same job together just fits perfectly and also thematically#cus like the big theme is finding meaning in stagnation through connections and what fits that more than working a shitty job with friends#I’m kinda obsessed thinking about their office dynamics and how they differ in the circus#idk I have ideas I’ll get to later but for now the brainstorms shall stew#oh no this was supposed to just be a post hinting about my human designs I’m working on oh no#anyways character design is fun and I think my longer and gangle design are my favourite?? they’re the most unique I guess#well making jax a trash goblin looking guy is also unique but eh#it autocorrected kinger to longer oops#tempestmothtalk#why did I do this? idk man I need to yap somewhere
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I swear I'm going to make a come back with stobotnik art just yall wait I'm sorry it's taking so long asfksjhsjaj
#i feel like a fake stobotnik fan sometimes bc I barely draw them anymore#i swear i am a stob fan guys#its just that as an artist i feel like if I dont produce 100 drawings related to the fandom i like i am just not a “true fan”#ik its bs but it still gets to me sometimes#but anyways now that school is over for me ill try to focus on getting some art out bc i have free time yipee :D#i have watched the 3rd movie already and it made me so much more insane abt them i crashed out 7 times after watching it
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