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medicalunprofessional · 7 months ago

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never change, man !

#phantom of the paradise #potp #swan potp #nightmaretheater #65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp #Look into my beautiful mind boy #Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw #but i had to push a specific look for this piece #hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look #Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan #I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That #as awful as he is he desperately needed help #it might seem like vanity on the surface #but i think its… more than that #long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry #It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again #i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems #he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away #anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal #sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick #i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad #*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha #sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please #adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse #to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like #the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this #sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol

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brighteuphony · 8 months ago

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@xoxo-lahh

So in this verse, Tsunade never ends up teaching Sakura- as that role is fulfilled by Chiyo. (But she DOES return to Konoha eventually).

And Chiyo's first rule (for everything lol) is: Nothing is Free.

Chiyo always demanded something in return for healing, and unlike Tsunade, she considered medical jutsu a part of her arsenal. If it could kill, then it was always an option.

So Sakura learned from that mindset, trading her services and using her rare skillet as a powerful negotiating tactic, especially during Tea Country's civil war. Her healing effectively kept her, Enji, and Saeko in relative safety and provided her a card to play when she needed.

And, while Sakura is nowhere near as jaded as Chiyo is, and often enough of a bleeding heart to help people for damn near free, (a place to stay, food for the night, a new holster for her kunai), she is also VERY pragmatic about her skillset. The civil war taught her that sometimes, letting someone die is better. This puts her at odds with Tsunade, who has a very different mindset (and was, historically, bitter enemies with Chiyo).

Another issue that arises with Tsunade, is that the Godaime is a doctor- while Chiyo is more of a healer. Their understanding of the human body comes from a different place.

Tsunade can name every bone and muscle and perform open-heart surgeries. Sakura can heal bone and stitch back together muscles and flesh on a very basic level, but she's never going to be able to open up a human body and revolutionize medical history like she does in canon. (In canon, Sakura creates a Jutsu that allows her to do a four-man surgery alone; she can't do that here.)

However, she can do some stuff that Tsunade claims is impossible—like reconstructing/altering someone's chakra network, unblocking tenketsu, sometimes turning off someone's dojutsu from a distance, and lite-healing remotely (Tsunade is very upset about this one specifically). A lot of it comes from her mastery of Genjutsu.

Genjutsu, as I reworked in my comic, requires a complete understanding of someone's chakra network to control ALL their senses. Sakura's understanding and control are so prodigious that she can almost autonomously control people's bodily functions (a skillset that is GREATLY aided by training with Chiyo's puppet mastery).

She uses Genjutsu as a tool to understand the body and employs it as both support (helping an ally maintain a sense of gravity as they're pulled underground or flung in the air, etc) and offense.

And that's it for the wall of text! Once again, thank you SO much for the amazingly kind words and all the interest in this AU! <3

#naruto #haruno sakura #tsunade #why yes that is a human heart she medical scalpeled right out a nin's chest #this isn't a scene that happens but the VIBES #But that time she killed a bunch of enemies because she altered their sense of time to be so slow #that she just walked right up to them and slit their throats was pretty damn lit #also I feel like puppet ninjutsu and genjutsu and medical jutsu have alot of similar concepts- all about controlling someone else #also u remember Tsunade's 4 rules for medic-nin? Yeah Chiyo's got her own lol #also Tsunade can't heal Gai's 8 gates but Sakura sure can #but if you've got a tumor that needs to be excised ur better off with tsunade #coven!Sakura

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puretopia · 29 days ago

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#points if u noticed darrel charm in the first pic #rosalie went on a jog and he was just there trying to taking off #ive been playing aLOT recently #grabbing the chances when im not feeling crappy ;-;#i spend lots of time usually in build or cas mode #so playing is refreshing!#i forget what to do lol #i just sorted out the calendar so i have some extra event days to help!#ts4 #sims 4 #the sims 4 #rosalie hart #tamlin hart #astrid taylor

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radishearts · 3 months ago

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[Wip] it’s a falsie and a Ren :D!!!

I’ve been sort of logging my thoughts into a note pad while I draw and it’s so interesting to figure out how I think when I draw. Anyways. No idea how I’m gonna render this but I’m gonna give it a hell of a shot :D

#WIP #very inspired by cloudy and a chance of meatballs #ultimate ref for drawing sort of liquidy substances #I gave up not using colour and overlay layers #it’s been so long and I’ve tried to resist in order to approach it with a more traditional way of painting #but alas this one was a doozer #still gotta tweak some colours as well #I want a WAYYY more vibrant feel #but I figure I’d say hi to the dash schools been ALOT so I haven’t been drawing as much :(#AH WELL ZINES ARE COMING SOON SO YAYAYAYAYYY #BTW if u are a master of perspective or something feel free to give me a shout on any tips I HUNGER to learn more about it fr 😭#critiques are open if u see something 🙏🙏

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pixelpastry · 2 years ago

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we are love

#trans day of visibility #trans artist #trans art #illustration #my art #i have alot of thots and feelings abt today re: everything else happening but bottom line is that trans people: we are love and forever #planning to make a riso print version of this to raise money for some local orgs too #hang in there everyone...trans folks i love u all very much! and i am holding ur hand always

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liauditore · 1 year ago

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cw// implied character death, double life nonsense

because you are love itself.

#my art #trafficblr #double life #divorce quartet #<-- insane about how scott killed pearl in limlife.#this comic has been sitting unfinished in my files for a good month its def not finished to my usual quality but god it needed to be done #so uh scott... yeah. i like villain scott but not pure evil scott. i like a scott whos scared of being loved and manipulates others to spar #himself the pain. i like a scott who ditched pearl because their friendship was actually becoming real and when the server gods confirmed i #with DL he freaked out a bit and ran off.#ofc u can interpret this comic however u want but i was just thinking way too hard abt smajhor #i feel like often ppl get divided into scott did nothing wrong vs scott is pure evil alot of the time #which is understandable cus like i said with fanart/fic u only have so much space to show someones personality #but idk i like him all angsty. like i know im a bad person but to keep myself safe i need to keep being like this.#hes so blorbo *puts him in a blender*#i hate him *wraps him up in a blanket and takes him home*#cw implied death #cw implied violence #scott #pearl

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hollowyon · 21 days ago

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carve a head for ur lil sib !!

#hollow knight #hornet #ghost hk #i miss you lil guys ...#(hello it has been so long! so a little update for u guys for halloween)#anyways i wont post alot though but feel free to send any ask/req i might want to draw one day

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unexpectedbrickattack · 1 year ago

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short king and his shorter kings

#pizza tower #pepstavo #peppinoise #i sketched it out WEEKS ago #but w me almost finishing this godawful comm i felt compelled to do something for Me #i cannot wait to finish; i have a couple of forms sitting there collecting dust but im too overwhelmed w this shitty comm-#-to even attempt to tackle those. i need to scrub my brain and start fresh. but after i finish it lmao #anyway hey. hope everyones okay and vibin #dont take this seriously but also. heehee.#in hindsight i feel like i need to bump gustavos head up a lil bit but weh #not too compelled to fix it.#additional context that i think is fun; gus is just a touchy dude and he finds all kinds of reasons to pick peppino up #and every time peppino is like SO flustered and shocked bc itll be in the view of customers #like some sports team wins and its on their tvs and ppl are hootin n hollerin #and like people will notice and keep cheering and its alot hes like oh my GOD u cannot keep doing that im going to explode and then die #noise will do it to prove he can do it and then his back snaps in two bc he weighs like 80 lbs (36kg)#but for like a brief moment of time he is facefirst in tummy and hes ecstatic #theo it is not funny to be rushed to the er bc u broke ur back #also suggestive (but funny i prommy)#but he absolutely would be that like girl who needed a neckbrace from having her gf accidentally sit on her face too hard #hes like ouuuuhhghh....that was worth it. how long will it take to recover doc bc i wanna do it again :)#meanwhile. i think if that happened peppino would literally go into hiding. ur not finding him.#it would literally haunt him that he nearly killed this rat w his fat ass #as if this is not the way both gus and noise would like to go out. it would be peaceful for them i think #anyway #runs away cutely; see u in two weeks maybe

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sasukeless · 7 months ago

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#*grips yall by the shoulders* Do u get what im sayingggg #THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A BUT AND AND GUUUH #i have complex thoughts about fuagkus relationship w his children tbh while i dont think hes the abusive asshole ppl paint it i still think #it is a disservice to sasuke’s struggles to say he was a perfect dad when sasuke DID felt neglected by him ofc fugaku had other responsabili #ties w the whole coup and being a clan leader which is normal why he couldn’t as close to his sons. but it doesn’t erase sasuke’s feelings #amywaysss despite this i do think fugaku loved itachi and sasuke alot but differently #ik alot discuss if mikoto was telling the truth or not in that panel but i personally like to believe she was #WHATEVER #mine

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cicidraws · 1 month ago

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idk halloween self doodle even tho im not feelin it

this goes without saying but dont repost, trace, alter, or use any of my art in any form without asking my permission.

#hard to draw myself without alot of feelings coming up lmfao i dont even like this but #wanted to draw dumb lil pumpkins and a gravestone i GUESS.#and ended up in a self portrait ish thing #my doodles #self scribbles #cicidraws #using like a gamzee drawing as a discord icon without editing it is fine i suppose. u gotta ask me first tho for everything else #the reason the shitty outfit happened btw: i was gonna do normal clothes then i was gonna do PJS but then it meshed together into an outfit #i do Not like it. but my wrist hurts

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breakingpengui1 · 2 years ago

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im absolutely normal about these old men actually

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#cause every time we touch i get this feeling and every time we kiss i swear i could fly #i tweet alot about them on my side twitter @breakingpengui2 if u want to see insanity from me #crochawk #crocohawk #sir crocodile #crocodile #op crocodile #mihawk #dracule mihawk #crocodile x mihawk #mihawk x crocodile #one piece #op fanart #fanart #myart #my art #fan art #cross guild

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luck-of-the-drawings · 2 years ago

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ouhh ouhh the ol 'started as a scribble n then got RLY COOL' conundrum... i titled it 'flying microtonal FISH' bc i was listening to alot of THIS song (ANOXIA - KING GIZZARD AND THE LIZARD WIZARD. LISTEN TO IT) and i based the colors off of the album cover. this was also meant to be the scene right before the noctis arc, when gillion gets CRAAZy struck by lightning and acts all deranged through the storm. LOOOVE that fish i think he should kill more

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #lightning is soooo fun to make ehehehee #this is OOOllldd like maybe a few months but uhh wait hang on ill just get the date offa twitter #OKAYy it was jan 8. thats not too old #either way i remember strugglin alot to get this to look right. hence the 'started as a scribble'#like i think the actual sketch of gillions face was rotting in my wips for aaaages until i finally did somethin with it #it feels good to do smth like this with a wip!! its like giving a shitty lil dog a good home #AARUAUHGH I JUST LOOKED AT IT AGIAN N GOT MAD. DO U KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO MAKE HIS LIL BACK FIIINNS #i dont give him a tail but i give him the back fins n its SOOO vital to me its so cool in my brain but so hard to make it real #i think i did it pretty good here but you shall know i climbed a MOUNTAIN FOR IT RRRAAHGHHHH #ALRight thats all of me thoughts love u guys baaaiii

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juanasfanart · 3 months ago

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so about those 3 new mdp shorts, i dont know what to say about them ...